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I need to tell you something.

Oh, my God. What?

When I hear of people falling
madly in love online,

I kind of roll my eyes
a little. But it's happened
to me.

I've never met Violet
in person.

But now, it's happening.

I'm going to Vietnam.

Vietnam, man!

Look at you. Beautiful!

And if things work out,
I'm ready to spend the rest
of my life with her.

Oh, my God.

This is our last chance
to reignite the spark.

- No.
- Baby!

Seven years of talking about
this moment.

Nicola is the love
of my life.

But he is so different

from anyone else I have
ever been with.

Oh, my gosh. Nicola!

He is a 46 year-old
virgin.

What if my son cannot connect
with David because he's deaf?

My girlfriend lives
in Barbados.

I've never been in love before
but I'm ready to be, like,
husband and wife.

This is an escort page.

This is her, right?

It's not fair for you to do
this to me.

He's the first person
that I've been with since
the death of my husband.

I wanted you to be the right person.

But maybe we're just
not right for each other.

There's a guy with his shirt
off and you won't show me who
it is. He's just a friend?

You liar. You lie.

I'm getting really worried.

Are you cheating on me?

- you!
- I'm done.

All right, let's say prayers.

And we thank you for
everything in our lives that
you have blessed us with.

Amen, good job.

Yeah, I think that would be nice.

All right.

My name is Amanda. I'm
31 years old.

I live in Eunice, Louisiana.

But I'm currently visiting
my sister in Marietta, Ohio.

Okay, lay down.

I am.

Okay.

Earlier this year, I lost my
husband, Jason, to his battle
with cancer.

Jason and I were married
eight years.

He was such a jokester.

Yeah!

He loved to make people laugh.

But he also took great care
of us.

He was smart,

just a good guy with
a good heart.

Maddy, we're gonna go faster.
Hang on!

We were best friends.

And I would have never
expected a future without him.

Where you going?

But about a year ago, Jason
started having lung problems.

He felt like he may have
pneumonia or something, like,
in his chest.

So they did x-rays, PET
scans, CT scans.

You know, they didn't see
anything but he was kind of
telling them, like,

"No, I don't feel right.
Something is wrong." And

maybe eight months after his
first time going in,

Jason was diagnosed with
stage four, terminal ampullary cancer.

The cancer was throughout his body.

And the doctor said,

best case scenario would be
for him to live

three months with chemotherapy.

Jason just kind of...

He just, like, looked at me,
but, like, he didn't cry or anything.

I felt, like, even in that
moment, like,

he was trying to be strong.

And then, three days later,
he was so weak.

I ended up forcing him to go
in to the hospital.

And only ten days after
his diagnosis,

I was looking at him, and...

just kind of seeing, like...

Like... You know... Like...

his life leave his eyes.

And he was gone.

I waited, I think, three days
to tell my kids.

You know, I told them, like,

Daddy passed away.

He's in heaven, and...

My son said, "When will
Daddy be back from heaven?"

And Alina, she said, "You
can't come back from heaven."

And...

I just hugged them.

Ay!

It's been so hard without him.

But having my kids helped me.

Because I have to

take care of them and be
there for them.

I love you.

When Jason was sick,

he had told me he wanted
me to

find love again and move on.

You know, he was like, it's
not fair for you to live your
life alone.

Also, like, the kids need
someone in their lives.

And that it wasn't fair,

like, to him, if I-- You know,
if I didn't-- If I just lived
my life,

you know, not finding love again.

And, of course, you know,
I didn't expect to.

After Jason passed away,
I tried to keep occupied
and busy.

So I definitely watched a lot
of social media videos.

It was just an escape from
everything going on in
the real world.

One night, my friend was doing
a live stream challenge
on TikTok.

My friend kept winning and
the guy who lost was being
so silly.

And I was like, oh, he's cute.

On TikTok, you can pay
to send people gifts.

So I sent him a rose.

Which is worth, like,
less than a dollar.

Later that day, he sent me
a private message.

Over the next couple days,
we messaged back and forth

and before I knew it, we were
talking on the phone every
day and night.

And I was just completely
opening up to him.

And then, I think I, like,
send him a photo or something
of me and he was like,

"I want you to be only mine."

And so it kinda, like, just
went from there.

Razvan is 26 years old.

He lives in Bucharest, Romania.

He is a model, singer and
social media entertainer.

Sorry.

I told Razvan really early on
that I was a widow.

And he truly has been someone
that I can lean on.

And he has talked me through
some of my worst days.

Giddyup!

He makes me laugh all
the time,

he's silly and kind of, like,
a little bit dorky.

Look how beautiful.

That's amazing.

He is super sweet and

he's just one of those people
that will do anything for
someone he loves.

We've been together for
four months.

Every morning when I wake
up, he'll have, like, messages
waiting for me.

Babe, why you don't answer me?

I just wanna say I love you
so much and call me when you
wake up.

Bye.

I do feel some guilt

being with Razvan so soon
after my husband's death.

I know that he could never
replace Jason.

But we started to form this
really deep connection.

So in a few days, I am
travelling to Romania

to meet Razvan in person
for the first time.

It's really a tricky thing
to navigate.

How do you move on?

And it's not just myself,
I have to think about
the kids.

I don't want my kids
to think, like,

I'm with someone else,
you know? And

that I don't love their
dad anymore.

Because I do.

I mean, I never thought that
I would meet someone
so quickly.

