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Support us and become VIP member 
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- Hi.

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You didn't tell me they built
an Apple store next door.

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- Yeah, there's practically
one on every corner.

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Don't tell me that it
actually threw you.

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I thought that, that
was just your schtick.

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- It's not schtick.

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- Okay, well, if you could just
smile, because you're so pretty.

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- No, I really don't want to
do this right now.

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- Please, please, please,
please, please.

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- No, no, I just need to focus.

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Thank you.
- Smile.

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Oh my God! No, so cute-

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- Hi everybody.

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Uh...

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Good evening.

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My name is Claudia Lerner.

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Um...

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Silicon Valley is exciting,

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but it can also be
pretty suffocating.

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It hasn't always been that way.

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Some places are
more than a place.

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They can hold power.

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They can change you.

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You're probably asking yourself,

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who is this young female
author standing at the podium?

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And I wish I asked myself that
same question a lot sooner.

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So without further ado,
this is the Book of Jobs.

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<i>It was 1998.</i>

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<i>Here in my own private paradise,</i>
<i>I felt completely safe.</i>

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<i>My parents had</i>
<i>planted us smack dab</i>

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<i>in the center of Silicon Valley.</i>

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<i>My dad preached the</i>
<i>possibility of this place.</i>

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<i>It was my Garden of Eden.</i>

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<i>My oldest memories</i>
<i>are of these giants.</i>

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<i>I remember searching</i>
<i>for where the trees</i>

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<i>ended and the sky began.</i>

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<i>California became my religion,</i>

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<i>and there was a messiah here.</i>

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- All right.

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- <i>My little</i>
<i>hands grabbed hold</i>

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<i>of the apple and bit down.</i>

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<i>Hard.</i>

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- <i>People were</i>
<i>running</i>

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<i>and someone was shouting,</i>
<i>something hit the building,</i>

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<i>something hit the building.</i>

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- <i>Well,</i>
<i>we saw just moments ago,</i>

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<i>we saw in our studio here,</i>

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<i>a plane,</i>

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<i>crashed into the south tower</i>
<i>of the World Trade Center,</i>

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<i>that was the second plane.</i>

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<i>So, two planes have</i>
<i>now crashed, uh,</i>

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<i>each into one of the</i>
<i>World Trade Center towers.</i>

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<i>What we can only</i>
<i>surmise at this point...</i>

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- Thank you for showing
me what a loving home

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I have to return to after
a 14-hour day at work.

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- I don't have
any other time

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to talk to you
about these things.

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You're never here and when
you are it's no different from

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when you're not.

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- What do you
want me to say?

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I work my fucking
ass off for our family.

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- Bullshit! This isn't for
us, it's your ego, you never

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outgrew that shit.

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- We had an agreement,
now you're unhappy with it.

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- We had a partnership.

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It's not working,
this isn't working.

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That's why I think we
need to be realistic

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and actually talk about it.

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- This is not talking.

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- I just... I'm
trying to tell you

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how it feels on our end.

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<i>This isn't Boo's door.</i>

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<i>Boo? What's Boo?</i>

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<i>- That's what I decided to</i>
<i>call her, is there a problem?</i>

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<i>- Sully, you're not</i>
<i>supposed to name it.</i>

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Once you name it, you start
getting attached to it.

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<i>Now put that thing back where</i>
<i>it came from, or so help me!</i>

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Oh, hey!

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We're rehearsing a scene

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<i>for the upcoming company</i>
<i>play called, uh,</i>

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<i>Put That Thing Back Where</i>
<i>it Came From or So Help Me.</i>

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<i>It's a musical.</i>

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<i>Put that thing back where</i>
<i>it came from, or so help me.</i>

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- It was sensational,
I can't even describe it.

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- Listen, Sweetie.

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- Who follows up a run like
that with something even better?

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I mean, he does <i>Toy Story,</i>
<i>A Bug's life,</i>

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<i>Toy Story 2</i> , and now this.

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- Buddy, we need to
discuss something.

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- And that ending, even the
adults teared up, honest to God.

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- This is really important.
- I can't believe

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I've been twice now and you
still haven't seen this.

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How about we go next Friday?
I say we beat the rush-

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- We're getting a divorce.

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- Nice one.

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- What was I supposed to do?

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Honey, I know this
is gonna be difficult

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so if you want to talk
about anything,

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we can discuss anything.

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Get down, get down!

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- Earthquakes were
an inevitability

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of living on the
San Andreas fault.

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I just didn't expect
one in my own home.

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<i>I found comfort in the</i>
<i>fact that Jobs was born</i>

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<i>into a broken family.</i>

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- Have a great first day.

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- Thanks, Mom.

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- Here, let me help.

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- Thanks.

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First day of middle school and
my backpack breaks, go figure.

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- Well, you shoved enough books
in here to build a library.

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How many classes are you taking?

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- Eight.

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- Hey, look! We both have
art elective after lunch.

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- Awesome! You know,
Steve Jobs is an artist.

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That's how he came up with such
beautiful designs for Apple,

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and that's why I
signed up for art.

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Are you any good at drawing?

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If you are, maybe you could
design computers one day, too.

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I just get excited about things.

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- I'm Lucy.

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- Claudia.

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- Let's go.

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- <i>How does someone</i>
<i>become your best friend?</i>

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<i>I was careful.</i>

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<i>She was carefree.</i>

128
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<i>But Lucy always</i>
<i>told me the truth.</i>

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- Sunflower G4?

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Nice.

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- You're kind of
weird about computers.

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- I'll be just like him.

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- Who?

134
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- I'm going to be Steve
Jobs, but a girl, of course.

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- You know, you're
completely nuts.

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- Don't you have an iPod?

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Look.

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You just connect it
to your computer,

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and can have all the songs
you want right in your hand.

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- Cool.

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- Who's that?

142
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- It's my dad.

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- Don't be sad.

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It will get better.

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- How can you say that?

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- Because it has to.

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Oh, what do you want
to listen to next?

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- I don't really want to
listen to music anymore.

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- Just try to think positive,
visualize what you want.

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- What if that doesn't work?

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- We should make a pact.

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We promise to stay best
friends no matter what

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for our whole lives.

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- You're kind of insane.

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- We'll start by
sticking together through

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high school, then we'll
go to the same college.

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- Where do you want to go?

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- Stanford, obviously.

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I'll study computers
like Steve Jobs,

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and you can...
- Be a painter,

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or a veterinarian.

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Maybe an archaeologist.

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- You like that color,
huh?

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- It's called Macintosh.

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Like the computer and the logo.

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- Yeah, I get it.

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Hey, hey, wait, wait, can I,
can I talk to you for a second?

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There's something I
wanted to tell you.

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You know how I've been going
to the doctor a lot recently?

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- Yes.

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- Well, they've been trying
to figure some things out.

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And, it turns out that...

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I have cancer.

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But, I am optimistic.

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They are catching it very early.

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- <i>On the outside,</i>
<i>I was silent.</i>

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<i>Inside, every corner of my brain</i>
<i>was firing on a loop siren.</i>

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<i>She will not die.</i>

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<i>She will not die.</i>

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<i>She will not die.</i>

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- And the doctors
have a whole plan.

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I'm starting
treatment next week.

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- At Stanford?
- Yeah.

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- How lucky are we?

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- W-what do you mean?

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- To have revolutionary
research being done right

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here in our own backyard.

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Those doctors will have
everything you need.

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- Yeah, Stanford
Hospital is wonderful.

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- It's all because of Jobs.

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They just blow all the
other hospitals

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right out of the water.

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He's made them totally
raise their game.

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- Did you join some kind
of cult or something?

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- People must travel from
all over to get treated here.

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- You know Stanford's been

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00:16:06,467 --> 00:16:07,902
around a lot longer
than Steve Jobs?

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- This is the gold
standard, the Emerald City.

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If you've got cancer,
Stanford's the place to be.

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- Yes.
- You're going to get the best

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treatment in the world
because Steve Jobs represents

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the best in the world
and wouldn't live

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anywhere else.

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You're going to beat this.

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- Well, that is the plan.

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And I am gonna fight so hard.

207
00:16:26,688 --> 00:16:28,957
But just in case this
treatment doesn't work out,

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00:16:28,989 --> 00:16:30,658
you know, there's trials
all over the country.

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- You've got this, Mom.

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Huh!

211
00:16:41,468 --> 00:16:42,469
Huh!

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Booyah!

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- <i>Jobs was</i>
<i>infamous</i>

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<i>for his reality</i>
<i>distortion field,</i>

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<i>a phenomenon in which he</i>
<i>would convince himself</i>

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<i>and those around him to</i>
<i>believe almost anything.</i>

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<i>Utilizing a perfect cocktail</i>

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<i>of charisma, hyperbole,</i>
<i>and persistence.</i>

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<i>He thought he could make</i>
<i>the impossible possible,</i>

220
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<i>I believed I could do the same.</i>

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00:17:15,503 --> 00:17:18,372
- Oh, how
beautiful is this?

222
00:17:22,010 --> 00:17:23,578
- Mom's getting chemo today.

223
00:17:25,980 --> 00:17:27,180
- Yeah.

224
00:17:27,815 --> 00:17:29,684
And, I feel...

225
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I feel terrible about that, but

226
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we are here.

227
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In our favorite restaurant,

228
00:17:36,490 --> 00:17:38,091
having just driven the
most beautiful road

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in the world and...

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00:17:39,861 --> 00:17:41,094
Hey,

231
00:17:41,128 --> 00:17:43,063
remember how much you like
the creme brulee here?

232
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- I do remember.

233
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I remember because
we've been here

234
00:17:46,935 --> 00:17:49,504
a hundred times as a family.

235
00:17:49,537 --> 00:17:53,473
Mom has cancer and we're here
getting caramelized custard.

236
00:17:53,508 --> 00:17:56,243
Why don't we hop in the car
and you can drive us home?

237
00:17:56,276 --> 00:17:59,079
You can go back to being
a good husband and father,

238
00:17:59,112 --> 00:18:00,582
and we can put this
whole thing behind us.

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00:18:00,615 --> 00:18:01,448
- That is enough.

240
00:18:01,481 --> 00:18:03,183
- Enough with the
midlife crisis, Dad.

241
00:18:03,216 --> 00:18:04,719
- Okay.
- You're better than that.

242
00:18:04,752 --> 00:18:07,555
- This is beyond inappropriate,
Daniella is sitting right here.

243
00:18:07,589 --> 00:18:09,222
- You're so right,
I'm sorry.

244
00:18:09,256 --> 00:18:10,725
Daniella, let me ask you.

245
00:18:11,993 --> 00:18:14,328
Do you think my dad should be
dating someone 10 years younger?

246
00:18:14,361 --> 00:18:17,732
Or go back to his sick wife who
needs him and his only daughter?

247
00:18:17,765 --> 00:18:19,601
- Claudia, leave
her out of this.

248
00:18:21,234 --> 00:18:24,672
- Look, Daniella, you
seem like a nice lady.

249
00:18:26,007 --> 00:18:27,441
I love your hair.

250
00:18:27,474 --> 00:18:28,643
Why don't you tell
us your address,

251
00:18:28,676 --> 00:18:31,244
and we can drop you
off on our way home?

252
00:18:31,278 --> 00:18:34,015
- I doubt she wants you
knowing where she lives now.

253
00:18:34,048 --> 00:18:36,483
- Claudia, I don't think
I deserve any of this.

254
00:18:36,517 --> 00:18:37,986
- You are making her feel awful.

255
00:18:38,019 --> 00:18:39,621
- So quick to defend her.

256
00:18:39,654 --> 00:18:40,688
- Give us a break.

257
00:18:40,722 --> 00:18:43,825
- What will it take? Huh?
I'll get better grades?

258
00:18:43,858 --> 00:18:44,993
I'll stop being so annoying.

259
00:18:45,026 --> 00:18:46,928
- Claudia, contrary
to what you think,

260
00:18:46,961 --> 00:18:48,830
it isn't about you all the time.

261
00:18:50,330 --> 00:18:52,834
I'm not gonna sit here listening
to this petulant shit all day.

262
00:18:52,867 --> 00:18:54,902
I am the parent,
you are the child.

263
00:18:54,936 --> 00:18:56,436
This conversation is over.

264
00:19:17,992 --> 00:19:19,694
- Do you want to talk about it?

265
00:19:30,004 --> 00:19:33,473
Before my dad's stroke, my
mom found out he was cheating.

266
00:19:35,076 --> 00:19:36,577
They were gonna get a divorce.

267
00:19:37,612 --> 00:19:39,947
Now she's stuck
taking care of him.

268
00:19:42,150 --> 00:19:44,052
We can't put our faith in men.

269
00:19:44,085 --> 00:19:45,820
Otherwise, we will
end up like our moms.

270
00:19:45,853 --> 00:19:48,388
- I can think of some
great male role models,

271
00:19:48,422 --> 00:19:50,158
like Steve Jobs, for instance.

272
00:19:50,190 --> 00:19:51,993
- Jobs had a kid with
his ex-girlfriend

273
00:19:52,026 --> 00:19:54,227
who he rejected for
nearly a decade.

274
00:19:55,596 --> 00:19:57,297
- If you think you're
helping, you're not.

275
00:19:57,899 --> 00:19:59,033
- Look,

276
00:19:59,067 --> 00:20:01,969
I don't exactly know what went
down with your parents,

277
00:20:02,003 --> 00:20:03,403
and I don't have to.

