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Last day of training.
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Last day of Tim
barking orders.
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Last day that they can fire us
at a moment's notice.
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Last day of them recording
every flaw for posterity.
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It's kind of
bittersweet.
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Nope.
Just sweet.
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Sorry. Sorry.
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Guys,
stop apologizing.
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You guys have
finally made it,
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and I will be
right behind you.
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Look, the extra month
will fly by.
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You know it.
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Now, is Tim gonna do
anything special
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to memorialize
your last shift together?
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Not knowingly.
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You know,
when you move on
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from an important
relationship,
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there are steps you should take
to ensure a healthy parting.
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We are going to work through
every single one of them.
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Uh, how, if he doesn't know
you're doing it?
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Trickery.
Bye.
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That's...
Yeah.
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Who are yougonna ride with
today?
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No idea.
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Grey's busy, and Smitty's
getting a back tattoo.
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That's --
Yeah. Don't ask.
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So, we are out of TOs,
and I'm guessing
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I'm finishing my rookie year
at the front desk.
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Huh.
Boot.
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Where's our gear?
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Wait, what?
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We started this journey
together.
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I think we should end it
that way.
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Don't you?
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Yeah.
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Then let's go.
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I thought we were tight.
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You did?
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Um, we are.
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That's --
I mean, why? What?
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You told
your ethics professor
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she should come for
a ride along?
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No.
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Mm.
We -- No.
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We didn't even,
uh, discuss it,
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but I-I need to
pass this class,
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so it's super important
she doesn't get shot today.
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No promises.
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You ride with me, you ride
the roller coaster.
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Okay, Nyla, I know that --
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Hi. Good morning.
Good morning.
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Uh, Professor Ryan, this is
Detective Nyla Harper,
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my training officer.
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I'm told
you're gonna be going
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on a ride along
with us today.
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I hope that's okay.
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I didn't want to put you in an
awkward position by asking you,
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but your watch commander said
that you'd feel cheated
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if I didn't
ride with you, so...
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And he was right.
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Uh, shall we?
Mm.
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Okay.
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So, you, uh,
sign all the paperwork
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that says that
we are not liable
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if you are maimed
or killed?
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I did. It seemed
a bit excessive.
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Mm.
No, it's not.
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I mean, we will try our best
to protect you,
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but we cannot guarantee
your safety.
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You will be exposed to all
the same dangers that we are.
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Well, more farmers die yearly
than cops do.
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I didn't have to sign
a liability waiver
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to go apple picking.
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That's because you weren't
picking them
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out of a wood chipper.
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Uh, hey,
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have you ever seen
a body camera up close?
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No.
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Well, they're
always running,
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uh, until
we actually need them.
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We switch them on,
then they start recording,
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and they go back
two minutes
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so we can catch any of that
last-minute action.
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Oh, yet they're
always broken
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whenever the cops
cross the line.
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You'd be surprised
how many police officers
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actually want
a body camera.
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Oh.
That way,
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it makes it easier to
disprove complaints.
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Okay,
then you will not mind
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if I record
the ride along myself --
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as research tool.
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No problem.
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Just as long as you
turn it off
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when we hit the strip club
for the lunch buffet.
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She's kidding.
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That buffet is terrible
at that strip club.
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♪ Whoa, oh, oh, oh Ready to go? ♪
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♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ♪
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♪ I'm gonna win for you like I know you want me to do ♪
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You got yours on?
Yeah.
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Alright.
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It's our last shift
together.
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It's crazy, huh?
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Not really.
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Come on.
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I mean, we've been riding
shoulder to shoulder
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for over a year now.
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And soon, there'll be a new
rookie sitting in that seat,
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annoying the crap out of me
for 12 hours a day.
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So, you're not gonna miss
riding with me at all?
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It's a job,
not happy hour.
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Mm. Denial. Check.
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What?
Hmm?
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Nothing.
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So, you teach
full time?
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No. Just nights
and weekends.
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My day job is
civil rights litigation.
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And then there's lecturing,
the writing,
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the cable news hits.
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When do you sleep?
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Sleep?
What's that?
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Oh, is that what you were doing
in my class on Monday?
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What?
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No. Uh, no.
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Sometimes, I just --
I hold a blink
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for a really long time.
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You sure lying to your teacher
is the way to go here?
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Actually, now that
I hear it out loud,
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I'd like to revise my answer.
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Yeah. Uh-huh.
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So, uh, given how busy
you are,
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why take the time
for a ride along?
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Well, I'm finishing up a book
on the future of policing.
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Hey, what would you say is
the, uh, biggest challenge
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you face day to day?
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Finding
a safe bathroom.
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Uh, that is --
that is true.
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I mean, we can't use a stall
bathroom for safety reasons.
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The door has to go
floor to ceiling.
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And the location of the
bathroom, also very important,
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so that not a lot of people
can see us entering and leaving.
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7-Adam-15,
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residential burglary alarm,
1330 Monrovia.
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Hundred bucks it's
an accidental trigger.
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That is a hard pass.
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She's -- She's kidding.
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No. No way we'd blow off
a service call.
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Copy. Responding.
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Do you see yourself
as my mentor?
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No. I'm your TO.
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It's my job to make sure you're
not dangerously incompetent
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when you hit the streets without
supervision tomorrow.
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You know,
when I was a rookie,
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I couldn't wait
to get off probation.
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Oh, I am excited.
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Believe me.
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But I also know the importance
of acknowledging your loss
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when going through
something like this.
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"Acknowledging your loss"?
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Hmm.
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What is this, some
"Intro to Psych" closure BS?
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It's not BS.
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It's a widely used
psychological model
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to help people cope with
the end of a relationship.
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Relationship?
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Partnership.
Mentorship.
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Whatever you want tocall it.
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Look, I don't want to
call it anything.
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It's not like you won't see me
tomorrow at the station.
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You know, what's there
to talk about?
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A lot.
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I have a list.
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So...
A list?
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You know, littering is
a $250 fine.
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Worth it.
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What are you smiling
about?
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Well, we were at denial,
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but now we have moved to anger.
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That's more progress.
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Thank you.
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Gets me out of
the office.
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I mean,
not just for today.
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I mean, you could have
bounced me from the program
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after that first day.
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I owe you my career.
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♪ I confess, don't hate the playa... ♪
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I'd settle for a sandwich.
We're near Phillipe's.
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But you just
had breakfast.
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You questioning
the pregnant lady?
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No, ma'am.
No, ma'am.
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What?
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You're gonna be a mom.
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And?
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I don't know.
I mean...
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a lot's happened since
we started out together.
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I knew my TO would be
important to my career,
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but...I don't know.
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I didn't realize how important
you'd be to my life.
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♪ They might shine, but when they lights go out... ♪
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Lay off the sappy stuff.
I'm nauseous enough as it is.
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Have you read my work?
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I have.
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I actually follow you
on social media.
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Oh. And?
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I'd make a lot of the reforms
you're pushing for,
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but some just aren't
based in reality.
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Well, maybe not
your reality.
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Look, either you want
my opinion or you don't.
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If you are just here to confirm
your own point of view,
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then I-I will stop
engaging.
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No, no, no, no.
That's not what I'm looking for.
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I-I'm just used to cops
taking my head off
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any time I suggest
changing the status quo.
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So...
Well, you would be
surprised
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how many cops actually know
the system has to change,
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but just feel powerless
to make it happen.
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Hmm.
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Homeowner set off the alarm
accidentally.
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Hundred bucks.
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Just put it on my tab.
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So, you two
getting along? Huh?
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My two teachers?
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Mm.
Yeah.
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We're bonding
by making fun of you.
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Oh. Outstanding.
Let me get in on that.
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Have you noticed
how much I've been
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saying "like" lately?
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Child abduction.
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Suspect is driving
a gold Tacoma truck.
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Plate number
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2-Queen-Robert-Ida-4-4-5.
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Victim was kidnapped from...
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City of Angels Hospital.
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How old?
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Uh...five hours.
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Here we go.
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Air Three
is lifting now.
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I'm 10-9-7.
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Searching for
the suspect vehicle.
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Uh, newborn baby girl
went missing 20 minutes ago.
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The hospital is going over
the surveillance footage.
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Wait, don't all babies
get LoJack these days?
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Yeah, it was found in
the elevator, cut off.
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Who owns the Tacoma?
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Uh, that would be
the father -- Jared Young.
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Looks like they're going through
a messy divorce.
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He was visiting the hospital
earlier that day,
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but security had him leave.
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There may have been
some kind of threat.
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So, what, he went back in
and he just took the baby?
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Jared's got quite an extensive
criminal history here.
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Lot of narcos
--uh, narco possession,
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possession to sell,
under the influence.
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Mm, just the guy you want
taking care of your newborn.
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Well, we got the whole city
looking for him.
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He won't get far.
258
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So, this baby that the, uh,
259
00:08:44,010 --> 00:08:45,489
whole city is mobilized
to find --
260
00:08:45,533 --> 00:08:46,926
is she by any chance white?
261
00:08:48,405 --> 00:08:49,929
We issue plenty of
Amber Alerts
262
00:08:49,972 --> 00:08:51,365
for children of color,
as well.
263
00:08:53,019 --> 00:08:54,107
Do you have a kid?
264
00:08:54,150 --> 00:08:55,804
Daughter.
265
00:08:55,847 --> 00:08:57,153
And, uh, you're sure
your daughter
266
00:08:57,197 --> 00:08:58,981
would get the same attention
as his son?
267
00:08:59,851 --> 00:09:01,505
From the media? No.
268
00:09:01,549 --> 00:09:05,509
But out here, we --
we look just as hard.
269
00:09:05,553 --> 00:09:07,250
Mrs. Young,
this is Detective Lopez.
270
00:09:07,294 --> 00:09:09,165
I'm out here
searching for your baby.
