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Previously on Fellow Travelers...
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The FBI is involved now.
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He needs to get out of Baltimore.
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Nice to see you, Skippy.
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In the past, I held two truths.
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My love for you and my love for God.
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One was real
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and one was a fantasy.
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I feel the same way about my family.
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They're my truth now.
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Enough!
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Jackson, your father loves you the best way he knows how.
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He lies.
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And so does Mom.
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We all lie sometimes.
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You ever love somebody, son?
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- Yes.
- She have a name?
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I'm going to San Francisco.
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I know who you are.
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Years ago, you wrote my husband a letter.
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I burned it. He never saw it.
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I don't know what Hawk has told you,...
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but I want to turn myself in.
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I think there's something wrong with me.
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No.
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No.
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Both Mayor Moscone and Supervisor Harvey Milk...
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have been shot and killed.
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Oh, Jesus Christ!
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The...
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- Quiet!
- Quiet! Quiet!
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The suspect is Supervisor Dan White.
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That was six months ago.
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Today, the jury in the trial of former Supervisor Dan White...
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enters their third day of deliberations,...
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deciding whether to accept White's Twinkie defense,...
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that at the time of the shooting...
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Dan White was suffering from depression,...
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aggravated by the consumption...
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of sugary drinks and snacks, like Twinkies.
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White, a former City of San Francisco...
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policeman and firefighter,...
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has the support of many fellow officers.
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Would they let me kill someone...
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because I ate too much sugar?
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Tim!
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You are not serious about going.
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I owe my parents a visit.
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Fire Island's a ferry ride away.
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If White gets off, this city is going to explode.
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Timothy, I need you here.
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Not chasing after your long lost whatever he is to you.
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He's been through a tragedy.
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The tragedy is you holding on to him.
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Like you hold on to Marcus?
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At least Marcus and I sleep in the same bed.
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Most of the time.
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I was sick through both my pregnancies.
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I'm fine.
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You worry too much.
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Would you prefer a parent who doesn't care?
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Both my parents care.
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But one of them is here and one is isn't.
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Drink up. You need your calcium.
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That must be Mark.
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Hello.
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Someone named Tim Laughlin.
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Tell him Hawk isn't here.
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He asked for you.
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Yes?
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This is late, but I want to say I'm sorry for your loss.
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- I sent a card.
- We got it. Thank you.
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And thanks for the call.
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Hawk's been in touch.
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He calls late at night
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when he's been drinking.
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Are you there?
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Two months ago, I gave Hawk an ultimatum.
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Do something about his drinking or find somewhere else to live.
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He left.
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I don't even know where he is.
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Somewhere in New York.
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- Mr. Laughlin...
- Call me Tim.
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Mr. Laughlin, I can't worry about Hawk.
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I have a pregnant daughter...
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and soon a grandchild to care for.
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And I can barely...
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I think he's in trouble.
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I want to see him.
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Are you asking for my permission?
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Maybe.
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He is in trouble.
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Who's making drinks?
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Someone's here. Turn down the music.
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Hawk, company.
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I'm sorry.
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Nothing happening down there anyway.
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Should I take my shoes off?
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You can take off whatever you like.
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Come on in. Dinner's almost ready.
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Would you like a drink?
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I'm stirring up a fresh pitcher of martinis.
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A beer, if you have one.
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We heard you might be coming,...
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but we weren't quite sure.
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- I'm Rafael. That's Joel.
- Hi.
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That's Barry working it over there.
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And that is Craig.
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- Is Hawk here?
- He'll be down in a minute.
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I'll get some glasses out.
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You don't look like a priest.
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You look more like a lumberjack.
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Or a lesbian.
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A lesbian lumberjack.
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I'm not a priest.
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- I'm a clinical social worker.
- Oh, really?
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Sorry I'm late. I got off the ferry at the wrong stop.
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Did you wander into The Meat Rack?
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Pay no attention to these hyenas.
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- They don't bite.
- Yes, we do.
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Hi, Skippy.
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- Hi.
- Caught me by surprise.
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You invited me, remember?
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I guess I wasn't sure if you'd take me up on it.
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So, how long has it been since you two have seen each other?
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A few years.
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Eleven.
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There's a general rule about the island.
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You don't ask people their last names.
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Or what they do for a living.
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Rent boy doesn't count.
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- Fuck off.
- Why? Why not?
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People have lives back on the mainland they need to protect.
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And in some cases, wives and children.
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I mean, look, this is gay paradise.
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But when we leave Oz and go back...
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to the good old US of A,...
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- we take off our ruby slippers.
- And deepen our voices.
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How about those Mets?
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Baseball players have the best asses.
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I'm so gay.
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Shh. Hawk hates the "G" word.
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Gay?
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I prefer homosexual.
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- Why?
- It's more accurate.
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For me, at least.
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Homo, from the Latin for man, which I am,...
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and sexual, which I am as well.
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When he can get it up.
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Ooh.
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Homosexual is a clinical term.
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It implies we're suffering from an illness...
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that needs to be cured.
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I have clients who have been sent to psych wards,...
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given electroshock therapy.
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At least we chose the word gay for ourselves.
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Viva la gay revolucion.
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What is for dessert, my love?
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Twinkies.
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And then we're gonna go out...
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and kill some homosexuals.
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You're from San Francisco.
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Did you know Milk?
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Yeah. Everybody did.
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He was...
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He was a beacon.
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I'll be right back. Excuse me.
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He needs to see a doctor.
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You can tell him.
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Hey, enough of this senior citizen jazz shit.
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- Hawk.
- I'm fine.
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- Let me...
- I'm fine!
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Gastritis from alcohol.
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Does he ever talk about Jackson?
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Who?
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His son.
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Hawk doesn't talk about his family.
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I think he keeps some photos somewhere.
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Jackson died about six months ago.
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Heroin overdose.
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You didn't know?
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Of course I knew.
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Hey, who changed the music?
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It was me.
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- Shut up and...
- Why'd you do that?
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Because we're gonna dance.
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All right. I'm gonna need a bump or two.
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I got you. I got you.
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A lot of journalists and pundits claim to be objective.
