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I was once happy, content,

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sloshing around in my own
private, primordial pool.

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Then one day, for reasons
beyond my control,

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I was repeatedly crushed...

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over and over
by the cruel cervix
of my mother, Leslie.

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I put up a good fight,
but I lost,

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for the first time,
but not the last.

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-I was born
three days after 9/11.

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George W. Bush
I can hear you...
I can hear you,

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the rest of the world
hears you,

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and the people who knocked
these buildings down

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will hear all of us soon.

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- Rescue workers
USA! USA!

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- USA! USA!

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My mother and father spent
two days in the hospital,

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holding me under the soft glow
of the television,

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watching those towers fall
over and over again,

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until the feelings of grief
gave way to numbness.

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And then, without warning,

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a middle-class childhood
in an American suburb.

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Thirteen... fourteen...

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fifteen... sixteen...

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- What are you
looking at, Rue?
- Seventeen...

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Rue, look at me.

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One, two, three...
What are you doing,
Rue?

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I'd say she's suffering from
obsessive compulsive disorder...

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It's not like
I was physically abused...
- ...attention deficit disorder...

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...or had a shortage
of clean water...
- ...general anxiety disorder...

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...or was molested by
a family member.

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...and possibly
bipolar disorder.

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- But she's
a little young to tell.

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So, explain
this shit to me.

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Honey, it's just the way
your brain was hardwired.

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Plenty of great, intelligent,

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funny, interesting,
and creative people

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have struggled
with the same things
you struggle with.

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Like who?

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Uh...

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Vincent Van Gogh.

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Sylvia Plath.

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And your favorite:
Britney Spears.

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She's bald!
- Man 2: Oh, my God!

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She is completely bald!

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I don't remember much

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between the ages
of eight and 12.

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Just that the world moved fast
and my brain moved slow.

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Okay, does anybody
have any idea of what
a preposition might be?

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And every now and then,
if I focused too closely
on the way I breathed...

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- ...I'd die.

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Slow down, just breathe.

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Until every second
of every day,

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-you find yourself
trying to outrun your anxiety.

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What's wrong, Rue?

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And quite frankly...

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I'm just fucking exhausted.

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You said the doctor
was in our network.

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How could he suddenly
be out of network?

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I can't afford it.

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Did you see that video
of the beauty queen

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who got acid thrown
on her face?

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- Mm, uh, what? No.
- It's pretty fucked up.

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- Hey, Mom, you got any tampons?
- In my bathroom, under the sink.

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And at some point,
you make a choice

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about who you are
and what you want.

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Oh, my...

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♪ I'm living for
the thrill... formula ♪

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- ♪ On a Monday ♪
- ♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh,
ooh-ooh-ooh ♪

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- ♪ Where's the propane?
- ♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh,
ooh-ooh-ooh ♪

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♪ Tell 'em ♪

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All right, Gia,
let's roll.

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Why is the co-payment $300?

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Rue, did you
eat breakfast?

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- ♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh,
ooh-ooh-ooh ♪
- ♪ Tell 'em ♪

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What's with the sunglasses?

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- What sunglasses?

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♪ I'm livin' for the thrill
for your love... ♪

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I just showed up one day,
without a map or a compass...

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Attention,
students, we need to lockdown.

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...or to be honest,
anyone capable

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of giving on iota
of good fucking advice.

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♪ I'm livin' for the thrill
formula... ♪

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And I know it all
may seem sad,
but guess what?

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I didn't build this system,
nor did I fuck it up.

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♪ Chill ♪

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♪ They been
waiting for me ♪

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♪ What the fuk,
what the fuk ♪

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♪ Feel the morning
on my face ♪

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♪ Ain't a pill
that I didn't take ♪

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And then it happens.

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That moment
when your breath
starts to slow.

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♪ 'Cause Ima sleep
when I RIP...
ba-da-ba-da-ba ♪

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And every time
you breathe,

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you breathe out
all the oxygen you have.

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And everything stops:

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your heart,
your lungs,

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then finally, your brain.

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And everything you feel,
and wish, and want to forget,

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it all just sinks.

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And then suddenly...

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...you give it air again,
give it life again.

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I remember the first time
it happened to me, I got so
scared I wanted to call 911.

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Go to the hospital and
be kept alive by machines
and apple juice.

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But I didn't want to look
like an idiot,

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and I didn't want
to fuck up everyone's night.

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And then over time,
it's all I wanted--

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those two seconds
of nothingness.

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♪ I'll find somebody,
wait and see ♪

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♪ Who am I kidding,
only me ♪

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♪ 'Cause no one else
could take your place ♪

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♪ Guess that I am just
a hopeless case ♪

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♪ Hold up, they don't
love you like I love you ♪

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♪ Slow down, they don't
love you like I love you ♪

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♪ Back up, they don't
love you like I love you ♪

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♪ Step down, they don't
love you like I love you ♪

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I spent a good portion
of the summer before
junior year

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in rehab.

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God grant me
the serenity to accept
the things I cannot change,

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the courage to change
the things I can,

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and the wisdom
to know the difference.

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Rue!

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Come here!
Hey.

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How are you?
Good.

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- I missed you.
- I missed you, too.

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- Look at you.
Are you growing?
-  No.

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Hey!

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I'm very happy for you, Rue.

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You're about to start
a brand-new chapter.

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It was the end of summer,
the week before school started.

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I had no intention
of staying clean.

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And Jules had
just moved to town.

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There's some new girl
in town that I think you
gonna be friends with.

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Who?
- Shit, I don't know.

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She came in yesterday
lookin' all Sailor Moon
and shit.

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I'm thinking to myself, like,

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look like somebody
Rue would get along with.

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Which was sort of
like a dead-on observation
for Fezco,

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who's not normally revolving
in the same direction
as planet Earth.

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So, how long you
been back?

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- Five days.
- And like,

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- how you feelin'?
- I mean,

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ever since I gave my life
over to my lord and savior
Jesus Christ,

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things have been,
like, really good.

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- Word? That's what's up.
- Yeah.

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- I'm fucking with you, Fez.
It was a joke.
- Shit.

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- Hey, I don't judge.

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Uh, but low-key,
is Ashtray in the back?

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Are you serious?

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What, you think
'cause I went to rehab,
I stayed clean?

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I mean,
ain't that the point?

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Yeah, well, the world's
coming to an end,

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and I haven't even
graduated high school yet.

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♪ Fuck this shit
y'all seeing on TV ♪

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♪ Listen up,
pay the fuck attention, yeah ♪

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I thought your ass
was dead.

155
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I thought you had
Asperger's till I realized
you're just a prick.

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This is a fickle industry.
Y'all come and go.

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I'm just trying
to stack my cash,
pay off our mortgage.

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So what the fuck
you want?

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♪ Pull up on the block
and I'm lit ♪

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♪ Got em' looking real sick,
throw it up... ♪

161
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You sure you don't
want to try nothin' new?
- Like what?

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2C-T-2, 2C-T-7,

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and 5-MeO-DIPT.

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I'm sorry, I have
zero fucking idea
what you just said.

165
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It doesn't matter.

166
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But this shit is fucking lit.

167
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What is it?

168
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N-diisopropyl-5-
methoxytryptamine.

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It's a fast-acting
psychedelic.

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Ashtray
Got some similarities to LSD,

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but with, like,
key differences.

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Not as visual and shit,

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but definitely
a sense distorter.

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What's wrong?

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I'm just so happy.

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I don't know. The shit's
been blowing up in Tampa,

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and mad people
like to fuck on it.

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Okay. Yeah.

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That'll be 120.

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- Uh, Fez said he'd spot me.
- Fezco don't spot nobody.

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Yeah, well, it's
a post-rehab discount,

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- so you should ask him.
- I will go ask him,

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'cause I know
you're full of shit.

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♪ There's a brighter tomorrow ♪

185
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♪ Just around the bend... ♪

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In truth, I didn't have
much of an issue

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with Nate until
all the bullshit with Jules.

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I mean, I never liked him,
and once, during freshman formal,

189
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he tried to finger me
on the dance floor
without my permission.

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00:11:47,742 --> 00:11:50,778
- But like...
it's America.

191
00:11:50,778 --> 00:11:53,215
And if they were throwing
an end-of-summer party...

192
00:11:53,215 --> 00:11:57,152
Yo, I'd do it for Rue!

193
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...of course
I'd fucking go.

194
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Yo. The whole world's
gonna be talking about

195
00:12:00,889 --> 00:12:03,826
how McKay threw the grimiest
fucking banger of the summer.

196
00:12:03,826 --> 00:12:06,294
I don't know, bro.
You know my mom is real OCD.

