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[narrator] fourteen celebrities
have enlisted

In real military training

In one of the world's
toughest environments.

No prizes,
no special treatment.

This is special forces:
World's toughest test.

-Get back!
-Ooh!

Midway through the course,
half the recruits have gone.

[yells]

I don't wanna do it anymore.

Don't talk to me!

Please just let me do it.

[narrator]
now just seven remain.

Puke standing up.

Fight!

Number 12, loser.

-[narrator] but who...
-[rudy] get in the fight, 9!

-...Will survive the day?
-[rudy] now!

Did you think this would be
this hard?

-Yeah.
-Really?

I definitely expected it
to be hard.

I just... I didn't expect it
to be this hard.

They are ramping it up,
you know.

Hell, I've never even, like,
been in a fight before,

So I guess
that was kind of cool.

-Uh...
-You did well, man.

[chuckles] thanks. Yeah.

I didn't love the decision,
but, hey, what are you gonna do?

[narrator] it's day five, and
the remaining seven recruits

Have made it to
the halfway point of selection.

[bode] kind of ruining
the british accent for me
a little bit.

I've always loved
the british accent.

-Now I'm like, "argh!"
-[laughs]

I think they're getting
in our head.

Yeah.

Dude, I just had a dream
about billy.

-I had a dream about billy too.
-Yeah.

-[bode] was it a good one?
-No, he was yelling at me.

He was trying to, like, shove me
into some kind of, like, hole.

And he's like,
"get the [bleep] in that hole."

And I'm like...
[whimpers]

[bode] I don't believe
in this type of system

Of, like, "get the [bleep] down"
and "rrr, rrr, rrr!"

-[jack] I know.
-I don't know what's going on
with it, but it's [bleep] lame.

No one has to be
the [bleep] best here.

They're just looking that you'll
keep going no matter what.

[rudy] this is the freaking
hump day of the course,

And we're actually... Exactly
half of the course has dropped.

We have seven left,
started with 14.

-I think
we're right on schedule.
-[q] yep.

Obviously
the first task of today, um...

A lot of pressure on them,
to be honest.

-It's physically demanding.
-[rudy] I agree.

Tell you what,
it's cold where we're going.

-All right.
-There's snow up there now.

That'll be a shake-up for 'em.

The halfway point is where
we really crank the pressure up,

Because we're essentially
trying to emulate war.

And war keeps becoming
more stressful, more horrific,

More tiring, more exhausting,

And that means there is no room
for complacency.

[rudy] you guys need anything
before we take off?

Yes, I can, brother.
Let's go, brother.

-Q's validation is, I think,
the toughest to get.
-Yeah.

Like, if he throws me
a compliment,

I'm like, "oh my god!"

[nick] I probably definitely
should not be here.

There's nothing about what
I'm doing now that would suggest

That I'm gonna do well
in this type of environment.

I've always been that type
of guy that's just like...

I respond to validation.

-Yeah.
-We'll see.

They're all tough [bleep].

But I recently found out
that I'm gonna be a dad,

Which is incredible.

I wanna know
if I have what it takes

To rise to the occasion,

And I think this experience
will help shape me

And help toughen me up.

It's day five today.

Tomorrow we're gonna wake up
and say,

"we have tomorrow
and the next day."

-I'm just focused on today.
-Yup.

I gotta stop counting days.

Ok, grab your kit!
Mission is on!

Parade square.
Stand at attention.

[billy] let's go!

[billy] on selection,
we keep the recruits guessing.

We never let them know what's
coming and when it's coming.

You need to be sharp,
and you need to be professional,

Otherwise you'll not
get through this course.

Listen to me. You're about
to go on a heli ride.

I've never been in a helicopter.
First time for everything.

[billy] helicopter number one,
helicopter number two.

Out the square to the gate.
Let's go!

[narrator]
in this new phase of selection,

Recruits are being taken
out of their comfort zone...

[q] get in there quick!

...Into the most challenging
terrain on the course.

Here we go, fellas.

-This is so badass.
-Yeah, it is.