278
00:20:04,639 --> 00:20:06,473
I'm just saying, I know what
it feels like to be betrayed.

279
00:20:06,507 --> 00:20:08,743
- Has it ever dawned on
you that I'm not like you?

280
00:20:08,776 --> 00:20:10,745
That I'm not like
other girls at all?

281
00:20:10,778 --> 00:20:14,182
I'm a rebel, a misfit,
I see things differently.

282
00:20:14,214 --> 00:20:15,917
You can vilify me-
- Oh, my God.

283
00:20:15,950 --> 00:20:18,318
If you keep quoting a
think different commercial,

284
00:20:18,351 --> 00:20:19,821
I'm actually gonna throw up.

285
00:20:23,323 --> 00:20:24,726
- I have to go to the bathroom.

286
00:20:39,107 --> 00:20:40,307
No.

287
00:20:41,008 --> 00:20:42,110
No.

288
00:20:42,143 --> 00:20:43,343
No.

289
00:20:44,879 --> 00:20:45,847
This isn't happening.

290
00:20:48,448 --> 00:20:49,717
- What are you doing in there?

291
00:21:01,629 --> 00:21:02,563
What's that?

292
00:21:02,597 --> 00:21:03,598
- Nothing.

293
00:21:04,565 --> 00:21:05,465
- Why'd you just throw
your underwear away?

294
00:21:05,499 --> 00:21:08,035
- I had an accident.

295
00:21:08,069 --> 00:21:09,469
- You're not 4 years old.

296
00:21:10,171 --> 00:21:12,006
- Just leave it alone.

297
00:21:12,039 --> 00:21:13,508
- What the hell is going on?

298
00:21:18,146 --> 00:21:19,346
- I just...

299
00:21:19,379 --> 00:21:22,349
I just got my period, I think.

300
00:21:26,220 --> 00:21:28,488
- Impressive, it'll be fine.

301
00:21:28,523 --> 00:21:30,258
First of all, throwing
your underwear away

302
00:21:30,290 --> 00:21:31,559
won't make it go away.

303
00:21:31,592 --> 00:21:33,227
It'll just make it worse.

304
00:21:33,261 --> 00:21:34,929
Look, we'll just get you a pad.

305
00:21:36,764 --> 00:21:39,332
- There's no pads?
Do you have any?

306
00:21:39,366 --> 00:21:41,669
- Of course not, you know
I haven't gotten mine yet.

307
00:21:42,270 --> 00:21:43,571
- What am I going to do?

308
00:21:43,604 --> 00:21:46,473
I can feel it down there now,
I can't go back outside.

309
00:21:46,507 --> 00:21:49,911
- Well, we either ask your
dad's girlfriend for help or...

310
00:21:52,280 --> 00:21:54,347
- But, I haven't gotten
to that chapter in the

311
00:21:54,381 --> 00:21:56,284
American Girl Body Book yet.

312
00:22:24,145 --> 00:22:27,181
- Claudia, talk to me.

313
00:22:27,215 --> 00:22:29,016
What's going on in there?

314
00:22:29,050 --> 00:22:30,318
- Won't go in.

315
00:22:30,350 --> 00:22:31,853
Luce, I don't think
I can do this.

316
00:22:31,886 --> 00:22:34,755
There's a reason girls don't
use tampons right away.

317
00:22:39,359 --> 00:22:41,562
- You need to relax.

318
00:22:41,596 --> 00:22:43,931
- Can you change the
angle or something?

319
00:22:43,965 --> 00:22:44,999
- To what? This?

320
00:22:45,032 --> 00:22:46,234
- Ouch!
- How about this?

321
00:22:46,267 --> 00:22:48,002
- Lucy!
- Give me some help

322
00:22:48,035 --> 00:22:49,770
on the direction here!

323
00:22:51,672 --> 00:22:54,242
- Try changing it 15
degrees clockwise.

324
00:22:54,275 --> 00:22:55,676
- I'm not a mathematician.

325
00:22:55,710 --> 00:22:57,979
- I'm telling you, I think
there's something wrong.

326
00:22:58,012 --> 00:22:59,614
Maybe my vagina is messed up.

327
00:22:59,647 --> 00:23:01,682
Maybe I have the one vagina
that doesn't work right

328
00:23:01,716 --> 00:23:03,651
and the tampons won't fit.

329
00:23:05,653 --> 00:23:08,055
- <i>And as I sat</i>
<i>there in despair, it hit me.</i>

330
00:23:09,257 --> 00:23:11,092
W-W-S-D.

331
00:23:12,126 --> 00:23:13,561
- What would Steve do?

332
00:23:14,762 --> 00:23:17,965
Innovation is saying no
to a thousand things.

333
00:23:17,999 --> 00:23:19,300
- Are you quoting Steve Jobs

334
00:23:19,333 --> 00:23:21,969
while you try and put
in a tampon?

335
00:23:22,003 --> 00:23:25,006
- I'm just changing the
direction a little bit.

336
00:23:25,039 --> 00:23:26,874
Maybe, if I...

337
00:23:27,541 --> 00:23:28,542
Ah-ha! It's in!

338
00:23:28,576 --> 00:23:30,443
- It's in?
- It's in! Ah!

339
00:23:35,816 --> 00:23:37,351
- <i>Some</i>
<i>obsessions fade</i>

340
00:23:37,385 --> 00:23:39,486
<i>once high school comes along.</i>

341
00:23:39,520 --> 00:23:41,322
<i>Mine just grew stronger.</i>

342
00:23:41,355 --> 00:23:43,658
- You have the animal cells, and
the plant cells, the plant cells

343
00:23:43,691 --> 00:23:47,028
are more rigid, they have
a really thick cell wall.

344
00:23:47,061 --> 00:23:49,830
And then the animal cells
have a really good membrane,

345
00:23:49,864 --> 00:23:52,465
so they're more squishier,
and if you just remember that,

346
00:23:52,499 --> 00:23:54,135
- Hey, Claudia, sorry.

347
00:23:54,168 --> 00:23:55,236
Can you help me with that?

348
00:23:55,269 --> 00:23:56,570
- There you go.
- Thank you.

349
00:23:56,604 --> 00:23:58,105
And thank you, Lucy.

350
00:24:00,408 --> 00:24:01,542
Thanks, Claudia.

351
00:24:01,575 --> 00:24:05,279
So, a little birdie told
me that, Mr. Dotnick

352
00:24:05,313 --> 00:24:07,415
brought in pie yesterday?

353
00:24:07,447 --> 00:24:09,050
- Yeah, that was
because yesterday

354
00:24:09,083 --> 00:24:11,052
was March 14th,
you know.

355
00:24:11,085 --> 00:24:13,387
Pi, 3.14.

356
00:24:13,421 --> 00:24:16,023
- Uh-huh, well, March
15th is now Donut Day

357
00:24:16,057 --> 00:24:18,526
because I'm a big zero.

358
00:24:19,293 --> 00:24:20,493
- Lame.

359
00:24:21,595 --> 00:24:23,496
- Hi, Claudia.
- Hey, Quentin.

360
00:24:23,531 --> 00:24:26,100
- Okay, my lovable zombies,
I have a very special

361
00:24:26,133 --> 00:24:27,234
surprise for you.

362
00:24:27,268 --> 00:24:30,137
We have a guest speaker
today, he should be here...

363
00:24:30,171 --> 00:24:31,038
Oh, there he is right now.

364
00:24:31,072 --> 00:24:33,074
Ladies and gentlemen,
this is Nelson,

365
00:24:33,107 --> 00:24:35,609
and he's here to talk
to us about nutrition.

366
00:24:35,643 --> 00:24:37,645
Okay, ooh, firm grip.

367
00:24:37,678 --> 00:24:39,213
Whenever you're ready.

368
00:24:41,849 --> 00:24:43,017
- My name,

369
00:24:43,050 --> 00:24:44,685
is Nelson Ovadan.

370
00:24:44,719 --> 00:24:49,190
I'm certified NCSF,
NASM, and NSCA.

371
00:24:49,223 --> 00:24:53,728
And I'm here today to talk to
you about having a healthy diet.

372
00:24:55,663 --> 00:25:01,769
This, was me just around your
age in my godforsaken excuse

373
00:25:01,802 --> 00:25:06,140
for a body, weighing
in at over 400 pounds.

374
00:25:08,309 --> 00:25:12,213
I was a few sausage pizzas away,
from ending up in a body bag.

375
00:25:13,314 --> 00:25:16,550
Or worse, being stuck
in a wheelchair.

376
00:25:16,584 --> 00:25:18,686
Having lost my limbs to
type 2 diabetic shock.

377
00:25:18,719 --> 00:25:20,654
- Are you're scared
straight, yet?

378
00:25:20,688 --> 00:25:24,191
- Being forced upon a caretaker,
like a cow at the farm.

379
00:25:40,341 --> 00:25:41,575
- Meera?

380
00:25:49,183 --> 00:25:50,217
Meera, are you okay?

381
00:25:51,018 --> 00:25:53,187
- I freaked out.

382
00:25:54,855 --> 00:25:56,657
I just had to get out of there.

383
00:25:56,690 --> 00:25:58,092
- Take it easy.

384
00:26:00,027 --> 00:26:02,129
Is this something that's
been going on for a while?

385
00:26:03,330 --> 00:26:04,331
- No.

386
00:26:06,867 --> 00:26:07,868
Well...

387
00:26:08,369 --> 00:26:09,570
I guess.

388
00:26:10,037 --> 00:26:11,038
Sort of.

389
00:26:12,173 --> 00:26:14,775
It's mostly nothing,

390
00:26:14,809 --> 00:26:18,279
seeing as I've skipped
lunch every day this week.

391
00:26:24,418 --> 00:26:29,824
I mean, I am
completely overwhelmed.

392
00:26:34,795 --> 00:26:39,233
They, they keep telling
us how to be, but

393
00:26:39,266 --> 00:26:44,472
but every version is different,
and you have to make it seem

394
00:26:44,506 --> 00:26:47,007
like you're not even
trying, you know?

395
00:26:53,481 --> 00:26:54,682
I...

396
00:26:55,616 --> 00:26:57,552
finally achieve a thigh gap.

397
00:26:57,586 --> 00:27:01,789
Then, our soccer coach tells
me the team is depending on me,

398
00:27:01,822 --> 00:27:05,092
so I get strong again, but
then I'm overflowing my

399
00:27:05,126 --> 00:27:08,796
skinny jeans, it's
like I can't keep up.

400
00:27:09,564 --> 00:27:10,865
And...

401
00:27:10,898 --> 00:27:13,267
and I mean, if I get anything
less than an A minus,

402
00:27:13,300 --> 00:27:15,570
I won't get into a great
college and then I won't get a

403
00:27:15,604 --> 00:27:19,206
great job to set me up for my
great career and then there's

404
00:27:19,240 --> 00:27:24,044
my parents, they moved here from
India, you know, and there's

405
00:27:24,078 --> 00:27:27,047
a certain way I'm
supposed to be.

406
00:27:27,081 --> 00:27:29,884
I've gotta make them
proud their way but,

407
00:27:29,917 --> 00:27:32,286
but it's not the same
as this way, and I just

408
00:27:32,319 --> 00:27:35,789
feel like I'm getting whiplash,
and, and the worst part about

409
00:27:35,823 --> 00:27:37,958
it all is that I'm
fucking starving.

410
00:27:45,634 --> 00:27:47,234
- You've got a lot going on.

411
00:27:48,169 --> 00:27:49,436
I mean, we all do.

412
00:27:51,205 --> 00:27:52,673
I'm here for you.

413
00:27:52,706 --> 00:27:54,175
Whatever you need.

414
00:27:56,545 --> 00:28:02,283
- Ah, you're so...
perfect, all the time.

415
00:28:06,687 --> 00:28:08,789
How are your feet
still on the ground?

416
00:28:11,692 --> 00:28:13,827
- I just ask what he would do.

417
00:28:15,462 --> 00:28:16,797
- Jesus?

418
00:28:18,232 --> 00:28:20,100
- My hero, Steve Jobs.

419
00:28:21,235 --> 00:28:22,469
- Oh.

420
00:28:24,872 --> 00:28:28,108
Yeah, I've heard that about you.

421
00:28:30,277 --> 00:28:33,280
- <i>What used to feel</i>
<i>like a far-off destiny was now</i>

422
00:28:33,314 --> 00:28:34,248
<i>just around the corner.</i>

423
00:28:34,281 --> 00:28:36,917
It was time to be
proactive about my future.

424
00:28:37,751 --> 00:28:39,688
Steve Jobs didn't
go to Stanford,

425
00:28:39,720 --> 00:28:41,488
but it embodied
everything he stood for.

426
00:29:01,842 --> 00:29:03,511
Shoot.

427
00:29:04,878 --> 00:29:06,213
Come on, Claudia.

428
00:29:07,114 --> 00:29:08,315
Visualize.

429
00:29:12,186 --> 00:29:12,987
And innovate.

430
00:29:13,020 --> 00:29:14,989
Ugh!

431
00:29:15,022 --> 00:29:17,291
- What did that
thing ever do to you?

432
00:29:19,026 --> 00:29:20,595
What are you working on?

433
00:29:20,629 --> 00:29:22,062
- My coding homework.

434
00:29:22,564 --> 00:29:23,497
- Oh.

