1 00:00:59,100 --> 00:01:00,890 Like we discussed yesterday, 2 00:01:01,090 --> 00:01:05,849 I really want you all to focus on topic sentences more. 3 00:01:06,049 --> 00:01:08,200 Too many of you are rushing into examples 4 00:01:08,400 --> 00:01:09,989 in your body paragraphs. 5 00:01:10,189 --> 00:01:11,810 It'd be good for everyone to review 6 00:01:12,010 --> 00:01:13,730 the paragraph structure PDF I sent you 7 00:01:13,930 --> 00:01:15,120 a few weeks ago. 8 00:01:15,319 --> 00:01:18,909 I know these rules can feel constraining. 9 00:01:19,109 --> 00:01:22,039 But remember, the point of this course 10 00:01:22,239 --> 00:01:26,260 is to learn how to write clearly and persuasively. 11 00:01:26,460 --> 00:01:29,700 That's how you can effectively communicate your ideas. 12 00:01:33,079 --> 00:01:35,400 Chris, I imagine that was supposed to be a private chat 13 00:01:35,599 --> 00:01:38,189 - that you sent to the whole class. - Well done. 14 00:01:38,390 --> 00:01:42,450 And, yes, the camera on my laptop still doesn't work. 15 00:01:42,650 --> 00:01:44,670 Believe me, you're not missing much. 16 00:01:44,870 --> 00:01:47,390 Oh, and for those of you who still haven't given me paper three, 17 00:01:47,439 --> 00:01:50,189 I need it by Wednesday, no exceptions. 18 00:01:51,280 --> 00:01:53,509 And remember, 19 00:01:53,710 --> 00:01:56,210 the more you revise these essays, the better. 20 00:01:56,409 --> 00:01:57,950 The more you change, 21 00:01:58,150 --> 00:02:00,780 chances are you'll express your thoughts and ideas 22 00:02:00,980 --> 00:02:02,379 more clearly and persuasively. 23 00:02:03,290 --> 00:02:04,340 All right? 24 00:02:32,400 --> 00:02:33,420 Oh! 25 00:02:54,599 --> 00:02:59,310 - "- Moby Dick... - In the amazing book, Moby..." 26 00:02:59,509 --> 00:03:01,360 Liz? 27 00:03:03,259 --> 00:03:06,180 Just use your key, open the door! 28 00:03:08,139 --> 00:03:09,979 Oh, my God. 29 00:03:10,180 --> 00:03:12,020 Who are you? 30 00:03:12,219 --> 00:03:15,159 Gosh, are you okay? Should I call an ambulance? I should call an am... 31 00:03:19,060 --> 00:03:20,336 Read this to me. Do you have a phone? 32 00:03:20,360 --> 00:03:21,425 My phone's dead, I need to... 33 00:03:21,449 --> 00:03:23,020 Please just read it! Okay! 34 00:03:24,289 --> 00:03:25,509 Okay. 35 00:03:27,719 --> 00:03:29,346 "In the amazing book, Moby Dick, by the author, Herman Melville," 36 00:03:29,370 --> 00:03:31,479 "the author recounts his story of being at sea." 37 00:03:31,680 --> 00:03:34,216 "In the first part of his book, the author, calling himself Ishmael," 38 00:03:34,240 --> 00:03:35,479 "is in a small seaside town," 39 00:03:35,680 --> 00:03:37,920 "and he is sharing a bed with a man named Queequeg." 40 00:03:38,120 --> 00:03:39,355 What is this? Why am I reading this? 41 00:03:39,379 --> 00:03:41,439 I need to... Just read any of it! 42 00:03:41,639 --> 00:03:43,960 "And I felt saddest of all when I read the boring chapters" 43 00:03:44,039 --> 00:03:45,599 "that were only descriptions of whales," 44 00:03:45,729 --> 00:03:47,496 "because I knew that the author was just trying to save us" 45 00:03:47,520 --> 00:03:48,710 "from his own sad story..." 46 00:03:48,909 --> 00:03:50,365 Sad story."...just for a little while." 47 00:03:50,389 --> 00:03:51,759 Just for a little while. 48 00:03:51,960 --> 00:03:53,675 "This book made me think about my own life..." 49 00:03:53,699 --> 00:03:55,420 "and then it made me feel glad for my..." 50 00:03:58,009 --> 00:04:00,419 Did that help? 51 00:04:00,620 --> 00:04:02,340 Look, do you have a phone? My phone is dead. 52 00:04:02,490 --> 00:04:04,120 I need to call an ambulance. 53 00:04:04,319 --> 00:04:07,120 You need help. I don't go to hospitals. 54 00:04:07,319 --> 00:04:10,159 I can't help you, I don't... I don't go to hospitals. 55 00:04:11,379 --> 00:04:15,080 I am sorry, um... You can go. 56 00:04:15,280 --> 00:04:16,689 Thank you for reading that to me. 57 00:04:22,779 --> 00:04:24,040 Are you sure you're okay? 58 00:04:26,300 --> 00:04:27,910 I'm sorry, who are you? 59 00:04:29,480 --> 00:04:31,235 Are you acquainted with the Gospel of Jesus Christ? 60 00:04:31,259 --> 00:04:34,189 What? I'm sharing Christ's message of love, 61 00:04:34,389 --> 00:04:36,019 and I'm showing people... Oh. 62 00:04:36,220 --> 00:04:37,420 Think I should call my friend. 63 00:04:37,610 --> 00:04:40,590 She's a nurse, she takes care of me. 64 00:04:40,790 --> 00:04:44,149 Yeah. Yeah, I'll go. Sorry to bother you.Wait. 65 00:04:45,540 --> 00:04:47,060 My phone fell under there, can you... 66 00:04:50,629 --> 00:04:51,810 Yeah, sure. 67 00:05:02,730 --> 00:05:03,829 Here it is. 68 00:05:10,689 --> 00:05:12,446 Hey, listen, I don't know what's gonna happen 69 00:05:12,470 --> 00:05:14,139 in the next few minutes. 70 00:05:14,339 --> 00:05:16,800 If you don't mind, could you... 71 00:05:17,000 --> 00:05:19,050 Yeah. Yeah, of course. Thank you. 72 00:05:24,620 --> 00:05:26,930 - It's Liz. I'm not around. - Leave a message. 73 00:05:29,410 --> 00:05:31,589 What was that thing that you had me read to you? 74 00:05:33,279 --> 00:05:34,290 It's an essay. 75 00:05:35,110 --> 00:05:36,329 It's my job. 76 00:05:37,420 --> 00:05:39,470 I teach online college courses. 77 00:05:39,670 --> 00:05:41,189 But why did you have me read it to you? 78 00:05:45,430 --> 00:05:46,629 Because I thought I was dying. 79 00:05:46,769 --> 00:05:48,949 And I wanted to hear it one last time. 80 00:05:55,209 --> 00:05:56,879 You should have called an ambulance. 81 00:05:57,079 --> 00:05:58,930 With no health insurance? 82 00:05:59,129 --> 00:06:00,920 Being in debt is better than being dead. 83 00:06:01,660 --> 00:06:02,660 What's wrong with you? 84 00:06:03,920 --> 00:06:05,709 Why is there a missionary here? 85 00:06:06,800 --> 00:06:09,199 Someone left the door unlocked. 86 00:06:09,399 --> 00:06:10,839 I left after you fell asleep earlier, 87 00:06:12,060 --> 00:06:13,189 I must've forgotten. 88 00:06:14,889 --> 00:06:16,860 Good thing, too. If I hadn't, you might have... 89 00:06:17,060 --> 00:06:18,339 Liz, I don't like it when you... 90 00:06:18,540 --> 00:06:20,339 Okay, okay. I just hate the thought 91 00:06:20,540 --> 00:06:22,949 of you being sealed up in this place when I'm not here. 92 00:06:23,149 --> 00:06:25,250 Now shut up, I'm trying to... 93 00:06:34,610 --> 00:06:35,909 What? Hush. 94 00:06:40,920 --> 00:06:42,090 Tell me what you felt. 95 00:06:42,750 --> 00:06:44,759 Pain, in my chest. 96 00:06:44,959 --> 00:06:46,009 Hard to breathe. 97 00:06:46,970 --> 00:06:48,189 I couldn't intake air. 98 00:06:51,569 --> 00:06:54,019 How are you sleeping? I'm not, really. 99 00:06:57,370 --> 00:06:58,500 Lean forward. 100 00:07:06,199 --> 00:07:07,689 You're wheezing. 101 00:07:07,889 --> 00:07:09,649 I always wheeze, Liz. 102 00:07:09,850 --> 00:07:11,029 You're wheezing more. 103 00:07:11,509 --> 00:07:12,829 Deep breath. 104 00:07:16,910 --> 00:07:18,569 That hurt? 105 00:07:18,769 --> 00:07:19,850 What was my blood pressure? 106 00:07:22,050 --> 00:07:24,129 Two-hundred and thirty-eight over 134. 107 00:07:30,009 --> 00:07:31,410 Oh. 108 00:07:31,610 --> 00:07:32,659 Yeah. "Oh." 109 00:07:36,279 --> 00:07:37,850 Hey, could you... 110 00:07:38,050 --> 00:07:40,449 I haven't been to the bathroom all day, I'm ready to explode. 111 00:08:18,750 --> 00:08:20,500 You need help in there? 112 00:08:21,579 --> 00:08:23,319 No, I'm fine. Sorry. 113 00:08:24,060 --> 00:08:25,470 What are you sorry about? 114 00:08:25,670 --> 00:08:28,730 I'm sorry. I don't know. Just sorry. 115 00:08:28,930 --> 00:08:30,290 I should go. Thank you. 116 00:08:31,379 --> 00:08:33,299 You must be from New Life. 117 00:08:33,500 --> 00:08:35,210 You know Doug, from the church council? 118 00:08:36,419 --> 00:08:38,000 Yeah, I think so? 119 00:08:38,200 --> 00:08:39,440 I'm not entirely sure. 120 00:08:39,639 --> 00:08:40,720 I'm sort of new here, so... 121 00:08:41,080 --> 00:08:42,169 He's my dad. 122 00:08:44,129 --> 00:08:46,360 Doug and Cindy adopted me when I was a baby. 123 00:08:46,559 --> 00:08:47,789 Oh, that's great. 124 00:08:47,990 --> 00:08:49,710 I've never seen you there before, but, 125 00:08:49,909 --> 00:08:51,100 again I'm sort of new, so... 126 00:08:51,299 --> 00:08:53,539 Fucking hate New Life.Oh. 127 00:08:53,740 --> 00:08:55,299 My dad forced me to go when I was a kid. 128 00:08:55,480 --> 00:08:59,009 It was awful, growing up with all that "end times" bullshit. 129 00:09:00,320 --> 00:09:02,320 You're young. 130 00:09:03,409 --> 00:09:04,676 Why the hell would you want to believe 131 00:09:04,700 --> 00:09:06,059 that the world is about to end? 132 00:09:07,539 --> 00:09:09,730 I believe that when Christ returns, 133 00:09:09,929 --> 00:09:11,149 it's gonna be beautiful. 134 00:09:14,850 --> 00:09:16,029 Look, you can go. 135 00:09:17,639 --> 00:09:19,389 I know Charlie appreciates the help, 136 00:09:19,590 --> 00:09:21,960 but if you're here to convert him... 137 00:09:22,159 --> 00:09:23,259 Oh, we don't convert, 138 00:09:23,460 --> 00:09:24,740 our message is a message of hope 139 00:09:24,769 --> 00:09:27,309 People of all faiths. 140 00:09:27,509 --> 00:09:30,740 - I know. You're sweet. - But... 141 00:09:35,299 --> 00:09:37,299 Believe me, he doesn't want to hear about New Life. 142 00:09:38,309 --> 00:09:40,240 Why? 143 00:09:40,440 --> 00:09:41,919 Because it's caused him a lot of pain. 144 00:09:42,929 --> 00:09:43,929 How? 145 00:09:47,669 --> 00:09:48,669 It killed his boyfriend. 146 00:09:54,590 --> 00:09:56,590 You're saying the church... 147 00:09:57,679 --> 00:10:00,070 Killed Charlie's boyfriend, yes. 148 00:10:01,289 --> 00:10:03,039 And I should add that New Life 149 00:10:03,240 --> 00:10:05,350 has caused me a lot of pain in my life. 150 00:10:05,549 --> 00:10:07,870 So, we don't need you coming over here, 151 00:10:08,070 --> 00:10:10,169 especially not now, not this week. 152 00:10:11,480 --> 00:10:12,960 Why? 153 00:10:13,159 --> 00:10:15,000 Because he probably won't be here next week. 154 00:10:15,830 --> 00:10:17,320 Where's he going? 155 00:10:17,519 --> 00:10:19,570 I'm sorry you had to come over, Liz. 156 00:10:20,750 --> 00:10:22,019 No, it's okay. 157 00:10:22,220 --> 00:10:24,889 I'm sorry that I always think I'm dying. 158 00:10:25,090 --> 00:10:28,110 Charlie, your blood pressure is 238 over 134. 159 00:10:28,309 --> 00:10:30,240 I'm sorry. Go to the hospital. 160 00:10:30,440 --> 00:10:31,980 I'm sorry. Stop saying you're sorry. 161 00:10:32,179 --> 00:10:33,370 Go to the hospital. 162 00:10:34,500 --> 00:10:35,899 You have congestive heart failure. 163 00:10:36,100 --> 00:10:37,379 If you don't go to the hospital, 164 00:10:37,490 --> 00:10:38,690 you'll be dead by the weekend. 165 00:10:40,159 --> 00:10:41,980 You will die. 166 00:10:43,990 --> 00:10:45,269 Well, then, I better get to work 167 00:10:45,460 --> 00:10:46,915 because I have a lot of essays this week. 168 00:10:46,940 --> 00:10:48,350 God damn it! 169 00:10:48,549 --> 00:10:51,690 I know. I'm sorry, I'm an awful person. I know. 170 00:10:53,259 --> 00:10:54,480 I'm sorry. 171 00:10:56,639 --> 00:10:58,316 Did you still want to hear about Christ's message of love and salvation? 172 00:10:58,340 --> 00:10:59,340 No, he does not! 173 00:10:59,509 --> 00:11:00,509 Okay. Okay. 174 00:11:01,220 --> 00:11:02,220 I'll go. 175 00:11:04,529 --> 00:11:05,580 I still don't understand 176 00:11:05,779 --> 00:11:07,259 why you had me read that essay to you. 177 00:11:08,230 --> 00:11:09,710 It's a really good essay. 178 00:11:12,059 --> 00:11:13,929 Goodbye. 179 00:11:16,279 --> 00:11:18,855 Charlie, you have to go to the hospital. This has gone way too far. 180 00:11:18,879 --> 00:11:22,080 And rack up tens of thousands of dollars in hospital bills 181 00:11:22,279 --> 00:11:24,559 I'll never be able to pay back, ever. 182 00:11:24,759 --> 00:11:26,549 This affects me too, you know? 183 00:11:29,679 --> 00:11:30,690 You're my friend. 184 00:11:32,299 --> 00:11:33,299 I know. 185 00:11:35,080 --> 00:11:36,080 I'm sorry. 186 00:11:36,250 --> 00:11:37,610 You say you're sorry one more time, 187 00:11:37,769 --> 00:11:39,706 I will shove a knife right into you, I swear to God! 188 00:11:39,730 --> 00:11:41,710 Go ahead, what's it gonna do? 189 00:11:41,899 --> 00:11:43,659 My internal organs are two feet in, at least. 190 00:11:59,889 --> 00:12:01,590 I've been telling you this would happen. 191 00:12:01,789 --> 00:12:02,799 I know. 192 00:12:05,590 --> 00:12:07,549 Haven't I been telling you? You have. 193 00:12:17,820 --> 00:12:19,960 A new GOP presidential primary. 194 00:12:20,159 --> 00:12:22,220 However, they say absentee ballots 195 00:12:22,419 --> 00:12:24,446 are the lowest they've seen in recent history. NEWSCASTER 2: That's not good. 196 00:12:24,470 --> 00:12:26,399 - No, it's not. - Get out and vote tomorrow. 197 00:12:26,600 --> 00:12:28,490 If you want to vote in the Republican primary. 