1 00:00:48,200 --> 00:00:53,440 The body of one Emily Sawyer, the embalming of which is being performed by 2 00:00:53,440 --> 00:00:57,720 intern Rebecca Owens for her final supervised procedure. 3 00:01:43,060 --> 00:01:44,060 Very good in the songs. 4 00:02:16,330 --> 00:02:17,330 Real injection. 5 00:02:22,530 --> 00:02:24,150 Involving is proceeding adequately. 6 00:02:25,630 --> 00:02:26,630 Adequately. 7 00:02:28,730 --> 00:02:29,730 Satisfactorily. 8 00:02:55,880 --> 00:02:56,880 month. 9 00:03:44,590 --> 00:03:47,450 Enrollment completed at 4 .24 p .m. 10 00:03:48,390 --> 00:03:49,950 Fantastic job, Ms. Holmes. 11 00:04:03,070 --> 00:04:05,790 All right, Ms. Sawyer. 12 00:04:08,350 --> 00:04:09,910 Let's get you tucked in. 13 00:05:15,360 --> 00:05:16,360 Mr. 14 00:05:22,060 --> 00:05:23,520 Belzer, you startled me! 15 00:05:23,780 --> 00:05:24,780 What are you doing? 16 00:05:25,320 --> 00:05:29,720 I was just restocking the fluid. I thought they were low, so I was going to 17 00:05:29,720 --> 00:05:30,720 stock them before I went home. 18 00:05:32,520 --> 00:05:34,120 There's never any reason to be down here. 19 00:05:36,160 --> 00:05:38,220 There are extra bottles in the nuts of Black Clock. 20 00:05:39,500 --> 00:05:42,120 There has to be plenty until we get them next delivered. 21 00:05:47,000 --> 00:05:48,000 No. 22 00:05:49,180 --> 00:05:51,120 I appreciate your attention to detail. 23 00:05:51,960 --> 00:05:52,960 Of course. 24 00:06:21,580 --> 00:06:26,240 Unfortunately, there's no great fan prayer to mark your completion, not in 25 00:06:26,240 --> 00:06:26,959 line of work. 26 00:06:26,960 --> 00:06:30,440 That said, shall we toast to your achievement? 27 00:06:30,780 --> 00:06:34,140 No, no, thank you. I appreciate it, though. 28 00:06:36,140 --> 00:06:37,940 Of course. My apologies. 29 00:06:38,600 --> 00:06:43,380 No, it's fine. I just don't really drink. 30 00:06:54,250 --> 00:06:59,290 be working on my own now? For the most part, yes. I'll mainly be handling the 31 00:06:59,290 --> 00:07:00,610 business end of things. 32 00:07:00,910 --> 00:07:04,070 Taking care of the family for the loved ones and stuff like that? 33 00:07:04,290 --> 00:07:05,290 Not these days. 34 00:07:05,630 --> 00:07:07,610 We don't invite the families into the office. 35 00:07:08,450 --> 00:07:11,070 It's one of the reasons I removed the door to the embalming room. 36 00:07:12,050 --> 00:07:17,090 I found that when I'm working on my own, it just makes things a bit easier. 37 00:07:18,030 --> 00:07:20,190 One large prep room. 38 00:07:21,190 --> 00:07:22,890 Easier to keep an eye on them, I guess. 39 00:07:24,690 --> 00:07:25,690 Yes. 40 00:07:27,410 --> 00:07:29,450 The hours will be fairly consistent. 41 00:07:30,250 --> 00:07:33,170 Other than the occasional weekend, you'll mostly work the day shift. 42 00:07:33,530 --> 00:07:36,190 I'll handle any remains that come in at night. 43 00:07:36,490 --> 00:07:39,030 But I don't mind working nights if you ever need to. No. 44 00:07:41,930 --> 00:07:42,930 No. 45 00:07:43,450 --> 00:07:45,030 I wouldn't want you to get worn out. 46 00:07:46,170 --> 00:07:48,570 Burning the candle at both ends isn't good for anyone. 