1 00:00:52,268 --> 00:00:54,069 No, don't! 2 00:00:54,769 --> 00:00:57,633 Stop it! Step off! Step back! 3 00:01:05,234 --> 00:01:06,819 Fuck! 4 00:01:41,702 --> 00:01:44,506 This is yours now! This is your life! 5 00:01:47,301 --> 00:01:49,101 What use are you? 6 00:01:50,797 --> 00:01:53,230 This ain't worth it! 7 00:01:53,901 --> 00:01:55,755 Fuck it! 8 00:01:57,534 --> 00:01:58,920 Fuck everyone! 9 00:03:04,369 --> 00:03:06,252 It's fine. 10 00:03:08,635 --> 00:03:10,685 I mean, you want me to call anyone? 11 00:03:13,302 --> 00:03:15,552 Nah, no, no. I... 12 00:03:15,968 --> 00:03:19,818 Just have to, uh... won't be here long. Um... 13 00:03:25,934 --> 00:03:27,902 - Clover, you're... - No, I... I'm fine. 14 00:03:28,002 --> 00:03:30,202 - Yeah. - I'm fine. 15 00:03:30,302 --> 00:03:32,919 Well, let me know about the funeral, won't you? 16 00:03:37,502 --> 00:03:39,385 Yeah, of course. 17 00:03:40,701 --> 00:03:42,302 Now, if there's anything else I can do... 18 00:03:42,402 --> 00:03:44,969 Can you make it my dad instead of my brother? 19 00:03:45,069 --> 00:03:46,886 Can you make that happen? 20 00:03:50,302 --> 00:03:52,386 Just trying to help, Clover. 21 00:05:59,302 --> 00:06:01,768 Right, then. Take care. 22 00:06:10,002 --> 00:06:11,585 You... 23 00:06:13,369 --> 00:06:15,185 ...you came! 24 00:06:16,935 --> 00:06:18,986 Bloody good show, Clover. 25 00:06:20,801 --> 00:06:22,685 Well done, that girl. 26 00:06:25,034 --> 00:06:27,168 What's all the mess? 27 00:06:27,268 --> 00:06:29,934 - Did you have a party? - Yes. 28 00:06:30,134 --> 00:06:32,019 Yes, for Harry. 29 00:06:32,902 --> 00:06:34,035 Why? 30 00:06:34,135 --> 00:06:36,620 Well, his taking over the farm. 31 00:06:38,269 --> 00:06:40,734 Harry didn't tell me you'd given him the farm. 32 00:06:40,834 --> 00:06:43,850 You... you didn't want to come, did you, to the party? 33 00:06:43,950 --> 00:06:46,153 You never want to come. 34 00:06:47,734 --> 00:06:51,420 Well, you're here now. Stay for the funeral. 35 00:06:52,768 --> 00:06:54,601 Of course. 36 00:06:59,169 --> 00:07:01,019 What's this? 37 00:07:01,802 --> 00:07:03,369 Home. 38 00:07:03,968 --> 00:07:07,402 - Since when? - Since the house flooded. 39 00:07:07,501 --> 00:07:09,769 Our very own refugee camp. 40 00:07:10,269 --> 00:07:12,069 But that was months ago. 41 00:07:12,568 --> 00:07:15,452 Bloody insurance company wouldn't pay out. 42 00:07:35,302 --> 00:07:37,269 What happened? 43 00:07:37,668 --> 00:07:39,485 Helen wouldn't say. 44 00:07:47,002 --> 00:07:48,852 He took... 45 00:07:50,501 --> 00:07:52,353 He was... 46 00:07:56,235 --> 00:07:58,269 Oh, gun in the loo. 47 00:07:58,768 --> 00:08:00,835 - But... - Everyone was plastered. 48 00:08:00,935 --> 00:08:04,834 - He shot himself? - It was a bloody stupid accident. 49 00:08:05,334 --> 00:08:07,669 Hello. Aubrey? 50 00:08:11,202 --> 00:08:13,020 Oh, James. 51 00:08:20,335 --> 00:08:22,153 Just wanted to check... 52 00:08:23,534 --> 00:08:25,594 ...see if you needed anything. 53 00:08:26,169 --> 00:08:28,053 Isn't he wonderful, Clover? 54 00:08:29,434 --> 00:08:33,486 James came to check on us. He's a rock, a bloody rock. 55 00:08:34,769 --> 00:08:36,668 Has anyone heard a forecast? 56 00:08:36,968 --> 00:08:39,135 I'm sure they said it was gonna rain. 57 00:08:39,235 --> 00:08:41,919 - You hear that, James? - Yes, sir. 58 00:08:43,102 --> 00:08:45,634 Probably think about digging some ditches, shouldn't we? 59 00:08:45,734 --> 00:08:47,735 I can talk to some of the others. 60 00:08:48,334 --> 00:08:50,192 Good boy. 61 00:09:06,601 --> 00:09:08,652 Aubrey said it was an accident. 62 00:09:18,269 --> 00:09:21,969 What did the police say? Did they find a note? 63 00:09:22,069 --> 00:09:23,939 You know as much as I do. 64 00:09:26,134 --> 00:09:27,989 Was it still loaded? I didn't know it was still loaded. 65 00:09:28,089 --> 00:09:30,685 Well, it must have been. It blew his face off. 66 00:09:39,468 --> 00:09:41,352 Can you pull over? 67 00:09:47,668 --> 00:09:49,485 Pull over now. 68 00:10:12,734 --> 00:10:14,285 Sorry. 69 00:10:15,002 --> 00:10:16,885 It's fine. 70 00:12:03,401 --> 00:12:05,285 Oh, Harry. 71 00:13:16,134 --> 00:13:17,669 Milo? 72 00:13:28,534 --> 00:13:30,621 What are you doing in there? 73 00:13:53,469 --> 00:13:54,988 Aubrey? 74 00:14:02,134 --> 00:14:03,986 Clever boy, Milo. 75 00:14:13,501 --> 00:14:17,369 Oh. Bloody animal. Wonder where he got to. 76 00:14:17,969 --> 00:14:19,835 He was locked in the shed. 77 00:14:20,334 --> 00:14:22,969 Must have been in there for days. He was starving. 78 00:14:23,368 --> 00:14:25,186 There was shit everywhere. 79 00:14:26,768 --> 00:14:29,820 - What was he doing in there? - Can't find a shirt. 80 00:14:32,368 --> 00:14:35,769 - Did you put him in there? - No, I bloody didn't. 81 00:14:36,268 --> 00:14:39,669 If we get an animal like that at the practice, Aubrey, we call the police. 82 00:14:40,568 --> 00:14:44,268 Oh, perhaps someone shut him in during the party. 83 00:14:44,368 --> 00:14:46,803 He's a bugger around sausages. 