1 00:00:55,001 --> 00:00:56,321 Erika! 2 00:00:59,601 --> 00:01:01,841 Bring the pigs into the barn! 3 00:01:29,441 --> 00:01:32,281 Erika, the pigs! 4 00:04:33,601 --> 00:04:36,081 Bring the pigs into the barn! 5 00:05:42,681 --> 00:05:44,121 The coast is clear. 6 00:06:55,361 --> 00:06:56,441 Berta? 7 00:07:12,041 --> 00:07:13,241 You rascals! 8 00:07:23,201 --> 00:07:24,521 Just you wait! 9 00:11:58,521 --> 00:12:01,160 Hurry up, everyone's arrived. 10 00:12:01,161 --> 00:12:02,440 For me? 11 00:12:02,441 --> 00:12:04,520 Mother picked it out for you. 12 00:12:04,521 --> 00:12:05,961 For All Souls' Day. 13 00:12:07,401 --> 00:12:08,881 Come on, get dressed. 14 00:12:32,841 --> 00:12:34,921 What should I do? 15 00:12:35,241 --> 00:12:37,321 Watch what the others do. 16 00:15:09,561 --> 00:15:11,321 Holy eternal God 17 00:15:13,161 --> 00:15:15,801 Today, we remember the people 18 00:15:17,881 --> 00:15:20,081 You have called from our midst 19 00:15:22,001 --> 00:15:24,041 And also remember 20 00:15:26,001 --> 00:15:28,561 That we, too, must die one day 21 00:16:35,081 --> 00:16:39,001 Mother is gagging again. Her stomach does whatever it wants. 22 00:16:39,721 --> 00:16:41,641 Everyone hears it in the silence, 23 00:16:42,121 --> 00:16:45,041 but pretends not to notice. 24 00:16:52,241 --> 00:16:55,280 Blinking once means: I love you. 25 00:16:55,281 --> 00:16:58,561 Blinking twice means: I love you very much. 26 00:16:59,561 --> 00:17:03,961 We keep a tally of who gets the most blinks from Mother. 27 00:17:07,761 --> 00:17:10,160 Hedda is usually ahead. 28 00:17:10,161 --> 00:17:12,800 But only because she's our cripple. 29 00:17:27,040 --> 00:17:29,160 Thy kingdom come 30 00:17:29,161 --> 00:17:32,921 Thy will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven 31 00:17:33,561 --> 00:17:36,641 Give us this day our daily bread 32 00:17:37,321 --> 00:17:39,360 And forgive us our trespasses 33 00:17:39,361 --> 00:17:43,361 As we forgive those who trespass against us 34 00:17:43,801 --> 00:17:46,401 And lead us not into temptation 35 00:17:46,761 --> 00:17:50,281 But deliver us from evil, for Thine... 36 00:19:58,641 --> 00:19:59,641 And? 37 00:20:00,241 --> 00:20:03,881 Do you think next year your picture will be on the dresser? 38 00:20:06,361 --> 00:20:07,801 I'm not afraid. 39 00:20:08,801 --> 00:20:11,361 - You don't need to fear death. - No. 40 00:20:11,881 --> 00:20:13,481 I'm not. 41 00:20:13,841 --> 00:20:16,601 But I'm not getting in a box, I tell you. 42 00:20:19,601 --> 00:20:21,561 Nobody knows 43 00:20:22,801 --> 00:20:26,361 if you notice anything they do to you. 44 00:20:27,641 --> 00:20:30,561 Nobody can say 45 00:20:31,521 --> 00:20:34,681 if you don't notice anymore. What they do to you. 46 00:20:39,921 --> 00:20:41,801 I've seen them all die. 47 00:20:44,681 --> 00:20:46,441 I've survived them all. 48 00:20:48,801 --> 00:20:50,161 Your mother, too. 49 00:20:53,521 --> 00:20:57,241 - Yes, my Fanni. - I know, I know. 50 00:21:23,481 --> 00:21:24,721 Bye. 51 00:21:49,441 --> 00:21:51,761 Put a potato sack over Trudi's head 52 00:21:52,081 --> 00:21:54,201 and do it for your country. 53 00:23:53,201 --> 00:23:54,761 Looks like Mother. 54 00:23:59,041 --> 00:24:00,321 It is Mother. 55 00:24:18,961 --> 00:24:20,361 Who's the girl? 56 00:24:22,561 --> 00:24:23,761 Alma. 57 00:24:24,841 --> 00:24:26,241 That's not true. 58 00:24:28,521 --> 00:24:29,561 It is. 59 00:24:30,441 --> 00:24:31,761 It's Alma. 60 00:24:34,881 --> 00:24:36,681 But I'm Alma. 61 00:24:39,201 --> 00:24:40,801 She looks like you. 62 00:24:43,601 --> 00:24:46,121 Maybe her spirit passed into you. 63 00:24:46,601 --> 00:24:49,321 Perhaps you're not yourself, but her. 64 00:24:53,921 --> 00:24:57,681 I think she's just asleep. She doesn't look like she's dead. 65 00:24:59,281 --> 00:25:03,241 Maybe they thought she was dead and buried her alive. 66 00:25:03,961 --> 00:25:06,720 She stole the sugar beet from the cellar 67 00:25:06,721 --> 00:25:09,521 and is calmly eating it in her coffin. 68 00:25:17,521 --> 00:25:19,681 How old was she when she died? 69 00:25:23,081 --> 00:25:24,401 Seven. 70 00:25:27,081 --> 00:25:29,361 Why did she die so early? 71 00:25:33,241 --> 00:25:34,401 I don't know. 72 00:25:37,481 --> 00:25:38,801 She was ailing. 73 00:25:42,081 --> 00:25:43,321 At some point, 74 00:25:45,761 --> 00:25:47,841 she just didn't wake up anymore. 75 00:26:34,481 --> 00:26:35,561 Lia? 76 00:27:13,961 --> 00:27:17,200 What did you mean by she just didn't wake up? 77 00:27:17,201 --> 00:27:18,681 Sleep, Alma. 78 00:27:40,681 --> 00:27:42,841 What happens when you're dead? 79 00:27:46,041 --> 00:27:47,161 Nothing. 80 00:28:54,721 --> 00:28:56,201 It was a dream. 81 00:30:38,561 --> 00:30:39,721 Mama? 82 00:30:40,641 --> 00:30:41,641 Yes? 83 00:30:42,521 --> 00:30:45,561 - Know what I think is funny? - What? 84 00:30:46,881 --> 00:30:49,001 When I see a door handle, 85 00:30:49,361 --> 00:30:51,961 I know exactly what it tastes like, 86 00:30:52,441 --> 00:30:55,321 though I've never licked one. 87 00:30:55,881 --> 00:30:57,441 Isn't that funny? 88 00:31:01,721 --> 00:31:05,921 Probably because you always put everything in your mouth as a baby. 89 00:31:07,841 --> 00:31:11,081 Cigarettes from the ground, dog poop... 90 00:31:12,321 --> 00:31:14,401 - That's not true! - Yes, it is. 91 00:31:23,641 --> 00:31:27,480 But how did I reach the door handle as a baby? 92 00:31:27,481 --> 00:31:29,121 Time to sleep. 