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♪ ♪
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♪ ♪
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♪ ♪
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♪ ♪
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Hello.
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Vivian Lee Finch.
Davenport, Iowa.
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Heather Billings.
Billings, Montana.
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[both laugh]
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I collect snapshots.
Do you mind?
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-You are welcome.
-Thank you.
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-[camera buzzes]
-[laughs]
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My mom gave it to me
for graduation.
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She said, "You never want
forget the face of a friend."
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Hmm.
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There are many girls here.
[laughs]
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Yes, because it's Thursday.
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Every Thursday, Sheila holds a
Open call in all categories.
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Editorial, or "The Faces".
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Clue. We call them
"The walkers."
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And aptitude.
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Spartans.
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The girls come from all over.
to be seen.
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Well, I just arrived yesterday.
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and I promised myself, the first
The day I wake up in New York City,
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I'm going straight
to Sheila Klein's office
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and introducing myself.
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-Oh, good for you.
-[both laugh]
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It's been three months for me.
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Do you eat Vogue?
For breakfast too?
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[laughs]
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-My dream is to be on the cover.
-Mine too.
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[both laugh]
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Yes, I'll make you a deal.
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Heather Billings
from Billings, Montana.
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If I'm the first to reach the top
of the mountain,
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I will pull the rope back
and I will lift you up.
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And if you do it first,
Pull the rope back for me.
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-What about that?
-Pinky promise?
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-Yeah.
-[both laugh]
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Not much brotherhood
in this brotherhood.
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With more reason
girls like us
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I have to see
the other's back.
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-Well.
-[both laugh]
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[photos spinning]
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[Sheila] Front.
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Nostrils.
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Suspenders? Oh, what is this?
The Mickey Mouse Club tests?
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[sighs]
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Hmm... She's fresh.
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Bring her inside.
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Yuck.
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They are all so pretty
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and skinny.
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Nobody in Davenport
It looks like this.
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Negative two
It's the new size zero.
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[the door opens]
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Vivian Finch.
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That's you.
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Oh.
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-[stutters] Okay.
-Yeah.
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Well.
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Good luck.
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[Resounding footsteps]
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♪ ♪
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[sighs]
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Vivian Lee Finch.
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Tell me, why are you here?
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I'm here because I have a dream.
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I was born with something called
neuromuscular scoliosis.
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-My spine is curved--
-[Sheila] No. Don't do it. Arrest.
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This is not a one-man show.
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What do you do for a living?
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Oh...
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Editorial? Clue? Physical aptitude?
What do you do for a living?
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Ah, huh...
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I guess he hadn't done it
I really thought about that.
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[laughs] Mmm...
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I want to do anything.
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All.
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I want to be in
the cover of Vogue.
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[laughs] Oh, honey.
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Just because you are
the most beautiful girl
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in Hog Scrotum, Indiana,
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doesn't mean you have
What is needed
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be on the cover of Vogue.
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I'm from Iowa.
[laughs] Davenport.
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Walk.
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Walk!
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Oh, uh, okay.
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[whispers] It's okay.
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[sighs]
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["Boys want to be her"
by Peaches playing]
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♪ You have them all
by the balls ♪
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♪ Causing waterfalls,
stone walls, bar fights ♪
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♪ Common posts
That causes them all ♪
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♪ They crawl to you,
extended body ♪
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♪ Smoking Pall Malls,
close, stand tall ♪
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♪ Doll, you make them
I feel so small ♪
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♪ And they love it ♪
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♪ The boys want to be her,
girls want to be her ♪
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♪ The boys want to be her,
the girls ♪
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♪ I want to be her,
the boys want to be her ♪
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♪ I want to be her ♪
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♪ Yes, I do. ♪
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Was she okay?
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Know...
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it's really not necessary
so much talent
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be a model
I mean, not really.
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But being a supermodel...
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Well, more talent is needed.
than anything in the world.
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And not the kind of talent
that you can teach.
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It's star quality.
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And, my dear, apart from
Linda Evangelista,
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you have more of that
that no one has ever seen
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enter through that door.
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Actually?
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Wow, Miss Klein.
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you have no idea
what that means.
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I really wish I could hire you.
Yeah.
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Good luck for you. I'm serious.
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Oh, bring this one.
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Oh...
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But I don't understand it.
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What are you, size two?
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Hey, a four.
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[laughs] Oh, honey. A four?
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You are too fat.
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♪ ♪
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[camera shutters clicking]
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♪ ♪
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Are you OK?
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I feel very stupid.
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God, how embarrassing.
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Let me guess...
