1 00:02:30,315 --> 00:02:30,815 Woo. 2 00:04:02,895 --> 00:04:04,025 It's Kate, it's Bella. 3 00:04:04,725 --> 00:04:06,625 I'm not sure if you are back in London yet, 4 00:04:06,685 --> 00:04:09,345 but I just wanted to remind you about your meeting with Dad. 5 00:04:10,325 --> 00:04:11,425 Uh, it's at eight. 6 00:04:12,615 --> 00:04:16,185 Well, he's, he's very particular, a bit 7 00:04:16,185 --> 00:04:17,585 of a stickler for being on time. 8 00:04:19,055 --> 00:04:21,665 Well, good luck. Okay. Bye. 9 00:04:23,335 --> 00:04:25,945 Ms. Moss, please come this way. 10 00:04:26,195 --> 00:04:26,745 Thank you. 11 00:05:37,385 --> 00:05:38,385 Thank you. 12 00:05:50,015 --> 00:05:53,245 Could you imagine anything more Beautiful. 13 00:05:56,675 --> 00:05:57,365 Come and see 14 00:06:02,765 --> 00:06:05,205 Titian's, Diana and Actio. 15 00:06:08,485 --> 00:06:10,525 I sometimes like to think of myself 16 00:06:10,585 --> 00:06:15,485 as acting in the painting, the silliness 17 00:06:15,505 --> 00:06:18,885 of the man and the questionable assumption. 18 00:06:19,025 --> 00:06:22,205 He has an effect on the women's behavior 19 00:06:25,155 --> 00:06:26,765 when I see something like this. 20 00:06:27,025 --> 00:06:29,775 So perfect. I wonder 21 00:06:30,675 --> 00:06:32,215 how could this have been painted? 22 00:06:35,315 --> 00:06:37,215 It must have always been here. 23 00:06:42,735 --> 00:06:46,255 I don't really know him. Beautiful colors. 24 00:06:48,415 --> 00:06:51,895 I tend to think when colors work, they are the colors 25 00:06:52,315 --> 00:06:54,095 of life, don't you think? 26 00:06:55,615 --> 00:06:57,225 Yeah, Damien would definitely agree. 27 00:06:57,765 --> 00:07:02,545 Damien, Damien Huss. He's obsessed by color. 28 00:07:06,125 --> 00:07:10,075 It's so amazing that we're here all alone. It's so quiet. 29 00:07:10,575 --> 00:07:14,315 Yes, quiet. I'm very lucky that they let me in here. 30 00:07:14,315 --> 00:07:15,795 Outside of a house, I suppose 31 00:07:16,465 --> 00:07:18,515 it's a bit like having a bus pass. 32 00:07:20,445 --> 00:07:21,755 Thank you for the invitation. 33 00:07:24,975 --> 00:07:28,875 The painting is quite essential. 34 00:07:30,905 --> 00:07:33,945 Most definitely. Somehow 35 00:07:34,495 --> 00:07:37,785 Life appears more permanent without clones. 36 00:07:39,635 --> 00:07:44,165 Heard that before. People sometimes state 37 00:07:44,515 --> 00:07:47,325 that my paintings are psychological. 38 00:07:49,435 --> 00:07:52,245 I've always thought of them as biological. 39 00:07:54,505 --> 00:07:58,005 My desire is to get to the core of the being. 40 00:08:01,035 --> 00:08:03,365 When the person is naked, there is no hiding 41 00:08:05,315 --> 00:08:06,325 only truth. 42 00:08:08,025 --> 00:08:11,125 And that is far more interesting, don't you think? 43 00:08:13,485 --> 00:08:14,565 I like the idea of truth. 44 00:08:18,775 --> 00:08:21,725 Bella told me about your interview in the magazine. 45 00:08:22,025 --> 00:08:25,245 I'm not sure what it was called, but uh, yes. 46 00:08:26,485 --> 00:08:28,445 I think a painting could be good. 47 00:08:29,265 --> 00:08:32,245 Really? Yeah. But you think you have the time? 48 00:08:33,225 --> 00:08:36,285 I'm quite aware of what A busy life you must lead. 49 00:08:37,975 --> 00:08:39,695 I could maybe do a couple of evenings. 50 00:08:40,255 --> 00:08:42,135 I would be more than that. 51 00:08:42,975 --> 00:08:46,965 I anticipate three evenings a week every week. 52 00:08:47,415 --> 00:08:51,485 Three. And we started exactly 7:00 PM each time. 53 00:08:51,865 --> 00:08:52,865 No later 54 00:08:53,615 --> 00:08:56,445 Until, Until the painting is finished. 55 00:08:58,225 --> 00:09:00,245 I'd like to begin this month if possible. 56 00:09:01,045 --> 00:09:04,445 I have a few on the go and others that may 57 00:09:04,585 --> 00:09:08,245 or may not need to be started. You understand? 58 00:09:08,875 --> 00:09:13,145 Yeah, I do, but I don't know if I can commit to that. 59 00:09:15,095 --> 00:09:18,595 Oh, but listen, I, I last Lucy, 60 00:09:20,415 --> 00:09:23,795 my agent got a couple of fashion weeks coming up. 61 00:09:23,875 --> 00:09:25,155 A couple of campaign things 62 00:09:25,375 --> 00:09:27,795 and some party things that I'll go to 63 00:09:28,555 --> 00:09:30,475 A lot of things then. 64 00:09:32,415 --> 00:09:36,305 Yeah. Sorry. Oh, 65 00:09:38,405 --> 00:09:40,495 Perhaps you might like to read now. 66 00:09:42,725 --> 00:09:43,845 I was gonna have a look around 67 00:09:44,785 --> 00:09:46,525 Before the hos descend. 68 00:09:49,355 --> 00:09:50,165 Yeah, you are right. 69 00:10:04,525 --> 00:10:05,765 I am here and I'm doing it, 70 00:10:05,765 --> 00:10:07,805 but I'm not, I'm not going to re there's no f*****g 71 00:10:07,905 --> 00:10:10,045 way I've gotta go loose. 72 00:10:10,075 --> 00:10:14,525 Okay. All love. Ya f*****g comes. 73 00:10:14,595 --> 00:10:15,595 What f*****g 74 00:10:16,555 --> 00:10:17,765 Will he in? 75 00:10:17,765 --> 00:10:18,845 Hair and makeup in 76 00:10:21,465 --> 00:10:22,465 You right? 77 00:10:30,935 --> 00:10:32,805 Where is She's 78 00:10:32,805 --> 00:10:33,805 In the dressing room. 79 00:11:01,795 --> 00:11:02,295 Okay. 80 00:11:08,945 --> 00:11:10,165 You look absolutely amazing. 81 00:11:10,975 --> 00:11:11,485 Thank you. 82 00:11:16,545 --> 00:11:18,165 Are you okay? Yeah. 83 00:11:18,235 --> 00:11:19,965 Yeah, I'm fine. I'm excited. 84 00:11:33,475 --> 00:11:36,445 Okay. Okay. Listen to me. Kate. 85 00:11:38,235 --> 00:11:42,605 F**k everyone else. You are Greta Gbo. 86 00:11:44,705 --> 00:11:47,285 You are Greta gbo and Bridget Bardo. 87 00:11:47,955 --> 00:11:51,605 Smoking siren of the next century. Yeah. 88 00:11:55,865 --> 00:11:58,365 That's amazing, Martino. Really? 89 00:12:00,305 --> 00:12:01,765 But can I just have a second please? 90 00:12:07,505 --> 00:12:11,965 Yes, yes, of course. Take all the time you need. 91 00:12:22,115 --> 00:12:22,645 F**k you. 92 00:13:58,485 --> 00:14:02,595 Shall we begin, Kate? Yeah. Give 'em what they want. 93 00:14:03,065 --> 00:14:06,595 Okay. Yes. 94 00:14:08,645 --> 00:14:12,715 Incredible. Beautiful. 95 00:14:16,655 --> 00:14:17,155 Yes, 96 00:15:29,195 --> 00:15:30,405 I've been taken to this club. 97 00:15:31,195 --> 00:15:35,845 It's in Coburg. Yeah, I'm alone. Yeah. There's no others. 98 00:15:35,955 --> 00:15:38,565 Babe. Look Lucy. No phone. Can you just stop facing? 99 00:15:38,705 --> 00:15:43,205 Please, please, please. Bye babe. Bye bye. 100 00:15:48,185 --> 00:15:51,685 Please let me in. I've been working one day. 101 00:15:54,145 --> 00:15:59,045 I'm sorry. Tonight is SNM Couples own you. 102 00:16:00,365 --> 00:16:04,885 SNM. Oh F**k sake. 103 00:16:11,545 --> 00:16:12,545 Die 104 00:16:14,745 --> 00:16:18,005 If want s and m I'll f*****g give him s and m. 105 00:16:19,115 --> 00:16:21,325 Okay. He'll come over me. 106 00:16:27,235 --> 00:16:27,735 Come on. 107 00:18:59,835 --> 00:19:03,415 I'm so f*****g stupid. Oh, love. 108 00:19:06,415 --> 00:19:07,395 I'm so sorry, Liz. 109 00:19:12,105 --> 00:19:13,485 I'm not feeling very well. 110 00:19:14,985 --> 00:19:18,765 Hey, it's okay. Come home, Kate. Have a rest. 111 00:19:19,665 --> 00:19:20,805 You need a break? Love. 112 00:19:24,155 --> 00:19:25,525 I've decided to do the painting. 113 00:19:26,195 --> 00:19:29,285 What? Painting? The painting with Lucian. 114 00:19:29,945 --> 00:19:31,645 Oh, that you were talking about that. 115 00:19:32,395 --> 00:19:34,965 Yeah. It sounds like fun. 116 00:19:36,915 --> 00:19:39,165 I've spoken to his assistant David. Mm-hmm. 117 00:19:39,825 --> 00:19:41,405 I'm going there straight from the airport. 