1 00:00:58,166 --> 00:00:59,750 Ladies and gentlemen, 2 00:00:59,833 --> 00:01:01,958 I ask you, yourself to go to the Great Hall. 3 00:01:02,875 --> 00:01:06,041 They look fabulous. They look very good. 4 00:01:06,208 --> 00:01:09,042 I can't do this, Dottie. We could don't pick it up another time? 5 00:01:09,125 --> 00:01:14,000 -You could deliver it to my house. -John, it's an MBE, not pizza. 6 00:01:14,083 --> 00:01:16,416 You will receive one of the highest awards, which everyone can receive. 7 00:01:16,500 --> 00:01:18,333 which everyone can receive. 8 00:01:18,416 --> 00:01:20,333 Sorry, buddy, where is the exit? 9 00:01:20,416 --> 00:01:23,291 -Right down the hall. -OK. Then I'm gone. 10 00:01:23,375 --> 00:01:25,375 -John. -I'm going to embarrass myself, Dottie. 11 00:01:25,458 --> 00:01:26,750 I'm going to say something I regret. 12 00:01:26,833 --> 00:01:30,583 There's nothing you could say, something she's never heard before. 13 00:01:30,666 --> 00:01:33,541 She is a global citizen. She is a mother. She is grandma. 14 00:01:33,625 --> 00:01:35,458 She is the queen of the United Kingdom. 15 00:01:35,541 --> 00:01:39,166 Davidson, stop this now! And listen to me, okay? 16 00:01:39,250 --> 00:01:41,583 You are here today, because you deserve it. 17 00:01:41,666 --> 00:01:43,166 You have earned this title. 18 00:01:43,250 --> 00:01:46,541 Just like everyone else in this magnificent palace. 19 00:01:46,625 --> 00:01:47,708 It's starting. 20 00:01:47,875 --> 00:01:50,833 All right, then keep our seats free. 21 00:01:52,375 --> 00:01:55,416 -No. I can't do this, that's it. -Davidson! 22 00:01:55,500 --> 00:01:59,708 -Ladies and gentlemen... -Get your butts in there now, 23 00:01:59,791 --> 00:02:02,416 and makes us proud. 24 00:02:04,250 --> 00:02:06,125 Go. 25 00:02:11,958 --> 00:02:14,000 If I say something, it's your fault. 26 00:02:14,083 --> 00:02:16,541 All right, it's always my fault. 27 00:02:51,666 --> 00:02:54,708 Fuck the Queen! 28 00:02:57,750 --> 00:03:00,916 -Everything OK. -Sorry, everyone. Sorry, ma'am. 29 00:03:29,166 --> 00:03:32,500 -Hi, Kenny. -Morning, John. Too late again. 30 00:03:32,666 --> 00:03:34,541 Traffic, you know. 31 00:03:34,708 --> 00:03:37,583 The traffic was terrible. Opal fruits, one pack. 32 00:03:37,750 --> 00:03:40,166 Opal fruits, a pack, noted. 33 00:03:43,625 --> 00:03:45,708 Good morning! 34 00:03:45,875 --> 00:03:47,166 How are you? 35 00:03:59,458 --> 00:04:01,541 -Hello, John. -Hello. 36 00:04:01,625 --> 00:04:03,375 You'll break your back you know. 37 00:04:03,458 --> 00:04:05,250 -I'm fine. -♪ How does it feel? 38 00:04:05,916 --> 00:04:09,291 ♪ Treat me like that? 39 00:04:09,375 --> 00:04:13,000 ♪ Than you you put my hands on me 40 00:04:13,083 --> 00:04:16,000 ♪ And told me who you are 41 00:04:17,208 --> 00:04:19,833 ♪ Thought I was wrong 42 00:04:20,583 --> 00:04:22,708 ♪ I thought I would have heard your words... 43 00:04:22,791 --> 00:04:25,041 You clean your boots for the big game, John? 44 00:04:25,125 --> 00:04:28,125 Yes. Get her wet and everything. 45 00:04:28,208 --> 00:04:30,542 John, I have to go after you go shopping after football. 46 00:04:30,625 --> 00:04:31,666 I have a short shift. 47 00:04:31,750 --> 00:04:33,958 I can meet you at the bus stop, when the game is over. 48 00:04:34,041 --> 00:04:35,875 -Does it have to be that way? -Yes, you have to. 49 00:04:35,958 --> 00:04:38,500 You start school in two weeks. 50 00:04:38,583 --> 00:04:41,208 I'm working in this morning a house near the park. 51 00:04:41,291 --> 00:04:44,500 -I might watch you play later. -Oh, great. 52 00:04:52,583 --> 00:04:55,375 Go Go! Yes, hit it! Come on, move! 53 00:04:55,541 --> 00:04:58,041 Finally get into gear! That's enough! 54 00:04:58,125 --> 00:04:59,541 -My God! -Screen! Screen! 55 00:04:59,708 --> 00:05:02,291 Don't tackle in the penalty area! 56 00:05:02,375 --> 00:05:05,750 Outside the penalty area! What's that supposed to mean? 57 00:05:05,833 --> 00:05:08,375 -Oh! Complete idiot. -Are you okay, Billie? 58 00:05:08,541 --> 00:05:10,416 Napier conceded another penalty. 59 00:05:10,500 --> 00:05:12,291 It's okay, John holds him. 60 00:05:12,375 --> 00:05:14,291 Murder. 61 00:05:16,125 --> 00:05:18,041 Come on, John! 62 00:05:19,458 --> 00:05:22,875 Come on, Johnny! Come on, Johnny! 63 00:05:27,333 --> 00:05:31,125 Yes! Yes, John! 64 00:05:31,291 --> 00:05:34,208 Great parade, boy, great! 65 00:05:35,875 --> 00:05:39,291 Good Good. Yes. Exactly. Pull yourself together, boys. 66 00:05:39,458 --> 00:05:40,916 We still have time. 67 00:05:42,416 --> 00:05:44,083 Let's go. 68 00:05:50,041 --> 00:05:51,250 Billie said it was 69 00:05:51,333 --> 00:05:53,625 was the best penalty save, that he had ever seen. 70 00:05:53,791 --> 00:05:56,666 He said he had a buddy at Berwick Rangers. 71 00:05:58,625 --> 00:06:00,750 Tuck your shirt in, John. 72 00:06:00,833 --> 00:06:04,541 Maybe I'll even get it a trial training session as a goalkeeper. 73 00:06:06,333 --> 00:0607,708 Take off your tie, John. 74 00:06:08,958 --> 00:06:12,000 Dad saw it. He totally freaked out. 75 00:06:12.083 --> 00:06:14.250 He started thrashing around wildly. 76 00:06:14.333 --> 00:06:16.625 Go ahead. 77 00:06:18.541 --> 00:06:19.666 How does that feel? 78 00:06:19.833 --> 00:06:23.166 A bit strange. A little... 79 00:06:23,250 --> 00:06:26,041 -big, you know? -You need room to grow. 80 00:06:26,125 --> 00:06:27,666 Stay quiet for a moment. 81 00:06:33,541 --> 00:06:34,791 That's enough. 82 00:06:36,041 --> 00:06:38,000 -Can I change? -Yes. 83 00:06:42,875 --> 00:06:45,958 I just need to get you some shoes, John. 84 00:06:46,041 --> 00:06:48,750 -I might go fishing later. -That's a nice idea. 85 00:06:48,833 --> 00:06:50,666 Relax a little. 86 00:06:51,291 --> 00:06:54,541 How do you feel, John, to come to school now? 87 00:06:54,625 --> 00:06:57,583 -A little nervous. -It'll be fine. 88 00:06:57,666 --> 00:07:00,875 Just take care of yourself and don't cause any trouble. 89 00:07:00,958 --> 00:07:02,958 Make an effort, John. 90 00:07:03,625 --> 00:07:06,291 Of course I will. I always do. 91 00:07:27,125 --> 00:07:31,166 Welcome to your first day at Galashiels Secondary School. 92 00:07:31,333 --> 00:07:33,625 Today is an anniversary. 93 00:07:33,708 --> 00:07:37,375 The beginning of a journey, that will shape you. 94 00:07:38,125 --> 00:07:39,833 It will determine what you achieve. 95 00:07:39,916 --> 00:07:42,375 for the rest of your life. 96 00:07:42,458 --> 00:07:45,375 And it's my responsibility, to make sure you leave here, 97 00:07:45,458 --> 00:07:47,875 and fully developed your potential. 98 00:07:47,958 --> 00:07:51,000 As far as your behavior and personal conduct is concerned, 99 00:07:51,166 --> 00:07:53,958 I demand nothing less than the highest standards. 100 00:07:54,875 --> 00:07:58,041 – Do you understand? – Yes, sir. 101 00:07:59,083 --> 00:08:01,333 – Are you okay, Murray? – Are you okay, John? 102 00:08:01,416 --> 00:08:02,708 - How are you doing? – Yes, good. 103 00:08:02,791 --> 00:08:06,000 -I got extra chips. -Lucky you. 104 00:08:06,083 --> 00:08:07,083 Ladies. 105 00:08:12,666 --> 00:08:14,583 How was your first day of school? 106 00:08:14,750 --> 00:08:16,041 Quite okay. 107 00:08:20,083 --> 00:08:23,416 -What's your name? -Why should I tell you that? 108 00:08:23,583 --> 00:08:25,833 Why are you telling me this? Well... 109 00:08:25,916 --> 00:08:29,833 Because maybe you want to come to the cinema with me. 110 00:08:29,916 --> 00:08:32,250 And how are you going to pay for that? 111 00:08:32,333 --> 00:08:34,250 I deliver newspapers. I am rich. 112 00:08:34,416 --> 00:08:35,958 Get lost. 113 00:08:36,125 --> 00:08:38,458 Yes, he is. He's extremely rich. 114 00:08:41,333 --> 00:08:43,750 Come on, William. Make an effort. 115 00:08:43,916 --> 00:08:45,708 What did you have for lunch, John? 116 00:08:45,791 --> 00:08:49,083 Um… fries. 117 00:08:50,291 --> 00:08:51,875 Just fries? 118 00:08:51,958 --> 00:08:54,833 -Yes. -That's twice fries in one day? 119 00:08:54,916 --> 00:08:56,583 Twice fries in one day? 120 00:08:56,750 --> 00:09:00,000 We have to keep an eye on that. We don't want you to get pimples. 121 00:09:00,083 --> 00:09:04,208 -John. Sauce. -Hmm. I'm sorry, mom. 122 00:09:04,291 --> 00:09:07,333 So, uh, I spoke to Billie today. 123 00:09:07,500 --> 00:09:11,250 His mate from Berwick Rangers, you know, the scout, 124 00:09:11,416 --> 00:09:14,291 he comes over, to watch you play goalkeeping. 125 00:09:15,708 --> 00:09:17,833 -Seriously? -Hm-hmm. 126 00:09:19,250 --> 00:09:21,750 That penalty whistle probably tipped the scales. 127 00:09:21,916 --> 00:09:22,916 Magical. 128 00:09:24,083 --> 00:09:25,916 I dream of a Ledaian body 129 00:09:26,625 --> 00:09:29,791 hunched over a dying fire, a... 130 00:09:29,875 --> 00:09:34,291 a story that she... told of a harsh reprimand 131 00:09:34,375 --> 00:09:37,125 or an insignificant event... 132 00:09:38,166 --> 00:09:41,541 that turned a child's day into a tragedy 133 00:09:41,625 --> 00:09:45,041 Uh, I said it, and it seemed... 134 00:09:46,500 --> 00:09:50,166 -I said it, and it seemed that... -John, are you okay? 135 00:09:50,333 --> 00:09:53,291 It seemed that our two natures merged into one. 136 00:09:54,875 --> 00:09:58,125 In... to a... 137 00:09:58,208 --> 00:10:00,541 -To a... -John, what's wrong? 138 00:10:00,625 --> 00:10:05,125 – Someone electrified his chair. – Psst! John. 139 00:10:06,875 --> 00:10:08,917 May I please go to the toilet, please, miss. 140 00:10:09,000 --> 00:10:11,166 Yes. Go ahead, and get ready. 141 00:10:47,875 --> 00:10:50,125 Come on! 142 00:10:50,208 --> 00:10:52,250 - Leave me alone. – Go ahead. Do it. 143 00:10:52,333 --> 00:10:55,458 -Fuck off! -Do that with the tic once. 144 00:10:55,541 --> 00:10:58,458 -Come on. Stop it, man. -No, no, I got it. 145 00:10:58,541 --> 00:11:01,333 I have it too. 146 00:11:01,416 --> 00:11:02,489 Look at John. 147 00:11:02,625 --> 00:11:04,208Get out. 148 00:11:04,291 --> 00:11:07,000 -No. -Just get lost. 149 00:11:07,083 --> 00:11:10,000 Look at him. 150 00:11:17,041 --> 00:11:20,000 -How's school going, Sharon? -Good, yes. 151 00:11:20,083 --> 00:11:23,458 Do you still have the same friends? And is he in your class too? 152 00:11:23,541 --> 00:11:25,750 I mean, it's a little different. 153 00:11:25,916 --> 00:11:28,166 PE has changed the most. But I still have... 154 00:11:28,250 --> 00:11:29,833 John. 155 00:11:29,916 --> 00:11:31,750 -What are you doing? -Um... 156 00:11:31,833 --> 00:11:34,375 Nothing. Do not worry. 157 00:11:35,833 --> 00:11:38,500 What is this nonsense? 158 00:11:38,666 --> 00:11:39,666 I don't know it. 159 00:11:39,750 --> 00:11:43,583 - Don't make a fool of yourself. -I don't want to talk about it. 160 00:11:43,750 --> 00:11:45,458 -John. -I... 161 00:11:45,625 --> 00:11:48,416 -John, where are you going? -John. 162 00:11:48,500 --> 00:11:51,291 Don't let your food get cold. 163 00:11:53,041 --> 00:11:55,958 All right, guys, come on. Keep eating. 164 00:11:56,041 --> 00:11:58,166 What's that supposed to mean? 165 00:11:58,833 --> 00:12:02,208 John, what's wrong with you? 166 00:12:02,291 --> 00:12:05,125 -Nothing. -There's obviously something there. 167 00:12:05,208 --> 00:12:07,333 I act like a fool at the table. 168 00:12:08,916 --> 00:12:11,416 Well… 169 00:12:11,500 --> 00:12:15,750 I started doing this thing with my neck and my eyes. 170 00:12:15,833 --> 00:12:19,416 I jump. I twitch. 171 00:12:20,083 --> 00:12:21,791 Well, now you don't do it anymore. 172 00:12:24,041 --> 00:12:25,553 You're just imagining it, John. 173 00:12:25,666 --> 00:12:28,166 Take a hot bath and go to sleep early. 174 00:12:28,333 --> 00:12:30,541 You'll be fine again tomorrow. 175 00:12:41,000 --> 00:12:42,791 – Are you okay, Kerry? – Are you okay, John? 176 00:12:43,583 --> 00:12:47,250 – This is my mother speaking. -You're really excited, huh? 177 00:12:47,333 --> 00:12:49,792 My daughter on the first Asking for a date on a school day 178 00:12:49,875 --> 00:12:53,666 -We're watching a movie right now. -Hmm. Is it suitable? 179 00:12:54,625 --> 00:12:57,041 -Is it suitable for your age? -Yes, I think so. 180 00:12:57,208 --> 00:12:58,281 Is there swearing there? 181 00:12:59,541 --> 00:13:04,208 -Um... I don't think so. -You don't believe? 182 00:13:04,916 --> 00:13:07,375 So what is this film about? 183 00:13:07,458 --> 00:13:10,958 It's about a man who disguises himself as a woman. 184 00:13:11,125 --> 00:13:13,291 Well, that's not a good start, is it? 185 00:13:13,375 --> 00:13:16,208 -You won't watch this. -Mama. My God! 186 00:13:16,291 --> 00:13:19,000 Language, Kerry. 187 00:13:19,166 --> 00:13:23,458 Hey. I don't want any nonsense, okay? 188 00:13:24,333 --> 00:13:25,833 Ladies and gentlemen, 189 00:13:25,916 --> 00:13:27,958 Your projectionist tonight is Eric, 190 00:13:28,041 --> 00:13:32,625 who has a strenuous job, which he does excellently, 191 00:13:32,791 --> 00:13:35,083 and, unlike you, has no time 192 00:13:35,166 --> 00:13:37,583 to treat yourself to a refreshing Kia Ora. Thank you. 193 00:13:39,958 --> 00:13:43,166 ♪ Only the most tender crumbs 194 00:13:43,333 --> 00:13:47,125 ♪ The flakiest chocolate 195 00:13:47,458 --> 00:13:52,958 ♪ Tastes like chocolate, that you have never eaten before 196 00:13:53,041 --> 00:13:56,500 ♪ Only the most tender crumbs 197 00:13:56,583 --> 00:13:59,708 ♪ The flakiest chocolate 198 00:14:00,666 --> 00:14:04,333 ♪ Tastes like chocolate never tasted it before 199 00:14:04,416 --> 00:14:05,458 Suck my cock! 200 00:14:05,625 --> 00:14:07,291 I'm sorry, Kerry. 201 00:14:07,458 --> 00:14:09,625 I'm sorry, Kerry. I didn't realize what I was doing. 202 00:14:09,708 --> 00:14:12,708 Let me go! Let go of me, you pervert! 203 00:14:12,875 --> 00:14:15,750 -Excuse me. -I told you that you don't do any nonsense here! 204 00:14:15,916 --> 00:14:17,583 This is ridiculous. 205 00:14:19,250 --> 00:14:20,625 -Out. -Excuse me. 206 00:14:24,041 --> 00:14:25,083 Thanks. 207 00:14:51,666 --> 00:14:54,083 Can I sit down? 208 00:14:54,666 --> 00:14:57,375 No, sit down, sit down. 209 00:14:58,541 --> 00:15:02,208 So, am I correct in assuming that Are you all freshmen? 210 00:15:02,291 --> 00:15:03,500 Yes, sir. 211 00:15:03,583 --> 00:15:05,791 -Have you settled in well? -Yes, sir. 212 00:15:06,375 --> 00:15:08,458 How do you find it? the school lunch? 213 00:15:08,625 --> 00:15:11,000 Damn it! 214 00:15:11,166 --> 00:15:13,333 Uh... Um... 215 00:15:13,500 --> 00:15:18,458 I... I'm sorry, sir. I didn't mean that, sir. 216 00:15:20,541 --> 00:15:22,333 Uh, I... 217 00:15:22,416 --> 00:15:25,666 -What is your name, young man? -Davidson, sir. Um… 218 00:15:25,750 --> 00:15:27,875 John Davidson, sir. 219 00:15:27,958 --> 00:15:32,375 May I ask Which hand do you write with, Mr. Davidson? 220 00:15:42,041 --> 00:15:45,041 I'm just asking you for the assurance, Mr Davidson, 221 00:15:45,125 --> 00:15:48,541 that…That will never happen again. 222 00:15:48,708 --> 00:15:50,833 Yes, sir. That won't happen, sir. 223 00:15:50,916 --> 00:15:53,750 I'll save you the embarrassment, to contact your parents. 224 00:15:53,833 --> 00:15:55,125 in your first week. 225 00:15:55,291 --> 00:15:59,125 But if I have reason To call you here again... 