1 00:00:05,205 --> 00:00:09,415 Presented by Kindai Eiga Kyokai and ATG 2 00:00:22,089 --> 00:00:30,235 HEART 3 00:00:31,031 --> 00:00:34,012 Produced by Kinshiro Kuzui and Kaneto Shindo 4 00:00:34,301 --> 00:00:37,612 Based on the Novel by Soseki Natsume 5 00:00:37,804 --> 00:00:39,613 Photographed by Kiyomi Kuroda 6 00:00:39,673 --> 00:00:41,380 Music by Hikaru Hayashi 7 00:00:41,475 --> 00:00:43,386 Art director Ippo Nanbo 8 00:00:43,477 --> 00:00:45,388 Edited by Mitsuo Kondo 9 00:00:57,424 --> 00:00:59,836 Starring Nobuko Otowa 10 00:01:00,093 --> 00:01:01,902 Anri 11 00:01:02,396 --> 00:01:04,535 Noboru Matsuhashi 12 00:01:04,631 --> 00:01:06,766 Kazunaka Tsuji 13 00:01:06,767 --> 00:01:08,678 Taiji Tonoyama 14 00:01:08,769 --> 00:01:11,571 Yasuo Arakawa Gaitomi Kotake 15 00:01:11,572 --> 00:01:17,079 Written and Directed by Kaneto Shindo 16 00:01:30,090 --> 00:01:32,297 If I'm free, I'll talk. 17 00:01:33,293 --> 00:01:38,038 But I have to lose this freedom forever. 18 00:01:46,607 --> 00:01:49,611 My past is my own experience. 19 00:01:49,910 --> 00:01:52,982 So I can say it belongs to me alone. 20 00:01:54,381 --> 00:01:58,989 People may say it's a pity that I die without telling it to anybody. 21 00:02:01,054 --> 00:02:04,001 I agree, somehow. 22 00:02:05,626 --> 00:02:10,507 But to give it to someone who won't take it, 23 00:02:11,064 --> 00:02:18,380 I'd rather bring this experience with me to my grave. 24 00:02:24,378 --> 00:02:29,054 If you never exist, 25 00:02:29,750 --> 00:02:32,663 my past would remain my past. 26 00:02:33,153 --> 00:02:37,397 And would never be the knowledge of others. 27 00:02:54,241 --> 00:02:57,085 There are 100 million people in Japan. 28 00:02:57,344 --> 00:03:00,621 I would only tell my past to you, 29 00:03:00,947 --> 00:03:03,791 because you're serious with living. 30 00:03:04,951 --> 00:03:07,124 Look at me closely. 31 00:03:07,287 --> 00:03:10,996 There may be something for your reference. 32 00:03:27,441 --> 00:03:32,390 Now I'd tear open my heart myself. 33 00:03:33,113 --> 00:03:36,686 And splash its blood to your face. 34 00:03:39,386 --> 00:03:41,798 When my heart stops beating, 35 00:03:42,355 --> 00:03:46,132 if it'd find a new life in your heart, 36 00:03:47,260 --> 00:03:49,206 I'd be glad. 37 00:04:07,848 --> 00:04:09,953 I came here. 38 00:04:10,684 --> 00:04:12,163 Here. 39 00:04:12,953 --> 00:04:14,591 This place. 40 00:05:00,467 --> 00:05:02,242 Excuse me. 41 00:05:10,644 --> 00:05:12,419 Hello. 42 00:05:12,946 --> 00:05:15,392 The agent in front of the school told me... 43 00:05:15,482 --> 00:05:17,484 you have a room for rent. 44 00:05:17,651 --> 00:05:19,858 Yes, but... 45 00:05:20,187 --> 00:05:22,064 But? 46 00:05:22,189 --> 00:05:25,033 - I have a room. - But what? 47 00:05:25,659 --> 00:05:28,663 This house is old. You like it? 48 00:05:29,296 --> 00:05:33,267 I like old places. Back home my place is old, too. 49 00:05:33,667 --> 00:05:36,273 The agent says it's old. But that's to my taste. 50 00:05:36,436 --> 00:05:38,507 Yes, I like it. 51 00:05:39,573 --> 00:05:43,214 This is not a lodging house. I don't take in anyone. 52 00:05:43,510 --> 00:05:47,117 - I have conditions. Just 2. - They are? 53 00:05:47,881 --> 00:05:50,191 The rent's slightly higher. 54 00:05:50,283 --> 00:05:53,890 Meals are included? This is a bit unusual. 55 00:05:54,287 --> 00:05:55,857 How much? 56 00:05:56,189 --> 00:05:58,533 I'll tell you later. 57 00:05:58,725 --> 00:06:02,172 2nd condition. Are you a decent person? 58 00:06:02,395 --> 00:06:05,933 Of course I am. 59 00:06:16,843 --> 00:06:19,619 Her husband died in the war. 60 00:06:22,015 --> 00:06:26,760 She lives with her daughter and takes lodgers for extra cash. 61 00:06:28,788 --> 00:06:32,998 35,000 yen with meals is a bit expensive. 62 00:06:33,193 --> 00:06:37,608 But it could regularize my eating habits. 63 00:06:39,132 --> 00:06:42,670 Money's no problem with me. 64 00:06:43,970 --> 00:06:47,611 A quiet place is my top priority. 65 00:06:54,681 --> 00:06:58,629 There's still such a room in the heart of Tokyo. 66 00:07:03,390 --> 00:07:07,736 She let me use two rooms upstairs, one bigger than the other. 67 00:07:11,197 --> 00:07:13,108 The year I got into university, 68 00:07:13,166 --> 00:07:16,113 my parents died of the same disease. 69 00:07:16,303 --> 00:07:17,680 Stroke. 70 00:07:18,538 --> 00:07:20,211 I'm the only son. 71 00:07:20,340 --> 00:07:23,787 My uncle became my guardian. 72 00:07:24,177 --> 00:07:26,214 After I came to Tokyo, 73 00:07:26,413 --> 00:07:29,292 my uncle moved in with his family. 74 00:07:30,817 --> 00:07:32,956 My first summer back home, 75 00:07:33,086 --> 00:07:35,828 they were very nice to me. 76 00:07:36,890 --> 00:07:41,270 My room back home is the same size as the one upstairs. 77 00:07:41,494 --> 00:07:43,770 They left it unused for me. 78 00:07:43,930 --> 00:07:46,672 That house belongs to you? 79 00:07:46,900 --> 00:07:48,846 The next summer, 80 00:07:49,069 --> 00:07:52,949 my uncle asked me to marry his daughter. 81 00:07:53,974 --> 00:07:55,885 She wanted it too. 82 00:07:57,077 --> 00:07:58,988 I refused. 83 00:07:59,713 --> 00:08:02,091 She's my playmate since childhood. 84 00:08:02,282 --> 00:08:05,729 She's too close. It lacks freshness. 85 00:08:07,253 --> 00:08:09,028 She cried. 