197
00:12:06,294 --> 00:12:08,529
She notices the smallest shit:
a little scratch on the wall,

198
00:12:08,529 --> 00:12:11,166
- the dishes are out of order.
- Fine. We'll just take
a picture of everything,

199
00:12:11,166 --> 00:12:14,703
and we'll put it back
the way we found it.

200
00:12:14,703 --> 00:12:15,838
What the fuck is this,
Mission Impossible?

201
00:12:15,838 --> 00:12:17,772
Would you stop worrying
about your mom,

202
00:12:17,772 --> 00:12:19,607
and start worrying
about all the fucking pussy

203
00:12:19,607 --> 00:12:21,143
that we're gonna smash
tonight, bro.

204
00:12:21,143 --> 00:12:24,447
No, no, no, no, no.
Wait. Isn't Maddy
coming tonight?

205
00:12:24,447 --> 00:12:26,247
I don't know.

206
00:12:26,247 --> 00:12:28,651
I don't give a fuck.
She broke up with me.
Fuck her.

207
00:12:28,651 --> 00:12:31,019
See, no, bro.
'Cause she's crazy.

208
00:12:31,019 --> 00:12:33,822
I don't want her to come
and try to burn my house down.

209
00:12:33,822 --> 00:12:35,391
- Burn your--
- Yeah.

210
00:12:35,391 --> 00:12:37,359
Shut the fuck up.

211
00:12:37,359 --> 00:12:40,862
Yo. This is exactly
what I'm talking about.

212
00:12:40,862 --> 00:12:42,497
Right here.
I'm gonna tell you something--

213
00:12:42,497 --> 00:12:45,170
Nate, don't do
anything stupid. Come on.
- Yeah, yeah.

214
00:12:46,170 --> 00:12:48,240
Hey, yo, what up, B?

215
00:12:48,805 --> 00:12:50,605
Yo, how 'bout you come
and ride on this dick?

216
00:12:50,605 --> 00:12:53,773
- No, Nate, chill, bro!
Come on man.

217
00:12:55,146 --> 00:12:57,213
- Fuck, bro.

218
00:12:57,213 --> 00:12:58,918
Whoops.

219
00:13:07,057 --> 00:13:11,496
Jules moved from the city
to the suburbs after her mom
and dad got divorced.

220
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She doesn't really like
to talk about it,

221
00:13:17,933 --> 00:13:20,202
but dads almost never get
full custody,

222
00:13:20,202 --> 00:13:21,941
so you know some shit
definitely went down.

223
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She went to, like, three weeks
of summer school with Kat,

224
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who failed
Intro to Visual Arts.

225
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- Do you think
my areolas look weird?
No.

226
00:14:38,413 --> 00:14:41,311
But, like,
the edges, though.

227
00:14:41,311 --> 00:14:42,584
Maddy, they're fine.

228
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Fine like they're
kind of weird, or fine like

229
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nobody but me
would ever notice
what I notice?

230
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Fine like shut the fuck up, Maddy.

231
00:14:48,758 --> 00:14:51,593
I'm disgusting.
I literally look disgusting.

232
00:14:51,593 --> 00:14:54,229
Maddy, you just snap
the fuck out of this.
You're hot as fuck.

233
00:14:54,229 --> 00:14:57,533
- Nate's a loser. Who cares?
- He's not a loser.
He's a dick.

234
00:14:57,533 --> 00:14:59,434
All dicks are losers. Duh.

235
00:14:59,434 --> 00:15:02,666
Look, bottom line:
y'all need to walk
into this party

236
00:15:02,666 --> 00:15:04,539
like your pussy costs
a million dollars.

237
00:15:04,539 --> 00:15:06,908
For real, I'd settle
for like fifty grand.

238
00:15:06,908 --> 00:15:08,410
Fifty grand is
a million dollars.

239
00:15:08,410 --> 00:15:10,746
I'd settle for, like,
four Corona Lights

240
00:15:10,746 --> 00:15:12,214
and some non-rapey
affection.

241
00:15:12,214 --> 00:15:13,849
- That's kind of depressing.
Nate's just,

242
00:15:13,849 --> 00:15:16,051
like, totally ruined
my confidence.

243
00:15:16,051 --> 00:15:18,020
You know when somebody
just constantly criticizes,

244
00:15:18,020 --> 00:15:19,789
like, everything
about you?

245
00:15:19,789 --> 00:15:21,389
Yep. That's, like,
every guy.

246
00:15:21,389 --> 00:15:23,687
You just need to catch a dick
and forget about your troubles.

247
00:15:23,687 --> 00:15:25,260
Girl, you just need
to catch a dick.

248
00:15:25,260 --> 00:15:27,362
Seriously, Maddy,
the best thing to do
after a breakup

249
00:15:27,362 --> 00:15:29,398
is to fuck someone new,
and then move on.

250
00:15:29,398 --> 00:15:31,933
Please, Kat, remind me again
how many guys you've fucked?

251
00:15:31,933 --> 00:15:35,002
And, um, oh, yeah,
cat-fishing, that don't count.

252
00:15:35,002 --> 00:15:38,540
- Can you not be a cunt
for like, 15 seconds?

253
00:15:38,540 --> 00:15:40,475
What are
we doing for dinner?
- Dad, stop being a pervert!

254
00:15:40,475 --> 00:15:43,413
- We're literally,
like, all naked!

255
00:15:53,292 --> 00:15:55,160
Fuck.

256
00:15:56,495 --> 00:15:58,130
Okay.

257
00:16:00,998 --> 00:16:02,697
- Where were you?
I went to eat.

258
00:16:02,697 --> 00:16:05,167
- What do you mean,
you went to eat?
- What?

259
00:16:05,167 --> 00:16:07,836
What? Don't walk away
from me.

260
00:16:07,836 --> 00:16:09,504
You know what, Rue?
I don't trust you.

261
00:16:09,504 --> 00:16:11,206
I don't know
what you want me to say.

262
00:16:11,206 --> 00:16:12,841
I want you to tell me
where you were.

263
00:16:12,841 --> 00:16:15,310
- I just said
I went to fucking eat!
- Don't you talk to me like that!

264
00:16:15,310 --> 00:16:16,945
- You know what?
I'm gonna drug test you.

265
00:16:16,945 --> 00:16:19,047
- Don't be slamming
no doors around here.
- It was an accident.

266
00:16:19,047 --> 00:16:22,384
I don't care.
You're not leaving this house
until you take a drug test.

267
00:16:22,384 --> 00:16:24,252
I just peed!

268
00:16:24,252 --> 00:16:26,625
Slam another door.

269
00:16:27,491 --> 00:16:30,429
That girl's gonna be
the death of me.

270
00:16:36,498 --> 00:16:39,334
Shit.

271
00:16:39,334 --> 00:16:42,104
Now, there's a few ways
to beat a drug test.

272
00:16:42,104 --> 00:16:44,639
The first is simple.
Stop doing drugs.

273
00:16:44,639 --> 00:16:46,808
But if you're in a bind
and totally fucked,

274
00:16:46,808 --> 00:16:50,645
option one: niacin.

275
00:16:50,645 --> 00:16:54,216
It's a B vitamin that,
like, breaks down fat
and chemicals or whatever,

276
00:16:54,216 --> 00:16:56,918
and if you take a lot of it,
like 2,000 milligrams,

277
00:16:56,918 --> 00:16:59,115
then chug a few gallons
of water,

278
00:16:59,115 --> 00:17:01,189
you can flush your system
in two to three days.

279
00:17:01,189 --> 00:17:03,624
The only problem is,
it has a few side effects.

280
00:17:03,624 --> 00:17:05,922
Skin flushing,
extreme dizziness, vomiting,

281
00:17:05,922 --> 00:17:09,698
rapid heartbeat,
and sometimes death.

282
00:17:09,698 --> 00:17:12,333
I don't recommend it.
Nor does any legit
drug site on the internet.

283
00:17:12,333 --> 00:17:15,871
Option 2: synthetic urine.

284
00:17:15,871 --> 00:17:19,441
Yeah, fucking right.

285
00:17:19,441 --> 00:17:21,713
Option 3:
get a non-drug addict
friend to piss for you.

286
00:17:24,148 --> 00:17:28,044
- The only problem is...

287
00:17:28,044 --> 00:17:30,919
...most over-the-counter
home drug testing kits

288
00:17:30,919 --> 00:17:34,388
come with a heat-sensor strip
that detects the temperature
of your urine.

289
00:17:34,388 --> 00:17:36,361
And if your parents
watch you pee, you can't
really do the sink trick.

290
00:17:38,629 --> 00:17:42,301
- So you gotta get it fresh.

291
00:17:43,901 --> 00:17:45,234
Hey, Rue.

292
00:17:45,234 --> 00:17:48,203
- Hey, I, um...
I need a favor.
- What?

293
00:17:48,203 --> 00:17:54,104
- I... like for real, Lexi.
- What?