93 00:31:39,961 --> 00:31:42,041 Have you ordered the dumpsters yet? 94 00:31:45,201 --> 00:31:46,321 Shit. 95 00:31:48,841 --> 00:31:50,721 I forgot to call back. 96 00:31:54,041 --> 00:31:57,561 Order two small ones instead of a large one this time. 97 00:32:03,321 --> 00:32:06,760 And tell them to put them directly under the windows, 98 00:32:06,761 --> 00:32:09,041 so I can dump the rubble out with Lenka. 99 00:32:18,561 --> 00:32:19,441 Who was that? 100 00:32:23,041 --> 00:32:24,401 This girl, 101 00:32:25,721 --> 00:32:27,401 a few houses away. 102 00:32:28,361 --> 00:32:30,121 The daughter of the... 103 00:32:31,201 --> 00:32:32,281 one... 104 00:32:34,201 --> 00:32:35,441 whose mother died. 105 00:33:02,961 --> 00:33:04,161 Warm. 106 00:36:39,921 --> 00:36:41,881 Nelly, move, it's heavy. 107 00:36:49,161 --> 00:36:50,641 Wait, like this. 108 00:37:13,881 --> 00:37:14,881 Gotcha! 109 00:38:36,681 --> 00:38:38,961 Now cover your right eye. 110 00:38:39,401 --> 00:38:40,800 - Like this? - Exactly. 111 00:38:40,801 --> 00:38:43,601 And look at the X with your left eye. 112 00:38:44,921 --> 00:38:47,441 Exactly, now move slowly toward it. 113 00:38:50,321 --> 00:38:54,961 When the O disappears, you've found your blind spot. 114 00:38:58,641 --> 00:39:02,160 - Crazy, right? - Yeah, it was gone, unbelievable. 115 00:39:02,161 --> 00:39:06,001 - Simply gone? - That's literally your blind spot. 116 00:39:06,601 --> 00:39:08,921 - The optician said so. - You wanna try? 117 00:39:09,321 --> 00:39:12,640 - That's quite something. - How? On the left? 118 00:39:12,641 --> 00:39:16,840 Keep that eye closed, and then... Wait. 119 00:39:16,841 --> 00:39:20,081 - Like this? - Show me the glasses you chose. 120 00:39:21,001 --> 00:39:22,921 For me, it doesn't disappear. 121 00:39:23,281 --> 00:39:26,561 Because you're doing it wrong. I'll explain it to you later. 122 00:39:27,561 --> 00:39:28,681 They're chic. 123 00:39:30,041 --> 00:39:32,801 It's quite something when you consider 124 00:39:33,401 --> 00:39:35,881 that the world is actually upside down. 125 00:39:37,921 --> 00:39:39,481 The optician said so. 126 00:39:40,681 --> 00:39:43,081 The brain mirrors everything 127 00:39:43,401 --> 00:39:45,281 before it reaches our noggin. 128 00:39:46,961 --> 00:39:49,161 But is it like that for everyone? 129 00:39:49,721 --> 00:39:51,481 Everyone except you. 130 00:39:54,041 --> 00:39:55,161 Come on. 131 00:39:56,241 --> 00:39:57,561 Give it to me. 132 00:39:58,521 --> 00:40:00,641 - What are you doing? - Go ahead. 133 00:40:03,761 --> 00:40:06,921 Don't make such a face. There are worse things. 134 00:40:10,921 --> 00:40:13,520 Did you thank Uncle Uwe for the ride into town? 135 00:40:13,521 --> 00:40:15,881 No need to, I was happy to do it. 136 00:40:17,841 --> 00:40:19,401 What, sit down. 137 00:40:32,361 --> 00:40:33,561 What now? 138 00:40:37,081 --> 00:40:39,400 Did you get the glasses? Let me see. 139 00:40:39,401 --> 00:40:41,081 They look chic. 140 00:40:42,481 --> 00:40:44,161 Did you make sugar cake? 141 00:40:44,761 --> 00:40:47,040 - Give me a slice, please. - No, come in. 142 00:40:47,041 --> 00:40:48,201 Angelika... 143 00:40:50,281 --> 00:40:51,321 Say, Uwe, 144 00:40:52,481 --> 00:40:55,440 I can't wrap my head around the hydraulics. 145 00:40:55,441 --> 00:40:56,960 What's wrong this time? 146 00:40:56,961 --> 00:40:58,800 - Can you look at it? - Sure. 147 00:40:58,801 --> 00:41:00,801 You're getting crumbs all over. 148 00:41:08,561 --> 00:41:10,561 Hold the stroke down to your hips. 149 00:41:14,081 --> 00:41:15,481 Rainer, let's go! 150 00:41:17,241 --> 00:41:18,881 You'll rest in a minute. 151 00:41:39,601 --> 00:41:40,961 Two more weeks. 152 00:41:43,641 --> 00:41:44,881 I'll manage it. 153 00:41:45,401 --> 00:41:46,841 You have to manage it. 154 00:41:54,801 --> 00:41:56,521 The others don't sleep, either. 155 00:41:59,521 --> 00:42:02,201 With a bit more tension, I'll be fine. 156 00:42:05,761 --> 00:42:07,721 Then get it from somewhere. 157 00:42:11,401 --> 00:42:13,601 Practice the motions every day. 158 00:42:17,001 --> 00:42:19,601 You have time now to go in once a day. 159 00:42:23,761 --> 00:42:24,801 Excellent. 160 00:42:26,361 --> 00:42:28,441 But you're still using too much energy. 161 00:42:31,081 --> 00:42:33,881 Nice long strokes, and follow through. 162 00:42:51,961 --> 00:42:54,641 You can't keep up that pace for the full distance. 163 00:43:02,521 --> 00:43:05,321 You guys need to keep the movements in mind. 164 00:43:06,681 --> 00:43:10,441 Go through the movements every night before you go to bed. 165 00:43:10,841 --> 00:43:14,161 I often pretended I didn't notice how they looked at me. 166 00:43:16,961 --> 00:43:19,601 As if I were immersed in thought. 167 00:43:21,921 --> 00:43:24,040 But it was actually me 168 00:43:24,041 --> 00:43:28,001 who was secretly watching them looking at me. 169 00:46:23,041 --> 00:46:26,881 Mama, look. I can even do it with one arm. Look! 170 00:46:33,041 --> 00:46:35,241 Mama, you weren't even looking. 171 00:46:35,601 --> 00:46:37,680 I did, sweetie, it was great! 172 00:46:37,681 --> 00:46:39,840 That's not true, you weren't looking. 173 00:46:39,841 --> 00:46:42,600 How would you know? You were underwater. 174 00:46:42,601 --> 00:46:44,081 Come on, show me again. 175 00:46:51,641 --> 00:46:52,761 Great! 