1 00:00:05,689 --> 00:00:07,900 Since the scare with Anna, 2 00:00:07,966 --> 00:00:11,169 I have a knot in my chest from time to time. 3 00:00:11,236 --> 00:00:13,906 I have decided to leave teaching, 4 00:00:14,006 --> 00:00:16,341 because I already found the best replacement possible. 5 00:00:16,408 --> 00:00:17,584 I? 6 00:00:17,684 --> 00:00:19,119 You must have some kind of ward 7 00:00:19,186 --> 00:00:20,637 ready to take the reins. 8 00:00:20,671 --> 00:00:21,755 What happened? 9 00:00:21,822 --> 00:00:23,415 I'm thinking about retiring. 10 00:00:23,482 --> 00:00:26,693 I hadn't had an attack of panic from the college. 11 00:00:26,793 --> 00:00:28,687 you burn the candle at both ends. 12 00:00:28,754 --> 00:00:30,297 I started as a volunteer in one line 13 00:00:30,430 --> 00:00:32,024 suicide prevention. 14 00:00:32,090 --> 00:00:33,333 Be the guy on the other side of the line, 15 00:00:33,400 --> 00:00:35,494 I don't know, but it helps me. 16 00:00:36,370 --> 00:00:40,374 "THE BOOK OF CHARLES" 17 00:01:15,901 --> 00:01:19,413 24 HOURS BEFORE 18 00:01:19,479 --> 00:01:21,415 Area hotline Chicago Metropolitan. 19 00:01:21,515 --> 00:01:24,042 This is Dan. What's happening tonight? 20 00:01:28,689 --> 00:01:30,257 Well? 21 00:01:31,658 --> 00:01:33,760 Are you there? Did I lose you? 22 00:01:37,914 --> 00:01:39,066 I'm here. 23 00:01:39,132 --> 00:01:41,201 Ah, there you are. 24 00:01:41,301 --> 00:01:43,228 Tell me what's happening. 25 00:01:44,755 --> 00:01:46,773 I want to die. 26 00:01:48,834 --> 00:01:51,211 Thank you for your honesty. 27 00:01:51,278 --> 00:01:54,948 I also appreciate say it out loud 28 00:01:55,015 --> 00:01:58,552 because it is not something easy to do. 29 00:01:58,585 --> 00:02:00,487 It's the only thing I think about. 30 00:02:00,554 --> 00:02:04,591 My brain won't let to go around, I don't know, 31 00:02:04,658 --> 00:02:07,394 and it always comes back to that. 32 00:02:07,527 --> 00:02:09,788 I can't eat. I can't sleep. 33 00:02:09,855 --> 00:02:14,234 Mm. Not sleeping sucks, no doubt. 34 00:02:14,334 --> 00:02:17,029 Do you mind if I ask you your name, or at least, 35 00:02:17,129 --> 00:02:20,040 How would you like me to call you? 36 00:02:22,042 --> 00:02:23,427 Gio. 37 00:02:23,460 --> 00:02:24,678 Gio. 38 00:02:24,778 --> 00:02:26,680 Okay, Gio. Thank you. 39 00:02:26,747 --> 00:02:28,982 It was an accident. 40 00:02:29,049 --> 00:02:31,251 It was my fault. 41 00:02:31,385 --> 00:02:33,570 The fact that? What was your fault? 42 00:02:36,314 --> 00:02:38,992 I killed my girlfriend. 43 00:02:40,886 --> 00:02:42,596 Okay. 44 00:02:42,629 --> 00:02:46,733 Do you think it would help you tell me what happened? 45 00:02:46,833 --> 00:02:50,337 Because? Because? How would that help? 46 00:02:50,404 --> 00:02:53,006 Well you said that it was your fault 47 00:02:53,073 --> 00:02:55,208 and that it was an accident, something that is very interesting, 48 00:02:55,275 --> 00:02:57,135 because accidents are... 49 00:02:57,169 --> 00:02:58,912 Well, they're accidents, right? 50 00:02:58,979 --> 00:03:01,682 I mean, it's not done on purpose. 51 00:03:03,508 --> 00:03:05,786 we went to a party 52 00:03:05,819 --> 00:03:08,722 and at the end of the night, I was very drunk, 53 00:03:08,822 --> 00:03:10,982 but I only had a few beers, 54 00:03:11,016 --> 00:03:13,560 so I drove home. 55 00:03:13,660 --> 00:03:17,147 She started to feel sick, so I was going very fast. 56 00:03:17,180 --> 00:03:19,666 I didn't want him to vomit in the car, do you understand me? 57 00:03:19,700 --> 00:03:22,169 Of course I understand you. That's the worst. 58 00:03:22,202 --> 00:03:26,198 Yes. 59 00:03:26,264 --> 00:03:28,934 we were getting closer to a large intersection 60 00:03:29,034 --> 00:03:31,161 when the traffic light turned yellow, 61 00:03:31,194 --> 00:03:34,047 so I accelerated. 62 00:03:34,114 --> 00:03:36,083 But out of nowhere, 63 00:03:36,183 --> 00:03:38,852 a woman crossed the pass pedestrian very soon. 64 00:03:38,919 --> 00:03:43,615 I braked hard and tried don't run over her, 65 00:03:43,715 --> 00:03:47,594 but the car started to spin without control 66 00:03:47,661 --> 00:03:53,900 and crashed into a pole Passenger side traffic! 67 00:03:57,554 --> 00:04:00,373 When I looked at her, 68 00:04:00,440 --> 00:04:04,344 his eyes were open, but she was dead. 69 00:04:07,347 --> 00:04:09,082 Hey, I'm so sorry, Gio. 70 00:04:09,149 --> 00:04:11,543 That sounds... it sounds terrible. 71 00:04:11,576 --> 00:04:12,953 I mean, terrible. 72 00:04:13,053 --> 00:04:15,205 It's like a looped tape in my brain. 73 00:04:15,238 --> 00:04:17,858 It hurts so much and never, it never stops. 74 00:04:17,891 --> 00:04:20,427 I-I have to do let it stop. 75 00:04:20,527 --> 00:04:23,063 Okay. but there is a big difference 76 00:04:23,130 --> 00:04:26,533 between being involved in an accident 77 00:04:26,666 --> 00:04:30,337 and intentionally cause someone's death, right? 78 00:04:30,403 --> 00:04:32,372 I want you to trust me when I tell you 79 00:04:32,405 --> 00:04:35,842 that sorrow and guilt they are very good 80 00:04:35,909 --> 00:04:37,778 to confuse the difference. 81 00:04:37,878 --> 00:04:40,447 But it was my job to get home safely. 82 00:04:40,514 --> 00:04:43,416 Do you want to know the cruelest thing 83 00:04:43,450 --> 00:04:45,552 about accidents that happen very quickly? 84 00:04:45,585 --> 00:04:47,779 It's just that after they happen, 85 00:04:47,846 --> 00:04:51,124 we slow them down a lot and we start repeating them 86 00:04:51,191 --> 00:04:54,494 over and over again in our head, 87 00:04:54,594 --> 00:04:56,588 what creates the illusion what we could have done 88 00:04:56,621 --> 00:04:58,256 something different, right? 89 00:04:58,290 --> 00:04:59,858 that somehow we could have achieved 90 00:04:59,958 --> 00:05:01,334 a different result, 91 00:05:01,401 --> 00:05:06,198 when the truth is that It was never ever going to happen. 92 00:05:06,298 --> 00:05:09,843 Look, 93 00:05:09,910 --> 00:05:11,303 clearly you are a very nice guy, 94 00:05:11,369 --> 00:05:14,214 but none of this is going to bring her back. 95 00:05:14,281 --> 00:05:16,249 No, that's true 96 00:05:16,283 --> 00:05:18,585 and I can't imagine 97 00:05:18,652 --> 00:05:21,788 how difficult that is must be accepted. 98 00:05:21,855 --> 00:05:23,440 Gio, can I ask you if you have something 99 00:05:23,473 --> 00:05:26,076 what you could use to hurt you tonight? 100 00:05:29,062 --> 00:05:31,264 A gun. 101 00:05:31,331 --> 00:05:32,599 Understood. 