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- Let's see that spike.
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Oh.
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Ugh.
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Still got a fair bit
of stuff in it, though.
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- All your protein around here
is made to get away from you.
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Edibles don't run.
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I don't want to go without food.
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But I want a reserve
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Just in case I can't go
outside for three days.
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- Part of this
experience is your head.
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It's always your mind
that gives up on you.
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Can't allow ourself to
dwell too much on home.
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Otherwise, it gets you.
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- The fear is,
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Turning this epic adventure
into a great regret.
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My legs are wobbly and
barely can walk around.
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And I do not want long-term
health complications.
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Hi, this is tas, and I am
officially tapping out.
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- I'm going to do this,
man. I'm going to do this.
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I'm going to fight this thing
out till the last breath.
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- Okay.
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Game on.
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- I got him.
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Narrator: In "alone's"
most remote location yet...
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Narrator: Ten participants set
out to survive at all costs.
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- The goal is to stay alive.
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oh.
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Narrator: Battling
extreme isolation...
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- There is no camera crews.
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You are really alone.
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- It'll eat at you, tear you up.
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- God, why.
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- It's a battle. Nobody
ever comes out the same.
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- Oh, man.
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- It'd be impossible to.
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Narrator: And
fierce predators.
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- That's a big bear.
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It was right outside my shelter.
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- Predators like that...
Damn sure going to kill you.
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- Please don't rip my face off.
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- He bit the hell out of me.
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Narrator: They'll
endure merciless wind...
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- It's been over 60 hours,
and it has not let up.
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- I can hear the trees
falling down around me.
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Narrator: And bitter cold.
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- This whole place has
turned into a frozen hell.
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Narrator: Last one standing...
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- It's a moose. Wow.
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- Whoo-hoo-hoo-hoo!
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- No, no!
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Narrator: Wins.
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- All right, I'm
finally up and at 'em.
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I haven't been sleeping.
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I've just been chilling
in the shelter,
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Thinking, you know,
making a plan.
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But it's now time to
leave the shelter.
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And let's check out what
it looks like outside
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As I open the door,
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Because I think it's
going to be pretty cool.
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Oh, there's some snow
coming in the shelter.
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And we open up into...
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A little winter wonderland.
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It's pretty beautiful
out here, actually.
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I like it a lot.
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There's the old tepee.
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Doing a great job, man. I'm
so happy with the tepee.
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Let's walk down to the water,
see what's going on down there.
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See how it looks.
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The cooking pot full of water
I had in the shelter froze,
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So I'm sure that
my fish is frozen.
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So I don't have to
worry about that.
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Oh, look at how nice
it is down here.
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Hmm.
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I hate my mustache.
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I hate my mustache.
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I would like to shave it.
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Snowy outside, cold and gray...
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Tepee day, inside day.
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Just passing time.
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So I've got six arrows
left, which is pretty good.
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But I have no more tips,
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And I don't want to shoot
my broadhead at a grouse,
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Because it'll just go
through and keep going.
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So I'm just going to carve some
wooden blunts, drill a hole,
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And just pound them in the end.
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Winter is not coming.
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Winter is here.
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And the days to push are coming.
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I know.
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We got to grind through them.
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Like, the 50 to 80 days, those
are going to be really hard.
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Really short days, long
nights, not a lot to do.
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You're malnourished.
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The fishing isn't
going to be good.
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You're not going to
see as much small game.
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And you're going to
start feeling really sad,
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Lonely, and dark.
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Those are going to
be the tough days,
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Mentally and physically.
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But I want to experience that.
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It sounds weird, but I do.
I want to experience that.
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My dad suffered
when he was a kid
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Before he emigrated
here from sudetenland.
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When he was eight years old,
he was actually starving.
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He ate window putty.
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He heard bombs exploding
in the distance.
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And just knowing that
people all over the world
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Are suffering constantly,
and it's not the same,
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But to a small extent, I
want to see what it was like.
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It's on there good.
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Right.
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We have a grouse blunt...
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A thumper.
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Yeah, that's not coming off.
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Two grouse arrows.
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Oh, yeah. Those will
work, guaranteed.
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You hit a grouse in
the side with that...
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Grouse arrows ready for action.
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Oopsies. I should
close this door.
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It's snowing in here, man.
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What the heck am I doing?
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Close the door, tenta.
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- It's very, very quiet outside.
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It's just got that
feeling of snow.
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I can hardly see my breath,
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So my insulation
that I have already
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Is doing its job, which is good.
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But as I was lying
in bed last night,
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I got woken up by a
cold draft on my back,
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And I couldn't work
out what it was.
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So I shoved my hand down
there, and there's a hole.
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On further inspection, I saw
that the mice have bitten
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Into my sleeping bag.
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And they, I should imagine,
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Are probably starting to take
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The lining of my
sleeping bag out
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To line their burrows with.
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Oh, my god.
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I have to work out
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How I'm going to sew
that up pretty sharpish.
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Other than that,
wood processing,
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Firewood collection.
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So, yeah, it's going
to keep me busy.
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I will stop procrastinating.
Time to get to work.
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Ooh, water's cold right now.
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Get some wood.
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My greatest concern
at this point
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Is having dry
tinder for my fire.
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That's the only way that
I'm going to survive
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The colder days coming up.
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The last thing I want to do
when it's minus temperatures
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Is come down to the shore
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With the wind beating
at me to pick it up.
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It's the whole reason
I made that woodshed.
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That woodshed being gone
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Means I have to find
another solution.
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I think I have a wood pile here,
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And I'll put a wood
pile up here, too.
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If I do a little bit
every day like this,
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I get a really
good supply going.
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I'm not quite so sure
how to say it correctly,
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But you can never
have enough wood.
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English people will laugh.
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Oh!
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Oh, blimey.
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55 years old... grow up, mel.
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It's going to
require a lot of work
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To fill up my shelter
with the fuel necessary
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To keep me warm in the
coming weeks and months.
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Getting a good pile going now.
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Very happy with that.
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Who needs a sewing kit when
you've got underwire bras?
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I think it's... oh, here it is.
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Yes!
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Don't know if you can see that.
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Now I'm going to
sharpen it on the stone.
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I have always been someone
that keeps myself busy.
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When I was modeling, it
was work, work, work.
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Pretty good.
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Whoo-hoo!
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All right, now this
bit I have to bend.
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The industry in the 1980s
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Was not such a social
insta-tiktok world
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As it is today.
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It's like a little mini cutlass.
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Arr!
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And I treated it very
much as a business
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And not as a
glamorous party scene.
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I have a piece of my scarf.
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I was there to make money
and control my own life,
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Which is exactly
what I've done here.
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Ta-da!
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I want to be here
as long as possible.
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Ladies and gentlemen, I
give you a needle and thread
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Made out of a bra underwire.
196
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Large hole on sleeping bag...
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Check this out.
Look what they did.
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00:11:43,579 --> 00:11:45,179
Can you see that?
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I get my fist in there.
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00:11:49,985 --> 00:11:51,953
They're so cheeky.
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If anyone had asked
me this time last year
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What I thought I would be doing,
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I would not say sitting on
the floor in my own shelter
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In saskatchewan sewing
my sleeping bag up
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With an underwire of a bra.
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There.
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All right, we're good.
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I now have no hole
in my sleeping bag.
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The hole is no more.
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Dun, dun, dah!
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It'll do.
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- My ear's ringing again.
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Hazel, tell nikolai
that I love him.
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Got ten days until his birthday.
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Looking good, ain't it?
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You guys have no freaking
idea what I'm even doing.
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Damn.
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Ten days.
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Kind of makes you feel like
a horrible, horrible parent.
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He's probably going to think
this is the coolest thing ever.
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Just to know I could be home
with my family right now,
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And instead I'm not.
223
00:13:34,023 --> 00:13:37,091
And he doesn't
understand any of it.
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Son, I hope you
know I've used up
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A whole hell of
a lot of material
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Trying to make things for you.
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Eh, he don't care.
228
00:13:49,705 --> 00:13:51,439
And that's fine.
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He doesn't need to
care. He's a little kid.
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Here I am out here doing it.
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And I feel bad for leaving him.
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I feel bad for leaving
his mama with no help.
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For nine years, I've
wanted to do this,
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To come out here
and push myself,
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To see just how far I
can go before I break.
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00:14:15,665 --> 00:14:19,866
But for the past three years,
it's been because I'm broke
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And I can't afford the
therapy that my son needs.