435
00:29:24,198 --> 00:29:25,432
You're exhausted.

436
00:29:26,568 --> 00:29:28,269
Why are you working yourself
to death over this class?

437
00:29:28,302 --> 00:29:30,938
- It's a special
upperclassmen elective.

438
00:29:30,971 --> 00:29:33,675
- You're only in ninth grade,
why don't you just drop it?

439
00:29:33,708 --> 00:29:35,442
- I'm getting a leg
up for Stanford.

440
00:29:35,476 --> 00:29:38,145
Not all incoming college
freshmen have the chance

441
00:29:38,178 --> 00:29:40,948
to take computer
science in high school.

442
00:29:40,981 --> 00:29:44,818
- Well, what if you switched
to advanced literature

443
00:29:44,852 --> 00:29:45,919
or creative writing?

444
00:29:45,953 --> 00:29:47,421
- It's just a few late nights.

445
00:29:48,055 --> 00:29:49,290
- Well, don't go crazy

446
00:29:49,323 --> 00:29:50,858
for something that
makes you so unhappy.

447
00:29:50,891 --> 00:29:52,026
Life is short.

448
00:29:52,059 --> 00:29:53,494
- Mom, I don't have
time to get into a whole

449
00:29:53,528 --> 00:29:55,262
cancer talk right now, okay?

450
00:29:56,830 --> 00:29:58,265
I have too much to do.

451
00:30:01,736 --> 00:30:03,738
- Your hero wasn't an
engineer, you know.

452
00:30:03,772 --> 00:30:04,938
He was the creative.

453
00:30:04,972 --> 00:30:06,340
- I can handle it.

454
00:30:07,642 --> 00:30:09,476
- Has your school talked to
you guys at all about that

455
00:30:09,511 --> 00:30:12,112
teenager that killed
themselves by the train tracks?

456
00:30:12,146 --> 00:30:13,548
- It wasn't an Oaks student.

457
00:30:13,581 --> 00:30:15,883
- No, but they went to a
high school down the street.

458
00:30:16,651 --> 00:30:17,985
These things can be contagious.

459
00:30:18,018 --> 00:30:20,154
I just want to make sure Oaks
is talking to you and not

460
00:30:20,187 --> 00:30:22,156
brushing it under the rug.
- Mom.

461
00:30:23,123 --> 00:30:25,292
I'm sorry, but I'm
really busy right now.

462
00:30:25,326 --> 00:30:28,062
- Well, do you want me to look?
I pick up things pretty easily.

463
00:30:28,095 --> 00:30:30,297
- I need to learn how
to do this on my own.

464
00:30:31,298 --> 00:30:32,433
- Hmm.

465
00:30:32,466 --> 00:30:35,670
I used to be a pretty good
fucking engineer, you know.

466
00:30:35,704 --> 00:30:37,237
Before I married your
dad and had a kid,

467
00:30:37,271 --> 00:30:40,441
but, everyone seems to
have forgotten about that.

468
00:30:47,481 --> 00:30:49,718
- <i>Her first memory</i>
<i>was watching the Apollo 17</i>

469
00:30:49,751 --> 00:30:52,286
<i>launch on TV when</i>
<i>she was 4 years old.</i>

470
00:30:53,722 --> 00:30:54,988
<i>Like the fire</i>
<i>beneath the rocket,</i>

471
00:30:55,022 --> 00:30:56,624
<i>it ignited something in her.</i>

472
00:30:58,359 --> 00:31:00,994
It was in an
environmental biology class

473
00:31:01,028 --> 00:31:02,630
where she met my dad.

474
00:31:02,664 --> 00:31:05,199
She went to college to
study aerospace engineering,

475
00:31:05,232 --> 00:31:07,602
the sole female student
in her department.

476
00:31:07,635 --> 00:31:11,506
She, was the trailblazer I
kept telling myself I was.

477
00:31:13,641 --> 00:31:15,976
- Every single year, we go-
<i>- Somewhere along</i>

478
00:31:16,009 --> 00:31:18,245
<i>the way, she figured out that</i>
<i>the thing that she and my dad</i>

479
00:31:18,278 --> 00:31:21,248
<i>bonded over when they were</i>
<i>young was what drove them apart.</i>

480
00:31:21,281 --> 00:31:24,151
- ...into Pebble Beach as a
group, and I did it one time.

481
00:31:24,184 --> 00:31:26,053
- <i>She came to</i>
<i>resent him for the dreams</i>

482
00:31:26,086 --> 00:31:28,122
<i>she surrendered even though</i>
<i>she had done so willingly.</i>

483
00:31:28,155 --> 00:31:29,791
- We have the money,
doesn't mean that we should

484
00:31:29,824 --> 00:31:30,958
burn it on toys.

485
00:31:30,991 --> 00:31:32,292
- I'm not burning it,
it's not burning it.

486
00:31:32,326 --> 00:31:33,628
These are not toys.
- I don't know what else to do.

487
00:31:33,661 --> 00:31:34,995
- We used to be each other's
biggest heroes, we used

488
00:31:35,028 --> 00:31:36,196
to be each other's
biggest cheerleaders.

489
00:31:36,230 --> 00:31:37,565
- Yeah. I'm trying to tell you
that I'm hurt!

490
00:31:37,599 --> 00:31:38,767
That's just what I wanted
to share with you.

491
00:31:38,800 --> 00:31:40,200
- I have feelings too.

492
00:31:40,234 --> 00:31:41,268
I am hurt too, you don't think
that I want to share things

493
00:31:41,301 --> 00:31:43,070
with my partner?
- Yeah, I don't think...

494
00:31:43,103 --> 00:31:46,841
- <i>And he chose his</i>
<i>career over everything else.</i>

495
00:31:46,875 --> 00:31:48,409
- Just because I am
working long hours,

496
00:31:48,442 --> 00:31:49,744
it doesn't mean I'm
cheating on you.

497
00:31:49,778 --> 00:31:50,812
- I am not an idiot!

498
00:31:50,845 --> 00:31:52,446
- You're paranoid.
- You're pathetic!

499
00:31:52,479 --> 00:31:53,882
- If this is your way of
trying to get my attention,

500
00:31:53,914 --> 00:31:55,149
it's ridiculous.

501
00:31:55,182 --> 00:31:56,851
The only way you know how
to be close to someone,

502
00:31:56,885 --> 00:31:58,252
is to yell at them.

503
00:32:07,227 --> 00:32:08,596
- <i>Then came</i>
<i>the cancer.</i>

504
00:32:18,071 --> 00:32:20,140
<i>When she heard the</i>
<i>words, cancer free,</i>

505
00:32:20,842 --> 00:32:22,309
<i>she believed she had won.</i>

506
00:32:35,489 --> 00:32:39,393
<i>Mom and I had lived together,</i>
<i>just the two of us, for 8 years.</i>

507
00:32:53,006 --> 00:32:54,609
<i>We'd grown dependent</i>
<i>on one another.</i>

508
00:32:56,511 --> 00:32:58,847
- Oh I see someone finally
decided to come home.

509
00:32:58,880 --> 00:33:01,081
It's not like I wasn't waiting
for half an hour after school

510
00:33:01,114 --> 00:33:03,685
and finally had to call
Lucy to give me a ride.

511
00:33:03,718 --> 00:33:05,787
What's the point of a cell
phone if you never use it?

512
00:33:05,820 --> 00:33:07,488
I mean, really,
I called you five times.

513
00:33:07,522 --> 00:33:09,990
You know, these magic
little things in our pockets

514
00:33:10,023 --> 00:33:11,258
have multiple methods
of communication.

515
00:33:11,291 --> 00:33:13,427
A simple text wouldn't
have sufficed.

516
00:33:32,680 --> 00:33:33,681
Mom?

517
00:33:35,449 --> 00:33:36,751
- I'm sorry.

518
00:33:39,152 --> 00:33:40,788
I'm sorry I left you at school.

519
00:33:41,656 --> 00:33:43,090
I am just a human being.

520
00:33:43,992 --> 00:33:45,192
I am trying to be strong.

521
00:33:45,225 --> 00:33:46,628
- You are strong,
you're a badass.

522
00:33:46,661 --> 00:33:48,028
- Stop it, Claudia!

523
00:33:50,030 --> 00:33:52,332
I don't need you to
cheer me up right now.

524
00:33:58,006 --> 00:33:59,206
I'm sorry.

525
00:34:00,008 --> 00:34:01,208
It came back.

526
00:34:04,111 --> 00:34:05,312
It came back.

527
00:34:09,416 --> 00:34:10,417
But I just...

528
00:34:11,351 --> 00:34:13,420
I just needed a
minute to myself.

529
00:34:16,691 --> 00:34:18,492
- Mom.
- And I don't...

530
00:34:19,594 --> 00:34:22,530
I don't want to
talk about it yet.

531
00:34:22,564 --> 00:34:25,033
I don't want to be convinced,
I don't want to pretend to be

532
00:34:25,065 --> 00:34:26,333
a superhero.

533
00:34:26,734 --> 00:34:27,735
I don't...

534
00:34:31,706 --> 00:34:33,473
- <i>It was okay</i>
<i>that Mom was afraid.</i>

535
00:34:34,642 --> 00:34:36,678
<i>I would be strong enough</i>
<i>for the both of us.</i>

536
00:34:45,753 --> 00:34:48,121
- Can I ask you something
about the itinerary?

537
00:34:48,155 --> 00:34:48,957
- Yeah, what you got?

538
00:34:48,990 --> 00:34:50,324
- Okay.

539
00:34:50,357 --> 00:34:53,093
So, right here on day 2,
there's an hour that's missing,

540
00:34:53,126 --> 00:34:55,262
and then again on days 4 and 5.

541
00:34:56,263 --> 00:34:58,700
- That's not missing,
that's free time.

542
00:34:59,199 --> 00:35:00,300
- Free time?

543
00:35:00,334 --> 00:35:03,470
- Yeah, you can, you
can go shopping or,

544
00:35:03,504 --> 00:35:04,872
I don't know, have some gelato.

545
00:35:04,906 --> 00:35:07,307
If you really want to see the
city the way it's meant to

546
00:35:07,341 --> 00:35:08,910
be seen though, you'll
take a bike ride.

547
00:35:08,943 --> 00:35:10,044
- I have a few
ideas about what we

548
00:35:10,078 --> 00:35:11,278
could schedule in there instead.

549
00:35:11,311 --> 00:35:12,714
- Oh.
- In fact,

550
00:35:13,915 --> 00:35:16,216
I have some other ideas for
days 1 and 3 in Rome as well

551
00:35:16,249 --> 00:35:18,019
as day 6 in Genoa.

552
00:35:18,052 --> 00:35:19,020
I don't know who
made this thing, but

553
00:35:19,053 --> 00:35:21,154
there are some serious-
- I did.

554
00:35:22,590 --> 00:35:24,025
- Sorry.

555
00:35:24,058 --> 00:35:25,860
There are some
serious oversights.

556
00:35:25,893 --> 00:35:28,128
It's not taking into account
temporary exhibitions

557
00:35:28,161 --> 00:35:30,031
or efficient
transportation routes.

558
00:35:30,064 --> 00:35:31,331
In fact, I did some mapping.

559
00:35:32,366 --> 00:35:33,835
And if we switch these
two things here, we could

560
00:35:33,868 --> 00:35:36,037
shave off half an hour of bus
time, which we can then tack

561
00:35:36,070 --> 00:35:37,739
onto an architecture
tour in the afternoon.

562
00:35:38,606 --> 00:35:39,974
- I'm sorry, I
stopped listening.

563
00:35:40,008 --> 00:35:42,309
These buttons are
so hard to get in.

564
00:35:42,342 --> 00:35:44,244
Look, Claudia, why
don't you just,

565
00:35:44,277 --> 00:35:46,246
you know,
sit back and relax?

566
00:35:46,279 --> 00:35:48,248
I planned this whole thing
so that you wouldn't have

567
00:35:48,281 --> 00:35:50,417
to worry about it, you're kind
of hurting my feelings, so

568
00:35:50,450 --> 00:35:53,087
if you could just take in the
sights, I'd be appreciative.

569
00:35:53,121 --> 00:35:54,622
- But you didn't plan enough.

570
00:35:54,656 --> 00:35:57,157
I can help you rework the
entire schedule if you want.

571
00:35:58,092 --> 00:36:00,227
- That sounds terrible.

572
00:36:00,260 --> 00:36:02,964
Look, Claudia, I love
this about you, okay?

573
00:36:02,997 --> 00:36:05,298
You're super serious
about school,

574
00:36:05,332 --> 00:36:07,802
you're structured with your
homework and your studies.

575
00:36:07,835 --> 00:36:12,707
But this trip, the point of
this trip is spontaneity, okay,

576
00:36:12,740 --> 00:36:15,610
creativity, I don't know,
some adventure, right?

577
00:36:15,643 --> 00:36:18,846
The whole reason that we
planned this trip is so that we

578
00:36:18,880 --> 00:36:22,984
could celebrate the fact
that you are only young once.

579
00:36:23,017 --> 00:36:26,319
- I also only go on my high
school trip to Italy once.

580
00:36:26,353 --> 00:36:27,588
I've got to make it count.

581
00:36:28,556 --> 00:36:31,125
- Okay, just try to
have fun, all right?

582
00:36:31,159 --> 00:36:33,193
- You sure you don't want this?

