1 00:01:00,000 --> 00:01:01,000 when i was young 2 00:01:02,006 --> 00:01:04,007 I met a beautiful girl on a s�. 3 00:01:11,007 --> 00:01:14,007 Sorry! Sorry! Sorry! 4 00:01:16,307 --> 00:01:19,707 Dov'� la Svizzera? Ah, 5 00:01:19,707 --> 00:01:21,107 No caprice. 6 00:01:21,107 --> 00:01:22,007 No Caprice? 7 00:01:22,007 --> 00:01:25,408 Um, o� est la Suisse? 8 00:01:25,008 --> 00:01:26,008 S-Switzerland? 9 00:01:26,208 --> 00:01:28,008 Oh, Switzerland, yes. Yes. Right. Switzerland. Low bass. 10 00:01:30,208 --> 00:01:32,008 Hello. �h, you're American? 11 00:01:33,208 --> 00:01:34,008 You are too! Yes. 12 00:01:38,008 --> 00:01:41,008 Continue that way until you smell money or threads in chocolate. 13 00:01:43,209 --> 00:01:45,009 Okay. Thanks. 14 00:01:50,209 --> 00:01:51,009 Whoa, watch your head. 15 00:01:52,209 --> 00:01:54,009 are you ok I'm fine. 16 00:02:18,010 --> 00:02:19,010 Can I sit here? 17 00:02:23,211 --> 00:02:24,211 Actually, no. 18 00:02:25,211 --> 00:02:28,211 Two years ago, reserved I just this place. 19 00:02:29,211 --> 00:02:32,911 What if I say beg? That is the only exception. 20 00:02:50,812 --> 00:02:51,712 Watch out. 21 00:03:02,113 --> 00:03:03,113 Did you find Switzerland? 22 00:03:05,313 --> 00:03:07,213 Yes, I did. 23 00:03:08,313 --> 00:03:11,913 And claimed it for Missouri. Planted my little flag... 24 00:03:12,113 --> 00:03:13,213 ...and sold glass beads to the natives. 25 00:03:15,313 --> 00:03:17,114 They had sandwiches there. 26 00:03:18,314 --> 00:03:19,214 I bought someone for you. 27 00:03:27,114 --> 00:03:28,114 My name is Ann. 28 00:03:30,314 --> 00:03:33,314 Collins. �h the lady there discovered Switzerland. 29 00:03:33,314 --> 00:03:35,315 In all newspapers. 30 00:03:37,315 --> 00:03:38,315 My name is Chris Nielsen. 31 00:03:42,315 --> 00:03:43,315 How did you know I was here? 32 00:03:45,115 --> 00:03:46,115 I didn't know that either. 33 00:04:23,317 --> 00:04:24,317 Come here, traitor. 34 00:04:35,318 --> 00:04:38,318 �h no, not down the back!! 35 00:04:56,419 --> 00:04:57,319 Ahh! Let's do it. 36 00:05:06,419 --> 00:05:08,319 I tell you, mother. 37 00:05:09,420 --> 00:05:12,120 You need to eat something. No. I can buy something at school. 38 00:05:12,420 --> 00:05:15,420 Yes, and I know what you're getting! Oh, Mom, I'll get a basket, 39 00:05:15,420 --> 00:05:17,420 I got a game. And a math test. 40 00:05:18,420 --> 00:05:20,420 Yes, yes, I'm ready. I'm cool. 41 00:05:24,420 --> 00:05:29,121 Mom, if you pick me up, I don't need to wait for the boring game. 42 00:05:29,121 --> 00:05:30,421 I'm sorry, Mary, I have a way. 43 00:05:31,421 --> 00:05:34,421 And Angie helps us and collects you before she gets your brother. 44 00:05:36,421 --> 00:05:37,421 I'll let her have the station wagon. 45 00:05:40,121 --> 00:05:43,121 And I'll look at your choir tomorrow I didn't think you had time. 46 00:05:43,121 --> 00:05:44,421 Don't worry, I'll get out I will not avoid this. 47 00:05:45,421 --> 00:05:48,422 We are late for it. I drive the car forward. 48 00:05:51,422 --> 00:05:52,422 Do well, OK? Yes. 49 00:05:55,322 --> 00:05:56,122 i love you 50 00:06:05,422 --> 00:06:07,423 Do you want his breakfast? Hmmm 51 00:06:12,423 --> 00:06:15,423 Your mother puts wholesome things in here, so don't switch with chips and cakes. 52 00:06:44,425 --> 00:06:46,425 It was the last time Annie and I see them alive. 53 00:07:03,426 --> 00:07:06,426 When death takes our children's lives 54 00:07:09,126 --> 00:07:10,326 we will be left behind 55 00:07:11,426 --> 00:07:13,126 with too many questions. 56 00:07:15,426 --> 00:07:18,426 How are we to understand those feelings we sit with? 57 00:07:22,427 --> 00:07:26,127 Luke's Gospel, Yes, even First Corinthians, 58 00:07:26,427 --> 00:07:30,427 tell us about it paradise that awaits us. 59 00:08:09,629 --> 00:08:11,429 Okay. The lucky winner is 60 00:08:13,629 --> 00:08:15,429 Jacob! Stacy Jacobs. 61 00:08:23,630 --> 00:08:25,430 Hello, Stacy, I'm Dr. Nielsen. 62 00:08:27,130 --> 00:08:27,430 Hello. 63 00:08:28,630 --> 00:08:29,430 Oh, too late. 64 00:08:33,330 --> 00:08:36,630 �h, nice beam. I think he's better. He has been waiting for 10 years. 65 00:08:37,631 --> 00:08:39,631 Stacy Jacobs! 66 00:08:41,631 --> 00:08:44,531 - What were you thinking about? - It's okay. 67 00:08:45,531 --> 00:08:48,531 My child used to say: What's the difference? You didn't look anyway? 68 00:08:51,431 --> 00:08:52,431 Do you like bunnies? 69 00:08:53,531 --> 00:08:55,531 Yes? So get off like this. 70 00:08:57,532 --> 00:08:58,532 Well. Clear. 71 00:09:00,332 --> 00:09:01,032 Hop. 72 00:09:04,432 --> 00:09:05,432 We have given her MRIs and.. Whoa! 73 00:09:06,532 --> 00:09:09,532 Wild rabbit. Watch out. �h, 74 00:09:12,532 --> 00:09:14,532 And also� a CAT scan, I think. 75 00:09:16,533 --> 00:09:19,533 See here. Stacy, you have several pictures than a supermodel. 76 00:09:21,533 --> 00:09:24,533 Do you wear glasses? No, she doesn't need glasses. 77 00:09:25,533 --> 00:09:27,533 Do you have a bad headache? All the time. 78 00:09:27,633 --> 00:09:28,533 Will you do something for me? 79 00:09:29,533 --> 00:09:34,534 Make a cup with your hand and cover your nose and mouth like this here and there in and out. 80 00:09:34,634 --> 00:09:36,534 Mrs. Nielsen at four. �h, this is my wife. 81 00:09:37,534 --> 00:09:40,534 Let's see if you can do it longer than she can talk, 82 00:09:40,634 --> 00:09:42,434 it would be an achievement. 83 00:09:43,634 --> 00:09:47,534 Christy, I've had a breakdown. Okay, take a deep breath. 84 00:09:48,634 --> 00:09:50,534 The 8 pieces from Germany never arrived. 85 00:09:51,634 --> 00:09:54,535 I must have chosen substitutes the evening before the opening. 86 00:09:54,635 --> 00:09:57,535 And get them down here, hang them up and put on a light, and I.. 87 00:09:59,335 --> 00:10:01,435 Okay, focus, okay. 88 00:10:01,535 --> 00:10:04,535 Focus. That's our double-D wedding day and I'm posting it. 89 00:10:04,635 --> 00:10:07,535 Double-D, yes. I'm sorry, Christy, I can't go. 90 00:10:10,535 --> 00:10:11,535 I'm sorry. 91 00:10:16,636 --> 00:10:18,636 Okay, uh, here.. 92 00:10:20,636 --> 00:10:22,636 What about Hudson Rivers? 93 00:10:22,836 --> 00:10:24,636 Okay? That gives us 3. 94 00:10:25,636 --> 00:10:27,636 And so�, �h, Hollenbeck 95 00:10:28,636 --> 00:10:34,437 and see, �h, Hennik 16, 19 and, �h, 23. 96 00:10:34,537 --> 00:10:38,637 And the bridge. -But they're in Fairfield and I have none to send. 97 00:10:39,637 --> 00:10:43,537 I drop by after work pick them up and drop them in, no. 98 00:10:45,637 --> 00:10:48,637 Will you do it for me? Only if you are incredibly grateful. Hello, 99 00:10:50,638 --> 00:10:54,638 It gives us a chance to show yours. You have to hang it up, it's very sexy. 100 00:11:01,638 --> 00:11:02,638 Okay, you crazy… 101 00:11:04,638 --> 00:11:06,638 I'm coming home late, but I'm coming home. 102 00:11:10,639 --> 00:11:13,639 - I love you, Bella. - I love you too. 103 00:11:16,539 --> 00:11:17,539 Goodbye. Yes. 104 00:11:21,839 --> 00:11:22,639 Stacy, do you like art? 105 00:11:23,839 --> 00:11:25,639 My wife arranges paintings and she also paints herself. 106 00:11:26,839 --> 00:11:30,640 For me, paintings are the most significant and interesting in the world 107 00:11:30,840 --> 00:11:32,640 except for your brain. 108 00:11:33,840 --> 00:11:34,640 You feel better, don't you? 109 00:11:37,540 --> 00:11:38,540 Mmh, migraine. 110 00:11:46,841 --> 00:11:47,641 I said I love you Bella. 111 00:11:49,841 --> 00:11:50,641 I will always remember that. 112 00:11:52,841 --> 00:11:53,841 At least that's what I was told. 113 00:12:30,843 --> 00:12:32,543 - Are you OK?! - Yes, I think so. 114 00:12:38,843 --> 00:12:40,343 I am a doctor. Get me out of here! 115 00:12:40,443 --> 00:12:40,843 Don't move. 116 00:13:07,645 --> 00:13:08,645 Chris? 117 00:13:09,945 --> 00:13:10,845 Huh? Do you know what happened? 118 00:13:12,945 --> 00:13:14,845 Yes, I had a spoiled fish before bed. 119 00:13:20,645 --> 00:13:21,646 How are you? 120 00:13:22,546 --> 00:13:24,846 A doctor? Are you operating on me? 121 00:13:27,946 --> 00:13:31,646 Who are you? Why can't I see you? 122 00:13:45,947 --> 00:13:48,947 Ginger. Ginger, can you see me? 123 00:13:49,947 --> 00:13:51,647 Yes she does. Dogs are different. 