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I'm kind of hoping everybody
quits before his birthday,
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So I can be there
on his birthday.
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That would be so awesome.
241
00:14:33,349 --> 00:14:36,717
Say, hey, you know, daddy's
coming home on your birthday.
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That'd be so awesome.
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Nikolai, I know your
birthday's coming up.
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But if I quit now, every
bit of this is for nothing.
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I'm sorry.
246
00:14:47,663 --> 00:14:49,997
I know you don't understand,
but I have to stay at it.
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00:14:52,635 --> 00:14:55,636
I bet after watching me
work on this for so long,
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00:14:55,638 --> 00:14:58,405
You're wanting to
know what it is.
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00:14:58,474 --> 00:15:01,108
Well, that's too bad.
250
00:15:04,947 --> 00:15:06,713
Almost showed you.
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00:15:13,723 --> 00:15:15,056
Oh.
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00:15:20,096 --> 00:15:22,029
I'm a idiot.
253
00:15:22,098 --> 00:15:25,199
All these little shavings
is a fire hazard.
254
00:15:26,802 --> 00:15:28,269
But I can't have that.
255
00:15:28,271 --> 00:15:31,538
I'm going to have to
seriously dust my bed up.
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00:15:43,886 --> 00:15:45,286
- Brr.
257
00:15:45,354 --> 00:15:48,422
It is a chilly one.
258
00:15:48,491 --> 00:15:51,692
It's calming down,
but it's still windy.
259
00:15:53,396 --> 00:15:55,363
I just loaded up my fire.
260
00:15:56,566 --> 00:15:59,466
We may keep it going all day.
261
00:15:59,535 --> 00:16:01,835
We're going to be hanging
out here for most of it,
262
00:16:01,837 --> 00:16:03,371
Cutting wood.
263
00:16:05,307 --> 00:16:07,074
Now that I know
how much it takes
264
00:16:07,076 --> 00:16:10,043
To keep it going for a full day,
265
00:16:10,113 --> 00:16:11,846
I got a lot of work to do.
266
00:16:14,584 --> 00:16:16,783
I'm going to build a
wood-processing holder
267
00:16:16,785 --> 00:16:18,119
To cut my wood on.
268
00:16:20,223 --> 00:16:23,690
If I keep the fire going 24-7,
269
00:16:23,759 --> 00:16:25,759
Depending on the size
of the pieces I burn,
270
00:16:25,828 --> 00:16:29,330
Between 20 and 30
pieces of wood...
271
00:16:29,398 --> 00:16:31,365
That's got to be cut every day.
272
00:16:32,501 --> 00:16:34,435
So there's a lot
of wood cutting.
273
00:16:48,551 --> 00:16:51,151
I haven't even looked
at my arm today.
274
00:16:51,153 --> 00:16:54,721
It's pretty sore, but
that was to be expected.
275
00:16:56,291 --> 00:16:58,859
Back when I was a
teenager, I was helping
276
00:16:58,861 --> 00:17:01,161
Our local volunteer
fire department,
277
00:17:02,565 --> 00:17:06,066
And one of the basement
windows blew out
278
00:17:06,068 --> 00:17:08,936
And blew a bunch of
glass into my leg.
279
00:17:09,004 --> 00:17:12,540
And I went into the hospital
and had a bunch of stitches,
280
00:17:12,542 --> 00:17:15,509
And they cleaned it all
up and what have you.
281
00:17:17,079 --> 00:17:18,446
Three years later,
282
00:17:18,448 --> 00:17:21,115
I started getting
just a wicked pain
283
00:17:21,183 --> 00:17:22,916
Right where that had happened.
284
00:17:22,918 --> 00:17:24,485
That is perfect.
285
00:17:26,221 --> 00:17:27,488
Oh.
286
00:17:27,556 --> 00:17:31,191
I think I'll bring
almost every pole here.
287
00:17:31,260 --> 00:17:32,993
I went to the hospital.
288
00:17:33,062 --> 00:17:36,329
They x-rayed it, and
I had a piece of glass
289
00:17:36,331 --> 00:17:39,166
About the size of a .22 shell,
and that had been in my leg
290
00:17:39,234 --> 00:17:40,868
For three years.
291
00:17:40,936 --> 00:17:43,837
And I'd been walking
around, never had a clue.
292
00:17:45,541 --> 00:17:47,874
My arm is not healing.
293
00:17:47,944 --> 00:17:49,509
I don't know what's going on.
294
00:17:49,511 --> 00:17:52,112
And that's all I'm
worried about right now.
295
00:17:52,181 --> 00:17:53,848
Oh.
296
00:17:56,119 --> 00:18:00,387
I am tired, and I am sore.
297
00:18:00,389 --> 00:18:04,325
We're certainly over 35 today.
298
00:18:05,928 --> 00:18:09,697
I mean, the amount
of wood, not my age.
299
00:18:11,000 --> 00:18:13,234
All right.
300
00:18:13,236 --> 00:18:16,203
Take this over there.
301
00:18:26,415 --> 00:18:29,116
I'm just going to clean it up,
302
00:18:29,185 --> 00:18:31,518
And I'm going to have a look.
303
00:18:41,797 --> 00:18:44,131
Holy.
304
00:18:44,133 --> 00:18:46,566
My arm... it's swelling.
305
00:18:47,536 --> 00:18:50,004
And I was squeezing it.
306
00:18:50,072 --> 00:18:51,471
And...
307
00:18:52,875 --> 00:18:54,474
I noticed...
308
00:18:56,679 --> 00:18:58,678
It was a little hard, and...
309
00:19:02,551 --> 00:19:03,951
I squeezed this.
310
00:19:15,664 --> 00:19:18,432
- My arm... it's swelling.
311
00:19:19,835 --> 00:19:21,301
I squeezed this.
312
00:19:23,972 --> 00:19:26,173
look at that.
313
00:19:26,242 --> 00:19:28,174
Oh,.
314
00:19:28,177 --> 00:19:32,079
That's been in my
arm the whole time.
315
00:19:32,081 --> 00:19:34,781
I don't know if
you can see that.
316
00:19:34,783 --> 00:19:36,350
Holy.
317
00:19:39,188 --> 00:19:40,721
Oh.
318
00:19:43,259 --> 00:19:44,191
Mm.
319
00:19:44,326 --> 00:19:47,194
Does that ever feel better.
320
00:19:47,196 --> 00:19:48,662
Look at that.
321
00:19:54,069 --> 00:19:58,672
That has been in my
arm for a couple weeks.
322
00:20:01,943 --> 00:20:03,944
And...
323
00:20:03,946 --> 00:20:06,480
Oh,.
324
00:20:06,548 --> 00:20:08,748
It's bleeding a lot, but...
325
00:20:12,421 --> 00:20:14,354
That is about half the
size of the first one
326
00:20:14,423 --> 00:20:15,889
That I pulled out.
327
00:20:22,431 --> 00:20:24,031
Hopefully...
328
00:20:29,105 --> 00:20:31,037
That is the end of it.
329
00:20:47,589 --> 00:20:48,989
There.
330
00:20:51,594 --> 00:20:53,727
That'll do for the day.
331
00:21:18,254 --> 00:21:20,087
- It's grouse-hunting time.
332
00:21:20,155 --> 00:21:22,389
But before we do
anything this morning,
333
00:21:22,524 --> 00:21:25,892
The lake is dead calm, no wind.
334
00:21:25,895 --> 00:21:27,661
We know what this means.
335
00:21:27,729 --> 00:21:29,496
That means we must fish
for a little while.
336
00:21:42,711 --> 00:21:45,112
Wouldn't that be a surprise?
337
00:21:45,247 --> 00:21:48,215
An upside-down
20-pound lake trout.
338
00:21:51,353 --> 00:21:53,954
I don't see any
upside-down bellies.
339
00:21:58,761 --> 00:22:00,427
I don't know what
the heck is going on
340
00:22:00,496 --> 00:22:01,995
With me and my
gill-netting skills,
341
00:22:02,063 --> 00:22:05,332
But I'm definitely lacking.
342
00:22:05,401 --> 00:22:07,868
Well, let's walk
down to the point.
343
00:22:14,443 --> 00:22:15,309
Is this ice?
344
00:22:15,444 --> 00:22:16,676
Nope.
345
00:22:16,745 --> 00:22:18,177
We're good.
346
00:22:19,481 --> 00:22:22,182
Let's see if there's any action.
347
00:22:22,184 --> 00:22:25,219
There's got to be still
a few lake trout around.