294
00:17:54,104 --> 00:17:58,680
- Side effects of this option?
- Are you serious?

295
00:17:58,680 --> 00:18:00,352
Please.

296
00:18:02,721 --> 00:18:04,556
Thanks.

297
00:18:06,619 --> 00:18:09,058
Hey, Rue.

298
00:18:09,058 --> 00:18:11,827
How was rehab?

299
00:18:11,827 --> 00:18:13,765
Shit.

300
00:18:15,198 --> 00:18:19,667
It was good.
It was really, really good.
- Well, that's good.

301
00:18:19,667 --> 00:18:23,038
- How long have
you been back?
- Five days.

302
00:18:23,038 --> 00:18:24,676
Oh.

303
00:18:25,810 --> 00:18:28,177
- New chapter.
- Mom.

304
00:18:28,177 --> 00:18:31,913
Hmm?

305
00:18:31,913 --> 00:18:34,849
Lexi and I have known
each other since pre-school.

306
00:18:34,849 --> 00:18:37,819
And like, in some ways
she's my best friend,

307
00:18:37,819 --> 00:18:40,222
even though I think
we've grown apart.

308
00:18:40,222 --> 00:18:41,560
We don't really have
much in common anymore.

309
00:18:44,156 --> 00:18:46,261
Did you m-- meet
any cute guys there?

310
00:18:46,261 --> 00:18:49,031
Here's that eyeliner.
- Thanks.

311
00:18:49,031 --> 00:18:50,669
Huh.

312
00:18:59,342 --> 00:19:02,377
Mom, I have to pee!

313
00:19:02,377 --> 00:19:04,213
I wish we could do this
in a way

314
00:19:04,213 --> 00:19:06,814
that wasn't a complete
invasion of my privacy.

315
00:19:06,814 --> 00:19:09,684
Well, you lost your right
to privacy after your overdose.

316
00:19:09,684 --> 00:19:12,891
- That was a mistake.
- Don't be flip, Rue.

317
00:19:14,192 --> 00:19:16,192
Could you...

318
00:19:16,192 --> 00:19:17,662
Thank you.

319
00:19:22,900 --> 00:19:26,168
You don't understand.
This was the most
frightening moment

320
00:19:26,168 --> 00:19:28,403
a mother could witness.
And Gia...

321
00:19:28,403 --> 00:19:32,407
- Gia, who absolutely
idolizes you--
- I know, Mom.

322
00:19:32,407 --> 00:19:36,473
To have her find you unconscious...

323
00:19:37,980 --> 00:19:41,650
Can we just--
Can we not do this
right now, Mom?

324
00:19:41,650 --> 00:19:43,619
Rue?

325
00:19:45,554 --> 00:19:46,889
Rue?

326
00:19:49,359 --> 00:19:52,231
- Rue.

327
00:20:02,139 --> 00:20:05,674
I know a lot of you
probably hate me right now,

328
00:20:05,674 --> 00:20:07,942
and I get it.

329
00:20:07,942 --> 00:20:11,547
If I could be
a different person,
I promise you, I would.

330
00:20:14,549 --> 00:20:18,387
Not because I want it,
but because they do.

331
00:20:18,387 --> 00:20:20,625
And therein lies the catch.

332
00:20:22,659 --> 00:20:27,266
I'm sorry...
for slamming
the door earlier.

333
00:20:31,269 --> 00:20:34,673
It's okay.
I forgive you.
Come here.

334
00:20:43,081 --> 00:20:44,545
Hey, Mom?

335
00:20:44,545 --> 00:20:46,649
- Yeah?
- Can I spend the night
at Lexi's tonight?

336
00:20:46,649 --> 00:20:48,684
- Yeah, that's fine.
- Thanks.

337
00:20:48,684 --> 00:20:49,922
Yeah.

338
00:21:04,897 --> 00:21:07,435
♪ He's heating up! ♪

339
00:21:07,435 --> 00:21:10,571
♪ No room key, socks on,
can't stay long ♪

340
00:21:10,571 --> 00:21:13,073
♪ Before you know it,
in the morning, I'll be gone ♪

341
00:21:13,073 --> 00:21:16,044
♪ I ain't staying till
the morning, yeah, I'm gone ♪

342
00:21:16,044 --> 00:21:18,613
♪ I ain't staying
till the morning,
yeah, I'm gone ♪

343
00:21:18,613 --> 00:21:21,483
♪ Tommy, call my name,
when you open your eyes ♪

344
00:21:21,483 --> 00:21:23,985
♪ Make it rain,
you can stay in my sky ♪

345
00:21:23,985 --> 00:21:27,189
♪ Keep it to yourself
when you find me ♪

346
00:21:27,189 --> 00:21:29,757
♪ Hands on your knees
it's a sign we don't need ♪

347
00:21:29,757 --> 00:21:32,561
♪ Nothing but a rope
and a room key ♪

348
00:21:32,561 --> 00:21:34,897
♪ Makin' sure you know
that you knew me ♪

349
00:21:34,897 --> 00:21:37,932
♪ No room key, socks on,
can't stay long ♪

350
00:21:37,932 --> 00:21:40,635
♪ Before you know it,
in the morning, I'll be gone ♪

351
00:21:40,635 --> 00:21:43,405
♪ I ain't staying till
the morning, yeah, I'm gone ♪

352
00:21:43,405 --> 00:21:44,776
♪ I ain't staying
till the morning,
yeah, I'm gone ♪

353
00:21:48,075 --> 00:21:52,884
- Where you going?
- Uh, I don't know.
Some party, or something.

354
00:21:53,918 --> 00:21:56,219
Or something?

355
00:21:56,219 --> 00:21:58,057
Dad.

356
00:21:59,690 --> 00:22:03,225
I know. You know,
just, new town. Be safe.

357
00:22:03,225 --> 00:22:05,956
- Yeah. I'm fine.
- Good.

358
00:22:05,956 --> 00:22:07,997
- Love you.
- I love you, too.

359
00:22:07,997 --> 00:22:10,069
- Okay.
- Have fun.

360
00:22:16,371 --> 00:22:19,441
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪

361
00:22:19,441 --> 00:22:22,410
♪ Ooh, ooh,
ooh-ooh ♪

362
00:22:22,410 --> 00:22:25,247
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪

363
00:22:25,247 --> 00:22:28,450
♪ Ooh, ooh,
ooh-ooh ♪

364
00:22:28,450 --> 00:22:30,553
Jules told me later
what had happened.

365
00:22:30,553 --> 00:22:34,456
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪

366
00:22:34,456 --> 00:22:36,925
♪ Ooh, ooh,
ooh-ooh ♪

367
00:22:36,925 --> 00:22:40,228
♪ Ooh ♪

368
00:22:40,228 --> 00:22:43,165
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪

369
00:22:43,165 --> 00:22:45,365
♪ Ooh, ooh,
ooh-ooh ♪

370
00:23:05,256 --> 00:23:08,790
Looking back on it,

371
00:23:08,790 --> 00:23:11,260
she probably would have
just been better off
going to McKay's.

372
00:23:11,260 --> 00:23:12,764
But...

373
00:23:42,327 --> 00:23:44,596
Come in.

374
00:23:49,901 --> 00:23:52,367
♪ Straight out
of the jungle... ♪

375
00:23:52,367 --> 00:23:55,836
Yo, so, Cassie's
a whore. Fact.

376
00:23:55,836 --> 00:23:59,407
No, she's not. Fact.
She's not even
that type of girl.

377
00:23:59,407 --> 00:24:02,011
Oh. Have you seen
her slut pages, though?

378
00:24:02,011 --> 00:24:03,978
- No.
- They're wild, yo.

379
00:24:03,978 --> 00:24:07,076
- She's like a fuckin' freak!
Cassie's on
the slut pages?

380
00:24:07,076 --> 00:24:10,418
- Yo, we gotta see this shit.
Yo, what are y'all
even doing out the room, man?

381
00:24:10,418 --> 00:24:12,054
- Go back upstairs, bro.
- What?

382
00:24:12,054 --> 00:24:14,455
- Thing one and thing two.
Take it up, man.
- Oh, yo.

383
00:24:14,455 --> 00:24:17,292
- Take it up.
- Relax. No one gets here
till ten.

384
00:24:17,292 --> 00:24:20,595
- What's up, Nate?
What's good,
what's good, good lookin'.

385
00:24:20,595 --> 00:24:23,465
Look, all I'm saying is,
I think you did Cassie.

386
00:24:23,465 --> 00:24:27,068
- That's it.
- McKay, whether I like her
or not is irrelevant.

387
00:24:27,068 --> 00:24:30,639
The fact is,
she's a fucking whore
through and through, bro.

388
00:24:30,639 --> 00:24:33,508
All right, look, I don't know
what she's done, guys,
but I'm just saying,

389
00:24:33,508 --> 00:24:36,744
I think she's cool.
She's smart.
She's funny.

