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[Grey] Years ago,a New York physiciandiscovered a gene mutation
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that causes congenitalinsensitivity to pain...
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Have you seen my charger? I
thought I left it on the table.
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...or CIP.
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I don't remember. Sorry.
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[sighs] I will find it.
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Coffee will help.
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[sighs]
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Sorry.
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I'll make more. [chuckles]
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But you're kinda... out.
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It's an extremely rarecondition that blocks peoplefrom feeling pain.
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Important meeting. Gotta go.
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It sounds good in theory,but pain is important.
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It tells the body
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when it's in danger,and helps keep it alive.
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[gasps] Oh-- Oh,
I'm so sorry I'm late.
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I s-see your
appointment went well.
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X-rays show the bone's healed,
so Link cleared me.
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The brace is off,
and I am fully back. [laughs]
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-Now, you--
you know I'm careful.
-[Bailey stammers]
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I just can't keep feeling like
I'm letting the station down
by not pulling my weight.
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-You-- You're back.
-I'm back!
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-You're back.
-[chuckles, kisses]
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-Gotta run.
-N--
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Put your hand in fire,
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get burned, and you learnnot to do it again.
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-[sighs, mouthing words]
-Or put another way:living hurts.
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Were you aware when you
intubated Maxine Anderson
that she was DNI?
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Maxine didn't wanna
die on a ventilator.
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-But I knew if
I can get in through--
-Yes or no, Dr. Kwan?
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Ms. Anderson didn't wanna die.
I-I could see it in her eyes.
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Could you see the giant orange
DNI sticker on her chart?
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Max-- M-Ms. Anderson-- She's not
suing Dr. Kwan or the hospital.
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You're listed as Ms. Anderson's
medical proxy. Why is that?
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It was her choice.
Why does it matter?
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[interviewer 1] Because her son
has launched an inquiry into it.
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Let's return to the other night.
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Where were you
when Dr. Altman collapsed?
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OR 1. We rushed Sam Sutton in
because his chest tube was
putting out liters of blood.
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But you left Mr. Sutton
to attend to Dr. Altman.
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Dr. Altman is our
Chief of Surgery.
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And Dr. Adams was
with Mr. Sutton.
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Don't you mean Dr. Adams
was opening Mr. Sutton?
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Sam was dying.
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He didn't have minutes.
He had seconds.
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According to whom? You are a--
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You're a first-year
resident, correct? An intern.
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I know what a dying
patient's vitals look like.
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And what might those be?
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The patient hardly had
a blood pressure reading,
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high heart rate.
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He was definitely bleeding out.
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And you believed you and
Dr. Adams could save him?
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-It all happened really fast.
-[interviewer 2] Dr. Griffith,
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if you were in the OR
by yourself without Dr. Adams,
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would you still have
opened up the patient?
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-[panting] Hey.
-Hey.
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I already did that twice.
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Can you evict family?
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Lucas is just crashing at
my place, and it's not ideal.
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He's into all my stuff.
His stuff--
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Every time I turn around,
there's more.
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I mean, I know
I am not the easiest person
to live with, but--
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-But you do pick up
after yourself. Mmm.
-Is it so hard?
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-We already did that.
-It's slow.
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Oh. Maybe it just
doesn't like you.
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-I'm gonna take the stairs.
-Mmm. Okay.
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[Kwan] How was your interview?
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-Mine was pretty brutal.
-Don't talk to me.
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Lawyers are paid
to make you feel badly, Kwan.
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Shake it off.
Just focus on the work. Here.
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Everyone's making progress.
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One more chest tube,
and I am out of this dungeon.
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Dr. Bailey, given that we're
close to finishing our logs,
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would it make sense
to focus on that
instead of wherever we're going?
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It would make
sense for you to trust
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that anything I ask of you
will make you a better doctor.
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There she is.
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Oh. Dr. Bailey, just in time.
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-Shall we begin?
-[Bailey] Yes.
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Take a seat and learn something.
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Meet Vida Madera,
26 years old, 30 weeks pregnant
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with a history of vision loss.
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[Bailey] Dr. Wilson and I
met Vida through the clinic
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when she learned
she was pregnant after
suffering two miscarriages.
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Two weeks ago,
an ultrasound revealed
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a vein of Galen malformation
in the fetus's brain.
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-I'm-- I'm sorry. Uh, may I?
-Yeah, of course.
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Okay. Uh, who can
tell me what a VOGM is?
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A rare arteriovenous fistula.
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An artery in the brain connects
to the vein directly,
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causing dysregulated blood flow
into the defect.
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Correct. And in utero,
the baby is typically sheltered
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by mom and the placenta,
but then after delivery
and the cord is clamped,
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what happens? Yes.
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The baby's heart and lungs
become overwhelmed
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with a massive
overflow of blood.
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Which can lead to heart failure,
seizures, and possibly death.
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Standard procedure has been
embolization after delivery,
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but many babies do not survive.
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And if they do, the child
often has major brain injury.
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So that's when
I called Dr. Robbins.
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So a few months ago,
I started a clinical trial
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with a team of
interventional neuroradiologists
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in which we operate
on the baby's brain,
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before delivery.
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In-utero brain surgery. Sick.
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Ugh. I hate babies.
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Technically a fetus.
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What did I say
about talking to me?
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-Yes.
-How many times
has this been done?
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[clicks tongue] Oh,
um, let me think, uh...
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None.
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So who wants to make history?
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Morning, Dr. Webber.
[exhales sharply]
Dr. Ndugu, do you have a minute?
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Oh, no, I have a TAVR--
two, actually. We still
haven't filled Maggie's spot.
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That's what I wanted to talk
to you about. I have a solution.
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You coming back right now
is not the solution.
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You don't know
what I was gonna say.
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But you're not wrong.
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Altman, it's been
barely four weeks
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since your surgery.
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But I have been practicing
in the skills lab.
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I am strong, and I
am more than ready.
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To return to your desk,
not to the OR. All right?
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It's about stamina not skills.
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[exhales sharply]
"Stamina." Please.
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[Bailey] Come on in.
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Quite a crowd
you've brought, Dr. Bailey.
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So we have, uh,
Dr. Shepherd, Dr. Wilson,
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world-renowned
fetal surgeon Dr. Robbins,
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-and the surgical interns.
-Hey.
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-[Wilson] Hi, Vida.
-Hi.
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Dr. Robbins, we have
been Internet-stalking you,
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and you are truly incredible.
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We just read
about the work you did
with twin-to-twin transfusions.
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Yeah. Well, my field
has come a long way.
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And thank you. Dr. Griffith.
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Vida Madera, 26, history
of vision impairment, hear--
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[Vida] Dr. Robbins.
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W-We really appreciate
you coming all this way,
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but I've given it some thought,
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and... I'm so sorry.
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Hey, what are you talking about?
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I've changed my mind.
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I-I can't have the surgery.
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'Cause it's never
been done before?
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Because I can't lose this baby.
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Well, I-I assure you,
Vida, that's exactly
what we're trying to avoid.
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Do you know how many blind
and low-vision mothers have
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social services called on them
for no reason other than
their sight?
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When this became a successful,
viable pregnancy,
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I knew that I was going to have
to fight to protect this baby.
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So the idea of a giant needle
being stuck into her brain
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before I've even had the chance
to hold her myself, I-- I can't.
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We've gone through so much
to get to this point.
I just can't risk it.
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And Dr. Shepherd--
She did say that
the baby would have a chance.
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It is an extremely
small chance, Vida.
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And in that case,
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the baby would likely have
significant neurological
injuries.
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But there's still a chance.
So I'm going with that.
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World-class or not, Dr. Robbins,
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I'm saying no. No surgery.
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[mouthing words]
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[sighs] Here's the file. Here.
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-Excuse me?
-Yeah.
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-Hi.
-Hi.
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Sorry to bother, but, um,
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I'm waiting for Dr. Millin.
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They said they sent out a page.
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I'm sure Dr. Millin
will be down soon.
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Can I help you?
I'm also a doctor.
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I'll wait... for Dr. Millin.
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Oh, uh...
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-Dr. Hunt. Hi.
-Yeah?
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So as soon as I place a chest
tube, I'm back in the OR.
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So anything that I can do
to make that happen--
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Ms. Timms in bed three needs
a rectal disimpaction.
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And if she gets
an accidental chest tube,
I'll know who to blame. Okay?
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[elevator dings]
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Hey, somebody paged me?
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Oh, yeah. That guy
was looking for you.
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-Do I know him?
-I don't keep a log
of who you know.
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[scoffs]
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[sighs] Hi.
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I heard you were looking for me.
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I'm Dr. Millin.
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Uh, no, you're not.
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Joshy, my guy.
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Dr. Millin.
