1 00:00:01,043 --> 00:00:02,943 Previously on This Is Us... 2 00:00:03,278 --> 00:00:06,733 How does it feel to be the Pearson family newest dad? 3 00:00:06,757 --> 00:00:07,840 Congrats, Papa Bear. 4 00:00:07,841 --> 00:00:09,652 KEVIN: Thank you very much. 5 00:00:09,676 --> 00:00:10,987 Giving you to Toby and Kate 6 00:00:11,011 --> 00:00:12,688 is the hardest thing I've ever done. 7 00:00:12,712 --> 00:00:14,857 But it might just be the best thing I'll ever do. 8 00:00:14,881 --> 00:00:17,060 (QUIETLY): I'm your mom. 9 00:00:17,084 --> 00:00:18,628 We lost one of the babies. 10 00:00:18,652 --> 00:00:21,664 No, that's not true. 11 00:00:21,688 --> 00:00:23,789 (SOBS): That's not true. 12 00:00:25,725 --> 00:00:28,571 Welcome to Labor and Delivery. 13 00:00:28,595 --> 00:00:30,239 I know many of you have been looking forward 14 00:00:30,263 --> 00:00:31,948 to this rotation. 15 00:00:31,949 --> 00:00:33,699 This is the floor 16 00:00:33,700 --> 00:00:35,493 where you encounter a lot of crying, 17 00:00:35,494 --> 00:00:37,505 screaming and tantrums. 18 00:00:37,529 --> 00:00:40,206 (WHISPERS): You're not gonna even pretend to be interested? 19 00:00:40,207 --> 00:00:41,718 (SCOFFS) 20 00:00:41,742 --> 00:00:43,219 It's babies. 21 00:00:43,243 --> 00:00:44,810 It's not that complicated. 22 00:00:45,979 --> 00:00:48,024 - (LAUGHS SOFTLY) - DOCTOR: For most families, 23 00:00:48,048 --> 00:00:50,360 we're the last stop until they start the long drive home 24 00:00:50,384 --> 00:00:52,195 with their new baby. 25 00:00:52,219 --> 00:00:56,032 Or in her case, babies, plural. 26 00:00:56,056 --> 00:00:58,357 (WHISPERS): I have to go. Cover for me. 27 00:01:03,930 --> 00:01:05,208 REBECCA (SOFTLY): Okay. 28 00:01:05,232 --> 00:01:06,442 - Ooh. - All right. 29 00:01:06,466 --> 00:01:07,744 There's a messy one. 30 00:01:07,768 --> 00:01:09,445 Whoa, Kev... Kevin's peeing. 31 00:01:09,469 --> 00:01:11,614 - We got a pee-er. We got a pee-er. - Oh, I got him. I got him. 32 00:01:11,638 --> 00:01:12,982 - I got him. I got him. - (CHUCKLES) Good. 33 00:01:13,006 --> 00:01:14,884 - There you go, bud. Here. - (GROANS) 34 00:01:14,908 --> 00:01:16,986 - JACK: Thank you. - Let me wipe off... 35 00:01:17,010 --> 00:01:18,421 JACK: You have one more? 36 00:01:18,445 --> 00:01:20,890 NURSE: Well, look at you guys. 37 00:01:20,914 --> 00:01:23,559 I think you're definitely ready to go home today. 38 00:01:23,583 --> 00:01:26,952 - Ha ha. - They go through so many diapers. 39 00:01:28,121 --> 00:01:30,133 - You see that cabinet right there? - JACK: Mm-hmm. 40 00:01:30,157 --> 00:01:32,068 It is fully stocked. 41 00:01:32,092 --> 00:01:33,503 I mean like a treasure trove. 42 00:01:33,527 --> 00:01:36,839 So, um, I'm gonna step out for a minute, 43 00:01:36,863 --> 00:01:38,808 and I'm not saying that you should take anything, 44 00:01:38,832 --> 00:01:41,133 but if you did happen to take a few things... 45 00:01:46,006 --> 00:01:47,417 (LAUGHS) Oh, babe. 46 00:01:47,441 --> 00:01:49,452 It's like the holy grail in here. 47 00:01:49,476 --> 00:01:51,854 - Mm-hmm. - There's wipes. 48 00:01:51,878 --> 00:01:53,546 Diapers. Oh, um... 49 00:01:57,117 --> 00:01:58,584 Hey. 50 00:02:00,887 --> 00:02:02,321 We can do this. 51 00:02:07,961 --> 00:02:09,272 I'm gonna come back for the rest. 52 00:02:09,296 --> 00:02:11,174 Uh, I'm gonna go down to the car. 53 00:02:11,198 --> 00:02:13,142 I still have to install the car seats, anyway. 54 00:02:13,166 --> 00:02:14,711 Well, do you have the manual? 55 00:02:14,735 --> 00:02:16,446 Manual? 56 00:02:16,470 --> 00:02:19,305 Babe, this is... well, this is Jack Pearson. 57 00:02:20,974 --> 00:02:23,619 All right, Jack Pearson don't need no stinkin' manuals. 58 00:02:23,643 --> 00:02:25,277 (CHUCKLES) 59 00:02:29,649 --> 00:02:31,584 (GRUNTS) 60 00:02:40,927 --> 00:02:43,629 MAN: Hey, you need some help with that? 61 00:02:48,101 --> 00:02:50,580 No, I'm... I'm good. 62 00:02:50,604 --> 00:02:51,881 I think you got those in backward. 63 00:02:51,905 --> 00:02:53,416 You might need to flip 'em. 64 00:02:53,440 --> 00:02:56,219 Uh, I was... I was just checking what the manufacturer... 65 00:02:56,243 --> 00:02:58,777 Yeah, how come you got three car seats back there? 66 00:03:00,247 --> 00:03:01,714 Three babies. 67 00:03:02,616 --> 00:03:05,194 Oh, God. 68 00:03:05,218 --> 00:03:06,652 God bless ya. 69 00:03:10,791 --> 00:03:12,958 ♪ 70 00:03:20,267 --> 00:03:22,879 No, that's not it. 71 00:03:22,903 --> 00:03:26,015 Maybe my fingers are too muscular for this, or something. 72 00:03:26,039 --> 00:03:29,051 MAN (ON VIDEO): Then place your base on the seat 73 00:03:29,075 --> 00:03:31,854 and adjust the foot until there's no red visible 74 00:03:31,878 --> 00:03:33,556 at the level indicator wheel. 75 00:03:33,580 --> 00:03:35,124 Got it? 76 00:03:35,148 --> 00:03:36,859 - Okay, you're doing great. - It's like 77 00:03:36,883 --> 00:03:39,985 - putting a man on the moon. - (CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKING) 78 00:03:41,154 --> 00:03:42,398 What the hell, man? 79 00:03:42,422 --> 00:03:43,966 Oh, sorry. 80 00:03:43,990 --> 00:03:46,369 I'm just a huge fan of The Manny and, uh... 81 00:03:46,393 --> 00:03:47,770 - (SHUTTER CLICKS) - Well, no, you're not sorry, 82 00:03:47,794 --> 00:03:49,334 because you're taking another photo. 83 00:03:50,397 --> 00:03:51,774 I'm just, I'm trying to put my car seats 84 00:03:51,798 --> 00:03:53,209 in my car, man, okay? 85 00:03:53,233 --> 00:03:54,877 And I just had twins six weeks early. 86 00:03:54,901 --> 00:03:57,441 How about you just leave me with a little bit of dignity, huh? 87 00:03:58,271 --> 00:03:59,749 Sorry, uh... 88 00:03:59,773 --> 00:04:01,117 Sorry about your kids. 89 00:04:01,141 --> 00:04:03,085 No, um... 90 00:04:03,109 --> 00:04:04,420 I'm sorry. 