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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:23,660 --> 00:00:24,676 When did it start? 2 00:00:28,506 --> 00:00:30,484 When did anything start? 3 00:00:33,903 --> 00:00:36,708 Nothing can ever just go away. 4 00:00:36,732 --> 00:00:38,492 Not in this universe. 5 00:00:38,516 --> 00:00:40,799 A man lives. 6 00:00:40,823 --> 00:00:42,801 A man dies. 7 00:00:42,825 --> 00:00:45,543 He rots. He becomes dirt. 8 00:00:45,567 --> 00:00:49,938 He becomes trees. He burns and becomes gas. 9 00:00:49,962 --> 00:00:52,898 He becomes clouds. He becomes rain. 10 00:00:52,922 --> 00:00:56,380 He becomes trees. He becomes fruit. 11 00:00:56,404 --> 00:00:58,493 He feeds men who die and become dirt. 12 00:00:59,798 --> 00:01:01,950 It's a meaningless cycle of birth and death. 13 00:01:01,974 --> 00:01:04,803 Unless you find something or someone to give you purpose. 14 00:01:06,544 --> 00:01:09,132 For me, it was Cassandra. 15 00:01:13,730 --> 00:01:14,465 I see her for the first time. 16 00:01:15,466 --> 00:01:17,314 She is dressed in black. 17 00:01:17,338 --> 00:01:20,800 I think I can't hit on her, this is a funeral. 18 00:01:21,429 --> 00:01:23,102 We go out that night for drinks. 19 00:01:23,126 --> 00:01:25,148 I try to kiss her, and she turns away, 20 00:01:25,172 --> 00:01:26,888 telling me she promised 21 00:01:26,912 --> 00:01:28,890 she would never kiss a boy who was drunk. 22 00:01:28,914 --> 00:01:31,154 I ask her whether she would ever have sex with one. 23 00:01:31,178 --> 00:01:32,179 She says no. 24 00:01:34,940 --> 00:01:37,203 I don't sleep that night, thinking about her. 25 00:01:37,227 --> 00:01:40,163 I try to remember how long I have to wait before I can call her. 26 00:01:40,187 --> 00:01:42,140 She calls me the next day. 27 00:01:44,756 --> 00:01:46,691 We make love for the first time. 28 00:01:46,715 --> 00:01:49,911 It is awkward, and I'm so nervous I have trouble. 29 00:01:49,935 --> 00:01:51,565 She says it's okay. 30 00:01:51,589 --> 00:01:53,100 That we will have plenty of time. 31 00:01:53,250 --> 00:01:55,787 That it will get better. 32 00:01:55,811 --> 00:01:58,944 In five years, seven months and eleven days, she will leave me. 33 00:02:00,816 --> 00:02:02,644 Everything happens for a reason. 34 00:02:28,148 --> 00:02:31,107 I wonder what Bill is going to think when he sees this. 35 00:02:32,804 --> 00:02:35,503 That I've written my story editor into my story. 36 00:02:43,641 --> 00:02:45,340 Nah. 37 00:02:47,906 --> 00:02:51,171 The beginning of a story is the most important part. 38 00:02:52,694 --> 00:02:55,194 You write a good beginning and... 39 00:02:55,218 --> 00:02:58,258 you have a chance that people will stick with you throughout the whole thing. 40 00:02:58,282 --> 00:03:01,633 A... shitty beginning and... 41 00:03:06,550 --> 00:03:10,350 I was so desperate for inspiration 42 00:03:10,590 --> 00:03:12,714 I Googled the word "philosophy" today. 43 00:03:14,759 --> 00:03:17,869 There were 138 million hits. 44 00:03:17,893 --> 00:03:21,307 There are 6.7 billion people in this world. 45 00:03:21,331 --> 00:03:23,309 That means that theoretically, there could be 46 00:03:23,333 --> 00:03:25,944 a unique philosophy for about every 50 people. 47 00:03:27,250 --> 00:03:29,165 You have a philosophy. 48 00:03:30,819 --> 00:03:32,951 - Do I? - You wanna hear the one I made up? 49 00:03:34,692 --> 00:03:36,235 Jacob: What if we're all standing 50 00:03:36,259 --> 00:03:38,150 on either side of a giant scale? 51 00:03:38,174 --> 00:03:40,761 If we're all born with an antithesis. 52 00:03:40,785 --> 00:03:42,981 Someone who's our exact opposite. 53 00:03:43,500 --> 00:03:45,113 Maybe not in terms of, like, personality 54 00:03:45,137 --> 00:03:47,203 but in a more metaphysical sense. 55 00:03:47,227 --> 00:03:49,553 But for that to work, wouldn't it mean that 56 00:03:49,577 --> 00:03:53,296 half of the world would be miserable 57 00:03:53,320 --> 00:03:56,370 and the other half really, really happy? 58 00:03:56,610 --> 00:03:58,830 I, I knew you would say that. 59 00:03:58,107 --> 00:04:00,651 Now, you've gotta consider how many people are 60 00:04:00,675 --> 00:04:02,392 out-of-their-fucking-minds happy 61 00:04:02,416 --> 00:04:04,742 and how many people are truly miserable. 62 00:04:04,766 --> 00:04:06,700 It all balances out. 63 00:04:06,724 --> 00:04:08,833 Unless something extraordinary happens to somebody. 64 00:04:08,857 --> 00:04:11,923 That's, uh... That's rare though. 65 00:04:11,947 --> 00:04:15,143 Mostly it's these little victories. 66 00:04:15,167 --> 00:04:17,363 Little defeats. 67 00:04:17,387 --> 00:04:20,714 My theory is, when we're getting shit on, 68 00:04:20,738 --> 00:04:24,892 just mildly shit on or really, really dumped on, 69 00:04:24,916 --> 00:04:27,179 the exact opposite is happening to our opposite. 70 00:04:28,268 --> 00:04:29,767 Do you get it? 71 00:04:29,791 --> 00:04:31,183 I think so. 72 00:04:32,315 --> 00:04:33,360 What do you think? 73 00:04:34,796 --> 00:04:36,188 I like it. 74 00:04:40,671 --> 00:04:43,892 What would you do if a genie appeared here? 75 00:04:45,981 --> 00:04:47,635 The way they do in stories. 76 00:04:50,812 --> 00:04:52,292 And you had three wishes. 77 00:04:54,816 --> 00:04:56,296 What would your wishes be? 78 00:04:57,340 --> 00:04:59,362 I don't know. 79 00:04:59,386 --> 00:05:00,865 Never really thought about it. 80 00:05:03,303 --> 00:05:04,304 What about you? 81 00:05:07,219 --> 00:05:08,830 My first wish would be... 82 00:05:11,600 --> 00:05:12,660 that she would just come back. 83 00:05:15,967 --> 00:05:17,360 And the other two? 84 00:05:21,590 --> 00:05:22,979 Jacob narrating: I could feel everything I felt, 85 00:05:23,300 --> 00:05:24,265 but I can't change it. 86 00:05:25,673 --> 00:05:28,652 A ghost looking over my own shoulder. 87 00:05:28,676 --> 00:05:31,679 If time is a great city, then all the streets are one-way. 88 00:05:33,710 --> 00:05:35,490 Otherwise, we'd all be heading back. 89 00:05:35,730 --> 00:05:37,400 Not to the beginning but to the point in time 90 00:05:37,424 --> 00:05:39,358 when we made the wrong turn. 91 00:05:39,382 --> 00:05:41,732 The turn that changed everything. 92 00:05:52,300 --> 00:05:53,353 Knock, knock? 93 00:05:55,746 --> 00:05:58,464 - Hey, um, what are you... - Hi. 94 00:05:58,488 --> 00:06:00,771 You're, uh, here for lunch. 95 00:06:00,795 --> 00:06:03,972 Yeah. Oh, how do you feel about hotdogs? 96 00:06:06,610 --> 00:06:07,758 Get me out of here, please. 97 00:06:09,804 --> 00:06:11,109 All right, I've been thinking. 98 00:06:12,850 --> 00:06:14,250 I want you to quit. 99 00:06:15,260 --> 00:06:16,787 Quit what? 100 00:06:16,811 --> 00:06:18,378 I want you to quit working at JBL. 101 00:06:20,467 --> 00:06:22,227 Sounds good. 102 00:06:22,251 --> 00:06:23,731 I'm serious. 103 00:06:25,907 --> 00:06:28,590 Well, babe, I just... 104 00:06:28,830 --> 00:06:30,888 finished telling you I'm worried about our finances, 105 00:06:30,912 --> 00:06:34,650 and you respond by telling me I should quit my job. 106 00:06:34,890 --> 00:06:37,111 I'm not sure that's the way to get us out of debt, lover. 107 00:06:37,135 --> 00:06:39,260 This isn't about that. 108 00:06:39,500 --> 00:06:40,965 - Oh, it's not? - No. 109 00:06:42,402 --> 00:06:44,229 This job is killing you. 110 00:06:45,883 --> 00:06:47,295 - Babe, I'm not quitting. - Why? 111 00:06:47,319 --> 00:06:49,428 I couldn't do that to you. 112 00:06:49,452 --> 00:06:52,390 And how is working at this job helping? 113 00:06:52,630 --> 00:06:53,863 I'm sorry, you keep making what you're making, 114 00:06:53,887 --> 00:06:56,411 and it'll take years to pay everything off. 115 00:06:57,286 --> 00:06:59,460 You have a gift, Jacob. 116 00:06:59,700 --> 00:07:01,390 I don't want to see you spending another day at this place, 117 00:07:01,414 --> 00:07:02,590 squandering it. 118 00:07:07,514 --> 00:07:10,810 We wouldn't be able to survive. 119 00:07:11,300 --> 00:07:12,475 We could make it work. 120 00:07:15,478 --> 00:07:19,763 Uh, I'm, uh, I'm getting a second job. 121 00:07:19,787 --> 00:07:21,112 No. 122 00:07:21,136 --> 00:07:23,114 - No, no, absolutely not. - Yeah. 123 00:07:23,138 --> 00:07:25,290 - No. End of conversation. - No, wait a second. 124 00:07:25,530 --> 00:07:27,795 I'm getting a second job waiting tables, okay. 125 00:07:31,451 --> 00:07:33,951 What kind of man would I be if I let you do that? 126 00:07:33,975 --> 00:07:36,107 No, it has nothing to do with letting me do anything. 127 00:07:37,326 --> 00:07:39,826 I've thought about. I wanna do it. 128 00:07:39,850 --> 00:07:42,460 And it's not like you'd just be lying around all day. 129 00:07:42,700 --> 00:07:44,420 You know, I would expect a lot from you. 130 00:07:46,509 --> 00:07:47,902 - Oh yeah? - Yeah. 131 00:07:49,338 --> 00:07:52,560 Yeah, you would have to write your ass off. 132 00:07:52,800 --> 00:07:54,406 Seriously, like, write like you've never written before. 133 00:07:54,430 --> 00:07:57,278 Oh God! 134 00:07:57,302 --> 00:07:58,478 Hey, and when you make it... 135 00:08:00,349 --> 00:08:02,849 and you will make it, you just need the energy 136 00:08:02,873 --> 00:08:04,808 to focus, that's it. 137 00:08:04,832 --> 00:08:06,462 And when you do, then you can, uh, 138 00:08:06,486 --> 00:08:08,270 pay me back for all my extra hours. 139 00:08:17,497 --> 00:08:20,587 I don't know if it is possible I could love you more. 140 00:08:34,557 --> 00:08:37,362 There is a subway in L.A., 141 00:08:37,386 --> 00:08:40,539 even though hardly anybody knows about it. 142 00:08:40,563 --> 00:08:44,210 We used to ride it downtown to watch the Lakers. 143 00:08:44,450 --> 00:08:46,371 There was an old man on the train. 144 00:08:46,395 --> 00:08:48,112 I asked him what the true meaning was 145 00:08:48,136 --> 00:08:49,964 of the word "love." 146 00:08:51,950 --> 00:08:53,117 He turned to me and he said... 147 00:08:53,141 --> 00:08:55,511 Old man: Love is when you can jerk off to thoughts 148 00:08:55,535 --> 00:08:58,296 of the person you're with. 149 00:08:58,320 --> 00:09:00,646 But Cassandra was more than that. 150 00:09:00,670 --> 00:09:02,343 She was my muse. 151 00:09:02,367 --> 00:09:04,476 Everything I wrote was about her. 152 00:09:04,500 --> 00:09:08,373 Everything I write will always be about her in some way. 153 00:09:09,505 --> 00:09:11,246 Is there anything else I can get you? 154 00:09:13,204 --> 00:09:14,336 No. 155 00:09:15,337 --> 00:09:17,881 Okay. 156 00:09:17,905 --> 00:09:20,405 Jacob narrating: I'm never going to forgive myself for this. 157 00:09:20,429 --> 00:09:24,170 Now I think about it, I'm writing about myself 158 00:09:24,410 --> 00:09:25,477 writing about myself writing. 159 00:09:27,100 --> 00:09:28,437 "And in she walked." 