226 00:16:00,541 --> 00:16:04,208 -Yes, sir. Thank you, sir. – Get lost. 227 00:16:25,541 --> 00:16:28,041 John. Come here. 228 00:16:31,541 --> 00:16:34,750 – What’s wrong with your neck? - Nothing. Just a stiff neck. 229 00:16:34,833 --> 00:16:36,833 Just a stiff neck? What's wrong with your hand? 230 00:16:36,916 --> 00:16:38,458 - Which? - Which? 231 00:16:38,541 --> 00:16:41,583 The one you don't use to to prevent the ball from reaching the net. 232 00:16:41,666 --> 00:16:43,666 – Nothing, Billie. – Nothing, Billie? 233 00:16:43,750 --> 00:16:45,333 – Yes. – Listen. 234 00:16:45,416 --> 00:16:49,041 A friend comes to watch. You have to be in top shape. 235 00:16:49,125 --> 00:16:50,958 -Yes? -Yes, Billie. It's all ok. 236 00:16:51,041 --> 00:16:54,125 So, come here. Come here. Do you see what you have here? 237 00:16:54,208 --> 00:16:55,375 Use both hands, okay? 238 00:16:55,541 --> 00:16:57,750 Both hands. I need both. 239 00:16:57,916 --> 00:17:00,500 -Yes? Let's go, come on. - No worries. 240 00:17:01,291 --> 00:17:03,791 Archie Gemmill style. Come on. 241 00:17:03,875 --> 00:17:06,333 – Come on, John, concentrate. – Both hands. 242 00:17:08,041 --> 00:17:09,875 John, wake up, come on! 243 00:17:09,958 --> 00:17:12,375 – Both hands. - What are you doing? 244 00:17:12,458 --> 00:17:14,958 Two of them. 245 00:17:22,041 --> 00:17:25,750 -Billie. -Gerry, how are you? 246 00:17:27,250 --> 00:17:31,541 -Is that the boy? -Yes, that's him. Johnny Davidson. 247 00:17:36,875 --> 00:17:38,541 -Is he disabled? -No. 248 00:17:38,625 --> 00:17:41,083 He's just a little nervous that's all. 249 00:17:42,500 --> 00:17:44,625 Come on, John. Keep an eye on him. 250 00:17:44,791 --> 00:17:47,875 -Go. Go in there. -Go, go, go. 251 00:17:54,791 --> 00:17:56,547 That's what you brought me all the way here for? 252 00:17:59,125 --> 00:18:01,958 Gerry, he's usually great. I don't know what's going on. 253 00:18:02,041 --> 00:18:03,833 Gerry, give the boy a chance. 254 00:18:03,916 --> 00:18:06,958 John, wake up! You're wasting this chance, my boy. 255 00:18:07,125 --> 00:18:09,208 He gambled her away. The chance of a lifetime, what has he done? 256 00:18:09,291 --> 00:18:11,125 -David, stop it! -He made a fool of himself. 257 00:18:11,208 --> 00:18:12,291 Stop it! 258 00:18:12,375 --> 00:18:14,833 The scout came here especially from Berwick Rangers. 259 00:18:14,916 --> 00:18:17,250 -He will hear you! -I want him to hear me! 260 00:18:17,416 --> 00:18:19,041 I was ashamed today! 261 00:18:19,125 --> 00:18:21,750 I'm fed up with him, and I'm sick of you and everyone else. 262 00:18:21,833 --> 00:18:24,750 So it's all my fault, that he didn't play well? 263 00:18:24,833 --> 00:18:26,417 Why is he acting like this? 264 00:18:26,500 --> 00:18:27,542 I'm listening to you. 265 00:18:27,625 --> 00:18:29,458 He's afraid of you, probably, 266 00:18:29,541 --> 00:18:31,166 because of the way you scream and behave yourself. 267 00:18:35,500 --> 00:18:36,833 Can I register? 268 00:18:36,916 --> 00:18:39,166 about the class rabbit to bring home from school? 269 00:18:39,333 --> 00:18:42,041 It's too much responsibility to clean the cage. 270 00:18:44,083 --> 00:18:45,916 -Excuse me. -John, stop it. 271 00:18:46,083 --> 00:18:47,458 -John. -Excuse me. 272 00:18:47,541 --> 00:18:49,458 Please stop. 273 00:18:49,958 --> 00:18:53,166 I don't mind picking up rabbit poop. It's like currants. 274 00:18:53,250 --> 00:18:56,166 -Damn rabbit shit! -John! 275 00:18:56,333 --> 00:18:57,541 Excuse me. I'm sorry. 276 00:18:57,625 --> 00:19:00,333 -You didn't have to say that. -I didn't want that. 277 00:19:00,500 --> 00:19:02,792 I already told you that earlier at football. 278 00:19:02,875 --> 00:19:04,250 What is this nonsense? 279 00:19:04,416 --> 00:19:07,500 -Oh! -John! What the hell? 280 00:19:07,666 --> 00:19:09,833 Take your plate, go away from the table. I have enough. 281 00:19:09,916 --> 00:19:12,541 Cursing and spitting. Oh, how disgusting. 282 00:19:12,708 --> 00:19:15,625 Have you had enough? I have enough. 283 00:19:15,791 --> 00:19:17,042 - Come on. – Yes, I will. 284 00:19:17,125 --> 00:19:19,291 Off to the pub, as usual. 285 00:19:22,583 --> 00:19:25,375 Exactly when you are needed. 286 00:19:25,458 --> 00:19:29,333 Over by the fireplace. You eat there from now on. 287 00:19:29,416 --> 00:19:32,500 Don't ever use language like that again in this house, understand? 288 00:19:32,583 --> 00:19:35,916 And never spit on me again. Get on the floor. 289 00:19:36,000 --> 00:19:37,208 Get on the floor, John! 290 00:19:37,291 --> 00:19:39,500 -Mom, stop. -You don't have to scream. 291 00:19:39,583 --> 00:19:41,625 Turn towards the fireplace. 292 00:19:41,791 --> 00:19:43,625 Turn towards the fireplace. 293 00:19:43,708 --> 00:19:45,833 If you want to spit, you spit into the fire. 294 00:19:46,625 --> 00:19:50,000 Not on me, not on your father, or your brother or sisters. 295 00:19:50,083 --> 00:19:52,750 Sit down. Understood? 296 00:20:22,333 --> 00:20:28,000 Fight, fight, fight, fight, fight, fight! 297 00:20:42,708 --> 00:20:45,625 Fight, fight, fight, fight! 298 00:20:45,791 --> 00:20:47,083 Let me go! 299 00:20:55,250 --> 00:20:56,375 Stop now! 300 00:20:58,208 --> 00:21:00,500 -Rectorate. -He insulted me! 301 00:21:00,666 --> 00:21:02,250 -I can not help it! -That's enough. 302 00:21:02,583 --> 00:21:03,958 I can not help it. 303 00:21:09,833 --> 00:21:13,541 I'm sorry, sir. I can't help it either. 304 00:21:13,708 --> 00:21:17,958 He's a fucking weirdo. He started. He insulted me. 305 00:21:27,125 --> 00:21:29,583 I expect more. Do you understand? 306 00:21:29,666 --> 00:21:32,500 -Yes, sir. -Get out of here! 307 00:21:32,583 --> 00:21:34,041 Davidson. 308 00:21:42,041 --> 00:21:44,458 Sit down, Davidson. 309 00:21:48,625 --> 00:21:52,125 my opinion, if you are interested... 310 00:21:52,208 --> 00:21:55,375 I think you would be at one better off at another school. 311 00:21:55,458 --> 00:21:57,750 - It wasn't my fault, sir. - Yes, it was. 312 00:21:57,833 --> 00:21:59,666 That's how it is, and that's how it always will be. 313 00:21:59,750 --> 00:22:02,458 As long as you continue to behave like this. 311 00:21:55,458 --> 00:21:57,750 - It's not my fault, sir. Yes, that was it. 312 00:21:57,833 --> 00:21:59,666 That's the way it is, and it will always remain that way. 313 00:21:59,750 --> 00:22:02,458 314 00:22:04,083 --> 00:22:06,875 I give you the opportunity here and now, 315 00:22:06,958 --> 00:22:09,500 to admit that all this is imaginary, invented, 316 00:22:09,666 --> 00:22:11,416 purely to attract attention. 317 00:22:11,583 --> 00:22:13,416 No, sir. 318 00:22:14,333 --> 00:22:17,541 Think carefully, Mr Davidson. 319 00:22:17,625 --> 00:22:19,541 One last chance. 320 00:22:20,333 --> 00:22:22,291 I can not help it. 321 00:22:22,375 --> 00:22:24,791 Then we can't do anything for you anymore. 322 00:22:24,875 --> 00:22:28,833 If it's not a scam, you should go to an institution. 323 00:22:30,083 --> 00:22:32,000 What's wrong with you, boy? 324 00:22:32,083 --> 00:22:33,625 I don't know, sir. 325 00:22:33,708 --> 00:22:36,083 If you do not stop this behavior, prison awaits you. 326 00:22:36,166 --> 00:22:38,541 And if not prison, then something much worse. 327 00:22:38,708 --> 00:22:41,666 The real world, Mr. Davidson, outside this school, 328 00:22:41,750 --> 00:22:44,083 won't be as understanding, like we were. 329 00:22:44,166 --> 00:22:47,041 – Do you understand? – Yes, sir. 330 00:22:47,125 --> 00:22:51,083 I'll get back to it shortly Contact your parents. Out! 331 00:22:52,500 --> 00:22:55,291 You asshole! 332 00:22:55,375 --> 00:22:57,416 Mr. Davidson. 333 00:22:59,250 --> 00:23:02,125 Before you go... 334 00:23:13,500 --> 00:23:17,125 Now, before we have dinner, 335 00:23:17,208 --> 00:23:19,333 I have to tell you something. 336 00:23:20,791 --> 00:23:22,416 Her father is leaving. 337 00:23:22,791 --> 00:23:25,041 He leaves the house forever. 338 00:23:27,458 --> 00:23:29,208 He's not coming back. 339 00:23:30,083 --> 00:23:32,708 - Eat dinner now. - Why? 340 00:23:33,083 --> 00:23:35,083 Because of me. 341 00:23:36,708 --> 00:23:40,125 It's up to me, mom, right? 342 00:23:40,208 --> 00:23:41,458 It is like it is. 343 00:23:41,541 --> 00:23:43,875 Because of me, right? 344 00:23:45,083 --> 00:23:46,625 Mama. 345 00:23:47,541 --> 00:23:49,458 Answer me! 346 00:24:22,375 --> 00:24:24,041 Fuck off. 347 00:25:51,041 --> 00:25:54,291 I prescribed diazepam, five milligrams every three hours. 348 00:25:54,375 --> 00:25:56,291 I don't understand that, he's only 13. 349 00:25:56,375 --> 00:25:58,208 He just fell into the river. 350 00:25:58,291 --> 00:26:00,625 I'm not convinced that he fell, Mrs. Davidson. 351 00:26:03,875 --> 00:26:08,208 -I'm going crazy. -No. Don't be silly. 352 00:26:08,875 --> 00:26:12,625 -I made Dad leave. -No, John. No. 353 00:26:14,416 --> 00:26:16,000 Simply... 354 00:26:16,916 --> 00:26:18,833 I can't take this anymore. 355 00:26:21,208 --> 00:26:23,458 I just have the feeling wanting to kill myself. 356 00:26:23,541 --> 00:26:26,083 No, don't say that. 357 00:26:26,166 --> 00:26:28,625 Everything will be fine. 358 00:26:30,416 --> 00:26:33,291 We'll get you well again. 359 00:26:33,375 --> 00:26:35,416 In no time. 360 00:26:36,708 --> 00:26:38,291 It's okay, John. 361 00:26:38,750 --> 00:26:40,458 Pssh. 362 00:26:41,166 --> 00:26:43,125 Everything OK. 363 00:26:44,208 --> 00:26:47,500 Yes. Pssh. Sleep now. 364 00:26:47,583 --> 00:26:49,916 Sleep well, John. 365 00:26:50,750 --> 00:26:52,250 Sleep well. 366 00:28:13,666 --> 00:28:16,625 you wonder, what you screamed about. 367 00:28:20,666 --> 00:28:23,166 Shh, John. Come on. 368 00:28:26,125 --> 00:28:29,166 A 60 watt light bulb is sufficient. 369 00:28:29,250 --> 00:28:33,416 Um, I still have to get potatoes for dinner. 370 00:28:33,583 --> 00:28:35,375 -What are they for? -For cooking. 371 00:28:35,458 --> 00:28:39,083 -Two of them are enough. -I'll take four, just in case. 372 00:28:39,250 --> 00:28:40,583 -What else? -Crap. 373 00:28:40,666 --> 00:28:42,750 What else do I need, John? 374 00:28:42,833 --> 00:28:44,458 I need new toothpaste, mom. 375 00:28:44,541 --> 00:28:46,208 Is your toothpaste already empty? 376 00:28:46,291 --> 00:28:47,792 -Almost. -Wait until it is completely empty. 377 00:28:47,875 --> 00:28:49,125 Before we buy a new one. 378 00:28:49,208 --> 00:28:51,458 -No problem. -Remind me to get Oxo cubes. 379 00:28:51,541 --> 00:28:54,000 Is this for a stew? A stew! 380 00:28:54,166 --> 00:28:56,000 -Stop it. -Excuse me. 381 00:28:56,083 --> 00:28:59,083 Johnny D Jesus! 382 00:28:59,250 --> 00:29:01,083 -How are you, buddy? -I thought I heard you. 383 00:29:01,166 --> 00:29:02,583 -Everything okay? -Yes. 384 00:29:02,666 --> 00:29:05,708 Hello, Ms. Davidson. I'm Murray, John's school friend. 385 00:29:06,958 --> 00:29:10,541 Murray, how are you? I didn't recognize you. You've really grown up. 386 00:29:10,708 --> 00:29:12,958 -You look good. -Thanks. 387 00:29:13,041 --> 00:29:16,083 I was over in Australia. I had a job and everything, 388 00:29:16,250 --> 00:29:19,166 but my mother isn't doing so well, that's why I had to come home. 389 00:29:19,250 --> 00:29:21,291 I'm sorry, Murray. 390 00:29:21,375 --> 00:29:22,958 It's nothing. Would you like a drink, John? 391 00:29:23,041 --> 00:29:24,166 Do you want to chat for a moment? 392 00:29:24,250 --> 00:29:27,375 No, he can't drink, Murray. He takes medication. 393 00:29:27,458 --> 00:29:28,916 -In order. -Hm-hmm. 394 00:29:29,000 --> 00:29:32,166 -Could we maybe just go for a walk? -Wank a little. That would be good. 395 00:29:32,250 --> 00:29:35,166 Would you like that, John? A walk with Murray? 396 00:29:35,250 --> 00:29:38,000 To give myself a break? And see you at home then? 397 00:29:38,083 --> 00:29:39,166 Hmmm. 398 00:29:39,250 --> 00:29:41,167 -Nice to see you. -See you at the front? 399 00:29:41,250 --> 00:29:42,833 -Yes. -Bye. 400 00:29:44,208 --> 00:29:47,083 Now I need a coffee. 401 00:29:47,250 --> 00:29:51,083 It's hard to explain. It's kind of like... 402 00:29:51,458 --> 00:29:54,625 an impulse in my brain, who makes me do things 403 00:29:54,708 --> 00:29:56,625 or let people say things that I shouldn't say. 404 00:29:56,708 --> 00:30:00,041 It's called Tourette syndrome, apparently. 405 00:30:00,125 --> 00:30:02,708 Well, then that's good, that they know what it is. 406 00:30:02,791 --> 00:30:05,041 Yes. It was great the first few days. 407 00:30:05,125 --> 00:30:07,208 until they said there would be no cure. 408 00:30:07,291 --> 00:30:09,750 Jesus, John, I'm sorry. 409 00:30:10,333 --> 00:30:11,791 And what happens now? 410 00:30:12,500 --> 00:30:14,167 - Are you looking for a job? - Yes very much. 411 00:30:14,250 --> 00:30:16,500 But, you know, what can I do? 412 00:30:16,583 --> 00:30:18,416 What are you letting me do? 413 00:30:19,625 --> 00:30:22,166 Tell us something about Australia. 414 00:30:22,250 --> 00:30:24,250 - Oh, that was crazy. -Real? 415 00:30:24,333 --> 00:30:25,708 I traveled a lot. 416 00:30:25,791 --> 00:30:29,083 Saw the Great Barrier Reef, worked on a sheep farm. 417 00:30:29,166 --> 00:30:32,583 -Wow. – I had to go back early because… 418 00:30:32,666 --> 00:30:35,958 I don't know if you ever met my mother, right? 419 00:30:36,041 --> 00:30:38,166 She has cancer. 420 00:30:38,250 --> 00:30:41,500 -Liver cancer. -Oh, Jesus, Murray. 421 00:30:41,583 --> 00:30:44,416 She was given six months to live. 422 00:30:44,500 --> 00:30:46,291 Sorry, buddy. 423 00:30:46,833 --> 00:30:48,500 Would you like to come inside? 424 00:30:48,583 --> 00:30:50,292 -No, thank you, everything is fine. -Come on. 425 00:30:50,375 --> 00:30:52,291 I have to go back. I'm tired. 426 00:30:52,375 --> 00:30:55,458 -I have to take my pills. Hitler! -OK. No problem. 427 00:30:55,541 --> 00:30:57,250 Do you want to do something soon? 428 00:30:57,333 --> 00:30:58,542 -Just get in touch. -No problem. 429 00:30:58,625 --> 00:31:00,541 -See you soon, Murray. -See you then. 430 00:31:00,708 --> 00:31:03,333 Smells like spaghetti Bolognese. Don't you want some too? 431 00:31:03,416 --> 00:31:06,916 No, everything is fine. Hitler! 432 00:31:07,000 --> 00:31:09,000 Hey. 433 00:31:09,458 --> 00:31:12,166 What about my spaghetti bolognese? 434 00:31:12,250 --> 00:31:15,166 It definitely tastes great. I just have to go home. 435 00:31:15,250 --> 00:31:16,958 What's your name? 436 00:31:17,583 --> 00:31:18,875 John. 437 00:31:19,041 --> 00:31:22,541 John, come here now. On the table in two minutes. 438 00:31:22,708 --> 00:31:24,041 No, to be honest... 439 00:31:24,583 --> 00:31:29,416 Fuck off! Fuck off! 441 00:31:47,333 --> 00:31:49,000 Come on, John. 442 00:31:51,416 --> 00:31:52,458 Oh. 443 00:31:54,958 --> 00:31:57,500 Come in, darling. I'm Dottie. 444 00:31:58,333 --> 00:32:01,750 You will die of cancer. Ha-Ha! 445 00:32:01,833 --> 00:32:05,500 Damn it, John. I'm sorry. 446 00:32:06,916 --> 00:32:08,666 True. 447 00:32:08,750 --> 00:32:10,833 Nice to meet you too. 448 00:32:11,000 --> 00:32:12,750 I'm really, really sorry. 449 00:32:14,208 --> 00:32:15,791 It's nothing. 450 00:32:15,875 --> 00:32:19,375 You know, this is the most honest person, who had been with me for months. 451 00:32:20,500 --> 00:32:23,000 Come on. Sit down. 452 00:32:23,416 --> 00:32:25,000 Are you sure? 453 00:32:25,083 --> 00:32:29,000 Everything's fine, I won't bite. 454 00:32:29,791 --> 00:32:33,458 -Should I take off my shoes? -No, it's not fancy here. 455 00:32:42,166 --> 00:32:45,833 John? It's getting cold. 456 00:32:45,916 --> 00:32:48,791 Yes, just keep going. No problem. 