1 00:01:07,310 --> 00:01:08,310 Hmm. 2 00:02:22,430 --> 00:02:23,430 Sophia! 3 00:02:23,850 --> 00:02:25,570 You didn't answer your phone! 4 00:02:28,130 --> 00:02:29,130 Sophia! 5 00:02:30,630 --> 00:02:31,630 Sophia! 6 00:02:37,850 --> 00:02:40,350 Is she lovely? 7 00:02:42,510 --> 00:02:44,090 Do you think you'll ever marry her? 8 00:02:46,670 --> 00:02:50,470 There is a reason why the man is called the groom. 9 00:02:52,400 --> 00:02:53,640 It's an ominous title. 10 00:02:56,620 --> 00:03:02,960 Is that yours? 11 00:03:04,580 --> 00:03:05,760 Yes, you. 12 00:03:06,040 --> 00:03:08,280 Does that handbag belong to you? 13 00:03:10,740 --> 00:03:11,740 Where is it? 14 00:03:13,500 --> 00:03:16,160 He is unbearable even at a distance. 15 00:03:27,210 --> 00:03:32,750 They are so young, Maggie and Tom. And the water is so loud. 16 00:03:34,770 --> 00:03:35,770 The mill. 17 00:03:36,990 --> 00:03:38,710 And the town condenser. 18 00:03:40,290 --> 00:03:41,290 Fuckers. 19 00:03:42,870 --> 00:03:44,790 Oh, again. 20 00:03:46,750 --> 00:03:50,210 I quite like how primitive it is here. It reminds me of my mother's house. 21 00:03:53,070 --> 00:03:55,570 Will you fix it for me? And would you ever get me a spoon? 22 00:04:03,850 --> 00:04:04,850 That man should be shot. 23 00:04:05,430 --> 00:04:07,010 Keeping his dog chained up. 24 00:04:14,870 --> 00:04:15,410 You're 25 00:04:15,410 --> 00:04:21,890 welcome. 26 00:04:23,510 --> 00:04:25,070 Well, you too. 27 00:04:28,370 --> 00:04:30,090 Don't mess with my dress. 28 00:04:42,730 --> 00:04:44,190 in this letter is starting. 29 00:04:44,690 --> 00:04:48,210 We have to be there at 2 .45 their time. 30 00:04:48,590 --> 00:04:51,270 Can we order a taxi? Perhaps one. 31 00:04:51,470 --> 00:04:52,630 It'll be very early. 32 00:04:55,150 --> 00:04:58,550 It's a shame you're hosting his talk. Nobody's mentioned that before. 33 00:05:03,150 --> 00:05:04,890 It's going to be wonderful, Sophia. 34 00:05:06,750 --> 00:05:07,750 I'm optimistic. 35 00:05:23,980 --> 00:05:25,600 I can't do it. I just can't. I can't. 36 00:05:27,280 --> 00:05:28,320 I just can't. 37 00:05:28,880 --> 00:05:30,980 The story all over again. I just can't. 38 00:05:35,460 --> 00:05:36,960 Perhaps we should just go home. 39 00:05:40,900 --> 00:05:41,900 Come on, Rose. 40 00:05:43,420 --> 00:05:44,940 You mortgaged a house for this. 41 00:05:46,480 --> 00:05:47,480 I have. 42 00:05:48,080 --> 00:05:49,160 What if it doesn't work? 43 00:05:51,260 --> 00:05:52,280 This place is wrong. 44 00:05:53,580 --> 00:05:54,660 We change it for you. 45 00:06:51,870 --> 00:06:54,710 We're from London. No problem. 46 00:06:58,530 --> 00:06:59,250 Sometimes 47 00:06:59,250 --> 00:07:13,450 you 48 00:07:13,450 --> 00:07:14,930 do feel your legs. 49 00:07:15,210 --> 00:07:16,430 Yeah, I can walk. 50 00:07:17,939 --> 00:07:23,600 Perhaps once a year. I have no idea why I can't. When I do, it just happens. 51 00:07:25,300 --> 00:07:26,640 You were a librarian. 52 00:07:26,920 --> 00:07:28,000 What were your duties? 53 00:07:28,460 --> 00:07:32,020 I did the cataloguing. I indexed and classified books. 54 00:07:32,600 --> 00:07:33,840 And you were born? 55 00:07:34,280 --> 00:07:35,280 I'm 54. 56 00:07:35,360 --> 00:07:36,319 In Ireland? 57 00:07:36,320 --> 00:07:37,360 Yes, in a small town. 58 00:07:37,880 --> 00:07:39,160 The population was? 59 00:07:39,560 --> 00:07:40,640 No one. No one. 60 00:07:41,920 --> 00:07:43,880 And you moved to London when? 61 00:07:44,460 --> 00:07:48,300 Well, I left home and I went to university there. I was the first person 62 00:07:48,300 --> 00:07:49,300 family to do that. 63 00:07:49,680 --> 00:07:50,880 And your parents were proud? 64 00:07:51,620 --> 00:07:52,620 My father was. 65 00:07:55,720 --> 00:07:59,460 Sophia, you live with your mother? 66 00:07:59,840 --> 00:08:00,840 Yes. 67 00:08:01,100 --> 00:08:02,740 And what do you think about your mother's condition? 68 00:08:04,140 --> 00:08:05,800 Rose hasn't been able to walk since I was four. 69 00:08:12,240 --> 00:08:13,240 Well, you're done. 70 00:08:13,290 --> 00:08:16,010 Estarás a cargo de las terapias físicas, por favor. 71 00:08:18,210 --> 00:08:20,530 And is anyone else in the family? 72 00:08:20,890 --> 00:08:25,530 No, there's no one else, just me and Sofía. I waited a long time for my only. 73 00:08:27,130 --> 00:08:29,490 And your work? 74 00:08:30,130 --> 00:08:32,530 In a coffee bar. I deferred my studies. 75 00:08:32,870 --> 00:08:36,010 Sofía is a permanent student of anthropology. 76 00:08:36,530 --> 00:08:38,710 Wonderful. You study patterns. 77 00:08:43,850 --> 00:08:44,850 Dr. Gomez. 78 00:08:45,450 --> 00:08:46,610 Just Gomez, please. 79 00:08:47,490 --> 00:08:49,010 Where do you feel pain now? 80 00:08:50,430 --> 00:08:56,250 In my leg, in my right elbow, and I have chronic knuckle pain here. 81 00:08:56,550 --> 00:08:57,930 And you feel nothing below your knees? 82 00:08:58,230 --> 00:08:59,950 That's right. A rare case. 83 00:09:01,790 --> 00:09:04,210 Sofia, you may go and come back in two hours. 84 00:09:06,850 --> 00:09:12,010 Do you feel nothing here? 85 00:09:13,450 --> 00:09:14,450 Nothing. 86 00:09:59,560 --> 00:10:02,540 Sophia always has taken me off three of my pills. 87 00:10:03,060 --> 00:10:07,360 Really? You know, other doctors, they talk about iron deficiency and diabetes. 88 00:10:07,840 --> 00:10:11,040 Well, it's far more complex than that, but we have begun. 89 00:10:11,320 --> 00:10:12,320 Oh, good. 90 00:10:12,420 --> 00:10:15,900 Now, Sunshine is my daughter, and today it's her birthday. 91 00:10:17,360 --> 00:10:18,500 Je remplis le papier. 92 00:10:18,820 --> 00:10:20,300 C 'est fini? Oui, papa. Très bien. 93 00:10:20,680 --> 00:10:21,680 Did you need some help? 94 00:10:22,020 --> 00:10:23,260 No, I'm fine. Thanks. 95 00:10:23,720 --> 00:10:24,720 I'll see you tomorrow. 