160 00:09:39,100 --> 00:09:40,362 Oh, shit! 161 00:09:41,406 --> 00:09:42,688 Yeah. 162 00:09:42,712 --> 00:09:44,148 Is that... 163 00:09:47,412 --> 00:09:48,912 Yeah. 164 00:09:48,936 --> 00:09:50,740 You live in L.A., 165 00:09:50,764 --> 00:09:51,610 you hear about this happening all the time. 166 00:09:51,634 --> 00:09:53,418 But Cindy O'Hare. 167 00:09:54,724 --> 00:09:56,615 She's so famous, other famous people 168 00:09:56,639 --> 00:09:57,921 are starstruck around her. 169 00:09:57,945 --> 00:09:59,444 Like Madonna. 170 00:09:59,468 --> 00:10:02,790 And... there she is. 171 00:10:03,800 --> 00:10:05,450 I could just walk up to her. 172 00:10:05,474 --> 00:10:07,955 I could tell her she was my first love. 173 00:10:10,870 --> 00:10:11,587 I've seen everything she's ever done. 174 00:10:11,611 --> 00:10:13,501 Even the early avant garde stuff nobody liked, 175 00:10:13,525 --> 00:10:15,500 when she had that awful hairdo. 176 00:10:18,139 --> 00:10:20,300 I used to watch them with the sound off 177 00:10:20,540 --> 00:10:21,945 and write my own dialog. 178 00:10:21,969 --> 00:10:23,689 I'm losing track of where you end, 179 00:10:23,713 --> 00:10:25,383 where the memories of you begin. 180 00:10:25,407 --> 00:10:27,254 When did I ever stop thinking about you 181 00:10:27,278 --> 00:10:28,540 in the present tense? 182 00:10:33,328 --> 00:10:35,132 Hi. 183 00:10:35,156 --> 00:10:37,221 I'm a huge fan. Is there any way you could... 184 00:10:37,245 --> 00:10:38,485 - Oh yeah. - Sign that for me? 185 00:10:38,509 --> 00:10:40,137 Yeah, yeah. 186 00:10:40,161 --> 00:10:42,161 What do you do in this situation? 187 00:10:42,185 --> 00:10:44,425 Y-Y-You leave her alone, right? Let her enjoy her coffee 188 00:10:44,449 --> 00:10:45,621 like a normal person. 189 00:10:45,645 --> 00:10:47,342 - Thank you so much. - No problem. 190 00:10:49,997 --> 00:10:51,476 But what if... 191 00:10:58,788 --> 00:11:00,355 Hey. 192 00:11:03,271 --> 00:11:04,596 Hi. 193 00:11:04,620 --> 00:11:06,491 Do I know you? 194 00:11:07,667 --> 00:11:09,590 You look familiar. 195 00:11:10,844 --> 00:11:16,230 Funny. I was just gonna say exactly the same thing to you. 196 00:11:20,270 --> 00:11:21,681 Uh, that was a joke, right? 197 00:11:23,378 --> 00:11:25,486 Oh, my God, that would be so humiliating 198 00:11:25,510 --> 00:11:27,488 if you were being serious. 199 00:11:27,512 --> 00:11:30,622 - Of course it was a joke. - Oh! Whew! 200 00:11:30,646 --> 00:11:32,779 Do I look like I live under a rock? 201 00:11:34,563 --> 00:11:36,217 Eh, it's hard to say. 202 00:11:39,829 --> 00:11:41,198 How can I help you? 203 00:11:41,222 --> 00:11:43,330 I, um... 204 00:11:43,354 --> 00:11:48,292 - I read in a magazine once... - Uh-huh. 205 00:11:48,316 --> 00:11:50,231 You were doing this interview, and... 206 00:11:52,624 --> 00:11:57,388 you said, "I just want a normal guy." 207 00:11:57,412 --> 00:12:00,565 "I'm sick of all these Hollywood types. 208 00:12:00,589 --> 00:12:04,351 "It's tough because of who I am, people are intimidated by me. 209 00:12:04,375 --> 00:12:06,179 It's hard for me to find a date." 210 00:12:06,203 --> 00:12:07,615 - Something like that. - Yeah. 211 00:12:07,639 --> 00:12:09,530 Now even though you are this uber-famous, 212 00:12:09,554 --> 00:12:12,732 uber-hot actress, you have trouble meeting men. 213 00:12:13,820 --> 00:12:16,126 I am so mortified right now. 214 00:12:17,824 --> 00:12:19,860 Well... 215 00:12:21,436 --> 00:12:24,458 were you bullshitting or what? 216 00:12:24,482 --> 00:12:26,243 Were you for real? 217 00:12:26,267 --> 00:12:28,748 Or just trying to sound cool and down-to-earth? 218 00:12:31,446 --> 00:12:32,752 I was serious. 219 00:12:36,625 --> 00:12:37,626 Well... 220 00:12:38,758 --> 00:12:40,455 my name is Jacob Silver. 221 00:12:43,371 --> 00:12:44,807 Too mundane. 222 00:12:48,550 --> 00:12:50,528 Hey. 223 00:12:50,552 --> 00:12:52,792 What if I focused all my intensity into one word? 224 00:12:52,816 --> 00:12:56,990 What if I funneled all my passion into a single phrase? 225 00:12:56,123 --> 00:12:58,275 What if I summoned every ounce of energy 226 00:12:58,299 --> 00:13:01,278 into my soul and just overwhelmed her with my being? 227 00:13:01,302 --> 00:13:02,303 Hi. 228 00:13:12,313 --> 00:13:15,118 Too weird. Too subtle. 229 00:13:15,142 --> 00:13:17,555 People don't like subtle these days. 230 00:13:17,579 --> 00:13:18,798 They need something big. 231 00:13:19,842 --> 00:13:21,254 So I wanted to tell you 232 00:13:21,278 --> 00:13:23,213 - I'm a really big fan of yours. - Oh. 233 00:13:23,237 --> 00:13:25,606 I really respect you as an actress. 234 00:13:25,630 --> 00:13:27,826 Not that my opinion means much to you probably, 235 00:13:27,850 --> 00:13:31,438 but you inspire me as an artist. 236 00:13:31,462 --> 00:13:33,920 - Oh, my God. - Holy shit. 237 00:13:33,116 --> 00:13:35,312 Hey, if you're smart, you should open the register. 238 00:13:35,336 --> 00:13:37,270 Nobody move! 239 00:13:37,294 --> 00:13:39,490 I just want the cash in the register, 240 00:13:39,514 --> 00:13:41,231 and I want wallets on the table. 241 00:13:41,255 --> 00:13:42,815 If y'all cooperate, 242 00:13:42,839 --> 00:13:44,321 I'll be gone. 243 00:13:44,345 --> 00:13:45,781 You'll be back enjoying your coffee. 244 00:13:46,782 --> 00:13:48,305 Nobody... 245 00:13:49,350 --> 00:13:50,873 Holy shit. 246 00:13:51,918 --> 00:13:54,461 Cindy O'Hare. 247 00:13:54,485 --> 00:13:56,125 - No bodyguards? - Please, please, please! 248 00:13:56,149 --> 00:13:57,203 - Please. - Stand up. 249 00:13:57,227 --> 00:13:59,118 Okay. All right. Here. 250 00:13:59,142 --> 00:14:01,164 - You can take my purse... - What the fuck do I need a purse for? 251 00:14:01,188 --> 00:14:02,708 Do I look like a guy who needs a purse? 252 00:14:02,732 --> 00:14:04,471 Please just take my money. 253 00:14:04,495 --> 00:14:06,125 What do you do in this situation? 254 00:14:06,149 --> 00:14:08,400 What kind of world is it when a man like this 255 00:14:08,640 --> 00:14:09,128 - would hurt a girl like her? - Please don't hurt me... 256 00:14:09,152 --> 00:14:10,632 No, I think you're gonna come with me. 257 00:14:18,945 --> 00:14:20,923 Somebody call an ambulance. 258 00:14:20,947 --> 00:14:23,534 Oh, my God. Are you okay? 259 00:14:25,995 --> 00:14:27,494 I don't think so. 260 00:14:27,518 --> 00:14:29,390 You saved my life. 261 00:14:31,566 --> 00:14:34,414 And you ruined mine... 262 00:14:34,438 --> 00:14:36,571 so it goes. 263 00:14:37,572 --> 00:14:39,680 Oh, my God. Somebody help! 264 00:14:46,624 --> 00:14:48,370 - You saved my life. - No. 265 00:14:48,610 --> 00:14:50,213 No, no, no, a-anybody would have done it. 266 00:14:50,237 --> 00:14:52,868 I-I was just closest. I... 267 00:14:52,892 --> 00:14:54,937 No, that was the bravest thing I've ever seen. 268 00:14:57,722 --> 00:15:00,223 You really want to thank me? 269 00:15:00,247 --> 00:15:01,877 Huh? 270 00:15:01,901 --> 00:15:02,902 Kiss me. 271 00:15:04,381 --> 00:15:06,550 What? 272 00:15:06,790 --> 00:15:08,231 If I live, then at least I get to tell everyone 273 00:15:08,255 --> 00:15:10,886 I got to kiss Cindy O'Hare. 274 00:15:10,910 --> 00:15:13,410 And all I had to do was get shot in the gut. 275 00:15:13,434 --> 00:15:14,933 Oh. 276 00:15:14,957 --> 00:15:17,370 If I die... 277 00:15:17,394 --> 00:15:19,720 then at least let the last thing I feel be 278 00:15:19,744 --> 00:15:22,617 a beautiful woman's lips touching mine. 279 00:15:37,230 --> 00:15:38,763 Too ridiculous. 280 00:15:40,896 --> 00:15:43,500 No, the best thing is realism. 281 00:15:43,290 --> 00:15:44,745 Even if people don't like it, 282 00:15:44,769 --> 00:15:46,467 they can't fault it if it's real. 283 00:15:47,685 --> 00:15:49,925 I am alive at every moment I ever was 284 00:15:49,949 --> 00:15:51,839 and ever will be. 285 00:15:51,863 --> 00:15:55,931 Everything in my life is happening now, somehow. 286 00:15:55,955 --> 00:15:57,933 Somewhere. 287 00:15:57,957 --> 00:16:01,327 She is still here somehow. 288 00:16:01,351 --> 00:16:02,396 Somewhere. 289 00:16:07,314 --> 00:16:10,989 We are still together somehow in some different when. 290 00:16:11,130 --> 00:16:14,645 I wonder if that other me, the one who still has her, 291 00:16:14,669 --> 00:16:16,777 is aware of this other me, 292 00:16:16,801 --> 00:16:18,692 who is alone, 293 00:16:18,716 --> 00:16:20,805 the way I am aware of him. 294 00:16:23,330 --> 00:16:24,960 Everyone I have ever known, 295 00:16:24,984 --> 00:16:26,657 even the people I've forgotten, 296 00:16:26,681 --> 00:16:28,572 are still here with me, somewhere. 297 00:16:30,163 --> 00:16:32,100 Imperfect souls, depending on how I feel. 298 00:16:32,340 --> 00:16:34,839 A king one day, a beggar the next. 299 00:16:34,863 --> 00:16:36,820 The beauty of fiction. 300 00:16:50,879 --> 00:16:53,310 - Hi. - Hey. 301 00:16:53,550 --> 00:16:56,730 They say there isn't anything more powerful than nostalgia. 302 00:16:56,754 --> 00:16:58,819 That you will always remember the good times. 303 00:16:58,843 --> 00:17:00,908 How's it going? 304 00:17:00,932 --> 00:17:03,346 That you will always fall into that human trap 305 00:17:03,370 --> 00:17:05,870 of wanting to be elsewhere... 306 00:17:05,111 --> 00:17:07,698 of failing to appreciate where you are now, 307 00:17:07,722 --> 00:17:08,897 until you're gone. 308 00:17:09,985 --> 00:17:11,856 Those were the good times. 309 00:17:18,167 --> 00:17:19,603 Congratulations, Jacob. 310 00:17:20,865 --> 00:17:23,105 This is a big deal. 311 00:17:23,129 --> 00:17:26,880 Cass, I just got out of the publisher's, the meeting, and, uh... 312 00:17:27,568 --> 00:17:29,720 Well, I know you're working right now, but... 313 00:17:29,744 --> 00:17:32,270 It's easy to get lost in it. 314 00:17:32,510 --> 00:17:35,552 Writing books, talking to agents, talking to publishers. 315 00:17:35,576 --> 00:17:38,424 Getting rejected again and again. 316 00:17:38,448 --> 00:17:41,360 Revising. Editing. Outlining. 317 00:17:41,600 --> 00:17:44,126 When the words you are writing are what are gonna pay the rent, 318 00:17:44,150 --> 00:17:46,824 when the little black letters on a white screen are 319 00:17:46,848 --> 00:17:49,696 what are feeding your family, you won't fail. 320 00:17:49,720 --> 00:17:53,159 You can't fail. It's your most basic instinct. 321 00:17:54,595 --> 00:17:56,684 It's gonna be okay. 322 00:18:04,996 --> 00:18:06,433 What's this? 323 00:18:07,782 --> 00:18:10,650 I have something to show you. 324 00:18:10,890 --> 00:18:11,177 Okay. 325 00:18:12,700 --> 00:18:14,490 What do you wanna show me? 326 00:18:17,748 --> 00:18:20,534 Holy crap. 327 00:18:21,709 --> 00:18:23,493 That's so funny. 328 00:18:24,799 --> 00:18:27,106 Those were my exact words when I saw it. 329 00:18:34,156 --> 00:18:35,612 You wanna celebrate? 330 00:18:35,636 --> 00:18:37,551 Yeah. 331 00:18:45,606 --> 00:18:47,966 - No, I've changed my mind. - Cassandra: Oh, come on! 332 00:18:47,990 --> 00:18:50,453 - No, I'm sorry. - No, it's too late. It's too late. 333 00:18:50,477 --> 00:18:52,629 Oh God! 334 00:18:52,653 --> 00:18:54,718 I'm so embarrassed. 