91 00:04:04,444 --> 00:04:06,756 I... the babies are fine. 92 00:04:06,780 --> 00:04:09,659 I've-I've had, like, six hours sleep in the past four days, 93 00:04:09,683 --> 00:04:12,628 and I can't sleep and I can't stop watching them sleep, 94 00:04:12,652 --> 00:04:14,752 and how do you keep them breathing? And then the... 95 00:04:16,122 --> 00:04:17,600 ...car s... (SIGHS) 96 00:04:17,624 --> 00:04:19,101 Do you have kids? 97 00:04:19,125 --> 00:04:22,227 - Yeah. - So you understand. 98 00:04:23,129 --> 00:04:25,274 Let's get a better photo. 99 00:04:25,298 --> 00:04:27,109 - For reals? - For real, yeah. 100 00:04:27,133 --> 00:04:29,435 - (CHUCKLES) Appreciate it. - Yeah, of course. 101 00:04:30,604 --> 00:04:32,481 - (CAMERA CLICKS) - There you go. 102 00:04:32,505 --> 00:04:34,817 - Thank you so much. I appreciate it. - Thanks for watching. 103 00:04:34,841 --> 00:04:37,209 (MUTTERING SOFTLY) 104 00:04:40,213 --> 00:04:43,626 All right, one pumpkin cream cold brew. 105 00:04:43,650 --> 00:04:46,295 And for my favorite new mom who can't have caffeine yet, 106 00:04:46,319 --> 00:04:48,631 one Vanilla Steamer. 107 00:04:48,655 --> 00:04:49,866 - So have fun with that. - Thank you. 108 00:04:49,890 --> 00:04:52,134 You're very welcome. Oof. 109 00:04:52,158 --> 00:04:53,703 - Big news. - Yeah? 110 00:04:53,727 --> 00:04:56,105 Nurse Carmen just told me. 111 00:04:56,129 --> 00:04:58,975 Guess who has two thumbs 112 00:04:58,999 --> 00:05:02,401 and two newborns and is going home today? 113 00:05:04,337 --> 00:05:06,048 Real... wow. 114 00:05:06,072 --> 00:05:09,719 (SIGHS) I can't wait to sleep in my own bed. 115 00:05:09,743 --> 00:05:11,354 Aren't you excited? 116 00:05:11,378 --> 00:05:13,856 You said this cot was built for R2-D2. 117 00:05:13,880 --> 00:05:16,192 Yeah, no, it's... I am. I'm-I'm thrilled. 118 00:05:16,216 --> 00:05:18,494 I just, uh... we've just, we've have a lot of help, 119 00:05:18,518 --> 00:05:19,896 you know, with the doctors and all the nurses. 120 00:05:19,920 --> 00:05:21,687 It's just... 121 00:05:22,856 --> 00:05:24,066 It's gonna be the two of us. 122 00:05:24,090 --> 00:05:26,125 The four of us. 123 00:05:28,395 --> 00:05:29,528 Right. 124 00:05:33,066 --> 00:05:36,212 I can't believe we ever thought this was hard. 125 00:05:36,236 --> 00:05:38,681 I think maybe Tess was hard. 126 00:05:38,705 --> 00:05:41,017 But Annie... 127 00:05:41,041 --> 00:05:45,488 This girl is an angel sent down from God himself. 128 00:05:45,512 --> 00:05:46,756 Excuse me? 129 00:05:46,780 --> 00:05:49,025 Nobody sent anybody down from anywhere. 130 00:05:49,049 --> 00:05:52,361 I spent two days slowly ejecting her from my body. 131 00:05:52,385 --> 00:05:54,830 - You were there. - I was there. 132 00:05:54,854 --> 00:05:56,732 I can't believe they're kicking us out of here today. 133 00:05:56,756 --> 00:05:59,602 I know. Man, this place is like a spa. 134 00:05:59,626 --> 00:06:01,070 - Hey, girl. - Hey, guys. 135 00:06:01,094 --> 00:06:03,406 - And remember... - Hmm? 136 00:06:03,430 --> 00:06:05,708 we are stopping by Dairy Queen on our way home 137 00:06:05,732 --> 00:06:06,842 and getting me a Snickers Blizzard. 138 00:06:06,866 --> 00:06:08,277 Yes, ma'am. 139 00:06:08,301 --> 00:06:09,879 When I was in labor, 140 00:06:09,903 --> 00:06:11,881 Randall promised me I could have anything I wanted 141 00:06:11,905 --> 00:06:13,616 and I chose DQ. 142 00:06:13,640 --> 00:06:16,585 I could've dreamed higher, but no regrets. 143 00:06:16,609 --> 00:06:18,754 I'm gonna miss you guys. 144 00:06:18,778 --> 00:06:20,546 And that one... 145 00:06:20,547 --> 00:06:22,625 Don't tell the other babies, but she's the cutest. 146 00:06:22,649 --> 00:06:24,060 I know. 147 00:06:24,084 --> 00:06:25,918 I think she has your eyes, Dad. 148 00:06:26,820 --> 00:06:28,531 Really? 149 00:06:28,555 --> 00:06:31,133 - I didn't notice. - BETH: Oh, she definitely does. 150 00:06:31,157 --> 00:06:32,301 She looks like she could start laughing 151 00:06:32,325 --> 00:06:33,636 or crying at any moment. 152 00:06:33,660 --> 00:06:34,870 That is all you, baby. 153 00:06:34,894 --> 00:06:36,072 Ha, ha, ha. 154 00:06:36,096 --> 00:06:37,329 All right, then. 155 00:06:38,431 --> 00:06:40,576 She has my eyes. 156 00:06:40,600 --> 00:06:43,569 You got Daddy's peepers in there, do you? 157 00:06:44,771 --> 00:06:46,782 Uh-huh. Yeah, I got you. 158 00:06:46,806 --> 00:06:49,585 Huh? Yeah. 159 00:06:49,609 --> 00:06:50,953 Yeah, I gotta go. We're at the hospital. 160 00:06:50,977 --> 00:06:52,555 We're gonna bring the baby home today. 161 00:06:52,579 --> 00:06:54,490 Oh, yeah, and Kate's... Kate's here. 162 00:06:54,514 --> 00:06:57,049 She's, like, right here, so I gotta go. Bye. 163 00:06:58,018 --> 00:07:00,252 - Hi. - Hi. 164 00:07:01,621 --> 00:07:02,898 TOBY: You think she can read this? 165 00:07:02,922 --> 00:07:03,933 KATE: Oh, babe. 166 00:07:03,957 --> 00:07:05,735 It's so sweet. 167 00:07:05,759 --> 00:07:08,304 Just so she can pick me out of the crowd. 168 00:07:08,328 --> 00:07:10,172 You ready to meet your dad? 169 00:07:10,196 --> 00:07:13,576 - Huh? - (LAUGHS) Hi. 170 00:07:13,600 --> 00:07:15,845 - Oh, my word. - You got her? 171 00:07:15,869 --> 00:07:16,946 Yeah. 172 00:07:16,970 --> 00:07:19,515 Oh, she's a keeper. 173 00:07:19,539 --> 00:07:20,916 Hi, there. 174 00:07:20,940 --> 00:07:23,019 I'm your dad. 175 00:07:23,043 --> 00:07:25,755 You can call me Dad, or-or Dada, 176 00:07:25,779 --> 00:07:27,990 or your brother sometimes calls me Doody, 177 00:07:28,014 --> 00:07:30,359 - (LAUGHS) - but I don't think he knows what that means. 178 00:07:30,383 --> 00:07:31,961 - (HAILEY FUSSING) - TOBY: (CHUCKLES) Yeah. 179 00:07:31,985 --> 00:07:33,529 Where's Ellie? 180 00:07:33,553 --> 00:07:34,954 Oh, she's just signing the birth certificate 181 00:07:34,955 --> 00:07:37,333 and the relinquishment papers, and then she'll be right out. 182 00:07:37,357 --> 00:07:38,768 - All right. - Babe, I do think that we need 183 00:07:38,792 --> 00:07:40,503 to be extra sensitive with her today. 