It's like we just kind of got
caught up in this whirlwind
of, like, emotions.

And we're like, "I love you
so much."

I've never even meet him
in person.

And to say these things
is crazy.

But...

I just feel in my heart that
we are meant to be and it will
work itself out.

♪ Keep, keep on going ♪

♪ Know just what to do ♪

Yeah, this one's dark and natural.

- Yeah, that looks
good quality.
- Yes.

And we can also take brown
and combine the two.

How do you like my new hair?

I think it's a great look.

♪ Yow! That's right ♪

The tape-ins, you can wear
them at night,

- and all the time, right?
- Yes.

Okay.

I'm Gino, I'm 53 years old.
And I'm from Canton, Michigan.

And you said, this is, like,

human hair, I think?

100% human hair.

Oh, yeah.

- Maybe I should get a picture
for her to see it.
- Okay.

I'm here to pick something up
for my fiance.

But I don't know, really,
anything about hair extensions.

How much does something
like this cost?

This box alone is $320.

That's a lot of money.

How many do you think
a woman would need?

I would say five, to be safe.

Holy [bleep].

Well, maybe I can buy, like,
one sample.

I hope she doesn't think
I'm gonna buy all the hair.

I'm not one to buy a lot of
materialistic things.

I just don't go spending,
spending, spending.

But my fiance? Now she's
a different story.

See what kinda response--
Oh, oh. She's writing.

Oh.

Jasmine pushes me
to my limit sometimes.

But there's not a lot
I wouldn't do for her.

She's a feisty, passionate Latina.

And she's the love of my life.

I've met Jasmine over
two years ago.

And she lives in Panama.

Her beauty and sexiness
drew me in.

But her dynamite personality,

that's what really did it
for me.

So after nine months
of talking online,

I booked a trip to Panama
to meet her in person.

That's risky, right?

I guess I am adventurous.

Boo! Look at you!

Jasmine!

Who's my little baby?

We had super amazing moments together.

You're so hot and sexy.

But we've also had some rough
times too.

One of your exes sent me
a message.

Did you send her naked
pictures of me?

That was part of
my privacy!

How can you do that?

Me sending nude
photos to my ex

really pushed our relationship
to the edge.

But Jasmine and I have
a very strong bond.

It would take a lot
to break it.

I love you.

Jasmine.

Will you marry me?

Of course, yes.

Leaving Jasmine in Panama
was one of the hardest things
I've had to do.

So as soon as I got home,

I filed the K-1 visa to bring
Jasmine to the United States.

But, you know, it's taken
a long time to process.

We're at, like, 12 months.

So that makes Jasmine frustrated,

because she wants to be with
me now. And it causes friction
between us.

You know, we get in a lot
of arguments.

And Jasmine and I being apart
have kinda made things worse.

So I have a trip planned
to Panama in a few days.

And I think we both definitely
need it.

I'm excited because I get
to show off some of my new
clothes to Jasmine.

You know, I got better shirts.

Jasmine did not like
the clothes that I used
to wear.

So I realized I definitely
needed to upgrade.

Last time I went and seen Jasmine,

these wear the hats
that I wore.

This is what I upgraded to.

Look at the difference.

There's a lot riding on
this trip.

We have a lot of good times
together, but

we argue about a lotta stuff.

Like finances and our
sexual issues.

Hopefully this will be my last
trip to Panama before our visa
gets approved.

And if Jasmine and I can't
work out our issues while
I'm there,

then I'm gonna have a lot
of concerns

about bringing her to the USA.

My name is Jasmine. I'm
35 years old.

And I'm the whole package,
you know?

Oh, my God.

I'm a perfectionist.

I like to look and
feel perfect.

Hmm.

our sex was so good.

But he has visited me other
times since then, and

he barely wants to have sex anymore.

And when we do have sex,
he can't even finish.

I love Gino so deeply, but...

I feel like we are growing
more distant.

This trip that Gino is taking
to Panama is our last chance.

Before I feel ready

to take that huge step

of moving
to the United States.

Violet is the woman
of my dreams,

the love of my life.

I'm like super excited
to come there.

- Just...
- Oh...

I am not saying that word.

I don't say I love you

because there's something
there with Violet

that she's just not
telling me.

If I go there
and everything goes great...

...and we'll get engaged.

That's just crazy.

You guys have broken up
and gotten back together

how many times already?

I'm Riley.

I'm 48 years old

and I live in
Stroudsburg, Pennsylvania.

I've been trying to rebuild
my jazz collection.

I had over 20,000 albums.

But in 2000, I had a housefire
and I lost everything.

I'm originally from
Southside Jamaica, Queens.

And growing up in New York,

music was a big part
of my life.

Um, I wasn't very popular
growing up.

I was not the cool kid.

So it was my...

kind of my outlet, right,
my thing.

And it just made me feel
less alone.

This is jazz,

and then it goes into
'70s soul and R

And then it goes into
the really obscure,

like Elton Johns and...

Because it's Elton John.

But my main thing is jazz.

You can tell.

I see colors, you know,
when I hear music,

especially jazz,
it's like a dance.

You know, that... that...
that rhythm.

When you're listening to jazz,
you gotta have this.

My cigars.

It's just fun.

When I play jazz music,

I light up a good cigar.

Yo, that's my...
That's my world.

That's... that's the life.
That's life.

Come on, Meesh.

Good Meesh.

This is Mila.

She's pulling,
and she's very strong.

She's very strong.