47 00:07:48,970 --> 00:07:50,970 Besides, you're young. 48 00:07:51,250 --> 00:07:52,250 You should be out. 49 00:07:52,860 --> 00:07:53,860 Having fun. 50 00:07:55,280 --> 00:07:57,380 I don't really do much of that these days. 51 00:07:59,500 --> 00:08:03,320 Well, then I can expect you to be well rested when you show up for your day 52 00:08:03,320 --> 00:08:04,320 shift. 53 00:08:12,280 --> 00:08:13,700 Everything all right, Miss Owens? 54 00:08:15,680 --> 00:08:17,700 Um, yeah. 55 00:08:18,040 --> 00:08:21,180 Sorry. I got a bit of a migraine. 56 00:08:23,530 --> 00:08:24,530 That'll be all right. 57 00:08:25,910 --> 00:08:30,950 Well, with any luck, we won't get anyone in. You'll be able to take the whole 58 00:08:30,950 --> 00:08:32,450 weekend off and relax. 59 00:08:35,110 --> 00:08:37,490 Welcome aboard, Ms. Owens. 60 00:09:46,360 --> 00:09:50,160 Again, and again, and again. 61 00:10:38,480 --> 00:10:43,040 My name is Rebecca, and today is my one year. 62 00:10:46,300 --> 00:10:51,480 Sorry, I don't really know what to say. 63 00:10:53,520 --> 00:10:59,640 A year ago, I didn't really think that I would even be here, but I'm sure you 64 00:10:59,640 --> 00:11:02,140 guys probably hear that all the time. 65 00:11:08,200 --> 00:11:14,800 When I got sober, I think I was afraid of feeling pretty much anything. 66 00:11:15,540 --> 00:11:19,020 I would just shut off from everyone. 67 00:11:20,660 --> 00:11:23,800 I don't even think I went more than a day without numbing myself. 68 00:11:27,060 --> 00:11:32,140 I guess I was just letting the fear and shame kind of take over, you know? 69 00:11:35,920 --> 00:11:37,880 hurting anybody who would try to help. 70 00:11:38,740 --> 00:11:45,560 And I think that's been the hardest part for me, accepting the pain 71 00:11:45,560 --> 00:11:50,020 that I've caused and people that I've lost. 72 00:11:52,960 --> 00:11:59,880 But that's why I'm grateful for this program, because I know that I'm not 73 00:12:20,680 --> 00:12:25,060 and not feeling, and I can choose to not hide from myself anymore. 74 00:12:26,480 --> 00:12:28,880 But thank you for letting me share. 75 00:12:30,340 --> 00:12:31,340 Happy birthday. 76 00:12:33,180 --> 00:12:34,180 You should be proud. 77 00:12:36,120 --> 00:12:37,220 You should be proud of yourself. 78 00:12:37,740 --> 00:12:38,740 It's a big deal. 79 00:12:39,200 --> 00:12:41,000 And there's still work to be done, but you know that. 80 00:12:42,080 --> 00:12:47,640 We just have to keep taking it one day at a time, and you keep coming back. 81 00:12:53,740 --> 00:12:57,060 This is why it's important that we share our wins and we celebrate each other. 82 00:12:57,140 --> 00:12:58,140 So let's celebrate. 83 00:13:08,660 --> 00:13:13,580 Erica, I am so proud of you and your daddy. Oh, God rest his soul. He would 84 00:13:13,580 --> 00:13:14,580 so proud of you, too. 85 00:13:14,760 --> 00:13:19,480 Thank you for coming. Of course, sweetie. I love you. I love you, too, 86 00:13:21,710 --> 00:13:22,710 I'll see you soon. Bye. 87 00:13:23,050 --> 00:13:24,050 Rebecca. 