176 00:47:00,081 --> 00:47:01,081 Look! 177 00:47:02,841 --> 00:47:06,161 And one and two and three and four 178 00:47:06,641 --> 00:47:10,640 A hat, a stick, an umbrella 179 00:47:10,641 --> 00:47:14,321 And forwards, backwards, to the side, and one and two... 180 00:50:29,841 --> 00:50:31,001 Nelly? 181 00:50:35,361 --> 00:50:36,481 Nelly! 182 00:51:14,961 --> 00:51:17,961 I love it when the skin smells musty like a river. 183 00:51:19,921 --> 00:51:21,281 And the smell of cellars. 184 00:51:22,561 --> 00:51:26,081 I love the smell of cellars. I'm addicted to it. 185 00:51:27,401 --> 00:51:30,641 - And nail polish. - Yeah, but not as much as cellars. 186 00:51:32,361 --> 00:51:34,200 First, the smell of cellars. 187 00:51:34,201 --> 00:51:35,240 Papa's coming. 188 00:51:35,241 --> 00:51:38,481 Then river smell on my skin and then nail polish. 189 00:51:42,241 --> 00:51:44,241 Damn, it's so nice here. 190 00:51:45,721 --> 00:51:47,520 Isn't it nice here, children? 191 00:51:47,521 --> 00:51:48,561 Yes! 192 00:51:49,641 --> 00:51:53,080 Now I can do an underwater handstand with one arm. 193 00:51:53,081 --> 00:51:54,720 Yeah, really cool. 194 00:51:54,721 --> 00:51:56,401 And I found black sand. 195 00:51:57,841 --> 00:51:59,201 Muddy sand! 196 00:51:59,641 --> 00:52:00,840 Are you hungry? 197 00:52:00,841 --> 00:52:04,401 We have bread, cheese, sausage and wine here. 198 00:52:06,321 --> 00:52:08,520 I saw a grasshopper. 199 00:52:08,521 --> 00:52:10,961 Yeah, a big green grasshopper. 200 00:52:11,961 --> 00:52:13,201 What are you doing? 201 00:52:13,681 --> 00:52:15,401 Always up to some nonsense. 202 00:52:29,601 --> 00:52:32,561 Too bad you never know when you're at your happiest. 203 00:52:41,641 --> 00:52:43,521 Eight, nine, ten. 204 00:52:46,801 --> 00:52:48,841 One, two, three... 205 00:52:50,001 --> 00:52:51,681 That one counts three times. 206 00:52:52,001 --> 00:52:53,041 At least. 207 00:52:54,041 --> 00:52:58,361 Seven, eight, nine, ten. 208 00:53:00,961 --> 00:53:02,001 Eleven. 209 00:53:03,081 --> 00:53:04,281 I won. 210 00:53:13,801 --> 00:53:14,961 Warm. 211 00:53:42,161 --> 00:53:43,321 Does it hurt? 212 00:53:45,121 --> 00:53:46,401 Nonsense. 213 00:53:51,321 --> 00:53:53,681 First one to the oak tree. 214 00:55:26,401 --> 00:55:27,841 Tie a knot. 215 00:55:56,481 --> 00:55:59,161 Uwe, Uwe... 216 00:56:01,001 --> 00:56:03,081 I'll show you how it's done! 217 00:56:06,161 --> 00:56:07,761 That doesn't count! 218 00:56:08,361 --> 00:56:11,121 This isn't my bike! I'll do it again! 219 00:56:13,681 --> 00:56:15,161 Now I can do it. 220 00:56:15,561 --> 00:56:16,961 Now it counts. 221 00:56:21,281 --> 00:56:22,361 I got it! 222 00:56:23,441 --> 00:56:24,521 Yes! 223 00:56:26,361 --> 00:56:27,881 Into the tub! 224 00:56:31,761 --> 00:56:33,361 Volker, Volker... 225 00:56:34,401 --> 00:56:35,681 You can't do it! 226 00:56:40,241 --> 00:56:41,801 Now it's Irm's turn! 227 00:56:45,601 --> 00:56:47,360 Irm, Irm... 228 00:56:47,361 --> 00:56:48,561 You can do it. 229 00:57:01,481 --> 00:57:02,561 Come on! 230 00:57:10,641 --> 00:57:14,441 - I'm unlucky at such things. - It's got nothing to do with luck. 231 00:57:18,881 --> 00:57:21,001 Come on, someone else do it. 232 00:57:23,601 --> 00:57:26,081 - Try it again. - I'll do it. 233 00:57:29,081 --> 00:57:30,361 My turn! 234 00:57:38,281 --> 00:57:41,361 Angelika, Angelika... 235 00:58:21,321 --> 00:58:22,321 Now? 236 00:58:28,161 --> 00:58:29,161 Now? 237 00:58:34,681 --> 00:58:35,801 Now! 238 00:58:39,641 --> 00:58:40,641 Now. 239 00:59:17,001 --> 00:59:18,641 You've got a boner. 240 00:59:21,601 --> 00:59:22,760 No, I don't. 241 00:59:22,761 --> 00:59:24,960 - Get up. - Let's see. 242 00:59:24,961 --> 00:59:26,760 Better not. 243 00:59:26,761 --> 00:59:27,960 Stand up. 244 00:59:27,961 --> 00:59:30,161 - Disgusting. - Get naked! 245 00:59:31,361 --> 00:59:32,641 Get up. 246 00:59:33,121 --> 00:59:36,040 Pull down your pants. Angelika, pull down his pants. 247 00:59:36,041 --> 00:59:38,081 Not much to see, it's so small. 248 00:59:40,601 --> 00:59:42,080 Come on, Rainer, get up. 249 00:59:42,081 --> 00:59:44,080 Get up, get up... 250 00:59:44,081 --> 00:59:46,161 Pull down your pants! Take them off! 251 00:59:59,761 --> 01:00:00,841 Take it easy. 252 01:00:13,721 --> 01:00:14,721 Just here. 253 01:00:38,801 --> 01:00:40,601 Will you drive me to Gl?wisch today? 254 01:00:45,001 --> 01:00:46,001 Gl?wisch? 255 01:00:50,281 --> 01:00:51,841 What are you doing in Gl?wisch? 256 01:00:54,321 --> 01:00:55,601 Disco? 257 01:01:22,961 --> 01:01:24,321 Maybe. 258 01:01:30,041 --> 01:01:31,801 Where were you earlier? 259 01:02:14,961 --> 01:02:17,161 Drinking schnapps with the others. 260 01:02:42,961 --> 01:02:45,281 Will you drive me to Gl?wisch now? 261 01:02:55,161 --> 01:02:56,201 Sorry. 262 01:02:57,081 --> 01:02:58,681 I have other plans. 263 01:03:09,081 --> 01:03:11,121 How will you get to Gl?wisch now? 264 01:03:28,801 --> 01:03:30,521 Come on, go home! 265 01:04:36,081 --> 01:04:38,321 Today was good. Everything worked out. 266 01:04:47,881 --> 01:04:49,521 Everyone had fun. 267 01:04:52,721 --> 01:04:54,481 There was enough food. 268 01:05:00,081 --> 01:05:02,721 Haven't laughed that much in a long time. 269 01:05:04,601 --> 01:05:07,001 We have leftover pasta salad. 270 01:05:13,641 --> 01:05:15,881 The children were funny, too. 271 01:05:17,601 --> 01:05:19,801 I've never seen Anna laugh so much. 272 01:05:20,161 --> 01:05:22,081 She usually just complains. 