348
00:22:25,287 --> 00:22:26,987
Haven't given up hope yet,
349
00:22:27,055 --> 00:22:29,423
Even though it's getting
pretty late in the season.
350
00:22:33,395 --> 00:22:36,730
I'm probably halfway
through the competition.
351
00:22:36,798 --> 00:22:38,332
It's crazy.
352
00:22:38,400 --> 00:22:41,268
I'm going to be here
for so much longer.
353
00:22:41,336 --> 00:22:43,403
Getting close to day 50.
354
00:22:44,639 --> 00:22:48,274
I think I have food till 55, 56.
355
00:22:48,344 --> 00:22:50,977
Come on, lake trout. Let's go.
356
00:22:51,113 --> 00:22:55,715
Then I'll probably fast till
day 60 and see how I feel.
357
00:22:55,717 --> 00:22:58,585
That's kind of my goal
in my head right now.
358
00:22:58,587 --> 00:23:00,787
had a bite,
had a bite, had a bite.
359
00:23:00,789 --> 00:23:02,723
Come on, take it
again, take it again.
360
00:23:02,791 --> 00:23:04,925
Take it again, take it again.
361
00:23:06,494 --> 00:23:08,729
Got one. Nope, damn it.
362
00:23:08,797 --> 00:23:12,432
missed him.
363
00:23:12,501 --> 00:23:15,569
I wonder how long a
man my size could live
364
00:23:15,704 --> 00:23:18,338
On just half of a
lake trout a day.
365
00:23:18,473 --> 00:23:20,974
Could you live for a long
time, or would you die
366
00:23:21,043 --> 00:23:23,443
Of some sort of deficiency?
367
00:23:23,512 --> 00:23:25,745
That was another
bite. He's there.
368
00:23:25,747 --> 00:23:26,713
Come on.
369
00:23:26,715 --> 00:23:28,582
That was right at the surface.
370
00:23:28,650 --> 00:23:30,484
Okay, there is
something going on here,
371
00:23:30,486 --> 00:23:33,453
And this is really
frustrating me.
372
00:23:33,455 --> 00:23:35,055
I don't think that's
enough calories.
373
00:23:35,123 --> 00:23:37,624
I think you'd slowly
starve to death.
374
00:23:37,626 --> 00:23:41,461
I am slowly starving
to death, I guess.
375
00:23:41,529 --> 00:23:43,063
There's another bite!
376
00:23:43,065 --> 00:23:45,299
What is happening here?
377
00:23:45,367 --> 00:23:47,467
Holy moly!
378
00:23:47,469 --> 00:23:49,669
Just doesn't make sense.
379
00:23:49,738 --> 00:23:52,239
That's too many bites
to not get a hook up.
380
00:23:53,642 --> 00:23:57,644
I feel like I've missed my
opportunity this morning.
381
00:23:57,646 --> 00:23:59,680
That's disappointing.
382
00:24:09,358 --> 00:24:11,324
No fish.
383
00:24:11,393 --> 00:24:14,261
I'm just going to go
for a walk with my bow,
384
00:24:14,263 --> 00:24:15,963
Look for some tracks.
385
00:24:16,031 --> 00:24:18,331
I don't know. Maybe
I'll scare up a grouse.
386
00:24:19,801 --> 00:24:21,968
If I was smart, I'd
probably stay in my shelter
387
00:24:22,037 --> 00:24:23,203
And conserve calories,
388
00:24:23,205 --> 00:24:27,340
But it's kind of fun
being out in the snow.
389
00:24:28,544 --> 00:24:30,544
Makes me feel like a kid.
390
00:24:32,014 --> 00:24:34,815
Oh, no, that just made
me sad when I said that.
391
00:24:34,883 --> 00:24:37,017
I thought of my own
kids in the snow.
392
00:24:37,019 --> 00:24:39,953
Oh.
393
00:24:40,022 --> 00:24:43,223
Every emotion you
feel out here, man...
394
00:24:43,225 --> 00:24:45,825
It goes from just a thought...
395
00:24:47,229 --> 00:24:49,129
To a strong feeling
396
00:24:49,197 --> 00:24:52,132
Of either happiness or sadness
397
00:24:52,134 --> 00:24:55,768
Or feeling kind of mundane.
398
00:24:55,838 --> 00:24:59,673
But it definitely made me
feel sad for missing my kids.
399
00:25:01,110 --> 00:25:02,242
Oh.
400
00:25:02,244 --> 00:25:04,243
Why did I have to say that?
401
00:25:04,313 --> 00:25:06,213
Darn it.
402
00:25:08,617 --> 00:25:12,785
There's this emotion
that I feel out here.
403
00:25:13,722 --> 00:25:14,922
It's hard to explain,
404
00:25:14,924 --> 00:25:17,190
But it's almost like
pain in your chest.
405
00:25:17,192 --> 00:25:19,459
It's like, oh!
406
00:25:19,527 --> 00:25:22,195
You miss 'em so much, and
you just hope they're okay.
407
00:25:22,263 --> 00:25:26,333
And I have feelings of
guilt for not being there.
408
00:25:26,335 --> 00:25:28,835
So I think I'm just
feeling that a bit today.
409
00:25:35,343 --> 00:25:39,479
Man, do I ever
feel... Lightheaded.
410
00:25:40,949 --> 00:25:44,150
That was, like, not a long
walk, but I feel tired.
411
00:25:46,421 --> 00:25:49,489
I guess that'll
happen after 42 days.
412
00:25:49,557 --> 00:25:51,525
Ooh, rest time.
413
00:26:05,941 --> 00:26:07,240
- Brr.
414
00:26:07,242 --> 00:26:09,142
She's crunchy.
415
00:26:09,211 --> 00:26:10,710
I was going to go fishing,
416
00:26:10,779 --> 00:26:13,880
But it's going to get
way too cold on my hands.
417
00:26:13,949 --> 00:26:15,649
So...
418
00:26:15,717 --> 00:26:18,118
I'm going to slice up
one of these mushrooms
419
00:26:18,120 --> 00:26:19,553
Here that I found.
420
00:26:22,757 --> 00:26:24,557
This is a really good
score of mushrooms.
421
00:26:24,559 --> 00:26:27,594
There's a lot of weight
of mushroom here.
422
00:26:27,663 --> 00:26:29,863
And...
423
00:26:29,998 --> 00:26:34,134
You can see the combing
on the bottom of them
424
00:26:34,136 --> 00:26:37,137
And where the mice
and the squirrels
425
00:26:37,139 --> 00:26:39,205
Have all been chewing at them.
426
00:26:39,274 --> 00:26:41,708
Never ate that mushroom before.
427
00:26:41,777 --> 00:26:45,979
And I've never laid my
hands on one before.
428
00:26:45,981 --> 00:26:49,583
But I also have never,
ever found a mushroom
429
00:26:49,585 --> 00:26:51,718
That the squirrels
and the mice and stuff
430
00:26:51,787 --> 00:26:55,622
Are eating that
we can't eat, too.
431
00:26:55,690 --> 00:26:56,890
So...
432
00:26:58,227 --> 00:26:59,425
We're going to find out.
433
00:26:59,427 --> 00:27:03,496
I'm going to roll the dice.
434
00:27:04,900 --> 00:27:08,301
I'm not sure what type
of mushroom these are.
435
00:27:08,303 --> 00:27:11,671
So eating them
might be a bad idea.
436
00:27:13,308 --> 00:27:16,943
But I'm really hoping
that these are good...
437
00:27:19,448 --> 00:27:22,115
Because I got a lot...
438
00:27:22,117 --> 00:27:26,352
Of nutrient in these...
439
00:27:28,157 --> 00:27:30,023
Handful of mushrooms.
440
00:27:31,493 --> 00:27:34,861
Mushrooms can kill
you very quickly.
441
00:27:34,997 --> 00:27:38,198
Some of them will just
give you a severe gut rot.
442
00:27:38,200 --> 00:27:42,936
Others will give you a
cruel, painful, slow death.
443
00:27:42,938 --> 00:27:44,604
And there's no stopping it.
444
00:27:44,673 --> 00:27:47,740
You're going to have
cramping and pain
445
00:27:47,810 --> 00:27:49,542
Like you've never felt before
446
00:27:49,678 --> 00:27:51,411
Until your body
completely shuts down
447
00:27:51,479 --> 00:27:53,046
And you're dead.
448
00:27:53,115 --> 00:27:56,817
But I'm taking a chance on it.
