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{\an8}Morning.
- Morning.
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Describe last night in one word.
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It was magical.
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That's awesome.
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{\an8}Last night was wonderful.
- It was.
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{\an8}It was a great night.
- As in the morning.
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And in the middle of the night.
- Yeah.
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At some point we put the CPAP on.
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Yeah, I pulled…
I had to take the CPAP off.
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{\an8}Last night was great.
We had good sex.
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{\an8}I enjoyed it.
He had fun too.
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Lots of different positions.
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He has a clear favourite.
On the couch, I might see it again soon.
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Oh my god.
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{\an8}Morning.
- The first night is over.
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{\an8}How did you sleep last night?
- Like a log.
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So.
- I think we fit well together.
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Yeah.
- It felt good.
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We didn't get up until after nine.
- Yes. World record.
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So.
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{\an8}It's Connor's birthday.
- The meter shows 32.
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{\an8}You…
- His wishes came true.
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{\an8}And it's only 10 o'clock.
- I'm here.
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The view is amazing.
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Absolutely incredible.
I can't wait for the day's adventure.
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Great view.
- Wow, what a woman.
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This is what I'll be watching for the rest of my life.
- You're lucky.
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You can't get rid of me.
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IS LOVE BLIND?
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{\an8}Last night was amazing.
- It was.
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{\an8}Stupid, how about that
imagine all kinds of things.
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{\an8}I don't know. This exceeded my expectations.
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At least I knew
that it's the same live.
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I was sure of that too.
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We were radically honest
from the beginning.
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We spoke directly and…
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We accepted each other.
That's why it was easy.
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I think we complement each other well.
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And we look good together.
- That's true.
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It feels like we've been training our whole lives -
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in relationships or otherwise.
We were supposed to meet now.
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I quite agree.
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All the hardships and worse moments -
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prepared me for you.
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This feels right and good.
That's why I love this woman.
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{\an8}Is love blind?
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{\an8}Apparently it is.
- Apparently.
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{\an8}Yes. This worked because you are also hot.
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Same words.
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Where do we see ourselves in five years?
- We have had time for adventures.
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Swim in Antarctica.
- It's off the list.
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I watched because I don't really swim.
- I understand.
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Are we swimming with sharks?
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I could do that.
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So.
- I face my fear.
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That is, Antarctica. Where do you want?
- Portugal, Spain…
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I want to go to Portugal.
Ronaldo was born there. Sorry.
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Who was that goalkeeper?
Tom Howard? Tim Howard?
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Tim Howard is American.
- Where was he born? Shall we go see?
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I already met him. He's weird.
- Goalkeepers.
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Say something else.
- Soccer players.
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You're stuck.
- Except Beckham.
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Come on. He is not clever.
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I like Posh Spice.
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I see. They are a good couple.
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They are cute.
- That's our goal.
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Okay. Absolutely.
I hope I'm as amazing as her.
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It's easy. It is already happening.
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I'll take it.
- Really. In many ways.
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So.
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{\an8}Let's celebrate!
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{\an8}We are getting ready.
- Connor's birthday party.
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Is it nice to see everyone?
- It is.
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Is it nice to see the boys?
- Well…
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The whole gang is coming! Boys!
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Girls need a full walkthrough.
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Probably.
- It's nice to exchange information.
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Is my hair okay?
- My shoulder… Damn!
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Oh good time!
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What's wrong with you?
Does it stay on at night?
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{\an8}I would like a drink.
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{\an8}That's pretty. Lovely.
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Here's mezcal,
pineapple and rosemary.
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Our child's name will be Rosemary.
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{\an8}Hey!
- Great that you came.
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You look nice.
- Nice to see you.
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I was just…
- Devonta, Jess.
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Hi, I'm Brittany. Nice to meet you.
- Chris. Likewise.
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Hello!
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{\an8}Hello!
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How is it going?
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{\an8}Types.
- Oh dear.
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Emma!
- Hello!
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How are you?
- Hey, crumb!
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{\an8}Give me a hand.
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{\an8}Hey!
- How are you?
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{\an8}Alex is attractive.
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The birthday hero is missing.
- True!
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{\an8}There are some decent snacks here.
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{\an8}Good luck
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Good luck
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Good luck, Connor
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Good luck
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Thank you very much.
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Hello, everyone!
- I'm Jordan. Nice to meet you.
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I'm Emma. Nice to meet you.
- Nice to meet you.
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Nice to see.
- Likewise.
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{\an8}Seeing Connor
brought up a lot of emotions.
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It was a strange experience.
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Hi, thanks for the warm welcome!
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Cheers!
- Cheers!
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What happened in the evening?
- Yes, tell me.
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Nothing.
- Right?
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We touched around.
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We didn't put.
- He was a gentleman.
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He asked if he could touch my tits.
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I was that "touch".
- Yes.
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You already wanted to shove them in his face.
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Sometimes it felt
that it was necessary to take a little distance.
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You are so strong. I was undressing immediately.
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Mike and I laid on the couch.
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Lovely.
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{\an8}All women have enjoyed physically,
and my man parka will be left without.
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He is very dedicated.
But of course we have fun.
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{\an8}He says I make it difficult.
"Just sorry."
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"You're making it difficult, Papi."
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I'm having trouble with this.
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We'll have sex when we're ready.
But I felt sorry for him.
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Open your thighs…
- You're lovely, but...
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Look! They are sealed up.
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You are literally…
- By the blood of Jesus.
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I need a cage. Put me out.
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Maybe you have to sacrifice,
so that my husband can get today.
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Do you want to go with your friends?
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do you want
- We can go.
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It makes no odds.
I have fun with you.
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I'm here because of you. Do you know?
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That's why we came.
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He said he was sorry,
don't mess around.
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For real?
- Yeah.
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Weird.
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And loudly.
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How is it going? Everything ok?
- The best pimp!
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Is it nice? Would you like a drink?
- I don't. All good.
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I'll be right back.
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All are attractive.
There is no doubt about it.
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{\an8}But with his own person
it's on a different level.
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Did you meet Chris?
- Yeah. I met everyone.
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Cute, right?
- Really.
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Chris is cute.
- All right.
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I don't want to…
Nobody is what I expected.
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For real? For better or for worse?
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What are your intentions?
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Yeah, say it.
- The bad ones.
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We are together for the rest of our lives.
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Did you talk to your ex-boyfriend?
- You are planting the seeds of chaos.
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I thought I didn't want to reveal too much,
but you have good taste.
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What's up. Boys are nice.
- He makes you glow.
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Everything is the same.
Same hairstyles and beards.
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Good looking guy.
- If I squint, you look the same.
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In peace.
- Which is which?
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Oops!
- Gabagool!
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Which one is here?
- Shots!
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Everything can be found.
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After all…
- I got the upper hand.
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{\an8}I will say frankly that I did not expect this.
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I expected this to have more depth.
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Is that weird? I don't know.
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i feel like
that this is superficial.
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I thought I was having a seizure
with many.
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I thought we were going through the hearings.
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I went around hugging everyone
and presenting.
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They were not spared.
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We experienced a lot together.
Why doesn't it show up anywhere?
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Jeez.
Connor's palms stopped sweating.
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You can feel it.
- He was sweaty on the way here.
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I asked if he was nervous about Emma.
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And not.
- Oh my God!
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He tries to confuse.
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But love is blind, right?
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Bri threw that my ex is here.
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It is.
He asked if it bothers me.
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Of course not. I don't care.
- Yes.
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I had a crush on a lot of people.
- Yes.
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And here we just pull the shots.
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And it's nothing,
but it feels strange.
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We just experienced something insane,
and no one acknowledges it.
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So.
- It bothers me.
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It annoys me in Bri,
that he talks non-stop.
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One thing is nice…
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One thing.
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Only one.
- Right.
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There's one thing I like about him.
- Of the one and only.
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He lets me be me.
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Great. A good woman.
- Great.
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I thought things should be forced.
We have our own ways.
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This feels really natural.
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So.
- He loves you.
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So.
- That's clear.
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And I felt it even before we met.
It's crazy.
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This is wild.
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Authenticity is important.
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He has confidence
and he knows exactly who is.
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Eye contact feels dangerous.
I haven't found anything negative yet.
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If you want to bundle up…
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Let go.
- He's not my usual type.
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I like dark features,
but I am satisfied.
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Great.
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What about Big Mike?
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Our senses of humor are exactly the same.
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That's a big deal.
- It's dark for us.
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It's great to laugh together.
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Flap flies. That's awesome.