583
00:36:33,226 --> 00:36:35,596
- No, and where did you
get so many post-its?

584
00:36:35,630 --> 00:36:37,832
- <i>Attention passengers</i>
<i>of Flight 8735,</i>

585
00:36:37,865 --> 00:36:39,067
<i>we are now ready for boarding.</i>

586
00:36:39,100 --> 00:36:41,035
<i>We'll begin with our pre-board.</i>
- All right, I'm gonna round

587
00:36:41,069 --> 00:36:42,302
up the troops.

588
00:36:42,335 --> 00:36:43,805
Come on, guys, let's go.

589
00:37:01,989 --> 00:37:03,891
- I bet they saw Alcatraz
and Fisherman's Wharf,

590
00:37:03,925 --> 00:37:06,060
and now they're going to
tell their friends and family

591
00:37:06,094 --> 00:37:07,762
how amazing California is.

592
00:37:08,796 --> 00:37:10,230
It's ironic, isn't it?

593
00:37:11,498 --> 00:37:12,967
They see a little piece of it
and think it's so fascinating

594
00:37:13,000 --> 00:37:14,702
and we laugh at them, but

595
00:37:14,736 --> 00:37:17,772
we're going to their city
to do the exact same thing.

596
00:37:17,805 --> 00:37:20,474
See a few old churches and
say we've been to Florence.

597
00:37:20,508 --> 00:37:22,710
- Florence has some of the
best museums in the world.

598
00:37:22,744 --> 00:37:25,780
- I doubt that's where
local Italian teenagers go.

599
00:37:25,813 --> 00:37:27,314
I wonder how different
their daily lives

600
00:37:27,347 --> 00:37:28,683
really are from ours.

601
00:37:28,716 --> 00:37:30,283
Maybe I'll go to
college in Italy.

602
00:37:31,418 --> 00:37:32,720
Really live there instead
of being some dumb tourist.

603
00:37:32,754 --> 00:37:34,722
- That'd never work, we couldn't
go to Italy for college.

604
00:37:34,756 --> 00:37:37,424
- Maybe you couldn't,
I'm talking about myself.

605
00:37:38,760 --> 00:37:41,562
- We can just do study abroad in
Italy while we're at Stanford.

606
00:37:42,663 --> 00:37:43,430
- Stanford?

607
00:37:43,463 --> 00:37:44,632
- Like we promised.

608
00:37:45,700 --> 00:37:47,769
- Oh my God, I can't
believe you remember that.

609
00:37:47,802 --> 00:37:50,270
We talked about that when
we were what, like, 11?

610
00:37:50,303 --> 00:37:51,672
- Remember, I live by it.

611
00:37:51,706 --> 00:37:53,574
- Claudia, I can't
go to Stanford.

612
00:37:53,608 --> 00:37:55,510
- You better not be
screwing with me right now.

613
00:37:58,780 --> 00:38:01,281
- Oh, you're serious,
aren't you?

614
00:38:01,314 --> 00:38:02,750
- You think our future's a joke?

615
00:40:20,354 --> 00:40:21,756
Hey, did we see
Venus of Urbino

616
00:40:21,789 --> 00:40:23,824
before Michelangelo's
David today?

617
00:40:29,297 --> 00:40:30,364
Not again.

618
00:40:30,398 --> 00:40:31,899
- Come on, we're going out.

619
00:40:31,933 --> 00:40:32,900
- I can't go out.

620
00:40:32,934 --> 00:40:35,069
- You can't not go out,
it's the last night.

621
00:40:35,102 --> 00:40:36,469
The others are waiting
in the lobby in 15.

622
00:40:36,504 --> 00:40:37,738
- It's against the rules.

623
00:40:37,772 --> 00:40:39,941
- The legal age to get
into bars here is like 16.

624
00:40:39,974 --> 00:40:42,310
- It's against the
school rules, Luce.

625
00:40:42,343 --> 00:40:44,745
- Look, if you didn't want to
experience nightlife in Italy,

626
00:40:44,779 --> 00:40:47,248
you could have picked the
Galapagos Biodiversity Trip.

627
00:40:47,281 --> 00:40:50,518
- I didn't travel 6,000
miles to get wasted and make

628
00:40:50,551 --> 00:40:52,219
an ass out of myself,
I could do that at home.

629
00:40:52,253 --> 00:40:54,588
- Yeah, like you've ever
done that, like, even once.

630
00:40:54,622 --> 00:40:56,624
- You know what, you can
squander your mornings here,

631
00:40:56,657 --> 00:40:59,393
sleeping in and hiding your
hangover from the teachers,

632
00:40:59,427 --> 00:41:01,929
I'm joining the 7 a.m.
walking tour tomorrow.

633
00:41:01,963 --> 00:41:04,497
- Oh my God, Claudia,
another one?

634
00:41:04,532 --> 00:41:05,533
You're as boring and repetitive

635
00:41:05,566 --> 00:41:07,568
as your stupid
fucking guidebooks.

636
00:41:10,137 --> 00:41:11,072
- Bitch.

637
00:42:02,957 --> 00:42:04,158
- <i>Lucy was right.</i>

638
00:42:05,559 --> 00:42:08,195
<i>I did need to go out,</i>
<i>but not to go clubbing.</i>

639
00:42:10,564 --> 00:42:12,633
<i>To connect with the</i>
<i>genius of Florence.</i>

640
00:42:14,368 --> 00:42:15,703
<i>To connect with Jobs.</i>

641
00:42:55,643 --> 00:42:58,145
- Claudia, what a
pleasant surprise.

642
00:42:58,179 --> 00:43:01,082
Where you heading on this
beautiful evening in Firenze?

643
00:43:02,783 --> 00:43:05,086
- To be honest,
I don't actually know.

644
00:43:06,521 --> 00:43:10,691
- I think that's the first time
I've ever heard you say that.

645
00:43:11,926 --> 00:43:12,927
- Me too.

646
00:43:14,529 --> 00:43:15,796
Where'd you ride?

647
00:43:15,830 --> 00:43:18,666
- Oh, I did a 10-mile loop
around the entire city.

648
00:43:19,233 --> 00:43:20,401
- That's productive,

649
00:43:20,434 --> 00:43:22,336
getting to see what you want
while getting some exercise.

650
00:43:22,369 --> 00:43:25,072
- Yeah, I mean, killing
two birds and all that,

651
00:43:25,106 --> 00:43:27,007
but that's, that's
not why I do it.

652
00:43:27,041 --> 00:43:30,344
I just think the best way
to explore a new place,

653
00:43:30,377 --> 00:43:33,548
is on two wheels, always been
that way, I don't know why.

654
00:43:33,582 --> 00:43:38,619
It just quiets all
the noise, in here.

655
00:43:39,753 --> 00:43:41,088
You should try it sometime.

656
00:43:45,059 --> 00:43:46,861
- I really should go,
I don't want to bother you.

657
00:43:47,928 --> 00:43:50,397
- You seem a little more
preoccupied than usual,

658
00:43:50,431 --> 00:43:51,732
what's on your mind?

659
00:43:53,167 --> 00:43:54,168
- It's nothing.

660
00:43:55,936 --> 00:43:58,706
I shouldn't, it's... it's rude.

661
00:43:58,739 --> 00:43:59,640
Too personal.

662
00:43:59,673 --> 00:44:01,742
- I'm an open book.

663
00:44:04,178 --> 00:44:05,746
- Well...

664
00:44:05,779 --> 00:44:07,181
You're so smart.

665
00:44:07,214 --> 00:44:10,519
And you're kind of quirky and
particular, you have all the

666
00:44:10,552 --> 00:44:13,654
right ingredients,
like, I'm just confused.

667
00:44:14,255 --> 00:44:15,256
- About?

668
00:44:16,290 --> 00:44:18,192
- Why on earth would
you settle for teaching

669
00:44:18,225 --> 00:44:19,460
high school as a career?

670
00:44:19,493 --> 00:44:20,895
Oh, I'm sorry, I...

671
00:44:20,928 --> 00:44:22,564
I can't believe I
said that.

672
00:44:22,597 --> 00:44:23,764
- I'm sorry, I can't, I'm sorry.

673
00:44:23,797 --> 00:44:25,833
- Ooh, ingredients, huh?

674
00:44:26,601 --> 00:44:28,603
Well, I didn't settle.

675
00:44:29,904 --> 00:44:33,307
I chose this, you know,
it might sound corny, and

676
00:44:33,340 --> 00:44:37,111
you might not appreciate it
at this stage in your life but,

677
00:44:37,144 --> 00:44:40,649
teaching is the most rewarding
thing that I could ever

678
00:44:40,681 --> 00:44:41,882
think of doing.

679
00:44:42,783 --> 00:44:44,485
- Really? I mean,
didn't you go to MIT?

680
00:44:44,519 --> 00:44:46,287
- Yeah, I crushed MIT.

681
00:44:46,320 --> 00:44:48,189
But is that supposed
to mean that I need

682
00:44:48,222 --> 00:44:50,424
to get a Nobel Prize
in engineering?

683
00:44:51,025 --> 00:44:51,892
- Yeah.

684
00:44:51,926 --> 00:44:54,962
- Oh, I know
you're obsessed

685
00:44:54,995 --> 00:44:57,331
with guys like Steve Jobs,

686
00:44:57,364 --> 00:44:58,365
and I get it,

687
00:44:58,399 --> 00:45:01,869
but everyone's definition
of success is different.

688
00:45:02,736 --> 00:45:05,940
- You just seem
better than that.

689
00:45:05,973 --> 00:45:07,374
- Whoa.

690
00:45:07,408 --> 00:45:09,210
I'm not a saint, okay?

691
00:45:09,743 --> 00:45:11,378
I am not a wizard,

692
00:45:11,412 --> 00:45:13,682
even though that would
be super cool, could you

693
00:45:13,714 --> 00:45:17,017
imagine me in, like,
matching robes head to toe?

694
00:45:17,051 --> 00:45:20,221
I'm not special, I'm just like
every other privileged kid,

695
00:45:20,254 --> 00:45:22,323
thrown on the hamster
wheel, you work hard,

696
00:45:22,356 --> 00:45:25,726
and I made my first
million before I was 30.

697
00:45:26,661 --> 00:45:27,928
- Well, that's what
I'm talking about.

698
00:45:27,962 --> 00:45:29,664
- Well, I mean, I
thought it would give me

699
00:45:29,698 --> 00:45:31,232
a sense of accomplishment,
you know?

700
00:45:31,265 --> 00:45:33,602
Not because I wanted the
money to buy anything

701
00:45:33,635 --> 00:45:41,141
specifically, but because, I
achieved the goal, I made it.

702
00:45:41,175 --> 00:45:47,881
But, as soon as I
did, the needle moved.

703
00:45:49,684 --> 00:45:50,884
I felt trapped.

704
00:45:52,486 --> 00:45:53,854
- So what happened?

705
00:45:55,055 --> 00:45:56,924
- Well, I realized that the
only time I was really happy

706
00:45:56,957 --> 00:46:00,227
was when I was back in Boston
in college working as a TA.

707
00:46:00,261 --> 00:46:04,865
So, I got back into teaching,
and I haven't looked back since.

708
00:46:05,700 --> 00:46:07,602
- Well, I know what I want.

709
00:46:07,636 --> 00:46:09,537
I always have, I want
to be Steve Jobs.

710
00:46:09,571 --> 00:46:11,872
- Yeah, which is impossible.

711
00:46:11,905 --> 00:46:13,642
We can agree on that,
I mean, it's not because

712
00:46:13,675 --> 00:46:14,942
you're not smart
enough or driven.

713
00:46:14,975 --> 00:46:16,645
- Yeah, yeah, we already
have one Steve Jobs.

714
00:46:16,678 --> 00:46:18,912
We don't need another,
I mean, bullshit.

715
00:46:18,946 --> 00:46:20,548
It's not like we got Einstein
and said, you know what,

716
00:46:20,582 --> 00:46:21,982
we're good, we'll stop there.

717
00:46:23,117 --> 00:46:24,351
- I'm not saying that you
can't be the next big thing,

718
00:46:24,385 --> 00:46:29,123
because, God knows you
are capable, but the glory

719
00:46:29,156 --> 00:46:32,459
shouldn't be the goal, because
if it is, you will just keep

720
00:46:32,493 --> 00:46:33,894
reaching and reaching.

721
00:46:33,927 --> 00:46:36,531
- I just want to learn and
then dominate the way he did.

722
00:46:36,564 --> 00:46:37,798
- Hmm.

723
00:46:38,799 --> 00:46:41,435
It's like I'm talking
to a mirror, honestly.

724
00:46:41,468 --> 00:46:47,441
Um, you will soon discover that
life is not a means to an end.

725
00:46:48,442 --> 00:46:50,244
It's... It's this.

726
00:46:51,412 --> 00:46:53,648
It's just being, you know?

727
00:46:53,682 --> 00:46:56,317
And for you, yeah, it sucks.

728
00:46:56,350 --> 00:46:59,521
You gotta be an adolescent,
smell funny and all the boys

729
00:46:59,554 --> 00:47:01,855
are stupid and you don't
know what you're doing,

730
00:47:01,889 --> 00:47:04,024
but, be open.

731
00:47:04,058 --> 00:47:06,628
The magic is
integrating all of it,

732
00:47:06,661 --> 00:47:08,395
not shutting the
door on any of it.

