1 00:00:07,675 --> 00:00:09,343 When it comes to surgery, 2 00:00:09,476 --> 00:00:12,346 the adage "It's better to ask for forgiveness than permission" 3 00:00:12,479 --> 00:00:13,447 doesn't apply. 4 00:00:13,581 --> 00:00:15,082 Trim me up and make me a new man. 5 00:00:15,215 --> 00:00:16,383 All right, man. 6 00:00:21,956 --> 00:00:23,290 Big day for you at the hospital? 7 00:00:24,526 --> 00:00:26,059 You might say that. 8 00:00:26,661 --> 00:00:30,364 We must obtain informed consent from our patients before any procedure. 9 00:00:31,365 --> 00:00:32,567 It's roommate code. 10 00:00:32,700 --> 00:00:34,434 If Mohanty comes over, I get a heads-up. 11 00:00:34,569 --> 00:00:37,005 Okay, no, roommate code is paying your bills on time 12 00:00:37,137 --> 00:00:38,438 and doing your own dishes. 13 00:00:38,573 --> 00:00:39,707 Adams will back me up. 14 00:00:39,841 --> 00:00:41,009 I live with my aunt. 15 00:00:42,175 --> 00:00:43,678 Your life makes me sad. 16 00:00:43,811 --> 00:00:45,747 Hey. I thought you had a thing against chocolate for breakfast. 17 00:00:45,880 --> 00:00:47,180 I do, but Sally doesn't. 18 00:00:47,314 --> 00:00:48,917 She also likes sports bars, 19 00:00:49,049 --> 00:00:51,586 '90s grunge cover bands, and small-batch bourbon. 20 00:00:51,719 --> 00:00:55,523 Things still going well for her and Rob? 21 00:00:55,657 --> 00:00:56,891 They're going well enough 22 00:00:57,025 --> 00:00:58,593 that she's not thinking about a certain attending 23 00:00:58,726 --> 00:00:59,894 and what he's doing, or who. 24 00:01:00,028 --> 00:01:01,930 -Love that for Sally. -Love that for Sally. 25 00:01:02,062 --> 00:01:03,130 Do you know who Sally is? 26 00:01:03,263 --> 00:01:05,232 No. She sounds like a good time. 27 00:01:05,365 --> 00:01:08,402 It's not just a way to cover our asses if something goes wrong. 28 00:01:08,536 --> 00:01:11,506 We want you to understand the care you'll receive and the risks involved. 29 00:01:11,639 --> 00:01:13,875 You still stuck on the hormone correlation? 30 00:01:14,008 --> 00:01:15,944 I can't figure out how to replicate a good data set. 31 00:01:16,076 --> 00:01:18,746 Well, you could remove ovaries from the female mice 32 00:01:18,880 --> 00:01:21,415 to see if lack of estrogen affects the equation. 33 00:01:21,549 --> 00:01:24,117 -Or I could castrate the male mice. -Or you could do that. 34 00:01:24,251 --> 00:01:25,185 That works also. 35 00:01:25,319 --> 00:01:27,589 I need a break. Can I help you? 36 00:01:27,722 --> 00:01:29,624 Yeah, you can cut carrots for the salad. 37 00:01:29,757 --> 00:01:30,792 Okay. 38 00:01:31,726 --> 00:01:33,193 You really went all out. 39 00:01:34,361 --> 00:01:36,396 I am giving her the benefit of the doubt. 40 00:01:36,531 --> 00:01:39,466 Eight years is a long time to go without speaking to someone. 41 00:01:39,601 --> 00:01:41,803 In my defense, a lot of that time she was drunk or high, 42 00:01:41,936 --> 00:01:43,771 but Charlotte says she's doing really well. 43 00:01:43,905 --> 00:01:46,473 Says she's sober and that she has a new project or something. 44 00:01:46,608 --> 00:01:48,275 You're excited to see her. 45 00:01:48,408 --> 00:01:51,746 I am. Yeah, we used to be really close, especially after we lost our mom. 46 00:01:52,947 --> 00:01:55,717 When she's not detonating her life, she's actually really funny. 47 00:01:55,850 --> 00:01:57,150 She's a lot more fun than I am. 48 00:01:58,820 --> 00:02:00,153 Well, I can't wait to meet her. 49 00:02:00,287 --> 00:02:02,023 Looks like you won't have to. 50 00:02:07,595 --> 00:02:08,997 Hey, big brother. 51 00:02:09,129 --> 00:02:10,832 Erica, who's this? 52 00:02:10,965 --> 00:02:12,366 This is Miles. 53 00:02:14,602 --> 00:02:15,803 My son. 54 00:02:21,174 --> 00:02:22,376 Come in. 55 00:02:22,510 --> 00:02:24,378 Hi. 56 00:02:24,512 --> 00:02:26,681 We want you to know exactly what you're getting yourself into. 57 00:02:36,490 --> 00:02:37,825 Everyone's fired. 58 00:02:38,358 --> 00:02:39,627 She doesn't mean it. 59 00:02:40,427 --> 00:02:42,697 You are a VIP. You should be in a private room. 60 00:02:42,830 --> 00:02:45,700 -This place looks like a cattle pen. -I'm fine. 61 00:02:46,333 --> 00:02:49,871 I told that nurse to put that IV in your right arm. 62 00:02:50,004 --> 00:02:52,540 Does anybody talk to anybody around here? 63 00:02:53,841 --> 00:02:55,208 Michael, can I have a word? 64 00:02:56,678 --> 00:02:58,311 I'm sorry, my wife, she's-- 65 00:02:58,445 --> 00:03:00,682 A woman who knows what she wants. 66 00:03:00,815 --> 00:03:01,983 That's one way to put it. 67 00:03:02,116 --> 00:03:05,086 -What kind of doctor is she? -A urologist. 68 00:03:05,218 --> 00:03:08,355 I'm having surgery for prostate cancer. She's antsy. 69 00:03:08,488 --> 00:03:09,657 Understandable. 70 00:03:09,791 --> 00:03:12,694 -Curtis James. -Oh, Richard Webber. 71 00:03:12,827 --> 00:03:14,162 You people need to communicate. 72 00:03:14,294 --> 00:03:17,632 I've got prostate cancer too. Stage IV. 73 00:03:18,265 --> 00:03:22,570 It spread to my spine, so they're putting a catheter in to help with the pain. 74 00:03:22,704 --> 00:03:24,672 I hope it makes you comfortable. 75 00:03:24,806 --> 00:03:28,142 I just want to spend as much quality time with my kids as I can. 76 00:03:28,275 --> 00:03:30,343 I said, "Get him a private room." 77 00:03:30,878 --> 00:03:32,379 No, no. 78 00:03:32,513 --> 00:03:36,851 I see Catherine's having a word with Nurse Michael. How are you? 79 00:03:36,984 --> 00:03:39,554 -Doing a lot better than Nurse Michael. -Good. 80 00:03:39,687 --> 00:03:42,289 So, I kept my schedule light in case you need anything. 81 00:03:42,422 --> 00:03:44,458 Oh, good. I need you to occupy my wife. 82 00:03:44,592 --> 00:03:47,260 She's making the staff nervous. I don't need that today. 83 00:03:47,394 --> 00:03:51,165 How about I round on your patients or anything else? 84 00:03:51,298 --> 00:03:54,135 She's replaced three of my nurses in half an hour. 85 00:03:55,703 --> 00:03:58,371 Give me that. You all need a better system for this. 86 00:03:58,506 --> 00:03:59,841 I'll do my best. 87 00:03:59,974 --> 00:04:02,110 Are you telling me that you can't find the chief 88 00:04:02,242 --> 00:04:04,712 of this hospital a private room? 89 00:04:04,846 --> 00:04:06,279 Good luck, Richard. 90 00:04:06,413 --> 00:04:07,982 Listen, I'm telling you it's okay. 91 00:04:08,116 --> 00:04:10,852 Give the man a VIP room now. 92 00:04:11,619 --> 00:04:13,087 We can put the baby right here. 93 00:04:13,221 --> 00:04:14,889 I don't wanna ruin your furniture. 94 00:04:15,022 --> 00:04:17,792 No. It's okay. I have three kids who have already taken care of that. 95 00:04:17,925 --> 00:04:19,060 I'm barely managing the one. 96 00:04:19,193 --> 00:04:21,261 -I can take your coat. -Actually, you have two. 97 00:04:21,394 --> 00:04:24,031 Charlotte's an adult. It's a little different. 