273 01:05:25,601 --> 01:05:27,841 Good thing I baked another cake. 274 01:05:28,721 --> 01:05:30,840 Or it might've been too little. 275 01:05:30,841 --> 01:05:34,161 I remember how Mama never knew when to laugh. 276 01:05:36,321 --> 01:05:39,321 Whenever something was funny, she never laughed. 277 01:05:41,801 --> 01:05:44,160 She laughed when there was nothing to laugh at, 278 01:05:44,161 --> 01:05:46,720 when something bad happened. 279 01:05:46,721 --> 01:05:49,801 When someone died, she suddenly grinned. 280 01:05:51,081 --> 01:05:54,081 She didn't want to, her body did it all by itself. 281 01:05:55,961 --> 01:05:59,921 And the more she tried not to grin, the more she grinned. 282 01:06:00,321 --> 01:06:02,481 Until she had a real laughing fit. 283 01:06:04,281 --> 01:06:08,921 She covered her mouth with her hand so no one could see and turned red. 284 01:06:12,001 --> 01:06:14,921 It's funny that you turn red when you're ashamed. 285 01:06:15,441 --> 01:06:18,521 In your face, so everyone can see it. 286 01:06:31,281 --> 01:06:34,441 We played a prank on Mom for her birthday. 287 01:06:40,041 --> 01:06:44,041 It was Dad's idea. He always wanted to make Mom laugh. 288 01:06:55,761 --> 01:06:57,321 It never worked. 289 01:07:27,281 --> 01:07:31,280 Long may she live 290 01:07:31,281 --> 01:07:33,921 Three cheers for her 291 01:07:35,041 --> 01:07:39,080 Long may she live 292 01:07:39,081 --> 01:07:41,521 Three cheers for her 293 01:07:42,601 --> 01:07:46,401 Hip, hip, hooray! 294 01:07:48,521 --> 01:07:50,241 All the best, Mom! 295 01:07:51,041 --> 01:07:53,000 Let her grow old 296 01:07:53,001 --> 01:07:55,401 Three cheers for her 297 01:09:48,761 --> 01:09:51,521 I'm glad you got to know each other. 298 01:09:52,561 --> 01:09:54,761 Lenka doesn't know anyone here yet. 299 01:09:55,521 --> 01:09:57,201 Nobody lives here. 300 01:10:06,281 --> 01:10:07,921 How's your papa? 301 01:10:09,201 --> 01:10:11,361 Good. Hanging in there. 302 01:10:18,321 --> 01:10:20,081 Can I sleep here? 303 01:10:23,321 --> 01:10:24,521 Well... 304 01:10:27,561 --> 01:10:30,161 Well, if you guys want her to. 305 01:10:32,761 --> 01:10:33,881 Today? 306 01:10:36,081 --> 01:10:38,241 We'll have to ask your papa first. 307 01:10:43,081 --> 01:10:44,761 Nice cell phone. 308 01:10:45,641 --> 01:10:46,641 Purple. 309 01:10:47,641 --> 01:10:49,081 It was my mother's. 310 01:10:49,521 --> 01:10:50,841 I inherited it. 311 01:10:52,921 --> 01:10:54,241 Yeah, it's me. 312 01:10:55,241 --> 01:10:58,521 The mother of my new friend wants to ask you something. 313 01:11:06,921 --> 01:11:09,401 Yeah, this is Christa from house 10. 314 01:11:12,241 --> 01:11:13,561 Yes, from Berlin. 315 01:11:18,681 --> 01:11:21,161 So, your daughter is here right now... 316 01:11:23,041 --> 01:11:24,161 Good night. 317 01:11:31,441 --> 01:11:33,881 - Good night. - Sleep well. 318 01:11:36,201 --> 01:11:37,321 Sleep well. 319 01:11:50,721 --> 01:11:54,281 If anything's wrong, come wake us up. No matter what it is. 320 01:12:16,721 --> 01:12:18,561 Could you maybe sing me a lullaby? 321 01:12:23,001 --> 01:12:25,241 Did your mama sing to you at night? 322 01:12:35,521 --> 01:12:37,041 I have to warn you, 323 01:12:37,641 --> 01:12:39,801 I'm not such a good singer. 324 01:12:40,521 --> 01:12:41,961 Doesn't matter. 325 01:12:52,041 --> 01:12:55,001 Good evening, good night 326 01:12:56,361 --> 01:12:59,561 Covered with roses 327 01:13:01,161 --> 01:13:03,801 Adorned with cloves 328 01:13:05,201 --> 01:13:08,081 Slip under the covers 329 01:13:09,481 --> 01:13:12,601 Tomorrow morning, if God wills 330 01:13:13,521 --> 01:13:16,441 You'll wake once again 331 01:13:17,881 --> 01:13:21,041 Tomorrow morning, if God wills 332 01:13:21,961 --> 01:13:25,041 You'll wake once again 333 01:14:49,481 --> 01:14:51,521 Alma, let it go. 334 01:15:15,081 --> 01:15:16,201 Alma, don't! 335 01:16:57,921 --> 01:16:59,641 Work accident. 336 01:17:00,761 --> 01:17:02,481 Work accident. 337 01:17:04,521 --> 01:17:06,241 Work accident. 338 01:17:07,641 --> 01:17:10,641 If you say a word too many times, 339 01:17:11,081 --> 01:17:13,601 it loses its meaning. 340 01:17:14,681 --> 01:17:17,041 Fritz had a work accident. 341 01:17:18,161 --> 01:17:19,921 Work accident. 342 01:17:24,201 --> 01:17:27,241 Are they gonna take off his other leg as well? 343 01:17:29,681 --> 01:17:31,801 They're phantom pains. 344 01:17:33,241 --> 01:17:35,401 The doctor said this could happen. 345 01:17:38,161 --> 01:17:39,801 Now it stopped. 346 01:17:51,761 --> 01:17:52,761 No. 347 01:17:54,241 --> 01:17:57,721 He's silent because they put a stick between his teeth. 348 01:18:00,721 --> 01:18:02,201 If you listen closely, 349 01:18:03,681 --> 01:18:05,321 you can still hear his whining. 350 01:18:07,681 --> 01:18:09,081 Hear it? 351 01:20:30,401 --> 01:20:34,921 Funny how something can hurt that's no longer there. 352 01:21:08,361 --> 01:21:09,361 Warm. 353 01:21:12,561 --> 01:21:14,081 What's wrong? 354 01:21:15,441 --> 01:21:16,441 Nothing. 355 01:21:17,681 --> 01:21:19,161 Go back to sleep. 356 01:21:21,881 --> 01:21:24,081 Were you at Uncle Fritz's again? 357 01:21:35,081 --> 01:21:39,040 Mom knows things she shouldn't even remember, 358 01:21:39,041 --> 01:21:41,881 because she wasn't even there when they happened. 