118 00:19:41,865 --> 00:19:43,845 No, you're not. We've got Gucci at 119 00:19:43,845 --> 00:19:45,325 11 and then that other thing. It's 120 00:19:45,325 --> 00:19:46,325 Important. Yeah. But those things will wait 121 00:19:46,825 --> 00:19:47,565 us, won't they? They've been 122 00:19:47,565 --> 00:19:48,565 Waiting a long time. It's 123 00:19:48,565 --> 00:19:50,365 not like I haven't done a favors in the past. 124 00:19:51,115 --> 00:19:52,165 Yeah, but it's a lot 125 00:19:52,165 --> 00:19:53,605 of money and they've had it in their books. 126 00:19:53,715 --> 00:19:56,205 Yeah. As I said, they can wait. 127 00:19:57,845 --> 00:19:59,205 Everyone can just f*****g wait. 128 00:20:02,195 --> 00:20:04,685 Okay, Kate, I'll get in touch with them 129 00:20:04,705 --> 00:20:06,005 and we can figure something out. 130 00:20:07,995 --> 00:20:10,215 Oh, Lucy. Yes. Love. 131 00:20:13,265 --> 00:20:14,655 Gonna need to see a hairdresser. 132 00:20:15,235 --> 00:20:18,455 Ah, I'm done with all this. 133 00:21:07,885 --> 00:21:08,385 Hello. 134 00:21:11,975 --> 00:21:12,915 So sorry I'm late. 135 00:21:28,655 --> 00:21:32,555 Hi, Cade. Oh, hi is David. 136 00:21:32,815 --> 00:21:35,075 Yes, yes, that's right. Good journey. Yeah, yeah. 137 00:21:35,095 --> 00:21:38,695 No problem. Okay, well, shall I take upstairs to the studio? 138 00:21:39,215 --> 00:21:40,215 Upstairs? Upstairs. 139 00:21:42,155 --> 00:21:45,775 You know, I remember you from the clubs. Tiny. 140 00:21:46,445 --> 00:21:49,855 Just a little girl. And even then I knew you had something 141 00:21:50,725 --> 00:21:51,815 Lisa said the same thing. 142 00:21:52,155 --> 00:21:55,835 Really? Mm-hmm. He used to say one day 143 00:21:56,535 --> 00:21:57,835 I'm gonna be skinnier than that bit. 144 00:21:59,895 --> 00:22:01,035 Oh, that is so funny. 145 00:22:02,365 --> 00:22:05,955 Thank you David. Hi Al. It's five minutes past seven. 146 00:22:14,375 --> 00:22:19,235 If I am to paint you, I need absolute commitment. 147 00:22:19,895 --> 00:22:21,915 I'm afraid nothing else will do. 148 00:22:23,355 --> 00:22:25,795 I always start at 7:00 PM 149 00:22:29,505 --> 00:22:30,505 Yeah. Well it's been a bit of 150 00:22:30,505 --> 00:22:31,915 a day today flying back 151 00:22:31,935 --> 00:22:36,315 and I rang David, I left Berlin and here I am. 152 00:22:38,105 --> 00:22:39,325 I'm really supposed to be getting ready 153 00:22:39,325 --> 00:22:40,565 for a shoot in San Paulo. 154 00:22:41,065 --> 00:22:42,065 So, 155 00:22:45,145 --> 00:22:49,005 Uh, David, would you be so kind as 156 00:22:49,185 --> 00:22:51,605 to open a bottle of do Perino? 157 00:22:53,085 --> 00:22:56,085 I think perhaps that will be a fitting start to our session. 158 00:22:56,945 --> 00:23:00,405 That'd be lovely. Oh, 159 00:23:12,875 --> 00:23:14,165 What was your day today? 160 00:23:14,745 --> 00:23:16,005 Oh, it was just a travel day. 161 00:23:17,585 --> 00:23:19,525 I'm not gonna lie, I'm a little delicate. 162 00:23:20,315 --> 00:23:22,725 Exhausted. Hey, you could say that. 163 00:23:23,515 --> 00:23:25,125 What happens in Berlin States in Berlin 164 00:23:29,705 --> 00:23:30,705 Is he taxing? 165 00:23:32,165 --> 00:23:37,045 A little more chaotic than here All eyes on me. 166 00:23:39,165 --> 00:23:40,245 I can only imagine. 167 00:23:40,865 --> 00:23:44,005 Oh, I'm a runway show pony. 168 00:23:44,675 --> 00:23:46,005 Last week I was Greta Garba. 169 00:23:46,005 --> 00:23:47,205 I don't know who I'll be tomorrow 170 00:23:48,235 --> 00:23:49,405 Come shall we Vicky? 171 00:23:52,755 --> 00:23:55,045 It's the same bed I painted lip. 172 00:23:57,215 --> 00:23:58,965 Where would you like, how should I sit? 173 00:23:59,585 --> 00:24:02,485 Oh, you can sit however, which way you feel comfortable. 174 00:24:03,185 --> 00:24:07,405 How about this? Perhaps move your left 175 00:24:07,465 --> 00:24:08,525 arm further around. 176 00:24:10,945 --> 00:24:14,165 Oh yes. I like this. Is that comfortable for you? 177 00:24:15,585 --> 00:24:19,165 No. Why don't we try something a little more natural. 178 00:24:19,655 --> 00:24:22,365 After all, we should be here rather longer 179 00:24:22,365 --> 00:24:24,005 than a fashion shoot. I imagine 180 00:24:24,475 --> 00:24:25,645 That is so condescending. 181 00:24:26,245 --> 00:24:28,165 I built a bloody career of fashion shoots 182 00:24:28,165 --> 00:24:29,405 for like 14 years now. 183 00:24:29,595 --> 00:24:30,595 It's not easy. 184 00:24:31,835 --> 00:24:36,605 Yeah. Perhaps you could 185 00:24:36,605 --> 00:24:41,525 place your arm on this up here. 186 00:24:42,225 --> 00:24:43,685 Try, right? 187 00:24:46,225 --> 00:24:48,265 Oh, oh yes. 188 00:24:48,855 --> 00:24:51,225 This is much better. Yes. Yes. 189 00:24:51,535 --> 00:24:56,025 Okay. Now I'd like to begin with some charcoal. 190 00:24:57,135 --> 00:25:00,305 Perhaps you could, uh, 191 00:25:19,065 --> 00:25:22,665 Actually Lucian, I remember what you said in the gallery 192 00:25:23,555 --> 00:25:25,265 about truth and ce. 193 00:25:27,115 --> 00:25:28,115 I don't wanna hide anymore. 194 00:25:29,195 --> 00:25:31,475 I see. Just me. 195 00:25:34,255 --> 00:25:35,715 We can certainly try. 196 00:25:37,815 --> 00:25:40,395 I'd like you to feel that you can be yourself. 197 00:25:41,795 --> 00:25:42,435 I wanna try. 198 00:26:47,265 --> 00:26:51,725 So how did it go? It was strange, 199 00:26:52,265 --> 00:26:53,845 but good. 200 00:26:53,845 --> 00:26:57,365 Strange. He's quite intense, isn't he? 201 00:26:58,155 --> 00:27:03,045 Yeah. The house is just amazing. 202 00:27:03,685 --> 00:27:05,765 I mean, all of the artwork on the walls is just crazy. 203 00:27:06,545 --> 00:27:07,725 It feels like another world. 204 00:27:08,715 --> 00:27:10,205 Must have been fun growing up there. 205 00:27:10,715 --> 00:27:12,325 Well, Esra and I lived with my mother. 206 00:27:13,825 --> 00:27:16,565 She was a bit of a free spirit. 207 00:27:18,465 --> 00:27:21,925 Dad would just turn up in his Bentley. 208 00:27:24,605 --> 00:27:26,405 I don't know. It made us feel like he was 209 00:27:27,325 --> 00:27:28,645 breaking us outta prison. 210 00:27:30,935 --> 00:27:31,935 Liberation. 211 00:27:33,745 --> 00:27:35,005 How long were your parents married? 212 00:27:35,345 --> 00:27:36,445 Oh, they were never married. 213 00:27:36,985 --> 00:27:38,325 My dad was married twice, 214 00:27:38,585 --> 00:27:42,485 but he had a lot of women in his life. 215 00:27:44,385 --> 00:27:47,125 He seemed to like getting women pregnant. 216 00:27:50,005 --> 00:27:53,145 And love is a very different thing with dad. 217 00:27:55,305 --> 00:27:58,315 He's totally unbound by convention. 218 00:28:00,625 --> 00:28:04,275 He's got something about him. I like him. 219 00:28:07,105 --> 00:28:08,155 He's pain to me nude. 220 00:28:08,875 --> 00:28:13,725 I wanted to, it's strange I've been nude for thousands 221 00:28:13,725 --> 00:28:17,425 of photo shoots, but this just 222 00:28:17,425 --> 00:28:18,865 feels like different. 223 00:28:19,885 --> 00:28:24,785 Mm. Oh s**t. 224 00:28:24,915 --> 00:28:27,945 Sorry. I gotta go. I've gotta go to the studio. 225 00:28:28,005 --> 00:28:29,105 You know what he's like if you're late. 226 00:28:29,325 --> 00:28:30,465 Of course. There you go. 227 00:28:31,525 --> 00:28:32,705 How long do you think it will take? 228 00:28:33,215 --> 00:28:36,065 Good question. Um, well, how big's the canvas 229 00:28:37,295 --> 00:28:38,295 Like that? Oh 230 00:28:38,295 --> 00:28:41,865 dear. That's quite a big one. 231 00:28:42,565 --> 00:28:47,265 Uh, I'd say several months, possibly a year. 232 00:28:48,215 --> 00:28:51,465 What? Yeah. Sorry. Oh my 233 00:28:51,485 --> 00:28:52,485 God. Okay. I better go. 234 00:28:52,485 --> 00:28:56,345 Speed things up then. Bye babe. 235 00:28:56,605 --> 00:28:58,625 Bye. Have a good time. I will 236 00:28:58,625 --> 00:28:59,625 Do. I'll say I see you 237 00:28:59,625 --> 00:29:00,125 Dad. 238 00:29:00,425 --> 00:29:00,925 Yeah. 239 00:29:41,735 --> 00:29:42,235 Lucy, 240 00:29:48,635 --> 00:29:49,135 Lucy, 241 00:29:49,145 --> 00:29:51,845 Ian, are you okay? 242 00:29:53,395 --> 00:29:57,165 Your elbow? My elbow? Uh, this one. 243 00:29:57,745 --> 00:29:59,965 It needs to come down. Sorry. 