335 00:18:54,742 --> 00:18:56,546 They said there was no one here. 336 00:18:56,570 --> 00:19:00,463 Come on. All right, just do what I do. 337 00:19:00,487 --> 00:19:04,534 Yeah, well, I, I can't do what you do. 338 00:19:11,150 --> 00:19:12,997 - All right. - Okay. 339 00:19:13,210 --> 00:19:14,520 Here, warm it up. 340 00:19:14,544 --> 00:19:16,894 Feel the music. 341 00:19:18,200 --> 00:19:19,245 Wow. 342 00:19:22,857 --> 00:19:24,320 Wow. 343 00:19:25,816 --> 00:19:26,861 Not so bad. 344 00:19:58,284 --> 00:19:59,870 Tell me when it's all over. 345 00:19:59,894 --> 00:20:01,219 - Right here. - Okay. 346 00:20:01,243 --> 00:20:02,984 Now you can look... 347 00:20:04,899 --> 00:20:06,659 What's this? 348 00:20:06,683 --> 00:20:08,792 No. No, no. 349 00:20:08,816 --> 00:20:10,315 It's our car. 350 00:20:10,339 --> 00:20:11,664 - Really? - Yeah. 351 00:20:11,688 --> 00:20:13,560 Get it. 352 00:20:14,822 --> 00:20:17,148 What? 353 00:20:17,172 --> 00:20:19,759 Does this work? 354 00:20:19,783 --> 00:20:22,936 The most basic instinct of humans is to survive. 355 00:20:22,960 --> 00:20:26,500 Not in a tooth-and-nail way, but in a broader sense. 356 00:20:27,878 --> 00:20:30,596 To be wealthy. To be safe. 357 00:20:30,620 --> 00:20:33,904 To be fat and happy. To bear children. 358 00:20:33,928 --> 00:20:36,907 To ensure their loved ones are looked after. 359 00:20:36,931 --> 00:20:40,840 We do every manner of work to try to gain this. 360 00:20:40,108 --> 00:20:42,589 We sell stories. 361 00:21:13,184 --> 00:21:14,229 Hi. 362 00:21:17,580 --> 00:21:20,167 My, uh, my vehicle broke down. 363 00:21:20,191 --> 00:21:22,271 I don't suppose you could give me a ride to Palmdale? 364 00:21:23,238 --> 00:21:26,173 Uh, what's wrong with your car? 365 00:21:26,197 --> 00:21:27,373 I don't know much about cars. 366 00:21:29,113 --> 00:21:31,962 Uh, I could give you a ride to the callbox, if you want. 367 00:21:31,986 --> 00:21:34,704 Hey, what's the matter, sweetheart? 368 00:21:34,728 --> 00:21:36,967 What, you, uh, you scared I might be some ax-murderer? 369 00:21:36,991 --> 00:21:38,980 Pfft. 370 00:21:38,122 --> 00:21:39,796 No, no, of course not. 371 00:21:39,820 --> 00:21:41,996 I promise not to bite. 372 00:21:46,000 --> 00:21:48,935 Hey, you can, uh, you can search me for weapons, if you want to. 373 00:21:48,959 --> 00:21:51,764 No. No, no, it's fine. 374 00:21:51,788 --> 00:21:53,636 Of course it's fine! Uh, get in. 375 00:21:53,660 --> 00:21:55,768 All right, thank you. 376 00:21:55,792 --> 00:21:57,857 Uh, I'm headed up to Lancaster anyway. 377 00:21:57,881 --> 00:21:58,969 All right. Beautiful. 378 00:22:01,189 --> 00:22:02,190 My name's Chelsea. 379 00:22:03,191 --> 00:22:04,323 Jacob. 380 00:22:07,108 --> 00:22:09,347 So many of them, huh? 381 00:22:09,371 --> 00:22:10,938 Oh, yeah. 382 00:22:13,375 --> 00:22:15,203 I was just thinking the same thing. 383 00:22:17,205 --> 00:22:18,380 Oh yeah? 384 00:22:21,340 --> 00:22:22,404 What is it? 385 00:22:22,428 --> 00:22:23,690 It's nothing. 386 00:22:25,866 --> 00:22:27,694 - Are you all right? - Yes, I'm fine. 387 00:22:30,174 --> 00:22:32,220 What, so we're just done talking then? 388 00:22:34,309 --> 00:22:35,397 I was, uh... 389 00:22:36,790 --> 00:22:38,202 I was gonna tell you something, 390 00:22:38,226 --> 00:22:41,550 but now I think it's too weird. 391 00:22:42,230 --> 00:22:43,405 I don't know... 392 00:22:45,494 --> 00:22:47,610 I like weird. 393 00:22:48,105 --> 00:22:49,909 Well, I, uh... 394 00:22:49,933 --> 00:22:51,911 Before I picked you up, I was lying in my car. 395 00:22:51,923 --> 00:22:53,913 Uh-huh. 396 00:22:53,937 --> 00:22:56,742 I was just staring up at the stars. 397 00:22:56,766 --> 00:22:59,223 And this one star, it caught my eye. 398 00:22:59,247 --> 00:23:00,877 What part of the sky was it in? 399 00:23:00,901 --> 00:23:03,880 I... Uh... It all kinda looks the same to me. 400 00:23:03,904 --> 00:23:05,296 - I... - Yeah. 401 00:23:08,865 --> 00:23:10,887 God. I-I can't tell you this. 402 00:23:10,911 --> 00:23:12,860 You're... 403 00:23:13,740 --> 00:23:15,370 gonna think that I'm crazy. 404 00:23:15,394 --> 00:23:17,308 Please, I like this story. 405 00:23:19,746 --> 00:23:21,312 I promise not to interrupt again, okay? 406 00:23:25,273 --> 00:23:26,274 Well, um... 407 00:23:28,363 --> 00:23:31,366 there was something about this star. 408 00:23:33,107 --> 00:23:34,413 I felt like it was important. 409 00:23:36,284 --> 00:23:40,264 Something that was this flash of light. And then it was gone! 410 00:23:40,288 --> 00:23:44,940 And then, there was this really loud sound, 411 00:23:44,118 --> 00:23:49,471 like, uh, a bunch of voices all screaming at the same time. 412 00:23:53,475 --> 00:23:55,932 Now you definitely think I'm crazy. 413 00:23:55,956 --> 00:23:58,785 You want me to, like, let you out or something? 414 00:24:00,264 --> 00:24:02,832 No. No, I don't think you're crazy at all. 415 00:24:05,879 --> 00:24:07,141 Jesus! 416 00:24:17,804 --> 00:24:19,869 It's time to die. 417 00:24:19,893 --> 00:24:21,242 What the fuck? 418 00:24:22,548 --> 00:24:24,308 What is... What is this? 419 00:24:24,332 --> 00:24:27,485 You-You can take whatever you want. 420 00:24:27,509 --> 00:24:29,966 There-There's cash in my wallet. You want... 421 00:24:29,990 --> 00:24:32,142 - You want my car? It's a nice car. - No. 422 00:24:32,166 --> 00:24:34,840 God, this is always much harder on unenlightened worlds. 423 00:24:34,864 --> 00:24:36,451 What? 424 00:24:36,475 --> 00:24:38,409 Maybe I'm just getting softer with age, you know. 425 00:24:38,433 --> 00:24:41,480 A thousand years on the job becomes such a grind. 426 00:24:43,307 --> 00:24:47,984 All right, you are going to die, little Earthman Jacob, 427 00:24:48,800 --> 00:24:50,900 because you saw something you weren't supposed to see. 428 00:24:50,924 --> 00:24:53,579 Wha... What? 429 00:24:55,150 --> 00:24:56,886 The end of Aurora. 430 00:24:58,584 --> 00:25:01,476 - Aur-Aur-Aurora? - Yes. 431 00:25:01,500 --> 00:25:04,391 Oh, don't play dumb. You just told me the entire story. 432 00:25:04,415 --> 00:25:05,828 What? 433 00:25:05,852 --> 00:25:08,395 - The disappearing star... - That was nothing. 434 00:25:08,419 --> 00:25:10,397 That was my imagination. It was a dream. 435 00:25:10,421 --> 00:25:11,921 This is... This is still a dream. 436 00:25:11,945 --> 00:25:13,520 This is still a dream. 437 00:25:18,380 --> 00:25:19,213 This is real. 438 00:25:21,563 --> 00:25:24,194 Who... Who are you? 439 00:25:24,218 --> 00:25:28,546 I work for an organization that watches from behind the stars. 440 00:25:28,570 --> 00:25:32,245 And you... were looking up at the wrong part of the sky 441 00:25:32,269 --> 00:25:33,682 at the wrong time. 442 00:25:33,706 --> 00:25:35,858 Whatever this is, whatever this really is, 443 00:25:35,882 --> 00:25:38,208 you do not have to kill me. 444 00:25:38,232 --> 00:25:41,254 Whatever you think I saw, it doesn't matter. 445 00:25:41,278 --> 00:25:44,400 Nobody will believe me. Nobody will care. 446 00:25:44,640 --> 00:25:46,651 Believe me, this is not my idea of fun. 447 00:25:46,675 --> 00:25:49,567 Coming out here in the middle of nowhere, short notice. 448 00:25:49,591 --> 00:25:52,309 Got a fucking thousand other things to do. 449 00:25:52,333 --> 00:25:53,377 Please don't. 450 00:25:57,770 --> 00:25:58,469 I have a f... 451 00:26:00,907 --> 00:26:02,256 A what? 452 00:26:06,420 --> 00:26:07,130 Girl. 453 00:26:14,355 --> 00:26:16,183 Maybe you should close your eyes. 454 00:26:17,706 --> 00:26:19,990 No. 455 00:26:21,623 --> 00:26:22,929 If I die, then... 456 00:26:25,105 --> 00:26:28,301 at least let the last thing I see be a beautiful girl. 457 00:26:31,111 --> 00:26:32,286 Don't do that. 458 00:26:34,941 --> 00:26:36,595 There's nothing I can do, is there? 459 00:26:39,728 --> 00:26:42,780 Nothing I can say to stop you. 460 00:26:47,388 --> 00:26:48,650 Goodbye, lover. 461 00:26:50,434 --> 00:26:53,326 Maybe we'll meet again someday... 462 00:26:53,350 --> 00:26:54,700 you know. 463 00:26:56,179 --> 00:26:58,268 Nothing ever goes away, after all. 464 00:27:00,183 --> 00:27:02,142 Hey, maybe we'll be trees together. 465 00:27:03,752 --> 00:27:06,122 In our forest. 466 00:27:06,146 --> 00:27:07,986 Do you remember our forest? 467 00:27:26,122 --> 00:27:27,167 Hey. 468 00:27:30,344 --> 00:27:31,475 What are you doing? 469 00:27:32,476 --> 00:27:33,652 I'm reading. 470 00:27:36,437 --> 00:27:37,656 What are you, uh... 471 00:27:39,440 --> 00:27:40,659 It's... 472 00:27:44,706 --> 00:27:46,118 Beautiful. 473 00:27:46,142 --> 00:27:48,318 That's what she was gonna say. 474 00:27:51,757 --> 00:27:53,477 Sweetheart, you know I don't like surprises. 475 00:27:53,501 --> 00:27:56,850 Yeah, well, I, uh... 476 00:27:56,109 --> 00:27:58,870 I think you're gonna like this one. 477 00:27:58,111 --> 00:27:59,373 I gotta get back to work. 478 00:28:01,201 --> 00:28:05,310 Babe, we are almost there. 479 00:28:11,559 --> 00:28:12,778 What are we doing here? 480 00:28:16,477 --> 00:28:18,194 See that house? 481 00:28:18,218 --> 00:28:19,698 Yeah, it's our dream house. 482 00:28:21,438 --> 00:28:23,478 - We always said that... - When we were rich, right? 483 00:28:25,225 --> 00:28:26,226 Yeah. 484 00:28:27,227 --> 00:28:28,271 Well... 485 00:28:31,231 --> 00:28:33,407 - What? - It's our house now. 486 00:28:37,237 --> 00:28:38,518 - What? - Yeah. 487 00:28:38,542 --> 00:28:40,414 - Come on. - No. Seriously? 488 00:28:46,246 --> 00:28:48,596 Are you serious? Are you fucking serious? 489 00:28:49,771 --> 00:28:51,381 Oh, it's so pretty. 490 00:28:54,645 --> 00:28:56,667 Come on. 491 00:28:56,691 --> 00:28:57,931 Every moment that has ever been 492 00:28:57,955 --> 00:28:59,191 still exists somehow. 493 00:28:59,215 --> 00:29:00,627 Somewhere. 494 00:29:00,651 --> 00:29:03,369 I am there in that moment. 495 00:29:03,393 --> 00:29:05,154 I am still there, 496 00:29:05,178 --> 00:29:07,373 lying in that quiet, empty house 497 00:29:07,397 --> 00:29:09,724 before we had our bed shipped in. 498 00:29:09,748 --> 00:29:12,552 I can still feel the hardwood floors pressing against my back 499 00:29:12,576 --> 00:29:14,380 through the sleeping bag. 500 00:29:14,404 --> 00:29:16,208 I can still smell the fragrance 501 00:29:16,232 --> 00:29:19,810 from that herbal shampoo she used to use. 502 00:29:19,105 --> 00:29:21,866 Nothing in the universe can ever go away. 503 00:29:21,890 --> 00:29:24,521 Never pull a true vanishing act. 504 00:29:24,545 --> 00:29:26,566 But what about thought? 505 00:29:26,590 --> 00:29:30,333 Can you ever truly erase something from your memories? 506 00:29:32,509 --> 00:29:34,313 My flight... 507 00:29:34,337 --> 00:29:36,540 Oh, shit! 508 00:29:36,780 --> 00:29:38,187 - Hey! - Sorry, there was so much traffic. 509 00:29:38,211 --> 00:29:40,624 - So glad I didn't miss you. - I know, me too. 510 00:29:40,648 --> 00:29:43,453 Are you so excited? New York City, I can't believe it. 511 00:29:43,477 --> 00:29:45,542 Yeah, I just can't believe how last-minute this is. 512 00:29:45,566 --> 00:29:47,805 Yeah, but you're going to be on TV. So who cares. 