359 01:21:42,561 --> 01:21:44,640 She remembers, for example, 360 01:21:44,641 --> 01:21:48,441 that her sister Erika always stole Uncle Fritz's crutches 361 01:21:48,841 --> 01:21:51,881 to see if she could walk with just one leg. 362 01:21:52,961 --> 01:21:56,761 But if you ask her where she was when all these things happened, 363 01:21:57,161 --> 01:21:58,761 she doesn't remember. 364 01:21:59,681 --> 01:22:02,761 Maybe because you only ever see others from the outside 365 01:22:03,241 --> 01:22:04,681 but never yourself. 366 01:22:32,681 --> 01:22:33,801 Weirdo. 367 01:23:04,481 --> 01:23:06,041 Did you go to Gl?wisch? 368 01:23:15,681 --> 01:23:17,281 How did you get back? 369 01:23:22,641 --> 01:23:24,041 Hitchhiking. 370 01:23:41,521 --> 01:23:43,001 And who drove you? 371 01:23:56,761 --> 01:23:58,081 Your father. 372 01:24:01,521 --> 01:24:03,321 Was he at the disco, too? 373 01:24:04,441 --> 01:24:05,481 No. 374 01:24:13,401 --> 01:24:14,561 But? 375 01:24:18,801 --> 01:24:21,441 He drove by while I was leaving. 376 01:25:03,361 --> 01:25:04,441 Rainer! 377 01:25:07,841 --> 01:25:09,361 You're my cousin. 378 01:25:16,681 --> 01:25:19,721 But my father being your uncle doesn't bother you? 379 01:25:26,321 --> 01:25:27,401 What? 380 01:25:31,441 --> 01:25:34,121 Everyone knows you let him bang you. 381 01:30:22,601 --> 01:30:25,720 We always say, your actions are what count. 382 01:30:25,721 --> 01:30:27,641 A person is what they do. 383 01:30:28,401 --> 01:30:29,841 I don't believe that. 384 01:30:31,721 --> 01:30:34,081 I think you are where you actually are, 385 01:30:35,641 --> 01:30:37,521 while doing something. 386 01:31:05,201 --> 01:31:07,441 When I was with a friend, 387 01:31:07,881 --> 01:31:09,760 it didn't take long 388 01:31:09,761 --> 01:31:12,641 for everyone to say I spoke just like them. 389 01:31:13,401 --> 01:31:17,481 I even had to adopt things I didn't like: 390 01:31:18,401 --> 01:31:21,481 the high-pitched laugh, the kind of emphasis... 391 01:31:21,801 --> 01:31:26,081 I didn't set out to do it. My body somehow did it on its own. 392 01:31:27,361 --> 01:31:30,680 Dad sometimes said that it was enough. 393 01:31:30,681 --> 01:31:33,201 I should be myself again. 394 01:31:35,081 --> 01:31:36,760 But being myself again? 395 01:31:36,761 --> 01:31:39,680 My body couldn't manage that on its own. 396 01:31:39,681 --> 01:31:41,880 Then I became dizzy 397 01:31:41,881 --> 01:31:45,561 because I was trying to remember how I speak. 398 01:31:46,721 --> 01:31:49,081 So I said my name in succession 399 01:31:49,601 --> 01:31:51,761 until it seemed foreign to me. 400 01:31:53,361 --> 01:31:57,560 Then I imagined seeing myself through Dad's eyes 401 01:31:57,561 --> 01:31:59,521 and played the person 402 01:32:00,721 --> 01:32:04,321 he must envision when he says I should be myself again. 403 01:32:11,801 --> 01:32:15,441 How long can you act happy without anyone noticing? 404 01:33:02,681 --> 01:33:03,801 Work accident. 405 01:34:44,761 --> 01:34:46,921 It's been like this for days. 406 01:36:01,281 --> 01:36:04,440 Suddenly, Mother could no longer walk. 407 01:36:04,441 --> 01:36:07,240 The doctor couldn't explain it, either. 408 01:36:07,241 --> 01:36:11,361 Said she was perfectly healthy and shouldn't make a fuss. 409 01:36:11,761 --> 01:36:14,721 Mother did her best, but it was no use. 410 01:36:15,361 --> 01:36:17,601 Her legs no longer obeyed her. 411 01:36:18,801 --> 01:36:20,721 The doctor prescribed bed rest. 412 01:36:22,961 --> 01:36:25,120 In the evenings, we prayed to God 413 01:36:25,121 --> 01:36:28,001 that Mother would soon be able to walk again. 414 01:40:13,401 --> 01:40:14,761 Alma, where are you? 415 01:40:15,361 --> 01:40:16,961 Come out, you've won! 416 01:40:23,481 --> 01:40:25,320 Alma, are you around here? 417 01:40:25,321 --> 01:40:27,160 Right here! I'm right here! 418 01:40:27,161 --> 01:40:29,161 Alma, that's not funny. Come out. 419 01:40:32,321 --> 01:40:35,001 Here, I'm in the tree, Lia! Look up! 420 01:40:36,401 --> 01:40:37,841 She's vanished. 421 01:40:38,401 --> 01:40:40,280 Here I am! Here! 422 01:40:40,281 --> 01:40:41,521 Can you see her? 423 01:40:41,921 --> 01:40:43,840 No. Looks like she's gone. 424 01:40:43,841 --> 01:40:45,681 Here I am, Lia! 425 01:40:48,281 --> 01:40:49,761 I'm here! 426 01:40:51,561 --> 01:40:52,801 Help! 427 01:41:00,401 --> 01:41:02,561 Lia! Gerti! 428 01:41:04,001 --> 01:41:05,801 Here I am! Here! 429 01:41:07,521 --> 01:41:08,881 Here in the tree! 430 01:41:11,081 --> 01:41:12,561 I'm here! 431 01:41:20,361 --> 01:41:21,521 Lia! 432 01:42:03,441 --> 01:42:04,481 Alma? 433 01:42:23,641 --> 01:42:27,881 How you can tell if you're alive or dead? 434 01:42:29,201 --> 01:42:33,520 I got such a high temperature, they wanted to call the doctor. 435 01:42:33,521 --> 01:42:35,801 He wouldn't have known anything anyway. 436 01:42:38,601 --> 01:42:41,761 Trudi put her hand on my forehead, 437 01:42:42,161 --> 01:42:46,921 like she does to calm the cows when they have a calf. 438 01:42:51,081 --> 01:42:53,761 She spent the whole night by my side. 439 01:42:55,881 --> 01:42:58,320 Mother initially resisted 440 01:42:58,321 --> 01:43:02,561 when everyone said Trudi should put a hand on her, too. 441 01:43:02,921 --> 01:43:05,321 But in the end, she let it happen. 442 01:43:06,201 --> 01:43:09,761 I'm sure that's why she was able to walk again soon. 443 01:43:10,601 --> 01:43:14,560 The thing with Fritz was more complicated. 