271
00:09:09,209 --> 00:09:10,384
You have to find her.
272
00:09:10,427 --> 00:09:11,646
Yes, ma'am,
we're doing everything we can,
273
00:09:11,689 --> 00:09:13,126
but I need your help.
274
00:09:13,169 --> 00:09:14,954
Is there any place your husband
might take her?
275
00:09:14,997 --> 00:09:16,129
He lives in Bell Gardens.
276
00:09:16,172 --> 00:09:17,478
Yes, ma'am.
277
00:09:17,521 --> 00:09:19,045
We have officers on the way
to his apartment now,
278
00:09:19,088 --> 00:09:21,917
but if he's not there,
where would he be?
279
00:09:21,961 --> 00:09:24,746
Out buying drugs,
if he has any money.
280
00:09:24,789 --> 00:09:26,226
And if he's not?
281
00:09:26,269 --> 00:09:28,358
Jared will do anything
to get a fix,
282
00:09:28,402 --> 00:09:30,926
including selling our baby.
283
00:09:34,625 --> 00:09:36,062
Gold pickup,
two blocks up.
284
00:09:40,805 --> 00:09:42,982
Negative.
Texas plates.
285
00:09:44,374 --> 00:09:45,593
Five hours old.
286
00:09:45,636 --> 00:09:47,160
That poor mother must be
going out of her mind.
287
00:09:49,205 --> 00:09:50,250
Let me guess --
288
00:09:50,293 --> 00:09:51,729
you think if the parents
had properly
289
00:09:51,773 --> 00:09:53,209
worked through
their separation,
290
00:09:53,253 --> 00:09:54,645
this whole thing
could have been avoided?
291
00:09:54,689 --> 00:09:58,432
No. Mom needs to get as far away
from him as possible.
292
00:09:58,475 --> 00:10:00,738
But I do think that having
easier access
293
00:10:00,782 --> 00:10:02,175
to counseling
and mental health resources
294
00:10:02,218 --> 00:10:03,828
could prevent
situations like this.
295
00:10:03,872 --> 00:10:06,092
Sure. But most guys
still wouldn't go.
296
00:10:06,135 --> 00:10:07,702
Yeah, because we stigmatize
mental health,
297
00:10:07,745 --> 00:10:10,400
treat it as less important
than physical health.
298
00:10:10,444 --> 00:10:12,228
It's ridiculous that they teach
sex ed in schools,
299
00:10:12,272 --> 00:10:14,752
but not how to be
in a relationship.
300
00:10:14,796 --> 00:10:16,319
I wish someone taught me
how to be in this one.
301
00:10:16,363 --> 00:10:17,886
Oh, so we are
in a relationship.
302
00:10:20,106 --> 00:10:21,977
So, what's the focus
of your book?
303
00:10:22,021 --> 00:10:24,066
Uh, reinventing policing --
304
00:10:24,110 --> 00:10:25,676
with a more limited
mandate.
305
00:10:25,720 --> 00:10:27,287
Amen to that.
306
00:10:27,330 --> 00:10:29,419
You agree with taking resources
away from police?
307
00:10:29,463 --> 00:10:32,074
If it lessens our load,
then yes, absolutely.
308
00:10:32,118 --> 00:10:33,945
Yeah, we complain about it
all the time.
309
00:10:33,989 --> 00:10:36,165
Police have become the catch-all
for the city's problems.
310
00:10:36,209 --> 00:10:40,735
We're expected to be cops,
uh, psychologists,
311
00:10:40,778 --> 00:10:43,259
social workers, teachers,
mediators.
312
00:10:43,303 --> 00:10:45,044
And they only train us
for one of those jobs.
313
00:10:45,087 --> 00:10:47,089
Gold truck.
Two cars ahead.
314
00:10:47,133 --> 00:10:47,829
That's him.
315
00:10:49,700 --> 00:10:50,962
Control, 7-Adam-15.
316
00:10:51,006 --> 00:10:53,182
We have eyes on
the Amber Alert suspect vehicle.
317
00:10:53,226 --> 00:10:55,576
Heading west on Pico,
passing Westlake.
318
00:10:55,619 --> 00:10:58,622
7-Adam-19, inbound on Olympic,
passing Ardmore.
319
00:10:58,666 --> 00:11:01,103
7-Adam-07, coming west from
Wilshire and Rimpau --
320
00:11:01,147 --> 00:11:02,539
moving to intercept
from the front.
321
00:11:02,583 --> 00:11:04,715
Air Three responding.
Heading west from Bell Gardens.
322
00:11:04,759 --> 00:11:07,240
ETA to your location --
approximately six minutes.
323
00:11:07,283 --> 00:11:09,155
Can you parallel suspect
until I get eyes on?
324
00:11:09,198 --> 00:11:10,330
Affirmative.
325
00:11:10,373 --> 00:11:11,592
Parallel?
326
00:11:11,635 --> 00:11:13,202
Yeah, we follow on side streets
and alleyways.
327
00:11:15,552 --> 00:11:16,945
Oh, so he doesn't spot you
and run?
328
00:11:16,988 --> 00:11:18,425
Exactly.
Last thing we want
329
00:11:18,468 --> 00:11:20,122
is him speeding through traffic
with a baby in the car,
330
00:11:20,166 --> 00:11:21,254
especially since
there's no way
331
00:11:21,297 --> 00:11:22,646
he's got an infant car seat
in there.
332
00:11:22,690 --> 00:11:24,039
No, we'll just wait until
we have enough units,
333
00:11:24,083 --> 00:11:25,214
and then we'll
box him in.
334
00:11:25,258 --> 00:11:27,129
Intersection ahead.
We still have him?
335
00:11:27,173 --> 00:11:28,522
Yeah, he's about half a car
length ahead,
336
00:11:28,565 --> 00:11:29,784
but he's speeding up.
337
00:11:29,827 --> 00:11:31,351
He might've seen us
before we made our turn.
338
00:11:33,179 --> 00:11:35,137
7-Adam-19,
Maxwell and Pico.
339
00:11:35,181 --> 00:11:36,921
West of target
--waiting for him to pass.
340
00:11:40,664 --> 00:11:43,102
Suspect just went past.
Speed -- 50 miles an hour.
341
00:11:43,145 --> 00:11:44,277
We'll move to parallel
on the north.
342
00:11:44,320 --> 00:11:45,495
Copy that.
343
00:11:45,539 --> 00:11:46,801
Why not just set up
a roadblock?
344
00:11:46,844 --> 00:11:48,411
Roadblocks are considered
a lethal measure.
345
00:11:48,455 --> 00:11:49,412
Didn't know that.
346
00:11:49,456 --> 00:11:50,587
Yeah, there's a strong chance
347
00:11:50,631 --> 00:11:52,372
a desperate driver
will ram a roadblock.
348
00:11:52,415 --> 00:11:53,677
Clear!
349
00:11:53,721 --> 00:11:55,157
We don't use them unless
we have no other choice.
350
00:11:55,201 --> 00:11:56,463
Come on, come on.
Watch out, watch out!
351
00:11:58,117 --> 00:11:58,813
I can't see
around the truck.
352
00:11:58,856 --> 00:12:00,031
Move it!
I got it.
353
00:12:00,075 --> 00:12:01,207
Move! Hey!
I got it after this car.
354
00:12:01,250 --> 00:12:03,383
Hold on. There we go.
Got it.
355
00:12:05,820 --> 00:12:07,865
Do you see him?
No.
356
00:12:07,909 --> 00:12:10,216
Well, maybe -- maybe he turned
around when we got stuck.
357
00:12:10,259 --> 00:12:11,869
7-Adam-19,
we've lost visual.
358
00:12:11,913 --> 00:12:13,175
You got eyes on him?
359
00:12:13,219 --> 00:12:15,134
Negative.
We haven't reacquired visual.
360
00:12:15,177 --> 00:12:17,092
Where the hell
is that airship?
361
00:12:17,136 --> 00:12:19,225
Air Three is overhead.
Arriving on scene.
362
00:12:19,268 --> 00:12:21,052
What's the suspect's 20?
363
00:12:21,096 --> 00:12:23,054
We lost visual.
Pico, east of Maxwell.
364
00:12:23,098 --> 00:12:25,274
It's possible he turned off and
headed either north or south.
365
00:12:25,318 --> 00:12:26,928
Copy that.
We're gonna orbit.
366
00:12:31,976 --> 00:12:33,500
Contact.
367
00:12:33,543 --> 00:12:35,328
Suspect vehicle now heading
north on Livingston.
368
00:12:35,371 --> 00:12:37,025
Repeat,
north on Livingston.
369
00:12:37,068 --> 00:12:38,722
Copy. On our way.
370
00:12:38,766 --> 00:12:41,072
Speed is
approximately 65.
371
00:12:41,116 --> 00:12:42,117
Looks like he's heading
for the freeway.
372
00:12:47,035 --> 00:12:48,123
Hold on.
373
00:12:48,167 --> 00:12:49,820
Suspect just sideswiped
another vehicle.
374
00:12:49,864 --> 00:12:51,474
He's lost control.
375
00:12:53,694 --> 00:12:55,217
Tell me that wasn't
our guy.
376
00:12:55,261 --> 00:12:56,827
He just TC'd into
a telephone pole.
377
00:12:56,871 --> 00:12:58,829
Can you see
inside the truck?
378
00:12:58,873 --> 00:13:00,091
Negative.
379
00:13:12,016 --> 00:13:13,061
Hands!
Police!
380
00:13:15,672 --> 00:13:17,326
Show me your hands!
381
00:13:17,370 --> 00:13:18,545
Where is your daughter?
382
00:13:18,588 --> 00:13:20,068
What?
383
00:13:20,111 --> 00:13:21,852
Keep your hands
where we can see them.
384
00:13:26,074 --> 00:13:27,510
No kid.
There's no kid in here!
