1 00:00:00,041 --> 00:00:01,742 Previously on "This Is Us"... 2 00:00:01,843 --> 00:00:05,712 Mom is suffering from cognitive impairment. 3 00:00:05,713 --> 00:00:07,147 Mom asked me not to tell you guys. 4 00:00:07,448 --> 00:00:09,983 She didn't want to add any more stress to your plates. 5 00:00:10,084 --> 00:00:12,019 Let me take care of Jack this weekend. 6 00:00:12,120 --> 00:00:14,121 I need to spend time with my son. 7 00:00:15,623 --> 00:00:17,024 You like it? 8 00:00:18,426 --> 00:00:19,893 Hey, Kate. 9 00:00:19,994 --> 00:00:22,329 It's Madison. I slept with Kevin! 10 00:00:23,931 --> 00:00:25,766 I've been anxious for so long. 11 00:00:25,867 --> 00:00:28,468 Beth thinks I should see a therapist. 12 00:00:28,569 --> 00:00:30,070 Well, maybe you should. 13 00:00:36,411 --> 00:00:37,811 Sorry I'm late, guys. 14 00:00:37,912 --> 00:00:39,680 I got out of there 15 00:00:39,781 --> 00:00:42,015 just as soon as I could. 16 00:00:42,116 --> 00:00:44,184 - Hi. Hi. - Hi. 17 00:00:44,285 --> 00:00:46,019 Report Card Day. 18 00:00:46,120 --> 00:00:47,760 - They've been waiting. - Report Card Day. 19 00:00:47,761 --> 00:00:50,096 Let's... do this, huh? 20 00:00:51,159 --> 00:00:52,659 Oh. 21 00:00:52,760 --> 00:00:54,895 - Oh, that is a serious face. - Oh, yeah. 22 00:00:54,996 --> 00:00:56,730 - Bec, this is bad news. - Mm-hmm. 23 00:00:56,831 --> 00:00:58,765 I think, maybe, could it be his... 24 00:00:58,866 --> 00:01:01,034 straight-A streak is over? 25 00:01:01,135 --> 00:01:03,804 Oh, an A-minus in geometry. 26 00:01:03,905 --> 00:01:05,439 Oh, you are so grounded. 27 00:01:05,540 --> 00:01:07,140 I'm putting too much time into Mathletes 28 00:01:07,175 --> 00:01:08,842 and not enough time into actual math. 29 00:01:08,943 --> 00:01:10,783 Oh, no, hey, come on, this is great, pal. 30 00:01:10,878 --> 00:01:12,278 - Really. Forget it. - Hey. 31 00:01:12,279 --> 00:01:13,847 - Bug, are you okay? - Wait, so... 32 00:01:13,948 --> 00:01:16,850 she could be bluffing. 33 00:01:16,951 --> 00:01:18,952 - Is she bluffing? - Is she? 34 00:01:20,888 --> 00:01:21,955 Huh. 35 00:01:22,056 --> 00:01:24,257 Improvements in biology... 36 00:01:24,359 --> 00:01:26,593 - and civics. - Yeah, Kate, this is great. 37 00:01:26,694 --> 00:01:28,929 - What's wrong? - Stuart broke up with me. 38 00:01:29,030 --> 00:01:31,565 - Aw, hon... - No. 39 00:01:31,666 --> 00:01:33,433 I need to be alone. Don't follow me. 40 00:01:33,534 --> 00:01:35,268 - Katie girl... - No, no, I... 41 00:01:35,370 --> 00:01:37,237 - I will handle that. - Sure. 42 00:01:37,338 --> 00:01:40,340 Let's do Kevin quickly, and then I'll go upstairs. 43 00:01:40,441 --> 00:01:42,909 Oh, that's a very smug mug, sir. 44 00:01:43,010 --> 00:01:44,644 Can it be...? 45 00:01:44,746 --> 00:01:47,147 Two As, baby. 46 00:01:47,248 --> 00:01:48,248 What? 47 00:01:49,550 --> 00:01:51,885 Yeah, in P.E. and art. 48 00:01:51,986 --> 00:01:53,854 The rest are Cs and two Ds. 49 00:01:53,955 --> 00:01:56,690 "Disruptive in class". "Arrives late". 50 00:01:56,791 --> 00:01:59,159 "Needs to be center of attention"? Kevin. 51 00:01:59,260 --> 00:02:00,594 Two As are two As. 52 00:02:00,695 --> 00:02:02,896 Mom said I'd get five dollars for every "A". 53 00:02:02,997 --> 00:02:05,399 Bet you five bucks you don't know what that adds up to. 54 00:02:05,500 --> 00:02:08,435 I'm gonna buy an entire box of baseball cards with my winnings. 55 00:02:08,496 --> 00:02:10,056 Yeah, well, I'm gonna contest my grade. 56 00:02:10,057 --> 00:02:11,371 That'll be an "A" by next week. 57 00:02:11,472 --> 00:02:13,232 You know, Randall, it wouldn't hurt you to... 58 00:02:13,307 --> 00:02:14,408 to lighten up on yourself. 59 00:02:14,509 --> 00:02:16,610 No way. I'm going to fix this. 60 00:02:21,282 --> 00:02:23,950 Hey. Ten bucks. American. 61 00:02:24,051 --> 00:02:26,019 The second I talk to Mrs. Hollins, 62 00:02:26,120 --> 00:02:27,554 it'll be up to an "A". 63 00:02:27,655 --> 00:02:28,955 Hey, babe? 64 00:02:29,056 --> 00:02:31,591 Randall is getting worse. 65 00:02:31,692 --> 00:02:34,361 Do we need to talk to someone, like a guidance counselor or a...? 66 00:02:34,364 --> 00:02:36,084 No, come on, he's just, he's wound up tight. 67 00:02:36,184 --> 00:02:37,918 All right? He needs to blow off some steam. 68 00:02:38,019 --> 00:02:39,699 Blow off steam? 69 00:02:39,801 --> 00:02:42,302 Don't worry about it. I got it. Go on. 70 00:02:42,403 --> 00:02:43,804 Okay. 71 00:02:49,877 --> 00:02:52,145 Everything okay? 72 00:02:52,246 --> 00:02:54,281 Uh, yeah, why? 73 00:02:54,382 --> 00:02:57,117 I don't know, just thought you'd be 74 00:02:57,218 --> 00:03:00,220 a little more refreshed after a weekend at the cabin. 75 00:03:00,321 --> 00:03:03,690 Ah. Um, Mom's getting the results 76 00:03:03,791 --> 00:03:05,258 for her MRI this afternoon, 77 00:03:05,359 --> 00:03:07,394 and I can tell she's a little nervous. 78 00:03:07,495 --> 00:03:09,930 Just really hate not being there in person. 79 00:03:10,031 --> 00:03:12,966 But, hey, that's something you could talk about in therapy, 80 00:03:13,067 --> 00:03:15,368 - right? - Yeah. 81 00:03:15,470 --> 00:03:17,437 I'm so proud of you. 82 00:03:17,538 --> 00:03:19,439 This is a big step. 83 00:03:19,540 --> 00:03:21,274 It's not that big of a deal. 84 00:03:22,543 --> 00:03:23,610 All right. 85 00:03:23,711 --> 00:03:25,812 - No big deal. - Mm-hmm. 86 00:03:25,913 --> 00:03:28,982 Uh, so, hey, listen, you know, Annie's birthday is coming up, 87 00:03:29,052 --> 00:03:30,772 - and I was thinking... - Have you still got 88 00:03:30,773 --> 00:03:32,787 that organic beeswax balm 89 00:03:32,847 --> 00:03:34,967 - you keep talking about? - Hey, out of my purse, man. 90 00:03:34,968 --> 00:03:37,190 What are you...? Aah! What? 91 00:03:37,291 --> 00:03:39,659 - And I was thinking... - Thank you. 92 00:03:39,760 --> 00:03:41,761 That we could get her the iPhone. 93 00:03:43,164 --> 00:03:45,298 We agreed: no iPhones until junior high. 94 00:03:45,399 --> 00:03:48,802 I know. But, you know, she's so cute when she begs. 95 00:03:48,903 --> 00:03:50,103 - Mm-hmm. - You know, the Force 96 00:03:50,104 --> 00:03:51,163 is strong with that one. 97 00:03:51,205 --> 00:03:53,306 But it is stronger in us. 98 00:03:53,407 --> 00:03:55,408 At least it is now. 99 00:03:55,510 --> 00:03:56,977 Mmm. 100 00:03:57,078 --> 00:03:59,012 I love your lip balm. 101 00:04:00,014 --> 00:04:02,549 I love your face. 102 00:04:06,621 --> 00:04:08,755 Yeah... 103 00:04:10,391 --> 00:04:12,392 - Hey. - Morning. 104 00:04:12,493 --> 00:04:13,593 You're up early. 105 00:04:13,694 --> 00:04:14,962 Coffee's fresh. 106 00:04:14,963 --> 00:04:16,263 Hi. 107 00:04:16,364 --> 00:04:18,431 Hi. 108 00:04:18,533 --> 00:04:20,567 My goodness. 109 00:04:20,668 --> 00:04:22,802 Someone was asleep when Mommy got home last night 110 00:04:22,904 --> 00:04:25,105 from the cabin. 111 00:04:25,206 --> 00:04:28,275 Um, I know we didn't really get a chance to talk last night, 112 00:04:28,376 --> 00:04:29,609 so I'll start. 