88 00:13:26,050 --> 00:13:27,050 I'm not going to lie. 89 00:13:27,150 --> 00:13:28,150 I'm worried about you. 90 00:13:28,950 --> 00:13:32,650 It is not uncommon for the first kitchen to be the last one connected. 91 00:13:34,470 --> 00:13:36,690 Well, I made it this far, haven't I? 92 00:13:38,790 --> 00:13:40,470 Tell me you'll call if you start to flip. 93 00:13:41,770 --> 00:13:42,770 I will. 94 00:13:43,290 --> 00:13:46,930 Okay. Just remember, you're only a second to the secret. 95 00:13:49,800 --> 00:13:51,820 Congrats on finishing your internship. 96 00:13:52,100 --> 00:13:53,800 Hell yeah. 97 00:13:54,040 --> 00:13:57,380 Although I will never understand how you can deal with the... 98 00:15:13,070 --> 00:15:14,070 Mr. Dahlberg? 99 00:15:14,350 --> 00:15:17,830 Sorry to disturb you, Ms. Owens. I know you aren't feeling well. 100 00:15:18,590 --> 00:15:19,590 No, okay. 101 00:15:19,730 --> 00:15:20,830 What can I do for you? 102 00:15:21,710 --> 00:15:24,470 Unfortunately, I need you to come in tonight. 103 00:15:24,910 --> 00:15:28,910 I know it's not what we talked about, but... Okay. 104 00:15:29,350 --> 00:15:31,990 We got a transfer from the city morgue this evening. 105 00:15:32,730 --> 00:15:34,270 Several, in fact. 106 00:15:34,610 --> 00:15:36,450 And I'm unable to be there myself. 107 00:15:37,270 --> 00:15:39,770 Sure, I mean, that's what you've been training me for, right? 108 00:15:41,290 --> 00:15:42,290 Absolutely. 109 00:15:44,360 --> 00:15:45,360 Good luck. 110 00:17:56,760 --> 00:17:59,200 embalming and cremation. I have already had both. 111 00:18:01,320 --> 00:18:02,320 I'm better. 112 00:18:04,240 --> 00:18:05,340 Alright, Mr. 113 00:18:05,780 --> 00:18:09,620 Illegalist, let's get you embalmed and, I guess, cremated. 114 00:18:49,360 --> 00:18:50,360 Yeah, that'll do it. 115 00:19:43,080 --> 00:19:44,240 Those look fresh. 116 00:19:47,400 --> 00:19:48,740 You know how you cut them? 117 00:19:56,040 --> 00:19:58,680 Well, if you're curious, why a bath? 118 00:19:58,960 --> 00:20:00,140 That would make two of us. 119 00:20:02,120 --> 00:20:06,300 Why put all this effort if it's just gonna burn, right? 120 00:20:09,120 --> 00:20:11,040 Fuck it, for the fuck's - 121 00:20:50,640 --> 00:20:51,640 Thank you. 122 00:23:35,600 --> 00:23:36,600 reveals mortuary. 123 00:23:39,400 --> 00:23:40,400 Hello? 124 00:23:42,260 --> 00:23:43,260 It's Raymond. 125 00:23:43,600 --> 00:23:45,600 Just checking to see how things are going. 126 00:23:46,120 --> 00:23:47,160 Yeah, yeah. 127 00:23:47,740 --> 00:23:49,620 It's been interesting. 128 00:23:50,080 --> 00:23:54,280 I think the storm's causing some trouble with the lights, but they're holding 129 00:23:54,280 --> 00:23:57,060 up, and I was just about to start in the second line. 130 00:23:57,340 --> 00:23:58,960 I was wondering if you had any questions. 131 00:24:00,760 --> 00:24:03,080 If you need anything, call me right away. 132 00:24:03,340 --> 00:24:04,360 Of course, Mr. Delver. 133 00:24:04,910 --> 00:24:05,910 I'm sure I'll be fine. 134 00:24:35,820 --> 00:24:38,280 Well, you must have been somebody's grandpa, right? 