449
00:27:56,819 --> 00:27:58,751
I want to keep eating.
450
00:28:00,222 --> 00:28:02,388
That's what I'm going
to take for a piece...
451
00:28:03,792 --> 00:28:05,292
Right there.
452
00:28:09,264 --> 00:28:11,397
I'm just going to
stick it there.
453
00:28:11,466 --> 00:28:14,901
My mom taught me how to do this.
454
00:28:15,037 --> 00:28:19,639
They say that if
they're poisonous...
455
00:28:24,479 --> 00:28:27,814
Within a half hour or so...
456
00:28:27,883 --> 00:28:29,983
You'll know.
457
00:28:30,118 --> 00:28:34,053
And if I feel anything
ugly, we'll get rid of it.
458
00:28:34,056 --> 00:28:35,922
So let's go for a walk.
459
00:28:37,192 --> 00:28:39,125
We're going to go
check our snares...
460
00:28:40,728 --> 00:28:43,763
See if we can't find
another grouse or squirrel.
461
00:28:43,832 --> 00:28:48,434
Fish is my priority, but
everything else is a bonus
462
00:28:48,503 --> 00:28:50,537
That I'll welcome greatly.
463
00:28:54,276 --> 00:28:58,444
Got our mushrooms
simmering in the pot...
464
00:28:58,513 --> 00:29:01,982
One stuck under the gums.
465
00:29:01,984 --> 00:29:04,250
Let's go see what we can find.
466
00:30:14,756 --> 00:30:16,289
Okay.
467
00:30:55,230 --> 00:30:56,863
There we go.
468
00:31:12,780 --> 00:31:14,747
Let me make sure it's dead.
469
00:31:17,285 --> 00:31:18,618
There we go.
470
00:31:26,661 --> 00:31:30,830
So, after quite a display...
471
00:31:30,832 --> 00:31:33,033
We get two more grouse.
472
00:31:33,101 --> 00:31:36,436
there,
is that better?
473
00:31:36,504 --> 00:31:39,439
We got two more grouse.
Oh, got blood all over.
474
00:31:44,645 --> 00:31:46,312
We got two grouse,
475
00:31:46,314 --> 00:31:49,782
And we found that...
476
00:31:49,851 --> 00:31:51,651
The mushrooms,
477
00:31:51,653 --> 00:31:53,753
I'm pretty sure...
478
00:31:53,755 --> 00:31:55,054
Well, I was sure before,
479
00:31:55,057 --> 00:31:59,325
But now I'm even more
sure that they're fine,
480
00:31:59,394 --> 00:32:03,262
Which is going to make these
next couple pots of soup
481
00:32:03,398 --> 00:32:05,498
So much better.
482
00:32:05,500 --> 00:32:07,467
I couldn't be
happier about that.
483
00:32:13,742 --> 00:32:15,775
Thing of beauty.
484
00:32:15,777 --> 00:32:19,179
I am going to have a
full belly tonight.
485
00:32:19,181 --> 00:32:22,582
I am so looking
forward to that soup.
486
00:32:22,650 --> 00:32:25,651
This one doesn't
want to pluck easy.
487
00:32:25,720 --> 00:32:27,854
Now that I got that chunk
of lumber out of my arm
488
00:32:27,922 --> 00:32:31,958
And I'm not carrying that
around, we're feeling good.
489
00:32:31,960 --> 00:32:35,128
Every day we're one step closer.
490
00:32:35,196 --> 00:32:37,364
Energy's good.
491
00:32:37,366 --> 00:32:39,132
Things are going good.
492
00:32:40,335 --> 00:32:43,469
Hard to imagine...
493
00:32:43,471 --> 00:32:46,840
But my dad and my grandfather...
494
00:32:46,842 --> 00:32:50,142
Were teaching to
me these skills...
495
00:32:50,212 --> 00:32:52,745
Since I can remember.
496
00:32:52,881 --> 00:32:55,014
Dad's still around
to thank for it.
497
00:32:56,284 --> 00:33:00,853
Grandpa, well, like I
say, he's been and gone.
498
00:33:00,856 --> 00:33:02,188
But...
499
00:33:03,691 --> 00:33:08,027
I was a very fortunate,
fortunate person to...
500
00:33:11,699 --> 00:33:14,400
Get to enjoy as much
time with him as I did.
501
00:33:17,305 --> 00:33:20,173
I got to spend 35
years with him.
502
00:33:20,241 --> 00:33:22,642
December 10, 2006,
503
00:33:22,644 --> 00:33:26,146
My grandfather
shot his last deer
504
00:33:26,148 --> 00:33:28,615
With me and my dad.
505
00:33:28,683 --> 00:33:32,485
And on March 8,
2007, he was dead.
506
00:33:32,553 --> 00:33:35,655
He did what he did right
up until the day he died.
507
00:33:37,492 --> 00:33:40,794
Oh, that there's
roasting up nicely.
508
00:33:40,862 --> 00:33:45,798
And that is an inspiration
to me to do the same.
509
00:33:45,867 --> 00:33:47,900
That's one thing he taught me...
510
00:33:48,036 --> 00:33:50,936
Was you go until you
can't go anymore.
511
00:33:50,939 --> 00:33:53,873
That's what I'm going to do.
512
00:33:53,875 --> 00:33:56,142
I don't know how
everyone else is today,
513
00:33:56,144 --> 00:33:59,212
But I got lots in
me left... lots.
514
00:33:59,280 --> 00:34:01,481
We're not going nowhere.
515
00:34:01,549 --> 00:34:04,016
Enough talking. Jeez.
516
00:34:04,018 --> 00:34:06,519
It's all I've been doing
all day is talking.
517
00:34:22,471 --> 00:34:25,004
- Are you ready to
check the deadfall?
518
00:34:25,073 --> 00:34:27,273
Ten, nine, eight, seven,
519
00:34:27,342 --> 00:34:30,076
Six, five, four,
three, two, one.
520
00:34:32,347 --> 00:34:33,546
Yes!
521
00:34:33,548 --> 00:34:36,015
We have a mouse.
522
00:34:36,150 --> 00:34:38,417
I knew we had a mouse.
523
00:34:38,419 --> 00:34:41,554
I will set up that
deadfall again.
524
00:34:41,623 --> 00:34:43,923
You were fun...
525
00:34:43,925 --> 00:34:47,493
But now you are not.
526
00:34:47,496 --> 00:34:49,295
Dead mouse. Awesome.
527
00:34:49,297 --> 00:34:51,831
I will skin him,
preserve his pelt,
528
00:34:51,833 --> 00:34:54,100
And then part of me
wants to walk inland
529
00:34:54,236 --> 00:34:56,369
And get some more rock tripe.
530
00:34:56,437 --> 00:34:58,238
Very happy.
531
00:35:01,309 --> 00:35:03,810
I feel like I am a
good friend of death.
532
00:35:05,547 --> 00:35:09,381
When my mom contracted
cancer for the second time
533
00:35:09,451 --> 00:35:13,652
And she decided to
refuse chemo and radio,
534
00:35:13,655 --> 00:35:16,188
I didn't feel anything.
535
00:35:17,325 --> 00:35:19,993
Okay, skins really easily.
536
00:35:20,995 --> 00:35:22,695
I just...
537
00:35:22,764 --> 00:35:26,499
Bury myself in the
rest of my life.
538
00:35:26,501 --> 00:35:28,468
That's a thigh...
539
00:35:28,470 --> 00:35:32,071
The tiniest drumstick
I will ever eat.
540
00:35:32,140 --> 00:35:34,540
And, honestly,
541
00:35:34,676 --> 00:35:37,810
Being a model, you
spend your life...
542
00:35:37,879 --> 00:35:39,479
Or I did, anyway...
543
00:35:39,481 --> 00:35:42,348
Getting on planes by myself,
going to hotels by myself,
544
00:35:42,483 --> 00:35:43,882
Going to the studio.
545
00:35:43,952 --> 00:35:47,553
It was a very transient
life of travel
546
00:35:47,555 --> 00:35:51,156
And not really allowing yourself
547
00:35:51,226 --> 00:35:54,727
To become emotionally
involved in anybody else.
548
00:35:54,862 --> 00:35:56,462
Take that brain out.
549
00:35:58,466 --> 00:36:00,066
There we go.
550
00:36:00,201 --> 00:36:02,135
I never let people
get close to me.
551
00:36:02,137 --> 00:36:06,973
I could just appear,
work, and disappear.