98 00:04:24,498 --> 00:04:25,733 Oh, thank God he slept 99 00:04:25,867 --> 00:04:28,301 -almost the whole drive here. -You drove from Madison? 100 00:04:28,435 --> 00:04:30,270 You think I'm gonna fly with a six-week-old? 101 00:04:30,403 --> 00:04:32,607 I didn't think anything. I didn't know there was a baby. 102 00:04:32,740 --> 00:04:34,575 Yeah, well, I thought I would surprise you. 103 00:04:34,709 --> 00:04:37,645 Slash, I didn't want you to pass judgment on Miles before you met him. 104 00:04:38,146 --> 00:04:39,279 Well, I'm not judging him. 105 00:04:40,413 --> 00:04:42,482 Does the baby need anything else? 106 00:04:42,617 --> 00:04:44,719 No, thank you. There's a pacifier. I'll find it. 107 00:04:44,852 --> 00:04:46,087 -Okay. -Thank you. 108 00:04:46,854 --> 00:04:49,456 -Who's the father? -You gonna beat him up after gym class? 109 00:04:49,590 --> 00:04:51,592 I'm just asking who the father is. Who's the father? 110 00:04:51,726 --> 00:04:54,729 His name's Ken. We dated a little over a year, then we broke up. 111 00:04:54,862 --> 00:04:56,197 I broke it off. It was my decision. 112 00:04:56,329 --> 00:04:59,000 Oh, okay. Well, as long as it was your decision. 113 00:04:59,600 --> 00:05:01,803 Is everybody hungry? Lunch is ready. 114 00:05:01,936 --> 00:05:03,171 -Thank you so much. -Okay. 115 00:05:06,707 --> 00:05:09,510 If he needs a vascular procedure, he's mine. You've had easily 20. 116 00:05:09,644 --> 00:05:10,845 Sally has done... 117 00:05:10,978 --> 00:05:12,613 Uh, we were paged for a consult? 118 00:05:15,382 --> 00:05:18,318 Uh, Mitch Lau, I'm Dr. Millin. This is Dr. Adams. 119 00:05:18,451 --> 00:05:21,689 We hear that you're experiencing tingling and weakness in your left arm? 120 00:05:21,823 --> 00:05:23,891 Uh, and some occasional sharp pain. 121 00:05:24,025 --> 00:05:26,594 I teach tennis lessons, so I get weird shoulder stuff. 122 00:05:27,494 --> 00:05:28,563 Mind if we examine you? 123 00:05:30,998 --> 00:05:32,800 Have you experienced anything like this before? 124 00:05:32,934 --> 00:05:37,605 No, but it said online that left arm tingling is a sign of a heart attack? 125 00:05:37,738 --> 00:05:39,540 Tell me I'm being paranoid. 126 00:05:39,674 --> 00:05:42,009 It's better to be safe, and we will get you checked out. 127 00:05:42,677 --> 00:05:43,711 Right. 128 00:05:52,553 --> 00:05:55,355 Sorry if this is a little uncomfortable, Dr. Webber. 129 00:05:55,488 --> 00:05:59,026 Do whatever you have to do. I mean, you're in charge. I trust you. 130 00:06:16,043 --> 00:06:17,011 You ready, sir? 131 00:06:17,144 --> 00:06:19,513 I'm ready. I know the drill. 132 00:06:32,392 --> 00:06:33,493 Ten, 133 00:06:34,562 --> 00:06:35,596 nine, 134 00:06:37,198 --> 00:06:38,232 eight... 135 00:06:40,334 --> 00:06:41,369 seven... 136 00:06:43,671 --> 00:06:44,739 six... 137 00:07:28,382 --> 00:07:29,383 Curtis? 138 00:07:30,051 --> 00:07:31,419 What are you doing here? 139 00:07:31,585 --> 00:07:32,620 Be straight with me. 140 00:07:34,588 --> 00:07:36,257 How much longer do I have? 141 00:07:37,325 --> 00:07:38,392 It's hard to say. 142 00:07:40,227 --> 00:07:42,263 But you're not dying today. Look, I've got you. 143 00:07:42,396 --> 00:07:44,165 Someone get me a defibrillator. 144 00:07:44,832 --> 00:07:46,133 You can't save him. 145 00:07:53,473 --> 00:07:54,608 Dad? 146 00:08:05,753 --> 00:08:07,088 I need a hand here. 147 00:08:07,221 --> 00:08:08,956 I told you there's nothing you can do. 148 00:08:09,090 --> 00:08:11,158 Look, I'm a doctor. I'm not gonna let him just... 149 00:08:11,292 --> 00:08:12,226 Look, he has a family. 150 00:08:12,360 --> 00:08:13,794 Let's charge to 200. 151 00:08:15,763 --> 00:08:17,331 Make me a new man, will you? 152 00:08:19,433 --> 00:08:22,336 You're not getting a trim now. This man is dying. 153 00:08:22,470 --> 00:08:23,671 He's already gone. 154 00:08:23,804 --> 00:08:25,306 That's not true. Look, his BP's-- 155 00:08:25,439 --> 00:08:27,008 Those monitors don't know anything. 156 00:08:27,541 --> 00:08:29,276 You don't know what you're talking about. 157 00:08:30,444 --> 00:08:32,780 Look, he's got metastases in his spine, 158 00:08:32,913 --> 00:08:35,182 his lymph nodes, his bladder. 159 00:08:35,316 --> 00:08:37,351 They're gonna find it in his bones next. 160 00:08:37,485 --> 00:08:40,955 He's been through chemotherapy, hormone therapy, surgery. 161 00:08:41,088 --> 00:08:43,591 He can't walk without debilitating pain, 162 00:08:43,724 --> 00:08:46,227 which is why he's getting the intrathecal pump. 163 00:08:46,360 --> 00:08:49,730 But we all know that's just palliative care. 164 00:08:49,864 --> 00:08:52,666 There are people who have survived stage IV prostate cancer. 165 00:08:52,800 --> 00:08:54,068 He just needs one of epi. 166 00:08:54,201 --> 00:08:56,303 Not enough, not him. 167 00:08:56,904 --> 00:08:58,105 And not me. 168 00:09:03,711 --> 00:09:05,346 Squeeze my hands. 169 00:09:07,048 --> 00:09:09,116 Should I tell my boss I'm not gonna make the lunch shift? 170 00:09:09,250 --> 00:09:11,585 I didn't know tennis had a lunch shift. Flex your elbows. 171 00:09:11,719 --> 00:09:14,288 I'm also a server at Fisherman's Lure. 172 00:09:14,422 --> 00:09:15,890 The lunch crowds tip really well. 173 00:09:16,023 --> 00:09:19,894 Business lunches. Lots of people with corporate credit cards. 174 00:09:20,661 --> 00:09:22,063 You waited tables too? 175 00:09:22,196 --> 00:09:26,333 No, I have a brother who stole a corporate credit card. 176 00:09:26,467 --> 00:09:28,569 He was a generous tipper, at least. 177 00:09:28,702 --> 00:09:31,205 They help a lot. I'm a rideshare driver too. 178 00:09:31,338 --> 00:09:33,774 Just trying to get by since I got laid off. 179 00:09:33,908 --> 00:09:35,342 -I'm sorry. -Yeah. 180 00:09:35,476 --> 00:09:37,546 I grew up here during the tech boom 181 00:09:37,678 --> 00:09:39,447 when every kid thought learning to write code 182 00:09:39,580 --> 00:09:41,615 was a ticket to a house on Mercer Island 183 00:09:41,749 --> 00:09:43,684 and a holiday company party with Sting. 184 00:09:43,818 --> 00:09:45,019 Well, we all have dreams. 185 00:09:45,152 --> 00:09:46,987 I started coding in middle school, 186 00:09:47,121 --> 00:09:49,690 eventually got a degree in computer science, with honors. 187 00:09:49,824 --> 00:09:52,960 Then AI happened. I trained a computer to take my job. 188 00:09:53,094 --> 00:09:55,062 All right, we're ready for the chest X-ray. 189 00:09:59,568 --> 00:10:01,602 He's got an opacity behind his collarbone. 