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Hey. Uh.
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Guess what. There's
another Dr. Millin.
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Hmm. He is not a doctor.
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But she is my sister.
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[sighs]
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Vida has asked to be discharged.
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We can't let her
leave. She's just scared.
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And when were you
going to tell me
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that my patient would be
the very first in
this clinical trial?
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It's a trial.
Someone has to go first,
and Vida's a perfect candidate.
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-[phone beeps]
-The fetal malformation is just
wide enough to justify the risk,
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and there's no evidence
of brain damage so--
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And the parents have to be
completely on board.
So this is done.
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I have a patient
to see. Robbins,
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sorry this didn't work out,
but it was good to see you.
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Travel safely home.
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If you don't do this surgery,
that baby will not survive.
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It is a statistical miracle that
she is still a viable candidate.
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And if Vida changes her mind
in the future,
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then it might be too late.
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I know. I'm disappointed too.
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But my hands are tied.
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So... [exhales sharply]
...I'm sorry.
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[announcer on PA] Dr. Man tolabor and delivery. Dr. Man--
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-[groaning]
-Dorian. Dorian, it's okay.
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-You're gonna rip out
your A-line.
-[Bailey] What's happening?
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-Oh, when did he wake up?
-A few minutes ago.
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His vitals look okay,
but he's weak,
he's disoriented and combative.
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-Don't touch me. [grunts]
-Dorian. Dorian.
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I'm Dr. Ndugu. Now, this is
Dr. Bailey, Schmitt, and Kwan.
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You're at Grey-Sloan Memorial
in the ICU.
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We need you to stop
fighting us. Okay?
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Just try to relax.
Give him a second.
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[Bailey
stammers] Dorian. Dorian.
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Hi. Do you remember
what happened to you?
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Uh. I remember two guys,
maybe a gun.
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Okay. Kwan, make sure
and alert the police
that he's awake.
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-Okay.
-Do my parents know I'm here?
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Yes. And they've been here
sitting by your side
almost every day.
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-[sucks teeth, groans]
Was I shot?
-Yes.
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Technically, you died,
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and then we opened up your chest
and your heart started
to beat again.
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00:10:30,720 --> 00:10:34,090
Doctors Bailey and Ndugu
repaired your chest
and your abdominal injuries,
235
00:10:34,123 --> 00:10:36,058
removed some of your
bowels and spleen--
236
00:10:36,092 --> 00:10:38,060
Okay. That's
enough, Kwan, for now.
237
00:10:38,094 --> 00:10:39,862
-I'm due in the OR.
-Yes.
238
00:10:39,897 --> 00:10:43,232
His white blood count is high,
and his heart rate
has been increasing.
239
00:10:43,266 --> 00:10:45,535
We need to do an
infection workup.
240
00:10:45,568 --> 00:10:49,805
Kwan, run a nutrition panel
and fix his A-line. Okay?
241
00:10:52,408 --> 00:10:57,480
I have 200 emails, and you
page me 911 to what, exactly?
242
00:10:57,513 --> 00:10:59,215
A mock OR.
243
00:10:59,248 --> 00:11:01,584
I've helped dozens of athletes
get back after injury,
244
00:11:01,617 --> 00:11:04,922
and not one has gotten
back on the field without
playing a scrimmage first.
245
00:11:04,955 --> 00:11:07,156
Uh, you'll
operate, and I'll assist.
246
00:11:07,189 --> 00:11:09,292
And I'll be
your anesthesiologist,
247
00:11:09,325 --> 00:11:11,661
your scrub nurse,
circulating nurse.
248
00:11:11,694 --> 00:11:16,265
Your patient is
a 65-year-old male
with a history of tobacco use,
249
00:11:16,299 --> 00:11:18,534
here for a four-vessel CABG.
250
00:11:19,635 --> 00:11:22,973
My patient is a
30-pound lump of plastic.
251
00:11:23,006 --> 00:11:24,607
[beeping]
252
00:11:25,909 --> 00:11:27,343
Oh, no. He's gone
into cardiac arrest.
253
00:11:27,376 --> 00:11:29,345
What? Should I push some meds?
254
00:11:29,378 --> 00:11:31,514
-Push epi.
-You're losing him.
255
00:11:32,114 --> 00:11:33,449
[beeping continues]
256
00:11:34,017 --> 00:11:35,551
Push epi.
257
00:11:38,287 --> 00:11:40,256
[on PA]
Dr. Nelson to dermatology.
258
00:11:40,289 --> 00:11:42,926
Dr. Charlotte Nelsonto dermatology.
259
00:11:44,427 --> 00:11:47,563
Hey, uh, what did
the lawyers ask you?
260
00:11:47,597 --> 00:11:49,799
Same as everyone else.
"What happened that night?"
261
00:11:49,832 --> 00:11:51,467
Yeah. W-What did you say?
262
00:11:51,500 --> 00:11:55,338
-Oh, I need to check
on Bailey's post-ops.
-Uh--
263
00:11:57,074 --> 00:11:58,608
You took my car this morning.
264
00:11:58,641 --> 00:12:01,243
-You said I could borrow it.
-Not without asking me first.
265
00:12:01,277 --> 00:12:04,447
-Well, I left you a note.
-Under which pile of stuff?
266
00:12:05,615 --> 00:12:08,884
Would this be a bad time
to let you know that
I'm on your service?
267
00:12:08,919 --> 00:12:11,955
-You have got to be kidding me.
-I'll go round on your patients.
268
00:12:11,989 --> 00:12:14,657
[on PA]
Dr. Reynolds to pediatrics.Dr. Ethel Reynolds...
269
00:12:14,690 --> 00:12:16,659
-[sighs]
-Intern woes?
270
00:12:16,692 --> 00:12:17,928
Yeah, something like that.
271
00:12:17,961 --> 00:12:20,329
The, um, fetal embolization
is canceled.
272
00:12:20,363 --> 00:12:22,832
-Mom got spooked.
-Well, it's a spooky surgery.
273
00:12:22,865 --> 00:12:24,500
Not only are you
inserting a needle,
274
00:12:24,533 --> 00:12:27,070
but multiple metal coils into
their tiny, tiny baby's brain.
275
00:12:27,104 --> 00:12:29,039
Well, this is the
best shot that baby has.
276
00:12:29,072 --> 00:12:31,074
Doesn't make it
any less terrifying.
277
00:12:32,541 --> 00:12:33,576
[grunts]
278
00:12:33,609 --> 00:12:34,644
-Okay.
-All right.
279
00:12:38,147 --> 00:12:40,416
Why do you have to invade
my workplace with your mess?
280
00:12:40,449 --> 00:12:44,253
Joshy is not a mess. He's a
human being, and a subscriber.
281
00:12:44,286 --> 00:12:46,856
Oh, God. Are you still making
those dumb videos?
282
00:12:46,889 --> 00:12:49,358
I heal people, just like you.
283
00:12:49,392 --> 00:12:52,294
-You are an influencer.
-A wellness influencer.
284
00:12:52,328 --> 00:12:55,197
You went on one yoga retreat
and dated a Pilates instructor.
285
00:12:55,231 --> 00:12:57,667
That does not make you a doctor.
286
00:12:57,700 --> 00:13:00,336
It's branding, like
Dr. Dre or Dr. Seuss.
287
00:13:00,369 --> 00:13:02,838
They don't wear scrubs
and tell people what to eat.
288
00:13:02,872 --> 00:13:03,907
Hey, Dr. Millin?
289
00:13:03,940 --> 00:13:04,975
-Yes.
-That's me.
290
00:13:05,008 --> 00:13:07,543
Um. Kind of hurting here.
291
00:13:08,444 --> 00:13:10,579
-Okay. Is the pain
getting worse?
-Yeah.
292
00:13:10,613 --> 00:13:13,382
-It's like I told the doc
in my DM...
-[Millin sighs]
293
00:13:13,416 --> 00:13:16,285
...it started as an ingrown hair
or something on my back,
294
00:13:16,318 --> 00:13:18,721
but now it's swelled up.
295
00:13:18,754 --> 00:13:20,356
I can't see. Is it bad?
296
00:13:24,860 --> 00:13:26,562
[groans] That, um--
297
00:13:28,031 --> 00:13:30,666
That one's gonna be
all you, Dr. Millin.
298
00:13:30,700 --> 00:13:31,734
Mm-hmm.
299
00:13:34,437 --> 00:13:36,139
-Thank you so much.
-There you go.
300
00:13:36,173 --> 00:13:38,507
[Vida's partner] Dr. Robbins.
Stop, please.
301
00:13:39,575 --> 00:13:40,576
You can't leave.
302
00:13:41,277 --> 00:13:42,812
I can't do the surgery
303
00:13:42,845 --> 00:13:44,747
without consent or your trust.
