1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:01,580 So, Lauren, where are you from? 2 00:00:02,480 --> 00:00:03,000 Ann Arbor. 3 00:00:03,440 --> 00:00:04,440 Ah, Wolverine. 4 00:00:04,480 --> 00:00:05,740 Yeah, go blue! 5 00:00:06,820 --> 00:00:08,440 Um, tell me something about you. 6 00:00:09,300 --> 00:00:12,300 Any hidden talents I should know about? 7 00:00:12,560 --> 00:00:13,760 Uh, yes, actually. 8 00:00:13,860 --> 00:00:16,400 I can guess any dog breed, anytime, anywhere. 9 00:00:17,880 --> 00:00:19,860 Uh, that's impressive. 10 00:00:21,320 --> 00:00:22,980 So, why are you here? 11 00:00:23,740 --> 00:00:26,760 I've had some bad luck with guys, one guy in particular. 12 00:00:27,100 --> 00:00:28,100 And, um... 13 00:00:30,000 --> 00:00:33,480 Yeah, I'm here because I've always wanted a family of my own. 14 00:00:33,960 --> 00:00:34,960 Me too. 15 00:00:35,120 --> 00:00:36,160 How many kids do you want? 16 00:00:40,620 --> 00:00:41,620 I, um... 17 00:00:44,400 --> 00:00:45,480 I'm sorry. 18 00:00:50,320 --> 00:00:51,720 I think I've had enough, okay? 19 00:00:51,820 --> 00:00:55,260 I want... I want to get out. 20 00:00:58,480 --> 00:00:59,840 Hey, unlock the door! 21 00:01:00,040 --> 00:01:00,560 I can't! 22 00:01:00,680 --> 00:01:01,960 I said let me out! 23 00:01:02,040 --> 00:01:02,840 I'm done, okay? 24 00:01:02,841 --> 00:01:03,620 I said I'd quit! 25 00:01:03,621 --> 00:01:06,160 You can't keep me here, I'm not my friend! 26 00:01:34,380 --> 00:01:37,080 So he left... again. 27 00:01:39,780 --> 00:01:40,780 Oh, Oliver. 28 00:01:42,040 --> 00:01:43,200 I'm so sorry. 29 00:01:44,100 --> 00:01:45,300 You didn't know this time. 30 00:01:46,920 --> 00:01:47,920 No. 31 00:01:48,740 --> 00:01:50,500 At least he had the decency to leave a note. 32 00:01:50,980 --> 00:01:52,140 Carol would call that growth. 33 00:01:55,040 --> 00:01:59,300 Your father has always been impulsive, but this... I should have expected it. 34 00:02:00,500 --> 00:02:02,020 Leaving is what he does best. 35 00:02:02,700 --> 00:02:04,300 You get one time to say I told you so. 36 00:02:05,420 --> 00:02:07,600 This is the last thing I want to be right about. 37 00:02:09,320 --> 00:02:11,580 But I can't say I'm not somewhat relieved. 38 00:02:12,680 --> 00:02:14,380 You were giving up so much for him. 39 00:02:16,980 --> 00:02:19,100 And I don't want you to blame yourself. 40 00:02:19,800 --> 00:02:21,940 I did everything I could. 41 00:02:22,360 --> 00:02:23,920 He has to live with that, not me. 42 00:02:25,000 --> 00:02:27,340 Honey, you're allowed to feel hurt. 43 00:02:27,341 --> 00:02:28,680 I'm good, Mom. 44 00:02:29,180 --> 00:02:31,100 You don't have to worry about me anymore. 45 00:02:31,400 --> 00:02:34,740 And you can finally live your life unburdened by Dad. 46 00:02:35,360 --> 00:02:38,120 And I can get back to the patients who actually need me. 47 00:02:39,660 --> 00:02:42,720 I think Carol would call that growth. 48 00:02:49,630 --> 00:02:52,890 Allison Whitaker sought me out under false pretenses. 49 00:02:53,510 --> 00:02:58,710 She used our therapy sessions to pursue an unhealthy preoccupation with my husband. 50 00:02:58,711 --> 00:03:02,950 Once I became aware of the history, I ended our relationship. 51 00:03:03,750 --> 00:03:04,866 Ended your relationship with whom? 52 00:03:04,890 --> 00:03:06,090 Miss Whitaker or your husband? 53 00:03:07,670 --> 00:03:08,670 Both. 54 00:03:09,990 --> 00:03:13,050 Did you not continue to have formal sessions with the patient on hospital 55 00:03:13,051 --> 00:03:14,646 premises after you became aware of the conflict? 56 00:03:14,670 --> 00:03:17,450 I immediately referred Allison to another psychiatrist. 57 00:03:17,890 --> 00:03:21,045 She refused and became emotionally distressed 58 00:03:21,046 --> 00:03:23,810 out of concern that she may engage in self-harm. 59 00:03:24,010 --> 00:03:26,010 We had two additional sessions. 60 00:03:26,011 --> 00:03:28,931 But Miss Whitaker did self-harm, so you weren't successful in helping her. 61 00:03:29,550 --> 00:03:31,358 Did you alert the medical board, your supervisor, 62 00:03:31,359 --> 00:03:32,950 or any other therapist about your concerns? 63 00:03:33,190 --> 00:03:33,650 I did not. 64 00:03:33,651 --> 00:03:36,550 Isn't it likely then that your failure to establish clear boundaries played a 65 00:03:36,551 --> 00:03:37,850 contributing role in her attempt to... No! 66 00:03:38,030 --> 00:03:38,430 Stop! 67 00:03:38,930 --> 00:03:39,190 Cut! 68 00:03:39,870 --> 00:03:40,870 Time out! 69 00:03:41,630 --> 00:03:42,630 Josh, what the hell? 70 00:03:42,770 --> 00:03:46,170 You're supposed to be helping me prepare, not destabilizing me. 71 00:03:46,230 --> 00:03:47,670 We've got 24 hours to get you ready. 72 00:03:47,850 --> 00:03:49,210 These board hearings are no joke. 73 00:03:49,270 --> 00:03:51,770 They will try to break you just to cover their own asses. 74 00:03:52,070 --> 00:03:55,370 I genuinely didn't think that what I did was that wrong. 75 00:03:56,810 --> 00:03:59,190 Have I been delusional about this whole thing? 76 00:04:00,170 --> 00:04:01,850 Your grip on reality is stronger than most. 77 00:04:02,750 --> 00:04:06,530 Are we referring to our mutual friend, Wolf? 78 00:04:07,890 --> 00:04:08,890 How's that going? 79 00:04:09,590 --> 00:04:12,104 Did you alert the medical board or the whole damn 80 00:04:12,105 --> 00:04:14,511 world that you may still have feelings for each other? 81 00:04:14,610 --> 00:04:19,010 You know Wolf, whatever he's feeling, it's all going into his work. 82 00:04:19,330 --> 00:04:22,110 Three, two, one. 83 00:04:23,110 --> 00:04:24,470 Since when do you do stroke codes? 84 00:04:24,471 --> 00:04:25,750 Didn't I put your intern on that? 85 00:04:25,770 --> 00:04:27,527 Well, it seemed like Dr. Nash could use a 86 00:04:27,528 --> 00:04:29,810 hand and my schedule unexpectedly opened up. 87 00:04:30,390 --> 00:04:32,950 Lauren, I'm looking for my sister, Lauren Brooks. 88 00:04:33,290 --> 00:04:34,530 Has anyone seen my sis... 89 00:04:35,630 --> 00:04:36,630 Oh my god. 90 00:04:37,210 --> 00:04:37,610 Hi. 91 00:04:37,830 --> 00:04:38,830 There you are. 92 00:04:39,150 --> 00:04:39,550 Lolo. 93 00:04:40,150 --> 00:04:41,150 Lolo, hi. 94 00:04:41,430 --> 00:04:41,930 What happened? 95 00:04:42,010 --> 00:04:42,530 What are you doing here? 96 00:04:42,550 --> 00:04:43,790 You're not supposed to be here. 97 00:04:44,710 --> 00:04:45,630 What is she in for? 98 00:04:45,670 --> 00:04:46,090 Head trauma? 99 00:04:46,310 --> 00:04:46,570 Seizure? 100 00:04:46,770 --> 00:04:47,770 A show. 101 00:04:47,850 --> 00:04:50,290 Claimed she heard herself escaping from a reality TV set. 102 00:04:50,291 --> 00:04:52,390 My guess is drugs are psych, probably both. 103 00:04:52,430 --> 00:04:55,390 Either way, I'm turning over that bed in an hour, so don't do your whole... 