96 00:10:24,780 --> 00:10:25,780 Yeah. 97 00:10:26,080 --> 00:10:27,080 Happy birthday. 98 00:10:42,220 --> 00:10:43,860 These are to be chopped. 99 00:10:46,460 --> 00:10:47,620 Don't you want to wait? 100 00:10:48,080 --> 00:10:49,080 For what? 101 00:10:51,140 --> 00:10:55,200 Someone is making money out of my prescription. 102 00:10:56,700 --> 00:10:58,540 I mean, you've watched me. 103 00:11:01,960 --> 00:11:03,240 All those pills. 104 00:11:04,600 --> 00:11:06,340 You are my witness. 105 00:11:10,540 --> 00:11:13,000 We've been fed more like an ardent chimes than a sweet chopper. 106 00:11:17,440 --> 00:11:18,760 You care if I can tell? 107 00:11:20,080 --> 00:11:21,340 Pay him 25 grand. 108 00:11:24,040 --> 00:11:25,040 Yours, 109 00:11:25,260 --> 00:11:26,360 which is this. 110 00:11:30,880 --> 00:11:32,380 Have faith, Theo, would you? 111 00:11:35,440 --> 00:11:36,780 Isn't it dangerous to just stop? 112 00:11:45,900 --> 00:11:47,100 Why don't you go out and just do some work? 113 00:11:51,800 --> 00:11:52,800 I will. 114 00:11:57,880 --> 00:12:03,220 And just... I need a different water. 115 00:12:05,120 --> 00:12:06,480 Would you get me another pipe? 116 00:12:14,420 --> 00:12:15,420 Hola, guapa. 117 00:12:15,720 --> 00:12:16,720 What? 118 00:13:16,040 --> 00:13:17,040 I'd rather be dead, wouldn't you? 119 00:13:18,080 --> 00:13:19,260 Than shackled. 120 00:13:21,500 --> 00:13:23,820 I should rent a different place. 121 00:13:26,720 --> 00:13:27,800 I like it here. 122 00:13:31,280 --> 00:13:32,840 I went walking once. 123 00:13:35,120 --> 00:13:36,440 When I was your age. 124 00:13:36,980 --> 00:13:38,020 By the sea. 125 00:13:40,040 --> 00:13:43,200 And then... off the cliff. 126 00:13:46,800 --> 00:13:47,800 And the people in the beach. 127 00:13:50,100 --> 00:13:52,700 They stared as I started up this incline. 128 00:13:55,060 --> 00:13:56,600 And the grass was so lush. 129 00:13:58,260 --> 00:14:01,160 And the rain was so soft on my hair. 130 00:14:06,660 --> 00:14:08,500 And I kept looking over the edge. 131 00:14:11,140 --> 00:14:13,860 And wondering how I would look if I fell onto the rocks. 132 00:14:19,120 --> 00:14:20,340 How my death would look. 133 00:14:23,280 --> 00:14:24,300 I was happy. 134 00:14:26,200 --> 00:14:30,900 I had no bag, just a cheese roll and some tobaccos. 135 00:14:36,760 --> 00:14:43,220 I stood on the top there and I just had a cigarette. 136 00:14:44,340 --> 00:14:45,760 I should go back there. 137 00:14:47,260 --> 00:14:48,260 Find it. 138 00:14:53,050 --> 00:14:55,330 Hmm? I can't walk. 139 00:15:02,210 --> 00:15:05,950 What would you do if I could walk? 140 00:15:06,770 --> 00:15:07,970 I'd be happy. 141 00:15:11,670 --> 00:15:14,610 I'm always ill. 142 00:15:15,070 --> 00:15:16,870 The last one. 143 00:15:32,410 --> 00:15:38,210 A subject that we kept returning to was the Balinese Trump dance where young 144 00:15:38,210 --> 00:15:39,810 women fight against the rich. 145 00:17:06,650 --> 00:17:07,650 What's your whole name? 146 00:17:08,609 --> 00:17:10,170 Sofia Papastariadis. 147 00:17:10,430 --> 00:17:13,869 You have to stay here five minutes in case you have a reaction. 148 00:17:15,470 --> 00:17:17,770 Age and occupation here. 149 00:17:20,810 --> 00:17:22,630 Too many people ride horses here. 150 00:17:23,569 --> 00:17:25,010 Try not to touch the wound. 151 00:17:29,540 --> 00:17:30,600 Sorry. I'm done. 152 00:17:37,560 --> 00:17:38,560 Hi. 153 00:17:38,920 --> 00:17:40,520 The water's still around for you. 154 00:17:45,060 --> 00:17:49,440 This book, I've realised, is not about love. It is about shame. 155 00:17:54,820 --> 00:17:55,820 What's happened to your arm? 156 00:17:57,560 --> 00:17:58,560 Jellyfish. 157 00:17:58,980 --> 00:18:01,120 You have to get that seen to. I already did. 158 00:18:01,480 --> 00:18:02,580 Come on, let me have a look. 159 00:18:05,040 --> 00:18:08,220 God, you put water on that and blow on it. 160 00:18:10,580 --> 00:18:12,180 Well, at least you can swim. 161 00:18:13,140 --> 00:18:14,160 Pain won't last long. 162 00:18:17,600 --> 00:18:18,600 Can we go out now? 163 00:18:21,720 --> 00:18:22,720 Yeah. 164 00:18:33,340 --> 00:18:34,680 Watches. I want one. 165 00:18:36,040 --> 00:18:38,380 Why? My father always wore one. 166 00:18:41,200 --> 00:18:42,360 That Chris doesn't have one? 167 00:18:44,420 --> 00:18:46,800 Sort of digital horror he had. Light. 168 00:18:48,460 --> 00:18:49,780 And then he had such nice hair. 169 00:18:49,980 --> 00:18:52,020 He sort of fell in love with the way his hair fell. 170 00:18:54,100 --> 00:18:55,140 You different hair. 171 00:18:56,720 --> 00:18:57,920 What's with these watches then? 172 00:19:00,860 --> 00:19:02,000 What have you got there? 173 00:19:06,060 --> 00:19:13,020 No, no, no. They are very simple. The three personages are the father, the 174 00:19:13,020 --> 00:19:14,560 mother, and the child. 175 00:19:15,220 --> 00:19:16,440 Which is the father? 176 00:19:17,840 --> 00:19:18,860 I don't care. 177 00:19:19,320 --> 00:19:20,320 I'm the child. 178 00:19:20,340 --> 00:19:21,340 You are the child. 179 00:20:10,730 --> 00:20:11,730 Do you smoke? 180 00:20:13,910 --> 00:20:14,910 Yeah. 181 00:20:18,930 --> 00:20:19,930 Do you have cigarettes? 182 00:20:22,150 --> 00:20:23,150 Yeah. 183 00:20:26,150 --> 00:20:27,150 Okay, let's go. 184 00:20:30,550 --> 00:20:31,550 Ingrid. 185 00:20:57,800 --> 00:20:59,060 What do you do in London? 186 00:21:01,420 --> 00:21:03,120 You might think about Margaret Mead at the moment. 187 00:21:04,600 --> 00:21:05,399 Who's that? 188 00:21:05,400 --> 00:21:06,400 She sounds dead. 189 00:21:09,700 --> 00:21:11,220 She was an anthropologist. 190 00:21:12,300 --> 00:21:15,440 She went to the South Sea Islands when they were about teenagers to try and 191 00:21:15,440 --> 00:21:18,440 figure out if adolescence was always a terrible time or if it was just a 192 00:21:18,440 --> 00:21:19,440 thing. 