244 00:30:00,125 --> 00:30:03,445 I thought that you were Please move it down more. 245 00:30:03,845 --> 00:30:05,805 A little more. More. 246 00:30:36,035 --> 00:30:38,755 I am so sorry. I dunno. What's the matter with me? 247 00:30:43,015 --> 00:30:43,995 I'm so embarrassed. 248 00:30:44,305 --> 00:30:49,275 It's okay. I can understand the fear when 249 00:30:49,275 --> 00:30:51,595 they have exposing themselves. 250 00:30:52,465 --> 00:30:53,715 I've done it myself. 251 00:30:55,255 --> 00:30:56,995 No, I get that. I've spent half my life 252 00:30:56,995 --> 00:30:58,075 naked in front of the camera. 253 00:30:58,335 --> 00:30:59,675 Hey, do you mind if I have another cigarette? 254 00:31:00,015 --> 00:31:03,835 No, I don't usually be my guest. 255 00:31:13,255 --> 00:31:17,675 I'm sorry. I just feel a bit weird. 256 00:31:23,385 --> 00:31:23,885 Yeah. 257 00:31:36,785 --> 00:31:37,785 What 258 00:31:39,475 --> 00:31:42,315 Lucian, I think maybe you should get down, have 259 00:31:45,825 --> 00:31:48,075 Welcome Back everyone, especially 260 00:31:48,075 --> 00:31:49,755 to my guest in the studio today. 261 00:31:49,945 --> 00:31:52,555 Kate Moss. Thank you. Kate. 262 00:31:52,835 --> 00:31:55,195 I know you have an extra special song you'd like us to play. 263 00:31:55,825 --> 00:31:58,835 Tell us a bit about it. Um, Mme. George, 264 00:32:01,015 --> 00:32:03,155 it reminds me of every happy moment 265 00:32:05,235 --> 00:32:08,515 holidays in Tuscany Cypress Avenue, 266 00:32:10,015 --> 00:32:11,875 summer days driving my car 267 00:32:11,875 --> 00:32:14,915 through country lanes and the sun shining 268 00:32:15,945 --> 00:32:17,715 Down on Saper Avenue. 269 00:32:28,765 --> 00:32:29,965 Clicking and clack 270 00:32:35,955 --> 00:32:38,085 Ford Mad 271 00:32:44,855 --> 00:32:47,765 March with a soldier boy behind. 272 00:32:50,555 --> 00:32:54,085 He's my so now hat on drinking wine. 273 00:32:57,425 --> 00:33:00,565 And that smell a sweet perfume comes drifting 274 00:33:04,785 --> 00:33:05,605 all the cool 275 00:33:13,325 --> 00:33:16,265 and making all the stops 276 00:33:19,485 --> 00:33:22,215 kids out in the street collecting bottle 277 00:33:26,995 --> 00:33:30,055 for cigarettes and mattress in the shop. 278 00:33:34,205 --> 00:33:36,635 Happy and enjoy. 279 00:33:40,505 --> 00:33:41,685 That's when you fall. 280 00:33:53,755 --> 00:33:54,845 When he is gone. 281 00:33:55,725 --> 00:33:57,245 I will have a word in his ear 282 00:33:57,945 --> 00:34:02,685 and say what I was about to say at the meeting about 283 00:34:02,705 --> 00:34:07,525 to happen, which has now taken place, but he said nothing 284 00:34:08,025 --> 00:34:10,525 At the meeting about to take place. 285 00:34:11,865 --> 00:34:14,245 It is only now that he turns 286 00:34:15,345 --> 00:34:17,925 and smiles and whispers. 287 00:34:19,845 --> 00:34:23,645 I do not know what will happen next. 288 00:34:29,455 --> 00:34:32,685 There are schools in South London, you know? Yes. 289 00:34:34,245 --> 00:34:34,745 I 290 00:34:50,305 --> 00:34:52,125 How much did you know about me before this? 291 00:34:53,265 --> 00:34:55,125 Not too much. Of course, 292 00:34:55,425 --> 00:34:59,725 I'd seen Noah photograph in the newspapers and magazines. 293 00:35:02,505 --> 00:35:04,045 How do I measure up in real life? 294 00:35:06,175 --> 00:35:09,285 Would you like to be an actress perhaps one day? 295 00:35:10,105 --> 00:35:13,125 No, I wouldn't have the patience 296 00:35:13,125 --> 00:35:14,885 to wait on settle day in a trailer. 297 00:35:17,915 --> 00:35:21,085 It's funny, when I got started, 298 00:35:21,925 --> 00:35:24,765 I did this campaign with this male model. 299 00:35:26,465 --> 00:35:29,285 Anyway, they obviously wanted me to go topless with him. 300 00:35:31,665 --> 00:35:33,605 He was such an a*****e to me. 301 00:35:34,865 --> 00:35:35,685 You wouldn't believe 302 00:35:38,885 --> 00:35:40,005 I was 17 years old. 303 00:35:41,125 --> 00:35:45,685 I was shy about my body and I just took it. 304 00:35:47,965 --> 00:35:50,005 I stayed in bed for like two weeks after. 305 00:35:57,315 --> 00:35:59,435 I think that's why I have 306 00:35:59,435 --> 00:36:01,115 to play these roles in front of the camera. 307 00:36:02,755 --> 00:36:04,955 I promise myself I never feel like that again. 308 00:36:07,855 --> 00:36:12,605 I don't usually want people to see the real me to go inside. 309 00:36:12,605 --> 00:36:14,125 That's precious, isn't it? 310 00:36:20,615 --> 00:36:23,235 Anyway. Where did all this interest in me come from? 311 00:36:24,135 --> 00:36:28,075 Uh, Bella told me about the, uh, magazine article. 312 00:36:28,615 --> 00:36:32,155 Was it Id I I hank No, I I I'm afraid. 313 00:36:32,435 --> 00:36:33,635 I don't know. I don't 314 00:36:33,635 --> 00:36:34,635 Worry. 315 00:36:35,955 --> 00:36:39,995 I once wrote an essay for Encounters Magazine. 316 00:36:40,815 --> 00:36:43,835 It turns out the magazine was funded 317 00:36:43,895 --> 00:36:48,675 by the C-I-A-A-A literary repost to the USSR. 318 00:36:50,865 --> 00:36:52,355 Have you heard of it? 319 00:36:53,975 --> 00:36:57,155 Uh, well, anyway, it's probably quite hard 320 00:36:57,155 --> 00:36:58,435 to find a copy now, 321 00:37:03,715 --> 00:37:04,715 Lucian. 322 00:37:05,825 --> 00:37:07,995 It's been going around and around in my head. 323 00:37:10,015 --> 00:37:13,675 The first day you sort of just froze. 324 00:37:16,865 --> 00:37:20,875 What were you thinking about? Was it about a woman? 325 00:37:24,435 --> 00:37:28,795 I tell you what, I I'm rather hungry. Eh, how about you? 326 00:37:29,515 --> 00:37:32,235 I could eat, do fancy drink. 327 00:37:34,225 --> 00:37:37,155 Well, let's go to Origin. Huh? Do you know it? Yeah, 328 00:37:37,155 --> 00:37:38,155 Of course. Ah, 329 00:37:38,155 --> 00:37:40,515 I'll let my drive know. He's just outside. 330 00:37:41,855 --> 00:37:44,075 I'd like to drive, huh? 331 00:37:54,595 --> 00:37:55,095 Yes. 332 00:37:59,525 --> 00:38:02,135 True. That I be 333 00:38:02,225 --> 00:38:05,765 crazy and 334 00:38:24,725 --> 00:38:28,605 I don't feel as tall as I used to. 335 00:38:31,175 --> 00:38:32,805 Maybe it's just, 336 00:38:38,625 --> 00:38:40,365 Hey, Just two seconds. 337 00:38:40,905 --> 00:38:41,405 Hey, 338 00:38:49,735 --> 00:38:50,765 let's go faster. 339 00:39:19,325 --> 00:39:23,185 So tell me about yourself. Lucian. 340 00:39:27,255 --> 00:39:30,465 Come on Lucian. You are an interesting man. 341 00:39:30,545 --> 00:39:34,945 I wanna know, you grew up in Germany. 342 00:39:35,325 --> 00:39:36,325 Mm-hmm. 343 00:39:37,505 --> 00:39:39,065 I was one of three boys. 344 00:39:40,085 --> 00:39:42,065 My father was an architect. And your 345 00:39:42,185 --> 00:39:44,025 Granddad was Sigmund Freud. 346 00:39:44,365 --> 00:39:48,465 Ah, yes. But my family was a very typical 347 00:39:48,995 --> 00:39:51,625 upper middle class family in the 1930s 348 00:39:52,965 --> 00:39:55,025 who happened to be Jewish. 349 00:39:55,685 --> 00:39:57,545 Oh my God, Yes. Quite. 350 00:40:00,055 --> 00:40:03,745 What was it like? Oh, well, when I was nine years old, 351 00:40:04,325 --> 00:40:06,505 we were very aware of the Nazis. 352 00:40:07,245 --> 00:40:10,065 The, there was hussles everywhere for one thing. 353 00:40:11,215 --> 00:40:14,105 Some of my friends were in the hit Italy. 354 00:40:15,885 --> 00:40:19,455 They would say, oh, we are just going to a Nazi or rally. 355 00:40:20,035 --> 00:40:21,415 And I would say, can I come? 356 00:40:21,955 --> 00:40:23,575 And they would say, no, you can't, 357 00:40:24,675 --> 00:40:26,775 but you're not really missing anything. 