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<i>Formerly in Madison.</i>

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He asks to be buried here.

3
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The location is marked on the map.

4
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I know where it is.

5
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I no longer remember
what his face looked like.

6
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If I were you,
I wouldn't listen.

7
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Put it on.

8
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<i>- Holy shit, Paul!
- Hold on.</i>

9
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<i>Oh my God!</i>

10
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<i>Stacy!</i>

11
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My God.

12
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I heard his death.

13
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I'm enjoying being here,
but you can't imagine the pain.

14
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If you still have questions
of what I feel for you,

15
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is enough
to make me bear it.

16
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Abby, if I were you, I would grab
This man was very strong and wouldn't let go.

17
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<i>No more men are made
like that one over there.</i>

18
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Do you know how much this
here was going to make him happy?

19
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How much was going
gladden his heart?

20
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Tomorrow we will bury them.

21
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MADISON

22
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There's a moose footprint there.

23
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Look!

24
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Look, there's another one over there.

25
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No. This one is deer.

26
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How do you know the difference?

27
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Once you learn to track,
It's natural.

28
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Do you have any doubts
about later?

29
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Like, what?

30
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I don't know. You are the one who knows.

31
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Well, you're going to bury him.

32
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That.

33
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What happens afterwards?

34
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Afterwards, they return to land.

35
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And the bodies become part of it.

36
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And souls too, I think.

37
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Don't souls go to heaven?

38
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I think this is their heaven.

39
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The sky is...

40
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How am I going to explain this?

41
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The teacher said
that heaven does not exist.

42
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I don't know if you've noticed this,

43
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but you don't believe it
in everything your teacher says.

44
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Heaven is a place
perfect for you.

45
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For some people,
he has seas made of ice cream

46
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and marshmallow mountains.

47
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And for others,
It's these mountains.

48
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Do you understand?

49
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And grandpa's heaven is here.

50
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I think so.

51
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But if you believe
that he is here,

52
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why is everyone sad
that he died?

53
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Because his sky is not mine.

54
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And...

55
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I can't see it.

56
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And I can't talk to him,

57
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I can't even hug him,
and he can't hug me.

58
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And I miss that.

59
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 �. I have it too.

60
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It's for that
that we have the memories.

61
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So we can revive everyone
the good times we had.

62
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The conversations,
the laughter, the hugs

63
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and it's like a movie,

64
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that we can
watch it several times,

65
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as many times as we want.

66
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Only inside the head.

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- Did you understand?
- I understood.

68
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It's just not the same thing
a real hug.

69
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No. It's not really.

70
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So it's here, huh?

71
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It's where she marked it on the map.

72
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I know.

73
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 �. Can't bring it
a backhoe.

74
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I think I could bring
a tractor by the river, but...

75
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I don't know if it would help
of a lot of things.

76
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No, we'll have to dig these graves
the old Irish way.

77
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Yeah.

78
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And how are we going to bring
the coffins here?

79
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Swenson's family
Do you still have that wagon?

80
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Good idea.

81
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Do you want to call
or go get the dust?

82
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You call, I'll come.

83
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My horse
will want to follow you.

84
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- Tear off his bridle.
- Yeah.

85
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<i>I am aware of this.</i>

86
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Yes, I am aware.

87
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We had a death in the family.

88
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<i>Certainly the world
girls' volleyball</i>

89
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<i>will survive
a week without her.</i>

90
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<i>�, that's right.</i>

91
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I'm not taking
not even a little bit

92
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the impact of this on others.

93
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Fucking school.

94
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Is there a problem with me going like this?

95
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It's the way, daughter,
It's the clothes you have.

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Listening.

97
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It's just us. Is it good?
No one will think bad of you.

98
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What did they say at school?

99
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That you're missing
the volleyball championship.

100
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No problem.

101
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It's okay.

102
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Calm.

103
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It's okay.

104
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- Hi.
- Hi.

105
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Where did you find cream?

106
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In the same shopping center
that I found the dress.

107
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I have to admit
that Bozeman impressed me.

108
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I never imagined finding
Donna Karan inside.

109
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I bought a little thing
for you too.

110
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Preston would want
see me in jeans.

111
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I think he would feel
a little victorious about it.

112
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He deserves a little black dress,
and that's what I bought for you.

113
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The boys
Did they say when you can go?

114
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We must go at noon.

115
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How do they go
take them both there?

116
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I didn't ask,
and they didn't tell me.

117
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They just said it was resolved.

118
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Another two hours.

119
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Preston explained in the diary

120
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how to tell the time
from the position of the Sun,

121
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and it's amazing how accurate it is.

122
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The girls asked me
to book the plane.

123
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For when?

124
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For today.

125
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Damn.

126
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They have to turn this page.

127
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And it can't be here.

128
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They have their lives,
and they need to go back there.

129
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I really wanted to have a wake
for him in the city.

130
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He had many friends
who deserve to say goodbye.

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- Did he have it?
- He had.

132
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You know very well.

133
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We could do it at the Explorers Club.

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Wait, stop.

135
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What if it's in the apartment?

136
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With Carbonne buffet?

137
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He loved it there.

138
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I've already spoken to them.

139
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Are you leaving too?

140
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I have a paranoid husband.

141
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He is sure that a cousin
far from the Unabomber

142
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will kidnap me, lock me up
in a cellar and ask for ransom.

143
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Depending on the cousin,
I wouldn't think it was bad at all.

144
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Seriously!

145
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Of course I thought about kidnapping
distorted romance book.

146
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I doubt a kidnapping
It would be like that, Lili.

147
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It would be like this in my head,
after two Percocet, you know?

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- Do you think I'm joking?
- No.

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I love you.

150
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You know I prefer it a thousand times
be with you

151
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when you need me.

152
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I know.

153
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I brought a bottle of liquor,

154
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if you want to liven it up
in that cafe of yours.

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 �,
Now you've got my attention.

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157
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A little more, more. You can.

158
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It's good.

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Ready.

160
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Of course you would bring
the best dress.

161
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Is there any foot in a black dress
on the riverside

162
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that I ended up not seeing?

163
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Come on, girls.

164
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And Russell.

165
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Where are they?

166
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- On the way.
- Yeah.

167
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My feelings.

168
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- My feelings.
- Thanks.

169
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- Sorry about the work.
- No, it's calm.

170
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I don't even know how to say
how much I feel.

171
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Thanks.

172
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Come on, guys.

173
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- Careful.
- Slowly.

174
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Mrs. Clyburn, my condolences
for the lady.

175
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Thanks.

176
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Did you call a priest?

177
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I forgot. I didn't even think.

178
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This burial will be <i>sans</i>priest.

179
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What is this?

180
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It means there won't be a priest.

181
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But there will be someone
to conduct the rites?

182
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We...

183
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It's our first burial here,
So we're improvising.