513 00:29:47,829 --> 00:29:49,241 Yeah, I know, but I promised 514 00:29:49,265 --> 00:29:50,634 I was gonna be around this weekend. 515 00:29:50,658 --> 00:29:52,288 - We... - I know, I know, but hey, 516 00:29:52,312 --> 00:29:54,152 this is what you've been working towards, okay. 517 00:29:54,176 --> 00:29:55,552 This is... huge. 518 00:29:55,576 --> 00:29:58,424 I can hardly believe it myself. 519 00:29:58,448 --> 00:30:00,687 Look, I gotta go, but I'll, uh... 520 00:30:00,711 --> 00:30:03,647 - I love you so much. - Um... Yeah. 521 00:30:03,671 --> 00:30:06,606 I promise I'm going to marry you someday. 522 00:30:06,630 --> 00:30:08,391 Okay. You promise? 523 00:30:08,415 --> 00:30:09,784 - Yeah. Promise. - All right. 524 00:30:09,808 --> 00:30:11,307 Bye. 525 00:30:11,331 --> 00:30:12,375 Bye. 526 00:30:20,731 --> 00:30:22,611 Every moment that has ever been 527 00:30:22,635 --> 00:30:24,842 still exists somehow. 528 00:30:24,866 --> 00:30:26,539 Somewhere. 529 00:30:26,563 --> 00:30:28,696 I am there in that moment with myself. 530 00:30:31,177 --> 00:30:32,937 Come on, girl, let's get some work done. 531 00:30:35,181 --> 00:30:36,356 Let's see what you got. 532 00:30:41,535 --> 00:30:43,711 Hey, uh, hey, Ralph. 533 00:30:44,973 --> 00:30:46,409 Oh, hey, Jake. 534 00:30:47,497 --> 00:30:49,519 Who's that? 535 00:30:49,543 --> 00:30:51,937 Oh, that's Warrior right there. That's Warrior. 536 00:30:53,982 --> 00:30:57,875 Ah. How's, uh, how's things? 537 00:30:57,899 --> 00:31:00,206 It's good, you know. It's good. I think things are... 538 00:31:01,729 --> 00:31:03,533 - Things are good. - Yeah, how is, uh... 539 00:31:03,557 --> 00:31:04,775 think it was, um... 540 00:31:05,907 --> 00:31:07,474 Sherry. Name's Sherry. 541 00:31:08,649 --> 00:31:10,900 She's not around anymore, you know. 542 00:31:10,999 --> 00:31:12,348 Oh. 543 00:31:13,349 --> 00:31:14,979 Anyone new? 544 00:31:15,300 --> 00:31:17,830 What, your next book's gonna be my fucking biography? 545 00:31:18,615 --> 00:31:20,332 Kidding, man. You know, it's like, 546 00:31:20,356 --> 00:31:22,508 ask me next week, or... 547 00:31:22,532 --> 00:31:24,492 next day, I'm sure there'll be somebody, you know. 548 00:31:25,405 --> 00:31:26,773 Pretty sure. 549 00:31:26,797 --> 00:31:28,993 Hey, I-I-I've been meaning to ask, um... 550 00:31:29,170 --> 00:31:30,299 w-w-what's up with all the dogs? 551 00:31:30,323 --> 00:31:31,454 What about them? 552 00:31:33,650 --> 00:31:35,250 It seems like you have a different dog every week. 553 00:31:35,490 --> 00:31:36,181 Yeah? 554 00:31:38,984 --> 00:31:40,420 Cassandra and I, we were... 555 00:31:42,944 --> 00:31:44,748 Well, um... 556 00:31:44,772 --> 00:31:48,273 we were, uh, were swapping theories, 557 00:31:48,297 --> 00:31:49,840 and she thinks you, uh, 558 00:31:49,864 --> 00:31:51,537 you tire of them, you have... 559 00:31:51,561 --> 00:31:53,761 You trade them in, you got some sort of thing worked out 560 00:31:53,785 --> 00:31:55,150 with the local shelter or... 561 00:31:55,174 --> 00:31:56,740 That's the best you guys come up with? 562 00:31:57,741 --> 00:31:59,589 I'm a fucking dog-walker, man. 563 00:31:59,613 --> 00:32:01,286 I walk dogs for rich people, you know. 564 00:32:01,310 --> 00:32:02,897 Nice to them when they're out of town, 565 00:32:02,921 --> 00:32:04,724 let them take shits. It's a good... 566 00:32:04,748 --> 00:32:06,446 It's a good job, you know. I like it. 567 00:32:07,447 --> 00:32:10,643 Well, so that's it, huh? 568 00:32:10,667 --> 00:32:12,950 Yeah. Yeah, that's it. 569 00:32:12,974 --> 00:32:14,323 Sorry to disappoint. 570 00:32:15,411 --> 00:32:16,867 How's, uh... 571 00:32:16,891 --> 00:32:18,390 how's Cassandra? Is she good? 572 00:32:18,414 --> 00:32:20,503 - She's good. She's good. - Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. 573 00:32:22,723 --> 00:32:23,724 Well... 574 00:32:24,725 --> 00:32:26,572 uh, she's all right. 575 00:32:26,596 --> 00:32:29,358 I don't like the sound of that, buddy. 576 00:32:29,382 --> 00:32:31,950 No, no, no. She's, uh... she's good. Yeah. 577 00:32:34,390 --> 00:32:35,712 I think she's miserable though. 578 00:32:35,736 --> 00:32:37,844 - She doesn't seem miserable to me. - No. 579 00:32:37,868 --> 00:32:39,440 I think she hides it. 580 00:32:40,741 --> 00:32:43,400 Well, you would know. I mean... 581 00:32:45,500 --> 00:32:46,723 You think I would? 582 00:32:46,747 --> 00:32:47,791 Yeah. 583 00:32:49,576 --> 00:32:50,620 It's just... 584 00:32:52,318 --> 00:32:55,160 I-I-I don't think this is her scene. 585 00:32:56,800 --> 00:32:58,865 This city... 586 00:32:58,889 --> 00:32:59,934 living in L.A. 587 00:33:01,220 --> 00:33:02,913 This world I'm in, writing. 588 00:33:02,937 --> 00:33:05,394 Agents and publishers and press... 589 00:33:05,418 --> 00:33:07,986 Look, buddy, seems to me like you don't deserve her. 590 00:33:09,683 --> 00:33:10,771 You think so? 591 00:33:13,473 --> 00:33:15,993 No. I just think you want your cake and be able to fuck it, too. 592 00:33:16,170 --> 00:33:17,937 I mean, as the saying goes, that's what you want. 593 00:33:17,961 --> 00:33:19,843 No, I-I feel I am big enough. 594 00:33:19,867 --> 00:33:21,947 - I feel like it's... - Doesn't matter what you feel. 595 00:33:26,569 --> 00:33:27,720 Maybe you're right. 596 00:33:27,744 --> 00:33:28,963 Of course I'm fucking right. 597 00:33:30,660 --> 00:33:32,508 Now, can we get on? 598 00:33:32,532 --> 00:33:34,664 Warrior got to take a shit somewhere, you know. 599 00:33:36,492 --> 00:33:39,452 Yeah, yeah. See you... See you later, man. 600 00:33:48,690 --> 00:33:49,749 Jacob narrating: In the alternate universe, 601 00:33:49,773 --> 00:33:51,530 the one I know exists somewhere, 602 00:33:51,770 --> 00:33:52,992 I am not bound by my identity. 603 00:33:54,750 --> 00:33:57,402 Not limited by the choices I've made. 604 00:33:57,426 --> 00:34:00,623 I can be any one of those people I knew or didn't know. 605 00:34:00,647 --> 00:34:03,887 Take all of their best qualities, none of their worst. 606 00:34:07,915 --> 00:34:11,373 I could be Ralph. Ralph's so cool. 607 00:34:11,397 --> 00:34:14,520 She always liked Ralph. She thought he was cute. 608 00:34:44,952 --> 00:34:46,147 Come here. 609 00:34:46,171 --> 00:34:48,860 Oh, boy. 610 00:35:10,673 --> 00:35:11,805 Warrior! 611 00:35:12,849 --> 00:35:14,460 Warrior! Come here please! 612 00:35:15,461 --> 00:35:16,766 Warrior! 613 00:35:17,811 --> 00:35:19,117 Mom! 614 00:35:20,205 --> 00:35:21,660 Don't worry. 615 00:35:21,684 --> 00:35:23,121 Just hope that they can afford it. 616 00:35:48,189 --> 00:35:49,495 My goodness! 617 00:35:55,196 --> 00:35:56,719 I think I have. 618 00:35:58,982 --> 00:36:02,223 Oh, uh, yes, yes, ma'am. M-My name is Ralph. 619 00:36:02,247 --> 00:36:03,963 I, uh... 620 00:36:03,987 --> 00:36:07,970 Well, I think I found your dog. 621 00:36:07,121 --> 00:36:08,721 What, they found Warrior? 622 00:36:15,564 --> 00:36:16,696 Okay, come on. 623 00:36:18,698 --> 00:36:19,786 That's it. 624 00:36:27,272 --> 00:36:28,814 Surprise! 625 00:36:28,838 --> 00:36:31,340 - Go on! - Hi, baby! 626 00:36:31,580 --> 00:36:32,905 - Thank you. - Yeah. 627 00:36:32,929 --> 00:36:35,212 - Thank you so much. Thank you. - Yeah. 628 00:36:35,236 --> 00:36:36,629 - Thank you. - Uh... 629 00:36:39,240 --> 00:36:41,870 Hey, hey. 630 00:36:41,111 --> 00:36:43,191 No, whether you want it or not, I'm giving it to you. 631 00:36:43,215 --> 00:36:44,743 Family. 632 00:36:44,767 --> 00:36:47,659 - Thank you so much. - Yeah. 633 00:36:47,683 --> 00:36:49,800 Thank you. 634 00:36:49,320 --> 00:36:50,643 Okay, bye. 635 00:36:58,219 --> 00:37:00,739 There is nothing in the universe worth anything 636 00:37:00,763 --> 00:37:02,283 except a mystery. 637 00:37:02,307 --> 00:37:04,894 And nothing is ever as enticing once you know it. 638 00:37:04,918 --> 00:37:08,637 You cannot ever truly enjoy a story you yourself wrote. 639 00:37:08,661 --> 00:37:11,751 It's the uncertainty of life that makes it compelling. 640 00:37:14,101 --> 00:37:17,646 It's, it's exciting. You have to get this publicist. 641 00:37:17,670 --> 00:37:18,974 - They're quite expensive, but I 642 00:37:18,986 --> 00:37:20,301 - think it's worth it. - Hello. 643 00:37:20,325 --> 00:37:22,781 - Oh, hey. Have you met... - Sorry to interrupt. 644 00:37:22,805 --> 00:37:25,306 Hi. 645 00:37:25,330 --> 00:37:26,916 Yes. 646 00:37:31,640 --> 00:37:33,575 You know, it's really... 647 00:37:33,599 --> 00:37:35,620 The one that you, that you meant... 648 00:37:35,644 --> 00:37:38,319 I-I would like to expand this conversation. 649 00:37:38,343 --> 00:37:41,840 - Um... - Yes. 650 00:38:02,620 --> 00:38:04,214 Okay, I got... I gotta go. 651 00:38:04,238 --> 00:38:06,850 All right, bye. 652 00:38:06,109 --> 00:38:07,130 - Hey. - Hi. 653 00:38:07,154 --> 00:38:08,349 Who-Who's that? 654 00:38:08,373 --> 00:38:09,983 Uh, it was n-nobody. 655 00:38:11,637 --> 00:38:12,986 Come... Come join us. 656 00:38:16,816 --> 00:38:18,165 Thank you. 657 00:38:24,345 --> 00:38:26,932 If only I can be him. 658 00:38:26,956 --> 00:38:28,262 The man called nobody. 659 00:38:42,189 --> 00:38:43,321 Hi. 660 00:38:49,370 --> 00:38:50,370 You okay? 661 00:38:51,677 --> 00:38:52,852 Huh. 662 00:38:53,896 --> 00:38:55,280 Yeah. 663 00:38:56,720 --> 00:38:57,291 Wonderful. 664 00:39:02,350 --> 00:39:03,297 Is there any way I can help? 665 00:39:06,390 --> 00:39:07,214 Hmm? 666 00:39:27,887 --> 00:39:29,620 What? 667 00:39:33,153 --> 00:39:34,372 Hmm? 668 00:39:39,942 --> 00:39:41,161 Got it. 669 00:39:42,162 --> 00:39:43,337 Got what? 670 00:40:02,225 --> 00:40:04,970 Nobody is always someone. 671 00:40:05,980 --> 00:40:06,771 I'm in that other universe, 672 00:40:06,795 --> 00:40:09,426 where reality and fiction blend. 673 00:40:09,450 --> 00:40:12,845 I become him, and he is me. 674 00:40:30,863 --> 00:40:31,951 Hey! 675 00:40:36,564 --> 00:40:37,826 Hey, man. 676 00:40:40,786 --> 00:40:42,226 Come over here when you got a minute. 677 00:40:43,310 --> 00:40:44,964 Got something I wanna chat about. 678 00:40:48,141 --> 00:40:50,341 Did I mention I'm fucking Ralph's wife. 679 00:40:56,236 --> 00:40:58,170 I think somebody's fucking my wife. 680 00:40:58,194 --> 00:40:59,824 What? Uh... 681 00:40:59,848 --> 00:41:00,912 What makes you think that? 682 00:41:00,936 --> 00:41:03,480 Intuition, I guess. 683 00:41:03,504 --> 00:41:05,917 Sixth sense maybe, even a seventh. 684 00:41:05,941 --> 00:41:07,919 - Seems pretty reliable. - It is. 685 00:41:07,943 --> 00:41:09,878 When you're that fucking close to somebody, 686 00:41:09,902 --> 00:41:12,358 there's nothing you can hide, you know. 687 00:41:12,382 --> 00:41:14,970 I mean, the smile is a little bit different, you know, the way they exhale, 688 00:41:14,994 --> 00:41:16,754 and you just know there's something fucking going on. You just fucking know it. 689 00:41:16,778 --> 00:41:19,496 So she, she breathes wrong, and you think she's cheating on you. 690 00:41:19,520 --> 00:41:21,430 Maybe she's got allergies. 