[narrator] they're being flown
to the top of a mountain range

4,600 feet above sea level...

It all looks tiny from up here.

...To face the most demanding
exercise of selection so far.

Whoo!

Not my favorite
roller-coaster ride.

-Have you been in a helicopter?
-A lot. A lot.

Being an alpine skier, for me
it was the coolest thing.

It was raw speed, power, risk.

I think I have less fear
than most people.

Drop down to your knees.

All right, look at me. Let's go.

All right, you're beat up,
you're banged up,

You're fatigued.

You're gonna have to
set that to the side.

We're ramping it up.
We're gonna be relentless.

Turn around, recruits.

[bode] [bleep] oh, man.

[narrator]
the recruits have been brought
to this extreme location

To attempt
the commando cliff crawl.

Using a single rope,

They must move
across a deadly ravine.

[rudy] observe ds foxy.

The commando cliff crawl
is absolutely by far

The most difficult thing

These recruits
could have ever imagined doing.

It looks easy
when the ds demonstrates,

But I guarantee you
when you're up there,

If you do not apply the skill
and technique, you will fail.

Pull yourself forward. Hands are
in front.

The crook of your foot
and your ankle will be a guide.

The other leg
is your counterbalance.

[narrator] once the recruits
reach the halfway point,

They must then
tackle the regain.

For anyone
that is scared of heights,

This is probably one of
the most petrifying things

You will ever do.

You are attached to a rope
at 200 plus feet.

If that goes wrong,
you won't get a second chance.

[rudy] once you get the command
from the ds,

Swing the leg back up

And mantle yourself back
to the center of the rope.

Turn around, recruits.

We're 4600 feet from sea level.

You're heart's gonna be pumping

To get that oxygen
to the muscles,

But ignore the pain,
ignore the pumped-out arms.

We never quit.

No matter what it takes,
we accomplish the mission.

[all] yes, staff.

[q] all right, number 9.
Let's go.

Make your way on over
to ds billy. Hustle.

[narrator] first to face
the task is number 9,

Olympic alpine skiing champion
bode miller.

Ok, number 9,
how do you feel about heights?

Good.

-No problem?
-No.

The sport of alpine racing

Is inherently very dangerous.

If I hadn't taken
the risks that I did,

I would have never won a race.

You won't be able
to do it too many times

'cause you'll burn out, so try
and get it right first time.

Yep.

Doesn't matter.

Physically, I'm certainly not

Where I was at my peak.

Ok, lie on the rope.

But I feel very confident
in my mental ability.

There you go.

Come on.

Away you go.

[foxy] come on, then, number 9!

-[grunting]
-[billy] have a good look down.

If you get it wrong,
that's where you're going.

No, thanks.
[grunts]

Are you making love
to that rope?

[bleep]

Oh! It's [bleep] chewing
on my stomach.

Stop complaining.
Just keep moving.

[bleep]

[foxy] hurry up!

I would say
I have a defiant streak.

[grunts]

But my stubbornness
was a huge part of my success.

Hold. Right, upside down
and dismount.

Let's go.

[billy] just get on with it!

-[foxy] legs off.
-[grunts]

Back up. Back up.

-[grunts]
-no, he's [bleep] it.

[jack] I'm not worried
about the balancing.

I'm worried about
if I can get back on it.

That's gonna be [bleep] hard.

[rudy] get those legs up!

[grunts]

There we go. Look up to me.
Look up to me.

[grunts]

[foxy] look up the rope.
Look up the rope.

[billy] just do as you're told.
It's simple.

[bleep]

Oi, number 9, pay attention.

Look up the rope.

[whimpers]

-[bleep]
-[foxy] or just ignore me.

[bleep]

[billy] stop [bleep] around!
Let's go!

[bleep]

[billy] come on!
Why are we waiting?

[narrator] on cecil peak
mountain, 4600 feet up...

It's my [bleep] stomach.

...Bode miller is hanging
from a single rope...

As he attempts
the regain maneuver.

[foxy] come on, let's go!
Hurry up!