304
00:13:46,515 --> 00:13:49,652
You have mine, and, uh, I
think you'll have Vida's.
305
00:13:49,685 --> 00:13:51,021
She just needs a minute.
306
00:13:51,054 --> 00:13:54,490
Two weeks ago,
we were debating
the cost of crib sheets,
307
00:13:54,523 --> 00:13:57,326
and... [exhales]
...today, well, we're here.
308
00:13:59,096 --> 00:14:01,430
Look, our baby can't die.
309
00:14:02,199 --> 00:14:04,767
If she dies, Vida
won't survive that,
310
00:14:04,800 --> 00:14:08,304
so please,
just keep prepping and planning
what you need to do.
311
00:14:08,337 --> 00:14:11,607
But whatever happens,
Dr. Robbins, just don't leave.
312
00:14:17,446 --> 00:14:20,150
[on PA]
Dr... call Oncology 2622.
313
00:14:20,183 --> 00:14:23,086
-Hi. Could you
help me with something?
-Ooh, is it a chest tube?
314
00:14:23,120 --> 00:14:24,420
-No.
-Oh. Then no, thanks.
315
00:14:24,453 --> 00:14:25,821
I'm trying to drain
this giant abscess,
316
00:14:25,855 --> 00:14:27,057
and nothing is coming out.
317
00:14:27,090 --> 00:14:28,457
Just call an attending.
318
00:14:28,491 --> 00:14:31,161
-Hunt's around.
-I'd really rather not.
319
00:14:31,794 --> 00:14:32,862
You did know that guy.
320
00:14:32,896 --> 00:14:33,930
I didn't.
321
00:14:34,497 --> 00:14:35,966
I know the guy he's with.
322
00:14:35,999 --> 00:14:38,001
An ex-boyfriend?
Someone you ghosted?
323
00:14:38,034 --> 00:14:40,070
Ew. No, it's my brother.
324
00:14:40,103 --> 00:14:42,172
And he is nothing but trouble.
325
00:14:42,205 --> 00:14:45,441
He thinks he's a doctor,
and I would rather not
involve anyone else
326
00:14:45,474 --> 00:14:49,012
on a day when
we've already been interviewed
by hospital lawyers. So--
327
00:14:49,045 --> 00:14:51,714
-Okay, I'm in.
-Thank you,
thank you, thank you.
328
00:14:51,747 --> 00:14:55,417
But I get to ask him
as many questions about
your childhood as I want.
329
00:14:55,451 --> 00:14:56,619
I--
330
00:14:56,652 --> 00:14:58,687
Dorian's prelim culture
came back negative,
331
00:14:58,721 --> 00:15:00,957
except for the sample from
the subclavian central line.
332
00:15:00,991 --> 00:15:02,558
Yeah. Well, he needs access.
333
00:15:02,591 --> 00:15:05,461
DC the infected line and get a
new one on the opposite side.
334
00:15:05,494 --> 00:15:07,429
Have you placed a
subclavian line before?
335
00:15:07,463 --> 00:15:08,330
Two.
336
00:15:08,364 --> 00:15:10,167
Well, time to make it three.
337
00:15:11,734 --> 00:15:13,869
[clicks tongue]
Now would be nice.
338
00:15:14,804 --> 00:15:16,772
[exhales] I've never done one
without supervision.
339
00:15:16,806 --> 00:15:18,574
Are you sure you don't want me
to wait for you?
340
00:15:18,607 --> 00:15:20,409
It's a central line, Kwan.
341
00:15:20,442 --> 00:15:22,012
You've seen it. You've done it.
342
00:15:22,045 --> 00:15:23,579
Just trust your instincts.
343
00:15:25,815 --> 00:15:28,851
Okay.
Once the baby's in position,
I'll inject the paralytic,
344
00:15:28,884 --> 00:15:32,488
then we'll start the clock
with the goal of finishing
under 20 minutes. Why?
345
00:15:33,489 --> 00:15:34,790
Rookies, I'm asking you.
346
00:15:34,824 --> 00:15:36,659
Uh, more time means more stress
on the baby.
347
00:15:36,692 --> 00:15:39,762
And the mom.
She'll be awake the entire time.
348
00:15:39,795 --> 00:15:42,798
A prolonged procedure also
puts stress on the pregnancy.
349
00:15:42,832 --> 00:15:45,001
So there's no
room for error. None.
350
00:15:45,035 --> 00:15:46,937
Are you going to
be pacing in the OR?
351
00:15:46,970 --> 00:15:49,638
Because if so, please
remind me to disinvite you.
352
00:15:49,672 --> 00:15:51,540
Okay. We're through the skull.
353
00:15:52,408 --> 00:15:54,311
What are these, exactly?
354
00:15:54,343 --> 00:15:58,215
Phantom skulls. They approximate
different possible densities
of fetal skulls.
355
00:15:58,248 --> 00:16:01,417
If this were the real thing,
blood would come
through the needle,
356
00:16:01,450 --> 00:16:03,385
but until then,
everything is hypothetical.
357
00:16:03,419 --> 00:16:04,653
But it's not.
358
00:16:05,621 --> 00:16:08,824
You're practicing
on a 3D printed bone simulation.
359
00:16:08,858 --> 00:16:11,294
-How is that even close
to the real thing?
-Griffith--
360
00:16:11,328 --> 00:16:12,695
And why are we practicing at all
361
00:16:12,728 --> 00:16:14,563
if the patient hasn't agreed
to the surgery?
362
00:16:14,597 --> 00:16:16,365
Uh, shouldn't we be in there
talking to Vida,
363
00:16:16,398 --> 00:16:19,236
explaining the consequences
of not going through with
the surgery?
364
00:16:19,269 --> 00:16:22,638
We don't convince anyone of
anything. That's not what we do.
365
00:16:22,671 --> 00:16:25,541
Okay.
Then should we be recommending
this procedure at all?
366
00:16:25,574 --> 00:16:27,776
Okay. Both you
and Griffith, out.
367
00:16:30,579 --> 00:16:31,614
Wait.
368
00:16:33,482 --> 00:16:34,717
He's not wrong.
369
00:16:35,517 --> 00:16:37,486
Well, I mean, he--
he's kind of wrong.
370
00:16:37,519 --> 00:16:39,588
But what I mean is,
371
00:16:40,389 --> 00:16:42,192
is anyone good
with a 3D printer?
372
00:16:44,660 --> 00:16:48,131
So, what was Millin like
as a kid?
373
00:16:48,164 --> 00:16:49,266
Kind of the same.
374
00:16:49,299 --> 00:16:51,867
Smart, cool, weirdly good skin?
375
00:16:51,902 --> 00:16:53,270
I was gonna say mean.
376
00:16:55,071 --> 00:16:56,405
Hey, Joshy.
377
00:16:56,438 --> 00:16:58,574
You'll need to hydrate
after this. Okay?
378
00:16:58,607 --> 00:17:02,379
Our bodies are 60% water.
Go back to the source, amigo.
379
00:17:02,411 --> 00:17:03,846
-Thanks, Dr. Millin.
-Of course.
380
00:17:03,879 --> 00:17:05,982
All right, I'm going to
make another incision.
381
00:17:06,016 --> 00:17:09,752
You'll feel some pressure,
and then hopefully
you'll feel better.
382
00:17:14,024 --> 00:17:15,258
Hmm.
383
00:17:17,593 --> 00:17:19,296
-[Joshy groans]
-Nothing?
384
00:17:19,329 --> 00:17:21,563
I swear I made
a deep enough incision.
385
00:17:22,665 --> 00:17:24,733
-We have to call Hunt.
-I'd really rather not.
386
00:17:24,767 --> 00:17:28,671
And I'd really rather not
get in trouble for doing
something without an attending
387
00:17:28,704 --> 00:17:31,174
after already being in trouble
for something I didn't do.
388
00:17:31,207 --> 00:17:32,508
I'd really rather not die,
389
00:17:32,541 --> 00:17:34,877
so can someone please call
whoever Hunt is?
390
00:17:35,979 --> 00:17:37,013
I'm doing it.
391
00:17:37,047 --> 00:17:38,381
[Joshy sighs]
392
00:17:44,254 --> 00:17:45,487
Hey.
393
00:17:45,521 --> 00:17:47,424
You listen carefully.
394
00:17:48,158 --> 00:17:49,926
My boss is probably gonna come,
395
00:17:49,960 --> 00:17:54,364
and I don't want you
embarrassing me with
your "Dr. Millin" crap.
396
00:17:54,397 --> 00:17:57,300
Okay. You are
going to wait outside.
397
00:17:57,334 --> 00:18:00,836
And don't talk to
anyone. Don't move.