733
00:47:09,063 --> 00:47:10,331
- Okay, Dumbledore.

734
00:47:10,898 --> 00:47:12,299
- Thank you?

735
00:47:13,635 --> 00:47:18,038
- I'm just... I'm sick of people
just telling me that I'm wrong.

736
00:47:18,072 --> 00:47:20,508
I know who I am, I always have.

737
00:47:20,542 --> 00:47:23,844
And, look Steve Jobs had to
swim against the tide too.

738
00:47:25,012 --> 00:47:26,213
- Yeah, he did.

739
00:47:27,381 --> 00:47:28,583
But he did it his way.

740
00:47:30,017 --> 00:47:33,555
I mean, we can agree that
he made a lot of mistakes,

741
00:47:33,588 --> 00:47:38,058
but man, he had fun doing it,
and he created a lot of cool

742
00:47:38,092 --> 00:47:41,563
shit along the way
for one reason.

743
00:47:41,596 --> 00:47:45,165
Steve Jobs is the
only Steve Jobs.

744
00:47:45,767 --> 00:47:47,067
He is an original.

745
00:47:54,208 --> 00:47:55,209
I'm hungry.

746
00:47:56,176 --> 00:47:57,978
Care to join me for a bite?

747
00:47:59,246 --> 00:48:00,948
- I've got more studying to do.

748
00:48:03,150 --> 00:48:04,519
Good night, Mr. Shine.

749
00:49:20,795 --> 00:49:21,995
Lucy?

750
00:49:31,038 --> 00:49:32,607
Luce, you okay?

751
00:49:34,441 --> 00:49:35,442
Oh, God.

752
00:49:40,515 --> 00:49:42,684
How can you think
partying's worth this?

753
00:49:53,761 --> 00:49:54,963
- What are you doing?

754
00:49:54,995 --> 00:49:56,698
- Getting ready for the tour.

755
00:49:57,565 --> 00:49:58,566
- The fuck?

756
00:49:59,567 --> 00:50:00,535
- You wanna come?
We meet in the lobby in 10.

757
00:50:02,269 --> 00:50:05,138
- I think I shit my
intestines out last night.

758
00:50:07,140 --> 00:50:08,543
You were up all night
helping me, you probably got

759
00:50:08,576 --> 00:50:11,411
2 hours of sleep, what is
with you and this schedule?

760
00:50:11,445 --> 00:50:14,582
- Steve Jobs spent 7 months
living in an ashram in India.

761
00:50:14,616 --> 00:50:17,117
I'm immersing myself
in the Renaissance.

762
00:50:17,150 --> 00:50:18,520
I want to absorb
every last drop.

763
00:50:18,553 --> 00:50:20,788
- You can't fit spiritual
enlightenment into jam-packed

764
00:50:20,822 --> 00:50:24,224
12-hour days with note-taking
like a little crack addict.

765
00:50:24,258 --> 00:50:26,493
- People of accomplishment
don't sit back and let things

766
00:50:26,528 --> 00:50:29,797
happen to them, they go out
and they happen to things.

767
00:50:29,831 --> 00:50:30,832
- Ugh.

768
00:50:30,865 --> 00:50:32,399
- Leonardo da Vinci.

769
00:50:33,535 --> 00:50:35,369
I'm simply searching
for inspiration.

770
00:50:36,436 --> 00:50:37,639
Everywhere.

771
00:50:43,845 --> 00:50:46,246
- Thank you, you're doing great.

772
00:50:46,280 --> 00:50:50,217
Oh, oh my God, lord almighty.

773
00:50:50,250 --> 00:50:51,485
- What happened?
- Claudia, hey,

774
00:50:51,519 --> 00:50:53,420
good morning, you
okay? What's going on?

775
00:50:53,453 --> 00:50:56,256
Coming out the front or the
back? What's your damage?

776
00:50:56,290 --> 00:50:58,191
- Damage?
- What do you mean?

777
00:50:58,225 --> 00:51:00,327
I got two kids in the
clinic getting an IV,

778
00:51:00,360 --> 00:51:02,664
I got a carpet that
might have to be redone,

779
00:51:02,697 --> 00:51:05,533
I got 3 soiled mattresses
and five of us,

780
00:51:05,567 --> 00:51:08,836
including myself, have had
shots in the old derriere.

781
00:51:08,870 --> 00:51:10,470
Everyone else here
is a shit hydrant.

782
00:51:10,505 --> 00:51:14,274
So are you telling me that
you and Lucy aren't sick?

783
00:51:14,308 --> 00:51:16,410
- Lucy was throwing up, but I
think it's just from drinking.

784
00:51:16,443 --> 00:51:19,581
I was just going out to
get the walking tour.

785
00:51:19,614 --> 00:51:21,281
- That is a bad idea.

786
00:51:21,315 --> 00:51:23,083
- No, I think that the
best medicine

787
00:51:23,116 --> 00:51:25,385
is fresh air and exercise.

788
00:51:29,323 --> 00:51:33,061
- Oh, you're gonna be okay.

789
00:51:33,093 --> 00:51:35,462
Quentin, in the
trash can, buddy.

790
00:52:01,789 --> 00:52:04,458
Ooh, boy.

791
00:52:04,491 --> 00:52:07,394
- Mr. Shine, we can't make
them stay here much longer.

792
00:52:07,427 --> 00:52:09,831
- Yes, I'm well aware
of that, Mrs. DeWitt.

793
00:52:10,632 --> 00:52:11,465
- Asshole.
- Guys,

794
00:52:11,498 --> 00:52:12,567
it's gonna be okay, all right?

795
00:52:12,600 --> 00:52:14,836
I got good news
and I got bad news.

796
00:52:14,869 --> 00:52:17,772
Now, the bad news is we missed
our flight, we all knew that.

797
00:52:17,805 --> 00:52:21,208
Ah, but they won't let us
get on the next one.

798
00:52:21,241 --> 00:52:23,811
Apparently we are a threat
to the other passengers.

799
00:52:23,845 --> 00:52:26,714
But the good news is that
I informed the school,

800
00:52:26,748 --> 00:52:30,084
and your parents know,
so look, just sit tight,

801
00:52:30,118 --> 00:52:32,620
stay cool, and hang in there.

802
00:52:33,554 --> 00:52:35,255
Hmm, oh.

803
00:52:36,557 --> 00:52:37,759
I'll be back.

804
00:52:37,792 --> 00:52:38,793
Oh God.

805
00:52:47,135 --> 00:52:48,335
- Hello?

806
00:52:49,971 --> 00:52:51,171
It's okay.

807
00:52:54,341 --> 00:52:55,677
Everything all right?

808
00:53:10,858 --> 00:53:13,594
Well, make sure you're
drinking enough fluids.

809
00:53:13,628 --> 00:53:15,730
Heard you were all shooting
like rockets out of

810
00:53:15,763 --> 00:53:16,964
both ends over there.

811
00:53:19,167 --> 00:53:20,902
Too soon, maybe?

812
00:53:23,270 --> 00:53:25,238
- <i>General McChrystal</i>
<i>just had his full</i>

813
00:53:25,272 --> 00:53:26,741
<i>complement of new</i>
<i>troops arrive...</i>

814
00:53:26,774 --> 00:53:28,442
- You know, the system
is state of the art.

815
00:53:29,010 --> 00:53:30,243
It's got streaming,

816
00:53:30,277 --> 00:53:31,679
full catalog of movies,
you don't have to

817
00:53:31,713 --> 00:53:32,714
surf cable.

818
00:53:32,747 --> 00:53:34,949
- Sometimes it's easier
to have fewer choices.

819
00:53:37,217 --> 00:53:38,418
- Sure.

820
00:53:43,423 --> 00:53:45,760
Can I ask you something?
Why did you look so shocked

821
00:53:45,793 --> 00:53:48,830
when you saw me with the
other parents at the airport?

822
00:53:48,863 --> 00:53:50,998
Did you seriously think that I
wasn't gonna care that you were

823
00:53:51,032 --> 00:53:52,700
sick in a foreign country?

824
00:53:58,005 --> 00:53:59,339
Good, yeah.

825
00:53:59,974 --> 00:54:00,975
Silent treatment.

826
00:54:01,609 --> 00:54:02,710
Nice.

827
00:54:04,612 --> 00:54:07,515
You know, my parents fought
like animals when I was

828
00:54:07,548 --> 00:54:10,218
growing up, there was not a
single thing that went unsaid

829
00:54:10,250 --> 00:54:11,586
in that house.

830
00:54:12,854 --> 00:54:14,522
But they never got divorced.

831
00:54:15,790 --> 00:54:17,024
And I hated them for it.

832
00:54:18,760 --> 00:54:20,928
- Some people take
their vows seriously.

833
00:54:25,533 --> 00:54:26,868
- Where are you going?

834
00:54:26,901 --> 00:54:27,969
- Bed.

835
00:54:28,002 --> 00:54:30,838
- Well, can I just, hang on?
I wanna keep talking.

836
00:54:30,872 --> 00:54:32,940
- I can feel one of
your lectures coming,

837
00:54:32,974 --> 00:54:34,374
and I'm not in the mood.

838
00:54:34,976 --> 00:54:36,043
- Just wait a minute.

839
00:54:37,344 --> 00:54:37,979
- Actually, you know what?
I just want to go home.

840
00:54:38,579 --> 00:54:40,413
- This is your home, too.

841
00:54:40,447 --> 00:54:43,785
- It's not, actually,
you left our home.

842
00:54:43,818 --> 00:54:45,720
- All right, well, you can't
go back to your mom's right now

843
00:54:45,753 --> 00:54:47,922
because we haven't gotten
the results back on whatever

844
00:54:47,955 --> 00:54:50,457
you all picked up over there,
and she's immunocompromised.

845
00:54:50,490 --> 00:54:53,161
So, I guess you're just gonna
have to suffer here with me.

846
00:54:53,194 --> 00:54:56,329
- A man covering up his broken
home with all his possessions?

847
00:54:58,298 --> 00:55:01,202
- I'm not gonna apologize
for what I've worked for.

848
00:55:01,235 --> 00:55:03,303
- Of course you're not.

849
00:55:03,336 --> 00:55:05,907
- These,
passive-aggressive remarks,

850
00:55:05,940 --> 00:55:08,876
they're childish, you
might want to join reality,

851
00:55:08,910 --> 00:55:11,112
where if there is something
that you don't like, you fix

852
00:55:11,145 --> 00:55:12,412
it or you move on.

853
00:55:13,480 --> 00:55:15,516
- You can just bend the
whole world to your will?

854
00:55:15,550 --> 00:55:17,885
- Oh, my God, you sound
just like your mom.

855
00:55:17,919 --> 00:55:20,555
Look, I grew up
poor, and I hated it.

856
00:55:20,588 --> 00:55:23,524
So I chose to make
a career for myself.

857
00:55:23,558 --> 00:55:25,458
I chose to be happy.

858
00:55:25,492 --> 00:55:27,662
I choose to wake up every
day like it is the best

859
00:55:27,695 --> 00:55:30,397
goddamn day to be
alive on the earth.

860
00:55:32,567 --> 00:55:36,904
- So that's your priority,
the mansion over the family.

861
00:55:39,874 --> 00:55:42,643
- My marriage to your
mom was built

862
00:55:42,677 --> 00:55:45,478
on love and
mutual respect.

863
00:55:45,513 --> 00:55:48,516
We were partners
until we weren't.

864
00:55:49,951 --> 00:55:52,286
And we became enemies,
and we tried to fix it,

865
00:55:52,320 --> 00:55:56,456
but we... we couldn't,
so we moved on.

866
00:55:57,792 --> 00:55:59,961
I think it is time for you
to accept reality and do

867
00:55:59,994 --> 00:56:01,128
the same thing.

868
00:56:02,763 --> 00:56:03,496
Fine.

869
00:56:03,531 --> 00:56:05,266
Hate me for the divorce.

870
00:56:05,299 --> 00:56:07,635
Judge the excesses in my life.

871
00:56:07,668 --> 00:56:09,904
Be as spiteful as
you want, but whether

872
00:56:09,937 --> 00:56:13,674
you like it or not, I am the
dad that you are stuck with.

873
00:56:15,276 --> 00:56:18,179
Whatever you do
or say, I'm not...

874
00:56:18,212 --> 00:56:19,780
I'm not gonna stop loving you.

875
00:56:20,882 --> 00:56:22,717
- Well, I wish I
could say the same.

876
00:56:26,721 --> 00:56:27,722
- Hmm.

877
00:56:31,158 --> 00:56:32,459
This um...

878
00:56:33,928 --> 00:56:35,062
friction...

879
00:56:37,164 --> 00:56:38,633
It is temporary.

880
00:56:40,201 --> 00:56:41,401
You got that?

881
00:56:43,037 --> 00:56:45,940
Because I, do not fail.

882
00:56:47,375 --> 00:56:49,409
We do not fail.

883
00:56:52,914 --> 00:56:53,915
Not at this.

884
00:57:07,595 --> 00:57:09,096
- Okay, listen up.

885
00:57:09,130 --> 00:57:13,134
The cadaver brought to us
today was a human being.

886
00:57:13,167 --> 00:57:17,338
They had a family, they were a
productive member of society.

887
00:57:17,371 --> 00:57:19,273
So, I think it's
really important

888
00:57:19,307 --> 00:57:20,841
that we take a moment to

889
00:57:20,875 --> 00:57:24,879
give thanks for the opportunity
that they have given us

890
00:57:24,912 --> 00:57:27,214
by donating their
body to science.

