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(SOMBER MUSIC PLAYING)
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(MUSIC SWELLS)
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MAN: (ON TV) Meanwhile,work goes on for the Brits
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who relocated to the Costa.
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Running a bar in the sunis the classic British dream.
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It can easilyturn into a nightmare,
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but Gary and Cherryfrom Macclesfield
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have made it work.
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The Bamboo Bar is a success.
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(PEOPLE SHOUT
INDISTINCTLY ON TV)
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(INHALES DEEPLY)
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(EXHALES SOFTLY)
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(YAWNS)
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(FRIDGE WHIRRING)
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(FIRE ALARM BEEPING)
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(BEEPING CONTINUES)
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(ALARM CONTINUES BEEPING)
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(CAR HORN BLARES)
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(THE POWER OF LOVE
PLAYING ON TV)
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♪ Ay, ay, ay, ay
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(DOORBELL RINGING)
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♪ Feels like fire
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♪ I'm so in love with you♪
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(KNOCKING AT DOOR)
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(SINGING STOPS)
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(DOOR OPENS)
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Hello.
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Hello.
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I saw you
looking at me
from the street.
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I've seen you
a bunch of times
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coming and going
with your head down.
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One day,
it'll be for real,
that alarm.
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(CHUCKLES)
Hmm.
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We're basically
the only ones here.
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Can you fucking
believe that?
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I mean
they haven't got
security guards yet.
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I'm Harry.
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Adam.
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How do you cope?
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With, with what?
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Listen.
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(LOW RUMBLING)
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(CHUCKLES)
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It's so quiet.
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I mean,
London's out there
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but we can't hear
a fucking thing.
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(SIGHS)
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(CLICKS TONGUE)
I play music, right,
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but it's worse
when it ends.
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Yeah, I even got
one of those, um,
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white noise machines,
right?
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But it's like
there's someone
in the corner of the room
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whispering about me.
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I mean, we can't even open,
the windows,
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but I guess
they don't really
want us to jump.
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It's bad for business.
You know,
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bodies broken
on the concrete.
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I mean, who's gonna
move in then? (CHUCKLES)
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Drink?
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It's Japanese.
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It's meant to be
the best in the world,
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but I, I couldn't
tell you why, so...
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No, thanks.
Okay, um...
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Okay. How about
I come in anyway?
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If not for a drink,
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then for whatever else
you might want.
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Um...
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I don't think
that's a good idea.
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(CHUCKLES)
Do I scare you?
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No.
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We don't have to do anything
if I'm not your type.
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(SOFTLY)
There's vampires at my door.
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Huh.
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(PENSIVE MUSIC PLAYING)
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(ELEVATOR BELL DINGS)
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(SOMBER MUSIC PLAYING)
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(UPBEAT MUSIC
PLAYING ON RADIO)
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(KEYBOARD CLACKING)
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(CLATTERING)
(UPBEAT MUSIC CONTINUES)
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(MUSIC ON RADIO FADES OUT)
(OMINOUS MUSIC PLAYING)
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(LIGHTER CLATTERS)
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(SIGHS)
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(TENSE MUSIC PLAYING)
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(INDISTINCT ANNOUNCEMENT
ON PA)
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(TRAIN RUMBLES PAST)
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(BIRDS CHIRPING)
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(PENSIVE MUSIC PLAYING)
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(CHILDREN SPEAKING
INDISTINCTLY)
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(LEAVES RUSTLING)
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(INSECTS CHITTERING)
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(BREATHES DEEPLY)
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(BOTTLES CLINK)
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(TIRES SCREECHING)
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(SCREECHING RECEDES)
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Hi.
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Hi.
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I bought something strong
for a night like this.
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No thanks.
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Shall we go?
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(LIGHTER CLICKS)
Go where?
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Home.
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(DOORBELL RINGS)
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She's gonna be
over the moon
to see ya.
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Guess who I found
loitering in the park.
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WOMAN: Is it him?
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00:15:05,038 --> 00:15:06,641
Oh, yeah,
it's definitely him.
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Look in his eyes.
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Yes, it is you.
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Hi.
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Hi.
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Don't just stand there.
Get yourself inside.
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DAD: So,
where are you
living now?
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Not around here,
I'm sure.
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ADAM: Uh...
I'm, I'm in London.
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MUM: Fancy.
DAD: Whereabouts?
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MUM: Do you live
by yourself?
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DAD: Do you own
your own place?
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Uh, yeah, it's just a,
it's just a flat.
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What did I tell ya?
What did I tell ya?
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I told you he'd be
doing well for himself,
didn't I?
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Can't be cheap
living up there
in the smoke.
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And what is it
that you do?
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I'm a writer.
And what did I
tell you?
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No, no, no.
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I'm not particularly
rich or anything.
Not really.
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Well, I always knew
you'd be creative.
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And what kind
of writer are you?
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You know how I love,
um, Stephen King.
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Carrie, Cujo,Different Seasons.
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No, no, no.
I'm not
a proper writer.
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I, I write scripts.
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Uh, for film, TV.
When I have to.
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(CHUCKLES)
A writer.
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God, this is
so bloody exciting.
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00:16:16,076 --> 00:16:17,579
If I knew
the neighbors,
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I'd run over
and I'd tell them
right now.
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I've always said that
writers know less
about the real world
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than almost
anyone else.
Mmm.
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What the hell
would you know?
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00:16:24,619 --> 00:16:26,386
(CHUCKLES)
You can barely
write joined up.
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That's true. But...
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(EXHALES)
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A writer.
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Our son.
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DAD: We're very
bloody pleased
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to see you
doing so well, then.
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Yeah.
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00:16:43,036 --> 00:16:44,539
Enough of that
poofy shit.
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Our boy's
back home.
Hmm.
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What are you
puttin' on?
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DAD: Oh, you'll see.
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(THE POWER OF LOVE
BY JENNIFER RUSH PLAYING)
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(DAD GROANS, EXHALES)
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MUM: Oh, do you remember
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your little red car
that you had?
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You loved it and you wanted
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to take it out
onto the main road,
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and drive it
with all the big cars.
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00:17:05,125 --> 00:17:06,528
ADAM: Yeah. That's my
first memory, actually.
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DAD: It was a Ford Granada
that hit him, wasn't it?
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No, it, it was...
Yeah. It was.
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It was racing green.
Do you remember that?
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MUM: Mmm.
DAD: It, it, flung you
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like a rag doll.
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You went
so high up
in the air.
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I'll never forget it.
Oh, but you were
fine, though.
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You were fine.
You had a couple of bruises.
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I think they thought
I was exaggerating
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when I took you in.
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What about
that one Bonfire Night
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when you lost it?
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You remember
that Bonfire Night?
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How old were you?
Six?
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MUM: No, he was not.
He was older than that.
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DAD: Well,
when the fireworks went off,
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poor boy,
started screaming and howling.
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I had to carry him
all the way home.
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ADAM: You did?
Yeah.
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You fell asleep
on my shoulder.
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I don't remember that.
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DAD: You were, you were
really beside yourself.
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You were really
having a hard time,
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and I was trying,
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we were just trying to get you
to enjoy the fireworks.
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And you didn't...
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MUM: You've always
been a sensitive boy,
haven't you?
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ADAM: Maybe.
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Are you still
afraid of
fireworks now?
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ADAM: (CHUCKLES) No!
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MUM: Do you know
who you sound like?
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You sound
just like my mother.
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He does.
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Doesn't he?
You noticed that?
DAD: Yeah, no, he does.
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MUM: You did say
something earlier.
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DAD: Yeah. It's when,
it's when you said,
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it's when you said,
"I'm not a proper writer."
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MUM: Say it again.
DAD: Go on.
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MUM: Say it again.
ADAM: Don't make me say it.
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MUM: Say it.
DAD: Come on.
Just say it.
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MUM: Say,
"a proper writer," again.
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ADAM:
Like Nan or like me?
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DAD: No. Say it like you.
MUM: "Like Nan or like me."
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00:18:14,062 --> 00:18:16,396
DAD: Say it like you.
(MUM LAUGHS)
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It's so bloody lovely
to see you again.
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00:18:18,198 --> 00:18:19,399
ADAM: Yeah.
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00:18:19,433 --> 00:18:20,535
Weren't sure
if we ever would.
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Here you are.
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Here I am.
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Come back soon, hmm?
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One of us will be in.
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Hmm?
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Please.
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Yeah, I will.
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Good.
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(SHIVERS)
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Let's go in, eh?
Night.
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00:18:49,063 --> 00:18:49,931
Good night,
sweetheart.
Good night, son.
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Night.
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00:18:52,967 --> 00:18:55,168
(PENSIVE MUSIC PLAYING)
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Hello.
Hi.
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I'm really
sorry about
the other night.
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Oh, that's all right.
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00:19:59,834 --> 00:20:00,935
Don't worry about it.
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(ELEVATOR THUDS)
See ya.
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00:20:08,475 --> 00:20:09,877
See ya.
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00:20:09,911 --> 00:20:13,280
I actually do
like whiskey
if you want, um,
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wanna have
a drink or...
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(ELEVATOR DOORS CLOSE)
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(EXHALES)
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(CLOCK TICKING)
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(GRUNTS)
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(SIGHS)
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(BUILD BY THE HOUSEMARTINS
PLAYING ON RECORD PLAYER)
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(KEYBOARD CLACKING)
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MAN:
♪ Clambering menin big bad boots
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♪ Dug up my den,dug up my roots
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♪ Treated uslike plasticine town
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(PEN CLICKING)
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♪ They built us upand knocked us down
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♪ From Meccano to Legoland
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♪ Here they comewith a brick in their hand
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♪ Men with headsfilled up with sand
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♪ Let's build...
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♪ Let's build a house...♪
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Hi.
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(MUSIC STOPS)
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HARRY: Hello.
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Hi.
(ELEVATOR DINGS)
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(CHUCKLES) Hi.
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Do you wanna come in?
Sure.
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ADAM: Do you want a drink?
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00:22:46,200 --> 00:22:48,468
Yeah,
what have you got?
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00:22:48,502 --> 00:22:52,206
Uh... I got vodka
and some beer.
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00:22:52,240 --> 00:22:53,908
I got some weed
if you prefer that.
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00:22:53,941 --> 00:22:55,408
Yeah, weed's better.
256
00:22:55,843 --> 00:22:57,011
I'm off alcohol...
257
00:23:05,019 --> 00:23:06,554
Do you like
living here?
258
00:23:06,587 --> 00:23:07,822
ADAM: I think
I'll like it more
259
00:23:07,855 --> 00:23:08,890
when people move in.
260
00:23:08,923 --> 00:23:10,091
If people move in.
261
00:23:10,658 --> 00:23:11,993
You got friends
nearby?
262
00:23:14,394 --> 00:23:15,997
No, not really.
263
00:23:16,731 --> 00:23:17,698
Do you?
264
00:23:18,933 --> 00:23:20,467
No, not really.
265
00:23:20,500 --> 00:23:22,103
Most of my friends
have moved out
of London.
266
00:23:23,337 --> 00:23:25,706
Wanna have gardens
for their kids,
267
00:23:25,740 --> 00:23:27,174
and they want
to be near
the grandparents
268
00:23:27,208 --> 00:23:28,175
so they can
look after the kids.
269
00:23:29,409 --> 00:23:31,444
I'm guessing
you didn't want
to move too?
270
00:23:33,147 --> 00:23:35,116
Uh, no.
271
00:23:37,718 --> 00:23:39,687
What am I gonna do
in Dorking?
272
00:23:40,521 --> 00:23:42,690
It's not for
people like me.
273
00:23:47,061 --> 00:23:49,096
I'm just checking.
You are queer, right?
274
00:23:50,097 --> 00:23:52,066
(BOTH CHUCKLING)
Yeah. Yeah.
275
00:23:52,099 --> 00:23:53,634
That's good.
(CHUCKLES)
276
00:23:58,372 --> 00:23:59,640
Or gay.
277
00:23:59,674 --> 00:24:01,075
Right.
Queer, I'm not...
278
00:24:01,108 --> 00:24:03,010
I can't get used to
calling myself queer.
279
00:24:03,044 --> 00:24:05,046
It was always
such an insult.
Hmm.
280
00:24:05,079 --> 00:24:07,581
It's probably why
we hate "gay" so much now.
281
00:24:07,615 --> 00:24:09,684
I mean,
it was always
like, um,
282
00:24:10,952 --> 00:24:13,220
(CHUCKLES) uh
"Your haircut's gay,"
283
00:24:13,254 --> 00:24:15,623
or "This sofa's gay,"
284
00:24:16,657 --> 00:24:17,925
"Your trainers
are gay,"
285
00:24:17,959 --> 00:24:19,994
"Your schoolbag's gay."
(SNORTS)
286
00:24:20,695 --> 00:24:22,697
Yeah.