398
00:18:00,869 --> 00:18:03,872
I'd say don't think, but
you've already got that covered.
399
00:18:03,907 --> 00:18:08,011
You are going to stay
where I can see you,
400
00:18:08,044 --> 00:18:10,512
or, so help me God,
401
00:18:10,546 --> 00:18:15,185
I will hire a bot farm to
drag you on every message board
on the Internet.
402
00:18:15,218 --> 00:18:16,518
Got it?
403
00:18:16,552 --> 00:18:18,821
-[scoffs]
-Great.
404
00:18:24,727 --> 00:18:27,397
Shepherd was
annoyed with me, not you.
405
00:18:27,998 --> 00:18:29,933
[Griffith] This morning,
406
00:18:29,966 --> 00:18:35,438
the lawyers asked
if I would have opened Sam up
if you hadn't asked me to,
407
00:18:35,472 --> 00:18:36,505
and I said no.
408
00:18:36,538 --> 00:18:38,975
So you threw me under the bus.
409
00:18:39,009 --> 00:18:41,577
-I defended myself. I just--
-By slitting my throat.
410
00:18:41,610 --> 00:18:44,813
You told me to tell
them the truth, so I did.
411
00:18:46,282 --> 00:18:48,884
We didn't get a chance to
align our stories because you...
412
00:18:53,223 --> 00:18:54,457
walked away.
413
00:18:57,559 --> 00:18:59,429
Where are you
even living, Lucas?
414
00:19:02,698 --> 00:19:03,632
Lucas.
415
00:19:03,665 --> 00:19:06,302
We have to focus
on work, remember?
416
00:19:12,841 --> 00:19:15,577
So what does
the spleen do, exactly?
417
00:19:15,611 --> 00:19:17,780
[scoffs] Hell if I know.
418
00:19:19,416 --> 00:19:21,084
How many times was I shot?
419
00:19:21,650 --> 00:19:23,086
Come on. Just tell me.
420
00:19:24,220 --> 00:19:25,654
There were three bullets.
421
00:19:25,687 --> 00:19:29,691
One hit your lung, and two
went through your abdomen.
422
00:19:29,725 --> 00:19:33,129
-So, how long
do I have to stay here?
-[sighs]
423
00:19:33,163 --> 00:19:36,433
We'll know more
once we can confirm that you're
getting adequate nutrients
424
00:19:36,466 --> 00:19:38,501
despite how much
bowel was removed.
425
00:19:39,235 --> 00:19:40,537
It's important for healing.
426
00:19:40,569 --> 00:19:42,105
[inhales, groans]
427
00:19:42,138 --> 00:19:44,974
-The left side of my chest--
it hurts.
-[monitor beeps]
428
00:19:45,475 --> 00:19:46,509
I need oxygen.
429
00:19:46,543 --> 00:19:47,676
-[nurse] On it.
-[gasps]
430
00:19:47,709 --> 00:19:49,946
-Is this normal?
-Page Dr. Schmitt.
431
00:19:49,979 --> 00:19:52,315
Come on, come on. It's okay.
Breathe. Breathe.
432
00:19:52,348 --> 00:19:53,682
It's okay. It's okay.
433
00:20:00,557 --> 00:20:01,891
Hi, Vida.
434
00:20:01,925 --> 00:20:03,792
I'm still not ready
to make any decision.
435
00:20:03,826 --> 00:20:05,995
But-- And you don't have to.
436
00:20:08,031 --> 00:20:11,334
My colleague,
Dr. Herman, likes to--
437
00:20:11,367 --> 00:20:15,138
Well, if you've read about me,
then you've most certainly
read about her.
438
00:20:15,171 --> 00:20:16,738
She also has low vision,
439
00:20:16,772 --> 00:20:19,042
and when we discuss a surgery,
she likes to walk through it.
440
00:20:19,075 --> 00:20:23,012
So, before you leave,
I'd like to discuss the surgery
441
00:20:23,046 --> 00:20:26,082
and walk you through it the way
that I walk through it with her.
442
00:20:26,983 --> 00:20:27,816
[whispers] Okay.
443
00:20:27,850 --> 00:20:31,488
So this is a 3D printed model
444
00:20:31,521 --> 00:20:33,689
of your daughter's ultrasound
this morning.
445
00:20:42,232 --> 00:20:46,202
And this is an MRI
of your baby's brain.
446
00:20:46,236 --> 00:20:49,539
We're going to position her
facing downwards
447
00:20:49,572 --> 00:20:53,309
so that we can access
and enter her head here.
448
00:20:53,343 --> 00:20:55,512
We're gonna insert the catheter
449
00:20:55,545 --> 00:20:58,114
and then deploy the coils
into the malformation.
450
00:21:04,621 --> 00:21:06,389
I know that it's hard
451
00:21:06,422 --> 00:21:09,791
when you can't hope based on
what others have done
before you.
452
00:21:09,825 --> 00:21:12,861
And it's one thing
to have faith for yourself,
453
00:21:12,896 --> 00:21:15,064
but to have it
for someone else, to--
454
00:21:16,166 --> 00:21:17,766
to have it for your child...
455
00:21:19,335 --> 00:21:23,206
[sighs] And no matter
how many times I tell you
456
00:21:23,239 --> 00:21:28,744
that I know
exactly what I'm doing,
you're still gonna be scared.
457
00:21:29,913 --> 00:21:31,648
And I know that it's painful,
458
00:21:31,680 --> 00:21:35,151
but this pain--
this pain has purpose.
459
00:21:35,919 --> 00:21:39,389
This pain could have life
460
00:21:39,422 --> 00:21:40,789
on the other side of it.
461
00:21:46,762 --> 00:21:50,066
-What happened?
-[Kwan] I inserted the line,
then he went into distress.
462
00:21:50,099 --> 00:21:52,768
The X-ray shows that he dropped
a lung. He needs a chest tube.
463
00:21:52,801 --> 00:21:54,437
So why are you
just standing there?
464
00:21:54,470 --> 00:21:55,837
I was waiting for you.
465
00:21:55,871 --> 00:21:57,907
Am I dying? Is this it?
466
00:21:57,941 --> 00:22:00,610
It's a complication
that unfortunately can happen,
467
00:22:00,643 --> 00:22:02,278
but you're gonna be okay.
468
00:22:02,312 --> 00:22:06,482
Dr. Kwan is gonna
insert a chest tube
to reinflate the lung.
469
00:22:15,757 --> 00:22:17,560
[Dorian grunts, groans]
470
00:22:18,094 --> 00:22:19,195
Keep going.
471
00:22:21,064 --> 00:22:22,599
[groaning]
472
00:22:23,366 --> 00:22:25,501
I can't. You should do it.
473
00:22:30,006 --> 00:22:31,574
[groaning]
474
00:22:35,945 --> 00:22:37,846
-[gasps]
-That's good.
475
00:22:38,615 --> 00:22:40,183
[exhales]
476
00:22:40,216 --> 00:22:41,251
I can breathe.
477
00:22:44,153 --> 00:22:45,421
[sighs]
478
00:22:45,455 --> 00:22:48,658
-[Hunt sighs]
Hey. What do we got?
-This is Joshy.
479
00:22:48,691 --> 00:22:50,693
He came in with a
four-by-four centimeter abscess.
480
00:22:50,727 --> 00:22:55,231
We started the I and D,
but made the incision here,
and there's no pus.
481
00:22:55,265 --> 00:22:58,767
Mmm. Yeah, I see the problem.
It's likely loculated
and deeper. Okay.
482
00:22:58,800 --> 00:23:00,103
Palpate around the perimeter.
483
00:23:00,136 --> 00:23:02,405
Okay. You made
a good first incision,
484
00:23:02,438 --> 00:23:05,241
but you need to use your finger
to get to the correct pocket.
485
00:23:05,275 --> 00:23:07,809
Okay.
Now, as you palpate, it's--
you're gonna feel pressure.
486
00:23:07,843 --> 00:23:09,746
-[Joshy groans]
-You feel that?
487
00:23:09,778 --> 00:23:11,381
-Yeah.
-Okay. Good. Uh, scalpel.
488
00:23:11,414 --> 00:23:13,549
-[squelching]
-[Yasuda] All right.
Let's get this here.
489
00:23:13,583 --> 00:23:14,984
Now, cut deeper.
490
00:23:16,185 --> 00:23:17,954
-[Yasuda] Wait one second.
-[Millin] Okay.
491
00:23:17,987 --> 00:23:20,423
-[both] Ooh!
-Oh, my God. Yes!
492
00:23:20,456 --> 00:23:21,823
[gags]
493
00:23:21,857 --> 00:23:23,926
Yeah. Unfortunately,
you never forget that smell.
494
00:23:23,960 --> 00:23:25,861
-[sighs]
-[Hunt] You okay there, Joshy?