84 00:14:50,835 --> 00:14:53,166 Look, we've got to sort out this funeral. Um... 85 00:14:53,266 --> 00:14:57,669 ...the morgue wants to know about the, uh, date and our wishes. 86 00:14:57,968 --> 00:14:59,001 - Later. - So... 87 00:14:59,201 --> 00:15:01,419 We need to milk the cows. 88 00:15:02,669 --> 00:15:04,552 Get your wellies on. 89 00:15:06,802 --> 00:15:08,886 I didn't bring any wellies! 90 00:15:35,802 --> 00:15:38,620 Come on! Come on! 91 00:15:39,569 --> 00:15:41,402 Come on! 92 00:15:41,702 --> 00:15:43,585 Go on. 93 00:15:43,968 --> 00:15:45,552 Hey! 94 00:15:46,419 --> 00:15:48,145 Come on. 95 00:16:04,702 --> 00:16:07,352 No, no, no, no, no, no. Wait. Wait. 96 00:16:29,368 --> 00:16:31,732 Hang on. Hang on. Hang on. 97 00:16:31,832 --> 00:16:34,485 Get it straight. See? 98 00:16:35,502 --> 00:16:39,722 Spread 'em out. Right hand. Right hand. You remember. 99 00:16:46,835 --> 00:16:49,149 Yeah, feel for it. Feel for it. 100 00:19:29,301 --> 00:19:31,185 Ah, come on. 101 00:19:44,201 --> 00:19:45,769 Milo. 102 00:20:50,234 --> 00:20:53,202 - Should I take these ones back to the field? - No, into the barn. 103 00:20:53,302 --> 00:20:56,734 - What? Why? - Hatfield's coming to take them away. 104 00:20:56,834 --> 00:20:59,501 You selling stock? How many? 105 00:20:59,600 --> 00:21:02,001 Just half the herd. 106 00:21:02,101 --> 00:21:05,134 Keep some bloodline. Build it up again. 107 00:21:05,234 --> 00:21:09,135 - But you're keeping the pregnant ones? - No. He's taking those. 108 00:21:09,235 --> 00:21:12,169 - I hope you're getting double the price. - It's all sorted. 109 00:21:12,269 --> 00:21:15,685 You don't have to worry your little head about it. 110 00:21:24,568 --> 00:21:26,568 They're here in the barn waiting. 111 00:21:26,668 --> 00:21:29,435 Thought you said noon. Don't think I'm wrong. 112 00:21:29,535 --> 00:21:31,985 Call me back. Cheers, Roger. 113 00:21:36,402 --> 00:21:38,568 Was this Harry's idea? 114 00:21:38,668 --> 00:21:40,486 The sale? 115 00:21:40,902 --> 00:21:42,701 Need the money. 116 00:21:44,002 --> 00:21:46,235 The stock is our only asset. 117 00:21:46,335 --> 00:21:49,102 We sell the stock. We get the money. 118 00:21:49,202 --> 00:21:51,102 The farm is saved. 119 00:21:51,202 --> 00:21:53,269 Harry gets the farm. 120 00:21:53,369 --> 00:21:55,985 We have a party. Everyone's happy. 121 00:21:59,634 --> 00:22:01,719 I don't think Harry was happy. 122 00:22:06,169 --> 00:22:08,835 It was just a bloody stupid accident. 123 00:22:10,869 --> 00:22:14,922 Catto here. Yeah. That's right. 124 00:22:15,022 --> 00:22:17,252 Canceled? What? 125 00:22:19,068 --> 00:22:22,735 Yeah, well, Harry was in charge, but he should've run that by me. 126 00:22:24,134 --> 00:22:26,601 Course we want to sell them. 127 00:22:28,335 --> 00:22:31,976 Yeah, check. Do that. Call me back. 128 00:22:34,002 --> 00:22:35,869 It's canceled? 129 00:22:36,269 --> 00:22:40,435 Bloody idiots, they've screwed up somewhere. Harry would never have done that. 130 00:22:40,534 --> 00:22:42,501 Maybe he did. 131 00:22:42,601 --> 00:22:44,135 Don't be so stupid. 132 00:22:44,934 --> 00:22:46,752 I'm not stupid. 133 00:22:47,534 --> 00:22:50,402 - What? What are you on about? - Stop calling me stupid. 134 00:22:50,501 --> 00:22:53,452 I've got 4 "A" levels, 2 degrees, and I'm about to be fully qualified as a vet. 135 00:22:53,551 --> 00:22:55,353 I'm not bloody stupid. 136 00:23:00,234 --> 00:23:03,869 So are we leaving the stock up here or are we taking 'em out to the field? 137 00:23:03,969 --> 00:23:05,882 It's your farm. 138 00:23:14,402 --> 00:23:16,369 Bloody marvelous. 139 00:23:16,468 --> 00:23:18,020 Oh. 140 00:23:20,534 --> 00:23:24,402 - You all came. Bloody marvelous. - You want some digging done? 141 00:23:24,501 --> 00:23:28,302 Damn right. Uh, you know what you're doing, where you're going? 142 00:23:28,402 --> 00:23:30,869 - Afraid the bloody digger's buggered. - We brought spades. 143 00:23:30,969 --> 00:23:33,785 Good man. Let me take you up there. 144 00:23:34,335 --> 00:23:38,386 Uh, sort this, will you? I'll walk the boys up to the site. 145 00:23:43,701 --> 00:23:45,235 Hello. 146 00:23:45,934 --> 00:23:48,601 Are you, uh... are you Mrs. Catto? 147 00:23:48,701 --> 00:23:51,902 Uh, Clover. What's going on? 148 00:23:52,302 --> 00:23:54,402 We've released the licensed weapons. 149 00:23:54,501 --> 00:23:57,934 I've got 'em here as well as Harry's clothes and things. 150 00:23:58,034 --> 00:24:01,234 - What weapons? - There's shotguns. 151 00:24:01,334 --> 00:24:04,902 We had to take 'em away on the night, but we've, uh... we've released 'em now. 152 00:24:05,002 --> 00:24:06,501 Right. 153 00:24:07,101 --> 00:24:08,919 You need to lock them up. 154 00:24:33,969 --> 00:24:36,035 This was round his neck. 155 00:24:36,634 --> 00:24:38,452 Don't know if you... 156 00:24:43,468 --> 00:24:45,869 Do you have a day for the funeral yet? 157 00:24:46,468 --> 00:24:48,335 Not yet. 158 00:24:48,434 --> 00:24:50,734 You're not waiting for us, are you? 159 00:24:50,834 --> 00:24:52,635 Well, um... 160 00:24:53,734 --> 00:24:57,401 There will be an inquest as with all suicides, but... 161 00:24:57,501 --> 00:25:01,069 ...there won't be any further investigation if that's what you're worried about. 