104 00:04:57,670 --> 00:04:58,810 I don't want you on it. 105 00:04:59,490 --> 00:04:59,810 On what? 106 00:04:59,850 --> 00:05:00,850 What does that even mean? 107 00:05:02,430 --> 00:05:02,790 Hi. 108 00:05:02,791 --> 00:05:03,791 I'm Dr. Wolf. 109 00:05:04,870 --> 00:05:07,510 Did you know that foundation can harbor facial bacteria? 110 00:05:08,070 --> 00:05:09,770 It's best not to put that on an open wound. 111 00:05:10,590 --> 00:05:11,744 Would you mind taking that out to our waiting 112 00:05:11,745 --> 00:05:13,130 area where we get your sister scratched up? 113 00:05:13,290 --> 00:05:14,290 We'll come find you. 114 00:05:14,570 --> 00:05:14,930 Okay. 115 00:05:15,250 --> 00:05:16,330 I'm gonna be right outside. 116 00:05:16,570 --> 00:05:17,570 Let's go. 117 00:05:21,560 --> 00:05:21,960 Hi. 118 00:05:21,961 --> 00:05:22,961 I'm Lauren. 119 00:05:23,080 --> 00:05:23,300 Lauren B. 120 00:05:23,800 --> 00:05:24,800 It's nice to meet you. 121 00:05:27,280 --> 00:05:29,200 Nurse Carter's on me to update the EHR. 122 00:05:30,240 --> 00:05:31,520 I'll trade you for your rounds. 123 00:05:32,000 --> 00:05:33,000 Wolf needs us in the ED. 124 00:05:33,060 --> 00:05:34,180 I don't want to go to there. 125 00:05:34,740 --> 00:05:37,860 It's full zero dark 30, but with less Chastain and more Thorne. 126 00:05:38,720 --> 00:05:39,820 And always so much yelling. 127 00:05:39,940 --> 00:05:40,200 Why? 128 00:05:40,340 --> 00:05:40,680 The yelling! 129 00:05:40,740 --> 00:05:42,940 Dana, you are stressing me out. 130 00:05:43,120 --> 00:05:43,480 Fine. 131 00:05:43,880 --> 00:05:44,260 I'll go. 132 00:05:44,420 --> 00:05:45,956 But you're helping me with the EHR later. 133 00:05:45,980 --> 00:05:46,140 Deal. 134 00:05:46,940 --> 00:05:47,940 Meet you down there? 135 00:05:56,950 --> 00:05:58,570 You ladies need help in the ED? 136 00:06:00,650 --> 00:06:02,070 I think we'll manage. 137 00:06:07,380 --> 00:06:09,861 I just wanted to say... Where's the Bombardier? 138 00:06:10,220 --> 00:06:11,220 Before the renovation? 139 00:06:12,640 --> 00:06:14,060 Hey, there's that guy again. 140 00:06:14,280 --> 00:06:15,280 Oh, frequent flyer. 141 00:06:15,780 --> 00:06:17,296 Except there's never anything wrong with him. 142 00:06:17,320 --> 00:06:19,293 Which I guess is sort of like the royalty point 143 00:06:19,294 --> 00:06:21,801 equivalent of flying every day from New York to Allentown. 144 00:06:22,380 --> 00:06:23,560 God, that's gonna suck. 145 00:06:25,580 --> 00:06:27,880 Two patient services to OR2. 146 00:06:29,340 --> 00:06:30,340 That's painful. 147 00:06:33,880 --> 00:06:36,520 I know these questions are strange, Lauren, but you're doing great. 148 00:06:36,680 --> 00:06:38,800 Can you tell me where you are right now? 149 00:06:38,900 --> 00:06:40,060 I'd be worried if I couldn't. 150 00:06:40,720 --> 00:06:42,740 We're at Bronx General in the Bronx. 151 00:06:44,320 --> 00:06:47,000 Are you taking any medication that requires subcutaneous injections? 152 00:06:48,400 --> 00:06:50,740 Insulin, blood thinners, GLP1s? 153 00:06:50,741 --> 00:06:50,960 No. 154 00:06:51,520 --> 00:06:53,148 I told them that I didn't want to be on the 155 00:06:53,149 --> 00:06:54,780 show anymore, but they wouldn't let me leave. 156 00:06:55,580 --> 00:06:57,880 Well, if we knew which show you were on, Housewives? 157 00:06:59,040 --> 00:06:59,420 Next Gen? 158 00:06:59,940 --> 00:07:00,260 Summer House? 159 00:07:00,540 --> 00:07:01,900 I would kill on the traitors. 160 00:07:02,280 --> 00:07:04,920 Okay, why don't we just focus right now on how you feel? 161 00:07:05,260 --> 00:07:06,580 In all of your initial labs... 162 00:07:16,000 --> 00:07:17,960 Why are you putting on your glasses like that? 163 00:07:18,360 --> 00:07:19,360 Like what? 164 00:07:20,540 --> 00:07:22,020 Like you're on a TV show. 165 00:07:26,590 --> 00:07:28,070 This is still a part of it? 166 00:07:29,190 --> 00:07:30,010 Of course, of course. 167 00:07:30,090 --> 00:07:30,570 I knew, I knew. 168 00:07:30,670 --> 00:07:32,950 I knew that this wasn't a real hospital. 169 00:07:33,050 --> 00:07:34,050 I know all the trumps. 170 00:07:34,650 --> 00:07:35,826 I know I'm still being filmed. 171 00:07:35,850 --> 00:07:36,970 What makes you say that, Lauren? 172 00:07:36,990 --> 00:07:38,586 Maybe the hidden cameras that are all over the place. 173 00:07:38,610 --> 00:07:39,610 There's one right there. 174 00:07:39,890 --> 00:07:40,890 In the stethoscope? 175 00:07:40,990 --> 00:07:42,170 Yes, there's one there. 176 00:07:42,750 --> 00:07:43,750 And there. 177 00:07:44,370 --> 00:07:45,370 And there. 178 00:07:50,990 --> 00:07:54,610 Dr. Rolfe, should we... Don't act like you don't know what I'm talking about, okay? 179 00:07:54,611 --> 00:07:54,950 I know. 180 00:07:55,290 --> 00:07:56,470 I know what's going on. 181 00:07:56,610 --> 00:07:56,910 I know. 182 00:07:57,590 --> 00:07:58,210 I get it. 183 00:07:58,211 --> 00:07:58,530 Okay. 184 00:07:58,531 --> 00:07:59,531 I know. 185 00:08:00,070 --> 00:08:03,270 Uh, Akkad, let's, uh, stop filming. 186 00:08:03,930 --> 00:08:07,630 And, uh, let's put down all of our... Props. 187 00:08:08,270 --> 00:08:09,270 Props. 188 00:08:13,830 --> 00:08:16,470 Let's just take five. 189 00:08:21,930 --> 00:08:22,930 Thanks. 190 00:08:25,920 --> 00:08:29,200 I think our patient is experiencing Truman Sho syndrome. 191 00:08:29,680 --> 00:08:30,940 This is actually a first for me. 192 00:08:30,941 --> 00:08:34,000 These delusions can manifest in various ways, but in each case, the patient 193 00:08:34,001 --> 00:08:37,160 believes that they are under some sort of constant surveillance. 194 00:08:37,420 --> 00:08:38,220 Is there a specific trigger? 195 00:08:38,340 --> 00:08:38,980 It's usually meth. 196 00:08:39,180 --> 00:08:40,180 My guess is meth, too. 197 00:08:40,560 --> 00:08:42,360 Uh, weren't you on that peripheral neuropathy? 198 00:08:42,440 --> 00:08:43,100 Just finished that. 199 00:08:43,200 --> 00:08:43,900 Thought I'd help out here. 200 00:08:44,080 --> 00:08:45,316 Can I be part of the wolf pack? 201 00:08:45,340 --> 00:08:48,780 When Lauren's feeling up to it, we'll run a talk screen, but I don't suspect drugs. 202 00:08:48,940 --> 00:08:51,088 Sustained delusions can be caused by environmental 203 00:08:51,089 --> 00:08:53,060 factors, biochemical imbalances, even a mass. 204 00:08:53,200 --> 00:08:53,940 Could be psychological. 205 00:08:54,220 --> 00:08:56,780 Maybe she's a technophobe whose conspiracy theories took over. 206 00:08:56,781 --> 00:08:58,934 Of course, Weil-Truman-Sho syndrome is a relatively 207 00:08:58,935 --> 00:09:01,680 new psychosis named after some movie about a detective. 208 00:09:01,760 --> 00:09:02,600 No, that was Ace Ventura. 209 00:09:02,760 --> 00:09:03,760 He was a pet detective. 