198 00:12:28,690 --> 00:12:30,710 Our current polls do show, among Republicans, , 199 00:12:30,909 --> 00:12:33,149 30% favor Trump... Liz. 200 00:12:33,350 --> 00:12:34,980 Senator Ted Cruz, 201 00:12:35,179 --> 00:12:38,070 17% would vote for Florida senator Marco Rubio, 202 00:12:38,269 --> 00:12:40,850 and 5% for Ohio governor John Kasich. 203 00:12:41,049 --> 00:12:42,549 Liz. 204 00:12:42,750 --> 00:12:44,110 For someone else, if they could. 205 00:12:44,179 --> 00:12:45,809 Below a percent that just don't know. 206 00:12:46,009 --> 00:12:47,899 Meanwhile, Vermont senator Bernie Sanders 207 00:12:48,100 --> 00:12:50,730 is expected to win the Gem State on the Democratic side... 208 00:12:50,929 --> 00:12:51,929 Please. 209 00:13:19,360 --> 00:13:20,360 Thank you. 210 00:13:45,200 --> 00:13:47,399 Oh, I've seen this one, it's good. 211 00:14:38,309 --> 00:14:42,350 In the first part of his book, the author, 212 00:14:44,309 --> 00:14:45,970 calling himself Ishmael, 213 00:14:47,009 --> 00:14:52,539 is in a small seaside town 214 00:14:54,279 --> 00:14:55,450 and he is 215 00:14:57,539 --> 00:15:00,899 sharing a bed with a man 216 00:15:02,679 --> 00:15:04,029 named Queequeg. 217 00:15:08,470 --> 00:15:11,470 The author and Queequeg go to church, 218 00:15:12,470 --> 00:15:14,960 and later, they set out on a ship 219 00:15:15,159 --> 00:15:16,690 captained by the pirate named 220 00:15:18,389 --> 00:15:19,480 Ahab, 221 00:15:22,259 --> 00:15:24,409 who is missing a leg, 222 00:15:24,610 --> 00:15:27,309 and very much wants to kill the whale 223 00:15:29,659 --> 00:15:31,399 which is named Moby Dick, 224 00:15:32,539 --> 00:15:33,710 and which is white. 225 00:15:35,019 --> 00:15:37,460 In the course of the book, 226 00:15:37,659 --> 00:15:40,059 the pirate Ahab encounters many hardships. 227 00:15:41,279 --> 00:15:44,379 His entire life is set around 228 00:15:44,580 --> 00:15:46,909 trying to kill a certain whale. 229 00:15:47,110 --> 00:15:48,820 I think this is sad 230 00:15:50,279 --> 00:15:53,120 because the whale doesn't have any emotions. 231 00:15:56,950 --> 00:15:57,950 He's just 232 00:15:59,429 --> 00:16:00,870 a poor, big animal. 233 00:16:03,220 --> 00:16:07,830 And I feel bad for Ahab as well 234 00:16:11,000 --> 00:16:16,149 because he thinks that his life will be better 235 00:16:16,350 --> 00:16:19,450 if he can just kill this whale. 236 00:16:22,720 --> 00:16:24,889 But in reality, 237 00:16:28,200 --> 00:16:29,679 it won't help him at all. 238 00:16:31,679 --> 00:16:34,080 This book made me think 239 00:16:35,159 --> 00:16:36,340 about my own life. 240 00:16:39,990 --> 00:16:42,220 This book made me think about my own life. 241 00:16:45,509 --> 00:16:49,309 This book made me think about my own life. 242 00:20:37,180 --> 00:20:38,619 Does this mean now I'm gonna get fat? 243 00:20:39,670 --> 00:20:42,539 No, it doesn't. 244 00:20:43,720 --> 00:20:45,069 I was always big. 245 00:20:45,269 --> 00:20:46,269 I just... 246 00:20:47,109 --> 00:20:48,460 I let it get out of control. 247 00:20:53,420 --> 00:20:56,769 So, was your mom okay with you coming over here? 248 00:20:57,730 --> 00:20:58,900 I didn't tell her. 249 00:21:01,950 --> 00:21:03,259 It's really good to see you. 250 00:21:05,430 --> 00:21:06,559 You look beautiful. 251 00:21:09,519 --> 00:21:10,789 So, how's school? 252 00:21:11,569 --> 00:21:13,230 You're a senior, right? 253 00:21:13,430 --> 00:21:14,799 You actually care? 254 00:21:15,000 --> 00:21:16,839 Well, of course I care. 255 00:21:17,039 --> 00:21:18,460 I pester your mom for information 256 00:21:18,650 --> 00:21:19,930 as often as she'll give it to me. 257 00:21:25,839 --> 00:21:26,849 Um... 258 00:21:28,410 --> 00:21:30,769 So... 259 00:21:30,970 --> 00:21:33,250 Why are you... I mean, don't you have school? 260 00:21:33,450 --> 00:21:34,940 Got suspended this morning. 261 00:21:35,589 --> 00:21:36,589 Oh. 262 00:21:37,380 --> 00:21:38,819 Why? 263 00:21:39,019 --> 00:21:40,955 I posted something about my stupid bitch lab partner 264 00:21:40,980 --> 00:21:43,210 that the vice principal said was "Vaguely threatening." 265 00:21:46,910 --> 00:21:48,009 You don't like school? 266 00:21:48,210 --> 00:21:49,430 Only idiots like high school. 267 00:21:50,960 --> 00:21:53,309 But you're on track to graduate, right? 268 00:21:55,400 --> 00:21:56,529 Counselor says I might not. 269 00:21:58,269 --> 00:21:59,309 I'm not worried. 270 00:22:01,009 --> 00:22:02,009 I'm a smart person. 271 00:22:02,880 --> 00:22:04,099 I never forget anything. 272 00:22:05,359 --> 00:22:06,940 High school is just bullshit. 273 00:22:07,140 --> 00:22:08,809 But, Ellie, it's important. 274 00:22:09,009 --> 00:22:10,210 If you don't graduate, then... 275 00:22:10,400 --> 00:22:12,240 Are you actually trying to parent me right now? 276 00:22:12,890 --> 00:22:14,500 No, I'm... Sorry. 277 00:22:14,890 --> 00:22:16,509 I just... 278 00:22:16,710 --> 00:22:19,349 I just thought that maybe we could spend some time with each other. 279 00:22:19,720 --> 00:22:21,029 I'm not spending time with you. 280 00:22:21,730 --> 00:22:22,730 You're disgusting. 281 00:22:28,339 --> 00:22:30,089 Well, I'm a lot bigger than I was 282 00:22:30,289 --> 00:22:31,529 since last time you saw me. 283 00:22:31,730 --> 00:22:33,660 No, I'm not talking about what you look like. 284 00:22:33,859 --> 00:22:35,779 You'd be disgusting even if you weren't this fat. 285 00:22:36,960 --> 00:22:38,839 You'd still be that piece-of-shit dad 286 00:22:39,039 --> 00:22:40,519 who walked out on me when I was eight. 287 00:22:41,700 --> 00:22:43,660 All because he wanted to fuck one of his students. 288 00:22:43,829 --> 00:22:44,829 Can I have one of these? 289 00:22:46,359 --> 00:22:47,400 Yeah. 290 00:22:50,890 --> 00:22:52,380 Look, it's... it's been a long time. 291 00:22:52,569 --> 00:22:54,109 I just thought that maybe 292 00:22:55,460 --> 00:22:56,759 we can get to know each other. 293 00:22:58,549 --> 00:22:59,789 I don't even know why I'm here. 294 00:23:00,680 --> 00:23:01,680 I can pay you. 295 00:23:06,509 --> 00:23:08,299 You want to pay me to spend time with you? 296 00:23:08,500 --> 00:23:10,349 And I can help you with your work. 297 00:23:10,549 --> 00:23:12,119 It's what I do for my job. 298 00:23:13,819 --> 00:23:15,210 I can help you pass your classes. 299 00:23:16,829 --> 00:23:18,789 You teach online? Yes. 300 00:23:18,990 --> 00:23:20,529 Your students know what you look like? 301 00:23:20,730 --> 00:23:22,450 I keep the camera shut off. 302 00:23:22,650 --> 00:23:24,140 Yeah, that's probably a good idea. 303 00:23:31,319 --> 00:23:33,400 My counselor says that if I show a lot of improvement 304 00:23:33,490 --> 00:23:34,549 in one subject, 305 00:23:34,750 --> 00:23:35,869 I might be able to graduate. 306 00:23:36,980 --> 00:23:39,250 You can rewrite these essays for English. 307 00:23:39,450 --> 00:23:40,849 They have to be really good, though. 308 00:23:44,549 --> 00:23:45,910 Well, look, um... 309 00:23:46,109 --> 00:23:47,826 I don't know if I should write them for you, 310 00:23:47,849 --> 00:23:48,955 but I can work with you on them. 311 00:23:48,980 --> 00:23:50,079 How much can you pay me? 312 00:23:51,250 --> 00:23:52,440 Everything I have. 313 00:23:52,630 --> 00:23:54,430 All the money I have in the bank. How much? 314 00:23:56,599 --> 00:23:59,960 $120,000? Something like that. I'd have to check. 315 00:24:01,569 --> 00:24:02,880 I never go out. 316 00:24:03,079 --> 00:24:06,180 All I pay for is food, rent, Internet. 317 00:24:06,880 --> 00:24:08,490 And I work all the time. 318 00:24:09,970 --> 00:24:11,210 And you'd give all of it to me? 319 00:24:12,579 --> 00:24:13,579 Not to my mom, to me? 320 00:24:15,410 --> 00:24:17,410 Yes. Just... 321 00:24:18,500 --> 00:24:19,839 don't tell your mom, 322 00:24:20,410 --> 00:24:21,410 all right? 323 00:24:22,930 --> 00:24:26,809 And maybe you could do some writing just for me. 324 00:24:27,549 --> 00:24:28,859 Why? 325 00:24:29,059 --> 00:24:31,650 Because you're a smart person. 326 00:24:31,849 --> 00:24:33,900 And I bet you'd make a strong writer. 327 00:24:36,210 --> 00:24:37,769 Plus, I'm a teacher. I want to make sure 328 00:24:37,940 --> 00:24:39,650 you're getting something out of this. 329 00:24:42,779 --> 00:24:45,170 I don't even understand you. 330 00:24:56,099 --> 00:24:57,400 Stand up and walk over to me. 331 00:24:58,710 --> 00:24:59,809 What? 332 00:25:00,009 --> 00:25:01,710 Come over here. Walk toward me. 333 00:25:05,500 --> 00:25:07,200 No. No. Without this thing. 334 00:25:08,809 --> 00:25:10,680 Stand up and walk over here. 335 00:25:13,250 --> 00:25:14,569 Ellie, I can't really... Shut up! 336 00:25:16,420 --> 00:25:17,599 Come over here. 337 00:26:21,140 --> 00:26:22,970 "celebrate my soul." 338 00:26:24,140 --> 00:26:25,680 "Sell my soul." 339 00:26:27,670 --> 00:26:28,670 Gambino's! 340 00:26:29,670 --> 00:26:30,759 Yeah, you can, um... 341 00:26:31,930 --> 00:26:33,500 I put a $20 in the mailbox. 342 00:26:34,809 --> 00:26:35,849 Sure. 343 00:26:39,640 --> 00:26:41,869 You can just leave it on the... 344 00:26:42,059 --> 00:26:44,289 Yeah, I, uh... I remember. 345 00:26:46,470 --> 00:26:47,599 Everything okay in there? 346 00:26:52,430 --> 00:26:53,430 Yeah. 347 00:26:55,170 --> 00:26:56,220 You sure? 348 00:26:56,960 --> 00:26:57,960 Yeah. 349 00:26:58,789 --> 00:26:59,829 I'm fine. 350 00:27:02,400 --> 00:27:03,400 Thank you. 351 00:27:46,960 --> 00:27:48,670 Breathe slowly. 352 00:27:50,309 --> 00:27:51,309 Relax. 353 00:27:52,869 --> 00:27:55,589 It measures perspiration. It's an indicator of stress. 354 00:27:55,789 --> 00:27:57,026 It's about establishing a relationship 355 00:27:57,049 --> 00:27:58,329 between your brain and your body. 356 00:27:58,400 --> 00:27:59,816 If you know how to make yourself calm, 357 00:27:59,839 --> 00:28:01,036 then your blood pressure will... 358 00:28:01,059 --> 00:28:02,990 Here. 359 00:28:03,190 --> 00:28:05,039 I don't need a little machine to tell me 360 00:28:05,230 --> 00:28:07,650 to take a few deep breaths and stop sweating. 361 00:28:07,849 --> 00:28:09,819 Well, apparently, you fucking do. 362 00:28:10,019 --> 00:28:12,650 Take another deep breath. 363 00:28:15,460 --> 00:28:16,470 Thank you. 364 00:28:22,380 --> 00:28:26,319 We're just gonna try some different methods, or whatever. 365 00:28:26,519 --> 00:28:29,920 If you refuse to go to the hospital, then you'll... 366 00:28:31,099 --> 00:28:32,180 I don't know. 367 00:28:40,319 --> 00:28:41,460 Where'd this come from? 368 00:28:46,549 --> 00:28:47,549 Hey. 369 00:28:50,809 --> 00:28:51,809 Was she here? 370 00:28:55,079 --> 00:28:57,000 No, I don't like this. 371 00:28:57,200 --> 00:28:59,220 This isn't a good idea. 372 00:28:59,420 --> 00:29:01,259 You know you're not supposed to be around her. 373 00:29:02,650 --> 00:29:03,809 Does her mom know about this? 374 00:29:03,900 --> 00:29:05,269 I just wanted to see her. 375 00:29:05,470 --> 00:29:07,309 Mary has kept her from me all this time. 376 00:29:07,509 --> 00:29:09,930 Why do you suddenly need to see her so bad, why now? 377 00:29:10,130 --> 00:29:11,130 Liz. 378 00:29:18,269 --> 00:29:20,099 Why the hell do you have her homework, anyway? 379 00:29:20,970 --> 00:29:24,549 Look, I didn't plan for this. 380 00:29:24,750 --> 00:29:26,200 She needs some help at school, 381 00:29:26,400 --> 00:29:28,680 so I'm gonna help her with a few essays. 382 00:29:30,410 --> 00:29:31,905 You haven't seen her since she was eight years old, 383 00:29:31,930 --> 00:29:33,086 and you're gonna reconnect with her 384 00:29:33,109 --> 00:29:34,690 by doing her homework for her? 385 00:29:34,890 --> 00:29:36,160 It's fine. It's not fine. 386 00:29:38,990 --> 00:29:40,950 She shouldn't be around you when you're like this. 387 00:29:42,119 --> 00:29:44,740 What if something happens, what if you need help? 388 00:29:46,339 --> 00:29:47,480 Charlie, calm down. 389 00:29:48,480 --> 00:29:50,039 Hey. No. 390 00:29:52,740 --> 00:29:54,000 Okay. Forget it, then. 391 00:29:55,400 --> 00:29:57,440 I'm worried about her. Why? 392 00:30:00,099 --> 00:30:01,710 Oh, you're spying on her now? 393 00:30:03,359 --> 00:30:05,190 It doesn't look like she has any friends. 394 00:30:09,410 --> 00:30:10,460 I don't think this is... 395 00:30:15,200 --> 00:30:17,420 Come on, a dead dog? 396 00:30:23,900 --> 00:30:25,440 I'm worried that she's forgotten 397 00:30:25,640 --> 00:30:27,339 what an amazing person she is. 398 00:30:32,650 --> 00:30:34,359 She's just a teenager. 399 00:30:34,559 --> 00:30:36,450 Everyone is insane when they're a teenager. 400 00:30:36,650 --> 00:30:37,670 When I was her age, 401 00:30:37,869 --> 00:30:39,390 when my dad would really piss me off... 402 00:30:41,009 --> 00:30:43,290 I'm just lucky I didn't get arrested, that's all I'll say. 403 00:30:46,670 --> 00:30:47,710 Point is, 404 00:30:49,710 --> 00:30:51,980 bringing her over here is a bad idea. 405 00:30:52,180 --> 00:30:54,220 You have enough to deal with right now, you hear me? 406 00:30:55,809 --> 00:30:57,329 Do not bring her over here again. 