[grunts, yells]

-Start again.
-[bleep] thing.

Use that leg to propel yourself.

You need to carry out
instructions to the letter.

Number 9.
Bring that dangling leg over,

And then pendulum back round
to give yourself some momentum.

If they don't listen to us,
in the real world
you'll get killed.

[grunts]

[yells]

[foxy] look up the rope.

Yes!

[billy] compose yourself!
Wait! Wait!

Good. Advance.

[grunts]

-[jojo] bode crushed that.
-[tom] yeah.

[grunts]

Pass! Although a very messy one.

[bode] I was always drawn
to individual sports.

I liked controlling
my own destiny.

I liked ski racing
because there was no judges.

[foxy] you're bleeding.

The reason
you didn't do it with ease

Is 'cause
you weren't listening to the ds.

I didn't wanna
have somebody tell me

Whether they thought
I did well or not.

Nice, bode.

Let's see what this looks like.

My [bleep] is gonna look
twice as bad as that, dude.

Number 9, did the rope
beat you up?

-A little bit, sir.
-Yeah, it looked like it.

Bleeding all over the mountain.

It's kind of funny
for me to watch, though.

[q chuckles]

[narrator] with only a narrow
pass from the olympic champion,

The remaining six recruits
brace themselves

For the commando cliff crawl.

-[rudy] recruit number 3!
-[q] all right, number 1!

-[billy] go, 5.
- [rudy] recruit number 6!

-How are you with heights?
-Uh, scared of heights.

-Scared of heights.
-Yeah.

How do you feel about heights?
You love 'em?

I love 'em.

All right, you better
get across there, ok?

-Is that what we want?
-That's what we want, staff.

Why are you shaking?
You don't have to shake.
I've got control of you.

Have you done
any of this before?

-Uh, yes, sort of.
-Ok, so I expect
great expectations.

Push away. No, your left leg,
just let it hang.

Right leg to your butt. Push.

[jack] from doing
military training stuff
that I've done in the past,

The two things that I've learned
is listen to your instructor

And stay out of your head.

[billy] look down the line.
Look down the line.

That will help. Where you going?

I didn't tell you
to dismount yet. Goodbye.

Jeez. Fail!

[billy] miserable fail.

Come on, then, number 5.

Use that rear leg
to drive you forward. Come on.

Come on, let's go!
I don't wanna see you stop.

-[rudy] pull!
-[bode] come on, jojo.

[rudy] let's go 3!

[jojo] you know,
I've been sheltered

From doing dangerous things
my whole life.

So I don't necessarily know
if I'm gonna be scared.

[foxy] go! Legs away.

-And up!
-[rudy] big pull!

[billy] come on! Get up!

Swing your leg.
Use the momentum.

[rudy] go, 6!

She'll do this.
She'll crush it.

[billy]
you're just using your arms.

You're gonna burn out
before you even get there.

I'm a little physically stronger
than the average person,

But stacked up with other,
you know, strong athletes,

Maybe not
so physically strong.

Right, upside down and dismount.

-[rudy] let's go, 5!
-[foxy] and up!

It is absolutely petrifying,
your heart's beating.

All you can see is death.

In order to pass this task,
you have to overcome your fear.

[billy] let's go!

-Trust in yourself.
-[grunts]

Getting frustrated
will result in failure.

[billy] don't stop, don't stop.

[bode] she's toast.

Oh!

-[bleep]
-[foxy] fail.

[rudy] don't give up.

[foxy] fail.

[bleep]

[recruit] oh!

-She had it.
-[foxy] big fail, number 6.

[sighs]

You want it hanging
straight down.

-[nick] straight down?
-Yeah.

Just dead-weight it?

Just shut up, ok?

[narrator] after a run of fails,

The pressure is now on
the remaining two recruits.

-Number 4, are you ready?
-Yes, staff.

I don't wanna hear
no "yes, staff."

I want you to do it.
Show me. Got it?

Yes, staff.

Come on, pretty nails.
Come down to here.

-Feeling good about that?
-No, staff.