184 00:07:40,527 --> 00:07:42,271 Yeah. No, I know they said leaving the hospital 185 00:07:42,295 --> 00:07:44,340 - is the hardest day. - Yeah. 186 00:07:44,364 --> 00:07:45,975 But, hopefully, you know, for Ellie, 187 00:07:45,999 --> 00:07:49,178 it'll be a little easier because we're gonna send photos 188 00:07:49,202 --> 00:07:51,347 - and plan visits and everything. - Right. 189 00:07:51,371 --> 00:07:53,610 And we will absolutely do all those things. 190 00:07:53,634 --> 00:07:55,885 - Right. Right. - TOBY: And birth mom on your six. 191 00:07:55,909 --> 00:07:57,053 - TOBY: Hi. - KATE: Ellie. 192 00:07:57,077 --> 00:07:58,621 ELLIE: Hi. 193 00:07:58,645 --> 00:08:00,322 Oh, you guys met. 194 00:08:00,346 --> 00:08:02,414 Yes. She's perfect. 195 00:08:03,583 --> 00:08:06,251 - I'll grab your bag. - Oh, thank you. 196 00:08:08,354 --> 00:08:10,466 So how'd it go in there? 197 00:08:10,490 --> 00:08:12,535 Everything's signed. 198 00:08:12,559 --> 00:08:14,737 I, uh, I left a little surprise 199 00:08:14,761 --> 00:08:16,405 for you guys on the birth certificate. 200 00:08:16,429 --> 00:08:18,007 First name Hailey, 201 00:08:18,031 --> 00:08:20,142 middle name "zuh Comet." 202 00:08:20,166 --> 00:08:21,844 (TOBY AND KATE LAUGHING) 203 00:08:21,868 --> 00:08:23,913 TOBY: I like that. I like that. 204 00:08:23,937 --> 00:08:26,816 - (CHUCKLES) Thought you might. - That's good. 205 00:08:26,840 --> 00:08:28,050 All right, you ready to go, little girl? 206 00:08:28,074 --> 00:08:29,585 Come on, let me get everybody home. 207 00:08:29,609 --> 00:08:31,087 KATE: You ready? 208 00:08:31,111 --> 00:08:33,522 (SOFTLY): Yeah. 209 00:08:33,546 --> 00:08:35,406 - KATE: You got it? - TOBY: Yeah, I think so. 210 00:08:38,384 --> 00:08:40,118 (LATCH CLICKS) 211 00:08:45,792 --> 00:08:47,693 ♪ 212 00:08:50,597 --> 00:08:53,465 (CLICKS) 213 00:08:55,268 --> 00:08:57,213 (CLICKS) 214 00:08:57,237 --> 00:08:58,214 You good? 215 00:08:58,238 --> 00:09:01,050 Yeah. (SIGHS) 216 00:09:01,074 --> 00:09:03,252 - Okay. - (BETH SIGHS LOUDLY) 217 00:09:03,276 --> 00:09:05,621 - (DOOR CLOSES) - RANDALL: Ready? 218 00:09:05,645 --> 00:09:07,846 Hi. Ready to go. 219 00:09:12,886 --> 00:09:14,730 - Good? - Good job. 220 00:09:14,754 --> 00:09:17,433 - ♪ - Buckle up for safety. 221 00:09:17,457 --> 00:09:19,248 KEVIN: Let's go home. 222 00:09:20,148 --> 00:09:25,248 Subtitle sync and corrections by 00:12:02,281 My insides are basically on my outsides right now, 280 00:12:02,305 --> 00:12:04,650 and you're talking to me about a third kid? 281 00:12:04,674 --> 00:12:07,186 - Okay, I'm sorry, I take it back. - You know what's two things 282 00:12:07,210 --> 00:12:09,311 - you don't do to a brand-new mother? - Oh... I'm sorry. 283 00:12:09,312 --> 00:12:11,324 - Mention having a new baby... - Mm-hmm. 284 00:12:11,348 --> 00:12:13,593 ...and two is drive past the Dairy Queen 285 00:12:13,617 --> 00:12:14,927 when you promised her a Snickers Blizzard. 286 00:12:14,951 --> 00:12:17,029 Copy that. All good. 287 00:12:17,053 --> 00:12:19,131 I'll bust a "U" up here. 288 00:12:19,155 --> 00:12:22,034 See, Annie, this is why sometimes Jordan 289 00:12:22,058 --> 00:12:24,793 just did it all by his damn self. 290 00:12:25,996 --> 00:12:28,374 MADISON: I am obsessed with their faces. 291 00:12:28,398 --> 00:12:29,375 KEVIN: Yeah? 292 00:12:29,399 --> 00:12:31,544 Kind of want to eat them. 293 00:12:31,568 --> 00:12:33,179 - (CHUCKLES) - Not in a bad way. 294 00:12:33,203 --> 00:12:34,647 (KEVIN YAWNS) 295 00:12:34,671 --> 00:12:36,849 - You all good? - Yeah. No, I'm good. 296 00:12:36,873 --> 00:12:39,485 - I'm just tired, you know? - You need me to drive? 297 00:12:39,509 --> 00:12:41,687 No. No, no, no, of course not. You just had two babies. 298 00:12:41,711 --> 00:12:43,812 You've been up all hours of the night. I got this. 299 00:12:46,416 --> 00:12:48,250 (SIGHS HEAVILY) 300 00:12:50,654 --> 00:12:52,632 I feel like I'm seeing things. 301 00:12:52,656 --> 00:12:55,001 Okay, I am definitely driving. 302 00:12:55,025 --> 00:12:57,525 No, I mean, I think we're being followed, is what I'm saying. 303 00:13:00,563 --> 00:13:02,875 This guy's been following us the past two turns. 304 00:13:02,899 --> 00:13:04,800 I think he's paparazzi. 305 00:13:15,178 --> 00:13:17,890 Ooh, so, there's, like, no traffic at all. 306 00:13:17,914 --> 00:13:21,060 You must be excited to get home, see Willow. 307 00:13:21,084 --> 00:13:22,395 Yeah. 308 00:13:22,419 --> 00:13:24,030 (HAILEY FUSSING) 309 00:13:24,054 --> 00:13:26,265 Oh, and I know that you said that, you know, 310 00:13:26,289 --> 00:13:28,501 you want her to meet Hailey in a couple of weeks, 311 00:13:28,525 --> 00:13:30,870 so we can definitely come down to you, but there is this park 312 00:13:30,894 --> 00:13:33,039 near our house that has this zip line 313 00:13:33,063 --> 00:13:35,341 that I think Willow would really like. 314 00:13:35,365 --> 00:13:36,709 Of course, we're coming down there 315 00:13:36,733 --> 00:13:38,277 for her birthday next month. 316 00:13:38,301 --> 00:13:40,680 Oh, does she... does Willow still like unicorns? 317 00:13:40,704 --> 00:13:42,748 Or are unicorns, like, so last week... 318 00:13:42,772 --> 00:13:44,417 Yeah, she's into unicorns. 319 00:13:44,441 --> 00:13:46,385 (HAILEY FUSSING) 320 00:13:46,409 --> 00:13:49,055 I will never not like unicorns. 321 00:13:49,079 --> 00:13:51,713 (KATE CHUCKLES) 322 00:13:58,588 --> 00:14:00,330 It's just a couple of blocks down on the right. 323 00:14:00,331 --> 00:14:01,267 Okay. 324 00:14:01,291 --> 00:14:03,369 Okay, so, uh, we'll call you, you know, 325 00:14:03,393 --> 00:14:05,604 once we're all settled in and everything. And listen, 326 00:14:05,628 --> 00:14:07,440 if you want to go to that park that I mentioned... 327 00:14:07,464 --> 00:14:09,331 Hey, I'm sorry, but I can't, I can't do this. 328 00:14:10,600 --> 00:14:12,578 What do you mean? 329 00:14:12,602 --> 00:14:16,782 Um, I know that we said yes to open adoption, and we said... 330 00:14:16,806 --> 00:14:18,551 yes to visits and photos and phone calls, 331 00:14:18,575 --> 00:14:19,552 but I-I can't do it. 332 00:14:19,576 --> 00:14:21,554 I can't have her in my life. 333 00:14:21,578 --> 00:14:22,955 I don't know, maybe... maybe someday 334 00:14:22,979 --> 00:14:24,847 I'll be able to, but I can't right now. 335 00:14:27,517 --> 00:14:29,929 Well, maybe it's something that we can talk about. 