385
00:13:27,554 --> 00:13:28,685
There's no kid!
386
00:13:28,729 --> 00:13:30,078
Your baby,
where is she?
387
00:13:30,121 --> 00:13:31,558
At the hospital
with her mom.
388
00:13:31,601 --> 00:13:32,646
Then why did you run?
389
00:13:32,689 --> 00:13:34,213
Gun and drugs.
390
00:13:36,563 --> 00:13:38,173
If he doesn't have
the baby, who does?
391
00:13:44,484 --> 00:13:45,876
Never thought
I'd be disappointed
392
00:13:45,920 --> 00:13:48,227
a meth-head wasn't
taking care of a newborn.
393
00:13:48,270 --> 00:13:49,532
But I guess there's still
plenty of time
394
00:13:49,576 --> 00:13:51,360
for him to mess up
this kid's childhood,
395
00:13:51,404 --> 00:13:52,535
once we get her back.
396
00:13:53,710 --> 00:13:54,755
If we get her back.
397
00:13:56,800 --> 00:13:59,150
You know, whenever you need
Halloween costumes
398
00:13:59,194 --> 00:14:00,630
for Lopez Jr.,
399
00:14:00,674 --> 00:14:03,111
my mom has dozens
in storage.
400
00:14:03,154 --> 00:14:05,983
I'm talking cop uniforms
for every age.
401
00:14:06,027 --> 00:14:07,724
You never really wanted to be
anything else?
402
00:14:09,509 --> 00:14:11,859
Astronaut? Ninja?
403
00:14:11,902 --> 00:14:13,252
Ninja astronaut?
404
00:14:13,295 --> 00:14:16,037
I mean, that'd be cool,
but...mnh-mnh.
405
00:14:16,080 --> 00:14:17,081
No.
406
00:14:17,125 --> 00:14:19,345
I guess I just
wanted to be my dad.
407
00:14:19,388 --> 00:14:21,477
It was like my way of
feeling close to him
408
00:14:21,521 --> 00:14:22,522
when he wasn't around.
409
00:14:22,565 --> 00:14:24,698
Was that a lot?
Yeah.
410
00:14:24,741 --> 00:14:27,266
I mean, he was a detective
when I was born,
411
00:14:27,309 --> 00:14:29,659
trying to make a name
for himself.
412
00:14:29,703 --> 00:14:31,487
Lot of long hours.
413
00:14:31,531 --> 00:14:32,706
But you were close.
414
00:14:32,749 --> 00:14:34,360
Yeah, eventually.
415
00:14:34,403 --> 00:14:37,319
Mom was kind of on her own
until I was 12.
416
00:14:37,363 --> 00:14:39,626
And that's when he moved up,
got more stable hours.
417
00:14:39,669 --> 00:14:41,367
Mm.
418
00:14:41,410 --> 00:14:44,544
I mean,
I always loved him --
419
00:14:44,587 --> 00:14:47,329
don't get me wrong --
even when he wasn't around.
420
00:14:47,373 --> 00:14:50,463
I have a lot of
great memories, you know?
421
00:14:50,506 --> 00:14:52,029
Of course.
422
00:14:52,073 --> 00:14:54,858
You know, you and Wesley are
going to be awesome parents.
423
00:14:54,902 --> 00:14:56,991
I know.
424
00:14:57,034 --> 00:14:58,601
It's just...
425
00:14:58,645 --> 00:15:00,647
We both get so wrapped up
in our cases,
426
00:15:00,690 --> 00:15:03,780
we barely make time
to have dinner together.
427
00:15:03,824 --> 00:15:05,521
How are we supposed to
make time for a kid?
428
00:15:05,565 --> 00:15:08,698
Wesley is loaded.
You get yourself a nanny.
429
00:15:08,742 --> 00:15:10,134
Or three.
430
00:15:10,178 --> 00:15:11,440
So a stranger
can raise my child?
431
00:15:11,484 --> 00:15:12,702
I mean,
it won't be a stranger
432
00:15:12,746 --> 00:15:15,270
when you get to know them,
you know?
433
00:15:15,314 --> 00:15:17,446
Look, you are not
the first detective
434
00:15:17,490 --> 00:15:19,579
to have to balance work
with a kid.
435
00:15:19,622 --> 00:15:20,971
Talk to Harper
about how she did it.
436
00:15:22,582 --> 00:15:25,498
Harper, can you ten-three
to a backup channel?
437
00:15:27,238 --> 00:15:29,806
Sure, go to 11.
Don't record this.
438
00:15:33,897 --> 00:15:36,247
I need you to give me
the reals on something.
439
00:15:36,291 --> 00:15:37,553
How difficult was it
to go back to work
440
00:15:37,597 --> 00:15:38,989
after Lila was born?
441
00:15:40,295 --> 00:15:41,557
Honestly,
I barely remember.
442
00:15:41,601 --> 00:15:43,342
I almost died
giving birth, so...
443
00:15:44,473 --> 00:15:47,302
But, uh, that's -- that's not
gonna happen to you.
444
00:15:47,346 --> 00:15:51,437
G-Giving birth can be
a wonderful experience,
445
00:15:51,480 --> 00:15:53,743
I've been told.
446
00:15:53,787 --> 00:15:54,962
Definitely get
the epidural.
447
00:15:55,005 --> 00:15:57,312
Don't worry.
I'm not a lunatic.
448
00:15:57,356 --> 00:15:59,619
I'm thinking of
scheduling a C, but I'm worried
449
00:15:59,662 --> 00:16:01,011
that the stitches
and everything
450
00:16:01,055 --> 00:16:03,536
will keep me off work
even longer.
451
00:16:03,579 --> 00:16:05,407
I worried about the same thing,
but you know what?
452
00:16:05,451 --> 00:16:06,669
I got stitches anyway --
453
00:16:06,713 --> 00:16:08,497
just not in my stomach.
454
00:16:08,541 --> 00:16:10,151
Okay. Change us back
to channel one.
455
00:16:10,194 --> 00:16:12,066
Wh-- I-I-- I think
I want to hear this.
456
00:16:13,459 --> 00:16:15,199
Tell me the truth --
457
00:16:15,243 --> 00:16:17,071
Am I gonna poop myself?
458
00:16:17,114 --> 00:16:18,768
And I'm out.
459
00:16:18,812 --> 00:16:19,900
Wow.
460
00:16:21,075 --> 00:16:22,642
I wish I could say no.
461
00:16:22,685 --> 00:16:24,557
Why can't we just do that
twilight sleep thing
462
00:16:24,600 --> 00:16:25,993
they did back in the '50s?
463
00:16:26,036 --> 00:16:27,429
I asked.
464
00:16:27,473 --> 00:16:30,258
Apparently it is
"grossly unethical."
465
00:16:30,301 --> 00:16:32,956
Detectives, are you done?
466
00:16:33,000 --> 00:16:33,957
Yes, sir.
467
00:16:39,049 --> 00:16:42,139
We must seem callous,
joking while a kid is missing.
468
00:16:42,183 --> 00:16:43,445
No, I get it.
I'm sure it's hard
469
00:16:43,489 --> 00:16:45,491
to work
these kinds of cases.
470
00:16:45,534 --> 00:16:47,231
Calls involving kids
are the worst.
471
00:16:47,275 --> 00:16:48,581
You can't help but think,
what if they were mine?
472
00:16:48,624 --> 00:16:49,669
Mm.
473
00:16:49,712 --> 00:16:50,713
Yeah,
I don't have kids,
474
00:16:50,757 --> 00:16:52,759
but I feel the same way
475
00:16:52,802 --> 00:16:54,978
every time another Black kid
gets shot by police.
476
00:16:59,418 --> 00:17:01,985
Oh. Hospital sent
the video of the kidnapping.
477
00:17:03,726 --> 00:17:05,119
You can't see her face.
478
00:17:06,903 --> 00:17:08,296
That is just terrifying.
479
00:17:08,339 --> 00:17:10,298
A stranger
snatching your baby
480
00:17:10,341 --> 00:17:11,473
when you're not there
to protect them.
481
00:17:11,517 --> 00:17:12,779
Don't worry.
482
00:17:12,822 --> 00:17:14,476
I will personally
stand watch over your kid
483
00:17:14,520 --> 00:17:15,608
until you leave
the hospital.
484
00:17:15,651 --> 00:17:17,174
You better.
485
00:17:17,218 --> 00:17:18,828
Do they have an ID
on the kidnapper?
486
00:17:18,872 --> 00:17:19,742
Not yet.
487
00:17:19,786 --> 00:17:21,135
Listen to me.
488
00:17:21,178 --> 00:17:24,094
We're gonna find her,
alright?
489
00:17:24,138 --> 00:17:25,574
And that baby's
gonna be fine.
490
00:17:25,618 --> 00:17:26,880
You'll see.
491
00:17:32,276 --> 00:17:33,669
We don't have time
for this.
492
00:17:33,713 --> 00:17:35,802
Every minute we waste waiting
for an ID on this woman
493
00:17:35,845 --> 00:17:37,325
is a minute she could be
hurting this kid --
494
00:17:37,368 --> 00:17:38,674
or worse.
495
00:17:38,718 --> 00:17:39,675
Look, you need to
get your head right
496
00:17:39,719 --> 00:17:40,633
in case this goes bad.
497
00:17:40,676 --> 00:17:42,504
I'm squared away.
498
00:17:42,548 --> 00:17:45,464
The fact that you just said that
means you're not.
499
00:17:46,769 --> 00:17:48,467
Look, you've been lucky
on the job so far.
500
00:17:49,990 --> 00:17:51,948
No. Alright.
501
00:17:51,992 --> 00:17:54,908
I'm sorry. That --
That came out wrong.
502
00:17:54,951 --> 00:17:56,300
You've been through Hell --
503
00:17:56,344 --> 00:17:58,912
stuff that would've broken
a lot of veteran cops.