691 00:41:23,176 --> 00:41:25,400 Like I said, man, I know. 692 00:41:27,100 --> 00:41:28,810 Never been surer of anything in my whole life. 693 00:41:28,834 --> 00:41:31,160 Theoretically, I mean, if you're right, 694 00:41:31,184 --> 00:41:33,186 if, then, uh, well... 695 00:41:34,840 --> 00:41:37,819 Who do you think it is? This-this guy or girl, 696 00:41:37,843 --> 00:41:39,148 I guess. 697 00:41:43,196 --> 00:41:45,348 I honestly have no idea. 698 00:41:45,372 --> 00:41:48,177 - How long do you think it's been going on? - Six months. 699 00:41:48,201 --> 00:41:50,353 Maybe longer. Six months at least. Yeah. 700 00:41:50,377 --> 00:41:51,833 Six months. 701 00:41:51,857 --> 00:41:53,946 Well, if you're right, then, uh... 702 00:41:56,350 --> 00:41:57,790 Shit, I'm... 703 00:41:58,800 --> 00:41:59,362 I'm really sorry, man. 704 00:41:59,386 --> 00:42:00,786 No, no. I mean, it's not your fault, 705 00:42:00,810 --> 00:42:01,973 you know, I mean... 706 00:42:01,997 --> 00:42:04,193 you didn't do anything. 707 00:42:04,217 --> 00:42:05,857 But I need to ask you something, you know. 708 00:42:05,881 --> 00:42:07,805 I need to ask you a favor. 709 00:42:07,829 --> 00:42:09,285 You're gonna think it's fucking weird, you know? But that's okay. 710 00:42:09,309 --> 00:42:10,895 Just... just... I need you to do this. 711 00:42:10,919 --> 00:42:12,799 - Hey, sure. Sure. What do you need? - You know? 712 00:42:15,540 --> 00:42:16,577 I need you to spy on her for me. 713 00:42:19,449 --> 00:42:20,818 What? 714 00:42:20,842 --> 00:42:23,380 Okay, you don't have to do it, you know. 715 00:42:23,620 --> 00:42:24,213 I know it's fucking weird. You know, just forget I even asked. 716 00:42:24,237 --> 00:42:26,432 You know, it's not a big deal. 717 00:42:26,456 --> 00:42:28,936 Just forget I even asked. It's not a... It's nothing, you know. 718 00:42:30,243 --> 00:42:31,829 I'll pay you, man. 719 00:42:31,853 --> 00:42:33,570 I'll give you $1000. I'll give you a grand. 720 00:42:33,594 --> 00:42:34,571 Even if you don't get anything. Just for trying. 721 00:42:34,595 --> 00:42:36,138 I'll pay you for trying. 722 00:42:36,162 --> 00:42:37,356 And what if she's not? 723 00:42:37,380 --> 00:42:39,970 Not what? 724 00:42:39,121 --> 00:42:41,273 - Cheating. - She is. 725 00:42:41,297 --> 00:42:43,362 Okay, but look, look, look. 726 00:42:43,386 --> 00:42:47,192 I'm not wrong. But if there's a possibility that I'm wrong... 727 00:42:47,216 --> 00:42:48,435 and she's not, well then... 728 00:42:50,437 --> 00:42:52,589 at least I'd know, you know. 729 00:42:52,613 --> 00:42:54,613 But I gotta tell you, if I find out she's cheating, 730 00:42:54,637 --> 00:42:56,370 it would rip my heart out, you know. 731 00:42:56,610 --> 00:42:57,681 It would devastate me. 732 00:42:57,705 --> 00:42:59,117 But at least then I'd have answers. 733 00:42:59,141 --> 00:43:01,511 It's not knowing that just really... 734 00:43:01,535 --> 00:43:03,780 It's like an act, you know. 735 00:43:03,102 --> 00:43:04,622 I hate not being able to act, you know. 736 00:43:04,646 --> 00:43:06,605 Just rip my fucking insides out. 737 00:43:09,630 --> 00:43:11,660 So what do you say? 738 00:43:14,287 --> 00:43:15,505 Neighbor? 739 00:43:22,121 --> 00:43:24,142 - Why don't you just do it? - I can't do it. 740 00:43:24,166 --> 00:43:26,140 She'll recognize my car. 741 00:43:26,380 --> 00:43:27,537 But you're perfect. 742 00:43:27,561 --> 00:43:29,361 She's never going to assume anything with you. 743 00:43:29,385 --> 00:43:31,367 I'll arrange everything. I'll plan it all. 744 00:43:31,391 --> 00:43:33,210 Okay? And I'll pay you in advance, man. 745 00:43:33,450 --> 00:43:34,500 I got cash in the house. I can go get cash right now. 746 00:43:34,524 --> 00:43:36,372 What if she notices me following her? 747 00:43:36,396 --> 00:43:37,956 She's not going to notice you following. 748 00:43:37,980 --> 00:43:39,244 Carli's a shit driver, man. 749 00:43:39,268 --> 00:43:40,637 She's not gonna check her mirrors. 750 00:43:40,661 --> 00:43:41,967 You're gonna be fine. 751 00:43:49,975 --> 00:43:51,866 I'll do it. Yeah, I'll do it. 752 00:43:51,890 --> 00:43:53,519 - I always wanted to be a spy. - That's good, that's good. 753 00:43:53,543 --> 00:43:55,230 That's good. I like that. That's good. 754 00:43:55,470 --> 00:43:56,479 - Thank you, man. - Yeah. When? 755 00:43:56,503 --> 00:43:57,983 - When do you want me to do it? - Now. 756 00:43:58,700 --> 00:43:58,723 - You need to do this now. - Now? 757 00:43:58,747 --> 00:44:00,352 Yeah. Go. 758 00:44:00,376 --> 00:44:01,816 Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait. 759 00:44:01,840 --> 00:44:03,138 He wants you to spy on me? 760 00:44:03,162 --> 00:44:07,110 You know, he's convinced you're cheating on him. 761 00:44:07,350 --> 00:44:08,800 Hmm. 762 00:44:09,168 --> 00:44:10,343 What did you say? 763 00:44:11,518 --> 00:44:13,191 Huh? 764 00:44:13,215 --> 00:44:14,564 I said I'd do it. 765 00:44:16,610 --> 00:44:17,631 You wh... 766 00:44:17,655 --> 00:44:19,178 You what? 767 00:44:20,570 --> 00:44:22,723 Yeah, I have a plan. 768 00:44:22,747 --> 00:44:24,520 Oh God. 769 00:44:25,970 --> 00:44:26,988 You and your ideas. 770 00:44:27,120 --> 00:44:30,382 You-You don't understand, Carli. He really loves you. He... 771 00:44:30,406 --> 00:44:32,994 You didn't have to see his face when he was telling me. 772 00:44:33,180 --> 00:44:35,170 He looked like he was dying. 773 00:44:35,194 --> 00:44:36,594 I'm afraid if he found out about us, 774 00:44:36,618 --> 00:44:38,420 he'll do something drastic. 775 00:44:38,660 --> 00:44:39,372 I don't know, divorce you or... 776 00:44:40,416 --> 00:44:41,959 try to hurt you or something. 777 00:44:41,983 --> 00:44:44,353 Or hurt himself. Put a gun in his mouth. 778 00:44:44,377 --> 00:44:45,897 I can't be part of something like that. 779 00:44:47,510 --> 00:44:49,340 No, he's not like that. 780 00:44:51,427 --> 00:44:52,622 Hmm. 781 00:44:52,646 --> 00:44:53,778 Well... 782 00:44:56,824 --> 00:44:59,324 This is what I think we're gonna do. 783 00:44:59,348 --> 00:45:01,220 - What? - I'm gonna spy on you. 784 00:45:01,460 --> 00:45:02,676 Oh, my God. 785 00:45:02,700 --> 00:45:05,679 Like he wants me to. Only, you won't go into, like... 786 00:45:05,703 --> 00:45:07,202 a guy's house or anything. 787 00:45:07,226 --> 00:45:08,986 You'll go somewhere else. You'll go somewhere 788 00:45:09,100 --> 00:45:12,163 that if he saw you going, it wouldn't hurt him, 789 00:45:12,187 --> 00:45:14,307 but which you'd still want to hide. I don't know, a... 790 00:45:15,277 --> 00:45:17,584 a casino or something or... 791 00:45:20,761 --> 00:45:24,132 maybe even buy some drugs. See... 792 00:45:24,156 --> 00:45:26,437 I don't think he necessarily knows you're cheating on him. 793 00:45:26,461 --> 00:45:28,261 I think he just knows you're hiding something. 794 00:45:28,285 --> 00:45:30,399 I think... I think we could set it up, 795 00:45:30,423 --> 00:45:32,749 make it seem bad enough, like you're scoring 796 00:45:32,773 --> 00:45:35,560 crack or something. 797 00:45:35,800 --> 00:45:37,800 'Cause even that wouldn't hurt him the way it would 798 00:45:37,104 --> 00:45:39,640 - if he found out you were cheating on him. - Hmm. 799 00:45:40,433 --> 00:45:42,150 He'd understand, you know, he'd... 800 00:45:44,890 --> 00:45:46,178 He'd help you work it out. 801 00:45:48,702 --> 00:45:50,748 Mmm, I-I don't know. 802 00:45:53,533 --> 00:45:55,293 It's a perfect plan. 803 00:45:58,407 --> 00:46:01,125 I don't know if that's the word I would use to describe it. 804 00:46:01,149 --> 00:46:02,803 No. I've got it all worked out. 805 00:46:05,153 --> 00:46:06,502 Yeah, I can see that. 806 00:46:09,723 --> 00:46:11,570 Hey, let me ask you something, huh? 807 00:46:11,594 --> 00:46:12,615 Mmm. 808 00:46:12,639 --> 00:46:14,269 Okay. 809 00:46:14,293 --> 00:46:16,251 Let's say... 810 00:46:17,383 --> 00:46:19,796 your perfect plan works, huh? 811 00:46:19,820 --> 00:46:21,866 Let's say we go through with it. 812 00:46:24,303 --> 00:46:25,478 Well, what then? 813 00:46:28,263 --> 00:46:29,438 What do you mean? 814 00:46:30,831 --> 00:46:32,572 I mean, are we done then? 815 00:46:33,660 --> 00:46:34,704 You and I? 816 00:46:38,143 --> 00:46:39,797 Wouldn't you want us to be? 817 00:46:42,669 --> 00:46:44,149 No. 818 00:46:45,280 --> 00:46:48,544 No, I'd rather just tell him the truth. 819 00:46:51,417 --> 00:46:52,810 I would leave him. 820 00:46:55,508 --> 00:46:56,814 Don't say that. 821 00:47:00,948 --> 00:47:02,515 All right. Well, it's true. 822 00:47:10,958 --> 00:47:12,481 What happened with you two? 823 00:47:16,834 --> 00:47:18,357 I don't know, we're just different. 824 00:47:19,706 --> 00:47:21,771 We want different things, you know. 825 00:47:21,795 --> 00:47:24,252 He was already in love before we got together. 826 00:47:24,276 --> 00:47:25,407 What? 827 00:47:28,367 --> 00:47:30,282 I'm not his first love, right. 828 00:47:31,892 --> 00:47:34,199 - Or, or his greatest. - I'm sure you are. 829 00:47:35,940 --> 00:47:38,768 Some people were put on this planet for a reason. 830 00:47:40,292 --> 00:47:41,965 Some people have a purpose 831 00:47:41,989 --> 00:47:44,687 and if they get distracted from that purpose... 832 00:47:46,733 --> 00:47:48,300 there's nothing sadder. 833 00:47:50,519 --> 00:47:53,542 Right? Seeing someone old and gray just... 834 00:47:53,566 --> 00:47:55,960 wishing that they had done what they were passionate about. 835 00:47:57,222 --> 00:47:58,223 And... 836 00:47:59,485 --> 00:48:01,226 I'm not his purpose. 837 00:48:02,705 --> 00:48:04,882 He wasn't put on this planet to love me. 838 00:48:06,448 --> 00:48:08,233 And yeah, I love him, and I... 839 00:48:10,757 --> 00:48:12,411 I wanna stay. 840 00:48:13,847 --> 00:48:16,608 But... 841 00:48:16,632 --> 00:48:19,742 there are things he has to do. There are things that he is... 842 00:48:19,766 --> 00:48:21,594 fucking good at doing. 843 00:48:24,310 --> 00:48:25,903 And I worry that if I stay, he won't. 844 00:48:39,394 --> 00:48:40,918 Oh. 845 00:48:47,750 --> 00:48:50,642 Okay. All right. 846 00:48:50,666 --> 00:48:53,950 When do you want to go through with your little plan, huh? 847 00:48:53,974 --> 00:48:54,974 Hmm? 848 00:48:58,805 --> 00:49:01,566 He's leaving in three days for Salt Lake City. 849 00:49:01,590 --> 00:49:02,722 Hmm. 850 00:49:07,640 --> 00:49:09,444 He'll be gone a week. 851 00:49:17,389 --> 00:49:18,390 Okay. 852 00:49:19,391 --> 00:49:20,672 Ready? 853 00:49:20,696 --> 00:49:22,718 - Yeah! - All right. 854 00:49:22,742 --> 00:49:23,830 Now come outside. 855 00:49:24,831 --> 00:49:25,875 Fuck! 856 00:49:29,960 --> 00:49:31,751 Hey. No, wait. Wait a minute! 857 00:49:32,926 --> 00:49:34,140 - What? - Hang on. 858 00:49:35,590 --> 00:49:37,733 My camera's broken. 859 00:49:37,757 --> 00:49:40,388 - What? - Fucking camera's broke. 