287
00:24:22,730 --> 00:24:25,166
Queer does feel
polite, somehow,
though, you know.
288
00:24:25,199 --> 00:24:26,200
It's like, um...
289
00:24:29,337 --> 00:24:30,671
I don't know,
it's like
290
00:24:30,705 --> 00:24:32,273
all the dick sucking's
been taken out.
291
00:24:32,306 --> 00:24:33,908
(BOTH CHUCKLING)
292
00:24:35,076 --> 00:24:38,112
Yeah. I'm assuming
you're not with anyone.
293
00:24:39,313 --> 00:24:40,715
I never see you
with anyone.
294
00:24:42,283 --> 00:24:44,085
No.
No.
295
00:24:44,919 --> 00:24:45,886
You often single?
296
00:24:47,321 --> 00:24:48,889
Am I often single?
Mmm-hmm.
297
00:24:49,390 --> 00:24:50,558
Uh...
298
00:24:53,060 --> 00:24:54,261
I suppose so. Yeah.
299
00:24:56,931 --> 00:24:58,799
Are you?
Yeah.
300
00:24:58,833 --> 00:25:02,069
Yeah, but not
for want of trying.
301
00:25:02,937 --> 00:25:03,938
(CLICKS TONGUE)
302
00:25:21,589 --> 00:25:23,024
How about I kiss ya?
303
00:25:26,260 --> 00:25:27,261
Yeah, all right.
304
00:26:06,200 --> 00:26:09,870
(BOTH MOANING)
305
00:26:12,673 --> 00:26:13,941
Ooh! (COUGHS)
306
00:26:13,974 --> 00:26:16,410
(CLEARS THROAT) Sorry.
No.
307
00:26:16,444 --> 00:26:17,945
You all right?
No. Yeah, yeah.
308
00:26:17,978 --> 00:26:20,781
Just haven't done...
(LAUGHS)
309
00:26:20,815 --> 00:26:22,216
I haven't done this
in a while.
310
00:26:22,249 --> 00:26:23,751
I have to remember to,
remember to breathe.
311
00:26:23,784 --> 00:26:25,686
Okay.
Yeah, yeah.
It's okay.
312
00:26:26,454 --> 00:26:27,556
Okay.
313
00:26:27,588 --> 00:26:28,557
It's okay.
You all right?
314
00:26:28,589 --> 00:26:29,790
Uh-huh.
315
00:26:54,381 --> 00:26:55,382
Yeah.
316
00:27:53,040 --> 00:27:54,074
(HARRY GRUNTS)
317
00:27:59,413 --> 00:28:01,415
(MUSIC BUILDS)
318
00:28:04,519 --> 00:28:05,719
(HARRY CHUCKLES)
319
00:28:12,293 --> 00:28:13,360
(CHUCKLES)
320
00:28:14,228 --> 00:28:15,296
(HARRY CHUCKLES)
321
00:28:50,130 --> 00:28:51,131
(CHUCKLES)
322
00:28:57,471 --> 00:28:58,439
HARRY: Is this you?
323
00:28:59,206 --> 00:29:00,341
Afraid it is.
324
00:29:00,374 --> 00:29:02,176
You were cute.
325
00:29:03,645 --> 00:29:05,145
I hate my photos.
326
00:29:06,380 --> 00:29:07,414
I was a fat kid.
327
00:29:08,349 --> 00:29:09,684
Right, but,
328
00:29:09,718 --> 00:29:11,018
when you're a fat kid,
no one asks
329
00:29:11,051 --> 00:29:12,486
why you don't
have a girlfriend.
330
00:29:12,520 --> 00:29:14,855
(BOTH CHUCKLING)
331
00:29:15,856 --> 00:29:18,192
We'd have been friends
for sure, though.
332
00:29:18,225 --> 00:29:20,494
Bunked off football
to spy on the boys.
333
00:29:24,465 --> 00:29:25,466
Is this your dad?
334
00:29:27,268 --> 00:29:28,269
Yeah.
335
00:29:29,303 --> 00:29:30,337
He's handsome.
336
00:29:31,573 --> 00:29:32,773
Yeah.
337
00:29:34,643 --> 00:29:37,077
I'm... I'm trying
to write about them
at the moment.
338
00:29:37,679 --> 00:29:38,879
Is that what you do?
339
00:29:39,413 --> 00:29:40,381
ADAM: Yeah.
340
00:29:41,282 --> 00:29:42,283
HARRY: How's it going?
341
00:29:43,417 --> 00:29:45,419
Uh, strangely.
342
00:29:47,054 --> 00:29:48,822
I don't see my dad much.
343
00:29:50,725 --> 00:29:53,093
Do you,
do you see yours, no?
344
00:29:53,762 --> 00:29:55,029
No, they died.
345
00:29:56,463 --> 00:29:58,098
Just before I was twelve.
346
00:30:00,334 --> 00:30:01,603
Both of them?
347
00:30:01,636 --> 00:30:03,538
Yeah. Yeah, car crash.
348
00:30:06,775 --> 00:30:08,475
Not the most original
of deaths.
349
00:30:09,243 --> 00:30:10,244
(CHUCKLES)
350
00:30:13,480 --> 00:30:15,684
I'm really sorry.
351
00:30:15,717 --> 00:30:17,117
No, thanks,
it was a long time ago.
352
00:30:17,151 --> 00:30:18,819
Yeah, I don't think
that matters.
353
00:30:22,122 --> 00:30:23,123
Well.
354
00:30:29,997 --> 00:30:31,533
I'd like to see you again.
355
00:30:35,436 --> 00:30:36,437
Yeah, okay.
356
00:30:38,138 --> 00:30:40,007
I could stay the night
if you...
357
00:30:43,043 --> 00:30:44,978
How about, actually,
better idea...
358
00:30:45,714 --> 00:30:47,414
Not tonight. Yeah?
359
00:30:47,448 --> 00:30:48,949
No, no.
I would like to s...
360
00:30:48,982 --> 00:30:50,317
No, you...
I would like
to see you again.
361
00:30:50,351 --> 00:30:51,018
you don't need
to explain.
I'm just...
362
00:30:51,553 --> 00:30:53,253
Okay?
363
00:30:53,287 --> 00:30:55,489
(PENSIVE MUSIC PLAYING)
ADAM: Okay.
364
00:30:56,591 --> 00:30:57,659
Thanks.
365
00:30:57,692 --> 00:30:59,893
(TRAIN COMPARTMENT CLATTERING)
366
00:31:03,665 --> 00:31:05,600
(RAIN PATTERING)
367
00:31:14,441 --> 00:31:16,443
(DOORBELL RINGING)
368
00:31:23,951 --> 00:31:25,687
Sweetheart,
you came back.
369
00:31:25,720 --> 00:31:26,887
Of course
I came back.
370
00:31:26,920 --> 00:31:28,489
Jesus,
you're sodden.
371
00:31:28,523 --> 00:31:29,824
Come on,
take it all off.
372
00:31:29,858 --> 00:31:31,291
No, I'm,
I'm not taking
my clothes off.
373
00:31:31,325 --> 00:31:34,061
Don't be silly,
it's only me.
Come on, arms up.
374
00:31:34,763 --> 00:31:36,363
I'll put them
in the dryer.
375
00:31:37,766 --> 00:31:39,433
It's just me today.
Is that all right?
376
00:31:40,769 --> 00:31:42,302
Yeah,
of course it is.
Good.
377
00:31:42,336 --> 00:31:43,638
There's so much
I want to know.
378
00:31:43,671 --> 00:31:44,839
I want to
hear everything.
379
00:31:44,873 --> 00:31:46,206
Right, go on.
Upstairs, get changed.
380
00:31:46,240 --> 00:31:48,308
My goodness.
This is so exciting.
381
00:32:17,204 --> 00:32:19,339
(CHUCKLES)
382
00:32:40,695 --> 00:32:41,995
(SNICKERS)
383
00:32:45,966 --> 00:32:48,035
(FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING)
384
00:32:51,673 --> 00:32:52,707
(KNOCKING ON DOOR)
385
00:32:53,808 --> 00:32:55,677
(BOTH CHUCKLING)
386
00:32:55,710 --> 00:32:57,645
MUM: Suppose nothing's
gonna fit you anymore, is it?
387
00:32:57,679 --> 00:32:59,313
Nope.
(MUM CHUCKLES)
388
00:32:59,346 --> 00:33:01,148
Yeah. Well, I brought you
some of your dad's
things instead.
389
00:33:01,181 --> 00:33:02,382
Okay.
(CLICKS TONGUE)
Oh, Look.
390
00:33:02,416 --> 00:33:04,017
Come on,
take these off as well
391
00:33:04,051 --> 00:33:05,052
and I'll put them in
to dry with the rest.
392
00:33:05,854 --> 00:33:07,254
Uh...
(SIGHS)
393
00:33:07,287 --> 00:33:09,056
Oh, will you
take them off, Adam?
394
00:33:10,625 --> 00:33:11,626
Honestly.
395
00:33:12,927 --> 00:33:14,228
(CHUCKLES)
396
00:33:18,800 --> 00:33:20,033
God, look at you.
397
00:33:20,802 --> 00:33:22,002
What?
398
00:33:27,441 --> 00:33:28,676
You were just a boy.
399
00:33:31,546 --> 00:33:32,614
And now you're not.
400
00:33:34,816 --> 00:33:36,016
No.
401
00:33:37,685 --> 00:33:40,287
You look totally different,
but it's still you.
402
00:33:46,126 --> 00:33:48,028
Well, I thought
you'd be hairier.
403
00:33:48,061 --> 00:33:49,731
Like your dad.
(CHUCKLES)
404
00:33:49,764 --> 00:33:51,064
Okay, sorry.
405
00:33:51,633 --> 00:33:52,667
(CHUCKLES)
406
00:33:53,635 --> 00:33:55,503
I like a hairy chest, myself.
407
00:33:55,537 --> 00:33:57,237
(CHUCKLES) Okay.
408
00:34:00,575 --> 00:34:02,744
Christ, you know
who you remind me of?
409
00:34:03,645 --> 00:34:04,646
Uh, who?
410
00:34:06,648 --> 00:34:08,315
You look just like my dad.
411
00:34:09,551 --> 00:34:10,518
Really?
412
00:34:10,852 --> 00:34:12,587
Hmm.
413
00:34:12,620 --> 00:34:14,789
How I remember him anyway,
when I was a little girl.
414
00:34:16,256 --> 00:34:17,792
God, isn't that mad?
415
00:34:19,426 --> 00:34:22,229
It's like seeing you both
at exactly the same time.
416
00:34:25,833 --> 00:34:26,868
(TIMER DINGS)
417
00:34:26,901 --> 00:34:28,101
(GASPS) Oh.
418
00:34:28,836 --> 00:34:30,038
I've made your favorite.
419
00:34:30,070 --> 00:34:31,839
Well, I hope
it's still your favorite.
420
00:34:31,873 --> 00:34:33,173
I'll just go
and pop the kettle on,
421
00:34:33,206 --> 00:34:34,842
and then you can
tell me everything.
422
00:34:41,348 --> 00:34:43,551
(PENSIVE MUSIC PLAYING)
423
00:35:04,706 --> 00:35:05,873
Delicious.
424
00:35:05,907 --> 00:35:07,041
MUM: Good.
425
00:35:07,075 --> 00:35:08,375
Now, your dad
told me not to ask,
426
00:35:08,408 --> 00:35:09,577
and I don't see
a wedding ring,
427
00:35:09,611 --> 00:35:11,111
so I'm presuming
you're not married,
428
00:35:11,144 --> 00:35:12,547
but have you got
a girlfriend?
429
00:35:14,448 --> 00:35:16,050
Hmm?
430
00:35:16,084 --> 00:35:17,552
I'm picturing her
with brown hair,
431
00:35:17,585 --> 00:35:18,620
not too skinny.
432
00:35:18,653 --> 00:35:19,854
Smart, obviously.
433
00:35:25,093 --> 00:35:26,293
Well?
434
00:35:28,663 --> 00:35:29,664
Well, what?
435
00:35:30,430 --> 00:35:31,431
MUM: Do you?
436
00:35:34,468 --> 00:35:36,136
I don't have
a girlfriend. No.
437
00:35:39,007 --> 00:35:40,207
That's a shame.
438
00:35:50,250 --> 00:35:52,486
I don't have a girlfriend
because I'm not into girls,
439
00:35:52,520 --> 00:35:54,488
(CLEARS THROAT)
into women.
440
00:35:54,522 --> 00:35:55,523
What'd you mean?
441
00:35:56,624 --> 00:35:57,625
I mean...
442
00:36:00,160 --> 00:36:02,195
I'm gay.
(CHUCKLES)
443
00:36:03,163 --> 00:36:04,666
As in homosexual?