495
00:23:25,895 --> 00:23:27,297
[whimpering] Never felt better.
496
00:23:27,330 --> 00:23:30,266
-Thank God for Dr. Millin.
-[Hunt] Nice work. Okay.
497
00:23:30,300 --> 00:23:32,468
Let's wash out the wound,
pack it with iodine gauze,
498
00:23:32,502 --> 00:23:35,204
and set him up with home health
for dressing changes.
499
00:23:37,273 --> 00:23:39,075
Whoa! I need a gurney!
500
00:23:39,108 --> 00:23:41,044
Does anybody know
who this guy is?
501
00:23:46,616 --> 00:23:50,886
Really? I think
this is the same model that
I practiced on 20 years ago.
502
00:23:50,920 --> 00:23:54,823
Are you ready or not for
phase two? Fine motor skills?
503
00:23:54,856 --> 00:23:59,662
You need to do
an anastomosis with this
perfect saphenous vein graft.
504
00:24:00,496 --> 00:24:01,698
[groans]
505
00:24:01,731 --> 00:24:03,266
We can stop
if you need to, you know.
506
00:24:03,299 --> 00:24:04,667
No, I'm good.
507
00:24:04,701 --> 00:24:07,737
This patient needs a bypass,
and I am going to give him one.
508
00:24:07,770 --> 00:24:09,439
Potts scissors.
509
00:24:09,472 --> 00:24:12,408
Potts scissors. Right. Um.
510
00:24:12,442 --> 00:24:14,610
-No.
-Um.
511
00:24:14,644 --> 00:24:16,845
-Ugh.
-[sighs] You're no BokHee.
512
00:24:18,481 --> 00:24:19,615
Neither are you.
513
00:24:19,649 --> 00:24:20,683
[door opens]
514
00:24:20,717 --> 00:24:22,285
[Ndugu] Am I interrupting?
515
00:24:22,318 --> 00:24:23,852
Dr. Ndugu.
516
00:24:23,885 --> 00:24:27,156
I have been standing
for multiple hours.
517
00:24:27,190 --> 00:24:30,660
I have performed CPR,
and I've cracked a chest,
518
00:24:30,693 --> 00:24:32,895
and now I am
operating on a heart.
519
00:24:32,929 --> 00:24:37,066
I can assure you
that I have stamina.
520
00:24:37,100 --> 00:24:39,535
Well, that's great.
But you're not cleared.
521
00:24:39,569 --> 00:24:42,372
I feel fine.
522
00:24:42,405 --> 00:24:44,173
Yeah, you feel fine today.
523
00:24:44,207 --> 00:24:46,542
We both know recovery
for open-heart surgery
524
00:24:46,576 --> 00:24:48,111
is a month minimum.
525
00:24:48,144 --> 00:24:50,179
If you came back early and
something happened to a patient,
526
00:24:50,213 --> 00:24:53,049
I wouldn't be able to live with
myself, and neither would you.
527
00:24:53,616 --> 00:24:55,685
I'll take her to the OR.
528
00:24:55,718 --> 00:24:57,220
Dr. Webber.
529
00:24:57,253 --> 00:24:59,856
I've been with her all day.
I know what she can do.
530
00:24:59,888 --> 00:25:03,126
I'll observe her work,
and then I'll sign off
on her return.
531
00:25:04,460 --> 00:25:06,696
If he signs off, then I do too.
532
00:25:11,567 --> 00:25:15,905
And then after that,
I'm gonna need labs
on the Turner kid in room 1343.
533
00:25:15,938 --> 00:25:18,207
-And make sure that--
-You stole my intern?
534
00:25:18,241 --> 00:25:20,243
-Your surgery was canceled.
-It's back on.
535
00:25:20,276 --> 00:25:23,045
Okay. Well, if interns
aren't allowed in the OR anyway,
536
00:25:23,079 --> 00:25:24,881
I could really use
him on my post-ops.
537
00:25:24,914 --> 00:25:27,049
-Yeah, I could use
the hours in peds.
-Prep Vida.
538
00:25:27,083 --> 00:25:29,085
Right now. He's occupied.
539
00:25:30,453 --> 00:25:31,988
Clearly.
540
00:25:32,021 --> 00:25:33,923
[on PA]
Dr. Faraji to the SICU.Dr. Faraji...
541
00:25:33,956 --> 00:25:35,358
I'm gonna prep Vida.
542
00:25:35,391 --> 00:25:37,026
-Great. See you in the OR.
-I won't be there.
543
00:25:37,059 --> 00:25:38,561
I'll see Dr. Griffith?
544
00:25:38,594 --> 00:25:41,063
-No, interns aren't allowed
in the OR.
-Says who?
545
00:25:43,199 --> 00:25:44,233
[Bailey] Wha--
546
00:25:46,803 --> 00:25:48,037
You--
547
00:25:49,872 --> 00:25:52,208
-This used to be an office.
-Never.
548
00:25:52,241 --> 00:25:54,410
It doesn't matter.
What matters is--
549
00:25:54,444 --> 00:25:55,478
What happened, Bailey?
550
00:25:56,345 --> 00:25:57,647
Vida consented.
551
00:25:57,680 --> 00:25:59,917
No, no, no, no.
Not to Vida, to you.
552
00:25:59,949 --> 00:26:03,052
You once put
an HIV virus in a kid
553
00:26:03,085 --> 00:26:05,923
because you read two papers that
said it might cure his SCID.
554
00:26:05,955 --> 00:26:08,357
Okay. It-It-It-- Had it
ever been done before? No.
555
00:26:08,391 --> 00:26:10,993
But you did it anyways
because otherwise
the kid might have died.
556
00:26:11,027 --> 00:26:15,264
-[stammering] Okay, Robbins--
-[shushes] I'm still going.
Okay?
557
00:26:15,298 --> 00:26:18,701
You got an award for teaching,
which is not surprising,
558
00:26:18,734 --> 00:26:21,804
because you raised surgeons like
Cristina Yang and Meredith Grey.
559
00:26:21,838 --> 00:26:23,573
And you were finally
recognized for that.
560
00:26:23,606 --> 00:26:27,243
So can you imagine how
excited I was to come back here
561
00:26:27,276 --> 00:26:30,246
and to stand next to you
and to teach? But...
562
00:26:31,481 --> 00:26:34,984
interns are not
even allowed in the OR?
563
00:26:35,017 --> 00:26:37,119
-[stammers]
-I mean-- What-- Bailey.
564
00:26:37,153 --> 00:26:38,287
[sighs]
565
00:26:38,321 --> 00:26:43,793
We might fix a baby's
brain inside a womb.
566
00:26:44,994 --> 00:26:46,462
That is magic.
567
00:26:47,730 --> 00:26:49,065
And I don't know-- I don't know
568
00:26:49,098 --> 00:26:50,867
what the interns did
to get themselves banned.
569
00:26:50,901 --> 00:26:52,735
And I'm sure that it was awful.
570
00:26:53,569 --> 00:26:58,140
But if you don't let
them see the magic,
571
00:26:58,174 --> 00:27:01,410
then how will they be motivated
to get back in?
572
00:27:04,313 --> 00:27:05,448
[clicks tongue]
573
00:27:06,549 --> 00:27:08,251
[Altman]
I can't remember the last time
574
00:27:08,284 --> 00:27:11,020
I was this excited
for a VATS procedure.
575
00:27:11,053 --> 00:27:15,525
Maybe my first, but some of
the excitement was terror.
576
00:27:15,558 --> 00:27:19,595
My attending stood over me...
[muffled] ...the entire time,
577
00:27:19,629 --> 00:27:24,300
but I held it together,
and the procedure went fine.
578
00:27:26,235 --> 00:27:29,539
I never think that
nerves are a bad thing.
579
00:27:30,007 --> 00:27:31,374
[normal] Ready?
580
00:27:48,357 --> 00:27:50,159
[Wilson] Spinal's
been administered.
581
00:27:50,192 --> 00:27:51,827
[Shepherd] Great. Thank you.
582
00:27:52,628 --> 00:27:54,630
Hi, Vida. It's Dr. Robbins.
583
00:27:54,664 --> 00:27:58,035
Okay. I want to ask you
one more time if you're sure,
584
00:27:58,668 --> 00:28:00,102
because you can still say no.
585
00:28:00,136 --> 00:28:02,204
You are the one
that's in control.
586
00:28:03,339 --> 00:28:04,373
Yeah.
587
00:28:04,807 --> 00:28:06,043
Yeah, I'm sure.
588
00:28:06,475 --> 00:28:07,510
I'm ready.
589
00:28:08,578 --> 00:28:09,947
Save my baby.