457 00:32:51,958 --> 00:32:55,083 So let's eat. 458 00:33:02,708 --> 00:33:05,541 Asshole. 459 00:33:15,875 --> 00:33:17,833 What the hell was that? 460 00:33:18,916 --> 00:33:20,000 Murray? 461 00:33:20,916 --> 00:33:22,625 I don't know. 462 00:33:23,333 --> 00:33:27,000 Mom, he's not feeling well. He takes medication. 463 00:33:27,083 --> 00:33:29,166 I thought so. 464 00:33:29,333 --> 00:33:31,333 Do you want to check if he's okay? 465 00:33:31,416 --> 00:33:34,166 Can't I eat first? 466 00:33:34,250 --> 00:33:38,791 Okay, well, let's just give him a minute, okay? 467 00:33:58,166 --> 00:33:59,791 John? 468 00:34:13,875 --> 00:34:15,208 John... 469 00:34:16,541 --> 00:34:19,875 Just breathe calmly. 470 00:34:23,041 --> 00:34:25,291 -Fuck off. -John. 471 00:34:25,375 --> 00:34:26,541 Hello. 472 00:34:26,708 --> 00:34:29,583 -Everything OK? -Yes, everything is fine, thank you. 473 00:34:30,750 --> 00:34:33,666 I just wanted to say that, um... 474 00:34:33,750 --> 00:34:37,666 -when I was in the bathroom... -Yes, I know. I saw it. 475 00:34:39,666 --> 00:34:41,625 All right, um... 476 00:34:42,791 --> 00:34:44,583 I just wanted to apologize for that. 477 00:34:44,750 --> 00:34:49,208 Everything OK. What medications do you take? 478 00:34:51,083 --> 00:34:52,500 I don't take any. 479 00:34:54,166 --> 00:34:57,958 I have been a psychiatric nurse for years. 480 00:34:58,125 --> 00:34:59,500 So... 481 00:35:04,125 --> 00:35:06,083 -It's called haloperidol. -Oh. 482 00:35:06,166 --> 00:35:08,000 I'm feeling much worse, if I don't take it. 483 00:35:08,083 --> 00:35:10,958 I forgot one today, and here's why that's probably what happened. 484 00:35:11,041 --> 00:35:13,666 Have you ever thought about it, to discontinue it in the long term? 485 00:35:16,583 --> 00:35:18,458 Not really. 486 00:35:23,000 --> 00:35:25,375 I think you're not feeling well. 487 00:35:34,375 --> 00:35:35,497 How are things going at home? 488 00:35:45,416 --> 00:35:48,083 Come on. I'll warm up your food. 489 00:35:52,583 --> 00:35:54,500 Fucking pussy. 490 00:36:02,250 --> 00:36:03,833 Watch your head. 491 00:36:14,958 --> 00:36:17,416 Damn it, John. 492 00:36:28,583 --> 00:36:30,458 ♪ Mild green... 493 00:36:30,625 --> 00:36:32,875 That was good food. 494 00:36:33,041 --> 00:36:34,833 Thanks, John. 495 00:36:36,000 --> 00:36:39,875 Dottie dies of cancer! I'm sorry, Dottie. 496 00:36:41,625 --> 00:36:44,875 Oh, damn! Fuck off, you asshole! 497 00:36:45,666 --> 00:36:48,083 -Sorry, everyone. -Okay, John. 498 00:36:48,166 --> 00:36:50,946 If you want to visit us more often, what I hope 499 00:36:51,375 --> 00:36:53,875 I have to talk to you about your language. 500 00:36:54,541 --> 00:36:56,500 Yes, okay. 501 00:36:56,583 --> 00:36:59,458 We have a rule in this house. 502 00:36:59,541 --> 00:37:02,625 And that applies if you do something what you can't change. 503 00:37:02,708 --> 00:37:06,041 you never have to apologize for it. 504 00:37:06,208 --> 00:37:09,333 When you're out on the street with people, who don't understand you, 505 00:37:09,500 --> 00:37:13,416 then fine, excuse me, whatever, but in this house... 506 00:37:14,166 --> 00:37:16,791 where we know there's nothing you can do about it, 507 00:37:16,875 --> 00:37:19,708 where we know that you are not serious... 508 00:37:20,791 --> 00:37:23,833 then it doesn't matter at all. Squat. 509 00:37:25,083 --> 00:37:28,250 It is the apologizing that drives me crazy. 510 00:37:28,333 --> 00:37:31,375 You don't need to apologize. 511 00:37:31,458 --> 00:37:32,583 OK? 512 00:37:37,000 --> 00:37:38,541 OK. 513 00:37:41,250 --> 00:37:42,583 OK? 514 00:37:46,541 --> 00:37:48,083 Yes, okay. 515 00:37:48,250 --> 00:37:52,166 -Thanks. -Super. Thanks. 516 00:38:07,791 --> 00:38:11,208 John, stop it. We're starting. 517 00:38:11,291 --> 00:38:13,250 Yes, just a moment. 518 00:38:15,666 --> 00:38:18,250 I told John that he can stay here. 519 00:38:21,000 -->00:38:22,583 Tonight? 520 00:38:23,708 --> 00:38:27,625 Yes, tonight, or forever, if he wants. 521 00:38:27,791 --> 00:38:29,416 -Mama. -What? 522 00:38:29,500 --> 00:38:32,125 Have you gone crazy? 523 00:38:32,208 --> 00:38:34,500 With all this, what are you going through right now? 524 00:38:34,583 --> 00:38:37,875 I see it like this: I still have six months to live. 525 00:38:37,958 --> 00:38:39,792 I could sit here and feel sorry for myself, 526 00:38:39,875 --> 00:38:42,458 Watch “Neighbors” and eat Pringles, 527 00:38:42,541 --> 00:38:44,000 or I could help this boy. 528 00:38:44,166 --> 00:38:46,166 -Where should he sleep? -The storage room, 529 00:38:46,333 --> 00:38:48,666 if he doesn't have anything against Rosa. 530 00:38:53,625 --> 00:38:55,750 John, do you know anything about blackjack? 531 00:38:55,833 --> 00:38:57,708 -Is that a pontoon? -Yes. 532 00:38:58,166 --> 00:39:00,041 Yes, I can play that. 533 00:39:03,458 --> 00:39:04,875 I have two aces. 534 00:39:08,333 --> 00:39:09,958 Sorry, everyone. 535 00:39:10,041 --> 00:39:11,875 No excuse. 536 00:39:13,208 --> 00:39:14,250 True. 537 00:39:14,416 --> 00:39:18,250 We just pretend we have We didn't hear that, Murray. 538 00:39:20,125 --> 00:39:21,208 Yes. 539 00:39:21,583 --> 00:39:22,791 Chris? 540 00:39:24,500 --> 00:39:25,791 Yes. 541 00:39:25,958 --> 00:39:29,083 Great, we all agree. 542 00:39:29,250 --> 00:39:30,750 Give me one. 543 00:39:32,333 --> 00:39:34,083 Give me another one. 544 00:39:47,750 --> 00:39:49,750 As we discussed in practice, very quickly... 545 00:39:49,875 --> 00:39:52,541 -How was Murray, John, hmm? -Hmm. 546 00:39:52,625 --> 00:39:55,875 Many stories of his adventure, I assume. 547 00:39:56,708 --> 00:39:58,250 John? 548 00:39:58,333 --> 00:40:01,291 Lots of stories of his adventure, huh? 549 00:40:03,541 --> 00:40:06,500 -I'm moving out. -What did you say? 550 00:40:10,833 --> 00:40:12,625 I'm moving out. 551 00:40:12,708 --> 00:40:14,958 I'll be staying with Murray. 552 00:40:15,041 --> 00:40:16,916 If I didn't know better, I would assume 553 00:40:17,000 --> 00:40:18,792 That was one of your stupid habits. 554 00:40:18,875 --> 00:40:23,041 His mother, Dottie, said I should Discuss it with you first, but... 555 00:40:23,125 --> 00:40:25,250 That's exactly what I'm going to do. 556 00:40:26,875 --> 00:40:29,458 Hmmm. I thought Murray said his mother is sick. 557 00:40:29,541 --> 00:40:31,541 She 's sick. She has cancer. 558 00:40:32,958 --> 00:40:34,625 Oh. 559 00:40:34,708 --> 00:40:37,958 I think you're naive, John. 560 00:40:38,125 --> 00:40:40,083 You are looking for someone who takes care of her. 561 00:40:40,166 --> 00:40:42,458 That's all? Is this your idea? 562 00:40:42,541 --> 00:40:44,625 No, that's what I want. 563 00:40:44,791 --> 00:40:46,541 But you're needed here, John. 564 00:40:46,625 --> 00:40:49,083 Your brother and your sisters are gone, your father is gone, 565 00:40:49,166 --> 00:40:50,727 and I'm not getting any younger. 566 00:40:55,125 --> 00:40:56,791 I'm also quitting drugs. 567 00:40:56,958 --> 00:40:59,738 So now I've heard everything. Was this Murray's mother's idea? 568 00:40:59,833 --> 00:41:02,708 -She understands, she's a nurse. -Oh yes? 569 00:41:04,416 --> 00:41:06,333 And what is that, hmm? 570 00:41:06,416 --> 00:41:08,916 I'm a nurse, John. Fifteen years. 571 00:41:09,000 --> 00:41:10,291 And I am your mother too. 572 00:41:11,750 --> 00:41:14,208 Without your pills do you hit, do you curse, 573 00:41:14,291 --> 00:41:17,125 you spit, annoying others. Did you forget that, John? 574 00:41:17,291 --> 00:41:18,916 I still do all that, Mum. 575 00:41:19,083 --> 00:41:22,041 You do that less if you take the pills, John! 576 00:41:28,416 --> 00:41:30,291 Murray's mother has no idea. 577 00:41:30,375 --> 00:41:33,208 How hard it is to get along with you. 578 00:41:40,375 --> 00:41:42,375 I need a break. 579 00:41:45,083 --> 00:41:47,125 You need a break. 580 00:41:48,416 --> 00:41:51,875 - I'm sorry. – John. 581 00:41:59,833 --> 00:42:02,666 I like black, what can I say? 582 00:42:02,750 --> 00:42:04,416 Well, then that's brilliant. 583 00:42:04,500 --> 00:42:06,333 I don't have to do the dishes anymore. 584 00:42:06,416 --> 00:42:07,458 Now you're moved in. 585 00:42:07,541 --> 00:42:10,958 Fuck off, Murray. And that wasn't a tick. 586 00:42:11,041 --> 00:42:12,667 So you've never been to Gala? 587 00:42:12,750 --> 00:42:14,500 - No. - Have you never been in the Bizz? 588 00:42:14,583 --> 00:42:18,208 - Are you deaf? - In the Golden Lion? At Harrows? 589 00:42:18,291 --> 00:42:20,833 You've never lived before, buddy. 590 00:42:21,000 --> 00:42:23,417 I was once at the Golden Lion, with my father for a beer. 591 00:42:23,500 --> 00:42:25,875 -but that was years ago. -Well, that doesn't count. 592 00:42:25,958 --> 00:42:28,875 On the day you stop taking the tablets, we're both going on tour. 593 00:42:28,958 --> 00:42:30833 Man, I can't wait. 594 00:42:38,958 --> 00:42:40,666 Was that a tic? 595 00:42:40,750 --> 00:42:42,875 Sure, of course. 596 00:42:45,416 --> 00:42:48,666 That was just stupid of me. 597 00:42:48,833 --> 00:42:51,958 -I'm coming to get you! -No! No! No! 598 00:42:52,541 --> 00:42:54,291 No, don't do it! 599 00:42:57,958 --> 00:43:00,291 -Look at me! -Yes, you look great. 600 00:43:01,375 --> 00:43:03,458 Oh God! 601 00:43:03,541 --> 00:43:06,375 -Sorry, Dottie. -It's nothing. 602 00:43:06,458 --> 00:43:09,916 -Really ticklish. -That doesn't surprise me. 603 00:43:10,000 --> 00:43:13,125 You're almost weaned off the pills. 604 00:43:13,208 --> 00:43:16,916 -How do you feel? -I'm feeling better. I sleep better. 605 00:43:17,000 --> 00:43:19,125 -Less headaches and stuff. -Good. 606 00:43:19,208 --> 00:43:22,458 That's what we want to hear. All right, get me some grapes. 607 00:43:22,541 --> 00:43:23,791 -Grapes. -Oh God. 608 00:43:23,875 --> 00:43:27,250 -Do you want red or green? -Uh, green, please. 609 00:43:27,750 --> 00:43:30,791 John, are there lentils in there? or not? 610 00:43:30,875 --> 00:43:32,625 Um... 611 00:43:32,708 --> 00:43:34,500 No, that's fine, Dot. 612 00:43:34,583 --> 00:43:36,333 Super. Two more of them. 613 00:43:36,416 --> 00:43:39,916 Please clean up aisle five. 614 00:43:40,000 --> 00:43:42,458 All right, Suzy? How are you today? 615 00:43:42,541 --> 00:43:45,791 -Okay, John. How are you doing? -Good. I find you attractive. 616 00:43:45,958 --> 00:43:48,458 -How are you, Dottie? -I'm fine, darling. How are you doing? 617 00:43:48,541 --> 00:43:50,458 -Good. Are you okay? -I don't care. 618 00:43:50,541 --> 00:43:52,500 -How is your mother? -She's a slut. 619 00:43:52,583 --> 00:43:54,708 -Give her hello for me, okay? -Fuck off. 620 00:43:54,875 --> 00:43:57,416 Show me your tits. Fuck off. 621 00:43:57,500 --> 00:44:01,000 That's right, John. Oh yes, chicken broth. 622 00:44:01,083 --> 00:44:03,166 chicken rooster. 623 00:44:03,250 --> 00:44:05,458 Crap. 624 00:44:05,541 --> 00:44:08,375 -Sorry, Dottie. -It's nothing. 625 00:44:08,458 --> 00:44:10,458 You can't stand to my right, you know that. 626 00:44:10,541 --> 00:44:12,500 -All right. -I told you that. 627 00:44:12,583 --> 00:44:15,500 Now it's my fault, right? 628 00:44:15,583 --> 00:44:18,125 But you really told me your opinion, you stupid. 629 00:44:18,208 --> 00:44:19,666 Sorry, Dot. 630 00:44:19,833 --> 00:44:22,458 But you can't take medication all your life, 631 00:44:22,541 --> 00:44:24,125 you know, eat everything into you. 632 00:44:24,208 --> 00:44:27,125 -What kind of life is this? -I screwed up again. 633 00:44:27,208 --> 00:44:28,916 No, you didn't. 634 00:44:29,000 --> 00:44:31,333 -How's your lip? -It's all ok. 635 00:44:31,416 --> 00:44:34,125 It's my fault, that I was on the wrong side of you. 636 00:44:37,375 --> 00:44:38,708 Mama! 637 00:44:39,791 --> 00:44:41,750 John. 638 00:44:41,916 --> 00:44:45,166 How are you doing? Dottie, this is my mother. 639 00:44:45,250 --> 00:44:46,958 Nice to meet you, Ms. Davidson. 640 00:44:47,041 --> 00:44:48,583 -I am Murray's mother. -Pussy. 641 00:44:48,750 --> 00:44:51,000 -Sorry, mom. -How are you, John? 642 00:44:51,083 --> 00:44:53,500 It's been a while, since you visited me. 643 00:44:53,583 --> 00:44:58,458 I know. Um, maybe I'll come over this weekend. 644 00:45:01,250 --> 00:45:03,125 Um, John. 645 00:45:03,291 --> 00:45:06,791 Why don't you go to the post office and get me some stamps? 646 00:45:06,958 --> 00:45:09,083 That should be enough. 647 00:45:09,166 --> 00:45:11,916 See you soon, mom. See you next weekend. 648 00:45:12,000 --> 00:45:13,708 Bye, John. 649 00:45:16,166 --> 00:45:18,791 I see he no longer takes medication. 650 00:45:18,875 --> 00:45:21,750 He gradually phased them out. 651 00:45:21,833 --> 00:45:23,500 This makes him feel better. 652 00:45:27,541 --> 00:45:31,833 He has settled in well. We are very happy to have him here. 653 00:45:32,833 --> 00:45:34,875 John says you're a nurse. 654 00:45:35,833 --> 00:45:37,583 True, yes. 655 00:45:37,666 --> 00:45:40,000 The patience of a saint. 656 00:45:40,083 --> 00:45:42,708 My patience had long since run out. 657 00:45:42,791 --> 00:45:43,875 Yes, well. 658 00:45:43,958 --> 00:45:49,416 I was at Dingleton Hospital for five years worked as a psychiatric nurse. 659 00:45:49,500 --> 00:45:53,000 -So you know that there is no cure? -Yes. 660 00:45:53,166 --> 00:45:56,041 Hm-hmm. And you were fine not good itself. 661 00:45:56,125 --> 00:45:58,041 Oh, I'm fine. 662 00:45:58,125 --> 00:46:01,041 The beating, Spitting, swearing. 663 00:46:01,208 --> 00:46:04,000 That's a big burden in your condition. 664 00:46:05,125 --> 00:46:07,458 We help each other. 665 00:46:08,166 --> 00:46:10,750 I would be grateful to you 666 00:46:10,833 --> 00:46:13,708 if you would ask John to come home more often. 667 00:46:13,791 --> 00:46:17,958 - Yes. I will. - Hmmm. 668 00:46:38,500 --> 00:46:42,000 What is that? Top of the Pops? 669 00:46:42,083 --> 00:46:44,958 I don't take any more medication. Murray takes me to the club. 670 00:46:45,041 --> 00:46:47,541 So you perfect your dance steps? 671 00:46:47,708 --> 00:46:52,583 - Yes. What do you think? - Great. 672 00:46:52,666 --> 00:46:55,250 I'll leave it to you. 673 00:46:55,416 --> 00:46:58,041 ♪ What is the problem? 674 00:46:58,208 --> 00:46:59,666 Wait. 675 00:47:01,250 --> 00:47:03,625 -What are you doing? -I'm continuing my education. 676 00:47:03,708 --> 00:47:05,875 No, take it out now. 677 00:47:05,958 --> 00:47:08,500 These jeans feel weird, Murray, around the crotch. 678 00:47:08,583 --> 00:47:09,958 When we're in there, John, 679 00:47:10,041 --> 00:47:12,083 can you just relax then, and don't do anything funny? 680 00:47:12,166 --> 00:47:13,458 -I won't. -Real? 681 00:47:13,541 --> 00:47:16,166 -Yes. -Well done. 682 00:47:18,375 --> 00:47:19,375 Understood. 683 00:47:20,208 --> 00:47:23,125 -Should I put this in here? -Put it away, John. 684 00:47:23,208 --> 00:47:26,958 So, that's where we are now. Come on. Thanks. 685 00:47:29,416 --> 00:47:32,333 -Please. -Thanks. 686 00:47:36,041 --> 00:47:38,042 -What do you think? -I love it, man. 687 00:47:38,125 --> 00:47:39,958 I feel the bass in my chest. 688 00:47:40,041 --> 00:47:42,583 Yes. Wait, I'll get us something to drink. Find a place. 689 00:47:42,666 --> 00:47:44,291 No problem. 690 00:48:29,125 --> 00:48:31,208 Two pints of Tennent's, please. 