162 00:25:01,169 --> 00:25:04,620 So you're ruling it a suicide, not an accident? 163 00:25:06,935 --> 00:25:09,760 I... I mean, it's not official yet, but... 164 00:26:23,668 --> 00:26:26,300 Steady. Stop laughing as well. 165 00:26:26,800 --> 00:26:28,634 Oh, fuck. 166 00:26:29,433 --> 00:26:33,698 - How does it feel? - Like tiny butterflies kissing my wrist. 167 00:26:33,798 --> 00:26:35,334 Fuck. 168 00:26:35,934 --> 00:26:38,135 So we never forget. Yeah. 169 00:26:38,235 --> 00:26:43,035 Only moving 200 cattle off our land in four foot of water at 2:00 in the morning. 170 00:26:43,634 --> 00:26:45,719 Then, fuck, for you, man. 171 00:26:47,534 --> 00:26:49,418 Your tur... 172 00:27:00,668 --> 00:27:03,568 Steady. Stop laughing as well. 173 00:27:03,668 --> 00:27:05,486 Oh, fuck. 174 00:27:16,668 --> 00:27:20,035 - So were you at the party, then? - Yep. 175 00:27:20,135 --> 00:27:22,155 Is that where you got the shiner? 176 00:27:36,334 --> 00:27:38,852 Was Harry happy about getting the farm? 177 00:27:39,401 --> 00:27:42,634 - Was a pretty big deal for him, wasn't it? - Yeah, of course. 178 00:27:42,734 --> 00:27:45,201 I mean, finally Aubrey trusted him. 179 00:27:45,301 --> 00:27:47,585 He's not the easiest dad in the world. 180 00:27:48,935 --> 00:27:50,952 Harry was really chuffed. 181 00:27:52,834 --> 00:27:55,601 I think maybe Aubrey was still trying to run the farm... 182 00:27:55,701 --> 00:27:58,785 ...with the sale and everything, like he didn't trust Harry? 183 00:28:00,034 --> 00:28:03,452 Is that why he canceled the sale, do you think? He had other plans? 184 00:28:06,201 --> 00:28:07,184 What's that? 185 00:28:07,284 --> 00:28:09,935 I don't know. Think we should just smooth around and carry on. 186 00:28:10,035 --> 00:28:11,919 Hang on. 187 00:28:21,234 --> 00:28:23,652 Is that a badger? Jesus Christ. 188 00:28:27,434 --> 00:28:30,935 - There are more. - Can you tell what happened to them? 189 00:28:32,134 --> 00:28:34,356 They've been shot. For fuck's sake. 190 00:28:35,401 --> 00:28:38,334 No, Milo! Oh, can you get him away? Could you just go lock him up somewhere? 191 00:28:38,434 --> 00:28:41,035 Where are you going? You're not going to call the police, are you? 192 00:28:41,134 --> 00:28:43,619 Fucking Aubrey. Fuck! 193 00:28:45,764 --> 00:28:48,601 Very well. Bye. 194 00:28:58,069 --> 00:28:59,134 Where are you going? 195 00:28:59,234 --> 00:29:01,869 Roger needs some more paperwork for this damn sale. 196 00:29:01,969 --> 00:29:05,168 - They think you're hiding something, do they? - Oh, don't be so bloody ridiculous. 197 00:29:05,268 --> 00:29:06,970 I just found dead badgers buried out the back. 198 00:29:07,070 --> 00:29:09,470 - What? Where? - Shot dead. 199 00:29:10,869 --> 00:29:14,983 Killing badgers is the fastest bloody way to get thrown in clink. I'm not that stupid. 200 00:29:15,083 --> 00:29:17,332 Okay, fine. You know best. 201 00:29:19,968 --> 00:29:24,569 I didn't have the keys to the gun cupboard. I gave them to Harry about 6 months ago. 202 00:29:24,669 --> 00:29:26,434 Harry? 203 00:29:26,534 --> 00:29:30,201 Well, he wouldn't. He's not stupid. He... he isn't that stupid. 204 00:29:30,301 --> 00:29:33,434 Frankly, the only stupid thing he's done is burying them. 205 00:29:33,534 --> 00:29:38,199 He should've burned the bloody things. If they'd had T.B., we'd be buggered! 206 00:29:57,734 --> 00:29:59,785 The police say it was suicide. 207 00:30:00,402 --> 00:30:02,285 Accidental death. 208 00:30:06,234 --> 00:30:08,905 You don't accidentally put a gun in your mouth. 209 00:30:09,534 --> 00:30:13,219 - You weren't here. - James was, and he agrees. 210 00:30:14,568 --> 00:30:19,085 But he didn't mean to shoot himself. I'd just given him the farm, for God's sake. 211 00:30:22,735 --> 00:30:24,401 Did he say anything to you? 212 00:30:24,501 --> 00:30:27,335 About what, the bloody badgers? He was a grown-up. 213 00:30:27,435 --> 00:30:29,234 Before he shot himself. 214 00:30:30,033 --> 00:30:32,062 He was drunk! 215 00:30:52,368 --> 00:30:54,603 Your first letter from boarding school. 216 00:30:56,101 --> 00:30:58,702 You wrote it to Sandy, because you were cross with me. 217 00:30:58,802 --> 00:31:01,134 Sandy? The dog Sandy? 218 00:31:01,234 --> 00:31:03,102 The one you shot. 219 00:31:03,562 --> 00:31:08,151 "Please tell Daddy that I have to eat corned beef here and it's not beef at all." 220 00:31:08,901 --> 00:31:13,335 "It's bloody freezing here and my socks all have holes in them." 221 00:31:21,669 --> 00:31:23,502 I hated boarding school. 222 00:31:24,101 --> 00:31:27,302 No, you didn't. Harry hated boarding school. 223 00:31:27,902 --> 00:31:31,920 - He never went. He got to stay here. - He did. He went for a term. 224 00:31:32,502 --> 00:31:34,302 Cried the whole time. 225 00:31:35,101 --> 00:31:39,385 Came back home to the farmyard happy as a pig in shit. 226 00:31:40,802 --> 00:31:42,635 You loved it there. 