135 00:24:39,180 --> 00:24:42,300 My grandma, she basically raised me after my dad. 136 00:24:52,560 --> 00:24:53,560 Shit. 137 00:24:54,500 --> 00:24:56,500 Um, wait, here. 138 00:26:27,290 --> 00:26:31,910 Encontre um X -Bet e ganhe um bônus de até 100 % no seu primeiro depósito. 139 00:27:28,629 --> 00:27:30,990 Is somebody there? 140 00:28:20,200 --> 00:28:21,200 Mr. Delver? 141 00:28:21,440 --> 00:28:22,440 Hello? 142 00:28:25,620 --> 00:28:27,020 I can't hear you. 143 00:31:45,720 --> 00:31:47,200 That's what comes to the door. 144 00:31:48,240 --> 00:31:49,440 I'm not leaving. 145 00:32:14,120 --> 00:32:15,120 Sounds about right. 146 00:32:17,500 --> 00:32:19,600 Okay, so we start again. 147 00:32:21,560 --> 00:32:23,540 Today is day one. 148 00:32:24,740 --> 00:32:28,000 So we will make you a big old cup of coffee and we will find ourselves a 149 00:32:28,000 --> 00:32:29,000 meeting. 150 00:32:30,320 --> 00:32:36,180 Um, you know, I didn't use, okay? I know that I didn't. Girl, 151 00:32:36,420 --> 00:32:40,060 now I know what the day after looks like and it looks like you. 152 00:32:40,480 --> 00:32:42,880 And you and I both know that the first step... 153 00:32:43,440 --> 00:32:44,440 It's to acknowledge. 154 00:32:45,260 --> 00:32:48,240 So coffee, shower, meeting. 155 00:32:49,980 --> 00:32:53,260 All we're not going to do is pretend that last night didn't happen, okay? 156 00:32:53,640 --> 00:32:55,940 That's what we're not going to do because we all know that it did. 157 00:32:57,460 --> 00:32:59,080 So we're going to get this coffee in you. 158 00:32:59,660 --> 00:33:01,120 We're going to find ourselves. 159 00:33:01,800 --> 00:33:06,600 I didn't use, okay? I know that I didn't. 160 00:33:08,159 --> 00:33:12,400 I need you to believe me here because I really know that I didn't do it. I need 161 00:33:12,400 --> 00:33:15,540 you, I need you to calm down, okay? 162 00:33:16,440 --> 00:33:17,440 I'm here now. 163 00:33:17,760 --> 00:33:18,860 Come here, come here. 164 00:33:55,710 --> 00:33:57,430 No! No! No! 165 00:34:35,780 --> 00:34:37,520 No! No! 166 00:34:37,860 --> 00:34:38,860 No! 167 00:36:26,660 --> 00:36:32,360 I had to be sure. 168 00:36:33,160 --> 00:36:35,880 You knew it, and you made me go in there? 169 00:36:36,140 --> 00:36:40,060 Rebecca, listen. I am trying to help you. Who the fuck you are? 170 00:36:40,440 --> 00:36:45,160 The mortuary is actually the safest place for you to be right now. You have 171 00:36:45,160 --> 00:36:46,138 trust me. 172 00:36:46,140 --> 00:36:50,940 Anywhere else, you are a danger to those around you. You're fucking kidding me. 173 00:36:51,040 --> 00:36:54,420 I can help you, but you need to go back to the mortuary. 174 00:36:55,060 --> 00:36:57,100 Now, I will meet you there. 175 00:36:58,240 --> 00:37:00,460 You expect me to trust you now? 176 00:37:02,800 --> 00:37:05,020 If I could spare you this, I would. 177 00:37:05,280 --> 00:37:07,160 But I can only try and help you. 178 00:37:08,060 --> 00:37:09,720 It isn't bound to me. 179 00:37:10,220 --> 00:37:12,320 What do you fucking mean, bound? 180 00:37:13,100 --> 00:37:18,320 Rebecca, what I'm about to tell you will be hard to believe, but you need to 181 00:37:18,320 --> 00:37:19,840 listen to me if you want to survive. 