113 00:04:29,710 --> 00:04:30,844 I'm sorry. 114 00:04:32,179 --> 00:04:33,747 For everything. 115 00:04:33,848 --> 00:04:35,949 I said what I said out of... 116 00:04:36,050 --> 00:04:38,618 fear and-and worry and exhaustion, 117 00:04:38,719 --> 00:04:41,154 and if I could take it all back, I would. 118 00:04:42,156 --> 00:04:43,857 But... 119 00:04:45,126 --> 00:04:47,160 This weekend was a real godsend. 120 00:04:48,429 --> 00:04:50,864 So without further ado, 121 00:04:50,965 --> 00:04:54,301 would you please follow me and Jack to the garage? 122 00:04:54,402 --> 00:04:57,103 We have a surprise for you. 123 00:04:57,204 --> 00:04:59,773 All right, you're gonna have to use your imagination here. 124 00:04:59,874 --> 00:05:01,975 But I was thinking... 125 00:05:02,076 --> 00:05:04,110 we turn the garage... 126 00:05:04,211 --> 00:05:07,113 into a music studio, huh? 127 00:05:07,214 --> 00:05:09,783 Now... here, take him... 128 00:05:09,884 --> 00:05:11,551 it's not all... 129 00:05:11,652 --> 00:05:13,620 up to scale... 130 00:05:14,989 --> 00:05:17,691 But, uh, this would be... the microphone. 131 00:05:17,792 --> 00:05:19,826 Testing, one, two, three. 132 00:05:19,927 --> 00:05:21,928 - So, stay with me. - Toby. 133 00:05:22,029 --> 00:05:23,763 This is the pièce de résistance. Ready? 134 00:05:23,864 --> 00:05:25,098 Toby, please stop. 135 00:05:25,199 --> 00:05:27,801 Please. 136 00:05:28,902 --> 00:05:31,171 I really appreciate what you're trying to do. 137 00:05:32,206 --> 00:05:33,607 But, you know, 138 00:05:33,708 --> 00:05:35,976 after one weekend... 139 00:05:36,077 --> 00:05:38,612 I'm just having tr... 140 00:05:38,713 --> 00:05:40,480 This is very nice. 141 00:05:40,581 --> 00:05:42,482 It's a very sweet gesture. 142 00:05:42,583 --> 00:05:45,318 I-I just, I'm gonna need some time. 143 00:05:45,419 --> 00:05:46,886 Okay. 144 00:05:52,426 --> 00:05:53,927 What? 145 00:05:54,028 --> 00:05:55,595 Is everything okay? Is it your mom? 146 00:05:55,696 --> 00:05:56,930 No, it's Madison. 147 00:05:57,031 --> 00:05:58,932 She slept with Kevin, 148 00:05:59,033 --> 00:06:01,201 so she wants to have brunch so she can apologize. 149 00:06:01,302 --> 00:06:03,570 I'm sorry, I know that we're kind of in the middle 150 00:06:03,671 --> 00:06:05,939 of a thing right now, but permission to react? 151 00:06:06,040 --> 00:06:07,140 Yeah. 152 00:06:07,241 --> 00:06:08,241 What?! 153 00:06:14,281 --> 00:06:16,182 How was your trip 154 00:06:16,283 --> 00:06:17,684 with your brother and your sister? 155 00:06:17,785 --> 00:06:18,952 Oh, the trip was great. 156 00:06:19,053 --> 00:06:20,787 You know, very peaceful, lot of bonding. 157 00:06:20,888 --> 00:06:22,488 Exactly what I needed. It was wonderful. 158 00:06:22,589 --> 00:06:23,669 - Yeah. Nice. - How are you? 159 00:06:23,757 --> 00:06:25,191 I'm good. 160 00:06:25,292 --> 00:06:27,360 Well, that's great. I mean, you look great. 161 00:06:27,461 --> 00:06:29,162 - I do? - Yes, you do. 162 00:06:29,263 --> 00:06:30,663 Well, thank you. 163 00:06:30,664 --> 00:06:32,498 Wonderful, actually. 164 00:06:36,470 --> 00:06:38,171 They told you, didn't they? 165 00:06:39,206 --> 00:06:41,941 What? Told me what? No. 166 00:06:42,043 --> 00:06:43,176 Kevin. 167 00:06:44,445 --> 00:06:46,413 Randall let it slip. 168 00:06:47,682 --> 00:06:48,982 Sweetheart, I'm sorry. 169 00:06:49,083 --> 00:06:51,384 - No. - No, I, I wanted to tell you 170 00:06:51,485 --> 00:06:53,386 - in person myself. - No, no, no, no. Listen, 171 00:06:53,487 --> 00:06:55,455 don't you worry about me, you understand? 172 00:06:55,556 --> 00:06:57,524 I'm... I'm here to take care of you. 173 00:06:57,625 --> 00:06:59,759 All right? How are you really feeling? 174 00:06:59,860 --> 00:07:02,228 I know you have some MRI results coming back today, right? 175 00:07:02,329 --> 00:07:04,531 - Mm-hmm. I'm-I'm good, though. - Okay. 176 00:07:04,632 --> 00:07:08,268 I'm good. I'm a little anxious about today, I'm not gonna lie, 177 00:07:08,369 --> 00:07:12,205 but it's funny, somehow all of this bad news has sort of... 178 00:07:12,306 --> 00:07:14,941 freed me up. 179 00:07:15,042 --> 00:07:16,509 Carpe diem and all that. 180 00:07:17,545 --> 00:07:18,778 - Hey. How you doing? - Hey. 181 00:07:18,879 --> 00:07:19,879 Ah. Good. 182 00:07:19,914 --> 00:07:21,147 - Good. - Yeah? 183 00:07:21,248 --> 00:07:23,516 - All things considered, yeah. - Okay. 184 00:07:23,617 --> 00:07:25,218 Great. Well... Oh, man. 185 00:07:25,319 --> 00:07:26,919 What-what-what are you guys doing today? 186 00:07:26,987 --> 00:07:29,989 Oh. We actually were planning on going to visit 187 00:07:30,091 --> 00:07:33,193 some of those, um... old-fashioned record stores. 188 00:07:33,294 --> 00:07:35,662 Something we say we always want to do, 189 00:07:35,763 --> 00:07:38,031 and we never do it, so we're doing it. 190 00:07:38,132 --> 00:07:39,733 - Fun. Can I come? - Yeah. 191 00:07:39,834 --> 00:07:41,524 - You want to? - Yeah. 192 00:07:41,526 --> 00:07:43,070 - I got an idea. - Huh? 193 00:07:43,170 --> 00:07:45,105 Why don't you two go off and make a day of it. 194 00:07:45,206 --> 00:07:47,107 - Just the two of you. - Are you sure? 195 00:07:47,208 --> 00:07:49,009 Yeah. Carpe Diem Rebecca is running me ragged. 196 00:07:49,110 --> 00:07:50,617 You just make sure 197 00:07:50,618 --> 00:07:51,871 that you have her back in time 198 00:07:51,872 --> 00:07:53,352 for her doctor's appointment at 4:30. 199 00:07:53,353 --> 00:07:54,486 - I can do that. - Okay. 200 00:08:22,676 --> 00:08:25,411 - Mr. Pearson. - Yeah. Hello. 201 00:08:25,513 --> 00:08:26,913 Hi. 202 00:08:28,716 --> 00:08:30,850 It's a pleasure to meet you, Randall. 203 00:08:30,951 --> 00:08:32,152 Please sit. 204 00:08:32,253 --> 00:08:34,521 Can I get you something to drink? 205 00:08:34,622 --> 00:08:36,623 Um... likewise. 206 00:08:36,724 --> 00:08:38,558 And no, thank you. 207 00:08:38,659 --> 00:08:39,893 Uh... 208 00:08:39,994 --> 00:08:42,595 what's with the...? 209 00:08:42,696 --> 00:08:44,531 I find it comforting. 210 00:08:44,632 --> 00:08:47,534 Well, at least you'll have something to look at 211 00:08:47,635 --> 00:08:49,035 if I bore you. 212 00:08:55,576 --> 00:08:58,611 So, what brings you here today? 213 00:08:58,712 --> 00:09:01,014 It's kind of a long story. 214 00:09:01,115 --> 00:09:03,116 You got an hour? 215 00:09:06,120 --> 00:09:07,554 Okay. 216 00:09:09,057 --> 00:09:14,057 Sync and corrections by Costa Dax www.addic7ed.com 217 00:09:14,102 --> 00:09:16,103 Come on, guys. You're gonna be late for school. 218 00:09:17,405 --> 00:09:19,973 Kev. Baseball cards back up in your room, please. 219 00:09:20,074 --> 00:09:22,114 Hustle, Kevin. I'm meeting Mrs. Hollins before class 220 00:09:22,115 --> 00:09:23,476 to talk about changing my grade. 221 00:09:23,577 --> 00:09:25,845 Can you take me to the baseball card store after school? 222 00:09:25,946 --> 00:09:27,447 Nope. I'm sorry, I don't have time. 223 00:09:27,548 --> 00:09:29,382 I have errands to run: grocery store, bank, 224 00:09:29,483 --> 00:09:32,052 library, dry cleaning. Sorry. 