691 00:48:42,958 --> 00:48:44,875 What's your name? 692 00:48:44,958 --> 00:48:47,541 -What? -What's your name? 693 00:48:47,625 --> 00:48:50,000 -Marie. -Can I buy you a drink? 694 00:48:50,083 --> 00:48:52,083 -What? -Can I buy you a drink? 695 00:48:52,166 --> 00:48:53,208 Gladly. 696 00:48:53,375 --> 00:48:57,000 Pernod and black wine, please. My friends take the same. 697 00:49:09,083 --> 00:49:10,666 John. 698 00:49:11,458 --> 00:49:12,541 You don't take long to ask. 699 00:49:12,625 --> 00:49:13,792 -Are you impressed? -Yes. 700 00:49:13,875 --> 00:49:15,542 Well, you want to three Pernod and black wine. 701 00:49:15,625 --> 00:49:20,500 Okay, I'll get her. Three Pernod and black wine, please. 702 00:49:28,000 --> 00:49:29,375 Now I'll get her. 703 00:49:34,500 --> 00:49:37,083 Sorry, buddy. I'm sorry. 704 00:49:37,250 --> 00:49:39,083 -You damn idiot! -Hey! 705 00:49:39,250 --> 00:49:42,958 Keep your hands off him! Keep your hands off him! 706 00:49:43,833 --> 00:49:45,458 John! 707 00:49:50,666 --> 00:49:51,708 Fuck off! 708 00:49:51,875 --> 00:49:54,083 -Get out! -Damn motherfucker! 709 00:49:54,250 --> 00:49:55,458 Fuck off. 710 00:49:55,541 --> 00:49:58,958 -It wasn't him! -Damn motherfucker! 711 00:49:59,958 --> 00:50:02,125 John, are you okay? 712 00:50:03,208 --> 00:50:05,458 Give us a kiss, you fucker. 713 00:50:05,541 --> 00:50:07,208 You can't take him with you, it's not his fault. 714 00:50:07,291 --> 00:50:10,500 I raped a girl in there. I haven't. I didn't rape anyone. 715 00:50:10,583 --> 00:50:12,083 Hey, fuck off! 716 00:50:12,166 --> 00:50:14,541 Hey, where are you taking him? 717 00:50:14,625 --> 00:50:16,583 John, everything is fine. 718 00:50:16,666 --> 00:50:18,666 -Back, back! -Understood. 719 00:50:18,750 --> 00:50:21,375 John, call us when you get there. My mother takes care of it. 720 00:50:21,458 --> 00:50:23,375 John, if you're there, 721 00:50:23,541 --> 00:50:25,458 please call my mother. 722 00:50:25,541 --> 00:50:27,750 John? Call mom. 723 00:50:28,291 --> 00:50:30,166 Damned. 724 00:50:30,333 --> 00:50:31,958 You damn pig! 725 00:50:32,041 --> 00:50:35,875 I have your damn saw a bald spot! 726 00:50:36,583 --> 00:50:38,583 Fuck off! Wanker! 727 00:50:38,666 --> 00:50:41,125 Do you have a death wish, Johnny? 728 00:50:55,125 --> 00:50:57,083 What's wrong with your back? 729 00:50:57,166 --> 00:50:59,125 It's just a tic. 730 00:50:59,208 --> 00:51:01,041 I know you better. 731 00:51:01,208 --> 00:51:02,958 Let's see. 732 00:51:09,833 --> 00:51:12,166 Oh, your expression is completely different. 733 00:51:18,208 --> 00:51:20,000 Was it all from the club? 734 00:51:22,041 --> 00:51:23,375 Yes. 735 00:51:23,541 --> 00:51:25,542 I'll give Murray a proper opinion, when he wakes up. 736 00:51:25,625 --> 00:51:27,125 that I brought you to such a state. 737 00:51:27,208 --> 00:51:28,541 Don't do that, Dottie. 738 00:51:28,625 --> 00:51:31,916 Don't give him problems. 739 00:51:32,000 --> 00:51:34,458 It was the best night of my life. I loved it. 740 00:51:35,166 --> 00:51:37,000 Please. 741 00:51:38,125 --> 00:51:39,791 Thanks. 742 00:51:39,875 --> 00:51:43,291 I danced with this girl. Her name was Marie. 743 00:51:44,208 --> 00:51:46,458 Well, I hope she was worth it. 744 00:51:46,541 --> 00:51:50,250 Because the other boy's father is Lawyer. 745 00:51:50,333 --> 00:51:51,791 They go to court. 746 00:51:51,958 --> 00:51:54,625 you said, we would know in a few months. 747 00:51:58,083 --> 00:51:59,708 Oh, John, we can't allow it any longer 748 00:51:59,791 --> 00:52:01,875 that you get into such trouble. 749 00:52:01,958 --> 00:52:06,583 -I don't take any more pills. -And I'm not saying you should do it. 750 00:52:07,333 --> 00:52:09,916 But you need a focus, you know... 751 00:52:10,000 --> 00:52:12,750 You're feeling better, when you are busy. 752 00:52:14,250 --> 00:52:15,875 You need a job. 753 00:52:18,875 --> 00:52:21,583 Dottie. 754 00:52:21,666 --> 00:52:24,291 - Do you want a job? - Yes very much. 755 00:52:24,458 --> 00:52:25,583 Super. 756 00:52:25,666 --> 00:52:28,916 Tommy from the community center is looking for an assistant. 757 00:52:29,000 --> 00:52:32,875 The interviews will take place next week. I'll put you on the list. 758 00:52:32,958 --> 00:52:35,333 – I don’t get the job. – Well, someone has to get it. 759 00:52:35,500 --> 00:52:37,833 Not someone like me. 760 00:52:41,875 --> 00:52:43,750 Listen, I'm going to screw this up. 761 00:52:43,833 --> 00:52:45,250 I know I will screw this up. 762 00:52:45,333 --> 00:52:48,708 You won't. That's right, We've waited long enough, John. 763 00:52:48,791 --> 00:52:50,916 You have to go in there. 764 00:52:51,708 --> 00:52:54,083 Listen, you want this job, right? 765 00:52:54,166 --> 00:52:57,458 -Yes. -You'll do great. 766 00:52:57,541 --> 00:53:01,250 -I'm nervous. -I know, darling. I know. Let's... 767 00:53:01,333 --> 00:53:05,875 All right, then let's go take a few deep breaths. OK? 768 00:53:05,958 --> 00:53:09,291 Please close your eyes and breathe it all out. 769 00:53:09,375 --> 00:53:13,333 Further. 770 00:53:13,416 --> 00:53:17,000 So. Now I want you imagine you are on a beach. 771 00:53:17,083 --> 00:53:19,833 Exactly, a deserted beach. 772 00:53:19,916 --> 00:53:22,000 And everything you hear 773 00:53:22,083 --> 00:53:26,458 is the sound of the waves on the shore. 774 00:53:26,541 --> 00:53:30,250 And the sand, it's soft, and he is white and warm. 775 00:53:30,333 --> 00:53:34,250 My feet are burning. 776 00:53:34,333 --> 00:53:35,333 True. 777 00:53:36,208 --> 00:53:39,041 -How are you, Irene? -Yes, everything is fine, thank you. 778 00:53:39,708 --> 00:53:41,916 -Is Tommy there yet? -He's in the hallway. 779 00:53:42,000 --> 00:53:45,791 Right, well, he's a little nervous, therefore he could react a little more extreme. 780 00:53:45,916 --> 00:53:47,375 -Hello! -But you'll get used to it. 781 00:53:47,458 --> 00:53:51,375 -Understood. -How are you doing? How are you doing? 782 00:53:51,458 --> 00:53:53,500 -Nice to meet you. -Nice to meet you too. 783 00:53:53,666 --> 00:53:57,166 Oh! 784 00:53:58,208 --> 00:54:00,458 I'm really, really sorry. 785 00:54:00,541 --> 00:54:02,208 No problem, John. 786 00:54:09,916 --> 00:54:13,000 This is Tommy, our caretaker. 787 00:54:13,833 --> 00:54:16,166 Oh! Oops, sorry. 788 00:54:16,250 --> 00:54:17,421 I'll help you with that. 789 00:54:17,583 --> 00:54:20,250 -Oh, the boy is interested. -Tommy, this is John. 790 00:54:20,416 --> 00:54:22,167 He has come to talk to you about the vacancy. 791 00:54:22,250 --> 00:54:23,583 -Are you okay, John? -Nice to meet you. 792 00:54:23,666 --> 00:54:25,125 -How are you doing? -Good. 793 00:54:25,208 --> 00:54:27,458 -Dottie has told me a lot about you. -Good. 794 00:54:27,541 --> 00:54:29,833 We'll leave you two alone. 795 00:54:29,916 --> 00:54:32,458 Yes. Irene, did you get the news about the blue bun? 796 00:54:32,541 --> 00:54:34,583 -Yes. No problem. -OK. Thanks. 797 00:54:34,666 --> 00:54:35,917 -Are you okay, John? -Understood. 798 00:54:36,000 --> 00:54:38,708 Okay, on your desk. 799 00:54:38,791 --> 00:54:40,583 -Are you okay, John? -Yes, good. 800 00:54:40,666 --> 00:54:42,458 -John. -Nice to meet you. 801 00:54:42,541 --> 00:54:46,208 Same to you. Uh, yes, I'll briefly explain to you, where things are going here. 802 00:54:46,291 --> 00:54:49,291 Give me your cock in my hand. Damn it. 803 00:54:50,791 --> 00:54:53,125 -So, this is the main hall. -Correct. 804 00:54:53,208 --> 00:54:57,375 And, uh, honestly, a lot of that, what I do is about workplace safety. 805 00:54:57,458 --> 00:55:01,291 You know, fire escapes, Fire extinguishers, smoke detectors. 806 00:55:01,375 --> 00:55:04,083 -Yes, easy as pie. -Something like that. 807 00:55:04,166 --> 00:55:07,250 Uh, if you get the job, and it's an "if", remember, 808 00:55:07,333 --> 00:55:09,583 because I just meet a few young people. 809 00:55:09,666 --> 00:55:12,166 -I know. -OK. Just so you know. 810 00:55:12,250 --> 00:55:14,125 Wrinkle guy. 811 00:55:15,625 --> 00:55:19,208 There are various events, that require different things. 812 00:55:19,291 --> 00:55:20,833 So, a little council meeting 813 00:55:20,916 --> 00:55:22,500 could just be a few tables. 814 00:55:22,583 --> 00:55:26,000 On the other hand, you could just...ng 200 seats for a pantomime. 815 00:55:26,083 --> 00:55:28,916 -Or a school play. -I am a pedophile. 816 00:55:30,125 --> 00:55:31,916 Sorry, that was a tic. 817 00:55:33,000 --> 00:55:35,083 It's okay, everything's fine. 818 00:55:35,166 --> 00:55:37,916 -Would you like me to follow you outside? -Yes, that would be good. 819 00:55:38,000 --> 00:55:39,583 All right, good. 820 00:55:42,000 --> 00:55:43,916 Um, uh… 821 00:55:44,000 --> 00:55:47,166 I have to correct that. So. 822 00:55:47,750 --> 00:55:49,625 So, we plant them every spring, 823 00:55:49,791 --> 00:55:52,000 so they have to be watered and be weeded, 824 00:55:52,083 --> 00:55:54,166 and be fertilized. Do you know about plants? 825 00:55:54,250 --> 00:55:56,916 Yes. I love plants. Two in my garden. 826 00:55:57,000 --> 00:56:00,041 Good. Um, this area is my nightmare. 827 00:56:00,125 --> 00:56:02,125 Can you ever shut up? 828 00:56:02,208 --> 00:56:04,708 This area is the bane of my life, because of this matter. 829 00:56:04,791 --> 00:56:07,291 This provides cover for the smokers. 830 00:56:07,375 --> 00:56:10,333 So the smokers come here and smoke. 831 00:56:10,416 --> 00:56:13,250 And what do they do then? They throw away their dirty cigarettes. 832 00:56:13,333 --> 00:56:16,250 Dirty fagots! Dirty fagots! 833 00:56:19,791 --> 00:56:23,666 Dirty fagots! I'm gay. No I'm not. Yes, I am. 834 00:56:23,750 --> 00:56:25,500 Dirty fagots! 835 00:56:26,333 --> 00:56:28,500 It resonates quite nicely in there, right? 836 00:56:28,583 --> 00:56:31,041 Yes, it resonates quite strongly. 837 00:56:34,875 --> 00:56:38,041 Just close the door behind you. Do you have anything against dogs? 838 00:56:38,125 --> 00:56:41,625 -Yes, I love dogs. -This is Rosie. 839 00:56:41,708 --> 00:56:45,125 -Hello Rosie. How are you doing? -Um... 840 00:56:45,291 --> 00:56:46,833 Is it okay to sit here? 841 00:56:46,916 --> 00:56:48,458 -Everything OK? -Yes, everything is fine. 842 00:56:48,541 --> 00:56:50,542 -OK. Don't hit the furniture. -Excuse me. 843 00:56:50,625 --> 00:56:52,666 All right, please sit down. 844 00:56:52,750 --> 00:56:54,416 Good. 845 00:56:54,500 --> 00:56:58,458 So now we come to it most important part 846 00:56:58,625 --> 00:57:00,458 of the interview, John. Anal sex. 847 00:57:02,458 --> 00:57:06,583 Namely: You can Make a decent cup of tea? 848 00:57:06,666 --> 00:57:08,083 Oh yes. I'm good at making tea. 849 00:57:08,166 --> 00:57:10,791 I like it strong, with lots of milk and three pieces of sugar. 850 00:57:10,875 --> 00:57:12,916 No problem, Tommy. 851 00:57:20,541 --> 00:57:23,333 And remember, first the water, then the milk. 852 00:57:23,416 --> 00:57:27,541 Okay, yes. I do that too. 853 00:57:29,708 --> 00:57:32,041 Well, we'll be with you in a moment, John. 854 00:57:32,125 --> 00:57:33,881 So what did they tell you about me? 855 00:57:34,000 --> 00:57:37,166 Um, they just said, that you haven't been feeling so well lately. 856 00:57:37,916 --> 00:57:43,291 Correct. The plan is, Hire a young man to learn the job. 857 00:57:43,375 --> 00:57:47,041 So that if I have a hospital appointment or something... 858 00:57:47,125 --> 00:57:49,708 -Yes. – …you can step in. 859 00:57:49,791 --> 00:57:52,833 – and carry on. – Hmm, yes. 860 00:57:52,916 --> 00:57:54,958 Well, I have a bit over read the job, you know, 861 00:57:55,041 --> 00:57:56,750 and the working hours and so on. 862 00:57:56,916 --> 00:57:59,875 – I would be interested in trying it. – Okay. 863 00:58:00,541 --> 00:58:02,375 – Are you reliable? -Yes. 864 00:58:02,458 --> 00:58:05,375 I'm always there early, always. It has to be me, you know. 865 00:58:05,541 --> 00:58:08,291 'Cause I need someone to be here, on time to catch up, 866 00:58:08,375 --> 00:58:10,541 and who is here to finish, when I'm not there. 867 00:58:10,708 --> 00:58:14,041 -Yes, anytime. Anytime. -Correct. 868 00:58:14,208 --> 00:58:16,625 -Are you handy? -I did well in school, you know. 869 00:58:16,708 --> 00:58:20,125 Woodworking and metalworking and stuff like that. But I'm eager to learn, and... 870 00:58:20,208 --> 00:58:22,791 I don't mind Getting my hands dirty, you know? 871 00:58:22,875 --> 00:58:26,041 -OK. -I'm a lazy bastard. 872 00:58:26,125 --> 00:58:29,250 - So, you don't mind hard work? - No. 873 00:58:29,333 --> 00:58:32,750 If I concentrate, to work or a project, 874 00:58:32,833 --> 00:58:35,250 This actually helps me a lot. 875 00:58:35,416 --> 00:58:36,833 True. 876 00:58:38,875 --> 00:58:41,791 - That's hot. - Yes. 877 00:58:41,875 --> 00:58:44,625 Here you go, Tommy. 878 00:58:46,458 --> 00:58:48,958 I'm really sorry. I'll take this. 879 00:58:49,125 --> 00:58:51,291 Yes, that's a good idea. 880 00:59:01,208 --> 00:59:02,666 Hm-hmm. 881 00:59:03,750 --> 00:59:06,166 I already have some young people seen for this job. 882 00:59:06,250 --> 00:59:07,500 -Yes. -And I don't think so 883 00:59:07,583 --> 00:59:09,958 I violate confidentiality, if I tell you 884 00:59:10,125 --> 00:59:14,208 that, that is the best cup of tea, that I have ever drunk. 885 00:59:14,291 --> 00:59:15,291 Super. 886 00:59:15,750 --> 00:59:17,625 So... 887 00:59:17,708 --> 00:59:20,000 I use sperm instead of milk. 888 00:59:24,208 --> 00:59:26,291 Okay, so, Do you have any further questions for me? 889 00:59:26,375 --> 00:59:27,666 Um... 890 00:59:28,541 --> 00:59:30,458 Oh, yes. Um... 891 00:59:30,541 --> 00:59:34,791 I might have to take a few days off in a few months, 892 00:59:34,875 --> 00:59:37,916 because I have a court date currently. 893 00:59:38,000 --> 00:59:41,083 -Just that. -You don't even have the job yet. 894 00:59:41,250 --> 00:59:43,167 But are you already looking for a day off? 895 00:59:43,250 --> 00:59:46,291 No no. I just wanted to say that... You're screwing up, John. 896 00:59:46,375 --> 00:59:49,625 Um, I just wanted to say that, if I got the job, 897 00:59:49,791 --> 00:59:52,625 I would have to take the time. I just wanted to be honest. 898 00:59:52,708 --> 00:59:54,041 Correct. 899 00:59:55,541 --> 00:59:59,583 -Did you have a little problem? -Yes. 900 00:59:59,666 --> 01:00:02,458 I've had some bad luck lately. 901 01:00:04,208 --> 01:00:06,916 -Was it your fault? -No. 902 01:00:12,500 --> 01:00:15,125 OK. That's enough for me. 903 01:00:15,291 --> 01:00:18,541 -Still questions? -Um... 904 01:00:19,708 --> 01:00:21,958 I can do the job, you know. 905 01:00:22,041 --> 01:00:24,875 -I can do that. -Hm-hmm. 906 01:00:25,791 --> 01:00:28,708 But just the obvious question, really, um... 907 01:00:28,791 --> 01:00:31,250 Are you okay with the tics and swearing? 908 01:00:33,416 --> 01:00:38,250 Which tics? What curses? 909 01:00:47,166 --> 01:00:48,708 Uh... 910 01:00:49,916 --> 01:00:53,041 Just a little warning, John. Uh... 911 01:00:53,833 --> 01:00:55,791 If you ever do that again do with my dog, 912 01:00:55,875 --> 01:00:59,291 I'll rip the damn thing out of you Heart out. Understood? 913 01:01:04,208 --> 01:01:06,000 All right... 914 01:01:06,791 --> 01:01:08,916 Thanks for coming. 915 01:01:12,125 --> 01:01:14,666 Okay, then I'll go now. 916 01:01:20,208 --> 01:01:23,541 All right, Rosie? 