86 00:08:09,723 --> 00:08:12,169 Uncle put up a very ugly face. 87 00:08:13,193 --> 00:08:16,402 Your father must have left you a lot. 88 00:08:16,496 --> 00:08:19,067 Some mountains. Quite a lot. 89 00:08:19,199 --> 00:08:22,578 The next summer, Uncle treated me differently. 90 00:08:22,836 --> 00:08:25,316 We no longer got along with each other. 91 00:08:25,672 --> 00:08:28,084 I doubted his integrity, 92 00:08:28,174 --> 00:08:30,586 I asked to check my inheritance. 93 00:08:31,678 --> 00:08:35,387 He took some of my inheritance. 94 00:08:36,316 --> 00:08:38,956 That's why he wanted the marriage. 95 00:08:41,788 --> 00:08:44,394 In the end, I made a settlement. 96 00:08:44,557 --> 00:08:47,094 I out all ties to home. 97 00:08:47,694 --> 00:08:50,072 I'm exhausted by this affair. 98 00:08:51,331 --> 00:08:54,540 "Siblings are the first strangers." 99 00:08:54,834 --> 00:08:58,304 Without money, there won't be troubles in the human world. 100 00:08:58,371 --> 00:09:01,011 He was good before that thing. 101 00:09:01,274 --> 00:09:05,120 A human being is good and bad, depending on the moment. 102 00:09:05,478 --> 00:09:09,085 Anyone can be good. Anyone can be bad. 103 00:09:10,283 --> 00:09:13,389 What did you do with your wealth? 104 00:09:13,620 --> 00:09:16,567 A lawyer friend takes care of the mountains. 105 00:09:16,790 --> 00:09:20,203 Sell the timber bit by bit. I could live on that. 106 00:09:20,627 --> 00:09:23,164 I'm "eating" off the mountains. 107 00:09:23,763 --> 00:09:25,800 Now I'm relieved. 108 00:09:26,399 --> 00:09:27,605 What? 109 00:09:28,601 --> 00:09:31,946 That you could pay the rent. 110 00:09:32,072 --> 00:09:33,574 Haha. 111 00:09:35,375 --> 00:09:37,548 - I'm home. - You're home. 112 00:09:37,977 --> 00:09:40,014 My daughter, I-ko. 113 00:09:40,580 --> 00:09:43,254 Here's K, our new lodger. 114 00:09:51,791 --> 00:09:54,863 She attends design school to kill time. 115 00:10:40,440 --> 00:10:42,647 EMPTINESS 116 00:10:53,987 --> 00:10:56,297 - Some more rice? - No, thanks. 117 00:10:56,556 --> 00:10:58,126 It's OK. 118 00:10:58,858 --> 00:11:01,304 I'm full, I had a lot. 119 00:11:01,394 --> 00:11:03,431 You don't eat much. 120 00:11:03,496 --> 00:11:06,102 Madam, thanks for the flowers. 121 00:11:06,399 --> 00:11:08,902 Was it bad? She did the arranging. 122 00:11:09,068 --> 00:11:10,877 I used them in class. 123 00:11:11,504 --> 00:11:13,916 Don't want to waste them. 124 00:11:14,073 --> 00:11:17,111 Don't be so honest. 125 00:11:17,577 --> 00:11:19,557 He wouldn't have known. 126 00:11:27,220 --> 00:11:28,392 Working? 127 00:11:28,555 --> 00:11:29,693 No! 128 00:11:31,658 --> 00:11:33,296 What is it? 129 00:11:35,195 --> 00:11:37,801 I made tea. Want some? 130 00:11:38,731 --> 00:11:39,869 Yes! 131 00:11:53,580 --> 00:11:55,992 Her needlework's great, yes? 132 00:11:56,182 --> 00:11:59,095 Yes. Quick as a machine. 133 00:11:59,819 --> 00:12:01,958 More precise than a machine. 134 00:12:08,995 --> 00:12:13,910 My mother made all our clothes herself. 135 00:12:15,068 --> 00:12:17,207 She taught me. 136 00:12:17,537 --> 00:12:20,541 Now I can earn money with it. 137 00:12:43,029 --> 00:12:44,337 Bye. 138 00:13:41,220 --> 00:13:44,565 Please come down. I'm making tea. 139 00:13:44,891 --> 00:13:46,734 Coming! 140 00:13:47,960 --> 00:13:49,030 Now! 141 00:13:50,596 --> 00:13:52,269 Western or Japanese? 142 00:13:52,799 --> 00:13:54,005 Whatever. 143 00:13:54,133 --> 00:13:56,044 Japanese then? 144 00:13:57,470 --> 00:13:58,778 Whatever. 145 00:13:59,172 --> 00:14:01,618 Western or Japanese? 146 00:14:01,975 --> 00:14:03,386 Japanese. 147 00:14:03,810 --> 00:14:05,653 You're so Japanese. 148 00:14:17,190 --> 00:14:19,693 Not going to school today? 149 00:14:20,293 --> 00:14:22,705 Today's teacher's boring. So I don't. 150 00:14:23,296 --> 00:14:25,105 How about you? 151 00:14:25,298 --> 00:14:26,902 If I want to. 152 00:14:27,367 --> 00:14:28,937 Like me. 153 00:14:32,171 --> 00:14:36,984 I can see Madam is hooking me up with her daughter. 154 00:14:39,512 --> 00:14:44,018 The year my husband left maritime school, the navy took him. 155 00:14:45,184 --> 00:14:48,825 Wives of navy sailors have interesting lives. 156 00:14:48,955 --> 00:14:50,400 And busy ones. 157 00:14:50,490 --> 00:14:53,699 Following the fleet as it goes here and there. 158 00:14:53,893 --> 00:14:57,306 From Kure to Sashibo in Kyushu. 159 00:14:57,397 --> 00:15:00,105 So the wives travelled by train... 160 00:15:00,266 --> 00:15:03,770 from Kure to Sashibo, like an army. 161 00:15:04,570 --> 00:15:08,416 Big trouble because we didn't book rooms in advance. 162 00:15:08,641 --> 00:15:12,919 There were no rooms. We got irritated and shocked. 163 00:15:13,546 --> 00:15:17,688 I went around Japan with one trunk in my hand. 164 00:15:18,951 --> 00:15:21,227 Fond memories... 165 00:15:21,654 --> 00:15:24,225 But it was hard when it's time to say goodbye. 166 00:15:24,357 --> 00:15:28,499 For 2 or 3 days, night and day, we cling to each other. 167 00:15:28,694 --> 00:15:31,641 Like a love without tomorrow. 168 00:15:31,864 --> 00:15:34,276 I slept the whole time when travelling. 169 00:15:35,368 --> 00:15:38,372 You... or people nowadays... 170 00:15:38,504 --> 00:15:41,246 How would they deal with such cases? 171 00:15:51,384 --> 00:15:54,888 I wonder what kind of person she is? 172 00:15:55,955 --> 00:15:57,764 I had no idea. 173 00:15:59,125 --> 00:16:01,696 Is she the type who thinks deeply? 