225 00:09:32,120 --> 00:09:33,920 Then, can you give me the money for my two As? 226 00:09:33,921 --> 00:09:35,855 I want to feel it burning in my pocket all day. 227 00:09:35,856 --> 00:09:37,536 Hey, Kev, come on, baseball cards upstairs. 228 00:09:37,537 --> 00:09:39,617 Randall, you remember I'm picking you up from school? 229 00:09:39,627 --> 00:09:40,927 - You got your stuff? - Yeah. 230 00:09:41,028 --> 00:09:42,148 Okay, good. Wait in the car. 231 00:09:42,229 --> 00:09:43,863 Hey, Kate? Come on! 232 00:09:43,964 --> 00:09:46,399 ♪ I'll be loving you ♪ 233 00:09:46,500 --> 00:09:49,269 ♪ Forever... ♪ 234 00:09:49,370 --> 00:09:50,670 Bug? 235 00:09:50,771 --> 00:09:52,172 It's time to go. 236 00:09:52,273 --> 00:09:54,274 I go. I stay. 237 00:09:54,375 --> 00:09:55,775 What does it matter? 238 00:09:57,378 --> 00:09:59,679 I'm gonna go to the market a little later today. 239 00:09:59,780 --> 00:10:02,148 Do you have any requests for dinner? 240 00:10:02,249 --> 00:10:03,850 Three-cheese macaroni? 241 00:10:03,951 --> 00:10:05,785 You got it. 242 00:10:06,787 --> 00:10:08,354 - Hi. - How about after school 243 00:10:08,456 --> 00:10:10,390 I come with you on your errands, 244 00:10:10,491 --> 00:10:12,491 and then we can swing by the card store afterwards? 245 00:10:12,492 --> 00:10:13,693 Fine. 246 00:10:14,194 --> 00:10:15,728 Okay, let's go. 247 00:10:17,851 --> 00:10:21,367 ♪ Rows and flows of angel hair ♪ 248 00:10:21,469 --> 00:10:26,239 ♪ And ice cream castles in the air ♪ 249 00:10:26,340 --> 00:10:29,175 ♪ And feather canyons ♪ 250 00:10:29,276 --> 00:10:32,512 ♪ Everywhere ♪ 251 00:10:32,613 --> 00:10:36,950 ♪ I've looked at clouds that way, but now... ♪ 252 00:10:39,786 --> 00:10:41,722 Ah. 253 00:10:42,923 --> 00:10:45,024 I miss that crackle 254 00:10:45,125 --> 00:10:47,893 on the record before the music. 255 00:10:47,994 --> 00:10:49,895 Joni... 256 00:10:49,996 --> 00:10:51,230 I would spend 257 00:10:51,331 --> 00:10:54,767 hours staring at this album artwork. 258 00:10:55,836 --> 00:10:58,337 Reading all the sleeve notes. 259 00:10:58,438 --> 00:11:00,072 Okay, boomer. 260 00:11:00,173 --> 00:11:02,908 Ha, you can laugh at me all you want, 261 00:11:03,009 --> 00:11:05,277 but my record collection... 262 00:11:05,379 --> 00:11:08,247 was my whole world. 263 00:11:09,716 --> 00:11:11,984 Kind of like you and your baseball cards. 264 00:11:12,085 --> 00:11:14,286 - Oh, okay. - Mm-hmm. 265 00:11:14,388 --> 00:11:16,288 All right, no, my-my baseball cards, that, 266 00:11:16,390 --> 00:11:18,090 that was, that was real, 267 00:11:18,191 --> 00:11:20,059 that was a collection, okay? 268 00:11:20,060 --> 00:11:22,328 There-there was strategy involved, there was commerce. 269 00:11:22,429 --> 00:11:24,149 - I mean, the whole thing. - Oh, I remember. 270 00:11:24,150 --> 00:11:25,216 - Yeah. - Mm-hmm. 271 00:11:31,505 --> 00:11:33,706 Did I ever tell you the first time 272 00:11:33,807 --> 00:11:35,241 your father and I came out to L.A., 273 00:11:35,342 --> 00:11:37,310 we tried to find Joni Mitchell's old house 274 00:11:37,411 --> 00:11:39,812 in, um, Laurel Canyon? 275 00:11:42,182 --> 00:11:45,317 I think we passed Mount Olympus. 276 00:11:45,418 --> 00:11:47,653 You sure the map's not upside-down? 277 00:11:48,889 --> 00:11:51,090 No. 278 00:11:51,091 --> 00:11:53,526 We got close, we even 279 00:11:53,627 --> 00:11:55,594 wandered around Joni's neighborhood, 280 00:11:55,696 --> 00:11:58,297 but we never found the house, 281 00:11:58,398 --> 00:12:01,133 so... we gave up. 282 00:12:02,569 --> 00:12:04,403 Maybe we should finish the job, you know? 283 00:12:04,504 --> 00:12:06,939 We'll find Joni Mitchell's old house. 284 00:12:07,040 --> 00:12:08,140 How? 285 00:12:08,241 --> 00:12:09,442 Hey, Siri? 286 00:12:09,543 --> 00:12:11,377 Where's Joni Mitchell's old house? 287 00:12:11,478 --> 00:12:13,878 - What are you doing? - Here's what I found on the Web. 288 00:12:13,979 --> 00:12:15,713 Is that it? That her house? 289 00:12:15,814 --> 00:12:17,616 - Oh, my goodness, yes! - Yeah? 290 00:12:17,718 --> 00:12:19,352 Yes, that-that's the house. 291 00:12:19,453 --> 00:12:21,173 Well, uh, do you think we have time, though, 292 00:12:21,174 --> 00:12:22,555 before your doctor's appointment? 293 00:12:22,556 --> 00:12:24,924 Well, if we don't have time, we're gonna make time. 294 00:12:25,025 --> 00:12:26,726 - Okay, Carpe Diem Rebecca. - Yes. 295 00:12:26,827 --> 00:12:28,061 Here we go, all right. 296 00:12:31,998 --> 00:12:33,399 Hey, girl. 297 00:12:33,500 --> 00:12:34,834 Get over here. 298 00:12:36,069 --> 00:12:37,436 It's nice to see you. 299 00:12:40,774 --> 00:12:42,708 Isn't this place cute? 300 00:12:42,809 --> 00:12:44,443 I love coming here for brunch. 301 00:12:44,544 --> 00:12:46,645 It's hip but still normal... 302 00:12:46,746 --> 00:12:48,781 Okay, Madison, let's just cut the preamble. 303 00:12:48,882 --> 00:12:50,242 Okay, let's just get it over with. 304 00:12:50,250 --> 00:12:52,117 I screwed up. 305 00:12:52,219 --> 00:12:54,653 You are so important to me, 306 00:12:54,742 --> 00:12:56,222 and friends don't do that to friends. 307 00:12:56,223 --> 00:12:57,690 Or their brothers. 308 00:12:57,791 --> 00:12:59,758 Honestly, I don't know what I was thinking. 309 00:12:59,860 --> 00:13:01,500 Other than I have never seen anyone so hot 310 00:13:01,501 --> 00:13:02,962 and so vulnerable at the same time. 311 00:13:03,063 --> 00:13:04,497 My brain just shorted. 312 00:13:04,598 --> 00:13:06,198 I mean, I know he's your brother, but... 313 00:13:06,266 --> 00:13:07,466 my God. 314 00:13:07,567 --> 00:13:09,068 I am so sorry. 315 00:13:09,169 --> 00:13:11,003 I am ashamed and embarrassed, 316 00:13:11,104 --> 00:13:13,138 and it'll never happen again. 317 00:13:15,442 --> 00:13:17,877 I really don't know what to think about all of this. 318 00:13:17,978 --> 00:13:20,980 And it really couldn't have come at a more terrible time. 319 00:13:21,081 --> 00:13:23,148 Is it that CrossFit bitch? 320 00:13:23,250 --> 00:13:24,383 I'll kill her. 321 00:13:24,484 --> 00:13:25,484 Is it Toby? 322 00:13:25,552 --> 00:13:26,552 I'll kill him. 323 00:13:26,586 --> 00:13:27,820 You just say the word, 324 00:13:27,921 --> 00:13:29,154 I will "Kill Bill" all of them 325 00:13:29,256 --> 00:13:31,857 and help you raise that child myself. 326 00:13:31,958 --> 00:13:33,993 Talk to me, Kate. 327 00:13:34,094 --> 00:13:35,628 Please? 328 00:13:41,435 --> 00:13:43,903 So, how we doing this, Doc... Is it "Good Will Hunting" 329 00:13:44,004 --> 00:13:45,571 or "The Sopranos"? 330 00:13:45,672 --> 00:13:47,306 No, I'm just playing. I, um... 331 00:13:47,407 --> 00:13:50,443 I'm comfortable speaking about my emotions. 332 00:13:50,544 --> 00:13:52,278 I'm an emotional man. 333 00:13:52,379 --> 00:13:53,846 No shame. 334 00:13:53,947 --> 00:13:55,114 Uh... 335 00:13:55,215 --> 00:13:56,716 before we start, let me just... 336 00:13:57,751 --> 00:13:59,885 ...put this on silent. 