407 00:30:58,029 --> 00:30:59,160 Okay. 408 00:31:00,640 --> 00:31:01,640 Okay. 409 00:31:06,769 --> 00:31:09,119 It's not like she's alone, you know. She has her mom. 410 00:31:15,220 --> 00:31:17,650 Ugh, shit. I have to go soon. 411 00:31:18,960 --> 00:31:21,140 I hate these night shifts. 412 00:31:21,339 --> 00:31:25,240 It's just a steady parade of dumb, drunk college kids. 413 00:31:27,750 --> 00:31:29,369 Did I tell you about this girl 414 00:31:29,569 --> 00:31:31,369 from a few nights ago? 415 00:31:31,569 --> 00:31:33,849 The puke was bright purple, I swear. 416 00:31:36,660 --> 00:31:37,809 I mean, what is that? 417 00:31:38,009 --> 00:31:40,420 Why can't these kids just drink beer? You know. 418 00:31:41,940 --> 00:31:43,950 Are you choking? 419 00:31:44,150 --> 00:31:46,329 Oh, God! Okay, lean on that arm. 420 00:31:47,029 --> 00:31:48,029 Lean on that arm! 421 00:31:48,990 --> 00:31:50,470 Okay, I need you to rock with me. 422 00:32:04,960 --> 00:32:06,480 I'm okay. 423 00:32:07,660 --> 00:32:11,319 I'm okay. 424 00:32:11,519 --> 00:32:13,890 God damn it, Charlie, what is wrong with you? 425 00:32:15,309 --> 00:32:17,109 Chew your food like a normal human being! 426 00:32:17,309 --> 00:32:19,109 You could have just died right in front of me! 427 00:32:19,230 --> 00:32:20,230 I'm sorry. 428 00:32:26,240 --> 00:32:27,289 I'm sorry, Liz. 429 00:32:55,619 --> 00:32:56,619 It's okay. 430 00:33:20,730 --> 00:33:22,829 I read through some of the posts 431 00:33:23,029 --> 00:33:25,789 in the class discussion forum this morning. 432 00:33:25,990 --> 00:33:28,180 In particular, a post 433 00:33:28,380 --> 00:33:32,539 about crafting a good thesis, and I quote, 434 00:33:32,740 --> 00:33:34,799 "Just pick a sentence from the reading" 435 00:33:35,000 --> 00:33:37,190 "and say, 'It's good, ' or some shit." 436 00:33:37,390 --> 00:33:40,279 Listen, at this point in the course, 437 00:33:40,480 --> 00:33:43,369 I have given you all that I can, 438 00:33:43,569 --> 00:33:46,849 in terms of structure, building a thesis, 439 00:33:47,049 --> 00:33:48,460 paragraph organization. 440 00:33:49,720 --> 00:33:52,470 But if all of that isn't built 441 00:33:52,670 --> 00:33:55,299 on your own original ideas and truthful analysis, 442 00:33:55,500 --> 00:33:56,809 it doesn't mean anything. 443 00:33:58,470 --> 00:34:00,650 Think about that as you write and revise. 444 00:34:00,849 --> 00:34:03,299 Think about the truth of your argument. 445 00:34:04,910 --> 00:34:08,869 I know this may sound silly, but it's important. 446 00:34:10,389 --> 00:34:12,960 Promise, it's important. 447 00:35:32,039 --> 00:35:34,480 This is... 448 00:35:34,679 --> 00:35:37,130 You say that Walt Whitman wrote Song for Myself. 449 00:35:37,570 --> 00:35:38,750 Yeah? 450 00:35:38,949 --> 00:35:40,519 It's called Song of Myself. 451 00:35:42,309 --> 00:35:43,349 My title's better. 452 00:35:45,570 --> 00:35:46,570 Yeah. 453 00:35:47,619 --> 00:35:48,619 Well... 454 00:35:49,530 --> 00:35:50,579 Okay, I'll just change it. 455 00:35:52,320 --> 00:35:54,719 "The poem Song of Myself" 456 00:35:54,920 --> 00:35:56,719 "is in a book called Leaves of Grass." 457 00:35:56,920 --> 00:35:58,329 "It was written by Walt Whitman" 458 00:35:58,530 --> 00:36:00,599 "and was published in 1855." 459 00:36:00,800 --> 00:36:02,559 "He paid for the first publication himself." 460 00:36:02,760 --> 00:36:05,599 You don't have to read it out loud. Just rewrite it. 461 00:36:05,800 --> 00:36:07,690 You're supposed to analyze the poem. 462 00:36:07,889 --> 00:36:09,130 This is just a list of facts. 463 00:36:09,329 --> 00:36:11,469 Yup. Thank you, Wikipedia. 464 00:36:14,940 --> 00:36:16,530 You know, it's really an amazing poem. 465 00:36:16,730 --> 00:36:20,269 Whitman uses the metaphor of "I" not to refer to himself, 466 00:36:20,469 --> 00:36:24,059 but to explode the very definition of self 467 00:36:24,260 --> 00:36:26,409 in favor of a more all-encompassing... 468 00:36:26,610 --> 00:36:27,920 I really, really don't care. 469 00:36:32,489 --> 00:36:34,849 You know, I think you might like it if you actually read it. 470 00:36:35,969 --> 00:36:38,420 You're just like my teachers. 471 00:36:38,619 --> 00:36:40,980 You think just because I'm not losing my shit over the poem, 472 00:36:41,139 --> 00:36:42,340 it's because I didn't read it. 473 00:36:42,449 --> 00:36:43,550 I did read it. 474 00:36:43,750 --> 00:36:46,119 It's overwritten, and dumb, and repetitive. 475 00:36:46,320 --> 00:36:48,690 And even though he thinks his metaphor of "I" is deep, 476 00:36:48,889 --> 00:36:50,559 it's actually just a bunch of bullshit. 477 00:36:50,760 --> 00:36:51,820 And, in reality, 478 00:36:52,019 --> 00:36:54,949 he's just some worthless 19th century faggot. 479 00:36:57,340 --> 00:36:59,829 That's an interesting perspective. 480 00:37:00,030 --> 00:37:01,610 It would make for an interesting essay. 481 00:37:04,130 --> 00:37:07,139 Just write that thing about exploding the definition of self. 482 00:37:07,340 --> 00:37:08,619 My English teacher will love it. 483 00:37:17,139 --> 00:37:19,929 So, how's your mom doing? Oh, my God. 484 00:37:21,579 --> 00:37:23,940 Look, if you're not gonna write these essays for me, then... 485 00:37:24,050 --> 00:37:27,550 Ellie, I don't need you here to write these essays for you. 486 00:37:27,750 --> 00:37:29,239 If you want to go, you can go. 487 00:37:30,679 --> 00:37:31,840 You can still have the money. 488 00:37:34,599 --> 00:37:36,949 I thought you wanted to get to know me. I do, 489 00:37:37,150 --> 00:37:38,750 but I don't want to force you to be here. 490 00:37:40,340 --> 00:37:41,429 It's up to you. 491 00:37:47,559 --> 00:37:48,570 She's fine. 492 00:37:49,519 --> 00:37:50,650 Mom. I guess. 493 00:37:51,829 --> 00:37:54,179 She happy? When she drinks. 494 00:37:56,090 --> 00:37:58,579 You guys still live in that duplex over on Orchard? 495 00:37:59,710 --> 00:38:01,030 You don't even know where we live? 496 00:38:03,750 --> 00:38:05,030 You don't stay in touch with Mom? 497 00:38:05,179 --> 00:38:08,250 Yeah, I check in with her as often as she lets me. 498 00:38:08,449 --> 00:38:10,090 She really only tells me things about you. 499 00:38:10,889 --> 00:38:12,159 Why? 500 00:38:12,360 --> 00:38:13,980 Because that's all I want to know about. 501 00:38:20,340 --> 00:38:21,340 When I was 11, 502 00:38:21,460 --> 00:38:22,860 we moved to the other side of town, 503 00:38:23,690 --> 00:38:24,820 near the Walmart. 504 00:38:25,429 --> 00:38:26,429 Is your mother 505 00:38:27,559 --> 00:38:29,559 with anyone right now? No. 506 00:38:30,389 --> 00:38:32,230 Why, you interested? 507 00:38:32,429 --> 00:38:34,789 No, of course not. 508 00:38:42,659 --> 00:38:44,110 Why'd you gain all that weight? 509 00:38:44,309 --> 00:38:45,809 I don't... 510 00:38:46,010 --> 00:38:48,369 If you're gonna interrogate me, I'm gonna do the same thing. 511 00:38:50,190 --> 00:38:51,429 Why'd you gain all that weight? 512 00:38:55,590 --> 00:38:59,070 Someone close to me passed away, and it... 513 00:38:59,849 --> 00:39:02,039 It had an effect on me. 514 00:39:02,239 --> 00:39:03,239 Your boyfriend. 515 00:39:04,340 --> 00:39:06,869 My partner. Your student. 516 00:39:07,070 --> 00:39:09,090 He wasn't that young. It was a night school course. 517 00:39:09,289 --> 00:39:10,289 Oh, I remember him. 518 00:39:11,650 --> 00:39:12,876 You had him over for dinner once 519 00:39:12,900 --> 00:39:14,739 when Mom was in Montana, visiting Grandma. 520 00:39:16,519 --> 00:39:17,650 You made steaks. 521 00:39:18,659 --> 00:39:20,230 The good kind. 522 00:39:20,429 --> 00:39:23,190 Better meal than you ever made for me or Mom. 523 00:39:23,389 --> 00:39:25,659 I remember hearing you two talk after I went to bed. 524 00:39:29,059 --> 00:39:30,679 How do you remember all that? 525 00:39:30,880 --> 00:39:33,150 I told you, I never forget anything. 526 00:39:43,380 --> 00:39:44,380 How did he die? 527 00:39:46,380 --> 00:39:48,389 I... I don't... I'm... 528 00:39:48,590 --> 00:39:50,860 I really don't want to talk about that right now, 529 00:39:52,210 --> 00:39:53,559 if that's all right with you. 530 00:40:05,400 --> 00:40:06,699 I'll write these essays for you. 531 00:40:08,579 --> 00:40:11,800 I want you to do some writing, just for me. 532 00:40:12,840 --> 00:40:14,550 I hate writing essays. 533 00:40:14,750 --> 00:40:16,409 Just think about the poem for a while, 534 00:40:17,409 --> 00:40:18,409 and write something. 535 00:40:21,019 --> 00:40:22,820 Be honest. 536 00:40:23,019 --> 00:40:24,949 Tell me what you really think. 537 00:40:25,150 --> 00:40:26,750 You want me to write what I really think? 538 00:40:28,329 --> 00:40:29,420 I'll be right back. 539 00:40:30,550 --> 00:40:32,599 Just write whatever you want. 540 00:41:34,230 --> 00:41:36,449 Are you okay? 541 00:41:36,650 --> 00:41:38,809 Unless you're dying, there's no way I'm going in there. 542 00:41:39,960 --> 00:41:42,190 Oh, yeah. I'm fine. I'm fine. 543 00:42:06,949 --> 00:42:08,309 Hi. 544 00:42:08,510 --> 00:42:09,829 I was looking for Charlie? 545 00:42:10,610 --> 00:42:11,610 He's in the bathroom. 546 00:42:12,480 --> 00:42:13,699 Oh, I can come back. 547 00:42:19,230 --> 00:42:20,929 Are you his friend, or... 548 00:42:21,130 --> 00:42:22,369 I'm his daughter. 549 00:42:22,570 --> 00:42:24,840 Oh.Are you surprised? 550 00:42:25,840 --> 00:42:27,199 Yeah, I guess. 551 00:42:27,400 --> 00:42:29,076 What's more surprising? That a gay guy has a daughter, 552 00:42:29,099 --> 00:42:30,699 or that someone actually found his penis? 553 00:42:33,420 --> 00:42:34,420 I'm kidding. 554 00:42:35,500 --> 00:42:36,550 Jesus. 555 00:42:37,460 --> 00:42:38,949 Um... 556 00:42:39,150 --> 00:42:41,480 Charlie was interested in hearing more about my church, 557 00:42:41,679 --> 00:42:42,826 and I brought some literature... 558 00:42:42,849 --> 00:42:44,960 Are you Mormon? No, I'm from New Life. 559 00:42:45,159 --> 00:42:47,570 Oh. That end times cult thing. 560 00:42:47,769 --> 00:42:49,530 It's not a cult. 561 00:42:49,730 --> 00:42:51,530 Tell you one thing that I like about religion. 562 00:42:51,690 --> 00:42:52,789 What I like about religion 563 00:42:52,989 --> 00:42:54,969 is that it assumes that everyone is an idiot 564 00:42:55,170 --> 00:42:57,106 and that they're all incapable of saving themselves. 565 00:42:57,130 --> 00:42:58,755 I think they got something right with that. 566 00:42:58,780 --> 00:42:59,820 I don't think like that... 567 00:43:00,000 --> 00:43:01,630 What I don't like about religion 568 00:43:01,829 --> 00:43:04,239 is that when people accept Jesus or whatever, 569 00:43:04,440 --> 00:43:05,960 they suddenly think that they're better 570 00:43:06,000 --> 00:43:07,239 than everyone else. 571 00:43:07,440 --> 00:43:09,376 By accepting the fact that they're stupid sinners, 572 00:43:09,400 --> 00:43:12,590 somehow they've become better, and they turn into assholes. 573 00:43:15,019 --> 00:43:16,300 I don't really know what to say. 574 00:43:16,449 --> 00:43:18,250 I have some pamphlets that I think would... 575 00:43:18,449 --> 00:43:20,079 Why did you just do that? 576 00:43:20,280 --> 00:43:21,690 Are you coming back tomorrow? 577 00:43:21,889 --> 00:43:23,260 I'm not sure... Come back tomorrow. 578 00:43:23,460 --> 00:43:25,300 I'll be here around the same time. 579 00:43:25,500 --> 00:43:26,900 I'm sorry, what's happening? 580 00:43:29,429 --> 00:43:30,789 Oh! 581 00:43:30,989 --> 00:43:32,739 Hi. I was just coming over 582 00:43:32,940 --> 00:43:34,186 to share these pamphlets with you. 583 00:43:34,210 --> 00:43:35,570 You'll have those done by tomorrow? 584 00:43:36,090 --> 00:43:37,090 Sure. 585 00:43:37,780 --> 00:43:39,139 Five-page minimum. 586 00:43:39,340 --> 00:43:40,570 It'll be good, I promise. 587 00:43:43,699 --> 00:43:45,489 I'm Ellie.Thomas. 588 00:43:54,409 --> 00:43:55,679 So... 589 00:43:55,880 --> 00:43:57,860 Christ's return has been promised for centuries. 590 00:43:58,059 --> 00:43:59,556 But there are a lot of clues in Scripture 591 00:43:59,579 --> 00:44:00,949 that suggest it's imminent. 592 00:44:01,150 --> 00:44:03,036 So, that means we don't have time to deny the Gospel, 593 00:44:03,059 --> 00:44:04,295 we don't have... Do you really think 594 00:44:04,320 --> 00:44:06,429 that the world's gonna end soon? 595 00:44:06,630 --> 00:44:08,606 Well, the Bible says that no one shall know the day 596 00:44:08,630 --> 00:44:09,829 or the hour, but, 597 00:44:10,019 --> 00:44:11,940 yeah, I think we're probably living in end times. 