891
00:57:28,349 --> 00:57:29,550
- Everybody,

892
00:57:31,118 --> 00:57:34,755
please say hello, to Jane Doe.

893
00:57:36,090 --> 00:57:37,525
Here we just call her Jane.

894
00:57:38,693 --> 00:57:40,361
She was a 72-year-old
woman who died

895
00:57:40,394 --> 00:57:42,630
of sepsis from a
viral infection.

896
00:57:44,398 --> 00:57:46,867
- Hey, are you okay over here?

897
00:57:47,969 --> 00:57:49,704
- Just trying to
get a better look.

898
00:57:50,571 --> 00:57:52,106
- It's okay to be upset.

899
00:57:53,140 --> 00:57:54,141
- I'm not.

900
00:57:54,709 --> 00:57:55,710
- Hey.

901
00:57:56,911 --> 00:57:58,980
You know, it's
totally normal, okay,

902
00:57:59,013 --> 00:58:01,115
especially for those of
us who have been exposed

903
00:58:01,148 --> 00:58:03,551
to the possibility of
death at a very young age.

904
00:58:03,584 --> 00:58:06,053
I mean, it's really
overwhelming.

905
00:58:06,087 --> 00:58:08,055
- No, the sterility of
this place is just messing

906
00:58:08,089 --> 00:58:08,956
with my eyes.

907
00:58:08,990 --> 00:58:11,158
- Right
- They must keep it really dry

908
00:58:11,192 --> 00:58:12,360
in here to preserve Jane.

909
00:58:12,393 --> 00:58:16,430
- Hmm. Well you know that's
not really Jane Doe, right?

910
00:58:16,464 --> 00:58:18,666
- Yeah, I know they're
protecting her identity.

911
00:58:18,699 --> 00:58:20,801
- No, what I mean to
say is that, that is,

912
00:58:20,835 --> 00:58:24,138
it's just the body that
Jane Doe inhabited.

913
00:58:24,171 --> 00:58:25,606
It's not really her.

914
00:58:27,808 --> 00:58:29,910
Hey, you know what I think?

915
00:58:29,944 --> 00:58:33,047
I think that Jane's soul
is still alive somewhere.

916
00:58:36,250 --> 00:58:37,685
- That's...

917
00:58:37,718 --> 00:58:39,553
that's pretty
sentimental hoodoo stuff

918
00:58:39,587 --> 00:58:41,956
for a biology teacher
in distress.

919
00:58:41,989 --> 00:58:45,259
- Well, not all scientists
are cold and calculated.

920
00:58:46,761 --> 00:58:49,597
Vulnerability is a gift.

921
00:58:51,298 --> 00:58:52,833
It makes us better.

922
00:58:56,971 --> 00:59:00,241
- I'm gonna step outside before
I do any damage to my corneas.

923
00:59:10,718 --> 00:59:11,719
- I want one...
- Free bites?

924
00:59:11,752 --> 00:59:12,853
- ...of the apple slices.

925
00:59:12,887 --> 00:59:14,021
Team.

926
00:59:14,055 --> 00:59:15,156
Like a fair trade

927
00:59:15,189 --> 00:59:16,157
- Hey Mr. S.!

928
00:59:16,490 --> 00:59:17,792
- Hey.

929
00:59:17,825 --> 00:59:18,859
You guys better bulk up.

930
00:59:18,893 --> 00:59:21,295
My test is gonna
melt your brains.

931
00:59:21,328 --> 00:59:22,296
- Bring it on.

932
00:59:22,329 --> 00:59:24,832
- Oh, see you after lunch.

933
00:59:25,199 --> 00:59:26,200
- Bye.

934
00:59:50,559 --> 00:59:51,959
- <i>Good afternoon.</i>

935
00:59:51,992 --> 00:59:54,862
<i>Please join us in the</i>
<i>gymnasium for an emergency</i>

936
00:59:54,895 --> 00:59:57,131
<i>mandatory school-wide assembly.</i>

937
00:59:58,265 --> 00:59:59,266
<i>Thank you.</i>

938
01:00:09,743 --> 01:00:11,712
- Thank you for being here.

939
01:00:13,881 --> 01:00:20,555
It is with immeasurable grief
and regret, that I share

940
01:00:20,589 --> 01:00:22,389
this very tragic news with you.

941
01:00:25,860 --> 01:00:28,796
Mr. Shine was biking off
of campus this afternoon

942
01:00:28,829 --> 01:00:30,264
during lunch period,

943
01:00:31,065 --> 01:00:32,299
and...

944
01:00:32,333 --> 01:00:36,270
he was involved and killed in
a tragic automobile accident.

945
01:00:38,839 --> 01:00:41,408
As a member of the Oaks
family for the past 7 years,

946
01:00:42,743 --> 01:00:45,880
Mr. Shine was more than a
beloved biology teacher.

947
01:00:46,914 --> 01:00:48,649
He was a trusted mentor.

948
01:00:49,383 --> 01:00:50,784
His classes and,

949
01:00:55,489 --> 01:00:58,859
his classes and peer group
will be temporarily taken over

950
01:00:58,893 --> 01:01:04,031
by Mr. Dotnick, and we will
be hosting a memorial service

951
01:01:04,064 --> 01:01:08,335
where students and faculty will
have an opportunity to speak.

952
01:01:10,639 --> 01:01:12,406
- <i>They said</i>
<i>it was impossible.</i>

953
01:01:13,575 --> 01:01:14,875
<i>It cannot last.</i>

954
01:01:16,611 --> 01:01:17,912
<i>It will never work.</i>

955
01:01:19,146 --> 01:01:23,150
<i>Where others see the past,</i>
<i>we imagine the future.</i>

956
01:01:24,185 --> 01:01:27,121
<i>And it is always</i>
<i>better than before.</i>

957
01:01:35,196 --> 01:01:38,799
<i>History is made by those who</i>
<i>dare to see another world.</i>

958
01:01:38,832 --> 01:01:39,800
<i>Not the world...</i>
- Shit,

959
01:01:39,833 --> 01:01:40,868
you really freaked me out.

960
01:01:41,636 --> 01:01:42,970
<i>- Not the world as it is...</i>

961
01:01:43,003 --> 01:01:45,607
- Never seen you this upset.
<i>- But the world is...</i>

962
01:01:45,640 --> 01:01:47,074
- He was my favorite teacher.

963
01:01:48,409 --> 01:01:50,110
<i>- The world that we deserve...</i>
- I'm gonna get through this.

964
01:01:50,679 --> 01:01:51,879
I'm...

965
01:01:52,780 --> 01:01:53,914
gonna need to be
surrounded by positivity.

966
01:01:55,916 --> 01:01:58,018
<i>- Dare to ask, what if we could?</i>

967
01:01:58,052 --> 01:02:00,187
- Spare me that
bullshit today, please.

968
01:02:02,122 --> 01:02:05,726
Somebody died, I'm allowing
you to not think positively.

969
01:02:05,759 --> 01:02:08,862
<i>- If we just dare to believe...</i>

970
01:02:15,803 --> 01:02:17,572
- Look, I know you don't
like to talk about your mom,

971
01:02:17,606 --> 01:02:21,208
but, I can sort of relate to
what you're going through.

972
01:02:23,177 --> 01:02:24,345
Are you scared?

973
01:02:25,879 --> 01:02:28,182
- Steve Jobs had pancreatic
cancer and they cured him.

974
01:02:29,584 --> 01:02:30,851
My mom will be fine.

975
01:02:31,885 --> 01:02:33,354
- I'm not sure it's that simple.

976
01:02:35,222 --> 01:02:37,358
- The doctors cured her
once, they'll do it again.

977
01:02:39,728 --> 01:02:41,328
- Yeah, definitely.

978
01:02:42,763 --> 01:02:43,964
Maybe.

979
01:02:47,434 --> 01:02:48,502
Look, it...

980
01:02:50,871 --> 01:02:53,207
You don't want to get
caught off guard, either.

981
01:02:53,240 --> 01:02:56,243
Might be smart to consider
all possibilities.

982
01:02:59,346 --> 01:03:01,750
- Why are you always
so pessimistic?

983
01:03:01,782 --> 01:03:03,350
- I'm realistic.

984
01:03:14,696 --> 01:03:15,929
- <i>Good evening.</i>

985
01:03:17,064 --> 01:03:19,466
<i>Tonight, I can report</i>
<i>to the American people</i>

986
01:03:19,500 --> 01:03:22,671
<i>and to the world, that the</i>
<i>United States has conducted</i>

987
01:03:22,704 --> 01:03:26,273
<i>an operation that killed</i>
<i>Osama Bin Laden, the leader of</i>

988
01:03:26,307 --> 01:03:30,077
<i>Al Qaeda, and a terrorist who's</i>
<i>responsible for the murder</i>

989
01:03:30,110 --> 01:03:34,448
<i>of thousands of innocent</i>
<i>men, women, and children.</i>

990
01:03:35,849 --> 01:03:37,217
<i>It was nearly 10 years ago.</i>

991
01:03:38,620 --> 01:03:42,222
- Look at you. Ah!

992
01:03:42,691 --> 01:03:44,925
Oh, honey.

993
01:03:44,958 --> 01:03:46,260
- Do you like it?

994
01:03:46,293 --> 01:03:47,861
I love it.

995
01:03:47,895 --> 01:03:50,164
<i>- Last week, I determined</i>
<i>that we had enough</i>

996
01:03:50,197 --> 01:03:53,867
<i>intelligence to take action</i>
<i>and authorized an operation</i>

997
01:03:53,901 --> 01:03:57,404
<i>to get Osama Bin Laden</i>
<i>and bring him to justice.</i>

998
01:03:57,438 --> 01:03:58,339
- Can you believe this?

999
01:03:58,372 --> 01:04:00,207
<i>- Today, at my direction...</i>
- Hmm?

1000
01:04:00,240 --> 01:04:01,241
- Yeah.
<i>- ...The United States</i>

1001
01:04:01,275 --> 01:04:02,544
<i>launched a targeted...</i>
- I mean,

1002
01:04:02,577 --> 01:04:05,379
do you understand the
gravity of what's going on?

1003
01:04:05,412 --> 01:04:08,750
This is a significant
moment in history.

1004
01:04:08,783 --> 01:04:10,552
- I knew we were gonna get him.

1005
01:04:11,720 --> 01:04:14,221
- You knew we'd get
Osama Bin Laden?

1006
01:04:14,254 --> 01:04:16,624
- I wasn't holding my breath,
it was just a matter of when.

1007
01:04:16,658 --> 01:04:18,560
- He evaded capture
for 10 years,

1008
01:04:18,593 --> 01:04:21,328
I don't think anyone
thought it was a sure thing.

1009
01:04:23,330 --> 01:04:27,034
- <i>Senior prom,</i>
<i>graduation, Stanford,</i>

1010
01:04:27,067 --> 01:04:28,469
<i>it was all coming up, Claudia.</i>

1011
01:04:30,003 --> 01:04:31,405
<i>Though, even I had to admit</i>
<i>capturing Bin Laden was</i>

1012
01:04:31,438 --> 01:04:32,439
<i>icing on the cake.</i>

1013
01:04:48,055 --> 01:04:48,956
- To the real prom!

1014
01:04:49,390 --> 01:04:50,625
- This is it.

1015
01:04:50,658 --> 01:04:53,160
Topping off the list of perfect
high school accomplishments.

1016
01:04:53,193 --> 01:04:55,129
- You really think all of
high school is perfect?

1017
01:04:55,162 --> 01:04:56,598
- I've got one more
chance to get everything

1018
01:04:56,631 --> 01:04:57,832
I wanted from high school.

1019
01:04:57,866 --> 01:04:59,066
It's the last thing on the list.

1020
01:05:00,067 --> 01:05:01,435
I'm losing my virginity
tonight, prom night.

1021
01:05:01,736 --> 01:05:02,903
- Ooh!

1022
01:05:02,936 --> 01:05:04,938
- No, high school boys
are so selfish in bed.

1023
01:05:04,972 --> 01:05:06,306
I'd wait till college
if I were you,

1024
01:05:06,340 --> 01:05:07,509
till they know
what they're doing.

1025
01:05:07,542 --> 01:05:09,611
- Maybe you're just
sick of boys in general.

1026
01:05:09,644 --> 01:05:11,178
- To college guys.

1027
01:05:11,211 --> 01:05:13,013
- Yeah, to giving girls a shot.

1028
01:05:13,615 --> 01:05:14,616
- Shot.

1029
01:05:15,517 --> 01:05:17,585
- Well, I can't go
to college a virgin.

1030
01:05:18,520 --> 01:05:20,053
- Fucking classic.

1031
01:05:21,589 --> 01:05:24,391
- Okay, looks like someone's
had too much to drink.

1032
01:05:24,425 --> 01:05:26,160
- You can pack everything
you want into those neat

1033
01:05:26,193 --> 01:05:28,797
little boxes in your head,
but you can't control me.

1034
01:05:28,830 --> 01:05:31,198
- Well, I guess it's good you're
learning your limits now, this

1035
01:05:31,231 --> 01:05:33,367
way you won't be one of those
kids that goes too hard freshman

1036
01:05:33,400 --> 01:05:35,135
year, it's not
good for your rep.