337 00:14:03,423 --> 00:14:06,892 My, uh, mom's got a doctor's appointment today, 338 00:14:06,994 --> 00:14:10,229 but there's no need for any distractions, right? 339 00:14:10,330 --> 00:14:11,697 Okay. 340 00:14:11,798 --> 00:14:13,366 All yours. 341 00:14:13,467 --> 00:14:15,001 Is she okay? 342 00:14:15,102 --> 00:14:16,869 Ah, she's fine. 343 00:14:16,970 --> 00:14:19,572 Um, early signs of dementia, 344 00:14:19,673 --> 00:14:21,040 but we're on top of it. 345 00:14:21,141 --> 00:14:22,621 Today's just a follow-up appointment, 346 00:14:22,643 --> 00:14:26,479 but that's-that's not why I'm here. 347 00:14:26,580 --> 00:14:29,015 So, why are you here? 348 00:14:32,419 --> 00:14:34,020 Um... 349 00:14:34,121 --> 00:14:36,489 I have anxiety. 350 00:14:36,590 --> 00:14:38,658 Suffer from, is that the...? 351 00:14:38,759 --> 00:14:40,593 Doesn't matter. 352 00:14:41,995 --> 00:14:45,598 Maybe once every decade things get too... 353 00:14:45,699 --> 00:14:47,433 overwhelming. 354 00:14:47,534 --> 00:14:49,368 I'll have a panic attack. 355 00:14:49,469 --> 00:14:50,936 I'll be hospitalized. 356 00:14:51,038 --> 00:14:53,773 That's happened twice. 357 00:14:53,874 --> 00:14:57,076 My house was recently broken into. 358 00:14:57,177 --> 00:15:01,213 My wife's worried about history repeating itself. 359 00:15:03,016 --> 00:15:05,351 So, my-my daughter Tess... 360 00:15:05,452 --> 00:15:08,287 uh... I have three daughters. 361 00:15:08,388 --> 00:15:12,191 Anyway, Tess sees a therapist. 362 00:15:14,995 --> 00:15:18,164 Um... it's really helped her. 363 00:15:18,265 --> 00:15:20,499 So, I think that's 364 00:15:20,560 --> 00:15:22,080 what I'm looking to get out of this is 365 00:15:22,081 --> 00:15:24,804 coping mechanisms. 366 00:15:24,905 --> 00:15:27,139 Okay, well, before we get to that, 367 00:15:27,240 --> 00:15:30,242 I'd like to know a little more about you. 368 00:15:30,304 --> 00:15:32,144 I'm an open book... where do you want to start? 369 00:15:32,145 --> 00:15:33,312 The beginning? 370 00:15:33,413 --> 00:15:35,514 So, I'm actually adopted. 371 00:15:35,615 --> 00:15:38,084 I was left at a fire station the day I was born, 372 00:15:38,145 --> 00:15:39,665 and a fireman took me to the hospital, 373 00:15:39,666 --> 00:15:40,853 where he met my parents... 374 00:15:40,954 --> 00:15:42,722 I'm so sorry. 375 00:15:42,823 --> 00:15:45,958 Before we get too far into the weeds here, 376 00:15:46,059 --> 00:15:49,061 full disclosure... I do know who you are. 377 00:15:49,162 --> 00:15:53,332 I've actually heard that story in one of your speeches. 378 00:15:53,433 --> 00:15:56,502 In many of your speeches, actually. 379 00:16:01,475 --> 00:16:03,876 Oh, you know... 380 00:16:06,113 --> 00:16:07,746 ...my speeches. 381 00:16:15,131 --> 00:16:16,465 - Mom? - Yes, Kevin? 382 00:16:16,466 --> 00:16:18,833 - Baseball cards. - Not yet. 383 00:16:18,834 --> 00:16:20,268 So unfair. 384 00:16:20,369 --> 00:16:23,971 Well, so is life. 385 00:16:24,072 --> 00:16:26,407 Look, you-you're making Kate's favorite dinner 386 00:16:26,508 --> 00:16:27,808 because she got dumped. 387 00:16:27,910 --> 00:16:30,177 And you're returning Randall's library books 388 00:16:30,279 --> 00:16:31,479 because he's a massive nerd. 389 00:16:31,580 --> 00:16:33,247 The least you could do is give me 390 00:16:33,348 --> 00:16:35,483 five minutes at the baseball card store. 391 00:16:35,584 --> 00:16:37,952 Uh, I didn't go to the grocery store just for Kate. 392 00:16:38,053 --> 00:16:40,321 I also bought groceries, including two chickens 393 00:16:40,422 --> 00:16:42,323 that I will cook for the whole family. 394 00:16:42,424 --> 00:16:44,325 I wish you were more like Sophie's mom. 395 00:16:44,426 --> 00:16:45,927 She's fun. 396 00:16:46,028 --> 00:16:48,429 Uh... I'm fun. 397 00:16:48,530 --> 00:16:51,499 I am as fun as Sophie's mom. 398 00:16:51,600 --> 00:16:52,867 I am a fun mom. 399 00:16:55,537 --> 00:16:58,539 Oh, wait, are you being serious? 400 00:16:59,574 --> 00:17:01,075 Okay, fine. 401 00:17:01,176 --> 00:17:03,577 Fine. We will go to the baseball card store. 402 00:17:03,679 --> 00:17:05,279 - Yes. - Because I'm fun. 403 00:17:05,380 --> 00:17:06,847 - But five minutes only. - Okay. 404 00:17:06,949 --> 00:17:08,716 - Five minutes, Kevin, you hear me? - Got it. 405 00:17:08,717 --> 00:17:09,884 Seriously. We have groceries, 406 00:17:09,885 --> 00:17:10,985 including frozen vegetables 407 00:17:11,086 --> 00:17:12,987 - and dairy. - All right. Thank you. 408 00:17:19,794 --> 00:17:21,695 I cannot believe I'm here. 409 00:17:21,796 --> 00:17:23,230 - Yeah. - Kevin. 410 00:17:23,331 --> 00:17:25,366 You know, Joni Mitchell lived in this house 411 00:17:25,467 --> 00:17:27,301 - with Graham Nash. - Wow. 412 00:17:30,105 --> 00:17:31,839 Wait, what are you doing? 413 00:17:31,940 --> 00:17:33,540 I was gonna ring the bell. 414 00:17:33,642 --> 00:17:35,376 Don't you want to see inside? 415 00:17:36,811 --> 00:17:39,113 Isn't that rude to just show up unannounced? 416 00:17:39,214 --> 00:17:41,582 It's not fair, but being a celebrity is like having 417 00:17:41,683 --> 00:17:43,163 a Fast Pass to pretty much everything 418 00:17:43,218 --> 00:17:45,052 you want to do in life. 419 00:17:49,357 --> 00:17:50,758 Hmm. 420 00:17:50,859 --> 00:17:52,926 Except of course making people magically home. 421 00:17:53,962 --> 00:17:55,396 - Oh. - Mom? 422 00:17:55,497 --> 00:17:56,664 It's open. 423 00:17:56,765 --> 00:17:57,965 It's open. Come on. 424 00:17:57,999 --> 00:17:59,300 - Mom. - Come on. 425 00:17:59,401 --> 00:18:01,568 All right. If I end up on "TMZ" 426 00:18:01,670 --> 00:18:03,404 for breaking into Joni Mitchell's old house 427 00:18:03,505 --> 00:18:05,939 with my mom... 428 00:18:06,041 --> 00:18:08,509 Actually, I mean, that could play. 429 00:18:10,245 --> 00:18:12,579 Hey, Dad? I have an "A" in P.E. 430 00:18:12,681 --> 00:18:14,581 I really don't need to be doing this. 431 00:18:14,683 --> 00:18:16,583 It's not about grades, Randall. 432 00:18:16,685 --> 00:18:19,753 Exercise is about getting blood moving 433 00:18:19,854 --> 00:18:21,755 through your whole body. 434 00:18:21,856 --> 00:18:24,591 Okay? Now, I want you to run until that worried feeling 435 00:18:24,693 --> 00:18:26,960 in the pit of your stomach goes away. 436 00:18:28,396 --> 00:18:30,297 I really don't like running. 437 00:18:30,398 --> 00:18:31,699 Yeah. How about racing? 438 00:18:31,800 --> 00:18:33,701 Huh? Come on. 439 00:18:33,802 --> 00:18:36,670 You and me, once around the track. 440 00:18:36,771 --> 00:18:39,039 I'll even give you a head start. 441 00:18:42,544 --> 00:18:43,744 Yeah. 442 00:18:44,746 --> 00:18:46,480 Hey, just do me a favor? 443 00:18:46,581 --> 00:18:48,882 Try and make it interesting. 444 00:18:50,952 --> 00:18:53,420 Okay, runners. 445 00:18:53,521 --> 00:18:55,923 On your marks... 446 00:18:56,024 --> 00:18:58,359 get set... 447 00:18:58,460 --> 00:18:59,827 - Go! - I guess 448 00:18:59,928 --> 00:19:02,008 what I'm saying is, I'm fortunate to have been shaped 449 00:19:02,063 --> 00:19:03,697 by two incredible fathers... 