184
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Well, this one, for sure,
It's not my first burial.

185
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Do you want me to say
a few words,

186
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and then call the family
for you to talk?

187
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I don't think my family
have a lot to say now.

188
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Can I say a prayer?

189
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Maybe yes.

190
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Lord, today we are here
with sad hearts.

191
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With the glory of love
comes the pain of loss,

192
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and we ask the Lord
may it comfort us.

193
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Remind us
that this pain is selfish,

194
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because the Lord promised us
a place called heaven,

195
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where our dead rejoice
in the light of His grace.

196
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They are no longer men,
they are now angels.

197
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Who guide us in the darkness,
support us in our weakness

198
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and feed
our souls and spirits.

199
00:15:54,406 --> 00:15:56,158
Our pain is selfish,

200
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because we don't know
this place, heaven.

201
00:15:59,536 --> 00:16:03,248
We support ourselves in faith
that it exists

202
00:16:03,707 --> 00:16:07,919
and in your mercy
so that there is a place for us

203
00:16:08,295 --> 00:16:10,130
where we can be in His light

204
00:16:10,213 --> 00:16:14,968
and next to the people we love,
to be at peace forever.

205
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Am�m.

206
00:16:20,223 --> 00:16:22,017
Would anyone like to talk?

207
00:16:23,935 --> 00:16:24,936
Stacy.

208
00:16:25,312 --> 00:16:27,773
It's not the first time
that you say this prayer.

209
00:16:28,482 --> 00:16:29,566
No, ma'am.

210
00:16:30,609 --> 00:16:31,777
I liked.

211
00:16:33,987 --> 00:16:35,489
Do you want to say something?

212
00:16:37,616 --> 00:16:40,869
I have a lot to say,
but I don't want to talk now.

213
00:16:50,295 --> 00:16:51,671
So, I think that's it.

214
00:16:56,468 --> 00:16:58,261
And what happens now?

215
00:16:58,929 --> 00:17:00,430
We take care of everything.

216
00:17:04,726 --> 00:17:06,853
Wait. He finished? Is that it?

217
00:17:06,937 --> 00:17:08,980
If you want, you can talk
something, Paige.

218
00:17:09,064 --> 00:17:12,442
I don't know what to say.
What do we have to say?

219
00:17:12,526 --> 00:17:14,236
That's what she wanted to show.

220
00:17:18,698 --> 00:17:19,908
What's with Paul?

221
00:17:29,751 --> 00:17:32,129
You are a son of a bitch
for taking him from us.

222
00:17:45,559 --> 00:17:46,768
I love you.

223
00:18:01,533 --> 00:18:04,119
Everyone has a way of dealing,
isn't it, boys?

224
00:18:05,495 --> 00:18:07,831
I think they
They're not dealing with anything.

225
00:18:08,623 --> 00:18:10,041
At least, not yet.

226
00:18:11,168 --> 00:18:12,502
It's understandable.

227
00:18:28,393 --> 00:18:29,644
- Take it here.
- Yeah.

228
00:19:12,062 --> 00:19:15,607
Danadinha, doing a funeral
without telling us.

229
00:19:15,690 --> 00:19:20,320
I thought no one
I was going to ask a question.

230
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We leave you with the burial,
but no one takes away our feast.

231
00:19:27,244 --> 00:19:29,329
When they came
with the idea of huts,

232
00:19:29,412 --> 00:19:30,956
They wanted to do everything themselves.

233
00:19:31,248 --> 00:19:35,043
Sawing wood, structuring,
do the wiring, everything.

234
00:19:36,086 --> 00:19:39,589
Look at the base there, how it is. They
built on top of beams.

235
00:19:39,673 --> 00:19:42,759
And I never understood why the hell
they would need to do this.

236
00:19:42,842 --> 00:19:45,554
I warned them they would shake
like a green stick in winter,

237
00:19:45,637 --> 00:19:48,265
and that possum would appear,
raccoon and all kinds of animals

238
00:19:48,348 --> 00:19:50,016
to make a home there beneath them.

239
00:19:50,475 --> 00:19:53,812
Preston looked at me and just
He moved his head, didn't say anything.

240
00:19:54,312 --> 00:19:55,689
About six months later,

241
00:19:55,772 --> 00:19:57,691
a tax appraiser
appeared at the house

242
00:19:57,774 --> 00:20:00,569
and said, "Did you see these huts
what did they build next door?"

243
00:20:00,610 --> 00:20:01,653
And I said, "I saw."

244
00:20:01,778 --> 00:20:04,364
Then, he asked me
if I had ever seen them walking.

245
00:20:04,447 --> 00:20:06,992
I said, "Walking?
But what do you mean, walking?”

246
00:20:07,576 --> 00:20:10,829
The tax assessor said it was
calculate the value of the huts,

247
00:20:10,912 --> 00:20:13,582
and her husband said
for him they were mobile homes.

248
00:20:14,207 --> 00:20:16,918
Just pick it up with a forklift
and take it away.

249
00:20:17,002 --> 00:20:19,421
He asked if I had already
I saw them taking them.

250
00:20:19,504 --> 00:20:22,549
And I said, "Sure, they carry
these houses everywhere."

251
00:20:23,133 --> 00:20:25,635
And if you look
at the back of the bathroom,

252
00:20:25,719 --> 00:20:28,638
your husband tied wheels
supermarket cart

253
00:20:28,722 --> 00:20:30,932
and said that shit
it was also mobile.

254
00:20:33,018 --> 00:20:34,894
I was running away from taxes,
that one there.

255
00:20:34,978 --> 00:20:36,855
I didn't understand
Why the wheels?

256
00:20:36,938 --> 00:20:39,232
Preston never got along
with authorities.

257
00:20:39,316 --> 00:20:42,068
A little house with wheels.
I had never seen this one.

258
00:20:44,904 --> 00:20:46,615
Indian taco.

259
00:20:46,698 --> 00:20:47,824
That's good.

260
00:20:48,575 --> 00:20:49,576
Do you want it?

261
00:20:50,118 --> 00:20:51,953
I think I will
want that cookie.

262
00:20:52,662 --> 00:20:53,955
Wise decision.

263
00:20:54,623 --> 00:20:56,875
I wanted to get some three.

264
00:20:58,251 --> 00:21:00,170
What will your mother think of this?

265
00:21:00,253 --> 00:21:03,465
My mother won't find anything,
because she won't see that I ate.

266
00:21:03,548 --> 00:21:05,050
This dies with us.

267
00:21:06,259 --> 00:21:07,886
That's a great idea.

268
00:21:20,482 --> 00:21:21,816
Thanks for the help.

269
00:21:22,484 --> 00:21:24,361
You don't know
how important it was.

270
00:21:24,444 --> 00:21:27,030
I needed this help,
I know how important it is.