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But are there times when objectivity is a way of burying the truth?
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Hmm? Anyone?
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All this attention given to Dan White is total hypocrisy.
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- Hmm.
- Given the fact that
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Black folks are killed every day.
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You hardly ever hear about it.
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Agreed.
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But are you reporting on that objectively...
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or giving us the truth?
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It's the truth.
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Truthfully, Dan White is a murderer and a coward.
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Harvey deserved better.
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Harvey? I guess you two were pretty close, huh?
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- Wow.
- Okay.
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Seriously, Dan White was a Vietnam vet.
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Imagine serving your country as a soldier,...
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a firefighter, a police officer,...
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and watching your hometown...
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get taken over by hippies and queers.
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- Adam...
- What?
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That's where we'll leave it off.
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Have a great weekend.
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Jerome, can I talk to you?
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You've been missing classes,...
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and you still haven't handed in your midterm.
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Everything okay at home?
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Why didn't you say anything just now?
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Shut Adam down?
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I need that paper on Monday.
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You're middle aged, you're unmarried in San Francisco.
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I'm sorry, but this conversation...
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- is inappropriate.
- And you...
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You looked away.
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And you didn't answer my question.
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About home.
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I'm curious because you're still wearing...
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the same clothes you wore on Wednesday,...
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and frankly, you smell.
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You wanna talk about it?
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I'm sorry,...
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but this conversation is inappropriate.
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- Kimberly.
- I'm in here.
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I've made something for lunch.
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Who's Tim Laughlin?
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A friend of your father's. Why?
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You've been quiet ever since he called,...
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and I've never seen you drink in the daytime.
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I guess I've picked up some of your father's bad habits.
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Luckily, deserting my family isn't one of them.
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Mom, a long time ago, Jackson mentioned a man.
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Apparently he stayed at our cabin in the country.
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- Was it him?
- I don't remember.
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Jackson called him Dad's special friend.
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Your father has a lot of friends.
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He's very popular.
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- Mom, please!
- Please what?
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Your father's not here, Kimberly.
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I am.
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Do you have any idea what it takes for me...
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to get out of bed in the morning and just walk to the shower?
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If you want to know about your father's relationship...
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with Mr. Laughlin,...
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you'll have to ask him about it.
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If you can find him.
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Surprised you have the energy for a swim.
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- After last night.
- I swim every day.
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I run, too, as proof.
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Of what?
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That I'm still alive, I guess.
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Are you working?
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Sabbatical.
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My reward for years of faithful service...
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- to the diplomatic corps.
- Hmm.
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Hey, I'm really glad you're here.
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You insisted.
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- So you've said.
- A few times over the phone.
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Usually drunk.
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Drunk or not, I meant it.
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And while you're here, I have a little...
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business proposition for you.
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What kind of business?
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I'll tell you tonight over dinner.
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00:16:20,063 --> 00:16:21,732
We have the place to ourselves.
273
00:16:22,691 --> 00:16:24,026
Sent the boys into town.
274
00:16:24,609 --> 00:16:25,819
I am cooking,
275
00:16:25,861 --> 00:16:28,530
believe it or not, in your honor.
276
00:16:30,490 --> 00:16:31,575
- Come on.
- Hawk.
277
00:16:32,534 --> 00:16:33,952
Let's go for a run, huh?
278
00:16:35,203 --> 00:16:36,288
Show you the island.
279
00:16:37,706 --> 00:16:40,208
Parts they don't talk about in the brochures.
280
00:16:40,250 --> 00:16:42,127
I'll race you.
281
00:16:42,169 --> 00:16:43,795
Well, I warn you, I do aerobics.
282
00:16:44,588 --> 00:16:46,298
Hey!
283
00:16:46,339 --> 00:16:48,550
Whoo! Come on.
284
00:16:54,389 --> 00:16:55,891
Come on. What's wrong? You okay?
285
00:16:55,932 --> 00:16:57,809
I can't... I can't... My breath.
286
00:16:57,851 --> 00:16:59,603
What?
287
00:17:02,939 --> 00:17:04,274
Whoo!
288
00:17:07,069 --> 00:17:08,945
- Oh!
- Whoo!
289
00:17:33,762 --> 00:17:35,180
Maybe... Maybe we should go.
290
00:17:35,222 --> 00:17:38,600
No, no, no. Look, no talking.
291
00:17:39,309 --> 00:17:40,602
Just like church.
292
00:18:11,925 --> 00:18:12,968
Where are you?
293
00:18:14,344 --> 00:18:15,679
Because you're not here.
294
00:18:17,013 --> 00:18:18,932
Sorry.
295
00:18:18,974 --> 00:18:20,308
Well, something's on your mind.
296
00:18:20,976 --> 00:18:22,435
Or someone.
297
00:18:22,477 --> 00:18:24,354
Am I gonna have to go through this again?
298
00:18:24,396 --> 00:18:26,648
How many times do I have to say I'm sorry, hmm?
299
00:18:29,693 --> 00:18:31,736
- You're smoking again.
- Obviously.
300
00:18:31,778 --> 00:18:34,239
Oh, great. Just great.
301
00:18:34,281 --> 00:18:35,657
You know, I don't mind if you stop...
302
00:18:35,699 --> 00:18:36,867
at the baths now and then,...
303
00:18:36,908 --> 00:18:38,952
but you lied to me, Marcus, for months.
304
00:18:38,994 --> 00:18:41,121
- Is it happening again?
- No.
305
00:18:43,331 --> 00:18:44,332
No.
306
00:18:45,542 --> 00:18:46,877
That's not why.
307
00:18:49,713 --> 00:18:51,506
I'm worried about one of my students.
308
00:18:53,049 --> 00:18:55,343
He was called out today for admiring your pal Harvey.
309
00:18:55,385 --> 00:18:57,012
Don't talk about Harvey like...
310
00:18:57,053 --> 00:18:59,347
And I didn't do anything about it.
311
00:19:01,641 --> 00:19:03,393
I let it happen, and I feel like shit.
312
00:19:03,435 --> 00:19:05,979
And that's why my dick can't get hard for you right now, okay?