182 00:37:20,140 --> 00:37:24,680 I don't understand what you were talking about. I don't... Rebecca! 183 00:37:32,520 --> 00:37:33,520 Are you okay? 184 00:37:33,940 --> 00:37:36,280 Rebecca? Rebecca, are you okay? 185 00:37:36,620 --> 00:37:37,620 Rebecca? 186 00:38:31,500 --> 00:38:36,440 will do anything to weaken you. It exploits the worst parts of ourselves, 187 00:38:36,440 --> 00:38:43,000 doubts, any memories, any sin, anything to gain control, to let it in. 188 00:38:43,280 --> 00:38:44,400 What is this happening? 189 00:38:45,060 --> 00:38:50,800 Entities can inhabit the dead fairly easily, but it's a prison, a foothold 190 00:38:50,800 --> 00:38:56,300 our world until it can find a living body strong enough to withstand 191 00:38:56,960 --> 00:38:59,740 And that's what I am? 192 00:39:00,620 --> 00:39:05,060 It is a weakness that we both seem to share. Simply found you first. For most, 193 00:39:05,220 --> 00:39:09,300 the body shuts down before the demon can completely relocate you, but not with 194 00:39:09,300 --> 00:39:13,760 you. I'm sorry, I had no way of knowing that the possession had started, let 195 00:39:13,760 --> 00:39:20,220 alone it had bound itself to you. I want this to stop! It knows you, Rebecca. 196 00:39:21,000 --> 00:39:24,620 The demon knows everything about you. 197 00:39:29,160 --> 00:39:34,740 It will use all of it against you, torturing you, weakening you, until you 198 00:39:34,740 --> 00:39:36,420 no choice but to submit. 199 00:39:41,540 --> 00:39:42,540 Okay. 200 00:39:46,300 --> 00:39:47,600 So what do we do? 201 00:39:50,680 --> 00:39:55,760 I fear we haven't got much time. The demon has bound itself to you once it 202 00:39:55,760 --> 00:39:56,749 you. 203 00:39:56,750 --> 00:40:00,090 There's no going back, and unfortunately, I can't do this for you. 204 00:40:01,170 --> 00:40:04,330 I've had years to learn what I know. 205 00:40:05,530 --> 00:40:06,730 You have ours. 206 00:40:09,050 --> 00:40:10,050 I believe. 207 00:40:11,150 --> 00:40:12,150 So? 208 00:40:13,350 --> 00:40:16,930 To banish a demon to hell, you need to learn its name. 209 00:40:17,130 --> 00:40:19,270 The demon's true name cannot be spoken. 210 00:40:19,670 --> 00:40:25,130 These symbols, when combined, represent the demon's place in one of the three 211 00:40:25,130 --> 00:40:26,130 houses of hell. 212 00:40:49,070 --> 00:40:50,070 I'm sorry. 213 00:40:51,110 --> 00:40:53,250 I've never had to explain this to anyone before. 214 00:40:53,650 --> 00:40:55,190 I forget how boring it is. 215 00:40:56,560 --> 00:40:59,500 Maybe the best thing to do is to show you from the beginning. 216 00:41:01,580 --> 00:41:03,500 The mark is only half of the equation. 217 00:41:04,020 --> 00:41:09,180 In order to make sure the mark binds the... Rebecca? 218 00:41:13,020 --> 00:41:14,020 Rebecca? 219 00:41:17,980 --> 00:41:18,980 Rebecca? 220 00:41:37,460 --> 00:41:39,520 I think you need to reconsider. 221 00:43:27,240 --> 00:43:29,600 You're supposed to help me, Raymond. 222 00:43:30,080 --> 00:43:32,620 Please just open the door. I don't want to be stuck. 