271
00:21:28,740 --> 00:21:30,367
The sad thing is the reason.

272
00:21:32,285 --> 00:21:33,703
We're leaving today.

273
00:21:33,787 --> 00:21:37,123
The girls have already missed a lot of classes
and I've already exhausted my wardrobe.

274
00:21:37,290 --> 00:21:38,291
But...

275
00:21:41,336 --> 00:21:42,671
I will want to go back.

276
00:21:44,297 --> 00:21:48,093
Or will I risk
call you to New York?

277
00:21:48,176 --> 00:21:51,680
It would only take me to New York
if the state separated from the country

278
00:21:51,763 --> 00:21:54,140
and the army called me up
to take it back.

279
00:21:54,224 --> 00:21:57,268
Look, you could take it easy
with my city, okay?

280
00:21:57,352 --> 00:21:59,646
I'm not despising,
I just don't want to go.

281
00:22:00,230 --> 00:22:01,231
That's right.

282
00:22:02,607 --> 00:22:03,608
I come to see you.

283
00:22:04,943 --> 00:22:05,985
Great.

284
00:22:07,070 --> 00:22:08,071
I'm really coming.

285
00:22:09,989 --> 00:22:10,990
It's fine.

286
00:22:13,034 --> 00:22:14,244
In truth.

287
00:22:20,375 --> 00:22:23,670
I am a police deputy
who earns 52 thousand dollars a year.

288
00:22:23,837 --> 00:22:27,006
I have 12 thousand dollars in the bank
and I'm going to spend 6 soon

289
00:22:27,090 --> 00:22:28,883
on a pretty average rodeo horse.

290
00:22:28,967 --> 00:22:31,344
Three times a week,
I'll put you in a trailer

291
00:22:31,428 --> 00:22:34,180
and ride Montana with him
to recover what I spent on it,

292
00:22:34,264 --> 00:22:37,475
and in October, I will take my children
to spend a month in the mountains

293
00:22:37,559 --> 00:22:39,310
to supply
the moose freezer.

294
00:22:39,394 --> 00:22:40,937
I will never lie down on a beach.

295
00:22:41,020 --> 00:22:44,274
I will never go to Europe,
or to San Francisco,

296
00:22:44,357 --> 00:22:46,818
or anywhere
bigger than Billings. Never.

297
00:22:48,403 --> 00:22:50,071
Did anything interest you in that?

298
00:22:50,155 --> 00:22:51,155
No, nothing.

299
00:22:51,197 --> 00:22:53,783
Now, tell me about your life.
What won't you change?

300
00:22:53,908 --> 00:22:56,661
- I don't face these obstacles.
- He only talks about his routine.

301
00:23:00,665 --> 00:23:02,917
Macy will
for gymnastics in the morning.

302
00:23:03,960 --> 00:23:07,422
From there, I go to pilates. From
pilates, I go to my therapy.

303
00:23:07,505 --> 00:23:09,716
From my therapy,
I have coffee with my friends

304
00:23:09,799 --> 00:23:12,594
to tell shit
that the therapist talked about my life.

305
00:23:12,677 --> 00:23:15,555
Then I'll get Macy, then
to Bridgett, and let's go to the balloon.

306
00:23:15,638 --> 00:23:19,142
There is a performance every Friday.
Saturday morning is competition day.

307
00:23:19,225 --> 00:23:21,186
I take them to Saint Bartholomew
at Christmas,

308
00:23:21,269 --> 00:23:24,856
to Italy during the July holidays,
In fact, you would love it.

309
00:23:24,939 --> 00:23:26,357
I have to say.

310
00:23:31,070 --> 00:23:32,447
Who takes care of the horses?

311
00:23:33,364 --> 00:23:35,074
Can't you hire someone?

312
00:23:35,533 --> 00:23:37,410
Is it only you who can do this?

313
00:23:38,495 --> 00:23:39,496
Right.

314
00:23:39,579 --> 00:23:41,122
Okay, we have no future,

315
00:23:41,206 --> 00:23:45,794
but you're tall, you're cool,
and it's fucking hot.

316
00:23:45,877 --> 00:23:47,962
- You're the one who's tall, cool and hot.
- Great.

317
00:23:48,046 --> 00:23:49,464
So, since there is no way out,

318
00:23:49,547 --> 00:23:52,759
let's touch the fuck together and use
this time to have sex a lot.

319
00:23:52,842 --> 00:23:55,178
- My God!
- Until I can't anymore.

320
00:23:55,261 --> 00:23:57,597
These city women
They're pretty straightforward, aren't they?

321
00:23:57,680 --> 00:24:00,308
Yes, we are very direct.
It's just like that.

322
00:24:00,391 --> 00:24:02,519
We went from,
"when will we see each other again"

323
00:24:02,602 --> 00:24:04,395
for "when you
go away for good."

324
00:24:06,731 --> 00:24:08,566
I prefer to stay with the longing.

325
00:24:10,318 --> 00:24:12,570
- I haven't left yet.
- You understand me.

326
00:24:13,446 --> 00:24:14,906
So is it ending here?

327
00:24:17,659 --> 00:24:19,619
- I think it's better.
- My God!

328
00:24:22,163 --> 00:24:23,623
Let me remind you.

329
00:24:25,041 --> 00:24:28,211
You're breaking up with me
the day of my father's funeral.

330
00:24:28,294 --> 00:24:30,171
We are not together
to be an ending.

331
00:24:30,255 --> 00:24:32,799
We were good together yesterday,
with you lying on me.

332
00:24:32,882 --> 00:24:35,009
- Abby, look...
- It doesn't come with "Abby", dammit!

333
00:24:35,093 --> 00:24:37,679
Will you miss it?
Is this what you want?

334
00:24:38,555 --> 00:24:39,889
You can start now.

335
00:25:09,836 --> 00:25:11,713
It's time to go home,
isn't it?

336
00:25:13,006 --> 00:25:14,382
It's time, friend.

337
00:25:49,375 --> 00:25:51,711
When did your father die,
Russell?

338
00:25:54,672 --> 00:25:56,799
It will be six years in April.

339
00:25:56,883 --> 00:25:58,134
Where did they bury him?

340
00:25:58,217 --> 00:26:00,011
My mother had him cremated.

341
00:26:00,219 --> 00:26:03,556
The idea was to scatter the ashes
on our property in Montauk,

342
00:26:03,640 --> 00:26:04,641
but...

343
00:26:06,142 --> 00:26:07,143
We never play.

344
00:26:07,226 --> 00:26:08,311
I don't know why.

345
00:26:09,228 --> 00:26:12,148
So he's in an urn
on top of the fireplace.

346
00:26:12,231 --> 00:26:13,900
I always found that strange.

347
00:26:15,193 --> 00:26:17,654
A person's ashes in an urn

348
00:26:17,737 --> 00:26:19,906
on top of a fireplace
full of ash.