I work in public safety
for the US government.

And before that, I was in
the military for eight years.

You know, with my job,
the training that I received,

I have to think
of the most insane thing

that could possibly happen

and how will we prepare
for it.

They trained me to not let my
guard down.

So I... I think it's very
difficult for me

to not have it bleed into
my... my personal life.

Good girl.

I try to be more trusting
and let people in but I...

I always get hurt.

I was in a serious
relationship with someone.

You know, one day
I went to her apartment,

and she wouldn't open
the door,

I was just ringing the bell

and felt it in me
there was something up.

So I went straight
to her bedroom

and there was a guy
in the closet.

She met him through me.

It felt like a betrayal, like...

On another level of hurt.

A few years later,

I finally put myself
out there again...

Come on.

...and then I met someone.

I really thought
she was gonna be the one

I build my forever home with.

So I put a ring on layaway.

And I had every intension
to ask her to marry me.

And then one day she said,

"Oh, I'm gonna go to Philly to
get some stuff or whatever,"

and she just never came back.

Couple of phone calls
here and there.

She gives me her reasons,

but they didn't make sense.

And, uh, that was it.

She was just gone.

Come on.

That was too much for me.

I was in a dark place.

And I was very, very lonely.

So, like, a couple of weeks later,

I downloaded a Vietnamese,
uh, dating app.

My thought process is, "Hey,
when it's nighttime here,

it's daytime there.

I can find somebody
to talk to."

And then I met Violet.

♪ I caught you smiling ♪

Violet is from
Ho Chi Minh City, Vietnam.

And she is 43 years old.

♪ I swear
That the world has stopped ♪

♪ For the beautiful smile
I see ♪

She's beautiful.
I think she's beautiful.

She's... Like, she don't even
look her age.

It is crazy.

And I felt like
there was a connection.

Ever since then, we've just
been chatting, you know,

and calling each other pretty
much daily for two years.

Violet is... the sweetest jerk
I've ever met in my life.

She is hilarious.

She's very clever

with her jokes.

She'll say something
real slick.

It's like a joke grenade.

It'll take me
like three seconds for it
to explode.

I'd be like,
"Hey, wait a minute."

I've never met Violet
in person.

But now it's happening.

Come on, Meesh.

In a few days, I'm gonna be
going to Vietnam
for two weeks

to meet the woman
of my dreams,

the love of my life.

I get to hold her, kiss her,
touch her,

have those laughs together
in person.

You know, after everything
I've been through,

I really believe that

this could be
a new beginning for me.

Hey, baby.

You look pretty.

Oh, thank you.

You know what--

Yeah. Oh, you're
always ready? Oh, okay.

It's only, like,
a few more days.

Yeah.

Are you excited for me
to come and visit?

Hmm.

A... a little.

Uh, just a little bit, yeah.

You.

I'm like really, really,
really super excited

to come near...
I'm... I'm real happy.

- It's just...
- Oh.

I am not saying that word.

I don't say I love you.

I don't ever say I love you.

'Cause whenever I say
I love you to a person,
they leave.

I... I... I'm not saying
the word but I'll say this.

Oh, yeah, with this. This.

It started because Violet
told me

women in Vietnam mean
the opposite of what they say.

So when she says she hates me,

it actually means I like you

or I care for you or whatever.

So she knows how I feel
when I do this.

Really, it's just
a sweet thing that we just do.

I think it's kind of cute, honestly.

But I care about Violet a lot.

But we've been through
some ups and downs

over the last year or so.

And because of my past
relationships and...

and, you know, unfortunately,

because of what I do
for a living,

I might be just
overly cautious.

But I just feel like there's
something there with Violet

that she's just not
telling me or she's not...

being as forthcoming
as I would need her to be

on certain things.

Becau... You don't know
why I'm excited?

I swear I...

I think you're just
messing with me.

I think you...

You're just as excited.

You just don't wanna
show me anything.

Are you sure?

I'm positive.

I know I am not the easiest
person to understand.

There's a jungle up here.

There's a lot going on
up there.

It just feels that Violet...

may just understand me.

After everything
I've been through,

it's really hard for me
to trust people,

but I have to go through
with this.

I truly believe
that she's worth the risk.

I... I... I'mma let you go.
I know it's late there.

Get some rest.
Have a good night, okay?

Okay.

Bye.

I don't know.
I'm literally so pale.

- First of all, have you ever
gotten a spray tan?
- Yes.

They don't turn out streaky
or like...

I mean, it's been
like a long time,

but I feel like spray tans
have gotten better.

In a few days,

I am going to Romania

to meet my boyfriend, Razvan,
in person for the first time.

So my sister, Amber, is
taking me to get a spray tan

because I do not want

to get off the plane
in Romania and

I want Razvan to see me
and think,

"She looks toned, tanned
and sexy."

All right.

So go ahead and undress there.

Now...

do you have any special
occasion you're going to?

Yes. I'm going to see
my boyfriend in Romania.

No kidding.

- That's exciting.
- I know. That's...

- It's the first time
I'm ever meeting him, so...
- Oh, okay.

- I feel like
I need a little tan.
- Okay. All right.

We're gonna start in the back.

I think Amanda
plays the strong role.

She doesn't really like
to show how bad she's hurting.

And I don't think
she is dealing with

the loss of her husband.

She's just trying to cover up
a lot of grief,

and Razvan just happened to be
right there at the right time.

Your new boyfriend is really
going to like this.