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The thing I don't like…
Her suitcases are a mess.
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That is, God's season.
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It seems that everyone found
their true match.
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This feels natural.
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I was wrong about everyone.
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For real? I knew.
- How so?
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I didn't know what anyone looked like.
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I was surprised by Alex.
- There is a certain image in the head.
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He looked completely different.
- Yes.
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But everyone else I guess…
- I'll keep him.
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Somehow I knew.
- Right?
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At least that way.
- Jordan surprised.
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I somehow knew.
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Really? I like it.
He is wonderfully big and fat.
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He's insane.
- You guys are cute.
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When you came, I saw it right away.
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That made sense.
- Yes.
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He is awesome.
And he's a damn good guy.
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I have an aversion to men, and…
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"Reluctantly"?
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Is that how you would describe it?
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Emphasis on the word "disgustingly".
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We wouldn't have guessed.
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I've always been with an asshole.
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He opens the door for me and it's genuine.
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He doesn't want a nest with it. You know the difference.
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He wants to be genuinely considerate.
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Yeah, and he does it to others too.
I can see it.
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He always offers to help.
I'm amazed.
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I appreciate men in a whole new way.
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Men are good.
- Men are good.
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Men are good!
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The light turned from red to green, baby.
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From red to green!
- Directly to the penthouse.
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00:13:22,051 --> 00:13:24,427
Cheers, guys.
- This is deserved.
249
00:13:24,428 --> 00:13:27,681
And happy birthday.
- Thanks, mate.
250
00:13:32,603 --> 00:13:34,479
{\an8}Okay. Walkthrough.
- All right.
251
00:13:34,480 --> 00:13:36,565
{\an8}Thoughts, feelings, prayers.
252
00:13:37,066 --> 00:13:38,608
{\an8}Well then.
- That was cool.
253
00:13:38,609 --> 00:13:40,110
{\an8}Really?
- Yeah.
254
00:13:41,195 --> 00:13:42,822
Who surprised you the most?
255
00:13:44,073 --> 00:13:46,784
Who was I surprised by?
- Yes, about women.
256
00:13:47,618 --> 00:13:50,787
Amber looked different than I thought.
257
00:13:50,788 --> 00:13:55,042
I guess that surprised me the most.
He also has a child. It's crazy.
258
00:13:55,751 --> 00:13:57,085
{\an8}He looks good.
259
00:13:57,086 --> 00:14:00,797
Amber and Jordan
are perfect for each other.
260
00:14:00,798 --> 00:14:05,009
Amber and Jordan or Chris and Jess
are a perfect couple.
261
00:14:05,010 --> 00:14:09,597
So. Amber and Jordan
and Chris and Jess did not surprise.
262
00:14:09,598 --> 00:14:12,016
They fell in love on the first day.
263
00:14:12,017 --> 00:14:16,187
What did you think of men?
- I didn't expect Connor to be Connor.
264
00:14:16,188 --> 00:14:17,647
Connor being Connor?
265
00:14:17,648 --> 00:14:19,607
Namely.
- What did you expect?
266
00:14:19,608 --> 00:14:22,319
I don't know.
- You chose pretty well.
267
00:14:22,820 --> 00:14:25,531
Yeah. You were the sexiest there.
268
00:14:26,824 --> 00:14:29,742
It's a fact.
What did you guys talk about?
269
00:14:29,743 --> 00:14:32,246
Do you want to know what I said about you?
- Yeah.
270
00:14:32,746 --> 00:14:34,248
I see.
271
00:14:35,082 --> 00:14:37,501
I said you're a bit chaotic.
272
00:14:38,377 --> 00:14:41,880
I've got a good idea of it.
273
00:14:41,881 --> 00:14:44,299
So.
- Toothpaste too.
274
00:14:44,300 --> 00:14:45,843
Your bag.
275
00:14:46,343 --> 00:14:47,595
You don't make your bed.
276
00:14:48,429 --> 00:14:50,597
Clear. I see.
277
00:14:50,598 --> 00:14:52,682
I mean no harm.
- You don't.
278
00:14:52,683 --> 00:14:54,726
I'm starting to get a feel for it.
- Yes.
279
00:14:54,727 --> 00:14:56,269
We learn.
- That's right.
280
00:14:56,270 --> 00:14:57,313
Yeah.
- Yes.
281
00:15:07,156 --> 00:15:09,533
{\an8}It was a nice evening.
- It was.
282
00:15:10,034 --> 00:15:13,536
{\an8}The evening went well.
We were genuinely happy for each other.
283
00:15:13,537 --> 00:15:15,204
{\an8}Yes.
- Especially Amber's.
284
00:15:15,205 --> 00:15:17,790
He is a kind and good person.
285
00:15:17,791 --> 00:15:21,920
It's great that Jordan was able to point out,
286
00:15:21,921 --> 00:15:24,964
what a good man is like.
287
00:15:24,965 --> 00:15:26,049
So.
288
00:15:26,050 --> 00:15:29,302
He begins to believe
that we will get married at the end of this.
289
00:15:29,303 --> 00:15:31,512
So.
- We came here for the same reason.
290
00:15:31,513 --> 00:15:32,598
That's awesome.
291
00:15:38,020 --> 00:15:41,189
Well, I'm getting sleepy.
- Is it starting?
292
00:15:41,190 --> 00:15:42,858
Really starting.
293
00:15:44,318 --> 00:15:47,196
Why don't you go to sleep?
294
00:15:51,408 --> 00:15:53,868
Beautiful dreams.
- Likewise.
295
00:15:53,869 --> 00:15:55,746
Don't forget the lights.
296
00:16:01,502 --> 00:16:03,294
{\an8}Thank you for the nice birthday.
297
00:16:03,295 --> 00:16:06,089
{\an8}You're 32 honey.
- It was a fun night.
298
00:16:06,090 --> 00:16:08,425
{\an8}It was.
- Good people.
299
00:16:10,386 --> 00:16:12,513
{\an8}What did you think of women?
300
00:16:13,472 --> 00:16:15,140
You are the cutest of all.
301
00:16:15,641 --> 00:16:17,976
What was your impression of the men?
302
00:16:17,977 --> 00:16:21,521
It's crazy to finally see them live.
- Yes.
303
00:16:21,522 --> 00:16:25,943
I'm thinking about our connections and the things we do.
304
00:16:26,735 --> 00:16:29,654
I would have expected based on that -
305
00:16:29,655 --> 00:16:32,700
more genuine conversations
with many people.
306
00:16:33,409 --> 00:16:37,287
Even with the men I've dated.
It bothered me a bit.
307
00:16:38,372 --> 00:16:42,417
Do we not see the depth of our relationships?
308
00:16:42,418 --> 00:16:44,252
There were people
309
00:16:44,253 --> 00:16:47,673
to whom I have told things
which no one knows.
310
00:16:50,259 --> 00:16:53,637
Can't relate?
311
00:16:54,138 --> 00:16:56,889
I guess I had a different experience…
312
00:16:56,890 --> 00:16:58,725
Well, tell me about it.
313
00:16:58,726 --> 00:17:01,812
I told you more than anyone else.
314
00:17:02,938 --> 00:17:04,189
So it was…
315
00:17:06,150 --> 00:17:10,362
Of course I don't care
about your other connections, but…
316
00:17:13,240 --> 00:17:16,617
Okay. It wasn't meant to be
to be dramatic.
317
00:17:16,618 --> 00:17:18,703
No.
- I just thought that people...
318
00:17:18,704 --> 00:17:22,040
I thought they were different today
as agreed.
319
00:17:22,041 --> 00:17:23,624
For real?
- Yeah.
320
00:17:23,625 --> 00:17:26,627
We were so vulnerable together.
321
00:17:26,628 --> 00:17:28,713
So.
- It was strange.
322
00:17:28,714 --> 00:17:32,467
We shared this experience,
and we didn't recognize it in each other.
323
00:17:32,468 --> 00:17:34,803
Were you hoping Chris would talk to you?
324
00:17:36,472 --> 00:17:38,474
So you can grind more of this?
325
00:17:40,768 --> 00:17:43,604
Good question. I don't know.
326
00:17:48,525 --> 00:17:51,986
I don't mean to ask.
I'm just asking what you expected.
327
00:17:51,987 --> 00:17:54,530
I can't answer your question.
328
00:17:54,531 --> 00:17:58,201
I thought we were adults
and we would behave differently.
329
00:17:58,202 --> 00:18:02,205
I didn't talk once
With Emma so…
330
00:18:02,206 --> 00:18:04,832
Are you pretending it didn't happen?