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she told you
you weighed too much.
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No, she said she was too fat.
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I mean, who says a thing?
how that?
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-I'm sorry.
-[grunts] I'll show him.
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she has no idea
what I'm capable of.
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I will diet, I will exercise.
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I'll do whatever it takes,
just wait.
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It will not work.
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[mocks]
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So you think I should
Just give up too, huh?
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Wow, whatever happened to us.
Do the girls support each other?
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Viviana.
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I'm not telling you to quit.
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I'm just saying it won't work.
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Diet, exercise.
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Would you believe it?
if I told you
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Was I a size four too?
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That's impossible.
You are so skinny.
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I know.
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Here.
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go see this guy
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Doctor Lau.
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It's the only way.
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[crunchy]
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♪ ♪
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♪ ♪
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I don't like taking shortcuts
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Ask anyone who knows me.
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but I do not know what to do.
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I have been on a diet
and exercise. YO...
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I lost four pounds
but the rest...
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It just doesn't come off.
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Good...
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Your blood work is excellent.
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I am recommending
a course of a drug
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called Mondify.
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It is a medicine for diabetes,
but I use it off label
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to lose weight with a lot
of patients in Hollywood,
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the modeling industry,
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many news anchors on Fox,
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etcetera etcetera.
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Is it a pill?
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I have never taken anything else
than an aspirin. [laughs]
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Not a pill, an injection. Once a week.
The weight will fly away.
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A shot?
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Ugh, um...
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I don't know. Hey...
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Look, Mondify is nothing.
to be afraid of.
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The side effects are minimal.
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Small needle, FDA approved.
everything above the board.
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You know, I use Mondify myself.
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It is a drug of the future.
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Here.
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I'll show you how to use it.
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[moans softly]
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So I just stabbed him
and press the button?
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MMM. Just stab and poke.
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[sighs]
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Should we toast?
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TO...
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In fashion.
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[laughs]
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[sighs]
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[woman vomiting]
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[toilet flush]
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Hello.
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Maria Alicia, right?
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Are you Sheila's assistant?
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Profiles.
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Give us a spin.
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What do you think?
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-I think you look fantastic.
-[sneezes]
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She go wash your hands, please.
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[door opens, closes]
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Three words:
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Vivian Lee
Nobody cares, Indiana.
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Iowa. [laughs]
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I sign you.
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Oh my god, really?
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-Really, really?
-Really, really.
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See Marjorie at the reception.
She will solve everything for you.
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I won't let you down. [laughs]
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-Modify?
-I'm sorry?
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Is that what you're up to, Mondify?
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Oh. Oh...
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Yeah.
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How long?
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Uh, about four months.
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I have a little nausea
the day of the shooting,
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but otherwise I feel great.
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[Sheila] Well, keep it up.
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we will make you
the most it girl of all time.
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[camera shutter click]
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[Mick] This way, Viv.
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That's all.
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Oh, fuck me in the ball sack,
That is beautiful.
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-She is a God.
-Good right?
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[Mick]
God, she's a fucking Maserati.
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Vroom, vroom, baby.
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-[laughs]
-Oh!
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Careful. She is an eyelid,
not a garage door.
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[camera buzzes]
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Oh, Heather. Come here.
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Hmm. Nice colour.
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Sheila, this is my friend.
and her roommate Heather Billings.
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It's an honor to know you,
Miss Klein.
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Heather is a fabulous model.
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You should see her portfolio.
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It is hot here.
Let's get everyone out.
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My girl is overheating.
Chop, chop.
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Come on.
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Ugh, beautiful.
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Hmm.
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A gazelle cannot live
with a hyena.
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Heather? She is not a hyena.
[laughs]
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You don't believe that girl
she wouldn't eat you in an instant
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Just to stay alive?
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She has claws.
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And I'm not talking about
those terrible pressures.
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[camera shutter click]
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[Mick] This way, Viv.
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[shutter clicks hard]
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[Heather] Vivian!
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Oh yes it's broken,
I will simply die.
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I'm so stupid.
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Your nose will be fine.
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they lived what worries me
It's your electrocardiogram.
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you forgot to tell me
Do you have a heart murmur?
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Well, it's a complication.
of my scoliosis,
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but I barely thought
it mattered.
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I-I don't let that affect
My daily life.
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That does not mean
You do not have it. It matters.
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I cannot, with a clear conscience,
268
00:16:13,580 --> 00:16:15,216
allow you to continue
on Mondify.
269
00:16:15,249 --> 00:16:16,285
Your heart could explode.