590
00:28:13,549 --> 00:28:14,717
[Robbins sighs]
591
00:28:14,750 --> 00:28:17,219
[Bailey] Okay. Up against
the wall. All of you.
592
00:28:21,357 --> 00:28:23,159
[Robbins] Okay. Let's do this.
593
00:28:23,192 --> 00:28:24,860
Ultrasound, please.
594
00:28:27,730 --> 00:28:29,265
Dim the lights.
595
00:28:32,970 --> 00:28:34,403
All right, baby girl.
596
00:28:34,972 --> 00:28:36,205
Here we go.
597
00:28:42,378 --> 00:28:44,081
[Robbins] Okay, keep going.
598
00:28:44,113 --> 00:28:45,916
We need the back of the baby's
head facing the mom's belly.
599
00:28:45,949 --> 00:28:48,117
-[Wilson] I'm doing
the best I can.
-[phone vibrates]
600
00:28:48,150 --> 00:28:50,419
-She's being stubborn.
-Schmitt. Gotta go.
601
00:28:50,453 --> 00:28:51,922
Doesn't Bailey outrank him?
602
00:28:51,955 --> 00:28:54,256
[Kwan] It's been
20 minutes of this.
603
00:28:54,290 --> 00:28:55,926
[Robbins] Maybe try
the other direction.
604
00:28:55,959 --> 00:28:57,293
[door opens]
605
00:28:57,326 --> 00:28:59,562
-[phone ringing]
-[Yasuda softly] It's you.
606
00:28:59,595 --> 00:29:02,032
[sighs] If that phone
belongs to one of you,
607
00:29:02,065 --> 00:29:04,800
take it in this room,
'cause it's the last time
you'll be in it.
608
00:29:04,834 --> 00:29:06,402
[Adams] It isn't mine.
609
00:29:06,435 --> 00:29:07,938
[Yasuda] If we weren't
fired this morning, we are now.
610
00:29:07,971 --> 00:29:10,073
-[Griffith] Turn it off.
-I'm trying.
611
00:29:10,107 --> 00:29:13,409
-It's Doug. [sighs]
-[door opens]
612
00:29:13,442 --> 00:29:15,946
[Wilson] We're close. I almost
have the head in position.
613
00:29:15,979 --> 00:29:17,179
[Robbins] There. There.
614
00:29:17,213 --> 00:29:18,915
Okay, Wilson, hold her there.
615
00:29:18,949 --> 00:29:22,119
Injecting the paralytic
and anesthetic
into the baby's thigh.
616
00:29:27,323 --> 00:29:28,959
[Wilson] Needle is in.
617
00:29:30,894 --> 00:29:32,129
[Robbins] Okay.
618
00:29:34,064 --> 00:29:35,098
There she is.
619
00:29:35,132 --> 00:29:36,432
She's still.
620
00:29:37,000 --> 00:29:38,234
Dr. Shepherd.
621
00:29:38,267 --> 00:29:39,769
[Shepherd] Start the clock.
622
00:29:39,802 --> 00:29:41,237
Eighteen gauge, please.
623
00:29:41,270 --> 00:29:43,974
Every second puts the mother
and baby in more danger,
624
00:29:44,007 --> 00:29:45,441
so let's make them count.
625
00:29:48,277 --> 00:29:49,512
What is your problem?
626
00:29:49,545 --> 00:29:50,713
I woke up alone.
627
00:29:50,746 --> 00:29:53,716
-I was in surgery.
-Okay. Calm down, Julie Jules.
628
00:29:53,749 --> 00:29:56,086
Dr. Millin.
629
00:29:56,119 --> 00:29:57,720
You're my sister.
630
00:29:57,753 --> 00:29:59,822
-I don't make you call me that.
-You're not a doctor.
631
00:29:59,855 --> 00:30:02,458
I have spent every dollar
632
00:30:02,491 --> 00:30:05,761
and every ounce of my energy
to achieve that title.
633
00:30:05,795 --> 00:30:09,365
I have fought, sweat
and scraped my way through mess,
634
00:30:09,398 --> 00:30:13,302
and I am done with anyone who
tries to take that away from me.
635
00:30:13,335 --> 00:30:14,938
-Do you hear me?
-[Hunt] Millin.
636
00:30:14,971 --> 00:30:16,405
-What?
-Yes?
637
00:30:16,439 --> 00:30:18,041
He didn't say doctor.
He just said Millin.
638
00:30:18,075 --> 00:30:21,444
Dr. Millin can't treat you
because she's your sister.
639
00:30:21,477 --> 00:30:24,114
We have strict rules
about family treating family.
640
00:30:24,147 --> 00:30:27,616
But I assume you know that,
being a health care professional
and all.
641
00:30:27,650 --> 00:30:30,553
Listen, I know it can be hard
to take advice from family,
642
00:30:30,586 --> 00:30:32,588
so I'm gonna say this to you.
643
00:30:32,621 --> 00:30:36,358
Misleading others in
their health and wellness
is questionable at best.
644
00:30:36,392 --> 00:30:39,328
And as you saw today,
it can have severe consequences.
645
00:30:39,361 --> 00:30:43,066
So I recommend you find
other ways to influence people.
646
00:30:44,533 --> 00:30:47,204
And I hope you're proud
that you're related
647
00:30:47,236 --> 00:30:48,671
to an excellent physician.
648
00:30:49,271 --> 00:30:52,775
Now, you're free to go, okay?
649
00:30:57,379 --> 00:31:00,050
-Do you want a juice
for the road?
-Mmm.
650
00:31:00,083 --> 00:31:02,018
[Bailey] Okay,
it's been 14 minutes.
651
00:31:02,052 --> 00:31:05,488
[Shepherd]
We're going as fast as we can.
We need about three more coils.
652
00:31:06,756 --> 00:31:08,257
Stop, Shepherd.
653
00:31:09,291 --> 00:31:10,526
Stop right now.
654
00:31:12,528 --> 00:31:15,431
Okay. I'm gonna
speak quietly and calmly,
655
00:31:15,464 --> 00:31:18,068
and I would like for
everyone else to do the same.
656
00:31:18,101 --> 00:31:19,602
The baby is moving slightly,
657
00:31:19,635 --> 00:31:21,938
and I'm gonna administer
another round of paralytics.
658
00:31:21,972 --> 00:31:23,539
-[Wilson] We're mid-coil.
-Yeah.
659
00:31:23,572 --> 00:31:25,441
If the baby is moving
when we're inserting the coils,
660
00:31:25,474 --> 00:31:27,276
we risk putting them
in the wrong place.
661
00:31:27,309 --> 00:31:29,512
Can we shift the ultrasound,
so we can visualize
the baby's thigh?
662
00:31:29,545 --> 00:31:31,313
Very, very carefully, because
663
00:31:31,347 --> 00:31:33,349
there's a needle
sticking out the back
of this baby's head.
664
00:31:33,382 --> 00:31:35,952
-Robbins.
-[Robbins] Bailey,
I need you to trust me.
665
00:31:36,619 --> 00:31:38,188
All right. Calm down, baby girl.
666
00:31:38,221 --> 00:31:39,555
Calm down.
667
00:31:40,090 --> 00:31:41,224
There. Okay.
668
00:31:41,258 --> 00:31:42,591
Here we go.
669
00:31:42,625 --> 00:31:44,727
[Wilson] How much more time
does this buy us?
670
00:31:44,760 --> 00:31:46,862
[Robbins] It doesn't.
This is just tiding us over.
We have five minutes.
671
00:31:46,897 --> 00:31:48,597
Okay, she's still.
672
00:31:48,631 --> 00:31:49,665
Show me her heart.
673
00:31:50,599 --> 00:31:52,301
[beating]
674
00:31:52,334 --> 00:31:55,071
It's strong. Back to her brain.
675
00:31:55,805 --> 00:31:56,940
Dr. Shepherd, you need to--
676
00:31:56,973 --> 00:31:58,374
-Move fast.
-Yeah.
677
00:32:13,190 --> 00:32:14,291
-Hey.
-Hmm.
678
00:32:14,323 --> 00:32:15,858
How was the VATS?
679
00:32:15,892 --> 00:32:17,326
Well, Beckman's doing it.
680
00:32:20,197 --> 00:32:24,533
I've been away from the OR
about three weeks...
[smacks lips]
681
00:32:24,567 --> 00:32:27,304
...and I thought
today was the day.
682
00:32:27,336 --> 00:32:29,672
But when I started
to glove and gown,
683
00:32:30,739 --> 00:32:32,142
I saw the patient.
684
00:32:32,175 --> 00:32:34,677
I smelled the room
and heard the monitors.
685
00:32:34,710 --> 00:32:37,346
I used to be able to
take a break from the OR.