124 00:13:53,947 --> 00:13:55,947 Can you see me now? Is that you, doctor? 125 00:13:56,947 --> 00:13:59,948 Why are you so vague? I'll be more clear when you want me to, Chris. 126 00:14:00,948 --> 00:14:03,548 Are you confused about how did you get home so quickly? 127 00:14:03,648 --> 00:14:05,948 Dreams don't measure time, doc. Time does not count. 128 00:14:16,948 --> 00:14:17,949 You're dead, Chris. 129 00:14:19,949 --> 00:14:22,949 You must be a dream, doctor, if I were dead, did you have to tell me that? 130 00:14:23,949 --> 00:14:25,949 Yes, I think so. Everyone is different. 131 00:14:30,949 --> 00:14:32,949 I wish everyone would go home. 132 00:14:33,949 --> 00:14:35,949 How can I see everyone, Doctor? 133 00:14:36,049 --> 00:14:37,650 But I know you don't want to see me. 134 00:14:37,850 --> 00:14:38,950 You don't want to be dead. 135 00:14:41,050 --> 00:14:42,950 The children were so young when they died. 136 00:14:44,050 --> 00:14:45,950 I want you to remember the children. 137 00:14:49,050 --> 00:14:49,950 When they were still alive. 138 00:15:04,051 --> 00:15:05,951 When she goes to the hospital, I will too. 139 00:15:17,852 --> 00:15:18,952 Marie, Katie is not.. 140 00:15:22,052 --> 00:15:24,052 Katie doesn't come there to get well. 141 00:15:26,852 --> 00:15:27,852 Tax? 142 00:15:29,052 --> 00:15:32,052 They give her a shot. And it doesn't hurt 143 00:15:32,052 --> 00:15:34,053 - she falls asleep. - You want to kill my dog? 144 00:15:36,053 --> 00:15:38,053 I want to help her die, yes. 145 00:15:41,053 --> 00:15:44,053 Honey, she has a lot 146 00:15:48,053 --> 00:15:50,653 evil and nothing can help her. 147 00:15:50,953 --> 00:15:55,054 - So I want to stop it because I care about her. - You want to kill my dog. 148 00:15:57,054 --> 00:16:00,054 You get angry. Such is death. 149 00:16:03,954 --> 00:16:04,854 What happens to her? 150 00:16:10,054 --> 00:16:11,855 She goes where we all want to go. 151 00:16:13,655 --> 00:16:14,855 And how can it be bad? 152 00:16:24,055 --> 00:16:25,055 Come on, Dad. 153 00:16:27,055 --> 00:16:28,055 �h, my leg! 154 00:16:29,055 --> 00:16:30,055 Oh, oh, aah, stung! h. Oh. 155 00:16:35,056 --> 00:16:36,956 Thanks for not listening to mom. 156 00:16:40,056 --> 00:16:43,056 - About what? - I don't know, just coming here. 157 00:16:43,056 --> 00:16:47,056 And all this day. She wouldn't let us do it because... 158 00:16:48,056 --> 00:16:49,056 because of my grades and stuff like that. 159 00:16:52,057 --> 00:16:53,057 Your mother and I talked. 160 00:16:56,057 --> 00:16:58,057 And you know, we always listen to each other. 161 00:17:02,057 --> 00:17:03,957 What were you talking about? 162 00:17:07,057 --> 00:17:08,058 About taking you out of Head-Royce. 163 00:17:12,058 --> 00:17:13,958 It's not right for you. 164 00:17:17,858 --> 00:17:19,058 While this is a time and. 165 00:17:20,058 --> 00:17:21,058 Where are we now? 166 00:17:23,058 --> 00:17:26,058 Maybe you won't stay, Chris. This is your funeral. 167 00:17:30,059 --> 00:17:32,059 What am I on? It is real. 168 00:17:41,059 --> 00:17:45,059 At least you will see yourself. Your fear diminishes. 169 00:17:47,060 --> 00:17:49,060 Fear? Because you disappeared. 170 00:17:51,060 --> 00:17:54,060 You didn't. You just died. 171 00:17:58,060 --> 00:18:02,060 A woman.. who lost both her children only four years ago. 172 00:18:04,250 --> 00:18:07,042 Every day in the Lord's prayer. Celia oh 173 00:18:08,261 --> 00:18:09,061 Come now. 174 00:18:12,250 --> 00:18:15,042 DE REPENTE UM DIA, SABEMOS Q SE SENTE 175 00:18:17,261 --> 00:18:21,061 UM MOMENTO EM QUE LA FE, LA ESPERANCA 176 00:18:22,261 --> 00:18:25,062 NOS POE UMA UNICA PROVA 177 00:19:17,264 --> 00:19:20,264 This is a gift for me. 178 00:19:22,265 --> 00:19:26,265 It's our double D-day. It's a special day. 179 00:19:29,265 --> 00:19:30,265 It's her version of our place. 180 00:19:31,265 --> 00:19:33,265 Your place? Where we first met. 181 00:19:35,265 --> 00:19:38,265 Where we had to retreat. 182 00:19:39,366 --> 00:19:42,266 Live our lives. Grow old together. 183 00:19:45,366 --> 00:19:48,266 Right there. It is our dream house. 184 00:19:50,366 --> 00:19:51,266 Apparently it's me. 185 00:19:54,366 --> 00:19:55,266 The indistinct one is Annie. 186 00:19:56,366 --> 00:19:58,267 Looks a little familiar, Doctor. 187 00:20:07,367 --> 00:20:11,267 The funeral is over, Doctor. Why does it continue after the funeral? 188 00:20:15,367 --> 00:20:16,367 Dear Diary, 189 00:20:17,375 --> 00:20:21,293 I write on your red pages because my psychiatrist is crazier than I am. 190 00:20:22,368 --> 00:20:23,368 He thinks you are therapy. 191 00:20:25,368 --> 00:20:29,368 He reckons that if two children can bring me in an institution, what about this? 192 00:20:31,068 --> 00:20:32,068 He is so stupid. 193 00:20:33,368 --> 00:20:36,069 He is so stupid that he believes he was the one who saved me 194 00:20:36,069 --> 00:20:40,369 when it was just Christy. Always. Only Chris. 195 00:20:41,369 --> 00:20:44,369 Oh, Jesus I looked at his postcard. 196 00:20:44,369 --> 00:20:46,369 Paintings were his passion. 197 00:20:47,369 --> 00:20:50,369 He used art to love me to help me. 198 00:20:51,369 --> 00:20:53,369 To keep us together always. 199 00:20:58,370 --> 00:20:59,370 Annie? I'm here, baby. 200 00:21:01,370 --> 00:21:02,370 I still exist. 201 00:21:05,370 --> 00:21:09,070 You think of me. Keep it up. 202 00:21:10,370 --> 00:21:11,370 Come now, with me. 203 00:21:13,370 --> 00:21:14,371 You were always with me. 204 00:21:15,371 --> 00:21:18,371 You know, the ones who always did each other's sentences finished. Do you remember us? 205 00:21:21,371 --> 00:21:24,371 I still exist. 206 00:21:26,371 --> 00:21:27,371 I still exist! 207 00:21:31,371 --> 00:21:33,372 I still exist. 208 00:21:35,372 --> 00:21:36,372 Just write it down. 209 00:21:39,372 --> 00:21:40,372 Write it down. 210 00:21:45,372 --> 00:21:46,372 This is Chris. 211 00:21:50,372 --> 00:21:52,273 This is Chris. 212 00:21:59,273 --> 00:22:00,273 I 213 00:22:03,273 --> 00:22:04,273 is here. 214 00:22:08,273 --> 00:22:09,273 Still. Yes. 215 00:22:20,274 --> 00:22:21,274 Read it. 216 00:22:22,374 --> 00:22:23,374 Read it! 217 00:22:59,576 --> 00:23:01,276 My goodness, when will this end? 218 00:23:03,576 --> 00:23:06,376 There are no rules, Chris. It ends when you want. 219 00:23:08,577 --> 00:23:10,377 where were you Somewhere else. 220 00:23:11,577 --> 00:23:14,377 Do you think I'm a figment of your imagination? 221 00:23:14,577 --> 00:23:17,377 It is real. She is real. You really are. It's all real. 222 00:23:18,577 --> 00:23:20,377 That's the point, if there is any. 223 00:23:21,577 --> 00:23:24,377 Reality, it ends when you don't longer will hurt her. 224 00:23:41,578 --> 00:23:42,578 Forever. 225 00:23:54,579 --> 00:23:55,579 Don't worry, honey. 226 00:23:58,579 --> 00:24:02,379 I will not leave you. I'm not going anywhere. 227 00:24:24,581 --> 00:24:25,581 Goodbye, honey. 228 00:25:53,585 --> 00:25:54,585 Oh, Katie, it's you! Ha-ha. 229 00:25:56,585 --> 00:25:57,586 You are young again. 230 00:26:02,586 --> 00:26:03,386 Come here, Katie! 231 00:26:04,586 --> 00:26:05,386 Katie! Katie! 232 00:26:06,586 --> 00:26:07,586 Katie? 233 00:26:10,586 --> 00:26:11,586 Hey, come on! 234 00:26:14,586 --> 00:26:17,587 Goodness, I've had a hard time. I'm in dog heaven. 235 00:26:29,587 --> 00:26:31,587 A place where we all go can't be bad, right? 236 00:27:00,789 --> 00:27:04,789 Maybe I'm not in your heaven after all, t�s! Maybe you're in mine! 237 00:27:12,789 --> 00:27:14,790 Annie!!! 238 00:27:49,791 --> 00:27:53,592 Chris? What the hell are you doing? That's not how you use a stethoscope! 239 00:27:54,792 --> 00:27:57,592 Albert Lewis? Last you saw me 240 00:27:57,592 --> 00:28:00,792 I was 63, lying on the heart canal! 241 00:28:01,892 --> 00:28:05,792 You thought guaranteed that I was old and decrepit? 242 00:28:08,892 --> 00:28:11,593 Who wants to be 63 forever? 243 00:28:11,593 --> 00:28:14,593 Look at you on the water there! Hello, someone! 244 00:28:14,593 --> 00:28:18,793 Come along, feel the rhythm! 245 00:28:18,893 --> 00:28:21,593 Dance on the water! Elegant as ever. 246 00:28:23,893 --> 00:28:24,793 And it was you 247 00:28:25,893 --> 00:28:26,793 right now when i... 248 00:28:28,593 --> 00:28:29,594 when I died. 249 00:28:30,894 --> 00:28:33,894 I thought you recognized me because you called me doctor. 