193 00:21:19,760 --> 00:21:21,100 It's about nature versus nurture. 194 00:21:52,050 --> 00:21:53,210 Tell me about your woman. 195 00:21:56,530 --> 00:21:57,530 Okay. 196 00:21:59,050 --> 00:22:05,310 She writes that life is flexible, as in we can change it, but that it's also 197 00:22:05,310 --> 00:22:06,310 elastic. 198 00:22:07,450 --> 00:22:10,450 We always go back to what we grew up with, actually. 199 00:22:14,430 --> 00:22:15,430 That's it. 200 00:22:25,710 --> 00:22:27,170 Look at all this blue, Sophie. 201 00:22:34,530 --> 00:22:35,530 Zion. 202 00:22:36,410 --> 00:22:37,410 It's blue! 203 00:23:05,320 --> 00:23:06,320 Mati? 204 00:23:06,920 --> 00:23:08,820 Mati! Can you hear the sea? 205 00:23:44,419 --> 00:23:46,020 You're not using a rental car. 206 00:23:46,500 --> 00:23:49,480 But Sophia doesn't drive. She failed her test four times. 207 00:23:49,840 --> 00:23:52,280 Well, perhaps your imagination is too active. 208 00:23:52,500 --> 00:23:55,160 Did you imagine that you would finally kill people? 209 00:23:55,380 --> 00:23:58,180 She failed her theory too, where no one was in any palpable danger. 210 00:24:00,700 --> 00:24:03,640 Rose, we have the scan of your feet. 211 00:24:07,740 --> 00:24:10,180 Sophia, could you tell me about your father? 212 00:24:12,340 --> 00:24:13,520 He left when I was four. 213 00:24:14,860 --> 00:24:16,460 And I've seen him a few times since then. 214 00:24:16,800 --> 00:24:17,800 The last time? 215 00:24:18,580 --> 00:24:19,580 When I was 15. 216 00:24:20,040 --> 00:24:23,240 Two years ago, he inherited his father's shipping business. 217 00:24:24,680 --> 00:24:25,860 He gave Sophia nothing. 218 00:24:27,560 --> 00:24:30,920 And you, Rosie, you have sisters, brothers? 219 00:24:31,820 --> 00:24:33,120 Three brothers, older. 220 00:24:33,320 --> 00:24:34,800 I had a sister, but she died. 221 00:24:35,200 --> 00:24:36,820 It was a tragedy. 222 00:24:37,240 --> 00:24:38,800 No, they never talked about her. 223 00:24:40,460 --> 00:24:43,900 Well, it's imperative to talk about the dead. 224 00:24:45,230 --> 00:24:46,490 What was your sister's name? 225 00:24:47,230 --> 00:24:50,330 Mary. I didn't know her. She died before I was born. 226 00:24:54,630 --> 00:24:58,050 I would like you to think about your enemies, Rose. 227 00:24:59,410 --> 00:25:00,410 Make a list. 228 00:25:00,790 --> 00:25:02,510 We don't have access to a printer. 229 00:25:03,050 --> 00:25:04,410 Handwritten. It's better. 230 00:25:04,750 --> 00:25:06,170 Let's look at that again. 231 00:26:22,410 --> 00:26:23,850 I was waiting for a long time. 232 00:26:25,550 --> 00:26:27,350 Sorry. You didn't hear me. 233 00:26:27,570 --> 00:26:28,650 I had my music on. 234 00:26:32,190 --> 00:26:34,130 You should be listening out for me instead. 235 00:28:55,980 --> 00:28:56,980 I want to go inside. 236 00:28:59,700 --> 00:29:00,700 I want to. 237 00:29:07,480 --> 00:29:10,080 How long does it take to make a load of bean soup? 238 00:29:11,320 --> 00:29:12,420 Sophia's only having salad. 239 00:29:15,760 --> 00:29:18,700 People think that all those little white cottages out in the middle of nowhere 240 00:29:18,700 --> 00:29:19,700 are romantic. 241 00:29:19,760 --> 00:29:20,760 They're not. 242 00:29:20,820 --> 00:29:21,759 Why not? 243 00:29:21,760 --> 00:29:24,400 Well, everyone's watching you. 244 00:29:29,010 --> 00:29:30,610 Think I'd have a glass of white wine. 245 00:29:30,890 --> 00:29:33,230 No. No alcohol. We're working. 246 00:29:33,550 --> 00:29:34,550 Ah, beautiful. 247 00:29:35,530 --> 00:29:36,530 There you go. 248 00:29:37,390 --> 00:29:38,390 Nice. 249 00:29:38,930 --> 00:29:40,790 That will make me come out in hides. 250 00:29:41,090 --> 00:29:44,110 Hmm? I'm allergic to fish. I told you that. 251 00:29:44,350 --> 00:29:45,750 Well, if you have a reaction, I'll move. 252 00:29:59,360 --> 00:30:00,360 Gomez. 253 00:30:05,400 --> 00:30:06,400 Rose? 254 00:30:09,120 --> 00:30:10,300 My eye hurts. 255 00:30:11,320 --> 00:30:12,620 Did you write your list? 256 00:30:17,420 --> 00:30:19,500 Could we sit away from this table? 257 00:30:23,500 --> 00:30:25,500 Tell me what's on the list, Rose. 258 00:30:25,840 --> 00:30:26,840 I don't know. 259 00:30:27,260 --> 00:30:33,220 Well, he's on it, obviously, and my parents, they weren't helpful, and so I 260 00:30:33,220 --> 00:30:35,000 married a Greek and I escaped. 261 00:30:36,480 --> 00:30:38,560 When did you last see your mother and father? 262 00:30:41,600 --> 00:30:46,920 They both died, actually, in hospital, separately, but I wasn't there. 263 00:30:47,180 --> 00:30:48,180 Did you want to be there? 264 00:30:58,670 --> 00:30:59,670 And who is he? 265 00:31:00,950 --> 00:31:01,950 Christos. 266 00:31:02,830 --> 00:31:03,830 Sophia's father. 267 00:31:04,290 --> 00:31:10,770 When Sophia was four, Christos found God and he left 268 00:31:10,770 --> 00:31:12,110 for Athens. 269 00:31:15,130 --> 00:31:16,130 How's that? 270 00:31:21,350 --> 00:31:23,450 Hola. Do you have the keys to the hire car? 271 00:31:24,890 --> 00:31:26,130 Thank you, Julieta. 272 00:31:37,750 --> 00:31:38,750 Sophie? Hi. 273 00:31:40,630 --> 00:31:41,630 This is Matthew. 274 00:31:42,190 --> 00:31:43,830 He's going to drive your car for you. 275 00:31:48,850 --> 00:31:49,850 Hi. 276 00:31:50,030 --> 00:31:51,030 Hi. 277 00:31:52,850 --> 00:31:53,850 Cigarette? 278 00:32:11,780 --> 00:32:12,780 Thank you. 279 00:32:15,280 --> 00:32:15,780 You 280 00:32:15,780 --> 00:32:22,760 know, when you're 281 00:32:22,760 --> 00:32:23,760 the devil's man. 282 00:32:25,160 --> 00:32:26,160 Me? 283 00:32:28,360 --> 00:32:29,760 Yes, let me tell you something. 284 00:32:30,080 --> 00:32:31,140 I could take you. 285 00:32:33,280 --> 00:32:35,160 Do you drive full time? 286 00:32:36,240 --> 00:32:37,460 No, I'm a musician. 