444
00:36:04,699 --> 00:36:06,534
As in that, yeah.
445
00:36:07,167 --> 00:36:08,435
Really?
Yeah.
446
00:36:09,604 --> 00:36:10,605
Since when?
447
00:36:11,171 --> 00:36:12,874
Uh, since
a long time.
448
00:36:13,574 --> 00:36:14,542
How long?
449
00:36:15,777 --> 00:36:17,177
Forever.
450
00:36:17,210 --> 00:36:18,880
You don't look gay.
451
00:36:20,313 --> 00:36:22,416
Well, I'm not sure
what that means.
452
00:36:22,449 --> 00:36:24,519
It means what it means.
You know what it means.
453
00:36:29,891 --> 00:36:31,258
(CHUCKLES)
454
00:36:31,291 --> 00:36:32,994
Well, bet you're glad
455
00:36:33,027 --> 00:36:34,428
you don't know
the neighbors now.
456
00:36:35,462 --> 00:36:37,765
Hmm. I must admit
I'm a bit surprised.
457
00:36:39,366 --> 00:36:41,769
Not really sure
what I feel about it.
458
00:36:41,803 --> 00:36:44,772
What, you didn't,
didn't think it would
be a possibility?
459
00:36:44,806 --> 00:36:46,607
No, of course not.
460
00:36:46,641 --> 00:36:48,275
What parent
wants to think that
about their child?
461
00:36:48,308 --> 00:36:49,677
No parent
that I know.
462
00:36:55,215 --> 00:36:56,751
Well, I'm very okay
with it, so.
463
00:36:57,919 --> 00:36:59,654
But aren't people
nasty to you?
464
00:36:59,687 --> 00:37:01,388
Um, no, no.
465
00:37:01,421 --> 00:37:03,356
No, things are
different now.
466
00:37:03,390 --> 00:37:04,992
What, so they
aren't nasty?
467
00:37:05,026 --> 00:37:06,694
Not out loud, anyway.
468
00:37:07,528 --> 00:37:09,262
Well, does
everybody know?
469
00:37:09,296 --> 00:37:11,264
I mean, are you
open about it?
I mean...
470
00:37:11,298 --> 00:37:13,634
I don't know,
down the High Street
at WHSmith's?
471
00:37:13,668 --> 00:37:16,571
Well, it depends
on the, on the street.
472
00:37:16,604 --> 00:37:19,239
Yeah. Everybody knows,
everyone's fine.
473
00:37:20,942 --> 00:37:23,343
Well, don't you want to
get married and have kids?
474
00:37:23,376 --> 00:37:24,946
I can have kids.
475
00:37:24,979 --> 00:37:26,981
Men can marry.
Women, too.
476
00:37:28,750 --> 00:37:30,350
What, to each other?
477
00:37:30,918 --> 00:37:32,754
Yeah.
Why?
478
00:37:33,353 --> 00:37:35,056
What do you mean "why"?
479
00:37:35,089 --> 00:37:37,257
Well, isn't that like
having your cake
and eating it?
480
00:37:41,495 --> 00:37:43,531
So, do you want to
get married and have kids?
481
00:37:43,564 --> 00:37:45,432
I don't know.
It wasn't a possibility
482
00:37:45,465 --> 00:37:46,868
for such a long time.
483
00:37:46,901 --> 00:37:48,335
So, I didn't think
it was worth the effort
484
00:37:48,368 --> 00:37:49,704
of wanting to get married
and have kids.
485
00:37:51,038 --> 00:37:52,339
(CHUCKLES)
486
00:37:54,776 --> 00:37:55,743
Huh.
487
00:37:56,309 --> 00:37:58,546
Oh. (MUMBLES)
488
00:38:05,019 --> 00:38:06,988
(WATER RUNNING)
489
00:38:07,021 --> 00:38:08,856
You okay?
Hmm, I'm fine.
490
00:38:10,758 --> 00:38:11,759
Sure?
491
00:38:14,028 --> 00:38:16,097
(EXHALES) I suppose
I never did know
what was going on
492
00:38:16,130 --> 00:38:17,565
in that odd little
head of yours.
493
00:38:20,868 --> 00:38:22,937
You were always
running away.
Do you remember?
494
00:38:24,906 --> 00:38:25,940
Yeah.
495
00:38:25,973 --> 00:38:27,542
There was that time
496
00:38:27,575 --> 00:38:29,043
that you got as far
as the train station,
497
00:38:29,076 --> 00:38:30,410
but then you'd
lost your money
498
00:38:30,443 --> 00:38:31,512
and so you couldn't
buy a ticket.
499
00:38:31,546 --> 00:38:32,780
Do you remember that?
500
00:38:32,814 --> 00:38:35,415
Yes, it was Granny's
five-pound note.
501
00:38:35,448 --> 00:38:36,751
Yeah, that was it.
502
00:38:38,753 --> 00:38:40,420
Where were
you hoping
to go?
503
00:38:44,091 --> 00:38:45,092
Don't know.
504
00:38:47,460 --> 00:38:49,831
London, I guess.
505
00:38:51,666 --> 00:38:52,667
London?
506
00:38:54,268 --> 00:38:55,435
God.
507
00:38:57,238 --> 00:39:00,007
Oh, there was that time
that you got as far as
the bottom of the garden,
508
00:39:00,041 --> 00:39:01,676
but then
you cut your thumb
509
00:39:01,709 --> 00:39:03,778
on an old milk bottle
and you came running back up
510
00:39:03,811 --> 00:39:05,646
all sheepish with blood
all over your shirt,
511
00:39:05,680 --> 00:39:07,281
and you were banging
and banging
512
00:39:07,315 --> 00:39:08,916
on that window
to be let in.
Yeah.
513
00:39:09,717 --> 00:39:10,685
There it is.
514
00:39:12,019 --> 00:39:13,054
Just.
515
00:39:13,087 --> 00:39:14,889
(ADAM SNIFFLES) Hmm.
516
00:39:16,724 --> 00:39:19,026
They say it's a very lonely
kind of life.
517
00:39:19,861 --> 00:39:22,530
(TENSE MUSIC PLAYING)
518
00:39:22,563 --> 00:39:24,866
They don't actually
say that anymore.
519
00:39:26,634 --> 00:39:27,935
So, you're
not lonely?
520
00:39:31,739 --> 00:39:33,641
If I am,
it's not because I'm gay.
521
00:39:35,343 --> 00:39:36,544
Not really.
522
00:39:38,445 --> 00:39:39,647
Not really.
523
00:39:47,622 --> 00:39:50,258
Oh, God. And what about
this awful, ghastly disease?
524
00:39:50,291 --> 00:39:52,293
I've seen the adverts
on the, on the news,
525
00:39:52,326 --> 00:39:53,561
and the,
and with the gravestone.
526
00:39:53,594 --> 00:39:54,829
Should I be worried
about that?
527
00:39:54,862 --> 00:39:56,631
No. Jesus.
528
00:40:00,568 --> 00:40:02,003
Everything's different now.
529
00:40:06,439 --> 00:40:07,842
Everything's different.
530
00:40:11,746 --> 00:40:13,413
Well, I guess
I wouldn't know about that.
531
00:40:24,058 --> 00:40:25,458
Your clothes will be dry now.
532
00:40:27,895 --> 00:40:29,630
You should take
these flapjacks with you,
if you want.
533
00:40:29,664 --> 00:40:30,932
I won't be eating them.
534
00:40:35,970 --> 00:40:38,105
(TRAIN WHOOSHING)
535
00:40:46,446 --> 00:40:48,649
(PENSIVE MUSIC PLAYING)
536
00:40:56,489 --> 00:40:57,758
(GRUNTS)
537
00:41:05,199 --> 00:41:07,201
(SHOES THUDDING ON FLOOR)
538
00:41:09,270 --> 00:41:11,072
(ELEVATOR DINGS)
539
00:41:12,273 --> 00:41:14,474
(PENSIVE MUSIC PLAYING)
540
00:41:15,176 --> 00:41:16,143
What's wrong?
541
00:41:16,877 --> 00:41:18,446
(ELEVATOR DINGS)
542
00:41:18,478 --> 00:41:19,680
I'm okay.
543
00:41:21,582 --> 00:41:23,184
I just got
a bit of a chill.
544
00:41:24,518 --> 00:41:26,954
Hey, you're hot.
545
00:41:26,988 --> 00:41:27,989
Yeah.
546
00:41:28,723 --> 00:41:30,725
I was just,
I was just...
547
00:41:30,758 --> 00:41:32,159
I just got caught
in the rain.
548
00:41:32,793 --> 00:41:33,794
Okay.
549
00:41:33,828 --> 00:41:36,630
Well, why don't I
run you a hot bath?
550
00:41:36,664 --> 00:41:38,165
My nan says
there's literally nothing
551
00:41:38,199 --> 00:41:39,333
a hot bath
couldn't solve.
552
00:41:39,367 --> 00:41:40,601
I don't really
like baths.
553
00:41:40,634 --> 00:41:43,104
Fuck off.
Who doesn't like baths?
554
00:41:43,904 --> 00:41:44,872
(WATER RUNNING)
555
00:41:44,905 --> 00:41:46,707
You don't need to be shy
around me.
556
00:41:47,808 --> 00:41:50,011
Yes, that's easier
said than done.
557
00:41:50,044 --> 00:41:51,045
(CHUCKLES)
558
00:41:59,787 --> 00:42:01,322
Would you like me
to close my eyes?
559
00:42:01,355 --> 00:42:03,124
Yes, please.
Okay. (CHUCKLES)
560
00:42:05,259 --> 00:42:06,260
Better?
561
00:42:09,296 --> 00:42:10,765
Yeah.
Hmm.
562
00:42:12,767 --> 00:42:14,969
HARRY: Been thinking
about you all week, today.
563
00:42:15,936 --> 00:42:16,937
ADAM: Hmm.
564
00:42:17,571 --> 00:42:19,040
Was thinking about
565
00:42:19,073 --> 00:42:20,841
watching crappy TV with you
on a Friday night.
566
00:42:24,345 --> 00:42:26,247
Eating take-away
on your sofa.
567
00:42:28,282 --> 00:42:30,484
Watching all the episodes
of Top of the Pops
568
00:42:30,519 --> 00:42:32,219
from before I was born.
569
00:42:32,253 --> 00:42:33,988
(BOTH CHUCKLING)
570
00:42:35,489 --> 00:42:38,259
Yeah. I thought about
something else, too.
571
00:42:40,694 --> 00:42:42,163
Thought about
fucking you.
572
00:42:44,165 --> 00:42:46,167
Yeah?
Yeah.
573
00:42:46,200 --> 00:42:48,769
Or you fuck me.
I don't really care which.
574
00:42:50,471 --> 00:42:51,672
Are you into that?
575
00:42:55,910 --> 00:42:57,378
Yeah.
576
00:42:57,411 --> 00:42:58,746
It's okay if you're not.
577
00:42:58,779 --> 00:43:00,081
We all don't need
to be into fucking.
578
00:43:00,114 --> 00:43:01,882
Well, I wasn't
for the longest time,
579
00:43:02,416 --> 00:43:03,684
for obvious reasons.
580
00:43:05,019 --> 00:43:06,253
Obvious reasons?
581
00:43:07,621 --> 00:43:11,258
I thought that
if I fucked anybody,
I'd die.
582
00:43:13,994 --> 00:43:17,231
It's probably pretty difficult
for you to imagine, isn't it?
583
00:43:18,065 --> 00:43:19,066
A little.
584
00:43:22,770 --> 00:43:24,972
(HARRY MOANING)
585
00:43:34,982 --> 00:43:38,119
(MOANING)
586
00:43:44,725 --> 00:43:46,160
ADAM: Yeah. Come on.
587
00:43:47,228 --> 00:43:49,230
(GENTLE MUSIC PLAYING)
588
00:44:00,941 --> 00:44:03,244
You said the other day
you don't see
your dad much.
589
00:44:04,879 --> 00:44:05,880
Yeah.
590
00:44:08,782 --> 00:44:09,984
What about
your mum?
591
00:44:10,751 --> 00:44:11,952
Yeah, same.
592
00:44:14,021 --> 00:44:15,022
How come?
593
00:44:16,625 --> 00:44:18,058
They know
you're queer?
594
00:44:18,092 --> 00:44:19,260
Yeah, course.
595
00:44:21,896 --> 00:44:24,098
Are they okay
with it?
Yeah.
596
00:44:25,399 --> 00:44:27,034
They're okay.
597
00:44:27,067 --> 00:44:28,769
I mean,
they're really old school.
598
00:44:29,737 --> 00:44:32,373
Probably less okay
than everyone's meant to be.
599
00:44:33,674 --> 00:44:36,110
Yeah. But they got used to it,
sort of, it's just,
600
00:44:36,911 --> 00:44:38,412
they don't say too much.