504
00:17:58,955 --> 00:18:01,480
But a dead kid
is different.
505
00:18:01,523 --> 00:18:04,439
A dead kid
changes you forever.
506
00:18:07,224 --> 00:18:09,618
I really hope
our last shift together
507
00:18:09,662 --> 00:18:10,924
doesn't end with that.
508
00:18:10,967 --> 00:18:13,622
Yeah. Me too.
509
00:18:14,971 --> 00:18:16,930
Okay, so what's next
on your list?
510
00:18:20,020 --> 00:18:23,676
Okay.
511
00:18:23,719 --> 00:18:25,068
"Surround yourself with people
512
00:18:25,112 --> 00:18:27,549
who support, value,
and energize you,"
513
00:18:27,593 --> 00:18:30,639
which...may have to wait
until later.
514
00:18:30,683 --> 00:18:33,250
Then, uh,
"Reflect onthe lessons learned --
515
00:18:33,294 --> 00:18:36,863
both the good and the bad --and express gratitude."
516
00:18:38,212 --> 00:18:40,344
Okay.
517
00:18:40,388 --> 00:18:42,956
So, what have I taught you
that you're grateful for?
518
00:18:42,999 --> 00:18:45,001
Um...hmm.
519
00:18:46,829 --> 00:18:49,658
Not to second-guess
myself.
520
00:18:49,702 --> 00:18:51,704
Yeah, early on,
521
00:18:51,747 --> 00:18:54,881
one look from you
could send me into a tailspin.
522
00:18:54,924 --> 00:18:56,317
Plain Clothes Day.
Mm-hmm.
523
00:18:56,360 --> 00:18:58,362
But I've learned to trust
my instincts,
524
00:18:58,406 --> 00:19:01,104
even if they go against
what you would do,
525
00:19:01,148 --> 00:19:03,280
which will be crucial
for undercover work.
526
00:19:05,195 --> 00:19:07,197
You serious about
being UC?
527
00:19:07,241 --> 00:19:09,330
Yeah.
528
00:19:09,373 --> 00:19:11,114
Why? Do you not think
I'm tough enough?
529
00:19:11,158 --> 00:19:12,855
No, it's not about
being tough.
530
00:19:12,899 --> 00:19:15,118
I mean, look,
you're as tough as they come.
531
00:19:15,162 --> 00:19:19,079
It's just
you're...sensitive.
532
00:19:20,080 --> 00:19:21,211
You are!
533
00:19:21,255 --> 00:19:23,170
Look what happened
with Tamara.
534
00:19:23,213 --> 00:19:26,434
You gave her your car,
for crying out loud.
535
00:19:26,477 --> 00:19:27,740
And today --
536
00:19:27,783 --> 00:19:30,481
today, this whole need
to relive the last year,
537
00:19:30,525 --> 00:19:31,700
talk about
our feelings.
538
00:19:31,744 --> 00:19:34,094
I happen to think
that caring about people,
539
00:19:34,137 --> 00:19:37,314
connecting with them,
is what makes me a good cop.
540
00:19:37,358 --> 00:19:38,533
It does.
541
00:19:38,577 --> 00:19:40,230
Just not a good UC.
542
00:19:40,274 --> 00:19:42,015
Look, to work undercover,
543
00:19:42,058 --> 00:19:45,105
you have to be able to lie
to someone's face --
544
00:19:45,148 --> 00:19:46,715
make them believe
you're their best friend
545
00:19:46,759 --> 00:19:49,631
and then stab them
in the back.
546
00:19:49,675 --> 00:19:51,677
I just don't think you have
that killer instinct.
547
00:19:54,593 --> 00:19:56,551
Ouch.
548
00:19:56,595 --> 00:19:57,857
I'm sorry.
549
00:19:57,900 --> 00:19:59,598
But it's better
you hear it now.
550
00:20:06,517 --> 00:20:09,259
You're right.
551
00:20:09,303 --> 00:20:11,653
And I appreciate
your honesty.
552
00:20:11,697 --> 00:20:13,263
You always tell me
the truth,
553
00:20:13,307 --> 00:20:15,483
no matter how painfulit's gonna be,
554
00:20:15,526 --> 00:20:17,659
and you deserve the same
from me.
555
00:20:21,489 --> 00:20:26,407
I've been struggling with
being honest with you all day.
556
00:20:26,450 --> 00:20:30,454
I've been hiding behind
this stupid closure checklist,
557
00:20:30,498 --> 00:20:32,500
trying to get up the courage
to tell you something.
558
00:20:34,241 --> 00:20:35,721
Okay.
559
00:20:35,764 --> 00:20:36,809
What?
560
00:20:44,555 --> 00:20:46,166
I have feelings
for you.
561
00:20:50,649 --> 00:20:53,086
Uh, like f--Look, we've been
through a lot this year.
562
00:20:53,129 --> 00:20:57,525
I mean...
you saved my life.
563
00:20:57,568 --> 00:20:59,919
And I didn't want to
say anything before
564
00:20:59,962 --> 00:21:02,965
because I didn't want to
put you in a weird position.
565
00:21:03,009 --> 00:21:06,708
But now, I mean,
I think...
566
00:21:06,752 --> 00:21:10,277
I think the reason why you're
so protective of me and --
567
00:21:10,320 --> 00:21:12,366
and why you don't want me
to be an undercover cop
568
00:21:12,409 --> 00:21:13,846
is because...
569
00:21:16,152 --> 00:21:17,850
...because you have
feelings for me, too.
570
00:21:20,896 --> 00:21:22,158
Lucy, I --
571
00:21:22,202 --> 00:21:25,161
No, listen, I-I know
it's complicated.
572
00:21:25,205 --> 00:21:26,859
You're my TO.
573
00:21:26,902 --> 00:21:28,861
You're responsible
for me.
574
00:21:28,904 --> 00:21:33,430
I know that you would never
cross that line, but...
575
00:21:33,474 --> 00:21:38,522
starting tomorrow,
I guess...you're not,
576
00:21:38,566 --> 00:21:40,437
and I...
577
00:21:40,481 --> 00:21:41,961
Uh -- Eh --
578
00:21:44,746 --> 00:21:46,705
First of all...
579
00:21:46,748 --> 00:21:48,707
I-I just, like --
580
00:21:50,709 --> 00:21:51,492
Thank you.
581
00:21:51,535 --> 00:21:54,843
Um...you're...
582
00:21:56,192 --> 00:21:58,194
Look, Lucy,
I'm -- I'm flattered.
583
00:21:58,238 --> 00:22:01,676
I am.
584
00:22:01,720 --> 00:22:03,852
You're a great girl.
585
00:22:03,896 --> 00:22:05,549
Woman. Woman.
586
00:22:05,593 --> 00:22:09,553
And I...
587
00:22:09,597 --> 00:22:10,946
Um...
588
00:22:12,034 --> 00:22:14,297
Crap.
589
00:22:14,341 --> 00:22:15,298
Listen.
590
00:22:20,042 --> 00:22:21,870
Are you kidding me?!
591
00:22:21,914 --> 00:22:23,829
I'm sorry!
592
00:22:23,872 --> 00:22:24,786
Are you kidding me?
593
00:22:24,830 --> 00:22:25,874
Wait, I'm sorry.
594
00:22:25,918 --> 00:22:26,701
Oh, you're sorry.
595
00:22:26,745 --> 00:22:28,616
Wait. Just wait.
596
00:22:28,659 --> 00:22:30,836
Lie to your face --
check.
597
00:22:30,879 --> 00:22:32,663
Make you think
I've fallen for you --
598
00:22:32,707 --> 00:22:34,143
double check.
599
00:22:34,187 --> 00:22:36,102
Oh, and stab you
in the back
600
00:22:36,145 --> 00:22:37,668
when you think
we're best friends --
601
00:22:37,712 --> 00:22:39,148
triple check.
602
00:22:39,192 --> 00:22:40,541
Look me in the face...
603
00:22:40,584 --> 00:22:41,760
Nope.
...and tell me
604
00:22:41,803 --> 00:22:43,979
you don't think
I have the killer instinct
605
00:22:44,023 --> 00:22:45,807
to do undercover work.
606
00:22:45,851 --> 00:22:47,461
Look me in my face.
607
00:23:02,563 --> 00:23:05,479
It's weird now,
isn't it?
608
00:23:05,522 --> 00:23:06,828
Nope.
609
00:23:08,047 --> 00:23:09,831
I was just
making a point.
610
00:23:09,875 --> 00:23:11,920
And you're undermining it
by feeling guilty.
611
00:23:19,145 --> 00:23:20,407
You're out of your mind.
612
00:23:20,450 --> 00:23:22,191
You want to try
the Camden Experiment
613
00:23:22,235 --> 00:23:23,366
in Los Angeles?
614
00:23:23,410 --> 00:23:24,846
I'm sorry. What's
the Camden Experiment?
615
00:23:24,890 --> 00:23:26,979
Uh, fire
all police officers,
616
00:23:27,022 --> 00:23:28,632
make them reapply
for their jobs.
617
00:23:28,676 --> 00:23:29,851
Oh, just that?
618
00:23:29,895 --> 00:23:32,201
Well, you're both good cops.
619
00:23:32,245 --> 00:23:34,160
You'd be back on the force
in no time.
620
00:23:34,203 --> 00:23:37,293
But running new background
checks on every single officer,
621
00:23:37,337 --> 00:23:39,600
most especially combing through
their social media posts --
622
00:23:39,643 --> 00:23:40,819
that'll get rid of
most of the problem.
623
00:23:40,862 --> 00:23:42,951
We'd be coming back to
a gutted force.
624
00:23:42,995 --> 00:23:45,693
I mean,
you would be down 10%.
625
00:23:45,736 --> 00:23:47,390
Maybe 20%.