450 00:19:03,798 --> 00:19:06,633 the one I lost and the one I gained. 451 00:19:08,203 --> 00:19:09,937 It's in my speeches 452 00:19:10,038 --> 00:19:11,939 for a reason. 453 00:19:12,040 --> 00:19:14,942 - Of course. - Yeah, of course. 454 00:19:15,043 --> 00:19:17,044 You know, I can't help but feel 455 00:19:17,145 --> 00:19:19,546 like I'm throwing off my back foot here. 456 00:19:19,647 --> 00:19:22,583 It's like you googled me. Isn't that against the rules? 457 00:19:22,684 --> 00:19:24,451 I mean, I just find it weird 458 00:19:24,552 --> 00:19:26,453 that you waited to bring that up. 459 00:19:26,554 --> 00:19:28,055 You knew... 460 00:19:30,024 --> 00:19:31,392 No, I'm sorry. 461 00:19:31,493 --> 00:19:33,127 I'm sorry. 462 00:19:33,228 --> 00:19:36,630 I'm only gonna get out of it what I put in, right? 463 00:19:36,731 --> 00:19:39,066 Not your fault. 464 00:19:39,167 --> 00:19:42,803 I'm a public figure... I shouldn't have been surprised. 465 00:19:44,773 --> 00:19:46,840 Where were we? 466 00:19:46,941 --> 00:19:48,976 Family. 467 00:19:49,077 --> 00:19:52,079 Family. Sure. Of course. 468 00:19:56,084 --> 00:19:58,419 I just told him it-it wasn't enough 469 00:19:58,520 --> 00:20:00,487 for him to want to be 470 00:20:00,588 --> 00:20:02,256 a good father. 471 00:20:02,357 --> 00:20:03,857 Just needs to be one. 472 00:20:03,958 --> 00:20:05,798 And now I don't even know if he's being sincere 473 00:20:05,799 --> 00:20:07,694 or if he's just telling me what I want to hear. 474 00:20:07,796 --> 00:20:09,730 Could it be both? 475 00:20:09,831 --> 00:20:13,200 I mean... trust me, I will take whatever position 476 00:20:13,301 --> 00:20:14,768 you take right now. 477 00:20:14,869 --> 00:20:18,038 But is it possible he just took what you said to heart? 478 00:20:19,441 --> 00:20:20,941 I don't know. 479 00:20:21,042 --> 00:20:24,578 Do you want to know why I think I slept with Kevin? 480 00:20:24,679 --> 00:20:26,413 - Um, no. Mm-mm. - It was nice to be 481 00:20:26,514 --> 00:20:29,483 with someone who actually knew something about me. 482 00:20:29,584 --> 00:20:33,020 As opposed to... Tinder dates or being set up. 483 00:20:33,121 --> 00:20:36,457 I mean, he has seen me at the hospital with no makeup. 484 00:20:36,558 --> 00:20:40,227 And at your house not trying to be perky or appealing. 485 00:20:40,328 --> 00:20:44,298 What you and Toby have, what I dream of finding, 486 00:20:44,399 --> 00:20:45,966 is that intimacy. 487 00:20:46,067 --> 00:20:49,503 It's letting people see the worst part of you without... 488 00:20:49,604 --> 00:20:51,472 being scared. 489 00:20:52,774 --> 00:20:56,243 And I am just gonna say this and duck. 490 00:20:56,344 --> 00:20:59,279 But shouldn't Toby be able to express his deepest fears 491 00:20:59,380 --> 00:21:00,914 without punishment? 492 00:21:01,015 --> 00:21:03,050 Isn't that what marriage is? 493 00:21:03,151 --> 00:21:04,985 Okay. 494 00:21:05,086 --> 00:21:07,046 When did you become the counselor of relationships 495 00:21:07,088 --> 00:21:08,489 with "Bachelor in Paradise"? 496 00:21:08,590 --> 00:21:12,025 I listen to a lot of relationship podcasts. 497 00:21:12,126 --> 00:21:14,328 I keep hoping I'll need them someday. 498 00:21:16,097 --> 00:21:17,898 So, are we good? 499 00:21:17,999 --> 00:21:19,900 Yes. 500 00:21:20,001 --> 00:21:21,535 But you're on probation. 501 00:21:21,636 --> 00:21:23,003 You love me. 502 00:21:23,104 --> 00:21:25,205 Most of the time. 503 00:21:25,306 --> 00:21:27,407 Can I just tell you one thing your brother did to me? 504 00:21:27,509 --> 00:21:28,567 - No. - I was literally 505 00:21:28,569 --> 00:21:29,644 upside-down at one point. 506 00:21:29,744 --> 00:21:32,412 - Madison. - Just use your imagination. 507 00:21:35,825 --> 00:21:38,460 Hey. You got any '91s left, Carl? 508 00:21:38,561 --> 00:21:41,630 Ooh, not many. What are you looking for, Kev? 509 00:21:41,731 --> 00:21:46,001 I need a '91 John Candelaria to finish off last year's set. 510 00:21:46,102 --> 00:21:47,969 I got ten bucks to do it. 511 00:21:48,070 --> 00:21:51,540 Well, I've got only 16 packs left, 512 00:21:51,641 --> 00:21:53,375 but I like your chances 513 00:21:53,476 --> 00:21:55,544 - of finding it. - Great, I'll take 'em. Thank you. 514 00:21:55,645 --> 00:21:57,479 Eight dollars and 40 cents. 515 00:22:00,883 --> 00:22:03,518 Right. 516 00:22:14,197 --> 00:22:16,198 No John Candlemalaria? 517 00:22:16,299 --> 00:22:18,500 No? 518 00:22:20,303 --> 00:22:22,604 Well, buck up, sweetheart. 519 00:22:22,705 --> 00:22:25,340 You have, what, 14 packs left? 520 00:22:28,311 --> 00:22:30,679 Here. Blow on this one... for good luck. 521 00:22:36,486 --> 00:22:38,920 Oh, gosh, this gum is really not very good. 522 00:22:39,021 --> 00:22:40,755 The flavor only lasts a minute. 523 00:22:40,857 --> 00:22:43,024 You got to replace it, like, every 60 seconds. 524 00:22:47,063 --> 00:22:48,964 - I feel good about this one. - Yeah? 525 00:22:49,065 --> 00:22:51,166 Yeah, yeah. Come on. 526 00:22:51,267 --> 00:22:52,868 - Cool. - Hey! 527 00:22:52,969 --> 00:22:54,603 Batter, batter, batter, swing! 528 00:22:54,704 --> 00:22:56,271 Come on. 529 00:22:58,074 --> 00:23:01,209 Did you know that Graham Nash wrote the song "Our House" 530 00:23:01,310 --> 00:23:03,011 about this house? 531 00:23:03,112 --> 00:23:04,379 - Oh, really? - Mm-hmm. 532 00:23:04,480 --> 00:23:06,081 - Huh. - One morning 533 00:23:06,182 --> 00:23:08,116 Joni and Graham went down to the Valley 534 00:23:08,217 --> 00:23:09,951 to have breakfast at Art's Deli. 535 00:23:10,052 --> 00:23:13,688 And after breakfast they were walking down Ventura Boulevard, 536 00:23:13,789 --> 00:23:15,891 and Joni spotted this vase 537 00:23:15,992 --> 00:23:17,959 in a store window that she really liked. 538 00:23:18,060 --> 00:23:19,461 Mm-hmm. 539 00:23:19,562 --> 00:23:21,096 So they bought it. 540 00:23:21,197 --> 00:23:24,299 And they brought it back home, and Graham suggested 541 00:23:24,400 --> 00:23:27,869 that Joni pick some flowers for the vase 542 00:23:27,970 --> 00:23:29,504 while he built a fire. 543 00:23:29,605 --> 00:23:31,606 Mm-hmm. 544 00:23:34,977 --> 00:23:37,178 ♪ I'll light the fire ♪ 545 00:23:37,280 --> 00:23:39,714 ♪ You place the flowers ♪ 546 00:23:39,815 --> 00:23:45,186 ♪ In the vase that you bought today ♪ 547 00:23:45,288 --> 00:23:47,622 ♪ Staring at the fire ♪ 548 00:23:47,723 --> 00:23:49,991 ♪ For hours and hours... ♪ 549 00:23:50,092 --> 00:23:51,760 - Come on, Jack. - No, no, I... 550 00:23:51,861 --> 00:23:53,929 ♪ While I listen to you ♪ 551 00:23:54,030 --> 00:23:56,631 ♪ Play your love songs ♪ 552 00:23:56,732 --> 00:24:00,502 ♪ All night long for me ♪ 553 00:24:00,603 --> 00:24:05,073 ♪ Only for me-ee-ee ♪ 554 00:24:05,174 --> 00:24:09,511 ♪ Come to me now ♪ 555 00:24:09,612 --> 00:24:13,081 ♪ Rest your head for just five minutes ♪ 556 00:24:13,182 --> 00:24:16,251 ♪ Everything ♪ 557 00:24:16,352 --> 00:24:18,386 ♪ Is done. ♪ 558 00:24:20,823 --> 00:24:23,425 - You still got it. - Hmm. 559 00:24:23,526 --> 00:24:26,995 An otherwise simple morning might have been forgotten 560 00:24:27,096 --> 00:24:29,264 if it weren't for that song. 561 00:24:38,140 --> 00:24:40,275 Are you scared? 