223 00:44:21,550 --> 00:44:25,750 Please welcome true stars of the night. The heroes 224 00:44:25,750 --> 00:44:29,370 Dota 2 who won the prizes main features of 1xBet. 225 00:44:31,690 --> 00:44:34,210 Best goalkeeper, Phantom Lancer. 226 00:44:34,570 --> 00:44:36,430 Best support, Marci. 227 00:44:37,570 --> 00:44:39,490 Best center, Zeus. 228 00:44:41,030 --> 00:44:42,830 Oh, I meant, Bud. 229 00:44:44,110 --> 00:44:46,010 And the Top Player award. 230 00:44:46,470 --> 00:44:48,290 Clientes da 1xBet. 231 00:44:49,050 --> 00:44:51,070 1xBet. É o seu pique. 232 00:44:51,480 --> 00:44:52,480 Thank you. 233 00:45:52,840 --> 00:45:54,140 What are 234 00:45:54,140 --> 00:46:11,620 you 235 00:46:11,620 --> 00:46:12,800 doing? 236 00:46:44,240 --> 00:46:45,240 Maybe you could... 237 00:48:44,560 --> 00:48:47,000 Thank you. 238 00:52:26,190 --> 00:52:27,190 Bye. 239 00:53:30,990 --> 00:53:36,750 in a body you must slice your wrist why why mine do not argue with me miss owens 240 00:53:36,750 --> 00:53:37,890 suffering 241 00:56:18,700 --> 00:56:19,698 What didn't work? 242 00:56:19,700 --> 00:56:25,940 I burned the body. I did it exactly as you told me to, okay? I burned the body. 243 00:56:26,160 --> 00:56:28,000 I've been trying to call you for hours. 244 00:56:28,220 --> 00:56:29,240 I can never get through. 245 00:56:29,480 --> 00:56:31,140 We haven't spoken since I left. 246 00:56:31,400 --> 00:56:36,840 No, Raymond, I just talked to you, okay? You told me this. Rebecca, you need to 247 00:56:36,840 --> 00:56:37,759 get off the phone. 248 00:56:37,760 --> 00:56:41,940 No, no, no, no, Raymond. You have to help me. I don't know what I am doing 249 00:56:41,960 --> 00:56:43,480 okay? The tapes. What tapes? 250 00:56:43,760 --> 00:56:44,698 Find the tapes. 251 00:56:44,700 --> 00:56:47,000 They'll tell you what to do. What tapes, Raymond? 252 00:56:47,920 --> 00:56:49,860 Raymond? Hello? What recording? 253 00:57:17,070 --> 00:57:18,410 Thank you. 254 00:59:47,869 --> 00:59:54,750 burn the living strip in order to uncover the sigils configure 255 00:59:54,750 --> 01:00:00,640 the demonic name on the mark place the mark on the body and burn in the 256 01:00:00,640 --> 01:00:01,640 recording. 257 01:00:05,260 --> 01:00:11,620 The blood processed must be injected into the deceased's body, housing the 258 01:00:11,620 --> 01:00:18,300 demon. It must be administered as a reagent when embalming in order to bind 259 01:00:18,300 --> 01:00:19,300 to the mark. 260 01:00:19,860 --> 01:00:23,220 Otherwise, the entity will escape for life. 261 01:00:35,760 --> 01:00:36,760 only way. 262 01:00:41,240 --> 01:00:45,520 I've found a way to prevent it from ever happening again. 263 01:00:46,200 --> 01:00:51,900 The blood that can be extracted and stored for later use. 264 01:00:52,500 --> 01:00:57,060 I'm sorry for what I've done, but it's the only way. 265 01:02:23,530 --> 01:02:24,530 Now let's find your name. 266 01:03:59,120 --> 01:04:00,320 Hey, little love. 267 01:04:02,300 --> 01:04:03,660 Poor Becca. 268 01:04:05,460 --> 01:04:10,600 Perhaps a familiar voice would make you happy. 