598 00:44:12,730 --> 00:44:13,869 And that doesn't bother you? 599 00:44:14,070 --> 00:44:15,400 No. It's the idea 600 00:44:15,599 --> 00:44:17,960 that a better world is coming to replace this one. 601 00:44:18,159 --> 00:44:20,489 That everything terrible about this country, 602 00:44:20,690 --> 00:44:22,320 this planet, is gonna be wiped clean, 603 00:44:22,519 --> 00:44:25,190 and replaced with something pure and holy, and... 604 00:44:25,389 --> 00:44:27,099 I'm sorry. I don't mean to be rude, 605 00:44:27,300 --> 00:44:29,050 but I know all this. 606 00:44:29,789 --> 00:44:31,059 What do you mean? 607 00:44:31,260 --> 00:44:33,409 I have probably read everything 608 00:44:33,610 --> 00:44:36,369 New Life Church has ever written. 609 00:44:36,570 --> 00:44:39,420 Probably every pamphlet they've ever published. 610 00:44:39,619 --> 00:44:41,769 Wow, that's great and everything, 611 00:44:41,969 --> 00:44:43,769 but these tracts are just the beginning. 612 00:44:43,969 --> 00:44:46,570 There's so much more in the Bible that we can... I read the Bible. 613 00:44:47,159 --> 00:44:48,519 Really? 614 00:44:48,719 --> 00:44:50,550 Sure. Couple times. 615 00:44:51,949 --> 00:44:53,480 Did you like it? 616 00:44:53,679 --> 00:44:55,869 I thought it was devastating. 617 00:44:56,070 --> 00:44:58,699 God creates us, expels us from paradise. 618 00:44:58,900 --> 00:45:01,699 We wander around for thousands of years killing each other, 619 00:45:01,900 --> 00:45:04,750 before He comes back and saves 144,000 of us. 620 00:45:04,949 --> 00:45:08,139 Meanwhile, seven- and-a-half billion of us fall into hell. 621 00:45:10,530 --> 00:45:12,500 Yeah. 622 00:45:12,699 --> 00:45:14,579 That's not really how I interpret it, but... 623 00:45:16,099 --> 00:45:17,840 Charlie, you have to understand, 624 00:45:18,929 --> 00:45:21,369 God hasn't turned His back on you. 625 00:45:21,570 --> 00:45:24,199 If you accept Him, He'll release you from this. 626 00:45:24,400 --> 00:45:25,679 He'll take your soul 627 00:45:25,880 --> 00:45:27,860 out of this body and give you a brand-new body. 628 00:45:28,059 --> 00:45:30,099 One made of pure light. I mean, don't you want that? 629 00:45:30,280 --> 00:45:33,210 I'm not interested in being saved. 630 00:45:33,409 --> 00:45:34,780 I appreciate what you did 631 00:45:34,980 --> 00:45:37,000 the other day, but you can go. 632 00:45:37,199 --> 00:45:38,876 This doesn't sound like something that I... 633 00:45:38,900 --> 00:45:41,389 Look, I really think that God brought me here for a reason. 634 00:45:41,590 --> 00:45:43,400 There's a reason why I knocked on your door 635 00:45:43,599 --> 00:45:45,440 right when you needed someone the most. 636 00:45:45,639 --> 00:45:48,489 Isn't there any way I can help? 637 00:45:48,690 --> 00:45:49,969 I mean, that's the entire reason 638 00:45:50,170 --> 00:45:51,885 why I became a missionary in the first place, right? 639 00:45:51,909 --> 00:45:53,349 There's something you can do for me. 640 00:45:57,659 --> 00:46:00,590 What? Um, nothing I just... 641 00:46:00,789 --> 00:46:04,889 I hope you know I wasn't talking about, um... 642 00:46:05,630 --> 00:46:07,730 What? I'm not... 643 00:46:07,929 --> 00:46:09,679 Oh, my God.I'm... I'm sorry. I just... 644 00:46:09,880 --> 00:46:11,076 No.With what you were watching 645 00:46:11,099 --> 00:46:12,206 the first time I came in here, I just... 646 00:46:12,230 --> 00:46:14,210 I am not attracted to you. 647 00:46:14,409 --> 00:46:17,519 Please, you gotta believe me when I say I'm not attracted to you. 648 00:46:17,719 --> 00:46:18,719 You're a fetus. 649 00:46:21,429 --> 00:46:22,690 I'm sorry. 650 00:46:29,480 --> 00:46:31,480 Thomas, tell me the truth. 651 00:46:34,480 --> 00:46:35,610 You find me disgusting? 652 00:46:38,880 --> 00:46:39,880 No. 653 00:46:42,619 --> 00:46:43,800 I just want to help. 654 00:46:44,840 --> 00:46:46,710 Please, just let me help. 655 00:46:58,500 --> 00:47:00,510 Thank you. That's very helpful. 656 00:47:07,429 --> 00:47:09,829 What happened to your... Sorry. Your friend, Liz, 657 00:47:10,030 --> 00:47:12,440 she said that your boyfriend, 658 00:47:12,639 --> 00:47:14,440 he used to go to New Life? 659 00:47:16,920 --> 00:47:18,219 Charlie? Yeah. 660 00:47:19,050 --> 00:47:20,929 I got you this. 661 00:47:21,130 --> 00:47:22,659 I did some asking around, and... 662 00:47:24,920 --> 00:47:26,590 What the fuck is he doing here? 663 00:47:26,789 --> 00:47:28,239 He's just helping me with something. 664 00:47:28,440 --> 00:47:29,719 Take it easy, Liz. 665 00:47:29,920 --> 00:47:32,019 Okay, well, you can go now. 666 00:47:32,579 --> 00:47:33,579 Liz. 667 00:47:34,800 --> 00:47:35,800 Go home! 668 00:47:36,940 --> 00:47:38,469 Sorry. I'm sorry. Leave it. 669 00:47:38,670 --> 00:47:40,510 I said, leave it! 670 00:47:40,710 --> 00:47:42,550 Liz, would you stop? 671 00:47:44,469 --> 00:47:47,639 Actually, stay. We'll have a little chat. 672 00:47:51,690 --> 00:47:52,690 What's this? 673 00:47:54,000 --> 00:47:55,130 The fuck does it look like? 674 00:47:57,699 --> 00:47:59,619 It's a fat-guy wheelchair. 675 00:47:59,820 --> 00:48:01,619 And why do I need a wheelchair? 676 00:48:01,820 --> 00:48:04,800 I was talking to one of the ER doctors, 677 00:48:05,000 --> 00:48:07,929 He said moderate activity would be a good idea. 678 00:48:08,130 --> 00:48:09,730 Sense of independence might help you out. 679 00:48:09,920 --> 00:48:11,320 And what did you pay for this thing? 680 00:48:11,480 --> 00:48:13,416 Nothing. We ordered it for a patient a few months ago. 681 00:48:13,440 --> 00:48:14,596 It's just been sitting around. 682 00:48:14,619 --> 00:48:15,780 What happened to the patient? 683 00:48:16,980 --> 00:48:18,940 Just try it out. 684 00:48:19,139 --> 00:48:20,139 Please. 685 00:48:30,380 --> 00:48:33,909 Beep. Beep. Beep. 686 00:48:39,739 --> 00:48:41,219 Can I sit? I gotcha. 687 00:48:49,530 --> 00:48:51,530 Good? Yeah, actually, this is really nice. 688 00:48:54,059 --> 00:48:55,329 Yeah. 689 00:48:55,530 --> 00:48:57,059 Let me clear some space for you. 690 00:48:57,800 --> 00:48:58,800 Whee. 691 00:49:00,280 --> 00:49:01,280 Hello? 692 00:49:06,460 --> 00:49:07,639 Look, no hands. 693 00:49:09,590 --> 00:49:11,429 Thank you, Liz. This is great, so great. 694 00:49:11,630 --> 00:49:14,739 See? I told you. CHARLIE: I know. 695 00:49:14,940 --> 00:49:16,440 I should go.Ah-pap-pap. 696 00:49:16,639 --> 00:49:17,960 Not until we have our little chat. 697 00:49:19,130 --> 00:49:20,820 What? LIZ: Come on. 698 00:49:27,440 --> 00:49:28,530 Liz. 699 00:49:28,730 --> 00:49:30,139 Just gimme a minute with him. 700 00:49:57,820 --> 00:49:58,820 Where are you from? 701 00:50:00,170 --> 00:50:01,440 What? 702 00:50:01,639 --> 00:50:03,599 You said you've only been here for a little while. 703 00:50:06,300 --> 00:50:07,829 Where you from? 704 00:50:08,030 --> 00:50:11,090 Uh, Iowa. A town called Waterloo? 705 00:50:11,920 --> 00:50:12,960 You asking me? 706 00:50:13,829 --> 00:50:15,139 No. I'm from Waterloo. 707 00:50:15,699 --> 00:50:17,110 Okay. 708 00:50:17,300 --> 00:50:19,320 Your whole family move out here for New Life? 709 00:50:20,320 --> 00:50:21,849 No, it's just me. 710 00:50:22,050 --> 00:50:24,239 I wanted to do some missionary work before school. 711 00:50:25,969 --> 00:50:28,030 You're from Iowa, 712 00:50:28,230 --> 00:50:31,420 and you came to Idaho to do missionary work? 713 00:50:31,619 --> 00:50:33,250 Why aren't you in Africa or something? 714 00:50:33,449 --> 00:50:35,250 Idaho needs the Word as much as anywhere else. 715 00:50:42,210 --> 00:50:43,909 Okay, listen. 716 00:50:44,110 --> 00:50:45,440 I know this is fun for you. 717 00:50:45,639 --> 00:50:46,699 You get to travel around, 718 00:50:46,900 --> 00:50:48,300 act superior than everyone else, 719 00:50:49,480 --> 00:50:50,789 and eventually, you go home, 720 00:50:50,989 --> 00:50:52,969 get some boring job, have too many kids. 721 00:50:53,170 --> 00:50:54,170 It's God's plan. 722 00:50:54,300 --> 00:50:57,010 But there are other types of people. 723 00:50:57,210 --> 00:50:58,360 People like Charlie, 724 00:50:58,559 --> 00:51:01,750 for whom this amazing plan doesn't fit. 725 00:51:02,840 --> 00:51:05,940 So, just stay away from him. 726 00:51:06,139 --> 00:51:07,380 He doesn't need this right now. 727 00:51:09,760 --> 00:51:11,329 I disagree. 728 00:51:11,530 --> 00:51:14,030 Excuse me? Sorry, I just, uh... 729 00:51:14,230 --> 00:51:15,550 He's dying. 730 00:51:15,750 --> 00:51:17,150 He's refusing to go to the hospital. 731 00:51:17,280 --> 00:51:18,820 What he needs is spiritual guidance. 732 00:51:19,019 --> 00:51:20,260 And you're gonna give him that? 733 00:51:20,369 --> 00:51:22,289 No. God will. 734 00:51:25,119 --> 00:51:26,119 I see. 735 00:51:45,230 --> 00:51:47,360 My big brother did some missionary work for New Life. 736 00:51:49,449 --> 00:51:50,750 Went to South America. 737 00:51:51,489 --> 00:51:53,639 Oh.Yeah. 738 00:51:53,840 --> 00:51:54,940 I was the black sheep. 739 00:51:55,139 --> 00:51:57,239 I refused to go to church ever since I was 12. 740 00:51:58,280 --> 00:51:59,809 Dad knew I was a lost cause, 741 00:52:02,199 --> 00:52:06,130 but not my brother, he loved New Life. 742 00:52:06,329 --> 00:52:08,260 He wrote me a letter a few months after he left, 743 00:52:08,460 --> 00:52:10,440 told me he was tired, 744 00:52:10,639 --> 00:52:12,226 and lonely, but he didn't want to come home 745 00:52:12,250 --> 00:52:13,730 because he didn't want to get married. 746 00:52:14,469 --> 00:52:15,670 He didn't want to get married? 747 00:52:15,809 --> 00:52:17,360 Dad had set it all up. 748 00:52:17,559 --> 00:52:18,800 Pushed him into getting married 749 00:52:18,860 --> 00:52:21,880 to this girl from the church he barely knew. 750 00:52:22,079 --> 00:52:24,320 But when he came back, he met someone else. 751 00:52:24,519 --> 00:52:26,360 Fell in love, started a whole new life. 752 00:52:26,559 --> 00:52:29,530 And Dad kicked him out of the church. 753 00:52:30,400 --> 00:52:31,449 And the family. 754 00:52:33,280 --> 00:52:34,500 I thought he was gonna be able 755 00:52:34,699 --> 00:52:36,590 to get over all that religious stuff, 756 00:52:36,789 --> 00:52:39,989 but it was like a cancer. 757 00:52:40,190 --> 00:52:42,420 He couldn't shake it. 758 00:52:42,619 --> 00:52:44,210 He just caved in on himself, 759 00:52:44,409 --> 00:52:45,820 stopped sleeping, stopped eating. 760 00:52:46,019 --> 00:52:47,119 Lost a ton of weight. 761 00:52:48,730 --> 00:52:50,550 One night, he doesn't come home. 762 00:52:52,730 --> 00:52:54,519 Couple weeks later, this guy is out jogging 763 00:52:54,719 --> 00:52:56,360 on a bike path near the river in Lewiston, 764 00:52:56,510 --> 00:52:58,090 sees something washed up on shore, 765 00:52:58,289 --> 00:52:59,949 and that was Alan. 766 00:53:02,260 --> 00:53:04,480 The love of Charlie's life, and my brother. 767 00:53:06,130 --> 00:53:08,320 Oh.Yeah. "Oh." 768 00:53:08,519 --> 00:53:11,019 To this day, my dad won't admit it. 769 00:53:11,219 --> 00:53:13,489 Told the whole congregation Alan's death was... 770 00:53:15,400 --> 00:53:17,449 just an unfortunate accident. 771 00:53:20,280 --> 00:53:22,980 Denying him to the end. 772 00:53:31,989 --> 00:53:34,869 Look, I know that you don't trust me. 773 00:53:35,070 --> 00:53:37,440 And I know that I haven't known him for very long, 774 00:53:37,639 --> 00:53:40,400 but I really think that God brought me here, 775 00:53:40,590 --> 00:53:42,659 right when Charlie needs it the most. 776 00:53:42,860 --> 00:53:45,489 I just want him to be saved, that's all... You listen to me! 777 00:53:45,690 --> 00:53:47,039 He doesn't need saving! 778 00:53:48,260 --> 00:53:50,539 In a few days, he's probably going to be dead, 779 00:53:50,739 --> 00:53:53,150 so what he needs is for you to leave him alone. 780 00:53:53,349 --> 00:53:54,710 I'm the only one who can help him. 781 00:53:54,909 --> 00:53:56,230 You understand me? CHARLIE: Liz. 782 00:54:24,380 --> 00:54:27,130 You wanna watch some Maury? 783 00:54:28,559 --> 00:54:30,050 Sounds good, right? 784 00:54:33,650 --> 00:54:35,365 Actually, I got another night shift tonight. 785 00:54:35,389 --> 00:54:36,710 I better, uh... 786 00:54:36,909 --> 00:54:38,010 You good for the night? 787 00:54:39,840 --> 00:54:42,230 I'll leave the remote here. 788 00:56:13,570 --> 00:56:14,940 Gambino's! 789 00:56:15,139 --> 00:56:16,989 Yeah. You can, uh... 790 00:56:17,190 --> 00:56:19,369 Money in the mailbox, leave it on the bench. 791 00:56:20,460 --> 00:56:21,849 Yeah. Thanks. 792 00:56:23,940 --> 00:56:24,940 I'm Dan. 793 00:56:27,599 --> 00:56:28,780 What? 794 00:56:28,980 --> 00:56:31,820 I just... My name, it's Dan. 795 00:56:33,690 --> 00:56:36,219 I've been coming here for a while now. 796 00:56:36,420 --> 00:56:38,349 Just thought you'd wanna know my name. 797 00:56:40,869 --> 00:56:41,920 Charlie. 798 00:56:43,309 --> 00:56:44,579 Hey, Charlie. 799 00:56:47,219 --> 00:56:48,400 Have a good night, okay? 800 00:56:56,889 --> 00:56:58,420 It sure did. 801 00:56:58,619 --> 00:57:00,619 More Idaho Republicans want to see Senator Ted Cruz 802 00:57:00,750 --> 00:57:02,469 in the White House than any other candidate. 