444 01:43:14,561 --> 01:43:18,720 Trudi couldn't just conjure up his leg again. 445 01:43:18,721 --> 01:43:20,400 Hedda was sure 446 01:43:20,401 --> 01:43:23,240 that the dogs had long since eaten it. 447 01:43:23,241 --> 01:43:26,161 But she was able to ease the phantom pain. 448 01:43:26,481 --> 01:43:29,320 She put her hand on Fritz's center. 449 01:43:29,321 --> 01:43:33,001 He calmed down and moaned much more quietly. 450 01:44:43,201 --> 01:44:45,880 With fat Berta, it was easy for the men. 451 01:44:45,881 --> 01:44:48,361 She couldn't have children by nature. 452 01:44:49,161 --> 01:44:51,441 Trudi wasn't so lucky. 453 01:44:54,161 --> 01:44:58,161 She first had to be 'made safe for the men.' 454 01:44:59,081 --> 01:45:01,440 As a maid, you had to be quick 455 01:45:01,441 --> 01:45:05,481 and hard-working and not miss work because you had a bun in the oven. 456 01:45:07,161 --> 01:45:08,760 I don't know exactly 457 01:45:08,761 --> 01:45:12,881 how they made Trudi become like fat Berta for good. 458 01:45:13,401 --> 01:45:17,041 But right after Trudi arrived here, 459 01:45:17,761 --> 01:45:20,360 she had to go away for a few days. 460 01:45:20,361 --> 01:45:22,640 It must've been then. 461 01:45:22,641 --> 01:45:24,481 When she came back, 462 01:45:24,841 --> 01:45:27,641 the male servants lined up at her door at night. 463 01:45:28,361 --> 01:45:31,601 I don't know if they put a potato sack over her. 464 01:45:35,241 --> 01:45:39,120 She wasn't any prettier than before, thought Gerti. 465 01:45:39,121 --> 01:45:42,240 She looked as if she'd been plopped down on earth 466 01:45:42,241 --> 01:45:44,441 and didn't know what to do with herself. 467 01:45:48,601 --> 01:45:52,281 Trudi once said Fritz's life was entirely in vain. 468 01:45:53,041 --> 01:45:55,761 I think Trudi also lived in vain. 469 01:45:57,001 --> 01:45:59,441 Maybe that's why she looked after him: 470 01:46:00,721 --> 01:46:04,521 so that it wasn't so lonely, living in vain. 471 01:47:02,321 --> 01:47:03,481 And? 472 01:47:05,001 --> 01:47:06,401 I don't know. 473 01:47:07,681 --> 01:47:08,761 Let me try. 474 01:47:13,641 --> 01:47:15,561 And? Is the fly still inside? 475 01:47:17,881 --> 01:47:19,281 I hear something. 476 01:47:25,241 --> 01:47:27,921 The last one will be dragged into the realm of the dead! 477 01:47:39,521 --> 01:47:46,161 The last one will be dragged into the realm of the dead! 478 01:48:10,161 --> 01:48:14,721 Alma had been waiting all summer to drop dead or not wake up. 479 01:48:15,081 --> 01:48:17,321 But somehow God must've forgotten her. 480 01:48:22,801 --> 01:48:24,321 Instead, he took me. 481 01:48:36,361 --> 01:48:40,041 I might still be alive if Alma had been the last one through. 482 01:48:46,361 --> 01:48:49,521 Alma still wasn't dead by summer's end. 483 01:48:50,001 --> 01:48:51,801 But our great-grandmother. 484 01:48:52,201 --> 01:48:54,521 And then suddenly, me too. 485 01:48:55,161 --> 01:48:56,721 Don't cry. 486 01:48:57,761 --> 01:48:59,321 It wasn't for real. 487 01:49:14,481 --> 01:49:18,720 Alma thought great-grandmother was the only person who wouldn't die. 488 01:49:18,721 --> 01:49:21,200 As if dying wouldn't suit her, 489 01:49:21,201 --> 01:49:23,321 because she was so afraid of it. 490 01:49:27,561 --> 01:49:30,081 Then her time had come. 491 01:49:37,961 --> 01:49:40,880 She simply toppled over one night 492 01:49:40,881 --> 01:49:42,881 on her way to the outhouse. 493 01:49:44,361 --> 01:49:46,841 She must've had urgent business to attend to. 494 01:49:47,521 --> 01:49:50,360 Hedda laughed and said she must've been scared shitless 495 01:49:50,361 --> 01:49:52,801 when she realized the end was near. 496 01:49:54,801 --> 01:49:58,080 She had already pulled up her robe 497 01:49:58,081 --> 01:50:00,561 so it would go quicker when she got there. 498 01:50:01,081 --> 01:50:03,361 But she never arrived. 499 01:50:05,281 --> 01:50:09,241 Father said it was the only time 500 01:50:09,561 --> 01:50:12,201 he had ever seen his grandmother's bare bottom. 501 01:50:13,681 --> 01:50:16,440 And just like that, it was the same with her 502 01:50:16,441 --> 01:50:19,041 as with the other people who died. 503 01:50:34,761 --> 01:50:38,321 The window was opened to let the soul out. 504 01:50:44,681 --> 01:50:46,761 The clocks were stopped. 505 01:50:51,241 --> 01:50:53,881 Stones against the evil eye. 506 01:50:56,401 --> 01:50:59,401 HERE I LIE AND MUST DECAY 507 01:51:04,001 --> 01:51:06,641 So that no flies crawl in. 508 01:51:18,721 --> 01:51:22,441 So the good Lord believes she was a believer. 509 01:51:31,881 --> 01:51:35,000 Twice a day, the village's woman of the dead came 510 01:51:35,001 --> 01:51:36,881 to wash the body. 511 01:51:37,441 --> 01:51:39,640 But because our woman of the dead 512 01:51:39,641 --> 01:51:43,640 had passed away two weeks earlier in childbirth, 513 01:51:43,641 --> 01:51:45,441 Trudi had to take over. 514 01:51:47,881 --> 01:51:52,241 Vinegar rags and nettles are placed on the face of the dead. 515 01:51:59,161 --> 01:52:02,240 I remember that at the end of the wake, 516 01:52:02,241 --> 01:52:05,161 her hands were full of welts. 517 01:52:16,721 --> 01:52:19,200 And lead us not into temptation 518 01:52:19,201 --> 01:52:21,880 But deliver us from evil 519 01:52:21,881 --> 01:52:26,040 For Thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory... 520 01:52:26,041 --> 01:52:27,481 We pray 521 01:52:28,361 --> 01:52:32,521 that she won't have to meet her mother again. 