102 00:05:32,666 --> 00:05:35,118 Where is that gun now? 103 00:05:36,987 --> 00:05:38,563 In my hand. 104 00:05:38,663 --> 00:05:41,408 Okay, look, I'm going to ask you that you do something for me, 105 00:05:41,508 --> 00:05:43,043 is it okay? 106 00:05:43,143 --> 00:05:45,912 I want you to put it somewhere for now... 107 00:05:46,012 --> 00:05:48,381 Could you put it somewhere where you don't see it? 108 00:05:52,319 --> 00:05:54,521 Are you still there, friend? 109 00:05:57,524 --> 00:06:00,085 Yes. 110 00:06:00,151 --> 00:06:03,830 Sometimes it can help 111 00:06:03,864 --> 00:06:06,733 talk about people that we have lost, right? 112 00:06:06,800 --> 00:06:08,818 Do you think I could help you talk a little about her? 113 00:06:08,852 --> 00:06:11,504 I mean, there is no answer. incorrect to this question. 114 00:06:11,571 --> 00:06:13,874 I-I'm just asking. 115 00:06:15,867 --> 00:06:17,878 His name was Darby... 116 00:06:19,871 --> 00:06:22,882 and he left... 117 00:06:22,949 --> 00:06:25,085 forever. 118 00:06:25,151 --> 00:06:29,122 Do you know something? This was a mistake. 119 00:06:29,222 --> 00:06:30,490 The fact that? 120 00:06:30,523 --> 00:06:32,559 Gio, look, 121 00:06:32,626 --> 00:06:34,861 it's so important that you feel this 122 00:06:34,928 --> 00:06:36,363 - Yes of course. - It is. 123 00:06:36,429 --> 00:06:38,890 He can't understand it. It's torture 124 00:06:38,957 --> 00:06:41,635 - and I can't take it anymore. - Friend, listen. No no. 125 00:06:41,735 --> 00:06:44,404 No. No. I'm sorry. 126 00:06:44,471 --> 00:06:46,907 Gio, listen to me, a loss how this can cause 127 00:06:46,973 --> 00:06:49,876 a kind of pain that cannot resolved or explained. 128 00:06:49,943 --> 00:06:52,404 You have to talk about it. You have to feel it. 129 00:06:52,470 --> 00:06:53,680 But only because you feel it 130 00:06:53,713 --> 00:06:55,181 doesn't mean you have than to act. 131 00:06:55,215 --> 00:06:57,242 Feeling guilty doesn't mean that you don't deserve... 132 00:06:59,653 --> 00:07:01,087 Gio? 133 00:07:07,928 --> 00:07:09,296 CALL SENT TO VOICEMAIL 134 00:07:21,508 --> 00:07:24,669 My brain won't let to run in circles 135 00:07:24,769 --> 00:07:27,113 and it always comes back to that. 136 00:07:27,180 --> 00:07:29,240 I can't eat. I can't sleep. 137 00:07:49,369 --> 00:07:51,638 - Hello. - Hi love. 138 00:07:51,705 --> 00:07:53,932 - How are you? - Good. 139 00:08:02,132 --> 00:08:03,541 Is everything okay, dad? 140 00:08:03,641 --> 00:08:05,377 Yes, great. 141 00:08:05,477 --> 00:08:06,853 You got up early. 142 00:08:06,920 --> 00:08:09,055 Yes, there was very little traffic. from Evanston. 143 00:08:09,155 --> 00:08:11,624 Okay, I want you to be honest with me. 144 00:08:11,691 --> 00:08:13,727 What do you miss most, to me, 145 00:08:13,827 --> 00:08:16,996 or to my laundry latest generation? 146 00:08:17,063 --> 00:08:18,998 - It's a tie. - Wow, 147 00:08:19,065 --> 00:08:20,533 how adorable you are when you lie 148 00:08:20,633 --> 00:08:22,660 I lie because I love you, dad. 149 00:08:22,727 --> 00:08:24,537 Do you know something? I'm going to prepare some eggs. 150 00:08:24,637 --> 00:08:26,473 Sugar won't fill you up for a long time. 151 00:08:26,506 --> 00:08:28,591 Oh but they are "magically delicious." 152 00:08:31,503 --> 00:08:33,079 Oops. 153 00:08:33,146 --> 00:08:34,514 - I'm sorry. - No, it's okay. 154 00:08:34,614 --> 00:08:36,141 - I can. - Oh. 155 00:08:39,335 --> 00:08:40,854 Underpants. 156 00:08:40,920 --> 00:08:43,456 Ah... they're mine. 157 00:08:43,523 --> 00:08:45,658 Do you wear underwear now? of a man? 158 00:08:45,725 --> 00:08:48,853 Eh, it's the fashion now. 159 00:08:48,920 --> 00:08:50,530 Okay. 160 00:08:52,424 --> 00:08:54,426 - That? - Nothing, honey. 161 00:08:54,526 --> 00:08:57,170 It's none of my business, okay? 162 00:08:57,203 --> 00:08:58,471 Come on, dad, I ask you 163 00:08:58,505 --> 00:09:00,006 tell me what What were you going to tell me? 164 00:09:00,040 --> 00:09:02,492 I'm just wondering if I have boyfriend now is the best idea. 165 00:09:02,525 --> 00:09:03,643 That's all. 166 00:09:03,710 --> 00:09:04,978 I can't believe that you told me that. 167 00:09:05,078 --> 00:09:06,813 Honey, you told me that Dr. Drake told you. 168 00:09:06,913 --> 00:09:08,782 Okay, note to self: "Don't tell dad 169 00:09:08,882 --> 00:09:11,009 not a damn thing more in the future." 170 00:09:11,042 --> 00:09:12,610 Love, I'm sorry. Really, I'm sorry. 171 00:09:12,710 --> 00:09:14,621 Dad, I don't have a boyfriend. 172 00:09:14,721 --> 00:09:16,714 Don't you worry that a new relationship... 173 00:09:16,781 --> 00:09:18,183 that is, even a sexual one...? 174 00:09:18,216 --> 00:09:20,285 Okay, dad, good point. 175 00:09:20,385 --> 00:09:22,929 Alright. I like to have sex. 176 00:09:22,996 --> 00:09:24,522 - Oh, wow. - I need to have sex. 177 00:09:24,556 --> 00:09:27,033 - No, love, please. - It is the best antidepressant 178 00:09:27,100 --> 00:09:28,793 - that I have had so far. - Love, come on. 179 00:09:28,893 --> 00:09:30,670 Dad, this has nothing what to do with me 180 00:09:30,804 --> 00:09:32,372 It's about you. 181 00:09:32,439 --> 00:09:35,975 When you focus on my life, Something is happening in yours. 182 00:09:36,042 --> 00:09:37,477 It's called projecting. 183 00:09:37,577 --> 00:09:39,137 Yes, I am familiar with the concept. 184 00:09:39,204 --> 00:09:42,315 How about evading? Did you hear it before? 185 00:09:42,382 --> 00:09:43,917 Okay, what do you think of this? 186 00:09:43,983 --> 00:09:45,952 You go to work, I'll do the laundry 187 00:09:46,052 --> 00:09:48,646 and we'll pretend we never had this conversation, okay? 188 00:09:52,759 --> 00:09:54,861 And the supervisor couldn't trace the call 189 00:09:54,894 --> 00:09:56,554 Using your phone number? 190 00:09:56,588 --> 00:09:58,998 Only the services emergency can do it. 191 00:09:59,098 --> 00:10:01,501 And listen to this: once we do that, 192 00:10:01,601 --> 00:10:04,404 once you pass a level top, it's over. 193 00:10:04,471 --> 00:10:06,106 No type is allowed follow-up. 194 00:10:06,206 --> 00:10:07,607 It's a legal issue, right? 195 00:10:07,707 --> 00:10:09,309 We are not allowed to find out what happened, 196 00:10:09,375 --> 00:10:10,602 in no sense. 197 00:10:10,668 --> 00:10:12,604 - Damn, it's brutal. - Tell it to me. 198 00:10:12,670 --> 00:10:14,606 Yes, but, look, you did everything you could 199 00:10:14,672 --> 00:10:18,384 and you don't know what happened and maybe that's a good thing. 200 00:10:18,418 --> 00:10:21,287 You also know what You got in, right? 