860 00:49:40,412 --> 00:49:41,848 Let me see it. 861 00:49:46,505 --> 00:49:47,961 Oy! 862 00:49:47,985 --> 00:49:50,920 - Lens cap. - Oh. Of course. 863 00:49:50,944 --> 00:49:52,791 Ooh, what now? 864 00:49:52,815 --> 00:49:54,793 Go back inside, do it again. 865 00:49:54,817 --> 00:49:56,689 - Oh! - No big deal. Only this time... 866 00:49:57,690 --> 00:50:00,495 just, uh, act like you don't notice me. 867 00:50:00,519 --> 00:50:02,497 You were kinda smiling in that last take. 868 00:50:02,521 --> 00:50:04,566 - No, I wasn't. - Gotta look natural. 869 00:50:05,785 --> 00:50:07,526 Okay. 870 00:50:10,703 --> 00:50:11,791 There she goes. 871 00:50:12,792 --> 00:50:13,943 Look at the ass. 872 00:50:16,361 --> 00:50:17,449 Here she comes. 873 00:50:18,450 --> 00:50:19,451 Huh. 874 00:50:20,452 --> 00:50:21,453 Looking good. 875 00:50:24,630 --> 00:50:26,660 Those tits and ass. 876 00:50:27,850 --> 00:50:29,260 Oh, good. 877 00:50:30,418 --> 00:50:31,743 Huh. 878 00:50:31,767 --> 00:50:33,300 Wait, hold on. 879 00:50:34,857 --> 00:50:36,330 What the fuck! 880 00:50:52,484 --> 00:50:53,615 Here we go. 881 00:50:54,921 --> 00:50:56,792 At this pretty liquor store. 882 00:50:58,980 --> 00:51:02,731 And who do we have here? 883 00:51:02,755 --> 00:51:05,380 Looking good. 884 00:51:05,620 --> 00:51:07,518 Oh yeah! 885 00:51:07,542 --> 00:51:08,587 Pretty. 886 00:51:10,806 --> 00:51:11,914 See, 887 00:51:11,938 --> 00:51:13,916 there's nothing to worry about. 888 00:51:13,940 --> 00:51:15,420 She's an alcoholic. 889 00:51:17,117 --> 00:51:18,684 And you thought she's cheating on you. 890 00:51:20,207 --> 00:51:21,817 It's all in your mind. 891 00:52:28,140 --> 00:52:29,581 I made you lunch. 892 00:52:44,683 --> 00:52:46,598 What's the saddest thing you've ever seen? 893 00:52:48,730 --> 00:52:49,905 Uh... 894 00:52:51,211 --> 00:52:53,866 I haven't really thought about it. You? 895 00:52:56,608 --> 00:52:57,739 It was on the news. 896 00:53:01,300 --> 00:53:02,670 Mm-hmm. 897 00:53:02,910 --> 00:53:03,920 Funny thing though. 898 00:53:05,510 --> 00:53:07,508 It wasn't like the war or... 899 00:53:07,532 --> 00:53:09,664 some missing child or anything like that. 900 00:53:13,538 --> 00:53:14,669 What was it? 901 00:53:18,107 --> 00:53:20,869 It was a story about a whale. 902 00:53:21,937 --> 00:53:23,548 A whale. 903 00:53:26,638 --> 00:53:27,900 It was a baby whale. 904 00:53:30,729 --> 00:53:32,929 He was lost off the coast of Australia, 905 00:53:32,953 --> 00:53:34,578 and he had somehow come across this yacht 906 00:53:34,602 --> 00:53:36,580 he thought was his mom. 907 00:53:36,820 --> 00:53:37,799 He kept on trying to, you know, 908 00:53:37,823 --> 00:53:39,888 suckle from the side of this boat. 909 00:53:39,912 --> 00:53:41,792 But all the people on the boat were watching him 910 00:53:41,816 --> 00:53:43,848 and they felt bad, but what could they do? 911 00:53:43,872 --> 00:53:46,547 They tried to sail away, but he kept following them. 912 00:53:46,571 --> 00:53:49,910 And I just kept thinking what that poor whale must have thought, 913 00:53:49,115 --> 00:53:52,640 wondering why his mom had suddenly turned so quiet 914 00:53:52,664 --> 00:53:53,839 and so cold. 915 00:53:55,754 --> 00:53:57,582 You really need to get over this. 916 00:53:59,932 --> 00:54:01,238 Thanks a lot. That... 917 00:54:02,717 --> 00:54:04,676 That is really sage advice. 918 00:54:05,677 --> 00:54:07,350 Well, blame yourself. 919 00:54:07,374 --> 00:54:09,246 You're the one writing the words I'm saying. 920 00:54:16,350 --> 00:54:17,254 You're right. 921 00:54:20,779 --> 00:54:22,955 No. Really, you are. You... 922 00:54:26,828 --> 00:54:28,221 It's just... 923 00:54:30,310 --> 00:54:32,700 so horrible. 924 00:54:37,796 --> 00:54:39,188 I'm so lost. 925 00:54:43,280 --> 00:54:45,200 This story doesn't make any sense. 926 00:54:46,108 --> 00:54:47,849 It's like what you said before. 927 00:54:48,894 --> 00:54:49,982 Realism. 928 00:54:52,376 --> 00:54:54,290 If all else fails, just... 929 00:54:55,300 --> 00:54:58,164 go, go back to what really happened. 930 00:55:01,210 --> 00:55:03,667 That's always your defense. 931 00:55:03,691 --> 00:55:05,651 If somebody doesn't like it, you just say, "Pfft." 932 00:55:06,651 --> 00:55:08,000 Well, at least it was real." 933 00:55:10,655 --> 00:55:12,981 Everything in my life is happening now, 934 00:55:13,500 --> 00:55:14,417 somehow. 935 00:55:14,441 --> 00:55:16,332 Somewhere. 936 00:55:16,356 --> 00:55:19,292 She is still here somehow. 937 00:55:19,316 --> 00:55:21,163 Somewhere. 938 00:55:21,187 --> 00:55:23,885 We are still together in some different when. 939 00:55:25,713 --> 00:55:28,257 We have been hiking all day. 940 00:55:28,281 --> 00:55:31,347 She says she likes the way the sunlight filters through the leaves. 941 00:55:31,371 --> 00:55:34,331 She says it makes her feel restless in a good way. 942 00:55:36,158 --> 00:55:40,356 I tell her it feels like we are in a scene from a movie. 943 00:55:40,380 --> 00:55:43,775 In three years and four days, she will leave me. 944 00:55:46,821 --> 00:55:50,129 Her skin is dark. Her hair is a mess. 945 00:56:03,110 --> 00:56:05,570 She is a goddess. 946 00:56:16,895 --> 00:56:20,309 We make love that night, and I can smell sulfur on her skin. 947 00:56:20,333 --> 00:56:21,421 Faint. 948 00:56:22,509 --> 00:56:26,402 Cicadas an endless undulation. 949 00:56:26,426 --> 00:56:29,810 Dark things out there moving in the forest. 950 00:56:37,263 --> 00:56:38,307 Hey. 951 00:56:42,790 --> 00:56:44,139 Hey, what is this? 952 00:56:45,837 --> 00:56:47,990 You're, uh... 953 00:56:48,100 --> 00:56:49,754 reading my new book. 954 00:56:51,233 --> 00:56:53,105 This is the new book? 955 00:56:56,108 --> 00:56:57,433 No, but this is our life. 956 00:56:57,457 --> 00:56:59,372 What, you don't like it? 957 00:57:01,548 --> 00:57:03,787 What are you talking about? 958 00:57:03,811 --> 00:57:06,747 What... Don't like it... What you've written here 959 00:57:06,771 --> 00:57:08,879 are moments from our life. 960 00:57:08,903 --> 00:57:11,795 Private moments. 961 00:57:11,819 --> 00:57:16,104 Sweetheart, every writer's life ends up in his work. It's just... 962 00:57:16,128 --> 00:57:18,620 No. No. 963 00:57:18,860 --> 00:57:19,803 Not these. Not these. 964 00:57:19,827 --> 00:57:22,415 These are personal details. 965 00:57:22,439 --> 00:57:24,765 I don't want people reading about these things, okay. 966 00:57:24,789 --> 00:57:27,332 These are between you and me. 967 00:57:27,356 --> 00:57:28,401 I'm sorry. I... 968 00:57:29,794 --> 00:57:32,903 had no idea you would be upset by this. 969 00:57:32,927 --> 00:57:34,949 You know, that's what upsets me the most actually, 970 00:57:34,973 --> 00:57:38,822 that you thought that I would be okay with this. 971 00:57:38,846 --> 00:57:41,477 With having our lives in a book for millions of people to just... 972 00:57:41,501 --> 00:57:46,177 Yeah, not really millions yet, but that is the general idea. 973 00:57:46,201 --> 00:57:47,986 Okay. 974 00:57:50,423 --> 00:57:52,338 I'm really disgusted with you right now. 975 00:57:53,339 --> 00:57:54,949 - Disgusted? - Yeah. 976 00:57:56,603 --> 00:57:58,953 Yeah, I just... I see something that I don't like. 977 00:58:03,567 --> 00:58:05,133 What do you see? 978 00:58:06,134 --> 00:58:07,938 Can I ask you a question? 979 00:58:07,962 --> 00:58:10,375 Jacob, if I asked you to take that stuff out 980 00:58:10,399 --> 00:58:12,390 and write something else, would you do it? 981 00:58:14,403 --> 00:58:17,121 - You wouldn't do it, would you? - Cassandra, it's... 982 00:58:17,145 --> 00:58:19,931 It's my best work. 983 00:58:21,628 --> 00:58:23,848 Sweetheart, I, I write... 984 00:58:24,979 --> 00:58:26,696 to make a better life for us. 985 00:58:26,720 --> 00:58:29,307 I've made a better life for us. I've got us this place. 986 00:58:29,331 --> 00:58:31,116 There's my answer. 987 00:58:59,130 --> 00:59:00,537 I'd choose you. 988 00:59:02,234 --> 00:59:03,540 No, you wouldn't. 989 00:59:17,118 --> 00:59:18,250 Shh. 990 00:59:23,385 --> 00:59:26,582 I'm there, feeling her breathing against me. 991 00:59:26,606 --> 00:59:28,758 Trapped. 992 00:59:28,782 --> 00:59:32,327 Knowing there's nothing I can tell her for comfort but lies. 993 00:59:32,351 --> 00:59:35,484 In two months and four days, she'll leave me. 994 00:59:38,960 --> 00:59:39,227 She's already gone... 995 00:59:40,881 --> 00:59:42,281 even though her body is still there. 996 00:59:48,715 --> 00:59:51,220 It's just been in my head all this time. 997 00:59:52,414 --> 00:59:54,373 Finally see it for real, you know. 998 00:59:56,941 --> 00:59:59,441 Yeah, a movie, it's... 999 00:59:59,465 --> 01:00:01,598 Seriously, it's been one of my biggest dreams. 1000 01:00:04,557 --> 01:00:06,254 What? This... 1001 01:00:08,300 --> 01:00:10,147 This doesn't excite you? 1002 01:00:10,171 --> 01:00:11,671 No, I-I'm... 1003 01:00:11,695 --> 01:00:14,100 I'm excited for you. 1004 01:00:15,903 --> 01:00:18,503 I just think we get excited about very different things, you know. 1005 01:00:18,527 --> 01:00:20,462 We need different things, you know. 1006 01:00:20,486 --> 01:00:22,446 What do you... What do you want? What do you need? 1007 01:00:22,470 --> 01:00:23,950 I can... I can get it to you. 1008 01:00:25,317 --> 01:00:27,425 I need a normal life. 1009 01:00:27,449 --> 01:00:30,496 Um, I need a husband and kids someday. 1010 01:00:31,758 --> 01:00:33,301 But you're different, you know. 1011 01:00:33,325 --> 01:00:35,205 You, you're doing what you're meant to be doing. 1012 01:00:35,229 --> 01:00:36,534 You have another purpose. 1013 01:00:37,721 --> 01:00:38,722 I'll quit. 1014 01:00:40,332 --> 01:00:42,290 I'll quit right now. I-I just... 1015 01:00:45,337 --> 01:00:47,340 I just need you. 1016 01:00:49,689 --> 01:00:51,343 No, it's not that simple. 1017 01:00:53,171 --> 01:00:55,149 It's, uh, it's a catch-22. 1018 01:00:55,173 --> 01:00:57,200 'Cause, you know, what I love about you, 1019 01:00:57,440 --> 01:00:59,980 and what I've always loved about you is your talent 1020 01:01:00,400 --> 01:01:02,840 and your passion and if you gave up your work for me, 1021 01:01:02,108 --> 01:01:04,850 you would be giving up the thing I love most about you. 1022 01:01:06,706 --> 01:01:08,490 What am I supposed to do? 1023 01:01:11,406 --> 01:01:13,539 - Exactly what you are doing. - Well, I can't. 1024 01:01:15,715 --> 01:01:17,674 I can't. Not if you're unhappy. 1025 01:01:19,284 --> 01:01:21,680 - Of course you can. - Just... 1026 01:01:22,591 --> 01:01:24,550 Let's start over. 1027 01:01:26,291 --> 01:01:27,684 Leave all of this behind. 1028 01:01:31,780 --> 01:01:33,622 I can be happy with you no matter where we are. 1029 01:01:33,646 --> 01:01:38,180 But, Jacob, like, just stop and think about what you're saying for a second. 