349
00:26:20,615 --> 00:26:23,618
Than you
Do you miss him most?

350
00:26:27,747 --> 00:26:30,833
He called me every Monday
to tell me a joke.

351
00:26:31,417 --> 00:26:32,502
Is it really?

352
00:26:34,253 --> 00:26:36,297
- And you still remember?
- Too much.

353
00:26:36,714 --> 00:26:37,799
Tell me one.

354
00:26:38,049 --> 00:26:39,384
- No, no, no.
- Account.

355
00:26:39,467 --> 00:26:44,180
My father had
a slightly off sense of humor.

356
00:26:44,514 --> 00:26:46,933
At this point,
I don't get offended that easily.

357
00:26:52,146 --> 00:26:53,147
So yeah.

358
00:26:56,776 --> 00:26:57,819
Let's go.

359
00:26:58,152 --> 00:27:00,488
There were four nuns
inside a van.

360
00:27:01,030 --> 00:27:02,991
Then Van falls into an abyss
and they die.

361
00:27:03,241 --> 00:27:04,242
It's funny.

362
00:27:04,325 --> 00:27:07,412
No, no, I still...
No, that's just the premise.

363
00:27:07,495 --> 00:27:08,705
 �. I know, I know.

364
00:27:09,497 --> 00:27:11,290
From there they go
to the gate of heaven.

365
00:27:11,374 --> 00:27:14,836
Saint Peter takes a good look at them,
and says to the first nun:

366
00:27:14,919 --> 00:27:16,921
"This is your last chance
to confess

367
00:27:17,005 --> 00:27:18,881
before passing
through the gates of heaven.

368
00:27:19,090 --> 00:27:21,843
Your conscience must be
very clean before entering."

369
00:27:22,010 --> 00:27:25,138
The nun thinks a little
and then he says, "Look,

370
00:27:26,389 --> 00:27:29,308
I would sometimes go spy
Father Riley taking a bath."

371
00:27:29,642 --> 00:27:32,020
And Saint Peter says:
"That's very ugly, my daughter.

372
00:27:32,103 --> 00:27:34,147
Wash your eyes
in this bowl of holy water

373
00:27:34,230 --> 00:27:35,523
and say five Hail Marys."

374
00:27:35,606 --> 00:27:38,359
She goes and he lets her in.

375
00:27:38,443 --> 00:27:41,195
Then he looks at the second nun
and asks the same question.

376
00:27:41,279 --> 00:27:45,366
She says, "Once in a while, I
I liked to pass my hands

377
00:27:45,450 --> 00:27:47,160
in Father Riley's member."

378
00:27:47,243 --> 00:27:49,328
Saint Peter just shakes his head,

379
00:27:49,412 --> 00:27:51,748
tell her to wash her hands
in the bowl of holy water

380
00:27:51,831 --> 00:27:53,332
and pray ten Hail Marys.

381
00:27:53,416 --> 00:27:55,710
She goes, and he lets her in.

382
00:27:55,960 --> 00:27:57,795
When the third nun
go ahead,

383
00:27:57,879 --> 00:28:02,508
the other nun pulls her, throws her on the floor
and goes to the bowl of holy water.

384
00:28:02,592 --> 00:28:05,178
Saint Peter says: "My daughter,
Why did you do that?"

385
00:28:05,261 --> 00:28:07,889
And the nun says, "I want to wash
my mouth in that water

386
00:28:07,972 --> 00:28:10,183
before this mocreia
put her ass!"

387
00:28:14,645 --> 00:28:16,314
I take it back, Russell.

388
00:28:16,397 --> 00:28:18,483
You can still offend me.

389
00:28:19,233 --> 00:28:22,904
I chose a bad joke, sorry.
It was the first thing that came to my mind.

390
00:28:22,987 --> 00:28:24,072
I'm really sorry.

391
00:28:25,031 --> 00:28:26,074
It was terrible.

392
00:28:26,157 --> 00:28:30,161
The common factor of the problem
One of them turns out to be Father Riley.

393
00:28:30,244 --> 00:28:32,121
 �, he was well-rounded.

394
00:28:33,247 --> 00:28:34,248
What is this?

395
00:28:34,332 --> 00:28:35,458
Vodka and soda.

396
00:28:35,541 --> 00:28:36,918
I'll manage the soda.

397
00:28:38,086 --> 00:28:39,086
God bless you.

398
00:28:39,170 --> 00:28:42,882
I'll meet Stefan at the gym
At 9am, if you want to go too.

399
00:28:42,965 --> 00:28:46,260
 �. Exercise is exactly
what I need.

400
00:28:50,056 --> 00:28:53,142
It seems that the story
It didn't end well with the cowboy.

401
00:28:54,644 --> 00:28:55,978
There was no way it could work.

402
00:28:58,314 --> 00:28:59,732
Paige is quiet.

403
00:29:00,233 --> 00:29:02,819
For her, the impact
it will be much bigger,

404
00:29:03,611 --> 00:29:04,779
I think.

405
00:29:05,613 --> 00:29:06,613
Why?

406
00:29:06,656 --> 00:29:11,702
When someone dedicates their entire life
to attract a person's attention,

407
00:29:13,204 --> 00:29:15,581
what is her purpose
When does this person die?

408
00:29:16,290 --> 00:29:18,417
The girls are coping well,
at least.

409
00:29:18,501 --> 00:29:21,045
Yes, they are very young
to understand the difference.

410
00:29:21,754 --> 00:29:24,215
It's just one less gift
that they will receive for Christmas.

411
00:29:27,885 --> 00:29:31,264
I know
An excellent therapist, Stacy.

412
00:29:31,931 --> 00:29:33,432
You are my therapist.

413
00:29:34,642 --> 00:29:36,185
You are my best friend.

414
00:29:36,435 --> 00:29:38,312
I am incapable of being impartial.

415
00:29:38,896 --> 00:29:42,400
You should talk to someone
that sees the situation clearly

416
00:29:42,483 --> 00:29:43,901
and who doesn't give an opinion.

417
00:29:43,985 --> 00:29:45,820
But what I need is opinion.

418
00:29:46,445 --> 00:29:49,824
If I wanted a technical view
out of grief, I would buy a manual.

419
00:31:47,024 --> 00:31:49,443
Ordered a cold cuts board
at Eli's delicatessen.

420
00:31:49,568 --> 00:31:51,279
Did you also order pizza at Joe's?

421
00:31:51,362 --> 00:31:53,948
Someone here has to think
on your cholesterol.

422
00:31:54,031 --> 00:31:55,366
The pizza is for Paul.

423
00:31:55,449 --> 00:31:57,994
It's the only thing he
I miss this city.

424
00:32:00,913 --> 00:32:01,914
Look.