626
00:23:47,434 --> 00:23:50,219
But you would be coming back to
a betterforce.
627
00:23:50,263 --> 00:23:51,568
And what about the kid
that goes missing
628
00:23:51,612 --> 00:23:52,874
the day we're all fired?
629
00:23:52,918 --> 00:23:55,572
I mean, it wouldn't happen
overnight.
630
00:23:55,616 --> 00:23:58,532
It would happen gradually,
in stages.
631
00:23:58,575 --> 00:24:02,884
But without major action,
things will neverget better.
632
00:24:02,928 --> 00:24:04,668
7-Adam-15,
633
00:24:04,712 --> 00:24:06,496
we have a possible suspect ID
on the Amber Alert.
634
00:24:06,540 --> 00:24:08,847
Last name Cissane,
first name Rita.
635
00:24:08,890 --> 00:24:10,979
Suspect's husband called 911.
636
00:24:11,023 --> 00:24:12,894
Make contact
to take his statement.
637
00:24:12,938 --> 00:24:14,940
Address is being sent
to your box.
638
00:24:14,983 --> 00:24:16,942
Copy that. We got it.
On our way.
639
00:24:19,422 --> 00:24:21,729
Yeah, if, uh --
i-if she reaches out,
640
00:24:21,772 --> 00:24:25,298
um, please, please,
please, please call me.
641
00:24:25,341 --> 00:24:27,866
Um...okay. Yeah, no.
I-I gotta go.
642
00:24:30,999 --> 00:24:33,088
Mr. Cissane,
I'm Detective Harper.
643
00:24:33,132 --> 00:24:34,742
This is Officer Nolan.
644
00:24:34,785 --> 00:24:38,006
I understand that your wife,
Rita, was here with a baby?
645
00:24:38,050 --> 00:24:40,052
Yeah, I-I don't --
I don't know where she is.
646
00:24:40,095 --> 00:24:43,577
I-I tried calling
everyone that I know.
647
00:24:43,620 --> 00:24:45,318
I-I tried to stop her
from leaving,
648
00:24:45,361 --> 00:24:49,017
but she was holding that baby,
and it was...just so little.
649
00:24:49,061 --> 00:24:51,802
I know. They can look
so fragile at that age.
650
00:24:51,846 --> 00:24:53,239
Uh, tell us about
your wife.
651
00:24:53,282 --> 00:24:55,632
Is there anything that could
have precipitated this?
652
00:24:55,676 --> 00:24:58,505
You don't know?
653
00:24:58,548 --> 00:25:03,162
W-We lost our daughter, Casey,
this morning to SIDS.
654
00:25:03,205 --> 00:25:06,165
Rita went into the nursery
to check on her,
655
00:25:06,208 --> 00:25:09,690
and then I heard screaming,
so I ran in,
656
00:25:09,733 --> 00:25:14,216
and she was so still...
s-so cold.
657
00:25:14,260 --> 00:25:17,654
I am so sorry.
Sir, h-how old was she?
658
00:25:17,698 --> 00:25:19,178
Two months.
659
00:25:19,221 --> 00:25:21,484
That's why your wife was
at the hospital today?
660
00:25:21,528 --> 00:25:23,965
Yeah, we -- we raced Casey
to the Emergency Room,
661
00:25:24,009 --> 00:25:26,141
hoping that they could do
something, but it was --
662
00:25:26,185 --> 00:25:27,969
it was too late.
663
00:25:28,013 --> 00:25:32,669
And then there was so many, uh,
questions and -- and forms.
664
00:25:32,713 --> 00:25:36,935
It took me a while to realize
that, um, that Rita had left.
665
00:25:36,978 --> 00:25:39,024
She wasn't answering her cell,
so I thought maybe s-she --
666
00:25:39,067 --> 00:25:41,504
she came home,
but she wasn't here,
667
00:25:41,548 --> 00:25:44,203
and then she just showed up
like nothing had happened,
668
00:25:44,246 --> 00:25:47,641
and she was just...
holding this little baby
669
00:25:47,684 --> 00:25:50,252
and calling her Casey
670
00:25:50,296 --> 00:25:51,601
and saying that everything had
been a big mistake.
671
00:25:52,776 --> 00:25:54,256
Okay, uh, we're gonna
have to initiate
672
00:25:54,300 --> 00:25:56,041
Child Death Protocol.
673
00:25:56,084 --> 00:25:57,477
Treat the place
like a crime scene.
674
00:25:57,520 --> 00:26:01,220
Notify Homicide,
the District Attorney, and CPS.
675
00:26:01,263 --> 00:26:03,135
Wait, wait, wait, wait.
We didn't kill our daughter.
676
00:26:03,178 --> 00:26:04,049
It was -- It was --
It was SIDS.
677
00:26:04,092 --> 00:26:06,181
Yes, sir.
I understand.
678
00:26:06,225 --> 00:26:08,401
I'm not saying that we believe
that you harmed your child,
679
00:26:08,444 --> 00:26:10,359
but we do have protocols
we have to follow.
680
00:26:10,403 --> 00:26:12,448
Eh, sir, it's --
the hard fact is
681
00:26:12,492 --> 00:26:14,276
what most people consider
to be SIDS
682
00:26:14,320 --> 00:26:16,975
is actually accidental
suffocation
683
00:26:17,018 --> 00:26:19,455
from soft bedding
or a toy.
684
00:26:19,499 --> 00:26:22,676
Uh, right now, we have to
focus on your wife.
685
00:26:22,719 --> 00:26:24,547
Is there anywhere you think
she might have gone?
686
00:26:24,591 --> 00:26:25,853
I don't know.
687
00:26:25,896 --> 00:26:27,246
I've reached out to everyone
I can think of,
688
00:26:27,289 --> 00:26:29,813
but she's not really
herself right -- right now.
689
00:26:29,857 --> 00:26:31,859
Has she been depressed
lately?
690
00:26:31,902 --> 00:26:34,035
Yeah. I mean, she hasn't been
eating or sleeping.
691
00:26:34,079 --> 00:26:36,820
The doctor said she had,
um...PPD,
692
00:26:36,864 --> 00:26:38,866
but Rita refused any help.
693
00:26:38,909 --> 00:26:40,737
Uh, has she been
drinking a lot?
694
00:26:40,781 --> 00:26:42,217
Any drugstore medication?
No.
695
00:26:42,261 --> 00:26:44,611
No, the doctor prescribed
antidepressants,
696
00:26:44,654 --> 00:26:47,048
but Rita wouldn't take them.
I'm just so scared that --
697
00:26:47,092 --> 00:26:48,745
Thank you, sir.
Okay, thank you.
698
00:26:48,789 --> 00:26:50,399
Please don't hurt her.
699
00:26:50,443 --> 00:26:51,966
She's not herself right now.
700
00:26:52,010 --> 00:26:53,837
You have to promise me that
you won't hurt her, please.
701
00:27:07,503 --> 00:27:09,418
Updated Amber Alert.
702
00:27:09,462 --> 00:27:11,681
New suspect vehicle is
a green Ford Fiesta.
703
00:27:11,725 --> 00:27:15,250
License plate
3-Paul-Charles-Ida-0-2-6.
704
00:27:15,294 --> 00:27:17,383
Suspect is Rita Cissane.
705
00:27:17,426 --> 00:27:20,473
31-year-old white female
who lost her baby to SIDS.
706
00:27:24,259 --> 00:27:26,653
This case is all the nightmares
in my closet combined.
707
00:27:26,696 --> 00:27:29,047
I know. Sorry.
708
00:27:29,090 --> 00:27:31,223
How am I ever gonna let my kid
out of my sight?
709
00:27:31,266 --> 00:27:33,225
With all the things we see
on the job,
710
00:27:33,268 --> 00:27:34,661
the -- the things I know
about people --
711
00:27:34,704 --> 00:27:37,446
Look, the things we see
are outliers.
712
00:27:37,490 --> 00:27:40,667
Look, every day, we show up
on people's worst day.
713
00:27:40,710 --> 00:27:42,843
We see the exception,
not the rule.
714
00:27:42,886 --> 00:27:45,498
I know that up here, but --
715
00:27:45,541 --> 00:27:49,632
Look, whether the kid is with
you or Wesley or a nanny,
716
00:27:49,676 --> 00:27:51,243
they'll be fine, okay?
717
00:27:51,286 --> 00:27:54,115
It's just so different
from the way I grew up.
718
00:27:54,159 --> 00:27:56,378
Wesley was raised
by a nanny.
719
00:27:56,422 --> 00:28:00,121
But when my mom went to work,
she put me in the back room,
720
00:28:00,165 --> 00:28:03,255
and the other women
would check in on me.
721
00:28:03,298 --> 00:28:06,258
Can't exactly drop off Lopez Jr.
in Holding every morning.
722
00:28:06,301 --> 00:28:07,781
I don't know.
723
00:28:07,824 --> 00:28:09,652
Smitty is
surprisingly maternal.
724
00:28:11,219 --> 00:28:14,048
That is the most horrifying idea
I've ever heard...
725
00:28:14,092 --> 00:28:16,137
and I want it to be
a reality show so bad.
726
00:28:16,181 --> 00:28:18,400
Right? I would watch
the hell out of that.
727
00:28:19,401 --> 00:28:21,925
Rita is negative
on any previous 5150 holds,
728
00:28:21,969 --> 00:28:24,363
and there are no registered
firearms in her name.
729
00:28:24,406 --> 00:28:25,712
If this woman's doctor couldn't
get through to her,
730
00:28:25,755 --> 00:28:27,017
how will you?
731
00:28:27,061 --> 00:28:28,149
I-I mean,
this woman is in crisis.
732
00:28:28,193 --> 00:28:29,585
She needs a psychiatrist.
733
00:28:29,629 --> 00:28:30,978
Yeah, but the baby
needs a cop.