287 00:32:42,120 --> 00:32:42,879 You're good? 288 00:32:42,880 --> 00:32:44,440 Oh, I'm good. Thanks, Matthew. 289 00:32:47,800 --> 00:32:50,220 But you can't live by your music. 290 00:32:51,080 --> 00:32:53,060 I do this, do that. 291 00:32:58,120 --> 00:32:59,240 Good for you, Matthew. 292 00:34:01,100 --> 00:34:02,100 How do you sleep? 293 00:34:03,600 --> 00:34:04,600 Not well. 294 00:34:05,020 --> 00:34:06,760 You move in your sleep? Your legs move? 295 00:34:07,260 --> 00:34:08,620 Yes, they do. 296 00:34:08,920 --> 00:34:10,739 You can tell that? Mm -hmm. They muscle. 297 00:34:12,040 --> 00:34:13,340 Do you dream at night? 298 00:34:14,040 --> 00:34:15,040 Always. 299 00:34:15,679 --> 00:34:16,679 Vivid dreams. 300 00:34:16,980 --> 00:34:17,980 It's always night. 301 00:34:18,540 --> 00:34:20,600 I've lost my bag or I can't find the bus stop. 302 00:34:22,719 --> 00:34:23,719 Do you dream? 303 00:34:24,280 --> 00:34:27,840 I dream of the desert often and being underwater. 304 00:34:30,409 --> 00:34:33,850 You need weight -bearing exercises for strengthening and endurance. 305 00:34:35,110 --> 00:34:37,310 Oh, my whole life has been endurance. 306 00:34:38,750 --> 00:34:43,090 Oh, my first enemy and adversary is endurance. 307 00:34:47,929 --> 00:34:49,310 Everything hurts. 308 00:34:50,489 --> 00:34:51,489 Loci. 309 00:34:52,770 --> 00:34:54,989 Loci, but you are strong. 310 00:35:23,310 --> 00:35:24,310 Lock us in. 311 00:36:24,840 --> 00:36:28,480 Julieta gave me these yoga poses. 312 00:36:30,340 --> 00:36:33,560 I remember this book. It was in the library from the 70s. 313 00:36:34,120 --> 00:36:35,120 No? 314 00:36:35,680 --> 00:36:36,780 It's the lion's pose. 315 00:36:38,240 --> 00:36:42,020 Very good. Do 316 00:36:42,020 --> 00:36:47,980 you think you'll ever finish your studies? 317 00:36:49,360 --> 00:36:50,420 Yeah, of course I will. 318 00:36:52,170 --> 00:36:54,350 Yeah, it's just you find it difficult to finish things. 319 00:37:23,820 --> 00:37:24,820 It's my favorite fabric. 320 00:37:25,520 --> 00:37:27,120 Because it's alive like a bird. 321 00:37:31,920 --> 00:37:32,920 I love it. 322 00:37:33,380 --> 00:37:37,260 I thought of my little sister when I worked on it. 323 00:37:37,920 --> 00:37:38,920 Hannah. 324 00:37:41,140 --> 00:37:42,140 Papa. 325 00:37:44,560 --> 00:37:48,840 She's... She just stood off. 326 00:37:50,320 --> 00:37:51,580 She's younger than me. 327 00:37:53,190 --> 00:37:54,190 much younger. 328 00:38:04,190 --> 00:38:09,090 I couldn't really wake up today. I had a 329 00:38:09,090 --> 00:38:13,530 bad day. 330 00:38:57,160 --> 00:38:58,160 So weird. 331 00:38:59,440 --> 00:39:00,480 Branches are screwed on. 332 00:39:01,420 --> 00:39:02,820 Look here and here. 333 00:39:04,520 --> 00:39:05,520 Yeah. 334 00:39:08,720 --> 00:39:09,920 Maybe for a film? 335 00:39:10,280 --> 00:39:11,280 Yeah. 336 00:39:13,140 --> 00:39:14,700 I'm just quite sad it's not real. 337 00:39:16,660 --> 00:39:17,660 It's real. 338 00:39:21,780 --> 00:39:23,180 I love the desert. 339 00:39:23,950 --> 00:39:26,730 When I was a child, I wanted to live in the desert. 340 00:39:27,030 --> 00:39:27,689 You did? 341 00:39:27,690 --> 00:39:29,270 In the Sahara with the camera. 342 00:39:29,710 --> 00:39:31,570 Really? Why? Why the Sahara? 343 00:39:32,250 --> 00:39:33,250 The name. 344 00:39:35,010 --> 00:39:36,010 Sahara. 345 00:39:37,970 --> 00:39:39,250 Were you happy as a kid? 346 00:39:41,970 --> 00:39:42,970 Are you happy now? 347 00:39:49,770 --> 00:39:53,210 What did you want when you were growing up? 348 00:40:00,110 --> 00:40:01,110 A crazy bicycle. 349 00:40:02,510 --> 00:40:03,570 Red shoes. 350 00:40:05,210 --> 00:40:06,210 A cat. 351 00:40:08,370 --> 00:40:09,370 Any friends? 352 00:40:14,510 --> 00:40:16,150 I'd like to stay to myself. 353 00:40:17,870 --> 00:40:18,870 Why? 354 00:40:20,450 --> 00:40:21,450 Why not? 355 00:40:25,050 --> 00:40:26,290 Must have been a reason. 356 00:40:27,410 --> 00:40:28,610 Stop doing that. 357 00:40:30,060 --> 00:40:31,060 Stop what? 358 00:40:33,320 --> 00:40:35,240 Pinning me down like one of your butterflies. 359 00:40:37,260 --> 00:40:39,560 Needling to the wall. I don't do that. 360 00:40:42,920 --> 00:40:47,220 Like your woman, who studied the teenagers on the islands. 361 00:40:47,900 --> 00:40:51,880 She should have left the teenagers alone and studied herself instead. 362 00:40:52,860 --> 00:40:53,900 It's questioning. 363 00:40:54,600 --> 00:40:56,260 It's cultural memory. It's important. 364 00:40:58,920 --> 00:40:59,920 Can help people. 365 00:41:01,080 --> 00:41:02,080 Stop wars. 366 00:41:02,380 --> 00:41:04,880 Well, it hasn't stopped anything so far, has it? 367 00:41:08,860 --> 00:41:10,340 Do you want to know what I was like as a kid? 368 00:41:11,320 --> 00:41:12,320 No. 369 00:41:14,180 --> 00:41:15,180 You're still a kid. 370 00:41:39,050 --> 00:41:40,050 I killed someone. 371 00:42:53,520 --> 00:42:58,380 Ingrid. It's beautiful. 372 00:43:03,870 --> 00:43:07,450 A child has more bones than an adult as we get older they fuse. 373 00:43:08,090 --> 00:43:12,330 But my spine has certainly changed since the last set of x -rays. 374 00:43:14,890 --> 00:43:16,710 How much time do you think we'll need? 375 00:43:19,690 --> 00:43:20,690 We'll see. 376 00:44:46,700 --> 00:44:47,700 How have you been? 377 00:44:49,040 --> 00:44:50,120 I left you messages. 378 00:44:51,500 --> 00:44:53,340 I know. I received them. 379 00:44:57,380 --> 00:44:58,380 Look. 380 00:44:59,260 --> 00:45:01,040 I'm making this for an old man I met. 381 00:45:02,800 --> 00:45:04,420 He asked me to personalize it. 382 00:45:06,060 --> 00:45:09,260 What color do you think I should use to border it with? 383 00:45:10,940 --> 00:45:11,940 Yellow? 384 00:45:23,560 --> 00:45:24,840 I want to take a picture of you. 385 00:45:28,580 --> 00:45:31,320 If I remember. 