Heights kind of freak me out.

Slide.

But I've learned that it's best

To just get out there and do it.

[foxy] come on, let's go!

'cause otherwise you're gonna
psyche yourself out.

Hold. Dismount now.

Legs up!

And up!

[rudy] let's go, let's go!

[billy] come on!

[foxy] move! Hurry up!

Oh!

-[recruit] come on.
-[grunts]

[billy] hurry up, number 4!
Fannying around.

There you go.

-[bode] yeah, stay.
-[billy] compose yourself.

Well done, number 4.

-Yes!
-Yes!

-Nice, tom.
-Yes!

-[bode] go, sandoval.
-[foxy] that was a pass.

He's a cockroach.
You can't kill him.

-[laughter]
-he just keeps coming back.

[q] we got another pass.
Finally!

-Grind it out.
-Incredible.

Congratulations, 4.

[q] one left.

-12, it's up to you.
-Yes, staff.

-Right?
-Yes, staff.

[narrator] last to step up
to the commando cliff crawl

Is number 12,
tv personality nick viall.

I definitely love to win.
I've always been competitive.

And I've asked myself
what makes me competitive.

Ok, stop shaking. You're shaking
like a [bleep] dog.

Is it like the need
for validation?

I wanna see if I can rise
to certain occasions,

If I can be someone
people can count on.

I wanna make people proud.

[billy] use the leg to push.
You're just using your arms.

[foxy] come on. You don't wanna
burn out those noodle arms.

Take a look at the view.

No, no, there's a great view
that way.

There we go.

[grunts]

Hold. Upside down. Dismount
and go through the mechanics.

-Back up!
-[rudy] get that leg up! Go!

[billy] hurry up!

[jack] so far,
he's doing better than me.

[billy] get up there! What's
wrong with you? Get up there.

[rudy] let's go,
let's go, let's go!

Oh, god, he's gonna
run out of gas.

[rudy] fatigue makes quitters
of us all!

Compose yourself and think
about what you're gonna do.

Then go at it, attack it.

When it's tough,
and it will be tough,

Do not give up.

It's about going forward through
the pain and just find a way.

[foxy] come on, let's go!
Let's see some [bleep] effort.

Oh...

That was useless.

[billy] you're like a cobra
wrapped round a turd.

[rudy] get up there!

[billy] do not give up!
Keep going!

-[foxy] armpits.
-[yells]

[foxy] ah.

Oh, no.

-Fail.
-[bleep]

Disappointing, staff.

[billy] you look like
a pathetic bag of [bleep].

[bleep]

[narrator] 4600 feet up...

You guys sucked!

...The commando cliff crawl has
proved too great a challenge

For most of the recruits.

Hanging out there like a piñata,

Ready to get beat.

Couldn't get the technique down,

Couldn't listen,
follow instructions.

The only two passes I got
were number 9 and number 4,
and they were ugly.

We're gonna sit here
and we're gonna think about it.

Think about your failures today.

[billy][bleep] sake,
sort yourselves out.

I don't know what the [bleep]
happened to you.
You've gone backwards.

So, listen up.
It sucked. They sucked.

I think right now
they are regressing.

So I think we need to give them
a little bit of understanding.

[rudy] that weather's coming in
a little bit.

[tom]
you should get your hood up
so you're not collecting snow.

[jack]
what if a storm comes in and we
get stuck up here for the night?

[rudy] what did I tell
you recruits about mountains
making their own weather?

-You always have to be prepared.
-[all] yes, staff.

[rudy] all right, listen up.
Get your bergens on.

Recruits, on me. Let's go!

[narrator] the recruits'
extraction is underway.

[q] get in.

I think nick's in
a pretty dark place right now.

-He was so close.
-Yeah

Look where they're landing us.

God, I'm, like, dreading
what's next.

Get out. Line up right here.

[narrator] the helis have landed
a mile from base,

Now the recruits will
be made to head back on foot.

Get them and all the equipment
to camp. Go.

[narrator]
with those that failed
carrying the two who passed.