- Okay, dear, go ahead
and get dressed.
- All right. Thank you.

Well, you know you don't
have to go.

- You can always say no.
- Oh, my gosh, stop it.

Like, I don't know,
I just feel like...

Uh, this is all going so fast
with you and him.

And at first, I thought
this was just,
like, a little fling,

and it's turned
into something...

...that I don't know
if you're ready for.

You're still grieving
a little bit,

going through some things.

There's no, like,
standard set,

"Oh, you have to grieve
for this long

and then you have to do this

and then you have
to be alone."

- No, like...
- I know there's no playbook
on things like that

and I'm aware,

but that doesn't mean that
it's okay to...
to rush things.

You guys have broken up
and gotten back together

how many times already?

Razvan and I have broken up

a few times throughout
our relationship,

mainly because of his
social media content.

He will flirt,

do stripteases.

I don't know,
just crazy things.

He tells me it's just his job

and, like, it's like acting
for him.

That's what he tells me.

But one time, he thought
that I was sleeping

and he didn't expect me to be
on his live stream.

Then suggested that
this woman shower,

uh... with her clothes on and
she had on a white T-shirt.

I don't think she was wearing
a bra.

So I broke up with him
because of that.

But each time, we always
end up getting back together.

Obviously, I know
we have problems,

'cause no relationship
is perfect.

But I think he cares about me
so much,

like we've gotten closer.

I feel like
we're at a point that,

like, if I go there
and everything goes great,

maybe he will propose

and we'll get engaged.

What?

Why are we talking
about marriage

with a guy that you've
never met?

Like, that... I don't know,
that's crazy to me.

- It seems--
- Getting engaged
and committing...

I don't think that's crazy.
I mean...

Are you ready for that?

Yeah.

I don't think you are.

I will be at a loss for words,

um, if she comes back engaged.

They fight a decent bit

for being a...
a fairly new relationship.

And I think
this is really fast,

after the death
of her husband.

She doesn't know herself.

She's always been a wife,

she's always been, you know,
a mom.

She needs a little time
to, like,

find herself again.

And I don't think she's gonna
be able to do that,

jumping into another marriage.

I... I... I'm... I'm worried

that you don't genuinely
care about him

and you're just trying to...

to cover this void that
you have with... with Jason.

It's not like I was like,

going out looking
for someone, no.

It's like you don't know
what I feel

being like alone...

with the kids.

Like, no one can know that

unless you had experienced it,
you know?

I'm not just thinking
of myself either.

You know what I mean?

Like...

I feel like...

Like, the kids need someone,
too, you know?

I know.

Even like before I met Razvan,
I was like,

thinking like, "How...

How am I gonna do it?

Like, how am I gonna
raise the kids?"

And to be there and be
everything that they need,

you know, I can't.

I can never fill
that other role.

I know.

I just...

I don't want you getting hurt
or anything.

That's all.

My girlfriend's name
is Carmella

and she lives in Barbados.

She looks like Cardi B
and Megan Thee Stallion combined.

We do have, you know,
naughty Snapchat sessions.

We send, like, sexy pictures,
like, you know?

The...

The booty.

♪ Chillin' in the park, uh,
Yeah ♪

♪ Families walking by
And ladies, too ♪

♪ Dogs and baskets ♪

♪ With the camera crew ♪

Sorry.

Playing the ukulele
is very soothing,

especially out here in nature,
like it's beautiful.

You hear the birds,
the airplanes, the...

The leaves, the dogs.

So it's pretty cool
and relaxing.

My name is Tyray.

I am 33 years old.

And I live
in Modesto, California.

♪ A man walking by
With a red hat ♪

♪ And a blue sweater ♪

I'm not a musician

but I did pick up the ukulele

because I noticed that
everyone who plays it
looks happy.

I get along with everyone.

I like meeting new people.

I'm pretty outgoing,

and I'll talk a lot.

But I feel insecure
sometimes, too,

because of my weight.

It's always been a struggle,

I've always been
a big guy, um...

I would say I got big, like,

maybe when I was like,
eight, nine, ten.

Uh, we had moved.

I didn't have
a lot of friends there.

So food became
a real comfort for me,

especially like chocolate,
I love chocolate, so...

That's like
my best friend.

I feel like the insecurity
for my weight

did prevent me from having
a... a relationship.

I'm afraid to put myself
out there 'cause of rejection.

So it's really embarrassing
to admit where I'm like,

33 years old
and still a virgin.

Five.

Six.

Seven.

Eight.

Nine.

Ten. You can take a break.

Family is everything
to me.

My mom moved in with me
about a year ago.

We are sharing a
one-bedroom apartment,

so we're pretty cramped.

- How does it feel?
Is it too tight?
- Sore still.

- It's still sore?
- Yeah.

Last year, my mom found out
she had a tumor in her brain.

They removed the tumor
and then the next day

the doctor called us
to the hospital

and told us that she had
a stroke.

- How's that? That hurt?
- Yeah.

And then
that shoulder?

I was in shock.

I didn't know what to do.

And, yeah, I was very afraid
that I was gonna lose my mom.

Keep going.

Mom, are you ready to get back
in those heels?

- I do.
- And start walking.

Tyray is
a teddy bear.

He's a good guy.

I have two more sons
and two daughters

but Tyray helps me out
more than... than any of them.

We have a really good
relationship. Mmm-hmm.

Come on, you got it.
Good job.

I was a claims rep for
a health insurance company.