210 00:09:04,000 --> 00:09:05,380 A pet who solves crimes. 211 00:09:05,560 --> 00:09:06,560 That's ludicrous. 212 00:09:06,600 --> 00:09:08,836 Delusions associated with new technologies have a long history. 213 00:09:08,860 --> 00:09:11,420 In the 1920s, people believed radios could read their minds. 214 00:09:11,500 --> 00:09:14,960 In the 14th century, a revolution in glass production led many people, including King 215 00:09:14,961 --> 00:09:18,540 Charles VI of France, to believe that they were made of glass and could shatter. 216 00:09:18,700 --> 00:09:19,060 Seriously? 217 00:09:19,220 --> 00:09:20,416 This is what you do in neuro all day? 218 00:09:20,440 --> 00:09:21,320 Historical story time? 219 00:09:21,460 --> 00:09:22,676 The patient came in off the street. 220 00:09:22,700 --> 00:09:24,880 Nine times out of ten, that's a history of psychosis. 221 00:09:24,980 --> 00:09:26,620 This could be an average Tuesday for her. 222 00:09:26,780 --> 00:09:28,309 According to the sister, we need to figure out what 223 00:09:28,310 --> 00:09:30,460 triggered this, and history can provide a valuable context. 224 00:09:30,600 --> 00:09:32,210 Why don't you play pet detective after you get 225 00:09:32,211 --> 00:09:34,140 her antipsychotics and her delusion subsides? 226 00:09:34,300 --> 00:09:35,620 I wouldn't want to force meds. 227 00:09:35,640 --> 00:09:37,539 If she really was on a reality show, some of them 228 00:09:37,540 --> 00:09:39,360 are designed to break people for entertainment. 229 00:09:39,560 --> 00:09:41,340 Play mind games, withhold food. 230 00:09:41,540 --> 00:09:43,120 Besides, everyone's on GLP ones. 231 00:09:43,260 --> 00:09:44,356 Hence the abdominal hematoma. 232 00:09:44,380 --> 00:09:47,440 I've heard producers get bonuses for pushing people to psychotic breaks. 233 00:09:47,620 --> 00:09:49,436 That would account for what we're seeing in you three. 234 00:09:49,460 --> 00:09:50,983 Get with the patient, see if she'll let you run some 235 00:09:50,984 --> 00:09:52,901 panels so that we can start eliminating ideologies. 236 00:09:55,760 --> 00:09:56,760 Hi, Lauren. 237 00:09:56,900 --> 00:09:58,620 I'm glad to see your sister's here with you. 238 00:09:58,820 --> 00:10:00,540 We were just going to run a few tests, okay? 239 00:10:00,760 --> 00:10:01,080 Yes. 240 00:10:01,380 --> 00:10:05,340 I explained to her we're not being filmed, and this is all to help her. 241 00:10:05,820 --> 00:10:06,460 Nice try. 242 00:10:06,820 --> 00:10:09,260 Lo, just let the doctors work, okay? 243 00:10:09,820 --> 00:10:11,820 I cannot believe that you're with them now. 244 00:10:11,840 --> 00:10:14,540 I mean, I tried to keep you out of this, Harper, but you're just a part of it, too. 245 00:10:14,700 --> 00:10:16,536 What are you supposed to be, the concerned family member? 246 00:10:16,560 --> 00:10:17,560 Yeah, I'm concerned. 247 00:10:18,160 --> 00:10:20,441 Because you're making things up that don't make any sense. 248 00:10:20,920 --> 00:10:22,160 Why are you getting this? 249 00:10:22,860 --> 00:10:24,060 These people look real to you. 250 00:10:24,320 --> 00:10:25,320 They're actors. 251 00:10:25,480 --> 00:10:27,120 No, we're not actors. 252 00:10:27,320 --> 00:10:28,320 Maybe not good ones. 253 00:10:28,580 --> 00:10:32,340 I mean, that that broody guy with the glasses from before, he's just a torture 254 00:10:32,341 --> 00:10:34,120 genius who cares too much about his patients. 255 00:10:34,300 --> 00:10:34,980 She got that right. 256 00:10:35,000 --> 00:10:36,796 Let me guess, the only person he can't heal is himself? 257 00:10:36,820 --> 00:10:37,540 And you three are what? 258 00:10:37,680 --> 00:10:38,680 His protégés? 259 00:10:38,720 --> 00:10:39,720 The interns? 260 00:10:40,000 --> 00:10:41,140 The type-A brainy one? 261 00:10:41,260 --> 00:10:42,260 The comic relief? 262 00:10:42,300 --> 00:10:42,660 Hurtful. 263 00:10:42,860 --> 00:10:45,116 This guy is way too hot to be a doctor, so why is he here? 264 00:10:45,140 --> 00:10:46,520 Oh, to be my love interest. 265 00:10:47,020 --> 00:10:48,560 Forgetting romance with the patients. 266 00:10:48,720 --> 00:10:49,720 Lauren, stop. 267 00:10:50,540 --> 00:10:51,540 These are your doctors. 268 00:10:52,860 --> 00:10:54,380 I'm going to give you a number for the whole world to see and judge me, okay? 269 00:10:54,700 --> 00:10:55,900 Nobody's judging you here. 270 00:10:56,460 --> 00:10:59,860 Ma'am, I am in pain, okay? 271 00:10:59,861 --> 00:11:00,900 I need real help. 272 00:11:01,140 --> 00:11:02,980 From real doctors in a real hospital. 273 00:11:03,160 --> 00:11:05,336 And if you're not going to give me that, then you can just get out. 274 00:11:05,360 --> 00:11:06,460 Well, we need that. 275 00:11:06,461 --> 00:11:07,040 You too, Harper. 276 00:11:07,320 --> 00:11:09,440 If you're just going to lie to me, Harper, then leave. 277 00:11:10,720 --> 00:11:11,440 Okay, okay. 278 00:11:11,700 --> 00:11:12,400 I'm going to be right back. 279 00:11:12,460 --> 00:11:13,460 Okay. 280 00:11:15,560 --> 00:11:18,380 Can you think of any recent stressors in her life? 281 00:11:19,220 --> 00:11:22,041 I mean, she broke up with her tech pro 282 00:11:22,042 --> 00:11:25,060 boyfriend, but Lauren doesn't let that shake her. 283 00:11:25,380 --> 00:11:27,060 She's always on top of everything. 284 00:11:27,860 --> 00:11:28,860 Always. 285 00:11:29,820 --> 00:11:31,760 Just, I can't believe this is happening. 286 00:11:32,120 --> 00:11:32,640 You know what? 287 00:11:32,820 --> 00:11:35,040 The ED has the best vending machines. 288 00:11:35,280 --> 00:11:36,976 Why don't you go grab something and take a seat. 289 00:11:37,000 --> 00:11:39,200 Take care of yourself while we take care of your sister. 290 00:11:42,460 --> 00:11:42,900 Okay. 291 00:11:42,901 --> 00:11:43,340 Sorry. 292 00:11:43,700 --> 00:11:44,700 No, it's all right. 293 00:11:45,340 --> 00:11:46,100 We're waiting on you. 294 00:11:46,101 --> 00:11:47,960 It would be great to get some answers. 295 00:11:48,380 --> 00:11:51,640 If only Lauren would let us do like one teeny tiny LP. 296 00:11:52,560 --> 00:11:54,200 Maybe she'll let her love interest do it. 297 00:11:54,560 --> 00:11:56,080 Could I always attract the crazy ones? 298 00:11:56,740 --> 00:11:58,240 We don't use that word here. 299 00:11:58,680 --> 00:12:01,957 It's dehumanizing and stigmatizing, and it trivializes 300 00:12:01,958 --> 00:12:04,041 everything we do on behalf of our patients. 301 00:12:04,380 --> 00:12:05,380 Relax. 302 00:12:05,860 --> 00:12:07,300 It's not like I said it to her face. 303 00:12:09,900 --> 00:12:11,840 So, how are you holding up? 304 00:12:12,660 --> 00:12:13,660 I'm fine. 305 00:12:17,660 --> 00:12:19,800 I lived without my dad for 30 years, Carol. 306 00:12:19,960 --> 00:12:21,720 I'm happy to go another 30 the same way. 307 00:12:22,080 --> 00:12:23,400 It was a blip on the radar. 