734
00:28:31,021 --> 00:28:33,154
The honest truth is we
don't have enough information
735
00:28:33,198 --> 00:28:34,503
to know what
we're dealing with.
736
00:28:34,547 --> 00:28:36,114
But that's every call.
737
00:28:36,157 --> 00:28:37,767
It's a constant struggle
to figure things out
738
00:28:37,811 --> 00:28:39,291
before it's too late.
739
00:28:41,728 --> 00:28:43,773
Uh, 7-Adam-19,
go to channel nine.
740
00:28:44,731 --> 00:28:46,341
Go for 7-Adam-19.
741
00:28:46,385 --> 00:28:48,126
Did you study
postpartum depression
742
00:28:48,169 --> 00:28:49,518
in your psych major?
743
00:28:49,562 --> 00:28:53,914
Yeah. PPD is fairly common,
affects 1 in 8 new moms.
744
00:28:53,957 --> 00:28:56,438
In most cases, they feel tired,
alone, guilty.
745
00:28:56,482 --> 00:28:58,092
Some feel a lack of attachment
and then guilt
746
00:28:58,136 --> 00:28:59,398
for not feeling attached.
747
00:28:59,441 --> 00:29:03,402
Some are overwhelmed by paranoia --
748
00:29:03,445 --> 00:29:07,797
visions of horrible things
happening to their own child.
749
00:29:07,841 --> 00:29:10,539
I see Rita turned downtreatment.
750
00:29:10,583 --> 00:29:12,889
That tells me she's probably
dealing with shame,
751
00:29:12,933 --> 00:29:15,022
trying to cope alone, isolating.
752
00:29:15,065 --> 00:29:16,589
Now add to that
the trauma
753
00:29:16,632 --> 00:29:18,895
of finding her childun
responsive.
754
00:29:18,939 --> 00:29:20,680
That could precipitate a mental break.
755
00:29:20,723 --> 00:29:22,943
If it's an extreme case of PPD,
which is rare,
756
00:29:22,986 --> 00:29:25,728
she could be thinking about
harming herself or her baby.
757
00:29:25,772 --> 00:29:27,034
Tim. Green Fiesta.
758
00:29:27,077 --> 00:29:28,209
Plates match.
That's our car.
759
00:29:28,253 --> 00:29:29,210
Nolan, we found
Rita's car.
760
00:29:29,254 --> 00:29:31,908
21000 block of Manningham.
761
00:29:31,952 --> 00:29:34,041
On our way.
Let's go.
762
00:29:38,567 --> 00:29:40,003
Control, 7-Adam-19,
763
00:29:40,047 --> 00:29:42,397
we've located the Fiesta from
the revised Amber Alert.
764
00:29:42,441 --> 00:29:45,008
21000 block of Manningham.
765
00:29:45,052 --> 00:29:47,010
No sign of suspect or child.
766
00:29:49,839 --> 00:29:51,841
It's still hot.
She must have just ditched it.
767
00:29:51,885 --> 00:29:53,800
Hey. You looking
for the driver?
768
00:29:53,843 --> 00:29:55,280
Yeah, you see
where she went?
769
00:29:55,323 --> 00:29:57,543
Nah. I was walking by
when she parked on the curb.
770
00:29:57,586 --> 00:29:59,545
How long ago?
About five minutes.
771
00:29:59,588 --> 00:30:00,981
Enough time for Butch and I
to circle the block.
772
00:30:01,024 --> 00:30:03,462
Did she have a baby with her?
No idea.
773
00:30:03,505 --> 00:30:06,029
I just watched her totally
demolish that parking spot.
774
00:30:06,073 --> 00:30:07,683
Reminded me
of my ex-wife.
775
00:30:07,727 --> 00:30:09,337
Uh, yes, sir.
Please call us
776
00:30:09,381 --> 00:30:11,252
if you remember anything else.
Okay.
777
00:30:11,296 --> 00:30:13,559
Control, 7-Adam-19, I got
the vehicle, unoccupied.
778
00:30:13,602 --> 00:30:15,561
Witness says the suspect here
less than five minutes ago.
779
00:30:15,604 --> 00:30:16,736
She's on foot.
780
00:30:16,779 --> 00:30:18,085
We need backup
and an airship
781
00:30:18,128 --> 00:30:19,173
to secure
a 10-block radius
782
00:30:19,217 --> 00:30:20,392
for a grid search.
783
00:30:23,351 --> 00:30:24,439
I don't like this.
784
00:30:24,483 --> 00:30:25,484
She wouldn't have abandoned
the car
785
00:30:25,527 --> 00:30:27,007
unless she stopped
for a reason.
786
00:30:27,050 --> 00:30:28,661
Odds are it won't be
a good one.
787
00:30:28,704 --> 00:30:30,315
We gotta find her fast.
788
00:30:34,188 --> 00:30:36,190
This is crazy.
789
00:30:36,234 --> 00:30:37,583
There's no way we find her
and the baby in time.
790
00:30:37,626 --> 00:30:39,715
We've got multiple units
and an airship searching.
791
00:30:39,759 --> 00:30:40,673
We will find them.
792
00:30:40,716 --> 00:30:42,152
How? They could be
anywhere.
793
00:30:42,196 --> 00:30:44,285
No. On foot with a newborn
and a five-minute head start,
794
00:30:44,329 --> 00:30:45,982
she's definitely withinour grid.
795
00:30:46,026 --> 00:30:47,419
Someone will have seen her.
796
00:30:47,462 --> 00:30:50,857
Just...pray we find her before
she does something rash.
797
00:31:00,170 --> 00:31:01,215
Up on the right.
798
00:31:05,480 --> 00:31:07,526
Not her.
799
00:31:10,703 --> 00:31:11,878
Can I make a suggestion?
800
00:31:11,921 --> 00:31:13,314
Of course.
801
00:31:13,358 --> 00:31:15,229
Would it be helpful to have
Rita's husband
802
00:31:15,273 --> 00:31:18,450
brought down here
for -- for when she's found?
803
00:31:18,493 --> 00:31:19,973
That could be
dangerous.
804
00:31:20,016 --> 00:31:21,975
We don't know what the situation
was like at the house,
805
00:31:22,018 --> 00:31:24,412
and even if the baby's death
truly was accidental,
806
00:31:24,456 --> 00:31:26,240
there could have been
marital issues
807
00:31:26,284 --> 00:31:27,894
that added to Rita's PPD.
808
00:31:27,937 --> 00:31:29,591
We'd be introducing
a wildcard
809
00:31:29,635 --> 00:31:30,940
to an already tenuous
situation.
810
00:31:30,984 --> 00:31:32,551
Wait, so it's all on you?
811
00:31:32,594 --> 00:31:34,770
I mean, no matter what you find
when you get to her,
812
00:31:34,814 --> 00:31:35,902
you have to be ready to
deal with it?
813
00:31:35,945 --> 00:31:38,557
What -- What if you make
a mistake?
814
00:31:38,600 --> 00:31:40,385
We have to live with it.
815
00:31:40,428 --> 00:31:42,996
If we can.
816
00:31:43,039 --> 00:31:45,607
All units, Air Three has
eyes on the suspect.
817
00:31:45,651 --> 00:31:46,695
Fourth Street Bridge.
818
00:31:46,739 --> 00:31:49,437
Repeat --
Fourth Street Bridge.
819
00:31:49,481 --> 00:31:51,657
She has the baby.
She's standing at the railing.
820
00:31:51,700 --> 00:31:54,224
Possible jumper.
Repeat, possible jumper.
821
00:31:54,268 --> 00:31:55,530
Here we go.
822
00:31:55,574 --> 00:31:57,663
Control, advise Fire we have
a possible jumper
823
00:31:57,706 --> 00:31:58,794
on Fourth Street Bridge.
824
00:31:58,838 --> 00:32:00,100
See if they have
a crash pad available.
825
00:32:00,143 --> 00:32:03,451
We'll also need RA and
backup units, Code 2 high.
826
00:32:17,813 --> 00:32:19,685
Maybe I should
stay back.
827
00:32:19,728 --> 00:32:21,077
Uh, it's up to you,
828
00:32:21,121 --> 00:32:22,470
but a friendly face
not in uniform
829
00:32:22,514 --> 00:32:24,254
might actually calm
the situation.
830
00:32:24,298 --> 00:32:25,691
How do you want to
play this?
831
00:32:25,734 --> 00:32:26,431
You go talk to her.
832
00:32:26,474 --> 00:32:27,736
You sure?
833
00:32:27,780 --> 00:32:29,347
Yeah, I'll step in
if I need to.
834
00:32:32,045 --> 00:32:34,961
W-Why -- Why Nolan?
835
00:32:35,004 --> 00:32:38,617
He has a way of connecting with
people in crisis situations.
836
00:32:38,660 --> 00:32:41,010
Hi, Rita.
837
00:32:41,054 --> 00:32:42,098
I'm John.
838
00:32:43,143 --> 00:32:44,666
How do you know
my name?
839
00:32:44,710 --> 00:32:46,059
Uh, Ethan told me.
840
00:32:46,102 --> 00:32:48,453
He's very worried
about you.
841
00:32:48,496 --> 00:32:50,411
I'm fine.
842
00:32:50,455 --> 00:32:52,370
Who's that
you got there?
843
00:32:52,413 --> 00:32:53,675
Casey.
844
00:32:53,719 --> 00:32:54,981
This is Casey.
845
00:32:55,024 --> 00:32:56,417
Oh.
846
00:32:56,461 --> 00:32:58,114
Casey looks
a little bit cold.
847
00:32:58,158 --> 00:33:00,073
Why don't we bring her inside,
off the bridge?
848
00:33:00,116 --> 00:33:00,987
No.
849
00:33:01,030 --> 00:33:03,468
She's fine with
her mama.