390
00:24:36,744 --> 00:24:40,510
- Bro, she likes cars, man.

391
00:24:40,510 --> 00:24:42,851
She loves cars.
Shit, thank you
for telling me.

392
00:24:42,851 --> 00:24:44,952
- What the fuck?
Dude's got
mad feelings.

393
00:24:44,952 --> 00:24:47,657
For real, yo.
McKay's about
to start a Pinterest, guys.

394
00:24:47,657 --> 00:24:49,790
Just wait.
Give it a minute.

395
00:24:49,790 --> 00:24:52,764
Yo, did you say
you don't know
what she's done?

396
00:24:56,735 --> 00:24:59,501
No, I don't know.

397
00:24:59,501 --> 00:25:01,302
Take a seat.

398
00:25:01,302 --> 00:25:05,607
You and I are gonna take
a little trip to the land
of shame, bro.

399
00:25:05,607 --> 00:25:06,841
♪ Point-blank range
give a nigga nose rings ♪

400
00:25:06,841 --> 00:25:09,043
♪ Skip to my lou
with a pack in the cat ♪

401
00:25:09,043 --> 00:25:10,611
♪ Jiffy, Lube,
where the bricks,
where they at? ♪

402
00:25:10,611 --> 00:25:13,282
♪ Dripping, ooze,
the Patek all wet... ♪

403
00:25:13,282 --> 00:25:16,785
Here's the fucking
thing that pisses me off
about the world.

404
00:25:16,785 --> 00:25:18,687
Like, every time
someone's shit gets leaked,

405
00:25:18,687 --> 00:25:21,222
whether it's
J. Law or Leslie Jones,

406
00:25:21,222 --> 00:25:22,790
the whole world's like,
"Well if you don't
want it out there,

407
00:25:22,790 --> 00:25:25,593
don't take the nudes
in the first place."

408
00:25:25,593 --> 00:25:29,464
I'm sorry. I know your
generation relied on flowers
and fathers' permission,

409
00:25:29,464 --> 00:25:32,867
but it's 2019,
and unless you're Amish,

410
00:25:32,867 --> 00:25:36,004
nudes are
the currency of love,
so stop shaming us.

411
00:25:36,004 --> 00:25:38,073
Shame the assholes
who create password-protected

412
00:25:38,073 --> 00:25:39,542
online directories
of naked, underage girls.

413
00:25:42,110 --> 00:25:44,712
Cassie's actually
super sweet.

414
00:25:44,712 --> 00:25:46,048
You remember, like,
from earlier.

415
00:25:46,048 --> 00:25:50,452
- Yo, Rue, Rue.
- Hey. How you been?

416
00:25:50,452 --> 00:25:52,687
She's just being coy.

417
00:25:52,687 --> 00:25:56,191
'Cause she has a new boyfriend
she's head over heels for.

418
00:25:56,191 --> 00:25:59,195
Mom, stop being retarded.
He's not my boyfriend.

419
00:25:59,195 --> 00:26:01,029
Oh. Okay!

420
00:26:01,029 --> 00:26:04,031
Who's that handsome young man
who came over for dinner
last night?

421
00:26:04,031 --> 00:26:07,536
Oh, my God, Mom! Stop!
-  Christopher McKay.

422
00:26:07,536 --> 00:26:09,970
So, you're dating McKay.

423
00:26:09,970 --> 00:26:13,375
Okay, Mom, I'm literally
going to poison you
in your sleep.

424
00:26:13,375 --> 00:26:16,215
So, Rue,
how was rehab?

425
00:26:17,449 --> 00:26:19,181
Um...

426
00:26:19,181 --> 00:26:22,084
Did you m-- meet
any cute guys there?

427
00:26:22,084 --> 00:26:26,654
Here's that eyeliner.
- Thanks.

428
00:26:26,654 --> 00:26:27,723
But anyway,
back to this bullshit.

429
00:26:27,723 --> 00:26:31,794
And the Oscar goes to...

430
00:26:31,794 --> 00:26:34,029
Oh!
- Shit!

431
00:26:34,029 --> 00:26:36,098
I'm talkin' 'bout,
like, tag team.

432
00:26:36,098 --> 00:26:38,601
- That's what I'm saying.
Double team.
- Like, triple.

433
00:26:38,601 --> 00:26:40,235
With Roy in the front.

434
00:26:40,235 --> 00:26:42,304
- You can even tell
that that's her, man.

435
00:26:42,304 --> 00:26:44,767
- It's her, bro.
- This is definitely her.
Look at her titties.

436
00:26:44,767 --> 00:26:47,776
You want my advice?
You fuck her like
the whore she is,

437
00:26:47,776 --> 00:26:49,712
you kick her ass
to the curb.

438
00:26:49,712 --> 00:26:51,513
Troy and Roy:
If you don't, we will.

439
00:26:51,513 --> 00:26:53,115
Shut your all little
virgin asses up, man.

440
00:26:53,115 --> 00:26:55,084
Y'all wouldn't even know
what to do with that.

441
00:26:55,084 --> 00:26:57,886
Are you crazy? I just got
a tutorial, step-by-step.

442
00:27:00,955 --> 00:27:03,591
It's obvious that Nate
got in McKay's head,

443
00:27:03,591 --> 00:27:05,965
because Cassie told Lexi,
and Lexi told me,
that the night of the party...

444
00:27:07,499 --> 00:27:09,401
What?

445
00:27:11,303 --> 00:27:12,938
Nothing.

446
00:27:13,772 --> 00:27:15,975
Why do you keep
staring at me?

447
00:27:19,443 --> 00:27:22,912
I'm sorry.
Kind of spaced out
for a second.

448
00:27:22,912 --> 00:27:25,284
I wasn't being weird,
was I?

449
00:27:27,351 --> 00:27:29,922
No. You're being cute.

450
00:27:31,055 --> 00:27:34,093
Listen, I don't want
to sound corny
or whatever, but...

451
00:27:35,292 --> 00:27:39,528
you are literally
the most beautiful girl
I've ever seen.

452
00:27:39,528 --> 00:27:41,166
They hooked up.

453
00:27:48,339 --> 00:27:51,206
Fuck.

454
00:27:51,206 --> 00:27:53,342
You always this wet?

455
00:27:53,342 --> 00:27:56,078
Kind of.
It's super embarrassing.

456
00:27:56,078 --> 00:28:00,349
- Does it turn you off?
- Not at all.

457
00:28:00,349 --> 00:28:02,354
It's cool.

458
00:28:05,590 --> 00:28:07,792
Stay right here.

459
00:28:32,683 --> 00:28:34,983
- Aah!

460
00:28:34,983 --> 00:28:39,721
McKay. McKay, stop!
Stop--

461
00:28:39,721 --> 00:28:41,990
Now, I know this looks
disturbing, but for real,

462
00:28:41,990 --> 00:28:44,326
I promise you,
this does not end in a rape.

463
00:28:44,326 --> 00:28:47,062
But here's the thing.

464
00:28:47,062 --> 00:28:50,425
Everyone on the planet
watches porn. Fact.

465
00:28:50,425 --> 00:28:53,635
And if you were to click
on the 20 most popular videos
on Porn Hub right now,

466
00:28:53,635 --> 00:28:55,604
this is basically
what you'd see:

467
00:28:55,604 --> 00:28:56,205
Good girl,
yes, yes.

468
00:28:59,241 --> 00:29:00,243
Are you gonna be
an obedient little slut?

469
00:29:05,380 --> 00:29:07,082
Say thank you, again.
Oh, thank you.

470
00:29:07,082 --> 00:29:08,750
I'm not trying to be
sex negative or anything.

471
00:29:08,750 --> 00:29:10,813
-I'm just saying...
Stop!

472
00:29:10,813 --> 00:29:11,486
...this shit isn't
out of left fucking field.

473
00:29:11,486 --> 00:29:13,354
- Fuck, McKay!
- What did I do?

474
00:29:13,354 --> 00:29:15,290
Why would you
grab me like that?
I couldn't breathe.

475
00:29:15,290 --> 00:29:18,530
- I don't know.
I thought you liked that.
- Why the fuck would I like that?

476
00:29:19,230 --> 00:29:21,866
Cassie, I'm sorry.
I didn't know.

477
00:29:22,667 --> 00:29:25,534
I just didn't expect it.

478
00:29:32,010 --> 00:29:35,410
Cassie, I'm really sorry,
okay? I'm sorry.

479
00:29:35,410 --> 00:29:38,850
You know I would
never do anything
to hurt you.

480
00:29:39,818 --> 00:29:42,251
Just don't do it again.

481
00:29:45,790 --> 00:29:48,460
Unless you ask me first.