331
00:18:04,833 --> 00:18:08,252
If Emma had pulled me
aside to talk,
332
00:18:08,253 --> 00:18:12,382
I would have happily snorted.
But I wouldn't take the initiative.
333
00:18:12,883 --> 00:18:15,885
That's what I mean.
The evening felt superficial.
334
00:18:15,886 --> 00:18:20,474
Maybe next time
we can talk properly.
335
00:18:21,475 --> 00:18:23,434
I don't know.
- Instead of celebrating.
336
00:18:23,435 --> 00:18:26,188
I guess you were vulnerable
With Emma.
337
00:18:26,688 --> 00:18:28,981
And Emma must have been the same for you.
338
00:18:28,982 --> 00:18:32,443
It's… I don't know.
He's kind of lost.
339
00:18:32,444 --> 00:18:36,572
Why don't we acknowledge it?
We just met each other for the first time.
340
00:18:36,573 --> 00:18:38,449
So.
- And nobody says anything.
341
00:18:38,450 --> 00:18:40,660
Emotions rise to the surface.
342
00:18:40,661 --> 00:18:45,081
We were so expansive in our agreement.
It was so wild.
343
00:18:45,082 --> 00:18:47,959
We wrote letters to each other.
344
00:18:47,960 --> 00:18:51,754
We confessed our love
and we parted ways.
345
00:18:51,755 --> 00:18:54,049
Suddenly we are like nothing.
346
00:18:56,552 --> 00:19:00,389
I hope I get another chance
to talk to Chris.
347
00:19:03,392 --> 00:19:05,144
I need a sequel.
348
00:19:09,481 --> 00:19:11,108
So. You need.
349
00:19:22,578 --> 00:19:23,995
{\an8}Here we are.
350
00:19:23,996 --> 00:19:28,040
{\an8}I do my morning workout in this giant pool.
351
00:19:28,041 --> 00:19:31,669
I watch her swim.
I'm just here to support.
352
00:19:31,670 --> 00:19:34,339
I don't do anything physical.
353
00:19:38,594 --> 00:19:42,890
{\an8}I feel
a bit lonely in the mornings.
354
00:19:43,390 --> 00:19:50,229
I wake up and go find Devonta.
355
00:19:50,230 --> 00:19:51,981
I'm not used to it.
356
00:19:51,982 --> 00:19:56,612
it feels
that I always initiate a kiss.
357
00:19:57,112 --> 00:19:59,197
I grab his hand.
358
00:19:59,198 --> 00:20:02,491
He still talks about the future.
It's just…
359
00:20:02,492 --> 00:20:06,121
He seems distant.
360
00:20:10,584 --> 00:20:14,212
{\an8}The water looks amazing.
- It seems so.
361
00:20:14,213 --> 00:20:15,339
{\an8}Is that so.
362
00:20:17,966 --> 00:20:19,217
{\an8}Thank you!
363
00:20:19,218 --> 00:20:20,426
Hello!
- Hello!
364
00:20:20,427 --> 00:20:22,387
Are you excited?
- Really.
365
00:20:26,892 --> 00:20:28,393
This is pretty cool.
366
00:20:31,188 --> 00:20:32,396
Oh that.
367
00:20:32,397 --> 00:20:34,398
I'll check the equipment.
- I can help...
368
00:20:34,399 --> 00:20:36,567
Well, there you go. Women first.
- I'm watching.
369
00:20:36,568 --> 00:20:37,652
Clear.
- Just come.
370
00:20:37,653 --> 00:20:40,072
A smaller bike for you. Tread carefully.
371
00:20:41,615 --> 00:20:43,574
I'll help you sit down.
372
00:20:43,575 --> 00:20:45,369
Do I pedal?
- Shall we pedal?
373
00:20:45,953 --> 00:20:47,912
Oh my god! Let's go!
374
00:20:47,913 --> 00:20:49,957
This is cool!
- Pretty wild.
375
00:20:50,874 --> 00:20:53,459
Michael!
- Come on!
376
00:20:53,460 --> 00:20:55,169
Let's go, crumb!
377
00:20:55,170 --> 00:20:57,213
Upstairs.
- Yeah.
378
00:20:57,214 --> 00:20:58,423
Shall we hold hands?
379
00:21:00,717 --> 00:21:01,801
Nice!
380
00:21:01,802 --> 00:21:05,221
Look at this and us! Who would have believed?
381
00:21:05,222 --> 00:21:07,807
This is probably the coolest thing I've done.
382
00:21:07,808 --> 00:21:08,892
Yeah. Not far off.
383
00:21:11,520 --> 00:21:14,522
{\an8}Then we jump.
- I'm ready. You first.
384
00:21:14,523 --> 00:21:16,107
Clear.
- Do I stay with you?
385
00:21:16,108 --> 00:21:17,484
It's going well.
386
00:21:19,695 --> 00:21:21,112
{\an8}Did you like it?
- Yeah.
387
00:21:21,113 --> 00:21:23,656
{\an8}I grabbed it like a cracker.
388
00:21:23,657 --> 00:21:26,743
{\an8}Why do you throw badly? Swing your wrist…
389
00:21:29,621 --> 00:21:32,039
It was a bad throw!
390
00:21:32,040 --> 00:21:33,834
At least I can catch it.
391
00:21:35,168 --> 00:21:37,170
You can't throw a Frisbee.
392
00:21:39,840 --> 00:21:42,092
{\an8}It's beautiful.
- Really pretty.
393
00:21:47,306 --> 00:21:48,431
{\an8}Let's go!
394
00:21:48,432 --> 00:21:50,517
{\an8}You're actually pretty good.
395
00:21:52,102 --> 00:21:55,355
Let's go.
- About that! Stay in the middle!
396
00:21:55,856 --> 00:21:57,440
You succeeded!
- No!
397
00:21:57,441 --> 00:21:58,900
Good!
398
00:22:00,485 --> 00:22:02,486
{\an8}The situation is 13–10.
399
00:22:02,487 --> 00:22:03,821
In a corn bag.
- Yes.
400
00:22:03,822 --> 00:22:06,824
Corn bag toss champion.
- I let him win.
401
00:22:06,825 --> 00:22:08,535
I guess so.
402
00:22:15,500 --> 00:22:17,127
Hold on back there!
403
00:22:17,961 --> 00:22:19,421
It's salty.
404
00:22:25,260 --> 00:22:27,429
Did you see a whale? That's its back!
405
00:22:32,392 --> 00:22:34,519
Our boys are in trouble.
406
00:22:35,312 --> 00:22:38,481
{\an8}You are frolicking on the beach…
- I know.
407
00:22:38,482 --> 00:22:42,444
{\an8}I leave the place and trust it,
that you take care of them.
408
00:22:45,614 --> 00:22:47,366
What else are you thinking about?
409
00:22:50,535 --> 00:22:54,414
i feel like
that you've been a little distant.
410
00:22:56,041 --> 00:22:57,792
The connection was lost.
411
00:22:57,793 --> 00:23:00,503
So. I see. But I would say…
412
00:23:00,504 --> 00:23:05,341
You will find that if I am quiet,
I try to stay calm.
413
00:23:05,342 --> 00:23:09,388
Sometimes I go for a walk and take photos.
I exercise my creativity.
414
00:23:14,184 --> 00:23:19,814
Sometimes I close myself off.
I answer that nothing bothers me.
415
00:23:19,815 --> 00:23:21,775
I just don't feel like talking.
- Yes.
416
00:23:22,984 --> 00:23:26,821
When you're in that state of mind,
do you want me not to touch you?
417
00:23:26,822 --> 00:23:28,698
Maybe if it's hot.
418
00:23:30,117 --> 00:23:32,702
All day here, you were…
419
00:23:33,954 --> 00:23:36,831
When sweaty, it's uncomfortable.
- Yes.
420
00:23:36,832 --> 00:23:40,000
You know that my love language
is physical contact.
421
00:23:40,001 --> 00:23:43,379
if you don't touch me
i think you hate me
422
00:23:43,380 --> 00:23:44,673
You're pretty.
423
00:23:46,341 --> 00:23:48,843
I had a fun day.
- Likewise.
424
00:23:48,844 --> 00:23:52,346
Your eyes look beautiful.
- Thank you. You glow.
425
00:23:52,347 --> 00:23:56,393
Wait, my skin will turn golden.
The Latina shows the golden side.
426
00:24:06,862 --> 00:24:09,113
{\an8}We have some work to do in Ohio.
