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Avtobus bekatiga ketayotganda,
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Bill kimnidir ko'rdi
unga qarab yurganini tanidi,
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lekin qila olmadi
uning ismini eslang.
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U o'ylay boshladi
aytiladigan narsalar haqida
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ular etarlicha yaqin bo'lganda
bir-birini tan olish.
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Ular yaqinlashganda,
ularning ko'zlari qulflangan,
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boshqasi yoki yo'qligi aniq emas
to‘xtab gaplashmoqchi edi.
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Bu odam Bill bilan salomlashdi,
Bill iboralarni aralashtirganda,
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— Nima gap?
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bilan: "Axir qanday ketyapti?"
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Chalkashib ketgan,
odam xiralashgan,
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"Rahmat", uning oldida
nima deyayotganini bilardi.
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Billning so'zlari
tomoq va u javob berdi:
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"Biz h."
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Ular bir xil qilishdi
noqulay yarim burilish
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va keyin davom etdi,
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endi boshqasiga ishonchim komil
gapirishni to'xtatmoqchi emas edi.
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Ular bir-birlarini boshqa ko'rmadilar,
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va keyin har bir loy bor edi
hammasini unutdi.
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O'sha kuni kechqurun Bill o'tirdi
pastga tushiring va katta kozok kiying
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lekin bu uning uyqusini keltirib chiqardi.
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Supermarketda, Bill
har doim juda ehtiyotkor edi
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faqat meva tanlash uchun
mahsulot qoziqlarining orqa tomoni,
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oldingi meva kabi
tirsak darajasida edi
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boshqa mijozlarga.
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Hidi kelgan chol
benzin piyozni ko'tardi
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va dedi: "Katta piyoz",
alohida hech kimga.
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U Billga tabassum qildi va
Bill paypoqlariga qaradi.
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Chiqish peshtaxtasida,
Bill o'zini topdi
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katta yigitning orqasida
kimning futbolkasi yozilgan,
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"Ikkinchi o'rin
birinchi mag'lub."
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Chiqish qiz dedi:
— Bugun ahvolingiz qanday?
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Bill: “Yaxshi
rahmat, yaxshimisan?"
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U javob bermadi.
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Bill o'zini ishlatilgandek his qildi.
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U navbatdagi avtobusini kutayotib,
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Bill a ga tikilib qoldi
yirtilgan xarid qilish sumkasi
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shamolda esayotgan edi
singan ustunning uchida,
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va xavotir bilan qon so'radi
burchakdagi yaradan
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og'zidan.
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Bill kalitlarini tashladi
peshtaxtada
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va u erda turib ularga tikilib qoldi,
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birdan o'ylanib qoldi
hamma vaqt haqida
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u kalitlarini tashladi
oldin u erda ...
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...va qancha loydan iborat
uning hayoti behuda ketdi ...
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bir xil vazifalarni takrorlash va
uning kvartirasida marosimlar,
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qayta-qayta.
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Ammo keyin u hayron bo'ldi
agar haqiqatan ham ...
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bu uning hayoti edi ...
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va g'ayrioddiy qismi uniki edi
boshqa ishlarga sarflangan vaqt.
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Bill o'tirdi va o'qidi
mashhur intervyu.
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Keyin chumolilarga qaradi
uning lavabosida aylanib yuring.
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O'sha kecha Bill tush ko'rdi
dahshatli baliq boshi
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Bu uning bosh suyagi bilan oziqlangan.
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Ertalab,
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Bill hatto juda charchaganini his qildi
Garchi u endigina uxlayotgan bo'lsa ham.
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Uning kalendarida a.ning surati bor edi
oy uchun buning ustiga manatee.
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Bu har doimgidek tuyulardi
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— dengizchi unga tikilib turardi.
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Bill yashash xonasida o'tirdi
ulkan kraker qutisi bilan.
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U ovqat o'yladi
ketishiga yordam berishi mumkin,
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lekin qandaydir his qildim
oldida g'alati ovqatlanish
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televizordan
uni kiymasdan.
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Tez orada u bo'ldi
boks musobaqasini tomosha qilish
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Meksika kanalida.
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U tomosha qilgan edi
so'nggi paytlarda juda ko'p boks
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lekin aslida nima uchunligini bilmasdim.
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4-turda bo'ldi
tasodifiy bosh dumbasi
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dan birini ochgan
jangchilarning boshlari juda yomon.
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Ular ko'rsatdilar
qayta-qayta,
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sekin harakatda.
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U buni bilmasdan oldin,
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Bill ovqatlangan edi
butun kraker qutisi.
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U o'zini juda yomon his qildi
va turishni xohlamadi.
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Unda to'satdan ishtiyoq paydo bo'ldi
birov bilan gaplashish,
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Shuning uchun Bill unga qo'ng'iroq qildi
sobiq qiz do'sti va unga aytdi
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manatee haqida
uning kalendarida.
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"Siz hech qachon filmni ko'rganmisiz
ulkan manatee haqida
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hujum qilgan a
shahar?" — so‘radi u.
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“Menimcha, siz gigantni nazarda tutyapsiz
Mantis, - dedi Bill.
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"Oh, ha", dedi u.
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"Ulkan mantis."
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Ertasi kuni ertalab,
Bill o'zini yanada yomon his qildi.
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Shahar markazi, issiq hid
uning yonidan go'ng uchib o'tdi
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u yurganida.
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Tez orada Bill uch kishiga keldi
yo'lda o'lik otlar,
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aftidan urilgan
katta harakatlanuvchi transport vositasida.
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"Xo'sh," deb o'yladi u, "bu
keyin hidni tushuntirib berar edi."
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U sobiq sevgilisi bilan uchrashdi
tushlik tanaffus paytida
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va ular bir
parkga yurish.
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U buni payqab qoldi
uning yonida bo'lganida,
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u bilan qandaydir uzoqlashdi
uning yuzida tabassum,
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Garchi hamma narsa yaxshi edi.
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Ko'pincha ular o'lim haqida gapirishdi.
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Ular dafn etishga rozi bo'lishdi
juda klostrofobik tuyuldi,
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Bill esa buni qilmadi
krematsiya qilishni xohlaydi
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u buni o'qiganidan keyin
kuchli issiqlik suyuqliklarni qaynatadi
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gacha bosh suyagida
boshingiz yorilib ketadi.
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U shunday deb qaror qildi
uning tanasini otib tashlashni xohlaydi
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raketa kemasida kosmosga.
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U ham shunday bo'lishini o'yladi
ishga tushirish qimmat
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uning butun vazni
tana, lekin, ehtimol, faqat yuborish
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boshini kosmosga
etarlicha yaxshi bo'lardi,
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yaxshisi oldida
kichik derazadan.
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- dedi uning sobiq qiz do'sti
u haqiqatan ham dovdirab qolgan bo'lardi
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Agar u Billning uzilganini bilsa edi
bosh aylanib yurardi
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kosmosda uning ustida.
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Billga yangi kitobcha berildi
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klinikada, muhokama qilish
potentsial xotira yo'qolishi
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uning davolanishida.
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Ichkarida a edi
multfilm qahramoni demoqda,
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"Men siz haqingizda bilmayman,
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lekin men o'zimni yo'qotishim mumkin edi
kalitlar nonushta qilmoqda."
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Uning qo'shnisi harakat qilmoqda
foydali bo'ling, lekin muvaffaqiyatsiz bo'ling,
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Billni to'xtash joyida burchakka o'girdi
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qanday qilib tushuntirish uchun
kriogen olimlar
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miyasini muzda muzlatib qo'yishi mumkin edi
kelajakda bir nuqtaga qadar
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qachon mikroskopik robotlar
ta'mirlashi mumkin edi.
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Bill orzu qilardi
bankalardagi barcha miyalar
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u maktabda ko'rgan,
u qanday qilib hayron bo'lardi
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qandaydir tarzda hali ham bormi
Ichidagi shaxslarning bo'laklari ...
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...tarqalgan parchalar
qisman orzular
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yoki yo'qolgan xotiralar chuqur qulflangan
bu o'lik to'qimalar ichida..
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... yoki bu butunlay
arxiv darhol o'chiriladi,
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tananing muvaffaqiyatsizlikka uchragan payti.
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U o'ylay boshladi
odamlar yangi nurda ...
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Qanday qilib hamma kichkina
Qo'rqinchliroq,
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mo'rt miya poyasi ...
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go'sht va fizika bilan o'ralgan,
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tanib olish uchun juda qo'rqinchli
ularning qismlari yig'indisi ...
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... ichida izolyatsiya qilingan
ularning bosh suyagining qobiqlari
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va quyi o'rta sinf uylari ...
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... o'zgarishdan qo'rqish,
qarorlardan qo'rqish,
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og'riqdan qo'rqish ...
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... tirbandlikda qoldi,
dahshatli musiqa tinglash.
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Qo‘shnisi tikilib qoldi
unga qarab dedi:
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"Kecha men tush ko'rdim
Mening barcha barmoqlarim tushib ketdi."
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Uning eshigi tomon yo'lda,
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Billning boshqa qo'shnisi dedi:
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"Nima bo'ldi?"
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Ichkarida u a
uning matrasida g'alati nam joy
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u eslamaganini
oldin u erda bo'lish.
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Bill bir qismini tomosha qildi
hujjatli film dasturi
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taxminan 5000 yillik muz
Italiyada topilgan odam.
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Olimlar o'rganishdi
uning yo'g'on ichak va hamma narsa
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jonli televizorda.
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Bill muz odammi, deb hayron bo'ldi
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tasavvur qilish mumkin edi
bu bitta loy bo'lardi
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u bilan sodir bo'lgan.
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O'sha kecha Bill tush ko'rdi
u dengiz bo'yida edi
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umidsiz o'limga tashlaydi
jasadlar kichik qayiqdan.
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Bill parkda sayr qildi
toza havo olishga harakat qiling.
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U kimdir yozganini payqadi:
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"Men seni sevaman" da
o'yin maydonchasi qumi
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va u shunday deb o'yladi
haqiqatdan ham chiroyli edi.
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U davom etar ekan,
to'satdan dribling
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siydik shimining oyog'iga otdi.
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Bu kutilmagan edi.
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Keyin semiz bola
deformatsiyalangan oyoq bilan harakat qildi
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uni sotish a
jurnalga obuna.
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Bill ro'yxatga qaradi
sotiladigan jurnallar
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va jahl bilan nima uchun ular deb hayron bo'ldi
Osiyo pornosini taklif qilmadi ...
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Keyin hayron bo'ldi
nega u hayron bo'ldi.
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Klinikaga ketayotganda,
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u bir oz borligini topdi
odamlarni tushunish qiyin ...