269 01:04:36,270 --> 01:04:39,090 I'm out of here. 270 01:06:16,840 --> 01:06:17,840 watch that one. 271 01:08:27,880 --> 01:08:28,880 Oh! 272 01:09:45,200 --> 01:09:46,200 Gotta get out. 273 01:09:47,840 --> 01:09:50,000 I'll be back, Corey. I'll be back. I'll be back. 274 01:10:17,890 --> 01:10:22,550 Encontre um X -Bet e ganhe um bônus de até 100 % no seu primeiro depósito. 275 01:11:15,400 --> 01:11:16,400 What has he done to you? 276 01:11:21,180 --> 01:11:28,000 I'm so sorry. I will be right 277 01:11:28,000 --> 01:11:30,480 back. I promise. I'm gonna come back for you, okay? 278 01:11:31,480 --> 01:11:34,060 I will. I will be right back. Don't come! 279 01:13:29,200 --> 01:13:30,920 Do you think this is the one? 280 01:14:35,950 --> 01:14:36,950 Thank you. 281 01:15:19,490 --> 01:15:20,490 I don't know. 282 01:17:17,870 --> 01:17:18,870 And it's all right. 283 01:17:20,610 --> 01:17:27,530 If I had... If I had just stopped, I... 284 01:17:27,530 --> 01:17:28,530 You were a kid. 285 01:17:29,670 --> 01:17:31,530 You were just a beautiful kid. 286 01:17:32,990 --> 01:17:37,470 And... I could have protected you better. 287 01:17:40,190 --> 01:17:42,670 You need to stop doing this to yourself, though. 288 01:17:43,430 --> 01:17:46,770 And you need to stop thinking of me like this. 289 01:17:47,340 --> 01:17:50,260 I can't. I can't. I don't want to forget you. 290 01:17:50,740 --> 01:17:51,900 You won't. 291 01:17:52,680 --> 01:17:53,700 You won't. 292 01:17:55,300 --> 01:18:01,760 But if you keep reliving that night over and over, that one night 293 01:18:01,760 --> 01:18:06,820 over and over, the only memory of me is pain. 294 01:18:10,860 --> 01:18:13,020 Rebecca, please. 295 01:18:14,480 --> 01:18:16,400 It's time. 296 01:18:19,820 --> 01:18:20,820 Let the dead rest. 297 01:19:29,450 --> 01:19:30,450 I'm here. 298 01:19:30,790 --> 01:19:32,130 Rebecca, is that you? 299 01:19:32,750 --> 01:19:34,210 Hey, you see what he's doing? 300 01:19:34,470 --> 01:19:35,570 He wants to get me. 301 01:19:35,870 --> 01:19:36,870 I'm here. 302 01:19:39,370 --> 01:19:40,370 Hey, 303 01:19:40,930 --> 01:19:41,930 I'm getting you out, alright? 304 01:19:44,670 --> 01:19:45,670 I'm getting you out. 305 01:19:51,970 --> 01:19:52,970 That's okay. 306 01:19:54,610 --> 01:19:55,610 Sorry. 307 01:20:10,360 --> 01:20:15,940 I command you back! 308 01:20:39,880 --> 01:20:40,880 Stay away from me. 309 01:20:41,820 --> 01:20:42,820 Easy. 310 01:20:44,720 --> 01:20:46,720 I know you must have a lot of questions. 311 01:20:47,080 --> 01:20:48,560 What the fuck is happening? 312 01:20:50,920 --> 01:20:51,920 Come upstairs. 313 01:20:53,000 --> 01:20:54,240 I'll explain everything. 314 01:21:44,080 --> 01:21:45,080 We had to face that alone. 315 01:21:46,560 --> 01:21:52,780 But, unfortunately, that is the life we lead. 316 01:21:56,160 --> 01:21:58,440 How long have you been keeping her down there, Raymond? 317 01:22:01,260 --> 01:22:02,600 That's not Valerie down there. 318 01:22:03,080 --> 01:22:04,080 Not anymore. 