227 00:31:43,034 --> 00:31:47,272 "Give mummy a big lick from me and tell her I'll be home soon." 228 00:31:50,134 --> 00:31:52,902 The riding, too. You were pony mad. 229 00:31:53,001 --> 00:31:56,019 - Kept me busy, didn't it? - Hmm? 230 00:31:59,001 --> 00:32:00,553 Nothing. 231 00:32:12,569 --> 00:32:14,619 When did you leave the army? 232 00:32:16,602 --> 00:32:19,085 Uh, my father got ill. 233 00:32:20,401 --> 00:32:22,202 My mother was dead. 234 00:32:22,502 --> 00:32:26,569 Your mother wanted to have children, so we came back to the farm. 235 00:32:26,669 --> 00:32:30,101 - They're good places for children, farms. - What about you? Didn't you want children? 236 00:32:30,201 --> 00:32:32,085 Of course I did. 237 00:32:34,735 --> 00:32:36,735 Only if they were like you. 238 00:32:36,835 --> 00:32:39,252 Well, I got that, didn't I? Bloody hell. 239 00:32:41,402 --> 00:32:44,355 I never knew what made my mother so angry until I heard you... 240 00:32:44,455 --> 00:32:46,469 ...telling me how to run my farm. 241 00:32:47,368 --> 00:32:49,252 You were impossible. 242 00:32:49,669 --> 00:32:51,919 Never met such a born farmer. 243 00:32:54,401 --> 00:32:56,469 So you gave the farm to Harry? 244 00:32:56,569 --> 00:32:58,452 You left. 245 00:33:03,768 --> 00:33:05,585 You told me to go. 246 00:33:06,301 --> 00:33:09,402 - No, I didn't. - Yeah, you did. I was 18. 247 00:33:09,502 --> 00:33:12,101 You told me to get the hell out of here... 248 00:33:12,201 --> 00:33:14,002 ...and then nothing. 249 00:33:14,802 --> 00:33:17,702 - No phone call. No apology. - You were being bloody impossible. 250 00:33:17,802 --> 00:33:19,334 I was 18. 251 00:33:19,434 --> 00:33:21,675 Exactly. You weren't in charge. 252 00:33:21,775 --> 00:33:24,201 - It was my farm. - You expected my respect? 253 00:33:24,301 --> 00:33:27,583 Yes, I bloody expected your respect. I was your father. 254 00:33:27,683 --> 00:33:31,152 You were the man who left me at boarding school when my mother died. 255 00:33:32,101 --> 00:33:33,802 Didn't bring me home for her funeral. 256 00:33:33,901 --> 00:33:36,502 What's that got to do with it? That was years before. 257 00:33:36,602 --> 00:33:38,420 So it didn't matter? 258 00:33:40,834 --> 00:33:43,077 Was it better to forget about it? 259 00:33:45,502 --> 00:33:47,068 My mother? 260 00:33:47,168 --> 00:33:49,185 Yes, Clover, yes. 261 00:33:50,362 --> 00:33:52,197 That's how it works. 262 00:33:53,734 --> 00:33:56,369 You have to forget about it and then move on. 263 00:33:56,469 --> 00:33:58,302 And change the subject every time she's mentioned? 264 00:33:58,402 --> 00:34:01,735 You have to get up, get out of bed... 265 00:34:01,834 --> 00:34:04,253 ...and milk the bloody cows. 266 00:34:24,101 --> 00:34:25,985 You sure this thing's up here? 267 00:34:30,401 --> 00:34:32,471 I shouldn't think so for a minute. 268 00:34:35,868 --> 00:34:37,753 Should we go, then? 269 00:35:02,101 --> 00:35:05,268 Hi. Mr. Jones? It's Clover. 270 00:35:05,368 --> 00:35:07,202 Hi. Uh... 271 00:35:07,602 --> 00:35:10,819 ...I'm okay. Uh, it's fine. Um, I just, uh... 272 00:35:12,301 --> 00:35:14,520 I've just found some badgers on the farm. 273 00:35:15,469 --> 00:35:18,102 Dead ones, shot. 274 00:35:18,202 --> 00:35:19,706 Um... 275 00:35:20,137 --> 00:35:23,435 ...I just wondered if... I know. I know. I just, um... 276 00:35:23,535 --> 00:35:27,612 ...I need them off the farm. I... could you ask animal health if they... 277 00:35:27,801 --> 00:35:31,665 No, no... not the police. Um, please. 278 00:35:32,901 --> 00:35:34,785 You'll be my best friend. 279 00:35:37,385 --> 00:35:39,185 Thank you. 280 00:35:39,635 --> 00:35:41,220 Thanks. 281 00:37:21,269 --> 00:37:22,768 Right. 282 00:39:36,202 --> 00:39:37,752 Clover. 283 00:39:41,335 --> 00:39:43,969 - It's me, Helen. - Helen. 284 00:39:44,568 --> 00:39:46,453 How are you doing? 285 00:39:47,435 --> 00:39:49,315 I'm so sorry, my love. 286 00:39:50,034 --> 00:39:52,969 How are you? Did you do all this? 287 00:39:53,069 --> 00:39:56,001 Oh, well, it was a big occasion... 288 00:39:56,101 --> 00:39:58,102 ...Harry finally getting the farm. 289 00:39:58,202 --> 00:40:01,837 Lovely for everyone, really, after the year we've had. 290 00:40:03,702 --> 00:40:06,369 - Were you here? - No. 291 00:40:06,868 --> 00:40:09,035 No, I'd gone to bed by then. 292 00:40:09,135 --> 00:40:11,019 Bit late for me. 293 00:40:12,035 --> 00:40:14,320 This is for you and your dad. 294 00:40:15,235 --> 00:40:17,035 Shepherd's pie. 295 00:40:17,135 --> 00:40:19,135 Stew. Easy stuff. 296 00:40:19,235 --> 00:40:22,468 Don't worry about the Tupperware. I'll get that back whenever. 297 00:40:22,568 --> 00:40:24,103 Okay. 298 00:40:24,602 --> 00:40:26,835 Do you need anything else, my love? 299 00:40:27,335 --> 00:40:29,186 I'm all set. 300 00:40:32,802 --> 00:40:34,386 Helen. 301 00:40:37,135 --> 00:40:39,020 Thanks for calling me. 302 00:40:40,369 --> 00:40:42,634 Aubrey wouldn't have thought to. 303 00:40:42,734 --> 00:40:44,835 He asked me to ring you. 304 00:40:44,935 --> 00:40:47,459 You're never far from his thoughts. 305 00:40:52,335 --> 00:40:54,219 Thank you. 306 00:40:56,269 --> 00:40:58,110 Look who I found. 