386 00:45:52,970 --> 00:45:53,970 Memory is a bum. 387 00:46:22,760 --> 00:46:25,520 Can I stay and read for a bit, maybe? 388 00:46:26,660 --> 00:46:28,280 Maki just went to get some food. 389 00:47:35,600 --> 00:47:42,220 My only family in the world. 390 00:48:27,330 --> 00:48:28,670 What? I like your work. 391 00:48:54,800 --> 00:48:56,080 What happened to your mother? 392 00:48:58,560 --> 00:48:59,560 Nothing. 393 00:49:01,300 --> 00:49:02,300 She was a librarian. 394 00:49:05,540 --> 00:49:07,380 I like your mother very much. 395 00:49:08,680 --> 00:49:10,460 But something happened to her. 396 00:49:12,180 --> 00:49:13,880 You can feel it in her body. 397 00:49:42,910 --> 00:49:45,310 Juliette Gomez is an alcoholic. 398 00:49:46,670 --> 00:49:49,930 I smelt it on her breath that first time. 399 00:49:51,470 --> 00:49:52,550 That's her birthday. 400 00:49:53,090 --> 00:49:54,530 And since then. 401 00:49:57,610 --> 00:50:00,970 I thought change would be good for you. Please stop this. 402 00:50:02,090 --> 00:50:03,950 As a child, you hated change. 403 00:50:06,710 --> 00:50:08,210 You were always fearful. 404 00:50:09,890 --> 00:50:11,290 You were never brave. 405 00:50:14,250 --> 00:50:15,270 Where are you cycle? 406 00:50:16,790 --> 00:50:17,790 No! 407 00:50:38,030 --> 00:50:39,030 Sophia? 408 00:50:40,490 --> 00:50:42,550 I need water. 409 00:50:47,490 --> 00:50:50,090 Sophia, why are you cooking? Did you invite someone over? 410 00:51:00,630 --> 00:51:01,650 Untie the dog, Pablo. 411 00:51:02,210 --> 00:51:05,650 Please untie the dog. Untie the fucking dog now! 412 00:51:06,150 --> 00:51:07,109 Free it now! 413 00:51:07,110 --> 00:51:09,110 Go! You fucking hurt me! 414 00:51:09,370 --> 00:51:10,370 Untie it now! 415 00:51:11,290 --> 00:51:12,290 Woman! 416 00:51:14,120 --> 00:51:15,120 Fuck you! 417 00:52:36,590 --> 00:52:37,750 You don't want me around. 418 00:52:52,690 --> 00:52:53,910 I'm going back to Berlin. 419 00:52:57,310 --> 00:52:59,370 You should come spend Christmas with me. 420 00:53:02,070 --> 00:53:03,170 I'll get your ticket. 421 00:53:05,520 --> 00:53:07,700 a walk from the Brandenburger Tor to Checkpoint Charlie. 422 00:53:08,580 --> 00:53:10,140 And you have to bring a heavy coat. 423 00:53:10,640 --> 00:53:11,640 Be in the snow. 424 00:53:12,540 --> 00:53:16,560 And I will hold up a missile to over your head. You'll have to perform the 425 00:53:16,560 --> 00:53:17,560 ritual. 426 00:53:31,760 --> 00:53:33,720 Your brothers told you? 427 00:53:34,420 --> 00:53:35,420 No. 428 00:53:36,270 --> 00:53:39,430 when they visited their behaviour towards me. 429 00:53:41,870 --> 00:53:42,870 You knew? 430 00:53:45,710 --> 00:53:47,090 I felt it. 431 00:53:48,890 --> 00:53:50,250 Like a confirmation. 432 00:53:52,810 --> 00:53:54,630 From the people you asked? 433 00:53:55,070 --> 00:53:56,570 And did you tell them at home? 434 00:53:57,990 --> 00:53:58,990 Couldn't. 435 00:54:00,190 --> 00:54:04,130 She was in a very cold house. 436 00:54:07,720 --> 00:54:13,580 They would have been appalled that I had written to people. 437 00:54:15,880 --> 00:54:18,940 They just, they couldn't communicate. 438 00:54:19,720 --> 00:54:21,640 But perhaps they tried. 439 00:54:22,240 --> 00:54:23,240 No. 440 00:54:51,580 --> 00:54:52,399 I'm sorry. 441 00:54:52,400 --> 00:54:53,400 No, no, it's good. 442 00:54:53,580 --> 00:54:54,580 It's good. 443 00:54:55,940 --> 00:54:56,940 It's very good. 444 00:56:19,210 --> 00:56:20,210 Did you kill him? 445 00:56:24,910 --> 00:56:25,910 Tell me. 446 00:56:30,750 --> 00:56:31,750 Sophie. 447 00:57:04,030 --> 00:57:10,870 When I was six, she was on a 448 00:57:10,870 --> 00:57:17,170 swing, and I was pushing her. 449 00:57:18,010 --> 00:57:24,890 And then she fell, and her 450 00:57:24,890 --> 00:57:25,890 skull cracked. 451 00:57:27,910 --> 00:57:29,350 But she didn't die. 452 00:57:32,110 --> 00:57:33,110 Stop there. 453 00:57:39,270 --> 00:57:40,770 No, don't say it. 454 00:57:44,590 --> 00:57:46,170 It doesn't matter. 455 00:57:52,750 --> 00:57:56,450 Where is she now? 456 00:57:59,650 --> 00:58:00,990 Somewhere in the home? 457 00:58:02,290 --> 00:58:03,930 What? Strangers. 458 00:58:06,750 --> 00:58:13,590 She's my age, but she's, um, her mind flies. 459 00:58:18,230 --> 00:58:22,130 And I remember I just wanted to go higher, you know. 460 00:58:23,310 --> 00:58:24,890 I wanted her to fly. 461 00:58:45,070 --> 00:58:46,070 I was never innocent. 462 00:58:49,530 --> 00:58:50,050 You 463 00:58:50,050 --> 00:59:12,710 have 464 00:59:12,710 --> 00:59:14,210 to ask yourself who you are. 465 00:59:14,700 --> 00:59:15,700 Rose. 466 00:59:16,840 --> 00:59:18,600 I'm someone with a bone condition. 467 00:59:19,400 --> 00:59:20,400 I know that. 468 00:59:20,620 --> 00:59:21,620 And I can't walk. 469 00:59:34,800 --> 00:59:37,280 What you told me... I'm losing bone density. 470 00:59:37,600 --> 00:59:42,180 Oh, you truly are. It's far more relevant than the question of bone 471 00:59:42,180 --> 00:59:43,720 realise that? 472 00:59:45,480 --> 00:59:47,160 You wanted events, I gave you some. 473 00:59:48,940 --> 00:59:50,140 Good, I have some more, please. 474 00:59:59,580 --> 01:00:00,580 Thank you. 475 01:00:03,140 --> 01:00:06,120 Do you want me to stop all my pills? Is that what you were saying the last time? 476 01:00:06,280 --> 01:00:11,580 Rose, it's not only about sharing facts. We have to explore them, how they have 477 01:00:11,580 --> 01:00:13,860 impacted on you and... 478 01:00:14,170 --> 01:00:15,970 how they might affect Sophia. 479 01:00:16,710 --> 01:00:18,990 My daughter is completely unaffected by this. 480 01:00:20,670 --> 01:00:21,670 Oh. 481 01:00:22,310 --> 01:00:23,450 I need the bathroom. 482 01:00:24,610 --> 01:00:30,950 I usually go with Sophia. Is there someone who would... I will page 483 01:00:32,230 --> 01:00:34,030 Tell me, why Sophia today? 