270
00:16:16,318 --> 00:16:18,590
That? But I need it.
271
00:16:18,623 --> 00:16:21,730
Vivian, this drug could cause
to actual valve damage.
272
00:16:21,763 --> 00:16:23,800
It made you faint.
273
00:16:23,833 --> 00:16:25,370
What if you had been driving?
274
00:16:25,403 --> 00:16:28,008
Do you prefer
To be skinny or alive?
275
00:16:28,777 --> 00:16:30,681
That's supposed to be
rhetorical.
276
00:16:30,714 --> 00:16:32,150
[sighs]
277
00:16:32,183 --> 00:16:34,020
Well there has to be
otherwise.
278
00:16:35,323 --> 00:16:37,494
Everything that changes radically
279
00:16:37,528 --> 00:16:40,099
your body composition
carries extreme risk.
280
00:16:40,132 --> 00:16:42,772
You lied to me
about your medical history.
281
00:16:42,805 --> 00:16:45,209
In this point,
whatever option you have,
282
00:16:45,242 --> 00:16:46,478
I wouldn't recommend it to you.
283
00:16:46,512 --> 00:16:48,449
but there is
Other options then?
284
00:16:48,482 --> 00:16:50,754
[sighs] Vivian.
285
00:16:52,357 --> 00:16:55,396
these things have to come
from a place of honesty.
286
00:16:55,429 --> 00:16:57,535
Health first.
287
00:16:57,568 --> 00:17:00,406
It can't come from somewhere
crazy and jealous desire
288
00:17:00,439 --> 00:17:03,145
be the skinniest
or the most beautiful.
289
00:17:05,383 --> 00:17:06,686
You're right.
290
00:17:09,391 --> 00:17:11,696
[sighs] I don't know
what has happened to me.
291
00:17:11,729 --> 00:17:14,368
[sighs]
292
00:17:14,401 --> 00:17:16,773
You know, all my life,
293
00:17:16,806 --> 00:17:19,177
Becoming a model was a statement.
294
00:17:19,210 --> 00:17:21,583
I was determined
to do about...
295
00:17:21,616 --> 00:17:23,319
overcoming the odds,
296
00:17:23,352 --> 00:17:27,427
about proving that it wasn't
limited by my condition,
297
00:17:27,460 --> 00:17:29,197
my scoliosis.
298
00:17:32,270 --> 00:17:33,874
But there is another philosophy
299
00:17:33,907 --> 00:17:36,680
that drives girls
in this industry.
300
00:17:36,713 --> 00:17:39,217
And it's not about being
the best version of you,
301
00:17:39,250 --> 00:17:41,789
it's about being
better than them.
302
00:17:43,258 --> 00:17:46,666
and it's bitter
and mean, and...
303
00:17:49,304 --> 00:17:51,642
...I got caught up in it.
304
00:17:53,913 --> 00:17:55,482
Please.
305
00:17:56,619 --> 00:17:59,424
I want to show the girls
That's why they have big dreams
306
00:17:59,457 --> 00:18:01,663
what's up
a different way of being.
307
00:18:01,696 --> 00:18:03,834
I want to be an example of
308
00:18:03,867 --> 00:18:07,440
empowerment
and self-love, but...
309
00:18:09,177 --> 00:18:12,450
I have to stay in business
To do that.
310
00:18:12,483 --> 00:18:14,454
Dr. Lau, if you help me,
311
00:18:14,487 --> 00:18:17,293
I won't lie to you anymore,
312
00:18:17,326 --> 00:18:18,696
You have my word.
313
00:18:24,508 --> 00:18:25,877
Wait here.
314
00:18:30,219 --> 00:18:32,256
[the door opens]
315
00:18:34,394 --> 00:18:36,533
[sighs]
316
00:18:36,566 --> 00:18:38,335
-[door is closing]
-[Lau] This...
317
00:18:38,368 --> 00:18:40,574
It is a very old treatment.
318
00:18:40,607 --> 00:18:44,716
All natural, so it won't run on you.
Same risks as Mondify.
319
00:18:44,749 --> 00:18:47,220
But don't take it lightly,
320
00:18:47,253 --> 00:18:49,257
comes with its own
complete set of issues.
321
00:19:00,680 --> 00:19:03,319
Is it a pill?
322
00:19:03,352 --> 00:19:05,255
Oh.
323
00:19:06,993 --> 00:19:08,830
[Lau] Asian Taenia.
324
00:19:08,863 --> 00:19:11,402
It's a tapeworm
325
00:19:11,435 --> 00:19:13,573
from a forest far away.