482
00:29:54,799 --> 00:29:56,936
Or I ask you.

483
00:30:03,240 --> 00:30:06,842
Anyway,
I didn't go to Lexi's.
That was a lie.

484
00:30:06,842 --> 00:30:09,511
So, I was walking
to McKay's party,

485
00:30:09,511 --> 00:30:10,950
because I have this rule
that I don't drink and bike,
'cause like...

486
00:30:19,320 --> 00:30:22,224
- Is that...?
Oh, shit. Slow down.

487
00:30:22,224 --> 00:30:24,292
Dude, that's Rue.
Oh, my God.

488
00:30:24,292 --> 00:30:26,895
Wait.
Didn't Rue, like, die?
- Oh, my God, I hate ghosts.

489
00:30:26,895 --> 00:30:30,202
Yo, Casper!
You want a ride?

490
00:30:34,705 --> 00:30:37,706
Why, thank you.

491
00:30:37,706 --> 00:30:40,842
♪ Get it up, get it up,
get it ♪

492
00:30:40,842 --> 00:30:43,278
♪ I am not seeking approval,
I'm number one, I tell bitches
what to do ♪

493
00:30:43,278 --> 00:30:45,380
♪ He heard I'm Creole,
he think I know voodoo ♪

494
00:30:45,380 --> 00:30:46,982
♪ Bitch, I will twist
your ass up like a noodle ♪

495
00:30:46,982 --> 00:30:48,984
♪ Hoe, you a copy of me,
you a doodle ♪

496
00:30:48,984 --> 00:30:50,552
♪ Bitches is flocking
to me like I'm Kodak ♪

497
00:30:50,552 --> 00:30:52,520
♪ All of my bitches is yellow,
they bodak ♪

498
00:30:52,520 --> 00:30:54,355
♪ Hop out the whip at the light
and they throw that ♪

499
00:30:54,355 --> 00:30:56,491
♪ Uh, cocky as fuck in the mall
witcho daddy ♪

500
00:30:56,491 --> 00:30:58,493
♪ He kissing the ground
that I walk on, uh ♪

501
00:30:58,493 --> 00:31:00,362
♪ Cocky as fuck in a pic
witcho nigga ♪

502
00:31:00,362 --> 00:31:02,664
♪ He bought everything
that I got on, eh, eh ♪

503
00:31:02,664 --> 00:31:05,701
♪ Get in line hoe,
I be on yo' mind though ♪

504
00:31:05,701 --> 00:31:07,402
♪ Bitch you know I’m poppin' ♪

505
00:31:07,402 --> 00:31:09,537
♪ You just hatin'
'cause I'm fine, hoe ♪

506
00:31:09,537 --> 00:31:11,240
♪ Don’t like me,
then stay off my shit, uh ♪

507
00:31:11,240 --> 00:31:13,141
♪ You need to
hold your tongue, uh ♪

508
00:31:13,141 --> 00:31:14,613
♪ Unless you gonna lick
on my clit, ah-ah ♪

509
00:31:15,446 --> 00:31:20,619
Ah. How old are you?
- Uh, 22.

510
00:31:22,354 --> 00:31:24,156
Thanks.

511
00:31:24,823 --> 00:31:27,122
Do you live in town?

512
00:31:27,122 --> 00:31:30,093
Uh, no. I'm just,
uh, visiting my grandparents.

513
00:31:30,093 --> 00:31:31,630
Hmm.

514
00:31:33,531 --> 00:31:35,300
What about you?

515
00:31:36,200 --> 00:31:38,899
Do you walk around
like this?

516
00:31:41,072 --> 00:31:42,871
What do you mean?

517
00:31:42,871 --> 00:31:45,477
Well, this is
how you look generally?

518
00:31:46,578 --> 00:31:49,514
I mean... yeah.

519
00:31:53,084 --> 00:31:55,220
You're beautiful.

520
00:31:56,821 --> 00:31:58,523
Thank you.

521
00:32:03,093 --> 00:32:06,462
I'm envious of your generation,
you know.

522
00:32:07,863 --> 00:32:11,070
You guys don't care
as much about the rules.

523
00:32:12,303 --> 00:32:15,237
You know, I think
that's a good thing.

524
00:32:15,237 --> 00:32:19,040
And I don't want
to be that old guy
that gives you advice,

525
00:32:19,040 --> 00:32:22,477
but I look at you
and I think there are...

526
00:32:22,477 --> 00:32:25,848
two versions of
how your life can go.

527
00:32:25,848 --> 00:32:30,051
You can either go someplace,
where you're

528
00:32:30,051 --> 00:32:32,687
wanted for who you are.

529
00:32:32,687 --> 00:32:36,595
Or you can stay
in a town like this.
End up like me.

530
00:32:38,095 --> 00:32:40,732
Living your life out
in motel rooms.

531
00:32:44,835 --> 00:32:48,338
Selfishly...

532
00:32:48,338 --> 00:32:51,176
I hope you stay.

533
00:32:53,645 --> 00:32:55,447
Wider.

534
00:32:56,781 --> 00:32:59,581
Wider.
There you go.

535
00:32:59,581 --> 00:33:03,188
That's it.
Good girl.

536
00:33:14,028 --> 00:33:16,598
Jules once told me
that every night when
she was a kid,

537
00:33:16,598 --> 00:33:17,667
- like, five or something...

538
00:33:17,667 --> 00:33:20,835
Spit.

539
00:33:20,835 --> 00:33:23,071
...she'd lock herself
in the bathroom,

540
00:33:23,071 --> 00:33:25,173
get down on her
hands and knees, and...

541
00:33:25,173 --> 00:33:25,774
- pray to God.

542
00:33:31,913 --> 00:33:34,016
She'd pray that
when she woke up
in the morning,

543
00:33:34,016 --> 00:33:36,985
she'd be 25 years old.

544
00:33:36,985 --> 00:33:40,322
She'd live with
her best friend, a girl.

545
00:33:40,322 --> 00:33:42,919
Someone she hadn't
met yet, but...

546
00:33:42,919 --> 00:33:43,426
someone she knew
she'd trust forever.

547
00:33:52,867 --> 00:33:54,669
I don't know why,
but when she told me
that story,

548
00:33:54,669 --> 00:33:56,705
I started to cry so hard
I hyperventilated.

549
00:33:56,705 --> 00:33:59,507
You're so clean.

550
00:33:59,507 --> 00:34:03,011
And you don't know
how rare that is.

551
00:34:07,248 --> 00:34:10,486
Jules just kept laughing
and saying, "What's wrong?"
But...

552
00:34:10,486 --> 00:34:12,052
I didn't know.

553
00:34:46,623 --> 00:34:49,024
And then,
the night got weird.

554
00:35:05,838 --> 00:35:11,179
♪ Good times, good times ♪

555
00:35:11,179 --> 00:35:16,317
♪ There's gonna be
good times, good times ♪

556
00:35:16,317 --> 00:35:19,049
♪ I know
there's gonna be ♪

557
00:35:19,049 --> 00:35:21,689
♪ Work every day
till me meet ends ♪

558
00:35:21,689 --> 00:35:24,859
♪ Have to turn it up
on the weekends ♪

559
00:35:24,859 --> 00:35:27,129
♪ Bust a toast
to your real friends ♪

560
00:35:27,129 --> 00:35:29,264
♪ Tell me what
you're drinking ♪

561
00:35:29,264 --> 00:35:30,032
♪ I know there's gonna be
good times ♪

562
00:35:30,032 --> 00:35:33,001
- Hey.
- Hey.

563
00:35:33,001 --> 00:35:35,537
♪ There's gonna
be good times ♪

564
00:35:35,537 --> 00:35:38,740
♪ There's gonna be
good times ♪

565
00:35:38,740 --> 00:35:43,010
♪ Good times, there's gonna
be some good times ♪

566
00:35:43,010 --> 00:35:45,380
♪ Remember we used
to pull up and let 'em fight,
that's hood time ♪

567
00:35:45,380 --> 00:35:48,148
♪ Remember I used to grab
on that ass when it was
wood time ♪

568
00:35:48,148 --> 00:35:50,852
♪ Yeah, if that bitch
walk up trippin' she get
that mush time ♪

569
00:35:50,852 --> 00:35:54,056
♪ I don't waste time,
I don't waste time ♪

570
00:35:54,056 --> 00:35:56,625
♪ I don't have patience, baby ♪

571
00:35:56,625 --> 00:35:58,793
♪ She gon' get on top
of this dick ♪

572
00:35:58,793 --> 00:36:00,062
♪ And she gon' squish it like
squish, then go fast ♪

573
00:36:00,062 --> 00:36:02,064
♪ She Speed Racer ♪

574
00:36:02,064 --> 00:36:05,028
♪ We gon' ball, Walter Payton ♪

575
00:36:05,028 --> 00:36:07,436
♪ She my boss
like I'm Prince's son ♪

576
00:36:07,436 --> 00:36:10,438
♪ Come here, bae,
I'ma listen ♪

577
00:36:10,438 --> 00:36:13,208
♪ I let her write me
my suggestions ♪

578
00:36:13,208 --> 00:36:15,643
♪ Pop quiz,
it's a pop quiz... ♪

579
00:36:15,643 --> 00:36:17,812
Now, there's a couple versions
of what happened that night.