308 00:12:23,640 --> 00:12:24,640 I am fine. 309 00:12:25,380 --> 00:12:26,380 You said fine twice. 310 00:12:26,820 --> 00:12:29,700 Should I do my thing or just let you keep twisting reality? 311 00:12:29,900 --> 00:12:31,825 The only reason that he came back was to use me to fix 312 00:12:31,826 --> 00:12:33,940 him, and when that didn't happen fast enough, he left. 313 00:12:34,460 --> 00:12:38,120 I am ready to get back to my real life and the people who actually deserve my time. 314 00:12:39,660 --> 00:12:40,640 What's going on with the trial? 315 00:12:40,641 --> 00:12:45,980 Oh, well, Josh put me through the ringer this morning. 316 00:12:46,660 --> 00:12:48,600 We went full army general on me. 317 00:12:49,200 --> 00:12:50,200 So annoying. 318 00:12:51,280 --> 00:12:52,280 But also kind of hot? 319 00:12:52,360 --> 00:12:52,700 Okay. 320 00:12:53,200 --> 00:12:54,100 I don't want to hear it. 321 00:12:54,140 --> 00:12:55,980 Just keep me out of y'all's thing. 322 00:12:57,040 --> 00:12:58,040 Obviously don't. 323 00:12:58,360 --> 00:13:00,440 But Josh was so annoyingly right, Wolf. 324 00:13:00,880 --> 00:13:02,340 You are an incredible doctor. 325 00:13:02,520 --> 00:13:03,520 You made one mistake. 326 00:13:03,580 --> 00:13:06,300 Who are these bureaucratic pencil pushers to judge you? 327 00:13:07,760 --> 00:13:12,273 Yeah, well, I think the only way to get my job back 328 00:13:12,274 --> 00:13:15,841 is if I lie to the pencil pushers about what happened. 329 00:13:17,220 --> 00:13:19,060 It's my word against Allison's. 330 00:13:19,160 --> 00:13:20,407 So if the system is wrong, then you got to 331 00:13:20,408 --> 00:13:23,161 do everything in your power to make it right. 332 00:13:29,080 --> 00:13:30,400 You're going to want to see this. 333 00:13:31,060 --> 00:13:32,220 NYPD just sent it over. 334 00:13:33,360 --> 00:13:34,360 What is this? 335 00:13:34,400 --> 00:13:35,940 Your patient's reality show. 336 00:13:37,200 --> 00:13:39,260 I've had some bad luck with guys. 337 00:13:39,780 --> 00:13:41,280 Well, one guy in particular. 338 00:13:41,860 --> 00:13:45,020 Yeah, I'm here because I've always wanted a family of my own. 339 00:13:45,920 --> 00:13:46,960 How many kids do you want? 340 00:13:49,800 --> 00:13:50,620 I'm sorry. 341 00:13:50,780 --> 00:13:51,840 I think I've had enough. 342 00:13:52,840 --> 00:13:54,060 I want to get out. 343 00:13:54,400 --> 00:13:55,400 Unlock the door. 344 00:13:55,460 --> 00:13:56,460 I can't. 345 00:13:56,580 --> 00:13:57,640 I said let me out. 346 00:13:57,840 --> 00:13:59,440 She wasn't on a reality show. 347 00:13:59,900 --> 00:14:00,520 She was in a cab. 348 00:14:00,560 --> 00:14:01,900 Please, lady, calm down. 349 00:14:02,240 --> 00:14:04,900 Delusions have already caused one violent episode. 350 00:14:05,940 --> 00:14:06,960 She needs Maxwell. 351 00:14:08,560 --> 00:14:10,200 I just want everyone to stop watching me. 352 00:14:12,320 --> 00:14:13,320 Security! 353 00:14:15,200 --> 00:14:16,200 There she is! 354 00:14:17,040 --> 00:14:17,340 Ma'am! 355 00:14:17,860 --> 00:14:17,960 Lauren? 356 00:14:18,520 --> 00:14:19,576 She was headed for the west exit. 357 00:14:19,600 --> 00:14:20,600 On it! 358 00:14:20,780 --> 00:14:21,300 Lauren! 359 00:14:21,520 --> 00:14:21,620 Stop! 360 00:14:21,960 --> 00:14:22,220 Wait! 361 00:14:22,700 --> 00:14:23,700 Lauren, stop! 362 00:14:49,970 --> 00:14:50,970 Lolo, hi. 363 00:14:52,630 --> 00:14:53,630 Lolo? 364 00:14:54,610 --> 00:14:55,610 Hi. 365 00:14:55,650 --> 00:14:56,650 It's okay. 366 00:14:58,490 --> 00:14:59,490 Everything's okay. 367 00:15:03,290 --> 00:15:04,290 Everything's okay. 368 00:15:04,570 --> 00:15:05,570 Come with me. 369 00:15:05,670 --> 00:15:06,670 What are you doing? 370 00:15:06,990 --> 00:15:11,610 Harper, please don't have her. 371 00:15:11,950 --> 00:15:13,950 Please, Harper, please don't let them take me away. 372 00:15:14,750 --> 00:15:15,750 Harper! 373 00:15:44,530 --> 00:15:46,230 We're supposed to help her get better. 374 00:15:46,330 --> 00:15:47,810 Why can't we just take her to neuro? 375 00:15:47,990 --> 00:15:50,850 She eloped during a mental health crisis and nearly harmed herself. 376 00:15:51,390 --> 00:15:54,630 Despite Thorne's maddening pursuit of expedience, he is correct in protocol. 377 00:15:54,750 --> 00:15:56,310 The seclusion room is a safety measure. 378 00:15:56,370 --> 00:15:57,370 It's making her worse. 379 00:15:57,570 --> 00:16:00,090 She thought she was on camera being watched, and now she is. 380 00:16:00,170 --> 00:16:02,950 Well, in psych terms, this is a self fulfilling prophecy. 381 00:16:03,030 --> 00:16:03,390 Cool, cool. 382 00:16:03,490 --> 00:16:04,130 Thanks, Dr. Drew. 383 00:16:04,270 --> 00:16:07,010 Okay, Thorne wants to wait and see if psych comes out of hiding. 384 00:16:07,011 --> 00:16:09,406 But Carol's replacement is basically a potato with a clipboard. 385 00:16:09,430 --> 00:16:11,711 Even if he shows up, he's just gonna force meds on Lauren. 386 00:16:12,010 --> 00:16:13,010 Traumatize her even more. 387 00:16:13,430 --> 00:16:16,490 On the flip side, prolonged psychosis is toxic for the brain. 388 00:16:16,510 --> 00:16:18,430 Which is why she needs anti-psychotics. 389 00:16:18,510 --> 00:16:19,630 Her brain is on fire. 390 00:16:21,090 --> 00:16:24,650 Let's turn down the temperature psychologically and literally. 391 00:16:24,950 --> 00:16:25,950 That's your solve? 392 00:16:26,570 --> 00:16:27,030 Blast the AC? 393 00:16:27,170 --> 00:16:27,970 Dr. Dang is right. 394 00:16:28,030 --> 00:16:29,210 Her brain is on fire. 395 00:16:29,350 --> 00:16:31,790 The threat response in her amygdala is on high alert. 396 00:16:31,910 --> 00:16:34,970 We need to cool her physiological response. 397 00:16:35,130 --> 00:16:36,130 And then what? 398 00:16:36,250 --> 00:16:37,670 Then we meet her where she is. 399 00:17:28,700 --> 00:17:29,840 He missed one. 400 00:17:31,620 --> 00:17:32,620 Oh. 401 00:17:34,700 --> 00:17:35,700 Good catch. 402 00:17:56,690 --> 00:18:00,450 It's Lauren, Lauren B., right? 403 00:18:01,670 --> 00:18:02,730 I'm Oliver. 404 00:18:04,210 --> 00:18:05,210 Oliver W. 405 00:18:05,690 --> 00:18:06,690 Okay. 406 00:18:07,530 --> 00:18:08,530 Oliver W. 407 00:18:09,330 --> 00:18:11,490 Don't you hate this constant surveillance? 408 00:18:12,390 --> 00:18:13,390 It is tiring. 409 00:18:14,050 --> 00:18:17,630 But the abundance of particle board furniture exhausts me more. 410 00:18:20,470 --> 00:18:23,610 Yeah, I'll admit I'm terrified of what's on the other side of this. 411 00:18:25,150 --> 00:18:26,150 So what's your story? 412 00:18:26,270 --> 00:18:27,510 Why haven't you found love yet? 413 00:18:31,310 --> 00:18:32,770 Um, overworked doctor. 414 00:18:34,330 --> 00:18:37,390 Too committed to my patients, I guess. 