562 00:24:43,279 --> 00:24:45,180 A little. 563 00:24:45,281 --> 00:24:47,916 But I'm not even thinking about any of that right now 564 00:24:48,017 --> 00:24:51,486 'cause I am... I'm right here with you. 565 00:24:53,289 --> 00:24:55,757 You've always had that quality, Kevin. 566 00:24:57,493 --> 00:24:59,427 You make everything fun. 567 00:24:59,528 --> 00:25:01,768 Which I know you probably think is a bad thing sometimes, 568 00:25:01,864 --> 00:25:03,698 and maybe people don't take you seriously. 569 00:25:03,799 --> 00:25:05,500 You're ice cold. Let me try. Let me try. 570 00:25:05,601 --> 00:25:07,168 Ready? 571 00:25:07,269 --> 00:25:09,204 Okay. Okay. 572 00:25:12,308 --> 00:25:14,109 Nope. 573 00:25:15,611 --> 00:25:17,679 It's not it. 574 00:25:19,115 --> 00:25:20,382 What? 575 00:25:23,119 --> 00:25:26,688 Sometimes making people forget about their worries, 576 00:25:26,789 --> 00:25:29,457 or what comes next... 577 00:25:29,558 --> 00:25:34,529 that's the most important thing you can do for someone. 578 00:25:38,434 --> 00:25:41,136 So, we've talked about your panic attacks 579 00:25:41,237 --> 00:25:44,673 and your relationship with your two fathers. 580 00:25:44,774 --> 00:25:47,542 How is your relationship with your mother? 581 00:25:47,643 --> 00:25:49,044 It's good. 582 00:25:49,145 --> 00:25:51,146 I love my mother. 583 00:25:52,648 --> 00:25:54,616 We're very close. 584 00:25:54,717 --> 00:25:56,785 If you sense me tensing up right now, 585 00:25:56,886 --> 00:25:58,219 it's because of her illness, 586 00:25:58,320 --> 00:26:00,355 not because of my relationship with her. 587 00:26:00,456 --> 00:26:03,124 Trust me when I say I'm not here because of her. 588 00:26:03,225 --> 00:26:05,326 I'm here because I have control issues. 589 00:26:05,428 --> 00:26:08,263 Is that your... self-diagnosis? 590 00:26:08,364 --> 00:26:10,799 I think it's kind of obvious. 591 00:26:12,435 --> 00:26:15,036 Like how you're trying to control the conversation away 592 00:26:15,137 --> 00:26:17,372 from talking about your mom? 593 00:26:21,177 --> 00:26:23,244 Okay, Dr. Melfi. 594 00:26:24,313 --> 00:26:26,047 I get it. 595 00:26:26,148 --> 00:26:27,949 I get what you're doing here. 596 00:26:29,652 --> 00:26:32,887 I mean, is it broke or something? What's the...? 597 00:26:32,988 --> 00:26:36,157 Do you want to talk about why that's bothering you? 598 00:26:39,095 --> 00:26:43,131 But then I would have to admit that it's bothering me. 599 00:26:43,232 --> 00:26:45,300 Ha, ha. 600 00:26:45,401 --> 00:26:48,470 Okay. All right. 601 00:26:48,571 --> 00:26:52,674 So... this is all part of it, right? 602 00:26:52,775 --> 00:26:55,143 The waiting room, the painting? 603 00:26:55,244 --> 00:26:56,978 Is that how your operation works? 604 00:26:57,079 --> 00:27:01,282 Just agitate your patients into having a breakdown? 605 00:27:01,383 --> 00:27:03,451 Ah, apologies. 606 00:27:03,552 --> 00:27:06,054 I need to check this. 607 00:27:09,825 --> 00:27:11,893 Oh, good. 608 00:27:11,994 --> 00:27:14,662 Looks like my brother will be taking my mom 609 00:27:14,764 --> 00:27:16,331 to her follow-up appointment today. 610 00:27:16,432 --> 00:27:18,333 What could go wrong? 611 00:27:21,182 --> 00:27:25,217 ♪ All I can say is that my life is pretty plain ♪ 612 00:27:26,853 --> 00:27:28,654 ♪ I like watchin' ♪ 613 00:27:28,755 --> 00:27:32,191 ♪ The puddles gather rain... ♪ 614 00:27:32,292 --> 00:27:34,171 Hey, bud, take your stuff 615 00:27:34,173 --> 00:27:35,495 upstairs, okay? 616 00:27:35,595 --> 00:27:37,629 Thanks. 617 00:27:37,731 --> 00:27:39,331 Hi. 618 00:27:39,432 --> 00:27:41,734 ♪ And speak my point of view... ♪ 619 00:27:41,835 --> 00:27:45,838 Look, I-I know you don't want to talk about Stuart, all right? 620 00:27:45,939 --> 00:27:48,607 - Especially not with your dad. - I don't. 621 00:27:50,877 --> 00:27:53,412 ♪ I just want someone to say... ♪ 622 00:27:53,513 --> 00:27:56,715 Hey, do you know how, some Saturdays, 623 00:27:56,816 --> 00:28:00,719 when I make waffles, you guys see me toss the first one out? 624 00:28:00,820 --> 00:28:03,722 That's because the waffle iron is too hot, 625 00:28:03,823 --> 00:28:05,624 or maybe it's not hot enough, or, 626 00:28:05,725 --> 00:28:08,293 you know, I made the batter too thick. 627 00:28:08,394 --> 00:28:12,698 First boyfriends are kind of like first waffles. 628 00:28:12,799 --> 00:28:15,300 Okay? You-you got to... 629 00:28:15,401 --> 00:28:18,637 get through a few before you get it right. 630 00:28:18,738 --> 00:28:21,006 ♪ I sleep all day... ♪ 631 00:28:21,107 --> 00:28:22,908 Yours is out there. He's just... 632 00:28:23,009 --> 00:28:24,543 He's still cooking. 633 00:28:29,582 --> 00:28:31,116 Hello? 634 00:28:37,623 --> 00:28:40,726 - Hi. - Hi. 635 00:28:40,827 --> 00:28:42,661 Thank God you're finally home. 636 00:28:42,762 --> 00:28:44,329 He conked out, like, an hour ago, 637 00:28:44,430 --> 00:28:47,332 - and I've been too afraid to move. - Oh. 638 00:28:47,433 --> 00:28:50,002 - How'd it go with Madison? - Surprisingly well. 639 00:28:50,103 --> 00:28:52,337 She's not gonna be my sister-in-law, is she? 640 00:28:52,438 --> 00:28:54,439 No. It's all good. 641 00:28:56,976 --> 00:28:58,810 - Mm. - Tobe? 642 00:28:58,911 --> 00:29:00,645 Yeah. 643 00:29:01,647 --> 00:29:03,181 I don't want to resent you 644 00:29:03,282 --> 00:29:05,283 for being honest about your feelings. 645 00:29:05,385 --> 00:29:07,285 And I don't want you to resent me 646 00:29:07,387 --> 00:29:09,087 for resenting you about your feelings. 647 00:29:11,290 --> 00:29:13,592 I love you. 648 00:29:16,162 --> 00:29:19,564 And I'm tired of the me versus you. 649 00:29:19,665 --> 00:29:22,734 I mean, we're our best when it's me and you versus everyone. 650 00:29:22,835 --> 00:29:25,871 - You know? - Yeah. 651 00:29:25,972 --> 00:29:28,106 Now can I see the studio? 652 00:29:28,207 --> 00:29:30,709 I know I cut it short before, but... 653 00:29:30,810 --> 00:29:32,978 I think it's one of your all-time... 654 00:29:33,079 --> 00:29:34,746 sweetest, most romantic gestures. 655 00:29:34,847 --> 00:29:36,314 Actually, it's number one. 656 00:29:36,416 --> 00:29:38,750 You just haven't seen the rest of it. 657 00:29:40,219 --> 00:29:41,953 Can you show me? 658 00:29:44,690 --> 00:29:46,058 Oh, I'm starving. 659 00:29:46,159 --> 00:29:48,126 Let's go get something to eat. 660 00:29:48,227 --> 00:29:51,730 What about, um, that-that fancy sushi restaurant that you love? 661 00:29:51,831 --> 00:29:55,033 Uh... okay. I don't know if we have the time, though, Ma. 662 00:29:55,134 --> 00:29:57,094 I mean, uh, we got to get Miguel, I got to get you 663 00:29:57,097 --> 00:29:58,537 - to your doctor's appointment. - No. 664 00:29:58,538 --> 00:30:00,105 No, we can reschedule that. 665 00:30:00,206 --> 00:30:04,242 Ooh, maybe I can try that dangerous food 666 00:30:04,343 --> 00:30:06,411 you're always talking about. What's it called? 