686
00:32:37,379 --> 00:32:39,448
And no matter
how long I was out,
687
00:32:39,481 --> 00:32:42,551
it would immediately
come right back to me.
688
00:32:43,019 --> 00:32:44,254
But today...
689
00:32:46,957 --> 00:32:48,591
I didn't feel it come back.
690
00:32:50,026 --> 00:32:51,328
It's still there.
691
00:32:52,494 --> 00:32:55,731
You were watching me all day,
but I was also watching you.
692
00:32:55,764 --> 00:32:58,335
You had my back
today. You always do.
693
00:32:59,568 --> 00:33:01,905
So let me do the same for you.
Trust me.
694
00:33:01,938 --> 00:33:04,941
If I ever believe
that you do not belong in there,
695
00:33:04,975 --> 00:33:06,542
I will tell you.
696
00:33:11,214 --> 00:33:13,950
[Shepherd] Okay.
All coils deployed.
697
00:33:13,984 --> 00:33:15,484
Removing the needle now.
698
00:33:17,553 --> 00:33:20,190
[Robbins] Can you load
the pre-op ultrasound, please?
699
00:33:25,394 --> 00:33:27,230
[Wilson] Oh, my God.
700
00:33:27,964 --> 00:33:30,333
[gasps] It's gone.
701
00:33:32,068 --> 00:33:33,602
It's not gone.
702
00:33:34,870 --> 00:33:36,405
It's repaired.
703
00:33:39,109 --> 00:33:40,542
Dr. Bailey.
704
00:33:43,313 --> 00:33:44,546
[whimpering] Magic.
705
00:33:45,048 --> 00:33:46,216
[whimpers]
706
00:33:46,249 --> 00:33:47,716
[Robbins] Great
work, Dr. Shepherd.
707
00:33:56,059 --> 00:33:57,360
[scoffs]
708
00:34:06,468 --> 00:34:08,171
Uh, I restarted
his trickle feeds.
709
00:34:08,204 --> 00:34:11,141
His parents have been updated,
and they're on their way.
710
00:34:11,174 --> 00:34:12,409
Thanks.
711
00:34:14,311 --> 00:34:15,544
I saw Maxine...
712
00:34:18,915 --> 00:34:19,950
in my head. I--
713
00:34:21,084 --> 00:34:23,519
Dorian was
struggling to breathe,
714
00:34:24,988 --> 00:34:26,689
and I could only see Maxine.
715
00:34:26,722 --> 00:34:30,293
[stammers]
You met with the lawyers
this morning, didn't you?
716
00:34:32,628 --> 00:34:34,130
You'll keep seeing Maxine.
717
00:34:34,730 --> 00:34:36,299
That's just how it is.
718
00:34:36,333 --> 00:34:37,800
The memorable complications,
719
00:34:37,833 --> 00:34:41,804
the ones that we think will
affect our entire careers.
720
00:34:41,837 --> 00:34:45,175
They follow you whether
it's a good or bad outcome.
721
00:34:45,208 --> 00:34:46,508
Soon, it--
722
00:34:47,776 --> 00:34:49,446
it'll start to dull, though.
723
00:34:49,478 --> 00:34:50,713
Will it go away?
724
00:34:51,114 --> 00:34:52,215
No.
725
00:34:52,248 --> 00:34:54,717
But I'm not sure we want it to.
726
00:34:58,221 --> 00:35:01,623
Vida, it's still early,
but the procedure went well.
727
00:35:01,657 --> 00:35:04,860
And so far,
your baby's doing great.
728
00:35:04,894 --> 00:35:07,931
Her cardiac output is,
uh, decreasing,
and it looks promising.
729
00:35:07,964 --> 00:35:08,797
[chuckles]
730
00:35:08,831 --> 00:35:11,267
Oh, my gosh. Thank you so much.
731
00:35:11,301 --> 00:35:13,336
Um. So, what now? We just wait?
732
00:35:13,370 --> 00:35:15,604
No, we'll follow
closely with imaging.
733
00:35:15,637 --> 00:35:17,207
And after you give birth,
734
00:35:17,240 --> 00:35:20,410
we will take the baby to
the NICU, likely for a month.
735
00:35:20,443 --> 00:35:22,412
-A whole month?
-We need to be extra careful.
736
00:35:22,445 --> 00:35:26,416
And then we'll continue
to monitor you and the baby
for the next two years.
737
00:35:26,449 --> 00:35:28,284
We'll-- We'll be in it together.
738
00:35:28,318 --> 00:35:29,551
[chuckles]
739
00:35:30,186 --> 00:35:31,421
[Vida] Gosh.
740
00:35:31,454 --> 00:35:32,654
Dr. Bailey.
741
00:35:32,688 --> 00:35:35,058
Yeah-- Uh-- Yes, I'm-I'm here.
742
00:35:35,091 --> 00:35:36,525
-[chuckles]
-Thank you.
743
00:35:36,558 --> 00:35:40,529
Thank you for the clinic,
for following up with me,
744
00:35:40,562 --> 00:35:42,499
for introducing
us to Dr. Robbins...
745
00:35:42,531 --> 00:35:43,565
[Bailey chuckles]
746
00:35:43,599 --> 00:35:44,833
...for everything.
747
00:35:44,867 --> 00:35:47,536
-Thank you.
-You are welcome.
748
00:35:49,906 --> 00:35:51,007
Mmm.
749
00:35:51,041 --> 00:35:52,242
[whispers] Crisps.
750
00:35:52,275 --> 00:35:53,510
C-3.
751
00:35:55,611 --> 00:35:58,714
-Doug seems--
-Don't say nice
or charming, please.
752
00:35:58,747 --> 00:36:00,517
I was gonna say spoiled.
753
00:36:01,051 --> 00:36:02,318
Infuriating.
754
00:36:02,352 --> 00:36:04,653
I may be projecting
my own brother issues.
755
00:36:05,355 --> 00:36:06,722
Do you know how many times
756
00:36:06,755 --> 00:36:08,590
I have had to bail him out?
757
00:36:08,624 --> 00:36:10,393
I always hated it
when my mom would say,
758
00:36:10,427 --> 00:36:13,862
"It's the big sister's job to
watch after the younger kids."
759
00:36:14,630 --> 00:36:16,533
No, I mean out of jail.
760
00:36:16,565 --> 00:36:20,103
Always for dumb stuff
like trespassing and vandalism.
761
00:36:20,136 --> 00:36:22,972
And you know, it's the
same thing with my parents.
762
00:36:23,006 --> 00:36:25,475
-Mmm.
-Something goes wrong,
call Jules.
763
00:36:26,642 --> 00:36:31,613
And the dumbest part is
that I answer every time.
764
00:36:31,647 --> 00:36:34,050
You know, Maxine's
more family to me than them.
765
00:36:34,084 --> 00:36:36,352
And the lawyer said
that her son doesn't want me
766
00:36:36,386 --> 00:36:37,954
to be her medical proxy anymore.
767
00:36:37,987 --> 00:36:40,090
You know, honestly,
he should be grateful.
768
00:36:40,123 --> 00:36:44,260
If it weren't for our mistakes,
his mom could still be
on a vent or dead.
769
00:36:44,294 --> 00:36:45,727
That is a terrible thing to say.
770
00:36:45,761 --> 00:36:49,032
Well, we might all be named
in lawsuits anyway.
771
00:36:49,065 --> 00:36:50,266
Okay, but why you?
772
00:36:50,300 --> 00:36:51,733
You didn't even do
anything wrong that night.
773
00:36:51,767 --> 00:36:53,937
This is what I keep saying.
774
00:36:55,071 --> 00:36:56,106
Finally.
775
00:36:58,640 --> 00:36:59,943
Are my keys back there?
776
00:36:59,976 --> 00:37:03,146
Adams texted me
that they were at the desk.
777
00:37:03,947 --> 00:37:05,848
Okay. Yeah, I'm gonna kill him.
778
00:37:05,881 --> 00:37:09,685
Would you page Adams
and tell him
the chief of neuro needs a word?
779
00:37:10,954 --> 00:37:13,622
Wow. You really have it out
for that intern.
780
00:37:13,655 --> 00:37:14,991
You really sneak up on people.
781
00:37:15,024 --> 00:37:17,160
Did he make a mistake
on one of your patients?
782
00:37:17,193 --> 00:37:20,096
He's my nephew,
and he's crashing at my place,
and he's a slob.
783
00:37:21,164 --> 00:37:22,499
Also, he has my car keys.
784
00:37:22,532 --> 00:37:24,666
Mmm. You need a ride home?
785
00:37:24,700 --> 00:37:27,103
Uh. No, thanks.
786
00:37:28,571 --> 00:37:30,306
Well, cut him some slack.