1030 01:01:38,420 --> 01:01:39,584 Just consider, like, 1031 01:01:39,608 --> 01:01:42,568 you know, you in a small house, in a small town, 1032 01:01:44,396 --> 01:01:46,528 a small job, a small life. 1033 01:01:50,402 --> 01:01:52,230 Would that really make you happy? 1034 01:01:57,670 --> 01:02:00,257 In eight days, she will leave me. 1035 01:02:00,281 --> 01:02:02,825 The moments we've shared will start fading 1036 01:02:02,849 --> 01:02:05,219 like film negatives left in the sun. 1037 01:02:05,243 --> 01:02:07,525 - If you unders... - All night and all morning... 1038 01:02:07,549 --> 01:02:09,571 - If you understood me... - Oh, I don't understand... 1039 01:02:09,595 --> 01:02:10,703 - Oh, I must be so stupid to not 1040 01:02:10,715 --> 01:02:11,834 understand. - If you knew me better, 1041 01:02:11,858 --> 01:02:14,338 - you wouldn't be asking this. - What it takes to write a book. 1042 01:02:14,362 --> 01:02:16,160 - Let me do my work. - Fine, fine. 1043 01:02:34,533 --> 01:02:35,752 This is good. 1044 01:02:36,796 --> 01:02:37,796 Yeah. 1045 01:02:41,105 --> 01:02:42,367 I, uh... 1046 01:02:44,543 --> 01:02:47,720 I've been meaning to talk to you about something. 1047 01:02:50,636 --> 01:02:51,855 Yeah? 1048 01:02:56,816 --> 01:02:58,252 What? 1049 01:02:59,601 --> 01:03:01,318 Uh... 1050 01:03:01,342 --> 01:03:02,779 baby, it's time. 1051 01:03:04,432 --> 01:03:05,738 It's past time. 1052 01:03:07,131 --> 01:03:10,414 I-I've loved you since the day we first met. 1053 01:03:10,438 --> 01:03:12,329 You're the best person I've ever known. 1054 01:03:12,353 --> 01:03:14,713 There is no one else in the world I want to be with but you. 1055 01:03:16,705 --> 01:03:22,252 I, I know you worry about my work, but... 1056 01:03:22,276 --> 01:03:25,149 you're my muse. You inspire me to be better. 1057 01:03:26,324 --> 01:03:28,413 Jake, I don't... I don't... I, uh... 1058 01:03:29,675 --> 01:03:31,305 I don't know what to say. 1059 01:03:31,329 --> 01:03:34,158 Well, it's, it's just one word. 1060 01:03:37,596 --> 01:03:41,837 Um... Okay, I want to talk about this, okay? 1061 01:03:41,861 --> 01:03:43,515 What's, what's there to talk about? 1062 01:03:44,821 --> 01:03:46,213 Will you marry me? 1063 01:03:49,216 --> 01:03:52,306 I saw this ring, and I knew it was time. 1064 01:03:57,703 --> 01:04:00,880 I saw our... whole life together. 1065 01:04:02,229 --> 01:04:03,840 I saw us with babies... 1066 01:04:05,711 --> 01:04:09,430 I saw us with grown-up kids, 1067 01:04:09,454 --> 01:04:13,521 when we're all old and covered with wrinkles, 1068 01:04:13,545 --> 01:04:16,722 and all we do is sit in the same room and read all day. 1069 01:04:20,204 --> 01:04:22,965 I saw 50 Christmases. 1070 01:04:22,989 --> 01:04:26,882 I saw trips to Europe. 1071 01:04:26,906 --> 01:04:30,692 Every moment I've ever looked forward to involves you. 1072 01:04:34,479 --> 01:04:37,743 I-I-I want you to be with me, now. 1073 01:04:54,200 --> 01:04:55,761 Baby, I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 1074 01:04:58,677 --> 01:04:59,983 What am I supposed to do? 1075 01:05:02,246 --> 01:05:04,726 I-I thought I could be happy, but... 1076 01:05:06,598 --> 01:05:09,818 All I ever wanted was just to be everything to you. 1077 01:05:11,255 --> 01:05:13,387 You absolutely are. 1078 01:05:17,870 --> 01:05:19,393 I'm not. 1079 01:05:33,799 --> 01:05:36,628 Can you ever truly erase something from your memories? 1080 01:05:38,325 --> 01:05:40,608 Or can you just push it down? 1081 01:05:40,632 --> 01:05:44,300 Kick it into the shadows until you can no longer see it. 1082 01:05:44,270 --> 01:05:47,310 But so much pain can't just remain hidden forever, 1083 01:05:47,334 --> 01:05:49,399 no matter where you hide it. 1084 01:05:49,423 --> 01:05:52,272 Every bit of pain and love and sadness 1085 01:05:52,296 --> 01:05:55,449 we have ever felt is still somewhere in our minds. 1086 01:05:55,473 --> 01:05:57,799 Changed, perhaps... 1087 01:05:57,823 --> 01:05:58,955 but never gone. 1088 01:06:01,958 --> 01:06:05,415 One month and fourteen days since she left. 1089 01:06:05,439 --> 01:06:09,376 Five years, eight months, twenty-four days ago we met. 1090 01:06:09,400 --> 01:06:11,987 I tell myself that every one of those moments still exists, 1091 01:06:12,110 --> 01:06:14,424 somewhere in time. 1092 01:06:14,448 --> 01:06:17,340 I tell myself we just met at that funeral. 1093 01:06:17,364 --> 01:06:18,409 Hey, Jake. 1094 01:06:23,660 --> 01:06:24,304 Hey, Jake. 1095 01:06:24,328 --> 01:06:25,522 I tell myself 1096 01:06:25,546 --> 01:06:27,890 we are lying on a warm rock 1097 01:06:27,113 --> 01:06:29,396 beside a cool creek in a forest 1098 01:06:29,420 --> 01:06:30,875 where the leaves shiver 1099 01:06:30,899 --> 01:06:32,510 and the sunlight dapples the ground. 1100 01:06:36,601 --> 01:06:37,906 I said, "Hey, Jake!" 1101 01:06:40,779 --> 01:06:43,620 I tell myself we're floating in that lake, 1102 01:06:43,860 --> 01:06:46,108 our bodies unattached from the world. 1103 01:06:46,132 --> 01:06:48,400 Her warmth against me in the cold. 1104 01:06:49,440 --> 01:06:50,678 Hey. 1105 01:06:50,702 --> 01:06:52,399 What's happening? 1106 01:06:57,404 --> 01:06:59,406 Nice robe, brother. 1107 01:07:10,548 --> 01:07:12,898 You know, you're gonna drown those plants, man. 1108 01:07:17,120 --> 01:07:18,773 They're just plants. 1109 01:07:20,906 --> 01:07:23,667 Well, hey, look, you damn well know I'm not a psychologist, 1110 01:07:23,691 --> 01:07:26,180 but if you wanna come over and complain... 1111 01:07:27,869 --> 01:07:28,914 I got beer. 1112 01:07:35,921 --> 01:07:37,140 Thanks. 1113 01:07:45,887 --> 01:07:46,975 Hey. 1114 01:07:48,194 --> 01:07:50,390 You said come over if... 1115 01:07:50,414 --> 01:07:51,956 I wanted to complain. 1116 01:07:51,980 --> 01:07:54,418 Right. Didn't expect it so soon. 1117 01:07:55,941 --> 01:07:57,464 It's funny. 1118 01:07:59,640 --> 01:08:01,425 I don't miss my mother. 1119 01:08:02,513 --> 01:08:04,120 Huh? 1120 01:08:04,360 --> 01:08:06,406 She died three years ago. 1121 01:08:06,430 --> 01:08:07,648 I'm sorry to hear that. 1122 01:08:08,649 --> 01:08:09,737 Like I said. 1123 01:08:11,174 --> 01:08:12,803 I don't miss her. 1124 01:08:12,827 --> 01:08:14,568 Okay. 1125 01:08:26,798 --> 01:08:28,147 When she went... 1126 01:08:29,496 --> 01:08:31,498 I hadn't seen her in over a year. 1127 01:08:32,847 --> 01:08:34,936 I used to go home a lot, then less. 1128 01:08:35,937 --> 01:08:39,178 I still loved her, still love her. 1129 01:08:39,202 --> 01:08:43,617 But that's the thing. The love wasn't immediate. 1130 01:08:43,641 --> 01:08:46,533 It was all tied up in these memories. 1131 01:08:46,557 --> 01:08:50,474 There were these warm... happy memories. 1132 01:08:52,563 --> 01:08:53,651 Now, I'm worried. 1133 01:08:56,262 --> 01:08:59,502 I'm worried that the same thing is gonna happen to her. 1134 01:08:59,526 --> 01:09:00,571 That... 1135 01:09:01,833 --> 01:09:03,463 I won't miss her anymore. 1136 01:09:03,487 --> 01:09:05,100 That she won't be immediate... 1137 01:09:06,110 --> 01:09:07,621 anymore. 1138 01:09:10,494 --> 01:09:11,886 Cassandra didn't die, did she? 1139 01:09:14,498 --> 01:09:15,823 No. 1140 01:09:15,847 --> 01:09:18,545 Oh, God. Thank God for that. 1141 01:09:20,199 --> 01:09:21,766 She's still alive. 1142 01:09:25,204 --> 01:09:26,204 Thanks. 1143 01:09:28,330 --> 01:09:29,556 Thanks for listening. 1144 01:09:32,211 --> 01:09:33,821 Of course. Glad I could help. 1145 01:09:34,909 --> 01:09:36,520 You know, Cassandra... 1146 01:09:39,870 --> 01:09:40,263 she always liked you. 1147 01:09:41,916 --> 01:09:43,570 She thought you were hilarious. 1148 01:09:45,311 --> 01:09:46,984 That's a compliment, I think. 1149 01:09:47,800 --> 01:09:48,575 Yeah. 1150 01:09:51,274 --> 01:09:52,666 You didn't... 1151 01:09:55,234 --> 01:09:56,690 You never fucked her, did you? 1152 01:09:56,714 --> 01:09:58,779 Christ! 1153 01:09:58,803 --> 01:10:00,650 What kind of question is that? 1154 01:10:01,660 --> 01:10:02,633 So... no? 1155 01:10:07,681 --> 01:10:09,300 Of course not. 1156 01:10:14,340 --> 01:10:15,689 Cool. 1157 01:10:22,305 --> 01:10:23,654 See you later. 1158 01:10:30,748 --> 01:10:32,663 Fucking nutbag. 1159 01:10:35,361 --> 01:10:37,209 Five years. 1160 01:10:37,233 --> 01:10:40,821 I despair this masterpiece may never get finished. 1161 01:10:40,845 --> 01:10:43,840 I'm close. I'm close. 1162 01:10:43,108 --> 01:10:45,110 I'm just trying to end it. 1163 01:10:46,329 --> 01:10:50,910 The end is the most important part of a story. 1164 01:10:50,115 --> 01:10:52,930 Once you've taken them on this journey, 1165 01:10:52,117 --> 01:10:53,573 you can't just leave them. 1166 01:10:53,597 --> 01:10:56,600 Things have to wrap up properly. 1167 01:10:59,777 --> 01:11:01,605 I want to end it with a quote. 1168 01:11:03,694 --> 01:11:04,738 Any quote? 1169 01:11:06,305 --> 01:11:07,872 That's the thing. I don't know. 1170 01:11:09,134 --> 01:11:13,332 A quote that ends the story perfectly. 1171 01:11:13,356 --> 01:11:14,879 The story of her. 1172 01:11:17,360 --> 01:11:20,121 Say, that's not a bad title. What do you think, "The Story of Her?" 1173 01:11:20,145 --> 01:11:21,233 I don't like it. 1174 01:11:22,800 --> 01:11:24,400 So you're just looking for any old quote? 1175 01:11:26,847 --> 01:11:28,327 I invented my own. 1176 01:11:30,851 --> 01:11:32,157 About her. 1177 01:11:34,812 --> 01:11:36,292 About our story. 1178 01:11:40,340 --> 01:11:42,404 Drumroll? 1179 01:11:42,428 --> 01:11:43,690 Not necessary. 1180 01:11:47,410 --> 01:11:48,304 It goes like this: 1181 01:11:51,200 --> 01:11:52,786 "What does the sun have to fear?" 1182 01:11:54,222 --> 01:11:56,331 "For he looks down and sees all the world," 1183 01:11:56,355 --> 01:11:57,835 "and all the people on it," 1184 01:11:59,530 --> 01:12:02,187 "and they look to him, and they are lit by him," 1185 01:12:03,928 --> 01:12:05,843 "and they cannot live without him." 1186 01:12:08,236 --> 01:12:10,804 "He grows the plants that feeds them, and..." 1187 01:12:12,850 --> 01:12:14,721 "heats the air that warms them." 1188 01:12:17,280 --> 01:12:18,856 "They are his friends." 1189 01:12:22,686 --> 01:12:24,427 "But what of the night?" 1190 01:12:26,733 --> 01:12:28,344 "Which does nothing but scare..." 1191 01:12:29,867 --> 01:12:31,347 "and make it hard for people to see." 1192 01:12:33,871 --> 01:12:36,719 "It has but the moon, whose glow is ever changing" 1193 01:12:36,743 --> 01:12:38,702 "and fickle as the passing of time." 1194 01:12:43,402 --> 01:12:45,404 "Only the stars are its friends." 1195 01:12:49,843 --> 01:12:51,367 "And what sayeth the night..." 1196 01:12:53,107 --> 01:12:54,457 "when the starlight ends?" 1197 01:12:56,981 --> 01:12:58,417 I like it. 1198 01:13:15,478 --> 01:13:17,440 Really? 1199 01:13:25,270 --> 01:13:26,402 Hello. 1200 01:13:30,449 --> 01:13:31,494 Huh? 1201 01:13:33,104 --> 01:13:34,801 No, that's great. 1202 01:13:37,935 --> 01:13:40,435 Listen, man. Listen. I hate reading. 1203 01:13:40,459 --> 01:13:42,437 I hate to read... 1204 01:13:42,461 --> 01:13:44,787 and I stayed up all night last night. 