313
00:19:08,773 --> 00:19:10,901
And I think he's homeless on top of it.
314
00:19:10,942 --> 00:19:11,985
Why didn't you help him?
315
00:19:12,027 --> 00:19:13,737
To keep my job.
316
00:19:13,778 --> 00:19:15,155
I work at a state university.
317
00:19:15,197 --> 00:19:17,240
That's so typical of you.
318
00:19:17,282 --> 00:19:18,617
Hey!
319
00:19:18,658 --> 00:19:20,202
You went from slinging drinks in gay bars...
320
00:19:20,243 --> 00:19:21,661
to handing out hugs in the Castro.
321
00:19:21,703 --> 00:19:23,288
I live and work in the real world.
322
00:19:23,330 --> 00:19:25,916
Do you know what I did today?
323
00:19:25,957 --> 00:19:29,211
I added four more names to our suicide watchlist...
324
00:19:29,252 --> 00:19:31,880
because of all of this Dan White bullshit.
325
00:19:31,922 --> 00:19:33,381
That's not real enough for you?
326
00:19:33,423 --> 00:19:35,508
Two white men get shot and the whole world stops.
327
00:19:35,550 --> 00:19:38,136
Excuse me? Harvey was a friend.
328
00:19:38,178 --> 00:19:40,180
And I'm saying I have to suck it up...
329
00:19:40,222 --> 00:19:42,098
and fight for respect every day.
330
00:19:42,140 --> 00:19:44,059
Like I have to fight for respect in my own home?
331
00:19:44,100 --> 00:19:45,769
Jesus Christ.
332
00:19:48,188 --> 00:19:49,481
What do you want from me?
333
00:19:50,523 --> 00:19:51,900
That's a good question.
334
00:19:56,446 --> 00:19:58,156
Let me know when you have an answer.
335
00:20:05,121 --> 00:20:09,668
When I got out of prison, after a year and a half...
336
00:20:09,709 --> 00:20:11,378
Thank you.
337
00:20:11,419 --> 00:20:14,923
... I followed Frankie and Marcus to San Francisco.
338
00:20:14,965 --> 00:20:17,175
Got my counseling degree...
339
00:20:17,217 --> 00:20:19,761
and decided to live a completely honest life.
340
00:20:21,346 --> 00:20:23,098
- Completely?
- Out of the closet.
341
00:20:23,932 --> 00:20:25,350
Even to my family.
342
00:20:28,144 --> 00:20:30,146
Did they call in an exorcist?
343
00:20:32,691 --> 00:20:35,360
I'm sure my mother prays every day for my eternal soul.
344
00:20:38,029 --> 00:20:39,072
But I'm happy.
345
00:20:40,198 --> 00:20:41,241
More or less.
346
00:20:46,663 --> 00:20:48,957
- What about you?
- I'm getting by.
347
00:20:50,667 --> 00:20:55,630
As long as Craig supplies you with everything you need.
348
00:20:55,672 --> 00:20:58,133
Don't be jealous of Craig.
349
00:20:58,174 --> 00:20:59,342
Hawk.
350
00:21:02,470 --> 00:21:03,972
How is your family?
351
00:21:06,016 --> 00:21:07,642
I'm no good for them.
352
00:21:09,853 --> 00:21:12,814
I ruined Kimberly's baby shower.
353
00:21:12,856 --> 00:21:15,567
I was drunk, and I just... I knocked...
354
00:21:15,608 --> 00:21:19,154
I knocked over the goddamn gift table.
355
00:21:22,866 --> 00:21:24,659
The way she looked at me.
356
00:21:28,371 --> 00:21:30,582
I was always her hero.
357
00:21:35,712 --> 00:21:37,130
Skippy...
358
00:21:39,007 --> 00:21:41,426
we missed so much.
359
00:21:46,097 --> 00:21:47,849
We don't have to keep missing it.
360
00:21:56,232 --> 00:21:57,776
I'm seeing someone.
361
00:22:01,738 --> 00:22:03,281
Okay.
362
00:22:05,575 --> 00:22:06,951
It's new.
363
00:22:08,495 --> 00:22:09,788
His name...
364
00:22:10,497 --> 00:22:12,248
His name's Arthur.
365
00:22:14,250 --> 00:22:15,585
What does Arthur do?
366
00:22:17,087 --> 00:22:18,380
Don't laugh.
367
00:22:19,589 --> 00:22:20,799
Promise?
368
00:22:21,758 --> 00:22:22,801
He's a poet.
369
00:22:24,886 --> 00:22:26,388
- You're laughing at him.
- Mmm-mmm.
370
00:22:27,514 --> 00:22:29,224
You're... You're laughing.
371
00:22:29,265 --> 00:22:30,725
No.
372
00:22:30,767 --> 00:22:32,394
All right.
373
00:22:32,435 --> 00:22:34,562
What is this business you want to talk about?
374
00:22:37,065 --> 00:22:39,109
Let's have another drink.
Then I'll explain it to you.
375
00:22:39,150 --> 00:22:40,235
- No.
- Yes.
376
00:22:40,276 --> 00:22:42,028
Now, Hawk.
377
00:22:42,070 --> 00:22:44,447
Hawk, I know you. Now.
378
00:22:44,489 --> 00:22:46,574
You went to a lot of trouble to get me here.
379
00:22:46,616 --> 00:22:47,784
I'm here.
380
00:22:48,284 --> 00:22:49,619
What do you want?
381
00:22:52,622 --> 00:22:53,623
Hawk.
382
00:22:57,836 --> 00:22:59,129
It's about this house.
383
00:23:00,588 --> 00:23:02,549
I want to put the deed in your name.
384
00:23:03,550 --> 00:23:05,009
You want to what?
385
00:23:05,051 --> 00:23:06,719
I'm not saying you're gonna move in,...
386
00:23:06,761 --> 00:23:11,349
but we could meet up a few times a year.
387
00:23:11,391 --> 00:23:13,810
You know, make up for lost time.
388
00:23:18,106 --> 00:23:20,442
You can't just give me your house.