336 00:14:29,953 --> 00:14:31,536 - I mean, how can we make it work... - Kate. Kate, Kate... 337 00:14:31,537 --> 00:14:32,998 Kate, I don't want to talk about it. 338 00:14:33,022 --> 00:14:34,667 I really just want to say goodbye to Hailey, 339 00:14:34,691 --> 00:14:35,768 and I want to go home. 340 00:14:35,792 --> 00:14:37,860 I'm sorry. 341 00:14:39,629 --> 00:14:41,363 (SOFTLY): It's okay. 342 00:14:44,000 --> 00:14:45,601 It's okay. 343 00:14:48,838 --> 00:14:51,807 (BABIES CRYING LOUDLY) 344 00:14:52,217 --> 00:14:53,784 It's okay, guys. 345 00:14:55,020 --> 00:14:57,165 Be just a little bit longer now. 346 00:14:57,189 --> 00:14:59,067 (CRYING CONTINUES) 347 00:14:59,091 --> 00:15:01,503 (SIGHS) I should be in the back with them. 348 00:15:01,527 --> 00:15:04,462 I think this is just normal crying. 349 00:15:08,367 --> 00:15:10,011 (HORN HONKING) 350 00:15:10,035 --> 00:15:12,480 Yeah, going as fast as I can, pal. 351 00:15:12,504 --> 00:15:14,605 (HONKING HORN) 352 00:15:15,874 --> 00:15:17,886 I'm-I'm gonna get some gas, fill up. 353 00:15:17,910 --> 00:15:18,887 Okay. 354 00:15:18,911 --> 00:15:21,256 (REVVING ENGINE) 355 00:15:21,280 --> 00:15:23,491 (HORN HONKING) 356 00:15:23,515 --> 00:15:25,660 - JACK: Hey! - (TIRES SQUEAL) 357 00:15:25,684 --> 00:15:26,817 JACK: Ooh! 358 00:15:28,287 --> 00:15:30,331 - What a maniac! - What the hell? 359 00:15:30,355 --> 00:15:32,834 What the hell is it with this guy? 360 00:15:32,858 --> 00:15:34,736 (BABIES CONTINUE CRYING) 361 00:15:34,760 --> 00:15:37,906 Hey, hey, hey, Jack, let it go, let it g... 362 00:15:37,930 --> 00:15:39,230 Jack! 363 00:15:41,366 --> 00:15:43,878 - Jack! Jack? - Hey, what are you doing, man? 364 00:15:43,902 --> 00:15:45,747 I got three newborns in that car! 365 00:15:45,771 --> 00:15:48,116 - REBECCA: Hey. Jack? - That's not my problem. 366 00:15:48,140 --> 00:15:50,560 - Jack, get back here right now! - MAN: Hey, hey, hey, hey! 367 00:15:55,213 --> 00:15:56,958 Just... 368 00:15:56,982 --> 00:15:59,350 be more careful, would you? 369 00:16:03,155 --> 00:16:04,799 What is the matter with you? 370 00:16:04,823 --> 00:16:07,068 We have three newborn babies 371 00:16:07,092 --> 00:16:08,803 - in the car. - You know what? You're right. 372 00:16:08,827 --> 00:16:11,406 I'm sorry. I'm-I'm gonna fill up. 373 00:16:11,430 --> 00:16:13,330 (CRYING CONTINUES) 374 00:16:25,727 --> 00:16:27,311 KEVIN: See, this is what happens to these paparazzi. 375 00:16:27,312 --> 00:16:29,224 You know, this is what happens. 376 00:16:29,248 --> 00:16:31,815 They-they get tipped off by the hospital, a nurse or an admin. 377 00:16:31,816 --> 00:16:33,775 Someone tells them when we're leaving. 378 00:16:33,776 --> 00:16:34,943 That's how it happens. 379 00:16:36,079 --> 00:16:38,324 (MUTTERS) Get rid of this guy. 380 00:16:38,348 --> 00:16:40,092 Kevin, okay, Kevin, stop it. Kevin, pull over. 381 00:16:40,116 --> 00:16:41,516 - No, pull over. - (STAMMERS) 382 00:16:48,925 --> 00:16:50,836 Oh, here we go. Look, our friend here pulled over, too. 383 00:16:50,860 --> 00:16:52,838 Oh, that's nice. You want to go? Huh? 384 00:16:52,862 --> 00:16:54,506 - MADISON: No. No. - You want to go? Let's go. 385 00:16:54,530 --> 00:16:57,009 - Kevin, Kevin, do not go. Kevin! - You want to go? 386 00:16:57,033 --> 00:16:58,667 Let's go. 387 00:17:00,103 --> 00:17:01,513 What the hell, man? 388 00:17:01,537 --> 00:17:03,730 - Just out for a drive. - You're out for a drive? 389 00:17:03,731 --> 00:17:06,185 You're ruining a very special moment between me and my family. 390 00:17:06,209 --> 00:17:08,554 I'm not breaking any laws. I'm just doing my job. 391 00:17:08,578 --> 00:17:10,623 Doing your job. Get that camera out of my face. 392 00:17:10,647 --> 00:17:12,940 Get the camera out of my face. I'm a brand-new dad... I got 393 00:17:12,941 --> 00:17:14,150 a very low threshold right now. 394 00:17:14,174 --> 00:17:15,394 - Keep it out of my face. - Kevin! 395 00:17:15,418 --> 00:17:16,295 - Kevin? Kevin, no. - Get back in the car. I got this. 396 00:17:16,319 --> 00:17:18,364 - Go back to... - Don't take pictures 397 00:17:18,388 --> 00:17:19,732 - Kevin! - ...of her, man. Don't take a picture... 398 00:17:19,756 --> 00:17:22,190 Kevin. Go back to the babies. I've got this. 399 00:17:23,326 --> 00:17:25,427 Now. Go. 400 00:17:26,896 --> 00:17:29,642 Hi. I'm sorry. 401 00:17:29,666 --> 00:17:31,777 We're all a little overtired here. New parents. 402 00:17:31,801 --> 00:17:34,113 - Do you have kids? - No. 403 00:17:34,137 --> 00:17:36,415 - Nieces or nephews? - No. 404 00:17:36,439 --> 00:17:39,919 Okay, well, what if, uh, a friend or a member 405 00:17:39,943 --> 00:17:42,288 - of your family...? - I don't talk to my family. 406 00:17:42,312 --> 00:17:45,047 I have no friends. I'm a very lonely person. 407 00:17:47,650 --> 00:17:49,595 Okay, give me your number. 408 00:17:49,619 --> 00:17:51,730 He goes jogging every Tuesday around 9:00 a.m. 409 00:17:51,754 --> 00:17:53,332 I will call you, you can get the shot. 410 00:17:53,356 --> 00:17:55,968 - Shirtless? - Excuse me? 411 00:17:55,992 --> 00:17:57,970 The picture's worth more if he's not wearing a shirt. 412 00:17:57,994 --> 00:18:00,406 Fine. I will make sure he's not wearing a shirt. 413 00:18:00,430 --> 00:18:02,141 Tight shorts so I can see his package. 414 00:18:02,165 --> 00:18:03,742 Ugh. That's disgusting. 415 00:18:03,766 --> 00:18:05,300 Thank you. 416 00:18:14,377 --> 00:18:16,155 What did you say to that guy? 417 00:18:16,179 --> 00:18:18,791 Okay, Kevin, you're exhausted. 