190 00:10:01,735 --> 00:10:04,872 If it's a mass pressing on his brachial plexus or subclavian vein, 191 00:10:05,005 --> 00:10:06,774 that might explain the tingling in his arm. 192 00:10:06,907 --> 00:10:08,510 I'll call radiology and page cardiothoracic. 193 00:10:08,642 --> 00:10:09,977 Sorry, what's happening? 194 00:10:10,111 --> 00:10:12,079 Not sure yet. We want to get a CT scan to find out more. 195 00:10:12,213 --> 00:10:13,548 You might wanna call your boss. 196 00:10:15,116 --> 00:10:17,151 Well, there go my tips. 197 00:10:17,284 --> 00:10:22,790 Last year we rebuilt the residency program and restored its reputation. 198 00:10:22,923 --> 00:10:24,425 It's time to level up. 199 00:10:24,559 --> 00:10:29,230 This year I want to integrate VR into our skills lab, 200 00:10:29,363 --> 00:10:32,166 and I want to expand the wellness program 201 00:10:32,299 --> 00:10:35,504 with a meditation area and more team building. 202 00:10:36,704 --> 00:10:37,738 Sounds good. 203 00:10:38,405 --> 00:10:41,108 And to kick things off, we'll take the residents 204 00:10:41,242 --> 00:10:45,514 on an all-expenses-paid retreat on the French Riviera. 205 00:10:45,646 --> 00:10:47,314 Mm-hmm? 206 00:10:50,585 --> 00:10:51,986 I'm sorry, did you say something? 207 00:10:52,119 --> 00:10:54,388 I know that you are worried about Richard's surgery, 208 00:10:54,523 --> 00:10:57,024 but you can trust his team. 209 00:10:57,158 --> 00:10:59,960 Miranda, please. I know Richard is in great hands. 210 00:11:00,094 --> 00:11:02,796 -Okay. -Read line 45, page two. 211 00:11:03,598 --> 00:11:06,000 Uh, Richard's estate plan-- this seems private. 212 00:11:06,133 --> 00:11:08,202 He was updating it this morning. 213 00:11:08,335 --> 00:11:10,639 He has a burial plot at Lakeshore. 214 00:11:10,771 --> 00:11:12,173 Well, that's a nice cemetery. 215 00:11:12,306 --> 00:11:13,707 Next to Adele Webber. 216 00:11:14,742 --> 00:11:16,877 So that's what you're upset about? 217 00:11:17,011 --> 00:11:20,582 The man wants to be buried next to his dead ex-wife. 218 00:11:20,714 --> 00:11:23,484 Well, technically, she's not an ex. 219 00:11:23,618 --> 00:11:24,653 I'm his wife now. 220 00:11:24,785 --> 00:11:26,854 Well, what does it matter? You're all dead. 221 00:11:28,322 --> 00:11:31,125 Are you and Warren planning to be buried next to each other? 222 00:11:31,258 --> 00:11:32,993 No, actually, I'm planning to be cremated. 223 00:11:33,127 --> 00:11:36,497 I am going to sit in my children's homes, 224 00:11:36,631 --> 00:11:39,333 so they have to look at me before doing anything stupid. 225 00:11:39,466 --> 00:11:42,102 Not me. I wanna be laid in the ground, 226 00:11:42,236 --> 00:11:44,838 next to the man I pledged my life to. 227 00:11:44,972 --> 00:11:47,374 Well, you are Catherine Fox. 228 00:11:47,509 --> 00:11:49,877 If you feel so strongly, do something. 229 00:11:53,147 --> 00:11:54,715 -You're right. -Yeah. 230 00:11:54,848 --> 00:11:57,519 He wants to be buried next to Adele, 231 00:11:57,652 --> 00:12:01,021 I'll just buy the damn plot on the other side. Mmm. 232 00:12:02,657 --> 00:12:04,091 Hello, Lakeshore. 233 00:12:04,225 --> 00:12:05,793 You'll need more tests to be sure, 234 00:12:05,926 --> 00:12:09,496 but it looks like you have a benign brachial plexus schwannoma. 235 00:12:09,631 --> 00:12:11,600 The only word I understood was "benign." 236 00:12:11,732 --> 00:12:13,133 Uh, Dr. Kwan. 237 00:12:13,267 --> 00:12:15,936 Schwannomas are tumors that develop within the nerves. 238 00:12:16,070 --> 00:12:19,039 So, in your case, you have a large tumor in the brachial plexus 239 00:12:19,173 --> 00:12:20,575 that is affecting your arm. 240 00:12:20,709 --> 00:12:23,545 Yeah, that's why you feel occasional pain and tingling. 241 00:12:23,678 --> 00:12:25,513 This could really mess up my ability to serve. 242 00:12:25,647 --> 00:12:26,681 He teaches tennis lessons. 243 00:12:26,814 --> 00:12:28,583 I was thinking about at the restaurant. 244 00:12:28,717 --> 00:12:29,950 He has a couple of jobs. 245 00:12:30,084 --> 00:12:31,285 What do I do about it? 246 00:12:31,418 --> 00:12:33,020 You'll wanna have it surgically removed. 247 00:12:33,153 --> 00:12:34,723 Our cardiothoracic department will submit 248 00:12:34,855 --> 00:12:36,957 a prior authorization request for your insurance, 249 00:12:37,091 --> 00:12:39,293 and once they approve it, we can schedule surgery. 250 00:12:39,426 --> 00:12:42,763 Schwannomas grow slowly, but eventually, it will destroy the nerve. 251 00:12:42,896 --> 00:12:44,398 You don't wanna ignore it. 252 00:12:44,532 --> 00:12:46,233 Don't think I could if I wanted to. 253 00:12:46,367 --> 00:12:48,469 Well, it was good to meet you, Mitch. 254 00:12:50,739 --> 00:12:53,742 How long does this prior authorization thing usually take? 255 00:12:53,874 --> 00:12:56,443 Well, I'm not an expert, but maybe a month, 256 00:12:56,578 --> 00:12:58,779 and then another two months to schedule surgery. 257 00:12:58,912 --> 00:13:00,814 I'm not sure I can work much longer like this. 258 00:13:00,948 --> 00:13:03,284 Yeah, some patients apply for disability. 259 00:13:03,417 --> 00:13:06,655 Is that enough to pay rent? I don't wanna move back with my parents. 260 00:13:06,787 --> 00:13:09,758 You can push your insurance company to fast-track the authorization, 261 00:13:09,890 --> 00:13:11,959 and we can submit a peer-to-peer review for them. 262 00:13:12,092 --> 00:13:13,628 I have a better shot at winning Wimbledon 263 00:13:13,762 --> 00:13:15,630 than getting past their automated phone system. 264 00:13:16,163 --> 00:13:17,931 I wish there was more we could do. 265 00:13:18,700 --> 00:13:21,670 Yeah, the guy who laid me off said the same thing. 266 00:13:22,936 --> 00:13:25,272 We'll, uh, go get your paperwork. 267 00:13:26,240 --> 00:13:28,142 Okay. Okay. 268 00:13:36,417 --> 00:13:39,486 It is so nice to eat a homemade meal after two days of fast food. 269 00:13:40,287 --> 00:13:42,489 -Well, there's more if you want it. -Are you sober? 270 00:13:44,425 --> 00:13:46,126 -Nick. -No, it's okay. 271 00:13:46,260 --> 00:13:48,128 -Surprised you didn't ask sooner. -Is that a no? 272 00:13:48,262 --> 00:13:50,964 Two years and change. I go to AA meetings every week, 273 00:13:51,098 --> 00:13:53,702 and you will be happy to know I am gainfully employed. 274 00:13:53,834 --> 00:13:54,968 Really? 275 00:13:56,170 --> 00:13:57,338 Where do you work? 276 00:13:57,471 --> 00:13:59,641 I am an office manager at a law firm downtown. 277 00:13:59,774 --> 00:14:02,476 So, yeah. Although, I'm on maternity leave right now, 278 00:14:02,610 --> 00:14:04,912 but they've been really, really good to me. 279 00:14:05,045 --> 00:14:08,482 I just... You know, I wanted a chance to be a mom and to do it right. 280 00:14:13,354 --> 00:14:15,322 Uh, but Miles is such a good baby. 281 00:14:15,456 --> 00:14:19,226 Ugh. During the day. At night, it's a whole different story. 