[bode] let's go.

[rudy] get moving, 5!
You got the heavy weight!

You set the pace!

[narrator] whilst number 5,
tyler cameron,

Leads from the front...

[billy] go!
Get him on your shoulder!

...Struggling to carry
number 4...

[q] you better not drop him.

...Is number 12, nick viall.

[billy] keep going.
Keep walking. Don't stop.

[groans]

[nick] you can learn a lot
through your own failures.

Life's about
trying to overcome them.

[groans]

[billy]
stop [bleep] whimpering, 12,

And get him up there.

But what is it going to be
that keeps me from quitting?

-[billy] keep going, keep going.
-[rudy] go, go, go!

Everything you got, 12!
Everything you got, 12!

Let's go! Everything you got!

[groans]

[billy]
this could all be so easy.

Just give me your armband.
You can go home.

Hurry up.

[jack] let me switch arms.
Switch arms. Ok, stop.

[q] don't put 'em down.

The hardest challenges
in the world

Doesn't even amount
to how difficult selection is.

I wanna push myself
because I know

That at the end of that road
is growth,

But I've got limitations.

[billy] let's go!
We don't break!

-[rudy] go!
-[q] get it up. Let's go.

[billy] get moving, numpties!

[rudy] that's it, that's it.

5 is putting out all the work!
Let's go!

[narrator]
number 5, tyler cameron,

Has yet to put
number 9, bode, down.

[bode]
you're a [bleep] animal, dude.

[billy]

[narrator] but after exhausting
himself on the cliff crawl,

Number 12, nick, is faltering.

Guys, I need help.

[rudy]
3, you're leaving a man behind!

Get him up here!

Take my bags. Let me get him.

[billy] number 12,
you're just an hindrance.

Get the [bleep] out the way.

[rudy]
that's it, pick him up, 3!

[billy] there you go, number 12.
That's how it works.

Everything I've gotten
in my life

Has been
because of my work ethic.

I want the world
to see that side of me,

That determination, that drive.

20 seconds!
Keep going! 20 seconds!

-[retching]
-keep going, keep going!

Pick it up.
You can throw up on the move.

-[rudy] go, go, go!
-Go, go, go!

-[rudy] go, go! Bust it!
-[q] go!

[rudy] bust ahead! Bust ahead!

[jojo] incredible job.
Take your coat off.

Take your fleece off.
Leave your armband on.

Jojo, just give us a minute,
babe, please.

-What?
-Just give us a second.

[narrator] number 12,
nick, is in the drying room

With number 6, erin jackson.

I think he's... Maybe not good.
I'm trying to warm him up.

And after a morning in extreme
conditions, he's struggling.

You good? Look at me.

-What's your name?
-Nick.

-Where you from?
-Wisconsin. Sorry, guys. I...

-No worries.
-It's ok, dude.

Get him into the hot shower.

[jack] nick, let's go put you
in the hot shower. Come on.

Run to the shower.

Just sit on the floor.

Is he ok?

[jack]
I think he's, like, hypothermic.

[jojo]
how's nick doing in there?

I think
he's in a jar of shadows.

[jojo] how are you?

I've removed the lid
of the jar of shadows.

It's still lingering,

And I could be put back in it
at a moment's notice.

-But I'm ok right now.
-Good.

[sighs]

[narrator]
warmed up from the shower,

Number 12, tv personality
nick viall,

Is back in the dorm,
recuperating.

You all right?

Just beat... Beat down.

-Huh?
-Just a little beat down.

Yeah.

[narrator] after
the most punishing task yet,

The ds meet to discuss
the recruits' performance.

Number 9, he looked like
he'd been battered,

But he did do it.

There's just something about
his mannerisms I don't like.

He just...
He doesn't look you in the eye.

He kind of looks at you, when
he does, as if he hates you.

-Yeah.
-Number 12...

From failing the rope
to fireman's carry...

He just seems empty.
He's running on fumes almost.

So you would say 12 really
flagged himself as the weakest?

Mm-hm. Yeah, yeah.