427
00:24:09,114 --> 00:24:11,991
{\an8}Your lease ends in June.
- Yes.
428
00:24:11,992 --> 00:24:14,201
{\an8}We are driving south, maybe to Florida.
429
00:24:14,202 --> 00:24:15,870
{\an8}Let's do some testing.
- Yes.
430
00:24:15,871 --> 00:24:20,458
{\an8}If we're having fun, we'll fly to Arizona.
We're testing it. We'll see how it goes.
431
00:24:20,459 --> 00:24:24,170
I have proven that I can get any job
wherever I want.
432
00:24:24,171 --> 00:24:26,338
I did it three times in different countries.
433
00:24:26,339 --> 00:24:31,051
What would make you nervous about living together?
- Nothing, honestly.
434
00:24:31,052 --> 00:24:33,179
Right?
- We still live together now.
435
00:24:33,180 --> 00:24:35,514
I'm not afraid of anything.
- You're upsetting something.
436
00:24:35,515 --> 00:24:40,019
I don't stress about anything.
I sit here completely confident.
437
00:24:40,020 --> 00:24:42,813
I know what I bring to the table
and who i chose.
438
00:24:42,814 --> 00:24:44,732
Nothing makes me nervous.
439
00:24:44,733 --> 00:24:48,360
And I'm not trying to convince myself
convincing you.
440
00:24:48,361 --> 00:24:52,198
I guess I have such good nerves,
that I don't get nervous.
441
00:24:52,199 --> 00:24:55,284
Are you nervous about
that you have such good nerves?
442
00:24:55,285 --> 00:24:56,243
Yeah.
443
00:24:56,244 --> 00:24:59,873
I wonder when that will change.
Where's the juju?
444
00:25:00,457 --> 00:25:04,752
I've been through a lot.
That's why I'm not nervous.
445
00:25:04,753 --> 00:25:07,922
I know I can handle it
in this country or elsewhere.
446
00:25:07,923 --> 00:25:11,008
I had no father in my life.
It didn't work.
447
00:25:11,009 --> 00:25:17,097
I can navigate most situations.
I don't think there's anything to be nervous about.
448
00:25:17,098 --> 00:25:19,308
I went for the chicken. That was lovely.
449
00:25:19,309 --> 00:25:22,561
I like your confidence.
- There is a reason for that.
450
00:25:22,562 --> 00:25:24,772
It's new to me.
451
00:25:24,773 --> 00:25:27,359
As far as I'm concerned, there's no need to be afraid.
452
00:25:45,252 --> 00:25:46,545
{\an8}Okay. Ouch.
453
00:25:47,546 --> 00:25:50,507
{\an8}Wonderful that we can goof around
and be dust.
454
00:25:54,719 --> 00:25:56,554
So.
- The same was the case.
455
00:25:56,555 --> 00:25:58,682
What is the bad part?
456
00:25:59,516 --> 00:26:03,186
Not a bad share.
Except I tripped over your shoes.
457
00:26:04,646 --> 00:26:07,899
It only happened once.
458
00:26:09,276 --> 00:26:10,902
You make me laugh.
459
00:26:11,778 --> 00:26:16,615
And I'm not nervous around you.
460
00:26:16,616 --> 00:26:17,616
So.
461
00:26:17,617 --> 00:26:20,662
How would it feel to be a married couple?
462
00:26:21,371 --> 00:26:23,456
That would be awesome.
463
00:26:24,457 --> 00:26:26,750
That would probably be insane.
464
00:26:26,751 --> 00:26:31,422
I think it's best
that we choose each other.
465
00:26:31,423 --> 00:26:32,674
And…
466
00:26:34,050 --> 00:26:35,635
It was always you.
467
00:26:36,553 --> 00:26:38,178
So.
- Yeah.
468
00:26:38,179 --> 00:26:39,848
Only you.
469
00:26:56,573 --> 00:26:59,283
{\an8}Cheers. Happy birthday, honey.
- Thank you.
470
00:26:59,284 --> 00:27:00,785
i love you
- Likewise.
471
00:27:04,623 --> 00:27:08,959
Do you think your parents would be disappointed,
if you don't have children?
472
00:27:08,960 --> 00:27:10,045
{\an8}I don't think so.
473
00:27:10,545 --> 00:27:15,800
{\an8}I don't want that old woman
deprive them of their grandchildren.
474
00:27:20,305 --> 00:27:24,099
You're not really old. Although you are…
475
00:27:24,100 --> 00:27:28,103
You are older than me.
Maybe you think more like that.
476
00:27:28,104 --> 00:27:31,315
Watch your words.
- I couldn't get it out. I chewed.
477
00:27:31,316 --> 00:27:34,276
Maybe you think so,
because you are older than me.
478
00:27:34,277 --> 00:27:38,530
I don't feel old.
- You're not. My mother knows me.
479
00:27:38,531 --> 00:27:43,453
He already realizes that I won't have children.
480
00:27:43,995 --> 00:27:46,497
Why would I want children?
- Really?
481
00:27:46,498 --> 00:27:48,999
People want three athletic children.
482
00:27:49,000 --> 00:27:52,628
I don't care. my mother wants
that I'm with a loved one,
483
00:27:52,629 --> 00:27:56,006
who understands me
physically and mentally.
484
00:27:56,007 --> 00:27:58,176
He must be a special person.
485
00:27:58,760 --> 00:28:00,260
That's what I need.
486
00:28:00,261 --> 00:28:02,681
And I got that.
- Likewise.
487
00:28:03,181 --> 00:28:04,224
I'm serious.
488
00:28:07,018 --> 00:28:12,064
{\an8}I think both of us
pondered at the beginning of our age difference.
489
00:28:12,065 --> 00:28:15,818
It is much inferior
as we expected.
490
00:28:15,819 --> 00:28:20,365
I hope I can be
with him forever.
491
00:28:22,367 --> 00:28:25,244
It was a nice birthday.
- That was sweet.
492
00:28:25,245 --> 00:28:26,663
Thanks.
493
00:28:28,373 --> 00:28:33,711
It was nice.
It gives you a hint of what's to come.
494
00:28:33,712 --> 00:28:36,630
What life could be like.
- This was a good day.
495
00:28:36,631 --> 00:28:40,217
I was able to swim in the morning and work out…
496
00:28:40,218 --> 00:28:42,928
I want to do something like that every morning.
497
00:28:42,929 --> 00:28:45,431
If only I felt the same way.
498
00:28:45,432 --> 00:28:46,932
No problem.
499
00:28:46,933 --> 00:28:49,268
You are supported. That's enough for me.
500
00:28:49,269 --> 00:28:51,645
Everyone charges in their own way.
501
00:28:51,646 --> 00:28:52,731
So.
502
00:28:53,231 --> 00:28:57,402
I wish I could run
15 kilometers every morning, but no.
503
00:28:59,904 --> 00:29:01,488
Maybe you'll still get excited.
504
00:29:01,489 --> 00:29:04,074
I promised to try the cold pool, but…
505
00:29:04,075 --> 00:29:05,869
You really try.
506
00:29:06,536 --> 00:29:09,539
I don't like it.
- But it's worth it. I promise.
507
00:29:10,707 --> 00:29:12,499
Let's hope.
- Yeah.
508
00:29:12,500 --> 00:29:14,294
Shall we go to bed?
- Yeah.
509
00:29:30,977 --> 00:29:33,395
{\an8}We are getting ready for the pool party.
510
00:29:33,396 --> 00:29:36,858
Amber shaves my back for me.
511
00:29:37,358 --> 00:29:41,361
This is love.
- He has self-tanning.
512
00:29:41,362 --> 00:29:43,615
It's right in your tits.
513
00:29:45,283 --> 00:29:47,076
This is love.
514
00:30:00,256 --> 00:30:02,050
Good.
- Again!
515
00:30:07,263 --> 00:30:09,724
Bill of health! It went well!
516
00:30:18,399 --> 00:30:20,068
She is so hot. I can't stand it.
517
00:30:20,568 --> 00:30:22,028
Give us a show!
518
00:30:22,612 --> 00:30:26,657
{\an8}Chris was expansive
and challenged me in agreement.
519
00:30:26,658 --> 00:30:30,118
It's weird not to deal with it.
520
00:30:30,119 --> 00:30:31,453
Then go!
521
00:30:31,454 --> 00:30:34,040
Yukra. This is my life.
522
00:30:35,708 --> 00:30:38,044
Hi bro. We came pretty close.
523
00:30:39,838 --> 00:30:41,421
It was brave.