250 00:28:34,894 --> 00:28:37,894 Me, who was your favorite doctor. Give me a hand? 251 00:28:38,894 --> 00:28:41,894 I'm in trouble again, boss. 252 00:28:43,894 --> 00:28:44,894 Oh, Chris. 253 00:28:46,894 --> 00:28:47,895 Come here. 254 00:28:49,895 --> 00:28:50,895 You're still not too pretty. 255 00:28:53,895 --> 00:28:56,895 You taught me a lot, boss. Nice place you have here. 256 00:28:57,895 --> 00:28:59,895 No, no, nice place YOU have here. 257 00:29:00,895 --> 00:29:03,895 - Me? - Of course, you create this. 258 00:29:03,895 --> 00:29:05,895 Do you understand that we are all uncertain at the beginning, 259 00:29:05,895 --> 00:29:08,896 so we see ourselves in a safe place. 260 00:29:08,896 --> 00:29:11,896 We all paint our surroundings, Chris but you are the first to use real paint 261 00:29:11,896 --> 00:29:15,896 that could use real paint! There is so much here that she did not paint. 262 00:29:18,896 --> 00:29:19,896 Like that bird. 263 00:29:21,896 --> 00:29:24,896 Annie gave you a start like holding a handstand. 264 00:29:24,896 --> 00:29:27,597 Now you create a whole world here. 265 00:29:27,797 --> 00:29:30,897 From your imagination, from paintings you love everything you want. 266 00:29:31,897 --> 00:29:34,897 Why doesn't it move? It moves when you want it to. 267 00:29:43,897 --> 00:29:45,898 Can I make it dive? 268 00:29:45,898 --> 00:29:48,898 You are the painter now! It's your world. 269 00:29:54,398 --> 00:29:55,798 Watch it! 270 00:29:56,898 --> 00:29:59,898 How about turquoise wings? Turquoise! 271 00:30:00,898 --> 00:30:02,898 And a little purple. 272 00:30:19,899 --> 00:30:21,899 It wasn't me. No, it was me. 273 00:30:22,900 --> 00:30:25,900 When we're together, it's included dual steering controls. 274 00:30:26,800 --> 00:30:27,900 Can I make elephants fly? 275 00:30:28,900 --> 00:30:30,900 Didn't Annie paint a house somewhere? 276 00:30:36,900 --> 00:30:38,900 Yes, it is our dream house. 277 00:30:41,901 --> 00:30:42,901 Right on the other side of the water. 278 00:30:45,601 --> 00:30:46,801 Let's take a shortcut. 279 00:30:51,901 --> 00:30:53,901 - Nice shortcut. - It's easy, Chris, look at me. 280 00:30:54,901 --> 00:30:57,901 - I'm drowning. - You can't, you're already dead. 281 00:31:00,902 --> 00:31:03,902 Am I here right? What do you mean by "you" anyway? 282 00:31:04,902 --> 00:31:06,902 Are you your arm or your leg? 283 00:31:07,902 --> 00:31:08,902 - Partly. - Really? 284 00:31:09,902 --> 00:31:12,802 If you lost all limbs, would you still be you? 285 00:31:12,902 --> 00:31:14,902 It would still be me. So what is "I" then? 286 00:31:15,902 --> 00:31:17,902 - My brain, I think. - Your brain? 287 00:31:18,902 --> 00:31:22,903 Your brain is a body part. Like a fingernail or your heart. 288 00:31:23,103 --> 00:31:24,803 Why should it be that part was there "you"? 289 00:31:26,103 --> 00:31:26,903 Because... 290 00:31:28,103 --> 00:31:30,903 "I" is a kind of voice in my head. The part of me that thinks, that feels. 291 00:31:32,103 --> 00:31:33,903 Which perceives that I exist at all. 292 00:31:40,104 --> 00:31:42,904 In other words, you perceive that you exist Well, you do. 293 00:31:44,904 --> 00:31:45,904 That's why you're still here. 294 00:32:00,905 --> 00:32:03,105 No windows. Wondering what you're not ready to see? 295 00:32:08,105 --> 00:32:11,105 Drink it. Just think it's coffee, it is. 296 00:32:12,105 --> 00:32:15,105 Okay. It's coffee. 297 00:32:18,106 --> 00:32:19,106 Paint! Acrylic. 298 00:32:22,106 --> 00:32:24,106 - Why is it so difficult? - What? 299 00:32:25,106 --> 00:32:28,106 Your brain is tired. It rots and disappears. 300 00:32:29,106 --> 00:32:31,106 Do you really think that's all there is of you? 301 00:32:34,106 --> 00:32:36,107 For example you are in your house right now. 302 00:32:37,107 --> 00:32:40,907 You are in your house, that means not you ARE your house. 303 00:32:40,907 --> 00:32:43,107 Houses fall down, people get out and leave. 304 00:32:45,107 --> 00:32:48,907 But it looks like I'm regenerated? You see your body because you like to see one. 305 00:32:49,107 --> 00:32:51,107 We see what we choose to see. 306 00:32:53,908 --> 00:32:54,908 Let me show you something. 307 00:33:28,109 --> 00:33:32,110 - It's real, where's the paint? - You don't need it anymore. 308 00:33:33,110 --> 00:33:34,910 This is your world now. 309 00:33:38,110 --> 00:33:41,110 Thought is real. Physics is illusion. 310 00:33:43,110 --> 00:33:44,110 Ironic, right? 311 00:33:48,910 --> 00:33:51,111 - Where is God in all this? - He's up there... 312 00:33:53,111 --> 00:33:55,111 ...somewhere and shouts that he loves us. 313 00:33:56,111 --> 00:33:58,111 And wonder that we cannot hear him? 314 00:34:01,111 --> 00:34:02,111 - Yes. - Drink your coffee. 315 00:34:06,111 --> 00:34:08,111 It lacks milk. Now don't expect too much. 316 00:34:22,212 --> 00:34:23,212 What do you mean Christy? 317 00:34:27,212 --> 00:34:28,213 Right here. 318 00:34:31,213 --> 00:34:32,213 Like here? 319 00:34:34,013 --> 00:34:34,913 Do you think? 320 00:34:51,314 --> 00:34:53,214 They say we live in our minds after all. 321 00:34:56,314 --> 00:34:58,214 Have you with me, like this, 322 00:34:59,314 --> 00:35:00,214 make me happy 323 00:35:03,314 --> 00:35:05,214 Why do I think you can hear me? 324 00:35:07,315 --> 00:35:09,215 Why do I think you can see it? 325 00:35:15,315 --> 00:35:18,315 What kind of tree is that? I've never seen that. 326 00:35:20,315 --> 00:35:23,315 Let's look at it. Do you think you can get there in 8 seconds? 327 00:35:24,315 --> 00:35:26,316 8 seconds? Over there? 328 00:35:27,316 --> 00:35:29,316 Yes, I just have to train. 329 00:35:50,317 --> 00:35:53,317 - Yes, I can fly. - No, no, no! 330 00:35:53,417 --> 00:35:56,017 Why not? I can do whatever I want, right? 331 00:35:56,217 --> 00:35:58,317 I think it's best you are realistic. 332 00:35:59,317 --> 00:36:02,317 Okay. Think about running really hard, as "Wheel leg". Okay. Okay? 333 00:36:10,318 --> 00:36:11,318 I can handle it. Adios, muchacho! 334 00:36:19,318 --> 00:36:21,018 Wait! Chris! 335 00:36:21,218 --> 00:36:24,319 Annie!!! 336 00:36:27,419 --> 00:36:29,319 I'm sure you think: "oh, shit" now! 337 00:36:50,420 --> 00:36:51,320 - Yes! - Go, boy! 338 00:36:57,420 --> 00:36:59,421 Go, Chris go! 339 00:37:26,422 --> 00:37:28,422 Albert! Albert! 340 00:37:37,423 --> 00:37:39,423 It's brand new. 341 00:37:40,423 --> 00:37:42,423 The canvas was blank when I was alive. 342 00:37:44,423 --> 00:37:46,423 How can I see this drawing? after I'm dead? 343 00:37:49,423 --> 00:37:51,423 From an expert you see very surprised. 344 00:37:52,423 --> 00:37:55,423 Did you and Annie have a long relationship? No actually... 345 00:37:56,424 --> 00:37:58,424 - ...right from the start it was... - As soul mates. 346 00:37:59,424 --> 00:38:01,424 It is very rare, but it exists. 347 00:38:03,424 --> 00:38:06,424 In a way like twin souls. It swings together. 348 00:38:08,424 --> 00:38:10,324 Apparently after death too. 349 00:38:13,424 --> 00:38:16,425 You reach each other through her painting. That's not something I've seen before, Chris. 350 00:38:20,425 --> 00:38:21,425 You can't see it, can you? 351 00:38:25,425 --> 00:38:26,425 And you never get around to it. 352 00:39:08,427 --> 00:39:09,427 i love you 353 00:39:56,430 --> 00:39:57,430 Whose footprints are they? 354 00:39:59,530 --> 00:40:00,430 Don't ask me, you put them there. 355 00:40:14,531 --> 00:40:15,431 Annie. 356 00:40:16,531 --> 00:40:17,531 Annie! Chris! 357 00:40:17,731 --> 00:40:18,531 Annie! 358 00:40:26,531 --> 00:40:30,532 - Imagination is not what you need now, Chris. - No, you're right, 359 00:40:32,532 --> 00:40:33,532 I need Annie. 360 00:40:36,532 --> 00:40:39,532 It will pass in time, Chris. Come on, Einstein! 361 00:40:40,532 --> 00:40:44,532 The time is not on my watch anymore! Time no longer exists! 362 00:40:45,532 --> 00:40:48,533 And no matter where it went, won't it make me miss Annie any less. 363 00:40:51,533 --> 00:40:54,533 You're going to feel different, Chris, and she wants that too�! 364 00:40:57,433 --> 00:40:58,433 You don't know us. 365 00:41:00,533 --> 00:41:01,533 Wish I did. 366 00:41:09,434 --> 00:41:10,434 Marie. 