1037
01:05:36,871 --> 01:05:38,272
- I never applied.

1038
01:05:41,208 --> 01:05:42,710
- When were you planning
on telling me that?

1039
01:05:43,477 --> 01:05:45,412
- We're not married.

1040
01:05:45,446 --> 01:05:47,582
God, you're like a
human straitjacket.

1041
01:05:48,616 --> 01:05:50,083
- Then what was the point?

1042
01:05:51,318 --> 01:05:54,087
Of all the opportunities we were
given, of all our hard work,

1043
01:05:54,121 --> 01:05:56,390
you go to a good university,
that's what you do.

1044
01:05:56,423 --> 01:05:58,358
- Half the people you look
up to dropped out of college.

1045
01:05:58,392 --> 01:06:00,294
- You sound
seriously delusional.

1046
01:06:00,327 --> 01:06:01,563
You think if I want
to be successful,

1047
01:06:01,596 --> 01:06:02,664
I shouldn't go to Stanford?

1048
01:06:03,731 --> 01:06:06,967
- You're just some pawn
in this giant experiment.

1049
01:06:07,000 --> 01:06:08,402
There's no paradise, Claudia.

1050
01:06:08,435 --> 01:06:10,572
- I know this place
isn't perfect.

1051
01:06:10,605 --> 01:06:12,105
- I'm talking about you.

1052
01:06:12,139 --> 01:06:13,875
You have imperfections.

1053
01:06:13,908 --> 01:06:15,142
- Oh, yeah, like what?

1054
01:06:16,143 --> 01:06:17,712
No, seriously, tell me
what's so wrong with me.

1055
01:06:17,745 --> 01:06:19,179
- You buy into all of it.

1056
01:06:19,213 --> 01:06:21,381
- You're blind to how
good you've got it.

1057
01:06:21,415 --> 01:06:22,851
I mean, I used to
look up to you,

1058
01:06:22,884 --> 01:06:25,887
it turns out you're just some
spoiled brat in designer clothes

1059
01:06:25,920 --> 01:06:28,690
who isn't smart or ambitious
enough to accomplish anything.

1060
01:06:28,723 --> 01:06:31,492
- You wouldn't do anything on
your own if it weren't for me.

1061
01:06:31,526 --> 01:06:33,962
- I'm going to change the world
while you float by aimlessly

1062
01:06:33,994 --> 01:06:35,362
on someone else's credit card.

1063
01:06:35,395 --> 01:06:37,164
- You say you're
destined for greatness,

1064
01:06:37,197 --> 01:06:38,432
you don't even know who you are.

1065
01:06:38,465 --> 01:06:40,400
- What are you talking about?
- You're some fake

1066
01:06:40,434 --> 01:06:43,237
fucking robot who's scared
shitless all the time.

1067
01:06:43,270 --> 01:06:45,339
And I'm done
throwing you a line.

1068
01:06:54,348 --> 01:06:55,950
- <i>I was the</i>
<i>one with the plan,</i>

1069
01:06:55,984 --> 01:06:59,086
<i>the focus, the future.</i>

1070
01:06:59,119 --> 01:07:00,755
<i>I refused to give up.</i>

1071
01:07:12,432 --> 01:07:13,433
- Innovate.

1072
01:07:13,467 --> 01:07:15,135
- What are you doing?

1073
01:07:16,538 --> 01:07:17,539
- Nothing.

1074
01:07:25,580 --> 01:07:27,047
- Let's get out of here.

1075
01:07:30,417 --> 01:07:31,418
Come on.

1076
01:07:34,656 --> 01:07:35,723
- Look at you.

1077
01:07:45,299 --> 01:07:47,467
- You looked really
pretty tonight.

1078
01:07:47,902 --> 01:07:49,102
- Thanks.

1079
01:08:01,816 --> 01:08:04,217
Congratulations on getting
into Carnegie Mellon.

1080
01:08:05,520 --> 01:08:06,921
- Thanks.

1081
01:08:06,955 --> 01:08:08,388
Way to go on Stanford.

1082
01:08:08,756 --> 01:08:10,123
Wow.

1083
01:08:11,291 --> 01:08:12,192
As long as I've known you,
you haven't stopped talking

1084
01:08:12,225 --> 01:08:13,193
about wanting to get in there.

1085
01:08:14,094 --> 01:08:15,462
You actually made
your dream come true.

1086
01:08:16,196 --> 01:08:18,198
- Not a dream, it was a plan.

1087
01:08:18,600 --> 01:08:19,534
- Right.

1088
01:08:19,567 --> 01:08:21,636
- Hey, we'll both be
studying engineering.

1089
01:08:21,669 --> 01:08:23,103
That's fun.

1090
01:08:23,136 --> 01:08:24,404
- What are you talking about?

1091
01:08:25,506 --> 01:08:26,473
- Carnegie Mellon has a
great engineering program.

1092
01:08:27,341 --> 01:08:28,576
I'm sure you'll do
really well there.

1093
01:08:29,544 --> 01:08:31,746
- Oh, I'm... actually
done with all that.

1094
01:08:33,014 --> 01:08:35,817
Yeah, I'm gonna
major in philosophy.

1095
01:08:35,850 --> 01:08:39,219
- But numbers and coding
always come easily to you.

1096
01:08:39,252 --> 01:08:40,354
You were always on
the advanced track.

1097
01:08:40,387 --> 01:08:42,356
I had to work my ass
off just to keep up.

1098
01:08:43,057 --> 01:08:44,458
- So?

1099
01:08:44,491 --> 01:08:45,994
- So you have the potential
to become the next Zuckerberg

1100
01:08:46,027 --> 01:08:47,361
and you're squandering it.

1101
01:08:48,128 --> 01:08:50,464
You even sort of look like him.

1102
01:08:51,899 --> 01:08:53,568
- Who gives a fuck? What?

1103
01:08:53,601 --> 01:08:55,670
I'm not defined by that
and I don't want to be.

1104
01:08:55,703 --> 01:08:58,539
This is my one life, I want
to do something that I enjoy.

1105
01:09:00,675 --> 01:09:02,442
Do you even like coding?

1106
01:09:04,012 --> 01:09:05,913
- Nobody actually likes coding.

1107
01:09:05,947 --> 01:09:09,182
- Yes, many actually do.

1108
01:09:11,351 --> 01:09:13,755
- The technology
we've grown up with,

1109
01:09:13,788 --> 01:09:17,491
it's serving humanity,
I wanna do that, to build that.

1110
01:09:18,458 --> 01:09:19,459
It does.

1111
01:09:20,862 --> 01:09:23,131
- Sometimes, sure.

1112
01:09:23,163 --> 01:09:25,667
But, okay, remember
in the 1950s,

1113
01:09:25,700 --> 01:09:28,201
tobacco companies paid
doctors to tell people that

1114
01:09:28,235 --> 01:09:30,437
smoking was good for them.

1115
01:09:30,470 --> 01:09:32,239
We are the new guinea
pig generation,

1116
01:09:32,272 --> 01:09:34,676
and trust me, this
shit is toxic.

1117
01:09:35,208 --> 01:09:36,811
- Wow, jaded much?

1118
01:09:38,813 --> 01:09:40,915
- I just can't wait
to get out of here.

1119
01:09:40,948 --> 01:09:42,215
- Don't say that.

1120
01:09:46,453 --> 01:09:48,455
- I've liked you
for a long time.

1121
01:09:49,891 --> 01:09:54,327
I thought you were kind
and smart and funny.

1122
01:09:57,197 --> 01:09:58,766
But you already knew that.

1123
01:10:12,245 --> 01:10:14,314
Whoa, whoa, what are you doing?

1124
01:10:14,982 --> 01:10:16,784
- Don't you want to do it?

1125
01:10:16,818 --> 01:10:18,385
- Not like this.

1126
01:10:20,287 --> 01:10:22,456
Hold on, slow down.

1127
01:10:22,489 --> 01:10:23,791
- Can you just
put it in already?

1128
01:10:24,792 --> 01:10:25,960
- Why are you rushing
this all of a sudden?

1129
01:10:25,993 --> 01:10:27,494
- Why aren't you?

1130
01:10:28,796 --> 01:10:31,165
Look, you've waited forever to
make a move, I'm taking charge.

1131
01:10:31,199 --> 01:10:33,701
- Taking charge of what?

1132
01:10:33,735 --> 01:10:36,804
Does this, does this mean
anything to you?

1133
01:10:37,805 --> 01:10:38,906
- Of course it does.

1134
01:10:40,742 --> 01:10:42,877
It's my first time,
I'll always remember it.

1135
01:10:44,212 --> 01:10:45,913
- Claudia, I love you.

1136
01:10:52,787 --> 01:10:54,287
Do you even like me?

1137
01:10:58,391 --> 01:11:00,460
- I went to prom with you.

1138
01:11:00,494 --> 01:11:02,429
Now I'm begging you to fuck me.

1139
01:11:02,462 --> 01:11:04,031
What else do you need?

1140
01:11:07,001 --> 01:11:09,369
Let's cap off senior year
the way we're supposed to.

1141
01:11:10,270 --> 01:11:11,438
- Stop.

1142
01:11:11,471 --> 01:11:15,275
I was wrong to think
that you and this place

1143
01:11:15,308 --> 01:11:16,611
weren't one and the same.

1144
01:11:17,477 --> 01:11:20,047
Just another
Silicon Valley knockoff.

1145
01:11:21,082 --> 01:11:22,449
- Quentin.
- You can't treat

1146
01:11:22,482 --> 01:11:25,620
me like just another thing
to check off your to-do list.

1147
01:12:01,823 --> 01:12:02,824
- Shit!

1148
01:12:03,157 --> 01:12:04,491
Goddamn.

1149
01:12:04,525 --> 01:12:07,327
- Honey,
I waited up for you.

1150
01:12:08,229 --> 01:12:09,931
How was it?

1151
01:12:09,964 --> 01:12:11,799
- Fan-fucking-tastic.

1152
01:12:13,000 --> 01:12:14,836
- Okay, talk to me.

1153
01:12:15,736 --> 01:12:16,871
Hey.

1154
01:12:19,240 --> 01:12:20,708
- Is this what
failing feels like?

1155
01:12:21,909 --> 01:12:22,910
It's horrible.

1156
01:12:22,944 --> 01:12:24,011
- What did you fail at?

1157
01:12:26,413 --> 01:12:27,815
- Had it all mapped out.

1158
01:12:28,381 --> 01:12:29,617
Perfect prom night.

1159
01:12:29,650 --> 01:12:30,618
- Uh-huh.

1160
01:12:30,651 --> 01:12:32,053
- I was going to
have sex with him

1161
01:12:32,086 --> 01:12:33,621
and then we were gonna go
to different schools and I'd

1162
01:12:33,654 --> 01:12:34,689
never have to see him again.

1163
01:12:34,722 --> 01:12:36,791
- Oh, boy.
- But I can fix this.

1164
01:12:36,824 --> 01:12:38,559
Skinny dipping, that'll work,
need to get him to come here.

1165
01:12:38,593 --> 01:12:41,562
-Hey, come on, come on,
let's slow down, okay?

1166
01:12:41,596 --> 01:12:43,764
Okay, okay, come on, let it go,
it's over.

1167
01:12:43,798 --> 01:12:46,634
- Give it to me, give it to me.
- Let it go, it's over.

1168
01:12:47,068 --> 01:12:48,401
It's over.

1169
01:12:48,435 --> 01:12:50,872
Honey, you need to stop
with this pressure.

1170
01:12:50,905 --> 01:12:51,906
- I had a plan.

1171
01:12:51,939 --> 01:12:53,473
- We plan, God laughs.

1172
01:12:54,474 --> 01:12:55,776
- Do I look amused?

1173
01:12:55,810 --> 01:12:58,179
- Hey, things happen when
they're supposed to happen.

1174
01:12:58,212 --> 01:13:00,715
You have to learn to let go.

1175
01:13:00,748 --> 01:13:02,850
- That spiritual crap is
for people that don't have

1176
01:13:02,884 --> 01:13:05,052
the willpower to go out
and make things happen.

1177
01:13:05,086 --> 01:13:07,021
- Hey, don't take a shot at me!

1178
01:13:13,761 --> 01:13:15,596
- Tonight was really important.

1179
01:13:15,630 --> 01:13:20,334
- You can't just bend the
entire world to your will,

1180
01:13:20,368 --> 01:13:22,603
especially something like this.

1181
01:13:24,071 --> 01:13:26,307
Relationships are intimate.

1182
01:13:26,340 --> 01:13:27,508
They should have real meaning.

1183
01:13:27,541 --> 01:13:28,843
- Mom, I didn't want
to marry him,

1184
01:13:28,876 --> 01:13:32,613
I just needed a nice guy
to, pop my cherry

1185
01:13:32,647 --> 01:13:34,015
and get it over with.

1186
01:13:34,048 --> 01:13:36,517
- Wow.

1187
01:13:36,550 --> 01:13:39,520
- Not everything has
to be so sentimental.

1188
01:13:39,553 --> 01:13:41,989
- Well, some things
should have sentiment.

1189
01:13:44,725 --> 01:13:45,927
Hey.

1190
01:13:47,194 --> 01:13:49,230
You know how I went to that
city council meeting tonight?

1191
01:13:49,263 --> 01:13:51,565
- Yeah, why'd you go to that?