601
00:44:41,650 --> 00:44:43,317
You could say
that I have
602
00:44:45,352 --> 00:44:47,288
drifted to the edge.
603
00:44:48,923 --> 00:44:50,958
Or right up
to the edge, almost.
604
00:44:51,593 --> 00:44:52,793
Over the edge.
605
00:44:56,864 --> 00:44:57,932
What's that mean?
606
00:44:57,965 --> 00:44:59,800
I'm edge of the family.
607
00:45:01,835 --> 00:45:03,237
My sister and her kids,
608
00:45:03,270 --> 00:45:06,073
and my older brother
who just got married,
609
00:45:07,308 --> 00:45:11,845
they've all, they got
this spot in the center.
610
00:45:14,649 --> 00:45:15,849
But it's okay.
611
00:45:19,386 --> 00:45:20,421
Why is it okay?
612
00:45:23,290 --> 00:45:24,959
Because,
613
00:45:26,493 --> 00:45:28,262
I don't go home much.
614
00:45:32,366 --> 00:45:33,500
Does that
make you sad?
615
00:45:36,303 --> 00:45:40,174
Um. No, I think
it's just inevitable, really.
616
00:45:44,211 --> 00:45:45,212
Why?
617
00:45:47,248 --> 00:45:48,449
(CHUCKLING)
618
00:45:49,684 --> 00:45:52,086
Um... (INHALES)
619
00:45:57,891 --> 00:46:00,528
I've always felt like
a stranger in my own family.
620
00:46:00,562 --> 00:46:01,762
And then,
621
00:46:02,997 --> 00:46:04,765
coming out
just puts a name
622
00:46:04,798 --> 00:46:06,934
to that difference
that's always been there.
623
00:46:11,740 --> 00:46:12,940
So, in the end,
624
00:46:13,941 --> 00:46:15,809
it's not really
anyone's fault.
625
00:46:29,957 --> 00:46:31,191
Hmm. What's wrong?
626
00:46:36,830 --> 00:46:38,065
It's funny.
627
00:46:41,235 --> 00:46:43,538
Things are better now.
Course they are,
628
00:46:48,610 --> 00:46:52,179
but doesn't take much to make
you feel the way you felt,
629
00:46:54,616 --> 00:46:57,051
back there again,
skin all raw.
630
00:47:06,293 --> 00:47:07,361
Am I still hot?
631
00:47:11,398 --> 00:47:12,399
Just a little.
632
00:47:31,553 --> 00:47:32,587
You wanna stay the night?
633
00:47:34,756 --> 00:47:35,989
(CHUCKLES)
634
00:47:40,662 --> 00:47:42,863
(TREES RUSTLING)
635
00:48:02,483 --> 00:48:03,484
(INAUDIBLE CONVERSATION)
636
00:48:16,765 --> 00:48:18,298
(DOORBELL RINGING)
637
00:48:19,567 --> 00:48:20,934
DAD: Sure she won't be long.
638
00:48:22,236 --> 00:48:23,203
It's okay.
639
00:48:24,071 --> 00:48:25,840
Just wanted
to talk to her.
640
00:48:25,874 --> 00:48:27,074
Yeah, I know you do.
641
00:48:29,276 --> 00:48:30,911
This was
your granddad's
favorite.
642
00:48:32,112 --> 00:48:34,081
I never really
liked it much
at the time,
643
00:48:35,149 --> 00:48:36,383
but it's grown on me.
644
00:48:38,285 --> 00:48:39,821
If you wanna see your mum
really lose her shit,
645
00:48:39,854 --> 00:48:41,623
go ahead and break
that bloody thing.
646
00:48:41,656 --> 00:48:44,057
(I DON'T WANT TO SETTHE WORLD ON FIRE PLAYING)
647
00:48:44,893 --> 00:48:46,661
Come on then, lad.
Sit yourself down.
648
00:48:46,694 --> 00:48:48,897
MAN:
♪ I don't want
649
00:48:48,929 --> 00:48:53,701
♪ To set the world on fire
650
00:48:56,236 --> 00:48:58,972
♪ I just want to start...
651
00:48:59,006 --> 00:49:00,207
Well, she told
you then?
652
00:49:02,276 --> 00:49:03,645
Was scared
you wouldn't come back.
653
00:49:05,979 --> 00:49:07,481
But you know
what your mum's like.
654
00:49:07,515 --> 00:49:10,317
You know,
don't be, don't be
too disappointed in her.
655
00:49:10,350 --> 00:49:11,385
No, I'm not.
656
00:49:11,418 --> 00:49:12,386
Yeah, she just needs
657
00:49:12,419 --> 00:49:13,987
to rearrange
some things in her head,
658
00:49:14,021 --> 00:49:16,323
and all the stories
that she's built up.
659
00:49:16,356 --> 00:49:19,092
Yeah. She'll soon realize
it's not actually about her.
660
00:49:24,965 --> 00:49:26,166
What about you?
661
00:49:28,335 --> 00:49:29,737
What about me?
662
00:49:29,771 --> 00:49:30,971
What do
you think?
663
00:49:32,941 --> 00:49:35,976
Well, I mean,
it was hardly a shock.
664
00:49:38,111 --> 00:49:40,013
I always knew
you were a bit tutti-frutti.
665
00:49:40,047 --> 00:49:41,583
Couldn't throw a ball
for shit,
666
00:49:41,616 --> 00:49:43,618
no matter how many times
I tried to teach you.
667
00:49:43,651 --> 00:49:44,919
Jesus.
Couldn't for shit.
668
00:49:44,953 --> 00:49:46,353
Couldn't do it.
669
00:49:46,386 --> 00:49:47,988
You make me sound
like a horrible cliche.
670
00:49:48,021 --> 00:49:49,256
Well, can you
throw a ball?
671
00:49:49,289 --> 00:49:50,658
Not at all.
Well, there you go.
672
00:49:50,692 --> 00:49:51,960
(CHUCKLES)
673
00:49:51,992 --> 00:49:53,360
(CHUCKLES)
674
00:49:53,393 --> 00:49:57,732
♪ To set the world on fire...
675
00:50:00,969 --> 00:50:02,402
Would you have liked me
to have known?
676
00:50:04,071 --> 00:50:06,240
I don't know.
677
00:50:06,273 --> 00:50:08,510
I would hear you
crying in your room
after school.
678
00:50:11,078 --> 00:50:12,446
Did the boys
bully you, then?
679
00:50:15,082 --> 00:50:16,316
Not just the boys.
680
00:50:17,251 --> 00:50:18,485
What would they do?
681
00:50:20,254 --> 00:50:22,322
Oh, call me a girl,
682
00:50:23,958 --> 00:50:25,860
ignore me,
refuse to play
with me,
683
00:50:25,894 --> 00:50:28,295
stick my head
down the toilet,
684
00:50:28,328 --> 00:50:29,964
flick drawing pins
in my face.
685
00:50:29,998 --> 00:50:31,398
Christ's sake.
686
00:50:32,934 --> 00:50:35,703
Yeah. Well, you know,
687
00:50:37,404 --> 00:50:39,072
kids are little cunts,
aren't they?
688
00:50:39,607 --> 00:50:40,642
(CLEARS THROAT)
689
00:50:43,443 --> 00:50:46,246
♪ And that one desire is you
690
00:50:47,114 --> 00:50:48,448
♪ And I know...
691
00:50:48,482 --> 00:50:49,784
So, why didn't you
come into my room
692
00:50:49,817 --> 00:50:50,785
if you heard me crying?
693
00:50:52,152 --> 00:50:54,254
Why didn't you tell me
what was happening
at school?
694
00:50:55,924 --> 00:50:57,692
You know,
you answer me first.
695
00:50:58,793 --> 00:50:59,794
Be honest.
696
00:51:02,564 --> 00:51:04,032
I just didn't want
to think of you
as the kind of boy
697
00:51:04,064 --> 00:51:05,399
that the other lads
would pick on.
698
00:51:05,432 --> 00:51:07,569
And I knew that
if I was at your school,
699
00:51:07,602 --> 00:51:09,202
I'd probably have
picked on you too.
700
00:51:11,773 --> 00:51:14,776
Yeah, I think I always
probably thought that,
anyway.
701
00:51:17,812 --> 00:51:19,079
Probably why
I didn't tell you
702
00:51:19,112 --> 00:51:20,213
what was happening
to me at school.
703
00:51:20,247 --> 00:51:22,784
♪ Set the world on...
704
00:51:22,817 --> 00:51:24,117
Well...
705
00:51:24,752 --> 00:51:26,286
♪ Fire
706
00:51:26,888 --> 00:51:27,922
(EXHALES)
707
00:51:27,956 --> 00:51:32,594
♪ I just want to start
708
00:51:32,627 --> 00:51:33,962
♪ A flame...♪
709
00:51:33,995 --> 00:51:35,530
(MUSIC STOPS)
You know,
when she told me,
710
00:51:36,898 --> 00:51:39,701
it did make me think
about all the jokes
that we make,
711
00:51:42,537 --> 00:51:43,871
and, you know,
we did impressions
712
00:51:43,905 --> 00:51:45,138
of your English teacher,
713
00:51:45,172 --> 00:51:46,941
when he went around
with his limp wrist.
714
00:51:46,975 --> 00:51:48,241
(CHUCKLES)
715
00:51:49,043 --> 00:51:50,812
You told me
not to cross
my legs,
716
00:51:50,845 --> 00:51:53,180
like a woman
over, and over,
and over again.
717
00:51:57,852 --> 00:51:58,853
Did I?
718
00:52:01,956 --> 00:52:03,524
ADAM: Yeah, I still...
719
00:52:03,558 --> 00:52:06,259
Still think about it
every time
I cross my legs.
720
00:52:15,135 --> 00:52:16,838
I have good memories, too.
721
00:52:16,871 --> 00:52:18,873
DAD: Yeah,
I hope so. Fuck.
722
00:52:18,906 --> 00:52:21,274
I hope so.
I hope you did.
(CHUCKLES)
723
00:52:23,711 --> 00:52:26,279
Remember you used to love
decorating the tree.
724
00:52:27,147 --> 00:52:28,950
(CHUCKLES)
725
00:52:28,983 --> 00:52:30,652
That's...
726
00:52:30,685 --> 00:52:33,320
You were
crazy for it,
every year.
727
00:52:34,221 --> 00:52:36,490
And you'd always
let me, um,
728
00:52:36,524 --> 00:52:37,925
put the fairy
on top of the tree.
729
00:52:37,959 --> 00:52:39,292
The fairy. I did.
730
00:52:39,326 --> 00:52:41,529
(CLOCK TICKING)
731
00:52:52,740 --> 00:52:54,742
(SOBS)
732
00:52:58,913 --> 00:53:01,415
I'm sorry I never
came in your room
when you were crying.
733
00:53:02,150 --> 00:53:03,383
No, really, it's okay.
734
00:53:03,417 --> 00:53:04,886
No, it's not okay,
though, really, is it?
735
00:53:04,919 --> 00:53:06,721
It's not.
Dad. Dad, I get it.
736
00:53:06,754 --> 00:53:07,822
It was, it was so long...
737
00:53:07,855 --> 00:53:09,222
(SOBBING)
738
00:53:09,256 --> 00:53:11,793
(VOICE BREAKS)
It was so long ago. Stop!
739
00:53:13,795 --> 00:53:14,796
(SOBS)
740
00:53:23,303 --> 00:53:24,572
Can I hug you now?
741
00:53:26,074 --> 00:53:27,575
Yeah, please.
742
00:53:30,078 --> 00:53:31,278
(SNIFFLES)
743
00:53:36,316 --> 00:53:37,518
(SNIFFLING)
744
00:53:38,251 --> 00:53:39,554
You're all right, son.
745
00:53:40,287 --> 00:53:41,823
You're all right.
746
00:53:45,292 --> 00:53:47,494
(PENSIVE MUSIC PLAYING)
747
00:54:09,117 --> 00:54:10,317
(CHUCKLES)
748
00:54:13,054 --> 00:54:14,254
ADAM: After this,
749
00:54:16,924 --> 00:54:17,992
I wanna go out.
750
00:54:19,861 --> 00:54:21,361
You,
751
00:54:21,394 --> 00:54:23,631
and me...
(MOANING)
752
00:54:23,664 --> 00:54:25,700
...together...
(CHUCKLING)
753
00:54:26,500 --> 00:54:28,035
...into the world.
754
00:54:28,069 --> 00:54:29,871
(I WANT A DOG BY PET SHOP BOYS
PLAYING ON SPEAKERS)
755
00:54:29,904 --> 00:54:31,606
(INDISTINCT CHATTERING)
756
00:54:31,639 --> 00:54:35,676
MAN:
♪ My dog will barkat any passers-by
757
00:54:38,846 --> 00:54:44,685
♪ Oh, you can get lonely
758
00:54:46,988 --> 00:54:48,488
♪ I want a dog...♪
759
00:54:48,523 --> 00:54:51,391
What do you
want to drink?