524
00:30:41,422 --> 00:30:43,633
This meant nothing. I promise it.
525
00:30:44,133 --> 00:30:46,970
Connor, I knew it would be like this,
when we gather.
526
00:30:47,554 --> 00:30:51,723
It's strange to be like nothing.
We told each other a lot.
527
00:30:51,724 --> 00:30:52,684
Jeez. Hello!
528
00:30:53,268 --> 00:30:56,395
Why don't we be surprised by this
and tell us about our thoughts?
529
00:30:56,396 --> 00:30:59,731
{\an8}I bet you guys would show
Same with Connor.
530
00:30:59,732 --> 00:31:00,899
{\an8}Somehow.
- Yes.
531
00:31:00,900 --> 00:31:04,361
{\an8}I pictured it in my head.
I thought you were -
532
00:31:04,362 --> 00:31:07,322
stocky and dark-haired.
Sharp features.
533
00:31:07,323 --> 00:31:09,533
Did I have an axe?
- I don't know!
534
00:31:09,534 --> 00:31:11,743
Do I grab someone on my shoulder?
- I saw...
535
00:31:11,744 --> 00:31:13,370
You're strangling something dude.
536
00:31:13,371 --> 00:31:15,789
I wonder if you are a risk at the bar.
537
00:31:15,790 --> 00:31:17,791
Am I a risk at the bar?
- I watched…
538
00:31:17,792 --> 00:31:20,627
Stupid.
- You were so kind.
539
00:31:20,628 --> 00:31:24,548
I imagined what you look like.
- I wanted an exact description.
540
00:31:24,549 --> 00:31:26,675
I wonder who the hell that is.
- Me!
541
00:31:26,676 --> 00:31:28,093
Stop it!
- "What the hell?"
542
00:31:28,094 --> 00:31:30,846
Did you not recognize?
- It wasn't good or bad.
543
00:31:30,847 --> 00:31:33,473
One can only imagine it.
It's awesome to see live.
544
00:31:33,474 --> 00:31:34,601
Of course, the sound matches.
545
00:31:35,184 --> 00:31:37,644
Okay. So you were surprised too.
- Yeah.
546
00:31:37,645 --> 00:31:41,315
Your voice sounds like
that you smoke three packs a day.
547
00:31:41,316 --> 00:31:43,275
Or you talk non-stop.
548
00:31:43,276 --> 00:31:45,527
I have bad vocal cords.
- Yes.
549
00:31:45,528 --> 00:31:49,448
I was looking forward to our meeting.
I told Connor about it too.
550
00:31:49,449 --> 00:31:53,660
I said I want to meet you already
and the familiar soppians.
551
00:31:53,661 --> 00:31:56,872
That was cool…I imagined it.
552
00:31:56,873 --> 00:31:59,750
I hang out with Chris
and we do all kinds of things.
553
00:31:59,751 --> 00:32:03,795
It was easy to see us
working together.
554
00:32:03,796 --> 00:32:06,506
We could still do them.
- Sure.
555
00:32:06,507 --> 00:32:08,342
Absolutely.
- Yeah.
556
00:32:08,343 --> 00:32:12,179
I thought we'd still do those things
With Chris.
557
00:32:12,180 --> 00:32:16,391
"Sorry Jess and Connor."
I appreciate that… I don't know.
558
00:32:16,392 --> 00:32:19,394
I like your enthusiasm and energy
towards life.
559
00:32:19,395 --> 00:32:20,854
It's charming.
- Yeah.
560
00:32:20,855 --> 00:32:25,734
Let's get Connor over.
You both try the ice bath.
561
00:32:25,735 --> 00:32:28,779
Indeed. We talked
for date ideas in columbus.
562
00:32:28,780 --> 00:32:31,365
I asked if he takes an ice bath.
Apparently not.
563
00:32:31,366 --> 00:32:35,369
I said Chris is coming.
He didn't like it.
564
00:32:35,370 --> 00:32:38,705
That's just the way it is.
- You have such a connection.
565
00:32:38,706 --> 00:32:40,749
Do you think so?
- Not about you?
566
00:32:40,750 --> 00:32:43,126
I punched him. I don't know.
- What do you mean?
567
00:32:43,127 --> 00:32:45,587
It's cool to see. We were in a bubble.
568
00:32:45,588 --> 00:32:48,215
I don't know what others are thinking.
- Me neither.
569
00:32:48,216 --> 00:32:51,259
I look at you and Jess and it works.
570
00:32:51,260 --> 00:32:52,344
What is it like…
571
00:32:52,345 --> 00:32:55,431
Do you feel the same way about me and Connor?
572
00:32:55,932 --> 00:32:57,516
Yeah.
- Really?
573
00:32:57,517 --> 00:33:01,061
It doesn't work?
- I don't know. I have not received confirmation.
574
00:33:01,062 --> 00:33:03,605
I think it works. You are on the same…
575
00:33:03,606 --> 00:33:07,150
He says you are scared.
You know you're burning yourself.
576
00:33:07,151 --> 00:33:08,485
I can't know!
577
00:33:08,486 --> 00:33:11,488
I don't know how you two are together.
578
00:33:11,489 --> 00:33:12,699
Not even a smell.
- Yes.
579
00:33:14,325 --> 00:33:16,994
I was thinking about you and Connor.
580
00:33:16,995 --> 00:33:20,664
You get along. I promise it.
Even if you're a little unsure.
581
00:33:20,665 --> 00:33:22,749
Chris, thanks for everything.
- Yeah.
582
00:33:22,750 --> 00:33:24,210
It was fantastic.
583
00:33:26,004 --> 00:33:29,089
{\an8}This has been a long and strange day.
584
00:33:29,090 --> 00:33:31,800
It was nice to see everyone and talk to them.
585
00:33:31,801 --> 00:33:36,513
But today some of my insecurities
surfaced.
586
00:33:36,514 --> 00:33:41,853
I've been sure of myself.
I'm trying to take it easy.
587
00:33:42,979 --> 00:33:45,565
But I don't know. This is a joke.
588
00:33:52,280 --> 00:33:54,740
Welcome to the office.
- How are you?
589
00:33:54,741 --> 00:33:57,075
How is it going?
- Very well. How about you?
590
00:33:57,076 --> 00:34:00,037
All good. It's going great.
591
00:34:00,038 --> 00:34:01,121
Nice.
- Nice.
592
00:34:01,122 --> 00:34:03,165
Better than fine.
- Don't change.
593
00:34:03,166 --> 00:34:05,500
I take off my hat because the sun isn't shining.
594
00:34:05,501 --> 00:34:07,878
How is Bri?
- Just fine.
595
00:34:07,879 --> 00:34:10,589
How's Mikey doing?
- Very well.
596
00:34:10,590 --> 00:34:12,966
He is cool, really…
- Yes.
597
00:34:12,967 --> 00:34:15,552
He's got a lot going for him.
598
00:34:15,553 --> 00:34:18,513
I'm messy and he doesn't like it.
- All right.
599
00:34:18,514 --> 00:34:20,349
How about you?
600
00:34:21,142 --> 00:34:23,560
He's a neat freak.
- Is that you?
601
00:34:23,561 --> 00:34:24,644
Not really.
602
00:34:24,645 --> 00:34:29,357
When we return to the real world,
and I leave my clothes…
603
00:34:29,358 --> 00:34:32,694
I throw my clothes in the shower
in the corner of the bathroom.
604
00:34:32,695 --> 00:34:34,196
I'll take care of them later.
605
00:34:34,197 --> 00:34:37,699
It wastes 10 seconds.
He is guaranteed to mix things up.
606
00:34:37,700 --> 00:34:39,743
I know. I'm guessing the same about Mike.
607
00:34:39,744 --> 00:34:43,998
If you need advice…
Especially if Mike annoys you, please report.
608
00:34:44,916 --> 00:34:46,918
I'll shout it from the rooftops.
- Yeah.
609
00:34:53,633 --> 00:34:55,718
This is like a live movie.
610
00:34:56,594 --> 00:34:58,762
I appreciate. Thanks.
- Have fun.
611
00:34:58,763 --> 00:35:00,931
what are you doing
- We're messing around.
612
00:35:00,932 --> 00:35:03,725
Clear! All right.
- We gossip. We're pulling shots.
613
00:35:03,726 --> 00:35:05,186
Shots!
614
00:35:05,686 --> 00:35:06,853
Awesome.
615
00:35:06,854 --> 00:35:09,899
Boys! Come here, let's integrate.