667 00:30:06,512 --> 00:30:08,447 - The, the blowfish. - Blowfish. 668 00:30:08,548 --> 00:30:10,515 - Yeah. - Yes. 669 00:30:10,616 --> 00:30:12,584 Uh, yeah, I just... I don't want 670 00:30:12,685 --> 00:30:14,186 to reinforce this family's narrative 671 00:30:14,287 --> 00:30:15,520 that I'm not dependable. 672 00:30:15,621 --> 00:30:17,756 Kevin, they're only MRI results. 673 00:30:17,857 --> 00:30:19,458 They can wait until tomorrow. 674 00:30:19,559 --> 00:30:22,394 Mom... 675 00:30:22,495 --> 00:30:25,730 I don't... I don't want to go. 676 00:30:25,832 --> 00:30:27,966 'Cause I don't want today to end. 677 00:30:32,171 --> 00:30:34,272 Today's gonna end no matter what. 678 00:30:38,144 --> 00:30:40,445 But there's tomorrow. 679 00:30:40,546 --> 00:30:42,414 There's tomorrow, and I will be here, 680 00:30:42,515 --> 00:30:44,516 and we will do something else. 681 00:30:45,618 --> 00:30:47,619 I promise. 682 00:30:50,957 --> 00:30:54,159 It's not that I need to be in control. 683 00:30:54,260 --> 00:30:55,794 My mother depends on me. 684 00:30:55,895 --> 00:30:57,863 I'm the only one who can take care of her. 685 00:30:57,964 --> 00:30:59,631 It's been that way a long time. 686 00:30:59,732 --> 00:31:02,200 And, yes, before you drop Freud on me, I get it. 687 00:31:02,301 --> 00:31:04,421 I have a very complicated relationship with my mother. 688 00:31:04,422 --> 00:31:07,339 But if I'm not the one who's taking care of her, who will? 689 00:31:07,440 --> 00:31:09,274 Her husband? He's a nice guy, 690 00:31:09,375 --> 00:31:11,276 but he's been missing this thing for months. 691 00:31:11,377 --> 00:31:12,978 My brother? 692 00:31:13,079 --> 00:31:14,913 Just you wait. By the end of this session, 693 00:31:15,014 --> 00:31:17,616 I'll get a text saying that he completely lost track of time 694 00:31:17,717 --> 00:31:19,437 and forgot about the appointment, all the... 695 00:31:27,426 --> 00:31:29,895 She made me promise not to tell anyone 696 00:31:29,996 --> 00:31:31,897 when she got diagnosed. 697 00:31:31,998 --> 00:31:33,331 Why? 698 00:31:33,432 --> 00:31:35,901 Because my brother is a recovering addict. 699 00:31:36,002 --> 00:31:38,336 My sister has a kid with special needs. 700 00:31:38,437 --> 00:31:40,338 They have enough on their plate. 701 00:31:40,439 --> 00:31:42,307 As if I don't. 702 00:31:42,408 --> 00:31:44,543 And if you think this is new information to me, 703 00:31:44,644 --> 00:31:45,977 if you think I'm having 704 00:31:46,078 --> 00:31:47,913 some kind of revelation right now, I'm not. 705 00:31:48,014 --> 00:31:50,916 Which is why this is a waste of time. 706 00:31:51,017 --> 00:31:52,517 I know my faults. 707 00:31:52,618 --> 00:31:54,252 I know what triggers me. 708 00:31:54,353 --> 00:31:56,755 But I think my faults are good faults, 709 00:31:56,856 --> 00:31:59,157 and I would rather have them than to not have them. 710 00:31:59,258 --> 00:32:01,359 And I know you think I'm spiraling right now. 711 00:32:01,460 --> 00:32:03,161 I've seen the shows. I know the drill. 712 00:32:03,262 --> 00:32:05,363 But, hey, if it wasn't for me, 713 00:32:05,464 --> 00:32:08,466 this whole family would have fallen apart. 714 00:32:10,469 --> 00:32:11,937 Would they? 715 00:32:12,038 --> 00:32:13,939 You... 716 00:32:14,040 --> 00:32:16,575 "Would they?" 717 00:32:16,676 --> 00:32:18,810 You know, um... 718 00:32:19,845 --> 00:32:21,746 You don't get it, 719 00:32:21,847 --> 00:32:24,449 and I don't have time to explain it. 720 00:32:25,451 --> 00:32:28,286 And, uh, due respect, 721 00:32:28,387 --> 00:32:31,590 how am I supposed to take mental health advice 722 00:32:31,691 --> 00:32:35,360 from someone who doesn't throw out magazines from 2017? 723 00:32:35,461 --> 00:32:39,798 From someone who doesn't refill cups at the water cooler? 724 00:32:39,899 --> 00:32:42,867 From someone who put... 725 00:32:46,339 --> 00:32:48,240 It's not that hard, Doc. 726 00:32:53,346 --> 00:32:56,348 Just turn it off when you're done. 727 00:33:09,595 --> 00:33:12,364 - Hey there. - Hey. 728 00:33:12,465 --> 00:33:15,467 Sorry I missed dinner. 729 00:33:16,869 --> 00:33:18,403 Where, uh, where are the girls? 730 00:33:18,504 --> 00:33:21,406 Uh, Deja's upstairs, FaceTiming with Malik. 731 00:33:21,507 --> 00:33:24,309 Tess and Annie are doing their homework. 732 00:33:24,410 --> 00:33:26,311 Right on. 733 00:33:41,461 --> 00:33:43,462 I tried, babe. 734 00:33:46,900 --> 00:33:48,800 I just don't think it's for me. 735 00:33:48,902 --> 00:33:51,236 I... 736 00:33:51,337 --> 00:33:52,804 Well, not... 737 00:33:52,906 --> 00:33:54,206 At least not right now. 738 00:33:54,307 --> 00:33:56,208 I'm not closing the door on it. 739 00:33:56,309 --> 00:33:57,976 Okay. 740 00:33:59,078 --> 00:34:01,180 You good? 741 00:34:01,281 --> 00:34:03,448 Mm-hmm. 742 00:34:06,486 --> 00:34:08,754 I knew you'd find something wrong with it. 743 00:34:08,855 --> 00:34:10,556 There's nothing wrong with it. 744 00:34:10,657 --> 00:34:12,391 - It's just, um... - I think 745 00:34:12,492 --> 00:34:14,426 you should try to give it a chance. 746 00:34:14,527 --> 00:34:17,029 Maybe you should just go a couple more times, 747 00:34:17,109 --> 00:34:18,709 and-and then if you still think that... 748 00:34:18,710 --> 00:34:20,165 Thank you, Beth, but I'm okay. 749 00:34:20,266 --> 00:34:22,301 All right? And I know you think I need this, 750 00:34:22,402 --> 00:34:24,336 - but... - Babe? 751 00:34:24,437 --> 00:34:26,505 I need this. 752 00:34:27,540 --> 00:34:29,708 Sorry? 753 00:34:32,412 --> 00:34:34,313 You want to know why I didn't let you 754 00:34:34,414 --> 00:34:36,848 go through my purse this morning? 755 00:34:38,918 --> 00:34:40,252 Why? 756 00:34:55,168 --> 00:34:57,636 You bought Annie the iPhone. 757 00:34:57,737 --> 00:35:00,639 It's a bottle of pepper spray 758 00:35:00,740 --> 00:35:04,610 'cause sometimes I have to lock up the studio alone at night. 759 00:35:04,711 --> 00:35:06,111 And that didn't used to bother me, 760 00:35:06,212 --> 00:35:08,080 but now it does. 761 00:35:12,118 --> 00:35:15,020 This is doctor-prescribed. 762 00:35:15,121 --> 00:35:18,457 You know, I haven't been sleeping very well. 763 00:35:18,558 --> 00:35:21,526 She gave me three pills just to get me over the hump. 764 00:35:22,629 --> 00:35:24,429 And yeah. 765 00:35:24,530 --> 00:35:25,731 This is a phone for Annie, 766 00:35:25,832 --> 00:35:27,432 but it's not because she wants it. 767 00:35:27,533 --> 00:35:29,434 It's because I want her to have it 768 00:35:29,535 --> 00:35:32,671 because there was a strange man in our house, 769 00:35:32,772 --> 00:35:35,674 and I need to know where my baby is at all times. 