307 00:41:01,468 --> 00:41:03,568 - Hi. - Hi. 308 00:41:03,668 --> 00:41:06,935 I thought he could do with some grub. Been working like a packhorse out there. 309 00:41:07,035 --> 00:41:10,720 - I just need the loo. - Oh. Light a match, will you? 310 00:41:12,702 --> 00:41:16,798 - I saw Helen. She gave us some food. - Did she? Oh, good. 311 00:41:16,898 --> 00:41:20,734 - I'm starving. What have we got? - Shepherd's pie and stuff, I think. 312 00:41:21,214 --> 00:41:23,070 Want a drink? 313 00:41:24,468 --> 00:41:26,814 - Want a drink, James? - It's a bit early for me. 314 00:41:26,914 --> 00:41:29,289 - Come on. We've got, um... - Shepherd's pie. 315 00:41:29,388 --> 00:41:31,189 Shepherd's pie. 316 00:41:31,289 --> 00:41:34,633 Oh, come on, Harry. Don't be such a girl. 317 00:41:38,102 --> 00:41:39,919 You be mum. 318 00:41:42,501 --> 00:41:44,020 Mmm. 319 00:41:47,601 --> 00:41:49,469 Where's yours? 320 00:41:49,869 --> 00:41:53,885 - I don't eat meat, Aubrey. - This isn't meat. This is Shepherd's pie. 321 00:41:55,135 --> 00:41:57,169 You can just eat the potato. 322 00:41:57,269 --> 00:41:59,502 There you go. Just eat the potato. 323 00:42:00,002 --> 00:42:02,253 It's cooked with the meat, though, isn't it? 324 00:42:07,501 --> 00:42:10,661 Vegetables scream. Do you know that? They do. 325 00:42:10,761 --> 00:42:13,534 They scream blue murder when they're being chopped down. 326 00:42:13,634 --> 00:42:16,334 - That's not true. - Bloody is. 327 00:42:16,434 --> 00:42:19,601 - You know that, don't you? - I heard they swear, too. 328 00:42:19,701 --> 00:42:22,069 - In French. - Oh, Mon dieu. 329 00:42:22,169 --> 00:42:25,041 That's what leeks say. "Mm... 330 00:42:25,802 --> 00:42:27,640 Oh, my roots." 331 00:42:27,740 --> 00:42:31,369 Like some cheap whore. Oh, look out. There you go. 332 00:42:31,469 --> 00:42:33,434 She's eaten some. Call the papers. 333 00:42:33,534 --> 00:42:35,334 It's just potato. 334 00:42:36,235 --> 00:42:38,053 Look at that smile. 335 00:42:39,401 --> 00:42:40,891 One in a million. 336 00:42:58,601 --> 00:43:00,886 Did you know Harry killed the badgers? 337 00:43:03,002 --> 00:43:04,502 Yes. 338 00:43:04,902 --> 00:43:08,752 How? Did he tell you? Did you catch him? 339 00:43:09,935 --> 00:43:11,769 I helped him shoot them. 340 00:43:12,069 --> 00:43:13,652 Why? 341 00:43:14,701 --> 00:43:16,702 He asked. 342 00:43:19,534 --> 00:43:21,619 Are you gonna tell the police? 343 00:43:33,634 --> 00:43:35,379 What happened at the party, James? 344 00:43:35,969 --> 00:43:37,986 How did he end up in that bathroom? 345 00:43:39,634 --> 00:43:42,669 Why did you never come home after the floods? 346 00:43:43,668 --> 00:43:47,669 Well, we talked about it, but Harry told me not to. 347 00:43:48,368 --> 00:43:50,986 He said he was fine, he could manage. 348 00:43:52,902 --> 00:43:56,085 - He knew he could ask me anytime. - You know they're broke, don't you? 349 00:43:56,734 --> 00:43:59,069 The house is a wreck. Their insurance fucked up. 350 00:43:59,169 --> 00:44:03,035 The land is still full of glass and all kinds of shit from the floods. 351 00:44:03,135 --> 00:44:06,802 What about all of you, then? How are they paying all of you? They can't be that broke. 352 00:44:06,902 --> 00:44:10,352 No one's paying us. No one's paid us for months. 353 00:44:13,268 --> 00:44:15,801 Well, it'll be fine. We're selling stock. 354 00:44:15,901 --> 00:44:19,334 Perfect, so you can sweep in and take over now. You get everything you always wanted. 355 00:44:19,434 --> 00:44:20,986 What? 356 00:44:24,634 --> 00:44:27,719 - Did Harry say that? - I gotta go. 357 00:44:42,135 --> 00:44:45,234 So shall we start by choosing the readings? 358 00:44:45,334 --> 00:44:48,135 - Shall I get my Bible? - No, I came prepared. 359 00:44:48,934 --> 00:44:51,552 Clover, would you like to do a reading? 360 00:44:53,201 --> 00:44:54,768 Sure. Fine. 361 00:44:54,868 --> 00:44:58,598 Is there anything particular you want to express? 362 00:44:58,968 --> 00:45:03,902 Any part of Harry's life you want to honor or... 363 00:45:04,002 --> 00:45:06,202 ...anything that you're struggling with? 364 00:45:07,002 --> 00:45:08,852 Not sure. 365 00:45:12,234 --> 00:45:13,786 Um... 366 00:45:18,601 --> 00:45:20,669 Don't know what I want to say. 367 00:45:21,268 --> 00:45:24,469 What would you have said about him last week? 368 00:45:25,668 --> 00:45:27,735 Last week, he wasn't dead... 369 00:45:28,634 --> 00:45:31,301 ...and I can't un-know these things about him. 370 00:45:31,401 --> 00:45:35,074 That's the person you're going to miss, isn't it, the one from last week? 371 00:45:36,201 --> 00:45:38,085 But that person's gone. 372 00:45:41,002 --> 00:45:43,431 And I don't know if he ever really existed. 373 00:45:45,819 --> 00:45:48,048 That person would never have done this. 374 00:45:49,101 --> 00:45:51,119 Would never have killed himself. 375 00:45:52,702 --> 00:45:55,602 When people commit suicide unexpectedly... 376 00:45:55,702 --> 00:45:59,219 ...it's natural to want to make sense of their actions... 377 00:45:59,319 --> 00:46:03,335 ...but you're also trying to work out your place in that story... 