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[A Lifetime Love]

[Episode 30]

This Sheng Lun...

What's going on?

What exactly does Sheng Lun want to do?

Second Brother, did you hear that Sheng Lun has returned to Five Gods Mountain?

With my estimations, he should be at the foot of the mountain by now.

- Second Brother, what should we do?
- It's nothing serious.

We must keep calm.

It's easy for you to say.

It goes without saying that he wouldn't do anything even if he returned.

Are you worried he'll tattle on us about what we did in the Spring of Yu?

I don't think he would.

He currently has many other things he has to worry about.

You're so anxious like this,

how can you do great things in the future?

How ridiculous it really is! You just don't understand Sheng Lun.

Even if he returns to Five Gods Mountain, in no way would he tell Royal Father

about what we did in the Spring of Yu.

You also know that right now, the Princess Consort is still ill in bed.

If he tells Royal Father what happened in the Spring of Yu,

then he would really be putting himself in a difficult situation.

He isn't that foolish to create such trouble for himself.

However, in the Spring of Yu, we almost...

took his life.

Second Brother, you also know

that Royal Father greatly despises fighting among us brothers.

Do you think he's just like you?

Stop thinking that you're clever.

We defeated him in the Spring of Yu.

With his proud, aloof personality, why would Sheng Lun expose his own failure?

I think he absolutely wouldn't.

Otherwise, why would he hide it

and have Royal Father believe that nothing happened?

That's what he's truly thinking of.

As for our matters,

I think he simply doesn't even have the time to consider it.

According to what Second Brother are saying, right now,

could it be our best chance.

Second Brother, if it's true that Sheng Lun is preoccupied,

shouldn't we take action?

Our previous sneak attacks on Sheng Lun have all failed.

This time, we mustn't act rashly.

In short, looking at the current situation,

it's impossible for us to kill him in the palace.

Then what should we do?

You still don't know how to use your brain.

Not every single thing needs to be done by our hands.

Doesn't Sheng Lun want to trivialize what happened in the Spring of Yu?

The more he wants to hide it,

the more we have to bring it out to the open.

Wait till then, I'll go to see Royal Father

to disclose the reason why the Princess Consort became like this

is all because of Sheng Lun.

I'll blame him for being cruel, unjust, disloyal, and unfilial.

You should know that Royal Father regards those values as very important.

Even if he is in Royal Father's good graces, as long as he loses power,

then our good days will come soon.

Second Brother, you really

do know Sheng Lun inside out.

All right. I'll go to keep an eye on Sheng Lun on the mountain and you can go to see Royal Father.

I pay my respects to Royal Father.

You may be at ease! If you have something to say, then speak.

I have an urgent matter to report to Royal Father.

- What matter is so important?
- It's about Xuan Yang's Ruo.

Her illness is because of Sheng Lun.

Does Royal Father know about it?

I thought you had something to say.

- It turns out you are here to speak bad about Sheng Lun again.
- I really came here for our Ling Yun.

That's why I came looking ro you, Royal Father.

What Sheng Lun has done out there has disgraced Ling Yun's reputation.

- I ask Royal Father to make a fair judgment.
- That's enough!

Di Yin, when can you stop being so narrow-minded?

You always talk bad about your Royal Brother behind his back!

How could your vile actions be worthy of being Ling Yun's Prince?

Royal Father, please ease your anger! It's Sheng Lun who took things too far this time

so that I dare be so bold to report to you

Sheng Lun took Xuan Yang's Ruo deep into the Spring of Yu.

However, during the time of danger, he abandoned her.

That's how the Princess Consort was severely injured and fell gravely ill.

Royal Father, for our Ling Yun, I request to strictly investigate Sheng Lun.

Presumptuous! It isn't your decision to make.

- Royal Father—
- Leave now!

[Willingly Taking On Great Responsibility]

Eldest Prince, you've finally returned!

What happened when I wasn't here?

Second and Third Prince have come several times

and made a big deal wanting to see Eldest Princess Consort.

I think if you didn't return soon,

they would go and create trouble for you in front of His Majesty again.

No problem at all! I'll go to see Royal Father now.

Royal Father.

Sheng Lun, I haven't seen you for quite some time.

What have you been doing?

Royal Father, these past few days, Ruo'er wasn't feeling well.

She wanted to stay a few days at Xuan Yang Mountain.

So I accompanied Ruo'er back for her to recuperate.

- Already returned to Xuan Yang Mountain?
- Yes.

Royal Father, please forgive me for not notifying you beforehand.

It's all right.