358 00:40:27,355 --> 00:40:28,615 We just sing songs. 359 00:40:30,355 --> 00:40:34,015 We made it sound so ordinary. 360 00:40:35,005 --> 00:40:36,735 That is crazy. Uh, 361 00:40:39,905 --> 00:40:41,345 I photographed Hitler. 362 00:40:42,325 --> 00:40:47,065 You what? I was walking around Berlin 363 00:40:47,535 --> 00:40:48,105 with my, 364 00:40:51,865 --> 00:40:53,005 and there he was. 365 00:40:54,165 --> 00:40:59,065 I He was really very small 366 00:41:01,735 --> 00:41:03,585 because of my grandfather. 367 00:41:03,925 --> 00:41:05,705 We were able to come to England. 368 00:41:08,575 --> 00:41:09,905 I've been here ever since. 369 00:41:15,145 --> 00:41:16,165 Do you take drugs 370 00:41:17,665 --> 00:41:18,665 In my world? 371 00:41:19,545 --> 00:41:20,765 No. Ever. 372 00:41:21,945 --> 00:41:24,245 Do they help your creativity? 373 00:41:24,745 --> 00:41:26,565 Oh, more like a bit of time off. Really. 374 00:41:27,985 --> 00:41:31,685 All the photo shoots, runways of fashion, the whole world. 375 00:41:32,275 --> 00:41:34,125 Sometimes I'm desperate to get away 376 00:41:34,125 --> 00:41:35,605 and be normal in a weird kind of way. 377 00:41:36,265 --> 00:41:39,325 Mm. What about you? 378 00:41:40,745 --> 00:41:43,325 Not anymore. When I was young, 379 00:41:44,005 --> 00:41:47,805 I spent time in Paris at hotel. You know it. 380 00:41:47,805 --> 00:41:49,045 Yeah. I've stayed there. Ah, 381 00:41:49,635 --> 00:41:52,445 Well I was sort of taken under the wing 382 00:41:52,585 --> 00:41:54,285 by some very interesting people. 383 00:41:55,115 --> 00:41:57,365 They introduced me to opium. 384 00:41:59,685 --> 00:42:02,845 I don't know, but it's not something you want 385 00:42:02,845 --> 00:42:04,245 to dance with too often. 386 00:42:08,815 --> 00:42:09,715 And you've been married? 387 00:42:14,975 --> 00:42:19,515 Yes. A 388 00:42:19,545 --> 00:42:20,835 long time ago. 389 00:42:27,095 --> 00:42:31,195 And how about you as you think you have an army of sisters? 390 00:42:31,815 --> 00:42:32,815 No 391 00:42:35,095 --> 00:42:36,095 Lovers. Maybe be 392 00:42:36,095 --> 00:42:39,755 nobody's ever really 393 00:42:40,445 --> 00:42:41,555 taken care of me. 394 00:42:45,025 --> 00:42:46,355 Someone did for a bit. 395 00:42:48,815 --> 00:42:53,635 That's what I miss when he left me. Someone I could trust. 396 00:42:56,585 --> 00:42:57,585 Do you know what I mean? 397 00:43:00,425 --> 00:43:01,315 Look Over, over there. 398 00:43:16,955 --> 00:43:21,775 How dare you. How dare you. F**k. 399 00:43:22,485 --> 00:43:24,095 Gentlemen. Gentlemen, please. 400 00:43:24,755 --> 00:43:27,535 No, Please. I, 401 00:43:27,935 --> 00:43:28,975 I, Please. 402 00:44:18,495 --> 00:44:20,445 I am quite pleased with the progress. 403 00:44:21,275 --> 00:44:25,565 It's coming along in a sort of overall kind of way. 404 00:44:31,145 --> 00:44:32,145 You tired? 405 00:44:33,755 --> 00:44:37,045 Yeah. Little. I've got a shoot tomorrow of Dazed. 406 00:44:38,375 --> 00:44:42,245 Dazed. Sorry. Dazed and Confused. 407 00:44:42,355 --> 00:44:44,725 It's like the coolest fashion magazine at the moment. 408 00:44:46,755 --> 00:44:49,005 It's okay. It's just an editorial, so don't worry. 409 00:44:51,195 --> 00:44:53,765 Isolate. You should probably get some rest. 410 00:45:06,905 --> 00:45:09,565 Oh, I was curious about those tattoos. 411 00:45:11,705 --> 00:45:14,605 Oh yeah. Got those ages ago. 412 00:45:16,005 --> 00:45:19,405 I used to do tattoos when I was in the Merchant Navy. 413 00:45:20,425 --> 00:45:22,045 Did you? Yes. 414 00:45:23,635 --> 00:45:27,645 When I was 19, they were like, boy, Lou, 415 00:45:27,825 --> 00:45:28,885 you are a f*****g artist. 416 00:45:29,155 --> 00:45:33,445 Come and give us a tattoos. I'd see what they wanted. 417 00:45:34,335 --> 00:45:36,125 Birds love hearts. How 418 00:45:36,125 --> 00:45:37,125 Did you do it? 419 00:45:37,185 --> 00:45:39,645 You make the drawing or rub it. 420 00:45:39,665 --> 00:45:40,965 And until the scab forms 421 00:45:41,585 --> 00:45:44,285 and then you prick the ink into the wound. 422 00:45:45,155 --> 00:45:46,645 It's, it's very primitive. 423 00:45:50,535 --> 00:45:51,805 Could you give me a tattoo? 424 00:45:53,025 --> 00:45:55,045 Oh, there, they hurt a little. Mm. 425 00:46:00,065 --> 00:46:01,325 You're getting closer now. 426 00:46:02,325 --> 00:46:06,005 I know. No, I still feel it's some way off. 427 00:46:06,625 --> 00:46:11,005 Closer perhaps, but, uh, I'm pleased with the eyes 428 00:46:12,225 --> 00:46:15,205 and I'm beginning to think about the background. 429 00:46:17,615 --> 00:46:19,125 Can't you do those bits without me? 430 00:46:20,525 --> 00:46:21,765 I mean, if I had to go away 431 00:46:22,705 --> 00:46:23,965 No, no, no, no, no, no. 432 00:46:24,235 --> 00:46:25,765 That won't do. I need you here. 433 00:46:26,765 --> 00:46:30,245 I absolutely need you here to see 434 00:46:30,345 --> 00:46:33,365 how your All the changes, the bed, the sheets, 435 00:46:33,905 --> 00:46:35,045 the color of the walls. 436 00:46:35,875 --> 00:46:39,405 Yeah. I didn't know. And when I'm painting a 437 00:46:39,405 --> 00:46:43,405 background, it's allowing me to see you better. 438 00:46:44,625 --> 00:46:47,725 We, your head is connected to your body. 439 00:46:48,875 --> 00:46:49,875 It's contours. 440 00:46:53,785 --> 00:46:55,845 You know, if we spend any more time together, 441 00:46:56,985 --> 00:46:58,085 people will talk. 442 00:47:00,485 --> 00:47:02,285 I like to have the models around. 443 00:47:03,395 --> 00:47:06,365 They Change the atmosphere with their presence. 444 00:47:07,645 --> 00:47:12,295 Say the same way that Saint. Do I? 445 00:47:12,315 --> 00:47:16,055 Can I offer you a, a glass of champagne before you leave? 446 00:47:17,115 --> 00:47:20,325 Oh, no, I can't. I've got someone waiting for me. 447 00:47:22,375 --> 00:47:25,315 Uh, another hopeful. I expect 448 00:47:31,355 --> 00:47:32,355 Lucien. 449 00:47:32,835 --> 00:47:37,395 I meant to say it's my birthday coming up. Mm-hmm. 450 00:47:37,815 --> 00:47:42,235 And I'm having a little shindig. Do you fancy coming along? 451 00:47:44,905 --> 00:47:49,585 I would like that. I would like that very much. 452 00:48:19,035 --> 00:48:19,935 Is it on? 453 00:48:20,375 --> 00:48:23,195 Oh, let me, Uh, hang on a second. 454 00:48:29,295 --> 00:48:29,795 Go on. 455 00:48:30,425 --> 00:48:34,355 Okay. Mm-hmm. Yeah. Right. 456 00:48:34,815 --> 00:48:39,755 And that's recording. So, 457 00:48:39,935 --> 00:48:41,595 um, oh, 458 00:48:43,035 --> 00:48:44,035 I hate these things. 459 00:48:45,985 --> 00:48:46,555 It's fine. 460 00:48:52,215 --> 00:48:54,305 Okay. Okay. 461 00:48:58,665 --> 00:49:03,255 We'll do it this way. Favorite color? What? 462 00:49:03,485 --> 00:49:07,405 Come on. Black. Good. Okay. 463 00:49:09,165 --> 00:49:10,165 Favorite band? 464 00:49:10,765 --> 00:49:14,045 I, I don't know. 465 00:49:14,115 --> 00:49:17,965 There's been so many. Lowy. 466 00:49:18,355 --> 00:49:20,525 What car do you drive? A Roadster. 467 00:49:20,985 --> 00:49:23,125 And what perfume are you wearing right now? 468 00:49:24,865 --> 00:49:26,405 Now it's bloody amazing. 469 00:49:29,345 --> 00:49:30,565 Sly 10 flew the orange. 470 00:49:31,345 --> 00:49:33,405 Oh, she mag. 471 00:49:37,475 --> 00:49:40,645 Okay, here's one for you. 472 00:49:43,395 --> 00:49:46,285 Some people out there might say 473 00:49:46,285 --> 00:49:47,685 that you are just a party girl. 474 00:49:48,355 --> 00:49:52,775 Then they'd be wrong. I've been doing this since I 475 00:49:52,775 --> 00:49:53,855 was 14 years old. 476 00:49:53,855 --> 00:49:57,095 Jefferson. I worked bloody hard 477 00:49:58,865 --> 00:50:02,135 hotel after hotel castings, hours and hours shooting. 