Definitely wanna
have a look at him.

Yeah, let's bring in 12,
see what's going on with him.

[groans]

Recruit number 12!

Hands on the wall.

[narrator] with concerns
about number 12...

...The ds are calling him in

For tactical questioning.

Stop. Sit down.

[door slides shut]

How you doing?

Oi! It's not a [bleep]
spa session. I'm talking to you.

I just asked you a question.
How are you doing?

I'm hitting a wall.

The past two days
have been tough, physically.

You sure it's not just mental
and you've just given up?

Um, you know,
mentally obviously,

It's... It's starting
to take its toll.

Ok. Tell me something about ya.

I've, uh... I've always tried
to do my best.

I've always tried to be, uh...
I guess, an overachiever.

I'm a big believer in just
betting on myself, you know.

-Um...
-Sorry, you're boring me.

Tell me something exciting.
What do you do?

Uh, I host a relationship
and pop culture podcast.

[bleep]. You are
mr. Interesting, aren't you?

Huh? You know,
it's a lovely fronted house,

But there's
no [bleep] lights on behind it

[sighs]

What are you here for?

Uh, um, recently,

Right before I showed up,

Found out
my fiancée was pregnant.

And so I wanna make sure, like,

People who can count on me
can count on me, you know.

I wanna see what I'm made of.

And you think you're doing that?

Yes, staff.

-You ok?
-Yeah.

-What's upset ya?
-I'm not upset.

I just... Care for my family.

[billy] that's good.
All right, I'll be honest.

You started off
kind of middle of the road,

And I expected you to start
stepping up and go forward.

-You've started to go backwards.
-Yes, staff.

Yeah? You have the potential
to be here at the end.

I'll tell you that now.
And the only person
who is gonna stop that is you.

-You'll only get one shot at it.
-Yes, staff.

Ok? So, I'm telling you,
I see potential,

And I'd hate it to go to waste.

Yes, staff.

-Guard!
-[door slides open]

[q] up.

The greatest goal I've ever had
in my life was to be a dad.

I mean, I really don't know
what to expect.

I don't know
how I'm gonna handle it.

I don't feel very prepared.

And hopefully this process
is getting me ready

For what
I'm about to experience.

I got some tough love.

I was... I was hoping
for a pat on the back.

Yeah, what did they say to you?

Billy called me boring.

[laughs]

And told me
I'm not giving it my all.

[laughs]

After [bleep] today. What?

But, at the end,
they were very encouraging,

Like, you know...
Told me they believed in me.

But it was definitely
of the tough love category.

[coughs]

Line it up. Up and over.
Take your time.

-Whoo-hoo!
-Yay!

She's a natural!

I wanna quit while I'm ahead.
You can go from here.

[laughs]

Do it. You're crushing it.

[tom]
maybe we're done for tonight.

Ha, ha, ha, ha.

[chuckling]

They wanted to [bleep] push you.

I get it, what they're doing,
I get the end result,

But it's not my jam.

[narrator] only two
out of the seven recruits

Passed this morning's
commando cliff crawl.

We've got a few standouts.
Mostly everybody is mediocre.

[billy] they need to step up.

[narrator] the ds are concerned

That the group
are falling short

Of the standards they expect
in this phase of selection.

We just need to be on 'em, just
get the sharpness into them.

Don't let them
get away with anything.

Let's ramp it up.
Let's keep the pressure on.

[billy] then it's up to them
to show determination.

-Yeah.
-They've gotta wanna be here.

[rudy] yeah.

I'm gonna take their soul today.

-[billy] you're nasty.
-Oh, yeah, gonna be real nasty.

[rudy] sounds good, sounds good.

[all laugh]

In special forces, you have
to be prepared to get up and go

At any time, at any moment.

When the recruits believe
the day is over...

Recruits, on the parade square!

-...That is when we will strike.
-[grunts]

[billy] to find out
if they've still got

The character
to get up and go again.

[bleep] ooh!

Oh, you bet you were done,
didn't you?

We don't get ready.
We stay ready.