Since Ruo'er returned to Xuan Yang Mountain,

- that means she is almost fully recovered.
- Yes.

She can come to pay respect to your Royal Mother and me.

She's much better now.

That's good.

I can rest assured then.

Sheng Lun,

you and Ruo'er have been married for over three years,

yet you still don't have any children.

I'm thinking that after Ruo'er recovers from her illness,

you should have a child with her.

It's time for you to have a son now.

Don't forget!

that you are my eldest son.

I understand.

Royal Father, please don't worry.

What's on your mind?

Let me tell you a story about your Fourth Brother, all right?

If you don't say anything, I'll take it that you agree.

I first met Zhi Ruo when he went to She He to take up a new post.

Back then, my clan elders told me a prince of Xuan Yang was coming.

They told me not to stir up trouble.

I was unwilling to listen.

Our She He Clan are used to living freely.

Why should we be bound by others?

So I disguised myself and went to meet him.

On the way back, I gave him a very difficult time,

but he never got angry.

Instead, I was slowly moved

by his broad-mindedness and presence.

I've never seen him get angry in all these years I've been with him.

The first time he got angry was because of you.

Later on, when he thought you died in the Spring of Yu,

he put a lot of blame on Eldest Brother.

He blamed himself even more for not protecting you well.

Don't fall for their lies.

They're all in this together.

- They're the ones to harm you.
- Let's go!

They all are responsible.

In the end, you returned.

Our whole family feel so happy.

A'Mo,

perhaps to you, it's like waking up from a deep slumber,

but for your Eldest and Fourth Brothers, it was a painful three years.

As human, we all have feelings.

Even if you've forgotten the past,

I believe you can feel your Fourth Brother's pain.

I haven't seen him truly smile for the past three years.

Please don't make things difficult for him, will you?

His pain? His three years?

So what?

Compared to your pain, and to what you went through in the past three years...

Yi Li. A'Mo.

- it's nothing.
- What are you talking about?

- Are you saying bad things about me?
- We were indeed talking bad things about you.

A'Mo, someone has sent us some fish just now.

Let's have fish tonight, won't we?

From now on, you'll have to rely

on yourself in the face of any danger like in the past.

Don't be afraid!

Open your mouth and say it.

You must live on.

Let them trust you.

Say it!

Let them trust you.

Ice mulberries.

What?

What did you say?

Ice mulberries.

- I want to eat ice mulberries.
- All right!

Eldest Brother! Mother! Quickly come.

Our Little Sister said she wants to eat ice mulberries!

- What did she say?
- What?

Little Sister, say it again.

What do you want to eat?

- Ice mulberries.
- Ice mulberries, is it?

That's easy! I'll make it snow, so you can have as much as you want.

- How about that?
- Let's go to pick some.

- Come!
- Let's go.

-Let's go!
- Eldest Brother, let's go together.

- Let's go.
- Come, A'Mo!

Take it easy!

You've come.

It's so late, why aren't you resting in Sunrise Hall?

I'm here to tell you

that A'Mo's illness is getting better.

Really?

A'Mo is feeling better?

She's able to speak and even wanted to eat ice mulberries.

It's just that she still can't recognize anyone.

Talking is a good sign.

There will be a day she will fully recover.

Liao Ruo, do you still blame me?

Blame you for what?

Do you blame me for sending A'Mo to the Spring of Yu?

I do.

But I understand you.

As a king, there are some matters

you have to go through against your will.

Fortunately, A'Mo is getting better.

Otherwise, no matter how good a reason you had,

I would still hate you for the rest of our lives.

Hearing you said that, I can rest assured.

I told you not to drink so much as your injuries aren't healed yet.

Why are you drinking so much again?

These injuries are nothing.

Stop drinking!

I have to apologize for implicating Hao Xu.

Hao Xu made his own choice.

I support and trust him.

But how about you?

Have your cultivation base

and spiritual powers been damaged?

No.

Your Xuan Mu's secret technique is really outstanding.

My spiritual powers weren't hurt at all.

But it will take a few more days for my physical injuries to heal.

You are missing A'Mo, aren't you?

How could I not?

I wonder, how is A'Mo doing?

She has her family looking after her.

She'll definitely be fine. Don't worry too much!

I know you really want to go to see her.

But could you stay in Xuan Mu for some time?

You should stop worrying.

I'm not a person who doesn't repay favors I receive.

Also,

I hope you can do me another favor.

Go ahead!

Can you stop drinking?

Tong Zheng was so scared of you that he dares not come out from his closed-door cultivation.

That wretched Tong Zheng!

It's best if he never comes out.

Otherwise, I'll never let him off.