478 00:50:04,545 --> 00:50:07,295 Don't get me wrong. I love it. I got lucky. 479 00:50:07,875 --> 00:50:10,735 But I mean, bloody how I have grafted 480 00:50:10,755 --> 00:50:12,935 and got far out my comfort zone to be here. 481 00:50:14,535 --> 00:50:18,485 I believe you. So do you see yourself 482 00:50:19,105 --> 00:50:23,045 as an artist or as a muse? 483 00:50:24,875 --> 00:50:25,605 Good question. 484 00:50:30,755 --> 00:50:34,925 Both really. I turn up 485 00:50:35,085 --> 00:50:37,005 and I do what I'm told usually. 486 00:50:38,945 --> 00:50:42,165 But it's an intuitive thing between me and the photographer. 487 00:50:42,435 --> 00:50:44,685 Like a collaboration Sort of. 488 00:50:44,875 --> 00:50:49,365 Yeah. I mean, I bring my 489 00:50:50,275 --> 00:50:51,765 perspective to whatever it is. 490 00:50:54,425 --> 00:50:55,125 And then it's me. 491 00:50:55,195 --> 00:50:59,835 Obviously that's what I bring. 492 00:51:02,015 --> 00:51:03,595 I'm not giving it away for free. 493 00:51:08,445 --> 00:51:11,945 My mother said you can't have fun all the time. 494 00:51:13,125 --> 00:51:14,345 And I said, why not? 495 00:51:15,485 --> 00:51:17,745 Why the f**k can't I have fun all the time? 496 00:51:20,655 --> 00:51:22,465 It's only fashion for fuck's sake. 497 00:51:26,685 --> 00:51:31,005 Yeah, but I mean, it can take its toll, can't it? 498 00:51:32,515 --> 00:51:36,325 This live can be lonely, 499 00:51:40,605 --> 00:51:41,605 I suppose. So 500 00:51:43,485 --> 00:51:44,885 There've been a lot of different men 501 00:51:44,885 --> 00:51:46,005 mentioned in your life recently. 502 00:51:46,685 --> 00:51:49,685 I, but there's not one permanent relationship 503 00:51:56,975 --> 00:51:57,475 is there? 504 00:51:57,535 --> 00:51:59,435 No one out there good enough for you. 505 00:52:37,535 --> 00:52:39,695 Lucian Kate. 506 00:52:41,495 --> 00:52:43,055 I was just having a pause. 507 00:52:44,895 --> 00:52:46,855 I didn't think we were seeing each other 508 00:52:46,885 --> 00:52:49,615 till Wednesday evening. Can I get you a drink? 509 00:52:50,005 --> 00:52:52,775 Yeah. But do you remember 510 00:52:52,775 --> 00:52:54,815 what we spoke about a while back in origin? 511 00:52:56,035 --> 00:52:59,055 We talked about many things, which I must say 512 00:52:59,615 --> 00:53:00,975 I enjoy immensely. 513 00:53:01,315 --> 00:53:06,215 Me too. But remember about the opium. 514 00:53:07,275 --> 00:53:11,975 Oh, I remember. Got it. 515 00:53:13,395 --> 00:53:15,285 Oh my God. Have forgotten that part. 516 00:53:16,555 --> 00:53:18,885 Come on, Actian. Let's have some fun. 517 00:53:19,345 --> 00:53:23,485 Actian. Come on. 518 00:53:32,755 --> 00:53:33,965 Been married twice. 519 00:53:41,945 --> 00:53:45,925 The second time I married Lady Caroline Blackwood. 520 00:53:48,125 --> 00:53:51,485 I began calling her in the early fifties 521 00:53:52,315 --> 00:53:54,245 when I was doing the deb scene. 522 00:53:56,125 --> 00:53:58,765 I was still married for my first wife. 523 00:54:00,005 --> 00:54:04,635 A lady As she was the eldest daughter 524 00:54:05,615 --> 00:54:09,275 of the Doja marshes of Rine. 525 00:54:09,375 --> 00:54:10,275 And Ava 526 00:54:17,335 --> 00:54:20,235 struck like her and very much so. 527 00:54:21,495 --> 00:54:24,835 She wore mismatch of clothes, lipstick 528 00:54:25,945 --> 00:54:27,515 impulsively apply. 529 00:54:27,515 --> 00:54:30,515 Like, you know, she smoked constantly. 530 00:54:30,565 --> 00:54:32,675 About about a hundred a day. 531 00:54:32,975 --> 00:54:35,115 She, she practically smoked in her 532 00:54:35,115 --> 00:54:38,355 sleep so much. 533 00:54:38,455 --> 00:54:41,915 So her nostrils were tinged black. 534 00:54:43,835 --> 00:54:48,595 I found her job completely captivating heart. 535 00:54:51,135 --> 00:54:54,155 She had this kind of recklessness, 536 00:54:55,915 --> 00:55:00,675 complete, abandoned in a way that was not self-conscious, 537 00:55:00,775 --> 00:55:03,835 but merged into, into a sort of 538 00:55:04,425 --> 00:55:05,835 self centeredness. 539 00:55:08,975 --> 00:55:13,035 It was there in everything she did in her appearance, 540 00:55:13,775 --> 00:55:15,595 the way she carried herself. 541 00:55:16,655 --> 00:55:20,355 She would do crazy things like give 542 00:55:20,945 --> 00:55:23,235 Picasso drawings in the airport. 543 00:55:24,475 --> 00:55:28,555 I have to say, I found it quite intoxicating. 544 00:55:31,935 --> 00:55:36,755 But her mother, she thought I was ridiculous. 545 00:55:37,825 --> 00:55:42,795 Married a paint a speed, which I saw sort 546 00:55:42,795 --> 00:55:43,915 of was at the time. 547 00:55:45,135 --> 00:55:49,915 And Jewish, I 548 00:55:49,945 --> 00:55:53,355 suppose she had different aspirations to me. 549 00:55:56,835 --> 00:55:59,155 Caroline was eligible but not available. 550 00:56:03,095 --> 00:56:06,675 Mother tried her hardest to split us apart. 551 00:56:07,535 --> 00:56:12,235 She sent reporters to investigate my private life, snooping 552 00:56:12,325 --> 00:56:14,045 around outside my eyes. 553 00:56:15,585 --> 00:56:19,925 She even tried to find a person to assassinate me. 554 00:56:20,945 --> 00:56:25,885 Really? She sent Caroline to Spain. 555 00:56:26,465 --> 00:56:28,125 So I went to find her. 556 00:56:31,385 --> 00:56:35,185 I only knew the house number, but not the street there. 557 00:57:03,885 --> 00:57:07,025 Do you have children? No. 558 00:57:08,365 --> 00:57:10,945 She said the stress from our relationship 559 00:57:11,645 --> 00:57:15,705 caused her ovaries to cease functioning correctly. 560 00:57:19,965 --> 00:57:20,965 She Left you? 561 00:57:24,855 --> 00:57:29,385 Yeah. Not 562 00:57:29,385 --> 00:57:30,465 in many respects. 563 00:57:30,565 --> 00:57:34,505 I'm not surprised. I couldn't say I was 564 00:57:34,505 --> 00:57:36,185 particularly faithful. 565 00:57:38,795 --> 00:57:40,055 But you continued to pay. 566 00:57:41,695 --> 00:57:46,015 I tried. The awful thing was I found 567 00:57:46,015 --> 00:57:49,895 that this obsession capital prevented me from working. 568 00:57:53,615 --> 00:57:55,095 I lost time. 569 00:57:57,475 --> 00:57:59,055 And the notion of time 570 00:58:18,685 --> 00:58:20,095 When we are 571 00:58:29,925 --> 00:58:31,935 Hiya, I'm looking for a magazine. 572 00:58:33,595 --> 00:58:35,535 You'll find fashion on the second floor. 573 00:58:40,815 --> 00:58:45,615 Actually, I'm looking over a magazine called Countess. 574 00:58:46,335 --> 00:58:48,335 A July, 1954 edition. 575 00:58:50,195 --> 00:58:54,735 Did you know the magazine was financed by the CIA 576 00:58:55,965 --> 00:58:57,095 Brought all this way. 577 00:59:21,275 --> 00:59:25,645 I'll be wishing I star, 578 00:59:28,605 --> 00:59:29,605 I ellucian. 579 00:59:29,955 --> 00:59:32,805 It's Kate, it's my birthday party. 580 00:59:32,855 --> 00:59:34,365 Later we're gonna celebrate. 581 00:59:34,915 --> 00:59:37,725 Hope you come. Make sure you look 582 00:59:37,725 --> 00:59:40,285 beautiful and damned. 583 00:59:42,275 --> 00:59:44,325 Okay. Bye bye bye. 584 00:59:47,865 --> 00:59:50,765 You be in my, 585 01:00:01,385 --> 01:00:03,565 We were just talking away And I asked 586 01:00:03,745 --> 01:00:05,965 Cheeky, Can I have one of your painters? 587 01:00:06,265 --> 01:00:11,125 You do me a deal. He thought about it 588 01:00:11,125 --> 01:00:12,205 for a bit and he said, 589 01:00:12,205 --> 01:00:14,365 let me ask my dealer, see what he can do. 590 01:00:15,285 --> 01:00:18,365 I said, alright. Then we're sitting on the floor. 591 01:00:18,895 --> 01:00:21,365 Phone starts ringing. Dealer answers. William. 592 01:00:21,625 --> 01:00:25,805 Yes, we, and I said, hi, it's Kate Mos here. 593 01:00:25,985 --> 01:00:27,685 I'm wondering if you can do me a mate's 594 01:00:27,685 --> 01:00:28,965 race on Ellucian Floyd. 