389
00:23:20,483 --> 00:23:22,277
Why not, Skippy?
390
00:23:22,318 --> 00:23:24,946
You're living on a social worker's salary.
391
00:23:24,988 --> 00:23:26,614
I doubt you have assets.
392
00:23:26,656 --> 00:23:29,617
So someday, this house will be yours.
393
00:23:31,327 --> 00:23:33,163
It'll get you through your old age.
394
00:23:35,623 --> 00:23:37,625
Are you planning to kill yourself?
395
00:23:38,293 --> 00:23:39,836
No.
396
00:23:39,878 --> 00:23:41,170
- That's what it sounds like.
- For Christ's sake,...
397
00:23:41,171 --> 00:23:42,296
- what are you...
- You're settling your affairs.
398
00:23:42,297 --> 00:23:43,465
What? No.
399
00:23:43,506 --> 00:23:44,757
Don't be so dramatic.
400
00:23:44,799 --> 00:23:47,260
- I want to...
- You have a family.
401
00:23:47,302 --> 00:23:48,803
They don't need this place.
402
00:23:48,845 --> 00:23:50,096
Oh, my God.
403
00:23:51,473 --> 00:23:54,100
Oh, my God, you want to hide this house from them.
404
00:23:54,142 --> 00:23:55,977
Because it's on gay Fire Island.
405
00:23:56,019 --> 00:23:58,146
Oh, my God.
406
00:23:58,188 --> 00:24:00,715
Your wife said she doesn't know where you are.
407
00:24:00,757 --> 00:24:02,442
- You talked to Lucy?
- "Skippy, I need you".
408
00:24:02,484 --> 00:24:04,059
- Did you talk to my wife?
- All you want is my signature
409
00:24:04,068 --> 00:24:06,279
on a piece of paper to protect your secrets.
410
00:24:06,321 --> 00:24:09,032
And you plan to keep on lying about yourself...
411
00:24:09,073 --> 00:24:10,700
- even when you're dead.
- For Christ's sake.
412
00:24:10,742 --> 00:24:12,785
And when are we going to talk about Jackson?
413
00:24:12,827 --> 00:24:14,537
No. You don't!
414
00:24:15,330 --> 00:24:16,498
You don't!
415
00:24:19,042 --> 00:24:21,586
Do you want to know what I see in Craig?
416
00:24:21,628 --> 00:24:23,421
- He doesn't judge me.
- I don't.
417
00:24:23,463 --> 00:24:25,715
You are nothing but judgment.
418
00:24:26,508 --> 00:24:27,842
You always were.
419
00:24:27,884 --> 00:24:30,845
Saint Tim, the fucking holy.
420
00:24:30,887 --> 00:24:32,347
Where are you going now, The Meat Rack?
421
00:24:32,388 --> 00:24:34,098
We locals call it The Rack.
422
00:24:35,225 --> 00:24:37,810
Yeah, I might end up there.
423
00:24:37,852 --> 00:24:39,152
I'm sure you don't want to come,...
424
00:24:39,187 --> 00:24:41,523
considering what a fucking self-righteous bore...
425
00:24:41,564 --> 00:24:43,274
you've turned into.
426
00:24:47,904 --> 00:24:50,365
Tensions are running high in San Francisco...
427
00:24:50,406 --> 00:24:54,369
as a verdict is expected today in the trial of Dan White.
428
00:24:54,410 --> 00:24:56,704
In the Castro, the neighborhood represented...
429
00:24:56,746 --> 00:24:59,082
by slain supervisor Harvey Milk,...
430
00:24:59,123 --> 00:25:01,334
members of the gay community are hoping...
431
00:25:01,376 --> 00:25:04,087
that justice is served for one of their own.
432
00:25:04,128 --> 00:25:05,547
In the restaurants and bars,...
433
00:25:05,588 --> 00:25:07,507
the verdict is of grave concern...
434
00:25:07,549 --> 00:25:09,133
for these gay men and women...
435
00:25:09,175 --> 00:25:11,844
who say there is a level of anger and frustration...
436
00:25:11,886 --> 00:25:13,680
unlike any they've ever seen.
437
00:25:24,023 --> 00:25:26,526
I brought some goodies.
438
00:25:26,568 --> 00:25:29,320
Hey. There it is.
439
00:26:00,476 --> 00:26:03,438
On my way out, I'll tell Hawk you're stealing from him.
440
00:26:06,107 --> 00:26:08,109
Like I need to steal from Hawk.
441
00:26:13,114 --> 00:26:14,407
Is this him?
442
00:26:15,700 --> 00:26:16,784
The son?
443
00:26:23,291 --> 00:26:24,292
Yeah.
444
00:26:27,837 --> 00:26:29,297
You didn't know about him, did you?
445
00:26:31,299 --> 00:26:33,468
His son, was he like Hawk?
446
00:26:34,927 --> 00:26:36,179
He was completely different.
447
00:26:38,848 --> 00:26:40,975
And exactly the same.
448
00:26:41,017 --> 00:26:42,477
Hiding himself.
449
00:26:44,854 --> 00:26:47,482
The drugs you give Hawk, you know you could kill him.
450
00:26:47,523 --> 00:26:49,609
If I don't give him a couple of Seconal at night,...
451
00:26:49,651 --> 00:26:51,819
he takes four or five.
452
00:26:51,861 --> 00:26:54,405
It is the same with the coke.
453
00:26:54,447 --> 00:26:57,241
I control the supply so he doesn't overdo it.
454
00:26:58,368 --> 00:27:00,119
Boy toy.
455
00:27:00,161 --> 00:27:02,205
Doctor and pharmacist all in one.
456
00:27:02,246 --> 00:27:04,207
Mmm.
457
00:27:04,248 --> 00:27:06,125
And the best fuck he has ever had.
458
00:27:09,712 --> 00:27:10,880
Or so, he tells me.
459
00:27:10,922 --> 00:27:13,132
Hey, Craig. Tea Dance.
460
00:27:13,174 --> 00:27:14,425
Where are you?
461
00:27:14,467 --> 00:27:18,012
I try to take care of
him. I do the best I can.