418 00:18:18,815 --> 00:18:22,695 Okay? I'm gonna need you at your best. 419 00:18:22,719 --> 00:18:27,055 And aggro Liam Neeson movie Kevin is not you at your best. 420 00:18:28,224 --> 00:18:31,170 We have 20 minutes until we get home. 421 00:18:31,194 --> 00:18:33,172 I'm driving. Get some rest. 422 00:18:33,196 --> 00:18:34,963 I've got this. 423 00:18:43,639 --> 00:18:46,518 Here we go. 424 00:18:46,542 --> 00:18:47,786 Gonna stretch my legs. 425 00:18:47,810 --> 00:18:49,355 Okay. (SNIFFLES) 426 00:18:49,379 --> 00:18:51,190 I'll go in and get it for you. 427 00:18:51,214 --> 00:18:53,692 One Snickers Blizzard coming right up. 428 00:18:53,716 --> 00:18:55,961 - What size? - Is that even a question? 429 00:18:55,985 --> 00:18:57,696 The biggest Snickers Blizzard. 430 00:18:57,720 --> 00:18:59,665 A Snickers avalanche if they have it. 431 00:18:59,689 --> 00:19:02,201 No school for days after I eat this Blizzard. 432 00:19:02,225 --> 00:19:03,736 - (CHUCKLES) - I'm talking power outages 433 00:19:03,760 --> 00:19:05,994 and white-out conditions. 434 00:19:10,700 --> 00:19:12,534 What? 435 00:19:13,936 --> 00:19:16,181 Can I just say one more thing 436 00:19:16,205 --> 00:19:18,183 about not closing the door to having a third kid? 437 00:19:18,207 --> 00:19:20,419 Are you out of your mind? Do I have to throw something at you? 438 00:19:20,443 --> 00:19:22,988 I guess I always thought that if we had two girls, 439 00:19:23,012 --> 00:19:24,590 that we would go for a boy. 440 00:19:24,614 --> 00:19:27,259 You did not just say "go for a boy." 441 00:19:27,283 --> 00:19:29,528 I always imagined myself throwing the ball around 442 00:19:29,552 --> 00:19:31,697 with the boy, you know, having that special relationship? 443 00:19:31,721 --> 00:19:33,732 Special relationship? You used to go over to your mom's house 444 00:19:33,756 --> 00:19:35,701 - every Sunday to watch Felicity together. - I... 445 00:19:35,725 --> 00:19:37,503 You think that wasn't a special relationship? 446 00:19:37,527 --> 00:19:38,871 It doesn't have to be a boy. 447 00:19:38,895 --> 00:19:40,205 I would love a third girl. 448 00:19:40,229 --> 00:19:42,841 I'm just saying, we make great kids. 449 00:19:42,865 --> 00:19:44,276 And I don't want to close the door. 450 00:19:44,300 --> 00:19:46,334 Then, Randall, you carry the next one. 451 00:19:47,737 --> 00:19:49,371 I'm gonna get my own Blizzard. 452 00:19:57,022 --> 00:19:59,323 (SIGHS) 453 00:20:12,637 --> 00:20:14,772 (CLEARS THROAT) 454 00:20:18,043 --> 00:20:19,687 You're late. 455 00:20:19,711 --> 00:20:22,346 You want to be on time, get your own car. 456 00:20:23,715 --> 00:20:25,560 (BOTH LAUGH) 457 00:20:25,584 --> 00:20:27,751 Just wrong. 458 00:20:32,190 --> 00:20:33,501 - Oh. - Mm. 459 00:20:33,525 --> 00:20:35,803 What's this? 460 00:20:35,827 --> 00:20:39,154 I know it's early, and I know you're not telling anyone, 461 00:20:39,155 --> 00:20:41,367 but I had to get you something. 462 00:20:41,391 --> 00:20:43,102 It's this old-school toy from France. 463 00:20:43,126 --> 00:20:45,260 They're like magic for babies. 464 00:20:50,716 --> 00:20:52,342 It's not gonna stay a secret long 465 00:20:52,343 --> 00:20:53,885 if you keep touching your belly like that. 466 00:20:53,886 --> 00:20:56,521 - What? I didn't touch my belly. - Mm-hmm. 467 00:20:57,690 --> 00:20:59,868 It is cute, right? 468 00:20:59,892 --> 00:21:02,137 You're gonna love it. It is like magic. 469 00:21:02,161 --> 00:21:04,139 - (BOTH LAUGH) - You ready? 470 00:21:04,163 --> 00:21:06,408 I'm ready. (LAUGHS) 471 00:21:06,432 --> 00:21:08,333 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 472 00:21:11,070 --> 00:21:14,005 (BABIES CRYING) 473 00:21:17,843 --> 00:21:20,255 (BELL DINGS) 474 00:21:20,279 --> 00:21:22,180 (CRYING CONTINUES) 475 00:21:36,262 --> 00:21:38,406 - Hey. - Uh, number four. 476 00:21:38,430 --> 00:21:40,999 And these. 477 00:21:43,636 --> 00:21:45,380 $12.32. Anything else? 478 00:21:45,404 --> 00:21:47,048 Uh... 479 00:21:47,072 --> 00:21:48,750 Yeah. Why don't... 480 00:21:48,774 --> 00:21:52,120 I get one of those, uh, little whiskeys? 481 00:21:52,144 --> 00:21:54,022 And these mints? 482 00:21:54,046 --> 00:21:55,847 (SNIFFLES) 483 00:21:57,750 --> 00:22:00,462 New dad. Celebrating. 484 00:22:00,486 --> 00:22:02,520 All right. Congrats. 485 00:22:22,441 --> 00:22:24,820 Thought you might be hungry. 486 00:22:24,844 --> 00:22:28,456 Um... hey, baby, how bout... 487 00:22:28,480 --> 00:22:31,560 how about you drive? You okay to drive? 488 00:22:31,584 --> 00:22:35,253 That way, I can turn around and make sure the kids are okay. 489 00:22:37,456 --> 00:22:39,557 - Yeah, okay. - Okay. 490 00:22:45,364 --> 00:22:47,809 She took the bottle, 491 00:22:47,833 --> 00:22:49,978 and she's out. 492 00:22:50,002 --> 00:22:51,746 You can just call me "Dr. Sleep." 493 00:22:51,770 --> 00:22:53,481 Wait. 494 00:22:53,505 --> 00:22:55,150 No, don't do that. 495 00:22:55,174 --> 00:22:57,319 It sounds... (SIGHS) 496 00:22:57,343 --> 00:22:59,087 ...murdery. 497 00:22:59,111 --> 00:23:01,423 Well, great. Thank you. 498 00:23:01,447 --> 00:23:02,839 I just spoke to the babysitter, 499 00:23:02,840 --> 00:23:05,817 and she's gonna bring Jack home in half an hour, so... 500 00:23:08,354 --> 00:23:09,512 Kate, there's something I need to talk to you... 501 00:23:09,513 --> 00:23:12,167 Toby, how are you not more upset about this? 502 00:23:12,191 --> 00:23:13,802 Honestly. 503 00:23:13,826 --> 00:23:15,604 We signed up for an open adoption, 504 00:23:15,628 --> 00:23:17,839 and that just all changed 505 00:23:17,863 --> 00:23:19,875 in a really sad blink of an eye. 506 00:23:19,899 --> 00:23:23,178 Kate, I am sorry that Ellie is hurting. 507 00:23:23,202 --> 00:23:25,180 I feel bad. 508 00:23:25,204 --> 00:23:26,446 But when we got into all of this, 509 00:23:26,447 --> 00:23:28,072 we knew that it was all just a plan. 510 00:23:28,073 --> 00:23:31,353 We also knew that plans change. 511 00:23:31,377 --> 00:23:33,388 Toby, I grew up with a brother 512 00:23:33,412 --> 00:23:37,158 who, like, didn't know his birth parents. 