But I actually ended up
quitting my job

to take care of Mom full-time.

My father passed away
when I was four years old.

He got into an argument
with a friend at a park,

and, um, he was murdered.

My mom, she raised us
all by herself.

Money was very hard.

We were homeless a few times.

My mom had to made
a lot of sacrifices for us.

So I felt like, I owed her
to actually say,

"Hey, you know, this is more
important right now,"

to put what... what I wanted
on the back-burner for her.

It's been really difficult.

Like, my social life
is pretty much gone.

But honestly, I don't mind

'cause I do have Carmella.

My girlfriend's name
is Carmella

and she's 27 years old.

And she lives in Barbados.

She is this hot, thick,
beautiful woman.

This goddess.

Like, Cardi B
and Megan Thee Stallion combined.

Like, she has all that.

I met Carmella on an online
dating site.

Me and Carmella chat every day
about everything.

From like random stuff
to our plan for the future.

We've been talking for almost
four years now.

And I would describe it as,
like, a soulmate connection.

Like, we're made
for each other.

I've never been in love before

but this feeling I feel
for Carmella is just...

Like, warm.

Almost like heartburn
but like a good heartburn.

Carmella doesn't work
right now.

But she is planning on,
uh, going to school

and she does hair on the side.

When she talks about, like,

what she wants to do
in the future,

like her goals and stuff,

like, that really
makes me happy.

And like, her wanting to start
a business and I'm like,

"You know, you can do it,"
you know, I'm pushing her

and being that...
that support factor for her.

Carmella is the sweetest thing ever.

She gives me confidence,
she makes me happy.

She's extremely emotionally supportive,

especially when my mom
got sick.

So she was there for me.

I really appreciated that
from her.

Right here, I was letting her
know that I'm thinking of her.

And then she's letting me know

that I look like a teddy bear
with facial hair.

So adorable.

Um...

We only communicate
on Snapchat

but we do have, you know,
naughty Snapchat sessions.

We do send, like,
sexy pictures and video,

you know, the...

You know, the booty.

Is it ever
over video or...

Uh, unfortunately not.

She's never video chatted me.

Do you ever ask
for a video chat yet?

Uh, no. I did once,

but, she didn't say anything.
So I didn't really...

Uh, you know,
I took it as a 'no'.

May be she's not comfortable.

Or maybe she doesn't
like video chatting.

I know a lot of people don't.

I do plan on seeing
Carmella soon.

Um, I'm just trying to see
if I can find a flight

that's in my, um,
small budget.

So, that's pretty much
what I'm waiting
for at this moment.

I'm excited to share,
like, my cooking skills
with someone,

other than my mom.

Carmella is my
girlfriend right now.

But, um,
hopefully soon,
my wife.

We, kind of, discussed,
like, getting engaged.

And I showed her, like,
rings one day when
I went to the jewelry store.

And she was like,
you know, I'm ready to,
like, be a wife and stuff.

So I wanna propose, because,

after four years of dating,

I feel like, Carmella
is the one for me.

Even though we
didn't meet yet,

the emotion is there
with us, and it's like,

I don't want to let
something like that go

Dinner's ready.

- Dinner's ready?
- Yeah.

- I've made you some salmon
and some vegetables.
- Oh, wow.

- Hope you like it.
- I will.

I've kept Carmella a secret,

because I don't want
my family to judge me.

It just seems like,
it's something that, a lot
of people won't understand.

- There's bones in there.
So be careful.
- Oh, okay.

- I just swallowed one.
- Uh-oh.

All my
sisters have kids.

My brothers,
they're all like,
in relationships.

So, I do wanna
be on their level.

I want the normal life,
white picket fence, and...

a happy family.

Before I go up to Barbados,

I do wanna tell my
family about Carmella.

They have to know how
deep I'm in love with her.

I want them to like,
feel the love that I
have for Carmella.

I put myself
in the back
burner a lot.

And I feel like, I can finally

look at myself and say,
"You know, it's time for you".

My time, finally.

I'm so sick and tired.

When we are having sex,

it is so difficult
for you to [bleep].

When we fight,
I lose my desire.

But the biggest issue
is Jasmine doesn't put
any of the blame on herself.

I'm getting ready to see
Jasmine in a few days.

And I have so
many things to do.

On top of packing
and getting ready

for a long trip to Panama,

I'm also juggling
a new full time job

as a automotive engineer.

Uh, okay.

Being employed
has helped me,
as far as, like,

being able to support
Jasmine more.

But, Jasmine gets a little
upset that I can't
talk to her as much,

um, because, I... you know,
before when I wasn't working,

I could talk to her throughout
the entire day, more or less.

Okay.

Jasmine. How you doing?

Yeah, I got a new hat.

Do you like it?

Uh, yeah.

I don't know if you can see,
but I got new shorts, too.

Can you see?

No.
I don't do that stuff.

Well, you know...

it's coming up to the day,
I get to go out
and see you, again.

I just been
wondering, you know...

Yeah.

Unfortunately,
it's the same news.

But, uh, we're getting close.

I think within the next 30
days, we should get approval.

I kept moving from

one temporary
apartment to the other,

believing that my
visa is gonna get
approved any time soon.

But then, it doesn't
get approved.

And I have to move again.

He insisted on doing
all by himself,

since he wanted to save money.

But now, it's a huge
disruption to my life,

to have to keep moving.

So, baby, this is the deal.