552
00:36:08,442 --> 00:36:10,309
Take the mouse with me.
553
00:36:10,378 --> 00:36:14,714
So it was a buffer for any
pain that I was feeling.
554
00:36:14,716 --> 00:36:16,482
Okay.
555
00:36:19,854 --> 00:36:22,989
Every trauma that I've had in
my life, I put it in a box,
556
00:36:22,991 --> 00:36:24,923
And I put it in the
back of my head,
557
00:36:24,993 --> 00:36:26,192
And I forget about it.
558
00:36:27,828 --> 00:36:29,796
I just lock it away.
559
00:36:33,334 --> 00:36:36,101
I'm learning that this
experience right now
560
00:36:36,171 --> 00:36:38,237
Is making me open my boxes
561
00:36:38,239 --> 00:36:40,773
And set all of
those things free.
562
00:36:55,690 --> 00:36:57,457
I have four things
563
00:36:57,459 --> 00:37:00,426
Which a lot of people do
not have in this world.
564
00:37:01,962 --> 00:37:03,830
I have love.
565
00:37:03,898 --> 00:37:06,665
I have a home.
566
00:37:06,734 --> 00:37:08,000
I have choice.
567
00:37:08,002 --> 00:37:10,836
And I have freedom.
568
00:37:10,905 --> 00:37:13,873
I'm very lucky to have
those four things.
569
00:37:16,411 --> 00:37:19,112
I have...
570
00:37:19,180 --> 00:37:22,248
My lovely man...
571
00:37:22,250 --> 00:37:25,051
And felix and luca and ollie.
572
00:37:25,119 --> 00:37:26,619
I have a home,
573
00:37:26,621 --> 00:37:30,757
Which brian built and
has welcomed me into.
574
00:37:30,825 --> 00:37:33,959
I have freedom to
make the decisions
575
00:37:34,095 --> 00:37:36,562
And choices...
576
00:37:36,630 --> 00:37:39,565
To decide what to
do with my freedom.
577
00:37:47,742 --> 00:37:50,043
You never know...
578
00:37:50,045 --> 00:37:53,946
How long you have in this world.
579
00:37:56,251 --> 00:37:59,018
Every day is a gift.
580
00:38:00,788 --> 00:38:04,857
My mom passed from
cancer in her 60s.
581
00:38:08,095 --> 00:38:09,629
I'm 55.
582
00:38:12,167 --> 00:38:14,634
So I kind of feel...
583
00:38:14,702 --> 00:38:19,071
Every day is special
and precious...
584
00:38:19,073 --> 00:38:21,073
Because you just don't know.
585
00:38:37,292 --> 00:38:39,124
I had plans for today.
586
00:38:39,194 --> 00:38:40,526
They changed.
587
00:38:44,666 --> 00:38:46,366
That's okay.
588
00:38:46,368 --> 00:38:48,634
It's part of mel change.
589
00:38:48,636 --> 00:38:52,571
Normally, I would
have fought on...
590
00:38:53,808 --> 00:38:56,075
Made myself do things.
591
00:38:57,812 --> 00:39:01,347
Mm, now I'm just listening
to what I really want to do.
592
00:39:13,394 --> 00:39:15,961
So I'll take a walk
down to the beach.
593
00:39:23,037 --> 00:39:24,737
I've come around the corner,
594
00:39:24,806 --> 00:39:29,175
And seen this absolutely
beautiful sky.
595
00:39:29,177 --> 00:39:31,511
Saskatchewan seriously
knows how to do a sunset.
596
00:39:31,645 --> 00:39:32,645
That's for sure.
597
00:39:35,216 --> 00:39:38,550
I'm realizing that I
can be in the moment
598
00:39:38,552 --> 00:39:42,155
And really enjoy watching
the colors change
599
00:39:42,223 --> 00:39:44,990
From blue to red to orange.
600
00:39:45,059 --> 00:39:48,561
And I'm noticing so
many more details
601
00:39:48,629 --> 00:39:51,096
Instead of just
rushing over things
602
00:39:51,165 --> 00:39:53,432
Like I normally do when
it's to do with me.
603
00:39:53,501 --> 00:39:55,368
These feelings are so new.
604
00:39:55,436 --> 00:39:57,436
It's like being set free.
605
00:39:57,505 --> 00:40:01,340
It's like opening
the door to a cage,
606
00:40:01,342 --> 00:40:03,342
And I'm able to fly out.
607
00:40:43,918 --> 00:40:46,219
- Well, hunting may
be a bust today.
608
00:40:46,287 --> 00:40:49,722
I didn't see ,
nothing. It was just cold.
609
00:40:49,724 --> 00:40:54,393
So we're back to
the times I hate...
610
00:40:54,395 --> 00:40:56,328
Boring times.
611
00:40:57,799 --> 00:40:59,966
In the darkness, when
you're just sitting there
612
00:41:00,034 --> 00:41:01,634
Staring up at the ceiling,
613
00:41:01,702 --> 00:41:04,203
That's when everything
starts coming out.
614
00:41:05,873 --> 00:41:07,406
It's worms in your head.
615
00:41:07,474 --> 00:41:08,886
And they'll keep
eating away at you
616
00:41:08,910 --> 00:41:10,721
And eating away at you
till there's nothing left,
617
00:41:10,745 --> 00:41:12,244
And you'll break down...
618
00:41:14,349 --> 00:41:16,482
Because the deeper you
go into your own mind,
619
00:41:16,484 --> 00:41:18,684
The harder it is
to get back out.
620
00:41:18,686 --> 00:41:20,552
So, as soon as things
start getting bad,
621
00:41:20,622 --> 00:41:23,155
You have to be able to
turn to something else.
622
00:41:25,526 --> 00:41:27,593
Found a big nail.
623
00:41:27,662 --> 00:41:30,329
Thinking about...
624
00:41:30,397 --> 00:41:33,466
Forging a knife out
of it like biko did.
625
00:41:35,169 --> 00:41:38,004
That'll probably be that
knife's name... biko.
626
00:41:40,641 --> 00:41:44,010
So, yeah, let me
get a fire going...
627
00:41:44,012 --> 00:41:46,912
Before I get so far into
my head that I quit.
628
00:41:52,253 --> 00:41:54,419
I'm playing with
fire a little bit.
629
00:41:55,556 --> 00:41:57,857
I got a nail in there.
630
00:41:57,859 --> 00:42:00,559
It's probably hot enough
now I can straighten it.
631
00:42:02,964 --> 00:42:04,863
And it's got a big bend in it.
632
00:42:04,999 --> 00:42:06,431
You see?
633
00:42:08,336 --> 00:42:11,170
The rust is falling
off of it now.
634
00:42:19,680 --> 00:42:22,748
I learned all of these
skills from my stepfather.
635
00:42:24,351 --> 00:42:25,951
Trying to stretch it out,
636
00:42:26,020 --> 00:42:28,220
But I want to have a little
bit of a blade profile.
637
00:42:28,222 --> 00:42:31,557
So I don't want it
too thin on the spine.
638
00:42:33,827 --> 00:42:36,662
First knife I ever
had, he gave it to me,
639
00:42:36,664 --> 00:42:38,597
Told me how to sharpen them.
640
00:42:38,666 --> 00:42:40,799
Oh, yeah, that's
thinning it down.
641
00:42:40,868 --> 00:42:42,467
He was always there to show me.
642
00:42:42,537 --> 00:42:44,337
It surely is.
643
00:42:44,405 --> 00:42:46,906
And even though I
hated it at the time,
644
00:42:47,041 --> 00:42:49,241
If it wasn't for that,
I wouldn't be here.
645
00:42:49,310 --> 00:42:51,043
Need to go ahead and
warm up some water
646
00:42:51,045 --> 00:42:52,078
So I can quench it, too.
647
00:42:53,647 --> 00:42:56,148
A fire starts with a spark.
648
00:42:56,217 --> 00:42:58,618
He was the spark
that got me started.
649
00:43:07,961 --> 00:43:09,795
Any man can be a father.
650
00:43:09,864 --> 00:43:11,597
I didn't hear it crack.
651
00:43:11,666 --> 00:43:16,235
Took a lot for him to be a dad
to four kids that weren't his.
652
00:43:16,237 --> 00:43:21,107
So I think I owe a thank-you
to my stepfather, my dad.
653
00:43:23,677 --> 00:43:25,277
Check that out.
654
00:43:31,753 --> 00:43:33,285
That's so awesome.
655
00:43:35,189 --> 00:43:36,955
I'll put a handle
on that bad boy.