917 01:01:33,833 --> 01:01:36,083 -Hello, John. -All right, buddy. How are you? 918 01:01:36,166 --> 01:01:37,708 Good Good. 919 01:01:37,791 --> 01:01:40,833 -Paper and opal fruits, please. -Well, how are you? 920 01:01:40,916 --> 01:01:43,666 Oh, not bad at all. Had one today Interview, Kenny. 921 01:01:43,750 --> 01:01:48,125 -Oh yes. How did it go? -I beat the boss's dog. 922 01:01:48,208 --> 01:01:49,958 Oh whatever. 923 01:01:50,041 --> 01:01:52,000 You can go back to your old one at any time Return to newspaper job. 924 01:01:52,083 --> 01:01:54,292 Maybe I'll hold you to that, Kenny. See you later. 925 01:01:54,375 --> 01:01:56,000 Take care. Yes, darling? 926 01:01:59,500 --> 01:02:01,000 Slut! 927 01:02:02,416 --> 01:02:03,541 What did you say? 928 01:02:03,708 --> 01:02:05,458 I'm sorry, miss. I have Tourette syndrome. 929 01:02:05,541 --> 01:02:07,833 - What did you just say to me? - I'm really sorry. 930 01:02:07,916 --> 01:02:10,666 I don't mean it in a bad way. I can't help what I say. 931 01:02:10,750 --> 01:02:12,875 - I'm sorry. - Fuck off! 932 01:02:41,208 --> 01:02:43,875 Is anyone there? Dot? 933 01:02:45,541 --> 01:02:48,291 What are you doing? 934 01:02:48,375 --> 01:02:50,250 Wait a minute, John. 935 01:02:50,416 --> 01:02:52,500 You got it! 936 01:02:52,666 --> 01:02:54,167 Tommy called. You have the job. 937 01:02:54,250 --> 01:02:55,291 The job? 938 01:02:55,458 --> 01:02:57,916 -You start on Monday. -Oh my God! 939 01:03:00,041 --> 01:03:01,458 Well done, John. 940 01:03:01,541 --> 01:03:03,042 -Do you mean that seriously? -Yes. 941 01:03:03,125 --> 01:03:05,833 -You deserve this. -Well done, Davidson. 942 01:03:05,916 --> 01:03:08,750 I can't believe that. It went so wrong. 943 01:03:08,833 --> 01:03:11,666 You deserve this. 944 01:03:11,750 --> 01:03:14,166 -And now you have... -God, I have a job. 945 01:03:14,333 --> 01:03:15,992 I don't want to steal the show... 946 01:03:16,083 --> 01:03:17,625 -Yes, you will. Um... 947 01:03:17,708 --> 01:03:19,458 Chris and I were in the hospital today. 948 01:03:19,541 --> 01:03:22,458 You're dying of cancer, you old fool. 949 01:03:22,541 --> 01:03:26,916 I don't, John. Um... You were wrong. 950 01:03:27,000 --> 01:03:29,166 It's not cancer. 951 01:03:29,250 --> 01:03:31,625 This is called hema... 952 01:03:31,708 --> 01:03:34,000 Hemangioma... 953 01:03:34,083 --> 01:03:36,625 For fuck's sake, you asshole. 954 01:03:36,791 --> 01:03:38,166 What's wrong, darling? 955 01:03:38,250 --> 01:03:40,500 Hemangioma. You know, a knot. 956 01:03:40,666 --> 01:03:42,333 But it's not cancer anyway. 957 01:03:42,416 --> 01:03:47,041 Although it looks like cancer, but it is not. 958 01:03:47,125 --> 01:03:48,750 Come here. 959 01:03:48,833 --> 01:03:50,958 I love you, mom. 960 01:03:51,041 --> 01:03:55,041 I love you all! 961 01:03:55,125 --> 01:03:58,916 - I can't believe that. - Okay, John, here. Um... 962 01:03:59,000 --> 01:04:02,000 Go to the Chinese and get whatever you want. 963 01:04:02,083 --> 01:04:05,833 A feast. I invite you, double feast. 964 01:04:31,583 --> 01:04:35,041 - Thanks. See you later. - Bye. 965 01:05:00,791 --> 01:05:03,250 Come here. 966 01:05:05,166 --> 01:05:08,750 Finish him off! Finish him off! 967 01:05:10,541 --> 01:05:12,916 -Finish him! -I do! Asshole! 968 01:05:13,000 --> 01:05:15,208 -Who 's there? -That damn... 969 01:05:15,291 --> 01:05:17,083 Move, move, move! 970 01:05:17,166 --> 01:05:18,458 Move, move! 971 01:05:23,083 --> 01:05:25,625 Who are you calling a fucking bitch? 972 01:05:26,333 --> 01:05:27,666 Fuck off! 973 01:05:27,750 --> 01:05:30,916 Fuck off! 974 01:05:31,000 --> 01:05:34,125 Do you think you're a fucking tough guy? 975 01:05:34,291 --> 01:05:36,291 Take the damn warning seriously. 976 01:05:39,791 --> 01:05:42,083 You've been damned warned. 977 01:05:54,708 --> 01:05:57,000 John, everything is fine. 978 01:05:57,083 --> 01:05:58,583 It's all ok. 979 01:05:58,666 --> 01:06:02,166 Dottie is here. I'm here. 980 01:06:10,916 --> 01:06:12,208 Hmmm. 981 01:06:14,833 --> 01:06:16,416 Treasure. 982 01:06:17,541 --> 01:06:20,125 I have to call your mother. 983 01:06:22,375 --> 01:06:24,833 -No. -John. 984 01:06:24,916 --> 01:06:27,625 -No. -John, I have to. 985 01:06:28,875 --> 01:06:31,541 You're just making her worry. It's nothing. 986 01:06:35,541 --> 01:06:38,375 The job starts on Monday. 987 01:06:38,458 --> 01:06:42,666 Tommy says you can take all your time as you need, hmm? 988 01:06:42,750 --> 01:06:44,458 The job is yours. 989 01:06:44,625 --> 01:06:49,125 -He won't run away from you. -That's good. 990 01:06:50,083 --> 01:06:53,083 Oh, love, love. It's all ok. 991 01:06:53,166 --> 01:06:54,791 Come on, darling, calm down. 992 01:06:54,958 --> 01:06:59,125 It's all ok. Psst. 993 01:07:02,791 --> 01:07:05,416 I know. 994 01:07:08,250 --> 01:07:09,916 I know. 995 01:07:13,083 --> 01:07:15,083 Everything OK. 996 01:07:15,166 --> 01:07:17,333 Everything's fine, right? 997 01:07:20,916 --> 01:07:25,000 Come on. Psst. Come on. 998 01:07:27,708 --> 01:07:29,208 Come on. 999 01:07:31,041 --> 01:07:34,166 I know. Hm? 1000 01:07:41,750 --> 01:07:44,291 I'm tired of it, Dottie. 1001 01:07:49,583 --> 01:07:52,208 I'm so tired. 1002 01:07:52,291 --> 01:07:55,333 I know, darling. I know. 1003 01:08:32,458 --> 01:08:34,292 How are you getting along with the chairs, my boy? 1004 01:08:34,375 --> 01:08:37,041 No problem, Tommy. 1005 01:08:38,541 --> 01:08:40,125 Oh my God. 1006 01:08:40,208 --> 01:08:43,041 You have them straighter, than I ever could. 1007 01:08:43,125 --> 01:08:44,291 It has to be straight, Tom. 1008 01:08:44,375 --> 01:08:47,416 I have to count them too. There must be ten chairs in four rows. 1009 01:08:47,500 --> 01:08:50,083 An even number, otherwise it's not true. 1010 01:08:51,000 --> 01:08:54,458 Is it the numbers that worry you so much, or the shape? 1011 01:08:54,625 --> 01:08:57,958 Ah, both. If it's not true, 1012 01:08:58,041 --> 01:09:00,458 then I just think that something bad is going to happen. 1013 01:09:00,541 --> 01:09:01,958 For example? 1014 01:09:02,041 --> 01:09:05,000 Well, sometimes I stop my hand under boiling water, 1015 01:09:05,083 --> 01:09:08,375 and I have to do it four times, otherwise you die. 1016 01:09:08,541 --> 01:09:10,250 -Excuse me? -I know. 1017 01:09:10,333 --> 01:09:11,833 But there's something else I do: 1018 01:09:11,916 --> 01:09:14,250 and this is really funny: I'm walking down the street 1019 01:09:14,333 --> 01:09:16,666 and see a lantern and think to myself, it's crooked. 1020 01:09:16,750 --> 01:09:18,458 Or it's at the wrong angle. 1021 01:09:18,541 --> 01:09:21,083 Or it's a different color or something. Then I have to kiss her. 1022 01:09:21,166 --> 01:09:23,291 -You have to kiss a lamppost? -Yes. 1023 01:09:23,458 --> 01:09:26,125 Ah, you told me that Interview never told. 1024 01:09:26,208 --> 01:09:27,958 -You never asked for it. -Yes. 1025 01:09:28,041 --> 01:09:31,250 And it's always the tics, that cause problems? 1026 01:09:31,333 --> 01:09:32,650 Yes, yes, always these tics. 1027 01:09:32,791 --> 01:09:35,458 Do you know what I was thinking? I'm telling you. 1028 01:09:35,541 --> 01:09:38,458 How would you feel if you Would you let others into your head? 1029 01:09:38,625 --> 01:09:40,000 The way you let me into your head? 1030 01:09:40,083 --> 01:09:41,708 -No, I can't do that. -No, listen to me. 1031 01:09:41,791 --> 01:09:44,291 Because I don't believe that Tourette's is the problem. 1032 01:09:44,375 --> 01:09:47,250 I think the problem is, that we don't know enough about Tourette's. 1033 01:09:47,333 --> 01:09:49,458 So if you don't the police clarify 1034 01:09:49,541 --> 01:09:51,125 and tThe Doctors and the teachers, 1035 01:09:51,208 --> 01:09:52,476 if you don't explain them, 1036 01:09:52,583 --> 01:09:55,625 -nothing will change. -So what should I do? 1037 01:09:55,708 --> 01:09:57,708 Go to a police station and call them “pigs” 1038 01:09:57,791 --> 01:10:00,125 or go to a school and say: “I am a pedophile”? 1039 01:10:00,291 --> 01:10:03,458 Yes, absolutely. Do you see? 1040 01:10:03,541 --> 01:10:06,000 Do you see? You are not the only one who can swear. 1041 01:10:06,083 --> 01:10:08,250 I swear when I feel something strongly, 1042 01:10:08,416 --> 01:10:10,291 when I'm passionate about something, 1043 01:10:10,375 --> 01:10:11,750 and this is really important to me. 1044 01:10:11,833 --> 01:10:14,291 Why don't you just stop don't give a damn 1045 01:10:14,375 --> 01:10:18,125 what people think about you, and enlighten them instead? 1046 01:10:18,666 --> 01:10:20,916 You asshole. 1047 01:10:21,000 --> 01:10:22,833 Did you get it? That's emphasis. 1048 01:10:22,916 --> 01:10:25,166 -I saw it. -You asshole. 1049 01:10:25,250 --> 01:10:27,666 -Go ahead. -You asshole. 1050 01:10:27,750 --> 01:10:29,708 I did a bit of leg movement. 1051 01:10:29,791 --> 01:10:32,958 -Yes, you have a carbine. -Fucking ass. 1052 01:10:33,041 --> 01:10:35,916 I need the time off Tom, for the court date. 1053 01:10:36,000 --> 01:10:38,458 I know, I saw that. Is that okay with you? 1054 01:10:38,541 --> 01:10:40,083 Totally scared. 1055 01:10:42,875 --> 01:10:44,750 Damn it, John. 1056 01:10:44,833 --> 01:10:46,458 -Excuse me. -John. 1057 01:10:46,541 --> 01:10:48,541 It's Christmas. 1058 01:10:48,625 --> 01:10:53,375 Seriously. My God! 1059 01:10:54,375 --> 01:10:56,583 OK. 1060 01:10:56,666 --> 01:10:58,000 What's next? 1061 01:10:58,083 --> 01:11:00,750 Next I need to protect my eggs. 1062 01:11:00,916 --> 01:11:03,875 My client will now testify. 1063 01:11:03,958 --> 01:11:06,041 Mr Davidson, will you please go? 1064 01:11:06,125 --> 01:11:09,375 To the witness stand? 1065 01:11:19,875 --> 01:11:21,791 Mr Davidson, will you take the oath? 1066 01:11:21,958 --> 01:11:23,250 Yes. 1067 01:11:23,333 --> 01:11:26,211 Please raise your right hand and repeat after me... 1068 01:11:27,291 --> 01:11:29,333 I swear by God Almighty... 1069 01:11:29,500 --> 01:11:31,291 I swear by God Almighty... 1070 01:11:31,375 --> 01:11:34,083 -...that I tell the truth... -...that I tell the truth... 1071 01:11:34,166 --> 01:11:36,333 -...the whole truth... -No, I won't! 1072 01:11:38,166 --> 01:11:42,000 Can someone please tell me the reason explain this contempt? 1073 01:11:42,166 --> 01:11:43,416 Sir, if I may ask, 1074 01:11:43,500 --> 01:11:46,958 Mr. Davidson occasionally shouts things uncontrollably. 1075 01:11:47,125 --> 01:11:50,416 Impulsive statements. He doesn't mean it like that, he can still control her. 1076 01:11:50,583 --> 01:11:52,708 Sexist, homophobic, misogynistic... 1077 01:11:52,875 --> 01:11:55,125 Don't forget, racist, you motherfucker. 1078 01:11:55,208 --> 01:11:56,458 And racist. 1079 01:11:56,541 --> 01:11:58,916 From my own experience I can assure you: 1080 01:11:59,000 --> 01:12:01,708 He is racist with all kinds Very familiar with statements. 1081 01:12:01,875 --> 01:12:03,625 Many of them I have never met myself. 1082 01:12:03,708 --> 01:12:06,125 But all of this is completely out of his control. 1083 01:12:06,291 --> 01:12:08,250 We have submitted production number 71. 1084 01:12:08,416 --> 01:12:10,958 description of a disease, which is known as Tourette syndrome. 1085 01:12:11,625 --> 01:12:14,500 Yes, I have read the document. 1086 01:12:14,583 --> 01:12:18,333 But I also took production number 107 into account. 1087 01:12:18,416 --> 01:12:20,625 – from Mr Barrowman… – Damn, asshole. 1088 01:12:20,791 --> 01:12:22,667 ...with the claim that the Tourette syndrome 1089 01:12:22,750 --> 01:12:24,458 is not a recognized illness. 1090 01:12:24,625 --> 01:12:26,500 that it cannot be diagnosed, 1091 01:12:26,583 --> 01:12:29,208 and therefore is irrelevant for this case. 1092 01:12:29,291 --> 01:12:30,803 Thank you, Your Honor. 1093 01:12:30,958 --> 01:12:33,875 Mr. Davidson, the oath, again, please, 1094 01:12:33,958 --> 01:12:36,083 exactly as I say it. 1095 01:12:36,250 --> 01:12:37,333 OK. 1096 01:12:37,416 --> 01:12:39,958 Please raise your right hand, and repeat... 1097 01:12:40,041 --> 01:12:42,750 I swear by Almighty God... 1098 01:12:48,875 --> 01:12:50,500 I swear by Almighty God... 1099 01:12:50,666 --> 01:12:52,333 ...that I tell the truth... 1100 01:12:55,958 --> 01:12:58,791 ...that I tell the truth... You're an asshole! 1101 01:13:00,958 --> 01:13:03,541 Mr. Davidson, please leave the courtroom. 1102 01:13:03,625 --> 01:13:05,875 – That I will tell the truth. – Mr Davidson, 1103 01:13:05,958 --> 01:13:09,083 please leave my courtroom. 1104 01:13:11,125 --> 01:13:14,375 Mr. Davidson, if you're not remove from my courtroom, 1105 01:13:14,541 --> 01:13:18,666 I will have you beaten. Mr Davidson, 1106 01:13:18,750 --> 01:13:21,000 -please leave my courtroom. -I swear by Almighty God... 1107 01:13:21,083 --> 01:13:23,417 I swear by Almighty God, that I will tell the truth. 1108 01:13:23,500 --> 01:13:26,291 -Mr Davidson! -Asshole! 1109 01:13:26,375 --> 01:13:28,916 -Bitch, fucking bitch! -Go away! 1110 01:13:29,958 --> 01:13:34,083 John. Come on, darling. It's all ok. 1111 01:13:41,541 --> 01:13:46,708 I'm an idiot. I'm a joke. 1112 01:13:46,791 --> 01:13:50,541 You screwed up. You screwed up, John. 1113 01:13:59,458 --> 01:14:02,916 Tommy. 1114 01:14:04,000 --> 01:14:08,000 Things aren't going well, Tommy. He called the judge an asshole. 1115 01:14:08,083 --> 01:14:10,666 - This is not good. - No. 1116 01:14:14,625 --> 01:14:17,208 John is without a doubt 1117 01:14:17,291 --> 01:14:19,500 the best employee I've ever had. 1118 01:14:19,666 --> 01:14:24,000 Is he screaming? Yes. Is he escaping? Yes. 1119 01:14:24,166 --> 01:14:25,971 Does he mean harm to someone? Absolutely not. 1120 01:14:26,125 --> 01:14:28,875 His tics are uncontrollable. 1121 01:14:28,958 --> 01:14:32,625 Sometimes, two or three times a day, 1122 01:14:32,708 --> 01:14:35,708 his right hand shoots out just like that, clenched into a fist. 1123 01:14:35,791 --> 01:14:38,958 It comes within about 3mm of my face. 1124 01:14:39,125 --> 01:14:43,583 That's how good he is. He masters it perfectly. 1125 01:14:43,750 --> 01:14:47,291 Two or three times a day he will me stab my cocks, right? 1126 01:14:47,375 --> 01:14:49,375 So... Can I say “cocks” now? 1127 01:14:49,541 --> 01:14:52,321 I'm sure it's no worse than that, what we have already heard. 1128 01:14:52,416 --> 01:14:54,083 Okay, so can I say it? 1129 01:14:54,250 --> 01:14:58,833 Do you know what I mean when I say “gays”? Eggs? 1130 01:14:58,916 --> 01:15:02,708 Meat and two vegetables? Crown Jewels? Testicles? Testicles? 1131 01:15:02,875 --> 01:15:05,166 - Nonsense! - Thank you, Mr. Trotter. 1132 01:15:05,333 --> 01:15:08,833 - I think we have it. - Right, I just wanted to make sure. 1133 01:15:09,000 --> 01:15:12,416 OK. It's an illness. Right? 1134 01:15:12,500 --> 01:15:15,333 It exists. I see it every day. 1135 01:15:15,416 --> 01:15:18,875 Now I understand that some people 1136 01:15:18,958 --> 01:15:21,250 say he's faking it. 1137 01:15:21,333 --> 01:15:24,666 May I ask why you act like this as if you had an illness 1138 01:15:24,750 --> 01:15:27,750 which leads to you be beaten with a crowbar? 1139 01:15:28,750 --> 01:15:31,166 That led to that you were humiliated. 1140 01:15:31,250 --> 01:15:32,791 and were made fun of at school. 1141 01:15:32,958 --> 01:15:35,375 by allowing you to participate in your higher examinations were refused. 1142 01:15:35,458 --> 01:15:37,291 what could improve your life? 1143 01:15:37,375 --> 01:15:39,583 what prevents you from doing so to get into a relationship? 