201 00:10:21,354 --> 00:10:23,156 - Of course I know. - Come on, Daniel. 202 00:10:23,223 --> 00:10:25,291 You can't save them all. 203 00:10:27,527 --> 00:10:28,962 Why not? 204 00:10:32,232 --> 00:10:35,568 Hey, do you have a moment? 205 00:10:35,602 --> 00:10:37,570 - Yeah. - Let's talk later? 206 00:10:37,604 --> 00:10:39,906 Maybe a drink after work? 207 00:10:40,039 --> 00:10:42,242 - Yes please. - Okay. 208 00:10:42,308 --> 00:10:44,844 It just arrived a patient, Travis Abbott. 209 00:10:44,944 --> 00:10:46,871 He says he fell and hit his head, 210 00:10:46,971 --> 00:10:49,182 but it is very beaten. 211 00:10:49,282 --> 00:10:52,552 There was blood and lacerations perineals near your rectum 212 00:10:52,652 --> 00:10:55,088 and its toxicological analysis tested positive for GHB. 213 00:10:55,154 --> 00:10:56,356 Oh, okay. 214 00:10:56,456 --> 00:10:57,724 Do you think it was a sexual assault? 215 00:10:57,824 --> 00:10:58,858 Yes, but I don't want to admit it. 216 00:10:58,958 --> 00:11:01,594 I follow you. 217 00:11:01,728 --> 00:11:03,721 I-I don't know what the problem is, is it okay? 218 00:11:03,788 --> 00:11:05,331 I-I-I drank too much. 219 00:11:05,398 --> 00:11:07,100 I tripped and hit myself head in the bathroom. 220 00:11:07,200 --> 00:11:09,394 I just came to make sure not have a concussion 221 00:11:09,494 --> 00:11:12,906 and Dr. Ripley says no. Can I go home please? 222 00:11:13,006 --> 00:11:14,641 See, this is the thing. 223 00:11:14,707 --> 00:11:16,968 We must inform you that we are legally obligated 224 00:11:17,001 --> 00:11:18,645 to notify the authorities 225 00:11:18,711 --> 00:11:21,965 and offer you access to therapy When we find evidence of... 226 00:11:21,998 --> 00:11:24,576 I was not raped. 227 00:11:24,642 --> 00:11:25,843 I'm fine. 228 00:11:25,910 --> 00:11:27,353 Okay. 229 00:11:30,190 --> 00:11:33,751 You know, my dad wasn't there by my side for a long time, 230 00:11:33,851 --> 00:11:37,463 but it taught me how to deal with pain with silence, 231 00:11:37,564 --> 00:11:39,566 because that's what men do really, right? 232 00:11:39,632 --> 00:11:42,669 Someone kicks your ass and you hold on. 233 00:11:42,702 --> 00:11:46,406 someone makes you cry and you hold on. 234 00:11:46,506 --> 00:11:50,610 But that garbage It eats you inside. 235 00:11:50,710 --> 00:11:54,080 Believe me, it's not worth it. 236 00:11:54,147 --> 00:11:57,634 you have to learn to ask for help. 237 00:12:03,056 --> 00:12:07,226 That was super moving, but it has nothing to do with me. 238 00:12:09,687 --> 00:12:10,763 Understood. 239 00:12:10,830 --> 00:12:12,165 I just have one more question. 240 00:12:12,198 --> 00:12:14,400 Go to hell. 241 00:12:15,860 --> 00:12:17,770 Go bother someone else. 242 00:12:17,837 --> 00:12:20,406 Who do they think they are? my mom? 243 00:12:30,149 --> 00:12:31,517 Are you snooping on the Facebook page 244 00:12:31,584 --> 00:12:33,720 of your daughter, Dr. Charles? 245 00:12:33,753 --> 00:12:36,422 I don't snoop anywhere. She's my... she's my daughter. 246 00:12:36,489 --> 00:12:39,025 And it is a public platform last time I looked. 247 00:12:39,092 --> 00:12:41,461 How about you take care of your affairs? 248 00:12:41,527 --> 00:12:44,422 Sorry. 249 00:12:44,489 --> 00:12:46,366 But just so you know, went to Instagram 250 00:12:46,499 --> 00:12:48,935 a few years ago. 251 00:12:49,002 --> 00:12:50,503 That? What are you taking about? 252 00:12:50,603 --> 00:12:51,929 How... how do you know? 253 00:12:51,996 --> 00:12:55,274 Because I follow her and you don't. 254 00:12:57,076 --> 00:13:01,147 Well, if you must know, I think she has a new boyfriend 255 00:13:01,214 --> 00:13:03,149 and it worries me let it be something shady. 256 00:13:03,249 --> 00:13:05,610 Does Anna have a new boyfriend? 257 00:13:05,677 --> 00:13:07,587 What, is he a boyfriend? newer than new? 258 00:13:07,654 --> 00:13:09,622 How many boyfriends do you have? 259 00:13:09,689 --> 00:13:10,923 - Dr. Charles? - Mm. 260 00:13:10,957 --> 00:13:12,725 Are you available for a consultation? 261 00:13:12,859 --> 00:13:13,993 Yes. 262 00:13:14,093 --> 00:13:18,031 Okay, Sage Ellison, 32 years old. 263 00:13:18,131 --> 00:13:20,792 He says he feels acute abdominal pain 264 00:13:20,858 --> 00:13:23,169 and he wants me to do it an exploratory surgery. 265 00:13:23,269 --> 00:13:26,439 He also made a great scene. 266 00:13:26,472 --> 00:13:29,467 I did all kinds of tests and I didn't find anything. 267 00:13:29,534 --> 00:13:33,880 Do you think she's a hypochondriac? 268 00:13:33,980 --> 00:13:36,265 - Definitely. - Thank you. 269 00:13:36,299 --> 00:13:38,543 Thanks to you. 270 00:13:38,643 --> 00:13:40,953 Can you give me a general idea 271 00:13:40,987 --> 00:13:44,257 when did you start to feel the pain? 272 00:13:44,324 --> 00:13:45,883 About two years ago. 273 00:13:45,950 --> 00:13:50,229 Okay. And have you always concentrated 274 00:13:50,330 --> 00:13:51,931 in your digestive system? 275 00:13:52,065 --> 00:13:54,325 Yes, it always starts like a minor pain, 276 00:13:54,392 --> 00:13:57,303 but it always gets worse inevitably. 277 00:13:57,337 --> 00:14:00,139 I keep losing weight because eating is torture. 278 00:14:00,206 --> 00:14:03,109 I mean, it sucks. 279 00:14:03,209 --> 00:14:04,811 For sure yes. 280 00:14:04,877 --> 00:14:06,913 Is there something... I don't know... 281 00:14:07,013 --> 00:14:10,683 stressful to happen now in your life? 282 00:14:10,750 --> 00:14:12,176 Yes. 283 00:14:12,243 --> 00:14:13,453 What? 284 00:14:13,586 --> 00:14:15,513 Skepticism. 285 00:14:15,580 --> 00:14:18,491 You are a psychiatrist, so you think I'm looking for drugs 286 00:14:18,558 --> 00:14:19,959 Or it's all in my head. 287 00:14:19,992 --> 00:14:22,687 The only thing I thought is that you didn't answer my question. 288 00:14:25,732 --> 00:14:28,368 Are you OK? Sage? 289 00:14:29,527 --> 00:14:31,637 Do you really care? 290 00:14:31,771 --> 00:14:33,990 In fact, I do care. 291 00:14:34,023 --> 00:14:35,825 No. 292 00:14:35,858 --> 00:14:38,378 Nothing emotionally stressful has happened in my life 293 00:14:38,478 --> 00:14:41,981 that this has caused me, 294 00:14:42,115 --> 00:14:44,016 but I understand it. 295 00:14:44,083 --> 00:14:45,877 I am a woman. 296 00:14:45,943 --> 00:14:47,278 I'm used to that men discard 297 00:14:47,378 --> 00:14:49,622 my physical pain. 298 00:14:49,722 --> 00:14:52,725 Okay, I understand. 