367 00:41:11,434 --> 00:41:12,434 Marie! 368 00:41:18,534 --> 00:41:19,534 Look, it's Tiger Animal! 369 00:41:20,734 --> 00:41:24,535 It's my daughter's! Katie tore it to pieces. 370 00:41:29,735 --> 00:41:30,535 She's here isn't she? 371 00:41:32,435 --> 00:41:33,435 where is she 372 00:41:36,735 --> 00:41:39,535 Chris, "here" is big enough for everyone can have their own private universe. 373 00:41:42,735 --> 00:41:45,536 That's not why I haven't seen my children yet, is it? 374 00:41:48,436 --> 00:41:49,536 What does it mean, Buddha! 375 00:41:51,736 --> 00:41:53,536 I want to see my children, Albert! 376 00:41:56,736 --> 00:41:57,736 When you want, you can. 377 00:42:15,737 --> 00:42:16,737 Does it hurt? 378 00:42:19,437 --> 00:42:20,437 Mmm-mm. The? 379 00:42:21,738 --> 00:42:22,738 Mmm-mm. How about that? 380 00:42:23,738 --> 00:42:25,738 I stick to it sources. 381 00:42:31,438 --> 00:42:35,738 You have a fever. It is on its way down. Aren't you going somewhere? 382 00:42:38,738 --> 00:42:39,738 Do you want to play chess? 383 00:42:44,539 --> 00:42:45,439 I could teach you that. 384 00:42:47,539 --> 00:42:48,439 Would you teach me that? 385 00:43:18,541 --> 00:43:19,541 Excuse me. 386 00:43:23,541 --> 00:43:25,741 Albert has to work. He asked me to meet you. 387 00:43:27,841 --> 00:43:28,741 Is that okay? 388 00:43:30,541 --> 00:43:31,541 Leona. 389 00:43:32,541 --> 00:43:35,541 It's a beautiful name. He said you were isolated. 390 00:43:36,842 --> 00:43:39,842 Want to see others? Maybe a city? 391 00:43:40,842 --> 00:43:42,842 I would, but traveling makes me sick. 392 00:43:49,842 --> 00:43:50,842 Close your eyes. 393 00:43:53,542 --> 00:43:54,842 I didn't mean forever. 394 00:44:07,843 --> 00:44:08,843 What do you think? 395 00:44:09,843 --> 00:44:13,843 I don't think I'm dressed right. You look fine. 396 00:44:14,844 --> 00:44:17,844 Until now we have painted your world. This is mine. 397 00:44:18,844 --> 00:44:20,844 In our city on the other hand we must have a common vision. 398 00:44:38,745 --> 00:44:39,845 So, it takes work. 399 00:44:41,945 --> 00:44:44,845 I like that. Albert, for example, 400 00:44:44,945 --> 00:44:48,545 he is a kind of missionary. Savior lost soul. 401 00:44:48,945 --> 00:44:50,845 Like me. Hardly. 402 00:44:51,945 --> 00:44:53,846 They are the ones who can't come here. 403 00:44:55,946 --> 00:44:57,846 You mean from Hell? In a way. 404 00:44:57,946 --> 00:44:59,846 It's probably not what you think. 405 00:45:00,946 --> 00:45:02,846 My work is with animals. 406 00:45:05,946 --> 00:45:07,746 Katie is an old friend. 407 00:45:09,446 --> 00:45:10,746 Dear Christy. 408 00:45:11,947 --> 00:45:14,547 I don't know how I made it through this day. 409 00:45:14,747 --> 00:45:17,847 I was proud that I managed through that and the evening. 410 00:45:19,947 --> 00:45:21,947 But when I got home, things started to go wrong. 411 00:45:24,947 --> 00:45:28,947 If I had gone home that day would you never have been in the tunnel to help me. 412 00:45:30,948 --> 00:45:32,948 An entire family killed in a car accident. 413 00:45:34,948 --> 00:45:36,748 It could make someone buy a bike. 414 00:45:41,948 --> 00:45:45,948 Where are they going? They must help others to be reborn. 415 00:45:46,948 --> 00:45:48,748 Really? Reincarnation. 416 00:45:56,949 --> 00:45:58,749 Albert said I should cheer you up. 417 00:45:59,949 --> 00:46:02,949 - You are having a hard time... -with losing my wife? 418 00:46:05,949 --> 00:46:08,950 - And your children? - They died many years ago. 419 00:46:09,950 --> 00:46:11,950 That's why I'm worried about my wife. 420 00:46:15,850 --> 00:46:16,950 They died in a terrible collision. 421 00:46:17,950 --> 00:46:19,950 The nanny drove. It wasn't her fault. 422 00:46:21,550 --> 00:46:22,750 And your wife? 423 00:46:23,950 --> 00:46:25,950 My daughter had asked her to drive. 424 00:46:43,951 --> 00:46:44,951 It was a truck driver's fault. 425 00:46:46,852 --> 00:46:49,852 But my wife thinks that if she had driven 426 00:46:50,552 --> 00:46:51,952 her protective instinct would.. 427 00:47:05,953 --> 00:47:06,953 are you ok 428 00:47:14,853 --> 00:47:15,853 Come on, Katie! 429 00:47:30,754 --> 00:47:31,854 Where were you now? 430 00:47:32,954 --> 00:47:34,954 Your mind has been wandering all afternoon. 431 00:47:36,954 --> 00:47:37,954 Thought of someone. 432 00:47:40,954 --> 00:47:45,955 - Your wife must have loved the children very much. - Very loud. 433 00:47:46,955 --> 00:47:48,955 But you don't have to go down for loving someone. 434 00:47:53,955 --> 00:47:55,855 Tell me about one of your memories. 435 00:47:57,955 --> 00:47:59,855 For example, about your daughter. 436 00:48:19,056 --> 00:48:20,957 Hey, it's someone else's work. 437 00:48:22,057 --> 00:48:24,957 What difference does it make you didn't look anyway. 438 00:48:31,057 --> 00:48:31,957 Your move. 439 00:48:34,957 --> 00:48:35,957 Is this where we go when we die? 440 00:48:43,058 --> 00:48:45,058 It's a dream, honey. A beautiful dream, 441 00:48:47,058 --> 00:48:49,058 - But you know, dreams... - I know it's not reality. 442 00:48:50,958 --> 00:48:51,958 Yes. 443 00:48:55,958 --> 00:48:57,858 It's past midnight. I haven't won yet. 444 00:48:57,958 --> 00:49:01,059 - It's the first time. - No, it's a good thing I didn't win. 445 00:49:01,259 --> 00:49:02,059 That means you're not cheating. 446 00:49:04,059 --> 00:49:08,059 And when I win, I really win. I will keep going until I win. 447 00:49:10,059 --> 00:49:13,059 - Unless you want to stop. - No. Let's play until you win. 448 00:49:16,059 --> 00:49:18,060 She died three months later. 449 00:49:20,060 --> 00:49:21,060 We played every night. 450 00:49:25,060 --> 00:49:26,060 It meant a lot to me. 451 00:49:29,060 --> 00:49:30,060 But she never won. 452 00:49:58,262 --> 00:50:00,062 I didn't look like that in the flesh. 453 00:50:05,262 --> 00:50:07,962 We once flew to Singapore. 454 00:50:08,262 --> 00:50:11,062 And my Father smiled at the flight attendant 455 00:50:14,263 --> 00:50:17,263 which looked like this and wore a name tag with Leona. 456 00:50:21,250 --> 00:50:23,250 He said only Asian women were so� 457 00:50:25,963 --> 00:50:28,263 loving and graceful and.. 458 00:50:30,263 --> 00:50:32,263 ...intelligent. He meant not only. 459 00:50:32,363 --> 00:50:35,264 - I know that. It was just something he said. 460 00:50:35,364 --> 00:50:40,264 And I thought that when I grew up I wish I were like that. 461 00:50:43,964 --> 00:50:45,264 Do you still play chess? 462 00:50:55,265 --> 00:50:57,265 I think I missed a partner. 463 00:51:39,967 --> 00:51:42,867 California is the strangest place. 464 00:51:44,959 --> 00:51:48,751 They kind of push you into it so they can get it sorted before your psychiatrist admits you. 465 00:51:50,968 --> 00:51:52,768 Legislation with consideration. 466 00:51:53,968 --> 00:51:54,968 Mine is suspicious. 467 00:51:55,968 --> 00:51:59,868 In a week he may admit me for my own safety. 468 00:52:03,968 --> 00:52:07,969 I had the man I loved. Two fantastic children. 469 00:52:09,969 --> 00:52:12,969 Blessings no one dared to wish for. 470 00:52:14,969 --> 00:52:16,969 And the truth is, quite simple 471 00:52:19,769 --> 00:52:20,769 that it is over. 472 00:52:22,969 --> 00:52:25,969 Just this one reading ends up unraveling. 473 00:52:31,970 --> 00:52:33,970 I didn't get to say goodbye. You're dead and I didn't enjoy it. 474 00:52:38,970 --> 00:52:39,970 I never got to say goodbye. 475 00:52:43,970 --> 00:52:44,971 But I tell you that 476 00:52:46,871 --> 00:52:48,971 no matter how far, 477 00:52:51,971 --> 00:52:52,971 I send my love. 478 00:53:12,072 --> 00:53:13,972 - Hello. where were you - Far away. 479 00:53:15,072 --> 00:53:16,972 I was called back when I was working. 480 00:53:20,072 --> 00:53:20,972 There are no words to thank you. 481 00:53:23,073 --> 00:53:23,973 To find Marie. 482 00:53:28,073 --> 00:53:29,973 Is she okay? Marie is fine. 483 00:53:31,073 --> 00:53:33,873 You'll see her again, soon. She sends her regards. 484 00:53:35,073 --> 00:53:36,073 Especially now. 485 00:53:45,074 --> 00:53:48,074 We have to go through a lot hard now. 486 00:53:49,074 --> 00:53:51,074 I'm with you. You are not alone. 487 00:53:54,874 --> 00:53:55,874 Chris, Annie is dead. 488 00:54:01,075 --> 00:54:02,075 She killed herself. 