I was hoping you can let your grudges with him go.

Impossible.

Xuan Mu needs you, but also him.

If you kill him now, Xuan Mu will fall into internal chaos,

and it'll soon be the end of our clan.

Yes, he's guilty of a crime that even death can't atone for.

However, he's also a talented leader who is hard to come by.

However, he killed A'Mo.

Hasn't A'Mo returned?

No matter what, he shouldn't take full responsibility for everything back then.

Forget it.

Since A'Mo is alive and you are asking for mercy for his behalf,

I can not to kill him.

However, you must make sure he never appears in front of me again.

Otherwise, if I can't control my rage,

you'll also find yourself in an awkward situation.

Don't worry!

There are many people who want to kill him.

He'll certainly restrain himself when he comes out this time.

- Stop drinking!
- Just a little, a little.

There won't be any problem.

Mo'er, hurry and try this.

You kept begging to have some in the past.

Say something. Go ahead!

Say something more.

Let them pity you and drop their guard.

It's a little salty.

It isn't as good as the one during Eldest Brother's birthday.

A'Mo, have your memories returned?

I remember some, but not all.

It's all right.

Do you remember Ling Yun's Sheng Lun?

Ling Yun?

I don't remember.

Why does she only remember some things and not others?

It's fine if she can't remember.

I only want A'Mo to live well.

Nothing else matters.

Mother is right.

Here!

A'Mo's life could be saved.

That is all thanks to Chi Yun's help.

When I saw Chi Yun that day,

he really was worried about A'Mo.

Now that A'Mo has improved,

should I notify him?

A'Mo has awoken.

She's recovering very well.

There are some things she couldn't remember at first.

She's slowly starting to remember now.

She'll be fully recovered soon.

That's great!

A'Mo is finally getting better.

Normally, you always pull a long face.

Why are you so happy today?

I have heard some news from Xuan Yang.

- A'Mo is fine now.
- Really?

That's great.

I'm also friends with A'Mo.

I'm happy for you.

You look much better as well.

I'm completely fine now.

It's just that staying day in day out in this awful place,

I'm so annoyed to death.

That's right! Since A'Mo is fine,

you should hurry to Xuan Yang Mountain to see her.

I've promised Yun Sang to not leave Violet Peak

before you fully recover.

"Before I fully recover!" Why is that?

I'm not a child anymore, so I don't need you to look after me.

Besides, I have so many maids and guards here.

Do I still need you to look after me?

- But—
- That's enough! I know you want to go.

You're only staying here because of my sister.

I can explain it to her when she returns.

Besides, Freedom can fly very quickly.

It won't take too long.

Chi Yun, you're my good brother.

A'Mo is the woman you love.

You mustn't give up on her easily.

- Thank you.
- Quickly go then!

Your Highness, Your Highness! How is it?

I went to see A'Mo just now; she's almost fully recovered.

Isn't that true? The Princess' illness is surely getting better every day.

By the way, A'Mo is Ling Yun's Princess Consort after all.

For A'Mo being in Xuan Yang for so long, I'm afraid I can't make any more excuses to Sheng Lun

Go and tell him that A'Mo is almost fully recovered.

Your Highness, you want to send away the Princess?

In this matter, you're my master, and I'm the servant.

It's fine if you make this decision.

However, I want to say that I don't agree on sending away the Princess.

The Princess' illness has only just got only a bit better, yet you are sending her away.

Her Majesty will be very upset if she hears.

Mother should understand.

But you, Blockhead! Just make an appearance of going with my decision,

yet you explicitly and implicitly disagree, don't you?

When did you become so opinionated?

H-How would I dare?

I just can't bear to part with the Princess.

The tea tastes really strange today.

You can go now.

Yes, Your Highness.

A'Mo, look at this embroidery.

Do you like it?

You used to like butterflies,

and not like embroidering mandarin ducks.

One time, when you tried embroidering a mandarin duck, it became a regular duck.

You were so angry that you cried over it for a couple of days.

I really want to tell my mother that I'm fine.

No! You can't!

You must control yourself.

You must not tell her!

I do remember a bit

of what Mother is saying.

Here! Let me teach you how to embroider a butterfly.

All right?

All right.

Look!

You must start here on the cloth.

- Like this.
- Why do I have to control myself?

She's my mother, so she wouldn't hurt me.

However, she's also the Queen of Xuan Yang and the wife of your Royal Father.

She's also the Queen Mother of your brothers.

I... I really can't control myself anymore.

- Don't open your mouth and don't say anything!
- I know you've suffered.