299 00:14:52,792 --> 00:14:55,094 But what was about to say 300 00:14:55,161 --> 00:14:57,764 is that people tend to start making moral judgments 301 00:14:57,864 --> 00:15:00,024 when we cannot identify 302 00:15:00,057 --> 00:15:01,567 traditional sources of pain. 303 00:15:01,634 --> 00:15:05,638 And as far as I'm concerned, pain is pain. 304 00:15:05,705 --> 00:15:08,408 Do you know how many stories I have heard from doctors 305 00:15:08,508 --> 00:15:09,909 discarding the pain of a woman, 306 00:15:09,976 --> 00:15:12,845 just to discover after I had cancer 307 00:15:12,879 --> 00:15:14,313 and by then 308 00:15:14,414 --> 00:15:17,250 It was terminal because they had wasted so much time? 309 00:15:17,350 --> 00:15:19,819 Are you worried could this be cancer? 310 00:15:19,886 --> 00:15:23,422 That's my point. Don't know. 311 00:15:23,489 --> 00:15:25,316 But my stomach feels as if it were 312 00:15:25,383 --> 00:15:26,626 being destroyed by an electric saw 313 00:15:26,692 --> 00:15:29,387 and no one seems to care. 314 00:15:29,420 --> 00:15:32,231 So please search to someone who cares. 315 00:15:32,265 --> 00:15:34,826 Or better yet, send someone to prepare me 316 00:15:34,926 --> 00:15:36,469 for my surgery. 317 00:15:44,778 --> 00:15:47,480 It keeps repeating in my head 318 00:15:47,547 --> 00:15:49,916 It hurts a lot and it never stops. 319 00:15:49,982 --> 00:15:54,078 I need it to stop! 320 00:15:59,684 --> 00:16:01,961 Oh please! 321 00:16:04,121 --> 00:16:05,898 What is the problem? 322 00:16:06,032 --> 00:16:09,093 Naomi just beat me in Wordle again. 323 00:16:09,126 --> 00:16:10,470 What is the word? 324 00:16:10,536 --> 00:16:12,004 Mole. 325 00:16:12,104 --> 00:16:15,408 Ah! I went blank in the last word 326 00:16:15,441 --> 00:16:17,535 and she gets it right in two turns. 327 00:16:17,635 --> 00:16:20,079 Mm. Are you OK? 328 00:16:20,146 --> 00:16:21,581 You look a little sad. 329 00:16:21,614 --> 00:16:23,916 No... no... don't start with me. 330 00:16:23,950 --> 00:16:26,352 Two shifts, Dr. Howard? 331 00:16:26,419 --> 00:16:28,271 I am a fan to astronomy, 332 00:16:28,304 --> 00:16:30,022 so it was easy for me. 333 00:16:30,122 --> 00:16:32,859 Something this one doesn't like big city peasant 334 00:16:32,925 --> 00:16:35,428 is that you can't see the stars. 335 00:16:35,494 --> 00:16:37,597 I miss them. 336 00:16:37,630 --> 00:16:39,599 Wow, how sad. 337 00:16:39,732 --> 00:16:40,933 Of course. 338 00:16:41,067 --> 00:16:42,727 I have to go. 339 00:16:42,827 --> 00:16:45,137 Oh, another thing... 340 00:16:45,204 --> 00:16:46,672 I am the best. 341 00:16:49,675 --> 00:16:51,844 Very good. 342 00:16:52,995 --> 00:16:55,072 What's going on there? 343 00:16:55,139 --> 00:16:57,074 Absolutely nothing. 344 00:16:57,174 --> 00:16:58,484 Oh really? 345 00:16:59,185 --> 00:17:01,354 Of course, we have had our moments, okay? 346 00:17:01,420 --> 00:17:03,589 But we are strictly friends. 347 00:17:03,689 --> 00:17:04,891 Understood. 348 00:17:04,991 --> 00:17:07,652 She has a boyfriend. 349 00:17:07,685 --> 00:17:08,928 Oh really? 350 00:17:09,028 --> 00:17:11,147 Look, we've never been in tune 351 00:17:11,180 --> 00:17:12,665 at the right times, 352 00:17:12,698 --> 00:17:16,669 but I feel that this new boyfriend won't last long. 353 00:17:16,736 --> 00:17:18,930 next time I won't miss my chance. 354 00:17:19,030 --> 00:17:22,775 Next time, huh? 355 00:17:22,875 --> 00:17:24,577 You're judging me, right? 356 00:17:24,644 --> 00:17:27,246 Next time it's not there Guaranteed, you know? 357 00:17:27,346 --> 00:17:30,299 "Gather the rosebuds while they can." 358 00:17:35,955 --> 00:17:38,057 Yes. 359 00:17:38,124 --> 00:17:41,227 Hey, Daniel, sorry for calling you, 360 00:17:41,294 --> 00:17:45,331 but I just received a strange call from the rector 361 00:17:45,398 --> 00:17:48,501 from the medical school from Porter University 362 00:17:48,634 --> 00:17:50,394 asking me for a reference. 363 00:17:50,461 --> 00:17:52,572 Oh, God. Okay, look. 364 00:17:52,638 --> 00:17:56,108 It was Howie, who decided to retire. 365 00:17:56,175 --> 00:17:59,078 It's a horrible idea in my opinion, 366 00:17:59,145 --> 00:18:00,846 but in your head, I am the only person 367 00:18:00,880 --> 00:18:02,381 throughout the universe 368 00:18:02,448 --> 00:18:04,584 that can replace it as dean of psychiatry. 369 00:18:04,650 --> 00:18:06,285 I understand, as long as I'm alone 370 00:18:06,385 --> 00:18:08,087 in his head and not in yours. 371 00:18:08,154 --> 00:18:10,289 believe me, I'm not going anywhere. 372 00:18:10,356 --> 00:18:13,876 And for the record, I am flattered by your concern. 373 00:18:13,909 --> 00:18:16,988 Oh and I ran into with Dr. Lenox. 374 00:18:17,088 --> 00:18:19,090 He said you spoke with a patient 375 00:18:19,156 --> 00:18:21,367 that requires surgery that you may not need. 376 00:18:21,400 --> 00:18:23,703 Yes, Sage Ellison. 377 00:18:23,736 --> 00:18:25,104 Poor thing. 378 00:18:25,171 --> 00:18:27,723 It's hard, but it's suffering a lot, 379 00:18:27,757 --> 00:18:29,141 just not necessarily 380 00:18:29,241 --> 00:18:31,210 the way you want that we create. 381 00:18:31,310 --> 00:18:35,047 Okay. Oh, another thing, Daniel. 382 00:18:35,114 --> 00:18:37,408 I'm glad you're staying. 383 00:18:38,434 --> 00:18:39,552 Me too. 384 00:18:46,892 --> 00:18:48,577 Travis. 385 00:18:48,611 --> 00:18:50,187 Travis, wait. 386 00:18:50,287 --> 00:18:52,715 No. I'm leaving. 387 00:18:58,129 --> 00:19:01,974 Travis just signed up against my recommendations. 388 00:19:02,041 --> 00:19:04,677 I'm sorry I couldn't Help you convince him, friend. 389 00:19:04,744 --> 00:19:06,579 Yes, me too. 390 00:19:06,612 --> 00:19:11,108 But I noticed that almost you convinced him. 391 00:19:11,142 --> 00:19:15,604 Look, it's none of my business, 392 00:19:15,638 --> 00:19:18,941 but i was wondering 393 00:19:18,974 --> 00:19:21,394 If you go to therapy. 394 00:19:21,494 --> 00:19:22,728 You got it right. 395 00:19:22,828 --> 00:19:25,965 but you were always against that. 396 00:19:26,032 --> 00:19:28,034 How did you change your mind? 397 00:19:28,100 --> 00:19:29,702 I'm curious. 398 00:19:29,802 --> 00:19:31,337 I don't know, maybe... 399 00:19:31,404 --> 00:19:33,672 because Hannah and Sadie They left me for the same reason. 400 00:19:33,739 --> 00:19:35,299 Wow. 401 00:19:35,332 --> 00:19:38,177 They finally got fed up with your personal hygiene problems. 402 00:19:38,244 --> 00:19:40,946 That and my savior complex. 403 00:19:41,047 --> 00:19:42,506 Oh, please. 404 00:19:42,573 --> 00:19:45,518 Isn't that just, I don't know, be a doctor? 