462
00:27:19,347 --> 00:27:21,182
What are you doing, asshole?
463
00:27:25,228 --> 00:27:27,980
Pablo Escobar line going on right there.
464
00:27:28,022 --> 00:27:30,692
- I want one of those.
- The real thing.
465
00:27:35,196 --> 00:27:36,572
You're leaving?
466
00:27:39,242 --> 00:27:40,702
He's leaving.
467
00:27:58,010 --> 00:27:59,595
Hey, Skip...
468
00:28:03,141 --> 00:28:04,767
Whoo! He's hooked.
469
00:28:11,649 --> 00:28:12,692
Skippy.
470
00:28:28,624 --> 00:28:29,709
What?
471
00:28:36,340 --> 00:28:37,615
You're one of us now.
472
00:30:58,608 --> 00:30:59,650
Health Center.
473
00:31:00,776 --> 00:31:02,570
He isn't here.
474
00:31:03,446 --> 00:31:04,655
Can you hold a minute?
475
00:31:04,697 --> 00:31:05,865
Can I help you?
476
00:31:05,907 --> 00:31:08,075
I, um... Can I talk to someone?
477
00:31:08,117 --> 00:31:09,201
Just a minute.
478
00:31:09,243 --> 00:31:11,412
Mr. Laughlin is in New York.
479
00:31:11,454 --> 00:31:14,081
One more question, what kind of services..
480
00:31:14,123 --> 00:31:16,584
or, um, who are your clients?
481
00:31:16,626 --> 00:31:18,336
We're a non-profit agency...
482
00:31:18,377 --> 00:31:20,755
providing services primarily for the gay and lesbian community.
483
00:31:20,796 --> 00:31:22,423
I'm sorry, I have to go.
484
00:31:30,181 --> 00:31:31,432
Sorry about that.
485
00:31:31,474 --> 00:31:32,808
Can I ask what this is about,...
486
00:31:32,850 --> 00:31:34,644
so I can find the right person for you to talk to?
487
00:31:34,685 --> 00:31:36,312
Health Center.
488
00:31:36,354 --> 00:31:37,939
I want to talk to someone now!
489
00:31:38,940 --> 00:31:40,566
I know, I know.
490
00:31:41,609 --> 00:31:44,654
Please take a seat. I'll try.
491
00:31:46,656 --> 00:31:47,907
Health Center.
492
00:31:48,824 --> 00:31:50,826
Open till 8:00.
493
00:32:58,102 --> 00:33:00,396
This verdict is a travesty.
494
00:33:00,438 --> 00:33:03,315
Dan White was convicted of manslaughter,...
495
00:33:03,357 --> 00:33:05,943
what you get for a hit and run.
496
00:33:05,985 --> 00:33:08,195
I saw what Dan White's bullets did.
497
00:33:08,237 --> 00:33:11,490
It wasn't manslaughter. It was murder!
498
00:33:11,532 --> 00:33:14,118
Out of the bars and into the streets.
499
00:33:14,160 --> 00:33:16,954
Out of the bars and into the streets!
500
00:33:16,996 --> 00:33:19,623
Out of the bars and into the streets!
501
00:33:19,665 --> 00:33:22,710
Out of the bars and into the streets!
502
00:33:22,752 --> 00:33:25,796
Out of the bars and into the streets!
503
00:33:25,838 --> 00:33:28,507
Out of the bars and into the streets!
504
00:33:30,551 --> 00:33:31,552
Frankie.
505
00:33:32,845 --> 00:33:35,514
- What are you doing here?
- I came to walk you home.
506
00:33:35,556 --> 00:33:37,183
I'm going downtown with everybody else.
507
00:33:37,224 --> 00:33:39,226
There are cops all over the place.
508
00:33:39,268 --> 00:33:41,562
- This could get ugly.
- Yeah, let it get ugly.
509
00:33:41,604 --> 00:33:44,190
Tomorrow is Harvey's birthday.
510
00:33:44,231 --> 00:33:46,233
- Happy birthday, Harvey.
- Babe, babe, babe.
511
00:33:46,275 --> 00:33:49,070
Open your eyes. This fight is for whites.
512
00:33:49,111 --> 00:33:50,386
If you go out there half-cocked,...
513
00:33:50,404 --> 00:33:51,906
who do you think they're gonna swing at first?
514
00:33:51,947 --> 00:33:53,532
We've been doing this too long.
515
00:33:54,241 --> 00:33:55,242
What does that mean?
516
00:33:56,118 --> 00:33:57,411
This isn't the time.
517
00:33:57,453 --> 00:33:58,746
What the fuck do you mean?
518
00:33:58,788 --> 00:34:00,915
Do you even look in the mirror when you shave?
519
00:34:00,956 --> 00:34:02,958
Because I have news for you.
520
00:34:04,168 --> 00:34:07,713
You are a big, chocolate gay man.
521
00:34:12,760 --> 00:34:16,012
Everyone is meeting up at the Elephant Walk later.
522
00:34:17,640 --> 00:34:19,599
If you can find your balls by then.
523
00:34:22,936 --> 00:34:24,605
Don't get messed up in this shit.
524
00:34:24,646 --> 00:34:26,273
They're not worth it.
525
00:34:29,818 --> 00:34:32,530
We want justice!
526
00:34:36,617 --> 00:34:37,617
Jerome.
527
00:34:41,664 --> 00:34:44,541
Justice for Harvey Milk!
528
00:34:48,628 --> 00:34:50,506
Don't drop any weed on the carpet.
529
00:34:50,548 --> 00:34:54,300
- You can lick that up.
- Amateur hour.
530
00:35:00,057 --> 00:35:02,810
Skippy, there you are.
531
00:35:04,728 --> 00:35:05,771
Where were you?
532
00:35:07,565 --> 00:35:09,692
You left me in the club.
533
00:35:09,733 --> 00:35:12,153
Craig said you went home with someone.
534
00:35:14,238 --> 00:35:15,489
That's a lie.
535
00:35:15,531 --> 00:35:16,532
It's a lie.
536
00:35:19,451 --> 00:35:21,912
All right. I-I guess I made a mistake.