174 00:16:01,894 --> 00:16:05,103 Or those who never think? 175 00:16:07,200 --> 00:16:11,273 But I know for sure she wants me to trust her. 176 00:16:12,672 --> 00:16:16,643 Perhaps because I'm rich. 177 00:16:19,378 --> 00:16:23,918 That reminds me. How could they support themselves? 178 00:16:25,651 --> 00:16:29,030 Just the rent and the sewing? 179 00:16:37,763 --> 00:16:41,905 Won't be a bad thing to keep a special relationship with me. 180 00:16:43,936 --> 00:16:46,280 Fool! Who do you think you are? 181 00:16:47,406 --> 00:16:51,752 Wealth plays such a big part in a person's life. 182 00:16:54,380 --> 00:16:57,884 I'm going out. Here's the key to the front door. 183 00:16:57,984 --> 00:16:59,793 I won't go out today. 184 00:16:59,852 --> 00:17:03,095 Then watch the house for me. 185 00:17:07,493 --> 00:17:09,632 It's her blind date. 186 00:17:49,602 --> 00:17:51,980 Her blind date! 187 00:19:46,185 --> 00:19:48,597 She laughed so loudly! 188 00:19:48,888 --> 00:19:52,097 She can't laugh like that! 189 00:19:52,291 --> 00:19:55,272 A blind date is a serious thing. 190 00:19:55,795 --> 00:19:59,937 I tried so hard not to burst out laughing. 191 00:20:00,099 --> 00:20:01,578 Made my belly ache. 192 00:20:01,701 --> 00:20:05,979 The man was so tense. It got too serious. 193 00:20:06,172 --> 00:20:09,176 - What's the matter? - Then what's next? 194 00:20:09,375 --> 00:20:10,945 Refuse it? 195 00:20:11,077 --> 00:20:13,387 We went just out of courtesy? 196 00:20:13,512 --> 00:20:16,857 The other side is my husband's war buddy. 197 00:20:16,982 --> 00:20:19,292 We went out of courtesy. 198 00:20:19,385 --> 00:20:21,387 Isn't it too early to get married? 199 00:20:21,587 --> 00:20:24,727 I got married at 19. 200 00:20:24,857 --> 00:20:26,530 She's 20. 201 00:20:26,692 --> 00:20:29,764 Once I get married, I can't sleep in? 202 00:20:29,996 --> 00:20:32,272 Let me stay a bit longer. 203 00:20:32,398 --> 00:20:34,605 I want to sleep in. Mom. 204 00:20:34,734 --> 00:20:36,680 Which is more important? 205 00:20:36,769 --> 00:20:38,840 I'll marry someone who let me sleep in. 206 00:20:39,005 --> 00:20:40,780 You won't ever get married! 207 00:20:40,840 --> 00:20:42,717 You will, soon. 208 00:20:42,775 --> 00:20:44,982 - Really? - Yes, I-ko? 209 00:20:46,178 --> 00:20:48,784 Hope you'll find a good one. 210 00:20:48,881 --> 00:20:51,191 I'll find someone soon, yes? 211 00:20:51,283 --> 00:20:52,626 Yes! 212 00:20:52,785 --> 00:20:56,062 If no one wants me, will you take me? 213 00:20:56,188 --> 00:20:59,601 Will you take her if no one wants her? 214 00:20:59,759 --> 00:21:02,672 Well... I'd love to. 215 00:21:24,250 --> 00:21:25,422 You're home. 216 00:21:25,584 --> 00:21:27,495 I'd like a favour. 217 00:21:27,586 --> 00:21:29,190 What is it? 218 00:21:31,891 --> 00:21:34,531 Can my friend stay in the other room? 219 00:21:35,561 --> 00:21:36,938 I refuse. 220 00:21:36,996 --> 00:21:40,307 Why? You'll get paid for that. 221 00:21:40,699 --> 00:21:43,270 The small room is vacant. Why not? 222 00:21:43,602 --> 00:21:46,674 It's bad for you. So I refuse. 223 00:21:46,872 --> 00:21:49,113 Why it's bad for me? 224 00:21:49,709 --> 00:21:51,279 No is no. 225 00:22:02,021 --> 00:22:05,298 He really is my friend. He's good. 226 00:22:05,491 --> 00:22:07,835 We're friends from middle school on. 227 00:22:08,093 --> 00:22:09,800 He's a priest's son. 228 00:22:09,895 --> 00:22:13,206 He was raised in a doctor's family. He got into medical school. 229 00:22:13,299 --> 00:22:16,974 But he hates to be a doctor. He transferred to my major 230 00:22:17,136 --> 00:22:20,174 They found out, and out off his allowance. 231 00:22:20,606 --> 00:22:23,280 So you tell him you'll take care of him? 232 00:22:23,375 --> 00:22:25,582 - Yes. - Don't. 233 00:22:25,678 --> 00:22:26,782 Why? 234 00:22:26,879 --> 00:22:30,793 When friends get too close, the friendship will get sour. 235 00:22:30,883 --> 00:22:33,193 Really? I don't think so. 236 00:22:33,619 --> 00:22:36,065 Shouldn't friends help each other? 237 00:22:36,322 --> 00:22:38,893 I told you when I rented you the room. 238 00:22:38,991 --> 00:22:41,972 This is not a lodging house. 239 00:22:42,194 --> 00:22:44,902 I take lodgers because I'm lonely. 240 00:22:45,197 --> 00:22:47,677 And I respect you as a person. 241 00:22:48,167 --> 00:22:50,511 I refuse to take one more. 242 00:22:50,603 --> 00:22:52,207 He was arrested!. 243 00:22:52,471 --> 00:22:56,112 No... he took too many jobs and got ill. 244 00:22:56,408 --> 00:22:58,547 He needs a break! 245 00:22:59,178 --> 00:23:02,091 He'll rest somewhere else. 246 00:23:02,248 --> 00:23:04,524 He'll get a good rest here! 247 00:23:05,317 --> 00:23:07,263 Please, no more. 248 00:23:07,386 --> 00:23:09,559 Only you. 249 00:23:09,688 --> 00:23:12,532 I will take him here! 250 00:23:12,591 --> 00:23:16,801 Hey. This is my house. 251 00:23:16,896 --> 00:23:20,469 I really have to help him. My reason is clear enough. 252 00:23:20,566 --> 00:23:24,309 But your reason, "it's bad for you", is a very vague one. 253 00:23:24,470 --> 00:23:27,576 Which is better? Mine, of course. 254 00:23:27,873 --> 00:23:31,685 So he'll take the small room. Done. 255 00:23:32,177 --> 00:23:34,521 You're an interesting person. 