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Hatto uning risolasi ham
boshqacha tuyulardi.
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Avtobusda uning yonidagi yigit
to'xtashda sigirning boshi bor edi,
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lekin Bill o'zini ko'rsatdi
sezmaslik.
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Uning shifokori borligini aytdi
ba'zi umidsizlik yangiliklari:
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Oxirgi sinovlar bekor qilindi
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imkoniyat
keyingi operatsiyalar,
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va uning hozirgi davolanishi yordam bermadi
har qanday taraqqiyotga erishayotganga o'xshaydi.
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U boshlamoqchi edi
Yangi narsa haqida hisob.
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U hech qanday sabab topa olmadi
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nima uchun Bill bo'lishi kerak
narsalarni ko'rish bo'lsa-da
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va undan so'radi a
savollar qatori.
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"Buni tushunishingiz kerak
tanangiz a orqali o'tmoqda
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hozir juda ko'p stress ... "
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Bill ko'tardi
uning yangi dori,
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uyga ketdi va
etti soat davomida onanizm.
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Ertasi kuni ertalab uyg'ondi
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va xonasini o'yladi
boshqacha tuyulardi.
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Og'zidan qon oqardi...
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uning to'rtta tishi bor edi
tunda tushdi.
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Ular tartibli ko'rinishdi
it tishlari kabi.
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Hamma supermarketda
qandaydir jinga o'xshardi.
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Va ularning barchasi ulkan edi,
Bakteriyalar bilan o'ralgan to'siqlar
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hammasiga dafn etilgan
la'nati mahsulot!
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Bu unikidek tuyuldi
butun vujudi porlab turardi.
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Uning oyoq kiyimi xuddi shunday edi
ular qonga to'lgan edi
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va uning qo'llari
mis hidi keldi.
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Uyga kelgach, u topdi
bir juft sher qiroli tuflisi
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uning shkafida
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lekin ularning kimligini bilmasdim,
yoki ular u erga qanday kirishgan.
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Bema'ni baland ovoz:
"Quvur oqmoqda! ...
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Quvur oqmoqda!..."
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Bill o'qishi mumkin edi
uning ofitsiantining fikrlari,
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kim juda ko'p ko'z kiygan
bo'yanish va o'zini hurmat qilmadi.
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Tashqarida, dahshatli deformatsiyalangan qushlar
ularning ovozli pochtasini tekshirdi...
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“Klon meni asabiylashtirdi
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uning ostida o'sadi
mening shkafim..."
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"Bu unchalik murakkab emas
bu, biz shunchaki sizni yoqtirmaysiz..."
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"Men juda katta shlyapali odamman.
Bu men mas'ul ekanligimni anglatadi."
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"Men jinsiy jihatdan etarli emasman."
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"Nega ushlab turasiz
menga shunday muomala qilyaptimi?"
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"Zulmat ...
zulmat... zulmat...”
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" ta'siri
hayvonlarga trankvilizatorlar
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yuqori balandliklarda
oldindan aytib bo'lmaydi..."
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"Nega kelmaysiz
Mana va mening tizzamga o'tir?"
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Tushlikdan keyin Bill kiyindi
sher qiroli shippaklari
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va avtobus bekatiga uchib ketdi.
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[o'sib borayotgan, bezovta qiluvchi
orqa musiqa xor
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Bill uni tashladi
hisoblagichdagi kalitlar
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va u erda turib ularga tikilib qoldi,
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birdan o'ylanib qoldi
hamma vaqt haqida
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u o'zini tashladi
oldin kalitlar,
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va necha kun
uning hayoti behuda ketdi ...
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Ammo keyin u hayron bo'ldi
agar haqiqatan ham
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bu uning hayoti edi ...
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bu uning hayoti edi ...
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bu uning hayoti edi ...
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bu uning hayoti edi ...
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[barcha orqaga
ovozlar va g'alati
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va qo'rqinchli shovqinlar
avj nuqtasiga erishing ...
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"Masihning kuchi
sizni majbur qiladi!
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ning kuchi
Masih sizni majbur qiladi! ”
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[birdan sukunat... uzoq
shamol tunnelining ovozi ...
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[band shaharning kundalik tovushlari,
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Onasi keldi
unga g'amxo'rlik qilish,
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Omaxadan butun yo'lgacha.
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U ofitsiant edi
va tez-tez hidlanadi
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chaqaloq kukuni va pishloq.
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Ular ko'p vaqt sarflashdi
birgalikda boshqotirmalarni bajaradilar
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va televizor tomosha qilish.
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Bir kuni ertalab Bill tikilib turardi
gilamdagi naqshlarda,
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u bo'shashganini payqadi
uning yoqasidagi ip.
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"Qanday deb o'ylaysiz
Hech qachon sizni xafa qilishni xohlaymanmi?"
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dedi u va
polga g'ijimlangan.
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Shu payt Bill o'yladi
u juda keksa ko'rinardi.
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Ba'zida IV ichidagi suyuqliklar
og'ziga kulgili ta'm qo'ying.
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Bill topish uchun uyg'ondi
chiroyli quyosh nuri oqimi
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uning derazasidan.
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U orqali o'tishga harakat qildi,
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lekin yo'q edi
turish uchun kuch.
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Ertasi kuni ertalab,
Bill o'zini juda yaxshi his qildi.
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Shundan keyingi kun,
u o'zini yanada yaxshi his qildi.
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Keyin u o'zini ancha yomon his qildi.
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Ammo ertasi kuni
Bill o'zini yaxshi his qildi.
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“Kechirasiz, men buni qilmayman
undan nima qilish kerakligini biling,
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- dedi uning shifokori.
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"Balki Billning jasadi
shunchaki yig'ilishdir
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nihoyat taslim bo'lishidan oldin."
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Bill bo'lmagan amakisi
hatto xonada ham payqadim,
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ishdan ko'p vaqt olgan edi
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hamma joyda uchish
Tulsadan yo'l.
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U noaniq g'azablangan ko'rinardi.
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Yana ikki kundan keyin,
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- deb xulosa qilishdi ular Bill
o'lmoqchi emas edi,
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Shunday qilib, onasi hamma narsaga ega edi
uning xonasidan gullar olib tashlandi.
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U ham bo'lishi kerak edi
uning qutisi qaytib keldi,
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katta xarajat evaziga
va noqulaylik.
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Bill qaytib borishi kerak edi
keyingi seshanba kuni ishlang.
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uchun yomg'ir yog'di
butun avtobus safari.
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[chiroyli simfonik
musiqa asta-sekin shakllanadi
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va kaskadlarda shishiradi,
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O'tgan hafta, Billning darsi
plyajga sayohat qildi.
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Uning o'gay ukasi,
Randall keldi:
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maxsus bo'limda kichkina bola
alyuminiy ilgak qo'llari bilan sinf,
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kimning fikri edi
oyoqlari kabi noto'g'ri.
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Uni maktabda hech kim tanimasdi
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chunki u har doim
alohida avtobusda yurdim...
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... va turishga o'rgatilgan
chegaralar ichida
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teterboldan
har bir tanaffusni aylantiring.
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Kech tushdan keyin,
Randall tugadi
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u qachon kattalar bilan
tepasida qag'aldoqni ko'rdi.
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Ko'zlari tuyg'udan porladi
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va u birdan uchib ketdi
uning ortidan qoqilish.
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Ko'z yoshlari oqmoqda
uning kichkina yuziga,
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u qo'lini cho'zdi
alyuminiy ilgaklar kengligi kabi
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imkoni boricha tomon
quyosh, yig'lash,
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"Boooooooo!
Bouuuu!"
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va g'oyib bo'ldi
chuqur moviy dengizga.
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Boshqa bolalar hayron bo'lishdi
u hatto shunchalik tez yugurishi mumkin edi.
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Billning onasi qo'ydi
uning ustiga og'ir palto
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qachon uydan chiqsa,
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deb qo'rqib
qurbon bo‘lishi mumkin
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deb nomlangan narsaga
"yurish pnevmoniyasi."
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U buni qila boshlaydi
Randallni yo'qotgandan keyin qish,
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lekin keyin uni har doim kiyishga majbur qildi
keyingi besh yil uchun kun.
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Yozda,
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u ham dubulg'a kiyishi kerak edi
va asbest qo'lqoplari.
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Bu kunlar edi
u kamdan-kam hollarda uydan chiqib ketdi
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va dam olish kunlari mushukni soqolini oldi.
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Oltinchi tug'ilgan kunida, uning
onasi unga pochta markasini berdi
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va bir parcha ip va
uni besh daqiqa quchoqladi.
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Ota-onasi yana bahslashdi
O'sha kechada u go'sht tashladi.
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Uning o'gay otasi
eshik tomon bostirib keldi,
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qayerga o'girildi
Teshikka qarating
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shiftda va baqirdi,
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“Men buni hal qila olmayman
xudo la'nati ayol, - dedi va ketdi.
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U old eshikka tikildi
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va u erda silkindi
o'rnida aytib,
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"aaaaaaaaa
aaa aaa aaa aaa."
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Vaqti-vaqti bilan maktabda,
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dan eslatma topardi
uni tushlik qutisida.
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Uning sochlari edi
nihoyat qayta o'sadi.
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ni tugatgandan so'ng
klinikaning kundalik xotira testi,
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Bill shaharga borib ko'rdi
chumolilar o'lik qushni ajratib olishadi.
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Kecha, u
o'ttiz soniya sarfladi
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old tomonini ochishga harakat qilmoqda
pochta qutisi kaliti bilan eshik.
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Oradan bir yildan oshdi
endi uning tashxisidan beri,
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ular qolganlarida
kechgacha ichish
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Bill esa divanda uxlab qoldi.
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Ertalab u o'tirdi
hojatxona o'rindig'ida
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va jimgina unga qaradi
uning bo'yanishini qo'ying.
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O'sha kuni tushdan keyin u
tugaganini aytdi.
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Uskuna do'konida, a
teri kasalligi bilan yaxshi bola
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Bill topishga yordam beradi
to'g'ri batareya
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uning devor soati uchun.
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U parkga sayr qilgan edi,
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lekin haqiqatan ham bilmasdim
u erda kuni bilan nima qilish kerak.
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Uyda u tost pishiradi,
lekin fikrini o'zgartiradi.
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U bor edi
yana uxlash muammosi,
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va u yotganini tushunadi
ko'zlari ochiq qorong'ilik.
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Qachonki buvim tashrif buyursa
va u unga rasmlarini ko'rsatardi,
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u qanchalik oson ekanligini tez-tez tasavvur qilardi
u kichkina Billni uloqtira olardi
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kamin ichiga ...
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... yoki hatto orqali
yupqa deraza ...
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... chunki u hali yosh edi va
juda kichik va egiluvchan ...