425
00:32:02,623 --> 00:32:03,624
Look what?

426
00:32:04,125 --> 00:32:05,584
A man is like a child.

427
00:32:05,668 --> 00:32:07,169
It will start.

428
00:32:07,253 --> 00:32:11,173
Yes, yes. Your face when you
take that tattered pair of boots

429
00:32:11,257 --> 00:32:14,176
It's the same as a child picking up
a boot to go play.

430
00:32:14,260 --> 00:32:16,804
You make the same face
when there's a Gucci promotion.

431
00:32:16,887 --> 00:32:19,432
This is different.
There you can save your money.

432
00:32:19,932 --> 00:32:22,518
Funny. This is proof
of genetic difference

433
00:32:22,601 --> 00:32:24,228
between men and women.

434
00:32:24,312 --> 00:32:26,731
Tell me, love of my life,

435
00:32:26,814 --> 00:32:30,109
How do purchases
What do you do in the promotion

436
00:32:30,192 --> 00:32:31,902
save my money.

437
00:32:31,986 --> 00:32:33,654
I'll buy it anyway.

438
00:32:33,738 --> 00:32:36,866
Wait for the promotion
It's a demonstration of love.

439
00:32:38,451 --> 00:32:39,869
This almost makes sense.

440
00:32:39,952 --> 00:32:42,913
It makes perfect sense from
from the moment you conform

441
00:32:42,997 --> 00:32:44,373
that the purchase will be made.

442
00:32:46,667 --> 00:32:47,793
Let's see.

443
00:32:48,461 --> 00:32:49,879
Why do you do this?

444
00:32:50,379 --> 00:32:51,380
What?

445
00:32:52,048 --> 00:32:55,718
By chance your little lover
Are you jealous of me from the mountain?

446
00:32:57,720 --> 00:32:58,721
Do you really want to know?

447
00:32:58,888 --> 00:33:01,182
I want to know.
I really want to know.

448
00:33:02,016 --> 00:33:03,851
It's because I lost her once.

449
00:33:04,393 --> 00:33:07,355
She fell into the river, I passed
two days looking for her,

450
00:33:07,438 --> 00:33:10,566
and I don't want it to happen again,
so I leave it here at home

451
00:33:10,649 --> 00:33:11,984
so as not to risk it.

452
00:33:13,235 --> 00:33:14,653
You panicked, didn't you?

453
00:33:15,780 --> 00:33:16,864
I despaired.

454
00:33:17,615 --> 00:33:19,950
Good to know that I
I still cause this to you.

455
00:33:20,034 --> 00:33:22,411
My love, and as a cause, my good.

456
00:34:14,839 --> 00:34:16,215
Madison Avenue.

457
00:34:17,466 --> 00:34:19,301
Where did that name come from?

458
00:34:22,304 --> 00:34:24,473
I believe it will come
by James Madison.

459
00:34:24,598 --> 00:34:25,850
- The president.
- �.

460
00:34:25,933 --> 00:34:27,893
- It's logical, it makes perfect sense.
- �.

461
00:34:30,438 --> 00:34:32,440
I imagine the Madison River
have that name

462
00:34:32,523 --> 00:34:33,816
because of him too.

463
00:34:34,775 --> 00:34:37,153
- Where is the Madison River?
- Montana.

464
00:34:39,989 --> 00:34:41,615
What is where your husband was going?

465
00:34:46,245 --> 00:34:47,663
Is that where he died?

466
00:34:48,873 --> 00:34:50,541
No, he died in another river.

467
00:34:50,624 --> 00:34:54,378
Not really,
he died on a mountain.

468
00:34:55,379 --> 00:34:57,465
No, there was no river. None.

469
00:35:03,888 --> 00:35:06,599
What feelings come to the surface now?

470
00:35:06,849 --> 00:35:08,434
What do you think they are?

471
00:35:08,517 --> 00:35:11,103
I can't guess.
That's why I asked.

472
00:35:11,812 --> 00:35:13,355
But isn't it your job?

473
00:35:14,482 --> 00:35:16,275
Tell me what I'm feeling?

474
00:35:17,818 --> 00:35:20,613
My job is to help you
to understand what you are feeling.

475
00:35:21,989 --> 00:35:24,450
More than that, my work
will help you understand

476
00:35:24,533 --> 00:35:26,911
like these feelings
affect your behavior.

477
00:35:34,043 --> 00:35:37,796
And how do you evaluate
my behavior at the moment?

478
00:35:39,757 --> 00:35:40,758
Hostile.

479
00:35:42,510 --> 00:35:43,636
Hostile?

480
00:35:43,719 --> 00:35:44,887
Suspicious.

481
00:35:46,180 --> 00:35:47,431
And I understand.

482
00:35:49,058 --> 00:35:50,351
You don't know me,

483
00:35:51,602 --> 00:35:54,522
but even so,
you came, theoretically,

484
00:35:54,605 --> 00:35:56,232
willing to expose

485
00:35:57,191 --> 00:35:59,235
your thoughts to me
more private

486
00:35:59,318 --> 00:36:00,986
and more intimate feelings.

487
00:36:01,779 --> 00:36:04,657
I ask you to trust
in my interpretation

488
00:36:04,740 --> 00:36:07,743
of these behaviors
and feelings

489
00:36:09,245 --> 00:36:11,956
to help you take
good decisions in the future.

490
00:36:12,039 --> 00:36:13,499
Make good decisions? What?

491
00:36:13,582 --> 00:36:15,626
You are questioning
my decisions?

492
00:36:15,709 --> 00:36:18,462
- I'm not questioning anything.
- But you just said it.

493
00:36:18,546 --> 00:36:19,630
My husband died.

494
00:36:20,256 --> 00:36:24,552
He is the love of my life,
he is the father of my daughters.

495
00:36:24,885 --> 00:36:27,763
My essence,
my soul, gone.

496
00:36:29,515 --> 00:36:34,270
If you, by chance, have
in your hand some information

497
00:36:34,353 --> 00:36:38,315
that can help me contain
this desire to gouge out my eyes

498
00:36:38,399 --> 00:36:41,986
with a fucking spoon
just to see if the pain goes away,

499
00:36:42,069 --> 00:36:45,197
I would be very
satisfied with that.

500
00:36:46,407 --> 00:36:48,659
I don't need you
sitting there looking at me

501
00:36:48,742 --> 00:36:50,661
as if I were
a housewife is for nothing

502
00:36:50,744 --> 00:36:52,705
trying to justify
Why is there an affair?

503
00:36:52,788 --> 00:36:54,498
with the shit
from the tennis teacher.

504
00:36:54,582 --> 00:36:56,792
I know women like that,
I know many.

505
00:36:56,875 --> 00:36:58,919
I'm not like them.

506
00:36:59,795 --> 00:37:00,796
I...