256 00:23:38,951 --> 00:23:43,764 Kicked out from the doctor's home, he supported himself. 257 00:23:45,124 --> 00:23:47,070 He's a man of action. 258 00:23:47,293 --> 00:23:50,467 He plunged into the world he believed in. 259 00:23:51,830 --> 00:23:57,075 The tension and fatigue affected his body and soul. 260 00:24:05,678 --> 00:24:09,592 I wanted to give him money now and then. 261 00:24:09,682 --> 00:24:12,288 But he's a proud person. 262 00:24:12,384 --> 00:24:14,762 I didn't know how he'd react. 263 00:24:15,888 --> 00:24:17,993 So I invited him to live with me. 264 00:24:18,090 --> 00:24:22,596 "I have this extra room. Just take it" That's my plan. 265 00:24:24,296 --> 00:24:26,708 I convinced Madam in the end. 266 00:24:26,899 --> 00:24:29,345 I paid rent for 2 persons, 267 00:24:29,468 --> 00:24:33,109 without letting him know. 268 00:24:35,774 --> 00:24:38,118 - Are you there? - Yes. 269 00:24:45,451 --> 00:24:47,021 You're done moving? 270 00:24:48,754 --> 00:24:51,030 Just my bedding and desk. 271 00:24:51,991 --> 00:24:54,028 Took them on my bike. 272 00:24:54,193 --> 00:24:55,934 How's the room? 273 00:24:57,896 --> 00:24:58,840 Good. 274 00:24:58,998 --> 00:25:03,105 His temple belongs to an old sect, dating from the "Tokugawa Era. 275 00:25:03,269 --> 00:25:05,078 A big ginkgo tree in the garden. 276 00:25:05,170 --> 00:25:08,743 Ginkgo nuts fall to the ground. So smelly! 277 00:25:11,176 --> 00:25:14,885 In their sect, the first-born son is the heir. 278 00:25:15,080 --> 00:25:17,060 The others get nothing. 279 00:25:17,316 --> 00:25:19,728 He's good at reciting sutras. 280 00:25:19,852 --> 00:25:21,889 Can you earn money with that? 281 00:25:22,187 --> 00:25:25,396 These days some people just use a tape recorder 282 00:25:25,491 --> 00:25:27,300 It's the instant age. 283 00:25:28,894 --> 00:25:30,567 I'm done. 284 00:25:49,681 --> 00:25:52,059 Why did you tell them such stupid things? 285 00:25:52,217 --> 00:25:54,288 - It's not stupid. - It is. 286 00:26:02,861 --> 00:26:05,273 He was arrested for 10 days. 287 00:26:05,564 --> 00:26:08,408 He seems to close up his heart after that. 288 00:26:09,868 --> 00:26:12,542 Please talk to him if you can. 289 00:26:13,806 --> 00:26:17,618 He sure could use some human warmth. 290 00:26:28,187 --> 00:26:30,463 How about you? Nothing. 291 00:26:30,856 --> 00:26:32,267 Nothing? 292 00:26:33,392 --> 00:26:36,703 Things that show the friendship among men. 293 00:26:38,630 --> 00:26:41,201 He's too much for himself. 294 00:26:41,633 --> 00:26:44,477 Are you going home this summer? 295 00:26:44,670 --> 00:26:48,208 There's no home for us to go. 296 00:26:49,008 --> 00:26:51,284 I want to go somewhere with him. 297 00:26:51,376 --> 00:26:53,378 How about Tateshina? 298 00:26:53,479 --> 00:26:57,120 Tateshina, under the Yatsugatake Range? Yes! 299 00:26:57,182 --> 00:26:59,788 A friend has a mountain hut. 300 00:27:00,085 --> 00:27:02,793 They keep asking me to use it. 301 00:27:02,888 --> 00:27:04,196 It's cool there. 302 00:30:54,419 --> 00:30:56,695 You didn't go out? 303 00:30:58,056 --> 00:31:01,936 I was sleeping. Here I can sleep all I want. 304 00:31:02,728 --> 00:31:04,935 If you keep sleeping, then... 305 00:31:07,265 --> 00:31:09,836 I'm leaving tomorrow. 306 00:31:10,068 --> 00:31:12,605 Please take care of the rest. 307 00:35:07,872 --> 00:35:09,852 Nice flower. 308 00:35:19,017 --> 00:35:22,260 - What is that? - Bell flower. 309 00:35:39,571 --> 00:35:41,881 - I win! - Here you are. 310 00:35:46,912 --> 00:35:48,323 Wait! 311 00:35:48,980 --> 00:35:50,391 Cigarettes. 312 00:35:50,549 --> 00:35:52,153 Don't break the tofu. 313 00:36:08,900 --> 00:36:11,073 He gets happier. 314 00:36:11,736 --> 00:36:14,910 He's so simple. Like a child. 315 00:36:32,290 --> 00:36:34,736 Today we can see the mountain clearly. 316 00:36:38,396 --> 00:36:41,741 Tateshina Mountain, why are you here? 317 00:36:48,106 --> 00:36:49,710 How tall is it? 318 00:36:50,108 --> 00:36:52,384 Probably... 319 00:36:52,978 --> 00:36:54,855 lower than Fujiyama. 320 00:36:56,014 --> 00:36:59,587 2,500 m? It's 1,800 m here. 321 00:36:59,818 --> 00:37:01,593 It could be climbed. 322 00:37:01,686 --> 00:37:03,597 You talk big. 323 00:37:04,389 --> 00:37:07,768 3 hours up. 2 hours down. 324 00:37:08,393 --> 00:37:11,203 According to the pamphlet. 325 00:37:12,063 --> 00:37:15,306 It's easy. Try it. 326 00:37:16,401 --> 00:37:18,506 Yes! I'm going. 327 00:37:18,770 --> 00:37:20,408 You're serious? 328 00:37:21,940 --> 00:37:23,248 Yes! 329 00:37:30,282 --> 00:37:33,286 TATESHINA MOUNTAIN ENTRANCE 330 00:38:01,112 --> 00:38:02,591 You see him? 331 00:38:02,981 --> 00:38:05,757 I should, but I can't. 332 00:38:46,391 --> 00:38:47,665 You see him? 333 00:38:48,326 --> 00:38:52,433 Strange. He should go up that cliff. 334 00:38:52,564 --> 00:38:54,601 He should be there. 335 00:39:40,912 --> 00:39:42,892 Perhaps he didn't go? 336 00:39:43,715 --> 00:39:47,185 No. He's not that kind of person. 337 00:40:59,524 --> 00:41:01,470 How was it? 338 00:41:05,263 --> 00:41:07,743 How was it? You got to the top? 339 00:41:08,466 --> 00:41:09,945 Did you give up? 340 00:41:10,401 --> 00:41:12,472 Does it really matter? 341 00:41:13,471 --> 00:41:15,007 Are you OK? 342 00:41:19,043 --> 00:41:20,488 Hungry? 