1144 01:15:39,666 --> 01:15:43,250 Who, who would pretend to suffer from such an illness? 1145 01:15:43,333 --> 01:15:44,416 I. 1146 01:15:44,583 --> 01:15:46,625 I know yes, John is a proud young man, 1147 01:15:46,708 --> 01:15:50,500 and he wouldn't like it if I would use the word “disability” 1148 01:15:50,583 --> 01:15:55,125 but may I ask, when a blind man enters a bar, 1149 01:15:55,208 --> 01:15:59,500 and collides with another man, would that end up in court? 1150 01:16:00,625 --> 01:16:02,000 Huh? 1151 01:16:02,083 --> 01:16:06,583 That young man over there wouldn't harm a fly. 1152 01:16:06,666 --> 01:16:08,916 He is the nicest, 1153 01:16:09,083 --> 01:16:13,916 kindest, most respectful young man I have ever met. 1154 01:16:14,875 --> 01:16:17,166 And he does a damn good tea. 1155 01:16:18,250 --> 01:16:20,208 Simply great. 1156 01:16:21,375 --> 01:16:23,333 Milk for milk. 1157 01:16:23,416 --> 01:16:25,541 Can I...? Excuse me. Sorry, your honor. 1158 01:16:25,625 --> 01:16:27,875 Thank you, Mr. Trotter. 1159 01:16:28,041 --> 01:16:30,125 John, were you surprised by this result? 1160 01:16:30,208 --> 01:16:33,458 No. The sheriff said it should never have gone to court. 1161 01:16:33,541 --> 01:16:36,208 Dottie, what was he? most important moment for you? 1162 01:16:36,291 --> 01:16:38,208 Oh, well, it was when he said 1163 01:16:38,291 --> 01:16:41,083 that the police must learn from this experience. 1164 01:16:41,250 --> 01:16:43,583 Uh, Tommy Trotter, a family friend. 1165 01:16:43,666 --> 01:16:46,375 I just wanted to say what that boy did in there, was incredible. 1166 01:16:46,458 --> 01:16:48,667 - You can write it like that. - Are you proud of John? 1167 01:16:48,750 --> 01:16:50,833 I? Well, I'm always proud of John. 1168 01:16:51,000 --> 01:16:52,583 So, John, What's next for you? 1169 01:16:52,666 --> 01:16:54,333 I'll tell you where he's going. 1170 01:16:54,416 --> 0101:16:56,083 Back to the community center 1171 01:16:56,166 --> 01:16:58,583 and he helps me to clean the drains. 1172 01:16:58,666 --> 01:17:00,875 That is his job. 1173 01:17:22,708 --> 01:17:24,291 Go home! 1174 01:17:28,666 --> 01:17:30,416 Well, that's me. 1175 01:17:31,166 --> 01:17:33,291 I'm visiting Tommy today, Irene. 1176 01:17:33,375 --> 01:17:34,667 Had a doctor's appointment. 1177 01:17:34,750 --> 01:17:36,917 Will you tell him that bingo is canceled on Thursday? 1178 01:17:37,000 --> 01:17:38,833 Yes, I will. See you later, Irene. 1179 01:17:38,916 --> 01:17:40,541 See you later, John. 1180 01:17:59,083 --> 01:18:00,375 Tommy? 1181 01:18:05,083 --> 01:18:06,375 Tommy! 1182 01:18:19,416 --> 01:18:20,875 Tommy? 1183 01:18:22,333 --> 01:18:24,958 Hello, Rosie. 1184 01:18:25,041 --> 01:18:26,250 Are you okay, girl? 1185 01:18:39,458 --> 01:18:41,416 Tommy? 1186 01:18:45,500 --> 01:18:47,041 Oh God. 1187 01:18:54,375 --> 01:18:55,958 Police. 1188 01:18:57,208 --> 01:19:00,375 Hello? Is anyone here? 1189 01:19:02,125 --> 01:19:03,958 Please turn on the lights! 1190 01:19:06,458 --> 01:19:09,666 All right, my boy? What happened? 1191 01:19:14,750 --> 01:19:15,916 Um... 1192 01:19:17,500 --> 01:19:20,125 I came in and, um... 1193 01:19:25,083 --> 01:19:27,541 I brought him a few beers. 1194 01:19:28,958 --> 01:19:30,541 I killed him. 1195 01:19:30,625 --> 01:19:32,250 Damn it. 1196 01:19:32,333 --> 01:19:34,625 -I killed him. -Killed who, my boy? 1197 01:19:36,666 --> 01:19:38,541 He's in there. 1198 01:19:40,208 --> 01:19:41,541 OK. 1199 01:19:43,666 --> 01:19:46,166 You have to stay right there, where are you, okay? 1200 01:19:46,250 --> 01:19:48,041 Yes. No worries. 1201 01:19:54,166 --> 01:19:55,750 I killed him. 1202 01:19:57,708 --> 01:19:59,583 And now a hymn... 1203 01:19:59,666 --> 01:20:03,458 From Scottish Anglican Clergyman Henry Francis Lyte 1204 01:20:03,541 --> 01:20:05,166 “Stay with me.” 1205 01:20:11,291 --> 01:20:15,666 ♪ Stay with me 1206 01:20:15,750 --> 01:20:21,333 ♪ Dusk falls quickly 1207 01:20:22,250 --> 01:20:27,583 ♪ The darkness deepens 1208 01:20:27,666 --> 01:20:30,833 ♪ Lord, stay with me 1209 01:20:33,000 --> 01:20:38,958 -♪ When other helpers fail -Fuck off, John! 1210 01:20:39,041 --> 01:20:42,375 ♪ And comfort flees 1211 01:20:43,916 --> 01:20:47,583 ♪ Help the helpless 1212 01:20:47,666 --> 01:20:52,291 ♪ O stay with me 1213 01:20:52,375 --> 01:20:54,291 Fuck off, John! Ha-Ha. 1214 01:21:07,416 --> 01:21:08,666 John? 1215 01:21:10,791 --> 01:21:14,125 -Hey, Davidson! -What? 1216 01:21:14,291 --> 01:21:16,208 I invite you to lunch. 1217 01:21:17,625 --> 01:21:20,291 -What? -Come on, lunch. 1218 01:21:21,500 --> 01:21:23,375 I can't hear you. 1219 01:21:26,041 --> 01:21:29,000 Where did you get these from? Tomatoes? 1220 01:21:29,083 --> 01:21:31,250 The market. Why? 1221 01:21:31,333 --> 01:21:32,958 A bit spongy. 1222 01:21:33,541 --> 01:21:35,708 Yes, you're right. 1223 01:21:40,125 --> 01:21:42,250 Could you imagine to live here, John? 1224 01:21:42,333 --> 01:21:44,791 -What, here? -Yes. 1225 01:21:44,875 --> 01:21:46,333 In an apartment? 1226 01:21:48,000 --> 01:21:49,291 Yes. 1227 01:21:50,125 --> 01:21:53,250 You know what? We love you more than anything, but... 1228 01:21:53,333 --> 01:21:55,833 you've been living there for five years in this tiny room and I... 1229 01:21:55,916 --> 01:21:59,000 Well, I think that's starting, hinder your development. 1230 01:21:59,083 --> 01:22:01,333 You need your independence. 1231 01:22:03,375 --> 01:22:07,166 A social apartment becomes available there. 1232 01:22:07,250 --> 01:22:10,208 And I made an appointment for us. 1233 01:22:10,291 --> 01:22:13,125 If you're interested. No pressure. 1234 01:22:21,583 --> 01:22:23,791 Yes, I could live here. 1235 01:22:24,791 --> 01:22:26,375 Why not? 1236 01:22:27,875 --> 01:22:29,208 Super. 1237 01:22:29,375 --> 01:22:31,500 If the application would be successful, 1238 01:22:31,583 --> 01:22:33,791 the community would measure the moisture. 1239 01:22:33,875 --> 01:22:37,041 -Oh, John... -Whatever needs to be done. 1240 01:22:37,208 --> 01:22:40,208 -Look. -There's no fireplace, Dottie. 1241 01:22:40,291 --> 01:22:43,000 Yes, well, there is no one in an apartment, dear. 1242 01:22:43,083 --> 01:22:44,750 I could use a bucket though. 1243 01:22:44,833 --> 01:22:47,041 And of course there is a small balcony. 1244 01:22:47,125 --> 01:22:49,583 Oh, wow, look at that. Incredible. 1245 01:22:52,208 --> 01:22:54,041 I'll jump right away. 1246 01:22:55,750 --> 01:22:58,791 The council may install security grilles. We do that often. 1247 01:22:58,875 --> 01:23:01,291 Yes, that would be a good idea. 1248 01:23:01,375 --> 01:23:03,666 What do you think, John? 1249 01:23:03,750 --> 01:23:05,541 This is a shithole! 1250 01:23:06,625 --> 01:23:09,458 Yes. I like it. 1251 01:23:09,541 --> 01:23:10,916 Real? 1252 01:23:11,083 --> 0101:23:13,125 Okay, here we go. 1253 01:23:13,833 --> 01:23:14,958 Thanks. 1254 01:23:15,041 --> 01:23:18,250 -I'm happy to show you. -Yes? 1255 01:23:20,708 --> 01:23:23,125 So, that's the last field. 1256 01:23:23,208 --> 01:23:25,583 -Are you okay, John? -No problem. 1257 01:23:25,666 --> 01:23:28,250 I'm going to get in the elevator, mom. See you soon, man. 1258 01:23:28,416 --> 01:23:31,250 -Thanks, buddy. -OK. So, um… 1259 01:23:32,125 --> 01:23:34,625 -Then are you okay? -Yes. 1260 01:23:37,041 --> 01:23:40,000 Yes, everything is fine, Dot. Come on. 1261 01:23:40,166 --> 01:23:42,625 It will be quiet at home without you. 1262 01:23:42,708 --> 01:23:44,833 I know. 1263 01:23:44,916 --> 01:23:47,708 And, um, well, you're coming for lunch on Sunday, right? 1264 01:23:47,791 --> 01:23:49,625 -Of course I'm coming. -Super. 1265 01:23:49,708 --> 01:23:51,791 Oh, and uh, remember: 1266 01:23:51,875 --> 01:23:53,625 Don't curse. 1267 01:23:53,791 --> 01:23:55,666 See you later, Dot. 1268 01:24:09,291 --> 01:24:10,875 I'm going to jerk off. 1269 01:24:10,958 --> 01:24:13,083 Fuck off, John. 1270 01:24:18,666 --> 01:24:20,333 Fuck off! 1271 01:24:21,208 --> 01:24:23,500 -Who is he yelling at? -Nobody. 1272 01:24:23,583 --> 01:24:24,708 Asshole! 1273 01:24:25,541 --> 01:24:27,250 Are you okay, buddy? 1274 01:24:27,666 --> 01:24:30,541 -Yes No problem. -Then who are you insulting? 1275 01:24:30,708 --> 01:24:33,583 Nobody, I'll just do it. It's an illness. 1276 01:24:33,750 --> 01:24:35,833 -What? -Where do you live? 1277 01:24:36,000 --> 01:24:38,458 Fuck off, curious one. 1278 01:24:38,541 --> 01:24:40,791 That was a tic. Just ignore them. 1279 01:24:40,875 --> 01:24:43,583 You'll get used to me. 1280 01:24:43,666 --> 01:24:45,458 Be that as it may, I'd better go back. 1281 01:24:45,541 --> 01:24:47,583 I have a frozen lasagna, which is just thawing here. 1282 01:24:48,541 --> 01:24:50,541 Which apartment is yours? 1283 01:25:00,208 --> 01:25:03,333 Oh, are you okay? How is the bar? 1284 01:25:03,500 --> 01:25:06,041 Finally tell her! Finally tell her! 1285 01:25:17,375 --> 01:25:20,333 Are you okay, buddy? Yes. 1286 01:25:21,333 --> 01:25:22,958 Brought you a beer. 1287 01:25:23,958 --> 01:25:25,333 Thanks. 1288 01:25:30,291 --> 01:25:32,208 What's with the bars? 1289 01:25:33,083 --> 01:25:35,125 Stop me... 1290 01:25:35,208 --> 01:25:37,625 I jump over the parapet. 1291 01:25:39,750 --> 01:25:41,250 Man, oh man. 1292 01:25:50,458 --> 01:25:52,125 A nice apartment. 1293 01:25:52,208 --> 01:25:54,625 But I could invest something. 1294 01:25:54,791 --> 01:25:57,166 What do you think? 1295 01:25:57,333 --> 01:25:59,791 Well, get something like a huge television. 1296 01:26:00,416 --> 01:26:02,083 A new sofa. 1297 01:26:02,166 --> 01:26:03,750 I can't afford that, buddy. 1298 01:26:05,541 --> 01:26:09,416 -Come and work for me. -I have a job. 1299 01:26:09,500 --> 01:26:12,375 In your free time, come to me and work for me. 1300 01:26:16,416 --> 01:26:18,500 -But then again... -What? 1301 01:26:18,583 --> 01:26:20,916 Maybe, I don't know... 1302 01:26:21,000 --> 01:26:23,958 -What? -Well... 1303 01:26:24,041 --> 01:26:26,041 Your disability could be an obstacle. 1304 01:26:26,208 --> 01:26:28,166 This isn't a damn disability. 1305 01:26:33,375 --> 01:26:36,291 I can do anything for you. What do you need? 1306 01:26:38,041 --> 01:26:39,083 So! 1307 01:26:58,416 --> 01:27:00,416 Are you okay? 1308 01:27:00,583 --> 01:27:02,166 - Is done. – What? 1309 01:27:02,250 --> 01:27:06,250 - It's in the damn bag. - Oh right. 1310 01:27:06,333 --> 01:27:09,208 I have a bag like that too you know. I use these for work. 1311 01:27:09,291 --> 01:27:11,166 Really good bags. 1312 01:27:13,041 --> 01:27:15,666 Is that what I think? 1313 01:27:15,750 --> 01:27:17,666 Is this for Danny? 1314 01:27:18,833 --> 01:27:20,458 Just look! 1315 01:27:28,166 --> 01:27:31,125 Heroin for half the price! Fuck off! 1316 01:27:35,541 --> 01:27:38,041 I sell drugs! 1317 01:27:48,291 --> 01:27:50,083 Pigs! Pigs! 1318 01:27:51,083 --> 01:27:52,250 Pigs! 1319 01:27:55,541 --> 01:27:57,583 All right, buddy? 1320 01:27:57,666 --> 01:27:59,333 -Come over here. -Are you okay, guys? 1321 01:27:59,416 --> 01:28:02,666 -How are you, officers? -Stand still. Come here! 1322 01:28:02,750 --> 01:28:04,291 Come here. 1323 01:28:05,250 --> 01:28:07,250 Have you taken illegal substances? 1324 01:28:07,333 --> 01:28:09,666 No, no, it's not like that. I have, um... 1325 01:28:09,750 --> 01:28:13,083 I have drugs in my sweater. I have Tourette syndrome. 1326 01:28:13,250 --> 01:28:15,708 – I can't help what I say. - Is that correct? 1327 01:28:15,875 --> 01:28:17,833 Show me your hands. 1328 01:28:18,500 --> 01:28:20,666 Hands off! out of the sweater! 1329 01:28:23,750 --> 01:28:26,500 Another one. Now! 1330 01:28:29,708 --> 01:28:30,750 What?Is that that? 1331 01:28:32,500 --> 01:28:34,666 -What is that? -Crack cocaine, you asshole. 1332 01:28:34,750 --> 01:28:36,708 -Heroin at half price! -Okay, that's enough. 1333 01:28:36,791 --> 01:28:38,958 No, I don't even know what that is. 1334 01:28:39,500 --> 01:28:41,500 -You are being held for... -Fuck off! 1335 01:28:41,583 --> 01:28:42,958 -Asshole! Asshole! Asshole! -Quiet! 1336 01:28:52,750 --> 01:28:55,166 John, what have you done? 1337 01:28:55,250 --> 01:28:57,833 I'm selling drugs today. Fuck off! 1338 01:28:58,000 --> 01:28:59,541 What he just said. 1339 01:28:59,625 --> 01:29:02,125 That gave us reason to arrest him. 1340 01:29:02,208 --> 01:29:05,166 So what did he really do? 1341 01:29:05,333 --> 01:29:07,083 He was carrying a package with him. 1342 01:29:07,166 --> 01:29:09,458 That, as he claimed, Contained crack cocaine. 1343 01:29:10,958 --> 01:29:13,125 -And was it crack cocaine? -No. 1344 01:29:15,000 --> 01:29:17,208 It was a bag of sugar. 1345 01:29:17,291 --> 01:29:19,542 But next time they will trust you with the real thing. 1346 01:29:19,625 --> 01:29:22,250 You can't arrest him for that what might happen next time. 1347 01:29:22,333 --> 01:29:24,166 Look, he shouldn't be locked up. 1348 01:29:24,250 --> 01:29:28,583 He can't help what he says. He has Tourette syndrome. 1349 01:29:28,750 --> 01:29:30,667 He has a problem with his attitude. 1350 01:29:30,750 --> 01:29:32,583 Dottie has drugs in her vagina. 1351 01:29:33,833 --> 01:29:35,708 Okay, can he go? 1352 01:29:35,791 --> 01:29:38,041 -Yes. -OK. Davidson, come on. 1353 01:29:38,833 --> 01:29:42,583 Come on, let's take you home, where I can keep an eye on you. 1354 01:29:44,291 --> 01:29:46,458 Ha-Ha! Excuse me. 1355 01:29:46,541 --> 01:29:49,625 I could kill you sometimes. 1356 01:29:55,041 --> 01:29:58,375 Here you go, Dot. Nice cup of tea. 1357 01:30:03,125 --> 01:30:06,250 “Dottie has drugs in her pussy.” 1358 01:30:07,500 --> 01:30:09,583 Yes, I'm sorry. 1359 01:30:10,833 --> 01:30:12,750 I'm sorry. 1360 01:30:12,833 --> 01:30:15,375 The property was a bad idea. 1361 01:30:19,583 --> 01:30:20,958 Yes. 1362 01:30:22,958 --> 01:30:27,666 -What are you reading? -A book about Tourette syndrome. 1363 01:30:27,750 --> 01:30:30,875 I think you should read it. You know, actually 1364 01:30:30,958 --> 01:30:33,541 we should both read everything whatever we can get our hands on. 1365 01:30:33,708 --> 01:30:35,916 Learn as much as possible. 1366 01:30:37,083 --> 01:30:38,958 What do you think? 1367 01:30:42,791 --> 01:30:44,833 Yes. Yes. 1368 01:30:45,250 --> 01:30:47,458 - Good idea. - Hmmm. 1369 01:30:48,541 --> 01:30:51,541 I'm getting fired today. 1370 01:30:54,041 --> 01:30:55,625 Come in. 1371 01:30:56,625 --> 01:30:58,833 - All right, buddy? - Yes, John. Yes. Sit down. 1372 01:30:58,916 --> 01:31:01,958 It's like one in here damn sauna, you asshole. 1373 01:31:02,041 --> 01:31:04,917 -Should I open a window? -No no no. It was just a tic. 1374 01:31:05,000 --> 01:31:06,833 I don't think you're stupid. Or so. 1375 01:31:06,916 --> 01:31:10,083 John, You are certainly aware of that 1376 01:31:10,250 --> 01:31:13,041 We have been looking for a full-time employee for a long time... 1377 01:31:13,125 --> 01:31:14,958 -Excuse me. -Oh, no problem. 1378 01:31:15,041 --> 01:31:18,000 A full-time caregiver, yes. Have you already found someone? 1379 01:31:18,083 --> 01:31:21,458 Nobody is as good as me. 1380 01:31:22,416 --> 01:31:23,500 That was a tic. 1381 01:31:23,666 --> 01:31:26,833 -No, it wasn't a tic, John. -Yes, it was. It was a tic. 1382 01:31:26,916 --> 01:31:28,041 It was a premonition. 