580
00:36:17,812 --> 00:36:19,880
It all depends on who you ask,
and to be honest,

581
00:36:19,880 --> 00:36:21,520
I'm not always
the most reliable narrator.

582
00:36:22,619 --> 00:36:26,388
♪ Me and papi
on the same pills ♪

583
00:36:26,388 --> 00:36:29,291
But Nate was fucking on one.

584
00:36:29,291 --> 00:36:33,428
And in turn,
Maddy was fucking on one.

585
00:36:33,428 --> 00:36:35,763
♪ Come have a good time,
bust a back wine ♪

586
00:36:35,763 --> 00:36:37,133
♪ Know say you wan'
gimme suckle and corn ♪

587
00:36:37,133 --> 00:36:38,971
Hi.

588
00:36:40,966 --> 00:36:44,206
♪ I make ya sing this time ♪

589
00:36:44,206 --> 00:36:46,241
♪ I know there's gonna be
good times ♪

590
00:36:46,241 --> 00:36:48,380
Get undressed.
I want to go swimming.

591
00:36:49,546 --> 00:36:53,181
♪ There's gonna be
good times ♪

592
00:36:53,181 --> 00:36:55,250
♪ There's gonna
be good times ♪

593
00:36:55,250 --> 00:36:57,552
♪ Ima ride in that pussy
like a stroller ♪

594
00:36:57,552 --> 00:37:00,021
♪ I'll survive in a
mothafuckin' gutter ♪

595
00:37:00,021 --> 00:37:02,790
♪ That's my mothafuckin'
woadie, like the Noila ♪

596
00:37:02,790 --> 00:37:05,560
♪ And I'm coming red
like Coca-Cola ♪

597
00:37:05,560 --> 00:37:06,428
♪ Ima have a very good time ♪

598
00:37:06,428 --> 00:37:09,368
- You're so hot.
- I know.

599
00:37:10,434 --> 00:37:14,464
♪ Ima have a very good time ♪

600
00:37:14,464 --> 00:37:16,637
♪ I swear to God I can't
never sound like lil shorty ♪

601
00:37:16,637 --> 00:37:19,074
♪ She say she like
all of her nigga's rhymes ♪

602
00:37:19,074 --> 00:37:20,042
♪ Where is my phone... ♪

603
00:37:24,712 --> 00:37:27,982
♪ Even in the summertime
me and lil shawty cuddle ♪

604
00:37:27,982 --> 00:37:29,519
♪ I swear to God I'ma tip you,
you don't got to struggle ♪

605
00:37:29,519 --> 00:37:30,252
♪ Baby come sit... ♪

606
00:37:30,252 --> 00:37:32,354
You're fucking crazy.

607
00:37:32,354 --> 00:37:36,792
No, I'm not. I'm just trying
to get back at my really
shitty ex-boyfriend.

608
00:37:36,792 --> 00:37:38,393
What?

609
00:37:38,393 --> 00:37:43,799
What if I told you
that I wanted you to fuck me,
right here, right now?

610
00:37:43,799 --> 00:37:47,769
Are you serious?

611
00:37:47,769 --> 00:37:49,970
And that's right about
the time that Jules

612
00:37:49,970 --> 00:37:51,810
decided to ghost her hookup
and bike over to McKay's.

613
00:37:53,344 --> 00:37:57,546
Now, Jules texted Kat,
but Kat didn't answer, because...

614
00:38:02,985 --> 00:38:06,922
♪ I'm on a new level,
I'm on a new level ♪

615
00:38:06,922 --> 00:38:09,224
♪ I'm on a new level,
I'm on a new level... ♪

616
00:38:09,224 --> 00:38:11,621
So what's the deal
with your friend, BB?

617
00:38:11,621 --> 00:38:15,130
- What about her?
- Well, is she like a prude,
or is she like a slut?

618
00:38:15,130 --> 00:38:17,667
Definitely a slut.

619
00:38:17,667 --> 00:38:20,736
- What about you?
- What about me?

620
00:38:20,736 --> 00:38:22,404
Are you a slut?

621
00:38:22,404 --> 00:38:25,507
Yeah, I'm a fucking savage.

622
00:38:25,507 --> 00:38:27,843
Oh, yeah?
What's your number?

623
00:38:27,843 --> 00:38:30,445
Huh. Higher than
you two can count.

624
00:38:30,445 --> 00:38:34,782
Stop playing.
You're a fucking prude.

625
00:38:34,782 --> 00:38:39,420
Now, Kat wasn't a prude,
but she was a virgin.

626
00:38:39,420 --> 00:38:40,855
She'd told Jules that
a week into summer school,
and when Kat saw her reaction:

627
00:38:40,855 --> 00:38:45,094
Bitch, this isn't the '80s.
You need to catch a dick.

628
00:38:45,094 --> 00:38:49,563
♪ Now, I'm on a new level,
I'm on a new level ♪

629
00:38:49,563 --> 00:38:51,233
She was on a mission
to enter junior year as a
woman of questionable morals.

630
00:38:51,233 --> 00:38:53,134
Let me ask you a question.

631
00:38:53,134 --> 00:38:56,771
If I were to pull
my dick out right now,
would you suck it?

632
00:38:56,771 --> 00:39:00,142
- I don't know.
Let me see it.

633
00:39:00,142 --> 00:39:02,744
- It's not hard yet.

634
00:39:02,744 --> 00:39:04,879
You've probably
never sucked a dick
in your life.

635
00:39:04,879 --> 00:39:08,350
- Yeah, I have.
- No, most girls don't know
how to suck dick.

636
00:39:08,350 --> 00:39:10,485
- Yeah.
- What do you mean?

637
00:39:10,485 --> 00:39:11,920
Well, they're too gentle.
It's like,

638
00:39:11,920 --> 00:39:13,656
they're fucking
scared of it or something.

639
00:39:13,656 --> 00:39:15,590
- Not in porn.
Exactly.

640
00:39:15,590 --> 00:39:18,426
- You watch porn?
- Doesn't everyone?

641
00:39:18,426 --> 00:39:20,924
No. Every guy does. Yeah.

642
00:39:20,924 --> 00:39:22,998
Not prudes.
Only sluts.

643
00:39:22,998 --> 00:39:24,967
Yeah, well...

644
00:39:24,967 --> 00:39:27,368
Yeah, but like,
how much?

645
00:39:27,368 --> 00:39:31,010
- What?
- How much of a slut
are you?

646
00:39:32,310 --> 00:39:35,375
Mm. Why don't you
come find out?

647
00:39:36,280 --> 00:39:37,980
Why don't you
take your top off?

648
00:39:39,648 --> 00:39:43,719
Like, right now, in front of--
in front of these two?

649
00:39:43,719 --> 00:39:45,057
Yeah.

650
00:39:45,657 --> 00:39:49,091
I dare you.

651
00:39:49,091 --> 00:39:54,833
♪ I'm on a new level,
I'm on a new level ♪

652
00:39:55,700 --> 00:39:58,500
♪ Bought me a new shovel ♪

653
00:39:58,500 --> 00:40:00,603
♪ Put these niggas
in the dirt ♪

654
00:40:00,603 --> 00:40:02,370
♪ Chain with the new bezel ♪

655
00:40:02,370 --> 00:40:04,505
♪ All my niggas put in work ♪

656
00:40:04,505 --> 00:40:06,374
♪ I'm on a new level,
I'm on a new level... ♪

657
00:40:06,374 --> 00:40:08,511
Yo, you know
what they say, right?

658
00:40:08,511 --> 00:40:11,213
Fat girls give
the best head.

659
00:40:14,349 --> 00:40:16,485
♪ Put these niggas
in the dirt ♪

660
00:40:16,485 --> 00:40:18,519
♪ Chain with a new bezel ♪

661
00:40:18,519 --> 00:40:20,555
♪ All my niggas put in work ♪

662
00:40:20,555 --> 00:40:23,124
♪ Daddy, look at that,
I know he see me ♪

663
00:40:23,124 --> 00:40:26,327
♪ Blowing up, my grandma
would be so proud
up in heaven... ♪

664
00:40:26,327 --> 00:40:28,397
I was out back
talking to Fezco
when Jules arrived.

665
00:40:28,397 --> 00:40:30,531
What the fuck,
Rue?