282 00:14:22,630 --> 00:14:27,201 You know, when my youngest was a baby, I used to just have to put her in the car 283 00:14:27,334 --> 00:14:29,169 and drive around the neighborhood for hours. 284 00:14:29,303 --> 00:14:32,139 That's the only way he'll go to sleep. 285 00:14:32,272 --> 00:14:33,340 How old are your kids? 286 00:14:39,781 --> 00:14:41,081 That's my cue. 287 00:14:41,215 --> 00:14:43,618 Let me get him. It's not every day I get to hold a baby. 288 00:14:49,858 --> 00:14:53,595 She's great. This place is, like, just gorgeous. 289 00:14:53,728 --> 00:14:55,697 Hey, listen, we're not done talking about you. 290 00:14:56,430 --> 00:14:58,932 Baby, job, sobriety. 291 00:14:59,066 --> 00:15:01,503 Those... Those are the headlines. 292 00:15:04,204 --> 00:15:06,373 -Do you not believe me? -Do you not see why I wouldn't? 293 00:15:06,508 --> 00:15:08,843 The last time I saw you, you told me to get my act together, 294 00:15:08,976 --> 00:15:10,110 and so I did. 295 00:15:10,244 --> 00:15:13,280 So now, for the first time in my entire life, 296 00:15:13,414 --> 00:15:14,849 I have a job with benefits. 297 00:15:14,982 --> 00:15:17,951 I already picked out a day care. I got my act together. 298 00:15:18,085 --> 00:15:19,521 How can you not see the difference? 299 00:15:19,654 --> 00:15:22,389 Because we have been here before. 300 00:15:23,424 --> 00:15:24,526 That's why. 301 00:15:26,260 --> 00:15:27,796 -All right. -Where are you going? 302 00:15:27,928 --> 00:15:30,397 To the bathroom. You wanna lock up your medicine cabinet? 303 00:15:30,532 --> 00:15:31,766 I already did. 304 00:15:44,779 --> 00:15:47,414 Hey, you know, our patients are typically inside the hospital. 305 00:15:47,549 --> 00:15:49,283 I'm writing a letter for Mitch's insurance. 306 00:15:49,416 --> 00:15:52,453 Well, don't use AI. It's what got him into this awful situation. 307 00:15:52,587 --> 00:15:54,455 Speak to a representative. 308 00:15:55,189 --> 00:15:56,624 Representative. 309 00:15:56,758 --> 00:15:58,992 Representative! 310 00:16:00,160 --> 00:16:01,563 What happened to human contact? 311 00:16:01,696 --> 00:16:04,298 You know, I'm surprised you wouldn't rather talk to robots. 312 00:16:05,232 --> 00:16:07,769 There were a lot of times when my parents couldn't make rent 313 00:16:07,902 --> 00:16:10,170 or pay for food or bus passes, 314 00:16:10,304 --> 00:16:13,808 and the only reason we got by is because people went out of their way to help us. 315 00:16:13,942 --> 00:16:15,375 Robots don't care. 316 00:16:15,510 --> 00:16:17,645 I thought you got by 'cause your parents were low-key hustlers. 317 00:16:17,779 --> 00:16:19,279 That, too. 318 00:16:19,413 --> 00:16:22,449 His pain will be ten times worse by the time he gets approved, 319 00:16:22,584 --> 00:16:23,918 if he gets approved. 320 00:16:24,051 --> 00:16:26,386 Yeah, and the irony is that by then it could be emergent 321 00:16:26,521 --> 00:16:28,288 and the insurance would have to cover it anyway. 322 00:16:30,424 --> 00:16:32,059 I have an idea on how we can help him. 323 00:16:32,961 --> 00:16:34,194 One of your parents' schemes? 324 00:16:34,328 --> 00:16:36,463 No, this one's inspired by my friend Sally. 325 00:16:36,598 --> 00:16:38,332 No, please don't transfer me. 326 00:16:38,465 --> 00:16:39,466 Uh, Mitch. 327 00:16:40,535 --> 00:16:44,839 They've got me on a 30-second loop of Vivaldi's "Four Seasons." 328 00:16:44,973 --> 00:16:46,541 Play the whole damn thing, why don't you? 329 00:16:46,674 --> 00:16:48,041 Are you sure about this? 330 00:16:48,175 --> 00:16:49,443 Why wouldn't I be? 331 00:16:49,577 --> 00:16:52,446 'Cause you could wait and discuss this with Richard. 332 00:16:52,580 --> 00:16:54,682 Miranda, burial plots are like prostates. 333 00:16:54,816 --> 00:16:56,885 Once they're gone, they're gone. 334 00:16:57,785 --> 00:16:59,721 Can't say I ever thought of it that way. 335 00:16:59,854 --> 00:17:01,956 I can always sell it if I change my mind. 336 00:17:02,690 --> 00:17:05,359 Property with a lake view is always a good investment. 337 00:17:06,126 --> 00:17:09,062 I just don't want your plans for death 338 00:17:09,196 --> 00:17:12,165 to get in the way of you being there for Richard now. 339 00:17:12,299 --> 00:17:15,003 I have no trouble multitasking, dear. 340 00:17:15,135 --> 00:17:20,407 I just think that you might want to make this decision with Richard 341 00:17:20,542 --> 00:17:22,476 rather than while he's under anesthesia. 342 00:17:22,610 --> 00:17:26,014 Hello. Yes, Lakeshore, I am still here. 343 00:17:26,581 --> 00:17:29,416 One moment. Miranda. Go, go, go, go. 344 00:17:29,551 --> 00:17:30,718 Come on, honey. 345 00:17:32,185 --> 00:17:34,187 That man owes me. 346 00:17:34,321 --> 00:17:36,089 Yes, this is Catherine Fox. 347 00:17:42,830 --> 00:17:43,865 Have a seat. 348 00:17:44,699 --> 00:17:45,800 Get a trim. 349 00:17:46,534 --> 00:17:48,235 And fill me in on your life. 350 00:17:49,704 --> 00:17:52,006 A man just died there. 351 00:17:52,139 --> 00:17:53,675 Suit yourself. 352 00:17:56,176 --> 00:17:58,378 Are we really not gonna talk about it? 353 00:17:58,513 --> 00:18:01,415 Dwelling on unpleasantries won't bring him back. 354 00:18:02,917 --> 00:18:04,052 I meant you. 355 00:18:04,184 --> 00:18:06,054 It won't bring me back either. 356 00:18:07,522 --> 00:18:08,856 I've got it now. 357 00:18:09,891 --> 00:18:11,158 That's why I'm here. 358 00:18:11,291 --> 00:18:14,328 If you're hoping for some father-son bonding over this, 359 00:18:14,461 --> 00:18:15,797 that's not happening. 360 00:18:15,930 --> 00:18:18,498 I wanted to know your experience. 361 00:18:18,633 --> 00:18:21,368 -You never said much. -Because it's a private matter. 362 00:18:21,502 --> 00:18:24,204 We're family, and family shouldn't have to suffer alone. 363 00:18:24,338 --> 00:18:26,674 I wasn't suffering. I was stoic. 364 00:18:26,808 --> 00:18:28,576 That's how Webber men do it. 365 00:18:28,710 --> 00:18:30,477 Yeah, I remember how you snapped at me 366 00:18:30,612 --> 00:18:32,614 for not holding it together at Mom's funeral. 367 00:18:32,747 --> 00:18:34,716 Was there a problem with that? 368 00:18:34,849 --> 00:18:36,316 I was ten. 369 00:18:37,217 --> 00:18:39,587 I had feelings. I wanted you to talk to me. 370 00:18:39,721 --> 00:18:42,122 Now you want to dredge up the past. All right, all right. 371 00:18:42,255 --> 00:18:44,859 Let's talk about how you-- how you used to do that-- 372 00:18:44,993 --> 00:18:49,530 that Johnson boy's math homework so he wouldn't beat you up after school. 373 00:18:50,197 --> 00:18:54,736 Or when you tried to kiss Mary Hodge at the junior high dance. 374 00:18:54,869 --> 00:18:58,873 But she turned and you ended up with your lips pressed against her shoulder. 