787
00:37:30,340 --> 00:37:32,641
I mean, his aunt just performed
groundbreaking surgery,
788
00:37:32,674 --> 00:37:34,144
and he can't even
enter labs correctly.
789
00:37:34,177 --> 00:37:36,412
-He messed up your labs?
-Hmm. Horribly.
790
00:37:36,446 --> 00:37:38,014
We were all interns once.
791
00:37:38,581 --> 00:37:40,150
Congrats on your surgery.
792
00:37:47,423 --> 00:37:48,992
It still smells
the same in here.
793
00:37:49,025 --> 00:37:53,862
[scoffs] You said you'd
make history, and you did.
794
00:37:53,897 --> 00:37:54,931
We did.
795
00:37:56,633 --> 00:37:59,369
Uh, look, the
interns killed a patient
796
00:37:59,402 --> 00:38:02,605
by opening his chest without
an attending being in the room.
797
00:38:02,639 --> 00:38:04,840
So, I sidelined them.
798
00:38:04,873 --> 00:38:08,411
They have to complete procedure
logs with all the basics
799
00:38:08,444 --> 00:38:10,079
before being
allowed back in the OR.
800
00:38:10,113 --> 00:38:13,149
-They're almost finished.
-Mmm.
801
00:38:13,983 --> 00:38:16,019
You know,
going back to the basics
802
00:38:16,052 --> 00:38:18,288
won't stop them
from making mistakes.
803
00:38:18,922 --> 00:38:20,657
They're interns. [chuckles]
804
00:38:20,689 --> 00:38:22,992
-Tiny surgeons.
-Mmm.
805
00:38:24,360 --> 00:38:27,997
But... you know this.
806
00:38:28,031 --> 00:38:29,098
[chuckles] So I--
807
00:38:31,733 --> 00:38:34,736
Okay, last month,
Ben broke his arm on duty.
808
00:38:34,770 --> 00:38:36,673
-Oh. I--
-No, no, he was fine,
809
00:38:36,705 --> 00:38:41,077
but he could only man the desk
or drive the trucks.
810
00:38:42,645 --> 00:38:46,649
And then today,
the brace came off.
811
00:38:46,683 --> 00:38:50,053
So, now he'll be right back
to the calls and--
812
00:38:50,086 --> 00:38:52,088
-Danger.
-Yes.
813
00:38:52,121 --> 00:38:54,023
-[Robbins] Ugh.
-[whimpers] Yes.
814
00:38:54,057 --> 00:38:57,327
It's so hard letting them
out of our sight.
815
00:38:57,360 --> 00:38:58,895
[inhales]
816
00:39:00,430 --> 00:39:04,901
But you have to trust
in things you can't see.
817
00:39:04,934 --> 00:39:08,371
Sometimes you just
gotta trust... [sighs]
818
00:39:08,404 --> 00:39:10,039
...that it'll be okay.
819
00:39:11,541 --> 00:39:16,379
Yeah, that, um, isn't exactly
easy for me. It's--
820
00:39:16,412 --> 00:39:17,746
Yeah, fair.
821
00:39:19,249 --> 00:39:22,185
So, are you gonna
let 'em back in the OR?
822
00:39:22,884 --> 00:39:25,321
-Hell no.
-Bailey.
823
00:39:25,355 --> 00:39:29,459
[stammers] They didn't
even appreciate the magic.
824
00:39:29,492 --> 00:39:30,593
Okay.
825
00:39:30,627 --> 00:39:32,428
-There she is.
-What?
826
00:39:32,462 --> 00:39:34,597
[Grey]
As long as you're hurting,you're living. We know this.
827
00:39:34,631 --> 00:39:35,999
-Goodness.
-[Robbins] I missed you.
828
00:39:36,032 --> 00:39:37,634
-[laughs]
-Pain is an excellent teacher.
829
00:39:37,667 --> 00:39:38,701
I did it.
830
00:39:38,735 --> 00:39:39,902
I completed my log.
831
00:39:39,936 --> 00:39:41,571
I'm going to the OR.
832
00:39:41,604 --> 00:39:44,340
[singing] I beat all you people.
833
00:39:44,374 --> 00:39:45,942
Let me see that.
834
00:39:47,809 --> 00:39:49,045
You got lucky.
835
00:39:49,078 --> 00:39:51,247
Or I work hard and
I'm a good doctor,
836
00:39:51,281 --> 00:39:54,417
unlike the rest of you, who
gravitate toward malpractice.
837
00:39:54,450 --> 00:39:57,353
Are you rounding on Vida
in the morning or am I?
838
00:39:57,387 --> 00:39:58,621
Whatever.
839
00:39:59,722 --> 00:40:01,291
If you don't wanna
talk to me, fine,
840
00:40:01,324 --> 00:40:02,892
-but can you at least be civil?
-I didn't say anything.
841
00:40:02,925 --> 00:40:04,294
Okay, could you two please not?
842
00:40:04,327 --> 00:40:06,862
[Bailey] I could say
the same to all of you.
843
00:40:08,698 --> 00:40:14,437
Now, I gave you the opportunity
to watch medical history
be made today,
844
00:40:14,470 --> 00:40:18,840
and all you care about
is which one of you
is doing what procedure,
845
00:40:18,874 --> 00:40:20,876
how many or whose fault it is.
846
00:40:22,011 --> 00:40:24,947
Everything in that OR
today happened
847
00:40:24,981 --> 00:40:29,018
because some of
the best surgeons
put their heads together.
848
00:40:29,052 --> 00:40:31,820
They communicated.
They anticipated.
849
00:40:31,853 --> 00:40:35,758
You wanna get back in the OR?
You need to learn
to work together.
850
00:40:35,792 --> 00:40:38,361
So, here's the new rule.
851
00:40:38,394 --> 00:40:42,732
Nobody operates until every
procedure card is completed.
852
00:40:42,765 --> 00:40:44,734
-But I just finished mine.
-Good for you.
853
00:40:44,767 --> 00:40:46,903
You can help
your colleagues finish theirs.
854
00:40:50,273 --> 00:40:51,307
Great.
855
00:40:51,341 --> 00:40:52,542
And life is full of sayings
856
00:40:52,575 --> 00:40:54,610
that remind usof its upsides.
857
00:40:59,449 --> 00:41:02,285
Growing pains. Labor pains.
858
00:41:02,785 --> 00:41:04,253
-Hey.
-[Adams] Hi.
859
00:41:05,722 --> 00:41:07,156
Happy tears.
860
00:41:07,724 --> 00:41:09,492
So good it hurts.
861
00:41:09,525 --> 00:41:11,761
I, uh-- I bought more coffee.
862
00:41:11,794 --> 00:41:13,262
Pain warns us.
863
00:41:14,897 --> 00:41:16,332
It protects us.
864
00:41:16,366 --> 00:41:18,067
Intern year is hard.
865
00:41:18,935 --> 00:41:20,403
-I remember.
-[chuckles]
866
00:41:21,337 --> 00:41:22,538
Yeah, really?
867
00:41:22,572 --> 00:41:25,375
Did you almost flame out
in your first few months?
868
00:41:25,408 --> 00:41:27,009
If I'm being honest, yes.
869
00:41:27,043 --> 00:41:28,911
Did you alienate
all your friends?
870
00:41:28,945 --> 00:41:31,047
Well, when I wasn't
sober. Definitely.
871
00:41:31,080 --> 00:41:33,015
Did you have to live
in your family's shadow?
872
00:41:33,049 --> 00:41:35,385
Wonder if you ever live up
to those expectations?
873
00:41:35,418 --> 00:41:37,320
Your uncle Derek was a legend.
874
00:41:37,353 --> 00:41:39,856
Well, you have no idea what it
was like working here with him.
875
00:41:39,888 --> 00:41:41,124
I meant you.
876
00:41:44,127 --> 00:41:44,961
Come here.
877
00:41:44,994 --> 00:41:46,462
And most of all,
878
00:41:46,496 --> 00:41:49,031
pain makes us appreciatelife's pleasures.
879
00:41:52,869 --> 00:41:55,905
Cherish goodcompany, good health.
880
00:41:55,938 --> 00:41:57,774
What if I'm not
cut out for this?
881
00:41:57,807 --> 00:42:01,978
You'll find something else
to do, and the family legacy
dies with me.
882
00:42:03,579 --> 00:42:04,881
But I think you'll be fine.
883
00:42:04,914 --> 00:42:07,150
Savor the momentsafter the hurting,
884
00:42:07,183 --> 00:42:09,619
when you're all better,pain-free.
885
00:42:09,652 --> 00:42:10,953
You're gonna watch with me?
886
00:42:11,721 --> 00:42:13,322
Well, you're kinda on my bed.
887
00:42:15,391 --> 00:42:17,026
At least for a while.
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