616
00:35:10,483 --> 00:35:13,068
It's that time at middle school dances.
617
00:35:13,069 --> 00:35:16,530
Let's play the "I've never" game.
- Sounds good.
618
00:35:16,531 --> 00:35:18,323
I never have.
- Five fingers?
619
00:35:18,324 --> 00:35:20,117
I never have.
- Five fingers.
620
00:35:20,118 --> 00:35:24,080
Jordan starts.
- I've never been in a group of three.
621
00:35:25,289 --> 00:35:26,706
Please wait…
622
00:35:26,707 --> 00:35:28,625
Everyone looks at each other…
623
00:35:28,626 --> 00:35:32,045
Oh, if it is?
- If you are, you put your finger down.
624
00:35:32,046 --> 00:35:33,547
Chris thinks…
625
00:35:33,548 --> 00:35:35,299
Be honest, honey.
626
00:35:36,592 --> 00:35:37,885
Yes!
627
00:35:40,513 --> 00:35:41,681
What's the guy's name?
628
00:35:43,558 --> 00:35:45,351
Nice.
- Damn.
629
00:35:46,519 --> 00:35:49,230
I've never laid on the balcony.
630
00:35:55,153 --> 00:35:57,612
Do we have a balcony now? Therefore…
631
00:35:57,613 --> 00:35:59,407
Is that a balcony?
- Yes.
632
00:36:01,951 --> 00:36:04,202
I've never had a fritsu.
- Don't you?
633
00:36:04,203 --> 00:36:06,079
What?
- Did you say fritsu?
634
00:36:06,080 --> 00:36:09,416
Look. My husband is cleaner than me.
635
00:36:09,417 --> 00:36:11,251
My darling is so innocent.
636
00:36:11,252 --> 00:36:14,129
Maybe he's looking for his first date.
- Right.
637
00:36:14,130 --> 00:36:16,381
I said I can give the first one.
638
00:36:16,382 --> 00:36:17,800
I don't want fritsu.
639
00:36:19,510 --> 00:36:20,803
I'll get more to drink.
640
00:36:22,597 --> 00:36:26,766
I'm not entirely sure
that our emotional connection becomes physical.
641
00:36:26,767 --> 00:36:29,562
{\an8}So far, that has not happened.
642
00:36:30,146 --> 00:36:33,732
I told him we can put.
It's going well.
643
00:36:33,733 --> 00:36:36,651
If he needs it
to feel connected.
644
00:36:36,652 --> 00:36:40,948
If it breaks the wall between us,
we can put
645
00:36:49,123 --> 00:36:52,000
I'm really lonely.
- Your husband loves you.
646
00:36:52,001 --> 00:36:55,588
So many say
but If only he would show it.
647
00:36:58,591 --> 00:37:01,468
On the first day
we mumbled seriously.
648
00:37:01,469 --> 00:37:04,721
He was respectful and asked,
can you touch me
649
00:37:04,722 --> 00:37:06,723
I gave permission to touch my body.
650
00:37:06,724 --> 00:37:07,974
Please.
- Yes.
651
00:37:07,975 --> 00:37:10,227
Everyone else has sex.
652
00:37:10,228 --> 00:37:12,813
That's why I told him today...
653
00:37:13,940 --> 00:37:15,857
"We can have sex."
- Yeah.
654
00:37:15,858 --> 00:37:18,944
He needs reassurance,
that everything is fine.
655
00:37:18,945 --> 00:37:21,446
I said I just don't want to talk right now.
656
00:37:21,447 --> 00:37:23,740
If we get married…
- Yes.
657
00:37:23,741 --> 00:37:25,951
I commit to you for the rest of my life.
658
00:37:25,952 --> 00:37:28,328
If it requires sex, let's do it.
659
00:37:28,329 --> 00:37:33,709
I'm wondering if we're going to fuck
lest he get too excited.
660
00:37:34,210 --> 00:37:37,545
Ask him about it.
- What causes it? Because I'm just…
661
00:37:37,546 --> 00:37:40,882
We exchange pensioner shirts.
662
00:37:40,883 --> 00:37:46,263
I don't constantly expose myself
and be rejected…
663
00:37:46,264 --> 00:37:47,472
Because it hurts.
664
00:37:47,473 --> 00:37:50,601
He gives kisses
and doesn't want to touch me.
665
00:37:51,310 --> 00:37:55,522
So. Then he gave me
goodnight kiss.
666
00:37:55,523 --> 00:37:58,067
I thought it was there, but…
- Exactly.
667
00:37:58,651 --> 00:38:03,196
I'm tired of doing everything.
- You have to tell him.
668
00:38:03,197 --> 00:38:05,615
But I need more.
- Yes.
669
00:38:05,616 --> 00:38:09,035
He doesn't say he loves me
unless I tell him.
670
00:38:09,036 --> 00:38:13,665
Tell him that.
I guarantee he doesn't even realize.
671
00:38:13,666 --> 00:38:14,666
So.
672
00:38:14,667 --> 00:38:20,298
An uncomfortable conversation now
is better than a shit storm later.
673
00:38:30,016 --> 00:38:31,516
How is it going?
674
00:38:31,517 --> 00:38:35,353
I wouldn't stab Brittany
ahead of my other conversation partners.
675
00:38:35,354 --> 00:38:38,523
{\an8}We go through the process together.
676
00:38:38,524 --> 00:38:42,319
But for marriage
there is also a physical aspect involved.
677
00:38:42,320 --> 00:38:45,905
From his partner for the rest of his life
hopes for physical attraction.
678
00:38:45,906 --> 00:38:48,700
How are you?
- Good. What about you?
679
00:38:48,701 --> 00:38:54,205
I would have dated Brittany before the exam.
He attracts me physically.
680
00:38:54,206 --> 00:38:58,835
Brown skin, dark eyes and features.
He's ticked.
681
00:38:58,836 --> 00:39:00,462
how are you
682
00:39:00,463 --> 00:39:01,755
Very.
683
00:39:01,756 --> 00:39:04,300
We are at a good point with Ash.
684
00:39:05,593 --> 00:39:09,804
{\an8}I admit,
that Ash is not my usual type.
685
00:39:09,805 --> 00:39:11,681
I said Devonta.
- Or what?
686
00:39:11,682 --> 00:39:16,269
I like darker features
and about certain things in my woman.
687
00:39:16,270 --> 00:39:19,689
I'm still figuring it out
does the physical side match the emotional connection.
688
00:39:19,690 --> 00:39:23,861
I think physical contact is important.
I'm still looking into that.
689
00:39:25,946 --> 00:39:29,407
did you tell him
that he's not your usual type?
690
00:39:29,408 --> 00:39:33,953
In brief. We should go back to that
and talk it through.
691
00:39:33,954 --> 00:39:35,830
So.
- It's a difficult conversation.
692
00:39:35,831 --> 00:39:40,335
How do I tell a person,
what do I care about on an emotional level?
693
00:39:40,336 --> 00:39:42,630
That he's not your type?
- Yes.
694
00:39:43,547 --> 00:39:46,341
I can well say that it doesn't work.
695
00:39:46,342 --> 00:39:49,511
That's not a problem.
I'll break your heart in your face.
696
00:39:49,512 --> 00:39:54,724
I don't predict, but if it doesn't work,
I can say that very well.
697
00:39:54,725 --> 00:39:57,561
I hope you feel the same way.
I'd like to hear.
698
00:39:58,562 --> 00:40:00,480
It's been hard.
699
00:40:00,481 --> 00:40:05,110
{\an8}I haven't even mentioned,
that he's not my usual type.
700
00:40:05,111 --> 00:40:06,569
{\an8}What is your type?
701
00:40:06,570 --> 00:40:09,823
{\an8}My usual type is tall
and athletic.
702
00:40:09,824 --> 00:40:11,533
I thought that…
- Yes.
703
00:40:11,534 --> 00:40:14,661
"Good lord."
- You're not used to it.
704
00:40:14,662 --> 00:40:17,455
There is a physical aspect to the process.
705
00:40:17,456 --> 00:40:21,626
We have to meet on that level.
Otherwise, you'll have to make do.
706
00:40:21,627 --> 00:40:23,545
So.
- I'll rephrase that.
707
00:40:23,546 --> 00:40:25,713
I respect the guy upstairs.
- Not that…
708
00:40:25,714 --> 00:40:29,175
It's not personal.
- I know what you mean.
709
00:40:29,176 --> 00:40:34,180
It is a defining part of this process.
It has to be given space.