326
00:19:13,606 --> 00:19:15,410
wash it
with some oolong tea.
327
00:19:15,443 --> 00:19:17,748
You will lose more weight with
this little one that on Mondify.
328
00:19:17,781 --> 00:19:19,552
A tapeworm?
329
00:19:19,585 --> 00:19:21,388
But...
330
00:19:22,157 --> 00:19:25,229
...if you're going to do this,
Vivian you have to continue
331
00:19:25,262 --> 00:19:27,299
My instructions to the letter.
332
00:19:28,970 --> 00:19:31,174
I am very serious.
333
00:19:42,296 --> 00:19:44,434
[poured tea]
334
00:19:48,643 --> 00:19:51,883
The tapeworm will beg to be fed.
335
00:19:51,916 --> 00:19:53,887
You will feel hungry,
very hungry,
336
00:19:53,920 --> 00:19:55,490
but you should eat normally,
337
00:19:55,524 --> 00:19:57,795
no more than
Normally you would.
338
00:19:57,828 --> 00:19:59,297
Do you understand?
339
00:20:23,713 --> 00:20:25,750
♪ ♪
340
00:20:31,529 --> 00:20:32,898
[clears throat]
341
00:20:32,931 --> 00:20:35,804
you will be down
ten pounds in a week.
342
00:20:35,837 --> 00:20:37,841
I promise.
343
00:21:11,441 --> 00:21:13,646
[sputters softly]
344
00:21:41,702 --> 00:21:43,739
♪ ♪
345
00:22:11,963 --> 00:22:14,000
["Your love"
by Frankie Knuckles playing]
346
00:22:22,851 --> 00:22:24,588
♪ ♪
347
00:22:29,565 --> 00:22:31,970
♪ When I'm with you I believe ♪
348
00:22:32,003 --> 00:22:33,673
♪ That your love is true ♪
349
00:22:33,706 --> 00:22:36,044
♪ When we love you, excite me ♪
350
00:22:36,077 --> 00:22:37,715
♪You know what to do♪
351
00:22:37,748 --> 00:22:40,520
♪ The visions really blow me away ♪
352
00:22:40,553 --> 00:22:42,824
♪ Fantasizing all the time... ♪
353
00:22:47,500 --> 00:22:48,837
[whistles]
354
00:22:48,870 --> 00:22:50,907
A princess among us peasants.
355
00:22:52,711 --> 00:22:54,114
♪ Well, I need your love... ♪
356
00:22:54,147 --> 00:22:55,817
[mouth full] Do you think she is
she prettier than me?!
357
00:22:56,986 --> 00:22:58,790
♪ I need your love... ♪
358
00:22:58,823 --> 00:23:00,760
[laughs]
359
00:23:01,261 --> 00:23:04,835
♪ I need your love ♪
360
00:23:06,872 --> 00:23:09,712
♪ Don't make me wait too long ♪
361
00:23:09,745 --> 00:23:11,014
♪ Oh ♪
362
00:23:11,047 --> 00:23:13,451
♪ I need your touch ♪
363
00:23:15,189 --> 00:23:19,831
♪ Don't make me wait
for your love... ♪
364
00:23:22,637 --> 00:23:24,608
[waiter] Hey. You're like,
365
00:23:24,641 --> 00:23:25,877
Well?
366
00:23:25,910 --> 00:23:28,148
Perfect jaw.
367
00:23:28,181 --> 00:23:31,989
Shame on your hairline.
It's on fucking Mars.
368
00:23:38,770 --> 00:23:40,138
Oh no.
369
00:23:41,509 --> 00:23:42,877
I'm sorry.
370
00:23:44,648 --> 00:23:46,752
I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
371
00:23:51,094 --> 00:23:53,498
♪ I can't let it go ♪
372
00:23:58,910 --> 00:24:00,914
♪ I can't let it go. ♪
373
00:24:00,947 --> 00:24:03,719
-[the doorbell rings]
-[man] That's lunch. 30 minutes.
374
00:24:04,822 --> 00:24:06,224
She's hogging my light.
375
00:24:12,938 --> 00:24:14,841
[light hum]
376
00:24:24,962 --> 00:24:27,300
[model 1]
Oink, oink, little pig.
377
00:24:27,333 --> 00:24:28,870
[model 2]
I heard she ate
378
00:24:28,903 --> 00:24:31,274
four double chili cheeseburgers
379
00:24:31,307 --> 00:24:33,045
in the bathroom.
380
00:24:33,078 --> 00:24:35,082
She brought them from home.