803 00:57:02,670 --> 00:57:05,429 Cruz will split Idaho's 32 delegates 804 00:57:05,630 --> 00:57:07,170 with Donald Trump, 805 00:57:07,369 --> 00:57:10,210 the only other candidate to clear that 20% threshold. 806 00:57:10,409 --> 00:57:13,300 It was a disappointing night for Senator Marco Rubio 807 00:57:13,500 --> 00:57:15,170 who failed to win any delegates 808 00:57:15,369 --> 00:57:17,909 in the four states that held primaries, while... 809 00:57:45,110 --> 00:57:46,820 "This apartment smells." 810 00:57:47,010 --> 00:57:50,980 "This notebook is retarded. I hate everyone." 811 00:58:00,300 --> 00:58:03,010 This apartment smells. 812 00:58:03,199 --> 00:58:07,179 This notebook is retarded. 813 00:58:07,380 --> 00:58:10,219 I hate everyone. 814 00:58:23,670 --> 00:58:25,449 And I felt saddest of all 815 00:58:26,500 --> 00:58:28,329 when I read the boring chapters 816 00:58:29,590 --> 00:58:31,550 that were only descriptions of whales 817 00:58:32,590 --> 00:58:34,159 because I knew 818 00:58:35,900 --> 00:58:38,559 that the author was just trying to save us 819 00:58:38,760 --> 00:58:40,340 from his own sad story, 820 00:58:41,599 --> 00:58:42,860 just for a little while. 821 00:58:46,329 --> 00:58:47,559 This apartment smells. 822 00:58:50,000 --> 00:58:52,309 This apartment smells. 823 00:58:55,349 --> 00:58:56,929 The author was just trying to save us 824 00:58:57,130 --> 00:58:58,360 from his own sad story. 825 00:58:59,920 --> 00:59:01,139 I hate everyone. 826 00:59:05,579 --> 00:59:06,579 I hate everyone. 827 00:59:12,500 --> 00:59:13,500 Do you have it? 828 00:59:14,420 --> 00:59:15,460 I'm almost done. 829 00:59:17,769 --> 00:59:20,730 You can wait while I finish it up, 830 00:59:23,340 --> 00:59:24,380 print it out. 831 00:59:27,170 --> 00:59:29,090 Maybe while you're waiting, 832 00:59:29,289 --> 00:59:31,960 you can write some more in your notebook. Oh, my God. 833 00:59:32,159 --> 00:59:34,230 You've only written a couple sentences so far. 834 00:59:34,429 --> 00:59:35,429 Can you write more? 835 00:59:35,559 --> 00:59:37,099 I kind of hate you. Yeah. 836 00:59:37,300 --> 00:59:39,699 Well, you hate everyone. 837 00:59:40,750 --> 00:59:42,530 Listen, just keep going. 838 00:59:43,440 --> 00:59:44,670 Forget about the poem. 839 00:59:44,869 --> 00:59:47,280 Write whatever you want, whatever you're thinking. 840 00:59:47,480 --> 00:59:48,880 Okay. Be quiet, just... 841 01:00:05,730 --> 01:00:08,829 You know, I was in a really strange place in my life 842 01:00:09,030 --> 01:00:10,860 when I married your mom. Did I fucking ask? 843 01:00:12,130 --> 01:00:13,659 I just wish... 844 01:00:13,860 --> 01:00:15,039 I'm sor... I'm sorry. 845 01:00:25,570 --> 01:00:27,269 I understand that you're angry. 846 01:00:29,789 --> 01:00:30,789 But... 847 01:00:33,489 --> 01:00:37,849 you don't have to be angry at the whole world. 848 01:00:41,369 --> 01:00:43,730 You can just be angry at me. 849 01:00:43,929 --> 01:00:45,079 Okay, you know what? 850 01:00:45,280 --> 01:00:47,429 You can't throw me away like a piece of garbage, 851 01:00:47,630 --> 01:00:50,690 and then suddenly just want to be my dad eight years later. 852 01:00:50,889 --> 01:00:53,610 You left me for your boyfriend. 853 01:00:53,809 --> 01:00:55,610 It's that simple. 854 01:00:55,809 --> 01:00:57,576 And if you've been telling yourself anything different, 855 01:00:57,599 --> 01:00:58,800 then you're lying to yourself. 856 01:01:03,130 --> 01:01:04,619 But you know what? I'm glad. 857 01:01:04,820 --> 01:01:07,480 I'm glad, because you taught me something very important. 858 01:01:08,139 --> 01:01:10,840 People are assholes. 859 01:01:11,920 --> 01:01:13,579 Most people learn that way too late. 860 01:01:14,750 --> 01:01:16,889 You... You taught me that when I was eight. 861 01:01:19,500 --> 01:01:20,670 Thank you for that. 862 01:01:31,250 --> 01:01:32,380 You know, you could've... 863 01:01:33,690 --> 01:01:35,429 What? 864 01:01:35,630 --> 01:01:36,989 You could've been sending us money. 865 01:01:38,989 --> 01:01:40,829 If you had all that money saved up, 866 01:01:41,030 --> 01:01:42,356 and wanted to be a part of my life so bad, 867 01:01:42,380 --> 01:01:43,900 you could've been sending money to Mom. 868 01:01:44,079 --> 01:01:45,179 I did. 869 01:01:45,380 --> 01:01:47,019 Yeah, I mean more than just child support. 870 01:01:57,969 --> 01:01:59,010 I did. 871 01:02:00,929 --> 01:02:04,539 When I left your mom, she did not want me around you. 872 01:02:05,409 --> 01:02:06,809 I hoped 873 01:02:07,010 --> 01:02:09,769 that she would change her mind eventually, but she... 874 01:02:09,969 --> 01:02:11,679 You could have just fucking called me. 875 01:02:13,070 --> 01:02:14,199 All this time, you... 876 01:02:15,599 --> 01:02:17,250 You could have been a part of my life. 877 01:02:19,079 --> 01:02:20,210 Ellie. 878 01:02:22,039 --> 01:02:23,130 Look at me. 879 01:02:29,349 --> 01:02:31,789 Who would want me to be a part of their life? 880 01:02:43,969 --> 01:02:45,099 I'm hungry. 881 01:02:47,190 --> 01:02:49,329 There's some stuff for sandwiches in the fridge. 882 01:02:54,500 --> 01:02:56,300 I'll make you one, but it's going to be small. 883 01:03:00,730 --> 01:03:02,340 And I'm only using turkey, 884 01:03:03,119 --> 01:03:04,340 and no mayonnaise. 885 01:03:09,820 --> 01:03:11,429 What? Nothing. 886 01:03:12,780 --> 01:03:14,579 You're an amazing person, Ellie. 887 01:03:14,780 --> 01:03:18,280 I hope you know what an amazing person you are. 888 01:03:18,480 --> 01:03:21,619 I couldn't ask for a more incredible daughter. 889 01:03:24,670 --> 01:03:26,230 I'll print that out for you now. 890 01:05:20,909 --> 01:05:22,489 Yeah? 891 01:05:22,690 --> 01:05:24,219 Uh... Hello? 892 01:05:27,179 --> 01:05:28,619 Hi. 893 01:05:30,309 --> 01:05:31,309 Come on. 894 01:05:32,659 --> 01:05:33,760 Is he... 895 01:05:33,960 --> 01:05:35,239 Is he okay? I don't know. 896 01:05:35,440 --> 01:05:37,416 I ground up some Ambien and I put it in his sandwich. 897 01:05:37,440 --> 01:05:38,440 What? 898 01:05:38,570 --> 01:05:39,980 I only gave him a couple. He's fine. 899 01:05:40,179 --> 01:05:41,376 I can take, like, three at a time. 900 01:05:41,400 --> 01:05:42,460 Where did you get Ambien? 901 01:05:42,659 --> 01:05:43,780 I had sex with a pharmacist. 902 01:05:45,760 --> 01:05:47,429 I'm kidding. Gross. 903 01:05:47,630 --> 01:05:49,079 My mom pops them like Tic Tacs. 904 01:05:49,280 --> 01:05:51,030 I don't know if he should be taking Ambien. 905 01:05:53,639 --> 01:05:55,960 Does this make you nervous? 'Cause it's just pot. 906 01:05:56,159 --> 01:05:57,909 It's not like I'm smoking meth or anything. 907 01:05:58,110 --> 01:05:59,789 I know. I... I know what pot is, okay? 908 01:05:59,989 --> 01:06:01,739 No. You only think you know what pot is 909 01:06:01,940 --> 01:06:04,096 because your parents told you a bunch of lies about it. 910 01:06:04,119 --> 01:06:05,489 Don't. I know what drugs are. 911 01:06:05,690 --> 01:06:08,360 I've smoked pot before.Ooh. Oh, I'm so impressed. 912 01:06:08,559 --> 01:06:10,099 I wasn't trying to impress you. 913 01:06:10,300 --> 01:06:12,570 You've not smoked pot before. Yes, I have. It... 914 01:06:14,570 --> 01:06:15,750 It was kind of a problem. 915 01:06:16,969 --> 01:06:18,286 That is the stupidest fucking thing 916 01:06:18,309 --> 01:06:19,416 I've ever heard in my entire life. 917 01:06:19,440 --> 01:06:21,809 I was smoking every day. I had a problem. 918 01:06:22,010 --> 01:06:24,940 You were a stoner. You had a hobby. 919 01:06:25,139 --> 01:06:27,076 All right, I'm gonna go. Just tell him I was here and I'll... 920 01:06:27,099 --> 01:06:29,335 If you leave, I'll feed him the rest of the pills I have in the bottle. 921 01:06:29,360 --> 01:06:30,949 What? Yeah. 922 01:06:31,150 --> 01:06:33,719 There's, like, 20, 30 more in here. 923 01:06:34,639 --> 01:06:35,909 I'll crush them up, 924 01:06:36,110 --> 01:06:37,949 I'll put them in some water, 925 01:06:38,150 --> 01:06:39,429 and I'll pour it down his throat. 926 01:06:40,170 --> 01:06:41,369 You wouldn't actually do that, 927 01:06:41,460 --> 01:06:42,559 would you? Sit down. 928 01:06:49,650 --> 01:06:51,090 So, why do you keep coming back here? 929 01:06:53,090 --> 01:06:54,090 He needs help. 930 01:06:55,269 --> 01:06:56,405 He needs God in his life right now. 931 01:06:56,429 --> 01:06:57,440 That's a stupid reason. 932 01:06:58,750 --> 01:07:00,889 Do you think he wants to have sex with you? 933 01:07:01,090 --> 01:07:03,110 That is so gross, oh, my God. Take a hit. 934 01:07:03,309 --> 01:07:04,806 I don't want... If you don't take a hit, 935 01:07:04,829 --> 01:07:06,369 I'm gonna call the police 936 01:07:06,570 --> 01:07:09,010 and I'm gonna tell them that you tried to rape me. Take a hit. 937 01:07:10,670 --> 01:07:11,980 I don't understand you at all. 938 01:07:12,500 --> 01:07:13,500 Oh, my God. 939 01:07:14,940 --> 01:07:16,210 Is there a carb on this? 940 01:07:16,409 --> 01:07:17,780 Ooh, I'm impressed. 941 01:07:17,980 --> 01:07:19,429 I wasn't trying to impress you. 942 01:07:19,630 --> 01:07:20,630 There isn't a carb. 943 01:07:32,610 --> 01:07:33,969 Calm down. 944 01:07:34,170 --> 01:07:35,445 What are you gonna do with that picture? 945 01:07:35,469 --> 01:07:36,750 I'm gonna masturbate to it. 946 01:07:36,949 --> 01:07:38,106 Is that what you want me to say? 947 01:07:38,130 --> 01:07:39,489 You're a pervert. Take another hit. 948 01:07:41,230 --> 01:07:43,280 Look, I'm just fucking with you, all right? 949 01:07:43,480 --> 01:07:44,889 I'm not gonna kill anyone, 950 01:07:45,090 --> 01:07:47,940 I'm not gonna tell anyone that you tried to rape me. 951 01:07:48,139 --> 01:07:49,596 You're not going to give him any more Ambien? 952 01:07:49,619 --> 01:07:50,809 No. 953 01:07:52,659 --> 01:07:54,150 Why do you keep coming back here? 954 01:07:56,679 --> 01:07:58,250 I don't know. 955 01:07:58,449 --> 01:08:00,126 Seriously, if you hate him so much, then why... 956 01:08:00,150 --> 01:08:01,460 I'm done answering questions now. 957 01:08:07,820 --> 01:08:08,949 Can I take another hit? 958 01:08:10,690 --> 01:08:12,000 It goes against your religion, 959 01:08:13,300 --> 01:08:14,539 and that makes you a hypocrite. 960 01:08:16,520 --> 01:08:17,520 Go ahead. 961 01:08:28,659 --> 01:08:29,935 I really wish that you wouldn't do that. 962 01:08:29,960 --> 01:08:31,560 Yeah, I know. I heard you the first time. 963 01:08:32,630 --> 01:08:33,670 Do you find me attractive? 964 01:08:35,789 --> 01:08:37,590 Because I'm not attracted to you at all, 965 01:08:38,279 --> 01:08:40,119 just to let you know. 966 01:08:40,319 --> 01:08:41,555 I'm not trying to be mean or anything. 967 01:08:41,579 --> 01:08:43,300 I just don't think you're very good-looking, 968 01:08:43,850 --> 01:08:44,899 or interesting. 969 01:08:45,550 --> 01:08:46,550 Or intelligent. 970 01:08:49,119 --> 01:08:50,300 Oh, my God, grow up. 971 01:08:50,500 --> 01:08:51,916 Maybe someone else finds you attractive. 972 01:08:51,939 --> 01:08:53,225 Maybe my dad finds you attractive. 973 01:08:53,250 --> 01:08:54,970 I really wish you... You know, it is so easy 974 01:08:55,069 --> 01:08:56,109 to make you uncomfortable. 975 01:08:56,159 --> 01:08:57,609 It's honestly... It's a little sad. 976 01:08:58,479 --> 01:08:59,479 You can cash that out. 977 01:09:13,579 --> 01:09:16,369 If my parents knew I was getting high, 978 01:09:16,569 --> 01:09:18,115 getting high while out witnessing for the church... 979 01:09:18,140 --> 01:09:19,140 You're not from New Life. 980 01:09:20,800 --> 01:09:22,119 What? 981 01:09:22,319 --> 01:09:24,600 There's a kid in the grade below me who goes there. 982 01:09:24,800 --> 01:09:25,945 He told me that they stopped doing 983 01:09:25,970 --> 01:09:27,600 door-to-door stuff last year 984 01:09:27,800 --> 01:09:29,909 when some woman was out preaching or whatever, 985 01:09:30,109 --> 01:09:32,159 and a guy answered the door with no clothes on. 986 01:09:33,430 --> 01:09:35,430 I gotta go. Who are you, really? 987 01:09:37,119 --> 01:09:38,430 Come on, just tell me! 988 01:09:39,739 --> 01:09:41,399 Why do you care? Because I think we have 989 01:09:41,600 --> 01:09:42,779 a blossoming friendship. 990 01:09:44,390 --> 01:09:45,609 You're just messing with me. 991 01:09:47,130 --> 01:09:48,220 No, I'm not. 992 01:09:49,479 --> 01:09:50,760 You're not going to tell anyone? 993 01:09:52,310 --> 01:09:53,310 Who am I gonna tell? 994 01:10:01,670 --> 01:10:02,760 I was on a mission. 995 01:10:06,369 --> 01:10:08,369 With a group from my church, back in Waterloo, 996 01:10:09,680 --> 01:10:11,029 my hometown in Iowa. 997 01:10:12,329 --> 01:10:13,949 When my dad caught me smoking pot, 998 01:10:14,149 --> 01:10:16,560 he thought a mission would be a good idea. 999 01:10:16,760 --> 01:10:19,739 I mean, the truth is, he's just embarrassed by me 1000 01:10:19,939 --> 01:10:22,130 and wanted me gone for a while. 