484 01:00:34,250 --> 01:00:35,250 I don't know. 485 01:00:40,790 --> 01:00:42,630 Your name as a child? 486 01:00:43,290 --> 01:00:44,990 Was Rose Ivy Kennedy? 487 01:00:46,710 --> 01:00:47,710 Yeah. 488 01:00:50,130 --> 01:00:51,130 It was. 489 01:00:52,930 --> 01:00:54,950 And it changed as soon as I could. 490 01:00:58,290 --> 01:00:59,350 Way too weird. 491 01:01:41,040 --> 01:01:42,040 Should I? 492 01:01:42,520 --> 01:01:43,520 Sofia, 493 01:01:45,680 --> 01:01:46,680 you're killing me. 494 01:01:49,500 --> 01:01:50,660 Hey, hey! 495 01:01:51,760 --> 01:01:53,860 I have some riding boots for you. 496 01:01:55,400 --> 01:01:56,400 Put them on. 497 01:01:56,760 --> 01:01:57,760 This is Leonardo. 498 01:01:58,260 --> 01:01:59,640 We saw a snake, Leonardo. 499 01:02:00,100 --> 01:02:01,100 Where's the snake? 500 01:02:07,900 --> 01:02:09,480 Do I look like I need boots? 501 01:02:12,400 --> 01:02:13,400 This is Sophie. 502 01:02:22,080 --> 01:02:25,900 I have my writing lessons now, Sophie. 503 01:02:27,800 --> 01:02:28,880 You can't drive. 504 01:02:29,100 --> 01:02:30,100 I can! I fucking can! 505 01:02:51,560 --> 01:02:52,560 I was worried. 506 01:02:58,160 --> 01:03:00,900 Your father was often silent, weren't you? 507 01:03:03,000 --> 01:03:04,000 For hours. 508 01:03:10,440 --> 01:03:11,520 I want to see him. 509 01:03:14,180 --> 01:03:15,300 What would you gain by now? 510 01:03:16,980 --> 01:03:18,480 I haven't seen him in 11 years. 511 01:03:20,620 --> 01:03:21,620 Is it that long? 512 01:03:22,880 --> 01:03:23,880 It'll be the same. 513 01:03:26,160 --> 01:03:27,760 I've got a babysitter I've never met. 514 01:03:35,300 --> 01:03:38,680 The notion of you seeing your father is just a ridiculous idea. 515 01:03:49,960 --> 01:03:50,960 What is wrong with you? 516 01:03:53,480 --> 01:03:54,480 Nothing. 517 01:03:56,340 --> 01:03:57,340 Nothing's wrong with me. 518 01:04:21,200 --> 01:04:22,380 Sorry I had to wait so long for your birth. 519 01:04:26,480 --> 01:04:27,640 You can call me Papa. 520 01:04:44,500 --> 01:04:45,560 Where do you live, Sofia? 521 01:04:47,540 --> 01:04:49,840 In London, with my mother. 522 01:04:50,570 --> 01:04:51,570 Why Spain? 523 01:04:52,710 --> 01:04:54,470 She's their theme consultant, then. 524 01:04:56,590 --> 01:04:59,210 Sofia's mother feels pain acutely. 525 01:04:59,430 --> 01:05:00,670 She always did. 526 01:05:01,810 --> 01:05:02,810 It's real. 527 01:05:03,830 --> 01:05:05,130 Do you speak Spanish? 528 01:05:07,110 --> 01:05:08,110 No. 529 01:05:09,090 --> 01:05:10,230 Do you speak Greek? 530 01:05:14,890 --> 01:05:16,310 How long will you stay? 531 01:05:21,960 --> 01:05:22,960 a few days. 532 01:05:23,720 --> 01:05:24,720 That's okay. 533 01:05:42,520 --> 01:05:43,439 You're happy. 534 01:05:43,440 --> 01:05:44,780 Oh, thanks. 535 01:05:49,040 --> 01:05:49,999 The window opens. 536 01:05:50,000 --> 01:05:51,880 You want me to open it? No, it's okay. Hold it. 537 01:05:52,320 --> 01:05:53,320 Okay. 538 01:05:57,840 --> 01:05:58,840 No. 539 01:06:00,160 --> 01:06:01,160 No. 540 01:06:04,580 --> 01:06:05,960 You look like Christos. 541 01:06:06,440 --> 01:06:07,440 Really? 542 01:06:08,440 --> 01:06:10,080 I've asked him about you a lot. 543 01:06:11,200 --> 01:06:12,200 What did he say? 544 01:06:12,460 --> 01:06:14,340 He speaks about your mother. 545 01:06:14,980 --> 01:06:18,140 Opa! How she found it hard. 546 01:06:19,850 --> 01:06:21,530 Being on her own with a child. 547 01:06:21,830 --> 01:06:22,830 Not just that. 548 01:06:24,370 --> 01:06:27,290 Have you been to Greece before? 549 01:06:27,710 --> 01:06:28,990 When I was 15. 550 01:06:30,210 --> 01:06:31,850 Is it good to see you, Papa? 551 01:06:33,070 --> 01:06:34,170 Where did you two meet? 552 01:06:35,890 --> 01:06:38,050 Would you like to hold her? 553 01:06:40,970 --> 01:06:41,970 Yes. 554 01:06:42,330 --> 01:06:43,830 This is your sister. 555 01:06:45,630 --> 01:06:46,630 Hello. 556 01:07:26,060 --> 01:07:27,260 Sophia? Hi. 557 01:07:27,980 --> 01:07:28,980 Come. 558 01:07:32,320 --> 01:07:34,720 I'll go check on Evangelini. Okay. 559 01:07:49,000 --> 01:07:50,280 People in their boxes. 560 01:07:53,360 --> 01:07:55,880 I like that everybody goes to sleep at night. 561 01:08:00,140 --> 01:08:01,460 Where is mine sleep hard? 562 01:08:05,760 --> 01:08:10,960 Two insomniacs you have for parents who would make tea in the middle of the 563 01:08:10,960 --> 01:08:13,860 night and listen to the radio or play chess. 564 01:08:15,220 --> 01:08:18,120 You wanted to sleep on the roof last time you were here. 565 01:08:18,660 --> 01:08:21,520 I let you fall asleep here. 566 01:08:24,140 --> 01:08:25,760 You are not happy on that trip. 567 01:08:26,840 --> 01:08:28,420 I was a bit scared of you. 568 01:08:32,720 --> 01:08:33,840 What is this word? 569 01:08:35,700 --> 01:08:36,700 Beloved. 570 01:08:38,120 --> 01:08:39,340 What are you going to do? 571 01:08:39,899 --> 01:08:42,740 You can't be a nursemaid to Rose all your life. 572 01:08:43,760 --> 01:08:44,760 No. 573 01:08:44,899 --> 01:08:47,220 I would like to finish my doctorate in America. 574 01:08:47,540 --> 01:08:49,240 Do you need funding? You want money? 575 01:08:49,660 --> 01:08:51,960 That's not why I came here. I don't have any. 576 01:08:52,380 --> 01:08:53,520 I give it all away. 577 01:08:53,740 --> 01:08:54,618 Yeah, I know. 578 01:08:54,620 --> 01:08:55,620 I know. 579 01:08:57,720 --> 01:09:00,060 It was not all my fault, you know. 580 01:09:00,300 --> 01:09:03,200 Your mother was difficult, impossible. 581 01:09:05,300 --> 01:09:09,520 What has Rose told you about her family? 582 01:09:11,220 --> 01:09:13,700 That they didn't get on, that they weren't close. 583 01:09:14,260 --> 01:09:16,700 Tell Rose. She needs to tell you. 584 01:09:19,420 --> 01:09:22,590 People... Should not ring so late. 585 01:09:25,250 --> 01:09:27,689 Beheaded. It says beheaded. 