537
00:35:21,954 --> 00:35:23,581
Hey, hey. Hey!
538
00:35:23,622 --> 00:35:25,166
- Hey, hey!
- Fucking try it!
539
00:35:25,207 --> 00:35:27,084
Guys! Hey, come on!
540
00:35:27,126 --> 00:35:29,128
Guys, stop! Stop.
541
00:35:29,170 --> 00:35:31,922
Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey.
542
00:35:31,964 --> 00:35:34,091
Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey.
543
00:35:35,551 --> 00:35:36,719
Yeah.
544
00:35:37,052 --> 00:35:38,179
Yeah.
545
00:35:58,532 --> 00:35:59,533
Come on.
546
00:36:00,576 --> 00:36:01,619
Come on.
547
00:36:13,464 --> 00:36:15,049
Where are you going?
548
00:36:15,716 --> 00:36:18,677
You know where I'm going.
549
00:36:41,784 --> 00:36:43,244
Skippy.
550
00:36:44,620 --> 00:36:47,248
Please do this for me.
551
00:37:08,519 --> 00:37:09,603
Yeah.
552
00:37:09,645 --> 00:37:11,313
- I want you to fuck me.
- Yeah?
553
00:37:11,355 --> 00:37:14,066
Skippy.
554
00:37:14,108 --> 00:37:16,694
- Oh, come on.
- I just need...
555
00:37:16,735 --> 00:37:18,404
Get in there.
556
00:37:20,114 --> 00:37:23,158
Come on. Get fucking hard for me, Hawk.
557
00:37:23,200 --> 00:37:24,952
Get fucking hard for me.
558
00:37:25,536 --> 00:37:27,329
Stay with me.
559
00:37:28,247 --> 00:37:29,290
Will you stay with me?
560
00:37:30,207 --> 00:37:31,667
Stay with me.
561
00:37:35,004 --> 00:37:36,797
- I want you to get inside...
- Yeah.
562
00:37:36,839 --> 00:37:38,465
... and I want you to fuck me.
563
00:37:53,188 --> 00:37:54,732
Yeah! Yeah!
564
00:38:15,919 --> 00:38:16,962
What?
565
00:38:20,466 --> 00:38:22,051
What did you do?
566
00:38:22,092 --> 00:38:23,969
I wanted to see him.
567
00:38:24,011 --> 00:38:25,179
What did you do?
568
00:38:25,220 --> 00:38:26,972
I wanted to know you.
I wanted to see him.
569
00:38:27,014 --> 00:38:29,058
I just wanted... I wanted to see him.
570
00:38:29,099 --> 00:38:30,851
You had no fucking right!
571
00:38:30,893 --> 00:38:32,811
I will fucking kill you!
572
00:38:32,853 --> 00:38:34,480
- Stop! Stop!
- Don't touch my son!
573
00:38:34,521 --> 00:38:35,856
- Hawk.
- Don't touch my son!
574
00:38:38,400 --> 00:38:40,277
Fucking asshole!
575
00:38:40,319 --> 00:38:42,029
Fuck this.
576
00:38:43,655 --> 00:38:44,698
My little boy.
577
00:38:49,411 --> 00:38:50,704
My little boy.
578
00:38:53,165 --> 00:38:54,958
He's dead.
579
00:38:55,000 --> 00:38:56,710
Shh.
580
00:39:05,094 --> 00:39:07,930
- Oh, God. Oh, fuck.
- It's okay.
581
00:39:07,971 --> 00:39:10,849
Skippy, my boy's dead.
582
00:39:10,891 --> 00:39:12,976
- He's...
- Shh, shh!
583
00:39:13,018 --> 00:39:14,311
Oh, God.
584
00:39:14,353 --> 00:39:16,063
Skippy, my boy's dead.
585
00:39:17,481 --> 00:39:21,402
- He's dead.
- I'm sorry. I know.
586
00:39:22,820 --> 00:39:24,279
- Let me die.
- No.
587
00:39:25,781 --> 00:39:28,742
- Please let me die.
- No, Hawk, I can't do that.
588
00:39:28,784 --> 00:39:30,077
I can't.
589
00:39:34,206 --> 00:39:36,041
Shh!
590
00:39:57,813 --> 00:40:01,275
We want justice! We want justice!
591
00:40:01,316 --> 00:40:05,446
We want justice! We want justice!
592
00:40:18,959 --> 00:40:20,461
Cops out of the Castro!
593
00:40:20,502 --> 00:40:25,799
Cops out of the Castro!
Cops out of the Castro!
594
00:40:25,841 --> 00:40:28,510
- Cops out of the Castro!
- Cops out of the Castro!
595
00:40:28,552 --> 00:40:30,304
Pigs out of the Castro!
596
00:40:30,345 --> 00:40:31,972
Pigs out of the Castro!
597
00:40:32,014 --> 00:40:33,439
- Pigs...
- Trying to get yourself killed?
598
00:40:33,474 --> 00:40:34,475
Come on!
599
00:40:36,018 --> 00:40:39,688
Cops out of the Castro!
600
00:40:39,730 --> 00:40:41,273
Sit your ass down.
601
00:40:42,316 --> 00:40:43,525
Whiskey, straight.
602
00:40:43,567 --> 00:40:45,027
Where's Frankie?
603
00:40:45,068 --> 00:40:46,343
We got separated at City Hall.
604
00:40:51,033 --> 00:40:52,242
That queen can scrap.
605
00:40:52,284 --> 00:40:53,409
Tell me about it. We live together.
606
00:40:53,410 --> 00:40:55,454
Hey, let me get a clean rag.
607
00:40:57,247 --> 00:40:58,290
Here.
608
00:40:58,916 --> 00:40:59,958
Hold still.
609
00:41:01,627 --> 00:41:02,669
Ow!
610
00:41:03,295 --> 00:41:04,338
Ow.
611
00:41:05,547 --> 00:41:06,590
Here.
612
00:41:07,466 --> 00:41:08,675
One swig.
613
00:41:17,726 --> 00:41:19,937
What's going on with you? Hmm?