375 00:18:59,007 --> 00:19:01,109 How do you know all these things? 376 00:19:01,241 --> 00:19:03,945 This is your dream, man. It's all you. 377 00:19:06,981 --> 00:19:08,516 Still wanna talk about this? 378 00:19:15,657 --> 00:19:18,059 Can you clean me up? 379 00:19:18,626 --> 00:19:19,994 Yeah, that's more like it. 380 00:19:22,429 --> 00:19:23,631 Now, tell me. 381 00:19:24,565 --> 00:19:25,933 What have I missed? 382 00:19:28,636 --> 00:19:29,704 I have a daughter. 383 00:19:30,838 --> 00:19:34,374 Her name is Margaret. Or Maggie. 384 00:19:34,509 --> 00:19:35,843 She's brilliant. 385 00:19:36,309 --> 00:19:37,477 Mmm. 386 00:19:44,284 --> 00:19:45,987 So, it looks like a lipoma. 387 00:19:46,120 --> 00:19:50,190 Yeah, we should probably get a CT scan of this. 388 00:19:51,025 --> 00:19:52,192 Here we go. 389 00:19:53,828 --> 00:19:56,798 Uh, hey, excuse me, I need help. 390 00:19:56,931 --> 00:19:59,033 I have a tumor in my upper chest, 391 00:19:59,167 --> 00:20:04,105 and I started having acute onset severe pain and weakness in my arm. 392 00:20:04,237 --> 00:20:06,107 Oh, I can help you, Mister... 393 00:20:10,678 --> 00:20:15,449 Lau. Mitch Lau. I was here this morning. I-I should be in the system. 394 00:20:15,583 --> 00:20:17,350 Yeah. Follow me. 395 00:20:17,484 --> 00:20:18,418 Okay. 396 00:20:18,553 --> 00:20:20,054 And when did your pain get worse? 397 00:20:20,188 --> 00:20:24,424 - It's onset, so... Uh... What do we do? 398 00:20:27,795 --> 00:20:30,064 She couldn't even get through lunch without blowing up. 399 00:20:30,198 --> 00:20:32,600 Yeah, but you jumped on her about the baby. 400 00:20:32,734 --> 00:20:34,736 Because I didn't know there was a baby. 401 00:20:37,872 --> 00:20:39,674 She always used to do this when we were kids. 402 00:20:39,807 --> 00:20:41,241 Have secret babies? 403 00:20:41,876 --> 00:20:44,011 No. Bury the lede. 404 00:20:44,145 --> 00:20:46,246 She could never just say, "Hey, I lost your jacket," 405 00:20:46,379 --> 00:20:48,015 or, "I got a parking ticket with your car," 406 00:20:48,149 --> 00:20:50,651 or, "I'm dating the guy you hate on the swim team." I know, dude. 407 00:20:50,785 --> 00:20:52,553 Then you'd find out 408 00:20:52,687 --> 00:20:54,922 and she'd act like you were the idiot for thinking she should've told you. 409 00:20:55,056 --> 00:20:56,624 Would you have been any less mad? 410 00:20:56,758 --> 00:20:59,060 I don't know. I never got the chance to find out. 411 00:20:59,193 --> 00:21:00,862 What did she think was gonna happen here? 412 00:21:00,995 --> 00:21:04,732 Maybe that you'd fall in love with him and support her as a new mom. 413 00:21:07,235 --> 00:21:10,403 You were genuinely excited about her visit this morning. 414 00:21:11,271 --> 00:21:14,341 Maybe let's not jump to conclusions. 415 00:21:15,243 --> 00:21:17,612 People can start over. Amelia did. 416 00:21:18,212 --> 00:21:19,814 Erica is not Amelia. 417 00:21:22,617 --> 00:21:23,651 What was that? 418 00:21:27,420 --> 00:21:28,623 Hang in there, bud. 419 00:21:31,692 --> 00:21:32,960 Her car is gone. 420 00:21:47,141 --> 00:21:49,644 Dr. Dhaliwal to oncology... 421 00:21:49,777 --> 00:21:51,612 Great. Now I'll come around. 422 00:21:52,280 --> 00:21:53,648 Okay, one more time for me. 423 00:21:53,781 --> 00:21:55,283 Okay. 424 00:21:55,415 --> 00:21:56,349 You know, I'm so sorry. 425 00:21:56,483 --> 00:21:58,186 -I'll be right back. -Mm-hmm. 426 00:22:00,320 --> 00:22:02,657 -I'm examining a patient. -We know. We saw him this morning. 427 00:22:02,790 --> 00:22:05,893 -We think Beckman should do the consult. -Ndugu already saw him. 428 00:22:06,027 --> 00:22:09,362 Which is why we think it would be good to have a second opinion, like Beckman's. 429 00:22:09,997 --> 00:22:11,364 Stop being weird. 430 00:22:11,498 --> 00:22:13,768 Ndugu submitted Mitch's case to his insurance for approval, 431 00:22:13,901 --> 00:22:15,803 but that takes time. Mitch doesn't have time. 432 00:22:15,937 --> 00:22:17,337 -So he's faking it? -No. 433 00:22:17,470 --> 00:22:18,706 The arm pain is real. 434 00:22:18,840 --> 00:22:21,374 He has a large schwannoma in his brachial plexus. 435 00:22:21,509 --> 00:22:23,376 He was laid off and he's doing a bunch of jobs 436 00:22:23,511 --> 00:22:24,912 that require the use of his arm. 437 00:22:25,046 --> 00:22:27,081 If he doesn't work, he doesn't get paid. 438 00:22:27,215 --> 00:22:31,686 So you told him to fudge his symptoms. Who came up with this plan? 439 00:22:32,887 --> 00:22:35,890 Sally. Can you just play along, please? 440 00:22:36,023 --> 00:22:38,893 I don't think I can. I'm a terrible liar, and I think it's too late. 441 00:22:40,561 --> 00:22:42,029 You called for a consult? 442 00:22:42,697 --> 00:22:44,332 Wasn't this guy here already today? 443 00:22:44,464 --> 00:22:46,734 Yeah, he's got a benign brachial plexus schwannoma. 444 00:22:46,868 --> 00:22:50,204 Yes, he came back with acute onset severe pain. 445 00:22:50,338 --> 00:22:53,341 -I think his tumor might have ruptured. -Okay, I'll take a look. 446 00:22:53,908 --> 00:22:55,375 Um, I'm sorry. 447 00:22:56,644 --> 00:22:58,012 Nice to see you guys again. 448 00:22:59,881 --> 00:23:01,716 She is a really terrible liar. 449 00:23:02,683 --> 00:23:05,720 Well, just smile and nod. Just smile and nod. 450 00:23:07,922 --> 00:23:10,457 I don't know where you are, I don't know what you're doing, 451 00:23:10,591 --> 00:23:12,560 but you need to get back here right now. 452 00:23:15,796 --> 00:23:18,266 Oh, God. 453 00:23:18,398 --> 00:23:20,334 I can't believe this is happening again. 454 00:23:20,467 --> 00:23:22,536 Every time. Every time. 455 00:23:22,670 --> 00:23:25,773 I want her to be okay so badly, I ignore all of the red flags. 456 00:23:25,907 --> 00:23:27,808 Well, she's only been gone a few minutes. 457 00:23:27,942 --> 00:23:30,511 -Yeah, but this is how it starts. -Should we go look for her? 458 00:23:30,645 --> 00:23:33,114 Honestly, I wouldn't even know where to begin. 459 00:23:34,181 --> 00:23:36,517 Well, when Amelia's feeling anxious, she goes to a meeting. 460 00:23:36,651 --> 00:23:39,320 Yeah, or we could just go to every bar in a ten-mile radius. 461 00:23:39,452 --> 00:23:40,855 I'm just trying to help. 462 00:23:40,988 --> 00:23:43,324 Well, you're not. You don't know her. 463 00:23:45,559 --> 00:23:48,129 -Now where are you going? -Gonna go get more diapers and formula. 464 00:23:48,262 --> 00:23:51,532 -There's diapers and formula in the bag. -Guessing it won't be enough. 465 00:23:56,469 --> 00:23:58,406 She sounds like a spitfire. 466 00:23:58,539 --> 00:23:59,607 Oh, she is. 467 00:23:59,740 --> 00:24:02,977 She has our hands and Mom's stubborn streak. 