489 00:54:07,075 --> 00:54:08,075 It was.. 490 00:54:08,175 --> 00:54:10,075 It was not something I had expected. 491 00:54:13,975 --> 00:54:15,075 Like I said, you don't know us. 492 00:54:18,075 --> 00:54:21,076 Is it some kind of risk for soulmates? 493 00:54:21,176 --> 00:54:23,076 One is nothing without the other? 494 00:54:27,076 --> 00:54:28,076 But she's okay. 495 00:54:30,076 --> 00:54:32,076 You know. Her pain is over. 496 00:54:32,176 --> 00:54:34,876 - You don't understand. - She doesn't want to be left hanging like I did. 497 00:54:34,976 --> 00:54:36,076 - You don't understand. - When will I see her? 498 00:54:36,976 --> 00:54:37,876 Never. 499 00:54:41,177 --> 00:54:45,077 You never see her. She is a suicide, suicide goes elsewhere. 500 00:54:47,177 --> 00:54:49,077 What are you punishing her for? No, it's not a punishment. 501 00:54:49,177 --> 00:54:52,877 - She's had enough. - There are no judges or crime here. 502 00:54:52,977 --> 00:54:55,877 All are equal. That is the reality and the way things work! 503 00:54:55,977 --> 00:55:00,078 And the reality is that suicide goes to hell? No damn judgment in that. 504 00:55:03,178 --> 00:55:04,078 You will fight. 505 00:55:06,978 --> 00:55:09,078 You can hide or you can understand. 506 00:55:10,978 --> 00:55:13,878 What you call "hell" is for those who don't know they are dead. 507 00:55:14,178 --> 00:55:17,179 They cannot understand what they have done or what has happened to them. 508 00:55:19,179 --> 00:55:22,879 Too self-absorbed in life that they built this self absorbed life? 509 00:55:22,979 --> 00:55:24,179 That doesn't apply to Annie, all right? 510 00:55:26,179 --> 00:55:27,179 No, it doesn't. 511 00:55:28,179 --> 00:55:30,879 Suicides are different. 512 00:55:30,979 --> 00:55:34,179 Suicides do not go to hell because they are immoral or selfish. They come there for a completely different reason. 513 00:55:35,980 --> 00:55:39,180 We all have a feeling that there is a natural reason for our journey. 514 00:55:40,180 --> 00:55:43,180 And Annie has violated this. She won't realize it. 515 00:55:45,180 --> 00:55:49,180 She will not realize what she has done. 516 00:55:50,180 --> 00:55:52,180 And she will spend eternity playing it out. 517 00:55:53,180 --> 00:55:56,181 - You still say she's in hell. - Everyone's hell is different. 518 00:55:56,281 --> 00:55:58,181 It is not fire and pain. 519 00:55:58,281 --> 00:56:00,181 The real hell is life gone wrong. 520 00:56:20,182 --> 00:56:23,182 I am her soulmate. I can find her. 521 00:56:31,282 --> 00:56:35,183 - You don't understand. - It is not about understanding! 522 00:56:36,283 --> 00:56:39,183 It's about not giving up. 523 00:56:41,083 --> 00:56:44,183 You said there were no rules. How about the purple tree. 524 00:56:44,283 --> 00:56:46,183 You were very surprised when it came through me, right? 525 00:56:48,283 --> 00:56:52,184 If there are no rules, how can you say all suicides are the same? 526 00:56:52,284 --> 00:56:54,984 I can't do that. It's a rule. I can't. Okay. 527 00:56:55,084 --> 00:56:57,184 And how can you say that Annie can't realize she's dead. 528 00:56:57,384 --> 00:56:59,984 I can't do that. Okay. We and everyone else have seen it. 529 00:57:00,084 --> 00:57:02,184 No one has ever seen a suicide brought back! 530 00:57:02,384 --> 00:57:05,084 Hold on, boss. You haven't seen everything yet. 531 00:57:12,285 --> 00:57:14,285 Okay, here. You deserve your chance. 532 00:57:14,385 --> 00:57:16,285 We find a tracer. 533 00:58:46,490 --> 00:58:47,990 Hello! Is this the guy who never gives up? 534 00:58:50,290 --> 00:58:52,390 Has anyone ever told you that too much trust can be stupid? 535 00:58:53,490 --> 00:58:57,190 Constant. I hear it all the time. 536 00:58:57,290 --> 00:59:00,390 I also hear that I read too slowly. I don't need glasses. 537 00:59:02,490 --> 00:59:04,391 Since my eyes are a product of my imagination. 538 00:59:06,491 --> 00:59:09,491 You hear a lot here. This is usually true. 539 00:59:10,491 --> 00:59:12,491 Don't let it freak you out. It won't. 540 00:59:14,491 --> 00:59:16,491 Does your wife love you just as much? 541 00:59:25,492 --> 00:59:26,492 We'll find her. 542 00:59:27,492 --> 00:59:32,492 But when you find her nothing will make her recognize you. 543 00:59:33,492 --> 00:59:38,492 Nothing can break her denial. It is stronger than her love. 544 00:59:39,492 --> 00:59:41,493 In fact, enhanced by love. 545 00:59:43,493 --> 00:59:47,493 You can say anything you want. Including goodbye. 546 00:59:49,493 --> 00:59:51,293 Even if she can't understand it. 547 00:59:53,493 --> 00:59:56,493 Then you have that satisfaction that you didn't give up. 548 00:59:59,493 --> 01:00:01,494 That must be enough. Just get me there. 549 01:00:01,594 --> 01:00:03,494 I decide what is enough. 550 01:00:06,494 --> 01:00:07,494 When do we leave? 551 01:00:09,494 --> 01:00:10,494 Close your eyes. 552 01:00:23,595 --> 01:00:26,495 - Albert is a sweet boy. - He is. 553 01:00:27,595 --> 01:00:29,495 There is a gentleness I have not seen in life. 554 01:00:30,595 --> 01:00:32,495 It must be because I knew him when he was young. 555 01:00:34,595 --> 01:00:36,495 Were you proud of your children? 556 01:00:39,596 --> 01:00:43,496 - Of course. - That's an easy answer. 557 01:00:45,596 --> 01:00:46,496 - Put thoughts behind it. - I said "of course". 558 01:00:49,596 --> 01:00:50,596 I like this sore point. 559 01:00:52,596 --> 01:00:56,496 It's juice. Juice is strong. It connects. 560 01:00:58,597 --> 01:01:00,597 Make yourself a better receiver for Annie. 561 01:01:04,597 --> 01:01:07,597 She is the transmitter, sending thoughts of you. 562 01:01:32,698 --> 01:01:35,699 What did you do when you were alive? You mean last time? 563 01:01:36,699 --> 01:01:41,699 Yes, we can go back and be reborn. But only if we choose to. 564 01:01:42,709 --> 01:01:46,709 - Last time I was roughly the same. - You were a psychiatrist! 565 01:01:47,699 --> 01:01:48,699 Pretty well taken. 566 01:01:56,800 --> 01:01:59,500 Oh, my God. Do you expect physical danger? 567 01:02:04,800 --> 01:02:06,700 What could it do, kill you? 568 01:02:07,800 --> 01:02:10,700 No, hell, there's a real danger... 569 01:02:12,801 --> 01:02:14,601 ...to lose your mind. 570 01:02:54,803 --> 01:02:57,603 Because he's drowning, that's why. 571 01:03:01,803 --> 01:03:03,803 He is thirteen years old. 572 01:03:03,903 --> 01:03:07,803 I know that. He must be with his friends. 573 01:03:07,903 --> 01:03:11,804 He should relax in front of the television, - He needs to read a book for once.. 574 01:03:11,904 --> 01:03:15,604 - ...as he likes! - What you are saying is that he goes through all this.. 575 01:03:15,704 --> 01:03:17,804 - To not disappoint me? - No, it's actually worse. 576 01:03:17,904 --> 01:03:20,804 He is so far gone that he thinks he disappoints himself. 577 01:03:20,904 --> 01:03:24,804 You say something he can't, and let him sink. How sick is it? 578 01:03:32,805 --> 01:03:34,805 How can you take me out of school? 579 01:03:35,905 --> 01:03:38,805 How can you do it? It's - it's my life! 580 01:03:40,705 --> 01:03:41,805 Don't you think I can handle it? 581 01:03:42,905 --> 01:03:46,605 - I mean, if I really get my act together. - Yes, but you have to show me... 582 01:03:46,705 --> 01:03:47,806 - ...something more, okay? - Come on! 583 01:03:48,918 --> 01:03:50,836 You nailed it, Ian! I'm not you! 584 01:04:59,809 --> 01:05:00,709 Shipwreck. 585 01:05:01,909 --> 01:05:03,910 What is this place? It is the gate to hell. 586 01:05:08,910 --> 01:05:11,910 How does it work? Are you getting any signals? 587 01:05:12,910 --> 01:05:14,910 Actually, not in the least. 588 01:05:16,010 --> 01:05:17,910 It's because I thought of someone else. 589 01:05:27,011 --> 01:05:29,711 It's a slap in the face when you walk through a door 590 01:05:29,811 --> 01:05:32,911 and you and all those children take a test and they slip right through. 591 01:05:34,011 --> 01:05:35,911 And for you barely do it. 592 01:05:38,011 --> 01:05:40,912 Every day I see that I'm not as good as you.. 593 01:05:42,012 --> 01:05:42,912 ...and everyone else. 594 01:05:45,012 --> 01:05:46,912 But that doesn't mean I'm giving up. 595 01:06:37,015 --> 01:06:38,015 Cerberus the guardian. 