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...va u yorug'likni hisobladi
uning o'lchamidagi ayol uchun etarli
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va bo'ylab otilish uchun kuch
xona bir necha metr yoki undan ko'proq.
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Yarim tunda
tortmasini ochadi
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saqlanib qolganini topish uchun
o'tgan haftadagi mushuk boshi.
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U baliqni his qila oladi
uning miyasini bo'g'ib,
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va sehrli tozalash
ularning mo'ynali kichkina boshlari
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uning terisi bo'ylab
kamroq va kamroq yaxshilik qilish ...
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[g'alati aks sadolar: "qilyapti
kamroq va kamroq yaxshi ...
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...va u shunday deb qaror qildi
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chunki ularning kichikligi
boshlar sifatsiz...
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...va unga kerak
ulardan ko'proq ...
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00:24:18,207 --> 00:24:20,333
... ulardan ko'plari, yana ko'plari,
oliy naslli zotlardan...
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00:24:20,334 --> 00:24:22,752
...kichkina boshlar boyroq
teri va yaxshiroq soch turmagi
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va toza kichik quloqlar
va tiniq ko'zlar ...
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Uning o'simtasi borligini aytishdi
va tutqanoqlardan azob chekayotgan edi
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va demans.
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Bill bilmas edi
bu so'zlar nimani anglatadi,
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lekin uning fikrlari bor edi.
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Buvim tug'ilgan
Bootblack, Vayoming,
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ikki yildan keyin
katta loy bo'ronlari
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barcha cho'chqalarni cho'ktirdi.
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Uning otasi xizmat qildi
elektr mashinalari ...
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...va bir marta toshni bo'g'ib o'ldirdi
diniy hayajon uyg'unligi.
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U yog'ochdan zavqlanardi ...
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... va bolalarga ayting
kechgacha hikoyalar
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qanday qilib o'zining dadasi
cho'lni o'zlashtirish uchun ishlatilgan.
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U sokin, oddiy odam edi
kim bir kuni piyoz yeydi
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u kesilganida
yarmida poezdda.
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Buvimning akasi
voizga aylandi
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kim uning mol sochini o'stirgan
uning ruhini poklashni uzoq.
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Dastlabki yillarida,
yashirincha otalik qildi
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noqonuniy bola
va bir kechada uni bo'g'ib qo'ydi
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tashlab ketilgan otxonada.
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[ dahshatli kriketlar va qurbaqalar
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U qarigan sari vaboga duchor bo'ldi
firebugs bilan va bir marta da'vo qilingan
365
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aquaticni ko'rgan bo'lmoq
jonzot chiqib ketadi
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sherifning mukofoti sigir bilan.
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Oxir-oqibat u nogiron bo'lib qoldi
qo'rg'oshin zaharlanishi va poliomielit bilan.
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Va poezd tomonidan o'ldirilgan.
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Buvimning singlisi Polli,
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chiroyli oltin sochlari bor edi
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va xayoliy zarba berdi
bolg'a bilan hayvonlar.
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U sakkiz yoshida vafot etdi
sariq isitma bilan kasallanganidan keyin.
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Va yonib ketish.
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Pollining o'limidan keyin buvisi
onasi tilini kesib tashladi
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va kuchli zavq oldi
sog'liq uchun toniklarni qabul qilish
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va retsept bo'yicha dori-darmonlar.
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Yovvoyi odam aylanib yurdi
o'sha yozda shaharga
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va cherkovni urishdi
belkurak bilan organist.
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U ko'rinadigan narsani defekatsiya qildi
bir dasta ko'k kabi
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oila ustida
ayvon va g'oyib bo'ldi,
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botqoqga yig'lab.
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Bu yovvoyi odamni hech kim bilmas edi
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aslida buviniki edi
katta amaki...
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...unutilgan, istalmagan bola
kim karbol kislotasi bilan oziqlangan edi
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va shimolda tashlab ketilgan
o'rmonlar ellik ikki yil oldin.
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00:27:02,913 --> 00:27:05,039
U loy va tayoqlarni yedi
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va faqat qanday qilishni bilardi
"Injil" so'zini ayting.
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U dalada yolg'iz o'ldi
bir yoz ertalab
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oyni orzu qilganda.
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00:27:21,056 --> 00:27:25,556
Olti hafta o'tgach, a
boshidan kungaboqar o'sib chiqdi.
391
00:27:25,644 --> 00:27:27,395
Ularning keyingi yillarida,
Buvimning oilasi
392
00:27:27,396 --> 00:27:30,064
katta shaharga ko'chib o'tdi,
onasi yashagan joyda
393
00:27:30,065 --> 00:27:34,277
uning qolganlari
loydan murabbo tayyorlash...
394
00:27:34,278 --> 00:27:37,363
...va yahudiylarni quvg'in qilish.
395
00:27:37,364 --> 00:27:39,282
Ichkarida buta bor edi
ularning binosi oldida
396
00:27:39,283 --> 00:27:41,534
yurak shaklida
bu uni yig'lab yubordi
397
00:27:41,535 --> 00:27:44,287
har safar ko'rganida.
398
00:27:44,288 --> 00:27:47,957
U buvisi bo'lganida yolg'iz vafot etdi
internatda edi,
399
00:27:47,958 --> 00:27:51,377
bilan o'ralgan
fantomlarning tasavvurlari.
400
00:27:56,175 --> 00:27:59,719
Bobo o'n bir yil vafot etdi
buvisidan oldin.
401
00:27:59,720 --> 00:28:02,013
U keyingi paytlarda o‘tirardi
unga har yakshanba,
402
00:28:02,014 --> 00:28:05,809
lekin hozir u o'ynaydi
uning bingo kartasi.
403
00:28:15,444 --> 00:28:17,361
Kecha Bill tush ko'rdi
u yana yosh edi,
404
00:28:17,362 --> 00:28:20,448
bilan dalada
dengiz bo'yidagi do'stlar.
405
00:28:20,449 --> 00:28:22,825
Katta baxtli muhr qichqirdi
ularga va chegaralangan
406
00:28:22,826 --> 00:28:26,120
futbol o'ynash uchun suvdan.
407
00:28:26,121 --> 00:28:28,122
U juda yaxshi edi.
408
00:28:28,123 --> 00:28:31,042
Bu xuddi hayvonlar haqidagi filmga o'xshardi.
409
00:28:31,043 --> 00:28:33,336
Keyin muhr tegdi
to'p biroz hayajonlangan
410
00:28:33,337 --> 00:28:36,464
va u hammaning ustidan uchib ketdi
boshini urib, kichkina bolakayni urdi
411
00:28:36,465 --> 00:28:39,717
qo'shni maydonda
ko'krak qafasida juda qattiq.
412
00:28:39,718 --> 00:28:41,761
Balki tuyulardi
uning yurak xastaligi bor edi
413
00:28:41,762 --> 00:28:44,639
yoki biror narsa, chunki
u qimirlamadi.
414
00:28:44,640 --> 00:28:47,475
Hamma muzlab qoldi.
415
00:28:47,476 --> 00:28:51,312
Muhr dengizga chekindi.
416
00:28:51,313 --> 00:28:55,813
Hech kim nima qilishni bilmas edi.
417
00:28:55,859 --> 00:28:59,237
U kulgili qo'lida uxlardi
va u qandaydir xiralashgandek tuyuldi.
418
00:29:04,743 --> 00:29:07,078
Ba'zan shunday eshitiladi
suvda ovozlar bor.
419
00:29:09,122 --> 00:29:10,581
U qo'ygan
biroz og'irlik qaytariladi
420
00:29:10,582 --> 00:29:14,001
va uning shifokori aytgan edi
bu yaxshi xabar edi.
421
00:29:14,002 --> 00:29:16,170
Avtobus bekatida uniki
chap moyak og'riyapti
422
00:29:16,171 --> 00:29:20,175
hech qanday sababsiz va u
boshi aylanardi.
423
00:29:21,718 --> 00:29:23,594
Ishda ko'p narsa sodir bo'lmadi.
424
00:29:23,595 --> 00:29:26,514
Bill piramida yasadi
uchta staplerdan.
425
00:29:26,515 --> 00:29:28,391
Va yangi yigit
qog'oz qisqichni yutib yubordi
426
00:29:28,392 --> 00:29:32,892
va quvib chiqarildi
nogironlar aravachasida.
427
00:29:32,938 --> 00:29:35,690
Keyingi kabinetdagi yigit
Billga bir narsa haqida gapirib berdi
428
00:29:35,691 --> 00:29:37,358
televizorda ko'rdi
429
00:29:37,359 --> 00:29:40,736
bir xil egizaklar haqida
tug'ilganda ajralganlar
430
00:29:40,737 --> 00:29:44,907
lekin alohida o'sgan
ketma-ket qotillarga qadar.
431
00:29:44,908 --> 00:29:47,368
Go'yo ular
boshqa tanlovi yo'q edi
432
00:29:47,369 --> 00:29:49,787
ular nimaga aylandilar.
433
00:29:49,788 --> 00:29:52,665
"Genetika juda yaxshi
chalkashdi, dedi u
434
00:29:52,666 --> 00:29:55,794
saqich urgancha
uning og'zidan.
435
00:29:59,548 --> 00:30:01,424
Tushlik paytida u Billga aytdi
fizika kitobi haqida
436
00:30:01,425 --> 00:30:03,384
u vaqt haqida o'qidi.
437
00:30:03,385 --> 00:30:06,262
Qanday o'tadi
vaqt shunchaki xayol,
438
00:30:06,263 --> 00:30:10,763
chunki hamma abadiyatdir
aslida bir vaqtning o'zida sodir bo'ladi.
439
00:30:11,893 --> 00:30:14,353
O'tmish hech qachon yo'qolmaydi,
440
00:30:14,354 --> 00:30:17,732
va kelajak
allaqachon sodir bo'lgan.
441
00:30:17,733 --> 00:30:20,776
Hamma tarix shunday
belgilangan va joylashtirilgan,
442
00:30:20,777 --> 00:30:24,572
cheksiz manzara kabi
bir vaqtning o'zida sodir bo'lgan hodisalar
443
00:30:24,573 --> 00:30:29,073
biz shunchaki sayohat qilamiz
bir yo'nalishda.
444
00:30:31,496 --> 00:30:34,040
Bill hazil qila oladigan darajada hazil qildi
aytilganiga qasam ichdi
445
00:30:34,041 --> 00:30:35,291
bundan oldin bir joyda,
446
00:30:35,292 --> 00:30:39,792
lekin yigit shunchaki tikilib qoldi
u buni tushunmagandek.