656
00:43:36,957 --> 00:43:39,659
That might be my new
little skinning knife.
657
00:43:43,898 --> 00:43:45,965
A hardened knife...
658
00:43:48,603 --> 00:43:50,636
In the alaskan bush.
659
00:43:53,574 --> 00:43:54,973
Or the alaskan...
660
00:43:55,109 --> 00:43:57,810
A hardened knife in
the canadian bush.
661
00:43:57,878 --> 00:43:59,678
might as
well be alaska.
662
00:43:59,747 --> 00:44:02,014
It's cold as.
663
00:44:06,987 --> 00:44:09,822
So I got a piece
of wood right here.
664
00:44:09,824 --> 00:44:12,725
I'm going to whittle
this thing down to size.
665
00:44:14,061 --> 00:44:17,129
Right now I'm just kind
of roughing it out,
666
00:44:17,197 --> 00:44:19,064
Like I do everything else.
667
00:44:21,035 --> 00:44:24,202
As a child, it was hard
times and all that stuff,
668
00:44:24,272 --> 00:44:26,705
But I was taught
these skill sets.
669
00:44:26,707 --> 00:44:31,476
Even though they were basic,
that's what led me to here.
670
00:44:31,546 --> 00:44:34,647
So that's one side
all hollowed out.
671
00:44:34,649 --> 00:44:38,483
The knife will sit in
there just like this.
672
00:44:38,553 --> 00:44:40,553
Now I got to work
on the other side...
673
00:44:41,822 --> 00:44:43,489
Whole nother piece.
674
00:44:44,959 --> 00:44:46,737
And it's that type of
generational knowledge
675
00:44:46,761 --> 00:44:50,596
That isn't passed down
from father to son,
676
00:44:50,598 --> 00:44:52,364
Mother to daughter anymore.
677
00:44:52,433 --> 00:44:55,501
Most of what people
learn comes off of video,
678
00:44:55,503 --> 00:44:58,771
And it's a lot harder to
retain that knowledge.
679
00:44:58,839 --> 00:45:00,639
Teaching your children,
680
00:45:00,707 --> 00:45:02,908
Taking them outside,
showing them,
681
00:45:02,977 --> 00:45:05,977
That's what's going
to make them remember.
682
00:45:05,980 --> 00:45:08,581
I'm going to wrap
the sheath now.
683
00:45:08,583 --> 00:45:10,382
And as a child,
684
00:45:10,518 --> 00:45:14,053
You're so much more open
to learn these things.
685
00:45:14,055 --> 00:45:16,188
So, if you can start
at an early age,
686
00:45:16,190 --> 00:45:18,590
Then they're going to retain
that knowledge a lot more
687
00:45:18,659 --> 00:45:21,860
And maybe even find a
love for it, like I did.
688
00:45:25,333 --> 00:45:26,932
There it is, folks...
689
00:45:28,536 --> 00:45:30,269
My new bush knife.
690
00:45:33,473 --> 00:45:36,074
Check that out.
691
00:45:36,143 --> 00:45:38,110
Watch this. This
is the cool part.
692
00:45:43,618 --> 00:45:45,818
That's the best
part right there.
693
00:46:13,915 --> 00:46:16,749
- I can see my lips
are all chapped again.
694
00:46:20,554 --> 00:46:24,189
I have a list of things
I'd like to do today,
695
00:46:24,191 --> 00:46:26,158
But I'm not sure how
I'm going to do them
696
00:46:26,160 --> 00:46:28,126
Or when I'm going to do them.
697
00:46:28,195 --> 00:46:32,598
I just have to go with the flow
698
00:46:32,666 --> 00:46:35,834
And do what takes my fancy.
699
00:46:35,836 --> 00:46:38,737
So, yeah, I'm definitely
learning to slow down here.
700
00:46:38,806 --> 00:46:42,975
definitely learning
to just take it easy...
701
00:46:44,745 --> 00:46:46,645
And just...
702
00:46:48,282 --> 00:46:52,851
Take it hour by hour
almost, which is amazing.
703
00:46:52,920 --> 00:46:54,820
All right.
704
00:46:56,657 --> 00:46:58,791
I'm going to see if
I can go fishing now.
705
00:47:01,662 --> 00:47:04,930
I've been hoarding my
mushrooms, berries, plants,
706
00:47:04,932 --> 00:47:09,668
But I really want to bring
fish in and add it to my diet.
707
00:47:09,670 --> 00:47:12,838
Those fats, those
oils, and the variation
708
00:47:12,840 --> 00:47:15,040
Are something that I'm
going to want to have,
709
00:47:15,042 --> 00:47:17,843
And they're going to make
me feel good moving forward.
710
00:47:21,982 --> 00:47:24,083
Nice and quiet.
711
00:47:46,307 --> 00:47:48,407
It is absolutely frustrating
712
00:47:48,475 --> 00:47:51,677
That I am unable so
far to catch fish.
713
00:47:55,916 --> 00:47:57,816
It's partly because of my ego,
714
00:47:57,818 --> 00:47:59,784
Because I know what
I'm capable of,
715
00:47:59,854 --> 00:48:03,621
But the only thing I can
do is to just keep trying.
716
00:48:04,625 --> 00:48:05,925
I just wish I was home.
717
00:48:05,927 --> 00:48:08,493
I'd be catching fish
left, right, and center.
718
00:48:08,629 --> 00:48:10,362
It's really tough
to do that, though,
719
00:48:10,431 --> 00:48:13,765
Because I put that
hook in the water,
720
00:48:13,834 --> 00:48:15,033
I don't catch a fish,
721
00:48:15,102 --> 00:48:17,603
And it can affect
the rest of my day.
722
00:48:19,840 --> 00:48:21,240
Try over here.
723
00:48:25,312 --> 00:48:28,680
It makes me wonder what
the I'm doing here.
724
00:48:41,562 --> 00:48:43,428
Brian, I'm thinking of you.
725
00:48:46,200 --> 00:48:49,100
There are times
when I feel amazing,
726
00:48:49,170 --> 00:48:51,636
Like I'm completely at one here.
727
00:48:51,705 --> 00:48:53,104
Nothing.
728
00:48:54,842 --> 00:48:58,711
And then there are times
where I just miss my human.
729
00:49:00,280 --> 00:49:03,482
this for me
was never about the money...
730
00:49:03,550 --> 00:49:07,085
Just a learning experience.
731
00:49:07,154 --> 00:49:08,954
And I'm wondering,
732
00:49:08,956 --> 00:49:11,890
How much more learning can I do?
733
00:49:20,000 --> 00:49:22,801
- How much more
learning can I do?
734
00:49:24,472 --> 00:49:27,006
You know, I can now
stand and watch a sunset.
735
00:49:27,008 --> 00:49:31,577
I can now not have to do
a schedule and work by it.
736
00:49:31,579 --> 00:49:33,779
I don't miss having a list.
737
00:49:35,749 --> 00:49:38,450
But you can be...
738
00:49:40,720 --> 00:49:41,920
All of those things.
739
00:49:41,989 --> 00:49:43,555
You can be a better person.
740
00:49:43,557 --> 00:49:46,491
You can have an amazing
experience here.
741
00:49:46,560 --> 00:49:49,027
But if you don't have...
742
00:49:50,831 --> 00:49:52,797
The person...
743
00:49:52,867 --> 00:49:55,801
I have a person who
I love back home.
744
00:49:55,869 --> 00:49:58,804
And it's like, as much
as this is amazing...
745
00:50:02,176 --> 00:50:05,210
I don't want to spend
another day away from him,
746
00:50:05,212 --> 00:50:09,314
Because I don't know
how long I have left.
747
00:50:09,383 --> 00:50:11,649
So I'm tapping out.
748
00:50:11,651 --> 00:50:13,719
I'm going to tap out.
749
00:50:13,787 --> 00:50:15,821
And I want to go home to him,
750
00:50:15,889 --> 00:50:19,057
And I want to spend my
time with him and...
751
00:50:21,027 --> 00:50:23,361
And tell him I love him
752
00:50:23,363 --> 00:50:25,297
And not miss another day.
753
00:50:25,365 --> 00:50:27,366
I don't want to
miss another day.
754
00:50:27,434 --> 00:50:28,700
No more.
755
00:50:28,769 --> 00:50:31,937
This is an amazing,
incredible experience.
756
00:50:33,907 --> 00:50:36,241
But...
757
00:50:36,309 --> 00:50:38,710
I want to...