- Don't let all your previous efforts go to waste.
- In the future, whatever you want to do,

- You must control yourself.
- you can do.

- Control yourself!
- Don't mind what others think!

You have to support you, what is there for you to be afraid of?

This time, your Royal Father also feels guilty for what happened to you.

From now on, he won't stop you from doing what you like.

A'Mo,

what is there that's more important than your happiness?

If I can't even acknowledge my mother, then what's the point of living?

Mother.

The purpose of living is to seek revenge.

Your heart is in so much pain right now, but no one understands how you feel.

You must have them taste what you've suffered.

You must have them pay their penalty.

If A'Mo can forgive me this time,

I'll do anything for her.

So what's our plan?

Keep on pretending!

Show your weakness!

Let them pity you.

After then, you'll wait for an opportunity.

Wait for an opportunity?

When is the opportunity?

I don't know, either.

However, you should be able to feel

that the opportunity will come soon.

Who are you?

I'm Ruo Jiang's Chi Yun coming here to see the Princess of Xuan Yang.

So you're Lord Chi Yun.

I'm unable to make the decision to let you see the Princess.

Please wait for a moment for me to go and inform of your arrival.

No need!

What are you doing here?

Haven't you hurt A'Mo enough already?

Listen,

I'm only here to see A'Mo.

I have no ill will.

You can't.

I won't allow you to see A'Mo.

Zhi Ruo, I can see Chi Yun is sincere.

- Just let him see her then.
- That won't do!

Have you forgotten how badly he hurt A'Mo?

He had greater fault in hurting her than Eldest Brother and Sheng Lun combined.

Zhi Ruo!

When I went to find Chi Yun to tell him A'Mo was in trouble,

he rushed to Xuan Yang without saying anything further, even with his injures.

He even charged into the Eradicating Evil Array.

It proves that he sincerely cares about A'Mo.

So I think he should see A'Mo.

That still won't do!

A'Mo is Sheng Lun's wife.

How can we let an outsider see her?

A'Mo isn't a child anymore.

You can't make decisions for her for you'll only hurt her by doing so.

I support A'Mo in pursuing her own happiness.

Thank you!

Eldest Prince.

Zi Zhu, you're here!

I pay my respects to Your Highness.

- Do you have some news about A'Mo?
- Yes, Your Highness.

The Princess has fully recovered physically.

However, she's suffering from some memory loss.

She's currently unable to remember everything from the past.

However, she's much better than before.

That's good.

Our Prince Yu Chen wants to ask

if you want to have the Princess return here from Xuan Yang Mountain.

Of course! I'll go to notify my Royal Father now.

- We can leave shortly after.
- Yes, Your Highness.

Chi Yun is here! He came to see me.

So what if he came?

Did you forget?

Now I have you in my heart and my eyes.

But was I ever truly in your heart or your eyes?

A'Mo.

- How should I face him?
- Look at him!

He still loves you.

This fool will be useful.

Use him against your brothers.

Let them all suffer.

Use him and make him your pawn.

- A'Mo.
- Don't come over here!

- You know what you have to do.
- I'm Xuan Yang's Ruo.

You're Ruo Jiang's Chi Yun, aren't you?

A'Mo.

It's good that you're all right.

I'm sorry.

I was seriously ill,

so I don't remember a lot of things from my past.

However, Fourth Brother said that we are old acquaintances.

But I still don't remember you.

You don't remember me?

I'm Chi Yun.

- I'm your—
- Stop talking!

I know.

Fourth Brother has told me everything.

He said

we were good friends.

Eldest Brother also said that at the Spring of Yu back then,

It's you and Tong Zheng who forced me fall down there.

Is that true?

Even though it appears to be Tong Zheng's fault,

it actually had nothing to do with him.

It was all my fault.

If it weren't for me,

you wouldn't have fallen into the Spring of Yu.

You shouldn't put so much blame on yourself.

Eldest Brother said you risked your own life to save me later.

You killed me, but you also saved me.

We're considered even now.

From now on, we don't owe each other anything.

All right?

- A'Mo—
- Perhaps you were very close to the A'Mo of the past.

However, I'm not her.

What happened between you and her, to me,

it's just like a stranger's story.

I don't want to live by shouldering her pain.

Since Heaven has given me another chance to live,

I want to start over.

After all,

I'm already married.

Ling Yun's Sheng Lun and I also aren't ordinary people.

Our marriage concerns even the future of our two clans.

You're the leader of Ruo Jiang.

I believe you can understand my difficulties.

From now on,

I hope Lord Chi Yun can see me as a stranger.

I ask My Lord to please return.

What kind of nonsense are you saying?