447
00:30:40,297 --> 00:30:43,215
Uyda Bill tomosha qildi
mikroto'lqinli pech uning ovqatini aylantiradi
448
00:30:43,216 --> 00:30:46,469
va xayol surardi
Galapagos orollari.
449
00:30:46,470 --> 00:30:48,763
U sotib olgan edi
qog'oz sochiqlarning yangi markasi
450
00:30:48,764 --> 00:30:50,598
unda yuzlab bor edi
kichik ko'tarilgan zarbalar
451
00:30:50,599 --> 00:30:52,100
har bir varaq bo'ylab.
452
00:30:58,940 --> 00:31:02,485
U xabar topdi
javob berish mashinasi...
453
00:31:02,486 --> 00:31:03,611
...Uni xabardor qilganimdan afsusdaman
454
00:31:03,612 --> 00:31:07,448
onasi faqat edi
ertalab vafot etdi.
455
00:31:07,449 --> 00:31:10,910
Ular u ishga tushganini aytishdi
qarilik isterikasining uyg'unligi
456
00:31:10,911 --> 00:31:13,788
uning dori-darmonlarini o'tkazib yuborganidan keyin.
457
00:31:13,789 --> 00:31:15,956
Va poyezd urib ketdi.
458
00:31:17,042 --> 00:31:19,752
U o'zinikini band qilgan edi
dafn marosimi yil oldin
459
00:31:19,753 --> 00:31:22,505
dafn etish uchun
ota-onasi bilan birga...
460
00:31:22,506 --> 00:31:23,798
...lekin ish yuritish xatosi tufayli
461
00:31:23,799 --> 00:31:26,384
joylashtirilishi kerak edi
ellik metr narida,
462
00:31:26,385 --> 00:31:28,135
toshlar bilan to'la tobut orasida
463
00:31:28,136 --> 00:31:31,555
va boy ayolniki
oltin retriver.
464
00:31:31,556 --> 00:31:34,642
Dafn marosimidan keyin Bill ketdi
uning eski saqlash qutilari orqali
465
00:31:34,643 --> 00:31:38,312
va topib hayron bo'ldi
100 yillik fotoalbom.
466
00:31:38,313 --> 00:31:40,189
Ko'pchilik orasida
qarindoshlarning rasmlari
467
00:31:40,190 --> 00:31:41,774
va u hech qachon tanimagan odamlar
468
00:31:41,775 --> 00:31:46,275
bir nechta fotosuratlar bor edi
pastırma va yog'ochdan.
469
00:31:46,696 --> 00:31:49,698
U ham eskisini topdi
g'alati portretlar seriyasi
470
00:31:49,699 --> 00:31:54,199
yaxshi etiketlangan edi,
noma'lum kelajakdagi ma'lumot uchun.
471
00:31:57,749 --> 00:31:59,917
Bo'ylab tarqalgan
quti unutilgan fotosuratlar edi
472
00:31:59,918 --> 00:32:02,128
o'zini yosh bola sifatida.
473
00:32:02,129 --> 00:32:05,714
U har bir hujayra qanday ekanligini bir marta o'qigan edi
tanada o'zini o'zi almashtiradi
474
00:32:05,715 --> 00:32:08,050
va yillar o'tishi bilan o'ladi ...
475
00:32:08,051 --> 00:32:10,845
...hamma qanday
asta-sekin qayta tiklandi
476
00:32:10,846 --> 00:32:15,015
doimiy tashqarida
qismlarni almashtirish.
477
00:32:15,016 --> 00:32:18,477
Bu uni qanchalik begona
rasmlar endi unga tuyuldi,
478
00:32:18,478 --> 00:32:22,189
uning qanday kulgili, singib ketgan
hujayralar allaqachon o'g'irlangan
479
00:32:22,190 --> 00:32:24,525
bu baxtli o'lik bolaning shaxsi,
480
00:32:24,526 --> 00:32:29,026
va o'z hayoti bilan,
uni butunlay chalkashtirib yubordi.
481
00:32:29,281 --> 00:32:30,322
Albom ostida
482
00:32:30,323 --> 00:32:33,033
uning papkasi edi
onaning tibbiy yozuvlari.
483
00:32:33,034 --> 00:32:34,827
Unga biriktirilgan
dastlabki tashxis
484
00:32:34,828 --> 00:32:35,995
shifokorning eslatmasi edi
485
00:32:35,996 --> 00:32:38,498
Bu qat'iy tavsiya etiladi
u hech qachon farzand ko'rmaydi.
486
00:33:16,453 --> 00:33:18,621
U o'zini tasvirlaydi
nafas olishda muammo bor
487
00:33:18,622 --> 00:33:21,707
va bir xonaga uyg'onish
tashvishli yuzlar.
488
00:33:21,708 --> 00:33:24,835
U qo'rqib ketgan edi
butun umri davomida o'lgan,
489
00:33:24,836 --> 00:33:26,962
va u xohlagancha
Bu haqda o'ylamaslikka harakat qildi,
490
00:33:26,963 --> 00:33:29,298
o'lim doimo ichida edi
boshining orqa tomoni,
491
00:33:29,299 --> 00:33:32,760
har bir burchakda, va
har bir ufqda aylanib yuradi.
492
00:33:32,761 --> 00:33:35,638
U yelkalarini silkitgan edi
bir necha marta o'lim,
493
00:33:35,639 --> 00:33:37,932
lekin betashvish yoshligida
xuddi shunday tuyulardi
494
00:33:37,933 --> 00:33:41,435
mavhum, imkonsiz narsa
u bilan hech qachon sodir bo'lishi.
495
00:33:41,436 --> 00:33:42,937
Ammo har o'n yil o'tib,
496
00:33:42,938 --> 00:33:45,940
o'lchay boshladi
u, ehtimol, ketgan vaqt,
497
00:33:45,941 --> 00:33:49,026
va 40 yoshga kelib, nima u
uning yarmini ko'rib chiqdi
498
00:33:49,027 --> 00:33:52,363
eng yaxshi holatda u kelgan edi
faqat bir narsani bil:
499
00:33:52,364 --> 00:33:56,864
Siz faqat keksayasiz.
500
00:33:57,953 --> 00:33:59,620
Keyingi narsa siz
Bilaman, orqaga qaraysan
501
00:33:59,621 --> 00:34:01,455
oldinga o'rniga.
502
00:34:01,456 --> 00:34:04,750
Va endi, avjida
O'sha yillardagi tashvishlardan,
503
00:34:04,751 --> 00:34:07,294
uyqusiz tunlar va inkorlar,
504
00:34:07,295 --> 00:34:09,797
Bill nihoyat o'zini topadi
uning o'limiga qarab
505
00:34:09,798 --> 00:34:11,048
yuzida ...
506
00:34:11,049 --> 00:34:13,676
... odamlar qurshovida
u endi tanimaydi
507
00:34:13,677 --> 00:34:15,803
va yo'qligini his qiladi
ga yaqinroq biriktirish
508
00:34:15,804 --> 00:34:19,306
minglab kishilardan ko'ra
oldin kelgan qarindoshlar.
509
00:34:19,307 --> 00:34:21,308
Va quyosh botishda davom etar ekan,
510
00:34:21,309 --> 00:34:24,603
u nihoyat keladi
soqov istehzoni tushunib oling
511
00:34:24,604 --> 00:34:28,482
u qanday kutgan edi
bu daqiqa uning butun hayoti.
512
00:34:28,483 --> 00:34:31,986
Bu ahmoqona, noqulay daqiqa
bostirib kirgan o'lim
513
00:34:31,987 --> 00:34:36,487
va ko'p kunlar chalg'itdi
stress va behuda vaqt bilan.
514
00:34:38,326 --> 00:34:41,203
Qani endi u qaytib keta olsa
va bir oz hikmat bering
515
00:34:41,204 --> 00:34:43,038
uning yoshligiga.
516
00:34:43,039 --> 00:34:45,124
Qaniydi, hech bo‘lmaganda
yoshlarga ayting
517
00:34:45,125 --> 00:34:46,500
bu xonada.
518
00:34:46,501 --> 00:34:50,212
U gapirish uchun qo'lini ko'taradi
lekin tushunarsiz aytadi:
519
00:34:50,213 --> 00:34:53,549
"hidga o'xshaydi
chang va oy nuri."
520
00:34:53,550 --> 00:34:55,843
[klassik
musiqa yaratishda davom etmoqda
521
00:34:59,014 --> 00:35:00,306
U yillar oldin unutgan edi
522
00:35:00,307 --> 00:35:03,100
ichidagi batareyani almashtirish uchun
uning oshxonasida arzon devor soati
523
00:35:03,101 --> 00:35:06,437
va bu abadiy edi
11:57 da qoldi.
524
00:35:06,438 --> 00:35:08,188
U eslay olmadi
nega u erga soat qo'ygan edi
525
00:35:08,189 --> 00:35:09,523
birinchi navbatda,
526
00:35:09,524 --> 00:35:11,191
chunki u bir xil edi
noqulay burchakda
527
00:35:11,192 --> 00:35:14,945
u bo'lgan burchakda
soat necha bo'lganiga hayron bo'lmang.
528
00:35:28,335 --> 00:35:30,127
Pastki qismga yaqin
saqlash qutisidan,
529
00:35:30,128 --> 00:35:33,339
Bill eski daftarni topdi
u ilgari hech qachon ko'rmagan ...
530
00:35:33,340 --> 00:35:35,966
... ichidagi sahifalarni to'ldirish,
onasi bir necha bor takrorlagan
531
00:35:35,967 --> 00:35:38,844
qo'l yozuvini mashq qildi,
shuning uchun u uni jo'natib yuborishi mumkin edi
532
00:35:38,845 --> 00:35:41,096
bilan maktabga
eng yaxshi ko'rinadigan eslatmalar.
533
00:36:09,042 --> 00:36:10,292
U sobiq sevgilisiga qo'ng'iroq qiladi
534
00:36:10,293 --> 00:36:14,422
va uchrashishni tashkil qiladi
tekshiruvdan keyin tushlik.
535
00:36:18,259 --> 00:36:19,426
Bugun ertalab
eslay olmadi
536
00:36:19,427 --> 00:36:22,346
u klinikani qaerga qo'ygan edi
kundalik xotira viktorinalari.
537
00:36:37,404 --> 00:36:39,863
U tost tayyorlashga qaror qildi ...
538
00:36:39,864 --> 00:36:44,076
lekin uzoq vaqt
bu qanday amalga oshirilganligi haqida o'ylay olmayman.
539
00:36:44,077 --> 00:36:48,577
Endi faqat jigarrang dog' bor
bu qush qaerda edi.
540
00:36:48,998 --> 00:36:51,500
Uning shifokori bor
yaxshi xabardan boshqa narsa emas.