468 00:24:03,110 --> 00:24:05,246 Yeah, I believe you also got that streak. 469 00:24:07,248 --> 00:24:08,616 And she's pregnant. 470 00:24:09,383 --> 00:24:10,450 It's a boy. 471 00:24:10,584 --> 00:24:12,653 Ah. Another Webber man. 472 00:24:12,787 --> 00:24:14,755 Well, actually, he's a Pierce. 473 00:24:14,889 --> 00:24:16,157 Nah, he's got our genes. 474 00:24:17,425 --> 00:24:19,093 Congratulations, Grandpa. 475 00:24:24,098 --> 00:24:26,033 -This is nice. -I told you. 476 00:24:29,637 --> 00:24:32,940 No. Maggie needs to know this. 477 00:24:35,743 --> 00:24:37,511 What? Can you repeat that? 478 00:24:38,145 --> 00:24:40,681 Uh, she should know about our family history 479 00:24:40,815 --> 00:24:44,685 in case her son has a higher risk of prostate cancer. 480 00:24:44,819 --> 00:24:45,853 What? 481 00:24:46,654 --> 00:24:48,456 You know, I'm gonna unplug this thing. 482 00:24:52,059 --> 00:24:55,096 I don't understand. This noise, it doesn't bother you? 483 00:24:55,229 --> 00:24:58,032 You're too sensitive. Relax. 484 00:24:58,165 --> 00:25:00,334 Come on now. Sit down. 485 00:25:01,535 --> 00:25:02,803 Close your eyes. 486 00:25:18,886 --> 00:25:20,855 Ah, it's getting worse. 487 00:25:23,791 --> 00:25:25,459 It doesn't go away. 488 00:25:26,794 --> 00:25:30,398 But, eventually, you'll stop hearing it. 489 00:25:40,641 --> 00:25:42,209 So what do you-- what do you think? 490 00:25:42,343 --> 00:25:46,914 Well, all signs point to a possible intratumoral bleed, except one. 491 00:25:47,048 --> 00:25:48,315 Kwan? 492 00:25:48,449 --> 00:25:50,418 The CT we did earlier that didn't show any bleeding? 493 00:25:50,551 --> 00:25:53,587 Bingo. Do you think there's a chance that he's exaggerating his pain? 494 00:25:53,721 --> 00:25:54,722 I don't think so. 495 00:25:56,290 --> 00:25:59,060 I mean, I guess it's possible. 496 00:25:59,660 --> 00:26:03,697 Can't symptoms escalate pretty quickly if a tumor suddenly bleeds? 497 00:26:03,831 --> 00:26:04,899 They could, yeah. 498 00:26:05,032 --> 00:26:08,002 Okay, do we really wanna question his pain level? 499 00:26:11,238 --> 00:26:12,840 Okay. Book an OR and I'll meet you there. 500 00:26:12,973 --> 00:26:14,509 -Yeah. -It's a good call, 501 00:26:14,642 --> 00:26:17,211 'cause even a benign tumor can be dangerous if it expands rapidly 502 00:26:17,344 --> 00:26:19,146 -or if there's sudden internal-- -Cut the crap. 503 00:26:19,280 --> 00:26:21,615 I know what you're doing. Adams and Millin, too. 504 00:26:22,183 --> 00:26:25,252 His tumor could destroy the brachial plexus. He could lose function of his arm. 505 00:26:25,386 --> 00:26:28,589 I am already in hot water with Bailey for going rogue this year, okay? 506 00:26:28,722 --> 00:26:32,093 I cannot be a part of this, and you better be smarter about it too. 507 00:26:32,226 --> 00:26:34,095 I won't save your asses twice. 508 00:26:43,104 --> 00:26:46,607 Had to go to two different stores to find the right size diapers. 509 00:26:46,740 --> 00:26:49,743 I got formula, glass bottles, wipes. 510 00:26:50,811 --> 00:26:52,947 -How is he? How's Miles? -He's fine. 511 00:26:55,416 --> 00:26:58,986 Okay. Mer, I'm sorry. I just... I just... I had to get out. 512 00:26:59,120 --> 00:27:01,856 I had to wrap my head around her abandoning ship. 513 00:27:02,389 --> 00:27:04,291 Well, that seems to run in the family. 514 00:27:05,893 --> 00:27:07,761 Can you not do that? Can you not equate us? 515 00:27:08,429 --> 00:27:10,030 I told you I was going to the store. 516 00:27:10,164 --> 00:27:13,100 Meanwhile, she's a human tornado that swoops in and destroys my life. 517 00:27:13,234 --> 00:27:15,636 -Not if you don't let her. -You think I can control what she does? 518 00:27:15,769 --> 00:27:18,105 I think you can control the way you react to her. 519 00:27:19,173 --> 00:27:22,476 She's a new mother and she's probably exhausted. 520 00:27:23,244 --> 00:27:25,112 And your life looks pretty intact to me. 521 00:27:25,246 --> 00:27:29,116 So why don't you just take a beat and not rush to assumptions? 522 00:27:32,419 --> 00:27:35,356 Yes, sure, but you have to understand, Mer. 523 00:27:36,857 --> 00:27:38,459 Before she left me with Charlotte, 524 00:27:38,593 --> 00:27:41,328 I was gaining respect as an attending at a prestigious hospital. 525 00:27:41,896 --> 00:27:43,931 I just put an offer on a house. 526 00:27:44,064 --> 00:27:45,166 I bought a ring. 527 00:27:48,503 --> 00:27:50,704 You've never mentioned that you were engaged. 528 00:27:50,838 --> 00:27:53,674 I wasn't engaged. She left before I had a chance to propose. 529 00:27:54,208 --> 00:27:57,546 Becoming a parent to a ten-year-old wasn't part of Ashley's plan, all right? 530 00:27:59,648 --> 00:28:00,814 It doesn't matter. 531 00:28:00,948 --> 00:28:04,351 The truth is, I'm scared. I'm scared, all right? 532 00:28:04,485 --> 00:28:07,556 I love this life we're building-- me, you, the kids, our work. 533 00:28:07,721 --> 00:28:10,191 I don't wanna lose it. Do you understand that? 534 00:28:10,324 --> 00:28:11,725 I don't wanna lose it. 535 00:28:12,426 --> 00:28:14,862 Well, you're in luck, because I don't scare that easily. 536 00:28:15,630 --> 00:28:18,299 So whatever it is, we'll figure it out together. 537 00:28:28,709 --> 00:28:29,743 Hi. 538 00:28:34,715 --> 00:28:37,084 More suction. Kwan, tell me what you see. 539 00:28:37,218 --> 00:28:38,986 The schwannoma is well-encapsulated. 540 00:28:39,119 --> 00:28:44,158 There is a lot of cystic degeneration, but it looks like the nerve is intact. 541 00:28:44,291 --> 00:28:46,760 -Correct. And? -He'll be back to playing tennis soon? 542 00:28:46,894 --> 00:28:48,395 There's no internal bleeding. 543 00:28:48,530 --> 00:28:50,931 Do either of you see any hemorrhaging around the nearby vessels? 544 00:28:52,833 --> 00:28:54,569 - No. - Nothing. 545 00:28:54,703 --> 00:28:57,371 That's right. Given the amount of pain he had, something's not adding up. 546 00:28:57,505 --> 00:28:58,573 Griffith, any ideas? 547 00:28:59,674 --> 00:29:02,109 Could the tumor have been trapped between the scalene muscles? 548 00:29:02,243 --> 00:29:05,112 That is possible, but not likely. How'd he describe his pain? 549 00:29:05,246 --> 00:29:08,315 He said he had acute onset severe pain and weakness in his arm. 550 00:29:09,450 --> 00:29:11,653 Or something like that. Do you need suction? 551 00:29:14,088 --> 00:29:16,591 Okay, let's place a drain and finish this up, 552 00:29:16,725 --> 00:29:19,126 and someone tell Millin I wanna talk with her. 553 00:29:20,828 --> 00:29:21,762 Why do you need her? 554 00:29:21,895 --> 00:29:23,163 Just have a few questions. 555 00:29:27,101 --> 00:29:29,937 It looks like Richard will be out of surgery soon. 556 00:29:30,070 --> 00:29:31,972 Okay, thank you. 557 00:29:33,742 --> 00:29:34,942 Oh, you didn't get the plot? 558 00:29:35,075 --> 00:29:37,778 It already belongs to someone. 