758
00:50:38,778 --> 00:50:43,115
I want to go home and be
with my human, my brian.
759
00:50:46,987 --> 00:50:50,489
I had no idea that
being by myself
760
00:50:50,557 --> 00:50:52,224
Would have such an effect on me.
761
00:50:52,226 --> 00:50:55,327
I had no idea that it
would affect me so deeply.
762
00:50:58,165 --> 00:51:01,433
It was a complete surprise,
but it's a good one.
763
00:51:04,972 --> 00:51:07,573
Hello. It's melanie
sawyer here.
764
00:51:11,378 --> 00:51:13,878
Yeah, I'm officially
tapping out.
765
00:51:17,117 --> 00:51:18,550
Thank you.
766
00:51:19,653 --> 00:51:21,119
Thank you.
767
00:51:42,842 --> 00:51:45,043
Time to go home.
768
00:51:59,859 --> 00:52:01,260
I've been here six weeks.
769
00:52:01,262 --> 00:52:04,729
I've had an amazing,
amazing time.
770
00:52:04,798 --> 00:52:07,465
I know that I could
last for a long time,
771
00:52:07,534 --> 00:52:09,668
But I feel empty.
772
00:52:09,670 --> 00:52:12,738
And I'm not...
773
00:52:12,740 --> 00:52:15,907
I'm not going to
waste precious time
774
00:52:15,976 --> 00:52:18,944
Doing something that doesn't
make me happy anymore.
775
00:52:19,012 --> 00:52:21,413
Sometimes when we are
too busy in our minds,
776
00:52:21,415 --> 00:52:23,281
We become ill in our bodies.
777
00:52:23,350 --> 00:52:24,949
So I have to slow down.
778
00:52:25,019 --> 00:52:27,486
And that's what I'm going to do.
779
00:52:27,554 --> 00:52:31,023
And that's a good thing.
780
00:52:38,499 --> 00:52:43,168
I'm tapping out because
every day is precious.
781
00:52:43,236 --> 00:52:46,505
I want to spend that time
782
00:52:46,507 --> 00:52:48,306
Making memories with the people
783
00:52:48,375 --> 00:52:50,142
Who are the most
important to me.
784
00:52:51,845 --> 00:52:53,912
Compartmentalization
785
00:52:54,047 --> 00:52:57,782
Is an incredible defense system.
786
00:52:57,851 --> 00:53:00,786
Pain or worry...
787
00:53:00,788 --> 00:53:04,056
You can lock them away
788
00:53:04,124 --> 00:53:06,458
And forget about them.
789
00:53:08,061 --> 00:53:10,395
And I would have
been perfectly fine,
790
00:53:10,463 --> 00:53:15,066
But I wouldn't have been
the person I am today.
791
00:53:15,135 --> 00:53:17,402
And that's incredibly
empowering.
792
00:53:20,473 --> 00:53:25,310
I realized that I'm
capable of teaching myself
793
00:53:25,312 --> 00:53:29,881
And learning and verbalizing
what it is I want,
794
00:53:29,950 --> 00:53:32,184
Creating my own future.
795
00:53:33,153 --> 00:53:34,986
History is important,
796
00:53:34,988 --> 00:53:39,191
But I'm also really excited
to begin the rest of my life
797
00:53:39,193 --> 00:53:42,394
And the new adventures
with the new mel
798
00:53:42,462 --> 00:53:44,363
That await me.
799
00:53:44,365 --> 00:53:46,965
So my living history
800
00:53:47,033 --> 00:53:49,834
Is closure of the past
801
00:53:49,903 --> 00:53:53,472
And creation of the future.
802
00:54:16,196 --> 00:54:19,731
- Exactly 52 years
ago, I was born.
803
00:54:19,800 --> 00:54:21,867
it's
my birthday today.
804
00:54:22,001 --> 00:54:24,936
Yay. Happy birthday to me.
805
00:54:24,938 --> 00:54:29,207
The weather is gray,
cold, and windy.
806
00:54:29,275 --> 00:54:32,377
It's not a fishing day today
again, which bums me out,
807
00:54:32,446 --> 00:54:34,046
Because I really enjoy fishing,
808
00:54:34,114 --> 00:54:37,883
And the only way to get
further in this game right now
809
00:54:37,951 --> 00:54:40,318
Is catch more fish.
810
00:54:40,320 --> 00:54:43,121
So plan for today...
811
00:54:43,190 --> 00:54:46,758
Get the bear bag, make a fire,
eat some fish, drink some tea,
812
00:54:46,826 --> 00:54:49,027
And enjoy my birthday.
813
00:54:50,330 --> 00:54:52,997
My triple-layer birthday cake.
814
00:54:52,999 --> 00:54:55,633
Happy birthday to me.
815
00:54:55,702 --> 00:54:57,502
The candle's still
kind of going.
816
00:54:57,504 --> 00:54:58,637
Make a wish.
817
00:55:01,775 --> 00:55:03,475
Happy birthday.
818
00:55:06,246 --> 00:55:08,347
In you go, birthday cake.
819
00:55:10,150 --> 00:55:12,650
That's a lot of
fish. I'm excited.
820
00:55:12,719 --> 00:55:15,253
Still frozen a little bit.
821
00:55:15,255 --> 00:55:16,488
I'm treating myself.
822
00:55:16,556 --> 00:55:18,156
I'm having an extra half a fish
823
00:55:18,158 --> 00:55:20,191
Because I'm worried
I'm not eating enough,
824
00:55:20,193 --> 00:55:22,127
'cause when I've been
bending over today,
825
00:55:22,129 --> 00:55:23,795
I'm getting, like, a head rush.
826
00:55:23,864 --> 00:55:25,396
I'm like, what?
827
00:55:25,466 --> 00:55:28,065
I just feel really weak.
828
00:55:28,067 --> 00:55:31,803
I worry I'm not sustaining
myself with half a fish a day.
829
00:55:31,872 --> 00:55:35,173
But the good thing is, I
have a lot of fish stored.
830
00:55:35,175 --> 00:55:37,876
Hopefully that fish will
give me some energy.
831
00:55:39,312 --> 00:55:41,245
Thinking about my wife today.
832
00:55:41,247 --> 00:55:43,882
I feel bad for her because...
833
00:55:43,950 --> 00:55:46,451
She'll be thinking about
me and feel bad for me.
834
00:55:46,519 --> 00:55:48,386
She'll be like, oh!
835
00:55:50,056 --> 00:55:52,457
But it's fine.
836
00:55:52,459 --> 00:55:54,192
I don't want her to worry.
837
00:55:55,496 --> 00:55:58,864
It's just a birthday, and
I'll remember this one.
838
00:55:58,866 --> 00:56:01,199
A lot of your birthdays
you don't remember.
839
00:56:01,268 --> 00:56:04,503
I'll definitely remember
my 52nd birthday.
840
00:56:05,739 --> 00:56:07,973
As the game wears
on like it is now,
841
00:56:08,041 --> 00:56:09,707
I can just feel
that the mental game
842
00:56:09,776 --> 00:56:11,876
Is starting to play
on me a little bit.
843
00:56:13,747 --> 00:56:17,449
I miss my family dearly,
and I miss my kids.
844
00:56:18,885 --> 00:56:22,354
Whoever's left is
probably feeling this way.
845
00:56:22,422 --> 00:56:25,624
But they're thinking
the same thing I am.
846
00:56:25,626 --> 00:56:27,258
You got to battle through it.
847
00:56:28,495 --> 00:56:30,862
Keep pushing, keep grinding,
848
00:56:30,864 --> 00:56:32,898
Stay busy, stay focused,
849
00:56:32,966 --> 00:56:34,832
Think positive thoughts.
850
00:56:34,902 --> 00:56:38,403
You're just feeling slight
uncomfortable feelings
851
00:56:38,471 --> 00:56:42,374
Because you miss the comforts
of home and your family.
852
00:56:42,442 --> 00:56:44,909
So here we go. Let's push.
853
00:56:46,646 --> 00:56:48,613
You are coming with me...
854
00:56:50,050 --> 00:56:51,917
Right onto my lid.
855
00:56:51,919 --> 00:56:53,585
Man, that's a big piece of fish,
856
00:56:53,720 --> 00:56:55,152
And there's three of these.
857
00:56:55,222 --> 00:56:57,022
Heck, yeah.