381
00:24:35,115 --> 00:24:37,286
[model 1] You know what?
It's not her fault.
382
00:24:37,319 --> 00:24:40,961
This is how they eat
in Potatoville, Idaho.
383
00:24:40,994 --> 00:24:43,031
[laughter]
384
00:24:51,582 --> 00:24:54,588
I'm from Iowa,
385
00:24:54,621 --> 00:24:58,663
puddles of herpes pus!
386
00:24:58,696 --> 00:24:59,865
[Sheila] Hey! Well.
387
00:24:59,898 --> 00:25:00,933
Hold on, hold on.
388
00:25:03,706 --> 00:25:04,942
The show is over.
389
00:25:04,975 --> 00:25:06,678
Ugh, don't touch me,
your ax wound.
390
00:25:13,091 --> 00:25:15,997
It's okay, Viv, I need you.
to take a breath. Take it easy.
391
00:25:16,030 --> 00:25:18,068
[laughs] I don't need
to take a breath.
392
00:25:18,101 --> 00:25:20,674
Didn't you listen?
393
00:25:20,707 --> 00:25:23,880
I booked Vogue.
394
00:25:23,913 --> 00:25:25,884
The damn cover.
395
00:25:25,917 --> 00:25:28,723
So sit on a rusty railroad spike
396
00:25:28,756 --> 00:25:30,058
and turn.
397
00:25:56,679 --> 00:25:58,750
-I hate them.
-[Sheila] That's perfectly fine.
398
00:25:58,783 --> 00:26:01,288
You can be
an absolute bitch to them,
399
00:26:01,321 --> 00:26:04,662
but we can't have scenes
like what happened back there.
400
00:26:04,695 --> 00:26:07,166
[crying] I know.
I'm so sorry, Sheila.
401
00:26:07,199 --> 00:26:10,205
Weight loss is not real.
402
00:26:11,207 --> 00:26:13,979
[Sheila] Everyone is on Mondify.
403
00:26:16,084 --> 00:26:18,322
No.
404
00:26:18,355 --> 00:26:20,927
Anything else.
405
00:26:20,960 --> 00:26:23,599
I'm a fraud.
There is something...
406
00:26:25,168 --> 00:26:26,905
...inside of me.
407
00:26:29,043 --> 00:26:30,278
[Sheila] I know.
408
00:26:40,198 --> 00:26:42,436
Imposter syndrome.
409
00:26:42,469 --> 00:26:45,677
You have surpassed everyone else
girl to get to where you are,
410
00:26:45,710 --> 00:26:48,650
and now you wonder,
"Why me? Why me?"
411
00:26:48,683 --> 00:26:50,887
I'll tell you why
because you are a supermodel,
412
00:26:50,920 --> 00:26:52,691
and they are not.
413
00:26:52,724 --> 00:26:54,695
they will never understand
the pressures you face,
414
00:26:54,728 --> 00:26:55,830
But I do it.
415
00:26:55,863 --> 00:26:57,800
I've seen it all before.
416
00:26:59,938 --> 00:27:03,144
Everything will be fine
trust me.
417
00:27:05,115 --> 00:27:07,654
Now clean yourself.
418
00:27:22,049 --> 00:27:23,352
[train rumbling]
419
00:27:23,385 --> 00:27:25,155
Lives?
420
00:27:25,188 --> 00:27:27,126
Hey, guess what.
421
00:27:27,159 --> 00:27:29,765
You will never believe it,
but magenta magazine
422
00:27:29,798 --> 00:27:31,401
is making this article.
423
00:27:31,434 --> 00:27:34,775
These are models,
misconceptions,
424
00:27:34,808 --> 00:27:37,814
how difficult business can be.
425
00:27:37,847 --> 00:27:41,187
Anyway, guess what?
426
00:27:41,220 --> 00:27:44,227
They are using my photos
to go with the article.
427
00:27:44,260 --> 00:27:46,197
My snapshots.
428
00:27:46,230 --> 00:27:48,302
It doesn't pay, but...
429
00:27:48,335 --> 00:27:49,805
is going to be printed
all over the world.
430
00:27:49,838 --> 00:27:51,274
[soft metallic noise nearby]
431
00:27:51,307 --> 00:27:54,179
Viviana? Are you at home?
432
00:27:55,984 --> 00:27:57,486
[heavy breathing nearby]
433
00:27:57,520 --> 00:27:59,023
Lives?
434
00:28:07,507 --> 00:28:09,276
Viviana?
435
00:28:11,114 --> 00:28:12,282
Hey...