559 00:29:37,911 --> 00:29:39,547 I tried to buy them out, 560 00:29:39,681 --> 00:29:43,618 but it turns out that their family has been dying there for generations. 561 00:29:43,752 --> 00:29:46,588 You know, the vow is "Till death do us part." 562 00:29:46,721 --> 00:29:50,558 I know. I've said it twice, and twice it didn't stick. 563 00:29:51,660 --> 00:29:54,962 You know, when I was divorcing Robert, 564 00:29:55,764 --> 00:29:59,534 he said to me that I was a hard woman to love. 565 00:29:59,668 --> 00:30:01,670 Well, that's a horrible thing to say. 566 00:30:01,802 --> 00:30:03,470 It wasn't wrong. 567 00:30:03,605 --> 00:30:09,544 So I just poured my heart into raising Jackson and my career. 568 00:30:10,944 --> 00:30:14,448 I had a couple of memorable entanglements. 569 00:30:14,582 --> 00:30:15,750 We don't need the details. 570 00:30:15,883 --> 00:30:17,384 The more time went on, 571 00:30:17,519 --> 00:30:21,790 the more finding true love just seemed like a thing of the past. 572 00:30:22,256 --> 00:30:24,258 And then I met Richard. 573 00:30:25,492 --> 00:30:30,732 I met Richard, and all I could see was our future. 574 00:30:32,466 --> 00:30:36,705 Places we'd go, things we'd see, what we'd say to each other. 575 00:30:36,837 --> 00:30:38,807 I didn't have an exact list. 576 00:30:38,939 --> 00:30:43,344 I just knew that I wanted to experience everything with him. 577 00:30:44,878 --> 00:30:46,815 And whatever time we had left would... 578 00:30:48,849 --> 00:30:50,184 would never be enough. 579 00:30:52,787 --> 00:30:55,923 That's why unity in death... 580 00:30:58,025 --> 00:30:59,393 gives me peace. 581 00:31:01,228 --> 00:31:02,630 Oh, that's lovely. 582 00:31:03,997 --> 00:31:06,835 But maybe you can find that peace 583 00:31:06,967 --> 00:31:10,070 without having to be buried right next to him. 584 00:31:16,043 --> 00:31:17,277 Miranda, what... 585 00:31:17,878 --> 00:31:21,816 what service are you using for your cremation? 586 00:31:22,851 --> 00:31:24,686 I'd like to do that. 587 00:31:25,219 --> 00:31:26,588 Well, there you go. 588 00:31:26,721 --> 00:31:29,423 Spread my ashes all on top of Richard's grave. 589 00:31:29,557 --> 00:31:31,693 I'll be closer to him than Adele. 590 00:31:31,826 --> 00:31:33,193 That is not what I meant. 591 00:31:33,327 --> 00:31:36,096 This makes me feel so much better. Thank you. 592 00:31:37,632 --> 00:31:40,434 Okay, when can I go see my husband? 593 00:31:40,568 --> 00:31:42,704 -Stop poking at me. -When did this happen? 594 00:31:42,837 --> 00:31:45,406 It doesn't matter. It is what it is. 595 00:31:45,540 --> 00:31:48,610 You distracted me. Why did you let me just gab on and on? 596 00:31:48,743 --> 00:31:50,377 Well, we were both having a good time. 597 00:31:50,512 --> 00:31:53,748 We could've had more time if you'd said something. I am a doctor. 598 00:31:54,248 --> 00:31:55,884 Are you saying this was my fault? 599 00:31:56,016 --> 00:31:58,553 You knew I chose this profession to help people like Mom. 600 00:31:58,686 --> 00:32:00,187 Dad, why didn't you let me help you? 601 00:32:00,320 --> 00:32:02,590 So now I've robbed you of your chance to play the hero, huh? 602 00:32:02,724 --> 00:32:04,324 I didn't say that. 603 00:32:04,458 --> 00:32:07,529 Look, you saw how I couldn't get through a meal without my back hurting. 604 00:32:07,662 --> 00:32:09,430 You saw how many times I went to the restroom 605 00:32:09,564 --> 00:32:11,800 when we watched football on Thanksgiving. 606 00:32:11,932 --> 00:32:15,670 I didn't know those could be symptoms of cancer. 607 00:32:15,804 --> 00:32:16,805 But you did. 608 00:32:18,372 --> 00:32:20,974 You're the doctor. You could have said something too. 609 00:32:31,084 --> 00:32:32,486 So where were you? 610 00:32:32,620 --> 00:32:35,355 I went for a drive and I-I called my sponsor, 611 00:32:35,489 --> 00:32:38,125 which I probably should've done before I drove all the way up here. 612 00:32:38,258 --> 00:32:39,393 You were gone for two hours. 613 00:32:39,527 --> 00:32:40,728 I also took a nap, all right? 614 00:32:40,862 --> 00:32:42,931 I am so sleep-deprived. 615 00:32:43,430 --> 00:32:45,132 I'm not thinking clearly. 616 00:32:45,265 --> 00:32:46,601 Yeah, or at all. 617 00:32:47,802 --> 00:32:51,038 I know that you're freaked out because of what happened with Charlotte. 618 00:32:51,171 --> 00:32:53,741 I am telling you, I am not that person anymore. 619 00:32:53,875 --> 00:32:55,777 Well, you're doing a good job of acting like it. 620 00:32:55,910 --> 00:32:57,645 You're the one who hasn't changed. 621 00:32:57,779 --> 00:33:00,548 You refuse to see me as anything other than your messed-up little sister. 622 00:33:00,682 --> 00:33:02,249 You lied about having a baby. 623 00:33:02,382 --> 00:33:04,786 Then you show up here, and you're acting like it's no big deal. 624 00:33:04,919 --> 00:33:07,689 Okay. You want to know what happened? You want to know the truth? 625 00:33:09,490 --> 00:33:10,658 A couple of nights ago, 626 00:33:10,792 --> 00:33:13,026 I was driving Miles around to get him to sleep. 627 00:33:14,127 --> 00:33:18,031 And he was screaming so loud, I couldn't even hear myself think. 628 00:33:18,867 --> 00:33:23,938 And before I knew it, I was pulling into the parking lot of Ron's Tavern. 629 00:33:25,507 --> 00:33:28,977 And I sat there for ten minutes staring at that door. 630 00:33:30,979 --> 00:33:33,581 I knew if I walked in, there'd be no turning back, 631 00:33:33,715 --> 00:33:35,917 so I started driving and I came here. 632 00:33:37,451 --> 00:33:41,188 I thought you'd be able to help me figure things out. 633 00:33:44,926 --> 00:33:48,428 I thought if I told you about him, you would just start yelling at me-- 634 00:33:48,563 --> 00:33:50,765 the conversation would be over before it started. 635 00:33:57,705 --> 00:34:00,040 I'm gonna go get Miles, and we're gonna let you get back-- 636 00:34:00,173 --> 00:34:02,010 No, wait. It's okay. Listen. Please. 637 00:34:02,142 --> 00:34:04,546 Could you just sit down? Where are you gonna go? 638 00:34:04,679 --> 00:34:05,747 I'll find a hotel. 639 00:34:05,880 --> 00:34:07,882 No. Just... 640 00:34:10,018 --> 00:34:11,151 stay. 641 00:34:11,285 --> 00:34:14,354 You can stay here. We can talk. 642 00:34:16,858 --> 00:34:18,392 We can figure things out. 643 00:34:18,526 --> 00:34:20,595 But I've already imposed on you and Meredith enough. 644 00:34:20,728 --> 00:34:22,931 You kidding? She's probably making up the guest room now. 645 00:34:23,063 --> 00:34:24,464 You'd be imposing if you left. 646 00:34:24,599 --> 00:34:27,035 Okay. Thanks. 