513 00:23:37,182 --> 00:23:39,895 That was... is... is still 514 00:23:39,919 --> 00:23:41,169 really, really difficult for him. 515 00:23:41,170 --> 00:23:44,547 - I know. - Okay, well, I promised myself 516 00:23:44,548 --> 00:23:46,492 that it would not be like that for Hailey. 517 00:23:46,516 --> 00:23:48,428 And it won't. 518 00:23:48,452 --> 00:23:52,999 Kate, adoption is a journey. 519 00:23:53,023 --> 00:23:55,224 You know, and-and we don't know when or if 520 00:23:55,225 --> 00:23:58,305 Ellie is gonna change her mind, but we will always make sure 521 00:23:58,329 --> 00:24:00,073 that Hailey knows who her birth mother is. 522 00:24:00,097 --> 00:24:01,741 (HAILEY CRYING) 523 00:24:01,765 --> 00:24:03,243 - I'll get her. - I'll get her. 524 00:24:03,267 --> 00:24:05,545 All right. (SIGHS) 525 00:24:05,569 --> 00:24:06,913 (TOBY SNIFFLES) 526 00:24:06,937 --> 00:24:09,071 (HAILEY CRIES LOUDLY) 527 00:24:10,307 --> 00:24:12,719 I apologize that you had to listen 528 00:24:12,743 --> 00:24:15,755 to that little dispute between me and your mother. 529 00:24:15,779 --> 00:24:19,459 And I apologize for my antiquated gender assumptions. 530 00:24:19,483 --> 00:24:21,561 I will throw a ball with you any day of the week. 531 00:24:21,585 --> 00:24:24,620 Or watch Felicity, whatever you like. 532 00:24:26,090 --> 00:24:28,591 So you and I have the same eyes. 533 00:24:29,860 --> 00:24:34,063 When the nurse said that, it made me very happy. 534 00:24:35,799 --> 00:24:40,280 Because I grew up not looking like either of my parents, 535 00:24:40,304 --> 00:24:42,905 not knowing exactly where I came from. 536 00:24:44,007 --> 00:24:46,419 So to know that you have my eyes, 537 00:24:46,443 --> 00:24:49,489 that you came from me... 538 00:24:49,513 --> 00:24:51,591 that's special. 539 00:24:51,615 --> 00:24:53,827 Thank you. 540 00:24:53,851 --> 00:24:56,162 When I was a kid, 541 00:24:56,186 --> 00:24:59,889 I had to do a family tree for school. 542 00:25:02,826 --> 00:25:06,339 And, um, I remember making my branches, 543 00:25:06,363 --> 00:25:09,542 along with my brother and sister. 544 00:25:09,566 --> 00:25:12,011 But I knew it wasn't quite right. 545 00:25:12,035 --> 00:25:13,947 They were my family, 546 00:25:13,971 --> 00:25:16,883 but they weren't where I came from. 547 00:25:16,907 --> 00:25:19,319 You see, that's where you 548 00:25:19,343 --> 00:25:21,888 and your sister Tess and your mom come in. 549 00:25:21,912 --> 00:25:25,414 You've provided me with something very special. 550 00:25:28,152 --> 00:25:30,019 Because you are my branches. 551 00:25:32,022 --> 00:25:34,190 You are the start of my family tree. 552 00:25:36,860 --> 00:25:40,363 And I just wanted that tree to be as big as possible. 553 00:25:44,401 --> 00:25:47,814 But, hey, I guess I'm gonna have to count on you and your sister 554 00:25:47,838 --> 00:25:51,584 to have a whole lot of grandchildren. 555 00:25:51,608 --> 00:25:53,753 And then maybe one day, I will look into the eyes 556 00:25:53,777 --> 00:25:57,157 of my grandchild or my great-grandchild, 557 00:25:57,181 --> 00:25:59,426 and I will say, 558 00:25:59,450 --> 00:26:04,053 "Hey, I know where those eyes come from." 559 00:26:05,255 --> 00:26:08,391 "Those eyes come from Annie Pearson." 560 00:26:09,726 --> 00:26:11,037 (SNIFFLES LOUDLY) 561 00:26:11,061 --> 00:26:12,672 That's a peace offering? 562 00:26:12,696 --> 00:26:14,274 No, they're both for me. 563 00:26:14,298 --> 00:26:17,166 (RANDALL SMACKS LIPS, HISSES) 564 00:26:35,118 --> 00:26:36,963 All right. 565 00:26:36,987 --> 00:26:39,432 Do not interrupt me for the next ten minutes. 566 00:26:39,456 --> 00:26:41,401 All right. I don't know if you're ready. 567 00:26:41,425 --> 00:26:43,526 - I'm ready. Oh, I'm ready. - Yeah? 568 00:26:47,810 --> 00:26:49,944 (ENGINE RUNNING) 569 00:27:04,093 --> 00:27:05,593 (ENGINE SHUTS OFF) 570 00:27:13,936 --> 00:27:15,747 Oh. Uh... 571 00:27:15,771 --> 00:27:17,749 Are they actually...? 572 00:27:17,773 --> 00:27:19,641 Let me... let me check. 573 00:27:39,929 --> 00:27:42,174 All three knocked out. 574 00:27:42,198 --> 00:27:45,944 (WHISPERING): They must have exhausted themselves crying. 575 00:27:45,968 --> 00:27:47,479 Do we bring 'em inside? 576 00:27:47,503 --> 00:27:50,082 Oh, no, no, no. They say never wake a sleeping baby. 577 00:27:50,106 --> 00:27:52,774 Well, what do they say about three sleeping babies? 578 00:27:55,778 --> 00:27:57,623 I think we just wait. 579 00:27:57,647 --> 00:28:00,448 Okay. 580 00:28:04,720 --> 00:28:06,888 (REBECCA SIGHS) 581 00:28:23,639 --> 00:28:25,774 (HAILEY COOING) 582 00:28:33,983 --> 00:28:36,084 (KATE SIGHS SOFTLY) 583 00:28:37,220 --> 00:28:40,232 She's only happy when I'm holding her. 584 00:28:40,256 --> 00:28:42,490 - So... - Like daughter, like father. 585 00:28:47,230 --> 00:28:49,341 Kate, do you know why Ellie chose us? 586 00:28:49,365 --> 00:28:51,743 'Cause I like the Steelers? 587 00:28:51,767 --> 00:28:54,413 Maybe. (LAUGHS) 588 00:28:54,437 --> 00:28:56,915 I'm sure my quirky-meets-classy style 589 00:28:56,939 --> 00:28:58,840 - didn't hurt anything. - (CHUCKLES) 590 00:29:00,710 --> 00:29:05,090 But more than that, she chose us, she chose you, 591 00:29:05,114 --> 00:29:09,528 because she saw a funny, beautiful, 592 00:29:09,552 --> 00:29:12,331 huge-hearted mother who has taken every challenge 593 00:29:12,355 --> 00:29:15,868 that parenting has to offer in total stride. 594 00:29:15,892 --> 00:29:18,103 Kate, you're unflappable. 595 00:29:18,127 --> 00:29:20,105 Really. You cannot be flapped. 596 00:29:20,129 --> 00:29:22,341 All right, and-and all of this may not be going 597 00:29:22,365 --> 00:29:24,176 the way that we planned, 598 00:29:24,200 --> 00:29:26,612 and Ellie may or may not be in the picture, 599 00:29:26,636 --> 00:29:28,447 but we will figure this out. 600 00:29:28,471 --> 00:29:31,517 And I think Ellie knew that from the start. 