319 01:22:04,700 --> 01:22:06,500 She died long ago. 320 01:22:07,080 --> 01:22:08,580 Is that what you were going to do to me? 321 01:22:10,640 --> 01:22:11,640 Probably not. 322 01:22:20,840 --> 01:22:26,920 You keep her chained down there so you can bleed her dry and... Without her, 323 01:22:26,960 --> 01:22:28,100 there's no reagent. 324 01:22:28,720 --> 01:22:33,840 Without the reagent, you used her too. 325 01:22:34,820 --> 01:22:37,660 You knew it was Valerie's blood and you used it anyway. 326 01:22:38,280 --> 01:22:41,480 In the end, you chose survival just like I did. 327 01:22:43,440 --> 01:22:45,220 We can't bring her back. 328 01:22:45,600 --> 01:22:47,320 And I can't kill her, Rebecca. 329 01:22:48,200 --> 01:22:49,200 I won't. 330 01:22:49,960 --> 01:22:53,460 Even though I know it would be the merciful thing to do. 331 01:22:56,680 --> 01:22:58,560 Because she's not the only one. 332 01:22:58,840 --> 01:23:04,860 I watched others experience what you did, but none of them survived. I 333 01:23:04,860 --> 01:23:08,480 them suffer and degrade until they were no longer themselves. 334 01:23:09,680 --> 01:23:10,940 No longer human. 335 01:23:12,680 --> 01:23:18,600 I looked for years for a way to revert it, but all I found was a way to prevent 336 01:23:18,600 --> 01:23:19,600 it. 337 01:23:21,040 --> 01:23:22,060 Using Valerie. 338 01:23:23,980 --> 01:23:29,220 This one horrible thing prevented any more death. 339 01:23:31,340 --> 01:23:33,200 One horrible thing. 340 01:23:34,100 --> 01:23:35,740 Isn't that better than doing nothing? 341 01:23:37,760 --> 01:23:42,880 I thought with all I had learned that I could have people around again, that I 342 01:23:42,880 --> 01:23:45,380 could keep them safe, but... 343 01:23:52,300 --> 01:23:53,300 And me. 344 01:23:54,300 --> 01:23:57,740 Maybe we could find a new way. 345 01:24:00,360 --> 01:24:01,360 No. 346 01:24:01,960 --> 01:24:03,360 No, Raymond. No. 347 01:24:03,840 --> 01:24:08,140 There is no we. Rebecca, this isn't some holy war. 348 01:24:09,240 --> 01:24:10,240 It's survival. 349 01:24:11,560 --> 01:24:15,020 I'm not doing this for the greater good. I just want to live one more day just 350 01:24:15,020 --> 01:24:16,020 like everyone else. 351 01:24:16,580 --> 01:24:17,580 Just like you. 352 01:24:19,040 --> 01:24:20,040 Out there. 353 01:24:20,680 --> 01:24:22,140 You are on your own. 354 01:24:23,800 --> 01:24:28,200 You're safe for now, but once the houses of hell have found you, they'll do 355 01:24:28,200 --> 01:24:29,600 anything to get you back. 356 01:24:31,000 --> 01:24:32,720 This has been my whole life. 357 01:24:34,520 --> 01:24:35,660 It never goes away. 358 01:24:37,500 --> 01:24:39,180 You have to learn how to live with it. 359 01:24:41,880 --> 01:24:43,500 And how am I supposed to do that? 360 01:24:43,840 --> 01:24:44,840 Stay here. 361 01:24:46,080 --> 01:24:47,080 Learn from me. 362 01:24:49,800 --> 01:24:54,700 The more you face the darkest parts of yourself the less control they will have 363 01:24:54,700 --> 01:24:55,700 over you. 364 01:24:56,380 --> 01:24:58,240 You can become unbreakable. 365 01:25:00,540 --> 01:25:04,360 The more we know ourselves the stronger we are. 366 01:25:21,420 --> 01:25:23,220 how to live a life beyond fear. 367 01:26:48,360 --> 01:26:49,360 Thank you.