1001 01:10:22,949 --> 01:10:25,130 Anyway, I just left. 1002 01:10:28,390 --> 01:10:29,520 I couldn't do it anymore. 1003 01:10:31,569 --> 01:10:32,569 Why? 1004 01:10:33,750 --> 01:10:34,789 The mission leader, 1005 01:10:36,529 --> 01:10:37,720 this guy, Jerry, 1006 01:10:37,920 --> 01:10:39,376 all he had us doing was standing on corners 1007 01:10:39,399 --> 01:10:41,149 and handing out pamphlets. 1008 01:10:41,350 --> 01:10:42,636 The end of each day, he'd be like, 1009 01:10:42,659 --> 01:10:44,380 "Look how many people we're helping," but... 1010 01:10:45,060 --> 01:10:46,069 I tried to talk to him 1011 01:10:46,270 --> 01:10:47,899 about different ways we can minister. 1012 01:10:48,100 --> 01:10:50,810 I mean, different ways that we could actually help people. But... 1013 01:10:52,199 --> 01:10:54,430 You could just tell that he didn't need to earn 1014 01:10:54,630 --> 01:10:56,029 or prove his faith at all. 1015 01:10:59,210 --> 01:11:02,510 After a while, I was just, like, "Am I really helping?" 1016 01:11:03,819 --> 01:11:05,600 No. You were not. 1017 01:11:07,350 --> 01:11:08,909 Yeah, I started to feel that way, too. 1018 01:11:10,960 --> 01:11:12,050 I don't feel that way, 1019 01:11:12,250 --> 01:11:14,140 I know that you weren't helping people. 1020 01:11:14,340 --> 01:11:15,536 It doesn't help people to tell them 1021 01:11:15,560 --> 01:11:16,840 that they should believe in God. 1022 01:11:16,869 --> 01:11:17,949 Why would that help people? 1023 01:11:18,880 --> 01:11:20,500 I just thought... 1024 01:11:20,699 --> 01:11:22,529 I see all my family, my friends, 1025 01:11:24,229 --> 01:11:25,449 they're all just so happy. 1026 01:11:30,500 --> 01:11:31,760 I just want to be like that. 1027 01:11:34,069 --> 01:11:35,159 So, why'd you leave, then? 1028 01:11:36,770 --> 01:11:39,250 I was worried I was gonna get arrested. 1029 01:11:40,159 --> 01:11:41,159 For smoking pot? 1030 01:11:42,770 --> 01:11:44,029 For stealing from the mission. 1031 01:11:52,090 --> 01:11:54,920 One day, I ditched the pamphlets. 1032 01:11:55,119 --> 01:11:56,140 I went door-to-door. 1033 01:11:56,340 --> 01:11:57,899 I started actually engaging with people. 1034 01:11:58,039 --> 01:12:00,710 Finally. I mean, it felt like I was doing something, 1035 01:12:00,909 --> 01:12:01,920 helping someone. 1036 01:12:05,659 --> 01:12:08,420 And that night, I went back to the mission meeting, 1037 01:12:08,609 --> 01:12:10,170 and I told everyone what I did that day, 1038 01:12:10,220 --> 01:12:12,115 and Jerry was like, "That's not what we do, buddy." 1039 01:12:12,140 --> 01:12:13,680 And I was like, "Well, why not?" 1040 01:12:13,880 --> 01:12:16,279 And we got in this huge argument in front of everyone, and... 1041 01:12:20,420 --> 01:12:23,560 And that night, I decided to leave. 1042 01:12:23,760 --> 01:12:25,649 And when everyone was asleep, I... 1043 01:12:25,850 --> 01:12:26,899 I took the petty cash. 1044 01:12:28,859 --> 01:12:29,949 How much? 1045 01:12:33,470 --> 01:12:35,520 $2,436. 1046 01:12:37,779 --> 01:12:39,140 Oh. 1047 01:12:39,340 --> 01:12:40,439 Yeah. "Oh." 1048 01:12:42,479 --> 01:12:43,529 I got on a bus. 1049 01:12:44,880 --> 01:12:46,630 Jerry and my parents were calling me 1050 01:12:46,829 --> 01:12:48,050 over and over again. 1051 01:12:49,750 --> 01:12:51,229 I just tossed my phone. 1052 01:12:53,800 --> 01:12:56,500 After a while, I wound up here. 1053 01:13:00,680 --> 01:13:02,510 I thought I could use this money 1054 01:13:02,710 --> 01:13:03,810 for my own mission. 1055 01:13:05,550 --> 01:13:08,289 You know, see my faith save just one person. 1056 01:13:09,949 --> 01:13:11,989 But now I'm almost out of money. I just... 1057 01:13:13,470 --> 01:13:15,439 I can't go home, and... 1058 01:13:15,640 --> 01:13:17,260 My parents probably wanna disown me. 1059 01:13:23,050 --> 01:13:24,260 I don't know what to do. 1060 01:13:35,189 --> 01:13:36,670 You're more interesting to me now. 1061 01:13:39,710 --> 01:13:40,760 Thanks. 1062 01:13:53,510 --> 01:13:55,029 So, that's why you wanna save my dad. 1063 01:14:16,010 --> 01:14:17,149 Mom? 1064 01:14:17,350 --> 01:14:18,670 Don't freak out. Shut up. 1065 01:14:21,279 --> 01:14:22,319 You again? 1066 01:14:23,149 --> 01:14:24,369 Charlie? 1067 01:14:24,760 --> 01:14:25,760 Charlie? 1068 01:14:27,939 --> 01:14:29,020 Charlie? 1069 01:14:30,420 --> 01:14:31,680 Charlie. 1070 01:14:46,560 --> 01:14:47,609 Not with the oxygen tank. 1071 01:14:49,920 --> 01:14:50,920 I'll stand by the window. 1072 01:14:57,920 --> 01:15:00,979 Ellie told you she was coming over? 1073 01:15:01,180 --> 01:15:02,630 No. I did. 1074 01:15:02,829 --> 01:15:04,149 And just in time, looks like. 1075 01:15:05,369 --> 01:15:06,979 You having any more pain? 1076 01:15:08,789 --> 01:15:10,329 How easy is it to move? 1077 01:15:11,149 --> 01:15:12,340 Not very. 1078 01:15:12,539 --> 01:15:14,779 Any confusion? Have you felt disoriented, 1079 01:15:14,970 --> 01:15:16,515 forgotten where you are or what you're doing? 1080 01:15:16,539 --> 01:15:19,869 Am I okay? No, you're not okay. 1081 01:15:20,069 --> 01:15:21,655 But as far as the sleeping pills, you're fine. 1082 01:15:21,680 --> 01:15:22,876 I don't think she gave you much. 1083 01:15:22,899 --> 01:15:24,060 Yeah, that's what I told you. 1084 01:15:26,260 --> 01:15:27,569 You know, I was a very angry, 1085 01:15:27,770 --> 01:15:29,140 very stupid little girl once, too, 1086 01:15:29,340 --> 01:15:30,666 but if you would've given him any more pills than that... 1087 01:15:30,689 --> 01:15:32,225 Yeah, but I didn't give him more pills than that, 1088 01:15:32,250 --> 01:15:33,739 I gave him two pills. Ellie? 1089 01:15:35,000 --> 01:15:36,310 How much money did he offer you? 1090 01:15:42,319 --> 01:15:44,319 All of it? How do you know about the money? 1091 01:15:45,060 --> 01:15:47,199 You think I'm an idiot? 1092 01:15:47,399 --> 01:15:49,246 You think I would believe that you were coming over here 1093 01:15:49,270 --> 01:15:50,590 out of the kindness of your heart? 1094 01:15:51,630 --> 01:15:54,729 Charlie doesn't have any money. 1095 01:15:56,930 --> 01:15:58,560 She doesn't know? CHARLIE: Mary. 1096 01:15:58,760 --> 01:15:59,826 Where do you think all the money 1097 01:15:59,850 --> 01:16:01,130 from his teaching has been going? 1098 01:16:02,029 --> 01:16:03,170 The account for Ellie? 1099 01:16:03,369 --> 01:16:05,260 By now, it has to be huge. 1100 01:16:05,460 --> 01:16:06,909 Over $100,000 at least, right? 1101 01:16:12,649 --> 01:16:13,869 That's not true, is it? 1102 01:16:17,789 --> 01:16:18,960 Charlie. 1103 01:16:20,439 --> 01:16:22,439 We could have gotten you anything you needed. 1104 01:16:23,750 --> 01:16:25,239 Special beds, physical therapists, 1105 01:16:25,439 --> 01:16:27,399 fucking health insurance! 1106 01:16:29,800 --> 01:16:31,319 Last winter, when my pick-up broke down 1107 01:16:31,439 --> 01:16:32,725 and I had to walk through the snow 1108 01:16:32,750 --> 01:16:33,895 to get your groceries for you... 1109 01:16:33,920 --> 01:16:35,289 I offered to get your truck fixed. 1110 01:16:35,489 --> 01:16:38,119 Yeah, and I refused because I thought you had $700 1111 01:16:38,319 --> 01:16:40,500 in your bank account. The money is for Ellie. 1112 01:16:41,720 --> 01:16:43,649 It's always been for Ellie. 1113 01:16:43,850 --> 01:16:46,170 If there was ever any kind of emergency, 1114 01:16:46,369 --> 01:16:48,119 I would have given you the money. Would you? 1115 01:16:52,079 --> 01:16:53,079 Wait. 1116 01:16:57,000 --> 01:16:58,430 Wait. 1117 01:17:01,569 --> 01:17:03,015 Mom, you're not getting any of my money. 1118 01:17:03,039 --> 01:17:04,039 Oh, shut up, Ellie. 1119 01:17:05,750 --> 01:17:07,529 Leave, right now. 1120 01:17:10,750 --> 01:17:12,409 Wait. 1121 01:17:12,609 --> 01:17:15,239 Ellie, I know you didn't mean to hurt me. I know you didn't... 1122 01:17:15,439 --> 01:17:16,945 Okay, you know what? Listen to me. Listen. 1123 01:17:16,970 --> 01:17:18,590 I don't care about you! 1124 01:17:18,789 --> 01:17:20,340 Get that through your fucking skull. 1125 01:17:20,529 --> 01:17:22,680 Ellie, please. Just fucking die already! 1126 01:17:23,369 --> 01:17:24,640 Enough! 1127 01:17:28,199 --> 01:17:29,550 Ellie, your... Your essay. 1128 01:17:37,779 --> 01:17:40,390 So... It's... 1129 01:17:43,350 --> 01:17:44,699 It's a really good essay! 1130 01:18:12,510 --> 01:18:14,550 Jesus, Charlie. 1131 01:18:22,479 --> 01:18:23,560 Do you have anything? 1132 01:18:27,789 --> 01:18:29,270 It's above the sink, 1133 01:18:29,470 --> 01:18:31,310 the kitchen counter on the left. 1134 01:18:33,399 --> 01:18:35,310 - The other one. - Yup. 1135 01:18:39,739 --> 01:18:41,420 Our deal was 1136 01:18:41,619 --> 01:18:43,939 to wait until she's out of the house to give her the money. 1137 01:18:44,369 --> 01:18:45,810 What's the difference? 1138 01:18:46,010 --> 01:18:49,819 The difference is she's 17 and still in high school. 1139 01:18:50,020 --> 01:18:52,729 She's gonna spend it on face tattoos or ponies, or something. 1140 01:18:52,930 --> 01:18:55,130 I think that she's a lot smarter than that. 1141 01:18:58,510 --> 01:18:59,510 So... 1142 01:19:02,649 --> 01:19:03,689 How's it been? 1143 01:19:04,909 --> 01:19:06,739 Getting to know her. 1144 01:19:07,869 --> 01:19:10,229 She's amazing. 1145 01:19:10,430 --> 01:19:12,350 You still do that. 1146 01:19:14,140 --> 01:19:15,140 What? 1147 01:19:16,050 --> 01:19:17,619 That positivity. 1148 01:19:19,270 --> 01:19:20,270 It's so annoying. 1149 01:19:21,319 --> 01:19:22,579 You're a complete cynic. 1150 01:19:24,060 --> 01:19:25,810 Just trying to balance us out. 1151 01:19:26,010 --> 01:19:27,930 Yeah. I guess I do miss that. 1152 01:19:29,189 --> 01:19:30,239 That one thing. 1153 01:19:31,810 --> 01:19:32,810 Just that? 1154 01:19:34,850 --> 01:19:36,819 That, and the cooking. 1155 01:19:37,020 --> 01:19:39,819 Last month, tried to make a stir-fry thing. CHARLIE: Yeah? 1156 01:19:40,020 --> 01:19:41,939 Almost set the entire apartment building on fire. 1157 01:20:02,970 --> 01:20:04,800 I never knew you were doing this to yourself. 1158 01:20:06,270 --> 01:20:08,409 Well, you never asked how I was doing. 1159 01:20:09,840 --> 01:20:11,539 You never asked how I was doing either. 1160 01:20:12,850 --> 01:20:14,729 Every month, it's just, 1161 01:20:14,930 --> 01:20:17,560 "How much money do you need?" or, "How's Ellie?" 1162 01:20:17,760 --> 01:20:20,649 You didn't tell me that she's flunking out of school. 1163 01:20:20,850 --> 01:20:22,329 I guess I just didn't need the lecture 1164 01:20:22,369 --> 01:20:23,850 about my involvement in her education. 1165 01:20:24,020 --> 01:20:26,560 That is not what I... 1166 01:20:32,609 --> 01:20:34,090 How're you doing, Mary? 1167 01:20:39,789 --> 01:20:42,930 I know I'm not supposed to be around her. 1168 01:20:43,130 --> 01:20:46,720 You could probably call the police if you wanted to. Oh, Christ. 1169 01:20:46,920 --> 01:20:48,109 You really think I'd do that? 1170 01:20:48,310 --> 01:20:50,850 You fought me pretty hard for full custody. 1171 01:20:51,050 --> 01:20:53,199 And I don't blame you for keeping her from me. 1172 01:20:53,399 --> 01:20:57,500 Charlie, need I remind you that you left us. 1173 01:20:58,199 --> 01:20:59,289 I know. 1174 01:20:59,489 --> 01:21:01,210 And I was left raising our kid 1175 01:21:01,409 --> 01:21:04,649 and explaining to people that my husband left me for a man. 1176 01:21:04,850 --> 01:21:07,079 But you didn't have to cut me out of her life like that. 1177 01:21:07,279 --> 01:21:08,609 Oh, please. 1178 01:21:08,810 --> 01:21:10,695 You were more than happy to forget about us for a while. 1179 01:21:10,720 --> 01:21:11,720 You know that. 1180 01:21:13,560 --> 01:21:15,520 I know I made a lot of mistakes. 1181 01:21:17,819 --> 01:21:20,659 But I just wanted to see her, Mary. 1182 01:21:20,859 --> 01:21:23,090 I've always just... Just wanted to see her. 1183 01:21:24,609 --> 01:21:25,699 It's all about you. 1184 01:21:27,489 --> 01:21:29,140 Even now, huh? 1185 01:21:31,789 --> 01:21:33,270 Now you know why I kept you from her. 1186 01:21:34,359 --> 01:21:35,359 What? 1187 01:21:37,020 --> 01:21:39,859 She's awful. Isn't she? 1188 01:21:40,060 --> 01:21:43,289 She's a terror. And you think it's my fault. 1189 01:21:43,489 --> 01:21:48,079 Wait, is that why you kept her from me all this time? 1190 01:21:48,279 --> 01:21:52,420 Because you thought that I would think that you're a bad mother? 1191 01:21:53,560 --> 01:21:54,560 At first. 1192 01:21:55,909 --> 01:21:58,909 But later, when she was 15, 16, 1193 01:22:01,039 --> 01:22:02,609 I was worried she would hurt you. 1194 01:22:03,130 --> 01:22:04,130 Hurt me? 1195 01:22:05,439 --> 01:22:06,489 It's ridiculous. 