595 01:00:29,665 --> 01:00:33,525 And Very quiet for a second. And then he said, 596 01:00:34,675 --> 01:00:38,845 Kate, I'm afraid I don't do mate's race. 597 01:00:40,785 --> 01:00:45,485 You are so funny. He's such a laugh. Very mood. He is. 598 01:00:47,995 --> 01:00:49,005 Come. Well, let's go over here. 599 01:00:58,275 --> 01:01:01,165 It's so good being there. It's so calm. 600 01:01:01,345 --> 01:01:03,085 It feels like the first time I've been able 601 01:01:03,085 --> 01:01:04,245 to think straight in years. 602 01:01:04,425 --> 01:01:08,925 That's so nice. You're looking really well, Kate. 603 01:01:10,395 --> 01:01:11,685 It's your dad's discipline. 604 01:01:11,985 --> 01:01:13,285 He knows how to get what he wants. 605 01:01:14,035 --> 01:01:15,285 He's always been like that. 606 01:01:16,405 --> 01:01:18,845 I don't know how he does it every single 607 01:01:19,025 --> 01:01:21,525 day, but I like it. 608 01:01:22,385 --> 01:01:26,805 It makes you think, think a bit more laterally. 609 01:01:28,955 --> 01:01:33,165 I've got the same thing. Definitely inherited. 610 01:01:33,685 --> 01:01:38,525 I bet he should be his. Is he? Oh, 611 01:01:39,925 --> 01:01:42,045 I couldn't leave him at alone inside, could I? Oh, 612 01:01:42,125 --> 01:01:43,125 I love it. That's 613 01:01:43,125 --> 01:01:44,645 wonderful. Yeah. 614 01:01:46,025 --> 01:01:49,765 And I thought three full evenings a week would be enough 615 01:01:49,765 --> 01:01:53,845 for you, but I'm really impressed by your dedication. 616 01:02:04,625 --> 01:02:07,085 Oh, happy Birthday. 617 01:02:07,335 --> 01:02:08,335 Thank You. 618 01:02:10,265 --> 01:02:11,805 Hi, dad. It's nice to see you. 619 01:02:12,995 --> 01:02:14,365 Yeah, You too. 620 01:02:15,025 --> 01:02:16,045 Are you ready to party? 621 01:02:17,025 --> 01:02:21,645 Christ, I I must confess that I, I had one 622 01:02:21,645 --> 01:02:23,285 or two glasses of champagne already. 623 01:02:23,665 --> 01:02:27,845 Oh, the problem is, I can't remember which one it was. 624 01:02:28,825 --> 01:02:31,645 Um, Well, Kate's been telling me about the portrait. 625 01:02:32,705 --> 01:02:35,285 Uh, Sounds like it's going really well. 626 01:02:36,585 --> 01:02:38,085 Yes. I'm quite pleased with this. 627 01:02:38,465 --> 01:02:41,525 She has the kind of physicality that I understand 628 01:02:42,265 --> 01:02:45,325 And She's currently only running seven 629 01:02:45,385 --> 01:02:47,965 or eight minutes late for each session. 630 01:02:48,425 --> 01:02:49,525 Oh, Lucy. Yes. 631 01:02:50,915 --> 01:02:52,445 Wait, there's somebody I wanted to meet. 632 01:02:52,705 --> 01:02:53,845 Yes. Come with us, Bella. 633 01:02:54,225 --> 01:02:55,925 No, no, you go. Oh, 634 01:02:55,925 --> 01:02:56,925 Are you sure? Yeah, 635 01:02:56,925 --> 01:02:58,085 it's fine. Go. 636 01:03:25,275 --> 01:03:28,765 Yeah, yeah. I've gotta go Two minutes. Two minutes. 637 01:03:28,795 --> 01:03:31,085 I'll be right back. What are you doing? 638 01:03:31,685 --> 01:03:34,445 I know where you are going to see that person. 639 01:03:34,825 --> 01:03:37,765 And that's for you to decide. Is it? I No, no, it's not. 640 01:03:39,595 --> 01:03:44,525 Okay. Hey. Hi. Yeah. Hi. I'm so glad you are here. 641 01:03:46,465 --> 01:03:47,965 Um, this is Ian. 642 01:03:48,465 --> 01:03:50,765 Hi Lucy. And this is Jefferson. 643 01:03:51,235 --> 01:03:52,365 He's the editor of Tasting 644 01:03:52,805 --> 01:03:53,805 Confused. 645 01:03:53,875 --> 01:03:56,805 Very nice to meet you. Uh, Jefferson. 646 01:03:57,185 --> 01:03:58,445 You too. Lucian. I'm a I'm 647 01:03:58,445 --> 01:03:59,445 A big fan. 648 01:03:59,705 --> 01:04:03,925 Ah, uh, Kate. Um, there are some friends with 649 01:04:03,925 --> 01:04:06,005 Me that I'd, uh, I'd like you to meet. 650 01:04:06,915 --> 01:04:07,915 Come with. Yeah. 651 01:04:08,905 --> 01:04:11,005 See Later. Oh yeah. Yo, go go. 652 01:07:08,835 --> 01:07:13,135 The painter's obsession with his subject is all he needs 653 01:07:13,315 --> 01:07:14,535 to drive him to work. 654 01:07:16,715 --> 01:07:20,615 People Are driven towards making works about not 655 01:07:20,635 --> 01:07:24,055 by familiarity with the process by which it's done, 656 01:07:25,235 --> 01:07:26,895 but by a necessity 657 01:07:27,075 --> 01:07:29,855 to communicate their feelings about the 658 01:07:29,855 --> 01:07:30,975 object of their choice. 659 01:07:31,925 --> 01:07:32,935 With such intensity 660 01:07:33,325 --> 01:07:36,255 that these feelings become infectious, anxious. 661 01:07:40,115 --> 01:07:42,215 Yet the painter needs 662 01:07:42,235 --> 01:07:46,215 to put himself at a certain emotional distance from the 663 01:07:46,215 --> 01:07:50,055 subject in order to allow it to speak. 664 01:07:52,275 --> 01:07:55,775 He may smother it if he lets his passion for it. 665 01:07:55,775 --> 01:07:59,415 Overwhelmed him while he's in the act or painting. 666 01:08:25,385 --> 01:08:28,155 What you doing? My job. 667 01:08:38,465 --> 01:08:42,925 You okay? Yeah. 668 01:08:46,115 --> 01:08:48,965 I've, uh, gotta go back into town this afternoon. 669 01:08:49,835 --> 01:08:51,485 There's a problem with one of the shoots. 670 01:08:52,705 --> 01:08:54,925 New code. Babe, You sure? 671 01:08:56,895 --> 01:09:00,065 It's just, uh, weather rules. 672 01:09:00,065 --> 01:09:03,545 Having a bit of a do later should be a good one. 673 01:09:05,085 --> 01:09:07,865 Oh yeah. He's having fancy coming along. 674 01:09:14,535 --> 01:09:17,215 I haven't drunk a single drop in 38 days. 675 01:09:18,425 --> 01:09:23,255 Jesus, you beat my record by 37. 676 01:09:26,275 --> 01:09:30,575 It feels nice. Yeah, 677 01:09:31,655 --> 01:09:32,655 I know. 678 01:09:34,525 --> 01:09:39,215 Life, everything. 679 01:09:42,335 --> 01:09:43,495 Lucien something new. 680 01:09:46,725 --> 01:09:47,995 Doing different things, 681 01:09:52,645 --> 01:09:53,755 doing things differently. 682 01:09:58,015 --> 01:09:58,515 You, 683 01:10:09,435 --> 01:10:10,415 you go back to London. 684 01:10:12,765 --> 01:10:17,015 I'll be there soon. Enough working for you. Oh, 685 01:11:08,005 --> 01:11:09,005 Lucian. 686 01:11:12,005 --> 01:11:13,045 Lucian, where are you? 687 01:11:31,475 --> 01:11:35,205 Welcome back to London. Are you okay, Lucy? 688 01:11:35,905 --> 01:11:39,725 Oh, easy to say behind a painted smile. 689 01:11:40,125 --> 01:11:43,325 I expect every f*****g time. 690 01:11:44,635 --> 01:11:46,705 Every f*****g time. You are late. 691 01:11:47,715 --> 01:11:50,815 You've got no f*****g respect. None at all. 692 01:11:51,625 --> 01:11:53,735 Three evenings a week is all I ask. 693 01:11:54,355 --> 01:11:58,415 And to be on f*****g time. But can you manage that? 694 01:11:59,135 --> 01:12:01,855 I wonder how you manage it all. No. 695 01:12:02,675 --> 01:12:05,575 No you can't because you treat all this 696 01:12:05,635 --> 01:12:08,015 as some kind of f*****g game. You see? 697 01:12:08,035 --> 01:12:11,895 No, This is what I do. I paint. 698 01:12:13,275 --> 01:12:14,775 You ask me why I paint. 699 01:12:15,365 --> 01:12:19,255 It's because it's what I like doing best, Lucy. 700 01:12:19,275 --> 01:12:21,495 And I'm 12 f*****g minutes late. What's the matter? 701 01:12:21,905 --> 01:12:25,455 Don't the f*****g matter f*****g me around like this. 702 01:12:25,805 --> 01:12:27,415 Lucy and I have sat here for you 703 01:12:27,415 --> 01:12:28,815 for these months religiously. 704 01:12:29,015 --> 01:12:30,095 I have done it willingly. 705 01:12:30,775 --> 01:12:34,615 I paint. I paint and I paint some more. 706 01:12:35,605 --> 01:12:40,055 What happens here every day is all that matters. 707 01:12:41,435 --> 01:12:42,775 You turn up when you please. 708 01:12:44,115 --> 01:12:47,415 Do you think you're doing me a favor? Humor me? 709 01:12:47,415 --> 01:12:51,175 Perhaps it's not about you. 710 01:12:54,565 --> 01:12:56,575 This is what I care about. 