586 01:09:29,609 --> 01:09:30,790 No, it says beloved. 587 01:09:58,600 --> 01:09:59,820 You're here. Come to the hospital. 588 01:10:02,220 --> 01:10:05,260 But I didn't stay there. You know, the pain, it wasn't chronic. 589 01:10:07,000 --> 01:10:08,520 So you're OK? You discharged yourself? 590 01:10:08,760 --> 01:10:12,280 I was never admitted for you. I just rang from there. You see, I went to see 591 01:10:12,280 --> 01:10:13,280 them about the water. 592 01:10:13,640 --> 01:10:17,300 Because it is so bad here, and I did not expect that. 593 01:10:17,740 --> 01:10:20,100 And then they realised that I was nearly passing out. 594 01:10:21,260 --> 01:10:22,260 Did you actually faint? 595 01:10:22,520 --> 01:10:25,040 Well, everyone was just so... 596 01:10:25,740 --> 01:10:30,140 Wonderful. Just lovely people and conversations. And the doctors. 597 01:10:31,080 --> 01:10:32,320 And Matty drove me everywhere. 598 01:10:33,200 --> 01:10:36,780 I don't want to see Gomez anymore. 599 01:10:37,120 --> 01:10:40,260 You know, it's just not helpful. And I want to go home. 600 01:10:40,480 --> 01:10:42,960 He just depresses me. And I have a different idea. 601 01:10:44,440 --> 01:10:45,440 So? 602 01:10:45,840 --> 01:10:47,860 Tell me about Christoph and the child bride. 603 01:10:48,560 --> 01:10:50,220 It's dangerous to become dehydrated. 604 01:10:50,940 --> 01:10:52,480 Which is why I went to the hospital. 605 01:10:53,870 --> 01:10:57,110 You could have just drank the water. Because it tastes like bleach to me. 606 01:10:57,110 --> 01:11:00,770 from the mountains. It has a picture of the mountains on the bottle. What do you 607 01:11:00,770 --> 01:11:01,770 want? It's a lie. 608 01:11:01,990 --> 01:11:03,310 I mean, the fountains are a lie. 609 01:11:07,610 --> 01:11:08,610 Sophia? 610 01:11:08,950 --> 01:11:09,950 No. 611 01:11:12,270 --> 01:11:13,330 Sophia, come out. 612 01:11:14,270 --> 01:11:15,270 What do you want now? 613 01:11:15,330 --> 01:11:16,430 I am in severe pain. 614 01:11:16,650 --> 01:11:19,990 Really? It's very bad, and your father has upset you. 615 01:11:20,270 --> 01:11:21,270 Where's the pain? Tell me. 616 01:11:21,590 --> 01:11:25,830 Well... I seem to have seen sort of a ligament just in the chaos of it all, 617 01:11:25,830 --> 01:11:30,870 this Dr Shah there, she gave me some new medication, but it's just making me 618 01:11:30,870 --> 01:11:31,870 feel very nauseous. 619 01:11:32,630 --> 01:11:39,310 Anyway, I've got to try and finish up with Gomez tomorrow. I'm going to ask 620 01:11:39,310 --> 01:11:40,310 some of the money back. 621 01:11:41,370 --> 01:11:44,090 I mean, you don't pay thousands of euros for a chat. 622 01:11:45,650 --> 01:11:51,390 And we're going to have to ask for a taxi because Matty needs the car. 623 01:11:52,510 --> 01:11:53,510 Fuck all of them. 624 01:11:54,150 --> 01:11:55,150 Fucking Matty. 625 01:11:59,010 --> 01:12:00,010 Give me a paw. 626 01:12:02,390 --> 01:12:02,790 Tell 627 01:12:02,790 --> 01:12:11,050 me 628 01:12:11,050 --> 01:12:12,050 about your father. 629 01:12:13,750 --> 01:12:20,430 He told me you two played chess when you couldn't sleep at night. 630 01:12:24,010 --> 01:12:25,010 We didn't. 631 01:12:26,570 --> 01:12:28,070 Krishna's always left. 632 01:12:28,410 --> 01:12:29,410 He snored. 633 01:12:29,910 --> 01:12:33,390 The chest is some narrative in his, some fiction. 634 01:12:35,170 --> 01:12:37,070 He also said you should tell me what happened. 635 01:12:41,610 --> 01:12:42,610 What's that? 636 01:12:43,310 --> 01:12:44,350 Talking about your family. 637 01:12:46,890 --> 01:12:48,210 He never met my family. 638 01:12:49,790 --> 01:12:51,030 You see, that's what he does. 639 01:12:51,530 --> 01:12:52,530 He lies. 640 01:12:56,750 --> 01:13:01,510 You need to work more on what we talked of. If you don't, you won't walk freely. 641 01:13:01,550 --> 01:13:06,370 I don't want to do any more work on it. I don't feel the need. But you said it's 642 01:13:06,370 --> 01:13:10,610 natural. But you have to fight that fear. I feel better since I went to the 643 01:13:10,610 --> 01:13:13,530 hospital. There's a normality about it, which I appreciate. 644 01:13:13,750 --> 01:13:17,410 You're happy to suppress the event. I understand that. But you need to know 645 01:13:17,410 --> 01:13:23,370 you are in real detail. And you have to find the answer and accept it. Yes, you 646 01:13:23,370 --> 01:13:24,710 will take me to the taxi. Thank you. 647 01:13:25,930 --> 01:13:27,190 Rose, Rose, Rose. 648 01:13:28,050 --> 01:13:29,050 Please. 649 01:13:30,810 --> 01:13:31,810 Rose. 650 01:13:35,030 --> 01:13:38,630 What you are contemplating, it will not help. 651 01:13:45,390 --> 01:13:46,450 We didn't talk about money. 652 01:13:50,430 --> 01:13:52,050 I won't refund what you asked for. 653 01:13:55,880 --> 01:13:56,880 Excuse me. 654 01:13:59,220 --> 01:14:00,860 Sophia Irina, please stay a moment. 655 01:14:03,880 --> 01:14:07,520 Your mother was progressing, but she has gone into a fight or flight and has 656 01:14:07,520 --> 01:14:08,520 chosen the latter. 657 01:14:12,220 --> 01:14:15,340 Your mother has proposed something quite brutal. 658 01:14:16,600 --> 01:14:20,400 When you were away, she talked about amputation. 659 01:14:24,940 --> 01:14:26,640 She's not serious about that. She wants to get better. 660 01:14:27,120 --> 01:14:31,480 I cannot stop her from wanting to staunch the pain. She has made an 661 01:14:31,480 --> 01:14:32,720 with her consultant in London. 662 01:14:33,020 --> 01:14:37,580 Oh. He had confirmed it with me and I was fast for her record. 663 01:15:09,200 --> 01:15:10,200 How did you go with your father? 664 01:15:13,900 --> 01:15:18,880 Was he cruel to you? 665 01:15:21,920 --> 01:15:24,740 Well, you don't have to see him again. 666 01:15:26,520 --> 01:15:27,520 Ever. 667 01:15:27,840 --> 01:15:28,840 Sophia. 