405 00:19:47,019 --> 00:19:50,656 My three exes all told me: 406 00:19:50,723 --> 00:19:52,425 "Just do what you have to, Danny, 407 00:19:52,491 --> 00:19:54,560 because it's what you do best." 408 00:19:54,627 --> 00:19:56,328 - Ouch. - Yes. 409 00:19:56,395 --> 00:19:58,297 I don't know, man, you've... 410 00:19:58,431 --> 00:20:00,700 much improved. 411 00:20:00,766 --> 00:20:04,737 And I hope you don't mind let me tell you... 412 00:20:04,804 --> 00:20:06,705 but I'm proud of you. 413 00:20:08,674 --> 00:20:10,126 Thank you. 414 00:20:21,212 --> 00:20:24,515 Dr. Charles, can I speak with you in private? 415 00:20:24,548 --> 00:20:26,617 Jake Driscoll, theater student. 416 00:20:26,717 --> 00:20:28,060 He's an idiot. 417 00:20:28,127 --> 00:20:31,163 It's not ugly. He turned 22 on December 19. 418 00:20:31,263 --> 00:20:32,998 Is there a way to see how much How long have they been out? 419 00:20:33,032 --> 00:20:35,701 Oh, I have no idea, Dr. Charles. 420 00:20:35,735 --> 00:20:38,170 There is no clue of Anna here, no photo. 421 00:20:38,204 --> 00:20:40,005 In fact, your dating app profile 422 00:20:40,072 --> 00:20:41,774 He still says he's single. 423 00:20:41,874 --> 00:20:44,860 It terrified him when I said "her boyfriend." 424 00:20:44,894 --> 00:20:47,279 Oh. 425 00:20:47,379 --> 00:20:48,914 Maybe it's not an exclusive relationship. 426 00:20:48,981 --> 00:20:52,184 Maybe it's more of a coincidence. 427 00:20:52,318 --> 00:20:54,687 Gives me rebellious Sagittarius vibes 428 00:20:54,754 --> 00:20:56,413 - and Miguel is also... - Great. Brilliant. 429 00:20:56,480 --> 00:20:59,258 - Show me the blog. - Okay. 430 00:20:59,325 --> 00:21:01,318 Oh. It has come and gone of rehabilitation centers 431 00:21:01,385 --> 00:21:03,195 three times. 432 00:21:03,229 --> 00:21:05,397 Hasn't published anything in a month and a half. 433 00:21:05,431 --> 00:21:06,665 I hope it's okay. 434 00:21:06,766 --> 00:21:08,667 What are you talking about? 435 00:21:08,768 --> 00:21:10,436 Do you think he relapsed? 436 00:21:13,088 --> 00:21:15,474 Elara, I know very well that you are a very busy person, 437 00:21:15,574 --> 00:21:18,911 so I just wanted to give you thanks again 438 00:21:18,944 --> 00:21:21,172 for taking your time to tell me about your sister. 439 00:21:21,272 --> 00:21:22,515 I apreciate it. 440 00:21:22,615 --> 00:21:24,450 I just want you to understand I don't want to see Sage 441 00:21:24,517 --> 00:21:26,218 and she can't know that I was here. 442 00:21:26,252 --> 00:21:28,120 You have my word. 443 00:21:30,347 --> 00:21:34,393 It sounds to me like you They are not in contact. 444 00:21:34,460 --> 00:21:36,162 we have not spoken for five years. 445 00:21:36,228 --> 00:21:38,297 Can I ask why? 446 00:21:41,433 --> 00:21:44,303 let me guess why am I here. 447 00:21:44,403 --> 00:21:46,797 Sage feels unbearable pain 448 00:21:46,864 --> 00:21:49,875 and wants emergency surgery to fix it, 449 00:21:49,975 --> 00:21:52,044 but you can't find no problem. 450 00:21:52,144 --> 00:21:56,065 Okay, so this It has happened before. 451 00:21:58,209 --> 00:22:00,686 Sage is my little sister. 452 00:22:00,753 --> 00:22:03,455 We were raised in the system temporary shelter. 453 00:22:03,489 --> 00:22:06,025 Musical families... 454 00:22:06,125 --> 00:22:10,221 some nice ones, others not so much. 455 00:22:10,287 --> 00:22:11,530 But when they weren't nice, 456 00:22:11,630 --> 00:22:13,532 I was always there to protect her. 457 00:22:13,632 --> 00:22:16,502 But when I became an adult and I left the system, 458 00:22:16,569 --> 00:22:18,437 a young man fractured him the skull with a bat 459 00:22:18,470 --> 00:22:21,040 and had emergency surgery. 460 00:22:21,140 --> 00:22:22,975 The doctors and nurses They knew their situation, 461 00:22:23,042 --> 00:22:26,095 so they gave him a lot attention to compensate for it. 462 00:22:27,546 --> 00:22:29,807 has been chasing that attention since then. 463 00:22:31,483 --> 00:22:33,552 Has it occurred to you the possibility 464 00:22:33,652 --> 00:22:37,556 Than the pain of Sage could it be real for her? 465 00:22:37,623 --> 00:22:39,458 You're giving him too much credit. 466 00:22:39,491 --> 00:22:41,627 The mind can be extraordinarily adept 467 00:22:41,694 --> 00:22:43,629 to create physical pain, Elara. 468 00:22:43,662 --> 00:22:46,924 - It's possible. - He doesn't feel any pain. 469 00:22:46,991 --> 00:22:48,734 She's just a liar. 470 00:22:48,801 --> 00:22:51,203 Well, the behavior who seeks attention 471 00:22:51,270 --> 00:22:52,738 what you describe is an essential part 472 00:22:52,805 --> 00:22:54,365 of a very serious condition. 473 00:22:54,431 --> 00:22:56,200 It's called factitious disorder. 474 00:22:56,267 --> 00:22:59,778 better known as "Munchausen syndrome." 475 00:22:59,845 --> 00:23:01,664 I don't care what his name is. 476 00:23:01,697 --> 00:23:04,483 I only know that not anymore I can stand it. 477 00:23:04,516 --> 00:23:06,552 I blamed myself for a long time. 478 00:23:06,652 --> 00:23:10,656 Maybe if I had taken her with me when I turned 18, 479 00:23:10,789 --> 00:23:13,892 today would be normal. 480 00:23:13,959 --> 00:23:15,995 Sage knew how to manipulate me with that guilt. 481 00:23:16,028 --> 00:23:18,180 You used it as a weapon, right? 482 00:23:18,213 --> 00:23:19,556 Of course. 483 00:23:19,623 --> 00:23:24,028 I believed his lies... I allowed them, 484 00:23:24,061 --> 00:23:27,106 I defended her against doctors who knew what was happening 485 00:23:27,172 --> 00:23:31,010 until I realized that I had to get her out of my life 486 00:23:31,110 --> 00:23:33,078 If I wanted to have a life. 487 00:23:40,277 --> 00:23:42,388 It's my fault. 488 00:23:42,488 --> 00:23:45,190 I killed my girlfriend. 489 00:23:47,026 --> 00:23:48,527 Hello, I'm Dr. Charles. 490 00:23:48,560 --> 00:23:50,329 Dr. Frost asked me to visit you. 491 00:23:50,429 --> 00:23:52,665 Lee Holloway but I'm not the patient. 492 00:23:52,698 --> 00:23:55,517 - No? - It's him. 493 00:24:03,876 --> 00:24:05,377 Hello. 494 00:24:05,477 --> 00:24:07,680 What... what's your name? 495 00:24:07,746 --> 00:24:10,482 You know that cats They don't talk, Dr. Charles. 496 00:24:10,549 --> 00:24:12,184 Excellent point. 497 00:24:12,217 --> 00:24:14,787 What is this kitten's name? 498 00:24:14,887 --> 00:24:17,089 Slater. 499 00:24:19,091 --> 00:24:22,619 But I would call her Adelaide for your safety. 500 00:24:22,720 --> 00:24:24,555 - Adelaide then. - Oh. 501 00:24:24,621 --> 00:24:26,290 Lee brought it because he couldn't stop vomiting. 502 00:24:26,390 --> 00:24:28,200 has been eating food for cats. 503 00:24:28,267 --> 00:24:32,137 Aha. And for how long has he done it? 504 00:24:32,204 --> 00:24:35,432 three days, since our cat died. 505 00:24:35,466 --> 00:24:37,409 Oh, sorry. 