596 01:06:54,015 --> 01:06:55,015 How are you? 597 01:06:59,116 --> 01:07:01,016 More than I want you in or out of a school 598 01:07:01,116 --> 01:07:03,016 i want to know how you feel when you go to bed at night. 599 01:07:07,116 --> 01:07:08,016 Afraid. 600 01:07:10,116 --> 01:07:12,016 I know I trust you. 601 01:07:15,117 --> 01:07:17,017 And if I had to go through hell, 602 01:07:18,117 --> 01:07:21,017 I wish I had only one person by my side. 603 01:07:40,918 --> 01:07:41,918 There is a man 604 01:07:44,118 --> 01:07:45,118 that you never knew. 605 01:07:49,118 --> 01:07:52,118 The man he wanted to grow up to be. 606 01:07:57,119 --> 01:07:59,119 He is a good-looking, bright young fellow, 607 01:08:01,119 --> 01:08:02,119 around 25. 608 01:08:05,119 --> 01:08:06,119 I saw him. 609 01:08:10,119 --> 01:08:12,120 He is the kind that men like to be around. 610 01:08:14,120 --> 01:08:15,920 Because he's honest, you understand? 611 01:08:19,120 --> 01:08:22,120 He has character. You can't fool with that. 612 01:08:27,120 --> 01:08:29,120 He is also someone women want to be around. 613 01:08:33,121 --> 01:08:35,121 Because there is gentleness in him. 614 01:08:37,021 --> 01:08:38,021 Respect. 615 01:08:39,221 --> 01:08:40,121 Loyalty. 616 01:08:41,021 --> 01:08:42,021 Against. 617 01:08:45,221 --> 01:08:47,121 And women react to that. 618 01:08:51,022 --> 01:08:52,122 It makes him a fantastic husband, this guy. 619 01:08:55,222 --> 01:08:56,122 I see him as a father. 620 01:08:59,222 --> 01:09:00,122 That's where he really shines. 621 01:09:06,222 --> 01:09:09,123 Sees when he looks into his children's eyes 622 01:09:12,223 --> 01:09:15,223 -and the child knows that the father really sees it 623 01:09:16,223 --> 01:09:17,223 -he sees who it is. 624 01:09:20,223 --> 01:09:23,223 So the child knows that he is a great person. 625 01:09:26,223 --> 01:09:30,224 He really is a guy which I never want to meet. 626 01:09:34,224 --> 01:09:35,224 If only I could. 627 01:09:41,024 --> 01:09:42,024 Let's do it! 628 01:09:46,225 --> 01:09:47,225 Come on, she could be in here! 629 01:10:05,226 --> 01:10:06,226 No! 630 01:10:08,226 --> 01:10:09,226 No. 631 01:10:13,209 --> 01:10:16,209 Don't do it! Your mother isn't there, Ian! 632 01:10:24,327 --> 01:10:26,127 Your mother is not there, son. 633 01:10:42,327 --> 01:10:44,228 There is another man, I would go through hell with it. 634 01:10:49,328 --> 01:10:51,328 Elevator to Hell. Up. 635 01:10:53,328 --> 01:10:56,328 Come now. Goodbye. Wish us luck. 636 01:10:58,328 --> 01:11:00,328 - I'll come with you. - I'm not giving you a choice. 637 01:11:01,328 --> 01:11:06,329 What do you say? Since you thought Albert was your son, 638 01:11:06,429 --> 01:11:10,029 have you lost all signals from your wife. I concentrate more. 639 01:11:10,129 --> 01:11:13,029 You don't know how. You only have it in your mouth! 640 01:11:13,129 --> 01:11:18,329 The only thing you can do is be loved by your wife. And your son disturbs you. 641 01:11:18,417 --> 01:11:21,417 Damn psychiatrists! You love to push people around! 642 01:11:21,430 --> 01:11:23,430 We drive up. This is his last chance. 643 01:11:23,430 --> 01:11:26,430 - He has never been to such a place. - You don't have that either. 644 01:11:27,430 --> 01:11:29,430 I can keep up with one better than two. 645 01:11:30,417 --> 01:11:33,209 Do you want him out? Blow him, Ian! 646 01:11:33,330 --> 01:11:35,230 He doesn't know us! He is not family! 647 01:11:36,430 --> 01:11:38,430 No! I will not leave him! 648 01:11:43,431 --> 01:11:45,431 If he never sees her? Never say goodbye? 649 01:11:48,431 --> 01:11:50,431 We can do without him. We do it together. 650 01:11:50,531 --> 01:11:53,431 Come on, she's your mother. Sheep! No! Look at me. 651 01:11:58,532 --> 01:12:00,432 When you get there, don't listen to him. 652 01:12:02,532 --> 01:12:03,432 Find her 653 01:12:05,532 --> 01:12:06,432 and bring her back. 654 01:12:08,532 --> 01:12:09,432 You can. 655 01:12:11,532 --> 01:12:12,432 I believe in you. 656 01:12:24,533 --> 01:12:27,333 Did you think about why I became Albert? 657 01:12:28,333 --> 01:12:29,433 He was the only one you listened to. 658 01:12:31,533 --> 01:12:34,533 Look at me. Think of mother! 659 01:12:36,534 --> 01:12:38,334 Think what happened when we died! 660 01:12:39,534 --> 01:12:41,534 Think about what you said to get her back! 661 01:13:28,536 --> 01:13:29,536 Think of mother. 662 01:13:35,437 --> 01:13:36,537 Think about when we died. 663 01:13:44,637 --> 01:13:46,537 I'm learning to smoke. 664 01:13:49,637 --> 01:13:51,537 The doctors call it an affirmation of life. 665 01:13:57,438 --> 01:13:58,538 That's better than the one with the statues. 666 01:14:03,638 --> 01:14:06,538 You mentioned divorce. You got my attention. 667 01:14:11,439 --> 01:14:12,539 I think we are too different 668 01:14:15,439 --> 01:14:16,539 to stay together. 669 01:14:19,439 --> 01:14:20,439 I mean, for example, 670 01:14:23,639 --> 01:14:25,639 why aren't you in here? 671 01:14:28,639 --> 01:14:29,639 Why didn't you go crazy? 672 01:14:32,640 --> 01:14:33,640 Your children died. 673 01:14:35,440 --> 01:14:36,440 I can remember. 674 01:14:38,640 --> 01:14:40,640 I remember the silence in the house. 675 01:14:41,640 --> 01:14:43,640 I thought I was strong. 676 01:14:48,641 --> 01:14:49,641 - For me? - For me. 677 01:14:50,641 --> 01:14:53,641 For us. Just in general. 678 01:14:55,641 --> 01:14:56,641 I loved them, Annie. 679 01:14:58,641 --> 01:14:59,641 But they are gone. 680 01:15:04,641 --> 01:15:06,641 You have a choice. Life either goes on.. 681 01:15:10,642 --> 01:15:13,642 ...or not. And you choose life. 682 01:15:18,742 --> 01:15:21,642 Sometimes you lose when you win. 683 01:15:36,743 --> 01:15:40,643 It has not been a good day. 684 01:15:45,744 --> 01:15:47,644 Come on. It's our deck. 685 01:15:48,744 --> 01:15:51,744 Shut up, shut all up. 686 01:15:53,744 --> 01:15:56,744 I never took more than 30% from any clients. 687 01:15:57,744 --> 01:15:58,744 It must be the place. 688 01:15:59,744 --> 01:16:02,744 Master! I'm here! I'm coming! 689 01:16:06,745 --> 01:16:10,745 Watch where you step! �h, excuse me! 690 01:16:11,545 --> 01:16:12,545 Hello, 691 01:16:15,745 --> 01:16:18,745 Anyone have a cure? No! 692 01:16:19,545 --> 01:16:20,545 Excuse me. 693 01:16:21,745 --> 01:16:22,745 Excuse me. 694 01:16:25,746 --> 01:16:26,746 Welcome, welcome, son. Daddy? 695 01:16:27,746 --> 01:16:29,746 Late, late. Sheep? 696 01:16:30,746 --> 01:16:32,746 You are close. Welcome. 697 01:16:33,746 --> 01:16:36,746 Are you Klaus? Welcome. 698 01:16:37,746 --> 01:16:38,746 No. Welcome, welcome. 699 01:16:40,746 --> 01:16:41,746 You're not my father, sorry. 700 01:16:42,747 --> 01:16:43,747 It's alright. 701 01:16:44,747 --> 01:16:46,547 They never come. 702 01:16:47,647 --> 01:16:48,747 Don't worry. It's just a matter of time. 703 01:17:03,848 --> 01:17:05,648 Don't you think it looks like a dog? 704 01:17:06,848 --> 01:17:08,748 Yes, you always take the easy ones. 705 01:17:08,848 --> 01:17:12,748 What about that one? It looks like a 22-piece dinnerware set. 706 01:17:12,848 --> 01:17:15,748 With a soup ladle. Yes, or a rabbit. 707 01:17:17,848 --> 01:17:19,748 A very intricate rabbit. 708 01:17:21,849 --> 01:17:23,749 Or a very Ruben-esque chest. 709 01:17:25,849 --> 01:17:29,749 You always think it's breasts. All kinds of breasts. 710 01:17:30,849 --> 01:17:31,849 I love them. Your. 711 01:17:33,849 --> 01:17:36,849 Oh, we're late for the dance! Why is it urgent? 712 01:17:39,850 --> 01:17:40,850 I know what you're trying to do. 713 01:17:43,850 --> 01:17:46,850 It's just dragging out the time. I know why you don't want to leave. 714 01:17:48,650 --> 01:17:49,650 Revealed. 715 01:17:50,850 --> 01:17:52,850 Why don't you try dancing just once? 716 01:17:54,850 --> 01:17:57,851 Other men are just as clumsy. �rh, thanks. 717 01:17:59,851 --> 01:18:01,851 Let's go. 718 01:18:03,751 --> 01:18:05,851 But when we all dance, I feel.. 719 01:18:06,851 --> 01:18:07,851 ...that I am alone 720 01:18:08,851 --> 01:18:09,851 in a sea of faces. 721 01:18:57,954 --> 01:18:59,854 Angel Falls. 722 01:19:03,954 --> 01:19:04,854 Isn't it a bit expensive? 723 01:19:06,954 --> 01:19:09,854 But this is our first double-D. Wouldn't that be fantastic? 