436
00:28:14,120 --> 00:28:16,124
I know you have a lot
on your plate right now
437
00:28:16,157 --> 00:28:19,197
with Vogue approaching
and everything, but...
438
00:28:19,230 --> 00:28:21,468
Do you think you could do it?
some of your dishes?
439
00:28:21,501 --> 00:28:23,438
Or take out the trash?
440
00:28:23,471 --> 00:28:26,111
This mess is getting
out of control.
441
00:28:26,144 --> 00:28:28,215
Magenta Magazine
442
00:28:28,248 --> 00:28:31,388
is doing an article.
443
00:28:31,421 --> 00:28:35,863
They are using my photos.
444
00:28:38,301 --> 00:28:39,437
[Vivian screams]
445
00:28:39,470 --> 00:28:42,544
Magenta Magazine
It's for the past
446
00:28:42,577 --> 00:28:44,414
and applicants.
447
00:28:44,447 --> 00:28:46,752
[laugh]
448
00:28:48,221 --> 00:28:49,891
Viv, you're scaring me.
449
00:28:53,398 --> 00:28:55,536
[grunts]
450
00:28:59,578 --> 00:29:02,416
[Vivian breathes heavily]
451
00:29:03,986 --> 00:29:05,790
[whispers] Heather...
452
00:29:07,961 --> 00:29:10,298
I don't know why I did that.
453
00:29:11,902 --> 00:29:13,539
[crying] I'm so sorry.
454
00:29:14,875 --> 00:29:17,547
I'll buy you another one.
455
00:29:17,580 --> 00:29:19,283
I'm going to go, Vivian.
456
00:29:19,316 --> 00:29:20,587
No...
457
00:29:20,620 --> 00:29:22,189
I can't live with you like this.
458
00:29:22,222 --> 00:29:24,060
I'll go get my things
later this week
459
00:29:24,093 --> 00:29:25,129
when you leave.
460
00:29:25,162 --> 00:29:26,565
No. Heather, wait, please.
461
00:29:26,598 --> 00:29:28,870
I have to tell you
the truth. Please.
462
00:29:28,903 --> 00:29:30,974
It's not, it's not me,
there is...
463
00:29:31,007 --> 00:29:33,879
-It's not me.
-[key jingling]
464
00:29:34,948 --> 00:29:37,353
There is something...
465
00:29:37,386 --> 00:29:40,325
A monster
466
00:29:40,358 --> 00:29:41,896
inside of me.
467
00:29:41,929 --> 00:29:44,267
I know there is.
468
00:29:44,300 --> 00:29:46,371
I have been in this business
Longer than you, Vivian.
469
00:29:46,404 --> 00:29:48,208
many girls have
exactly the same
470
00:29:48,241 --> 00:29:49,310
inside them like you.
471
00:29:49,343 --> 00:29:50,479
Even me.
472
00:29:50,513 --> 00:29:52,517
I just hide it better.
473
00:29:52,550 --> 00:29:55,557
Do you... do you have a tapeworm?
474
00:29:55,590 --> 00:29:58,328
A tapeworm?
475
00:29:58,361 --> 00:30:00,265
Don't make fun of me, Vivian.
476
00:30:00,298 --> 00:30:02,069
The monster inside you
It's jealousy.
477
00:30:02,102 --> 00:30:04,273
Unsafety.
478
00:30:04,306 --> 00:30:06,243
You have so much right now,
and I have nothing.
479
00:30:07,479 --> 00:30:10,085
Why would you do it?
Do you feel threatened by me?
480
00:30:12,524 --> 00:30:14,962
Good luck with Vogue tomorrow.
481
00:30:14,995 --> 00:30:16,430
I hope that's all
you ever dreamed
482
00:30:18,334 --> 00:30:22,243
No, no, wait. Go back.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
483
00:30:22,276 --> 00:30:25,984
[crying] I'm sorry.
484
00:30:26,017 --> 00:30:28,890
I'm sorry.
485
00:30:28,923 --> 00:30:31,026
[sobbing]
486
00:30:36,404 --> 00:30:38,374
[Pelé speaks French]
487
00:30:45,523 --> 00:30:47,126
Okay, I can't believe it.
I'm saying this
488
00:30:47,159 --> 00:30:48,361
But the model is too thin.
489
00:30:48,394 --> 00:30:50,332
No one.
490
00:30:50,365 --> 00:30:53,271
No one
to hang clothes.
491
00:30:53,304 --> 00:30:54,874
I'm sorry.
492
00:30:59,183 --> 00:31:01,321
-What is happening?