541
00:36:51,501 --> 00:36:53,919
Bill davom etdi
ajoyib taraqqiyotga erishing
542
00:36:53,920 --> 00:36:56,839
va u endi topa olmaydi
g'ayrioddiy har qanday narsa.
543
00:36:56,840 --> 00:36:59,633
U Billga aytadi, agar bo'lmasa
uning tibbiy tarixini bilish,
544
00:36:59,634 --> 00:37:03,303
u, ehtimol, unga a beradi
bugun toza sog'liq hisobi.
545
00:37:03,304 --> 00:37:04,930
[sokin, aks-sado beruvchi g'or...
546
00:37:16,067 --> 00:37:19,570
Tushlikka ketayotganda Bill jilmaydi
va birinchi marta o'ylaydi
547
00:37:19,571 --> 00:37:21,321
bu, ehtimol, hamma narsa
bo'ladi -
548
00:37:21,322 --> 00:37:23,242
[to'satdan, haddan tashqari
elektr zaplari toshqinlari,
549
00:37:33,293 --> 00:37:36,336
[tovush devori beradi
go'zal musiqaga yo'l,
550
00:37:40,049 --> 00:37:42,509
Bill tug'ilgan
seshanba kuni ertalab
551
00:37:42,510 --> 00:37:45,679
to'q sariq va qizil dunyoga.
552
00:37:49,517 --> 00:37:54,017
U akvamarinni yaxshi ko'radi
gilam uning qo'llari bo'ylab his qiladi.
553
00:37:57,358 --> 00:38:00,778
U quyosh nurlarini yaxshi ko'radi ...
...va raketalar...
554
00:38:00,779 --> 00:38:02,899
...va hidi
erta tongda orqa hovli.
555
00:38:05,617 --> 00:38:07,910
U yo'lbarslarni yaxshi ko'radi ...
... va daraxtlar ...
556
00:38:07,911 --> 00:38:09,870
...va eriydi
shokoladli muzqaymoq...
557
00:38:09,871 --> 00:38:12,164
...va tomosha qilish
uxlab qolganda chiroqlar yonadi
558
00:38:12,165 --> 00:38:13,332
orqa o'rindiqda.
559
00:38:13,333 --> 00:38:15,083
[Viyillagan tovushlar
Oldindan uchib o'tayotgan mashinalar ...
560
00:38:20,507 --> 00:38:22,216
[elektr zaryadlari
va cho'zilgan,
561
00:38:23,135 --> 00:38:24,676
Kimdir qirg'oqda o'tiradi
562
00:38:24,677 --> 00:38:26,762
va unga qandayligini aytadi
to'lqinlar bor edi
563
00:38:26,763 --> 00:38:28,722
Bill mavjud bo'lishidan ancha oldin ...
564
00:38:28,723 --> 00:38:32,184
...va ular hali ham shunday bo'ladi
u ketganidan ancha keyin u yerda.
565
00:38:32,185 --> 00:38:33,685
Bill suvga qaraydi
566
00:38:33,686 --> 00:38:35,562
va hamma narsani o'ylaydi
ajoyib narsalar
567
00:38:35,563 --> 00:38:36,772
u o'z hayoti bilan qiladi.
568
00:38:52,539 --> 00:38:57,039
[sun'iy ravishda
sekinlashtirilgan musiqa...
569
00:39:20,859 --> 00:39:22,609
Ayol ovozi: "Bill?
Eshityapsizmi, Bill?
570
00:39:22,610 --> 00:39:24,152
Erkak ovozi: “Qarang
men, Bill. Menga qarang."
571
00:39:24,153 --> 00:39:25,028
Hamshira ovozi: "140 dan 90".
572
00:39:25,029 --> 00:39:25,696
Erkak ovozi: "Bill,
meni eshita olasizmi?"
573
00:39:25,697 --> 00:39:26,780
Ayol ovozi: "Bill?"
574
00:39:26,781 --> 00:39:28,490
Erkak ovozi uzoqlashib:
— Bill, meni eshitasanmi?
575
00:39:28,491 --> 00:39:29,616
[sekin musiqa
576
00:40:03,985 --> 00:40:06,486
Bill eslay oladigan oxirgi narsa
577
00:40:06,487 --> 00:40:10,449
bilan gaplashmoqda
uning sobiq sevgilisi ...
578
00:40:13,620 --> 00:40:15,996
...qush qanotlari...
579
00:40:15,997 --> 00:40:18,624
...va hid
qora qizilmiya.
580
00:40:18,625 --> 00:40:20,834
[chiroyli
musiqa qorong'ilashadi,
581
00:40:38,019 --> 00:40:39,419
[musiqa va
tovushlar to'satdan to'xtaydi,
582
00:40:47,654 --> 00:40:52,154
U changning bo'ylab suzayotganini kuzatadi
uning boshi ustidagi quyosh nurlari.
583
00:40:57,038 --> 00:40:59,415
Va keyin yana uyquga ketadi.
584
00:41:02,961 --> 00:41:07,047
Uning xonadoshining ismi Metyu,
shol yigit
585
00:41:07,048 --> 00:41:08,465
pardalar bilan yashiringan
586
00:41:08,466 --> 00:41:11,760
kim hamshira bilan muloqot qiladi
tugmalar qatori orqali xodimlar
587
00:41:11,761 --> 00:41:15,013
bu besh xil o'ynashi mumkin
elektron jumlalar ...
588
00:41:15,014 --> 00:41:18,850
... lekin ko'pincha,
u ulardan faqat bittasini bosadi:
589
00:41:18,851 --> 00:41:20,978
Elektron ovoz:
"Men og'riyapman."
590
00:41:20,979 --> 00:41:23,313
Har kuni tushdan keyin
quyosh nurlarining aks etishi
591
00:41:23,314 --> 00:41:25,816
pastdagi tirbandlikdan
rangli naqshlarni quyish
592
00:41:25,817 --> 00:41:28,110
ularning shifti bo'ylab.
593
00:41:28,111 --> 00:41:30,070
Ertalablarda,
quyosh nuri yoritadi
594
00:41:30,071 --> 00:41:32,572
Metyu pardasi va
chiroyli ko'rinishga olib keladi
595
00:41:32,573 --> 00:41:35,450
shunchaki kulrang bo'lsa ham.
596
00:41:35,451 --> 00:41:37,995
Uning sobiq qiz do'sti
yaqinda tashrif buyurdi
597
00:41:37,996 --> 00:41:41,540
va ular soatlab gaplashadilar
joriy voqealar haqida.
598
00:41:41,541 --> 00:41:46,003
Ba'zan ular
muzqaymoq barlarini iste'mol qiling.
599
00:41:46,004 --> 00:41:50,090
Bu eng baxtlisi
u anchadan beri bor.
600
00:41:50,091 --> 00:41:54,591
[oddiy musiqa chayqaladi,
engil momaqaldiroqqa qarshi
601
00:41:59,809 --> 00:42:01,977
Bill taqdim etiladi
yangi shifokorga
602
00:42:01,978 --> 00:42:03,979
va qisqa intervyu berdi.
603
00:42:03,980 --> 00:42:05,605
U bilmaydi
qaysi oy,
604
00:42:05,606 --> 00:42:07,941
lekin u xabardor
u kasalxonada.
605
00:42:07,942 --> 00:42:10,110
U manzilini eslay olmaydi,
606
00:42:10,111 --> 00:42:13,613
shuning uchun u kerak deb o'ylaydi
doim shu yerda yashagan.
607
00:42:13,614 --> 00:42:16,950
Uning ko'rishi xira va
u endi kuchga ega emas
608
00:42:16,951 --> 00:42:19,119
chap qo'lining qo'lida.
609
00:42:19,120 --> 00:42:23,040
Billdan tavsif berish so'raladi
bir qator fotosuratlar.
610
00:42:23,041 --> 00:42:26,918
U so'zlarni ifodalashga qodir
bu ob'ektlarning ko'pchiligi ...
611
00:42:26,919 --> 00:42:30,881
... lekin juda chalkash
boshqalarning ba'zilari tomonidan.
612
00:42:33,926 --> 00:42:36,636
U ham qiyin
yuzlarni farqlash
613
00:42:36,637 --> 00:42:39,264
u tanigan odamlar haqida.
614
00:42:39,265 --> 00:42:43,185
Bu odamlarning hammasi
haqiqatan ham xuddi shunday ko'ring.
615
00:42:43,186 --> 00:42:45,479
Va u tan olsa ham
uning sobiq qiz do'sti
616
00:42:45,480 --> 00:42:48,440
uning uzun sochlari tufayli ...
617
00:42:48,441 --> 00:42:51,360
...u qila olmaydi
uning ismini eslang.
618
00:42:52,862 --> 00:42:53,821
U shifokorga aytadi
619
00:42:53,822 --> 00:42:57,282
uning baliqlari bor
boshining ichida,
620
00:42:57,283 --> 00:43:00,118
"ehtimol alabalık."
621
00:43:00,119 --> 00:43:02,662
Yana kecha bo'ladi
unga tong tushmasidan oldin
622
00:43:02,663 --> 00:43:04,790
nimadir etishmayotganga o'xshaydi.
623
00:43:04,791 --> 00:43:08,293
Doktorning barcha xotiralari
bugun eslab qolishini so'radi
624
00:43:08,294 --> 00:43:10,837
to'satdan uning qo'lidan chiqib ketishadi.
625
00:43:10,838 --> 00:43:14,841
Shuncha yillar
yuzlar va lahzalar ...
626
00:43:14,842 --> 00:43:17,594
toychoq asosan faqat a
hozir noaniq tuyg'u.
627
00:43:19,847 --> 00:43:24,226
Yillar siljiydi
uning boshidan.
628
00:43:27,271 --> 00:43:29,564
Kecha, a
shlang bilan bog'bon
629
00:43:29,565 --> 00:43:33,026
barcha chumchuq uyalarini portlatib yubordi
ikkinchi qavatdagi ayvondan
630
00:43:33,027 --> 00:43:34,694
qo'shni binoning ...
631
00:43:34,695 --> 00:43:39,195
... yomg'ir yog'di va ozgina buzildi
to'xtash joyiga tuxum.
632
00:43:41,619 --> 00:43:42,994
Yana bir sinov tashkil etildi
633
00:43:42,995 --> 00:43:45,914
va Bill olinadi
oq xonaga.
634
00:43:45,915 --> 00:43:48,250
Rentgenolog kesma qiladi
635
00:43:48,251 --> 00:43:51,878
va kateterni itaradi
uning femoral arteriyasiga.