415 00:18:37,950 --> 00:18:38,950 It's so hard. 416 00:18:39,610 --> 00:18:41,730 And it just feels like everyone is always judging you. 417 00:18:41,870 --> 00:18:44,370 Like, you're not the person they want you to be. 418 00:18:44,450 --> 00:18:49,471 You can be because you're like... broken. 419 00:18:51,750 --> 00:18:53,330 Can I let you in on a secret? 420 00:18:55,770 --> 00:18:58,510 I heard everyone watching is rooting for you. 421 00:19:01,150 --> 00:19:01,950 Come on. 422 00:19:02,010 --> 00:19:03,010 No, it's true. 423 00:19:03,450 --> 00:19:04,750 You're the fan favorite. 424 00:19:07,030 --> 00:19:08,750 Everyone wants to see you win. 425 00:19:09,210 --> 00:19:10,730 But you gotta keep playing the game. 426 00:19:12,670 --> 00:19:15,350 Even on this hospital set. 427 00:19:16,570 --> 00:19:18,110 You know, cooperate with the doctors. 428 00:19:19,470 --> 00:19:21,030 Take your meds. 429 00:19:21,570 --> 00:19:23,050 Everyone wants to see you get better. 430 00:19:24,150 --> 00:19:25,230 On your terms. 431 00:19:29,980 --> 00:19:30,980 Okay. 432 00:19:31,980 --> 00:19:33,700 Yeah, I'll do it. 433 00:19:36,540 --> 00:19:38,860 And for what it's worth, I hope you find love too. 434 00:19:46,520 --> 00:19:48,640 Hey, by the way, I know you're not a real doctor. 435 00:19:50,960 --> 00:19:51,960 You're right. 436 00:19:54,400 --> 00:19:55,960 I just play one on TV. 437 00:20:05,320 --> 00:20:06,320 Hahaha. 438 00:20:11,960 --> 00:20:13,080 Wolf Nichols. 439 00:20:14,740 --> 00:20:15,740 Hey. 440 00:20:16,900 --> 00:20:19,400 Do you want to grab a drink tonight? 441 00:20:20,380 --> 00:20:21,380 Sure. 442 00:20:27,410 --> 00:20:29,630 So it's your assertion that you did nothing wrong. 443 00:20:29,990 --> 00:20:32,685 You discontinued treatment of the patient as soon 444 00:20:32,686 --> 00:20:34,831 as you discovered the inappropriate relationship. 445 00:20:46,040 --> 00:20:47,040 No. 446 00:20:48,780 --> 00:20:53,300 I continued to treat her for a short time after I knew. 447 00:20:56,500 --> 00:20:59,564 As psychiatrists, we're taught to maintain a 448 00:20:59,565 --> 00:21:02,440 healthy emotional distance from our clients. 449 00:21:02,500 --> 00:21:05,120 But it's not always realistic. 450 00:21:05,940 --> 00:21:07,580 Not when you've given a widow a reason to 451 00:21:07,581 --> 00:21:10,781 get up in the morning after her husband died. 452 00:21:11,220 --> 00:21:14,331 Not when you've guided a family through the hell of 453 00:21:14,332 --> 00:21:16,910 alcoholism and watched them make it to the other side. 454 00:21:17,580 --> 00:21:22,760 Not when you've treated a young girl with anorexia for years and rejoice with her 455 00:21:22,761 --> 00:21:25,540 family when she no longer wants to restrict. 456 00:21:25,820 --> 00:21:30,080 I care deeply about my patients. 457 00:21:30,600 --> 00:21:32,420 I see myself in them. 458 00:21:33,520 --> 00:21:36,780 And they deserve a doctor who will fight for them. 459 00:21:36,960 --> 00:21:42,920 The way I fight for the people in my own life, I am committed to my patients. 460 00:21:42,921 --> 00:21:48,220 And I have always done the best I can, even when circumstances get complicated. 461 00:21:49,000 --> 00:21:51,020 If you fire me, you lose an employee. 462 00:21:52,860 --> 00:21:55,580 They... they lose a hell of a lot more. 463 00:22:03,730 --> 00:22:04,750 I'm very proud. 464 00:22:04,890 --> 00:22:06,530 I got her to take her meds willingly. 465 00:22:06,810 --> 00:22:07,850 It's great to get the win. 466 00:22:09,190 --> 00:22:10,190 I know the feeling. 467 00:22:18,000 --> 00:22:20,120 Thank you for celebrating with me. 468 00:22:20,240 --> 00:22:21,240 I needed this. 469 00:22:21,480 --> 00:22:22,480 I'm happy to be here. 470 00:22:29,940 --> 00:22:30,940 Wolf. 471 00:22:31,440 --> 00:22:32,440 What? 472 00:22:34,400 --> 00:22:35,500 Are you okay? 473 00:22:36,440 --> 00:22:37,440 Why wouldn't I be okay? 474 00:22:40,660 --> 00:22:42,720 Your dad... I know he just left. 475 00:22:44,020 --> 00:22:45,200 I didn't know that you knew. 476 00:22:45,640 --> 00:22:46,640 Carol told me. 477 00:22:48,620 --> 00:22:50,920 I thought you asked me here to maybe talk about it. 478 00:22:50,921 --> 00:22:52,281 No, I don't want to talk about it. 479 00:22:53,300 --> 00:22:54,500 I don't want to talk about it. 480 00:22:54,940 --> 00:22:57,560 I want everything to go back to the way it was before he came. 481 00:23:00,580 --> 00:23:02,980 You told me you wanted to wait until your house was in order. 482 00:23:03,620 --> 00:23:06,017 Your dad just left, and if I were to take a 483 00:23:06,018 --> 00:23:08,160 wild guess, I don't think anything is in order. 484 00:23:08,240 --> 00:23:09,240 You'd be guessing wrong. 485 00:23:10,340 --> 00:23:12,840 Look, I can be your friend for this. 486 00:23:14,900 --> 00:23:16,500 But I don't deserve to be jerked around. 487 00:23:23,670 --> 00:23:24,670 It's the hospital. 488 00:23:25,010 --> 00:23:26,010 I gotta go. 489 00:23:26,210 --> 00:23:27,210 Yeah, yeah. 490 00:23:29,210 --> 00:23:29,770 I'm sorry. 491 00:23:29,771 --> 00:23:33,010 I'm sorry you forgot. 492 00:23:44,480 --> 00:23:45,600 Okay, she woke up like this. 493 00:23:45,880 --> 00:23:48,416 You guys said it was all in her head, but she's in real pain now. 494 00:23:48,440 --> 00:23:49,100 We paged Dr. Wolf. 495 00:23:49,260 --> 00:23:50,260 He's on his way. 496 00:23:50,300 --> 00:23:51,756 Is it alright if I take a look at you, Lauren? 497 00:23:51,780 --> 00:23:52,780 Yes! 498 00:23:54,740 --> 00:23:56,060 We can't wait for Dr. Wolf. 499 00:23:56,700 --> 00:23:57,260 Page me on call. 500 00:23:57,360 --> 00:23:58,040 Get them here. 501 00:23:58,280 --> 00:23:59,280 Now. 502 00:24:18,630 --> 00:24:21,410 A quick examination revealed the patient's distended abdomen. 503 00:24:21,411 --> 00:24:26,010 That, in combination with acute pain, chow breathing suggests... Internal bleeding? 504 00:24:26,270 --> 00:24:28,950 That's the working theory, but I have page critical response, team. 505 00:24:29,210 --> 00:24:30,466 There's gotta be something that we're missing. 506 00:24:30,490 --> 00:24:30,910 That's great. 507 00:24:31,010 --> 00:24:31,310 Good work. 508 00:24:31,790 --> 00:24:34,170 Ow, ow, ow, ow, ow, ow, ow, ow, ow, ow. 509 00:24:34,510 --> 00:24:35,670 Are you okay, Lauren? 510 00:24:35,870 --> 00:24:35,950 Yeah. 511 00:24:36,210 --> 00:24:36,730 Here we go. 512 00:24:37,090 --> 00:24:38,090 Hey, hey, hey, hey. 513 00:24:39,230 --> 00:24:40,070 I am so sorry. 514 00:24:40,190 --> 00:24:41,766 I don't know how I didn't hear my phone. 515 00:24:41,790 --> 00:24:42,830 Hey, not right now, Kenny. 516 00:24:43,730 --> 00:24:45,050 What could have caused the bleed? 517 00:24:45,610 --> 00:24:47,490 Ultrasound shows free fluid in the lower pelvis. 