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[Elise] Grace's suicide shocked everyone,

and I can't help but feel responsible.

I know something that I'm quite sure…

I feel bad for Auntie.

[Elise] …the others don't.

I feel guilty.

I didn't know that Grace
was clinically depressed.

I'm such a bad friend.

I was the last person that she talked to.

Were there any signs? What did she say?

She…

She confessed her feelings to me.

-What?!
-[Elise shushing]

So sorry. [whispers] What?

She… She said that…

she knew that I already knew.

Um, Elise, don't blame yourself.
This isn't your fault.

[Elise] I can't stop blaming myself.

-I killed Grace.
-[crying]

I killed my best friend.

All because I didn't know

how to handle what she admitted to me.

Grace! My baby! [crying]

[Kyle] Excuse me.

Hey.

I'm going. I can't bear to see this.

Okay, I'll just get the car.

[ominous music playing]

[theme music playing]

[theme music fades]

[Elise] It's funny
how some people think that love

is the most powerful thing in the world.

That it can actually change a person,

or heal things that are broken.

-What are you doing?
-Cooking.

Do you even know how to open a stove?

[Henry laughs]

[Meding] I already told him off,
but he was persistent.

I know you're sad,
so I cooked up your favorite.

-Hmm? [chuckles]
-Dad, I might just end up sadder

if I can't eat that.

Oh! Don't underestimate
my cooking ability.

-[chuckles]
-Fine. [chuckles]

Okay, you just overpromised.

[chuckles]

By the way, where's Mommy?

Uh, I don't know. She's not home yet.

[Elise] But I know for a fact
that isn't always the case.

Sometimes,

betrayal is even more powerful than love.

That was good.

Crazy.

Savor it because this will be our last.

[chuckles]

What? What's so funny?

You've said that so many times,
yet here we are.

[both laugh]

You know what?

Honestly, it's okay with me
if it's pure sex.

But the problem with you, my boy,

is that you're expecting more from me.

There's really nothing more?

As of now, nothing.

[sighs] But didn't you tell me
you no longer loved your husband?

Why don't you just leave him? Leave him.

[scoffs] It's not that easy.

You're always stressed.

Whenever you are, who do you call? Me.

All the time.

I frequent this hotel more
than I go to school. [laughs]

Now you're being an asshole.

Mm. Let's elope.

What the fuck? What am I? A teenager?

I'm serious.

Do you want to migrate?

Please, I want to leave my dad already.

You never know, we might end up happier.

I've worked so hard
to be in my position right now.

Henry has the money,
but I've got the brains.

I made our business grow.

I know how it felt to have nothing.

To be powerless.

I promised myself
I'd never be like that again.

My goal isn't to be happy.

-My goal is to stay on top.
-[tongue clicks]

And… I always let you.

[both laugh]

[laughs]

I don't know what I was thinking,
trying cooking.

-Nanny Meding was so mad.
-[both laugh]

Next time, Dad, let's cook together.

-Yup.
-[chuckles]

-Hey, hon.
-[Henry] Hi, hon.

-Hey, sweetie.
-[Elise] Hi.

What's so funny?

Dad just attempted to cook.

[laughs] That's funny.

[Henry] Oh, don't judge.

-That's very funny.
-[Henry] Try it first.

Actually, I had dinner at the office,

but I still have room for dessert.

Wow! Can I see? Wow!

-That's my favorite. [sniffs]
-I know.

Mm. Thank you. Thank you.

So, sweetie, what are your plans
for your birthday?

Do you want to go out of the country?

European trip?

I would, um, love that,

but recently, with everything
that's happened,

I think I would like, um,
an intimate celebration.

Maybe just us, and maybe Kyle.

[tongue clicks] Sweetie, I can't imagine

what you're going through,

but always remember

your dad and I are right here
to listen to you, okay?

Don't forget that.

Of course.

Let's eat.

Nanny!

You sure you know what you're doing, huh?

-[Elise] Mom.
-But at least I'm here.

[Claire] Yes, sweetie?

Isn't this a little bit too much?

Of course not, it's your birthday.

It's never too much for you.

Don't you have work today?

I'm done. Officially no work today.

This is your birthday. Happy birthday.

Thank you.

-Wasn't that urgent?
-No, don't worry about it.

But look at the boys. They're so cute.

You'd think they knew
what they were doing.

I know. Nanny Meding is getting stressed.

[inhales]

You know… Kyle?

I think he's a really fine young man.

Are you happy with him?

To be honest, he's good for the business.

But if you're not happy with him,

just break it off already. [chuckles]

Kyle makes me happy, Mom.

When I'm sad and he's there, it's like…

I feel like all my worries melt away.

What about you?

Does Dad still make you feel giddy?

[Kyle] Elise, Aunt, the food is ready.

-[grunts]
-Thank you.

-Oh, finally. Thank you! Wow!
-There you go.

-Happy birthday.
-Thanks.

-Babe, happy birthday.
-Thank you.

[gloomy music playing]

[no audible dialogue]

Wine?

How are you?

And please don't give me a vague answer.

Truth is, Kyle, I'm not okay.

I still have nightmares about the fire.