614
00:41:21,522 --> 00:41:23,649
Living in the street.
615
00:41:23,690 --> 00:41:25,859
Better than getting
my ass whooped at home.
616
00:41:29,196 --> 00:41:30,864
I couldn't take the questions.
617
00:41:31,740 --> 00:41:32,741
Watching my every move.
618
00:41:32,783 --> 00:41:37,788
So I just told them I'm gay.
619
00:41:39,540 --> 00:41:41,542
Said it right to my father's face.
620
00:41:46,296 --> 00:41:47,923
You know, if my mom
hadn't stood between us,
621
00:41:47,965 --> 00:41:50,133
I think he would have killed me.
622
00:41:59,601 --> 00:42:02,229
I wanted to tell my dad before he died, but...
623
00:42:04,356 --> 00:42:05,732
I couldn't.
624
00:42:07,609 --> 00:42:10,195
Man, your generation,...
625
00:42:10,237 --> 00:42:12,739
you're afraid to tell the truth.
626
00:42:12,781 --> 00:42:15,242
I just... I can't live like that.
627
00:42:16,076 --> 00:42:17,244
I won't.
628
00:42:18,120 --> 00:42:20,539
Listen.
629
00:42:20,581 --> 00:42:23,917
I wanted to write, do my part for the Black community,...
630
00:42:23,959 --> 00:42:27,170
and I wanted Frankie. I wanted both.
631
00:42:27,212 --> 00:42:30,173
Maybe I wasn't marching in the streets for gay rights,...
632
00:42:30,215 --> 00:42:32,718
but I've loved a man for 20 years...
633
00:42:32,759 --> 00:42:35,637
and lived with the consequences.
634
00:42:35,679 --> 00:42:37,389
Do you have any idea what fucking courage that...
635
00:42:37,431 --> 00:42:39,349
Whoa!
636
00:42:45,105 --> 00:42:46,648
Come on, come on, come on.
637
00:42:49,693 --> 00:42:50,736
Hey!
638
00:42:51,695 --> 00:42:53,238
Marcus!
639
00:42:54,698 --> 00:42:55,949
Get off him!
640
00:43:44,831 --> 00:43:47,000
Kimberly, there are things about your father...
641
00:43:47,042 --> 00:43:48,669
I don't understand.
642
00:43:51,213 --> 00:43:54,591
But I loved the life we made together.
643
00:44:03,183 --> 00:44:06,937
So I did what women of my generation were taught to do.
644
00:44:06,978 --> 00:44:10,148
I closed my eyes to things I didn't want to see.
645
00:44:19,032 --> 00:44:21,034
You and your father were so close.
646
00:44:22,411 --> 00:44:24,746
I always thought of Jackson as mine.
647
00:44:27,666 --> 00:44:29,209
My sweet boy.
648
00:44:33,755 --> 00:44:35,549
Maybe that wasn't right.
649
00:44:55,235 --> 00:44:58,488
Mom, if the baby's a boy,...
650
00:45:00,282 --> 00:45:02,033
I'd like to name him Jack.
651
00:45:04,494 --> 00:45:05,787
Is that all right?
652
00:45:08,832 --> 00:45:11,126
I think that would be lovely.
653
00:45:16,923 --> 00:45:19,259
I tried everything to get him clean.
654
00:45:21,136 --> 00:45:24,598
Therapy, methadone.
655
00:45:26,391 --> 00:45:27,768
AA for addicts.
656
00:45:28,977 --> 00:45:30,687
At times we thought we found the right thing.
657
00:45:30,729 --> 00:45:32,063
You know, he...
658
00:45:32,105 --> 00:45:34,065
He'd stay clean,...
659
00:45:34,107 --> 00:45:38,695
get excited about his music, his writing, his future.
660
00:45:42,991 --> 00:45:44,785
And then he'd disappear again.
661
00:45:47,829 --> 00:45:49,289
And come back sick.
662
00:45:49,998 --> 00:45:53,001
Sorry, promising to stop.
663
00:45:55,712 --> 00:45:57,506
But he wouldn't touch alcohol.
664
00:46:00,634 --> 00:46:02,052
You wanna know why?
665
00:46:04,179 --> 00:46:06,640
Because that's what I did.
666
00:46:06,681 --> 00:46:09,476
And the thing he wanted most was not to be me.
667
00:46:13,897 --> 00:46:18,276
Hawk, we don't know why people become addicts.
668
00:46:18,318 --> 00:46:20,195
He knew.
669
00:46:20,237 --> 00:46:23,698
He always knew I was lying about everything.
670
00:46:27,869 --> 00:46:29,663
Okay.
671
00:46:33,333 --> 00:46:34,835
Okay, you lied.
672
00:46:34,876 --> 00:46:36,586
But you didn't lie about everything.
673
00:46:38,713 --> 00:46:40,006
Did you love him?
674
00:46:41,883 --> 00:46:43,927
- So much.
- And that love was real.
675
00:46:45,554 --> 00:46:48,932
Your wife and your daughter love you.
676
00:46:50,392 --> 00:46:51,434
That is real.
677
00:46:53,728 --> 00:46:56,356
Hawk, you have to stop trying to kill yourself.
678
00:46:58,775 --> 00:47:00,402
Your family needs you.
679
00:47:03,071 --> 00:47:04,656
Don't you need me, Skippy?
680
00:47:09,661 --> 00:47:11,162
I have you.
681
00:47:26,219 --> 00:47:27,804
Dirty cops.
682
00:47:27,846 --> 00:47:29,264
Took off their badges.
683
00:47:29,306 --> 00:47:31,182
They just came to break heads.
684
00:47:32,434 --> 00:47:35,145
- Are you okay?
- I'm fine.
685
00:47:35,186 --> 00:47:38,356
- Well, now they know.
- Know what?
686
00:47:38,398 --> 00:47:41,067
We're not gonna lie down and take it anymore.
687
00:47:43,695 --> 00:47:44,738
You're beautiful.
688
00:47:57,042 --> 00:47:58,418
It's after midnight.
689
00:48:01,296 --> 00:48:02,672
Harvey's birthday.