1383 01:31:28,208 --> 01:31:31,166 John, there is no one who is as good as you, that's a fact. 1384 01:31:31,250 --> 01:31:33,042 And that's why we would like to you 1385 01:31:33,125 --> 01:31:35,958 offer the position as caretaker, permanently. 1386 01:31:39,125 --> 01:31:42,833 Think about it. You realize that if you were to assume 1387 01:31:42,916 --> 01:31:45,083 what we wish you very much, 1388 01:31:45,250 --> 01:31:47,541 the position is linked to accommodation. 1389 01:31:47,625 --> 01:31:51,041 It's not a palace, but it's comfortable. 1390 01:31:53,208 --> 01:31:55,916 -Okay, well, um... -Congratulations. 1391 01:31:56,666 --> 01:32:00,250 Yes. Thanks. Thanks. I won't disappoint you. 1392 01:32:00,333 --> 01:32:04,708 You definitely won't, no. You deserve it. 1393 01:32:05,541 --> 01:32:08,125 All right, uh... I should go then. 1394 01:32:08,208 --> 01:32:10,416 I still have to set up a few chairs and still have a lot to do. 1395 01:32:10,500 --> 01:32:12,666 Wonderful. Thanks, John. 1396 01:32:15,041 --> 01:32:17,041 -Listen to this. -Hmm. 1397 01:32:17,125 --> 01:32:18,416 Silence. 1398 01:32:18,500 --> 01:32:21,541 -Oops, well... -Sorry. 1399 01:32:22,666 --> 01:32:25,291 Oh, it's a pretty little house, John. 1400 01:32:25,375 --> 01:32:27,291 -Hmm? -Hmm. 1401 01:32:29,416 --> 01:32:32,625 -Tommy loved it here. -Yes, hYes, he did. 1402 01:32:32,708 --> 01:32:35,083 Just what you need. 1403 01:32:37,000 --> 01:32:39,083 Maybe I could get a small dog like Rosie. 1404 01:32:39,166 --> 01:32:43,083 Hey, and look there. That crow there, that's Tommy. 1405 01:32:43,166 --> 01:32:45,500 -Don't be stupid. -That, my friend, is a sign. 1406 01:32:45,583 --> 01:32:48,125 -What? No, it's true. -That's not a sign. 1407 01:32:48,208 --> 01:32:50,958 Like a spirit animal, do you understand what I mean? 1408 01:32:52,333 --> 01:32:55,416 -How are you, Tommy? -Are you okay, Tom? 1409 01:32:55,500 --> 01:32:58,333 Do you see? He doesn't move. 1410 01:33:06,083 --> 01:33:08,833 Fuck off! Hello? 1411 01:33:09,916 --> 01:33:12,833 -Are you John? -Yes. Excuse me. 1412 01:33:12,916 --> 01:33:14,721 We have your data received from the hospital. 1413 01:33:14,875 --> 01:33:17,208 You said you could help. 1414 01:33:17,375 --> 01:33:20,041 doctors and specialists, they talk about Tourette's, 1415 01:33:20,125 --> 01:33:21,916 but they haven't experienced it themselves. 1416 01:33:22,000 --> 01:33:23,208 Hmmm. 1417 01:33:23,291 --> 01:33:25,666 She's never met anyone who also has it. 1418 01:33:28,333 --> 01:33:30,916 Lucy, could you please get out? 1419 01:33:31,000 --> 01:33:32,333 Fuck off! 1420 01:33:32,916 --> 01:33:34,958 John is with us. 1421 01:33:36,166 --> 01:33:38,000 Okay, open it. 1422 01:33:39,666 --> 01:33:44,125 Just fuck off, you pedophile. I am a minor. 1423 01:33:45,958 --> 01:33:47,916 What's that supposed to mean? 1424 01:33:48,000 --> 01:33:50,125 Stop slapping me! 1425 01:33:51,666 --> 01:33:54,375 -I'm not talking to you. -Oh, don't worry. 1426 01:33:54,458 --> 01:33:57,333 Honestly, it's nice to have a few minutes free. 1427 01:33:57,416 --> 01:33:58,916 Part time slut! 1428 01:33:59,000 --> 01:34:02,000 -I splashed on a jellyfish today. -You're a wanker. 1429 01:34:02,083 --> 01:34:04,083 -Roddy has a small tail. -Fuck off. 1430 01:34:04,166 --> 01:34:07,458 -I have a huge cock. -I fucked your mother. 1431 01:34:07,541 --> 01:34:10,250 Fuck you. Asshole. 1432 01:34:10,333 --> 01:34:13,041 -Your father wasted sperm. -Your father is an asshole. 1433 01:34:13,125 --> 01:34:14,750 -My father is a pedophile. -I am a pedophile. 1434 01:34:14,833 --> 01:34:16,333 I am the leader of pedophiles. 1435 01:34:16,416 --> 01:34:17,458 I raped a girl. 1436 01:34:17,541 --> 01:34:19,083 You're on the offender's list. 1437 01:34:19,166 --> 01:34:21,083 -I'm an asshole. -My father slept with your father. 1438 01:34:21,166 --> 01:34:22,791 My father is a fucking jellyfish. 1439 01:34:22,958 --> 01:34:25,166 -My mother is a virgin. -Should I go in? 1440 01:34:25,250 --> 01:34:27,125 -Maybe not. -You're a fat motherfucker. 1441 01:34:27,208 --> 01:34:29,750 -My mother is a priestess. -You're a priest, you wanker. 1442 01:34:29,833 --> 01:34:32,041 You're a cum stain. 1443 01:34:39,041 --> 01:34:41,416 -Are you okay, buddy? -Yes. 1444 01:34:45,416 --> 01:34:47,875 -What's her name? -Tilly. 1445 01:34:47,958 --> 01:34:50,208 Or we call her Tilly-Lilly. 1446 01:34:51,416 --> 01:34:53,291 -Do you like dogs? -Yes. 1447 01:34:53,375 --> 01:34:56,000 I would like one, but daddy says they take too much effort. 1448 01:34:56,083 --> 01:34:57,958 Right, believe me. 1449 01:34:58,041 --> 01:35:00,875 But she helps me understand what's wrong with me. 1450 01:35:00,958 --> 01:35:02,583 -I believe. -Yes. 1451 01:35:04,166 --> 01:35:05,541 Hello. 1452 01:35:09,250 --> 01:35:11,083 Oh, fuck off! 1453 01:35:13,375 --> 01:35:15,000 Everything OK? 1454 01:35:15,083 --> 01:35:18,375 Yes, I think I just had to get rid of in the car earlier. 1455 01:35:18,458 --> 01:35:20,416 – So when everything piles up. – Yes. 1456 01:35:20,500 --> 01:35:22,833 So you're pretty good at it, to suppress your tics? 1457 01:35:22,916 --> 01:35:24,625 Sometimes it's just like that 1458 01:35:24,708 --> 01:35:26,916 depends on how the day goes, do you understand? 1459 01:35:27,625 --> 01:35:30,500 The hospital sends people to me every now and then. 1460 01:35:30,583 --> 01:35:34,125 But honestly I'm not sure how much I really help them. 1461 01:35:34,208 --> 01:35:37,625 I thought you were a specialist, the way my father behaved. 1462 01:35:37,708 --> 01:35:40,625 No no. I'm not a specialist, but I read up a bit. 1463 01:35:40,708 --> 01:35:41,958 Yes. 1464 01:35:43,041 --> 01:35:46,250 You are the first person who I met with Tourette's. 1465 01:35:47,583 --> 01:35:49,541 Does it help? 1466 01:35:49,625 --> 01:35:52,000 Not at all, you idiot. 1467 01:35:52,083 --> 01:35:54,916 Um, no, yes, I would say. 1468 01:35:55,000 --> 01:35:57,916 So, you get it better than... 1469 01:35:59,166 --> 01:36:00,500 Good. 1470 01:36:03,708 --> 01:36:05,708 Were you bullied or something? 1471 01:36:05,791 --> 01:36:08,833 Oh yes, as I was still in school, yes, but... 1472 01:36:09,416 --> 01:36:12,166 Now it's more about being laughed at or teased. 1473 01:36:12,250 --> 01:36:14,458 or people taking photos of you, and so on. 1474 01:36:14,541 --> 01:36:15,833 Yes. 1475 01:36:16,625 --> 01:36:18,833 Some mornings I wake up and feel great, 1476 01:36:18,916 --> 01:36:20,708 and then I just burst into tears. 1477 01:36:20,791 --> 01:36:22,291 Real? 1478 01:36:22,375 --> 01:36:25,541 I just wonder what I've done, to be like that. 1479 01:36:27,458 --> 01:36:29,875 And then when I try to get closer to someone... 1480 01:36:29,958 --> 01:36:32,458 I think, who wants to? spend your life with someone? 1481 01:36:32,541 --> 01:36:34,333 who will curse? and spit in his face? 1482 01:36:34,416 --> 01:36:39,083 Yes, that's exactly what worries me. Because that's going to hurt, you know. 1483 01:36:41,791 --> 01:36:43,541 Sometimes, for example, 1484 01:36:43,625 --> 01:36:46,458 when my mother cooks or something, and... 1485 01:36:46,541 --> 01:36:49,458 then she has the stove on, and it's boiling hot, so... 1486 01:36:49,541 --> 01:36:52,375 then I have to put my hand on it. Yes, yes. 1487 01:36:52,458 --> 01:36:54,833 Not even... That's right. 1488 01:36:54,916 --> 01:36:57,250 This is coercion. I do that too. 1489 01:36:57,333 --> 01:36:59,458 -Real? -Yes. I can lend you a book. 1490 01:36:59,541 --> 01:37:02,875 Yes. I don't know, well, I... I don't know if you understand, 1491 01:37:02,958 --> 01:37:04,917 You have to do it, you can't avoid it. 1492 01:37:05,000 --> 01:37:07,958 I know exactly what you mean. I have to kiss the lantern. 1493 01:37:09,500 --> 01:37:11,916 I don't do that. 1494 01:37:12,000 --> 01:37:14,458 I fuck mailboxes. 1495 01:37:14,541 --> 01:37:16,833 Don't do that either. 1496 01:37:20,375 --> 01:37:23,625 Okay, then I should probably do better go back to work. 1497 01:37:25,541 --> 01:37:28,458 -Did that help or not? -Yes, not at all. 1498 01:37:28,541 --> 01:37:31,208 You get it better than... 1499 01:37:31,291 --> 01:37:33,458 the specialists, for example. 1500 01:37:33,541 --> 01:37:36,291 Good. I'm on Facebook, if you want to chat. 1501 01:37:36,375 --> 01:37:39,291 Yes. You're good at it. 1502 01:37:39,375 --> 01:37:42,041 Wait until your father sees my bill. 1503 01:37:42,125 --> 01:37:44,750 I like the blue teether around your neck. 1504 01:37:44,833 --> 01:37:46,375 Oh, it's like a... 1505 01:37:46,458 --> 01:37:48,833 Like you're always biting on it, when you think it's twitching. 1506 01:37:48,916 --> 01:37:50,458 I have one too. 1507 01:37:50,541 --> 01:37:53,333 Yes? But this is better. 1508 01:37:55,791 --> 01:37:57,375 Come on. 1509 01:37:59,041 --> 01:38:01,375 Go to Tommy. Come on now. Go to him. 1510 01:38:01,458 --> 01:38:02,916 All right, Trotter? 1511 01:38:06,041 --> 01:38:08,541 What should I tell you? 1512 01:38:12,458 --> 01:38:15,750 I was at the community center today, guess what happened. 1513 01:38:16,708 --> 01:38:20,333 The lead surround on the toilet block is leaking again. 1514 01:38:20,416 --> 01:38:22,833 I told them you can come back and repair it for free. 1515 01:38:22,916 --> 01:38:24,416 We don't pay. 1516 01:38:31,666 --> 01:38:33,708 I met a couple recently. 1517 01:38:33,791 --> 01:38:36,375 They brought their daughter with them. 1518 01:38:36,458 --> 01:38:38,666 Twenty-four, young lady. 1519 01:38:39,250 --> 01:38:41,166 She has tics. 1520 01:38:42,416 --> 01:38:46,166 And I was the first person she did met with Tourette's. 1521 01:38:47,500 --> 01:38:49,458 Can you believe that? 1522 01:38:52,916 --> 01:38:56,000 You always said I should do more, to help people like me, 1523 01:38:56,083 --> 01:38:58,041 children and stuff. 1524 01:38:59,791 --> 01:39:02,041 And I'm just thinking, Trotter. 1525 01:39:02,125 --> 01:39:04,041 I'm just thinking. 1526 01:39:08,541 --> 01:39:10,583 Come on, Tilly. 1527 01:39:10,750 --> 01:39:12,416 Come on, girls. 1528 01:39:21,041 --> 01:39:23,125 In there. Come on, people. 1529 01:39:29,083 --> 01:39:30,750 Nice to see you, Lucy. Everything OK? 1530 01:39:30,833 --> 01:39:33,125 -Nice to see you. -Nice to see you too. 1531 01:39:34,750 --> 01:39:36,333 Bring it here. 1532 01:39:36,666 --> 01:39:39,250 -Alison. Is it John? -Alison. Yes. 1533 01:39:39,333 --> 01:39:41,166 He's been screaming since Birmingham. 1534 01:39:41,333 --> 01:39:44,162 -Fuck off, you asshole! -Let's take him in and calm him down. 1535 01:39:44,250 --> 01:39:45,791 Ignore me. 1536 01:39:45,958 --> 01:39:48,916 Pop! 1537 01:39:52,166 --> 01:39:54,875 I just wanted to welcome you. 1538 01:39:54,958 --> 01:39:56,500 Are you my real father? 1539 01:39:56,583 --> 01:39:58,917 This is our first Tourette weekend, so... 1540 01:39:59,000 --> 01:40:00,375 meet some of you people 1541 01:40:00,458 --> 01:40:02,542 with Tourette's for the first time, and that's okay. 1542 01:40:02,625 --> 01:40:04,088 -Damnaway! -Hello, buddy, are you okay? 1543 01:40:05,041 --> 01:40:06,750 -Fuck off. -John. 1544 01:40:06,916 --> 01:40:11,125 May I ask what made you do this? think this is a good idea? 1545 01:40:13,833 --> 01:40:17,958 -I just wanted to say... -Can I touch your penis? 1546 01:40:18,041 --> 01:40:21,458 Today... Today you are in the majority, 1547 01:40:21,541 --> 01:40:24,041 and not in the minority. 1548 01:40:35,666 --> 01:40:37,125 So, my name is Greg, 1549 01:40:37,291 --> 01:40:39,583 and just like you, I have Tourette syndrome. 1550 01:40:39,750 --> 01:40:41,583 I just want to show you a few things 1551 01:40:41,666 --> 01:40:43,083 that I do on the drums, 1552 01:40:43,166 --> 01:40:45,458 to give you some tips and tricks 1553 01:40:45,541 --> 01:40:47,208 to reduce your tics. 1554 01:40:47,375 --> 01:40:48,500 This is announced as a weekend event. 1555 01:40:48,583 --> 01:40:50,125 For everyone who living with Tourette's. 1556 01:40:50,208 --> 01:40:52,541 But this concerns you and your children. 1557 01:40:52,708 --> 01:40:54,333 Look, you're not superhuman. 1558 01:40:54,416 --> 01:40:57,041 This is really hard to bear and... 1559 01:40:57,208 --> 01:40:59,708 it most likely has my family, my parents, torn apart. 1560 01:40:59,791 --> 01:41:02,625 So... you have to look out for each other. 1561 01:41:02,791 --> 01:41:05,791 Could you split into groups? 1562 01:41:05,958 --> 01:41:08,000 And I give to every group a camera... 1563 01:41:08,166 --> 01:41:11,375 Put your finger on the drumstick, about a third... 1564 01:41:11,541 --> 01:41:13,291 Get the fuck out of the classroom! 1565 01:41:13,458 --> 01:41:14,958 I'll really punch you in the face. 1566 01:41:15,041 --> 01:41:18,083 Now we can all start to become creative and discover this side of ourselves. 1567 01:41:18,250 --> 01:41:20,291 Gay man in the house. 1568 01:41:20,458 --> 01:41:22,875 How do you deal with relationships? 1569 01:41:23,625 --> 01:41:25,083 Personal? 1570 01:41:27,125 --> 01:41:30,500 For me that was it quite a challenge, but... 1571 01:41:30,583 --> 01:41:33,250 You know, as parents you wish 1572 01:41:33,416 --> 01:41:35,916 that the children find a partner and settle down. 1573 01:41:36,000 --> 01:41:37,208 That's completely natural. 1574 01:41:37,291 --> 01:41:39,375 But in the end everything works out education back. 1575 01:41:39,458 --> 01:41:40,667 The problem is not Tourette syndrome, 1576 01:41:40,750 --> 01:41:43,458 the problem is, that people don't know enough about Tourette syndrome. 1577 01:41:43,541 --> 01:41:45,000 The sooner these children are accepted, 1578 01:41:45,083 --> 01:41:46,375 the sooner they are understood, 1579 01:41:46,458 --> 01:41:49,336 the sooner they can lead a completely normal life. 1580 01:41:51,333 --> 01:41:54,083 - Get down! - Empty your pockets! 1581 01:41:57,750 --> 01:41:59,875 Well done, Davidson. 1582 01:41:59,958 --> 01:42:02,666 Yes, well done, Dottie. 1583 01:42:02,750 --> 01:42:06,541 Oh! Jesus Christ, do you see that? 1584 01:42:08,166 --> 01:42:10,500 Come on! Stay here. 1585 01:42:11,416 --> 01:42:13,583 Come on! Stay here. 1586 01:42:16,833 --> 01:42:20,250 Come on, Tilly. 1587 01:42:21,625 --> 01:42:23,292 Come on, Tilly. Stand still. 1588 01:42:23,375 --> 01:42:24,583 Place your hands on your head. 1589 01:42:24,666 --> 01:42:27,000 I didn't do anything wrong, buddy. 1590 01:42:27,708 --> 01:42:29,833 Stand still, Davidson. 1591 01:42:29,916 --> 01:42:33,083 Damn it! What's up? 1592 01:42:33,166 --> 01:42:35,166 Don't you remember me? 1593 01:42:36,125 --> 01:42:37,541 No. 1594 01:42:39,250 --> 01:42:41,375 You didn't do anything wrong. 1595 01:42:42,208 --> 01:42:43,750 It's MacCullen. 1596 01:42:44,541 --> 01:42:45,916 Yes, MacCullen. 1597 01:42:46,083 --> 01:42:47,833 -How are you doing? -I'm doing well. 1598 01:42:47,916 --> 01:42:51,125 You bald motherfucker. Damn it. Excuse me. 1599 01:42:51,291 --> 01:42:55,250 I met John when I was a young police officer in Galashiels. 1600 01:42:55,333 --> 01:42:58,000 He was a young man, it was the early 90s, 1601 01:42:58,083 --> 01:43:01,083 and, uh, very few people knew what Tourette's was. 1602 01:43:01,666 --> 01:43:06,416 Well, the police have him didn't help much back then. 1603 01:43:06,500 --> 01:43:09,041 I have done him a disservice. 