And there is a place
where I wanna be.

Per month?

Yeah.

That's crazy.

You said that the visa
is gonna get
approved in 30 days.

So it's gonna be the last
month I'm gonna
be living in my country.

And I wanna live like a queen.

I deserve it.

Don't you think,
maybe we could try
a one bedroom place?

And, we need that privacy.

Since,
when we are having sex...

What?

To [bleep] . To ejaculate.

- How do you say
that in English?
- Yeah, I...

We have sexual problems
because we do it...
we argue a lot still.

And that's a big problem.

Um--

No, no, no, no.

I'm super attracted
to Jasmine.

She beautiful, gorgeous.

But when we argue and fight,

I lose my, uh, desire.

But the biggest
issue is, I feel like,

Jasmine doesn't put any
of the blame on herself.

She needs to like,
take it more seriously.

Otherwise, it doesn't
make me confident.

You know, about our future.

I can't wait give you kiss.

You my heart.

It's good to see you, Dave.
Can I get you
something to drink?

Are you nervous?

Now you do sound
very confident

about how all of this
is gonna go.

Uh, are there any doubts
that you've had along the way?

Even if we
do care about them,

sending support
like that, it's tough,
if it's a lot of money.

This idea of traveling
half way across the world,

it almost sounds like it's,

coming out of a fairy
tale in his mind.

This true love story
that can have
no bad ending.

But it's a little worrisome

that, uh, somebody's
just sending money
half way across the world

to this person that they
don't know all that well.

It's very rare
that anything like that
could work out, but...

Who knows,
fairy tales
can come true.

Well, if you love her a lot,
it sounds like it's worth it.

Yeah, I am 100%
ready to go.

Hey, babe.

Well, I just saw
the trailer for that movie.

And I did not like it.

You know...

Oh, so artistic.

You can't control
what I do in my job.

Settle down.

When I hear of people
meeting other people online,

and falling madly in love,

I kind of, roll my
eyes a little,

like, "Oh, yeah. Sure".

But, it happened to me.

Razvan has opened
my heart again to love,

which I never
thought would happen,

after losing my husband.

But, I feel so
in love with him,

that in three days,
I am traveling

all the way to Romania,
to give this man a kiss.

You're doing it.

Look at me.

Oh, yeah. So huge.

They're not really huge, yet.

I just started.

I am super excited.

But, a part of me
does have some guilt,

because I'm leaving
my children.

Um, mommy is gonna be gone...

three weeks.

No.

- Do you know, how like,
when I video call Razvan?
- Mmm-hmm.

Mommy is gonna be with Razvan

- and you guys
are gonna be at home.
- Mommy!

Razvan and my kids talk often.

He plays with them
on video chat.

He dresses up in costumes.

But, I am scared
to tell my children,

that I am in another
serious relationship,

until I am 100% sure,

that Razvan and I
are gonna be together.

Shake off all
the crumbs.
Like this.

Because, if we broke up,

it's another man in my
children's lives that...

won't be there.

All right. Let's go.

Hey, babe.

How is your day going?
- Yeah, well, it's good.

Aw. You look good.

Ready for what?

I know, I'm just kidding,
yes, I am excited.

So, listen, uh...

I...

Oh, my gosh, what?

It needs a lot of work.

So, what's the plan
when I get there?

It's about,

you know, love, and...

And...

No, there will not be.

I tell you I'm not jealous
but you know
that I am jealous.

You, you can't con--
control what I do
in, in my job.

Razvan does a little bit
of everything
in entertainment.

He's been acting
in theater for years

and recently, he is trying
to get more work in films
and start his music career.

I already feel jealous
that all of his followers
on social media

are women,
just drooling over him
all of the time.

But my jealousy
goes to another level

when I see his acting roles.

I know
that it's really hard
to make it as an actor,

and, in the meantime,
he needs to make a living,

but I am a little bit insecure

about some of the things
that I may have to deal with.

I just saw the trailer
for that movie you did

and I did not like it.

You know...

- Oh,
so artistic.
- Like...

Yes?

No more candy,
you had enough candy.

Tell Razvan
what you think his job is.

Yeah,
this is why I'm so strong

and I have big muscles.

I have
bigger muscles than you.

In the future or...

How do you think...

Like, you will be as--
That other adult,
like, in their lives.

Like, do you think
you're ready for that?

Yeah, but it's not only about
playing with them, though.

You have to take care of them,
like, help them, guide them...

No, listen...

I think
Razvan and I do have
a future together

but it's confusing for me

because I've never
been with anyone
other than Jason.

I am looking for a person
that I can lean on

and that's there for me,
there for my children.

But there is still a lot
that I don't know
about Razvan and...

I just really hope
that he can be
the partner that I need

for me and the kids.

So, you don't know
if she's divorced?

Violet was lying
about her being divorced

at the time
we started talking.

She took it upon herself
to hide the truth from me.

And there's one other thing...

♪ Yeah, I was rich ♪

♪ But a random boy ♪

♪ A new city ♪

♪ I did enjoy ♪

I'm leaving
for Vietnam in a few days

to meet my girlfriend, Violet.

She is funny,

she is absolutely stunning

and I can't believe,
after two years,

I'm finally able to go
and meet her
for the first time in person.

My friends, they are holding
a Juneteenth celebration.

So, I offered
to go over a little early
to help them set up.

What's up, boo?

You're here
for the Juneteenth?

- Juneteenth.
- Juneteenth.