And Rose.

And now, also Grace.

I haven't even moved on
from Celine's death, and now…

Now I'm here again.

Listen, I know it's hard,

but I really appreciate
you opening up to me.

You know,

there's not much I can do, babe.

I can't bring back
the people that you lost,

but I want you to know
that I'm here for you.

I would do anything for you.

Thank you.

[Elise] Okay, I gotta admit,

love makes the burden so much lighter.

[water splashing]

What's wrong?

[Elise] But when it goes away,
it can also torture us.

Tristan! Tristan, wait!

[Elise] It can make us do crazy things.

You think I haven't noticed?

Why do you keep following Elise?

-Do you really love Elise?
-[scoffs]

Bro, I don't know why
you're asking me that question.

Of course I love her. She's my girlfriend.

And look, this is the best we've ever been
since we started.

That's why I don't want anything
or anyone to get in between us,

all right?

Sorry.

I just miss Rose.

[sighs]

Look, I understand you,

but please stop bothering Elise.

She already has a lot of things
to worry about, okay?

[cell phone ringing]

-Hello, Claire?
-Hello, yes, Fred?

What can I do for you?

Well, I'd like to let you know
that Elise dropped by.

Such a beautiful child.

And I think she wants
to follow in your footsteps.

Well, that's nice to hear.

But I'm calling because there's
a bit of a concern.

Why?

She was asking about our old transaction

seven years ago.

The Flower Leaf City Condo?

There's nothing we should
be worried about, right?

-No. I don't think so.
-Okay, okay.

I just thought that you needed to know.

-That's all.
-Okay, bye. Thank you.

[Henry playing piano]

[tongue clicks] So, what do you think?

Should I get your mom a diamond necklace?

She'd really like that.

Dad, it's not your anniversary yet.

Yes, but of course, I want
to prepare for it. [chuckles]

I know. With all our fights
that you've witnessed,

you're not exactly a fan
of our relationship.

And I know that you're a daddy's girl,

so you think that it's always
your mom's fault,

but actually, it's our fault.

I should also make some effort.

Wow! What's this?

Jarred!

Surprise! [chuckles]

I never get things like these.

And I've had so many anniversaries before.

Happy monthsary.

We really celebrate
a monthly thing? [chuckles]

-We really have one of those?
-Mm-hmm. I decided for us both.

Since this is the date we first had sex.

Wow! I didn't know
that you were such a romantic.

You know what? There's a lot of things
you don't know about me.

If only you'd give me a chance.

You'd find there were a lot more things
you'd find loveable about me.

Wow. Sure, okay. Happy monthsary.

[whispers] Happy monthsary.

Well, um, we've been doing
so well lately, don't you think?

Okay, fine. I'll help you.

[Henry] Thank you, dear.

You know what?

First time I saw your mom,

I knew right away I would marry her.

But then, your grandparents,
they didn't like her.

[chuckles] Your mom was such
a simple girl back then,

which is one of the reasons
I fell in love with her.

So, what did you do?

[tongue clicks] Well, I was stubborn.

They couldn't do anything. We got married.

Good thing that eventually,
they accepted her.

Jarred, you don't have to.

Wow.

Wow, that's beautiful. Thank you.

Are you still in love
with Mommy, even now?

[chuckles] That never changed.

That's so sweet of you, Dad.

If only she were here,
I'm sure she'd love to hear that, too.

[Jarred chuckles softly]

You're in love with me now?

You wish.

[moans]

[indistinct conversations]

[sighs] What are you doing here?

I told you not to come here.
Who let you in?

Well, your secretary wasn't around,
so I went straight in.

It's not my fault I miss you so much.

[whispers] And I want us
to have sex here in your office.

-You're so naughty.
-I'm sorry, ma'am.

You're a bad intern.

-[box thuds]
-Oh! What is this?

Did you bring this?

No, ma'am.

Maybe it's from a client. Whatever.

[line ringing]

[phone ringing]

Okay. Thank you.

Hey! What did she say?

Did she like our surprise?
What was her reaction?

Yes, Dad.

She liked the surprise.

She's very happy.

[chuckling] Good, I was getting nervous.

The next phase of our plan,

maybe it would be nice
if it was a surprise.

Okay, got it.
I'll just wait here. Okay, bye.

-[moans] Wait. Wait.
-What is it again?

Wait a minute.

About my proposal,
have you thought about it?

-[sighs] What proposal?
-Have you forgotten?

That we should just leave this place?

Leave everything behind.

[chuckles] So I can put a smile
on your face,

I'm considering it.

You're in love with me.

-I'll get you to agree.
-[laughs]

I really admire your confidence.

But the truth is, I have things
I want to move on from

and forget here in the Philippines.

A fresh start would really be tempting.

But I don't want to do anything

that I'll regret later on.

[car lock chirps]

[engine starting]

[Elise] If you think that love
is the most powerful thing

in the world,

I'll let you in on a secret.

It's not.

[car crashing]

[suspenseful music playing]

[Elise] Justice is.

And whether you like it or not,

it will come to make you pay
for all your offenses.

[ending theme music playing]

[ending theme music fades out]