711 01:12:57,365 --> 01:13:00,815 This is what I think is worth preserving. 712 01:13:02,295 --> 01:13:03,615 I invest everything in this. 713 01:13:04,265 --> 01:13:07,095 Everything You understand everything I have. 714 01:13:09,495 --> 01:13:12,135 I have a very specific way of working. 715 01:13:14,235 --> 01:13:17,575 So do I. So do you what? 716 01:13:18,055 --> 01:13:20,735 I work too. You do realize that, 717 01:13:20,745 --> 01:13:21,745 Don't you? 718 01:13:22,465 --> 01:13:25,175 These campaigns, this, this, this. 719 01:13:25,525 --> 01:13:26,695 They were supposed to be here. 720 01:13:27,015 --> 01:13:28,375 I passed on some of them to be here. 721 01:13:28,565 --> 01:13:30,335 Some of them are long-term relationships. 722 01:13:32,535 --> 01:13:33,895 A lot of people depend on me. 723 01:13:34,485 --> 01:13:36,615 They listen to me. They wanna know what I 724 01:13:36,615 --> 01:13:37,615 Think. 725 01:13:40,295 --> 01:13:43,895 I read your article, the one in that magazine. 726 01:13:45,235 --> 01:13:47,735 The painter must think of everything he sees 727 01:13:47,955 --> 01:13:51,175 as being their entirely for his own use and pleasure. 728 01:13:52,795 --> 01:13:53,935 Is that what I'm here for? 729 01:13:55,275 --> 01:13:59,095 To be used by you and discarded like all those others 730 01:13:59,155 --> 01:14:02,605 before your own f*****g children. 731 01:14:12,325 --> 01:14:14,685 I am only concerned about the present 732 01:14:15,465 --> 01:14:18,525 and what I am doing at this very moment. 733 01:14:19,865 --> 01:14:23,325 That's b******s all that stuff about Caroline. 734 01:14:24,565 --> 01:14:25,885 I saw how that hurt you. 735 01:14:28,595 --> 01:14:32,285 Lucy and I have made so many sacrifices to be here for you. 736 01:14:34,545 --> 01:14:37,645 And I did it because I wanted to, not because I had to. 737 01:14:39,235 --> 01:14:41,565 What have you given up parties. 738 01:14:42,525 --> 01:14:43,805 I haven't missed a partying. 739 01:14:44,125 --> 01:14:46,245 I like coming here and then going home again. 740 01:14:49,265 --> 01:14:53,085 You've taught me a lot more than I could have imagined. 741 01:14:53,085 --> 01:14:54,085 Really, 742 01:14:57,885 --> 01:15:01,945 The reason you are always late is 743 01:15:01,945 --> 01:15:03,185 because you're on drugs. 744 01:15:23,245 --> 01:15:24,225 The reason I'm late 745 01:15:24,365 --> 01:15:28,705 is I'm pregnant. 746 01:15:37,525 --> 01:15:42,425 Oh my, oh my, my 747 01:15:43,675 --> 01:15:44,675 Who'd have thought it? 748 01:15:46,505 --> 01:15:49,345 I hope I am so sorry. 749 01:15:51,405 --> 01:15:54,625 I'm so happy for you. I really am. 750 01:15:56,025 --> 01:15:58,465 I can tell you are going 751 01:15:58,525 --> 01:16:01,185 to make the most wonderful mother. 752 01:16:02,305 --> 01:16:05,185 I thought you'd be cross with mucus of the painting. No, 753 01:16:05,605 --> 01:16:06,605 No, no. 754 01:16:07,305 --> 01:16:09,825 I think this is the most wonderful development 755 01:16:10,245 --> 01:16:11,625 and we must continue. 756 01:16:12,405 --> 01:16:15,865 In fact, we will need to increase to four days a week 757 01:16:16,445 --> 01:16:18,465 in order to finish that. 758 01:16:19,335 --> 01:16:20,665 That is, if you have the time, 759 01:16:22,705 --> 01:16:24,025 I don't think I can do this anymore. 760 01:16:24,725 --> 01:16:26,585 But we are very close. 761 01:16:29,735 --> 01:16:31,545 Lucy and I have never met anyone like you. 762 01:16:34,505 --> 01:16:35,705 I probably never will again. 763 01:16:39,995 --> 01:16:43,285 What are you painting? There is 764 01:16:43,305 --> 01:16:45,925 me, the real me. 765 01:16:45,925 --> 01:16:47,205 And not many people can say that. 766 01:16:54,535 --> 01:16:55,535 Put this, 767 01:16:56,665 --> 01:16:58,845 This Is, this is too much for me. 768 01:17:01,985 --> 01:17:06,965 And now I've got this baby. I need to be present for her. 769 01:17:11,925 --> 01:17:16,685 I am just who I am. I'm not responsible 770 01:17:16,685 --> 01:17:18,165 for the other people you see in me. 771 01:17:22,265 --> 01:17:27,245 Please. I 772 01:17:27,685 --> 01:17:32,045 remember going to a party held by a friend of mine 773 01:17:32,415 --> 01:17:33,645 after the divorce. 774 01:17:35,255 --> 01:17:39,965 She'd rather tactically invited Caroline as well. 775 01:17:42,045 --> 01:17:45,295 What did you say? I said to her, 776 01:17:46,595 --> 01:17:48,895 do you think I am made of wood? 777 01:17:51,315 --> 01:17:54,075 A fossil may lie hidden, 778 01:17:55,585 --> 01:17:59,835 preserved in its natural sarcophagus for thousands of years 779 01:18:01,335 --> 01:18:04,915 before someone may stumble across it. 780 01:18:07,395 --> 01:18:12,085 I'm sorry. I truly am. 781 01:18:22,675 --> 01:18:25,925 This Is, this is Kate Moss and uh, she's 782 01:18:41,425 --> 01:18:41,925 You 783 01:19:02,725 --> 01:19:03,785 It is crazy Bella. 784 01:19:04,165 --> 01:19:08,905 Me and mommy. You're gonna be the best mommy I can tell. 785 01:19:09,125 --> 01:19:11,585 That's what your dad said. Oh, well, it's true. 786 01:19:14,495 --> 01:19:15,505 He's been so good. 787 01:19:16,225 --> 01:19:18,545 I can tell that he's getting the painting done before I, 788 01:19:19,005 --> 01:19:20,025 or before I pop. 789 01:19:21,455 --> 01:19:22,225 It's also 790 01:19:24,115 --> 01:19:27,065 passionate, but it is. 791 01:19:28,105 --> 01:19:30,705 I don't think he'd do the same thing for anyone else. 792 01:19:33,015 --> 01:19:36,265 Hiya. Hi. I'm running so short on time. 793 01:19:36,345 --> 01:19:39,025 I thought it'd be good if you joined us, if that's okay. 794 01:19:39,745 --> 01:19:44,185 I couldn't think of a better combination. Nice to see you. 795 01:19:45,055 --> 01:19:47,745 I've taken your seat. Yeah, I noticed. Ah, thank you. 796 01:19:49,575 --> 01:19:51,665 It's good to see you And you 797 01:19:52,575 --> 01:19:54,385 Someone to bring it into you straight. 798 01:19:55,985 --> 01:19:58,685 It really, really get around, really want it. 799 01:19:59,425 --> 01:20:00,645 What's everything I need now? 800 01:20:05,615 --> 01:20:08,445 Hello. Oh my God. 801 01:20:10,345 --> 01:20:15,125 Really? What, what do you, alright, I'm, I'm leaving now. 802 01:20:15,635 --> 01:20:17,765 Okay. Is everything all right? 803 01:20:17,945 --> 01:20:19,285 Oh, it's just a problem with the house. 804 01:20:19,295 --> 01:20:22,445 It'll be okay, but I've gotta go sort it. I'm so sorry. 805 01:20:23,265 --> 01:20:25,005 You go. Yeah. 806 01:20:25,695 --> 01:20:29,605 We'll stay. Bye. 807 01:20:32,705 --> 01:20:37,085 Oh, how are you, dad? Thank you. 808 01:20:38,835 --> 01:20:41,365 Keep that empty yourself. Me. I will. 809 01:20:45,185 --> 01:20:49,085 How are you? Yeah, I'm great. Yeah. Dealing 810 01:20:49,225 --> 01:20:50,225 My idiot. 811 01:20:51,375 --> 01:20:52,725 Never. Oh yes. 812 01:20:56,765 --> 01:20:57,765 I never thought 813 01:20:58,585 --> 01:21:00,245 You'll be doings the 814 01:21:14,095 --> 01:21:14,595 Hello? 815 01:21:15,135 --> 01:21:17,085 Hello, Kate, it's Lucian 816 01:21:18,165 --> 01:21:19,165 Lucian. 817 01:21:19,865 --> 01:21:22,525 Hi. How are you? Very 818 01:21:22,525 --> 01:21:23,525 Well, thank you. 819 01:21:24,025 --> 01:21:26,445 How are your preparations coming along? 820 01:21:26,665 --> 01:21:27,965 Oh, it's all a bit crazy. 821 01:21:29,355 --> 01:21:31,965 I've been packing and repacking my hospital pack. 822 01:21:32,475 --> 01:21:34,085 Marvelous. Yeah. 823 01:21:34,475 --> 01:21:37,525 It's, it's surprising even to me how organized I've become. 824 01:21:38,755 --> 01:21:40,805 Look, I'm sorry I haven't been around recently. 825 01:21:42,285 --> 01:21:43,645 I feel guilty about what you said about 826 01:21:43,645 --> 01:21:44,765 my aura and all that. 827 01:21:46,725 --> 01:21:50,245 I believe it's finished. What? The painting? 