601 00:29:31,541 --> 00:29:36,355 And it's a good thing that you are... 602 00:29:36,379 --> 00:29:40,359 so unflappable, because earlier today, 603 00:29:40,383 --> 00:29:44,062 when I was on the phone with work... 604 00:29:44,086 --> 00:29:45,820 I got laid off. 605 00:29:47,123 --> 00:29:48,356 What? 606 00:29:51,794 --> 00:29:53,928 Oh, um... 607 00:29:55,765 --> 00:29:56,808 Toby, I am... 608 00:29:56,832 --> 00:29:58,944 (HAILEY FUSSES) 609 00:29:58,968 --> 00:30:00,339 (SIGHS) I am so sorry. 610 00:30:00,340 --> 00:30:01,413 Yeah, I... 611 00:30:01,437 --> 00:30:03,649 I kind of knew that it was coming, 612 00:30:03,673 --> 00:30:06,985 but I didn't want to freak you out. 613 00:30:07,009 --> 00:30:09,988 But they let, like, 40% of the staff go. 614 00:30:10,012 --> 00:30:11,790 Wow. 615 00:30:11,814 --> 00:30:13,458 Yeah, and I've been torturing myself 616 00:30:13,482 --> 00:30:15,060 for the last few hours 'cause I knew I had to tell you, 617 00:30:15,084 --> 00:30:17,352 but I didn't want to ruin today. 618 00:30:18,487 --> 00:30:21,633 You are never gonna ruin anything, 619 00:30:21,657 --> 00:30:23,558 and you're not gonna ruin this day. 620 00:30:26,162 --> 00:30:29,241 And we can figure out the job stuff tomorrow. 621 00:30:29,265 --> 00:30:31,132 Okay? Let's just be a family today. 622 00:30:33,336 --> 00:30:35,314 Me, you, and two under two. 623 00:30:35,338 --> 00:30:37,015 Exactly. 624 00:30:37,039 --> 00:30:39,240 Piece of cake. 625 00:30:40,977 --> 00:30:42,921 See? 626 00:30:42,945 --> 00:30:45,824 Unflappable. 627 00:30:45,848 --> 00:30:47,749 (FRANNY AND NICK CRYING IN DISTANCE) 628 00:31:14,610 --> 00:31:16,478 (CRYING STOPS) 629 00:31:21,384 --> 00:31:23,118 How'd you get 'em to stop crying? 630 00:31:27,356 --> 00:31:29,257 Dumb luck. 631 00:31:32,495 --> 00:31:36,131 And you... you and Mom had three. 632 00:31:37,066 --> 00:31:38,644 No help, just the two of you. 633 00:31:38,668 --> 00:31:40,846 How'd you manage? 634 00:31:40,870 --> 00:31:43,482 Oh, that was easy. 635 00:31:43,506 --> 00:31:47,953 You kids and your mom... 636 00:31:47,977 --> 00:31:49,688 that was all I ever wanted. 637 00:31:49,712 --> 00:31:52,958 It was easy to do it when you, 638 00:31:52,982 --> 00:31:55,350 when you look at it like that. 639 00:31:57,920 --> 00:32:00,088 Yeah. 640 00:32:03,759 --> 00:32:05,994 They're beautiful, Kevin. 641 00:32:06,929 --> 00:32:08,797 Do 'em a favor. 642 00:32:09,865 --> 00:32:12,644 Stop trying to live up to me. 643 00:32:12,668 --> 00:32:15,514 I was terrified of being like my dad, 644 00:32:15,538 --> 00:32:19,774 and you are terrified of not being like yours. 645 00:32:21,677 --> 00:32:26,514 We both wasted a lot of time being quietly terrified. 646 00:32:30,619 --> 00:32:32,597 Close your eyes, 647 00:32:32,621 --> 00:32:34,866 decide what you want, 648 00:32:34,890 --> 00:32:37,492 and then you go and get it, son. 649 00:32:50,039 --> 00:32:52,173 They really are beautiful, Kev. 650 00:33:13,496 --> 00:33:15,474 Hey, how long was I out? 651 00:33:15,498 --> 00:33:17,309 Shh. 652 00:33:17,333 --> 00:33:18,810 Uh, not long. 653 00:33:18,834 --> 00:33:21,580 15 minutes. 654 00:33:21,604 --> 00:33:22,881 15... you should've woken me up. 655 00:33:22,905 --> 00:33:24,549 I had it under control. 656 00:33:24,573 --> 00:33:27,753 - (FUSSING) - I think Franny's hungry. 657 00:33:27,777 --> 00:33:30,789 Is that what you want? 658 00:33:30,813 --> 00:33:32,924 Or maybe you just want to be rocked... is that it? 659 00:33:32,948 --> 00:33:34,126 You just want to be rocked? 660 00:33:34,150 --> 00:33:35,761 I don't know what you want. 661 00:33:35,785 --> 00:33:37,729 You sound a little like a velociraptor. 662 00:33:37,753 --> 00:33:39,888 (MADISON CHUCKLES) 663 00:33:43,692 --> 00:33:45,193 You okay? 664 00:33:47,163 --> 00:33:48,897 Yeah, I'm great. 665 00:33:53,803 --> 00:33:55,937 - Madison. - Yeah. 666 00:33:58,941 --> 00:34:00,208 Let's make this official. 667 00:34:02,144 --> 00:34:05,190 I know we've been engaged, but not engaged engaged, 668 00:34:05,214 --> 00:34:08,616 and dancing around the weirdness of it all, but I... 669 00:34:10,820 --> 00:34:12,720 ...I really want you to be my wife. 670 00:34:14,990 --> 00:34:16,958 I want to be a family. 671 00:34:19,028 --> 00:34:22,007 Look, I will, I will get you whatever ring that you want 672 00:34:22,031 --> 00:34:23,508 whenever you want it because you deserve that, 673 00:34:23,532 --> 00:34:25,099 but until then... 674 00:34:26,535 --> 00:34:28,180 - (MADISON LAUGHS) - (GROANS) 675 00:34:28,204 --> 00:34:29,948 I mean, these things are... these are just... 676 00:34:29,972 --> 00:34:31,216 - (LAUGHS) - (SNAPS) 677 00:34:31,240 --> 00:34:32,774 There we go. 678 00:34:34,176 --> 00:34:36,077 Madison. 679 00:34:38,377 --> 00:34:40,277 Will you marry me? 680 00:34:41,914 --> 00:34:43,224 Yeah. 681 00:34:43,248 --> 00:34:45,426 - Yeah? - Yeah. (LAUGHS) 682 00:34:45,450 --> 00:34:47,485 ♪ 683 00:34:49,087 --> 00:34:50,365 It's gorgeous. 684 00:34:50,389 --> 00:34:51,489 (BOTH LAUGH) 685 00:34:56,036 --> 00:34:58,171 (BIRDS SINGING) 686 00:35:00,074 --> 00:35:02,485 You know, I think this is the quietest it's gonna be 687 00:35:02,509 --> 00:35:04,577 for about 18 years. (CHUCKLES) 688 00:35:17,591 --> 00:35:20,337 I feel like there's the person I was 689 00:35:20,361 --> 00:35:22,339 before I went to the hospital 690 00:35:22,363 --> 00:35:25,698 and the person... I am now. 691 00:35:27,868 --> 00:35:30,580 I barely even remember who that girl was 692 00:35:30,604 --> 00:35:32,415 who got in the car four days ago. 693 00:35:32,439 --> 00:35:34,184 I do. 694 00:35:34,208 --> 00:35:38,044 I'm still me, we're still us. 695 00:35:39,580 --> 00:35:41,114 Maybe. 696 00:35:42,016 --> 00:35:43,526 I don't know. 697 00:35:43,550 --> 00:35:46,830 I do... hey. 698 00:35:46,854 --> 00:35:48,721 I know. 699 00:35:55,896 --> 00:35:58,942 My mom lost a baby 700 00:35:58,966 --> 00:36:02,468 when I was five. 701 00:36:04,071 --> 00:36:06,883 She had a miscarriage. 