Uh... A pint.
760
00:54:53,227 --> 00:54:54,562
Thank you.
761
00:54:58,666 --> 00:54:59,934
Sorry.
762
00:55:01,736 --> 00:55:02,904
Whoops, sorry.
763
00:55:05,173 --> 00:55:06,373
Sorry.
764
00:55:12,680 --> 00:55:15,049
Ah fuck.
I've missed
this feeling.
765
00:55:15,082 --> 00:55:16,083
I can't hear ya.
766
00:55:16,984 --> 00:55:18,385
Do you dance?
767
00:55:18,418 --> 00:55:20,420
If I'm wasted enough.
768
00:55:20,453 --> 00:55:22,156
Then let's get
wasted enough.
769
00:55:22,190 --> 00:55:24,391
(DANCE MUSIC PLAYING)
770
00:55:27,695 --> 00:55:29,329
C'mon.
771
00:56:02,296 --> 00:56:03,865
Yeah.
772
00:56:03,898 --> 00:56:04,966
Where'd you
get this?
773
00:56:04,999 --> 00:56:06,801
Found it
in my wallet.
774
00:56:06,834 --> 00:56:08,169
Fuck knows
how long
it's been there.
775
00:56:08,202 --> 00:56:09,604
(SNIFFS)
776
00:56:15,743 --> 00:56:16,911
(SNIFFS)
777
00:56:18,012 --> 00:56:19,080
I think
that's ketamine.
778
00:56:20,380 --> 00:56:21,582
Really?
Mmm-hmm.
779
00:56:21,616 --> 00:56:22,917
Have you
done it before?
780
00:56:23,317 --> 00:56:24,451
No.
781
00:56:25,385 --> 00:56:27,588
Will you look after me?
I'll do my best.
782
00:56:27,622 --> 00:56:30,625
Okay.
That'll have to do.
Okay.
783
00:56:30,658 --> 00:56:32,827
(DEATH OF A PARTY BY BLUR
PLAYING OVER SPEAKERS)
784
00:56:53,848 --> 00:56:57,018
MAN:
♪ The death of the party
785
00:57:00,021 --> 00:57:02,657
♪ Came as no surprise
786
00:57:05,593 --> 00:57:09,530
♪ Why did we bother
787
00:57:11,666 --> 00:57:13,935
♪ Should have stayed away
788
00:57:16,203 --> 00:57:19,540
♪ Another night
789
00:57:20,675 --> 00:57:24,111
♪ And I thought well well
790
00:57:27,447 --> 00:57:31,953
♪ Go to another party
791
00:57:32,553 --> 00:57:35,523
♪ And hang myself
792
00:57:37,158 --> 00:57:41,095
♪ Gently on the shelf
793
00:57:41,128 --> 00:57:43,030
(INAUDIBLE CONVERSATION)
794
00:58:07,455 --> 00:58:11,258
♪ Another night
795
00:58:12,259 --> 00:58:15,863
♪ And I thought well well
796
00:58:19,066 --> 00:58:24,105
♪ Go to another party
797
00:58:24,138 --> 00:58:26,941
♪ And hang myself
798
00:58:28,576 --> 00:58:33,748
♪ Gently on the shelf
799
00:59:10,519 --> 00:59:13,654
♪ Another party
800
00:59:14,822 --> 00:59:18,726
♪ And I thought well well
801
00:59:22,263 --> 00:59:25,266
♪ Go to another party
802
00:59:26,801 --> 00:59:29,336
♪ And hang myself♪
803
00:59:53,427 --> 00:59:56,630
(MUSIC GOES OFF TUNE)
(TEMPO DROPS)
804
00:59:59,200 --> 01:00:01,135
(SCREAMING)
805
01:00:01,168 --> 01:00:02,903
(MUSIC FADES OUT)
806
01:00:26,694 --> 01:00:28,896
(MAN ON TV
SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY)
807
01:00:30,264 --> 01:00:31,999
MAN: (ON TV)
...for the next 30 minutes,
808
01:00:32,032 --> 01:00:33,734
some surely good tunescoming your way.
809
01:00:33,767 --> 01:00:36,670
Like down here, we have
810
01:00:36,704 --> 01:00:39,440
at number four,The Pet Shop Boys
811
01:00:39,473 --> 01:00:41,876
and You Were
Always on My Mind.
812
01:00:43,878 --> 01:00:46,113
(ALWAYS ON MY MIND
BY PET SHOP BOYS
PLAYING ON TV)
813
01:00:46,147 --> 01:00:48,149
(FIRE CRACKLING)
814
01:00:50,684 --> 01:00:51,886
(DAD GRUNTS)
MUM: Adam.
815
01:00:52,621 --> 01:00:53,888
What's wrong?
816
01:00:56,223 --> 01:00:57,825
Oh, you're really hot.
817
01:00:57,858 --> 01:00:59,093
No, he's really hot.
818
01:00:59,628 --> 01:01:00,828
What?
819
01:01:03,598 --> 01:01:05,266
Now, here you go.
820
01:01:06,333 --> 01:01:07,368
Come on.
821
01:01:09,604 --> 01:01:11,272
Squeeze in,
squeeze in,
squeeze in.
822
01:01:13,440 --> 01:01:17,411
MAN:
♪ Little thingsI should have said and done
823
01:01:17,444 --> 01:01:20,915
♪ I never took the time
824
01:01:20,948 --> 01:01:23,717
♪ You were always on my mind
825
01:01:24,718 --> 01:01:28,155
♪ You were always on my mind
826
01:01:28,822 --> 01:01:31,425
♪ Maybe I didn't hold you
827
01:01:32,594 --> 01:01:36,063
♪ All those lonely,lonely times
828
01:01:36,096 --> 01:01:39,033
♪ And I guess I never told you
829
01:01:39,900 --> 01:01:42,970
♪ I'm so happythat you're mine
830
01:01:44,138 --> 01:01:47,841
♪ If I made you feelsecond best
831
01:01:47,875 --> 01:01:51,845
♪ I'm so sorry I was blind
832
01:01:51,879 --> 01:01:55,650
♪ You were always on my mind
833
01:01:55,684 --> 01:01:59,153
♪ You were always on my mind
834
01:01:59,186 --> 01:02:02,790
BOTH:
♪ Tell me
835
01:02:02,823 --> 01:02:06,727
♪ Tell me that your sweet lovehasn't died
836
01:02:06,760 --> 01:02:10,297
♪ Give me
837
01:02:10,331 --> 01:02:14,301
♪ One more chanceto keep you satisfied
838
01:02:14,335 --> 01:02:16,403
♪ Satisfied
839
01:02:16,437 --> 01:02:18,439
(DAD VOCALIZING)
840
01:02:24,945 --> 01:02:26,413
Okay, get together.
841
01:02:26,447 --> 01:02:28,349
Yeah. Yeah. Are you ready?
I'm gonna press it.
842
01:02:29,216 --> 01:02:30,818
Okay, it's going.
843
01:02:30,851 --> 01:02:32,953
All right, we have to be quick
'cause it goes off in a sec.
844
01:02:34,488 --> 01:02:35,690
It's about
10 seconds.
845
01:02:35,724 --> 01:02:37,992
Merry Christmas.
Merry Christmas.
846
01:02:38,025 --> 01:02:39,026
Here we go!
Merry Christmas.
(CHUCKLES)
847
01:02:39,059 --> 01:02:40,261
Merry Christmas!
Go...
848
01:02:41,395 --> 01:02:44,331
MAN:
♪ You werealways on my mind
849
01:02:45,199 --> 01:02:48,637
♪ Tell me♪
850
01:02:48,670 --> 01:02:50,871
(MUSIC SLOWS DOWN,
GOES OFF TUNE)
851
01:02:55,909 --> 01:02:57,211
Is this real?
852
01:02:59,346 --> 01:03:00,515
MUM: Does it
feel real?
853
01:03:02,349 --> 01:03:03,450
Yeah.
854
01:03:04,451 --> 01:03:05,520
There you go, then.
855
01:03:07,988 --> 01:03:09,256
ADAM: For how long,
though?
856
01:03:10,257 --> 01:03:11,392
I can't answer that.
857
01:03:15,095 --> 01:03:17,898
I suppose we don't get
to decide when it's over.
858
01:03:24,371 --> 01:03:26,106
ADAM: You're not
going out now,
are you?
859
01:03:26,840 --> 01:03:28,242
MUM: (ECHOES)
Where would we go?
860
01:03:28,643 --> 01:03:30,311
The Walsh's.
861
01:03:30,344 --> 01:03:31,513
MUM: The Walsh's?
862
01:03:33,847 --> 01:03:34,882
The Walsh's.
863
01:03:34,915 --> 01:03:37,384
ADAM: No, no. Wait.
864
01:03:37,418 --> 01:03:39,587
Promise me you're not
gonna go out now.
865
01:03:39,621 --> 01:03:41,055
I promise.
866
01:03:41,088 --> 01:03:43,324
We're just gonna be
asleep next door.
867
01:03:45,426 --> 01:03:46,827
Promise. (ECHOES)
868
01:03:48,128 --> 01:03:49,129
All right?
869
01:03:51,198 --> 01:03:52,199
Get some sleep.
870
01:03:59,741 --> 01:04:00,941
(DOOR CLOSES)
871
01:04:06,246 --> 01:04:07,348
(SIGHS)
872
01:04:10,317 --> 01:04:11,318
No.
873
01:04:13,454 --> 01:04:14,455
(KNOCKING ON DOOR)
874
01:04:16,490 --> 01:04:17,559
MUM: What is it,
sweetheart?
875
01:04:20,361 --> 01:04:21,395
I can't sleep.
876
01:04:28,268 --> 01:04:29,571
Well, do you
wanna get in?
877
01:04:32,239 --> 01:04:34,241
Can I?
'Course, you can.
878
01:04:36,910 --> 01:04:38,112
(DAD GRUNTS)
879
01:04:55,896 --> 01:04:57,565
Still smells
the same
in here.
880
01:05:00,802 --> 01:05:02,503
You'd creep in here
night after night,
881
01:05:02,537 --> 01:05:03,605
saying you
couldn't sleep.
882
01:05:05,807 --> 01:05:07,441
You're always scared
of something.
883
01:05:10,077 --> 01:05:12,647
Murderers
breaking in,
or rabies,
884
01:05:13,615 --> 01:05:14,948
or nuclear war.
885
01:05:16,651 --> 01:05:18,152
Do people
still get rabies?
886
01:05:19,521 --> 01:05:21,488
No.
Oh!
887
01:05:24,124 --> 01:05:25,560
I was desperate
for you to grow up
888
01:05:25,593 --> 01:05:26,927
just so I could get
a good night's sleep.
889
01:05:26,960 --> 01:05:29,163
(CLOCK TICKING)
890
01:05:32,767 --> 01:05:33,967
Sorry.
891
01:05:35,269 --> 01:05:36,538
What are you
sorry for?
892
01:05:39,674 --> 01:05:40,941
I'm the sorry one.
893
01:05:43,243 --> 01:05:45,345
I should've relished
you driving me bananas.
894
01:06:01,930 --> 01:06:03,197
Where did you go?
895
01:06:05,098 --> 01:06:06,366
You know,
afterwards.
896
01:06:09,102 --> 01:06:10,370
I lived with Granny.
897
01:06:11,138 --> 01:06:12,841
She took me to Dublin.
898
01:06:12,874 --> 01:06:14,174
Yeah, I thought so.
899
01:06:16,076 --> 01:06:17,444
Why didn't you live
with his lot?
900
01:06:17,478 --> 01:06:19,213
Why didn't you live
with Granny May?
901
01:06:20,782 --> 01:06:22,517
They said she was
too heartbroken.
902
01:06:23,283 --> 01:06:24,284
About what?
903
01:06:25,219 --> 01:06:27,187
Well, she'd lost
her son.
904
01:06:27,221 --> 01:06:28,656
Oh, I see.
But my mother
was fine
905
01:06:28,690 --> 01:06:29,924
about losing
her only daughter?
906
01:06:29,958 --> 01:06:31,325
No, no.
907
01:06:32,961 --> 01:06:34,495
She was not fine.
908
01:06:35,730 --> 01:06:37,297
I just can't believe
909
01:06:37,331 --> 01:06:38,600
that she got to
look after you
and I didn't.
910
01:06:42,302 --> 01:06:44,104
Are any of them
still around now?
911
01:06:46,373 --> 01:06:47,842
No.
912
01:06:47,876 --> 01:06:49,276
Guess they
wouldn't be,
would they?