1604 01:43:09,125 --> 01:43:11,666 That's why I was after my promotion 1605 01:43:11,750 --> 01:43:14,333 one of the first things I did, to visit John 1606 01:43:14,416 --> 01:43:17,333 and to ask him if he would like to talk to you today. John. 1607 01:43:17,416 --> 01:43:19,750 OK. Thanks for the invitation today. 1608 01:43:19,916 --> 01:43:23,083 Um, obviously that's a very nerve-wracking event for me. 1609 01:43:23,166 --> 01:43:26,166 Fuck the police! 1610 01:43:26,250 --> 01:43:27,375 John. 1611 01:43:27,541 --> 01:43:30,791 Sometimes what I say is funny, and I even laugh about it myself. 1612 01:43:30,958 --> 01:43:33,291 But that's something completely different to be active.tease, 1613 01:43:33,375 --> 01:43:35,541 or mock, or incite others to swear. 1614 01:43:35,708 --> 01:43:37,833 Anyone living with Tourette's is different. 1615 01:43:37,916 --> 01:43:40,292 We have our own symptoms, and tics and behaviors. 1616 01:43:40,375 --> 01:43:44,083 A tic can be anything. It can be a vocal tic or a motor tic... 1617 01:43:44,166 --> 01:43:48,750 Such a vocal tic. Or it can be eye blinking, 1618 01:43:48,833 --> 01:43:51,791 or sometimes people roll their eyes, like this. 1619 01:43:51,958 --> 01:43:54,083 One of the things we don't talk about with Tourette's, is anxiety or obsessive-compulsive disorder. 1620 01:43:54,166 --> 01:43:56,708 the exhaustion of trying to act as if nothing happened, 1622 01:43:59,250 --> 01:44:00,708 the exhaustion of trying to suppress the tics. 1620 01:43:56,791 --> 01:43:59,167 the exhaustion of trying to suppress the tics. 1623 01:44:00,791 --> 01:44:03,250 Imagine trying to to suppress a thousand loud sneezes. 1624 01:44:03,333 --> 01:44:05,916 It goes on for a while, but what happens then? 1625 01:44:06,000 --> 01:44:08,666 -You explode. -You explode. Good answer. 1626 01:44:08,833 --> 01:44:10,250 How do you do that, for example, 1627 01:44:10,333 --> 01:44:11,894 when you have to go to a library? 1628 01:44:12,041 --> 01:44:15,250 That would be a nightmare for me. I can't go to a library. 1629 01:44:15,333 --> 01:44:18,375 I would like, but it's too quiet. 1630 01:44:18,541 --> 01:44:21,500 Don't engage in conversation with the tics, just ignore them. 1631 01:44:21,583 --> 01:44:23,333 The person who insults you is innocent. 1632 01:44:23,416 --> 01:44:25,125 You need support and understanding. 1633 01:44:25,291 --> 01:44:26,750 Thanks for listening today. 1634 01:44:26,833 --> 01:44:28,958 I hope you learned something about Tourette Syndrome. 1635 01:44:29,041 --> 01:44:31,083 And yes, thank you. 1636 01:44:36,541 --> 01:44:37,916 Thanks. 1637 01:44:39,958 --> 01:44:41,958 That was good. 1638 01:44:50,375 --> 01:44:53,708 Publish! Damn, it's time to publish. 1639 01:45:00,750 --> 01:45:01,916 Uh. 1640 01:45:02,708 --> 01:45:06,041 -Good morning, Davidson. -Dottie. Dottie. 1641 01:45:07,083 --> 01:45:08,750 What's up? 1642 01:45:08,916 --> 01:45:11,000 Mr John Davidson, 1643 01:45:11,083 --> 01:45:14,583 for services to people with Tourette syndrome. 1644 01:45:29,083 --> 01:45:31,458 And congratulations. 1645 01:45:32,583 --> 01:45:35,333 Thank you very much, madam. Thank you. 1646 01:45:48,125 --> 01:45:52,583 – I didn’t even know you made it. – I’m so proud of you, John. Oh... 1647 01:45:52,666 --> 01:45:55,583 Oh, we were stuck in a traffic jam, and then the security check... 1648 01:45:55,666 --> 01:45:58,000 But I was there. I saw you. 1649 01:45:58,166 --> 01:45:59,875 Hmm. Good, good. 1650 01:45:59,958 --> 01:46:02,250 This is Dottie and Chris. This is my sister Caroline. 1651 01:46:02,333 --> 01:46:04,250 Glad you could come, Darling. 1652 01:46:04,333 --> 01:46:06,375 – Nice to meet you. – Nice to meet you. 1653 01:46:06,458 --> 01:46:08,875 -How is mom? -Oh, she's fine. 1654 01:46:09,041 --> 01:46:11,166 -And she is happy. -Good. 1655 01:46:11,250 --> 01:46:14,375 -You should visit her. -Yes, I will. 1656 01:46:17,791 --> 01:46:21,416 -How nice to see you. -Really nice to see you. 1657 01:46:38,166 --> 01:46:40,583 -Here we are, John. -Hmm. 1658 01:46:43,041 --> 01:46:45,875 -Are you still taking sugar? -Oh yes. 1659 01:46:45,958 --> 01:46:48,791 Good, because I've already put one in. 1660 01:46:50,333 --> 01:46:53,041 Come on, show me. 1661 01:46:53,125 --> 01:46:55,208 Good. 1662 01:47:00,250 --> 01:47:02,208 -There it is. -Oh. 1663 01:47:02,291 --> 01:47:05,875 -Oh. It's beautiful, John. -Hmm. 1664 01:47:05,958 --> 01:47:07,625 -You still have to polish it. -Hmm. 1665 01:47:07,708 --> 01:47:10,208 I'm getting the real thing now silver cleaning agent, a clean cloth, 1666 01:47:10,291 --> 01:47:13,500 such a lint remover. This is how I get all the little particles in there. 1667 01:47:13,583 --> 01:47:16,500 Well… Be careful not to lose it. 1668 01:47:17,083 --> 01:47:18,583 I won't. 1669 01:47:21,000 --> 01:47:23,166 Well, did you have a nice day, with the queen? 1670 01:47:23,250 --> 01:47:26,416 Oh yeah, sure. After I told her she should fuck off. 1671 01:47:26,500 --> 01:47:30,708 -Oh, John, you didn't? -I know. But it was okay. 1672 01:47:35,916 --> 01:47:38,458 I only had three tickets, mom, and... 1673 01:47:38,625 --> 01:47:42,083 – since Caroline lives closest... – I understand, John. 1674 01:47:42,166 --> 01:47:43,791 No, no, it wasn't that. 1675 01:47:43,958 --> 01:47:46,708 It's just like that, you know, It just happened that way. 1676 01:47:48,500 --> 01:47:50,083 Hmmm. 1677 01:47:51,041 --> 01:47:53,500 I've read everything about it in the newspaper, John. 1678 01:47:53,583 --> 01:47:55,458 Apparently you said you didn't want that 1679 01:47:55,541 --> 01:47:57,458 someone is going through this what you've been through. 1680 01:47:57,541 --> 01:47:59,166 Face the fire.place. 1681 01:47:59,333 --> 01:48:00,583 Damn it. 1682 01:48:01,708 --> 01:48:05,000 I'm sorry I wasn't good enough. I did my best, really. 1683 01:48:05,083 --> 01:48:09,291 I know. I know, mom. 1684 01:48:18,041 --> 01:48:22,583 I wouldn't have known what to do, if I had been you or dad. 1685 01:48:23,166 --> 01:48:25,125 I wouldn't have been able to do that. 1686 01:48:26,375 --> 01:48:28,083 I know. 1687 01:48:32,833 --> 01:48:34,875 So, there was light at the end of the tunnel. 1688 01:48:34,958 --> 01:48:37,208 Finally, John Davidson? 1689 01:48:41,458 --> 01:48:42,708 Yes. 1690 01:48:47,875 --> 01:48:50,750 Yes. If only we had known that... 1691 01:48:52,833 --> 01:48:54,708 Back then. 1692 01:48:58,041 --> 01:49:00,833 Oh come on. 1693 01:49:05,375 --> 01:49:07,083 It's okay, John. 1694 01:49:07,791 --> 01:49:09,541 It's nothing. 1695 01:49:11,750 --> 01:49:13,666 I'm sorry, John. 1696 01:49:14,958 --> 01:49:16,791 That's not necessary. 1697 01:49:26,666 --> 01:49:28,125 Dear Mr. Davidson, 1698 01:49:28,208 --> 01:49:30,666 I would like to invite you to the University of Nottingham 1699 01:49:30,750 --> 01:49:33,083 at a time, that suits you. 1700 01:49:33,750 --> 01:49:36,625 I have a bomb! Excuse me. Ignore me. 1701 01:49:38,666 --> 01:49:40,422 We share your desire, Helping people with Tourette Syndrome. 1702 01:49:40,541 --> 01:49:42,000 who live with Tourette's. 1703 01:49:43,833 --> 01:49:45,833 In short, we would be grateful to you, 1704 01:49:45,916 --> 01:49:48,416 if you were to take part in a scientific study 1705 01:49:48,500 --> 01:49:51,000 about the effects of the to investigate median nerve stimulation 1706 01:49:51,083 --> 01:49:52,839 to people with your illness. 1707 01:49:54,333 --> 01:49:55,208 Hello! 1708 01:49:55,291 --> 01:49:58,041 Although it's not a cure, deuten erste Ergebnisse darauf hin, dass 1709 01:49:58,208 --> 01:50:01,125 it can help people with Tourette's to better manage their symptoms. 1710 01:50:02,041 --> 01:50:03,791 -I'm here to see... - Kind regards... 1711 01:50:04,125 --> 01:50:06,958 -Barbara Morera. -Barbara Morera. 1712 01:50:08,166 --> 01:50:10,916 Hot butt! Damn it. 1713 01:50:12,000 --> 01:50:13,458 -John? -Are you Barbara? 1714 01:50:13,541 --> 01:50:14,875 -I'm Barbara. -Nice to meet you. 1715 01:50:14,958 --> 01:50:16,333 -I'm John. -Nice to meet you. 1716 01:50:16,416 --> 01:50:18,041 Come with me. 1717 01:50:19,791 --> 01:50:23,125 Don't worry, John. 1718 01:50:23,208 --> 01:50:25,666 – This is a neuromodulation band. - Oh right. 1719 01:50:29,041 --> 01:50:30,291 Understood. 1720 01:50:30,375 --> 01:50:33,291 Okay, I'll set up the device. 1721 01:50:33,375 --> 01:50:36,083 So that the right parameters can be set for you. 1722 01:50:37,541 --> 01:50:40,250 Good. All right then, try it out. 1723 01:50:40,333 --> 01:50:42,291 Correct. How long does it take for it to work? 1724 01:50:42,375 --> 01:50:45,958 Let's see. Take a walk across campus. 1725 01:50:46,041 --> 01:50:49,416 See if you notice a difference. We'll see each other again at reception. 1726 01:50:49,500 --> 01:50:50,875 -OK. -OK. 1727 01:50:50,958 --> 01:50:53,708 -Should I go this way? -Over there. 1728 01:51:04,416 --> 01:51:07,541 -How are you doing? Everything OK? -I'm fine thank you. 1729 01:52:42,916 --> 01:52:46,125 John. Take a seat. 1730 01:52:48,208 --> 01:52:50,541 And how was it? 1731 01:52:54,833 --> 01:52:57,125 I would need some feedback. 1732 01:52:57,916 --> 01:52:59,208 Um... 1733 01:53:03,166 --> 01:53:06,375 That's how I've felt since my At the age of 14 I no longer felt it. 1734 01:53:06,458 --> 01:53:08,416 I feel... 1735 01:53:08,500 --> 01:53:12,958 calm, attentive, relaxed. I have no anxiety, no tics. 1736 01:53:13,041 --> 01:53:14,833 Have you had tics at all? 1737 01:53:14,916 --> 01:53:18,416 Once, in the hallway, but much less violent. 1738 01:53:18,500 --> 01:53:22,291 We have worked with a group of 135 people. 1739 01:53:22,375 --> 01:53:25,791 About 59% respond similar to you. 1740 01:53:25,875 --> 01:53:27,250 Christ. 1741 01:53:39,250 --> 01:53:41,333 I'm sorry, I... 1742 01:53:41,416 --> 01:53:43,875 I really don't know what to say. 1743 01:53:45,833 --> 01:53:48,458 – Can I keep it? – Not yet, sorry. 1744 01:53:48,541 --> 01:53:51,291 But the good news is: You can take it home for a few days. 1745 01:53:51,458 --> 01:53:53,375 We need your notes. 1746 01:53:53,458 --> 01:53:56,458 How you feel how you sleep, any tics. 1747 01:54:05,166 --> 01:54:08,083 I stopped asking if it there is a cure, you know... 1748 01:54:10,416 --> 01:54:13,458 30... 30 years ago, 1749 01:54:13,541 --> 01:54:16,375 because the answer was always the same. 1750 01:54:16,833 --> 01:54:18,791 It's... it's not a cure. 1751 01:54:18,875 --> 01:54:20,875 But it will provide relief, when you wear it. 1752 01:54:43,083 --> 01:54:44,500 -Excuse me. -Yes? 1753 01:54:44,583 --> 01:54:46,167 -Sorry for the interruption. -It's nothing. 1754 01:54:46,250 --> 01:54:47,875 Is that the train to Sheffield? 1755 01:54:48,791 --> 01:54:50,875 Hopefully. 1756 01:54:51,041 --> 01:54:53,000 -Where are you going? -To Edinburgh. 1757 01:54:53,083 --> 01:54:56,166 Then to Galashiels, so a long journey. 1758 01:54:57,416 --> 01:54:59,916 I love Edinburgh. I have a friend who lives there. 1759 01:55:00,000 --> 01:55:02,166 Yes, it's worth a visit. 1760 01:55:07,875 --> 01:55:11,375 It's so quiet here. 1761 01:55:11,458 --> 01:55:14,166 Someone was snoring earlier and it was anything but quiet. 1762 01:55:14,250 --> 01:55:16,250 -Real? No. -But. 1763 01:55:16,333 --> 01:55:19,833 I just wanted to hold his nose. It was so loud. 1764 01:55:20,000 --> 01:55:22,375 I just put my headphones on. I just thought, “Oh…” 1765 01:55:23,208 --> 01:55:24,791 What are you hearing? 1766 01:55:24,958 --> 01:55:26,166 – Don’t judge me. - No no. 1767 01:55:26,250 --> 01:55:27,666 - Promised? - No. 1768 01:55:27,750 --> 01:55:30,666 – Better not. -Kitschy pop. Let's go. 1769 01:55:30,750 --> 01:55:33,875 -Good, don't judge me. -I won't. 1770 01:55:33,958 --> 01:55:36,583 -Do you know it? Don't you know it? -No. 1771 01:55:36,666 --> 01:55:38,458 So now I'm embarrassed. Give it back to me. 1772 01:55:38,541 --> 01:55:40,458 -I'm embarrassed. -Don't be ashamed. 1773 01:55:40,541 --> 01:55:43,750 No I'm not. I feel stupid now. 1774 01:55:43,833 --> 01:55:46,458 -Who do you like? -Many people. 1775 01:55:46,541 --> 01:55:49,708 I listen to Pavarotti in the car. Most certainly. 1776 01:55:51,666 --> 01:55:55,250 ♪ Don't be afraid 1777 01:55:57,375 --> 01:56:02,500 ♪ You can never change what was and what is past 1778 01:56:04,500 --> 01:56:07,416 ♪ May your smile 1779 01:56:07,500 --> 01:56:10,625 ♪ May your smile 1780 01:56:10,708 --> 01:56:13,958 ♪ Keep shining 1781 01:56:14,041 --> 01:56:17,166 ♪ Shine on 1782 01:56:17,250 --> 01:56:20,750 -♪ Don't be scared -Wait here. 1783 01:56:20,833 --> 01:56:23,958 Wait here. Wait. Come on. 1784 01:56:24,041 --> 01:56:26,500 Go ahead. Tilly, no. 1785 01:56:26,583 --> 01:56:28,000 Stay. 1786 01:56:28,791 --> 01:56:30,125 Stay. 1787 01:56:30,541 --> 01:56:32,000 Wait. 1788 01:56:32,750 --> 01:56:35,125 Come on. Tilly, no. 1789 01:56:35,666 --> 01:56:38,208 When I feel like I have to say it, I try to hold back 1790 01:56:38,291 --> 01:56:40,416 but I just have the feeling that I have to say it. 1791 01:56:40,500 --> 01:56:42,292 It's like someone did it to me force. 1792 01:56:42,375 --> 01:56:44,250 Fuck off! 1793 01:56:44,333 --> 01:56:47,666 Oh God. 1794 01:56:48,958 --> 01:56:51,291 I never wanted to go to school. I'm just... 1795 01:56:51,375 --> 01:56:52,916 because I was teased. 1796 01:56:53,000 --> 01:56:54,708 Asshole. Shit. 1797 01:57:01,291 --> 01:57:05,000 Just keep thinking about it, why it has to happen to me of all people and not... 1798 01:57:06,000 --> 01:57:09,416 People who are criminals or deserve it. 1799 01:57:16,458 --> 01:57:20,291 John's first exclamation was: "Ha-ha! You're going to die." 1800 01:57:22,416 --> 01:57:23,875 Fuck off. 1801 01:57:24,416 --> 01:57:25,833 Keep your mouth shut. 1802 01:57:25,916 --> 01:57:28,333 Others in the group have partners. 1803 01:57:28,416 --> 01:57:30,791 And I find it easy so hard to find someone 1804 01:57:30,875 --> 01:57:33,833 who I can trust. 1805 01:57:39,250 --> 01:57:40,875 Oh, Dottie. 1806 01:57:40,958 --> 01:57:43,166 -Gossip! -Everything OK? 1807 01:57:44,166 --> 01:57:47,625 Just keep going. You just have to... 1808 01:57:47,708 --> 01:57:49,750 pick up the pieces if you want. 1809 01:57:51,708 --> 01:57:53,541 Dirty fagots! 1810 01:57:59,458 --> 01:58:02,833 And now I'm able to to teach the teachers something. 1811 01:58:02,916 --> 01:58:04,667 For so long I didn't know who I was. 1812 01:58:04,750 --> 01:58:07,125 I didn't know what my purpose in life was. 1813 01:58:07,208 --> 01:58:09,125 Finally it clicked. 1814 01:58:09,208 --> 01:58:11,375 This is what I want to do. I want to help other people. 1815 01:58:11,458 --> 01:58:14,875 ♪ Because all the stars 1816 01:58:14,958 --> 01:58:17,958 ♪ fade 1817 01:58:18,041 --> 01:58:21,083 ♪ Don't worry 1818 01:58:21,166 --> 01:58:24,375 ♪ You will see her again one day 1819 01:58:24,458 --> 01:58:27,458 ♪ Take what you need 1820 01:58:27,541 --> 01:58:30,250 ♪ And go your way 1821 01:58:30,333 --> 01:58:35,916 ♪ And stop crying 1822 01:58:37,041 --> 01:58:40,416 ♪ We are all stars 1823 01:58:40,500 --> 01:58:43,458 ♪ We're fading 1824 01:58:43,541 --> 01:58:46,708 ♪ Don't worry 1825 01:58:46,791 --> 01:58:50,000 ♪ You will see each other one day. 1826 01:58:50,083 --> 01:58:53,041 ♪ Take what you need. 1827 01:58:53,125 --> 01:58:55,583 ♪ And go your way. 1828 01:58:55,666 --> 01:59:01,166 ♪ And stop crying. 1829 01:59:02,333 --> 01:59:07,541 ♪ Stop crying. 1830 01:59:08,833 --> 01:59:13833 ♪ Stop crying 1831 01:59:15,166 --> 01:59:20,458 ♪ Stop crying