343 00:41:37,662 --> 00:41:39,869 - You got to the top? - Yes. 344 00:41:41,533 --> 00:41:43,479 - You gave up? - Yes. 345 00:41:45,670 --> 00:41:47,240 Which one? 346 00:41:52,343 --> 00:41:54,220 You didn't go to the top. 347 00:41:54,779 --> 00:41:57,658 You took a nap, then came back. 348 00:41:57,882 --> 00:41:59,088 Yes. 349 00:42:03,888 --> 00:42:06,198 So you didn't go to the top. 350 00:42:06,257 --> 00:42:08,362 - It doesn't matter. - It does! 351 00:42:09,260 --> 00:42:12,207 He said he will, so he should. 352 00:42:14,399 --> 00:42:16,640 - I'm leaving tomorrow. - Us too. 353 00:42:16,668 --> 00:42:21,208 Stay, you two. Then climb it for real. 354 00:43:48,526 --> 00:43:51,700 One must do something since we came to this world. 355 00:43:53,331 --> 00:43:55,607 But, do what? I don't know. 356 00:43:57,535 --> 00:44:02,041 I feel like standing stiff and alone in the mist. 357 00:44:05,376 --> 00:44:07,879 Hoping for a ray of light. 358 00:44:10,915 --> 00:44:13,691 I wait and wait. Not a ray of light. 359 00:44:14,185 --> 00:44:16,392 All I can do is stand there. 360 00:44:20,091 --> 00:44:23,868 I feel I'm put in a sack and can't get out. 361 00:44:27,598 --> 00:44:30,101 If I have a drill, 362 00:44:30,568 --> 00:44:33,139 I might be able to find a way out. 363 00:44:35,473 --> 00:44:38,613 But no one will give me that drill. 364 00:44:43,381 --> 00:44:44,860 I understand. 365 00:44:47,185 --> 00:44:48,721 You don't. 366 00:44:50,321 --> 00:44:51,493 Why? 367 00:44:53,291 --> 00:44:55,965 You... have money. 368 00:44:57,762 --> 00:45:00,902 My money isn't worth much. 369 00:45:02,333 --> 00:45:05,371 Money doesn't mean much in a person's life. 370 00:45:05,470 --> 00:45:07,381 No. It does. 371 00:45:08,773 --> 00:45:13,483 Just two types of people. Rich or poor. 372 00:45:21,219 --> 00:45:23,927 Sorry. Forgive me. 373 00:45:27,992 --> 00:45:30,131 But coming here... 374 00:45:30,862 --> 00:45:33,809 I found a needle, if not a drill. 375 00:45:37,201 --> 00:45:41,206 When I went up, I kept sliding down. 376 00:45:41,773 --> 00:45:43,775 I climbed and climbed. I slipped. 377 00:45:44,642 --> 00:45:47,589 I grabbed something. If I didn't, I'd fall to the bottom. 378 00:45:47,745 --> 00:45:50,817 No one to help me. I could only go up. 379 00:45:53,618 --> 00:45:55,291 Only by myself. 380 00:45:58,022 --> 00:45:59,467 Myself. 381 00:46:09,734 --> 00:46:11,077 Hey! 382 00:46:27,084 --> 00:46:29,826 What's wrong? You didn't have breakfast. 383 00:46:47,738 --> 00:46:49,240 I'm my centre. 384 00:46:50,608 --> 00:46:53,714 I'll live for myself. 385 00:46:56,514 --> 00:46:58,118 I'm the drill. 386 00:47:26,077 --> 00:47:28,956 - What happened in Tateshina? - Why? 387 00:47:29,080 --> 00:47:32,357 He's changed. He got energetic. 388 00:47:32,683 --> 00:47:35,425 The air perhaps? It works on him. 389 00:47:35,553 --> 00:47:39,023 The water, too. Tateshina water is good. 390 00:47:39,223 --> 00:47:42,204 - Where's he? - He was just here. 391 00:47:42,293 --> 00:47:44,671 Oh? He's really changed. 392 00:47:44,829 --> 00:47:46,467 I-ko was with him. 393 00:47:46,631 --> 00:47:49,544 She loves to sleep. But she got up early. 394 00:47:51,936 --> 00:47:53,711 What happened? 395 00:48:28,806 --> 00:48:30,410 Are you there? 396 00:48:30,675 --> 00:48:31,983 Yes. 397 00:48:35,680 --> 00:48:37,387 You're early. 398 00:48:37,615 --> 00:48:38,992 Yes. 399 00:48:39,917 --> 00:48:41,590 Welcome home. 400 00:48:43,120 --> 00:48:45,430 I-ko, I'd like some tea. 401 00:48:46,223 --> 00:48:47,497 Yes. 402 00:49:11,716 --> 00:49:13,389 Juice for me. 403 00:49:13,517 --> 00:49:15,463 Yes. Let's see. 404 00:49:17,288 --> 00:49:18,494 Yes. 405 00:49:18,756 --> 00:49:20,702 - Coke? - OK. 406 00:49:22,927 --> 00:49:24,429 Where's Madam? 407 00:49:24,862 --> 00:49:26,637 She's out. 408 00:49:26,831 --> 00:49:28,708 - Want something? - No. 409 00:49:34,205 --> 00:49:35,878 Here you are. 410 00:49:37,775 --> 00:49:40,085 Now he could laugh. 411 00:49:40,744 --> 00:49:42,018 Yes. 412 00:49:43,080 --> 00:49:46,823 In Tateshina, he didn't laugh. Not even once. 413 00:49:47,318 --> 00:49:48,422 Funny 414 00:49:52,990 --> 00:49:55,300 Now he's like a human being. 415 00:49:58,663 --> 00:50:02,509 She rarely laughs. Now she overdoes it. 416 00:50:11,242 --> 00:50:13,188 I should tell him. 417 00:50:13,377 --> 00:50:15,948 That I'm interested in her. 418 00:50:16,147 --> 00:50:17,785 I should tell him. 419 00:50:19,183 --> 00:50:20,457 But... 420 00:50:20,985 --> 00:50:22,794 if I tell him that, 421 00:50:22,987 --> 00:50:25,831 and she doesn't love me. Then what? 422 00:50:27,191 --> 00:50:29,694 The shame... can you bear it? 423 00:50:33,197 --> 00:50:36,041 Does she love him? 424 00:50:40,037 --> 00:50:42,677 No. It won't be. 425 00:50:43,607 --> 00:50:46,349 I'm sure she prefers me. 426 00:50:51,949 --> 00:50:54,691 I'll find out her wish later. 427 00:50:55,853 --> 00:50:58,060 Don't ask her now. 428 00:50:59,056 --> 00:51:01,696 First, I'll assert my rights. 429 00:51:02,326 --> 00:51:04,101 The faster one wins. 430 00:51:05,029 --> 00:51:07,270 Are you there? 431 00:51:07,398 --> 00:51:09,378 Yes. What is it? 432 00:51:13,938 --> 00:51:16,145 - What? - I need to talk. 433 00:51:16,607 --> 00:51:17,847 About? 