913
01:06:51,513 --> 01:06:53,715
And how did you
get on over there
with Mum?
914
01:06:55,517 --> 01:06:57,685
Did you manage
to fit in better
at school?
915
01:07:00,722 --> 01:07:01,789
I made sure I did.
916
01:07:09,129 --> 01:07:10,565
I hate that
we weren't around
917
01:07:10,598 --> 01:07:12,332
when you
needed us most,
sweetheart.
918
01:07:15,770 --> 01:07:17,337
And I hate even more
919
01:07:17,371 --> 01:07:18,873
that I wasn't there
before that,
not really.
920
01:07:18,907 --> 01:07:20,742
No, that's not true.
921
01:07:20,775 --> 01:07:23,410
Come on. Well, I was hardly
Mother of the Year, was I?
922
01:07:25,980 --> 01:07:27,347
But I like
to think that
923
01:07:27,381 --> 01:07:29,116
I would've got
better at it in time.
924
01:07:30,685 --> 01:07:32,085
You know,
given time.
925
01:07:36,356 --> 01:07:38,091
You know,
when I was a teenager,
926
01:07:39,159 --> 01:07:42,296
or even later,
into my twenties,
927
01:07:43,063 --> 01:07:45,065
I used to
plot it all out.
928
01:07:45,967 --> 01:07:47,167
What'd you mean?
929
01:07:49,837 --> 01:07:51,806
What we might've
done together
930
01:07:54,074 --> 01:07:57,812
in intricate detail.
Trips to the Whitgift Centre
931
01:07:58,646 --> 01:07:59,781
birthdays,
932
01:08:00,848 --> 01:08:02,182
trips to London,
933
01:08:03,116 --> 01:08:06,086
The Planetarium,
the London Dungeon.
934
01:08:06,119 --> 01:08:07,555
Oh, I always wanted
to go there.
935
01:08:07,589 --> 01:08:08,790
(CHUCKLES)
936
01:08:08,823 --> 01:08:10,825
I know.
(CHUCKLES)
937
01:08:11,993 --> 01:08:13,260
There were holidays
938
01:08:13,293 --> 01:08:14,762
that we might've
gone on together.
939
01:08:14,796 --> 01:08:16,096
Did we make it
to Disneyland?
940
01:08:16,129 --> 01:08:17,699
We did.
941
01:08:17,732 --> 01:08:19,099
When I was 14.
942
01:08:20,001 --> 01:08:22,369
It rained nonstop.
Oh!
943
01:08:22,402 --> 01:08:25,105
And they shut down
Space Mountain.
944
01:08:25,138 --> 01:08:27,809
And we fought
every day.
945
01:08:27,842 --> 01:08:29,343
Why did we
have to fight?
946
01:08:29,376 --> 01:08:31,512
Because that's
what everyone did
with their parents.
947
01:08:32,880 --> 01:08:34,448
They fought
and bickered
948
01:08:34,481 --> 01:08:36,818
and pretended that
they were ruining
each other's lives.
949
01:08:39,219 --> 01:08:40,521
Did we make up?
950
01:08:42,991 --> 01:08:44,491
No, we didn't need
to make up.
951
01:08:46,694 --> 01:08:47,795
We were together,
952
01:08:49,363 --> 01:08:50,364
so,
953
01:08:52,332 --> 01:08:53,601
so it didn't matter.
954
01:09:00,808 --> 01:09:01,909
You okay?
955
01:09:06,246 --> 01:09:07,682
(SOBS) No.
DAD: You're okay, son.
956
01:09:18,693 --> 01:09:19,794
You're okay.
957
01:09:24,065 --> 01:09:25,298
What are you
doing here?
958
01:09:25,332 --> 01:09:26,466
You're not supposed
to be here.
959
01:09:30,772 --> 01:09:32,774
(VEHICLE APPROACHING)
960
01:09:33,775 --> 01:09:35,777
(GRAVEL CRUNCHING)
961
01:09:38,780 --> 01:09:40,447
(CAR DOOR OPENS)
962
01:09:40,480 --> 01:09:42,282
(INDISTINCT RADIO CHATTER)
963
01:09:43,183 --> 01:09:44,519
(DOOR CLOSES)
964
01:09:48,188 --> 01:09:50,390
(INDISTINCT RADIO CHATTER)
965
01:09:58,733 --> 01:10:00,535
(KNOCKING AT DOOR)
966
01:10:02,036 --> 01:10:03,104
(PHONE RINGING)
967
01:10:03,137 --> 01:10:04,404
(GASPS)
968
01:10:10,912 --> 01:10:12,613
(EERIE MUSIC PLAYING)
969
01:10:32,100 --> 01:10:34,301
(INDISTINCT ANNOUNCEMENT
ON PA)
970
01:10:51,451 --> 01:10:53,654
(EERIE MUSIC PLAYING)
971
01:10:58,726 --> 01:11:00,895
(COUGHING)
972
01:11:16,110 --> 01:11:18,311
(BRAKES SQUEALING)
973
01:11:22,817 --> 01:11:24,519
(SCREAMING)
974
01:11:37,899 --> 01:11:41,334
ADAM: Mum? Mum?
975
01:11:41,368 --> 01:11:43,370
(YELLS)
(HARRY SHUSHING)
976
01:11:43,403 --> 01:11:45,606
(ADAM BREATHING HEAVILY)
977
01:11:46,607 --> 01:11:47,608
You're okay.
978
01:11:48,976 --> 01:11:50,077
You're okay.
979
01:11:50,111 --> 01:11:51,913
(ADAM SOBBING)
980
01:11:51,946 --> 01:11:54,649
What day...
What day is it?
Sunday.
981
01:11:56,684 --> 01:11:58,119
Why is it...
982
01:11:58,152 --> 01:12:00,788
How come... How...
Why is it still Sunday?
983
01:12:00,822 --> 01:12:02,790
You kept
screaming out
for your parents
984
01:12:02,824 --> 01:12:04,625
over and over again
in the club.
985
01:12:04,659 --> 01:12:05,893
And then,
986
01:12:05,927 --> 01:12:09,263
I didn't know
what to do
so I just,
987
01:12:09,297 --> 01:12:12,867
took you back here
and lay with you
till you fell asleep.
988
01:12:12,900 --> 01:12:14,902
(ADAM BREATHING HEAVILY)
989
01:12:17,905 --> 01:12:19,574
You looked
so scared.
990
01:12:22,944 --> 01:12:24,145
I am.
991
01:12:24,178 --> 01:12:26,479
Hey, come here.
Come here.
992
01:12:27,148 --> 01:12:28,415
Hey, come here.
993
01:12:29,684 --> 01:12:31,986
(SHUSHING)
(ADAM GROANING)
994
01:12:35,523 --> 01:12:36,991
I'm here.
It's okay.
995
01:12:37,024 --> 01:12:38,092
(ADAM CRYING)
996
01:12:40,962 --> 01:12:43,363
(ADAM CONTINUES CRYING)
997
01:12:43,965 --> 01:12:44,932
You're okay.
998
01:12:51,672 --> 01:12:53,373
ADAM: I was sleepingin their bed
999
01:12:53,406 --> 01:12:55,475
the night they went out.
1000
01:12:56,344 --> 01:12:57,612
I was meant to gowith them.
1001
01:12:58,679 --> 01:13:02,717
To Christmas drinksat the Walsh's.
1002
01:13:04,185 --> 01:13:07,121
Around midnight, um...
1003
01:13:07,154 --> 01:13:10,892
Two police came to the door.A man and a woman.
1004
01:13:14,896 --> 01:13:18,199
He had really beautiful,kind eyes,
1005
01:13:18,232 --> 01:13:20,701
and this thick, dark stubble.
1006
01:13:20,735 --> 01:13:22,169
Looked likeit had been drawn on.
1007
01:13:26,406 --> 01:13:29,110
The car skiddedon black ice. (SIGHS)
1008
01:13:29,911 --> 01:13:31,879
Both of themhad been drinking.
1009
01:13:34,015 --> 01:13:37,652
Dad was killed right away,
but they took Mum to, uh,
1010
01:13:37,685 --> 01:13:41,022
Saint Mary's in Croydon,
and she died
a few days later.
1011
01:13:41,055 --> 01:13:42,623
Did you get
to see her?
1012
01:13:45,326 --> 01:13:47,028
What'd you mean?
To say goodbye?
1013
01:13:47,061 --> 01:13:48,062
Mmm-hmm. Yeah.
1014
01:13:48,729 --> 01:13:50,031
No.
1015
01:13:50,064 --> 01:13:52,934
My granny thought
it would be
too scarring.
1016
01:13:52,967 --> 01:13:54,434
(SNIFFLES)
1017
01:13:54,467 --> 01:13:56,270
Mum went through
the windscreen
1018
01:13:56,304 --> 01:13:57,571
and she lost an eye,
1019
01:13:57,605 --> 01:14:00,341
so she was
pretty fucked up.
1020
01:14:00,374 --> 01:14:01,709
Jesus.
1021
01:14:01,742 --> 01:14:02,743
Yeah.
1022
01:14:06,347 --> 01:14:07,715
I went looking
for that eye.
1023
01:14:10,985 --> 01:14:14,221
I don't know why.
Didn't want anyone else
to find it.
1024
01:14:15,623 --> 01:14:17,224
Thought it would be
on the side of the road.
1025
01:14:18,458 --> 01:14:19,827
(CHUCKLING)
1026
01:14:19,860 --> 01:14:23,030
Staring up at me.
"Hi." (CHUCKLES)
1027
01:14:26,434 --> 01:14:29,103
I did find
a tiny piece
1028
01:14:29,136 --> 01:14:31,005
of the windscreen
glass, though.
1029
01:14:35,843 --> 01:14:37,378
In my head,
it had blood on it,
1030
01:14:37,411 --> 01:14:38,946
but maybe
that's not true.
1031
01:14:42,850 --> 01:14:45,052
The nurse said
that Mum woke up
1032
01:14:45,086 --> 01:14:46,687
just before she died.
1033
01:14:49,790 --> 01:14:52,827
She must've been
so confused.
Can't hardly see and...
1034
01:14:53,961 --> 01:14:55,796
Dad wasn't there,
I wasn't there.
1035
01:14:58,632 --> 01:15:01,202
I can't even begin
to imagine how you felt.
1036
01:15:03,270 --> 01:15:04,939
How lonely
you must've been.
1037
01:15:06,040 --> 01:15:09,910
Yeah, but, like,
I'd always felt lonely,
1038
01:15:09,944 --> 01:15:11,112
even before.
1039
01:15:12,680 --> 01:15:14,281
This was a new feeling.
1040
01:15:15,883 --> 01:15:16,884
Like...
1041
01:15:22,556 --> 01:15:23,858
a terror,
1042
01:15:25,359 --> 01:15:28,295
that I'd always be alone now.
1043
01:15:33,701 --> 01:15:36,670
And then, as I got older,
that feeling just,
1044
01:15:38,606 --> 01:15:40,241
just solidified.
1045
01:15:42,443 --> 01:15:44,111
Just a...
1046
01:15:44,145 --> 01:15:46,647
Just a knot here all the time.
1047
01:15:48,182 --> 01:15:50,051
And then losing them,
1048
01:15:50,084 --> 01:15:52,319
it just got tangled up
with all the other stuff,
1049
01:15:53,354 --> 01:15:54,855
about being gay,
1050
01:15:57,425 --> 01:15:58,959
and just feeling, like,
1051
01:16:04,198 --> 01:16:05,699
the future doesn't matter.
1052
01:16:11,372 --> 01:16:12,606
Does that
make sense?
1053
01:16:16,545 --> 01:16:17,778
Yeah.
1054
01:16:19,246 --> 01:16:20,247
Mmm-hmm.
1055
01:16:23,384 --> 01:16:26,787
I know how easy it can be
to stop caring about yourself.
1056
01:16:31,892 --> 01:16:32,927
Yeah.
1057
01:16:39,568 --> 01:16:40,768
Yeah.
1058
01:16:46,974 --> 01:16:47,975
Adam.
1059
01:16:55,249 --> 01:16:56,250
Will you come with me?
1060
01:16:58,252 --> 01:16:59,253
(CHUCKLES)
1061
01:17:00,287 --> 01:17:01,355
Where to?
1062
01:17:03,124 --> 01:17:05,693
Just let me show you.
1063
01:17:25,479 --> 01:17:26,714
(DOORBELL RINGING)
1064
01:17:28,282 --> 01:17:29,283
Whose house
is this?
1065
01:17:30,718 --> 01:17:31,886
My parents'.
1066
01:17:32,653 --> 01:17:35,055
Yeah.
Who lives
here now?
1067
01:17:38,527 --> 01:17:40,895
It's okay.
Don't worry.