-You have lost five pounds
493
00:31:01,354 --> 00:31:03,125
Of connection, darling.
494
00:31:03,158 --> 00:31:05,930
The dress was custom made.
Now we have to redo it.
495
00:31:05,963 --> 00:31:07,399
I can't be.
496
00:31:08,569 --> 00:31:10,907
I understand.
There is a lot of pressure
497
00:31:10,940 --> 00:31:13,044
be thin in this business,
but I have seen girls fall
498
00:31:13,077 --> 00:31:16,619
fast and hard
due to eating disorders.
499
00:31:16,652 --> 00:31:18,355
What is happening?
500
00:31:18,388 --> 00:31:21,194
-Is it bulimia, anorexia?
-No no.
501
00:31:21,227 --> 00:31:24,133
It's just my constitution.
502
00:31:24,166 --> 00:31:27,372
[scoffs] This is not
My first rodeo, sister.
503
00:31:28,709 --> 00:31:30,580
I'm not trying to embarrass you.
504
00:31:30,613 --> 00:31:33,185
I want you to have a long
and healthy career.
505
00:31:33,218 --> 00:31:35,389
Burn, fat lesbian cow.
506
00:31:35,422 --> 00:31:38,529
Ugh, look away from me.
507
00:31:49,985 --> 00:31:51,454
[Alessia] Excuse me.
508
00:31:56,063 --> 00:31:57,433
I respect your process,
509
00:31:57,466 --> 00:31:59,336
but you better purge that shit
before shooting.
510
00:32:01,340 --> 00:32:04,213
♪ ♪
511
00:32:17,206 --> 00:32:19,545
[crying]
512
00:32:19,578 --> 00:32:22,048
[gagging, coughing]
513
00:32:32,035 --> 00:32:33,471
[cough]
514
00:32:38,047 --> 00:32:40,051
[crying]
515
00:32:54,113 --> 00:32:56,283
[car alarm blaring in the distance]
516
00:32:59,624 --> 00:33:01,160
[soft moans nearby]
517
00:33:07,272 --> 00:33:08,441
Viviana?
518
00:33:27,814 --> 00:33:30,485
I should have never done it
I have given it to you.
519
00:33:30,519 --> 00:33:33,793
It's too much responsibility.
Are...
520
00:33:33,826 --> 00:33:36,063
You are too young. YO...
521
00:33:38,234 --> 00:33:41,107
I'm so sorry, Vivian.
This is my fault.
522
00:33:41,140 --> 00:33:44,179
I can't stop losing weight.
523
00:33:45,281 --> 00:33:47,452
I'm losing jobs.
524
00:33:48,689 --> 00:33:50,626
I'm too skinny.
525
00:33:52,162 --> 00:33:55,135
But more than that,
526
00:33:55,168 --> 00:33:57,239
It's changing me.
527
00:33:58,041 --> 00:34:00,613
The tapeworm metabolizes
and store food
528
00:34:00,646 --> 00:34:02,383
more efficiently than us.
529
00:34:02,416 --> 00:34:06,291
That's why you can eat and eat.
without gaining size.
530
00:34:06,324 --> 00:34:10,098
But the worm grows
and the bigger it gets,
531
00:34:10,131 --> 00:34:12,369
the stronger your need
consume becomes.
532
00:34:12,402 --> 00:34:14,273
That's why you shouldn't
feed him too much.
533
00:34:14,306 --> 00:34:17,279
but hunger
It's not just for food.
534
00:34:17,312 --> 00:34:19,082
Is for...
535
00:34:21,354 --> 00:34:22,556
...all.
536
00:34:23,592 --> 00:34:26,130
All for me.
537
00:34:27,165 --> 00:34:30,540
None for anyone else.
538
00:34:30,573 --> 00:34:32,811
The tapeworm is
a powerful organism,
539
00:34:32,844 --> 00:34:36,417
but... it's also very simple.
540
00:34:36,450 --> 00:34:38,387
You see it...
541
00:34:41,460 --> 00:34:44,835
Its function is
their defense mechanism.
542
00:34:44,868 --> 00:34:47,574
Consume.
543
00:34:47,607 --> 00:34:50,412
As the worm grows,
your need to consume
544
00:34:50,445 --> 00:34:52,617
It becomes your need to consume.
545
00:34:52,650 --> 00:34:57,192
Your defense mechanism
It becomes your defense mechanism.
546
00:34:57,225 --> 00:34:59,196
Devour.
547
00:34:59,229 --> 00:35:02,369
Devour anything considered
be a threat.
548
00:35:02,402 --> 00:35:06,177
I have to take it off.