[billy] first to the tank,
over the top, in. Let's go.

-[q] bust 'em.
-Go, go, go, go, go, go!

-Hurry up, hurry up, hurry up.
-[billy] sprint!

Get in, get out!
In and out. Let's go!

Don't wait for him!
Get in! Get in!

-[q]hurry up, hurry up!
-[billy] get out!

[narrator]
the recruits will now face

A grueling circuit drill.

[billy] let's go!
Why are we walking?

Under and over is not a walk.

[narrator] an exercise designed
to test their resolve.

[q] go, go, go! Let's go!

This can easily stop
by giving me your number.

Let's go, let's go!
Come on! Want it, want it!

[narrator] but after
a physically demanding day...

[q] 12, get off your knees.

You can't do 20 push-ups?

...Some of the recruits
are already feeling the strain.

[billy] come on, number 1.
Why are you crawling around?

Get going!
[bleep] rag-and-bone man.

We've only just begun.

You can always have an excuse as
to why you can't do something.

I'm tired, I'm this, I'm that.
Oh, I have ms.

[rudy] let's go, bears!

[q] are you dying, number 1?

-Are you done?
-Come on, boo-boo.

It's whether you let that excuse
control you or not.

[q] let's go, number 1.
Hurry up!

[billy] pain be glory.
Pain is glory. Let's go.

If I do quit, I'm gonna be
really upset with myself.

[q] figure it out.

Get up there, number 1.
Let's go.

-Let's do it.
-[billy] let's go.

-Go, guys.
- [billy] let's go. Let's go.

[grunting]

[billy] come on, trigger finger!

Go, go, go!

[q] 12, you are dying.

If you're done, give me your
armband and you can go home.

Who's gonna be
the quitter today?

[narrator]
the recruits are 30 minutes

Into the punishing exercise.

[q] hey, 9, get down.
What are you doing? Get down.

I don't care about your hands.

Get back down.
Stop taking breaks.

-[groans]
- [q] what are you doing?

Burpees. Let's go.
20, let's go.

Number 9, you keep crying
about your fingers,
you can give me your armband.

That way you can go home
and get you a nice cup of tea

And warm up your fingers.

[chuckles]

[bode]
I don't deal well with somebody

Telling me outright
that I'm wrong.

I tend to not yell.

I'm just quietly
and very stubbornly defiant.

[billy] keep going, keep going.

Are you done? Are you done?

If you are done, high knees,
which none of you should be.

-Are you lying to me?
-That was 20.

Let's go. High knees.

-He's done too.
-High knees.

He was on the same as me.

-[q] shut up, shut up!
-Oi! Shut the [bleep] up!

Who's running this, me or you?

[q] our number one rule
is respect the ds.

[q] burpees, let's go!

[grunts]

When a recruit can't give us
that type of respect...

Let's go.

...And they bring us attitude,

You're gonna have a bad day.

You think this hurts?
This is nothing.

All right,
stand at attention.

[billy] if you've had enough,
all you have to do

Is take off your armband
and give it me,

And you can go home.

Does anybody wanna go home?

-No, staff.
-[all] no, staff.

[q] stand by. Bust 'em!

[jojo] go. Open the door.
Go, go.

[bode] I got it.

-Go, go.
-Go, go.

-Good job.
-Yeah. [bleep]

[jojo] good work, everybody.

[q] oh, yeah, that was fun.
A lot of fun, right?

-You're welcome.
-[chuckles]

[erin]
oh, made it through, guys.

I don't like q's,
like, chuckle.

-[erin laughs]
-it seems really...

-Seems like mean.
-Cynical.

Has a different approach.
I don't like it.

It makes me wanna punch him
right in the face.

I get it, like,
you're making us work hard.

But, like, don't be
so snide about it.

He's like, "heh, heh, heh, heh."

That is what makes me
wanna be like, "oh, yeah?

Wanna have a [bleep] attitude
about it, there's my number."

In the special forces,
we want individuals.

We look for people
with that maverick mentality.