1068
01:17:55,309 --> 01:17:56,310
Hello?
1069
01:17:57,579 --> 01:17:58,779
Adam.
1070
01:18:14,428 --> 01:18:15,429
(KNOCKING ON DOOR)
1071
01:18:16,665 --> 01:18:18,699
ADAM: Hello?
1072
01:18:19,568 --> 01:18:21,001
Where are they?
Who?
1073
01:18:24,104 --> 01:18:25,105
ADAM: Hello?
1074
01:18:26,106 --> 01:18:27,341
HARRY: Who?
1075
01:18:27,374 --> 01:18:29,276
ADAM:
My parents.
1076
01:18:29,310 --> 01:18:30,911
This is our house.
This is our kitchen.
1077
01:18:30,945 --> 01:18:32,913
This is our wallpaper.
That's our table
1078
01:18:32,947 --> 01:18:34,583
where we had
fish and chips
every Friday night,
1079
01:18:34,616 --> 01:18:35,716
so my mother
could pretend
1080
01:18:35,749 --> 01:18:37,084
we were still
Catholic.
1081
01:18:37,117 --> 01:18:38,786
Adam I want to go home.
Let me take you home.
1082
01:18:38,819 --> 01:18:40,622
This is my home.
No, it used to be.
1083
01:18:40,655 --> 01:18:41,922
It's not anymore.
Adam!
Mum?
1084
01:18:41,956 --> 01:18:43,224
Dad?
Adam, listen.
1085
01:18:43,257 --> 01:18:44,425
Let me
take you home.
1086
01:18:44,458 --> 01:18:45,926
You go home!
1087
01:18:45,960 --> 01:18:47,461
You go home.
I'm not going.
1088
01:18:51,298 --> 01:18:53,267
Where are they?
1089
01:18:54,835 --> 01:18:55,869
Where are they?
1090
01:18:55,903 --> 01:18:57,606
(BANGING ON DOOR)
1091
01:18:57,639 --> 01:18:58,839
Mum?
1092
01:18:59,608 --> 01:19:01,041
Adam, stop it.
Dad?
1093
01:19:01,676 --> 01:19:03,877
(EERIE MUSIC PLAYING)
1094
01:19:05,547 --> 01:19:06,880
Can you see them?
1095
01:19:17,391 --> 01:19:18,392
Let me in.
1096
01:19:19,159 --> 01:19:20,294
Please.
1097
01:19:21,495 --> 01:19:22,830
Please let me in.
1098
01:19:24,932 --> 01:19:26,267
Please let me in.
1099
01:19:28,469 --> 01:19:30,070
(GLASS SHATTERING)
1100
01:19:31,372 --> 01:19:32,641
DAD: He has to stop now.
1101
01:19:32,674 --> 01:19:33,807
He has to get on
with his life.
1102
01:19:33,841 --> 01:19:35,175
He can't keep
coming here.
1103
01:19:35,209 --> 01:19:36,910
We're not allowing him
to get on with his life.
1104
01:19:36,944 --> 01:19:38,946
MUM: I think
we are helping him.
1105
01:19:38,979 --> 01:19:41,015
DAD: No, we're not.
It's not normal.
1106
01:19:41,048 --> 01:19:43,350
It's not...
Why didn't you let us in?
1107
01:19:47,421 --> 01:19:49,990
Where is he?
Is he here?
Is Harry here?
1108
01:19:50,024 --> 01:19:51,025
MUM: No.
1109
01:19:52,761 --> 01:19:54,061
We did see him, though.
1110
01:19:57,464 --> 01:19:59,033
But I wanted you
to meet him.
1111
01:20:00,167 --> 01:20:02,903
I know,
but I don't think
this works like that.
1112
01:20:02,936 --> 01:20:04,438
Looked like
a handsome fellow,
though.
1113
01:20:06,874 --> 01:20:09,977
Is he your
special friend?
1114
01:20:13,180 --> 01:20:14,683
Do you mean
my boyfriend?
1115
01:20:14,716 --> 01:20:16,950
Is he my boyfriend?
You can say it.
1116
01:20:16,984 --> 01:20:19,887
Okay.
Well, is he
your boyfriend?
1117
01:20:20,888 --> 01:20:25,292
Um...
Uh, I don't know.
1118
01:20:28,195 --> 01:20:29,564
Are you
in love
with him?
1119
01:20:30,765 --> 01:20:32,366
(CHUCKLES)
1120
01:20:34,001 --> 01:20:35,502
Why is that
so strange?
1121
01:20:39,039 --> 01:20:42,343
I don't know,
I've never been
in love before, so...
1122
01:20:43,877 --> 01:20:45,112
Not really.
1123
01:20:45,647 --> 01:20:46,847
So, this...
1124
01:20:48,082 --> 01:20:50,384
I don't know
if this is it.
1125
01:20:51,619 --> 01:20:53,020
MUM: Sweetheart.
1126
01:20:54,388 --> 01:20:56,123
Well,
1127
01:20:56,156 --> 01:20:58,560
he certainly seems
to care about you
a whole heap,
1128
01:20:59,627 --> 01:21:02,429
in my not so
humble opinion.
1129
01:21:06,333 --> 01:21:08,268
Do you think
you'd like to be
in love with him?
1130
01:21:13,708 --> 01:21:14,908
Yeah?
1131
01:21:18,912 --> 01:21:21,315
(SOFT MUSIC PLAYING)
1132
01:21:36,063 --> 01:21:38,232
Son, I think we...
No.
1133
01:21:38,666 --> 01:21:40,300
Don't say it.
1134
01:21:40,334 --> 01:21:42,537
Please don't say it.
No, we have to.
1135
01:21:42,570 --> 01:21:43,904
We have to.
1136
01:21:44,471 --> 01:21:45,673
Um...
1137
01:21:46,741 --> 01:21:49,076
Me and your mum,
1138
01:21:49,109 --> 01:21:51,646
we think that it's best
you don't come
visit us anymore.
1139
01:21:53,882 --> 01:21:55,683
All right.
1140
01:21:55,717 --> 01:21:58,385
You're just gonna
keep coming and coming,
I know you are.
1141
01:21:59,420 --> 01:22:01,355
And we can see
what this is
doing to you.
1142
01:22:02,857 --> 01:22:04,258
It's not doing
anything to me.
1143
01:22:04,291 --> 01:22:05,392
Yes, it is.
1144
01:22:06,126 --> 01:22:07,695
It won't let you
move on.
1145
01:22:08,830 --> 01:22:10,532
Okay, well,
I'll come less.
1146
01:22:10,565 --> 01:22:13,735
I'll come once a year.
I'll come at Christmas.
1147
01:22:13,768 --> 01:22:15,436
Come on, lad, we...
1148
01:22:15,469 --> 01:22:16,638
You have to
have known
1149
01:22:16,671 --> 01:22:17,906
that this wasn't
gonna last forever.
1150
01:22:17,938 --> 01:22:19,908
I'm not asking
for it to last
forever.
1151
01:22:19,940 --> 01:22:21,141
I'm just...
1152
01:22:22,042 --> 01:22:23,477
It hasn't been
long enough.
1153
01:22:25,345 --> 01:22:27,080
Hasn't been close
to long enough.
1154
01:22:32,319 --> 01:22:34,354
I know, but it never
could be, could it?
1155
01:22:48,001 --> 01:22:49,303
Hey, listen.
1156
01:22:50,437 --> 01:22:51,573
I've got
an idea.
1157
01:22:52,707 --> 01:22:54,007
How's about...
1158
01:22:55,910 --> 01:22:57,411
How's about
we go to your
favorite place
1159
01:22:57,444 --> 01:23:00,615
in the whole
bloody world,
huh?
1160
01:23:02,584 --> 01:23:04,218
I'm sure
it's still open.
1161
01:23:05,419 --> 01:23:07,087
It's the next
best thing
to Disneyland.
1162
01:23:07,120 --> 01:23:08,455
It's fucking
cheaper too.
1163
01:23:08,489 --> 01:23:10,324
(LAUGHING)
1164
01:23:15,563 --> 01:23:16,931
What do you think?
1165
01:23:16,965 --> 01:23:19,634
(ENGINE WHIRRING)
1166
01:23:19,667 --> 01:23:21,736
( IF I COULD SEE THE WORLD(THROUGH THE EYESOF A CHILD) PLAYING)
1167
01:23:28,943 --> 01:23:33,848
WOMAN:
♪ If I could see the world
1168
01:23:33,882 --> 01:23:38,185
♪ Through the eyes of a child
1169
01:23:38,218 --> 01:23:42,489
♪ What a wonderful world♪
1170
01:23:42,524 --> 01:23:46,694
♪ This would be♪
1171
01:23:46,728 --> 01:23:48,395
♪ There'd be no trouble...♪
1172
01:23:48,428 --> 01:23:51,533
ADAM: Uh, can I getthe "family special", please?
1173
01:23:52,199 --> 01:23:53,400
SERVER:
That's a lot of food.
1174
01:23:54,569 --> 01:23:55,570
That's okay.
1175
01:24:00,909 --> 01:24:02,577
Not really
very hungry.
1176
01:24:02,610 --> 01:24:04,211
No, me neither.
No.
1177
01:24:10,852 --> 01:24:12,319
Hey, I wanna
ask you something.
1178
01:24:12,352 --> 01:24:14,154
God, no, don't ask.
No, no,
I'm gonna ask him.
1179
01:24:15,322 --> 01:24:17,090
Was it quick?
Oh, Jesus.
1180
01:24:17,124 --> 01:24:18,826
I told you not to ask.
You're the...
You wanna know.
1181
01:24:18,860 --> 01:24:20,360
Yeah, but what if
it was slow and
horribly painful?
1182
01:24:20,394 --> 01:24:21,729
Yeah,
but what difference
does it make?
1183
01:24:21,763 --> 01:24:22,597
It makes
a big difference.
1184
01:24:22,630 --> 01:24:23,631
It was quick.
1185
01:24:25,033 --> 01:24:26,466
Was it?
Yeah.
1186
01:24:28,201 --> 01:24:29,403
For both of us?
1187
01:24:30,337 --> 01:24:31,739
Mmm-hmm.
1188
01:24:31,773 --> 01:24:33,273
MUM: No, you don't
seem sure.
1189
01:24:33,307 --> 01:24:34,542
Don't be
fibbing now.
1190
01:24:34,576 --> 01:24:35,910
It was quick.
1191
01:24:35,944 --> 01:24:37,144
It was really quick.
1192
01:24:40,515 --> 01:24:41,649
Well, okay.
1193
01:24:41,683 --> 01:24:43,083
Yeah, yeah.
1194
01:24:43,116 --> 01:24:46,119
Yeah,
but that's a relief,
isn't it? Of sorts.
1195
01:24:46,153 --> 01:24:47,589
It's been playing
on my mind,
that has.
1196
01:24:53,795 --> 01:24:54,862
What do you think
we should say
1197
01:24:54,896 --> 01:24:56,096
to each other?
(CHUCKLES)
1198
01:24:59,199 --> 01:25:01,401
Not sure I have
much wisdom
to share.
1199
01:25:02,604 --> 01:25:05,372
I don't know, maybe,
Adam being older,
1200
01:25:05,405 --> 01:25:07,274
should be sharing
some with us.
1201
01:25:10,612 --> 01:25:12,312
Maybe we shouldn't
say anything.
1202
01:25:12,914 --> 01:25:14,114
Maybe.
1203
01:25:17,184 --> 01:25:18,620
Although,
I will say that
1204
01:25:18,653 --> 01:25:20,220
getting to know you
has made us
very proud, son.
1205
01:25:23,591 --> 01:25:25,693
I haven't done anything
to be proud of.
1206
01:25:25,727 --> 01:25:28,529
I've just muddled through.
No, but you got through.
1207
01:25:28,563 --> 01:25:29,931
Some tough times,
I'm sure,
1208
01:25:29,964 --> 01:25:31,666
and you're
still here.
1209
01:25:34,201 --> 01:25:35,435
That's what
we're proud of.
1210
01:25:39,774 --> 01:25:40,808
Yeah.
1211
01:25:51,085 --> 01:25:52,285
Dad?
1212
01:25:53,353 --> 01:25:54,388
Hmm?
1213
01:25:57,091 --> 01:26:00,862
Stay. Stay.
Stay a bit longer.
1214
01:26:00,895 --> 01:26:02,797
No, I don't
think so, son.
1215
01:26:02,830 --> 01:26:03,931
MUM: Love you,
darling.
1216
01:26:07,602 --> 01:26:08,603
You do?
1217
01:26:12,073 --> 01:26:13,908
Sometimes,
I wasn't so sure.
1218
01:26:15,543 --> 01:26:17,145
Whatever problems
we had,
1219
01:26:17,177 --> 01:26:19,179
I'm glad we got to be
together at the end.