522 01:52:37,401 --> 01:52:41,321 Whenever I try to imagine her face, 523 01:52:42,161 --> 01:52:44,481 it's all a blur. 524 01:52:45,241 --> 01:52:47,841 As if I hadn't been able to memorize it, 525 01:52:48,401 --> 01:52:50,641 though I saw her so often. 526 01:52:55,081 --> 01:52:59,401 But I still remember exactly what her hands looked like. 527 01:53:10,401 --> 01:53:13,721 And the expression when she was dead. 528 01:53:16,921 --> 01:53:20,441 Maybe because she never looked like that in her life. 529 01:53:27,681 --> 01:53:29,721 She looked somehow astonished. 530 01:53:30,041 --> 01:53:34,721 Trudi said she looked like that because she realized she was dying. 531 01:53:35,321 --> 01:53:36,961 But to me, it looked like 532 01:53:37,321 --> 01:53:41,561 she was seeing something she had never expected. 533 01:53:42,961 --> 01:53:47,440 Hedda thinks she may be reborn in Africa. 534 01:53:47,441 --> 01:53:50,080 Father said, then as a fly. 535 01:53:50,081 --> 01:53:53,041 At least he never killed another one. 536 01:53:55,641 --> 01:53:56,961 Warm. 537 01:54:49,401 --> 01:54:53,601 Mom never talked about how her sister Erika died. 538 01:54:54,281 --> 01:54:56,161 I knew it anyway. 539 01:54:57,281 --> 01:54:59,441 Mom's uncle once told me. 540 01:55:00,001 --> 01:55:02,080 I got to meet him once. 541 01:55:02,081 --> 01:55:04,161 He visited us on the farm: 542 01:55:05,001 --> 01:55:07,121 Uncle Fritz with his wooden leg. 543 01:55:07,481 --> 01:55:10,401 Told me to knock on it. Brings good luck, he said. 544 01:55:32,001 --> 01:55:34,601 ATTENTION: INTRA-GERMAN BORDER 545 01:55:55,481 --> 01:55:57,800 Erika went into the river, 546 01:55:57,801 --> 01:56:00,441 like many women when the war was over. 547 01:56:02,001 --> 01:56:05,281 They had heard what happened to women in the other villages. 548 01:56:06,561 --> 01:56:10,001 They feared what might come more than they feared death. 549 01:56:13,161 --> 01:56:16,161 Mom gave Erika a pinky promise. 550 01:56:16,641 --> 01:56:18,520 But when she was underwater, 551 01:56:18,521 --> 01:56:21,561 the eels swam up and nipped at her. 552 01:56:23,121 --> 01:56:26,521 She wasn't the only one to come back out of the river. 553 01:56:26,961 --> 01:56:31,041 She was still ashamed of not having gone all the way. 554 01:56:33,081 --> 01:56:37,281 Sometimes I think Mom is still underwater with Erika. 555 01:56:59,481 --> 01:57:00,641 Lia! 556 01:57:05,841 --> 01:57:08,721 I remember Nelly wanting to come with us. 557 01:57:11,361 --> 01:57:14,801 I didn't allow it because I didn't want her there. 558 01:57:22,401 --> 01:57:26,121 I remember thinking that my life was in vain, 559 01:57:27,121 --> 01:57:29,521 because I hadn't taken strawberry like Kaya, 560 01:57:31,561 --> 01:57:33,081 but rather vanilla. 561 01:57:42,801 --> 01:57:44,960 I believe it was that summer 562 01:57:44,961 --> 01:57:47,480 I began to think: if I were someone else, 563 01:57:47,481 --> 01:57:49,521 I'd be happier. 564 01:57:50,601 --> 01:57:53,201 I was even jealous of the misfortune of others. 565 01:57:53,961 --> 01:57:56,481 Even that Kaya's mother had died. 566 01:58:00,721 --> 01:58:03,480 I wished something like that would happen to me 567 01:58:03,481 --> 01:58:05,241 so I could become like her. 568 01:58:11,121 --> 01:58:11,961 Today I think: 569 01:58:12,561 --> 01:58:16,040 If only I hadn't thought at that moment that my life was over 570 01:58:16,041 --> 01:58:19,521 just because I took vanilla and not strawberry. 571 01:58:31,361 --> 01:58:33,721 How did your mother actually die? 572 01:58:42,881 --> 01:58:44,281 Lung cancer. 573 01:58:55,161 --> 01:58:56,761 Why do you smoke, then? 574 01:58:59,241 --> 01:59:00,961 Everyone dies of something. 575 01:59:01,801 --> 01:59:02,921 You, too. 576 01:59:14,281 --> 01:59:15,801 Were you there 577 01:59:18,441 --> 01:59:20,081 when your mother died? 578 01:59:27,241 --> 01:59:28,801 Come on, let's go swimming. 579 01:59:35,401 --> 01:59:36,601 Come on! 580 01:59:44,801 --> 01:59:46,641 Maybe we'll drown! 581 02:02:12,361 --> 02:02:13,521 Kaya? 582 02:03:00,881 --> 02:03:04,001 If I want to lift my leg, I can do it. 583 02:03:04,681 --> 02:03:07,601 And if I want to lift my arm, I can lift it. 584 02:03:09,281 --> 02:03:12,681 But when I command my heart to stand still, 585 02:03:13,041 --> 02:03:14,561 then it doesn't. 586 02:03:15,681 --> 02:03:17,361 It just keeps on beating. 587 02:03:22,881 --> 02:03:25,441 Maybe I'm not deciding hard enough 588 02:03:27,241 --> 02:03:29,281 just in case it does obey. 589 02:03:32,441 --> 02:03:34,481 Would it stop beating now, 590 02:03:35,881 --> 02:03:38,441 if I really, really wanted it? 591 02:03:41,481 --> 02:03:42,481 Now. 592 02:03:49,961 --> 02:03:51,041 Now. 593 02:03:58,841 --> 02:03:59,841 Now. 594 02:04:13,361 --> 02:04:14,201 Now. 595 02:04:23,601 --> 02:04:26,401 When in reality you see everything upside down, 596 02:04:26,721 --> 02:04:29,561 maybe in reality everything is the other way around. 597 02:04:33,521 --> 02:04:35,880 Actually, you can then simply decide 598 02:04:35,881 --> 02:04:39,561 that what's bad is really good. 599 02:05:11,001 --> 02:05:14,321 After the solstice, Lia starts working as a maid on my farm. 600 02:05:22,801 --> 02:05:24,001 Good. 601 02:05:24,761 --> 02:05:26,801 Then it's a done deal. 602 02:05:31,241 --> 02:05:33,881 You take care of the women's business. 