1196 01:22:06,689 --> 01:22:08,329 I don't take any pleasure in admitting it. 1197 01:22:08,470 --> 01:22:10,840 I'm her mother, for Christ's sake. 1198 01:22:11,039 --> 01:22:13,630 You know, I spent way too much time telling myself, 1199 01:22:13,829 --> 01:22:15,890 you know, "She's just rebellious", 1200 01:22:16,090 --> 01:22:17,189 "she's just difficult." 1201 01:22:19,670 --> 01:22:22,189 Charlie, she's evil. 1202 01:22:23,670 --> 01:22:24,890 She's not evil. 1203 01:22:31,550 --> 01:22:32,590 What are you doing? 1204 01:22:38,510 --> 01:22:39,989 You think it's just me? 1205 01:22:51,920 --> 01:22:55,050 "There'll be a grease fire in hell when he starts to burn." 1206 01:23:02,619 --> 01:23:03,630 Don't feel bad. 1207 01:23:05,060 --> 01:23:07,239 I've made quite a few appearances on that thing. 1208 01:23:11,069 --> 01:23:12,239 She's a strong writer. 1209 01:23:14,460 --> 01:23:16,079 That's your response? 1210 01:23:16,279 --> 01:23:17,289 This isn't evil. 1211 01:23:17,939 --> 01:23:19,350 This is honesty. 1212 01:23:19,550 --> 01:23:21,909 Do you know how much bullshit I've read in my life? 1213 01:23:22,109 --> 01:23:24,739 My God, I don't understand you, Charlie! 1214 01:23:24,939 --> 01:23:26,789 Every time I call and ask you how she's doing, 1215 01:23:26,989 --> 01:23:28,039 you say, "She's fine." 1216 01:23:28,909 --> 01:23:30,270 If she's so evil, then... 1217 01:23:30,470 --> 01:23:31,970 What was I supposed to tell you? 1218 01:23:32,170 --> 01:23:34,579 Huh? That she was off making her classmates cry 1219 01:23:34,779 --> 01:23:36,060 or slashing her teachers' tires? 1220 01:23:36,210 --> 01:23:37,569 You didn't want to hear that stuff! 1221 01:23:37,609 --> 01:23:38,890 I could have helped her! 1222 01:23:39,090 --> 01:23:42,020 She doesn't want your help! She doesn't want anyone! 1223 01:23:42,220 --> 01:23:44,100 You think I didn't want her to have a dad? 1224 01:23:45,020 --> 01:23:46,500 She adored you! 1225 01:23:46,699 --> 01:23:48,506 The only reason you married me in the first place 1226 01:23:48,529 --> 01:23:50,119 was to have a kid, I know that! 1227 01:23:50,319 --> 01:23:51,460 Mary, please! 1228 01:23:57,289 --> 01:24:00,550 Well, this brings back memories, doesn't it? 1229 01:24:19,789 --> 01:24:20,789 Listen. 1230 01:24:23,579 --> 01:24:25,489 I never got to say that I was sorry. 1231 01:24:27,359 --> 01:24:29,760 What would you have to be sorry about? 1232 01:24:29,960 --> 01:24:30,970 That's not what I mean. 1233 01:24:32,539 --> 01:24:33,539 I mean... 1234 01:24:38,239 --> 01:24:40,640 About your friend. 1235 01:24:42,119 --> 01:24:43,119 Oh. 1236 01:24:46,770 --> 01:24:47,779 His name was Alan. 1237 01:24:47,979 --> 01:24:49,470 I know his fucking name, Charlie. 1238 01:24:54,170 --> 01:24:55,170 I saw him once, 1239 01:24:56,960 --> 01:24:58,220 in the Walmart parking lot. 1240 01:24:59,180 --> 01:25:00,260 He wasn't looking too good, 1241 01:25:00,430 --> 01:25:02,090 and I don't think it was long before he... 1242 01:25:04,399 --> 01:25:06,890 Anyway, I had all these things that I... 1243 01:25:07,090 --> 01:25:08,239 I wanted to say to him, 1244 01:25:08,439 --> 01:25:09,880 you know, hurl at him like bricks. 1245 01:25:10,579 --> 01:25:12,460 But I... 1246 01:25:12,659 --> 01:25:14,100 I asked if he wanted some help. 1247 01:25:16,720 --> 01:25:18,720 He let me carry a couple of bags to his car, 1248 01:25:20,109 --> 01:25:21,199 he said thank you, 1249 01:25:22,979 --> 01:25:23,979 and I left. 1250 01:25:27,770 --> 01:25:29,250 I never even told him who I was. 1251 01:25:38,390 --> 01:25:39,430 You're wheezing. 1252 01:25:40,909 --> 01:25:43,569 Yeah, it's gotten worse. 1253 01:25:44,439 --> 01:25:45,609 Should I call someone? 1254 01:25:46,270 --> 01:25:48,310 No. Um... 1255 01:25:53,670 --> 01:25:54,800 You'll let me hear? 1256 01:26:19,689 --> 01:26:20,779 How do I sound? 1257 01:26:28,699 --> 01:26:31,060 That was the first time we've all been together 1258 01:26:31,260 --> 01:26:33,800 in almost nine years. Do you realize that? 1259 01:26:43,579 --> 01:26:45,420 When Ellie was little, 1260 01:26:45,619 --> 01:26:49,199 when we took that trip to the Oregon Coast together, 1261 01:26:50,289 --> 01:26:52,380 Ellie played in the sand, and... 1262 01:26:54,109 --> 01:26:55,859 we laid out on the beach. 1263 01:26:57,289 --> 01:26:58,819 I went swimming in the ocean. 1264 01:27:01,390 --> 01:27:04,039 That was the last time I ever went swimming, actually. 1265 01:27:07,130 --> 01:27:09,390 I kept cutting my legs on the rocks. 1266 01:27:13,140 --> 01:27:15,060 The water was so cold. 1267 01:27:26,760 --> 01:27:30,420 And you were so mad that my legs bled 1268 01:27:30,619 --> 01:27:32,819 and stained the seats in the minivan. 1269 01:27:34,670 --> 01:27:38,689 And you said, for days after that, I smelled like seawater. 1270 01:27:40,850 --> 01:27:42,300 You remember that? 1271 01:27:50,130 --> 01:27:51,260 You sound awful. 1272 01:27:52,909 --> 01:27:55,180 I'm dying, Mary. 1273 01:27:59,270 --> 01:28:00,270 Fuck you. 1274 01:28:02,180 --> 01:28:03,319 I'm sorry. 1275 01:28:04,930 --> 01:28:06,060 Fuck you. 1276 01:28:08,930 --> 01:28:10,109 For sure? 1277 01:28:10,930 --> 01:28:13,380 Yeah. For sure. 1278 01:28:15,750 --> 01:28:16,939 Listen to me. 1279 01:28:19,939 --> 01:28:22,340 I need to make certain that she's going to be okay. 1280 01:28:23,470 --> 01:28:24,729 We can't give up on her. 1281 01:28:25,510 --> 01:28:27,260 You already gave up on her! 1282 01:28:27,460 --> 01:28:29,340 You gave up on her when she was eight years old! 1283 01:28:29,420 --> 01:28:32,270 I wish I could have been a part of her life, Mary, 1284 01:28:32,470 --> 01:28:34,140 a part of both of your lives. 1285 01:28:34,340 --> 01:28:35,340 Go to the hospital. 1286 01:28:36,439 --> 01:28:38,739 You have money, just go to the hospital! 1287 01:28:39,829 --> 01:28:44,270 We both know that that money is for Ellie. 1288 01:28:45,270 --> 01:28:49,369 But beyond that, 1289 01:28:49,569 --> 01:28:53,579 I need to know that she's gonna have a decent life. 1290 01:28:54,760 --> 01:28:56,939 Where she cares about people 1291 01:28:57,140 --> 01:28:59,199 and other people care about her. 1292 01:29:00,550 --> 01:29:02,550 And she's gonna be okay. 1293 01:29:03,550 --> 01:29:04,729 I need to go.Mary. 1294 01:29:04,930 --> 01:29:08,170 She doesn't have anyone else! I have to go. 1295 01:29:08,369 --> 01:29:10,739 I need to know that I have done 1296 01:29:10,939 --> 01:29:13,600 one thing right with my life! 1297 01:29:17,350 --> 01:29:18,569 We both played our parts. 1298 01:29:20,220 --> 01:29:22,609 I raised her, and you're giving her the money. 1299 01:29:23,439 --> 01:29:24,529 It's the best we could do. 1300 01:29:30,619 --> 01:29:31,619 Do you need anything 1301 01:29:33,189 --> 01:29:34,229 before I leave? 1302 01:29:35,229 --> 01:29:36,369 Water, or something. 1303 01:30:47,470 --> 01:30:48,840 Gambino's! 1304 01:30:49,039 --> 01:30:51,010 Yeah. 1305 01:30:51,210 --> 01:30:52,210 Charlie? 1306 01:30:53,399 --> 01:30:54,399 You okay? 1307 01:30:56,140 --> 01:30:57,970 Yeah. 1308 01:30:59,539 --> 01:31:01,229 The money is in the, um... 1309 01:31:02,670 --> 01:31:03,670 Sure. 1310 01:31:07,810 --> 01:31:09,279 You sure you're doing okay? 1311 01:31:11,420 --> 01:31:13,340 Yeah. Thanks, Dan. 1312 01:31:13,539 --> 01:31:15,199 Have a good night, okay? 1313 01:32:35,550 --> 01:32:37,069 Fuck these essays. 1314 01:32:38,159 --> 01:32:39,369 Fuck these readings. 1315 01:32:41,810 --> 01:32:45,949 Just write something fucking honest. 1316 01:34:17,069 --> 01:34:18,430 Liz? 1317 01:34:22,430 --> 01:34:23,520 Can I come inside? 1318 01:34:25,220 --> 01:34:26,260 It's not locked. 1319 01:34:28,609 --> 01:34:29,699 Hi.What's wrong? 1320 01:34:30,569 --> 01:34:31,840 Thank you. For what? 1321 01:34:32,039 --> 01:34:34,720 Look, I'm not exactly who I said I was. 1322 01:34:34,920 --> 01:34:36,539 I'm not from New Life. 1323 01:34:36,739 --> 01:34:38,020 What? I... I don't... 1324 01:34:38,220 --> 01:34:39,979 I've been in a pretty bad place recently. 1325 01:34:40,180 --> 01:34:41,510 I... I stole some money, 1326 01:34:41,710 --> 01:34:43,550 and I ran away from home a few months ago. 1327 01:34:43,750 --> 01:34:46,380 And your daughter, she took these pictures of me smoking pot, 1328 01:34:46,579 --> 01:34:48,640 and a recording or something like that, 1329 01:34:48,840 --> 01:34:50,909 and she found my church in Waterloo somehow, 1330 01:34:51,109 --> 01:34:52,270 and then she sent it to them, 1331 01:34:52,369 --> 01:34:53,890 and they sent it to my parents... Wait. 1332 01:34:54,020 --> 01:34:55,260 And you know what they said? 1333 01:34:56,119 --> 01:34:57,159 "It's just money." 1334 01:34:58,300 --> 01:35:00,090 And they forgive me. 1335 01:35:00,289 --> 01:35:02,909 And they love me, and they want me to come home. 1336 01:35:04,689 --> 01:35:06,090 How awful is that? 1337 01:35:07,220 --> 01:35:09,710 Ellie, she... She did all that? 1338 01:35:09,909 --> 01:35:14,060 I can't tell if she was trying to help me or hurt me or... 1339 01:35:14,260 --> 01:35:15,676 Do you ever get that feeling from her? 1340 01:35:15,699 --> 01:35:17,140 How did she even... She... 1341 01:35:18,970 --> 01:35:21,800 She found your church, she tracked down your parents. 1342 01:35:23,229 --> 01:35:24,550 She really did all that? 1343 01:35:24,750 --> 01:35:26,279 Yeah. I mean, I'm going home tomorrow. 1344 01:35:27,409 --> 01:35:28,859 But, Charlie, before I go... 1345 01:35:29,060 --> 01:35:30,420 I have to show you this. 1346 01:35:32,539 --> 01:35:33,859 What... What's wrong? 1347 01:35:34,060 --> 01:35:35,210 Wait, are you okay? 1348 01:35:35,409 --> 01:35:37,260 It just hurts. Charlie, 1349 01:35:37,460 --> 01:35:39,609 I want to help you. I know I can help you. 1350 01:35:39,810 --> 01:35:41,520 I'm not going to the hospital. 1351 01:35:41,720 --> 01:35:43,086 No, I know. I'm not gonna make you go. 1352 01:35:43,109 --> 01:35:44,390 But I can help you. 1353 01:35:46,340 --> 01:35:47,926 "Therefore, brothers and sisters..."What are you doing? 1354 01:35:47,949 --> 01:35:49,180 "we have an obligation," 1355 01:35:49,380 --> 01:35:51,500 "but it is not to the flesh, to live according to it." 1356 01:35:51,689 --> 01:35:54,189 "For if you live according to the flesh, you will die." 1357 01:35:54,390 --> 01:35:56,670 "But if by the Spirit you put to death" 1358 01:35:56,869 --> 01:35:59,149 "the misdeeds of the body, then you will live." 1359 01:35:59,350 --> 01:36:01,020 I... I don't understand. 1360 01:36:01,220 --> 01:36:03,939 Charlie, when I read this, I finally got it. 1361 01:36:04,140 --> 01:36:07,420 I finally understood why God brought me here to you. 1362 01:36:07,619 --> 01:36:09,699 So I could help you understand what happened to Alan, 1363 01:36:09,840 --> 01:36:11,119 so it doesn't happen to you, too. 1364 01:36:14,149 --> 01:36:15,300 How did you get this? 1365 01:36:15,489 --> 01:36:18,560 Charlie, Alan tried to escape God's will. 1366 01:36:18,760 --> 01:36:20,779 He chose his life with you over God. 1367 01:36:20,979 --> 01:36:24,569 But this is why he was so obsessed with this verse. 1368 01:36:24,760 --> 01:36:26,319 He knew that he was living in the flesh, 1369 01:36:26,510 --> 01:36:27,960 and not in the Spirit. 1370 01:36:28,159 --> 01:36:30,829 He never prayed for salvation, but it's not too late for you. 1371 01:36:31,029 --> 01:36:32,619 Through the Spirit, you can put to death 1372 01:36:32,819 --> 01:36:34,869 the misdeeds of the body, and you will live. 1373 01:36:36,659 --> 01:36:39,050 You think Alan died because he chose to be with me? 1374 01:36:41,439 --> 01:36:42,890 You think God turned his back on him 1375 01:36:43,090 --> 01:36:44,289 because he and I were in love? 1376 01:36:48,539 --> 01:36:49,539 Yes. 1377 01:36:58,020 --> 01:37:00,420 You know something? I wasn't always this big. 1378 01:37:01,899 --> 01:37:03,869 Yeah, I know. 1379 01:37:04,069 --> 01:37:06,380 I mean, I wasn't the best-looking guy in the room, but... 1380 01:37:07,989 --> 01:37:08,989 Alan loved me. 1381 01:37:12,079 --> 01:37:13,210 He thought I was beautiful. 1382 01:37:17,909 --> 01:37:18,909 Okay. 1383 01:37:21,130 --> 01:37:22,829 Halfway through the semester, 1384 01:37:24,399 --> 01:37:27,850 he started meeting me during my office hours. 1385 01:37:28,050 --> 01:37:32,109 And we were... We were crazy about one another. 1386 01:37:32,310 --> 01:37:34,199 But we waited 1387 01:37:34,399 --> 01:37:36,899 until the class was over before... 1388 01:37:37,100 --> 01:37:38,289 This isn't, uh... 1389 01:37:38,489 --> 01:37:41,470 It was just after classes had ended for the year. 1390 01:37:41,670 --> 01:37:43,460 It was perfect temperature outside. 1391 01:37:44,550 --> 01:37:46,420 We took a walk in the arboretum, 1392 01:37:48,949 --> 01:37:49,989 and we kissed. 1393 01:37:50,640 --> 01:37:52,260 Charlie, stop. 1394 01:37:52,460 --> 01:37:55,819 We would spend entire nights lying together, naked. 1395 01:37:58,300 --> 01:37:59,430 We would make love. 1396 01:38:05,050 --> 01:38:06,180 We would make love. 1397 01:38:09,529 --> 01:38:11,020 Do you find that disgusting? 