You're late.

You're very late,
you're supposed
to help us with watering.

- I have things to do.
- You got things to do?

- Oh!
- It's all
fallin' down.

Thank you.

I have known Shawn
for, about, 30 years

and I consider him
a big brother.

Tiffanie is Shawn's wife

and she is very vocal
about her feelings.

But they're my family

and their opinions
really do matter to me.

You're just
so busy?

Yeah,
I'm just preparing
for the, the trip.

- You're
really going?
- Yeah.

I have really strong
feelings for her.

I, I'm going there
because I wanna meet her
in person, see if we click.

I don't see the big deal.

Even if--

- Now, see that's--
- The ancestors just

said that it's a big deal.

The anc-- Look what
the ancestors just said.

Oh, shaka, laka, laka.

The ancestors just said it.

Riley is very spontaneous.

Um, you never know
what you're gonna
get with him.

I mean, right after
the last girlfriend,

I mean, he, he goes
on a dating app

and he meets Violet

a week later.

- That's concerning,
that's concerning.
- That is concerning.

God forbid,
she breaks his heart,

this might be, like,
a nail in a coffin.

It's been, like,
almost two years.

- I mean, we built a rapport.
- You built what rapport?

- I asked--
- Did you send her money?

No.

- Listen, I sent...
- Here we go, come on,
let it-- Hmm.

- ...her daughter...
- Oh.

...$100 for her 16th birthday.

That's all I sent.

And how many,
how many kids she have?

- Two.
- You're going to step-father

- at this time?
You're ready for that?
- I feel that I am.

Violet has two daughters,

one is 20, the other is 16.

Violet and I have
spoke about marriage

and bringing her over here,
bringing her daughters
over here.

I actually have a great
relationship with them and...

- So, do you love her?
- Yes.

It's just, I don't
like saying the word.

But I'm bringing a ring.

A ring?

It's more like a promise ring

because once I
get all the answers I need

and we can get past
what we need to get past,

I think, she might be the one.

- Like, like what?
- So, like, what?

Uh, for example...

So, you don't know
if she's divorced?

She told me later,
like, three months in,

that, "Oh, by the way,
my divorce
was just finalized."

But it was three months in,
after I asked her
multiple times.

Violet was lying
about her being divorced

at the time
we started talking.

I asked very direct questions

and she took it upon herself
to hide the truth from me

and that's what my concern is.

And there's one
other thing, like,

she was so adamant
that I come off the dating app

and I did it

and when this
whole thing blew up,

I went just to check
and see if she was still on it
and she was.

I, I--

So, what did
she say about the fact

that you saw her
still on the app?

- She said--
- She probably said
why were you looking, right?

'Cause you're supposed to be
off that, but anyway...

What did she say?
That's what she said?

- She said that.
- See,
that's the game.

That is the game, man.

After I found out
that Violet was still
on the dating app,

we hit a really rough patch,
just arguing a lot.

And even though
we did resolve these things,

there's still that little bit
in me that I'm just
not sure I believe her.

But, at the end of the day,
I put that all aside,

I chalk it up
to miscommunication,

or cultural misunderstandings.

I, I know you guys love me
and you have concerns,
if she's worth it,

but I really believe
that she can be the one.

I've been through a lot
in the last four, five years

and, to me, Violet represents
the possibility
of building something great.

So, if I fly
half-way around the world

and find out that I was wrong
about everything,

I'll be broken.

I just hope you know

- what you're doing, man.
- I really do, too.

I have good news...

Fantastic.

So, will it be awkward,
you know, if I bump into Gino?

He's the last person
I dated...

Yesterday,
my sister, Liz, and I moved
into a new apartment.

Finally, Gino agreed
to pay for...

But I didn't tell Gino
how I found the place.

Hi.

How are you?

- How are you?
- Good, good to see you.

- Yes,
you always look so good.
- How have you been?

You look fantastic as well,
love the nails.

Um, he's handsome, he's rich,
I mean
he has so many good qualities.

I have good news.

- Tell me, please.
- Because...

Fantastic.

I'm excited,
we're gonna be neighbors.

- Right?
- That'd be good.

- Yeah.
- We can cook together.

Yeah, or you can
teach me to cook.

Um...

How have you been?

Uh, very busy and stressed.

That, you know,
my fiance is, you know,

- is coming in a few days.
- Yeah.

And, um...

So, does that mean
that Gino will be living
in the building as well?

Yes, for three weeks,
we're gonna be all neighbors.

Happy neighborhood.
- Wow.

So, will it be awkward,
you know,
if I bump into him there?

Um...

He is the last person
I dated before Gino.

We were together
just for a short period
of, of time

and Dane is a good guy
and he's handsome.

I need someone
that is gonna give me
that fire, you know?

We stayed friends
since the break up

but Gino doesn't know
anything about Dane.

It's not that we are doing
anything wrong,

- I mean, we are just
two friends.
- Yeah.

But...

Because the thing is,
like, you know, like...

- Sure.
- And last year...

- Yeah.
- ...he did something
very bad to me.

- I sent him,
because I trusted...
- Yeah.

...some topless
pictures of me.

Sure.

And he sent those
to his ex-girlfriend

to make her jealous.

Wow.

Yeah.

Like...

Losing my job
was a big blow for me

because being a teacher
was a huge part
of my identity.

But now with our livelihood
and just me waiting
for this visa,

I feel like I totally
depend on Gino

and that really makes
me feel stuck in life,
in everything.