378 00:46:04,334 --> 00:46:05,886 ...so... 379 00:46:06,205 --> 00:46:09,679 ...maybe what you're struggling with is... 380 00:46:09,779 --> 00:46:12,819 ...is about you, not him. 381 00:46:13,802 --> 00:46:18,728 Guilt is incredibly common for survivors of suicides. 382 00:46:18,828 --> 00:46:20,886 I'm not feeling guilt. 383 00:46:24,935 --> 00:46:26,822 I wasn't even here. 384 00:47:05,502 --> 00:47:07,385 Come, Milo! 385 00:47:09,402 --> 00:47:11,252 Milo, come! 386 00:47:11,769 --> 00:47:13,619 Come on. 387 00:47:14,802 --> 00:47:16,626 Good boy. 388 00:47:32,269 --> 00:47:33,520 Milo? 389 00:49:10,169 --> 00:49:12,602 Oh, God. 390 00:49:12,802 --> 00:49:14,853 Oh, shit. 391 00:49:50,034 --> 00:49:51,553 Aubrey. 392 00:51:50,402 --> 00:51:53,432 Hi. I've got lunch. 393 00:51:56,702 --> 00:51:59,734 What was that petrol doing in the kitchen? The place stinks. 394 00:51:59,834 --> 00:52:02,319 What? What petrol? 395 00:52:03,469 --> 00:52:06,235 Did you have to run a generator in there or something? 396 00:52:14,535 --> 00:52:16,385 How is the river? 397 00:52:18,969 --> 00:52:20,520 Wet. 398 00:52:23,801 --> 00:52:25,803 We need to talk about the funeral. 399 00:52:29,069 --> 00:52:30,869 About what? 400 00:52:31,369 --> 00:52:35,402 Are we gonna have people here afterwards? Shall I talk to Helen about it? 401 00:52:35,502 --> 00:52:37,769 Larry's offered the king's arms. 402 00:52:38,169 --> 00:52:40,053 Can do it all there. 403 00:52:44,701 --> 00:52:47,701 And after that, what are you gonna do on the farm? 404 00:52:48,401 --> 00:52:51,403 You okay to look after it by yourself? Because... 405 00:52:51,503 --> 00:52:55,251 ...I should get back to college, really, but... 406 00:53:00,102 --> 00:53:01,685 Aubrey. 407 00:53:04,535 --> 00:53:06,369 Just go. 408 00:53:06,668 --> 00:53:10,019 You always did what you wanted. No reason to stop now. 409 00:53:11,802 --> 00:53:13,336 What? 410 00:53:14,435 --> 00:53:16,520 You're not cut out for this. 411 00:53:20,502 --> 00:53:22,085 Fine. 412 00:53:25,801 --> 00:53:30,734 Hi. Um, we were just working around the back ad there's a new calf there. 413 00:53:30,834 --> 00:53:32,669 - Where? - In the barn. 414 00:53:32,769 --> 00:53:35,252 Oh, bloody hell. 415 00:53:36,435 --> 00:53:38,802 Ah, stupid bloody animals. 416 00:53:38,902 --> 00:53:40,719 She'll be fine. 417 00:53:44,701 --> 00:53:47,135 Ah, well done, girl. 418 00:53:47,235 --> 00:53:50,852 Good job. Bloody good job. 419 00:53:52,135 --> 00:53:54,019 Seems healthy. 420 00:53:54,602 --> 00:53:57,801 - He's breathing well. Yep. - Excellent. 421 00:54:00,301 --> 00:54:02,102 It's a boy. 422 00:54:02,901 --> 00:54:05,535 What do you want to do, send it to market? 423 00:54:05,634 --> 00:54:09,235 No use for it here, and Hatfield won't want it. 424 00:54:09,335 --> 00:54:12,170 - Best to cull it. - Now? 425 00:54:12,869 --> 00:54:14,669 You're the vet. 426 00:54:15,169 --> 00:54:18,470 - You want me to shoot it? - Guns are in the cupboard, aren't they? 427 00:54:18,570 --> 00:54:21,069 Can't we give it a day for them to be together? 428 00:54:21,169 --> 00:54:24,135 She's gonna be full of hormones and colostrum. We need that out of her. 429 00:54:24,235 --> 00:54:28,102 Best done as soon as possible. Don't want them getting attached. 430 00:54:28,701 --> 00:54:31,186 Or I could get one of the boys to do it. 431 00:56:54,769 --> 00:56:58,253 - Hi. What's going on? - Can I show you something? 432 00:56:59,701 --> 00:57:01,519 Yeah, sure. 433 00:57:16,634 --> 00:57:18,169 What? 434 00:57:18,568 --> 00:57:22,202 - Where are you going? - I just want to show you something in here. 435 00:57:22,302 --> 00:57:24,185 Uh, look... 436 00:57:26,035 --> 00:57:27,824 What, James? 437 00:57:27,924 --> 00:57:30,556 - What's wrong? - Not that way. 438 00:57:30,824 --> 00:57:33,202 No? Why not? 439 00:57:33,302 --> 00:57:37,320 - Not with that torch. - Why not, James? Tell me. 440 00:57:40,668 --> 00:57:42,253 Okay. 441 00:57:44,401 --> 00:57:46,269 Let's just go. 442 00:57:54,835 --> 00:57:56,685 So everyone was here. 443 00:57:59,634 --> 00:58:01,886 Aubrey made this big speech about... 444 00:58:02,735 --> 00:58:04,935 ...passing it on to Harry... 445 00:58:05,834 --> 00:58:08,515 ...future of farming being in our hands. 446 00:58:10,434 --> 00:58:12,286 Then we got drunk. 447 00:58:13,434 --> 00:58:15,235 Really drunk. 448 00:58:15,834 --> 00:58:20,441 We were fire-walking in the back field. Matilda's lot had laid out the coals. 449 00:58:22,501 --> 00:58:25,108 It was all fun and games till Harry did it. 450 00:58:27,634 --> 00:58:29,734 He wouldn't get off. 451 00:58:29,834 --> 00:58:32,035 He was just standing on the coals... 452 00:58:32,434 --> 00:58:34,519 ...beating his chest, and roaring. 453 00:58:35,334 --> 00:58:37,153 Everyone was cheering him on. 454 00:58:38,601 --> 00:58:40,802 I was scared, you know? 455 00:58:41,701 --> 00:58:43,769 His feet, they were burning. 456 00:58:44,768 --> 00:58:47,176 So I pulled him off, and he punched me. 457 00:58:48,568 --> 00:58:50,969 Which was fucking out of order, you know? 458 00:58:51,368 --> 00:58:54,349 So I tell him to fuck off, and he turns to me, and he says... 459 00:58:54,449 --> 00:58:56,286 "Let's have a drink." 