710
00:40:34,181 --> 00:40:38,435
I think Ashley and Devonta
would understand it.
711
00:40:38,436 --> 00:40:40,729
They might be playing at the same level.
712
00:40:41,981 --> 00:40:46,401
I know I love him.
I always thought love was blind.
713
00:40:46,402 --> 00:40:48,946
But it is not always completely blind.
- No.
714
00:40:49,530 --> 00:40:53,950
Here we test,
will the emotional connection overcome the physical side.
715
00:40:53,951 --> 00:40:54,952
Right.
716
00:40:58,456 --> 00:41:03,335
{\an8}I was surprised by my conversation with Alex.
717
00:41:04,753 --> 00:41:10,217
He can be a bit ruthless.
I'm worried about Ashley.
718
00:41:11,135 --> 00:41:15,889
I don't want to spoil a good start.
A wonderful person is waiting for you somewhere.
719
00:41:15,890 --> 00:41:17,183
Thanks for that.
- Yeah.
720
00:41:39,371 --> 00:41:41,832
{\an8}Did you have any interesting conversations?
721
00:41:42,500 --> 00:41:45,043
{\an8}Did the women flirt?
722
00:41:45,044 --> 00:41:51,799
I don't think so. I usually asked guys,
how are you
723
00:41:51,800 --> 00:41:54,511
Thereby. It wasn't flirting.
724
00:41:54,512 --> 00:41:57,722
In reality, it was more…
725
00:41:57,723 --> 00:42:02,060
For example, for Jess I was glowing Chris,
and how Chris shines.
726
00:42:02,061 --> 00:42:04,103
So.
- I focused on that.
727
00:42:04,104 --> 00:42:09,734
I beamed at Amber, how funny
and her husband is real.
728
00:42:09,735 --> 00:42:12,278
Most were in complete agreement.
729
00:42:12,279 --> 00:42:15,949
They fit together. So does Emma.
I don't think we were flirting.
730
00:42:15,950 --> 00:42:17,992
So. Who else?
- Devonta and Britt.
731
00:42:17,993 --> 00:42:22,288
They seem to have work to do.
That's not for me to say.
732
00:42:22,289 --> 00:42:26,751
Flirty conversations, I don't think so.
I am open and easy to talk to.
733
00:42:26,752 --> 00:42:29,504
Maybe it seems that way, but I doubt it.
734
00:42:29,505 --> 00:42:32,840
Devonta is my friend.
I support their relationship.
735
00:42:32,841 --> 00:42:36,344
I try to push them forward.
736
00:42:36,345 --> 00:42:40,807
I don't think I was flirting.
But we can get through it.
737
00:42:40,808 --> 00:42:42,183
Yeah, let's go.
738
00:42:42,184 --> 00:42:44,143
It was a joke.
- Let's rewind.
739
00:42:44,144 --> 00:42:46,604
I trust it so…
- Just kidding.
740
00:42:46,605 --> 00:42:48,190
Nice.
- Right?
741
00:42:48,691 --> 00:42:50,900
Yeah.
- What else?
742
00:42:50,901 --> 00:42:54,237
You haven't lived with a woman.
- Not with a lease.
743
00:42:54,238 --> 00:42:57,907
I lived with a woman and a dog
a couple of months. It was easy.
744
00:42:57,908 --> 00:43:01,828
I won't be back excited
To Cleveland or Columbus, but…
745
00:43:01,829 --> 00:43:02,912
That's right.
746
00:43:02,913 --> 00:43:07,125
From what we're talking about
we will hardly be there long.
747
00:43:07,126 --> 00:43:10,044
We will endure that time and move on.
748
00:43:10,045 --> 00:43:13,840
Let's go with that.
I change cities every couple of months.
749
00:43:13,841 --> 00:43:17,343
It feels like home.
I'm used to uncertainty.
750
00:43:17,344 --> 00:43:20,888
I don't feel any reason to worry.
751
00:43:20,889 --> 00:43:24,976
You don't worry about anything, but you feel something
regarding the future?
752
00:43:24,977 --> 00:43:26,269
Are you excited?
753
00:43:26,270 --> 00:43:28,938
I'm excited.
"Nervous" is a strange word.
754
00:43:28,939 --> 00:43:31,399
It makes me nervous. It is unknown.
755
00:43:31,400 --> 00:43:32,400
So.
756
00:43:32,401 --> 00:43:36,779
I am not afraid or terrified.
But I wonder…
757
00:43:36,780 --> 00:43:38,740
Things will undoubtedly change.
758
00:43:38,741 --> 00:43:44,120
We will not continue in the same way.
I still don't think there's any reason to be nervous.
759
00:43:44,121 --> 00:43:48,416
When we get back, I need your support.
760
00:43:48,417 --> 00:43:52,420
You thrive on uncertainty.
It's new to me.
761
00:43:52,421 --> 00:43:55,757
It's normal to feel that way,
if this lifestyle is new.
762
00:43:55,758 --> 00:43:57,634
But at the same time…
- Yeah.
763
00:43:57,635 --> 00:44:00,303
I've experienced it, so I'm comfortable.
764
00:44:00,304 --> 00:44:06,518
I'll be your rock if the situation calls for it.
You can't prepare for everything in life.
765
00:44:07,478 --> 00:44:10,146
We talked about this in the agreement.
- I know.
766
00:44:10,147 --> 00:44:12,899
I have experienced…
- Yeah.
767
00:44:12,900 --> 00:44:15,568
I met my father and traveled the world.
768
00:44:15,569 --> 00:44:19,947
I lost my football career at the last minute.
This fits the bill for me.
769
00:44:19,948 --> 00:44:22,450
I was just making sure you felt something.
770
00:44:22,451 --> 00:44:25,244
I don't want you to be a jerk
for our future.
771
00:44:25,245 --> 00:44:28,373
No. Whatever you need,
I'll gladly give it to you.
772
00:44:28,374 --> 00:44:29,999
As long as you tell me.
- I know.
773
00:44:30,000 --> 00:44:33,670
I just didn't want you to be a complete jerk.
774
00:44:33,671 --> 00:44:37,132
I wonder if you have
even emotions at this point.
775
00:44:38,550 --> 00:44:40,678
There are no problems.
- Yeah.
776
00:44:41,261 --> 00:44:43,888
Or what? We will resolve them accordingly.
777
00:44:43,889 --> 00:44:46,558
But we have no problems.
Don't make them up.
778
00:44:47,059 --> 00:44:48,226
Clear.
- Agreed?
779
00:44:48,227 --> 00:44:49,978
Agreed.
- All right.
780
00:44:58,862 --> 00:45:04,784
{\an8}I am truly grateful for today.
781
00:45:04,785 --> 00:45:08,079
{\an8}We all watched because I needed a sequel.
782
00:45:08,080 --> 00:45:08,997
{\an8}Yes.
783
00:45:10,165 --> 00:45:13,127
To tell you the truth, a triple would do.
784
00:45:16,171 --> 00:45:20,049
I am not romantically interested
of anyone.
785
00:45:20,050 --> 00:45:22,845
But there's a lot to unpack here.
786
00:45:24,179 --> 00:45:27,850
We clearly had different days.
787
00:45:28,767 --> 00:45:31,352
I didn't have to deal with my feelings.
788
00:45:31,353 --> 00:45:35,148
When I ended the matter in agreement,
that was it for me.
789
00:45:35,149 --> 00:45:36,149
So.
790
00:45:36,150 --> 00:45:41,196
I don't know if you want to clarify something.
But it's a bit strange -
791
00:45:42,072 --> 00:45:47,285
watch you screw up your connection,
which you cut off.
792
00:45:47,286 --> 00:45:48,912
It wasn't nice.
793
00:45:50,831 --> 00:45:54,584
My love won't stop.
But at the same time it raised…
794
00:45:54,585 --> 00:45:57,044
Uncertainty?
- That was not nice to hear.
795
00:45:57,045 --> 00:45:59,964
So.
- I don't usually say these things out loud.
796
00:45:59,965 --> 00:46:04,510
I would stuff it all into myself
and I would explode in a couple of days.
797
00:46:04,511 --> 00:46:09,015
Or I would bear a grudge against you,
even though I didn't tell about my feelings.
798
00:46:09,016 --> 00:46:10,016
Right.
799
00:46:10,017 --> 00:46:15,229
Perhaps in the past I would have concluded,
that I don't get the confirmation I need.
800
00:46:15,230 --> 00:46:17,107
So.