434 00:51:18,709 --> 00:51:20,245 Let's go out. 435 00:51:24,782 --> 00:51:26,318 I love... 436 00:51:28,986 --> 00:51:30,329 I-ko. 437 00:51:32,656 --> 00:51:34,397 You told her? 438 00:51:35,459 --> 00:51:37,632 No. I can't. 439 00:51:37,995 --> 00:51:41,374 If I can, I won't suffer like this. 440 00:51:42,266 --> 00:51:44,075 Haven't told her. 441 00:51:45,135 --> 00:51:47,638 I feel safe. 442 00:51:54,879 --> 00:51:58,554 I'm in a sack but I found a drill. 443 00:51:59,383 --> 00:52:02,023 It's I-ko. 444 00:52:02,453 --> 00:52:07,493 Does a woman have the power to solve your troubles? 445 00:52:07,692 --> 00:52:12,163 Yes. It's hard to believe, but yes! 446 00:52:33,884 --> 00:52:35,386 What's your plan? 447 00:52:37,121 --> 00:52:38,293 Plan? 448 00:52:39,657 --> 00:52:41,000 Marry her? 449 00:52:42,426 --> 00:52:43,837 Marry her? 450 00:52:45,996 --> 00:52:48,272 I haven't thought about it. 451 00:52:49,500 --> 00:52:53,471 Marry her... I simply love her. 452 00:52:53,571 --> 00:52:55,380 It's not like you. 453 00:52:57,541 --> 00:52:59,316 You're always decisive. 454 00:52:59,710 --> 00:53:03,681 You have an aim. Then you act resolutely. 455 00:53:04,381 --> 00:53:08,329 Student movement. Life. Reality. All the same. 456 00:53:11,322 --> 00:53:13,097 "Ambiguity is decadence." 457 00:53:13,190 --> 00:53:14,999 Obsession with a woman too. 458 00:53:16,693 --> 00:53:17,899 Yes. 459 00:53:19,063 --> 00:53:23,068 I never thought a woman can make me so crazy. 460 00:53:24,501 --> 00:53:26,811 She's my drill. 461 00:53:27,604 --> 00:53:32,383 I feel I can get out with this drill. 462 00:53:36,380 --> 00:53:40,829 I've always put myself on the reasoning of others. 463 00:53:41,585 --> 00:53:43,963 I get lost because of that. 464 00:53:44,555 --> 00:53:47,695 Knowledge is not my flesh and blood. 465 00:53:48,592 --> 00:53:52,597 They're just flaunting their reasoning in my face! 466 00:53:55,199 --> 00:53:58,339 I've found myself, It's I-ko! 467 00:53:59,837 --> 00:54:02,113 From there I can take off. 468 00:54:27,197 --> 00:54:30,144 You look pale. Are you ill? 469 00:54:30,267 --> 00:54:33,612 Just a headache. 470 00:54:36,006 --> 00:54:39,476 That's bad. It may be a cold. 471 00:54:39,877 --> 00:54:42,323 It's hard to recover from summer colds. 472 00:54:42,479 --> 00:54:46,689 I'll make you some medicine. Go to bed early tonight. 473 00:54:47,684 --> 00:54:49,686 You also have a headache? 474 00:54:51,255 --> 00:54:54,998 No. I just don't want to talk. 475 00:54:55,459 --> 00:54:58,531 Thinking about difficult things? 476 00:55:04,068 --> 00:55:07,049 I bought some nice cake. 477 00:55:07,371 --> 00:55:09,373 You'll have it later. 478 00:55:09,773 --> 00:55:12,185 - Coffee or tea? - Whatever. 479 00:55:12,309 --> 00:55:15,222 - No! Say which one. - Tea. 480 00:55:18,849 --> 00:55:20,260 Me too. 481 00:55:25,389 --> 00:55:30,805 He was hesitating between love and reality 482 00:55:31,595 --> 00:55:36,101 I was waiting for the chance to give him the defeating blow. 483 00:55:43,173 --> 00:55:44,880 What should I do? 484 00:55:45,309 --> 00:55:47,721 Marry her if you love her. 485 00:55:48,045 --> 00:55:49,615 Impossible! 486 00:55:50,381 --> 00:55:52,418 I'm graduating next year. 487 00:55:52,616 --> 00:55:55,028 But I don't plan to work. 488 00:55:55,586 --> 00:55:58,294 I'll stay at school, if I can't... 489 00:55:58,355 --> 00:56:00,892 I'd join my seniors' group. 490 00:56:02,326 --> 00:56:04,363 I can't have a family. 491 00:56:05,229 --> 00:56:09,678 If she really loves you, she won't mind being poor? 492 00:56:09,800 --> 00:56:13,942 No. It'd be too hard on her. I won't let her. 493 00:56:14,572 --> 00:56:16,313 Then give her up. 494 00:56:19,843 --> 00:56:21,447 Bury your pure love... 495 00:56:21,612 --> 00:56:25,389 so that it remains pure for eternity. 496 00:56:27,518 --> 00:56:30,465 Love should be pure. 497 00:56:33,690 --> 00:56:35,294 I can't. 498 00:56:36,126 --> 00:56:38,936 I believe humans are imperfect. 499 00:56:39,029 --> 00:56:41,669 And full of flaws. That's why they're humans. 500 00:56:42,366 --> 00:56:44,642 If it can be buried, then is it love? 501 00:56:45,402 --> 00:56:50,715 How can I, so imperfect, sacrifice myself for a love beyond eternity! 502 00:56:51,375 --> 00:56:53,821 So you aren't a strong person? 503 00:56:58,282 --> 00:57:01,752 If the time comes, I'm fully resolved. 504 00:57:01,885 --> 00:57:03,364 Resolved? 505 00:57:04,321 --> 00:57:05,925 For what? 506 00:57:28,111 --> 00:57:31,217 If the time comes, I'm fully resolved. 507 00:58:05,716 --> 00:58:06,990 What? 508 00:58:08,986 --> 00:58:10,397 Asleep? 509 00:58:11,621 --> 00:58:13,191 Anything? 510 00:58:13,590 --> 00:58:14,898 No. 511 00:58:17,261 --> 00:58:18,672 What is it? 512 00:58:19,897 --> 00:58:22,070 Toilet. 513 00:58:52,362 --> 00:58:53,397 Hey! 514 00:58:53,930 --> 00:58:55,102 Yes? 515 00:58:56,633 --> 00:58:57,976 What is it? 516 00:58:58,569 --> 00:59:00,776 The morning lessons? 517 00:59:01,305 --> 00:59:02,784 I won't go. 518 00:59:03,974 --> 00:59:05,317 Why? 519 00:59:06,643 --> 00:59:08,884 I'm not well. 520 00:59:15,986 --> 00:59:18,899 - What? - A cold perhaps. 521 00:59:20,257 --> 00:59:22,567 - You're OK? - I'm OK. 522 00:59:23,527 --> 00:59:27,168 Your bronchi are bad. Need a doctor? 523 00:59:28,198 --> 00:59:30,804 - No. - Really? 