770 00:35:35,775 --> 00:35:37,442 I'm sorry, Beth, I didn't know. 771 00:35:37,543 --> 00:35:39,444 Of course you didn't. 772 00:35:39,545 --> 00:35:41,446 'Cause I didn't tell you. 773 00:35:41,547 --> 00:35:43,715 Because I was worried 774 00:35:43,816 --> 00:35:46,385 that if I lay anything else on you, 775 00:35:46,486 --> 00:35:48,453 you were gonna crack. 776 00:35:50,490 --> 00:35:52,591 But I want to tell you. 777 00:35:52,692 --> 00:35:54,693 I need to. 778 00:35:54,794 --> 00:35:56,828 You're my person. 779 00:35:58,298 --> 00:36:00,832 Unless you're gonna get the help you need... 780 00:36:02,201 --> 00:36:05,203 ...I can't. 781 00:36:10,910 --> 00:36:12,944 The MoCA test ruled out impairment 782 00:36:13,046 --> 00:36:14,146 due to stroke or tumor. 783 00:36:14,247 --> 00:36:16,581 The brain MRI revealed 784 00:36:16,683 --> 00:36:19,051 hippocampal atrophy, which means 785 00:36:19,152 --> 00:36:21,720 shrinkage in the memory centers of the brain. 786 00:36:21,821 --> 00:36:24,790 We're not making a diagnosis based solely on the MRI, 787 00:36:24,891 --> 00:36:27,359 but hippocampal atrophy would support a diagnosis 788 00:36:27,460 --> 00:36:29,361 of mild cognitive impairment, 789 00:36:29,462 --> 00:36:32,464 likely due to Alzheimer's, 790 00:36:32,565 --> 00:36:36,201 suggesting a clear course of action for us. 791 00:36:47,980 --> 00:36:50,048 So, the truth is, 792 00:36:50,149 --> 00:36:53,485 I didn't clean out the garage just for you. 793 00:36:53,586 --> 00:36:55,487 I cleaned it out for Jack, too. 794 00:36:55,588 --> 00:36:59,024 See, the music studio is for... 795 00:36:59,125 --> 00:37:01,226 the both of you. 796 00:37:01,327 --> 00:37:03,295 Ta-da. 797 00:37:03,396 --> 00:37:04,563 What? 798 00:37:06,866 --> 00:37:09,301 Obviously, we will have to upgrade it 799 00:37:09,402 --> 00:37:12,337 as he grows, but if any kid deserves a playroom 800 00:37:12,438 --> 00:37:15,140 with every sound known to man, 801 00:37:15,241 --> 00:37:17,609 it is Jumpin' Jack Damon. 802 00:37:20,113 --> 00:37:22,414 Toby, I love it. 803 00:37:22,515 --> 00:37:23,749 And you're right. 804 00:37:23,850 --> 00:37:25,984 This is the number one gesture. 805 00:37:26,085 --> 00:37:28,487 Thank you. 806 00:37:28,588 --> 00:37:30,055 - Told you. - I know. 807 00:37:33,493 --> 00:37:35,394 Hey, I'm gonna make some tea, 808 00:37:35,495 --> 00:37:37,462 gather up the Swedish Fish for movie night. 809 00:37:37,563 --> 00:37:38,964 I'm thinking "Borat". 810 00:37:39,065 --> 00:37:40,499 Perfect. 811 00:37:44,070 --> 00:37:45,937 - Sweetheart? - Yeah. 812 00:37:46,038 --> 00:37:48,940 I have a favor to ask of you, and it's important. 813 00:37:49,041 --> 00:37:50,542 Yeah, anything. 814 00:37:50,643 --> 00:37:54,379 Please don't start treating me any differently, okay? 815 00:37:54,480 --> 00:37:55,747 I need the fun. 816 00:37:55,848 --> 00:37:57,916 I need the laughs. 817 00:37:58,017 --> 00:38:01,420 I'm serious, Kevin. 818 00:38:02,522 --> 00:38:04,856 I need that part of you. 819 00:38:06,893 --> 00:38:08,193 Okay. 820 00:38:08,294 --> 00:38:10,228 I also really want to go 821 00:38:10,329 --> 00:38:11,930 to your movie premiere in New York. 822 00:38:12,031 --> 00:38:13,999 I see Matt Damon bringing his mom. 823 00:38:14,100 --> 00:38:15,901 That's different. 824 00:38:16,002 --> 00:38:17,736 They're engaged. 825 00:38:23,276 --> 00:38:24,810 ♪ Such a cozy room ♪ 826 00:38:24,911 --> 00:38:28,514 ♪ The windows are illuminated ♪ 827 00:38:28,615 --> 00:38:31,016 ♪ By the evening ♪ 828 00:38:31,117 --> 00:38:34,119 ♪ Sunshine through them ♪ 829 00:38:34,220 --> 00:38:36,455 ♪ Fiery gems ♪ 830 00:38:37,423 --> 00:38:39,424 ♪ For you ♪ 831 00:38:39,526 --> 00:38:43,328 ♪ Only for you, ooh, ooh ♪ 832 00:38:43,429 --> 00:38:45,531 Come on. Sing it. 833 00:38:45,632 --> 00:38:48,000 ♪ Our house ♪ 834 00:38:48,101 --> 00:38:50,936 ♪ Is a very, very, very fine house ♪ 835 00:38:51,037 --> 00:38:52,677 - ♪ Very fine house ♪ - ♪ Nice. ♪ 836 00:38:52,705 --> 00:38:54,406 ♪ Two cats in the yard ♪ 837 00:38:54,507 --> 00:38:58,243 - ♪ In the yard ♪ - ♪ Life used to be so hard ♪ 838 00:38:58,344 --> 00:39:00,846 ♪ Now everything is easy ♪ 839 00:39:00,947 --> 00:39:02,781 - ♪ 'Cause of you ♪ - ♪ 'Cause of you. ♪ 840 00:39:02,882 --> 00:39:06,919 ♪ I'll light the fire ♪ 841 00:39:07,020 --> 00:39:09,688 ♪ You place the flowers ♪ 842 00:39:09,789 --> 00:39:12,090 ♪ In the vase ♪ 843 00:39:12,192 --> 00:39:14,560 ♪ That you bought ♪ 844 00:39:14,661 --> 00:39:17,262 ♪ Today ♪ 845 00:39:19,265 --> 00:39:21,700 ♪ Staring at the fire ♪ 846 00:39:21,801 --> 00:39:24,870 ♪ For hours and hours ♪ 847 00:39:24,971 --> 00:39:28,006 ♪ While I listen ♪ 848 00:39:28,107 --> 00:39:32,644 ♪ To you play your love songs ♪ 849 00:39:32,745 --> 00:39:35,080 ♪ All night long ♪ 850 00:39:35,181 --> 00:39:39,051 ♪ For me ♪ 851 00:39:39,152 --> 00:39:44,923 ♪ Only for me ♪ 852 00:39:45,992 --> 00:39:48,460 ♪ Come to me now ♪ 853 00:39:48,561 --> 00:39:50,462 - ♪ Come to me now ♪ - ♪ And rest your head ♪ 854 00:39:50,563 --> 00:39:52,864 ♪ For just five minutes ♪ 855 00:39:52,966 --> 00:39:57,970 ♪ Everything is done ♪ 856 00:39:59,405 --> 00:40:02,241 ♪ Such a cozy room ♪ 857 00:40:02,342 --> 00:40:06,511 - ♪ Such a cozy room ♪ - ♪ The windows are illuminated ♪ 858 00:40:06,613 --> 00:40:09,548 ♪ By the evening... ♪ 859 00:40:09,649 --> 00:40:12,851 Sorry about the other day. 860 00:40:12,952 --> 00:40:14,853 This is new for me. 861 00:40:14,954 --> 00:40:17,089 Don't mention it. 862 00:40:18,591 --> 00:40:20,158 Coffee? 863 00:40:22,862 --> 00:40:24,229 I'm good. 864 00:40:24,330 --> 00:40:28,166 ♪ Our house ♪ 865 00:40:28,268 --> 00:40:30,769 ♪ Is a very, very, very fine house ♪ 866 00:40:30,870 --> 00:40:33,672 ♪ With two cats in the yard ♪ 867 00:40:33,773 --> 00:40:37,876 ♪ Life used to be so hard ♪ 868 00:40:37,977 --> 00:40:40,712 ♪ Now everything is easy ♪ 869 00:40:40,813 --> 00:40:44,249 ♪ 'Cause of you ♪ 870 00:40:44,350 --> 00:40:48,787 ♪ And our ♪ 871 00:40:48,888 --> 00:40:51,423 ♪ La, la, la, la, la ♪ 872 00:40:51,524 --> 00:40:53,925 ♪ La, la, la, la, la, la ♪ 873 00:40:54,027 --> 00:40:56,461 ♪ La, la, la, la, la, la... ♪ 874 00:40:56,562 --> 00:40:58,730 - You mind if I, uh...? - Sure. 875 00:40:58,831 --> 00:41:02,668 ♪ La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la ♪ 876 00:41:02,769 --> 00:41:03,869 ♪ Our... ♪ 877 00:41:03,970 --> 00:41:05,937 - How much? - Two dollars. 878 00:41:06,039 --> 00:41:07,906 ♪ Is a very, very, very fine house ♪ 879 00:41:08,007 --> 00:41:09,074 ♪ Very fine house ♪ 880 00:41:09,175 --> 00:41:11,877 ♪ With two cats in the yard ♪ 881 00:41:11,978 --> 00:41:15,080 ♪ Life used to be so hard ♪ 882 00:41:15,181 --> 00:41:18,350 ♪ Now everything is easy ♪ 883 00:41:18,451 --> 00:41:21,820 ♪ 'Cause of you ♪ 884 00:41:22,822 --> 00:41:25,924 ♪ And our... ♪ 885 00:41:26,025 --> 00:41:27,259 Yes! 886 00:41:27,360 --> 00:41:29,361 - Did it! - Finally. 887 00:41:30,897 --> 00:41:33,465 ♪ While you place ♪ 888 00:41:33,566 --> 00:41:36,034 ♪ The flowers in the vase ♪ 889 00:41:36,135 --> 00:41:39,104 ♪ That you bought ♪ 890 00:41:39,205 --> 00:41:43,975 ♪ Today. ♪