666
00:40:30,531 --> 00:40:32,935
What? What, what,
what, what?

667
00:40:32,935 --> 00:40:36,572
Come on now, bruh.
You owe me 120 bucks.

668
00:40:36,572 --> 00:40:38,707
My bad, man,
I forgot.

669
00:40:38,707 --> 00:40:41,513
Shit, you know
I ain't trippin'.

670
00:40:43,681 --> 00:40:45,613
Well, to be honest
with you,

671
00:40:45,613 --> 00:40:48,817
your whole drug shit
got me feeling kind of uneasy.

672
00:40:48,817 --> 00:40:51,720
Come on, don't go
soft on me, Fez.

673
00:40:51,720 --> 00:40:54,556
No, I'm not.
It's just that...

674
00:40:54,556 --> 00:40:58,360
I like you.
And I missed you, bruh. Like...

675
00:40:58,360 --> 00:41:00,963
That shit at the beginning
of summer

676
00:41:00,963 --> 00:41:02,697
had me scared as fuck.

677
00:41:02,697 --> 00:41:05,834
- Yeah, you and everybody else.
- I'm serious, Rue.

678
00:41:05,834 --> 00:41:08,573
I've seen
a lot of people die.

679
00:41:09,941 --> 00:41:11,907
None like you.

680
00:41:11,907 --> 00:41:15,171
I don't know
what type of
fucked up shit

681
00:41:15,171 --> 00:41:16,878
you got going
inside your head.

682
00:41:16,878 --> 00:41:20,515
I don't know how to help,
but I could tell you
one thing:

683
00:41:20,515 --> 00:41:24,156
this drug shit,
it's not the answer.

684
00:41:29,560 --> 00:41:32,697
You know, I remember
when I was eleven years old...

685
00:41:33,797 --> 00:41:36,831
It was a couple months
after my dad got diagnosed,

686
00:41:36,831 --> 00:41:39,802
and we got the results back
from the prognosis.

687
00:41:39,802 --> 00:41:43,471
And it was really good.
It was like, 80/20.

688
00:41:43,471 --> 00:41:46,208
And we decided
to celebrate, so...

689
00:41:46,208 --> 00:41:49,748
we like ordered
a bunch of Chinese food.

690
00:41:50,514 --> 00:41:54,817
I remember that night,
I was laying between
my parents in bed,

691
00:41:54,817 --> 00:41:57,156
and, uh...

692
00:41:58,522 --> 00:42:01,026
all of a sudden
I couldn't breathe.

693
00:42:02,654 --> 00:42:07,763
It was like there was
no more air left in the world.

694
00:42:07,763 --> 00:42:11,766
And I was gasping,
and I was panicking.

695
00:42:11,766 --> 00:42:15,470
And they called the ambulance
and they thought it was like...

696
00:42:15,470 --> 00:42:18,043
an allergic reaction
or some shit.

697
00:42:18,843 --> 00:42:22,277
And then when I got
to the hospital,

698
00:42:22,277 --> 00:42:24,513
they gave me
liquid Valium.

699
00:42:26,682 --> 00:42:30,550
Yeah. To calm me down.

700
00:42:32,757 --> 00:42:35,260
And when it hit me,
I thought...

701
00:42:37,228 --> 00:42:38,998
This is it.

702
00:42:40,331 --> 00:42:43,932
This is the feeling
I have been searching for
my entire life,

703
00:42:43,932 --> 00:42:46,963
for as long as I could remember.

704
00:42:46,963 --> 00:42:49,605
Because suddenly,

705
00:42:49,605 --> 00:42:52,407
the world went quiet.

706
00:42:52,407 --> 00:42:57,249
And I felt safe,
in my own head.

707
00:43:01,819 --> 00:43:04,957
Two years later,
he was gone.

708
00:43:06,824 --> 00:43:09,094
Panic attacks stayed.

709
00:43:11,062 --> 00:43:14,095
And I found a way
to live, so...

710
00:43:14,095 --> 00:43:16,832
Will it eventually kill me?
Maybe.

711
00:43:16,832 --> 00:43:19,738
Fuck, maybe not.
I don't know.

712
00:43:23,875 --> 00:43:26,278
You still gonna be
my dealer, Fez?

713
00:43:26,945 --> 00:43:30,245
- You a fucking trip, bruh.

714
00:43:30,245 --> 00:43:33,416
I'm too high to be having
this conversation right now.

715
00:43:33,416 --> 00:43:36,185
Yeah, man. Me, too.

716
00:43:36,185 --> 00:43:38,857
Me fucking too.

717
00:43:46,463 --> 00:43:49,164
♪ Contacting the rico ♪

718
00:43:49,164 --> 00:43:50,999
♪ I been on the block
serving the people ♪

719
00:43:50,999 --> 00:43:52,867
♪ I see zombies
all up in the peep hole ♪

720
00:43:52,867 --> 00:43:54,635
♪ I got two for one,
yeah, that's a free throw ♪

721
00:43:54,635 --> 00:43:56,538
♪ I'm the pusha
They callin' me Chico ♪

722
00:43:56,538 --> 00:44:00,208
♪ Know the pusha for real,
the pusha for real ♪

723
00:44:00,208 --> 00:44:01,776
♪ You know I got work
All the fiends ♪

724
00:44:01,776 --> 00:44:03,411
♪ They been beggin'
and looking for deals ♪

725
00:44:03,411 --> 00:44:05,080
♪ Know the pusha for real ♪

726
00:44:05,080 --> 00:44:08,549
♪ Know the pusha
for real ♪

727
00:44:08,549 --> 00:44:10,885
♪ You talkin' 'bout cheffin',
it's nothing you know
I know pusha's for real ♪

728
00:44:10,885 --> 00:44:14,155
- ♪ Pushin' the deals ♪
- ♪ Told 'em to hit me if
you need some weight ♪

729
00:44:14,155 --> 00:44:17,426
♪ I know the pusha,
yeah, I know the pusha ♪

730
00:44:17,426 --> 00:44:19,361
♪ Yeah, I know the pusha ♪

731
00:44:19,361 --> 00:44:20,195
♪ I told 'em hit me
you need it today... ♪

732
00:44:24,900 --> 00:44:27,637
Yeah, that's real classy,
you fucking whore.

733
00:44:27,637 --> 00:44:29,337
Suck my dick.

734
00:44:29,337 --> 00:44:31,843
Ooh!

735
00:44:34,511 --> 00:44:36,345
♪ Yeah, I know the pusha ♪

736
00:44:39,582 --> 00:44:40,885
♪ I know the pusha ♪

737
00:44:45,019 --> 00:44:48,393
Get the fuck out of here!
Get the fuck out of
the kitchen! Fuck!

738
00:44:49,025 --> 00:44:51,296
Get out of here.
Get the fuck out of here.

739
00:44:56,067 --> 00:44:58,837
What the fuck are
you looking at?

740
00:45:02,306 --> 00:45:03,938
Who are you?

741
00:45:03,938 --> 00:45:07,542
- I'm Jules. I'm a friend of--
- You're a friend of, uh--

742
00:45:07,542 --> 00:45:09,377
A friend of whose?
'Cause you're not
my fucking friend.

743
00:45:09,377 --> 00:45:11,314
Who the fuck are
you friends with,
Jules?

744
00:45:11,314 --> 00:45:13,018
Hmm?

745
00:45:13,617 --> 00:45:15,955
Do you guys know
who the fuck this is?

746
00:45:16,655 --> 00:45:19,054
Does anybody know
who this is?

747
00:45:19,054 --> 00:45:22,323
Does anybody know
who the fuck Jules is?

748
00:45:22,323 --> 00:45:25,795
Anyone at all.
You, do you know
who the fuck Jules is?

749
00:45:28,900 --> 00:45:30,502
So, who are you?

750
00:45:31,669 --> 00:45:34,969
I'm just minding my own
business. I'm not trying
to start anything.

751
00:45:34,969 --> 00:45:37,467
Well, no, you're not.
Nobody that looks like you

752
00:45:37,467 --> 00:45:40,212
is minding their own
fuckin' business.

753
00:45:42,380 --> 00:45:44,547
I know what you are.

754
00:45:44,547 --> 00:45:47,449
Yeah. Yeah, I see you.

755
00:45:47,449 --> 00:45:50,185
So what do you want, huh?

756
00:45:50,185 --> 00:45:52,888
You want some, some
fucking attention?

757
00:45:52,888 --> 00:45:55,961
'Cause I'll give you
some fucking attention.

758
00:45:57,995 --> 00:46:02,330
Yo, is anybody here
friends with Jules?

759
00:46:02,330 --> 00:46:05,233
Anyone? Does anybody know
who the fuck this bitch is?

760
00:46:05,233 --> 00:46:08,970
Somebody better speak up,
or this bitch is gonna get
fucked up!