524 00:59:31,001 --> 00:59:33,208 - Yes. - Bye then. 525 00:59:38,375 --> 00:59:40,719 Actually I’m not ill. 526 00:59:43,213 --> 00:59:46,353 I'm just faking it. 527 00:59:50,621 --> 00:59:52,225 You don't look well. 528 00:59:52,322 --> 00:59:55,633 I was just then. I'm OK now. 529 00:59:55,726 --> 00:59:57,296 Go back to sleep. 530 00:59:57,360 --> 01:00:00,239 I'm getting up. I'm hungry. Can't sleep. 531 01:00:00,631 --> 01:00:03,009 A convenient sickness. 532 01:00:03,133 --> 01:00:05,374 Like you're faking it. 533 01:00:25,922 --> 01:00:28,835 - You have appetite. - Yes. 534 01:00:36,466 --> 01:00:38,673 I was so worried. 535 01:00:43,006 --> 01:00:45,486 I wasn't well at that moment. 536 01:00:47,844 --> 01:00:50,791 - Where's I-ko? - Long gone. 537 01:00:51,381 --> 01:00:53,725 She works hard these days. 538 01:01:17,607 --> 01:01:20,247 Did he... say anything recently? 539 01:01:20,610 --> 01:01:22,419 Anything? 540 01:01:22,579 --> 01:01:26,186 He said the meals are nice here. 541 01:01:42,299 --> 01:01:43,539 Some more rice? 542 01:01:43,600 --> 01:01:46,274 No, thanks. I'm done. 543 01:02:16,666 --> 01:02:18,009 Madam! 544 01:02:18,468 --> 01:02:19,776 What? 545 01:02:20,070 --> 01:02:22,414 - Emm... -What? 546 01:02:22,973 --> 01:02:24,384 Madam! 547 01:02:24,874 --> 01:02:27,115 I want to marry your daughter! 548 01:02:31,615 --> 01:02:34,391 Please! Please!! 549 01:02:38,889 --> 01:02:41,733 Please let her be my wife! 550 01:02:45,195 --> 01:02:47,835 Why all of a sudden? 551 01:02:48,031 --> 01:02:50,136 I want her... suddenly. 552 01:02:53,103 --> 01:02:54,776 You did think about it? 553 01:02:54,871 --> 01:02:58,842 Yes! Very thoroughly! 554 01:02:59,042 --> 01:03:00,919 For a long time. 555 01:03:01,578 --> 01:03:03,455 OK. Please take her. 556 01:03:03,546 --> 01:03:05,890 I may? 557 01:03:06,583 --> 01:03:11,328 I know "Please take her" sounds so proud. 558 01:03:11,988 --> 01:03:16,198 But I'm so glad that you'd take her. 559 01:03:16,460 --> 01:03:18,531 How about her? 560 01:03:18,829 --> 01:03:22,868 She lets me decide who to marry. 561 01:04:22,459 --> 01:04:25,440 - Going out for a walk. - Yes. 562 01:04:38,675 --> 01:04:41,554 - Feeling well? - Yes. 563 01:04:41,878 --> 01:04:43,619 You look pale. 564 01:04:44,147 --> 01:04:45,421 No. 565 01:04:52,422 --> 01:04:56,802 I wish a second me could kneel and ask him for forgiveness. 566 01:05:30,226 --> 01:05:31,398 Yes. 567 01:05:45,575 --> 01:05:47,987 - Where's I-ko? - She's home. 568 01:05:48,178 --> 01:05:52,058 She's in her room. Anything you want? 569 01:05:52,148 --> 01:05:54,594 No! She always eats with us. 570 01:06:03,693 --> 01:06:06,469 I-ko! Come when you're done. 571 01:06:06,796 --> 01:06:10,107 Not right now. I will when I'm done. 572 01:06:10,300 --> 01:06:12,473 Nothing really. 573 01:06:13,069 --> 01:06:14,446 I'm done. 574 01:06:18,741 --> 01:06:21,085 The bath's ready. 575 01:06:22,746 --> 01:06:23,986 Yes. 576 01:06:30,086 --> 01:06:31,531 You go first. 577 01:06:31,788 --> 01:06:33,426 Later. 578 01:06:34,290 --> 01:06:36,099 I've always gone first. 579 01:06:36,259 --> 01:06:38,364 I want to finish this book first. 580 01:06:38,495 --> 01:06:41,271 OK. So I go first. 581 01:06:47,203 --> 01:06:48,648 Towel. 582 01:06:57,547 --> 01:06:58,890 Here. 583 01:07:00,884 --> 01:07:03,763 - The water may be too hot. - OK. 584 01:07:04,487 --> 01:07:06,228 Tell me if it is. 585 01:07:06,523 --> 01:07:07,866 OK. 586 01:07:09,325 --> 01:07:10,702 Soap. 587 01:07:13,930 --> 01:07:15,341 Here. 588 01:07:54,971 --> 01:07:57,281 - I'm done. - OK. 589 01:08:04,581 --> 01:08:07,118 - Go. - OK. 590 01:09:16,019 --> 01:09:18,932 My heart was not at peace. 591 01:09:20,356 --> 01:09:23,860 My new relationship with this family... 592 01:09:24,661 --> 01:09:27,437 he must know about it. 593 01:09:37,273 --> 01:09:38,843 Are you there? 594 01:09:39,642 --> 01:09:42,020 Yes. 595 01:09:43,746 --> 01:09:45,248 You're quick. 596 01:09:46,082 --> 01:09:47,925 I didn't go. 597 01:09:51,854 --> 01:09:53,561 Are you ill? 598 01:09:53,890 --> 01:09:55,164 No. 599 01:09:57,093 --> 01:09:58,504 Then it's fine. 600 01:10:37,500 --> 01:10:39,309 Did you tell him? 601 01:10:39,402 --> 01:10:40,972 Not yet. 602 01:10:41,337 --> 01:10:42,645 Why? 603 01:10:42,772 --> 01:10:44,649 I find it hard. 604 01:10:45,341 --> 01:10:48,481 No wonder he seemed surprised. 605 01:10:48,912 --> 01:10:50,914 I told him yesterday. 606 01:10:51,247 --> 01:10:52,624 Yesterday! 607 01:10:53,983 --> 01:10:56,486 You're bad too. 608 01:10:56,786 --> 01:10:59,062 You're such good friends, 609 01:10:59,222 --> 01:11:02,169 you kept silent, pretending there's nothing. 610 01:11:09,766 --> 01:11:11,439 What did he say? 611 01:11:12,502 --> 01:11:14,277 Congratulations. 612 01:11:16,973 --> 01:11:19,544 He's happy for us. 613 01:11:25,181 --> 01:11:27,286 When's the wedding? 614 01:11:27,383 --> 01:11:30,125 This year. A private wedding. 615 01:11:33,389 --> 01:11:35,869 I want to give you a present... 616 01:11:36,659 --> 01:11:40,038 But I have no money. So I can't. 617 01:11:44,534 --> 01:11:45,945 Yesterday? 618 01:11:46,135 --> 01:11:47,739 Yes. 619 01:11:48,338 --> 01:11:50,011 What is it? 620 01:11:50,907 --> 01:11:52,614 You're ill? 621 01:11:53,976 --> 01:11:55,216 No. 622 01:11:57,180 --> 01:11:58,659 That's fine. 623 01:13:08,184 --> 01:13:09,458 Hey. 624 01:13:11,888 --> 01:13:13,196 Hey. 625 01:13:16,159 --> 01:13:17,502 Yes. 626 01:13:22,932 --> 01:13:24,775 Still awake? 