460 00:58:57,635 --> 00:59:00,886 He chases me through the courtyard. He's... 461 00:59:02,568 --> 00:59:06,220 ...screaming like Superman. 462 00:59:07,835 --> 00:59:12,485 We come in here, and... he makes us drink something foul. 463 00:59:15,068 --> 00:59:17,122 And he says he's got something to show me... 464 00:59:18,001 --> 00:59:21,007 ...his new plan... his new new plan. 465 00:59:21,835 --> 00:59:23,902 We've had a few plans already. 466 00:59:25,201 --> 00:59:28,090 So I'm a bit fucking fed up with his plans, but, you know... 467 00:59:30,401 --> 00:59:32,253 ...it's Harry. 468 00:59:33,401 --> 00:59:35,285 He's my best friend. 469 00:59:38,902 --> 00:59:40,720 So I take a look... 470 00:59:42,401 --> 00:59:44,202 ...in the kitchen. 471 00:59:44,801 --> 00:59:48,453 He's got this gleam in his eye, like, "This is it. This is everything." 472 00:59:52,568 --> 00:59:54,569 He wants to burn the house down. 473 00:59:55,468 --> 00:59:57,669 He says, "If we do it tonight, we can say we didn't know... 474 00:59:57,769 --> 01:00:00,102 ...and it might have been the party, and... 475 01:00:00,202 --> 01:00:04,020 ...we'll get the insurance from the house and all the money problems will be over." 476 01:00:08,334 --> 01:00:10,364 He was out of his fucking mind. 477 01:00:12,534 --> 01:00:16,634 Told him no way. I told him, it'd never work and he'd get locked up. 478 01:00:16,734 --> 01:00:21,619 Told him we probably should get locked up, and he grabbed my face, and he spat at me. 479 01:00:26,135 --> 01:00:29,135 I took the matches from him, and I told him that was it... 480 01:00:29,234 --> 01:00:31,053 ...he was on his own. 481 01:00:33,902 --> 01:00:35,903 He yelled something at me. 482 01:00:37,202 --> 01:00:39,020 I can't remember now. 483 01:00:50,234 --> 01:00:52,069 And then what? 484 01:00:52,468 --> 01:00:54,285 I don't know. 485 01:00:55,069 --> 01:00:57,602 I saw him talking to Aubrey, and then he disappeared. 486 01:00:57,702 --> 01:00:59,552 To Aubrey? 487 01:01:00,569 --> 01:01:02,568 What was he talking about? 488 01:01:02,668 --> 01:01:07,046 I couldn't hear. Aubrey was giving him an earful as usual. 489 01:01:12,201 --> 01:01:14,024 Then I heard a bang. 490 01:01:21,635 --> 01:01:23,335 You found him? 491 01:01:36,268 --> 01:01:38,920 So Aubrey was the last person to talk to him. 492 01:01:51,819 --> 01:01:53,719 Wasn't your fault, James. 493 01:01:56,635 --> 01:01:58,152 What? 494 01:02:00,234 --> 01:02:01,886 Don't blame yourself. 495 01:02:12,535 --> 01:02:14,272 Fuck you. 496 01:02:21,268 --> 01:02:24,302 That would be marvelous. Thank you. 497 01:02:24,702 --> 01:02:26,769 Yes. Uh... 498 01:02:27,268 --> 01:02:31,069 ...11:00 Friday, All Saints church. 499 01:02:31,168 --> 01:02:32,569 Yeah. 500 01:02:32,669 --> 01:02:34,552 Thank you, Bridget. 501 01:02:36,501 --> 01:02:39,368 James says you were talking to Harry at the party. 502 01:02:39,468 --> 01:02:42,519 - What? - Before he shot himself. 503 01:02:43,434 --> 01:02:46,453 James says you were talking to Harry, and then he shot himself. 504 01:02:48,569 --> 01:02:52,225 - What did you say? - For God's sake, Clover. 505 01:02:52,835 --> 01:02:55,601 We were talking all night. It was a party. 506 01:02:55,701 --> 01:02:59,560 So you can't remember the last thing you said to your son before he killed himself? 507 01:03:07,168 --> 01:03:09,253 I don't want this to be your fault! 508 01:03:18,652 --> 01:03:22,270 We are not just gonna sit here and pretend that this didn't happen... 509 01:03:23,501 --> 01:03:26,753 ...that it's okay not to talk about it, not again. 510 01:03:35,168 --> 01:03:38,736 Or maybe you can just put your family in the ground one by one and not give a shit. 511 01:03:38,836 --> 01:03:40,402 Get out. 512 01:03:41,002 --> 01:03:44,814 Get out now! Get the hell out! 513 01:07:15,301 --> 01:07:16,602 Hello. Can I help you? 514 01:07:16,702 --> 01:07:20,169 Hello, my love. Animal Health, here to collect the animals. 515 01:07:20,769 --> 01:07:23,458 - Oh! I can just take you to them. - Got all the details here... 516 01:07:23,558 --> 01:07:26,902 - ...list of all the reactives. - What? 517 01:07:27,002 --> 01:07:29,868 Oh, the infected cattle, the one's we're collecting. 518 01:07:29,968 --> 01:07:32,535 - The cattle? - Yes, my love. 519 01:07:32,635 --> 01:07:36,837 - I thought you were here for the badgers. - Badgers? What badgers? 520 01:07:43,369 --> 01:07:45,168 They have T.B.? 521 01:07:45,268 --> 01:07:47,526 Is there someone in charge around here? 522 01:08:06,934 --> 01:08:08,818 What happened? 523 01:08:09,402 --> 01:08:12,400 Apparently they sent the results last week to Harry. 524 01:08:12,868 --> 01:08:15,094 See why he canceled the sale. 525 01:08:15,934 --> 01:08:17,740 Why didn't he tell you? 526 01:08:21,968 --> 01:08:25,431 I better call Roger, tell him it's all over. 527 01:09:17,102 --> 01:09:18,686 Aubrey. 528 01:09:26,669 --> 01:09:28,186 Aubrey? 529 01:09:29,105 --> 01:09:32,001 Milo. Where's Aubrey, Milo? 530 01:09:32,101 --> 01:09:33,924 Where is he? 531 01:09:59,535 --> 01:10:01,420 Good boy, Milo. 532 01:10:27,469 --> 01:10:29,694 And you will pass my number on to James? 