724 01:19:13,955 --> 01:19:17,855 - I have never seen anything like this. - That's my rule. 725 01:19:18,955 --> 01:19:20,955 Bringing adventure to your life. 726 01:19:26,755 --> 01:19:27,955 You...taught me.. 727 01:19:28,955 --> 01:19:32,956 The one thing I always had to remember. 728 01:19:34,756 --> 01:19:35,756 And it is? 729 01:19:38,756 --> 01:19:39,956 I forgot about it. 730 01:19:46,956 --> 01:19:48,956 �h yes, �h yes, 731 01:19:50,956 --> 01:19:51,957 It was, never give up. 732 01:19:54,957 --> 01:19:55,957 Never give up. 733 01:20:00,957 --> 01:20:01,957 Never. 734 01:20:10,858 --> 01:20:11,758 She is here. 735 01:20:14,958 --> 01:20:15,958 You found her. 736 01:20:17,858 --> 01:20:18,858 Impressive. 737 01:20:20,058 --> 01:20:21,958 That wave of fear from her. It connected. 738 01:20:22,858 --> 01:20:23,958 My God, is this our house? 739 01:20:47,059 --> 01:20:48,960 - It's just like our home. - Never believe that. 740 01:20:50,060 --> 01:20:51,060 It is an illusion. 741 01:20:52,860 --> 01:20:54,960 The whole place here her illusion. 742 01:20:56,060 --> 01:20:59,960 Suicide can be tormented determined to torment himself. 743 01:21:01,060 --> 01:21:04,060 You don't want to push her that way. You want to see her. 744 01:21:05,060 --> 01:21:08,061 Tell her what's on your mind. Pg s� go�. 745 01:21:09,961 --> 01:21:11,061 No pressure. Wait, wait, wait! 746 01:21:13,061 --> 01:21:16,161 I knew you could bring us here. You are a participant with a big ego. 747 01:21:18,161 --> 01:21:22,861 How do you know anything about me? You named your son Albert. 748 01:21:23,061 --> 01:21:26,162 Who is that? The first doctor I had a rotation under. 749 01:21:29,162 --> 01:21:33,162 He was like a father to me. His words were gold. Gifted man. 750 01:21:34,162 --> 01:21:37,162 Do you remember what he did before he became a paediatrician? 751 01:21:42,062 --> 01:21:42,962 Child psychiatry. 752 01:21:45,163 --> 01:21:48,163 And he was always a slow reader. 753 01:21:50,163 --> 01:21:53,163 But these were unframed. 754 01:21:55,163 --> 01:21:56,163 And the rest of me, 755 01:21:58,263 --> 01:21:59,163 was black. 756 01:22:11,264 --> 01:22:14,164 Do you know why we choose to look so different? 757 01:22:16,264 --> 01:22:18,964 Me, the children? Does the packaging not count? One is as good as -�h, no. 758 01:22:19,064 --> 01:22:23,165 The old package has an authority. Who is the teacher, who is the father, 759 01:22:23,265 --> 01:22:26,165 gets in the way of who we really are for each other. 760 01:22:29,265 --> 01:22:32,265 I have been waiting �revis to keep up with you. 761 01:22:34,265 --> 01:22:37,265 And I'm sticking with you now. 762 01:22:38,265 --> 01:22:40,265 This is not equal the rest of hell, son. 763 01:22:40,365 --> 01:22:44,266 You have no defense against Annie. 764 01:22:45,266 --> 01:22:49,266 If you lose yourself or your soul you are absorbed by hell itself, 765 01:22:49,366 --> 01:22:53,266 if it could help her, I would say off and cheer on�. 766 01:22:55,266 --> 01:22:59,266 You have got your children back. And they need you. 767 01:23:01,267 --> 01:23:04,267 three minutes, longer time could make you crazy. 768 01:23:06,267 --> 01:23:10,067 How was I supposed to be crazy? When her reality becomes yours, 769 01:23:11,267 --> 01:23:12,267 there is no turning back. 770 01:23:30,268 --> 01:23:32,068 Think of mother. 771 01:23:34,268 --> 01:23:36,268 About what you said to bring her back. 772 01:23:49,169 --> 01:23:50,169 Hello? 773 01:23:51,369 --> 01:23:53,169 The door was a bone. 774 01:24:27,171 --> 01:24:28,171 sorry, 775 01:24:29,371 --> 01:24:30,371 I didn't want to scare. 776 01:24:33,371 --> 01:24:34,371 Who, who are you? 777 01:24:36,372 --> 01:24:37,372 I am your neighbor. 778 01:24:38,372 --> 01:24:41,172 I bought Gorman's place 2 months ago. 779 01:24:42,372 --> 01:24:46,372 - I just moved in. - I have not heard that they have sold. 780 01:24:49,272 --> 01:24:50,372 You're Annie Nielsen, right? 781 01:24:52,372 --> 01:24:56,373 People have told about you. What did they say? 782 01:24:57,373 --> 01:25:01,373 That you are a skilled artist and work for a museum, right? 783 01:25:02,373 --> 01:25:04,373 And you are a widow. 784 01:25:06,373 --> 01:25:08,373 Mrs. Gorman admires your roses, 785 01:25:10,273 --> 01:25:11,173 a lot. 786 01:25:13,374 --> 01:25:14,374 They were so beautiful. 787 01:25:17,474 --> 01:25:19,374 But now there is no water pressure in the cocks. 788 01:25:22,474 --> 01:25:26,374 There is no electricity and no gas. 789 01:25:27,474 --> 01:25:30,374 And there are also other things missing. 790 01:25:31,474 --> 01:25:34,375 You know, like clean clothes and books I want to read. 791 01:25:35,475 --> 01:25:37,375 And some of my favorite pictures. 792 01:25:38,475 --> 01:25:40,375 I have to work on. 793 01:25:48,475 --> 01:25:50,375 Aaah! What is it? They are everywhere now! 794 01:25:52,276 --> 01:25:53,276 I got it! 795 01:25:57,276 --> 01:25:58,276 It is gone. 796 01:26:05,276 --> 01:26:06,276 Thanks. 797 01:26:09,477 --> 01:26:12,277 Get well. You say you are missing your paintings. 798 01:26:13,477 --> 01:26:15,077 Some of my most valuable panels. 799 01:26:16,477 --> 01:26:18,477 The ones that remind me. 800 01:26:27,477 --> 01:26:29,478 Reminds me of my husband and my children. 801 01:26:31,478 --> 01:26:33,478 That's why I don't travel. 802 01:26:35,478 --> 01:26:36,478 Because they could come back? 803 01:26:40,478 --> 01:26:43,478 I hope it is true with all my heart. It's not, you know. 804 01:26:45,478 --> 01:26:48,479 When you die, you disappear. 805 01:26:52,479 --> 01:26:55,479 My wife committed suicide when our children died. And after I 806 01:26:59,579 --> 01:27:01,479 She was a lovely person. 807 01:27:03,579 --> 01:27:08,280 Don't you think it's strange? 808 01:27:08,380 --> 01:27:11,280 Don't you want to go? No. But if you want, I will. 809 01:27:11,380 --> 01:27:12,380 All right. 810 01:27:13,580 --> 01:27:15,480 Last day I saw my wife. 811 01:27:16,580 --> 01:27:19,280 Was it our Thursday. I think you said you left? 812 01:27:19,380 --> 01:27:21,480 In a moment. I was left hanging if there were other problems. 813 01:27:23,580 --> 01:27:28,481 It wasn't a wedding day. It was a very special day, 814 01:27:32,381 --> 01:27:33,481 which no one else knows. 815 01:27:49,582 --> 01:27:50,582 I want to talk to you. 816 01:27:52,582 --> 01:27:54,382 And you don't have to answer. 817 01:28:02,582 --> 01:28:05,583 This is a one-way trip for me. 818 01:28:08,583 --> 01:28:10,583 Me hanging around doesn't help you. 819 01:28:11,583 --> 01:28:12,583 And it kills you. 820 01:28:14,583 --> 01:28:16,583 So�, today is kind of a double-D day. 821 01:28:18,583 --> 01:28:20,583 D for decision, maybe. 822 01:28:24,584 --> 01:28:25,584 About divorce. 823 01:28:28,584 --> 01:28:29,584 That's the two D's, isn't it? 824 01:28:36,584 --> 01:28:37,584 That's right. 825 01:28:44,685 --> 01:28:46,585 See what happens when you say something for a month. 826 01:28:50,685 --> 01:28:53,585 Cindy called. She said everything is waiting for you. 827 01:28:56,685 --> 01:29:00,586 All artists and curators will meet you when you are better. 828 01:29:03,486 --> 01:29:04,486 And I told her 829 01:29:05,686 --> 01:29:08,586 that it was the museum and all those meetings 830 01:29:10,686 --> 01:29:12,686 you didn't drive there that day. 831 01:29:16,686 --> 01:29:19,687 And if you returned, would that mean you weren't upset 832 01:29:19,787 --> 01:29:23,687 and you would betray your children. 833 01:29:25,687 --> 01:29:29,687 She said you were crazy and I said she was a heartless bitch! 834 01:29:29,787 --> 01:29:31,687 And I threw the pipe on! It didn't go so well! 835 01:29:38,488 --> 01:29:40,688 What is true in our mind is true. 836 01:29:41,688 --> 01:29:43,688 Whether anyone knows it or not. 837 01:29:46,588 --> 01:29:48,488 Then it dawned on me that I am part of the problem. 838 01:29:50,688 --> 01:29:52,688 Not because I remind you. Because I.. 839 01:29:54,688 --> 01:29:59,689 Unable to participate. So I left you alone. 840 01:30:08,689 --> 01:30:09,689 Don't give up, okay? 841 01:30:22,590 --> 01:30:23,590 Okay. 842 01:30:25,590 --> 01:30:26,590 Okay. 843 01:30:28,590 --> 01:30:29,590 Okay. It's okay. 844 01:30:47,791 --> 01:30:48,691 So you were reconciled. 