761
00:46:08,970 --> 00:46:11,406
Shit!

762
00:46:11,406 --> 00:46:13,808
- You wanna fucking hurt me?
No, I was fucking
kidding!

763
00:46:13,808 --> 00:46:16,211
Back the fuck up!
What the fuck
is your problem?

764
00:46:16,211 --> 00:46:18,246
Put the fucking
knife down, okay.

765
00:46:18,246 --> 00:46:20,715
- It was a joke.
- You wanna fucking hurt me?

766
00:46:20,715 --> 00:46:23,319
- No, no, no--
- You have no fucking idea!

767
00:46:24,587 --> 00:46:26,254
See?
- You're psycho!

768
00:46:26,254 --> 00:46:28,691
I'm fucking invincible!
You're a fucking freak.

769
00:46:28,691 --> 00:46:30,692
What the fuck?

770
00:46:37,101 --> 00:46:39,902
By the way, I'm Jules.

771
00:46:39,902 --> 00:46:42,174
I just moved here.

772
00:46:42,774 --> 00:46:46,408
I mean... right?

773
00:46:46,408 --> 00:46:49,644
♪ Billy boy, big boy,
want war ♪

774
00:46:49,644 --> 00:46:52,747
♪ Niggas hidin',
"Knock, knock,"
through the door ♪

775
00:46:52,747 --> 00:46:54,353
♪ Shootin’ out the window,
bitch, on the floor... ♪

776
00:46:55,118 --> 00:46:57,886
Where the fuck have you been?
You missed the craziest shit
ever!

777
00:46:57,886 --> 00:46:59,921
I just lost my virginity.

778
00:46:59,921 --> 00:47:02,825
Bitch, are you
fucking serious?
With who?

779
00:47:02,825 --> 00:47:04,726
This guy from St. Mary's.

780
00:47:04,726 --> 00:47:07,362
- How did you like it?
- It was nice. Yeah.

781
00:47:07,362 --> 00:47:11,870
Oh, my God.
My little slut.
I'm so proud of you!

782
00:47:18,643 --> 00:47:20,776
Yo! Shit, uh...

783
00:47:20,776 --> 00:47:23,045
- Are you okay?
Uh, uh, yeah. It's fine.

784
00:47:23,045 --> 00:47:24,812
Guess I knew that
was gonna get violent,

785
00:47:24,812 --> 00:47:27,282
and I didn't want a fucking
broken cheekbone
or some shit.

786
00:47:27,282 --> 00:47:29,951
Yeah, no, no, I totally,
like, I get the logic
behind it.

787
00:47:29,951 --> 00:47:33,155
But it's still, like,
fucking insane.

788
00:47:38,730 --> 00:47:41,600
- I'm Rue.
- I'm Jules.

789
00:47:42,633 --> 00:47:45,195
Where are you headed to?

790
00:47:45,195 --> 00:47:47,940
Home. Probably.

791
00:47:49,340 --> 00:47:51,376
Can I come with you?

792
00:48:43,659 --> 00:48:45,597
Shh.

793
00:48:58,476 --> 00:49:00,012
Let me see.

794
00:49:02,347 --> 00:49:03,648
Oh.

795
00:49:05,149 --> 00:49:10,322
♪ Crawling down ♪

796
00:49:13,925 --> 00:49:15,624
- Shh!

797
00:49:15,624 --> 00:49:18,163
Sorry. Sorry.

798
00:49:35,980 --> 00:49:40,248
♪ Baby, my heart and soul ♪

799
00:49:40,248 --> 00:49:44,052
♪ A giant in the room ♪

800
00:49:44,052 --> 00:49:47,222
♪ I left him long ago ♪

801
00:49:47,222 --> 00:49:49,528
♪ Following you ♪

802
00:49:50,861 --> 00:49:55,297
♪ Wind heavy on the ground ♪

803
00:49:55,297 --> 00:49:59,434
♪ A cloak before the moon ♪

804
00:49:59,434 --> 00:50:02,672
♪ I guess I've never known ♪

805
00:50:02,672 --> 00:50:05,110
♪ Someone like you ♪

806
00:50:22,259 --> 00:50:26,798
♪ Falling down ♪

807
00:50:30,201 --> 00:50:35,807
♪ From high hopes
to the ground

808
00:50:37,107 --> 00:50:43,348
♪ There's no way out ♪

809
00:50:48,686 --> 00:50:53,355
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪

810
00:50:53,355 --> 00:50:57,025
♪ Baby, my heart and soul ♪

811
00:50:57,025 --> 00:51:00,295
♪ A giant in the room ♪

812
00:51:00,295 --> 00:51:04,466
♪ We took the walk alone... ♪

813
00:51:04,466 --> 00:51:06,471
Remember when I said
things got weird?

814
00:51:09,740 --> 00:51:12,644
So... yeah.

815
00:51:15,713 --> 00:51:20,281
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪

816
00:51:20,281 --> 00:51:23,752
♪ Ooh, ooh,
ooh, ooh ♪

817
00:51:23,752 --> 00:51:28,023
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪

818
00:51:28,023 --> 00:51:31,760
♪ Ooh, ooh,
ooh, ooh ♪

819
00:51:31,760 --> 00:51:35,263
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪

820
00:51:35,263 --> 00:51:39,468
♪ Ooh, ooh,
ooh, ooh ♪

821
00:51:39,468 --> 00:51:42,671
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh... ♪

822
00:51:42,671 --> 00:51:45,610
I've got an idea.

823
00:51:46,945 --> 00:51:49,144
What?

824
00:51:49,144 --> 00:51:52,914
Wanna get high?

825
00:51:52,914 --> 00:51:56,150
- ♪ Hey, hey, hey, snowflake ♪
- ♪ Snowflake ♪

826
00:51:56,150 --> 00:51:59,319
- ♪ My pretty
little snowflake ♪
- ♪ Snowflake ♪

827
00:51:59,319 --> 00:52:04,826
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, the change
in the weather has made it
better for me ♪

828
00:52:04,826 --> 00:52:08,028
- ♪ Hey, hey, hey, snowflake ♪
- ♪ Snowflake ♪

829
00:52:08,028 --> 00:52:10,465
- ♪ My pretty
little snowflake ♪
- ♪ Snowflake ♪

830
00:52:10,465 --> 00:52:13,134
♪ You've got me
warm as a fire ♪

831
00:52:13,134 --> 00:52:16,204
♪ With a burning desire
for you ♪

832
00:52:16,204 --> 00:52:20,108
♪ Snow was falling
when love came calling ♪

833
00:52:20,108 --> 00:52:23,210
♪ On this lonely
heart of mine ♪

834
00:52:23,210 --> 00:52:27,916
♪ You were standing there
with snowflakes
in your hair ♪

835
00:52:27,916 --> 00:52:31,386
♪ You kept stalling while
my thoughts were calling

836
00:52:31,386 --> 00:52:34,889
♪ On every way I knew ♪

837
00:52:34,889 --> 00:52:39,694
♪ For one excuse
to get acquainted
with you ♪

838
00:52:39,694 --> 00:52:42,697
- ♪ Then I said snowflake ♪
- ♪ Snowflake ♪

839
00:52:42,697 --> 00:52:45,600
- ♪ My pretty
little snowflake ♪
- ♪ Snowflake ♪

840
00:52:45,600 --> 00:52:47,302
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, the change
in the weather ♪

841
00:52:47,302 --> 00:52:51,506
♪ Has made it better for me ♪

842
00:52:51,506 --> 00:52:54,675
- ♪ Hey, hey, hey, snowflake ♪
- ♪ Snowflake ♪

843
00:52:54,675 --> 00:52:57,112
- ♪ My pretty
little snowflake ♪
- ♪ Snowflake ♪

844
00:52:57,112 --> 00:52:59,447
♪ You've got me
warm as a fire ♪

845
00:52:59,447 --> 00:53:00,352
♪ With a burning
desire for you ♪

846
00:53:02,486 --> 00:53:06,221
♪ The ice was breaking
and love was waking ♪

847
00:53:06,221 --> 00:53:09,491
♪ In a winter wonderland ♪

848
00:53:09,491 --> 00:53:12,364
♪ When I felt you slip
your fingers in my hand ♪

849
00:53:13,631 --> 00:53:17,633
♪ Now snow is gleaming
and I'm not dreaming ♪

850
00:53:17,633 --> 00:53:20,768
♪ I know this is for real ♪

851
00:53:20,768 --> 00:53:26,007
♪ The love I have
is too much to conceal ♪

852
00:53:26,007 --> 00:53:29,077
-♪ Hey, hey, hey, snowflake ♪
- ♪ Snowflake ♪

853
00:53:29,077 --> 00:53:30,849
-♪ My pretty
little snowflake ♪
- ♪ Snowflake... ♪