636
00:43:51,879 --> 00:43:54,214
Kateter ehtiyotkorlik bilan
oshqozonidan itarib yubordi
637
00:43:54,215 --> 00:43:57,134
yuragiga, yuqoriga
ko'kragi orqali,
638
00:43:57,135 --> 00:44:00,345
va uning boshiga, qaerda a
maxsus bo'yoq kiritiladi
639
00:44:00,346 --> 00:44:03,974
qon tomirlarini to'ldirish uchun
uning miyasida rentgen nurlari uchun.
640
00:44:03,975 --> 00:44:07,602
Keyin Billdan oshirish so'raladi
qo'llarini yigirmagacha sanang.
641
00:44:07,603 --> 00:44:09,896
Kuchli anestezik
joriy qilinadi
642
00:44:09,897 --> 00:44:13,984
vaqtincha o'chirish uchun
uning miyasining chap yarim shari.
643
00:44:13,985 --> 00:44:16,236
Va uchun
Billning qolgan yarmi,
644
00:44:16,237 --> 00:44:17,946
sinov boshlanadi -
645
00:44:17,947 --> 00:44:20,907
Ayolning ovozi: "Bill?
Meni eshita olasizmi?"
646
00:44:20,908 --> 00:44:23,201
Ayolning ovozi: “Bill, mumkin
Meni qidiryapsizmi?
647
00:44:23,202 --> 00:44:25,745
Ayta olasizmi?
bu narsalar nima?"
648
00:44:25,746 --> 00:44:28,665
Ayolning ovozi: “Bill, mumkin
Bu nima ekanligini aytasizmi?"
649
00:44:28,666 --> 00:44:31,751
Odamning ovozi: “Bill, qila olasizmi
Men uchun bu raqamlarni qo'shing?"
650
00:44:31,752 --> 00:44:33,420
Ayol ovozi:
— Ajoyib ish qilyapsan, Bill.
651
00:44:33,421 --> 00:44:34,338
Erkakning ovozi: "Yaxshi.
652
00:44:34,339 --> 00:44:35,755
Va bular nima qiladi
raqamlar qo'shiladi?"
653
00:44:35,756 --> 00:44:37,716
Ayolning ovozi: “Qarang
men, Bill, menga qarang.
654
00:44:37,717 --> 00:44:38,967
Bill, menga qara."
655
00:44:38,968 --> 00:44:41,261
Odamning ovozi: "Yaxshi, Bill va
bu kimligini ayta olasizmi?"
656
00:44:41,262 --> 00:44:42,762
Ayolning ovozi: "Yaxshi,
Bill, siz ajoyib ish qilyapsiz."
657
00:44:42,763 --> 00:44:45,056
Odamning ovozi: "Va mumkin
Bu kimligini aytasizmi?"
658
00:44:45,057 --> 00:44:47,976
Odamning ovozi: "Bill, mumkin
Bu kimligini aytasizmi?
659
00:44:47,977 --> 00:44:49,687
Uni eslaysizmi?"
660
00:45:05,369 --> 00:45:07,537
Bugun u qo'shildi
uning yigiti tomonidan,
661
00:45:07,538 --> 00:45:10,624
Stiv ismli yigit
tushning ko'p qismini o'tkazadi
662
00:45:10,625 --> 00:45:13,585
burchakda jimgina tikilib
Metyu pardasida.
663
00:45:13,586 --> 00:45:15,253
Elektron ovoz:
"Men og'riyapman."
664
00:45:15,254 --> 00:45:17,797
Shifokor unga tushuntiradi
Bill muammoga duch kelishi mumkin
665
00:45:17,798 --> 00:45:21,092
o'tgan zamonni tushunish
va hozirgi zamon.
666
00:45:21,093 --> 00:45:23,136
Bu ham qiyin bo'lishi mumkin
Bill tushunishi uchun
667
00:45:23,137 --> 00:45:26,598
uning xotiralaridan qaysi biri
haqiqiy va qaysilari xayoliy.
668
00:45:26,599 --> 00:45:29,392
Miyaga duch kelganda
katta xotira yo'qotish bilan,
669
00:45:29,393 --> 00:45:33,438
ko'pincha bo'sh joylarni to'ldiradi
soxta hikoyalar bilan:
670
00:45:33,439 --> 00:45:37,484
Yolg'on xotiralar, odamlar
hech qachon mavjud bo'lmagan ...
671
00:45:37,485 --> 00:45:41,985
... qilish uchun xulosalar o'ylab topdi
kundalik hayot kamroq chalkash ...
672
00:45:42,031 --> 00:45:46,201
va qandaydir tarzda ratsionalizatsiya qilish
unga nima bo'lyapti.
673
00:45:48,079 --> 00:45:50,664
Bugun ular noqulay suhbatlashishadi.
674
00:45:50,665 --> 00:45:53,250
Bill qila olmadi
bir mavzuda qolish
675
00:45:53,251 --> 00:45:54,751
bir necha daqiqadan ko'proq vaqt davomida
676
00:45:54,752 --> 00:45:57,545
va olganga o'xshaydi
osongina xafa bo'ladi.
677
00:45:57,546 --> 00:45:59,214
U bilmaganini aytadi
678
00:45:59,215 --> 00:46:01,591
nega u Stivni olib keldi
kechagina,
679
00:46:01,592 --> 00:46:03,718
va u juda larzaga kelganini tan oladi
680
00:46:03,719 --> 00:46:07,180
tajribaga ko'ra
u mashinada jimgina yig'ladi
681
00:46:07,181 --> 00:46:10,350
uyga ketayotganda.
682
00:46:10,351 --> 00:46:13,561
Chumchuqlarda bor
allaqachon qayta qurish boshlangan,
683
00:46:13,562 --> 00:46:17,607
lekin u shunday yoki yo'qligini aniq bilmaydi
ular uchun xursand yoki g'amgin his qiladi.
684
00:46:21,154 --> 00:46:22,570
U o'zining bir qismi ekanligini orzu qiladi
raketa ekipaji,
685
00:46:22,571 --> 00:46:24,864
ga qayta kirish
yer atmosferasi.
686
00:46:24,865 --> 00:46:26,741
Ular tezda
pastga tushadi, deb ishoniladi
687
00:46:26,742 --> 00:46:29,077
muzqaymoq barlarini yeyish
ularning oldini olishga yordam beradi
688
00:46:29,078 --> 00:46:30,912
qon tomirlaridan.
689
00:46:30,913 --> 00:46:33,999
Issiqlik kuchayganda,
Bill muzqaymoq barini yeydi
690
00:46:34,000 --> 00:46:36,793
va yashirincha umid qiladi, agar
yomon narsa yuz berishi kerak edi,
691
00:46:36,794 --> 00:46:38,295
kema portlamaydi,
692
00:46:38,296 --> 00:46:41,298
lekin faqat hamma
aks holda insult bo'lardi.
693
00:46:41,299 --> 00:46:43,174
Yakuniy batareya
testlar buyuriladi
694
00:46:43,175 --> 00:46:46,052
ijobiy istisno qilish
jarrohlik ehtimoli.
695
00:46:46,053 --> 00:46:49,347
Yuqori darajada giyohvandlik, Bill bo'ladi
bu testlar haqida xotira yo'q
696
00:46:49,348 --> 00:46:51,558
dahshatlidan boshqa
uning o'ng tomonida shovqin ...
697
00:46:52,810 --> 00:46:55,979
... va qisqacha tasavvur
dengiz otining...
698
00:46:55,980 --> 00:46:57,188
...va qulagan daraxt.
699
00:47:12,913 --> 00:47:14,372
Bugun ertalab u eslay olmaydi
700
00:47:14,373 --> 00:47:17,542
oxirgi marta uning sobiq sevgilisi
ziyorat qilish uchun kelgan edi.
701
00:47:17,543 --> 00:47:21,129
Bir necha soat bo'lishi mumkin ...
yoki ehtimol haftalar o'tdi.
702
00:47:21,130 --> 00:47:24,507
Bill bo'lmagan amakisi
hatto xonada ham payqadim,
703
00:47:24,508 --> 00:47:27,802
derazadan tashqariga qaraydi va
Billning onasi haqida gapiradi.
704
00:47:27,803 --> 00:47:31,806
Keyin u: “Bu juda yomon
odamlar o'zlarini qanday his qilishlarini aytishmaydi
705
00:47:31,807 --> 00:47:35,935
juda kech bo'lguncha."
706
00:47:35,936 --> 00:47:38,313
Va keyin u hech narsa demaydi.
707
00:47:38,314 --> 00:47:40,899
Xonadagi televizor
doim jim turadi
708
00:47:40,900 --> 00:47:42,442
va amakisining boshi orqasida,
709
00:47:42,443 --> 00:47:46,613
Bill super qahramonni kuzatmoqda
jimgina yirtqich hayvonning yuzini eritib yuboring.
710
00:47:46,614 --> 00:47:49,824
Uning shifokori tashrif buyuradi va so'raydi
Bill qulayroq bo'lishi mumkin
711
00:47:49,825 --> 00:47:52,744
bir necha kun uyda
oila qaramog'ida,
712
00:47:52,745 --> 00:47:54,371
yakuniy natijalar kelguniga qadar.
713
00:47:57,666 --> 00:47:59,751
Qo'shni bo'lishi kerak
bu oziq-ovqatlarni qo'ying
714
00:47:59,752 --> 00:48:01,252
uning uchun kvartirasida,
715
00:48:01,253 --> 00:48:03,797
bu juda yoqimli ishora edi.
716
00:48:08,969 --> 00:48:12,514
Bu qandaydir a
haqiqatan ham yaxshi kun ...
717
00:48:12,515 --> 00:48:16,393
yurishga qaror qiladi
blok atrofida.
718
00:48:16,394 --> 00:48:18,895
Yo'l chetida, u
ayolning tennis poyabzalini ko'radi
719
00:48:18,896 --> 00:48:23,396
barglar bilan to'ldiriladi va u to'ldiradi
unga tushunarsiz qayg'u bilan.
720
00:48:24,485 --> 00:48:27,362
U yon ko'chada yuradi ...
721
00:48:27,363 --> 00:48:31,491
...ko‘prik yonida
dehqon bozori yonidan...
722
00:48:31,492 --> 00:48:34,495
...va zaxiralang
asosiy ko'cha.
723
00:48:44,130 --> 00:48:47,507
Bu qandaydir
juda chiroyli loy ...
724
00:48:47,508 --> 00:48:51,010
olishga qaror qiladi
blok atrofida yurish.
725
00:48:51,011 --> 00:48:53,596
Yo'l chetida, u
ayolning tennis poyabzalini ko'radi
726
00:48:53,597 --> 00:48:58,097
barglar bilan to'ldiriladi va u to'ldiradi
unga tushunarsiz qayg'u bilan.
727
00:48:59,728 --> 00:49:02,397
U yon ko'chada yuradi ...