845 01:30:52,791 --> 01:30:53,792 It is very romantic. 846 01:30:56,792 --> 01:30:57,792 But she killed herself anyway. 847 01:31:00,892 --> 01:31:03,592 - Finally she gave up. - There is nothing wrong with that. 848 01:31:03,692 --> 01:31:05,892 Her husband didn't like it. He was a coward! 849 01:31:07,692 --> 01:31:08,892 To be strong, not to give up, 850 01:31:10,892 --> 01:31:15,893 It was just his hiding place. He pushed the pain so far away, 851 01:31:15,993 --> 01:31:19,893 that he freed himself from the one he loved most. 852 01:31:22,893 --> 01:31:25,693 Sometimes you lose when you win. 853 01:31:33,894 --> 01:31:36,694 When he saw his children again. 854 01:31:36,794 --> 01:31:37,894 - I think you said your children were dead. 855 01:31:40,894 --> 01:31:43,894 You can see the dead. In the dreams. If you want. 856 01:31:49,794 --> 01:31:50,895 I want to see Christy. 857 01:31:53,895 --> 01:31:55,895 I can show you. It is not difficult. 858 01:31:56,895 --> 01:32:00,895 The only thing you have to do, it's like painting a picture. We do it together. 859 01:32:03,795 --> 01:32:04,895 Just close your eyes. 860 01:32:07,795 --> 01:32:08,796 Don't be afraid. 861 01:32:11,996 --> 01:32:13,896 Do you remember when you were married? 862 01:32:21,796 --> 01:32:22,796 Chrissy! 863 01:32:23,796 --> 01:32:24,796 Christie. 864 01:32:26,996 --> 01:32:28,897 Who else would you marry in your dreams? 865 01:32:32,997 --> 01:32:33,997 I miss you so much. 866 01:32:36,997 --> 01:32:39,997 Annie, this is real. 867 01:32:43,997 --> 01:32:44,997 The man in the garden. 868 01:32:49,998 --> 01:32:50,998 It's me. 869 01:32:55,798 --> 01:32:56,698 No! 870 01:32:56,798 --> 01:32:57,798 No! 871 01:32:59,998 --> 01:33:03,998 Whoever you are, whatever you are, did you think you could take him away from me? 872 01:33:19,999 --> 01:33:22,999 I'm sorry honey. There is something I want to say. 873 01:33:23,999 --> 01:33:26,000 And I only have a few moments left. 874 01:33:30,000 --> 01:33:32,000 I'm sorry for all the things I'll never give you. 875 01:33:34,000 --> 01:33:36,800 I will never buy you a meatball with extra sauce. 876 01:33:38,100 --> 01:33:39,000 And always the big ones. 877 01:33:42,100 --> 01:33:43,000 I will never make you smile. 878 01:33:47,101 --> 01:33:49,001 I just wanted us to grow old together. 879 01:33:50,901 --> 01:33:54,001 Just two old men laughing to each other when the bodies decay. 880 01:33:55,101 --> 01:33:59,001 Together at the end. By the sea in your painting. 881 01:34:01,101 --> 01:34:02,001 It was our heaven, you understand? 882 01:34:04,102 --> 01:34:06,002 There are many things to miss. 883 01:34:08,102 --> 01:34:12,002 B�ger, kiss 884 01:34:14,102 --> 01:34:15,102 and quarrels. 885 01:34:17,102 --> 01:34:18,102 �oh, God, we had some good ones! 886 01:34:19,102 --> 01:34:21,103 Thanks for them. 887 01:34:24,103 --> 01:34:25,103 Thanks for all the kindness. 888 01:34:28,103 --> 01:34:29,903 Thank you for the children. 889 01:34:31,103 --> 01:34:33,103 For the first time I saw them. 890 01:34:35,103 --> 01:34:38,103 Thank you for being someone I always was proud to be with. 891 01:34:42,104 --> 01:34:45,104 For your courage, for your gentleness. 892 01:34:47,104 --> 01:34:49,104 Because of how you looked because I always wanted to touch you. 893 01:34:53,104 --> 01:34:54,104 My God, you were my life. 894 01:34:58,104 --> 01:35:00,105 I apologize for every time, i failed you 895 01:35:02,105 --> 01:35:03,105 Especially this time. 896 01:35:27,206 --> 01:35:31,106 Don't you think I could handle it here? You've been here a while. 897 01:35:31,206 --> 01:35:33,106 It took some time before I realised, you were right. 898 01:35:35,206 --> 01:35:37,107 Nothing you can do will help her. 899 01:35:38,207 --> 01:35:40,107 - This trip was all along just for you. - Yes. 900 01:35:43,207 --> 01:35:45,107 Did you come close to breaking down? 901 01:35:47,207 --> 01:35:50,107 �h, yes, went right to the edge. 902 01:35:53,007 --> 01:35:56,108 That's why I came out. I, I give up. 903 01:36:00,208 --> 01:36:02,008 Just not in the way you think. 904 01:36:06,208 --> 01:36:07,208 Go home, Al. 905 01:36:09,208 --> 01:36:11,208 Tell my children I love them? 906 01:36:13,208 --> 01:36:15,209 And that I will not leave their mother. 907 01:36:21,009 --> 01:36:22,009 Thanks. 908 01:36:30,109 --> 01:36:31,209 Where were we, honey? 909 01:36:33,209 --> 01:36:37,210 In a moment I will not know you more than you will know me. 910 01:36:40,210 --> 01:36:41,210 But we want to be together. 911 01:36:43,210 --> 01:36:44,210 Where we belong. 912 01:36:47,210 --> 01:36:50,210 Good people end up in hell because they cannot forgive themselves. 913 01:36:52,210 --> 01:36:53,211 I know I can't. 914 01:36:54,211 --> 01:36:56,011 But I can forgive you. 915 01:36:58,311 --> 01:37:03,211 To kill my children? And my beloved husband? 916 01:37:05,311 --> 01:37:09,211 No, to be so wonderful, that a guy would choose hell over heaven, 917 01:37:09,311 --> 01:37:11,211 just be with you. 918 01:37:18,312 --> 01:37:20,212 Not because I remind you 919 01:37:21,312 --> 01:37:23,212 but because I could not go with you. 920 01:37:25,312 --> 01:37:26,212 Sorry I left you alone. 921 01:37:30,313 --> 01:37:31,213 Don't give up, okay? 922 01:37:52,114 --> 01:37:53,114 Chrissy? 923 01:37:59,114 --> 01:38:00,114 Christie. 924 01:38:05,314 --> 01:38:06,314 What happened to this place? 925 01:38:11,215 --> 01:38:12,115 It's cold. 926 01:38:25,315 --> 01:38:26,315 Chrissy? 927 01:38:28,316 --> 01:38:31,116 Oh, God! No, no, no, no, no, no,. 928 01:38:31,216 --> 01:38:32,316 Don't give up! Don't give up! Don't give up! 929 01:38:32,416 --> 01:38:35,316 Chrissy! Christie. Don't give up! 930 01:38:35,416 --> 01:38:37,316 Don't give up! 931 01:38:42,416 --> 01:38:43,316 Stay with me, Don't give up. 932 01:39:06,418 --> 01:39:07,318 Christie. 933 01:39:48,420 --> 01:39:49,420 Hello! Do you remember me? 934 01:40:00,420 --> 01:40:02,421 Sometimes when you lose, 935 01:40:04,321 --> 01:40:05,221 you win. 936 01:41:00,624 --> 01:41:01,624 How did we get here? 937 01:41:06,624 --> 01:41:08,624 Traveling here is just like anything else. 938 01:41:09,624 --> 01:41:10,624 It's in your mind. 939 01:41:13,624 --> 01:41:15,624 All you have to do is close your eyes. 940 01:41:17,425 --> 01:41:18,625 If you know where you are going. 941 01:41:21,625 --> 01:41:22,625 Looks like we did. Where you were. 942 01:41:25,525 --> 01:41:26,425 I 943 01:41:29,625 --> 01:41:30,625 we tried everything. But nothing worked. 944 01:41:33,525 --> 01:41:34,425 Until 945 01:41:35,625 --> 01:41:37,626 you tried to follow me. 946 01:41:44,526 --> 01:41:45,626 What people call impossible, 947 01:41:47,626 --> 01:41:49,426 are things they have not seen before. 948 01:42:32,728 --> 01:42:33,729 Sorry, ma'am. 949 01:42:36,729 --> 01:42:38,729 Ready for the surprise? 950 01:42:39,729 --> 01:42:40,529 Yes. Hello. 951 01:42:44,729 --> 01:42:45,729 That's not the surprise. 952 01:42:47,529 --> 01:42:48,529 Mother? 953 01:43:37,732 --> 01:43:40,732 I want us to grow old together. Can we do this? 954 01:43:43,832 --> 01:43:44,732 Mm-hm. I want it all. 955 01:43:46,832 --> 01:43:49,633 As long as it's with you. It will be. 956 01:43:54,633 --> 01:43:55,733 But what about going back? 957 01:43:57,833 --> 01:43:58,733 Be reborn? 958 01:44:00,833 --> 01:44:01,733 See, that's the only thing we can't do here. 959 01:44:03,833 --> 01:44:04,733 Find each other 960 01:44:05,833 --> 01:44:08,734 again. Fall in love. 961 01:44:11,834 --> 01:44:13,634 Make different choices. 962 01:44:18,834 --> 01:44:20,834 Try again. Yes. 963 01:44:21,834 --> 01:44:23,634 Avoid sharp objects. 964 01:44:26,835 --> 01:44:28,835 Don't worry about the children. They are here. 965 01:44:29,835 --> 01:44:30,835 They want us to leave. 966 01:44:33,835 --> 01:44:35,835 An entire human life is but a heartbeat in heaven. 967 01:44:35,935 --> 01:44:38,635 And we will be together. Forever. 968 01:44:43,835 --> 01:44:46,836 - How do I find you? - I found you in hell, 969 01:44:46,936 --> 01:44:48,836 don't you think I could find you in Jersey. 970 01:44:56,836 --> 01:44:57,836 i love you 971 01:45:52,939 --> 01:45:53,939 When I was young... 972 01:45:54,939 --> 01:45:56,939 ...I met this beautiful girl on a so�.