506 00:24:37,443 --> 00:24:39,236 Thank you. 507 00:24:39,303 --> 00:24:43,140 Adelaide had been my buddy for 18 years. 508 00:24:43,240 --> 00:24:44,883 I adopted her my freshman year. at DePaul. 509 00:24:46,251 --> 00:24:48,712 Before I got married, before I became a mother. 510 00:24:48,779 --> 00:24:51,924 helped me overcome many separations. 511 00:24:52,024 --> 00:24:53,325 But it is an extreme way 512 00:24:53,425 --> 00:24:54,952 of trying to make me feel better, don't you think? 513 00:24:54,985 --> 00:24:57,421 Lee, would you mind? if I spend a moment alone 514 00:24:57,488 --> 00:24:59,798 with Adelaide? Is that okay with you? 515 00:24:59,898 --> 00:25:00,966 Of course. 516 00:25:01,066 --> 00:25:03,001 Okay, follow me, please. 517 00:25:04,636 --> 00:25:06,088 Thank you. 518 00:25:07,598 --> 00:25:10,776 Adelaide, could you jump on the bed? 519 00:25:10,809 --> 00:25:12,311 There are many fleas in the apartment. 520 00:25:16,415 --> 00:25:18,484 Wow. Look, 521 00:25:18,517 --> 00:25:23,747 I'm going to ask you some questions, okay? 522 00:25:23,814 --> 00:25:28,452 What do you think if the answer Is it "yes", do you meow? 523 00:25:28,519 --> 00:25:32,865 And if the answer is "no", you don't say anything 524 00:25:32,931 --> 00:25:34,133 Is that okay with you? 525 00:25:35,659 --> 00:25:38,303 Okay. Maybe the reason 526 00:25:38,404 --> 00:25:41,031 why you became in a cat it is because you... 527 00:25:41,098 --> 00:25:44,368 mom was very sad and you wanted to make her feel better? 528 00:25:46,478 --> 00:25:47,913 Okay. 529 00:25:47,980 --> 00:25:49,873 Look, I think it's wonderful. 530 00:25:49,973 --> 00:25:52,384 how hard you work to make feel better about your mom. 531 00:25:52,451 --> 00:25:54,445 But I want to tell you a secret. 532 00:25:54,511 --> 00:25:58,557 Moms love their children more than anything else 533 00:25:58,624 --> 00:26:03,028 all over the world, even your favorite pet. 534 00:26:03,062 --> 00:26:05,731 so i think 535 00:26:05,798 --> 00:26:10,569 what your mom misses the most It's Slater. 536 00:26:18,310 --> 00:26:20,212 It was my fault. 537 00:26:20,245 --> 00:26:21,839 What was your fault? 538 00:26:21,905 --> 00:26:26,485 Mommy had chocolates in the pantry. 539 00:26:26,552 --> 00:26:28,345 I shouldn't have known, 540 00:26:28,412 --> 00:26:31,890 because he doesn't like it eat a lot of sugar. 541 00:26:31,990 --> 00:26:33,559 Oh. 542 00:26:33,592 --> 00:26:36,186 So I went into the pantry 543 00:26:36,253 --> 00:26:38,397 after he went to sleep one night, 544 00:26:38,430 --> 00:26:40,924 I ate some chocolates, but I forgot 545 00:26:41,024 --> 00:26:43,602 put the chocolates back in the pantry. 546 00:26:44,695 --> 00:26:47,206 I left them on the floor. 547 00:26:47,306 --> 00:26:49,408 Ah, I see. 548 00:26:49,441 --> 00:26:52,169 And Adelaide found them. 549 00:26:52,236 --> 00:26:55,080 Mommy found her dead in the morning. 550 00:26:55,114 --> 00:26:58,542 He will never forgive me. 551 00:26:58,609 --> 00:27:00,544 Yes it will. 552 00:27:00,611 --> 00:27:02,120 I promise you. 553 00:27:02,221 --> 00:27:05,357 But first, we have to tell him what happened. 554 00:27:05,424 --> 00:27:09,394 I know that sounds scary, But I'll help you, okay? 555 00:27:09,428 --> 00:27:12,898 And after doing it, believe me, 556 00:27:12,931 --> 00:27:17,970 everyone will feel much better, especially you. 557 00:27:23,408 --> 00:27:25,410 What kind of doctor are you? 558 00:27:25,477 --> 00:27:26,812 Why do you ask? 559 00:27:26,879 --> 00:27:30,541 I thought I was going to have than being a cat forever. 560 00:27:30,607 --> 00:27:33,919 Well, I'm very happy be able to help you. 561 00:27:34,019 --> 00:27:35,654 Shall we talk to your mom? 562 00:27:49,660 --> 00:27:50,869 How did it go? 563 00:27:50,903 --> 00:27:53,163 Could you find information about Gio? 564 00:27:53,263 --> 00:27:55,841 Don't worry, Dan. I didn't mention your name. 565 00:27:55,941 --> 00:27:57,843 Since his life was in danger, 566 00:27:57,910 --> 00:27:59,344 I could use urgent circumstances 567 00:27:59,411 --> 00:28:00,646 to track your phone. 568 00:28:00,746 --> 00:28:03,674 Fantastic. AND? 569 00:28:03,740 --> 00:28:07,786 And it was bought at a 7-Eleven; It is a prepaid phone. 570 00:28:07,853 --> 00:28:09,588 No database you can find the number, 571 00:28:09,621 --> 00:28:13,016 so I placed an order antenna tracking, 572 00:28:13,083 --> 00:28:15,494 but he turned off the phone right after hanging up. 573 00:28:15,594 --> 00:28:17,087 Oh. 574 00:28:17,154 --> 00:28:19,456 The cell phone connected on an antenna in the center, 575 00:28:19,523 --> 00:28:21,633 but it is a very dense area with skyscrapers 576 00:28:21,733 --> 00:28:24,469 and the margin of error It is 1,000 meters. 577 00:28:24,570 --> 00:28:27,673 So it's like finding a needle in a haystack. 578 00:28:27,706 --> 00:28:28,874 I did everything I could. 579 00:28:28,941 --> 00:28:30,842 I tried to track every Gio, every Giovanni. 580 00:28:30,943 --> 00:28:32,344 Nothing. 581 00:28:32,444 --> 00:28:35,280 What are you thinking? Is it a dead end? 582 00:28:35,347 --> 00:28:37,182 I wish I could help you more. 583 00:28:37,282 --> 00:28:40,018 Look, friend, I knew it would be unlikely. 584 00:28:40,118 --> 00:28:42,988 I really appreciate that You have investigated it for me. 585 00:28:43,088 --> 00:28:44,781 Seriously, I appreciate it, okay? 586 00:28:44,848 --> 00:28:46,683 It's the least I can do, doctor. 587 00:28:46,717 --> 00:28:49,294 - Are you calling me a liar? - No. 588 00:28:49,361 --> 00:28:50,996 he just told me that my pain is not true. 589 00:28:51,029 --> 00:28:52,397 That's not what I said. 590 00:28:52,497 --> 00:28:54,625 What I said was that only because there could be 591 00:28:54,691 --> 00:28:56,802 a psychological element at stake here 592 00:28:56,835 --> 00:28:59,571 does not mean that is not real for you. 593 00:28:59,671 --> 00:29:02,399 Okay, yes. Great, Mother Teresa, but...? 594 00:29:02,499 --> 00:29:05,310 But our systems nervous can learn 595 00:29:05,377 --> 00:29:10,015 to express emotional pain in the form of physical symptoms. 596 00:29:10,115 --> 00:29:12,150 There it is again. 597 00:29:12,217 --> 00:29:13,518 What did I just say? It's all in my head. 598 00:29:13,552 --> 00:29:15,012 That's not what I say. 599 00:29:15,078 --> 00:29:17,256 What I'm saying is that your body and your head 600 00:29:17,356 --> 00:29:18,857 they could be conspiring in ways 601 00:29:18,890 --> 00:29:21,226 that even you don't know, because it is involuntary. 