828 01:21:50,825 --> 01:21:53,005 Yes. I'd been studying it 829 01:21:53,105 --> 01:21:55,565 and studying it for a very long time 830 01:21:56,305 --> 01:21:57,725 and there was nothing else to do, 831 01:21:58,305 --> 01:22:00,365 so I thought I'd leave it there. Oh 832 01:22:00,385 --> 01:22:01,385 My God. 833 01:22:03,025 --> 01:22:04,025 How does it look? 834 01:22:04,875 --> 01:22:07,845 Perhaps you should come over and judge for yourself. 835 01:22:09,515 --> 01:22:14,025 Okay. I'll see you soon. 836 01:22:51,275 --> 01:22:54,765 Are You here? We miss you. Come, come. 837 01:22:55,665 --> 01:22:59,295 No, no, no. Wait, wait. Let me help you. 838 01:22:59,705 --> 01:23:03,255 Thank you. Oh, you look wonderful. 839 01:23:04,355 --> 01:23:07,655 Oh, I, I'm so pleased to see you. 840 01:23:08,775 --> 01:23:09,815 I have said it before you, 841 01:23:09,815 --> 01:23:11,095 but I'm gonna give it to you later. 842 01:23:19,805 --> 01:23:21,375 Yeah. It's very early, 843 01:23:21,635 --> 01:23:25,495 but I find the model Julia most fascinating. 844 01:23:26,495 --> 01:23:27,495 A good sitter. 845 01:23:28,345 --> 01:23:31,935 Julia, she seems sweet. 846 01:23:32,195 --> 01:23:34,415 Mm-hmm. Where'd you find her? 847 01:23:34,875 --> 01:23:39,255 Oh, she's the daughter of a butcher. It was a waitress 848 01:23:40,075 --> 01:23:41,335 Was, Yes. 849 01:23:41,995 --> 01:23:45,255 She quit her job in order for me to paint her 850 01:23:46,425 --> 01:23:49,575 quite an admirable sacrifice. Them you think 851 01:23:49,675 --> 01:23:50,575 Bloody. How 852 01:23:51,385 --> 01:23:52,385 Quite. 853 01:23:54,415 --> 01:23:59,155 And here we are. 854 01:24:18,175 --> 01:24:20,155 Wow. Lucy, 855 01:24:24,215 --> 01:24:25,275 is this how you see me? 856 01:24:28,305 --> 01:24:32,075 Well, it's every time I see the pen, really? 857 01:24:41,015 --> 01:24:43,835 My, my bump hit. 858 01:24:45,345 --> 01:24:46,345 It's not, 859 01:24:48,095 --> 01:24:49,095 Oh. What do you think? 860 01:24:51,775 --> 01:24:54,755 Um, I'm not sure. 861 01:24:58,295 --> 01:25:02,015 I thought we, I thought we Hi. Okay. Sorry. Sorry. 862 01:25:02,375 --> 01:25:04,015 Lucian Fred is here. 863 01:25:04,355 --> 01:25:08,535 Oh, thank you David. Uh, would you please help me 864 01:25:08,555 --> 01:25:11,495 to set up, I'm telling you. 865 01:25:11,495 --> 01:25:14,495 Sorry, Kate, but I need to prepare for my next sitting 866 01:25:16,035 --> 01:25:18,575 Freddy is, is my new model. 867 01:25:19,125 --> 01:25:20,135 Your son Freddy? 868 01:25:20,955 --> 01:25:23,895 Yes. Actually, he's become a very good siter. 869 01:25:28,445 --> 01:25:32,255 Okay, well, well, I bet get going anyway. 870 01:25:35,195 --> 01:25:36,775 Hey, Lucy. I'll, I'll be seeing you. 871 01:25:38,275 --> 01:25:42,495 Uh, thank you Kate. Yeah, well, whatever. 872 01:25:43,965 --> 01:25:44,465 Wait. 873 01:25:48,985 --> 01:25:53,445 There is a distinction between 874 01:25:54,035 --> 01:25:55,805 fact and truth. 875 01:25:58,145 --> 01:26:02,575 Truth has an element of revelation about it. 876 01:26:04,165 --> 01:26:08,585 If something is true, it does more than strike one 877 01:26:08,585 --> 01:26:12,505 as million being so, you 878 01:26:13,885 --> 01:26:15,345 are extraordinary. 879 01:26:17,305 --> 01:26:18,505 'cause you are ordinary, 880 01:26:19,685 --> 01:26:21,865 and I mean this in the best possible way. 881 01:26:23,805 --> 01:26:27,105 My painting of you was perhaps the hardest I have ever done 882 01:26:29,445 --> 01:26:32,905 for many reasons, which I, I shouldn't bother you with. 883 01:26:35,445 --> 01:26:39,985 But I feel privileged to have spent time with you. 884 01:26:41,805 --> 01:26:44,645 But the painting is your truth. 885 01:26:47,425 --> 01:26:49,165 And it is my truth. 886 01:28:01,655 --> 01:28:04,185 Jefferson. Okay. 887 01:28:07,085 --> 01:28:11,945 You right Jesus. Yeah. Oh, she's coming. 888 01:28:13,655 --> 01:28:14,825 Yeah. Okay. Uh, 889 01:28:49,985 --> 01:28:50,485 oh. 890 01:28:50,705 --> 01:28:52,445 Hi you David. Hey. 891 01:28:52,745 --> 01:28:56,845 Oh. So lovely to see you. How is he? 892 01:28:57,465 --> 01:29:01,565 Um, he's okay. He gave us all a bit of a fry. 893 01:29:01,745 --> 01:29:03,765 All he is like, lemme come in. Please 894 01:29:04,355 --> 01:29:04,855 Come 895 01:29:09,505 --> 01:29:11,785 Lucian, Kate. 896 01:29:13,285 --> 01:29:14,305 Oh, Wonderful. 897 01:29:16,485 --> 01:29:20,905 Oh, Lucian, I saved a place for you. 898 01:29:24,085 --> 01:29:25,295 I've brought someone to meet you. 899 01:29:26,915 --> 01:29:27,415 Who? 900 01:29:33,395 --> 01:29:35,775 Oh. Oh. 901 01:29:36,395 --> 01:29:40,415 How I say, what's your name? 902 01:29:41,045 --> 01:29:45,295 Lila Grace. What a beautiful name. 903 01:29:47,165 --> 01:29:49,095 Come here. I want 904 01:29:49,095 --> 01:29:52,415 to see you closer. 905 01:29:53,335 --> 01:29:57,935 I won. Get you just 906 01:29:58,195 --> 01:29:59,855 as beautiful as your mother. 907 01:30:04,595 --> 01:30:07,215 Why don't you go and see David for a cup of tea. 908 01:30:08,345 --> 01:30:10,495 Mommy just needs to have a little chat with Lucy. 909 01:30:11,615 --> 01:30:13,175 Jackie's been behaving himself. 910 01:30:15,165 --> 01:30:19,615 Come on. There we go. So, hi. Come on. 911 01:30:26,845 --> 01:30:27,845 What happened? 912 01:30:28,925 --> 01:30:30,775 Well, this, uh, 913 01:30:31,045 --> 01:30:34,055 chap was making a surrealist film 914 01:30:34,925 --> 01:30:36,495 from one of my paintings. 915 01:30:37,755 --> 01:30:42,735 He brought in a zebra, a real zebra 916 01:30:43,595 --> 01:30:45,175 to field next to me. 917 01:30:46,755 --> 01:30:47,935 Really? Terrific. 918 01:30:48,155 --> 01:30:51,575 Anyway, I, I gave it a, 919 01:30:52,295 --> 01:30:53,575 a pat on the nose, 920 01:30:54,235 --> 01:30:57,295 but I frightened it, it bolted. 921 01:30:58,835 --> 01:31:03,095 But I was holding the rains. I couldn't let go. 922 01:31:05,265 --> 01:31:07,235 Lucy, you really must be more careful. 923 01:31:08,835 --> 01:31:09,915 I was worried about you. 924 01:31:11,215 --> 01:31:15,115 I'm fine. They scanned my head. 925 01:31:15,335 --> 01:31:19,435 But it was really my balls that hurt most. 926 01:31:21,265 --> 01:31:23,555 They Dragged all over the place. 927 01:31:28,575 --> 01:31:31,235 The grace is, she's lovely. 928 01:31:33,135 --> 01:31:37,875 She has your morale, huh? Unfortunately, her thing, 929 01:31:39,165 --> 01:31:40,195 She's my everything. 930 01:31:42,075 --> 01:31:43,395 I love her so much. 931 01:31:46,135 --> 01:31:49,965 I'd like to paint her. That'd be lovely. 932 01:31:58,885 --> 01:32:03,365 Lucian. You know, when I first saw it, 933 01:32:05,885 --> 01:32:06,885 I couldn't understand 934 01:32:06,885 --> 01:32:11,645 it, but now I do. 935 01:32:14,825 --> 01:32:15,715 That was me then. 936 01:32:21,965 --> 01:32:23,115 Isn't David lovely 937 01:32:30,515 --> 01:32:31,515 Facebook? 938 01:32:38,075 --> 01:32:39,515 I am very tired. 939 01:32:42,655 --> 01:32:47,435 You think you could just lie here for while? 940 01:32:58,145 --> 01:32:59,645 Can lie here for as long as you like. 941 01:33:02,815 --> 01:33:03,815 Thank You. 942 01:33:28,205 --> 01:33:30,525 A moment of complete happiness 943 01:33:31,095 --> 01:33:34,245 never occurs in the creation of a work of art. 944 01:33:37,505 --> 01:33:40,765 The Promise of it is felt in the act of creation 945 01:33:42,535 --> 01:33:45,365 disappears towards the completion of the, 946 01:34:05,765 --> 01:34:09,545 it is this great insufficiency that drives him on. 947 01:34:15,495 --> 01:34:19,225 Thus, the process of creation becomes necessary 948 01:34:19,405 --> 01:34:21,185 to the painter more than is the picture. 949 01:34:23,465 --> 01:34:26,285 The process is in fact, habit forming.