507
00:37:02,131 --> 00:37:03,549
I'm suffering.

508
00:37:03,882 --> 00:37:07,928
And I need help with this.

509
00:37:08,262 --> 00:37:09,513
If you can.

510
00:37:09,763 --> 00:37:10,889
If you can't,

511
00:37:13,350 --> 00:37:14,602
I'm leaving now.

512
00:37:16,145 --> 00:37:18,105
Without asking
my money back.

513
00:37:25,446 --> 00:37:26,739
Would you like a drink?

514
00:37:29,867 --> 00:37:30,993
Yeah, I want it.

515
00:37:38,375 --> 00:37:40,210
I don't usually do that.

516
00:37:40,794 --> 00:37:43,464
What else do I do here
I try to convince my clients

517
00:37:43,547 --> 00:37:44,840
not to self-medicate.

518
00:37:47,384 --> 00:37:49,970
- Could it be whiskey?
- Whatever shit you have there.

519
00:38:11,283 --> 00:38:12,868
That's what you need.

520
00:38:13,243 --> 00:38:14,495
You need it a lot.

521
00:38:15,788 --> 00:38:16,872
Not that.

522
00:38:17,998 --> 00:38:19,166
You need to talk.

523
00:38:20,084 --> 00:38:22,461
Scream, cry. It really needs it.

524
00:38:23,128 --> 00:38:24,213
And more times.

525
00:38:25,422 --> 00:38:26,840
Over time,

526
00:38:28,717 --> 00:38:31,011
these memories
they will be good again.

527
00:38:31,970 --> 00:38:33,639
They will no longer cause you pain.

528
00:38:35,307 --> 00:38:36,517
And there you go...

529
00:38:37,976 --> 00:38:38,977
laugh.

530
00:38:41,730 --> 00:38:43,023
Will you love again?

531
00:38:43,774 --> 00:38:44,775
Perhaps.

532
00:38:45,818 --> 00:38:48,153
I have no idea either
if you would want to.

533
00:38:50,614 --> 00:38:52,282
Will you feel complete again?

534
00:38:52,366 --> 00:38:55,619
Will it ever be again
What was it like before he died?

535
00:38:58,956 --> 00:38:59,957
No.

536
00:39:01,166 --> 00:39:02,376
You know that.

537
00:39:03,669 --> 00:39:06,714
But you will get better,
if you allow yourself.

538
00:39:07,297 --> 00:39:11,927
How long will you live yet?
It's as much as you allow.

539
00:39:16,181 --> 00:39:17,474
Or you won't live at all.

540
00:39:20,477 --> 00:39:21,770
There will be no life.

541
00:39:26,066 --> 00:39:27,735
Do you understand what I'm saying?

542
00:39:30,404 --> 00:39:31,405
I understand.

543
00:39:32,906 --> 00:39:33,949
Great.

544
00:39:38,787 --> 00:39:40,748
Now finish drinking
and sends a bullet.

545
00:39:41,874 --> 00:39:44,626
Seriously. He sends.
You can go down with the wood.

546
00:39:50,799 --> 00:39:53,177
You are a horrible therapist,
You know, don't you?

547
00:39:53,552 --> 00:39:56,138
 �,
And that ridiculous sweater shit.

548
00:39:58,307 --> 00:40:00,267
You use it a lot
the word "shit", right?

549
00:40:00,350 --> 00:40:01,351
Yeah.

550
00:40:02,311 --> 00:40:04,146
I'm finding it very...

551
00:40:05,731 --> 00:40:07,441
liberating at that moment.

552
00:40:08,442 --> 00:40:09,443
Great.

553
00:40:09,526 --> 00:40:10,569
Speak again.

554
00:40:11,320 --> 00:40:13,947
Go to shit. You'll want to talk
of my childhood now?

555
00:40:14,031 --> 00:40:15,407
Fucking charlatan.

556
00:40:17,701 --> 00:40:19,203
You're off to a great start.

557
00:40:19,286 --> 00:40:21,205
Go on, keep going. You can go.

558
00:40:21,663 --> 00:40:22,831
It's serious.

559
00:40:27,127 --> 00:40:31,173
I'm thinking about it,
I'm seriously thinking about it.

560
00:40:32,424 --> 00:40:33,801
I know, I know...

561
00:40:33,884 --> 00:40:37,054
I know it's an escape,
which is running away from problems.

562
00:40:37,137 --> 00:40:40,140
But the problem goes with me,
So I'm not, exactly,

563
00:40:40,224 --> 00:40:41,600
running away from nothing.

564
00:40:43,519 --> 00:40:45,604
Would you miss the girls?

565
00:40:45,938 --> 00:40:47,481
Honestly, I don't...

566
00:40:48,482 --> 00:40:49,483
I don't know.

567
00:40:49,566 --> 00:40:52,110
And, in part, I think
that would do them a lot of good.

568
00:40:52,236 --> 00:40:54,154
You know, to be independent.

569
00:40:55,030 --> 00:40:56,657
But what if they went with you?

570
00:40:57,199 --> 00:41:00,202
Because, from what you said,
There's nothing holding them back here.

571
00:41:00,285 --> 00:41:03,080
That's what I said! Mine
eldest daughter needs it very much.

572
00:41:03,163 --> 00:41:04,164
I...

573
00:41:05,582 --> 00:41:08,669
I threatened to take her out of the will
if she weren't with me.

574
00:41:08,752 --> 00:41:10,212
That was bullshit.

575
00:41:10,629 --> 00:41:15,425
Now they're teaching sarcasm
in the therapy course.

576
00:41:16,885 --> 00:41:19,721
If you meant
Darthmouth University, yes.

577
00:41:19,805 --> 00:41:21,682
It was them
who invented sarcasm.

578
00:41:26,436 --> 00:41:27,646
Should I?

579
00:41:30,440 --> 00:41:32,609
It's not for me to say, but...

580
00:41:35,279 --> 00:41:37,155
you should think
in possibility.

581
00:41:37,573 --> 00:41:38,824
Want to know why?

582
00:41:39,324 --> 00:41:42,119
Why are you thinking
in a concrete future

583
00:41:42,202 --> 00:41:44,580
and the consequences
of your actions in that future,

584
00:41:44,663 --> 00:41:46,456
and that's good,
It's good for your soul.

585
00:41:46,540 --> 00:41:49,126
Are you going, indeed, or not,
it doesn't make a difference,

586
00:41:49,835 --> 00:41:51,753
but you should really consider it.

587
00:41:52,212 --> 00:41:55,215
Consider the possibility
to go live in Europe.

588
00:41:55,883 --> 00:41:57,509
He will spend a year traveling.

589
00:41:57,593 --> 00:41:59,011
You have financial resources,

590
00:41:59,094 --> 00:42:01,305
There is no compromise here
that stops you.