602 00:29:21,326 --> 00:29:23,161 Stop hiding behind of his elegant evasions 603 00:29:23,228 --> 00:29:25,330 and bring me someone to listen to me. 604 00:29:25,397 --> 00:29:27,399 Sage, believe me, I'm listening to you. 605 00:29:27,432 --> 00:29:28,934 You are a liar. 606 00:29:29,034 --> 00:29:31,937 That is, Do you know what a liar you are? 607 00:29:32,004 --> 00:29:35,240 I understand the power of attention, believe me... 608 00:29:35,340 --> 00:29:37,442 medical care included... 609 00:29:37,542 --> 00:29:41,338 for the people who She feels alone and abandoned. 610 00:29:41,405 --> 00:29:46,218 Ah, am I alone now? and abandoned? 611 00:29:46,284 --> 00:29:48,278 You are a human being. 612 00:29:48,345 --> 00:29:52,658 Okay, so if I need medical care 613 00:29:52,691 --> 00:29:56,795 to feel good, you know what does it make you? 614 00:29:56,895 --> 00:29:59,456 Don't know. What does it make me? 615 00:29:59,556 --> 00:30:02,401 The rare type that needs to sick people like me 616 00:30:02,434 --> 00:30:03,969 to feel good, 617 00:30:04,069 --> 00:30:07,806 why fix ourselves It makes you feel important. 618 00:30:10,275 --> 00:30:12,577 You should see his face. 619 00:30:12,678 --> 00:30:15,347 Hit the nail on the head, right? 620 00:30:15,414 --> 00:30:17,316 You need me. 621 00:30:17,416 --> 00:30:20,252 I am the damn drug to which he is addicted. 622 00:30:20,318 --> 00:30:23,221 He needs us to be able feel useful, 623 00:30:23,255 --> 00:30:27,284 so that you can lie to yourself and believe that it is helping me. 624 00:30:29,961 --> 00:30:31,822 Come on, Dr. Charles. 625 00:30:31,922 --> 00:30:33,990 Give me more sophisticated advice 626 00:30:34,091 --> 00:30:37,794 so you can feel better and feed your dreams. 627 00:30:39,496 --> 00:30:43,909 Because the truth is that you are a useless fraud. 628 00:30:44,009 --> 00:30:47,679 And do you want to know the saddest thing? 629 00:30:47,779 --> 00:30:50,682 Everyone knows it except you. 630 00:30:59,008 --> 00:31:00,978 Look, he seems like a nice guy, 631 00:31:01,018 --> 00:31:03,128 but none of this will bring her back. 632 00:31:03,228 --> 00:31:05,197 - Oh, sorry! - I'm sorry. 633 00:31:05,297 --> 00:31:06,982 - Are you leaving already? - Oh, yes. 634 00:31:07,015 --> 00:31:09,259 My boyfriend and I are going for pizza to Pequod's. 635 00:31:09,292 --> 00:31:13,363 - You won't regret it. - Yes, I want to try it. 636 00:31:18,210 --> 00:31:20,128 Entering. 637 00:31:23,248 --> 00:31:25,142 Doris, I saw you sent him a friend request 638 00:31:25,175 --> 00:31:26,468 to my new boyfriend today. 639 00:31:29,388 --> 00:31:32,149 Oh... yes. 640 00:31:32,182 --> 00:31:33,825 I don't know... 641 00:31:33,892 --> 00:31:37,053 It was snooping on my part. I asked him to do it. 642 00:31:37,154 --> 00:31:40,298 Yeah, I figured that part out. me alone 643 00:31:40,365 --> 00:31:42,534 You said he wasn't your boyfriend. 644 00:31:42,634 --> 00:31:46,404 - We must talk. - Yes, let's talk. 645 00:31:53,378 --> 00:31:54,579 You are many things, 646 00:31:54,646 --> 00:31:55,914 but you're not a detective online. 647 00:31:56,014 --> 00:31:58,450 Honey, maybe I overdid it from the line a little. 648 00:31:58,517 --> 00:31:59,910 Maybe? 649 00:32:00,010 --> 00:32:01,019 But it honestly scared me. 650 00:32:01,119 --> 00:32:02,345 the conversation we had this morning. 651 00:32:02,412 --> 00:32:04,314 Of course you deserve to have a private life. 652 00:32:04,347 --> 00:32:05,649 Thank you very much for understanding, dad. 653 00:32:05,682 --> 00:32:06,858 But just so you know, 654 00:32:06,958 --> 00:32:10,462 the alcoholics program Anonymous encourages not to have 655 00:32:10,495 --> 00:32:13,690 relationships during the first year of sobriety, right? 656 00:32:13,757 --> 00:32:16,668 Because it is a proposition very risky. 657 00:32:16,735 --> 00:32:18,336 Wow! 658 00:32:18,403 --> 00:32:20,338 Says the man who spent years preaching non-judgement 659 00:32:20,405 --> 00:32:22,499 - to recovering addicts. - I don't judge anyone. 660 00:32:22,532 --> 00:32:24,034 I try to protect you. 661 00:32:24,100 --> 00:32:25,894 Bad idea for you, horrible idea for him. 662 00:32:25,927 --> 00:32:28,346 Dr. Drake would say the same about Johnny. 663 00:32:28,413 --> 00:32:29,881 -Jake. -Jake. 664 00:32:29,948 --> 00:32:32,375 Because after all, Didn't the poor man relapse? 665 00:32:32,409 --> 00:32:33,844 Dad, he had a couple of drinks. 666 00:32:33,877 --> 00:32:35,887 - That's called "relapse." - Alright. 667 00:32:35,954 --> 00:32:37,747 -He started going to meetings again. - Brilliant. 668 00:32:37,848 --> 00:32:40,859 Does he know your situation? Does he know your story of...? 669 00:32:40,926 --> 00:32:44,496 My suicide attempt? Yes, dad, he knows. 670 00:32:44,563 --> 00:32:45,864 Good. 671 00:32:45,931 --> 00:32:47,048 Honey... 672 00:32:47,115 --> 00:32:48,583 You just have to... 673 00:32:48,617 --> 00:32:51,069 Let me guess, deal with such complex emotions 674 00:32:51,136 --> 00:32:54,206 and links can lead to relapse into depression, 675 00:32:54,272 --> 00:32:57,375 o-or something worse, to suicidal thoughts. 676 00:32:57,442 --> 00:32:58,777 That's what you were going to say? 677 00:32:58,877 --> 00:33:01,563 I almost lost you, okay? 678 00:33:03,114 --> 00:33:04,900 Sharon called me and said that you had suffered an accident 679 00:33:04,966 --> 00:33:07,319 and that you were in critical condition. 680 00:33:07,419 --> 00:33:10,981 Robin and I got in the car. and we drive here 681 00:33:11,081 --> 00:33:13,291 and it was 15 minutes longest of my life 682 00:33:13,358 --> 00:33:15,961 because I was terrified to arrive 683 00:33:16,061 --> 00:33:17,562 and find you dead! 684 00:33:17,596 --> 00:33:20,765 So be careful with this topic 685 00:33:20,832 --> 00:33:22,918 and be patient with me. 686 00:33:24,536 --> 00:33:26,338 Please! 687 00:33:42,687 --> 00:33:44,956 For. 688 00:33:45,023 --> 00:33:47,317 Stop, stop. 689 00:33:48,852 --> 00:33:50,854 Hello, Dr. Charles. 690 00:33:52,564 --> 00:33:56,092 - Are you OK? - I'm fine. 691 00:33:56,126 --> 00:33:58,136 Not as good as you two, 692 00:33:58,236 --> 00:34:00,497 but... thanks for asking. 693 00:34:21,459 --> 00:34:23,219 Dr. Charles? 694 00:34:23,320 --> 00:34:26,523 What are you doing, looking for the Big Dipper? 695 00:34:26,623 --> 00:34:29,659 No, it's a surprise for Naomi. 