But when it comes to authority
and carrying out orders,

We need that discipline
in people.

If you haven't got it,
there's no place for you.

[billy] number 9. What do you
feel about that attitude thing?

[rudy]
he's trying to work it out.

-Trying to work what out?
-Taking authority.

So we're agreed
he doesn't like authority?

-Yeah, absolutely.
-Ok.

[rudy] yeah, let's bring in 9.

Recruit number 9!

Oh! Oh. Take this.

Yep.

Hands on the wall. Squat down.

Sit.

[door slides open]

Right, number 9, I'm gonna
cut straight to the chase.

There's frustration
given off by you

When we're delivering
instruction.

I don't know.

The only times
where I really get [bleep] up

Around authority is like when
I think something's not fair,

And I feel this, like,
trigger in there

Where I'm like,
[bleep] that, you know?

[foxy] the world
that we come from is unfair.

Yeah.

We have had to deal
with very difficult people,

With weapons,
and we are in their backyard,

And we literally
have to bow down

To the unfair approach
that they're taking

To make sure
that the situation we're in

Doesn't spiral out of control.

Can you see
where I'm coming from?

I think it's something
I identified.

I don't have
the first [bleep] perception

Of how to hide it,
or that's... I wouldn't...

I know how to deal with it
internally,

But it's just some ego thing
or some competitive thing

That I just have in there still.

What was it like
competing at that level?

I was just relentless.
I just didn't stop.

Not, like, necessarily
trying to, like, hurt myself,

But, like, like,
hard, hard training.

-[rudy] yeah.
-Which, like,
freaked everybody else out.

But I was like,
"I gotta [bleep] go."

-Why are you getting upset?
-I guess, um...

I think it comes because...
Now I have five boys, and...

They're, you know...
They're boys.

They play sports
and they wanna [bleep] do stuff.

And I don't really...
I don't wanna push them.

I don't wanna be
the one to push 'em.

How old are your kids?

My daughter's the oldest at 15.

Then ten, eight.

Our daughter that we lost
would have been six.

Four, three, three and one.

What... What happened
with your daughter?

She drowned
in our neighbor's pool.

I was, um...

I was with my older daughter
at softball.

Honestly,
I hadn't thought of that,

That my being away for that,

At another kid's sport thing,

Is... Like, could be
some [bleep] weird routing

To why I'm so tentative around,
like, encouraging my kids

To wanna pursue something
that way.

[sniffs]

And that's [bleep] scary, but...

Getting back to this course,
you are doing well.

But your attitude, you've got
to try and keep it in check.

-Yeah.
-Ok?

-Guard!
-[door slides open]

You know, some people
when they're stubborn,
they don't wanna change.

-I love change.
-And stop.

I like to switch my mind around.
I just like being right.

All right, go ahead.

So, if I realize I'm not right,
I'm off on a new path.

Tried to wear 'em out.
I don't think it worked.

They get deep into the weeds?

They are seeing something

About the way
that I act towards them

That I can understand and
I'll try to be more aware of.

It wasn't...
Wasn't positive, but...

[groans]

[groans]

Dude, my [bleep] heart rate
just won't go down.

-[nick] what's it at?
-It's just at a hundred, dude.

-Still?
-Yeah.

When you get past
the halfway point,

The course becomes a grind.

[groans]

And it's all about
how you deal with that.

Man, I nearly [bleep] tapped.

I nearly vw'd
when they were beasting us.

I will say, it crossed my mind
for the first time.

They're so mean.
[chuckles]

[foxy] you can see the recruits
who are hating it.

They're looking
for the right moment to give up.

Do you break the course's back,
or do you let it break yours?

Next time.

[billy] life and limb is at
stake!

His heartbeat
shouldn't be that fast.

He could keel over and die.

This course is where we push
the recruits to their breaking
point.

Just panicking, just
panicking...

It now comes down to the people
that really want it.

[grunting]

[billy] no headshots! Stop!

-[billy] stop!
-I'm proud of you.

But I know who's most proud...

I haven't cried like that in a
long time.

So tough...