Yeah, I only...

You have no idea, like,
the arguments that we have.

Well, it's a terrible thing
to do, I don't know
what to say.

How did you get through it?

I haven't...

Yeah.

But I am devoted, babe.

- Yeah.
- When I love someone,

I, I love hard.

I don't... I don't mean this
personally about Gino
'cause I don't know him but...

You don't wanna, kind of,
force anything,
I don't think, like.

If you're gonna spend
your life together,
that's a long time.

I don't know,
I think you're fantastic,

any man
would be lucky to have you.

So...

You know,
don't settle for something

that's not up to
what you want for yourself.

I'm nervous for her.

I just hope
she knows the difference

between filling a void
and what's real.

I'm just, like, nervous.

- No.
- No?

Well, we got to,
Mommy's gonna leave today.

I know.

I'm finally
leaving today, to meet Razvan,

I have butterflies,

I have palm sweat,
armpit sweat,

everything, I am so excited.

I am getting
some things for my kids,

a little stuffed animal...

I got them little cards.

I put in here a little...

So, we all, like,
have three that go together.

This will be the first time
that I will be away
from my children

since their Dad
has passed away.

Hey, come here, I'll hold you.

And I just want them to know
that I love them

and I'm gonna miss them.

A little doggy.

You're welcome.

Oh, I'm gonna miss you
too much.

Yeah, look, they go together,
like a family.

This one's Aleena's,

Momma's

and yours.

Aw, look how nice.

I love it.

- Amber, you ready?
- Yeah.

I got it, you go ahead.

My sister is taking me
to the airport today

and we're meeting
my aunt there

so my kids can go
back home with her.

Get buckled up.

I don't think
that it hit me up until now

how hard it is gonna be
to leave them.

But, in life, you don't get
this love very often,

so, I would be a fool
to not open my heart to it
and take the chance.

Mom, let's go!

We are going to...

There's, like, some castles.

Okay!

Well, I'm excited for you.

Yeah, but I don't know
what to expect though.

I'm just, like, nervous.

Uh...

I will just, like,
sleep on the couch.

Where did that come from?
I don't know.

With Jr. and Aleena
losing their father,

that makes the stakes
that much higher

on making sure
that the next man
that comes into our lives...

will
not leave.

And he's the right one.

Oh, my gosh!

Hey, give me that!

I'm nervous for her,
it's, it's a long trip.

It could be
the fairytale ending
that she's hoping it'll be,

you know,
the happily ever after, but...

I just hope she knows
the difference

between filling a void
and what's real.

Give Mommy a hug.

Oh!

Mommy's
gonna miss you so much.

♪ I just need a little bit
more of your love ♪

Bye, I love you!

♪ I just need a little bit
more of your love ♪

This past year
without my husband

has been really difficult.

Some people may feel
that it's too soon

for me to start dating
someone else.

But I'm gonna embrace love

and embrace this special guy
that God has brought
into my life.

♪ Can't help myself ♪

I'm opening myself
up to Razvan and it's scary

because what if he's not
the person that he shows me,

you know,
through the phone, what if
he's totally different?

I don't know if I could
mentally or emotionally
recover from that.

♪ Yeah ♪

Hello.

Oh, okay.

- Here you go.
- Oh, thank you.

Tyray, we've learned some
information about Carmella
that we need to let you know.

Okay.

After
we talk about this,

if you decide
that you don't
wanna keep filming,

let me know and, also,
if you decide after we talk

that you don't want us to use
any of the footage

that we've already filmed,
that's okay, just let me know.

- Okay.
- Okay.

Um...

We've learned Carmella
has not been honest with you
about who she is.

Like, about what?

The person
you've been messaging with

for the last
several years,

is not the same woman
in the pictures and videos.

Like, at all, like...

Do you guys know
who it is or, like, is it...

There's a lot
that we don't know

but after you gave
us Carmella's number,
we reached out

and it took a while
but, eventually,
we made contact.

We talked to them for a bit

and the person admitted
that they're not

who they've been telling you
that they are.

So, the person
you've been match--
messaging with...

is a man.

Wow.

I'm sorry.

This season on
Before the 90 Days...

You've been a bad,
bad girl.

Bad girl.
You will do as I say.

- Get ready...
- Oh, God.

...'cause I'm ready.

What is that?

My name is Statler,
and I live in Irving, Texas.

No, that was weird.
Sorry, that...
I don't know what I'm doing.

Okay.

I'm into girls
with an English accent.

'Cause it's so freakin' hot, innit?

Hi babe.

And now,
after seven months of talking,

I'm flying to England
to meet my girlfriend, Dempsey.

And if all goes well,
then I'll just move there.

She's not aware.

Nicola and I
are both devout Catholics.

But his family might not
approve of me

because of my past.

You haven't told them
that I'm here in Israel?

No. They're not going to
like you...

Do they know that I exist?

People would describe me
as the life of the party,
for sure.

But I'm really look for
somebody that I wanna spend
the rest of my life with.

And even though I've never
met her before, with Cleo,
I may have found that.

But she is really different
from women that I've dated
in the past.

You wanna come closer?

I just can't.
There's too many people.

It's not about me being shy.

I'm just desperate
to meet this person,
but what if

they don't show up?

She called me
a manipulator, psychopath.

For my own mental health,
I can't go on like this.

Do not talk down to me.

Okay, beat it.

Bye! I'm done.

Get out of my house!