627 01:13:25,501 --> 01:13:26,775 Yes. 628 01:13:29,038 --> 01:13:31,518 I want to talk. 629 01:13:34,010 --> 01:13:36,251 I'm writing something. 630 01:13:38,414 --> 01:13:40,416 Wrong time. 631 01:13:41,351 --> 01:13:43,353 Tomorrow then? 632 01:14:30,967 --> 01:14:32,378 Hey. 633 01:14:34,937 --> 01:14:36,245 Hey! 634 01:15:48,144 --> 01:15:50,488 Thanks for your care. 635 01:15:51,280 --> 01:15:53,817 Sorry I left without telling you. 636 01:15:55,918 --> 01:15:58,057 I'm weak after all. 637 01:15:58,254 --> 01:16:00,564 I didn't find the drill. 638 01:16:01,958 --> 01:16:04,962 In a billion years of human history, 639 01:16:05,161 --> 01:16:08,108 21 years or 80 years... 640 01:16:08,431 --> 01:16:10,570 is just a ?ash. 641 01:16:11,367 --> 01:16:12,903 No regrets. 642 01:16:13,035 --> 01:16:14,878 I'm going first. 643 01:16:15,938 --> 01:16:19,215 I didn't reach the top of Tateshina Mountain. 644 01:16:20,309 --> 01:16:23,381 I gave up just a little bit before the top. 645 01:16:24,881 --> 01:16:26,792 I slipped many times. 646 01:16:26,916 --> 01:16:30,363 I tried the hardest I could, still I failed. 647 01:16:30,887 --> 01:16:34,300 That's it. I'll make it next time. 648 01:16:35,858 --> 01:16:37,929 But now I can't. 649 01:16:40,363 --> 01:16:43,003 I was happy in this family. 650 01:16:44,267 --> 01:16:47,009 Allow me to pray for your happiness. 651 01:16:56,279 --> 01:17:00,227 I was relieved he wrote nothing about I-ko. 652 01:17:03,586 --> 01:17:06,294 I didn't feel like crying. 653 01:17:07,190 --> 01:17:09,363 I was just scared. 654 01:17:33,382 --> 01:17:34,793 Madam. 655 01:17:41,424 --> 01:17:42,960 Madam. 656 01:17:46,262 --> 01:17:47,673 Madam! 657 01:17:47,997 --> 01:17:50,273 Yes. What is it? 658 01:17:52,635 --> 01:17:54,444 May I come in? 659 01:17:55,071 --> 01:17:56,379 Yes. 660 01:18:06,515 --> 01:18:08,119 Madam... 661 01:18:09,485 --> 01:18:11,294 Don't be scared. 662 01:18:15,057 --> 01:18:16,934 He killed himself. 663 01:18:35,911 --> 01:18:38,619 Leave it alone! Don't move it! 664 01:18:39,115 --> 01:18:41,061 Open the window. 665 01:19:03,239 --> 01:19:05,845 Send his father a telegram. 666 01:19:06,342 --> 01:19:07,844 The phone's faster. 667 01:19:07,977 --> 01:19:11,117 No. 'Telegram's better. 668 01:19:11,781 --> 01:19:14,091 Just to inform him. 669 01:19:27,997 --> 01:19:29,874 He's a bad son. 670 01:19:30,066 --> 01:19:33,047 Just died without saying anything. 671 01:19:34,637 --> 01:19:36,639 Thanks for your care. 672 01:19:48,851 --> 01:19:50,489 Feeling well? 673 01:21:31,987 --> 01:21:35,696 I tried the hardest I could, still I failed. 674 01:21:36,992 --> 01:21:40,371 That's it. I'll make it next time. 675 01:21:42,965 --> 01:21:44,945 But now I can't. 676 01:21:47,403 --> 01:21:50,043 Supper's ready- 677 01:21:53,709 --> 01:21:57,088 We got married at the end of that summer. 678 01:21:57,379 --> 01:22:00,258 Madam rushed us into it. 679 01:22:05,321 --> 01:22:09,599 We went to Tateshina for our honeymoon. That's her wish. 680 01:22:10,893 --> 01:22:13,601 We rented the same hut. 681 01:22:27,776 --> 01:22:30,620 Don't stare at me like that. 682 01:22:56,839 --> 01:22:58,113 Hey. 683 01:23:00,042 --> 01:23:01,749 What did you... 684 01:23:02,244 --> 01:23:04,952 give him here? 685 01:23:24,166 --> 01:23:25,941 I'm happy. 686 01:24:01,603 --> 01:24:04,550 I'll forget about him. 687 01:24:05,641 --> 01:24:07,985 Nothing happened. 688 01:24:10,246 --> 01:24:13,750 If you mind that, you can't even walk. 689 01:24:15,884 --> 01:24:18,865 You'll step on ants when you walk. 690 01:24:19,288 --> 01:24:21,928 Instead of forgetting... 691 01:24:22,291 --> 01:24:26,899 his shadow kept growing in my heart. 692 01:24:29,498 --> 01:24:33,605 To brush it aside I immersed myself in books. 693 01:24:38,374 --> 01:24:42,686 But his shadow wouldn't go away. 694 01:24:46,515 --> 01:24:51,157 My money is a curse to my life. 695 01:25:17,079 --> 01:25:22,222 I drank heavily to forget myself. 696 01:25:23,185 --> 01:25:24,994 It's useless. 697 01:25:28,857 --> 01:25:34,170 It ate away my soul. 698 01:25:47,376 --> 01:25:51,916 Then Madam caught her final illness. 699 01:25:53,081 --> 01:25:55,857 I looked after her wholeheartedly 700 01:25:56,352 --> 01:26:00,266 For Madam. For my wife. 701 01:26:00,789 --> 01:26:04,601 Also for all human beings. 702 01:26:05,861 --> 01:26:07,932 For all human beings... 703 01:26:08,130 --> 01:26:10,770 I pulverized myself as an offering. 704 01:26:13,669 --> 01:26:16,741 Madam, no, my mother-in-law... 705 01:26:17,172 --> 01:26:19,209 died peacefully. 706 01:26:21,343 --> 01:26:23,084 In her last moments, 707 01:26:23,245 --> 01:26:26,818 I thought she'd tell me something. 708 01:26:27,516 --> 01:26:29,359 She didn't. 709 01:26:31,553 --> 01:26:36,935 She was always standing right behind me. 710 01:26:37,859 --> 01:26:41,397 She could see right through me, 711 01:26:42,331 --> 01:26:44,311 but she said nothing. 712 01:26:45,467 --> 01:26:49,347 She died, keeping all to her heart. 713 01:26:51,073 --> 01:26:54,611 Before the end, she said just one sentence. 714 01:26:59,248 --> 01:27:01,228 Be happy. 715 01:27:08,323 --> 01:27:11,327 What are you hiding from me? 716 01:27:25,808 --> 01:27:27,879 I betrayed someone. 717 01:27:29,378 --> 01:27:31,790 I killed someone. 718 01:28:54,162 --> 01:28:59,043 THE END