591
00:42:01,972 --> 00:42:04,349
Consider all the possibilities.

592
00:42:06,810 --> 00:42:09,980
I wish I had met him.
Seems like he was a badass guy.

593
00:42:10,606 --> 00:42:12,107
Because you are a badass woman.

594
00:42:12,190 --> 00:42:15,360
Are you aware of who you are?
Yes, and there's no shame in it.

595
00:42:15,485 --> 00:42:18,071
And that's it, the screams,
the cries, the reflections.

596
00:42:18,906 --> 00:42:20,782
This is what is expected
that you do.

597
00:42:20,866 --> 00:42:21,992
This is grief.

598
00:42:22,534 --> 00:42:25,495
It's accepting an immeasurable loss
in your life

599
00:42:25,579 --> 00:42:28,540
and work your head to find
a way to overcome this.

600
00:42:30,208 --> 00:42:31,209
You will find it.

601
00:42:35,005 --> 00:42:36,173
Thanks, Phil.

602
00:42:38,300 --> 00:42:40,010
It was an experience...

603
00:42:41,511 --> 00:42:43,430
pleasantly cathartic.

604
00:42:43,972 --> 00:42:46,725
When I saw this sweater,
I didn't put much faith in you,

605
00:42:46,808 --> 00:42:47,809
but you...

606
00:42:48,518 --> 00:42:49,811
You surprised me.

607
00:42:50,062 --> 00:42:53,273
After all, you are not
a horrible therapist.

608
00:42:53,690 --> 00:42:57,486
Well, that was quite offensive.

609
00:42:57,569 --> 00:42:58,570
Thanks.

610
00:42:59,363 --> 00:43:00,447
Same time tomorrow?

611
00:43:00,739 --> 00:43:02,157
It will be better in the afternoon.

612
00:43:02,658 --> 00:43:05,285
Still has five customers today
and I'm pretty drunk.

613
00:43:05,577 --> 00:43:07,496
You should be
at the last service,

614
00:43:07,579 --> 00:43:08,580
not in the first.

615
00:43:08,664 --> 00:43:10,666
T�. Tomorrow at happy hour.

616
00:43:41,113 --> 00:43:42,489
Who is your broker?

617
00:43:42,948 --> 00:43:45,867
Look, I don't know what I'm going to do,
but I can't stay here.

618
00:43:45,951 --> 00:43:48,036
Lili, he smells here.

619
00:43:48,912 --> 00:43:50,038
Wait. Wait a minute.

620
00:43:52,708 --> 00:43:53,709
Is everything okay there?

621
00:43:53,792 --> 00:43:57,129
Look, Paige just stays in bed.

622
00:43:57,212 --> 00:43:59,965
<i>She doesn't say anything,
She can't stop crying,</i>

623
00:44:00,048 --> 00:44:04,011
she is hyperventilating,
and I thought about calling the ambulance,

624
00:44:04,094 --> 00:44:06,471
but I'm scared
It will get worse if I call.

625
00:44:06,555 --> 00:44:09,433
No, that's right. She goes.
I'll get there in about 15 minutes.

626
00:44:09,516 --> 00:44:11,768
- <i>Call Abby.</i>
- It's good. I'll call now.

627
00:44:39,087 --> 00:44:40,672
- Is she in the room?
- Yes.

628
00:44:46,678 --> 00:44:48,055
Do you have candy here?

629
00:44:48,680 --> 00:44:49,681
Sweet?

630
00:44:49,765 --> 00:44:51,058
I'm going to need ice cream,

631
00:44:51,141 --> 00:44:54,019
Rocky Road
and buys chocolate balls.

632
00:44:54,102 --> 00:44:56,396
Put three scoops of ice cream
in a glass of milk,

633
00:44:56,480 --> 00:44:59,649
Throw the balls over the top and catch
a spoon and take it to me.

634
00:44:59,733 --> 00:45:01,818
I found this a little disgusting,
in fact.

635
00:45:01,943 --> 00:45:04,112
I didn't ask you
Give your opinion, Russell.

636
00:45:09,951 --> 00:45:11,369
I brought Rocky Road.

637
00:45:11,495 --> 00:45:13,538
Drastic measure
for a drastic situation.

638
00:45:13,622 --> 00:45:16,208
- Did you bring the chocolate?
- That really bad one she likes.

639
00:45:16,291 --> 00:45:19,461
Great. So for you
All that's left is to get the glass, Russell.

640
00:45:19,544 --> 00:45:22,130
- Get it for her and she knows how to prepare it.
- It can leave.

641
00:45:24,841 --> 00:45:27,719
Hey, hey, calm down. Don't be like that.

642
00:45:27,803 --> 00:45:28,804
Sorry.

643
00:45:28,887 --> 00:45:31,389
Calm down, calm down.
Do you know why you are like this?

644
00:45:31,598 --> 00:45:34,059
- No. Why?
- It's because you loved him so much.

645
00:45:34,142 --> 00:45:37,687
And now your body doesn't know
What to do with so much love, understand?

646
00:45:37,771 --> 00:45:39,815
But there is no right thing
to be done.

647
00:45:39,898 --> 00:45:42,651
And you don't need to stop loving
someone just because he's gone.

648
00:45:42,734 --> 00:45:46,655
In fact, it is often said that we
You have to love her even more.

649
00:45:46,738 --> 00:45:49,699
And you want to know
of a sad thing in life?

650
00:45:51,535 --> 00:45:53,203
You will feel it again.

651
00:45:53,286 --> 00:45:55,163
- No.
- It will, when I die.

652
00:45:55,497 --> 00:45:57,916
When your husband dies,
your friends,

653
00:45:57,999 --> 00:46:01,294
and one day, their children
you will feel this

654
00:46:01,378 --> 00:46:02,462
when it's your turn.

655
00:46:03,338 --> 00:46:05,674
Wow, mom,
Now I'm much better.

656
00:46:06,508 --> 00:46:07,843
I brought a gift.

657
00:46:08,593 --> 00:46:09,719
I'm not hungry.

658
00:46:09,803 --> 00:46:10,971
This is not food.

659
00:46:11,388 --> 00:46:12,389
It sucks.

660
00:46:12,848 --> 00:46:14,641
It's a mix
sugar and chocolate

661
00:46:14,724 --> 00:46:16,810
that's just your body
is capable of processing

662
00:46:16,893 --> 00:46:19,146
in a way that won't stop
on your hip.

663
00:46:19,229 --> 00:46:20,689
And that's why I hate you.

664
00:46:23,567 --> 00:46:25,819
I ate this
when I was about five years old.

665
00:46:25,861 --> 00:46:27,571
Do you still have
that mentality.

666
00:46:31,491 --> 00:46:34,077
- You go and your roots are shit.
- Look at her.

667
00:46:34,870 --> 00:46:36,454
I can't understand.