1192
01:13:51,599 --> 01:13:53,000
- Well, Apple announced
they were building their new

1193
01:13:53,034 --> 01:13:54,669
headquarters and they
wanted to talk about its

1194
01:13:54,702 --> 01:13:56,070
impact on the community.

1195
01:13:56,103 --> 01:13:58,139
The building they designed
looks like a giant spaceship,

1196
01:13:58,172 --> 01:14:03,077
but guess who showed up
to make the presentation?

1197
01:14:06,881 --> 01:14:08,182
- No.

1198
01:14:08,215 --> 01:14:09,283
- Yeah.
- He was there?

1199
01:14:09,317 --> 01:14:10,551
- Yeah.
- You knew

1200
01:14:10,584 --> 01:14:11,852
this and you didn't tell me?
- No, I didn't know.

1201
01:14:11,886 --> 01:14:13,921
We all thought it was
gonna be Apple execs.

1202
01:14:13,955 --> 01:14:16,090
We were shocked when he
walked through the front door.

1203
01:14:17,358 --> 01:14:18,559
Claudia!

1204
01:14:18,592 --> 01:14:20,594
- How could this happen?

1205
01:14:20,628 --> 01:14:23,164
He's the single most
important person in my life.

1206
01:14:23,197 --> 01:14:25,766
- Well, that's lovely
to hear as your mother.

1207
01:14:25,800 --> 01:14:27,568
- I love you and Dad, but...

1208
01:14:29,737 --> 01:14:31,372
you've got to understand
what he's done for us,

1209
01:14:31,405 --> 01:14:32,640
for the world.

1210
01:14:32,673 --> 01:14:35,142
- What?
- I need to be him!

1211
01:14:37,178 --> 01:14:39,080
- Why can't you just be you?

1212
01:14:42,183 --> 01:14:44,151
- I'm not good enough.

1213
01:15:02,470 --> 01:15:05,072
- One day we'll look
back on this and laugh.

1214
01:15:07,241 --> 01:15:09,877
- Do you think I could
still meet him one day?

1215
01:15:10,978 --> 01:15:13,014
- You're gonna have a lot
of chances to meet him.

1216
01:15:13,047 --> 01:15:14,782
He's a very young man.

1217
01:15:34,101 --> 01:15:35,469
- Hey.

1218
01:15:35,503 --> 01:15:36,871
It's the graduate.

1219
01:15:37,506 --> 01:15:38,773
Looking for you.

1220
01:15:40,574 --> 01:15:41,776
Ready for all this?

1221
01:15:42,843 --> 01:15:45,046
- I've wanted to go to
Stanford my entire life.

1222
01:15:48,182 --> 01:15:50,217
- Yeah, just um...

1223
01:15:54,155 --> 01:15:57,324
Don't go into college
with some preconceived

1224
01:15:57,358 --> 01:15:59,226
notion of what you

1225
01:15:59,260 --> 01:16:01,095
think you should be doing.

1226
01:16:02,396 --> 01:16:03,931
You know what I'm saying?

1227
01:16:04,832 --> 01:16:05,733
Just...

1228
01:16:06,367 --> 01:16:07,902
I want you to be happy.

1229
01:16:09,770 --> 01:16:11,639
- I'm living the dream.

1230
01:16:13,240 --> 01:16:14,241
- Yeah.

1231
01:16:16,143 --> 01:16:17,144
Okay.

1232
01:16:50,911 --> 01:16:54,115
- <i>At long last,</i>
<i>Mecca.</i>

1233
01:17:12,666 --> 01:17:14,635
<i>Epic, failure.</i>

1234
01:17:15,970 --> 01:17:17,738
<i>My very first computer</i>
<i>science lecture</i>

1235
01:17:17,771 --> 01:17:20,374
<i>may as well have been</i>
<i>taught underwater.</i>

1236
01:17:20,407 --> 01:17:23,477
<i>I told myself, if I just</i>
<i>worked harder than anyone else,</i>

1237
01:17:23,512 --> 01:17:24,712
<i>I could survive.</i>

1238
01:17:25,880 --> 01:17:27,114
<i>But that was a lie.</i>

1239
01:17:29,250 --> 01:17:30,251
<i>The truth?</i>

1240
01:17:31,018 --> 01:17:32,753
<i>I hated computer science.</i>

1241
01:17:37,291 --> 01:17:39,493
<i>I even took a</i>
<i>goddamn calligraphy class</i>

1242
01:17:39,528 --> 01:17:41,362
<i>just like the one</i>
<i>Steve Jobs took.</i>

1243
01:17:43,764 --> 01:17:45,132
<i>I was horrible at it.</i>

1244
01:18:16,130 --> 01:18:17,364
- No.

1245
01:18:22,571 --> 01:18:23,672
Oh my God.

1246
01:18:23,704 --> 01:18:25,072
No, no, no, no, no.

1247
01:18:27,374 --> 01:18:28,475
Fucking iPhone!

1248
01:18:42,256 --> 01:18:44,925
- When one is buried,
are they not truly in the

1249
01:18:44,959 --> 01:18:46,760
presence of possibility?

1250
01:18:48,028 --> 01:18:51,633
Wasn't it Emerson who wrote,
It is not the length of life,

1251
01:18:51,666 --> 01:18:53,801
but the depth of life.

1252
01:18:53,834 --> 01:18:56,003
He who is not every day
conquering some fear

1253
01:18:56,036 --> 01:18:58,005
has not learned
the secret of life.

1254
01:18:58,707 --> 01:18:59,773
In this depth,

1255
01:18:59,807 --> 01:19:01,509
one is evergreen like a seed.

1256
01:19:03,043 --> 01:19:05,346
Indeed, I am a future flower.

1257
01:19:19,460 --> 01:19:20,828
Hey.

1258
01:19:20,861 --> 01:19:22,229
I've never seen you here before.

1259
01:19:23,197 --> 01:19:24,231
- I'm a freshman.

1260
01:19:25,266 --> 01:19:26,967
- Oh, no, I meant at our
creative writing group.

1261
01:19:28,168 --> 01:19:30,304
- Oh, I just stumbled
in, it was an accident.

1262
01:19:31,972 --> 01:19:34,275
- Well, I mean, if you
believe in accidents.

1263
01:19:36,645 --> 01:19:38,012
Is it cool if I sit?

1264
01:19:40,214 --> 01:19:41,448
- Yeah, sure.

1265
01:19:46,120 --> 01:19:47,121
- So...

1266
01:19:48,322 --> 01:19:49,323
what's your story?

1267
01:19:51,125 --> 01:19:52,993
- I don't really have one.

1268
01:19:53,027 --> 01:19:54,562
- Well, I mean, we all do.

1269
01:19:57,532 --> 01:19:59,366
Why don't you read me something?

1270
01:19:59,867 --> 01:20:01,168
- Like what?

1271
01:20:01,201 --> 01:20:02,503
- Anything.

1272
01:20:02,537 --> 01:20:04,004
- Oh, I'm not a writer.

1273
01:20:04,739 --> 01:20:06,440
- Then what are you studying?

1274
01:20:11,478 --> 01:20:12,479
- I don't know.

1275
01:20:14,448 --> 01:20:15,316
I thought I did,

1276
01:20:15,617 --> 01:20:16,817
but,

1277
01:20:17,552 --> 01:20:19,253
now everything's changed.

1278
01:20:21,623 --> 01:20:23,123
Can't believe Steve Jobs died.

1279
01:20:25,359 --> 01:20:26,360
- He did?

1280
01:20:27,828 --> 01:20:28,829
- Are you kidding me?

1281
01:20:28,862 --> 01:20:30,264
Have you not seen the news?

1282
01:20:30,297 --> 01:20:31,298
- No, I...

1283
01:20:32,166 --> 01:20:32,966
I don't...

1284
01:20:33,000 --> 01:20:34,536
I don't believe in cell phones.

1285
01:20:37,504 --> 01:20:38,540
- Fantastic.

1286
01:20:39,574 --> 01:20:42,042
Bet you think you're too
good for a laptop, too.

1287
01:20:42,076 --> 01:20:44,244
What do you write your stories
with a quill and parchment?

1288
01:20:44,278 --> 01:20:45,279
- Oh.

1289
01:20:46,213 --> 01:20:47,214
Okay.

1290
01:20:47,816 --> 01:20:49,249
Steve Jobs.

1291
01:20:50,552 --> 01:20:52,119
The King of Silicon Valley.

1292
01:20:53,621 --> 01:20:55,322
- He was way more than that.

1293
01:20:56,558 --> 01:20:57,559
- Really?

1294
01:20:58,593 --> 01:20:59,761
You want to know what I think?

1295
01:20:59,794 --> 01:21:01,095
I think,

1296
01:21:01,128 --> 01:21:04,898
that his whole act, changing the
world for the better,

1297
01:21:04,932 --> 01:21:08,603
not caring about the
money, it's all bullshit.

1298
01:21:10,371 --> 01:21:11,338
I mean,

1299
01:21:11,972 --> 01:21:14,074
he was a complete genius.

1300
01:21:15,510 --> 01:21:17,378
Most cult leaders are.

1301
01:21:17,411 --> 01:21:19,213
So, you're so convinced
that you need these

1302
01:21:19,246 --> 01:21:21,882
things to transcend your life.

1303
01:21:23,117 --> 01:21:25,119
It's almost impossible to
live without his little

1304
01:21:25,152 --> 01:21:28,122
inventions because every 30
seconds your brain craves the

1305
01:21:28,155 --> 01:21:31,492
dopamine hit it gets from
that little flash of light.

1306
01:21:31,526 --> 01:21:34,529
And if that wasn't enough, you
feed off likes, comments, posts,

1307
01:21:34,562 --> 01:21:37,097
tags, like a bunch of
little validation addicts.

1308
01:21:40,735 --> 01:21:41,935
- You don't understand.

1309
01:21:42,903 --> 01:21:44,972
I grew up in the valley,
he was everything.

1310
01:21:46,574 --> 01:21:48,475
My...my whole world.

1311
01:21:54,348 --> 01:21:57,251
- Well, what was it like
growing up in his shadow?

1312
01:22:09,430 --> 01:22:13,434
- I finally realized it wasn't
Steve Jobs I was obsessed with.

1313
01:22:13,467 --> 01:22:16,203
It was his ability to envision
something out in the ether

1314
01:22:16,236 --> 01:22:18,071
beyond our wildest dreams.

1315
01:22:19,774 --> 01:22:24,178
And, to create one
thing after another,

1316
01:22:24,211 --> 01:22:28,215
out of nothing and share it
fearlessly with the world.

1317
01:22:29,483 --> 01:22:31,418
I mean, isn't that what
we're all here to do?

1318
01:22:34,923 --> 01:22:36,190
<i>To contribute,</i>

1319
01:22:37,926 --> 01:22:39,293
<i>be brave,</i>

1320
01:22:42,162 --> 01:22:44,599
<i>and try to connect to</i>
<i>this very moment.</i>

1321
01:22:46,166 --> 01:22:49,236
<i>Our creations can</i>
<i>take infinite forms.</i>

1322
01:22:51,004 --> 01:22:52,206
<i>Thoughts.</i>

1323
01:22:53,407 --> 01:22:54,475
<i>Relationships.</i>

1324
01:22:56,845 --> 01:22:58,078
<i>Hopes and dreams.</i>

1325
01:22:59,980 --> 01:23:01,181
<i>Music.</i>

1326
01:23:02,550 --> 01:23:03,551
<i>Babies.</i>

1327
01:23:06,588 --> 01:23:07,589
Memories.

1328
01:23:11,225 --> 01:23:13,928
People migrate to Silicon Valley
because they believe that

1329
01:23:13,962 --> 01:23:15,162
they can change the world.

1330
01:23:16,063 --> 01:23:17,998
There's something
unmistakable in the air.

1331
01:23:18,031 --> 01:23:20,234
A buzz, a belief.

1332
01:23:20,267 --> 01:23:23,538
A floating mist of
optimistic spirit.

1333
01:23:24,438 --> 01:23:27,107
And a desperate tangible
fear of failure.

1334
01:23:28,342 --> 01:23:31,078
Throughout history, we've
learned repeatedly that

1335
01:23:31,111 --> 01:23:34,348
people who blindly
follow their leaders,

1336
01:23:35,315 --> 01:23:37,852
folks who take
scripture too literally,

1337
01:23:37,886 --> 01:23:40,053
are the dangerous ones.

1338
01:23:40,087 --> 01:23:41,589
That's where I went off course.

1339
01:23:43,658 --> 01:23:46,594
It's not Silicon Valley
that's the problem.

1340
01:23:46,628 --> 01:23:49,029
It's what I did with it
that made it so perverse.

1341
01:23:49,998 --> 01:23:52,099
Silicon Valley only
looks to the future.

1342
01:23:53,333 --> 01:23:56,436
<i>So here I am, turning back.</i>

1343
01:24:02,544 --> 01:24:05,279
<i>I no longer wish to</i>
<i>become Steve Jobs,</i>

1344
01:24:07,649 --> 01:24:09,383
<i>but to become, me.</i>

1345
01:24:12,820 --> 01:24:13,821
So here it is.

1346
01:24:14,956 --> 01:24:16,156
This is mine.

1347
01:24:18,893 --> 01:24:20,227
And it's an original.

1348
01:24:22,964 --> 01:24:24,164
Any questions?

1348
01:24:25,305 --> 01:25:25,887
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