728
00:49:02,398 --> 00:49:06,898
...ko‘prik yonida
dehqon bozori yonidan...
729
00:49:07,153 --> 00:49:10,447
...va zaxira nusxasini yarating
asosiy ko'cha.
730
00:49:17,496 --> 00:49:20,415
Bu qandaydir a
haqiqatan ham yaxshi kun ...
731
00:49:20,416 --> 00:49:23,751
u sayr qilishga qaror qiladi
Blok atrofida -
732
00:49:30,050 --> 00:49:32,469
Bu qo'l
hamma narsani tashlab yuborish.
733
00:49:36,348 --> 00:49:40,848
U shunday emasmidi?
kimgadir qo'ng'iroq qilish?
734
00:49:41,187 --> 00:49:44,440
Uning ismi nima edi?
735
00:49:47,985 --> 00:49:52,485
Do'zaxda nima
bu krujka bilan noto'g'ri?
736
00:49:52,990 --> 00:49:57,076
Haqiqatan ham shundaymi?
shuncha ovqat kerakmi?
737
00:49:57,077 --> 00:50:01,577
Doktor bor
uning javob berish mashinasi ...
738
00:50:01,999 --> 00:50:06,499
u kasal bo'lganmi?
739
00:50:06,712 --> 00:50:10,173
Shifokor diqqat bilan tushuntiradi
u bilan test natijalari.
740
00:50:10,174 --> 00:50:12,383
U raqamlardan o'tadi
va ma'lumotlar
741
00:50:12,384 --> 00:50:15,428
Bill tushunmaydi,
va narsalarni takrorlaydi
742
00:50:15,429 --> 00:50:17,347
Bill buni eslamaydi.
743
00:50:17,348 --> 00:50:19,766
U bir zum jim qoldi...
744
00:50:19,767 --> 00:50:23,687
... va keyin buni Billga aytadi
ko'p umr ko'rmaydi.
745
00:50:33,197 --> 00:50:36,407
Bu juda yaxshi kun.
746
00:50:36,408 --> 00:50:39,118
U yurishga qaror qiladi
blok atrofida.
747
00:50:39,119 --> 00:50:40,370
Yo'l chetida u ko'radi
748
00:50:40,371 --> 00:50:42,580
ayol tennis poyabzali
barglar bilan to'ldirilgan,
749
00:50:42,581 --> 00:50:44,624
va bu uni to'ldiradi
tushunib bo'lmaydigan qayg'u.
750
00:50:44,625 --> 00:50:47,377
U yon ko'chada yuradi
va ajoyib ranglarni ko'radi
751
00:50:47,378 --> 00:50:48,962
yuzlarida
uning atrofidagi odamlar ...
752
00:50:48,963 --> 00:50:51,381
... bularda tafsilotlar
chiroyli g'isht devorlari
753
00:50:51,382 --> 00:50:53,800
va u kerak bo'lgan begona o'tlar
har kuni o'tdi
754
00:50:53,801 --> 00:50:54,635
lekin hech qachon sezmagan.
755
00:50:54,636 --> 00:50:56,302
Havoning hidi boshqacha,
756
00:50:56,303 --> 00:50:58,680
qandaydir tarzda yorqinroq va
ko'prik ostidagi oqimlar
757
00:50:58,681 --> 00:51:02,809
g'alati va jonli ko'rinish va
quyosh uning yuzini isitmoqda
758
00:51:02,810 --> 00:51:06,312
va dunyo g'alati
va chiroyli va yangi.
759
00:51:07,690 --> 00:51:09,857
Va xuddi shunday
u uyquda yurgan,
760
00:51:09,858 --> 00:51:11,985
Qancha vaqt uxladim, Xudo biladi,
761
00:51:11,986 --> 00:51:16,486
va nimadir bor
uni qattiq silkitdi... uyg'oq.
762
00:51:16,532 --> 00:51:20,077
Uning vannalari ajoyib.
763
00:51:22,037 --> 00:51:25,123
Don naqshlari
uning arzon yog'och shkaflari
764
00:51:25,124 --> 00:51:27,834
biror narsani tebranish
uning ichida chuqur.
765
00:51:27,835 --> 00:51:30,878
Aytgancha, u hayratda
uning qog'oz sochiqlari suv ichadi.
766
00:51:30,879 --> 00:51:33,631
U hech qachon haqiqatan ham emas
bu narsalarni qadrladim ...
767
00:51:33,632 --> 00:51:35,133
bu barcha tafsilot.
768
00:51:35,134 --> 00:51:36,342
U hech qachon sezmagan ...
769
00:51:36,343 --> 00:51:38,261
...tafsilot... u tirik...
770
00:51:38,262 --> 00:51:38,887
... u hech qachon sezmagan ...
771
00:51:38,888 --> 00:51:40,847
...u tirik...
772
00:51:40,848 --> 00:51:42,348
u tirik...
773
00:51:42,349 --> 00:51:45,518
u tirik...
774
00:51:45,519 --> 00:51:47,854
Yulduzlar jiringlaydi
uni tubdan ...
775
00:51:47,855 --> 00:51:50,023
bu chiroqlar qanday
o'nlab sayohat qildilar
776
00:51:50,024 --> 00:51:52,317
million yillar davomida
shu daqiqada unga yetib boring...
777
00:51:52,318 --> 00:51:54,277
... qayerdadir uzoqda
bizning quyosh ko'rinishimizdan uzoqda
778
00:51:54,278 --> 00:51:55,320
xuddi shulardan biri kabi...
779
00:51:55,321 --> 00:51:57,614
... qancha
yulduzlar endi yo'q,
780
00:51:57,615 --> 00:51:59,741
lekin kimning qadimiy nuri
endigina unga yetib boryapti...
781
00:51:59,742 --> 00:52:01,826
arvohdan olingan taassurot...
782
00:52:01,827 --> 00:52:04,704
... ajoyib, cheksiz
har kecha vaqt mashinasi
783
00:52:04,705 --> 00:52:08,249
uning boshidan yuqorida
umrining ko'p qismini e'tiborsiz qoldirdi.
784
00:52:08,250 --> 00:52:10,710
U odamlarni to'xtatmoqchi
ko'chada va ayt:
785
00:52:10,711 --> 00:52:12,879
"Bu ajoyib emasmi?
786
00:52:12,880 --> 00:52:15,632
Hammasi ajoyib emasmi?"
787
00:52:15,633 --> 00:52:17,800
U mashina ijaraga beradigan joyga yuguradi
788
00:52:17,801 --> 00:52:20,553
va o'zini topadi a
avtomagistral va tun bo'yi mashinalar,
789
00:52:20,554 --> 00:52:23,723
uning boshida ko'rsatmalarga rioya qilish
u eslay olmaydigan joyga ...
790
00:52:23,724 --> 00:52:27,143
qo'lidan kelgan hamma narsani o'zlashtiradi
hammasi yana so'nmasdan oldin
791
00:52:27,144 --> 00:52:28,853
ertalab bilan.
792
00:52:33,901 --> 00:52:37,279
U bu mashinaning kalitlarini olgan.
793
00:52:39,740 --> 00:52:42,825
Unda motel kalitlari ham bor
xona, lekin u eslay olmaydi
794
00:52:42,826 --> 00:52:45,536
oxirgi marta uxlagan.
795
00:52:45,537 --> 00:52:50,037
U quyoshda o'tiradi
kir yuvish mashinasidan tashqarida.
796
00:52:50,376 --> 00:52:54,170
Beysbol o'ynayotgan yoshi kattaroq yigit
qalpoq pullik telefon yonida turadi
797
00:52:54,171 --> 00:52:57,841
va asabiy ravishda ko'taradi va
priyomnikni o'chiradi.
798
00:53:12,690 --> 00:53:14,941
U Billdan qalam olishni so'raydi
799
00:53:14,942 --> 00:53:17,443
va keyin joylar a
qiziga qo'ng'iroq qiling.
800
00:53:17,444 --> 00:53:20,321
U uni sevishini aytadi
va u bilan faxrlanadi
801
00:53:20,322 --> 00:53:24,117
va o'sha loy tez orada,
— Nihoyat loyimizni olamiz.
802
00:53:24,118 --> 00:53:26,869
Keyin aytadi:
"Ajoyib, ajoyib,
803
00:53:26,870 --> 00:53:28,454
va telefonni qo'yadi.
804
00:53:28,455 --> 00:53:29,706
Garchi shamolga o'xshasa ham
805
00:53:29,707 --> 00:53:31,082
undan nokaut qilingan edi,
806
00:53:31,083 --> 00:53:34,836
u qalamni qaytarib beradi
Bir oz gullab-yashnagan Bill,
807
00:53:34,837 --> 00:53:37,588
go'yo mag'rur yo'q
unga zarar yetdi
808
00:53:37,589 --> 00:53:39,340
uning qo'lida bo'lganida.
809
00:53:41,593 --> 00:53:44,887
U tumanni orzu qiladi
qoyaning qorong'u chekkasi,
810
00:53:44,888 --> 00:53:46,472
yuzlab fut pastda,
811
00:53:46,473 --> 00:53:49,642
chuqur dengiz shishadi
toshlarga qarshi.
812
00:53:49,643 --> 00:53:52,145
Va agar siz egilib qolsangiz
chetga torting va ko'zingizni qisib qo'ying
813
00:53:52,146 --> 00:53:55,481
to'g'ri, siz zo'rg'a qila olasiz
kulrang shakllarni aniqlang
814
00:53:55,482 --> 00:53:57,984
bor bo'lgan barcha mashinalardan
qoyadan haydalgan
815
00:53:57,985 --> 00:54:02,071
yillar davomida, cho'kib ketgan
sirt ostida chuqur.
816
00:54:02,072 --> 00:54:05,158
Va har bir to'lqin kabi
ularni asta-sekin yuvadi,
817
00:54:05,159 --> 00:54:07,994
suv osti suvini jimgina
faralarini tortadi
818
00:54:07,995 --> 00:54:09,454
yoqish va o'chirish ...
819
00:54:09,455 --> 00:54:10,997
yoqish va o'chirish ...
820
00:54:10,998 --> 00:54:14,792
...cheksiz halqada, o'sib bormoqda
yillar davomida asta-sekin xiralashadi
821
00:54:14,793 --> 00:54:18,504
loy kelguncha
ular butunlay yo'qoladi.
822
00:54:25,721 --> 00:54:27,764
U hozir uyda.
823
00:54:27,765 --> 00:54:31,058
Kichkinaligida u yugurardi
xuddi shunday uy orqali
824
00:54:31,059 --> 00:54:33,186
chiroq bilan
shiftga ishora qildi,
825
00:54:33,187 --> 00:54:36,814
o'zini kosmonavt deb ko'rsatib
oy ustidan uchib yurgan.