850
00:33:03,511 --> 00:33:05,557
Do you mind if I just
make sure?
851
00:33:05,600 --> 00:33:06,775
Stay back.
852
00:33:06,819 --> 00:33:07,820
Okay, yeah.
I'll stay back.
853
00:33:07,863 --> 00:33:09,169
We -- We can just talk.
854
00:33:17,786 --> 00:33:18,570
How's she doing?
855
00:33:18,613 --> 00:33:20,702
Uh, it's touch and go.
856
00:33:20,746 --> 00:33:22,400
What do you need?
Keep them back.
857
00:33:22,443 --> 00:33:24,140
We don't want to
spook her.
858
00:33:24,184 --> 00:33:26,142
Okay.
No, I know it can
feel isolating,
859
00:33:26,186 --> 00:33:27,840
being a parent to
a newborn...
860
00:33:27,883 --> 00:33:28,971
She's not looking at
the baby.
861
00:33:29,015 --> 00:33:30,712
...so much to learn.
862
00:33:30,756 --> 00:33:32,410
You never feel like
what you're doing...
863
00:33:32,453 --> 00:33:33,976
She's trying to
convince herself
864
00:33:34,020 --> 00:33:35,717
that it's her baby
she's holding.
865
00:33:35,761 --> 00:33:38,328
Yeah. Deep down inside,
she knows it's not.
866
00:33:38,372 --> 00:33:40,418
What happens when
she figures out the truth?
867
00:33:40,461 --> 00:33:42,071
It's hard to say
for sure.
868
00:33:42,115 --> 00:33:43,595
It could break the spell or it
could send her over the edge,
869
00:33:43,638 --> 00:33:44,944
literally.
870
00:33:44,987 --> 00:33:46,728
Control, what's the ETA
on Fire?
871
00:33:46,772 --> 00:33:47,990
Three minutes.
872
00:33:48,034 --> 00:33:49,557
Might as well be
three hours.
873
00:33:49,601 --> 00:33:51,951
Are you thirsty, Rita?
874
00:33:51,994 --> 00:33:52,647
I can get you
some water.
875
00:33:52,691 --> 00:33:54,214
Nolan.
876
00:33:54,257 --> 00:33:55,694
Can I talk to her?
877
00:33:55,737 --> 00:33:56,869
Hey, Rita, I'm gonna
introduce you
878
00:33:56,912 --> 00:33:58,392
to my friend,
Angela, okay?
879
00:33:58,436 --> 00:33:59,872
Okay.
880
00:33:59,915 --> 00:34:01,395
Hi, Rita.
881
00:34:01,439 --> 00:34:03,484
I'm here to help.
882
00:34:03,528 --> 00:34:04,529
Is this Casey?
883
00:34:05,878 --> 00:34:07,445
Yes.
884
00:34:07,488 --> 00:34:08,924
I love that name.
885
00:34:08,968 --> 00:34:12,711
My fiancé and I can't agree
on a name for our baby.
886
00:34:12,754 --> 00:34:14,321
How did you choose?
887
00:34:14,364 --> 00:34:16,497
I don't know.
888
00:34:16,541 --> 00:34:18,630
When she was born, she just
looked like a Casey.
889
00:34:21,546 --> 00:34:23,156
How far along are you?
890
00:34:23,199 --> 00:34:24,897
14 weeks.
891
00:34:24,940 --> 00:34:27,508
I'm already scared
about giving birth.
892
00:34:27,552 --> 00:34:28,683
The pain.
893
00:34:28,727 --> 00:34:30,990
Don't worry about
the pain.
894
00:34:31,033 --> 00:34:34,689
Once they put your baby
in your arms
895
00:34:34,733 --> 00:34:38,127
and you look down into
those beautiful eyes,
896
00:34:38,171 --> 00:34:39,955
it was all worth it.
897
00:34:39,999 --> 00:34:43,524
I heard all newborns
have blue eyes.
898
00:34:43,568 --> 00:34:45,047
Not Casey.
899
00:34:45,091 --> 00:34:48,442
Dark brown,
right from the start.
900
00:34:48,486 --> 00:34:51,184
The most amazing
head of hair.
901
00:34:51,227 --> 00:34:52,054
I hope
if I have a daughter,
902
00:34:52,098 --> 00:34:53,839
she's born with hair.
903
00:34:53,882 --> 00:34:56,842
My cousin's little girl,
she was bald
904
00:34:56,885 --> 00:34:58,887
for like the first
18 months.
905
00:34:58,931 --> 00:35:00,541
Everyone thought
she was a boy.
906
00:35:00,585 --> 00:35:01,803
I love putting
907
00:35:01,847 --> 00:35:04,284
Casey's hair
in little pigtails.
908
00:35:04,327 --> 00:35:08,157
She always fights me,
but she looks so cute.
909
00:35:08,201 --> 00:35:12,553
Rita, can you do something
for me?
910
00:35:12,597 --> 00:35:14,163
Can you look at Casey?
911
00:35:14,207 --> 00:35:16,296
Just look in those pretty,
brown eyes.
912
00:35:18,820 --> 00:35:19,821
No.
913
00:35:19,865 --> 00:35:20,996
Please, Rita.
914
00:35:21,040 --> 00:35:22,737
I need you to
look in her eyes.
915
00:35:32,791 --> 00:35:36,359
It's not Casey,
is it?
916
00:35:36,403 --> 00:35:38,361
No.
917
00:35:38,405 --> 00:35:40,538
No.
918
00:35:40,581 --> 00:35:43,192
Here. I got her.
919
00:35:43,236 --> 00:35:45,891
I'll get her back to
her mother, okay?
920
00:35:49,503 --> 00:35:51,853
Tell her
I'm sorry.
921
00:35:54,073 --> 00:35:55,465
Thank you, Rita.
922
00:35:55,509 --> 00:35:57,642
That was a very brave thing
you did,
923
00:35:57,685 --> 00:35:59,687
and now I need you
to come with me, okay?
924
00:36:00,993 --> 00:36:03,299
My baby died.
925
00:36:03,343 --> 00:36:04,736
I know.
926
00:36:04,779 --> 00:36:05,911
I'm so sorry.
927
00:36:08,174 --> 00:36:12,047
Come on. Come on.
928
00:36:32,154 --> 00:36:34,069
Well, thank you
for today.
929
00:36:34,113 --> 00:36:36,376
This is an experience
I will not forget.
930
00:36:36,419 --> 00:36:38,508
Well, we should schedule
931
00:36:38,552 --> 00:36:40,467
another one of these
little ride alongs
932
00:36:40,510 --> 00:36:42,295
so that we can continue
the conversation.
933
00:36:42,338 --> 00:36:43,905
Oh, that won't be
necessary.
934
00:36:45,080 --> 00:36:47,605
The book's already written,
isn't it?
935
00:36:47,648 --> 00:36:49,519
I sent it to my publisher
last week.
936
00:36:49,563 --> 00:36:50,999
Mm.
What?
937
00:36:51,043 --> 00:36:52,522
Then what was today about,
then?
938
00:36:52,566 --> 00:36:54,568
Just an anecdote
for the book tour?
939
00:36:54,612 --> 00:36:56,962
No, I didn't know the day was
gonna end up the way it did.
940
00:36:57,005 --> 00:36:58,920
But how do you write a book
about policing
941
00:36:58,964 --> 00:37:00,008
without having seen it
up close?
942
00:37:00,052 --> 00:37:02,010
Oh, I have seen it.
Believe me.
943
00:37:02,054 --> 00:37:03,533
Today may have been
my first ride along,
944
00:37:03,577 --> 00:37:04,622
but it was not my first time
945
00:37:04,665 --> 00:37:06,188
sitting in the back seat
of a cop car.
946
00:37:06,232 --> 00:37:08,538
I see, but if you're going to
fix an engine,
947
00:37:08,582 --> 00:37:10,192
don't you think it would be
helpful to look under the hood?
948
00:37:10,236 --> 00:37:12,412
That is a flawed analogy,
Officer Nolan,
949
00:37:12,455 --> 00:37:13,892
because a car is not
actively trying to
950
00:37:13,935 --> 00:37:15,110
keep you from fixing it.
951
00:37:16,503 --> 00:37:17,852
Uh, excuse me.
952
00:37:20,159 --> 00:37:23,162
Look, I get that the path
to real change
953
00:37:23,205 --> 00:37:25,164
seems almost impossible.
954
00:37:25,207 --> 00:37:28,123
I mean, police departments are
pros at circling the wagons
955
00:37:28,167 --> 00:37:30,691
when public opinion
turns against them.
956
00:37:30,735 --> 00:37:33,476
But I promise you,
957
00:37:33,520 --> 00:37:35,827
the only way
things really will change
958
00:37:35,870 --> 00:37:38,220
is if cops get on board.
959
00:37:38,264 --> 00:37:39,657
I agree.
960
00:37:39,700 --> 00:37:42,094
But cops only act when activists
make so much noise,
961
00:37:42,137 --> 00:37:43,704
they cannot be ignored.
962
00:37:43,748 --> 00:37:45,227
Like in Camden.
963
00:37:45,271 --> 00:37:47,577
Look, you're talking to
two police officers
964
00:37:47,621 --> 00:37:49,231
who would like to
see things change,
965
00:37:49,275 --> 00:37:52,234
and we're not the only ones at
the station that feels this way.
966
00:37:52,278 --> 00:37:55,716
I just think that...
uh, maybe you could benefit
967
00:37:55,760 --> 00:37:58,153
from some of our insights.
968
00:38:02,331 --> 00:38:03,202
Alright.
969
00:38:04,420 --> 00:38:06,074
You sold me.
970
00:38:06,118 --> 00:38:08,076
Great.
I'll tell Sergeant Grey.
971
00:38:08,120 --> 00:38:09,643
I'm sure he'd love to
be part of the conversation.