603 02:08:18,601 --> 02:08:19,921 I knew it: 604 02:08:20,481 --> 02:08:21,961 You're a chicken. 605 02:08:26,961 --> 02:08:30,760 - Come here! - Angelika, come here! Rainer! 606 02:08:30,761 --> 02:08:33,640 There! Stand still, stand still! 607 02:08:33,641 --> 02:08:35,041 That's good. 608 02:08:36,601 --> 02:08:39,120 Yes, that's good. Closer. 609 02:08:39,121 --> 02:08:40,720 Angelika, to the right. 610 02:08:40,721 --> 02:08:44,001 - Let's get together. - Rainer, suck in your gut. 611 02:08:44,521 --> 02:08:47,481 Now I'm curious about the miracle machine. 612 02:08:48,561 --> 02:08:51,201 - The miracle machine. - Unbelievable. 613 02:09:33,521 --> 02:09:35,601 What does the little birdie say? 614 02:09:50,641 --> 02:09:55,040 - And now you can see the photo? - Madness. Now just shake it? 615 02:09:55,041 --> 02:09:57,360 - Shake, shake. - Wait a minute. 616 02:09:57,361 --> 02:09:58,800 Now I'm curious. 617 02:09:58,801 --> 02:10:00,641 There's nothing to see yet. 618 02:10:05,321 --> 02:10:08,721 If anyone said that's possible, we would've called them crazy. 619 02:10:09,641 --> 02:10:11,801 But I look fat on it. 620 02:10:19,001 --> 02:10:21,841 But Angelika looks like a ghost. 621 02:10:24,521 --> 02:10:25,961 She's gone again. 622 02:10:26,921 --> 02:10:31,120 - But I'm not that fat. Look. - Of course you are. 623 02:10:31,121 --> 02:10:32,721 So, the camera is... 624 02:10:55,921 --> 02:10:57,920 We looked for her for weeks, 625 02:10:57,921 --> 02:10:59,601 but she was simply gone. 626 02:11:03,481 --> 02:11:07,721 At some point, they said she had swum across to West Germany. 627 02:11:09,161 --> 02:11:12,041 Not a word was spoken about her at home. 628 02:11:13,241 --> 02:11:14,921 I never saw her again. 629 02:11:16,721 --> 02:11:19,600 Sometimes I think she was just in my head, 630 02:11:19,601 --> 02:11:21,401 and never really existed. 631 02:11:26,681 --> 02:11:27,921 Angelika. 632 02:11:53,881 --> 02:11:57,560 I remember taking off my soaking wet T-shirt, 633 02:11:57,561 --> 02:12:00,001 because it was sticking to my body so much. 634 02:12:02,081 --> 02:12:04,240 Only later did I realize 635 02:12:04,241 --> 02:12:07,401 I was the only one running around topless and in panties. 636 02:12:12,681 --> 02:12:14,681 I remember the smell of wet grass. 637 02:12:16,401 --> 02:12:17,801 And this look 638 02:12:18,961 --> 02:12:20,881 from my parents' friend. 639 02:12:21,961 --> 02:12:23,961 I can't even remember his name. 640 02:12:26,921 --> 02:12:29,961 I know he realized I'd seen the look in his eyes. 641 02:12:32,241 --> 02:12:34,121 I can still feel myself blushing 642 02:12:34,761 --> 02:12:37,641 and would've loved to cross my arms in front of me. 643 02:12:37,961 --> 02:12:39,881 But that would've been too obvious. 644 02:12:42,801 --> 02:12:46,481 When I pretended not to notice his gaze, it was 645 02:12:47,001 --> 02:12:49,360 as if I was sharing a secret with him 646 02:12:49,361 --> 02:12:51,361 that I didn't want to share. 647 02:14:18,681 --> 02:14:19,681 Lia! 648 02:14:41,201 --> 02:14:43,601 It rained a lot that summer. 649 02:14:44,001 --> 02:14:46,241 We lost an entire harvest. 650 02:14:49,641 --> 02:14:51,440 The neighboring farmer 651 02:14:51,441 --> 02:14:54,361 reimbursed us for half of the lost grain. 652 02:14:55,521 --> 02:14:58,400 In return, he asked Lia to be his maid. 653 02:14:58,401 --> 02:15:02,441 After the solstice, she left us and went to him. 654 02:15:04,801 --> 02:15:08,961 Before that, she had to see Elli, just like Trudi back then. 655 02:15:09,881 --> 02:15:12,720 She couldn't start working for him for three weeks 656 02:15:12,721 --> 02:15:14,921 because she almost bled to death. 657 02:15:21,001 --> 02:15:25,480 Later, they asked me what had happened to Lia in the field. 658 02:15:25,481 --> 02:15:28,441 I said: a work accident. 659 02:17:13,520 --> 02:17:15,961 50, 49... 660 02:18:08,321 --> 02:18:11,401 When I try to remember that one summer, 661 02:18:12,201 --> 02:18:15,321 I always wonder what Nelly saw last. 662 02:18:16,920 --> 02:18:19,801 And whether I should've noticed anything. 663 02:18:24,161 --> 02:18:27,241 I think Nelly was playing "War" with the other children. 664 02:18:27,840 --> 02:18:29,441 They sat by the fire, 665 02:18:29,881 --> 02:18:32,801 pretending to eat rats and frogs' legs. 666 02:18:43,161 --> 02:18:45,801 But I only remember this girl 667 02:18:48,401 --> 02:18:50,760 that I met at the river. 668 02:18:54,441 --> 02:18:56,321 I think her name was Kaya. 669 02:19:11,561 --> 02:19:13,561 We listened to one song all summer, 670 02:19:15,041 --> 02:19:17,081 her mother's favorite. 671 02:19:48,881 --> 02:19:50,361 Want a popsicle? 672 02:19:56,241 --> 02:19:57,960 Strawberry or vanilla? 673 02:19:57,961 --> 02:19:59,001 Strawberry. 674 02:19:59,841 --> 02:20:01,001 Here you go. 675 02:20:02,401 --> 02:20:05,041 - And you? Vanilla, as always? - I'll take strawberry. 676 02:20:07,641 --> 02:20:08,841 Strawberry. 677 02:20:09,241 --> 02:20:10,401 Thanks. 678 02:20:12,321 --> 02:20:14,001 I want strawberry, too. 679 02:20:15,481 --> 02:20:18,481 Oh, man, sorry, sweetie. Only vanilla's left. 680 02:20:19,161 --> 02:20:20,561 We can swap. 681 02:20:45,841 --> 02:20:46,721 You're it! 682 02:28:19,881 --> 02:28:23,881 Subtitle Copyright: Way Film GmbH Translation: Matthew Way