518 00:24:47,590 --> 00:24:49,390 Exact source is unclear, but we're hoping IR 519 00:24:49,391 --> 00:24:51,310 can stop the bleeding and give us more answers. 520 00:24:51,830 --> 00:24:52,830 All right, let's go. 521 00:24:53,810 --> 00:24:54,410 What's happening? 522 00:24:54,570 --> 00:24:55,570 Is she gonna be okay? 523 00:24:55,770 --> 00:24:58,406 Let's give them some space to work, and I'll explain to you what I know. 524 00:24:58,430 --> 00:24:59,430 Come with me. 525 00:24:59,510 --> 00:25:00,510 I am such an idiot. 526 00:25:01,310 --> 00:25:02,310 Where's my friend? 527 00:25:02,590 --> 00:25:03,590 This is the night shift. 528 00:25:04,410 --> 00:25:05,650 What happens to the best of us? 529 00:25:06,370 --> 00:25:07,750 Well, it doesn't happen to me. 530 00:25:08,630 --> 00:25:09,630 Hm? 531 00:25:09,910 --> 00:25:13,190 Maybe, um, take it easy on the benzos next time. 532 00:25:18,980 --> 00:25:20,980 Her ovaries are cystic and enlarged. 533 00:25:20,981 --> 00:25:22,900 At hematoma, Erica found a Lorenz abdomen. 534 00:25:23,140 --> 00:25:24,460 I don't think it's from GLP-1s. 535 00:25:24,500 --> 00:25:26,800 I think she's been injecting herself with hormones for... 536 00:25:26,801 --> 00:25:30,100 And vitro fertilization, which is why her ovaries are so massively stimulated, 537 00:25:30,660 --> 00:25:33,740 and that bleed's location must be associated with a recent egg retrieval. 538 00:25:33,940 --> 00:25:36,060 But that still doesn't entirely explain the psychosis. 539 00:25:36,460 --> 00:25:38,860 I'm gonna try the IVF lab now that they're open and see what they can tell me. 540 00:25:38,861 --> 00:25:39,861 Let me know. 541 00:25:41,680 --> 00:25:42,680 Of course. 542 00:25:43,080 --> 00:25:44,080 Dr. Bull! 543 00:25:44,680 --> 00:25:47,120 Just a heads up, I took care of all your discharge summary. 544 00:25:47,400 --> 00:25:48,880 Oh, well, it's good to see you awake. 545 00:25:49,420 --> 00:25:49,920 Everything okay? 546 00:25:50,320 --> 00:25:51,120 Yeah, of course. 547 00:25:51,340 --> 00:25:52,900 I just know how much you hate charting. 548 00:25:53,380 --> 00:25:55,580 Also, I found a case I think you might be interested in. 549 00:25:55,700 --> 00:25:59,020 At minimum, he's schizophrenic, but I think there is something more going on. 550 00:25:59,620 --> 00:26:02,760 As you can see, every physician's note is just a copy-paste from the last. 551 00:26:02,900 --> 00:26:04,056 Everyone just writes him off. 552 00:26:04,080 --> 00:26:06,860 So I am thinking we should give him a fresh workout. 553 00:26:06,880 --> 00:26:08,920 But this guy's in and out of the ED every other day. 554 00:26:09,380 --> 00:26:11,340 Isn't that all the more reason we should help him? 555 00:26:12,240 --> 00:26:12,640 Lauren B. 556 00:26:12,641 --> 00:26:14,500 Has one break, and it's all hands on deck. 557 00:26:14,640 --> 00:26:17,616 I just think we're being very biased about who should and shouldn't receive care. 558 00:26:17,640 --> 00:26:19,220 Listen, Erica, I appreciate your passion. 559 00:26:19,221 --> 00:26:20,440 Truly, I do. 560 00:26:21,400 --> 00:26:23,092 But no matter how hard we try to help, some 561 00:26:23,093 --> 00:26:24,720 patients will always leave, and that's their right. 562 00:26:24,820 --> 00:26:27,600 We cannot force care onto those who don't want it. 563 00:26:35,090 --> 00:26:37,230 I'm sorry I didn't tell you about IVF. 564 00:26:38,210 --> 00:26:39,210 It's okay. 565 00:26:39,450 --> 00:26:41,290 I just wish I had known so I could have helped. 566 00:26:41,710 --> 00:26:45,811 Lauren's abdominal pain was from a complication with the egg retrieval surgery. 567 00:26:46,170 --> 00:26:50,190 Unfortunately, we were focused on the psychological break, which is a separate issue. 568 00:26:50,670 --> 00:26:54,210 Lauren, can you explain what you've been going through these past few weeks? 569 00:26:54,530 --> 00:26:55,530 Yeah. 570 00:26:55,590 --> 00:27:01,630 Jake left, but I always wanted to be a mom, so I kept going. 571 00:27:01,990 --> 00:27:02,990 I did my research. 572 00:27:03,050 --> 00:27:04,050 I picked a sperm donor. 573 00:27:06,650 --> 00:27:09,330 I can't believe you were doing all those injections by yourself. 574 00:27:09,610 --> 00:27:10,950 Yeah, it was so expensive. 575 00:27:11,610 --> 00:27:14,590 And I had to bill so many hours I couldn't even sleep. 576 00:27:15,770 --> 00:27:18,110 But I wanted to tell people when it was a success. 577 00:27:19,490 --> 00:27:22,483 I didn't want them to judge me or think that I was doing 578 00:27:22,484 --> 00:27:27,890 it the wrong way, but now everything's wrong, so... 579 00:27:27,891 --> 00:27:32,810 A big breakup, going through the IVF process, working too hard, not sleeping 580 00:27:32,811 --> 00:27:37,950 enough with huge hormonal fluctuations, that provokes the worry, the stress. 581 00:27:38,350 --> 00:27:43,570 The tonnage of those elements created a perfect storm for a mental break for you. 582 00:27:44,070 --> 00:27:45,990 You put enough pressure on a bone, it will break. 583 00:27:46,770 --> 00:27:48,790 The brain is just as fragile. 584 00:27:48,910 --> 00:27:50,210 It can only take so much. 585 00:27:56,470 --> 00:27:58,430 Do you see something? 586 00:28:02,450 --> 00:28:03,450 Um... 587 00:28:03,570 --> 00:28:04,610 No, no. 588 00:28:05,470 --> 00:28:06,470 It's nothing. 589 00:28:07,650 --> 00:28:09,090 Do you think there's a camera there? 590 00:28:12,580 --> 00:28:13,580 I don't know. 591 00:28:13,700 --> 00:28:14,700 I don't know. 592 00:28:16,000 --> 00:28:20,380 I... I thought that this was better, that this was fixed. 593 00:28:20,540 --> 00:28:24,160 While her delusions aren't real, in a sense they are real to her, 594 00:28:24,280 --> 00:28:25,540 she has memories of them. 595 00:28:25,541 --> 00:28:30,441 We have to think of Lauren coming out of this like the sun rising after a heavy rain. 596 00:28:30,780 --> 00:28:34,400 It'll take some time for all of the water to dry, but it will. 597 00:28:37,100 --> 00:28:39,480 Good news from the fertility clinic. 598 00:28:40,520 --> 00:28:42,680 Despite the complication, the retrieval was a success. 599 00:28:43,500 --> 00:28:46,400 Three embryos made it through the fertilization process, Lauren. 600 00:28:47,080 --> 00:28:48,340 Some major silver lining. 601 00:28:49,740 --> 00:28:51,500 Hey, that's amazing, Lolo. 602 00:28:51,800 --> 00:28:55,400 Um, can someone please tell the fertility clinic that they can discard the embryos? 603 00:28:55,580 --> 00:28:58,160 I'm not... I'm not interested in proceeding. 604 00:29:01,280 --> 00:29:03,120 You went through hell to get those, okay? 605 00:29:03,560 --> 00:29:05,880 I think it's best if you could be with your family, Harper. 606 00:29:06,380 --> 00:29:07,380 I've caused so much trouble. 