533 01:10:32,302 --> 01:10:34,085 It would just, uh... 534 01:10:34,902 --> 01:10:37,769 ...it would really just be great just to talk to him... 535 01:10:37,869 --> 01:10:39,685 ...before tomorrow. 536 01:10:40,701 --> 01:10:42,581 He is coming tomorrow, isn't he? 537 01:10:44,735 --> 01:10:46,303 Okay. 538 01:10:46,742 --> 01:10:49,403 Thanks, Sheila. Okay. 539 01:10:50,402 --> 01:10:51,969 Bye. 540 01:12:00,185 --> 01:12:01,685 Morning. 541 01:12:03,034 --> 01:12:05,685 Do you have a shirt or anything you need ironed? 542 01:12:15,718 --> 01:12:17,569 Where have you been? 543 01:12:19,185 --> 01:12:21,002 I was just in bed. 544 01:12:22,405 --> 01:12:24,249 We needed you. 545 01:12:24,935 --> 01:12:26,953 We needed you here. 546 01:12:31,402 --> 01:12:33,220 I know. 547 01:12:36,568 --> 01:12:38,585 Why didn't you come? 548 01:12:44,069 --> 01:12:45,920 I'm sorry. 549 01:12:49,469 --> 01:12:51,353 I'm so sorry. 550 01:12:58,302 --> 01:13:01,569 He should've told me. He should've told me he needed me. I asked him. 551 01:13:01,669 --> 01:13:04,644 You knew how soft he was. You knew he couldn't cope. 552 01:13:04,744 --> 01:13:07,369 You don't wait for him to ask. 553 01:13:07,468 --> 01:13:11,502 - I know. - He shouldn't have to call you. 554 01:13:12,102 --> 01:13:15,303 He shouldn't have to ask me to call you. 555 01:13:16,601 --> 01:13:18,469 For Christ's sake. 556 01:13:19,369 --> 01:13:22,220 - What? - I trusted him! 557 01:13:23,802 --> 01:13:26,902 I gave him the farm. He promised me he could cope. 558 01:13:27,002 --> 01:13:31,069 - What are you talking about? - He needs you to come home. 559 01:13:31,169 --> 01:13:34,969 What the hell am I supposed to say? "Oh, yes, of course you can. 560 01:13:35,069 --> 01:13:39,369 You just go running to Clover. She'll get you out of it." 561 01:13:39,468 --> 01:13:41,169 No, I bloody didn't. 562 01:13:41,269 --> 01:13:44,069 "Don't you dare," I said. "Don't you dare." 563 01:13:44,169 --> 01:13:46,669 You knuckle down, and you deal with it. 564 01:13:46,769 --> 01:13:50,169 "This is your farm now. This is your life. 565 01:13:50,269 --> 01:13:54,086 You bloody better get on with it, or what use are you?" 566 01:13:59,434 --> 01:14:00,947 When... 567 01:14:01,371 --> 01:14:03,197 ...when did he want to call me? 568 01:14:05,035 --> 01:14:06,635 During the party? 569 01:14:07,434 --> 01:14:11,659 It's a bloody ridiculous time to call someone! 570 01:14:26,769 --> 01:14:28,652 I'll get that. 571 01:14:32,069 --> 01:14:34,992 - Morning. - Morning, love. You ready? 572 01:14:35,092 --> 01:14:36,469 Just getting ready now. 573 01:14:36,569 --> 01:14:39,634 - How's Aubrey holding up? - He's fine. 574 01:14:39,734 --> 01:14:42,369 I don't know what you have for clothes but it's supposed to rain today... 575 01:14:42,469 --> 01:14:45,102 ...and I thought you might like something smart for the church. 576 01:14:45,202 --> 01:14:46,701 Thank you. That's so kind. 577 01:14:46,801 --> 01:14:49,332 And I just wanted you to take a look at the flowers. 578 01:14:49,431 --> 01:14:52,035 We've all pitched in, but I wanted you to be sure... 579 01:14:52,135 --> 01:14:55,018 - ...that they were what he would've wanted. - I'm sure they're perfect. 580 01:14:55,118 --> 01:14:57,186 Will you come and have a look? 581 01:14:58,601 --> 01:15:00,419 Yeah, of course. 582 01:15:08,235 --> 01:15:11,123 - They're lovely. Thanks, Helen. - Are you sure? 583 01:15:11,223 --> 01:15:15,202 'Cause briony put some yellow in hers and I'm not sure what you felt about yellow. 584 01:15:15,302 --> 01:15:17,502 I didn't want them to look weddingy. 585 01:15:17,902 --> 01:15:21,572 - Where are you going? - Just gotta get something from the house. 586 01:15:21,672 --> 01:15:25,835 - Morning, Helen. Lovely flowers. - Morning, Aubrey. 587 01:15:25,935 --> 01:15:28,735 You better get back. Thank you, Helen. We'll be over in a minute. 588 01:15:28,835 --> 01:15:32,254 Lovely. You go and get ready, and I'll see you there. 589 01:16:28,002 --> 01:16:29,568 Daddy! 590 01:16:53,268 --> 01:16:54,786 Daddy. 591 01:16:56,268 --> 01:16:57,820 Daddy! 592 01:16:58,935 --> 01:17:00,335 Daddy! 593 01:17:17,069 --> 01:17:19,535 Daddy! No, Daddy! Stop! 594 01:17:20,234 --> 01:17:21,752 Stop! 595 01:17:23,102 --> 01:17:24,685 Stop. 596 01:17:28,534 --> 01:17:30,385 Just stop. 597 01:17:32,502 --> 01:17:34,301 No more. No more. 598 01:17:34,401 --> 01:17:37,419 - It's over. - No. 599 01:17:38,639 --> 01:17:40,432 Stop. No more. 600 01:17:40,902 --> 01:17:42,787 Daddy, please. 601 01:17:46,002 --> 01:17:47,802 Just go. 602 01:17:48,201 --> 01:17:51,035 Go! Go! Go live your life! 603 01:17:51,135 --> 01:17:53,022 I don't want to go. 604 01:17:57,169 --> 01:17:58,719 I... 605 01:18:00,869 --> 01:18:02,719 I want to stay here. 606 01:18:17,902 --> 01:18:19,719 You want me to go? 607 01:18:21,952 --> 01:18:24,223 There's nothing left for you here. 608 01:18:30,569 --> 01:18:32,452 You're here. 609 01:18:34,919 --> 01:18:36,769 You're here. 610 01:18:45,802 --> 01:18:47,619 Give me the gun.