1205 01:13:44,811 --> 01:13:47,834 And I'm telling you, this is your masterpiece. 1206 01:13:47,858 --> 01:13:49,294 And I'm telling you thanks. 1207 01:13:50,513 --> 01:13:52,273 And as usual, you're being an asshole. 1208 01:13:52,297 --> 01:13:53,429 I'm sorry. 1209 01:13:54,473 --> 01:13:55,755 I'm sorry. You're right. I... 1210 01:13:59,260 --> 01:14:02,936 I just... I got to thinking about her. 1211 01:14:02,960 --> 01:14:05,310 For real? It's been five years. 1212 01:14:06,311 --> 01:14:08,245 You've got to get over this chick. 1213 01:14:08,269 --> 01:14:09,856 You've got to move on. 1214 01:14:09,880 --> 01:14:11,597 I mean, it's great and all. 1215 01:14:11,621 --> 01:14:14,251 All that angst or whatever that brought you to this book. 1216 01:14:14,275 --> 01:14:17,167 But really, you need to move on. 1217 01:14:17,191 --> 01:14:21,410 Listen, you're great. This is great. 1218 01:14:21,650 --> 01:14:22,745 Now, you need to go out there and get laid. 1219 01:14:24,329 --> 01:14:25,461 Thanks. 1220 01:14:28,333 --> 01:14:29,465 I, uh... 1221 01:14:31,379 --> 01:14:33,338 I'm gonna go see her. 1222 01:14:34,426 --> 01:14:36,926 What do you think's gonna happen? 1223 01:14:36,950 --> 01:14:39,320 I don't think anything's gonna happen. 1224 01:14:39,344 --> 01:14:40,345 I just have to know... 1225 01:14:41,781 --> 01:14:43,304 if I made the right choice or not. 1226 01:14:45,176 --> 01:14:46,576 If I should have fought to keep her. 1227 01:14:48,614 --> 01:14:50,486 If I should have given all of this up. 1228 01:14:55,186 --> 01:14:57,207 One day since I called her 1229 01:14:57,231 --> 01:14:59,311 and heard her voice for the first time in five years. 1230 01:15:00,496 --> 01:15:02,343 I told her I was in town, 1231 01:15:02,367 --> 01:15:05,850 that I had tracked her down through a friend. 1232 01:15:05,109 --> 01:15:07,609 She didn't know if it was a good idea for us to see each other. 1233 01:15:07,633 --> 01:15:09,350 I said it was. 1234 01:15:09,374 --> 01:15:11,918 Just to catch up. Have a mellow chat. 1235 01:15:11,942 --> 01:15:13,204 That was what I said. 1236 01:15:42,668 --> 01:15:44,452 - Hi. - Hi. 1237 01:15:45,453 --> 01:15:46,585 It's good to see you. 1238 01:15:47,934 --> 01:15:49,346 You're pregnant. 1239 01:15:49,370 --> 01:15:50,546 Yeah. 1240 01:15:52,548 --> 01:15:54,332 - Come on in. - Sure. 1241 01:15:59,250 --> 01:16:00,294 Here. 1242 01:16:13,900 --> 01:16:14,570 This is really great iced-tea. 1243 01:16:16,484 --> 01:16:18,158 You, uh, make it from scratch? 1244 01:16:19,444 --> 01:16:21,509 No, I buy it at the shop. 1245 01:16:21,533 --> 01:16:24,536 It's like five bucks for 20 bottles. 1246 01:16:25,624 --> 01:16:26,973 It's delicious. 1247 01:16:29,190 --> 01:16:30,910 You're not, uh... 1248 01:16:30,934 --> 01:16:32,675 Oh, no, caffeine's not good for... 1249 01:16:34,285 --> 01:16:36,200 - Oh. - I get it for Al. 1250 01:16:39,246 --> 01:16:40,596 Al? 1251 01:16:41,727 --> 01:16:43,575 - That's his name, huh? - Mm-hmm. 1252 01:16:43,599 --> 01:16:44,948 Al. 1253 01:16:46,558 --> 01:16:49,150 Al. 1254 01:16:49,390 --> 01:16:52,932 Is that short for something? Alfred? Alvin? Alowishus? 1255 01:16:52,956 --> 01:16:54,566 Alan. 1256 01:16:55,567 --> 01:16:57,656 - The next one I was gonna say. - Oh. 1257 01:17:01,965 --> 01:17:04,141 Yeah, I was surprised when you called actually. 1258 01:17:08,493 --> 01:17:11,322 You know, I tried to get in touch a few years ago after we, uh... 1259 01:17:13,672 --> 01:17:15,128 I thought we could be friends. 1260 01:17:15,152 --> 01:17:16,303 I was still pretty bitter. 1261 01:17:16,327 --> 01:17:17,633 Yeah. 1262 01:17:21,985 --> 01:17:24,659 I'm sorry if it's... weird 1263 01:17:24,683 --> 01:17:27,251 me coming up here. I just... It's uh... 1264 01:17:28,556 --> 01:17:32,735 I, uh... just finished my latest book. 1265 01:17:33,779 --> 01:17:35,148 It's the one about you. 1266 01:17:35,172 --> 01:17:38,349 The... one I've been working on forever. 1267 01:17:40,351 --> 01:17:42,546 I, uh, I just finished it, 1268 01:17:42,570 --> 01:17:44,137 and I don't know, it... 1269 01:17:45,443 --> 01:17:48,359 it felt right coming up here to see you for some reason. 1270 01:17:50,187 --> 01:17:51,536 For closure? 1271 01:17:52,624 --> 01:17:53,712 I guess. 1272 01:17:58,543 --> 01:18:00,240 I've read all your work. 1273 01:18:01,241 --> 01:18:02,610 Uh, the stuff you've been writing 1274 01:18:02,634 --> 01:18:04,201 while finishing that one, I guess. 1275 01:18:05,550 --> 01:18:07,378 The novel, the spy novel. 1276 01:18:08,422 --> 01:18:10,400 And I saw "Tears of... ". 1277 01:18:10,424 --> 01:18:11,599 Oh, yeah. 1278 01:18:13,558 --> 01:18:16,406 Yeah. I've been pretty busy. 1279 01:18:16,430 --> 01:18:17,518 Yeah. 1280 01:18:18,563 --> 01:18:19,651 You got a girl? 1281 01:18:23,699 --> 01:18:25,480 Sometimes. 1282 01:18:27,528 --> 01:18:28,704 Good for you. 1283 01:18:31,184 --> 01:18:33,990 What's your last name now? 1284 01:18:34,753 --> 01:18:36,146 Miller. 1285 01:18:37,625 --> 01:18:39,279 Cassandra Miller. 1286 01:18:40,585 --> 01:18:42,456 Alan Miller. 1287 01:18:45,372 --> 01:18:47,374 I like it. 1288 01:18:48,636 --> 01:18:52,162 Because it's, uh... exotic. 1289 01:18:54,817 --> 01:18:57,990 It's not all that different from Silver. 1290 01:18:57,123 --> 01:18:58,255 No. 1291 01:18:59,430 --> 01:19:01,258 No, just a few letters. 1292 01:19:02,302 --> 01:19:04,435 And a totally different guy. 1293 01:19:10,789 --> 01:19:12,950 I was, uh... 1294 01:19:14,314 --> 01:19:17,554 I was talking to my agent, Don, the other day, 1295 01:19:17,578 --> 01:19:18,860 you remember Don? 1296 01:19:18,884 --> 01:19:21,167 Yeah, I think so. 1297 01:19:21,191 --> 01:19:25,519 I-I told him I was coming up here because... 1298 01:19:25,543 --> 01:19:28,285 I wanted to see if I'd made the right choice. 1299 01:19:30,853 --> 01:19:33,396 You know, with how things went, 1300 01:19:33,420 --> 01:19:35,292 in the end with you and I. 1301 01:19:38,164 --> 01:19:39,252 And? 1302 01:19:40,732 --> 01:19:43,256 I feel weird talking about it. 1303 01:19:46,259 --> 01:19:47,521 I mean... 1304 01:19:48,522 --> 01:19:50,307 can the baby hear us? 1305 01:19:51,482 --> 01:19:53,112 Well, I, uh, 1306 01:19:53,136 --> 01:19:55,505 don't want him hearing 1307 01:19:55,529 --> 01:19:58,619 some other guy, some other dude you used to have sex with. 1308 01:20:00,273 --> 01:20:02,406 Could be, uh, confusing for him. 1309 01:20:04,495 --> 01:20:05,626 It's a girl. 1310 01:20:06,627 --> 01:20:07,672 A girl? 1311 01:20:12,503 --> 01:20:14,263 And, no, I think it's fine. 1312 01:20:14,287 --> 01:20:16,681 Just don't start yelling at me or anything. 1313 01:20:18,509 --> 01:20:20,163 Yelling at you? 1314 01:20:22,600 --> 01:20:24,665 I'm not really the yelling type. 1315 01:20:26,386 --> 01:20:27,735 No, I know. Yeah. 1316 01:20:29,302 --> 01:20:30,826 You were always really patient. 1317 01:20:35,178 --> 01:20:37,199 Whoa! 1318 01:20:37,223 --> 01:20:38,722 Well, she just kicked. 1319 01:20:38,746 --> 01:20:40,507 Oh. 1320 01:20:40,531 --> 01:20:42,552 Here, you wanna feel? 1321 01:20:42,576 --> 01:20:44,816 In 41 minutes, I will walk out. 1322 01:20:44,840 --> 01:20:47,470 I will hug her, being careful not to press my stomach 1323 01:20:47,494 --> 01:20:49,168 too hard against her stomach, 1324 01:20:49,192 --> 01:20:50,778 because I don't want to squish her baby 1325 01:20:50,802 --> 01:20:53,607 or fold it in half or something. 1326 01:20:53,631 --> 01:20:55,609 She will say we should keep in touch. 1327 01:20:55,633 --> 01:20:57,350 I will say I will. 1328 01:20:57,374 --> 01:20:59,787 She will smile and close the door. 1329 01:20:59,811 --> 01:21:01,920 I will walk to my car. 1330 01:21:01,944 --> 01:21:03,380 I won't look back. 1331 01:21:07,732 --> 01:21:10,276 In one hour and 11 minutes, I will be in my car 1332 01:21:10,300 --> 01:21:12,365 on the way to the airport. 1333 01:21:12,389 --> 01:21:14,976 I will start crying suddenly, 1334 01:21:15,000 --> 01:21:17,326 and then I will stop. 1335 01:21:17,350 --> 01:21:20,373 Like those summer rainstorms that come and go so fast, 1336 01:21:20,397 --> 01:21:21,702 it's like it never happened. 1337 01:21:22,790 --> 01:21:26,533 Then... I'll rewrite the future. 1338 01:21:31,756 --> 01:21:35,214 In this alternate timeline, she says yes 1339 01:21:35,238 --> 01:21:36,911 when I ask her to marry me. 1340 01:21:36,935 --> 01:21:39,566 We make love that night, and she gets pregnant. 1341 01:21:39,590 --> 01:21:42,917 Al Miller died in a horrible sky-diving accident. 1342 01:21:42,941 --> 01:21:45,877 No big deal, since neither of us ever met him. 1343 01:21:45,901 --> 01:21:47,922 Our son's name is Morgan. 1344 01:21:47,946 --> 01:21:50,110 She always loved that name, and I say it's fine 1345 01:21:50,350 --> 01:21:52,646 as long as we never start shortening it to become Morg. 1346 01:22:07,923 --> 01:22:09,944 Chelsea and David come later. 1347 01:22:09,968 --> 01:22:11,772 Chelsea becomes a doctor. 1348 01:22:11,796 --> 01:22:13,687 David joins the army for a week, 1349 01:22:13,711 --> 01:22:15,800 then leaves because he says it's too hard. 1350 01:22:17,454 --> 01:22:19,998 He goes to film school. He wins an Oscar. 1351 01:22:20,220 --> 01:22:23,100 He thanks his mom and says I'm his inspiration. 1352 01:22:23,250 --> 01:22:25,549 He gets a star on the Hollywood Walk of Fame. 1353 01:22:32,295 --> 01:22:34,969 Morgan is a star tailback in high school. 1354 01:22:34,993 --> 01:22:38,277 He is drafted by L.A.'s new football team. 1355 01:22:38,301 --> 01:22:39,800 In this alternate universe, 1356 01:22:39,824 --> 01:22:42,324 L.A. finally has a football team. 1357 01:22:42,348 --> 01:22:45,230 They are terrible, until Morgan comes along. 1358 01:22:45,470 --> 01:22:48,572 Then they win an unprecedented three straight Super-Bowls. 1359 01:22:52,663 --> 01:22:55,511 Cassandra and I get old. 1360 01:22:55,535 --> 01:22:57,407 Our bones don't work so good anymore. 1361 01:22:58,712 --> 01:23:00,647 We have to wear diapers. 1362 01:23:00,671 --> 01:23:03,824 Her glasses get thicker every year. 1363 01:23:03,848 --> 01:23:06,870 I wear a hearing-aid, and she's always nagging at me 1364 01:23:06,111 --> 01:23:08,700 to turn it up because I always can't hear her. 1365 01:23:09,810 --> 01:23:11,658 We never get Alzheimer's. 1366 01:23:11,682 --> 01:23:13,312 We always remember each other, 1367 01:23:13,336 --> 01:23:14,728 right up until the day we die. 1368 01:23:16,817 --> 01:23:18,491 We die on the same day, 1369 01:23:18,515 --> 01:23:20,380 so neither of us is alone at all. 1370 01:23:22,127 --> 01:23:24,671 The last thing she ever asks me 1371 01:23:24,695 --> 01:23:26,100 is if I made the right choice. 1372 01:23:27,654 --> 01:23:29,400 I ask her if she's happy. 1373 01:23:31,490 --> 01:23:32,529 She says of course she is. 1374 01:23:34,835 --> 01:23:36,540 Then I just smile. 1375 01:23:37,360 --> 01:23:38,709 That's my answer. 89536