972
00:38:09,687 --> 00:38:11,253
Oh, thank you.
973
00:38:11,297 --> 00:38:14,126
And thank you both for
the ride along.
974
00:38:14,169 --> 00:38:15,736
I will see you in class.
975
00:38:15,780 --> 00:38:17,042
Looking forward.
976
00:38:20,132 --> 00:38:23,004
I think that went well,
all things considered.
977
00:38:23,048 --> 00:38:25,180
Oh, yeah. No, she's definitely
gonna give you an "A."
978
00:38:25,224 --> 00:38:27,008
-You think?
-No.
979
00:38:27,052 --> 00:38:28,749
She is gonna make you earn it
in class,
980
00:38:28,793 --> 00:38:30,098
like the rest of
her students.
981
00:38:30,142 --> 00:38:31,621
Fair enough.
Yeah.
982
00:38:31,665 --> 00:38:33,101
You have any plans for
the rest of the night?
983
00:38:33,145 --> 00:38:35,321
Hugging my daughter
until she is sick of it
984
00:38:35,364 --> 00:38:37,323
and then hugging hersome more.
Sounds nice.
985
00:38:37,366 --> 00:38:38,324
Nolan.
986
00:38:39,934 --> 00:38:41,501
I'll see you tomorrow.
Alright.
987
00:38:41,544 --> 00:38:43,329
Sir.
Well?
988
00:38:43,372 --> 00:38:44,939
How'd it go
with Professor Ryan?
989
00:38:44,983 --> 00:38:46,549
Good, I think.
990
00:38:46,593 --> 00:38:48,421
She's gonna be calling you to
talk about, uh, police reform --
991
00:38:48,464 --> 00:38:49,683
for her book.
992
00:38:51,816 --> 00:38:54,166
You point her my way to get back
at me for the ride along?
993
00:38:54,209 --> 00:38:55,210
No, sir. No.
994
00:38:55,254 --> 00:38:56,211
I just know
how committed you are
995
00:38:56,255 --> 00:38:58,300
to making things better.
996
00:38:58,344 --> 00:39:00,694
Even if it does mean having to
admit you're wrong to do it.
997
00:39:00,738 --> 00:39:02,783
Oh. Uh, I'm sorry?
998
00:39:03,915 --> 00:39:06,091
When was I ever wrong?
999
00:39:06,134 --> 00:39:09,398
Well, nothing comes to
mind off hand.
1000
00:39:09,442 --> 00:39:12,184
I guess there was that one time
you said if I succeeded,
1001
00:39:12,227 --> 00:39:14,752
your house would be
"flooded with middle-aged losers
1002
00:39:14,795 --> 00:39:18,930
looking for an 'Eat Pray Love'
path to reinvention."
1003
00:39:18,973 --> 00:39:21,236
I wrote it down.
1004
00:39:21,280 --> 00:39:24,239
You haven't succeeded yet,
Officer Nolan.
1005
00:39:24,283 --> 00:39:26,633
Yes, sir.
1006
00:39:26,676 --> 00:39:27,373
Good night, sir.
1007
00:39:27,416 --> 00:39:29,810
Good night.
1008
00:39:29,854 --> 00:39:31,812
Can't wait to get out
of this uniform.
1009
00:39:31,856 --> 00:39:33,335
Hey, thanks again for
riding with me.
1010
00:39:33,379 --> 00:39:34,554
Are you kidding me?
1011
00:39:34,597 --> 00:39:36,295
I wouldn't have missed it
for the world.
1012
00:39:36,338 --> 00:39:38,776
And now
it's end of shift,
1013
00:39:38,819 --> 00:39:41,213
and you are no longer
a rookie.
1014
00:39:42,736 --> 00:39:44,346
How does it feel?
1015
00:39:44,390 --> 00:39:46,392
Unreal.
1016
00:39:46,435 --> 00:39:48,524
I mean, everything in my life
has been geared towards
1017
00:39:48,568 --> 00:39:53,007
getting me to this moment,
and...now it's here.
1018
00:39:53,051 --> 00:39:54,792
Kinda can't believe it,
to be honest.
1019
00:39:54,835 --> 00:39:57,925
Well, congratulations.
1020
00:39:57,969 --> 00:39:59,622
You earned it.
1021
00:39:59,666 --> 00:40:00,885
♪ I couldn't see the forest for the trees ♪
1022
00:40:00,928 --> 00:40:03,844
♪ Too many empties on the side ♪
1023
00:40:03,888 --> 00:40:06,325
♪ But I kept trading all my cigarettes for sunsets ♪
1024
00:40:06,368 --> 00:40:07,369
♪ Now I'm getting richer all the time ♪
1025
00:40:07,413 --> 00:40:09,241
We did it.
1026
00:40:09,284 --> 00:40:11,112
No. Youdid it.
1027
00:40:13,811 --> 00:40:15,334
What's this?
1028
00:40:15,377 --> 00:40:17,945
It's a copy of
your final evaluation.
1029
00:40:17,989 --> 00:40:19,860
I wrote it
before our shift today.
1030
00:40:19,904 --> 00:40:22,254
Like Plain Clothes Day.
1031
00:40:22,297 --> 00:40:24,212
Only this time,
I didn't have to rewrite it.
1032
00:40:24,256 --> 00:40:25,866
Mm.
1033
00:40:25,910 --> 00:40:27,172
♪ I'll be young before I die ♪
1034
00:40:27,215 --> 00:40:28,869
"Officer Chen impressed me
1035
00:40:28,913 --> 00:40:30,871
with every decision she made
today.
1036
00:40:30,915 --> 00:40:33,004
I will miss
riding with her."
1037
00:40:33,047 --> 00:40:34,744
♪ I'll be wrong before I'm right ♪
1038
00:40:34,788 --> 00:40:38,270
♪ I keep filling up my crowded heart, yeah ♪
1039
00:40:38,313 --> 00:40:40,620
You don't let anyone
ever tell you
1040
00:40:40,663 --> 00:40:42,840
you can't do something.
1041
00:40:42,883 --> 00:40:44,580
Not even me.
1042
00:40:44,624 --> 00:40:46,147
♪ Now all I see is the beauty of the thunderstorm ♪
1043
00:40:46,191 --> 00:40:47,583
Yes, sir.
1044
00:40:47,627 --> 00:40:48,671
♪ Let it wash it all away ♪
1045
00:40:48,715 --> 00:40:52,066
Step five -- acceptance.
1046
00:40:52,110 --> 00:40:54,895
Our checklist is complete.
1047
00:40:54,939 --> 00:40:57,245
Um...I have
a gift for you.
1048
00:40:58,638 --> 00:41:01,119
It's a thank-you.
1049
00:41:01,162 --> 00:41:03,556
For every lesson
I had to learn.
1050
00:41:03,599 --> 00:41:06,167
Uh, should I open it now?
1051
00:41:06,211 --> 00:41:07,386
Absolutely.
1052
00:41:07,429 --> 00:41:08,126
Mm-hmm.
1053
00:41:08,169 --> 00:41:09,388
Okay.
1054
00:41:09,431 --> 00:41:10,868
♪ I'll be dumb before I'm wise ♪
1055
00:41:12,652 --> 00:41:13,958
♪ I'll be wrong before I'm right ♪
1056
00:41:15,176 --> 00:41:17,744
It's been a blast, sir.
1057
00:41:17,787 --> 00:41:20,703
I'll see you tomorrow...Lucy.
1058
00:41:21,879 --> 00:41:23,793
See you tomorrow, Tim.
1059
00:41:23,837 --> 00:41:25,360
♪ I will laugh and I will cry ♪
1060
00:41:27,232 --> 00:41:28,233
Ready to celebrate?
1061
00:41:28,276 --> 00:41:30,191
You know it.
1062
00:41:30,235 --> 00:41:34,239
So, yeah. It was
the perfect way to end the year.
1063
00:41:35,501 --> 00:41:36,458
Exactly.
1064
00:41:36,502 --> 00:41:37,895
Where you going?
1065
00:41:39,418 --> 00:41:41,289
Uh, home.
1066
00:41:41,333 --> 00:41:43,291
No, you're not.
1067
00:41:43,335 --> 00:41:45,380
You are coming to dinner
with Lila and me.
1068
00:41:45,424 --> 00:41:47,905
Uh, that's -- that's very nice
of you, but I'm okay.
1069
00:41:47,948 --> 00:41:49,471
No, you're not.
1070
00:41:49,515 --> 00:41:51,560
You feel like a failure
because they're moving on
1071
00:41:51,604 --> 00:41:53,388
and you're not.
1072
00:41:53,432 --> 00:41:55,651
But you will.
1073
00:41:55,695 --> 00:41:57,175
I appreciate that,
but you, uh,
1074
00:41:57,218 --> 00:41:59,525
certainly don't have to take me
to dinner out of pity.
1075
00:41:59,568 --> 00:42:01,744
It's not pity
when you're paying.
1076
00:42:01,788 --> 00:42:03,007
♪ I'll keep filling up... ♪
1077
00:42:03,050 --> 00:42:04,660
W-Well, how can I say no
to that?
1078
00:42:04,704 --> 00:42:06,532
You can't.
1079
00:42:06,575 --> 00:42:08,229
I'm gonna go pick up
Lila.
1080
00:42:08,273 --> 00:42:11,145
Reservation is under my name
at Mercado.
1081
00:42:11,189 --> 00:42:13,756
And I expect a skinny margarita
waiting when I get there.
1082
00:42:13,800 --> 00:42:14,627
Yes, ma'am.
Mm-hmm.
1083
00:42:14,670 --> 00:42:16,672
And, um...
1084
00:42:16,716 --> 00:42:17,673
Thank you.
1085
00:42:17,717 --> 00:42:18,892
You're welcome.
1086
00:42:22,400 --> 00:42:24,400
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