690
00:48:07,135 --> 00:48:09,054
- To Harvey.
- To Harvey.
691
00:48:09,095 --> 00:48:11,181
- To Harvey!
- To Harvey!
692
00:48:11,222 --> 00:48:15,810
- To Harvey!
- To Harvey!
693
00:48:15,852 --> 00:48:17,646
It was a night of rage.
694
00:48:17,687 --> 00:48:20,148
Angry gays attacking City Hall...
695
00:48:20,190 --> 00:48:22,817
and setting police cars on fire.
696
00:48:22,859 --> 00:48:26,154
Then police getting revenge on a Castro bar.
697
00:48:27,489 --> 00:48:29,824
The violence continued for over six hours,...
698
00:48:29,866 --> 00:48:30,992
stretching from City...
699
00:48:32,327 --> 00:48:35,038
We think we've won our freedom,...
700
00:48:35,080 --> 00:48:36,998
that we're liberated,...
701
00:48:37,040 --> 00:48:38,458
and then something like this happens,...
702
00:48:38,500 --> 00:48:39,918
and you realize that...
703
00:48:39,960 --> 00:48:43,046
to many people in this country, our lives are worthless.
704
00:48:45,674 --> 00:48:47,217
We're sorry to see you go.
705
00:48:47,258 --> 00:48:49,386
Well, I'm needed at home.
706
00:48:53,014 --> 00:48:55,141
I think Hawk's gonna do better.
707
00:48:56,351 --> 00:48:57,811
Or try at least.
708
00:48:58,853 --> 00:49:00,981
We'll keep an eye on him.
709
00:49:01,022 --> 00:49:02,482
Maybe I shouldn't care so much.
710
00:49:02,941 --> 00:49:03,984
My darling.
711
00:49:07,821 --> 00:49:09,146
There will be people that will say,...
712
00:49:09,155 --> 00:49:12,075
"You must get over him if you want to be happy",...
713
00:49:12,117 --> 00:49:13,827
and they will be right.
714
00:49:15,245 --> 00:49:16,578
But it will also be the stupidest thing...
715
00:49:16,579 --> 00:49:18,665
anyone ever says to you.
716
00:49:30,802 --> 00:49:33,138
- Mmm-hmm.
- Just a little bit.
717
00:49:42,313 --> 00:49:43,898
Just a little morning pick me up.
718
00:49:47,068 --> 00:49:49,446
- Where are you going?
- I'll wait outside.
719
00:49:49,487 --> 00:49:50,864
Walk you to the ferry.
720
00:49:52,490 --> 00:49:53,867
It meant nothing to you.
721
00:49:56,995 --> 00:49:58,621
Everything we said last night.
722
00:49:59,914 --> 00:50:01,875
Everything we have been through.
723
00:50:02,500 --> 00:50:03,626
What is wrong with me?
724
00:50:03,668 --> 00:50:05,378
- Skippy. No.
- What is wrong with me?
725
00:50:05,420 --> 00:50:06,671
This is not about you.
726
00:50:06,713 --> 00:50:10,884
Why can I not stop believing anything you say?
727
00:50:10,925 --> 00:50:12,844
If this is what you want, fine.
728
00:50:12,886 --> 00:50:15,555
If you want to die, go on, fucking die.
729
00:50:16,389 --> 00:50:17,557
Your wife and your daughter...
730
00:50:17,599 --> 00:50:19,726
have already buried a son and a brother,...
731
00:50:19,768 --> 00:50:21,186
and they're gonna have to bury you.
732
00:50:21,227 --> 00:50:24,022
But you don't care because you're so fucking selfish!
733
00:50:28,610 --> 00:50:30,236
I've wasted all this time.
734
00:50:33,406 --> 00:50:34,699
My life on you.
735
00:50:34,741 --> 00:50:35,950
- Don't go.
- No.
736
00:50:35,992 --> 00:50:38,328
- Don't go. No, please.
- Hawk, I'm done with you.
737
00:50:38,787 --> 00:50:39,913
I'm free.
738
00:50:45,418 --> 00:50:46,669
Skippy.
739
00:50:57,347 --> 00:50:58,640
Okay.
740
00:50:58,681 --> 00:50:59,724
Go. Get out here.
741
00:51:00,391 --> 00:51:01,518
Just get out, okay?
742
00:51:01,559 --> 00:51:03,103
Go! Fucking go!
743
00:51:04,938 --> 00:51:05,939
Fuck.
744
00:52:22,557 --> 00:52:23,558
Hello.
745
00:52:26,227 --> 00:52:27,270
It's Daddy.
746
00:52:31,191 --> 00:52:32,859
- Hi.
- Hi.
747
00:52:36,029 --> 00:52:37,030
Are you okay?
748
00:52:38,907 --> 00:52:39,908
I'm fine.
749
00:52:41,451 --> 00:52:42,744
How are you?
750
00:52:44,913 --> 00:52:45,914
I'm fine.
751
00:52:49,918 --> 00:52:51,294
Daddy, I miss you.
752
00:52:53,421 --> 00:52:54,797
We miss you.
753
00:52:57,884 --> 00:52:58,885
Sweetheart...
754
00:53:01,262 --> 00:53:02,430
I'm coming home.
755
00:53:05,516 --> 00:53:07,560
- Okay.
- Okay.
756
00:53:11,522 --> 00:53:12,941
You'll tell your mother?
757
00:53:15,443 --> 00:53:16,486
Of course.
758
00:53:20,281 --> 00:53:21,741
We have a lot to talk about.
759
00:53:31,084 --> 00:53:32,085
I know.
760
00:54:46,701 --> 00:54:47,744
Mr. Fuller.
761
00:54:48,911 --> 00:54:51,998
I'm afraid Tim's had another seizure.
762
00:54:52,040 --> 00:54:53,541
What do you mean? How bad is it?
763
00:54:53,583 --> 00:54:56,210
It was severe, but they were able to pull him out of it.
764
00:54:56,252 --> 00:54:57,378
He's in his room.
765
00:55:00,214 --> 00:55:01,215
Thank you.
51705
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