826
00:54:37,399 --> 00:54:39,108
Bu yerda bir tanish odam.
827
00:54:39,109 --> 00:54:40,902
U uni qanday topganini bilmaydi,
828
00:54:40,903 --> 00:54:43,237
Balki u ergashgandir,
lekin ular hozir gaplashmoqda
829
00:54:43,238 --> 00:54:44,906
va Billga manzil beriladi.
830
00:54:44,907 --> 00:54:48,117
Onasiga hech qachon murojaat qilmaydi
ega bo'lishini xohlardi, deydi u
831
00:54:48,118 --> 00:54:50,161
lekin muhim
Bill hozir bor.
832
00:54:50,162 --> 00:54:52,580
U joylashgan manzil
otasini topishi mumkin.
833
00:54:52,581 --> 00:54:54,123
Billning haqiqiy otasi.
834
00:54:54,124 --> 00:54:56,834
Ketgan odam
u tug'ilishidan oldin,
835
00:54:56,835 --> 00:55:01,047
u faqat bir marta uchrashgan odam
lekin buni bilish uchun juda yosh edi.
836
00:55:04,551 --> 00:55:07,053
Va u yana mashinani boshqaradi
Endi bir necha soat davomida
837
00:55:07,054 --> 00:55:08,262
u amin emas ...
838
00:55:08,263 --> 00:55:11,182
...va u har bir mil bilan
yana bir nechta xotiralarni yo'qotadi ...
839
00:55:11,183 --> 00:55:12,892
... va u topadi
boshqa motel,
840
00:55:12,893 --> 00:55:14,936
va o'sha kecha u ovqatlanadi
ko'p muzqaymoq
841
00:55:14,937 --> 00:55:17,898
va eslamaydi
umuman uning orzulari ...
842
00:55:20,734 --> 00:55:24,028
U qariyalar uyida...
843
00:55:24,029 --> 00:55:26,572
u keksami?
844
00:55:26,573 --> 00:55:30,618
Derazalarga to'la xona...
845
00:55:30,619 --> 00:55:32,787
Va u qog'ozga ism beradi
bu uning qo'lyozmasida emas
846
00:55:32,788 --> 00:55:34,413
oldingi peshtaxtaga ...
847
00:55:34,414 --> 00:55:37,708
...va zaif chol bor
uni ko'rish uchun endi...
848
00:55:37,709 --> 00:55:40,336
... bo'lgan odam
Bu erda o'n yildan ortiq vaqtdan beri
849
00:55:40,337 --> 00:55:44,837
lekin kamdan-kam mehmon bor edi.
850
00:55:49,805 --> 00:55:52,598
Bu ikki odamning hech biri
Nega ular u erda ekanliklarini eslang,
851
00:55:52,599 --> 00:55:55,393
yoki aniq kim
bu boshqa odam.
852
00:55:55,394 --> 00:55:59,894
Lekin ular o'tirishadi va ular
birgalikda o'yin tomosha qiling.
853
00:56:02,526 --> 00:56:04,610
Va vaqti kelganda
hisobni tark etish uchun,
854
00:56:04,611 --> 00:56:07,530
turadi va aytadi
unga go'zal narsa.
855
00:56:10,325 --> 00:56:12,743
Va ularning hech biri tushunmaydi
u aniq nimani nazarda tutadi,
856
00:56:12,744 --> 00:56:15,580
lekin chol
baribir yig'lay boshlaydi...
857
00:56:15,581 --> 00:56:17,748
va ular hech qachon
yana bir-biringizni ko'ring.
858
00:56:20,419 --> 00:56:22,044
U mashina haydayapti.
859
00:56:22,045 --> 00:56:24,589
Va har safar u
u mashina haydayotganini tushunadi,
860
00:56:24,590 --> 00:56:27,466
kerak deb hisoblaydi
faqat mashina haydashda davom eting.
861
00:56:27,467 --> 00:56:29,260
Va ba'zida u qo'shiq aytadi.
862
00:56:29,261 --> 00:56:30,803
Va ba'zida u yig'laydi.
863
00:56:30,804 --> 00:56:32,889
Va chap tomoni
uning tanasi boshlanadi
864
00:56:32,890 --> 00:56:34,807
bo'shashmoq va xiralashmoq.
865
00:56:34,808 --> 00:56:37,393
Va u hamma narsani qilishni xohlaydi
faqat haydashda davom eting,
866
00:56:37,394 --> 00:56:39,020
qandaydir tarzda haydashda davom etish uchun,
867
00:56:39,021 --> 00:56:40,897
uning boshqasi yo'q
amal qilish kerak bo'lgan ko'rsatmalar
868
00:56:40,898 --> 00:56:43,858
lekin u mashinani to'ldiradi
yana va yana gaz
869
00:56:43,859 --> 00:56:45,526
va tunda davom etadi,
870
00:56:45,527 --> 00:56:49,906
u davom etishni xohlaydi,
u abadiy ketishni xohlaydi ...
871
00:57:13,722 --> 00:57:16,933
Bu juda chiroyli loy.
872
00:57:21,855 --> 00:57:23,189
Bir daqiqa kuting.
873
00:57:23,190 --> 00:57:25,524
U bu erda o'lmaydi ...
874
00:57:25,525 --> 00:57:26,442
lekin u bu erda o'lmaydi.
875
00:57:26,443 --> 00:57:26,901
Yo'q, yo'q, yo'q, yo'q, yo'q.
876
00:57:26,902 --> 00:57:27,402
Bill, tur.
877
00:57:27,402 --> 00:57:28,069
Bill?
878
00:57:28,070 --> 00:57:28,695
Tur, Bill.
879
00:57:28,696 --> 00:57:30,071
Yo‘q, u bu yerda o‘la olmaydi.
880
00:57:30,072 --> 00:57:31,322
U bu erda o'lmaydi.
881
00:57:31,323 --> 00:57:32,907
U hech qachon o'la olmaydi.
882
00:57:32,908 --> 00:57:34,200
Bill?...
883
00:57:34,201 --> 00:57:35,785
Bill?
884
00:57:41,416 --> 00:57:44,543
U yuzlab pul sarflaydi
dunyo bo'ylab sayohat qilgan yillar,
885
00:57:44,544 --> 00:57:47,838
bilish kerak bo'lgan hamma narsani o'rganish.
886
00:57:47,839 --> 00:57:51,092
U har bir tilni o'rganadi.
887
00:57:51,093 --> 00:57:55,054
U har bir kitobni o'qiydi.
888
00:57:55,055 --> 00:57:59,141
U har bir yurtni bilib oladi.
889
00:57:59,142 --> 00:58:01,560
U minglab yillar sarflaydi
890
00:58:01,561 --> 00:58:04,897
ajoyib san'at asarlarini yaratish.
891
00:58:07,526 --> 00:58:11,278
U meditatsiya qilishni o'rganadi
barcha og'riqlarni nazorat qilish uchun.
892
00:58:11,279 --> 00:58:14,782
Urushlar davom etar ekan...
893
00:58:14,783 --> 00:58:17,869
va buyuk sevgilar topildi ...
894
00:58:20,455 --> 00:58:23,040
...va yo'qolgan.
895
00:58:23,041 --> 00:58:25,710
Va topildi ...
896
00:58:28,213 --> 00:58:30,256
... yo'qolgan ...
897
00:58:30,257 --> 00:58:31,507
va topildi.
898
00:58:32,926 --> 00:58:35,136
Va topildi ...
899
00:58:35,137 --> 00:58:37,430
...va topildi...
900
00:58:37,431 --> 00:58:41,931
...va xotiralar ustiga qurilgan
hayot davom etguncha xotiralar
901
00:58:42,144 --> 00:58:44,687
cheksiz aylanada.
902
00:58:50,444 --> 00:58:54,905
U yuzlab otalik qiladi
minglab bolalar...
903
00:58:54,906 --> 00:58:56,949
...kimniki
eksponent nasl
904
00:58:56,950 --> 00:59:01,450
u asta-sekin izni yo'qotadi
yillar davomida.
905
00:59:01,496 --> 00:59:04,832
Kimning millionlab go'zallari
hayot oxir-oqibat bo'ladi
906
00:59:04,833 --> 00:59:07,794
yana Yerdan supurib olinsin.
907
00:59:11,465 --> 00:59:15,843
Va baribir, Bill davom etadi.
908
00:59:15,844 --> 00:59:20,344
U hayot haqida ko'proq bilib oladi
tarixdagi har qanday mavjudotdan ko'ra.
909
00:59:21,808 --> 00:59:26,308
Ammo o'lim abadiy qoladi
unga begona bo'l.
910
00:59:26,813 --> 00:59:28,647
Odamlar keladi va ketadi,
911
00:59:28,648 --> 00:59:31,650
ismlar butun ma'nosini yo'qotmaguncha.
912
00:59:31,651 --> 00:59:33,569
Odamlar butun ma'nosini yo'qotmaguncha
913
00:59:33,570 --> 00:59:35,821
va butunlay yo'q bo'lib ketadi
dunyodan.
914
00:59:39,701 --> 00:59:44,201
Va baribir, Bill davom etadi.
915
00:59:45,290 --> 00:59:49,126
U keyingisi bilan do'stlashadi
Yer aholisi.
916
00:59:49,127 --> 00:59:53,380
Nurli mavjudotlar kim
uni xudodek hurmat qiling.
917
00:59:57,677 --> 01:00:02,177
Bill esa ularning hammasidan oshib ketadi.
918
01:00:02,599 --> 01:00:07,099
Millionlab uchun va
million yillar.
919
01:00:07,979 --> 01:00:11,941
Izlanish, o'rganish, yashash...
920
01:00:11,942 --> 01:00:14,819
Yer bo'lgunga qadar
oyoqlari ostida yutib yubordi.
921
01:00:19,241 --> 01:00:22,577
Quyosh bo'lgunga qadar
uzoq vaqt ketgan.
922
01:00:26,790 --> 01:00:30,251
Vaqt butun ma'nosini yo'qotmaguncha
va vaqt keladi
923
01:00:30,252 --> 01:00:33,379
u faqat biladi
yulduzlarning joylashuvi ...
924
01:00:33,380 --> 01:00:37,842
... va ularni ko'radi
uning ko'zlari yopiq yoki ochiq.
925
01:00:37,843 --> 01:00:39,760
U ismini unutmaguncha
926
01:00:39,761 --> 01:00:44,261
va joy
u bir marta kelgan edi.
927
01:00:44,307 --> 01:00:47,101
U yashaydi va yashaydi,
928
01:00:47,102 --> 01:00:50,522
barcha chiroqlar o'chguncha.