549
00:35:06,210 --> 00:35:07,479
Do the surgery.
550
00:35:07,513 --> 00:35:09,885
[sighs]
551
00:35:09,918 --> 00:35:12,456
Is very large.
It's entangled in you.
552
00:35:12,489 --> 00:35:15,328
Can I take something to kill it?
553
00:35:15,361 --> 00:35:17,767
Almost anything strong enough
kill the worm
554
00:35:17,800 --> 00:35:19,704
It will kill you too.
555
00:35:23,612 --> 00:35:26,785
There has to be something.
556
00:35:26,818 --> 00:35:29,222
Get it out of me!
557
00:35:36,203 --> 00:35:37,305
Well.
558
00:35:39,811 --> 00:35:42,449
[the drawer opens, closes]
559
00:35:51,968 --> 00:35:54,741
This. Drink it.
560
00:35:54,774 --> 00:35:58,281
The tapeworm has
an innate repulsion towards it.
561
00:35:58,314 --> 00:35:59,785
You will experience contractions,
562
00:35:59,818 --> 00:36:01,487
and the worm
go out
563
00:36:01,521 --> 00:36:05,228
to the nearest exit...
your year.
564
00:36:08,434 --> 00:36:12,510
When you see his head,
grab it and pull hard,
565
00:36:12,543 --> 00:36:13,913
but gentle.
566
00:36:13,946 --> 00:36:15,950
Keep pulling until
everything comes out.
567
00:36:15,983 --> 00:36:17,821
If you have been feeding it
like moderately
568
00:36:17,854 --> 00:36:21,360
As we mentioned, it should be
about a foot long now.
569
00:36:24,734 --> 00:36:27,238
[thunder rumbles]
570
00:36:33,351 --> 00:36:36,290
[light hum]
571
00:36:57,733 --> 00:36:58,935
[growls softly]
572
00:37:10,793 --> 00:37:12,930
[shudders]
573
00:37:41,487 --> 00:37:43,992
♪ ♪
574
00:37:52,342 --> 00:37:55,482
[panting]
575
00:37:55,516 --> 00:37:56,985
[smash]
576
00:37:58,755 --> 00:37:59,925
[shouts]
577
00:37:59,958 --> 00:38:02,496
-[crushing]
-[Screaming]
578
00:38:02,530 --> 00:38:05,368
[grunts of pain]
579
00:38:16,524 --> 00:38:19,597
[crying softly]
580
00:38:21,601 --> 00:38:23,605
[high-pitched screams]
581
00:38:27,445 --> 00:38:29,750
-[crushing]
-[Screaming]
582
00:38:35,094 --> 00:38:37,031
[Screaming]
583
00:38:40,806 --> 00:38:43,645
-[whistle]
-[Screaming]
584
00:38:47,687 --> 00:38:49,790
[had screaming]
585
00:38:55,101 --> 00:38:57,405
[sobbing]
586
00:39:16,143 --> 00:39:18,716
No, no, no, please.
587
00:39:18,749 --> 00:39:20,620
No Please.
588
00:39:20,653 --> 00:39:23,626
Please, please, no, no, no.
589
00:39:23,659 --> 00:39:25,662
[laughs]
590
00:39:31,508 --> 00:39:35,649
[buzzer]
591
00:39:38,655 --> 00:39:40,158
Vivian, you're not responding.
592
00:39:40,191 --> 00:39:41,962
so i guess that means
you're not at home.
593
00:39:41,995 --> 00:39:43,865
Just to let you know
I'm going up to get my things.
594
00:39:50,011 --> 00:39:51,881
[mocks]
595
00:40:02,068 --> 00:40:06,678
Vivian Lee Finch
what happened to you?
596
00:40:10,753 --> 00:40:12,155
Does she live?
597
00:40:13,959 --> 00:40:15,829
Are you here?
598
00:40:17,566 --> 00:40:19,671
Are you OK?
599
00:40:19,704 --> 00:40:21,473
[light hum]
600
00:40:49,564 --> 00:40:50,799
-[she had squeaks]
-[Heather screams]
601
00:41:03,759 --> 00:41:06,832
Well you certainly have
the look.
602
00:41:06,865 --> 00:41:09,637
But I only hire girls who are
willing to do the work.
603
00:41:11,741 --> 00:41:13,177
Are you hungry?
604
00:41:24,266 --> 00:41:27,740
Miss Klein, I'm starving.
605
00:41:27,773 --> 00:41:29,810
[tapeworm whistle]
606
00:41:36,658 --> 00:42:33,738
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