607 00:29:07,381 --> 00:29:08,620 Please, I can't. 608 00:29:09,300 --> 00:29:10,420 I'm just gonna rest. 609 00:29:12,360 --> 00:29:13,160 Please, no. 610 00:29:13,300 --> 00:29:14,860 You really don't need to be here. 611 00:29:25,940 --> 00:29:27,620 I don't know how to help her. 612 00:29:27,621 --> 00:29:32,040 No continued medication will help, but this is a normal process. 613 00:29:33,400 --> 00:29:36,220 She can be discharged soon with support in place. 614 00:29:38,020 --> 00:29:39,700 Harper, it's not normal. 615 00:29:40,600 --> 00:29:42,420 I want to be there for her. 616 00:29:43,620 --> 00:29:45,140 But I have a toddler at home. 617 00:29:45,500 --> 00:29:46,980 I don't do in eight weeks. 618 00:29:48,760 --> 00:29:49,760 Hi there. 619 00:29:51,020 --> 00:29:52,020 Hello? 620 00:29:52,220 --> 00:29:52,960 Amelia Fredericks. 621 00:29:53,060 --> 00:29:55,920 I'm the clinical director at Hudson Oaks Psychiatric Facility. 622 00:29:55,921 --> 00:29:58,840 I got word that we may need inpatient treatment. 623 00:29:58,920 --> 00:29:59,920 Got word from whom? 624 00:30:00,000 --> 00:30:03,980 We're always trying to help out our busy city hospital, so I just happen to be 625 00:30:03,981 --> 00:30:05,720 doing my rounds here today in Bronx General. 626 00:30:06,480 --> 00:30:07,480 What is this? 627 00:30:08,020 --> 00:30:09,200 Please take our brochure. 628 00:30:09,720 --> 00:30:13,780 I'm so sorry that your loved one is dealing with a mental health episode. 629 00:30:14,480 --> 00:30:15,940 It can be so hard. 630 00:30:16,860 --> 00:30:18,100 Especially on the family. 631 00:30:18,740 --> 00:30:20,780 And you are clearly about to be very, very busy. 632 00:30:21,040 --> 00:30:21,580 Boy, girl. 633 00:30:21,760 --> 00:30:22,760 We don't want to know. 634 00:30:23,920 --> 00:30:24,800 I'd love a surprise. 635 00:30:24,801 --> 00:30:27,100 There's so few good surprises left in life. 636 00:30:29,060 --> 00:30:32,440 But there are no surprises at Hudson Oaks. 637 00:30:32,940 --> 00:30:35,214 And yet you managed to surprise me in my 638 00:30:35,215 --> 00:30:37,520 hospital on my floor, so there must be a couple. 639 00:30:37,680 --> 00:30:39,900 You have so much to do here. 640 00:30:40,800 --> 00:30:43,400 And that's where a facility like ours comes in. 641 00:30:43,680 --> 00:30:44,880 We can ease the burden on you. 642 00:30:45,740 --> 00:30:48,840 And the patients love it. 643 00:30:49,960 --> 00:30:52,460 It gives them a safe place to be while they recover. 644 00:30:53,160 --> 00:30:55,800 I don't know, maybe this is the right thing for her. 645 00:30:55,980 --> 00:30:59,960 I just never thought we'd be one of these families dealing with something like this. 646 00:31:00,020 --> 00:31:01,880 Thank you for all of these materials. 647 00:31:03,080 --> 00:31:06,069 An inpatient facility might be the right option for Lauren, 648 00:31:06,070 --> 00:31:08,920 but you and I can review all of this privately, together. 649 00:31:09,140 --> 00:31:11,000 You don't need to make any decisions right now. 650 00:31:11,140 --> 00:31:12,140 Okay. 651 00:31:15,960 --> 00:31:17,320 It's time to make a decision. 652 00:31:18,900 --> 00:31:22,780 If there's no new evidence to present, let's take a vote. 653 00:31:23,700 --> 00:31:27,300 All in favor of restoring Dr. Pierce to her position. 654 00:31:30,640 --> 00:31:34,640 All in favor of terminating Dr. Pierce from her position. 655 00:31:41,830 --> 00:31:42,830 Looks like we're split. 656 00:31:56,000 --> 00:31:57,680 So, what's the verdict? 657 00:32:05,200 --> 00:32:13,200 Well, since you decided to heroically tell the unvarnished truth, the jury was split. 658 00:32:18,700 --> 00:32:22,840 But, the decision is final. 659 00:32:23,660 --> 00:32:25,660 I'm stepping down as Chief Medical Officer. 660 00:32:26,440 --> 00:32:27,480 Effective immediately. 661 00:32:28,360 --> 00:32:28,780 What? 662 00:32:28,781 --> 00:32:33,360 I told the board that I advised you to continue treating Alison. 663 00:32:34,560 --> 00:32:36,820 Head of Psych is yours, if you accept. 664 00:32:37,180 --> 00:32:38,180 No. 665 00:32:38,580 --> 00:32:39,880 No, I'm not letting you do that. 666 00:32:40,100 --> 00:32:42,362 Well, with all due deference, I am well past 667 00:32:42,363 --> 00:32:45,261 the age where anyone lets me do anything. 668 00:32:46,180 --> 00:32:48,360 For most of my career, I've been making the hard 669 00:32:48,361 --> 00:32:51,001 decisions about what's right for this hospital. 670 00:32:51,440 --> 00:32:52,940 And that's what I'm doing right now. 671 00:32:55,080 --> 00:32:57,280 Muriel... Bronx General needs you. 672 00:32:57,640 --> 00:32:58,640 It needs you more. 673 00:33:00,140 --> 00:33:01,340 And so does Oliver. 674 00:33:03,660 --> 00:33:05,200 I'm leaving the hospital. 675 00:33:06,060 --> 00:33:07,060 Not my son. 676 00:33:07,800 --> 00:33:11,720 And look, he says that he's fine, but you and I both know that's not true. 677 00:33:12,860 --> 00:33:17,260 And when he finally realizes that, he's going to need you here. 678 00:33:18,200 --> 00:33:19,200 Not me. 679 00:33:21,540 --> 00:33:23,080 I don't know what to say. 680 00:33:23,940 --> 00:33:25,740 Because we both know that I'm right. 681 00:33:26,640 --> 00:33:29,140 I'm not going to wander off into the wilderness. 682 00:33:31,080 --> 00:33:33,880 I have been contemplating retirement for a while now. 683 00:33:34,460 --> 00:33:36,680 To tell you the truth, Carol... 684 00:33:37,560 --> 00:33:38,560 I'm tired. 685 00:33:41,320 --> 00:33:42,320 And I'm ready. 686 00:33:47,280 --> 00:33:48,280 Well... 687 00:33:48,580 --> 00:33:50,320 I think you've earned a break. 688 00:33:51,180 --> 00:33:52,180 Oh, honey. 689 00:33:52,420 --> 00:33:53,420 I hope so. 690 00:33:55,180 --> 00:33:57,580 Welcome back, Dr. Pierce. 691 00:33:59,580 --> 00:34:00,680 Thank you. 692 00:34:12,540 --> 00:34:14,920 What you're doing is very brave. 693 00:34:15,560 --> 00:34:16,600 And difficult. 694 00:34:17,280 --> 00:34:17,500 I know. 695 00:34:18,200 --> 00:34:20,680 But it really is the right thing for your family. 696 00:34:22,380 --> 00:34:24,640 You're going to be a perfect fit at Hudson Oaks. 697 00:34:25,340 --> 00:34:31,660 And our team is perfectly equipped to take care of people with problems like yours. 698 00:34:33,980 --> 00:34:35,820 And what do you think, Flo? 699 00:34:37,800 --> 00:34:41,520 I think it's... I think it's probably best for everyone. 700 00:34:43,380 --> 00:34:43,620 Yeah. 701 00:34:44,080 --> 00:34:50,221 Well, if you will just sign here, then I can start getting the transfer set up. 702 00:34:53,980 --> 00:34:54,980 Florin... 703 00:34:57,290 --> 00:35:03,850 Whatever you decide to stay or go, this is up to you. 704 00:35:06,690 --> 00:35:10,270 I know how difficult it can be to feel like a burden on the people you love the 705 00:35:10,271 --> 00:35:14,270 most and to feel like everything would just be easier if you were gone. 706 00:35:18,430 --> 00:35:19,910 But that isn't always true. 707 00:35:23,440 --> 00:35:25,560 Are you sure that this is what you want? 708 00:35:29,260 --> 00:35:30,260 No, I'm not. 709 00:35:30,720 --> 00:35:31,720 I'm not sure. 710 00:35:38,930 --> 00:35:40,930 Then maybe we should get a second opinion. 