702 00:36:06,907 --> 00:36:09,375 It was really early on, and... 703 00:36:11,712 --> 00:36:15,792 I barely even... registered it at the time, 704 00:36:15,816 --> 00:36:18,361 but I think she was really sad. 705 00:36:18,385 --> 00:36:21,387 I think she was really sad for a long time. 706 00:36:27,628 --> 00:36:30,240 What if I can't be a great mom 707 00:36:30,264 --> 00:36:33,710 'cause I'm just too sad for too long? 708 00:36:33,734 --> 00:36:37,814 Hey, Rebecca, look, I worry about a lot of things, 709 00:36:37,838 --> 00:36:42,341 but I never, ever worry about you not being a great mom. 710 00:36:43,477 --> 00:36:46,345 Okay? That story's already written. 711 00:37:01,495 --> 00:37:05,465 When we stopped at the gas station... 712 00:37:08,502 --> 00:37:10,603 ...I bought a little bottle of whiskey. 713 00:37:12,506 --> 00:37:14,640 I downed it right there. 714 00:37:16,777 --> 00:37:21,458 I was... feeling really overwhelmed 715 00:37:21,482 --> 00:37:23,259 by everything that's happened 716 00:37:23,283 --> 00:37:26,986 and I was just trying to keep it together... 717 00:37:28,188 --> 00:37:32,458 ...really, 'cause when that guy cut us off, I just... I saw red. 718 00:37:33,360 --> 00:37:35,495 Lost control. 719 00:37:37,031 --> 00:37:38,675 Just like my dad would've. 720 00:37:38,699 --> 00:37:40,677 Jack. 721 00:37:40,701 --> 00:37:41,801 Yeah. 722 00:37:44,905 --> 00:37:49,285 Every night when I was a kid, 723 00:37:49,309 --> 00:37:53,579 my dad would come home at 5:15 exactly. 724 00:37:54,915 --> 00:37:58,028 And my brother and me... we'd be playing, uh, blocks, 725 00:37:58,052 --> 00:38:00,997 baseball... whatever, 726 00:38:01,021 --> 00:38:03,456 just happy as clams, and... 727 00:38:05,659 --> 00:38:09,305 ...about 5:00, my heart would just start pounding. 728 00:38:09,329 --> 00:38:11,541 Mm. 729 00:38:11,565 --> 00:38:13,543 And then I'd hear my dad slam his car door, 730 00:38:13,567 --> 00:38:16,302 and all the air would get sucked out of the room. 731 00:38:24,678 --> 00:38:27,613 He was so unhappy just to be around us. 732 00:38:31,051 --> 00:38:35,121 He-He'd have a Scotch in his hand before he'd even say hello. 733 00:38:37,591 --> 00:38:41,127 He needed it just to be in the same house with us. 734 00:38:43,263 --> 00:38:45,965 - Hmm. - You are not gonna be that kind of dad. 735 00:38:47,367 --> 00:38:49,345 I don't know. 736 00:38:49,369 --> 00:38:51,504 I worry. 737 00:38:57,444 --> 00:39:00,457 You don't suck the air out of the room. 738 00:39:00,481 --> 00:39:02,381 You are the air. 739 00:39:14,261 --> 00:39:15,438 MAN (ON RADIO): Cloudy and continuing... 740 00:39:15,462 --> 00:39:17,363 ("EVERYTHING I OWN" BY BREAD PLAYING) 741 00:39:19,133 --> 00:39:20,243 ♪ You gave my life... ♪ 742 00:39:20,267 --> 00:39:22,045 - There it is. - Mm-hmm. 743 00:39:22,069 --> 00:39:24,380 The perfect song. 744 00:39:24,404 --> 00:39:26,983 ♪ Set me free ♪ 745 00:39:27,007 --> 00:39:30,620 ♪ Set me free... ♪ 746 00:39:30,644 --> 00:39:32,555 We're never, ever gonna be alone in this car again 747 00:39:32,579 --> 00:39:35,125 for the rest of our lives, huh? 748 00:39:35,149 --> 00:39:37,293 - No. - Mm. 749 00:39:37,317 --> 00:39:39,129 Don't hurt yourself. 750 00:39:39,153 --> 00:39:41,297 I'm okay. 751 00:39:41,321 --> 00:39:46,736 ♪ And I would give anything I own ♪ 752 00:39:46,760 --> 00:39:50,273 ♪ Would give up my life, my heart... ♪ 753 00:39:50,297 --> 00:39:51,508 We have a family. 754 00:39:51,532 --> 00:39:53,443 Yes, we do. 755 00:39:53,467 --> 00:39:55,078 (WHISPERING): We have a family. 756 00:39:55,102 --> 00:39:57,680 Gonna be one hell of a ride. 757 00:39:57,704 --> 00:39:59,949 One hell of a ride. 758 00:39:59,973 --> 00:40:04,654 ♪ Just to have you back again ♪ 759 00:40:04,678 --> 00:40:06,022 Hey, Jack, come on. 760 00:40:06,046 --> 00:40:07,257 - Come on! - Don't want to be late. 761 00:40:07,281 --> 00:40:11,194 ♪ You taught me how to love ♪ 762 00:40:11,218 --> 00:40:14,631 ♪ What it's of ♪ 763 00:40:14,655 --> 00:40:19,536 ♪ What it's of ♪ 764 00:40:19,560 --> 00:40:24,340 ♪ You never said too much, but still you showed the way ♪ 765 00:40:24,364 --> 00:40:28,301 ♪ And I knew from watching you ♪ 766 00:40:31,638 --> 00:40:34,184 ♪ Nobody else could ever know ♪ 767 00:40:34,208 --> 00:40:35,441 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 768 00:40:37,177 --> 00:40:38,488 - (LAUGHS) - ♪ The part of me ♪ 769 00:40:38,512 --> 00:40:42,325 ♪ That can't let go ♪ 770 00:40:42,349 --> 00:40:46,829 ♪ And I would give anything I own ♪ 771 00:40:46,853 --> 00:40:50,066 ♪ Would give up my life... ♪ 772 00:40:50,090 --> 00:40:52,992 - (ENGINE SHUTS OFF) - (CAR DOORS OPEN) 773 00:40:54,894 --> 00:40:57,539 (SIGHS) So, you think Uncle Kevin ordered enough food 774 00:40:57,563 --> 00:40:59,508 for a small army again? 775 00:40:59,532 --> 00:41:01,210 Took you long enough. 776 00:41:01,234 --> 00:41:02,344 Annie made us late. 777 00:41:02,368 --> 00:41:03,468 Really? 778 00:41:04,370 --> 00:41:05,481 You guys ready? 779 00:41:05,505 --> 00:41:06,682 Yeah. 780 00:41:06,706 --> 00:41:07,839 Let's go. 781 00:41:10,743 --> 00:41:12,444 - Hey, Pop. - Hi, Dad. 782 00:41:13,579 --> 00:41:18,283 The beautiful, bountiful branches of my family tree. 783 00:41:20,486 --> 00:41:22,354 DEJA: How you holding up? 784 00:41:25,058 --> 00:41:27,803 I'm okay. 785 00:41:27,827 --> 00:41:29,794 I'm better for seeing you three. 786 00:41:31,497 --> 00:41:32,641 You okay, Dej? 787 00:41:32,665 --> 00:41:34,510 I'm fine. 788 00:41:34,534 --> 00:41:36,045 Long day. 789 00:41:36,069 --> 00:41:37,513 (CHUCKLES NERVOUSLY) 790 00:41:37,537 --> 00:41:40,539 Um, let's, let's go see her. 791 00:41:47,747 --> 00:41:48,891 (VEHICLE APPROACHES, HORN HONKS) 792 00:41:48,915 --> 00:41:50,259 Hey. 793 00:41:50,283 --> 00:41:52,684 - Look who's here. - (HORN HONKING) 794 00:41:54,420 --> 00:41:56,498 How was the drive up? 795 00:41:56,522 --> 00:41:59,191 (SIGHS) Not bad. 796 00:42:00,393 --> 00:42:02,994 Always goes by faster than you'd think. 797 00:42:10,316 --> 00:42:16,416 Subtitle sync and corrections by