647 00:34:27,167 --> 00:34:30,270 -Just don't go running off again. -Well, don't piss me off. 648 00:34:37,512 --> 00:34:41,950 Dr. Joseph to OR 2. Dr. Kennedy Joseph to OR 2. 649 00:34:42,850 --> 00:34:44,953 Are you still operating on Mitch? 650 00:34:45,887 --> 00:34:48,623 Just finished. Griffith and Kwan are closing him now. 651 00:34:49,289 --> 00:34:51,291 I'm sure he's glad to have that taken care of. 652 00:34:51,893 --> 00:34:52,994 Did it go okay? 653 00:34:53,126 --> 00:34:56,931 Yeah. Yeah, in fact, it was fairly simple. 654 00:34:58,032 --> 00:35:00,300 There was no bleeding in the tumor's vessels. 655 00:35:01,903 --> 00:35:03,136 I'm glad it went well. 656 00:35:04,072 --> 00:35:05,907 Yeah, do you find it suspicious 657 00:35:06,040 --> 00:35:10,712 that he presented with textbook symptoms of a ruptured vessel with no rupture? 658 00:35:12,379 --> 00:35:15,083 Something else must have been making the pain worse. 659 00:35:18,052 --> 00:35:20,521 There's nothing else you want to say? 660 00:35:22,790 --> 00:35:24,826 I only know what he told me. 661 00:35:26,259 --> 00:35:27,996 Okay, then. See you later. 662 00:35:40,742 --> 00:35:41,909 I failed you. 663 00:35:42,710 --> 00:35:45,813 -It's in the past. -I should've said something. 664 00:35:45,947 --> 00:35:48,281 I should've pushed you to get checked earlier. 665 00:35:49,483 --> 00:35:52,954 I've regretted it since the day I lost you. 666 00:35:54,454 --> 00:35:59,159 And now, I'm going to survive the disease that killed you. 667 00:36:00,995 --> 00:36:04,197 And I'll carry that guilt with me for the rest of my life. 668 00:36:04,331 --> 00:36:08,301 Richard Webber. What have I told you about tears? 669 00:36:13,775 --> 00:36:16,176 -Webber men don't have them. -I mean it. 670 00:36:19,514 --> 00:36:22,215 What's that prayer you say? 671 00:36:23,651 --> 00:36:25,252 Hey, hey, the one about... 672 00:36:26,954 --> 00:36:30,257 knowing what you can change and what you can't. 673 00:36:31,826 --> 00:36:32,827 A serenity prayer? 674 00:36:33,460 --> 00:36:36,263 Yeah. That's the one. 675 00:36:40,500 --> 00:36:42,003 What's happening? 676 00:36:42,837 --> 00:36:45,006 Uh... You're coding. 677 00:36:45,640 --> 00:36:48,076 You hang on. You hang on! 678 00:36:49,010 --> 00:36:51,311 Charge to 200. Clear. 679 00:36:51,445 --> 00:36:52,780 I'm already gone. 680 00:36:52,914 --> 00:36:56,017 I'm not stopping. I'm not stopping. Charge again to 300. 681 00:36:56,150 --> 00:36:57,719 -Richard. -Clear. 682 00:36:57,852 --> 00:36:59,887 -Charge again. -Son. 683 00:37:10,363 --> 00:37:13,801 Have the wisdom to know the difference. 684 00:38:05,953 --> 00:38:06,988 Bailey? 685 00:38:08,623 --> 00:38:12,425 Hey. Welcome back. 686 00:38:13,094 --> 00:38:14,294 Is Catherine... 687 00:38:14,427 --> 00:38:16,429 Chomping at the bit to get in here. 688 00:38:17,198 --> 00:38:19,634 Promising to sit here until you woke up 689 00:38:19,767 --> 00:38:23,004 was the only way she agreed to stay off this floor. 690 00:38:23,137 --> 00:38:24,972 I know it was a big ask. 691 00:38:25,907 --> 00:38:27,008 I appreciate you. 692 00:38:27,141 --> 00:38:30,044 You might want to withhold judgment on that. 693 00:38:31,444 --> 00:38:34,015 Can you do me one more favor? 694 00:38:35,183 --> 00:38:37,618 So, I need to know what it is first. 695 00:38:38,586 --> 00:38:40,121 A urology patient. 696 00:38:41,488 --> 00:38:42,590 Curtis James. 697 00:38:43,323 --> 00:38:45,760 Can you see how he's doing? 698 00:38:45,893 --> 00:38:50,865 Tell him I'm here if he needs to talk about anything. 699 00:38:51,732 --> 00:38:52,834 Sure. 700 00:38:54,101 --> 00:38:55,770 Um, I'll go get Catherine first. 701 00:38:59,207 --> 00:39:02,743 It's not always possible to seek permission before making decisions. 702 00:39:03,376 --> 00:39:05,313 And you won't get it right every time. 703 00:39:06,914 --> 00:39:10,051 In those cases, you'll need to seek forgiveness. 704 00:39:11,451 --> 00:39:13,321 -Want some? -No, thanks. 705 00:39:13,921 --> 00:39:15,189 You love this kind. 706 00:39:17,291 --> 00:39:18,960 Ndugu knows we helped Mitch. 707 00:39:19,594 --> 00:39:21,128 I didn't say anything. 708 00:39:21,696 --> 00:39:22,964 Is he gonna report it? 709 00:39:23,097 --> 00:39:25,166 More importantly, does he think I was a part of it? 710 00:39:26,534 --> 00:39:28,302 Whatever it was. 711 00:39:30,204 --> 00:39:34,108 I don't think he's gonna do anything, but he knows I lied. 712 00:39:38,212 --> 00:39:39,347 I'm sorry. 713 00:39:39,479 --> 00:39:42,350 It's not your fault. I blame Sally. 714 00:39:42,482 --> 00:39:43,985 That bitch is dead to me. 715 00:39:47,121 --> 00:39:48,122 Thank you. 716 00:39:48,689 --> 00:39:51,192 You hope your patient, your friend, 717 00:39:51,325 --> 00:39:54,829 your family member will understand you tried your best. 718 00:39:55,830 --> 00:39:57,430 You hope they'll show you grace. 719 00:39:57,565 --> 00:39:58,699 They're both asleep. 720 00:39:59,499 --> 00:40:00,635 Good. They need it. 721 00:40:03,771 --> 00:40:05,373 And they only have about 30 minutes 722 00:40:05,506 --> 00:40:08,609 before the kids come home and the whole house is full of chaos. 723 00:40:09,877 --> 00:40:12,280 Chaos is where Erica thrives. 724 00:40:13,748 --> 00:40:16,217 Well, then I'm glad you invited her to stay. 725 00:40:17,385 --> 00:40:18,719 Me too. 726 00:40:22,723 --> 00:40:23,891 Can I ask you something? 727 00:40:28,062 --> 00:40:31,399 Would you, um... Would you really have raised Miles with me? 728 00:40:31,532 --> 00:40:33,500 I mean, if it had come to that? 729 00:40:35,403 --> 00:40:37,838 Are you asking me if I wanna have another baby? 730 00:40:37,972 --> 00:40:40,274 No. Definitely no. 731 00:40:41,542 --> 00:40:45,980 But I meant what I said. Whatever happens, we're in this together. 732 00:40:48,716 --> 00:40:50,351 I know. 733 00:40:50,483 --> 00:40:52,620 Asking yourself for forgiveness can be even harder. 734 00:40:55,790 --> 00:40:58,159 We carry the burden of our past mistakes. 735 00:41:01,095 --> 00:41:04,432 Thank you for taking such good care of him. 736 00:41:10,504 --> 00:41:12,606 Thank you for taking care of me. 737 00:41:13,674 --> 00:41:14,842 I didn't do anything. 738 00:41:14,976 --> 00:41:16,811 It couldn't have been easy for you to step back 739 00:41:16,944 --> 00:41:19,747 and let somebody take the lead on this. 740 00:41:19,880 --> 00:41:22,482 Well, you know I don't like being second banana to anyone, 741 00:41:22,616 --> 00:41:25,353 but in this case, 742 00:41:26,053 --> 00:41:27,788 it was worth it. 743 00:41:30,257 --> 00:41:32,159 You are cancer-free. 744 00:41:37,164 --> 00:41:38,199 Say it again. 745 00:41:39,200 --> 00:41:42,336 You are cancer-free. 746 00:41:50,811 --> 00:41:52,346 But if you let them go, 747 00:41:53,814 --> 00:41:54,882 you can soar.