668
00:46:37,205 --> 00:46:41,543
It's the crunch and the ice cream
with the creaminess of ice cream.

669
00:46:41,751 --> 00:46:42,752
I understood.

670
00:46:43,253 --> 00:46:45,881
This explanation is not convincing,
Paige.

671
00:46:47,465 --> 00:46:48,550
Do you stay with her?

672
00:46:49,217 --> 00:46:51,219
I stay,
but I can't spend the night.

673
00:46:51,303 --> 00:46:52,721
I spend the night here.

674
00:47:02,856 --> 00:47:04,983
- I loved it here so much.
- I know.

675
00:47:17,579 --> 00:47:18,663
Is she okay?

676
00:47:20,624 --> 00:47:22,083
It is. She will stay.

677
00:47:24,544 --> 00:47:27,339
Is there a bar around here?

678
00:47:28,381 --> 00:47:32,219
There's a bar around the corner.

679
00:47:32,844 --> 00:47:35,805
Well, a bar
of a "gourmetized" neighborhood.

680
00:47:51,571 --> 00:47:52,906
What is this bar called?

681
00:47:54,699 --> 00:47:57,118
I have no idea.
I don't think he even has a name.

682
00:47:59,329 --> 00:48:00,330
Please.

683
00:48:09,547 --> 00:48:10,548
Hi.

684
00:48:10,799 --> 00:48:12,384
What is the name of this bar?

685
00:48:12,509 --> 00:48:13,510
The name?

686
00:48:14,052 --> 00:48:15,845
People here just call it "bar".

687
00:48:15,929 --> 00:48:17,847
Or the "bar at the end of the street",
thing like that.

688
00:48:17,931 --> 00:48:20,141
- Don't you have a name?
- There isn't, not that I know of.

689
00:48:20,767 --> 00:48:22,269
How's it on your paycheck?

690
00:48:23,103 --> 00:48:26,356
XT Limited Company,
something like that.

691
00:48:28,608 --> 00:48:32,988
Beauty. So, "that bar
which has no name."

692
00:48:33,071 --> 00:48:34,864
No name. What are you going to drink?

693
00:48:34,948 --> 00:48:39,035
My God, I'm in no condition
to make any decision.

694
00:48:40,704 --> 00:48:41,705
Martini?

695
00:48:41,788 --> 00:48:42,831
No, this is a cocktail,

696
00:48:42,914 --> 00:48:46,042
and this place has no face
cocktail bar, so...

697
00:48:46,126 --> 00:48:48,169
True.
Want an Irish car bomb?

698
00:48:48,586 --> 00:48:50,630
I have no idea
whatever that is.

699
00:48:50,964 --> 00:48:52,465
- Trust.
- That's right.

700
00:48:52,549 --> 00:48:53,550
What are you going to take?

701
00:48:53,633 --> 00:48:57,220
- What Amber Ales do you have?
- There will be two Irish car bombs.

702
00:48:57,304 --> 00:48:59,306
You're on time.
Two car bombs, then.

703
00:48:59,389 --> 00:49:01,975
- I work early tomorrow.
- It's just a drink, Russell.

704
00:49:07,897 --> 00:49:09,482
For that, I didn't expect it.

705
00:49:09,566 --> 00:49:12,944
Our. Sorry, Russell.

706
00:49:14,195 --> 00:49:15,363
This is going to hurt.

707
00:49:17,657 --> 00:49:18,742
You will...

708
00:49:20,160 --> 00:49:21,161
Cool.

709
00:49:22,120 --> 00:49:23,121
You have to...

710
00:49:23,204 --> 00:49:24,247
- That's right.
- Yeah.

711
00:49:32,547 --> 00:49:34,215
He went down the wrong hole.

712
00:49:36,301 --> 00:49:38,595
I choke very easily.

713
00:49:38,678 --> 00:49:41,806
No, no,
I'm not laughing at you.

714
00:49:41,890 --> 00:49:42,974
So from what?

715
00:49:44,309 --> 00:49:45,852
Of life.

716
00:49:47,520 --> 00:49:49,314
Of choices
what we do in life.

717
00:49:49,397 --> 00:49:52,734
Being very honest,
she was right when she chose you.

718
00:49:55,653 --> 00:49:57,155
What are your dreams?

719
00:49:59,866 --> 00:50:00,867
Dreams?

720
00:50:00,950 --> 00:50:05,038
Or, I don't know, "aspirations"
might be a better word.

721
00:50:05,413 --> 00:50:06,623
For your life.

722
00:50:06,706 --> 00:50:08,375
For my daughter.

723
00:50:08,625 --> 00:50:11,961
Well, then, we're done
to buy that house, then...

724
00:50:12,045 --> 00:50:14,464
No, but this is a purchase.
Not a dream.

725
00:50:16,591 --> 00:50:20,887
You two talk
about starting a family?

726
00:50:21,638 --> 00:50:22,680
You know Paige.

727
00:50:22,764 --> 00:50:24,724
She just arrived
at the weight you wanted,

728
00:50:24,808 --> 00:50:26,267
and he worked hard for it.

729
00:50:26,351 --> 00:50:29,062
Russell, think for yourself.
Can you do it?

730
00:50:31,648 --> 00:50:33,775
 �,
I think I want to have children.

731
00:50:35,110 --> 00:50:37,445
- Cool.
- I want to take care of them, and I want...

732
00:50:38,405 --> 00:50:41,574
I want to get out of town, you know,
so they can have a childhood.

733
00:50:41,658 --> 00:50:45,578
You know, playing in the street,
and being able to play ball.

734
00:50:45,662 --> 00:50:47,497
And stay free without danger, you know?

735
00:50:47,580 --> 00:50:48,706
No, I don't know.

736
00:50:48,790 --> 00:50:50,792
No, I don't know,
I created mine here.

737
00:50:51,418 --> 00:50:52,419
Yeah.

738
00:50:52,544 --> 00:50:53,837
That's my dream.

739
00:50:55,046 --> 00:50:56,548
And when they grow up?

740
00:50:58,842 --> 00:51:00,135
What is the dream for later?

741
00:51:00,218 --> 00:51:01,302
I don't know.

742
00:51:01,469 --> 00:51:03,596
I don't know.
I haven't gotten to that part yet.

743
00:51:03,680 --> 00:51:05,557
So there is
to find another dream.

744
00:51:08,184 --> 00:51:11,020
Honestly, I always saw
It's the dream in you and Preston.

745
00:51:14,983 --> 00:51:16,359
Me too, Russell.

746
00:51:20,738 --> 00:51:22,198
But that dream is over.

747
00:51:24,033 --> 00:51:26,077
Then you too
you have to find another one.

748
00:51:29,622 --> 00:51:30,623
True.

749
00:51:56,608 --> 00:51:58,610
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