711 00:35:42,670 --> 00:35:45,443 Dr. Wolf filled me in, and I understand that you've 712 00:35:45,444 --> 00:35:48,390 discussed staying in inpatient care for the near future. 713 00:35:48,770 --> 00:35:51,350 I don't know how I can return to my life after this. 714 00:35:51,950 --> 00:35:54,050 I certainly can't have kids. 715 00:35:54,830 --> 00:35:55,830 I'm crazy. 716 00:35:56,030 --> 00:35:58,362 I completely understand why you feel that way, 717 00:35:58,363 --> 00:36:01,111 but I wouldn't use that word to describe you. 718 00:36:01,170 --> 00:36:03,299 I had my psychotic episode after I had a 719 00:36:03,300 --> 00:36:05,790 baby, and I don't even consider myself crazy. 720 00:36:06,290 --> 00:36:07,290 I didn't realize. 721 00:36:08,330 --> 00:36:11,910 I mean, you seem so just the same as you, just the same as anyone. 722 00:36:12,730 --> 00:36:15,983 Inpatient care is the right solution for some people, but 723 00:36:15,984 --> 00:36:19,850 having a psychotic episode, it's just like any other illness. 724 00:36:20,850 --> 00:36:25,330 Lots of people happen, and lots of people go on to resume normal lives afterwards. 725 00:36:25,670 --> 00:36:29,930 Like with any illness, people can be susceptible to certain vulnerabilities. 726 00:36:30,170 --> 00:36:32,950 They can have headaches or nosebleeds. 727 00:36:33,010 --> 00:36:35,430 It doesn't make you weak or flawed. 728 00:36:35,590 --> 00:36:36,850 It makes you human. 729 00:36:38,210 --> 00:36:41,124 We've both treated plenty of patients and helped them 730 00:36:41,125 --> 00:36:43,691 get back to their lives after something like this. 731 00:36:44,550 --> 00:36:47,737 You could start by seeing me twice a week, stay on 732 00:36:47,738 --> 00:36:50,590 your medication, and we would monitor how you're doing. 733 00:36:50,630 --> 00:36:54,130 But there's no reason to believe you have any type of permanent psychosis. 734 00:36:55,310 --> 00:36:57,410 But if things get bad again, that's okay, too. 735 00:36:57,890 --> 00:37:00,730 You'll now have the tools in place to help you get through it. 736 00:37:04,310 --> 00:37:06,230 That sounds good to me, though, though. 737 00:37:15,080 --> 00:37:16,600 Could I still freeze my embryos? 738 00:37:16,601 --> 00:37:17,601 Of course. 739 00:37:18,140 --> 00:37:22,160 Many times, people who have dealt with mental illness, they make the fiercest 740 00:37:22,161 --> 00:37:24,967 protector of their own children, especially when 741 00:37:24,968 --> 00:37:27,300 they have the right support system in place. 742 00:37:29,040 --> 00:37:31,220 It's hard to predict what will break a person. 743 00:37:38,220 --> 00:37:41,360 That's the Dr. Pierce touch we've been missing around here. 744 00:37:41,680 --> 00:37:42,680 Oh, thank you. 745 00:37:42,960 --> 00:37:44,820 Oh, thank you. 746 00:37:46,160 --> 00:37:47,440 This doesn't feel real yet. 747 00:37:47,441 --> 00:37:51,000 I honestly wasn't sure I would be back here. 748 00:37:51,300 --> 00:37:54,990 Well, a friend in high places told me of help that 749 00:37:54,991 --> 00:37:58,161 one of your patients testified on your behalf. 750 00:37:58,360 --> 00:37:59,360 What? 751 00:37:59,820 --> 00:38:00,820 Who? 752 00:38:01,740 --> 00:38:02,740 Allison. 753 00:38:03,940 --> 00:38:06,860 She came forward, said you saved her life. 754 00:38:08,600 --> 00:38:09,840 Went a long way with the board. 755 00:38:10,360 --> 00:38:12,480 But I thought she was the one who reported me. 756 00:38:12,840 --> 00:38:13,840 Wasn't Allison. 757 00:38:16,220 --> 00:38:19,570 Life is always throwing us for a loop, so we cling to the 758 00:38:19,571 --> 00:38:23,960 people who make us feel whole, hoping they can hold us together. 759 00:38:24,500 --> 00:38:26,780 I can carry a plastic bag. 760 00:38:27,580 --> 00:38:28,580 Enough on your hands. 761 00:38:28,920 --> 00:38:30,980 My OB says it's important to stay active. 762 00:38:31,620 --> 00:38:32,860 Keep up on my workout routines. 763 00:38:34,300 --> 00:38:35,360 OK, workout routines? 764 00:38:35,620 --> 00:38:38,580 Chasing a two-year-old around New York City is a workout in an oven sauce. 765 00:38:39,020 --> 00:38:40,020 OK, you'll see. 766 00:38:41,780 --> 00:38:43,220 Lolo, where are you going? 767 00:38:43,221 --> 00:38:46,340 Hall's making that lamb bolognese, aren't you? 768 00:38:47,120 --> 00:38:50,400 Mom, you do know that there are people who will do this for you, right? 769 00:38:51,260 --> 00:38:54,580 I'm supposed to trust strangers with my most precious belongings? 770 00:38:58,620 --> 00:38:59,620 Thank you. 771 00:39:00,760 --> 00:39:01,760 For what? 772 00:39:03,160 --> 00:39:04,420 For sticking around. 773 00:39:06,900 --> 00:39:09,240 Especially when he made it so hard for you. 774 00:39:14,000 --> 00:39:17,100 So it took me retiring for you to say thanks? 775 00:39:18,220 --> 00:39:19,540 After all these years? 776 00:39:19,560 --> 00:39:20,680 Oh, my God. 777 00:39:21,380 --> 00:39:24,760 Mugwam, don't make a big deal of this. 778 00:39:25,500 --> 00:39:26,500 I'm not? 779 00:39:26,560 --> 00:39:30,020 Actually, I was thinking it'll be nice to have you as my mom and not my boss. 780 00:39:31,880 --> 00:39:32,880 Fine. 781 00:39:36,130 --> 00:39:38,270 I won't make excuses for your father. 782 00:39:39,430 --> 00:39:42,930 He made huge mistakes, and he was never the easiest man to love. 783 00:39:44,570 --> 00:39:48,390 But it devastated him, seeing how his condition affected his family. 784 00:39:49,410 --> 00:39:51,630 It was so hard on you, and it was hard on me. 785 00:39:53,790 --> 00:39:57,230 But I can promise you it was hardest on him. 786 00:39:58,250 --> 00:39:59,250 I know. 787 00:40:00,910 --> 00:40:02,070 He was alone. 788 00:40:08,280 --> 00:40:09,500 But everyone breaks. 789 00:40:10,600 --> 00:40:13,802 And sometimes what breaks you has been lurking 790 00:40:13,803 --> 00:40:16,960 inside you all along, waiting to shatter your world. 791 00:40:18,440 --> 00:40:20,360 Dr. Wolf, are you all right? 792 00:40:23,180 --> 00:40:28,800 Well, you'll remain with us here for an observation period under our care and 793 00:40:28,801 --> 00:40:33,980 supervision so that we can best determine the treatment that's suited for you. 794 00:40:34,880 --> 00:40:35,880 Hey. 795 00:40:36,540 --> 00:40:40,380 Even those of us who give care need care sometimes. 796 00:40:44,840 --> 00:40:45,840 No. 797 00:40:46,260 --> 00:40:47,260 Okay. 798 00:40:47,600 --> 00:40:49,600 Just sign right here. 799 00:40:59,760 --> 00:41:01,060 Go ahead, Wolf. 800 00:41:03,560 --> 00:41:04,560 It's for the best.