858
00:56:57,024 --> 00:56:58,990
Part of my strategy,
I think, is,
859
00:56:59,058 --> 00:57:00,959
If I can spend half
the day in the shelter,
860
00:57:01,027 --> 00:57:02,794
Then just half the day outside,
861
00:57:02,796 --> 00:57:04,595
Days are going to go by faster,
862
00:57:04,665 --> 00:57:06,264
And I'm preserving
a lot of calories.
863
00:57:07,834 --> 00:57:09,000
Unbelievable.
864
00:57:09,069 --> 00:57:10,702
Just to stay in the game longer
865
00:57:10,837 --> 00:57:12,904
And allow my body to
use less calories,
866
00:57:12,973 --> 00:57:14,439
I think, is a good idea.
867
00:57:15,775 --> 00:57:17,242
Hmm.
868
00:57:19,312 --> 00:57:22,513
That was a big meal.
869
00:57:22,583 --> 00:57:25,984
Feeling really
full. That's good.
870
00:57:26,119 --> 00:57:28,920
That is great, my friend.
871
00:57:30,390 --> 00:57:32,824
But I think we should
check the gill net.
872
00:57:40,967 --> 00:57:42,100
Oh, wow.
873
00:57:42,235 --> 00:57:44,469
I might have something
in my gill net.
874
00:57:44,471 --> 00:57:46,938
I can't really tell, but...
875
00:57:46,940 --> 00:57:49,874
It kind of looks that way.
876
00:57:49,943 --> 00:57:51,475
Hold on a sec.
877
00:57:55,916 --> 00:57:57,816
It looks big.
878
00:57:57,884 --> 00:57:59,751
Or it's just a tangle of my net.
879
00:57:59,819 --> 00:58:01,453
I don't know.
880
00:58:01,455 --> 00:58:03,688
But whatever it is...
881
00:58:03,757 --> 00:58:05,557
I'm going to check it out.
882
00:58:06,927 --> 00:58:09,561
I just hope it's...
883
00:58:09,629 --> 00:58:11,363
What I think it is.
884
00:58:15,769 --> 00:58:17,502
What the hell?
885
00:58:26,112 --> 00:58:27,779
- What the hell?
886
00:58:27,914 --> 00:58:29,914
I might have something
in my gill net.
887
00:58:31,118 --> 00:58:32,450
Whoa.
888
00:58:32,452 --> 00:58:34,452
I got to be careful here.
889
00:58:34,454 --> 00:58:36,454
I hope he doesn't come out.
890
00:58:38,524 --> 00:58:40,992
I might get wet,
but I don't care.
891
00:58:52,873 --> 00:58:54,739
I can't believe it!
892
00:58:57,277 --> 00:58:58,943
Oh, my god.
893
00:59:00,213 --> 00:59:03,081
Look at that! I got a
fish in my gill net!
894
00:59:05,151 --> 00:59:06,951
Wow!
895
00:59:06,953 --> 00:59:08,320
Whoo!
896
00:59:12,825 --> 00:59:15,426
What?
897
00:59:15,495 --> 00:59:19,097
A fish in my gill net?
898
00:59:19,165 --> 00:59:20,966
I can't believe it.
899
00:59:22,436 --> 00:59:23,835
Wow.
900
00:59:23,903 --> 00:59:26,671
Did he ever tangle
it up, though.
901
00:59:28,475 --> 00:59:30,541
Can you believe
that?
902
00:59:30,610 --> 00:59:32,443
It worked!
903
00:59:32,512 --> 00:59:34,379
He's huge!
904
00:59:34,381 --> 00:59:36,915
He's got to be five, six pounds.
905
00:59:36,917 --> 00:59:39,451
Maybe that's my biggest fish.
906
00:59:42,522 --> 00:59:44,255
wow.
907
00:59:44,257 --> 00:59:45,523
I can't believe it.
908
00:59:45,592 --> 00:59:47,859
I'm sorry, mr. Fishy.
Thank you for your life.
909
00:59:49,062 --> 00:59:50,795
He's big.
910
00:59:57,203 --> 00:59:59,470
Look at all the
meat on that thing.
911
01:00:01,007 --> 01:00:03,140
Oh, my gosh.
912
01:00:03,210 --> 01:00:06,144
I was wondering why my gill
net wasn't catching anything.
913
01:00:12,686 --> 01:00:15,353
On my birthday.
914
01:00:15,355 --> 01:00:19,023
Oh, I get this great
big fish, whitefish.
915
01:00:19,025 --> 01:00:21,158
Whatever it is, it's
going in the pot.
916
01:00:21,228 --> 01:00:22,961
It's going to be good.
917
01:00:24,698 --> 01:00:25,997
Whoo!
918
01:00:26,065 --> 01:00:29,367
Birthday gill-net fish...
I can't believe it.
919
01:00:31,271 --> 01:00:34,638
It's the biggest
fish yet by far.
920
01:00:34,708 --> 01:00:38,043
It's a beast.
It's a leviathan.
921
01:00:38,111 --> 01:00:40,178
It's moby dick.
922
01:00:40,180 --> 01:00:43,381
The scales on that guy...
Man, they're like armor.
923
01:00:43,383 --> 01:00:45,616
Holy cow.
924
01:00:45,619 --> 01:00:48,186
It feels good getting
your own food,
925
01:00:48,254 --> 01:00:50,788
Even though it's just fish.
926
01:00:50,857 --> 01:00:54,726
I'd never set a gill net
before, and it worked.
927
01:00:54,794 --> 01:00:59,530
It was nice that a trap
that I set actually worked.
928
01:00:59,599 --> 01:01:01,432
It gives me hope that
once I get it untangled,
929
01:01:01,434 --> 01:01:03,234
I can maybe get
another one in there.
930
01:01:04,337 --> 01:01:06,737
Beautiful, thick white meat.
931
01:01:06,873 --> 01:01:08,740
I feel so happy right now.
932
01:01:08,742 --> 01:01:11,810
I needed it. I needed
a shot of happiness.
933
01:01:13,212 --> 01:01:14,712
What a birthday present.
934
01:01:14,714 --> 01:01:18,149
Somebody gave me a fish in
my gill net for my birthday.
935
01:01:18,151 --> 01:01:20,885
Thank you, whoever that was.
936
01:01:20,954 --> 01:01:25,156
Each fish is two days
closer to winning this game.
937
01:01:25,224 --> 01:01:26,758
I got food.
938
01:01:26,826 --> 01:01:29,427
Just got to make sure my
head stays in the game.
939
01:01:30,630 --> 01:01:32,563
Beautiful meat.
940
01:01:32,632 --> 01:01:34,632
Looks beautiful.
941
01:01:38,838 --> 01:01:40,871
We'll give those a rinse.
942
01:01:53,553 --> 01:01:55,620
all right.
943
01:01:55,622 --> 01:01:59,023
So, in celebration
of my birthday...
944
01:02:00,726 --> 01:02:02,459
There's a small
fireworks display
945
01:02:02,529 --> 01:02:05,997
That's going to
happen right now.
946
01:02:05,999 --> 01:02:08,867
Now, just to be clear...
947
01:02:09,001 --> 01:02:12,871
There is also bears
in the area, right?
948
01:02:13,005 --> 01:02:15,072
And I got a lot of
fish at my shelter,
949
01:02:15,141 --> 01:02:19,210
So I don't want to
take any chances, okay?
950
01:02:19,278 --> 01:02:22,881
Fireworks display starts now.
951
01:02:35,795 --> 01:02:38,763
Happy birthday to me!
952
01:02:41,634 --> 01:02:42,900
Whoo!
953
01:02:42,969 --> 01:02:44,936
Happy birthday!
954
01:02:51,044 --> 01:02:52,676
- Something got in
my shelter today,
955
01:02:52,746 --> 01:02:55,914
And all of my
rats have been taken.
956
01:02:55,916 --> 01:02:58,583
I can't even leave my shelter
for fear of getting robbed.
957
01:02:59,652 --> 01:03:01,252
- Oh, my god.
958
01:03:01,254 --> 01:03:03,854
He's got these white
growths all over his guts,
959
01:03:03,857 --> 01:03:06,190
And his whole liver
was covered in it, too.
960
01:03:06,259 --> 01:03:07,859
I can't lose this fish.
961
01:03:07,861 --> 01:03:10,194
I'm just hoping I
don't get sick from it.
962
01:03:10,263 --> 01:03:11,462
Holy.
963
01:03:11,464 --> 01:03:13,865
Got a bit of a fire
going on right there.
964
01:03:13,867 --> 01:03:16,133
Oh, man..
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