696 00:34:31,553 --> 00:34:32,896 Wow. 697 00:34:32,996 --> 00:34:35,874 Yes, but your turn it's almost over 698 00:34:35,941 --> 00:34:38,143 and it's going to pass by here, so... 699 00:34:38,209 --> 00:34:41,179 Dude, I think I finished it to see leaving the hospital. 700 00:34:41,246 --> 00:34:43,682 - Wait. Oh really? - Yes. 701 00:34:43,748 --> 00:34:45,667 Do you have any ideas where did it go from? 702 00:34:45,734 --> 00:34:47,677 No. 703 00:34:47,744 --> 00:34:49,254 Damn. 704 00:34:49,321 --> 00:34:50,488 Okay. 705 00:34:50,555 --> 00:34:54,893 If you want to know, I was taking your advice. 706 00:34:54,960 --> 00:34:58,029 I know it's a little corny, but I was trying to... 707 00:34:58,096 --> 00:35:00,966 I don't know, make your day. 708 00:35:00,999 --> 00:35:06,262 Well, if it's any consolation, 709 00:35:06,329 --> 00:35:08,098 I think you're done to brighten mine. 710 00:35:08,198 --> 00:35:10,775 Thank you. 711 00:35:13,603 --> 00:35:16,239 - With permission. - Yes, go ahead. 712 00:35:21,486 --> 00:35:23,888 - Hello, Sharon. - Where are you, Daniel? 713 00:35:23,955 --> 00:35:27,617 I'm behind from the doctors room. 714 00:35:27,717 --> 00:35:31,888 Hey, I need you to come up to my office immediately. 715 00:35:31,955 --> 00:35:33,423 Did something happen? 716 00:35:33,523 --> 00:35:36,192 We have a situation, so don't tell anyone. 717 00:35:36,226 --> 00:35:38,937 Just come directly here. 718 00:35:39,004 --> 00:35:40,764 I'm on my way. 719 00:35:47,579 --> 00:35:50,415 It's torture and I can't stand it anymore. 720 00:35:50,448 --> 00:35:52,475 Do you know something? This was a mistake. 721 00:35:54,135 --> 00:35:56,721 I have worrying news. 722 00:35:56,788 --> 00:36:02,293 Sage Ellison just presented a complaint against you. 723 00:36:02,427 --> 00:36:03,661 Daniel? 724 00:36:05,430 --> 00:36:07,532 Daniel? 725 00:36:07,599 --> 00:36:09,768 - That? - Are you OK? 726 00:36:09,834 --> 00:36:11,803 Yes I'm fine. What's happening? 727 00:36:11,903 --> 00:36:13,455 Sorry. What were you saying? 728 00:36:13,488 --> 00:36:15,140 Sage Ellison just presented 729 00:36:15,173 --> 00:36:18,176 an official complaint against you. 730 00:36:18,243 --> 00:36:19,678 Based on what? 731 00:36:19,778 --> 00:36:22,814 He says you were verbally abusive. from her a few hours ago. 732 00:36:22,847 --> 00:36:25,784 It's a vile lie. 733 00:36:25,850 --> 00:36:27,944 Well, it also alleges that you accused her 734 00:36:28,011 --> 00:36:31,256 to fake your abdominal pain to seek attention. 735 00:36:31,322 --> 00:36:35,819 Believe me, the only person I was abused in that room. 736 00:36:35,852 --> 00:36:38,855 you know i have to follow the protocol 737 00:36:38,988 --> 00:36:41,399 and process this complaint. 738 00:36:41,466 --> 00:36:44,194 Because? Sharon, nothing happened. 739 00:36:45,537 --> 00:36:48,656 - You don't believe me? - Yes, of course I believe you, 740 00:36:48,690 --> 00:36:51,034 but this is about optics. 741 00:36:51,167 --> 00:36:52,377 Please, 742 00:36:52,477 --> 00:36:54,145 you rule out this kind of thing all the time. 743 00:36:54,212 --> 00:36:56,881 Daniel, it's different 744 00:36:57,015 --> 00:37:00,335 when the accused person He's your best friend, don't you think? 745 00:37:00,368 --> 00:37:03,822 Come on, this is amazing. It's incredible. 746 00:37:03,888 --> 00:37:05,724 Okay, what's wrong with you? 747 00:37:05,824 --> 00:37:08,518 What aren't you telling me? 748 00:37:09,385 --> 00:37:12,564 What does that mean? What am I not telling you? 749 00:37:14,499 --> 00:37:16,401 You don't believe me. You don't believe me. 750 00:37:16,534 --> 00:37:18,369 No no. You don't believe me. 751 00:37:18,403 --> 00:37:21,689 Daniel, wait a minute. Just calm down. 752 00:37:21,723 --> 00:37:23,233 I'm worried about you! 753 00:37:23,333 --> 00:37:24,692 You don't behave like my friend. 754 00:37:24,726 --> 00:37:26,169 Yes, also. 755 00:37:26,236 --> 00:37:27,512 Maybe your friend doesn't like it let them call him a liar. 756 00:37:27,545 --> 00:37:28,913 Okay, you know what? 757 00:37:29,047 --> 00:37:30,365 Maybe you need more personal time. 758 00:37:30,398 --> 00:37:31,783 What do you think? 759 00:37:31,850 --> 00:37:33,251 No, maybe what I need 760 00:37:33,384 --> 00:37:34,686 is to take Howie's offer Seriously. 761 00:37:34,786 --> 00:37:35,987 That's what I need. 762 00:37:36,020 --> 00:37:37,856 Okay, so were you considering it? 763 00:37:37,889 --> 00:37:39,257 Were you lying to me before? 764 00:37:39,324 --> 00:37:41,526 I have never lied to you! 765 00:37:41,559 --> 00:37:43,094 Never! 766 00:37:44,395 --> 00:37:48,199 And I wasn't considering it, not for a second. 767 00:37:48,266 --> 00:37:50,768 But now I will. 768 00:37:59,310 --> 00:38:00,578 Hey, here. 769 00:38:00,712 --> 00:38:02,213 Can you wait here a moment? 770 00:38:02,280 --> 00:38:03,348 Yes, thanks. 771 00:38:03,381 --> 00:38:05,208 Operating room 3 is ready for her. 772 00:38:05,275 --> 00:38:06,818 What happened? 773 00:38:06,885 --> 00:38:08,586 Sage just swallowed drain cleaner. 774 00:38:08,720 --> 00:38:09,612 That? 775 00:38:09,746 --> 00:38:12,390 The janitors came in first. He must have stolen it from the cart. 776 00:38:12,423 --> 00:38:14,392 I was screaming at the top of my lungs when I entered 777 00:38:14,425 --> 00:38:16,394 The test showed significant erythema 778 00:38:16,461 --> 00:38:18,246 and mouth ulcers. 779 00:38:18,279 --> 00:38:19,898 who knows how his esophagus is visible. 780 00:38:19,931 --> 00:38:21,366 Why was he screaming? 781 00:38:21,432 --> 00:38:23,701 Parlors, Something about his dad, I think. 782 00:38:23,768 --> 00:38:26,471 "Now am I sufficiently sick for you, old man?" 783 00:38:27,338 --> 00:38:30,074 Does it mean anything to you? 784 00:38:30,175 --> 00:38:32,877 Will you... survive? 785 00:38:32,944 --> 00:38:35,313 If not a big hole was made in your esophagus 786 00:38:35,446 --> 00:38:36,881 or stomach and it doesn't start to bleed 787 00:38:36,948 --> 00:38:38,141 in the next 10 minutes, maybe. 788 00:38:38,274 --> 00:38:40,118 Let's take her upstairs to the operating room. 789 00:40:16,948 --> 00:40:18,675 Don't know. 790 00:40:18,741 --> 00:40:21,653 I can't put a price on something which I have never done before. 791 00:40:32,997 --> 00:40:34,966 Danny, 792 00:40:35,033 --> 00:40:37,035 is it you? 793 00:40:37,135 --> 00:40:39,737 Hello, mom. 794 00:40:39,837 --> 00:40:41,097 What are you doing here? 795 00:40:41,230 --> 00:40:43,441 You tell me. 796 00:40:45,877 --> 00:40:49,530 Don't know. I assume I'm dreaming. 797 00:40:50,548 --> 00:40:52,742 Are you sure it's not a nightmare? 798 00:40:59,941 --> 00:41:03,861 Relief! 799 00:41:03,928 --> 00:41:05,463 Relief!