668 01:15:29,280 --> 01:15:31,560 You never have. 669 01:15:59,370 --> 01:16:00,370 Get in! 670 01:16:01,370 --> 01:16:02,890 Get in, Sophia, get in! 671 01:16:04,330 --> 01:16:06,650 Having a tantrum is not helpful. 672 01:16:52,759 --> 01:16:54,900 Come. Sit down, Sophie. 673 01:16:55,400 --> 01:16:56,460 I don't want to. 674 01:16:57,480 --> 01:16:58,480 Please. 675 01:16:58,760 --> 01:17:00,260 You'll regret if you don't. 676 01:17:22,860 --> 01:17:23,860 Oh, Sophie. 677 01:17:26,420 --> 01:17:27,880 Like a blue planet. 678 01:17:29,060 --> 01:17:31,300 With two dark spooky eyes. 679 01:17:32,000 --> 01:17:33,320 Like little animals. 680 01:17:34,360 --> 01:17:35,360 No, I'm not. 681 01:17:36,020 --> 01:17:37,240 I'm one of those things. 682 01:17:41,180 --> 01:17:42,320 Are you hungry? 683 01:17:43,440 --> 01:17:45,160 I bet you want to eat pizza. 684 01:17:45,660 --> 01:17:46,660 Hmm? 685 01:17:48,300 --> 01:17:49,640 You're a monster, Sophie. 686 01:18:00,430 --> 01:18:05,550 Do you think she's happy without a mind? 687 01:18:08,990 --> 01:18:13,010 Do you think she remembers? 688 01:18:15,050 --> 01:18:18,910 She has a mind like a leaf. 689 01:18:25,370 --> 01:18:29,650 Sometimes I want to blow myself up, Sophie. 690 01:18:32,390 --> 01:18:33,510 You still like me? 691 01:18:35,530 --> 01:18:36,530 Say yes. 692 01:18:37,610 --> 01:18:40,250 The world is dark until you say yes. 693 01:18:43,530 --> 01:18:45,430 The world is so dark. 694 01:18:46,630 --> 01:18:47,730 So dark. 695 01:18:55,210 --> 01:18:56,210 Wait. 696 01:18:57,990 --> 01:18:59,210 Oh, Matty. 697 01:19:01,859 --> 01:19:03,720 Marty, can you hear the ocean? 698 01:19:04,820 --> 01:19:05,820 Listen. 699 01:19:06,100 --> 01:19:07,100 Hey! 700 01:19:07,560 --> 01:19:08,560 Hey! 701 01:19:10,320 --> 01:19:11,420 My phone! 702 01:19:13,880 --> 01:19:16,260 You go get my phone! You need a fucking phone! 703 01:19:16,580 --> 01:19:19,040 Go get my phone! Go get my phone! 704 01:19:21,660 --> 01:19:22,840 You would show them. 705 01:19:24,460 --> 01:19:25,580 You would show them. 706 01:20:08,059 --> 01:20:09,760 Hello, hello, hello. 707 01:21:23,500 --> 01:21:24,800 What did you do when you got home today? 708 01:21:26,140 --> 01:21:27,140 Nothing. 709 01:21:30,440 --> 01:21:31,760 So you didn't go out or anything? 710 01:21:32,220 --> 01:21:33,540 No, I just slept. 711 01:21:34,140 --> 01:21:35,140 Why? 712 01:21:40,260 --> 01:21:41,260 Come on, let's go. 713 01:21:41,660 --> 01:21:42,660 Go where? 714 01:21:43,300 --> 01:21:44,400 Can I have some water? 715 01:21:45,700 --> 01:21:47,060 Tell me about your sister, Mum. 716 01:21:48,220 --> 01:21:49,220 Mary. 717 01:21:51,820 --> 01:21:52,820 She died. 718 01:21:53,680 --> 01:21:55,480 Would you help me fix the lamp in my bedroom? 719 01:21:55,940 --> 01:21:56,940 How did she die exactly? 720 01:21:57,700 --> 01:22:00,280 I don't know. Will you just plug it in for me? 721 01:22:01,560 --> 01:22:02,700 You must know how she died. 722 01:22:03,560 --> 01:22:04,560 I don't. 723 01:22:08,880 --> 01:22:09,880 I didn't know her. 724 01:22:14,540 --> 01:22:15,540 I didn't know her. 725 01:22:17,620 --> 01:22:18,620 Please tell me. 726 01:22:30,410 --> 01:22:31,410 Right, get in the car. 727 01:22:31,510 --> 01:22:33,490 I don't know what is the matter with you. 728 01:22:34,190 --> 01:22:36,710 Fia, I'm hungry. We're going to the restaurant. Come on. No! 729 01:22:37,190 --> 01:22:38,650 Go! Go! Go! 730 01:22:44,110 --> 01:22:45,890 What is this? 731 01:22:48,370 --> 01:22:49,370 You walked today. 732 01:22:54,270 --> 01:22:55,350 Why didn't you tell me? 733 01:22:56,450 --> 01:22:58,010 I didn't want to raise your boobs. 734 01:23:00,300 --> 01:23:03,220 I watch you as closely as you watch me. 735 01:23:03,440 --> 01:23:04,660 That's what mothers do. 736 01:23:05,040 --> 01:23:06,440 You watch your children. 737 01:23:07,200 --> 01:23:09,200 You never ask me if I'm happy. 738 01:23:09,560 --> 01:23:12,960 Because you're always so profoundly sad. 739 01:23:13,300 --> 01:23:15,240 You're so mad at me! 740 01:23:15,540 --> 01:23:19,860 So mad! Because you are so able. You're so strong. 741 01:23:20,300 --> 01:23:22,900 Why would you talk about cutting off your leg? 742 01:23:28,880 --> 01:23:29,880 The bleeding's all gone. 743 01:23:47,860 --> 01:23:49,080 Mary didn't die. 744 01:23:53,180 --> 01:23:54,420 They sent her away. 745 01:24:17,570 --> 01:24:19,450 They didn't let her near me. 746 01:24:26,730 --> 01:24:27,810 Did you know her? 747 01:24:29,730 --> 01:24:30,770 Did you meet later? 748 01:24:34,270 --> 01:24:35,270 Yeah, once. 749 01:24:35,930 --> 01:24:37,190 Why not with your age? 750 01:24:43,210 --> 01:24:44,210 She wasn't well. 751 01:24:48,370 --> 01:24:49,390 She was broken. 752 01:24:59,570 --> 01:25:00,570 Doesn't matter. 753 01:25:02,970 --> 01:25:04,770 I'm an animal in the desert. 754 01:25:08,510 --> 01:25:09,750 And there's no water. 755 01:25:22,030 --> 01:25:23,030 Only pain. 756 01:26:00,840 --> 01:26:01,840 It's not too late. 757 01:26:02,860 --> 01:26:03,860 It's here. 758 01:26:04,520 --> 01:26:05,520 Okay? 759 01:26:05,820 --> 01:26:06,820 It's here. 760 01:26:08,040 --> 01:26:09,500 You have to choose, Mama. 761 01:26:09,820 --> 01:26:10,880 You have to choose. 762 01:26:11,100 --> 01:26:12,700 You have to choose to go outside. 763 01:26:13,040 --> 01:26:17,980 You have to choose to not sit in a room all day and die slowly, smelling of that 764 01:26:17,980 --> 01:26:19,320 room. Do you understand? 765 01:26:20,260 --> 01:26:23,700 Please, you have to embrace life. You can't just endure it. 766 01:26:42,120 --> 01:26:43,120 I can't walk to you. 767 01:26:45,380 --> 01:26:46,600 You have to choose, Mama. 768 01:26:47,560 --> 01:26:49,460 You can't believe me. I can't walk. 769 01:26:50,600 --> 01:26:52,880 You don't believe me, but I can't. 770 01:26:53,380 --> 01:26:54,440 I do believe you.