1220
01:26:26,087 --> 01:26:27,287
Me too.
1221
01:26:29,256 --> 01:26:30,457
Now, I...
1222
01:26:31,759 --> 01:26:34,696
I know I was
never good
at saying it.
1223
01:26:34,729 --> 01:26:36,396
I just couldn't
get the words out.
1224
01:26:39,867 --> 01:26:41,501
I do love you
very much.
1225
01:26:44,639 --> 01:26:47,508
Somehow, even more,
now that I know you.
1226
01:26:57,952 --> 01:26:59,787
It's important
that you believe me.
1227
01:27:01,122 --> 01:27:02,355
I do.
1228
01:27:04,092 --> 01:27:05,727
(VOICE BREAKS)
And I love you very much.
1229
01:27:07,562 --> 01:27:08,563
Dad?
1230
01:27:09,063 --> 01:27:10,598
(PATTING ON HAND)
1231
01:27:10,631 --> 01:27:13,366
Dad, did...
Dad, did you
hear that?
1232
01:27:13,400 --> 01:27:17,370
MUM: (SOBS)
Oh, Adam, are you there?
1233
01:27:17,404 --> 01:27:19,741
I can't see you.
Why can't I
see you?
1234
01:27:21,175 --> 01:27:22,442
I'm here, Mum.
1235
01:27:23,978 --> 01:27:25,312
MUM: Oh,
there you are.
1236
01:27:28,415 --> 01:27:29,817
I can feel you.
1237
01:27:32,019 --> 01:27:33,788
Skin's lovely and warm.
1238
01:27:35,355 --> 01:27:36,557
Now, you listen.
1239
01:27:37,592 --> 01:27:39,426
You promise me
1240
01:27:39,459 --> 01:27:41,662
that you're gonna try
with this Harry boy.
1241
01:27:43,131 --> 01:27:44,331
Yeah.
1242
01:27:44,364 --> 01:27:46,934
I'd have liked him.
I know it.
1243
01:27:46,968 --> 01:27:49,003
He might need
a bit of taking care of,
mind you.
1244
01:27:51,271 --> 01:27:53,373
He's got such a sad face.
1245
01:27:57,078 --> 01:27:58,980
Do you hear me?
Yeah.
1246
01:27:59,013 --> 01:28:00,915
Yeah, I hear you.
1247
01:28:03,718 --> 01:28:04,919
That's good.
1248
01:28:06,587 --> 01:28:09,624
I hope you make each other
a bit happier.
1249
01:28:22,402 --> 01:28:25,907
Such a kind and gentle boy.
1250
01:28:58,438 --> 01:29:00,007
SERVER: Enjoy.
Thank you.
1251
01:29:08,749 --> 01:29:09,784
(EXHALES)
1252
01:29:12,352 --> 01:29:15,355
(SOMBER MUSIC PLAYING)
1253
01:29:34,709 --> 01:29:35,877
(BEEPS)
1254
01:30:43,110 --> 01:30:45,112
(TV STATIC BUZZING)
1255
01:31:29,090 --> 01:31:30,091
(BUZZING STOPS)
1256
01:31:33,361 --> 01:31:35,563
(DRIPPING)
1257
01:31:56,751 --> 01:31:57,752
Harry?
1258
01:32:02,556 --> 01:32:04,759
(OMINOUS MUSIC PLAYING)
1259
01:32:24,311 --> 01:32:25,980
(COUGHING)
1260
01:33:32,313 --> 01:33:35,082
(DOOR RATTLES, OPENS)
1261
01:33:56,770 --> 01:33:58,706
What are you doing
down here?
1262
01:34:06,413 --> 01:34:08,649
I came to find you.
1263
01:34:12,621 --> 01:34:13,888
Why are you here?
1264
01:34:18,359 --> 01:34:21,428
I... I said goodbye to them,
so I came to see you.
1265
01:34:27,668 --> 01:34:28,903
(EXHALES)
1266
01:34:30,237 --> 01:34:32,239
(GROANS)
1267
01:34:37,778 --> 01:34:40,414
It's okay.
It's not okay,
though, is it?
1268
01:34:50,424 --> 01:34:54,228
I was so scared that night.
I just needed to not be alone.
1269
01:35:00,968 --> 01:35:01,969
I know.
1270
01:35:14,683 --> 01:35:15,883
I'm sorry.
1271
01:35:18,687 --> 01:35:20,187
I was too scared
1272
01:35:25,192 --> 01:35:26,227
to let you in.
1273
01:35:44,679 --> 01:35:46,180
I'm in there,
aren't I?
1274
01:35:50,585 --> 01:35:52,654
Let's just
go upstairs.
No, no, no.
1275
01:35:52,687 --> 01:35:54,855
I just need you
to tell me, okay?
1276
01:35:57,057 --> 01:35:59,293
Because I can smell it.
I can...
1277
01:36:00,629 --> 01:36:02,229
taste it in my throat.
1278
01:36:09,103 --> 01:36:10,170
(EXHALES)
1279
01:36:13,508 --> 01:36:15,109
How come
no one found me?
1280
01:36:21,215 --> 01:36:23,350
Where was my mum
and my dad?
1281
01:36:26,020 --> 01:36:27,589
I found you...
(VOICE BREAKS) I know,
1282
01:36:27,622 --> 01:36:28,956
but I... Adam,
I don't want you
1283
01:36:28,989 --> 01:36:30,324
to see me like that
in there. It's...
1284
01:36:30,357 --> 01:36:32,459
You're not in there.
You're not in there.
1285
01:36:32,493 --> 01:36:33,494
You're not in there.
1286
01:36:36,196 --> 01:36:37,231
You're here.
1287
01:36:39,133 --> 01:36:40,134
You're here.
1288
01:36:43,538 --> 01:36:44,539
You're here.
1289
01:36:47,174 --> 01:36:48,175
With me.
1290
01:36:55,015 --> 01:36:56,250
Let's just
go upstairs.
1291
01:36:58,385 --> 01:36:59,853
(CHUCKLES)
1292
01:37:16,470 --> 01:37:17,838
I saw her,
you know.
1293
01:37:18,773 --> 01:37:19,973
Your mum.
1294
01:37:21,008 --> 01:37:22,910
Your dad, too,
at the house.
1295
01:37:26,648 --> 01:37:28,148
They saw you, too.
1296
01:37:28,849 --> 01:37:30,150
They did?
1297
01:37:30,184 --> 01:37:31,185
Mmm-hmm.
1298
01:37:33,253 --> 01:37:35,724
My dad says you're
a handsome fellow.
1299
01:37:35,757 --> 01:37:37,124
(HARRY CHUCKLING)
1300
01:37:39,794 --> 01:37:41,596
Hmm.
1301
01:37:41,629 --> 01:37:42,896
ADAM: They'd have
loved you.
1302
01:37:44,599 --> 01:37:45,866
They both would.
1303
01:37:46,400 --> 01:37:47,434
That's good.
1304
01:37:49,403 --> 01:37:51,472
Did you get to say
what you wanted to say?
1305
01:37:54,975 --> 01:37:56,611
I don't know,
but I got to be with them.
1306
01:37:58,713 --> 01:38:00,548
It's good that
you were all together.
1307
01:38:02,717 --> 01:38:03,917
Yeah.
1308
01:38:13,293 --> 01:38:14,428
I'm scared.
1309
01:38:17,331 --> 01:38:18,332
I know.
1310
01:38:23,036 --> 01:38:24,672
But I'm here
with you.
1311
01:38:33,515 --> 01:38:35,583
HARRY: Don't let this
get tangled up again.
1312
01:38:56,838 --> 01:38:58,038
Okay, come on.
1313
01:38:58,472 --> 01:38:59,473
Okay.
1314
01:39:02,710 --> 01:39:03,711
(GRUNTING)
1315
01:39:07,247 --> 01:39:08,716
(EXHALES)
1316
01:39:26,500 --> 01:39:28,101
It's so quiet.
1317
01:39:32,306 --> 01:39:35,743
Never could stand
how quiet this place was.
1318
01:39:39,647 --> 01:39:41,215
Will you put a record on?
1319
01:39:43,317 --> 01:39:45,419
What would
you like?
You choose.
1320
01:40:00,200 --> 01:40:01,569
(THE POWER OF LOVE PLAYING)
1321
01:40:01,603 --> 01:40:03,605
"I'll protect you
from the hooded claw."
1322
01:40:05,507 --> 01:40:08,208
"Keep the vampires
from your door."
1323
01:40:17,852 --> 01:40:21,054
MAN:
♪ Ay, ay, ay, ay
1324
01:40:22,222 --> 01:40:25,727
♪ Feels like fire
1325
01:40:25,760 --> 01:40:28,763
♪ I'm so in love with you
1326
01:40:31,231 --> 01:40:34,936
♪ Dreams are like angels
1327
01:40:34,969 --> 01:40:39,206
♪ They keep bad at bay,bad at bay
1328
01:40:39,239 --> 01:40:41,408
♪ Love is the light
1329
01:40:41,441 --> 01:40:47,447
♪ Scaring darkness away, yeah
1330
01:40:49,116 --> 01:40:51,953
♪ I'm so in love with you
1331
01:40:51,986 --> 01:40:54,354
♪ Purge the soul
1332
01:40:56,758 --> 01:41:01,796
♪ Make love your goal
1333
01:41:04,164 --> 01:41:08,068
♪ The power of love
1334
01:41:08,101 --> 01:41:12,306
♪ A force from above
1335
01:41:12,339 --> 01:41:16,109
♪ Cleaning my soul
1336
01:41:19,847 --> 01:41:23,116
♪ Flame on, burn desire
1337
01:41:23,150 --> 01:41:27,087
♪ Love with tongues of fire
1338
01:41:27,120 --> 01:41:29,891
♪ Purge the soul
1339
01:41:29,924 --> 01:41:36,463
♪ Make love your goal
1340
01:41:50,444 --> 01:41:54,616
♪ I'll protect youfrom the hooded claw
1341
01:41:54,649 --> 01:41:58,218
♪ Keep the vampiresfrom your door
1342
01:41:58,251 --> 01:42:02,523
♪ When the chips are downI'll be around
1343
01:42:02,557 --> 01:42:08,261
♪ With my undying,death-defying love for you
1344
01:42:09,030 --> 01:42:12,900
♪ Envy will hurt itself
1345
01:42:12,934 --> 01:42:16,571
♪ Let yourself be beautiful
1346
01:42:16,604 --> 01:42:22,810
♪ Sparkling love, flowersAnd pearls and pretty girls
1347
01:42:22,844 --> 01:42:26,446
♪ Love is like an energy
1348
01:42:26,480 --> 01:42:33,655
♪ Rushin' an' rushin'inside of me, eh
1349
01:42:37,892 --> 01:42:41,796
♪ The power of love
1350
01:42:41,829 --> 01:42:46,067
♪ A force from above
1351
01:42:46,100 --> 01:42:49,570
♪ Cleaning my soul
1352
01:42:53,407 --> 01:42:56,911
♪ Flame on, burn desire
1353
01:42:56,944 --> 01:43:00,848
♪ Love with tongues of fire
1354
01:43:00,882 --> 01:43:03,450
♪ Purge the soul
1355
01:43:03,483 --> 01:43:09,289
♪ Make love your goal
1356
01:43:23,236 --> 01:43:27,141
♪ This time we go sublime
1357
01:43:27,175 --> 01:43:30,243
♪ Lovers entwine,divine, divine
1358
01:43:30,277 --> 01:43:34,682
♪ Love is danger,love is pleasure
1359
01:43:34,716 --> 01:43:38,920
♪ Love is pure,the only treasure
1360
01:43:40,521 --> 01:43:45,960
♪ I'm so in love with youPurge the soul
1361
01:43:48,462 --> 01:43:53,668
♪ Make love your goal
1362
01:44:01,909 --> 01:44:05,780
♪ The power of love
1363
01:44:05,813 --> 01:44:10,017
♪ A force from above
1364
01:44:10,051 --> 01:44:14,655
♪ Cleaning my soul
1365
01:44:17,357 --> 01:44:21,328
♪ The power of love
1366
01:44:21,361 --> 01:44:25,265
♪ A force from above
1367
01:44:25,298 --> 01:44:31,606
♪ A sky-scraping dove
1368
01:44:32,940 --> 01:44:36,376
♪ Flame on, burn desire
1369
01:44:36,409 --> 01:44:40,280
♪ Love with tongues of fire
1370
01:44:40,313 --> 01:44:43,117
♪ Purge the soul
1371
01:44:43,151 --> 01:44:49,624
♪ Make love your goal
1372
01:45:15,283 --> 01:45:18,385
♪ I'll protect youfrom the hooded claw
1373
01:45:20,288 --> 01:45:23,691
♪ Keep the vampiresfrom your door♪
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