- But here is…
801
00:46:17,983 --> 00:46:20,985
It's not about
how you feel about me
802
00:46:20,986 --> 00:46:24,989
It's about needing this
to yourself in this moment.
803
00:46:24,990 --> 00:46:26,449
It's about you.
804
00:46:26,450 --> 00:46:27,451
So.
805
00:46:34,041 --> 00:46:36,584
That's a partnership. It's a relationship.
806
00:46:36,585 --> 00:46:42,423
It is what we seek when we grow as human beings -
807
00:46:42,424 --> 00:46:44,592
and we are looking for our partner for the rest of our lives.
808
00:46:44,593 --> 00:46:45,593
So.
809
00:46:45,594 --> 00:46:50,097
Seeing Chris was kind of…
810
00:46:50,098 --> 00:46:53,434
she is lovely
but he is also very happy.
811
00:46:53,435 --> 00:46:54,519
So.
812
00:46:54,520 --> 00:46:59,148
I didn't have much to talk about.
It was a bit silly.
813
00:46:59,149 --> 00:47:02,193
It's a cool thing,
because he was my second relationship.
814
00:47:02,194 --> 00:47:03,194
So.
815
00:47:03,195 --> 00:47:06,782
But he and Jess make sense.
816
00:47:07,366 --> 00:47:09,535
There was nothing more to discuss.
817
00:47:10,118 --> 00:47:12,787
It's difficult. I compare experiences.
818
00:47:12,788 --> 00:47:15,666
I believed in you more
like those things.
819
00:47:17,668 --> 00:47:19,418
I believed in you.
820
00:47:19,419 --> 00:47:22,589
I just ask for your patience.
- Yeah.
821
00:47:23,841 --> 00:47:27,301
There is endurance here.
I appreciate your patience.
822
00:47:27,302 --> 00:47:29,680
Yeah.
- I am grateful for you.
823
00:47:33,350 --> 00:47:34,768
What?
824
00:47:51,660 --> 00:47:53,537
What did you think of the sprinkles?
825
00:47:57,332 --> 00:48:01,378
{\an8}I don't know.
It feels like our connection is gone.
826
00:48:04,631 --> 00:48:10,887
{\an8}You just walk right past me.
You don't make contact or grab me.
827
00:48:10,888 --> 00:48:16,517
You don't touch my back, kiss or anything.
I wonder if you even find me attractive.
828
00:48:16,518 --> 00:48:20,146
You never say that.
Do you even want to be here with me?
829
00:48:20,147 --> 00:48:24,818
I feel like we're not engaged.
It feels like we're just hanging out.
830
00:48:25,319 --> 00:48:29,280
Whenever we are together,
we have fun and talk.
831
00:48:29,281 --> 00:48:32,992
I am always ready to talk with you.
832
00:48:32,993 --> 00:48:35,620
I won't wake up next to you in the morning...
833
00:48:35,621 --> 00:48:38,706
Sorry, I wake up early.
I don't lie in bed all morning.
834
00:48:38,707 --> 00:48:42,752
I want to watch the sunrise,
read my book I fall asleep outside.
835
00:48:42,753 --> 00:48:48,382
I will not isolate myself from you.
But you take it personally…
836
00:48:48,383 --> 00:48:50,176
What do you want me to do?
837
00:48:50,177 --> 00:48:53,846
could you talk to me
ask things, do things.
838
00:48:53,847 --> 00:48:57,475
I guess I didn't want to
stuck inside all the time.
839
00:48:57,476 --> 00:49:01,479
You want me to hug you
at all times and I am present.
840
00:49:01,480 --> 00:49:05,858
It doesn't mean I don't care about you.
- I don't think so.
841
00:49:05,859 --> 00:49:08,945
I just mean that we…
- You just said so.
842
00:49:08,946 --> 00:49:11,281
We should be on our honeymoon.
843
00:49:12,074 --> 00:49:15,076
Clear. If we don't… This is not a honeymoon.
844
00:49:15,077 --> 00:49:18,664
We still have to live together
and decide things…
845
00:49:19,164 --> 00:49:24,043
I don't need to hug
and piss you off every second.
846
00:49:24,044 --> 00:49:27,254
I'm not saying that.
Don't walk past me ignoring…
847
00:49:27,255 --> 00:49:30,424
I haven't walked by.
- You are. Many times.
848
00:49:30,425 --> 00:49:31,592
Neither do I.
849
00:49:31,593 --> 00:49:36,180
I wouldn't say I doubt our connection,
if you didn't do that.
850
00:49:36,181 --> 00:49:41,311
I see. But you can't make it up
chatting about nothing throughout the day.
851
00:49:42,145 --> 00:49:44,564
I said that yesterday when we talked about it.
852
00:49:45,148 --> 00:49:47,566
All kinds of things are going through my head right now.
853
00:49:47,567 --> 00:49:52,447
I have family concerns, I'm adjusting to everyday life.
There is enough to digest.
854
00:49:52,948 --> 00:49:56,659
I'm coming home
and someone in my family is gone.
855
00:49:56,660 --> 00:49:58,328
It's hard to think about.
856
00:49:58,829 --> 00:50:04,167
sorry you feel that way
but I have other things to think about.
857
00:50:05,419 --> 00:50:07,879
I don't want to invalidate your feelings, but…
858
00:50:08,922 --> 00:50:10,590
I don't know.
859
00:50:17,347 --> 00:50:19,515
I don't think you ignore me.
860
00:50:19,516 --> 00:50:24,062
But I say
that this was a real shock.
861
00:50:30,819 --> 00:50:35,699
We should have fun together,
if we are going to get married.
862
00:50:56,303 --> 00:50:58,054
COMING
863
00:50:58,055 --> 00:51:01,057
Now I know what love feels like.
864
00:51:01,058 --> 00:51:03,309
Love.
- You bring out the best in me.
865
00:51:03,310 --> 00:51:05,978
I've never been so sure about anything.
866
00:51:05,979 --> 00:51:09,190
we have fun
but i can tell you everything.
867
00:51:09,191 --> 00:51:11,358
You are my best friend.
868
00:51:11,359 --> 00:51:13,069
The man still celebrates Christmas.
869
00:51:13,070 --> 00:51:14,695
Yep.
- There's a barrel outside.
870
00:51:14,696 --> 00:51:17,698
As if I were visiting
in my children's student dormitory.
871
00:51:17,699 --> 00:51:19,033
You are a project.
- Yukra.
872
00:51:19,034 --> 00:51:21,035
When will I have a grandchild?
873
00:51:21,036 --> 00:51:25,123
Are you afraid of having children?
with a white woman?
874
00:51:27,584 --> 00:51:32,713
If you are bitter towards your child and me,
I couldn't live with that.
875
00:51:32,714 --> 00:51:33,632
So.
876
00:51:34,424 --> 00:51:38,594
You are fastidious and meticulous.
Convince me of your authenticity.
877
00:51:38,595 --> 00:51:41,138
I'm in love with your daughter.
- Not enough.
878
00:51:41,139 --> 00:51:42,556
Right?
- No.
879
00:51:42,557 --> 00:51:47,562
I haven't been so heavily involved
in the child's life. It's terrifying.
880
00:51:48,146 --> 00:51:50,815
Amber, would you like to talk? I'm disappearing.
881
00:51:50,816 --> 00:51:52,275
This was here.
882
00:51:54,736 --> 00:51:57,072
You look amazing.
- Thank you.
883
00:51:59,199 --> 00:52:03,954
I don't expect you to always message me.
- I don't message anyone.
884
00:52:04,746 --> 00:52:06,414
Chris Fusco. Let's see.
885
00:52:07,332 --> 00:52:09,584
Do you want me to answer?
- Don't.
886
00:52:10,335 --> 00:52:13,879
Am I really going to spend the rest of my life?
with him?
887
00:52:13,880 --> 00:52:15,589
I don't know.
- Listen to me.
888
00:52:15,590 --> 00:52:20,804
I like Connor,
but he is too submissive to you.
889
00:52:21,888 --> 00:52:23,223
So.
890
00:52:25,308 --> 00:52:26,643
Get out.
891
00:52:27,686 --> 00:52:29,396
Do you say yes?
892
00:52:30,689 --> 00:52:33,440
I'm making the biggest decision of my life.
893
00:52:33,441 --> 00:52:37,570
Now is the time to decide if love is blind.
894
00:52:37,571 --> 00:52:41,574
I wonder what it would be like
with my second choice.
895
00:52:41,575 --> 00:52:43,994
Not the heck.
896
00:53:18,195 --> 00:53:20,113
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