1398 01:38:11,220 --> 01:38:12,850 Charlie, God is ready to help you. 1399 01:38:13,050 --> 01:38:16,289 Oh, I hope that there isn't a God, 1400 01:38:16,489 --> 01:38:18,939 because I hate to think that there's an afterlife, 1401 01:38:19,140 --> 01:38:22,600 and that Alan can see what I have done to myself. 1402 01:38:22,800 --> 01:38:25,729 Charlie... That he can see my swollen feet 1403 01:38:25,930 --> 01:38:27,600 and the sores on my skin, 1404 01:38:27,800 --> 01:38:28,909 and the patches of mold 1405 01:38:29,109 --> 01:38:30,300 in between the flaps.Stop. 1406 01:38:30,500 --> 01:38:32,390 The infected ulcers on my ass, 1407 01:38:32,590 --> 01:38:36,000 and the sack of fat on my back that turned brown last year. 1408 01:38:36,199 --> 01:38:38,000 Okay, stop! This is disgusting? 1409 01:38:38,199 --> 01:38:40,140 Yes! I'm disgusting? 1410 01:38:40,340 --> 01:38:42,090 Yes, you're disgusting! You're... 1411 01:38:53,659 --> 01:38:55,359 [WHISPERING] I'm sorry. 1412 01:38:59,100 --> 01:39:00,100 What? 1413 01:39:03,539 --> 01:39:05,539 Go home to your family. 1414 01:39:54,810 --> 01:39:57,640 Well, your complaints have been heard. 1415 01:39:58,420 --> 01:39:59,560 I've been replaced 1416 01:39:59,760 --> 01:40:01,779 by someone who will, no doubt, 1417 01:40:01,979 --> 01:40:05,170 have you rewrite, and rewrite, and rewrite, 1418 01:40:05,779 --> 01:40:08,130 be more objective, 1419 01:40:09,000 --> 01:40:10,140 less authentic, 1420 01:40:10,340 --> 01:40:12,909 less you, with every draft. 1421 01:40:15,869 --> 01:40:19,409 But some of you saw my post 1422 01:40:19,609 --> 01:40:22,449 about writing something honest. 1423 01:40:25,880 --> 01:40:26,890 And... 1424 01:40:30,279 --> 01:40:32,020 the things that some of you wrote... 1425 01:40:34,109 --> 01:40:35,369 Kristy, you wrote, 1426 01:40:36,500 --> 01:40:39,520 "My parents want me to be a radiologist," 1427 01:40:39,720 --> 01:40:42,119 "but I don't even know what that is." 1428 01:40:48,819 --> 01:40:50,140 Julian, you wrote, 1429 01:40:50,329 --> 01:40:53,649 "I'm sick of people telling me that I have promise." 1430 01:41:01,399 --> 01:41:02,489 Adam, you wrote, 1431 01:41:03,699 --> 01:41:05,500 "I think I need to accept that my life" 1432 01:41:05,699 --> 01:41:08,060 "isn't going to be very exciting." 1433 01:41:11,189 --> 01:41:15,670 You all wrote these amazing, honest things, and... 1434 01:41:17,850 --> 01:41:19,979 you've been so honest with me that I... I... 1435 01:41:25,550 --> 01:41:26,989 I just want to be... 1436 01:41:28,430 --> 01:41:29,949 honest with you, too. 1437 01:42:12,210 --> 01:42:13,819 These assignments don't matter. 1438 01:42:15,560 --> 01:42:16,859 This course doesn't matter. 1439 01:42:19,039 --> 01:42:20,170 College doesn't matter. 1440 01:42:22,609 --> 01:42:25,529 These amazing, honest things that you wrote, 1441 01:42:29,569 --> 01:42:30,699 they matter. 1442 01:43:12,270 --> 01:43:13,789 I'm sorry.Don't. 1443 01:43:30,289 --> 01:43:32,930 I really hate you for putting me through this again, you know that? 1444 01:43:36,029 --> 01:43:37,430 Those last few months before Alan... 1445 01:43:39,079 --> 01:43:41,350 I'd come over here, shake him, scream at him, 1446 01:43:41,550 --> 01:43:43,430 just trying to get him to fucking eat something. 1447 01:43:43,590 --> 01:43:46,140 God, that was awful! It was awful for me, too. 1448 01:43:46,340 --> 01:43:47,536 Yeah? Well, you weren't the one 1449 01:43:47,560 --> 01:43:48,920 who had to identify his body, 1450 01:43:49,119 --> 01:43:50,649 all bloated... They wouldn't let me. 1451 01:43:52,260 --> 01:43:53,479 I wasn't family. 1452 01:44:07,670 --> 01:44:09,800 I got you two meatball subs. Extra cheese. 1453 01:44:17,060 --> 01:44:18,180 I don't know what I'm doing. 1454 01:44:26,899 --> 01:44:28,920 I'm not going to the hospital. 1455 01:44:29,119 --> 01:44:30,430 I'm not asking you to. 1456 01:44:35,960 --> 01:44:37,739 I can't do this anymore. 1457 01:44:40,880 --> 01:44:42,529 I tried to save him, Liz. 1458 01:44:45,880 --> 01:44:47,800 I thought that if I just loved him, 1459 01:44:50,710 --> 01:44:52,460 that he wouldn't need anyone else. 1460 01:44:55,409 --> 01:44:56,979 I told him he didn't need God, 1461 01:44:58,369 --> 01:45:01,510 he didn't need anyone but me. 1462 01:45:03,380 --> 01:45:04,380 Charlie, 1463 01:45:05,989 --> 01:45:07,649 all I know is that you gave Alan 1464 01:45:07,850 --> 01:45:09,000 the best years of his life. 1465 01:45:09,199 --> 01:45:10,655 If it weren't for you, he would have jumped off 1466 01:45:10,680 --> 01:45:12,560 that bridge years earlier. 1467 01:45:13,350 --> 01:45:14,439 Nobody could've saved him. 1468 01:45:14,640 --> 01:45:16,390 Believe me, I spent years trying. 1469 01:45:20,439 --> 01:45:23,220 I don't think I believe anyone can save anyone. 1470 01:45:29,539 --> 01:45:30,619 She saved him. 1471 01:45:33,229 --> 01:45:37,289 She wasn't trying to hurt him. She was trying to help him. 1472 01:45:37,489 --> 01:45:39,250 Who are you talking about? 1473 01:45:39,449 --> 01:45:41,630 He's going home. She did that. 1474 01:45:42,979 --> 01:45:45,119 Charlie... She didn't do it to hurt him, 1475 01:45:45,859 --> 01:45:48,159 she did it to send him home. 1476 01:45:49,600 --> 01:45:51,960 Do you feel light-headed? Charlie, look at me. 1477 01:45:52,159 --> 01:45:54,560 She was trying to help him. Who? 1478 01:45:55,649 --> 01:45:59,270 Ellie. She was trying to help him, 1479 01:45:59,470 --> 01:46:01,260 She just wanted to send him home. 1480 01:46:03,869 --> 01:46:07,659 Do you ever get the feeling that... 1481 01:46:09,529 --> 01:46:13,010 people are incapable of not caring? 1482 01:46:18,449 --> 01:46:20,020 People are amazing. 1483 01:46:23,630 --> 01:46:24,720 What the fuck did you do? 1484 01:46:27,899 --> 01:46:28,939 What's wrong with him? 1485 01:46:31,159 --> 01:46:32,159 He's dying. 1486 01:46:34,029 --> 01:46:35,520 So, call someone. 1487 01:46:35,720 --> 01:46:37,430 No.Call a fucking ambulance! 1488 01:46:38,260 --> 01:46:39,260 Liz. 1489 01:46:40,260 --> 01:46:41,399 I need to talk to him. 1490 01:46:41,600 --> 01:46:42,926 I'm not leaving you alone with him. 1491 01:46:42,949 --> 01:46:44,359 I need to talk to him alone. 1492 01:46:44,560 --> 01:46:45,560 Liz. 1493 01:46:48,479 --> 01:46:49,489 Please. 1494 01:46:54,229 --> 01:46:55,229 Okay. 1495 01:47:12,899 --> 01:47:14,069 I'll call someone. 1496 01:47:16,989 --> 01:47:17,989 Charlie. 1497 01:47:21,170 --> 01:47:22,649 I'll wait downstairs. 1498 01:47:30,260 --> 01:47:32,270 Why did you do that? What? 1499 01:47:34,529 --> 01:47:35,529 I failed. 1500 01:47:36,359 --> 01:47:37,760 It's a really good essay. 1501 01:47:37,960 --> 01:47:40,720 Are you just trying to screw me over one last time? 1502 01:47:40,920 --> 01:47:42,935 I don't care about you! I don't care that you're dying. 1503 01:47:42,960 --> 01:47:44,416 Do you want me to fail out of high school? 1504 01:47:44,439 --> 01:47:46,250 Is that why you did this? I didn't write it. 1505 01:47:46,449 --> 01:47:48,640 This is the essay that you gave me yesterday. 1506 01:47:48,840 --> 01:47:50,560 You didn't read it. I don't need to read it. 1507 01:47:51,159 --> 01:47:52,159 Read it. 1508 01:48:03,649 --> 01:48:04,649 This is... 1509 01:48:06,170 --> 01:48:07,489 I know what this is. 1510 01:48:07,680 --> 01:48:09,699 I knew you would. 1511 01:48:10,779 --> 01:48:11,779 I wrote this. 1512 01:48:14,130 --> 01:48:15,710 You never forget anything. 1513 01:48:15,909 --> 01:48:18,579 I wrote this in eighth grade for English. Why do you... 1514 01:48:18,779 --> 01:48:20,720 "And I felt saddest of all" 1515 01:48:20,920 --> 01:48:23,069 "when I read the boring chapters" 1516 01:48:23,270 --> 01:48:25,890 "that were only descriptions of whales," 1517 01:48:26,090 --> 01:48:28,939 "because I knew that" 1518 01:48:29,140 --> 01:48:32,510 "the author was just trying to save us" 1519 01:48:32,710 --> 01:48:34,979 "from his own sad story," 1520 01:48:36,979 --> 01:48:38,729 "just for a little while." 1521 01:48:40,670 --> 01:48:43,390 How do you have this? Your mother, 1522 01:48:43,590 --> 01:48:45,479 she sent it to me four years ago. 1523 01:48:45,680 --> 01:48:48,180 I wanted to know how you were doing in school, 1524 01:48:48,380 --> 01:48:49,920 and she sent it. 1525 01:48:50,119 --> 01:48:53,270 And it's the best essay I've ever read. 1526 01:48:53,470 --> 01:48:55,000 Why are you fucking with me like this? 1527 01:48:55,960 --> 01:48:56,960 I'm not. 1528 01:48:58,050 --> 01:49:01,529 I'm sorry for leaving you. 1529 01:49:03,659 --> 01:49:07,109 I was in love, and... 1530 01:49:07,310 --> 01:49:09,060 I left you behind. 1531 01:49:10,970 --> 01:49:14,380 You did not deserve that. I don't... 1532 01:49:14,579 --> 01:49:16,680 I don't know how 1533 01:49:16,880 --> 01:49:18,600 I could have done such a thing. 1534 01:49:18,800 --> 01:49:20,989 You're so beautiful. 1535 01:49:21,189 --> 01:49:22,989 You're amazing.Stop. 1536 01:49:25,380 --> 01:49:28,029 You're amazing. 1537 01:49:28,819 --> 01:49:30,989 This essay is amazing. 1538 01:49:32,689 --> 01:49:35,220 This essay is you. 1539 01:49:35,420 --> 01:49:36,439 Stop saying that. 1540 01:49:36,640 --> 01:49:39,970 This essay is you. Stop saying that! 1541 01:49:40,170 --> 01:49:43,149 You're the best thing I have ever done. 1542 01:49:44,779 --> 01:49:46,760 What's the matter? 1543 01:49:46,960 --> 01:49:47,960 Ellie! 1544 01:49:48,050 --> 01:49:49,800 No. Okay, I can't be here right now. 1545 01:49:50,000 --> 01:49:51,409 I have to go. You're perfect. 1546 01:49:51,880 --> 01:49:53,060 You'll be happy. 1547 01:49:54,500 --> 01:49:57,250 You care about people. 1548 01:49:57,449 --> 01:49:58,985 The ambulance is coming, they'll help you. 1549 01:49:59,010 --> 01:50:00,420 No. They won't. 1550 01:50:00,619 --> 01:50:03,300 You're going to the hospital.No. 1551 01:50:03,500 --> 01:50:05,390 You just need surgery, or something! 1552 01:50:05,579 --> 01:50:09,350 Read it to me. What? 1553 01:50:09,550 --> 01:50:12,819 If you want to help, read it to me. 1554 01:50:13,819 --> 01:50:16,699 You'll help if you read it. 1555 01:50:16,899 --> 01:50:19,090 You asshole. You fat fucking asshole! 1556 01:50:19,289 --> 01:50:20,289 You'll help... Fuck you. 1557 01:50:20,380 --> 01:50:21,579 Please. Fuck you! 1558 01:50:21,779 --> 01:50:22,779 Ellie! 1559 01:50:26,310 --> 01:50:27,569 Daddy, please. 1560 01:50:46,550 --> 01:50:49,949 "In the amazing book, Moby Dick, by the author Herman Melville," 1561 01:50:50,149 --> 01:50:52,869 "the author recounts his story of being at sea." 1562 01:50:53,069 --> 01:50:54,350 "In the first part of his book," 1563 01:50:54,550 --> 01:50:56,390 "the author, calling himself Ishmael," 1564 01:50:56,590 --> 01:50:58,090 "is in a small seaside town" 1565 01:50:58,289 --> 01:51:01,180 "and he is sharing a bed with a man named Queequeg." 1566 01:51:01,380 --> 01:51:03,619 "The author and Queequeg go to church" 1567 01:51:03,819 --> 01:51:04,979 "and later set out on a ship" 1568 01:51:05,119 --> 01:51:06,529 "captained by a pirate named Ahab," 1569 01:51:06,729 --> 01:51:07,869 "who is missing a leg," 1570 01:51:08,920 --> 01:51:10,619 "and very much wants to kill the whale" 1571 01:51:10,819 --> 01:51:13,670 "which is named Moby Dick, and which is white." 1572 01:51:13,869 --> 01:51:15,720 "In the course of the book," 1573 01:51:15,920 --> 01:51:18,239 "the pirate Ahab encounters many hardships." 1574 01:51:18,439 --> 01:51:21,640 "His entire life is set around trying to kill a certain whale." 1575 01:51:21,840 --> 01:51:23,380 "I think this is sad" 1576 01:51:23,579 --> 01:51:25,166 "because this whale doesn't have any emotions," 1577 01:51:25,189 --> 01:51:27,550 "and doesn't know how bad Ahab wants to kill him." 1578 01:51:27,750 --> 01:51:28,810 "He's just a poor" 1579 01:51:29,500 --> 01:51:31,949 "big animal." 1580 01:51:35,149 --> 01:51:37,090 "And I feel bad for Ahab as well," 1581 01:51:37,289 --> 01:51:38,826 "because he thinks that his life will be better" 1582 01:51:38,850 --> 01:51:40,390 "if he can just kill this whale," 1583 01:51:40,590 --> 01:51:42,300 "but in reality, it won't help him at all." 1584 01:51:45,949 --> 01:51:48,489 "I was very saddened by this book," 1585 01:51:48,689 --> 01:51:50,609 "and I felt many emotions for the characters." 1586 01:51:53,399 --> 01:51:54,670 "And I felt saddest of all" 1587 01:51:54,869 --> 01:51:56,145 "when I read the boring chapters" 1588 01:51:56,170 --> 01:51:58,060 "that were only descriptions of whales," 1589 01:51:58,260 --> 01:52:00,279 "because I knew that the author was just trying" 1590 01:52:00,479 --> 01:52:02,189 "to save us from his own sad story," 1591 01:52:03,020 --> 01:52:04,069 "just for a little while." 1592 01:52:12,199 --> 01:52:14,069 "This book made me think about my own life," 1593 01:52:15,550 --> 01:52:17,819 "and then it made me feel glad for my..."