How could you let him leave?

Shut up!

A'Mo.

What exactly are you doing?

I can't implicate him.

I can't.

I absolutely can't.

Even if we used to be very close,

but I've made myself clear.

My Lord, please watch how you conduct yourself.

You've forgotten,

but I still remember everything clearly.

It's my Fourth Brother who asked me to see you.

Now that you have seen me,

please do as you want.

A'Mo, don't leave!

♫ I won't be afraid when that day comes ♫

♫ When the cycle of fate comes in full cycle ♫

♫ Who wants to part from one another? ♫

♫ Our meeting again ♫

♫ Goes beyond the limits of fate ♫

♫ Missing the opportunity ♫

What are you doing?

♫ It's the most courageous way to endure ♫

♫ Even though the other side is so far away ♫

♫ Even though the blood runs wild ♫

♫ Living an eternal life as fate will have it ♫

I understand.

You still love him, don't you?

No!

I can't let you hurt him.

♫ How many dreams are difficult? ♫

♫ How long will you persist and not regret it? ♫

♫ Witnessing that forever move further away ♫

♫ How many dreams are difficult? ♫

♫ How long will you persist and not regret it? ♫

♫ Witnessing that forever move further away ♫

♫ Let the sun set freely over the horizon ♫

She has totally forgotten.

She has actually forgotten everything.

A'Mo.

I'm sorry.

I asked Chi Yun to come.

I saw that he truly liked A'Mo.

So... it was my fault for thinking I was right.

It's not your fault.

You and Chi Yun are both able to love and hate freely.

That's why you helped him.

You're right.

We should've let A'Mo make her own decision.

A'Mo!

A'Mo.

Fourth Brother. Fourth Sister-in-law.

I'm a little tired, so I'm going to head to my room to rest.

A'Mo.

She wants to spend some time alone.

We should give her some time to think.

I pay my respects to Royal Father.

My worthy Son-in-law, please rise.

Thank you, Royal Father.

I heard from Yu Chen

that you've come to Xuan Yang Mountain to take A'Mo back.

Yes, Royal Father.

A'Mo has spent quite some time in Xuan Yang Mountain.

My Royal Father, the Ling Yun King, also greatly misses her.

Besides, A'Mo has been getting better now.

I'm planning to take her back to Splendor Hall.

I ask for Royal Father's approval.

A'Mo is your Princess Consort.

It isn't proper for her to keep staying at Xuan Yang Mountain.

However, she still hasn't fully recovered yet.

Should we let her recuperate for a few more days

in Xuan Yang Mountain?

Royal Father, A'Mo holds the burden of being the tie of friendship between our two clans.

I know of Sheng Lun's feelings toward A'Mo.

She surely won't be neglected in Ling Yun.

Royal Father, Brother Yu Chen is correct.

I promise to take good care of A'Mo and won't let her get hurt in any way.

You both make a good point.

How about this? Sheng Lun, go and see A'Mo.

If she agrees to go back with you to Ling Yun,

I surely won't stop you.

However, if A'Mo is unwilling,

you still can't force her to, either.

Thanks so much, Royal Father.

A'Mo, this is your husband, Sheng Lun.

He's here to take you back to Ling Yun.

I heard Yu Chen say you have lost your memories.

I remember some things, but not others.

Do you remember me?

I only remember my mother and brothers.

Your family has always been your happiest memories.

Naturally, you'll remember them.

Would you like to take a walk with me?

What do you think of this Sheng Lun?

Your husband abandoned you when you were in danger.

You are nothing in his heart.

Do you still remember?

Of course, I remember.

Why is Sheng Lun here?

Eldest Brother brought him here.

Eldest Brother?

Did he forget who hurt A'Mo?

Zhi Ruo, Eldest Brother thinks the same as we do on this matter.

We have given A'Mo a chance with Chi Yun;

we should also give Sheng Lun a chance, too.

I'm able to see through Sheng Lun.

He loves the throne more than A'Mo.

I would rather A'Mo be with Chi Yun now

than to have her return to Splendor Hall.

On this matter, we have to let A'Mo decide.

A'Mo, do you still remember?

What are you thinking?

Are you thinking about when he saved you?

Let me ask you! Why did he save you?

For justice?

For your beauty?

Or for the future of Ling Yun?

A'Mo, I'm Ling Yun's Sheng Lun.

I, Ling Yun's Sheng Lun, pay my respects to Madam Yu.

I've found the Princess of Xuan Yang on the lands of Ling Yun with severe injuries.

I ask Madam Yu to save her.

Back then you were severely injured and close to death,

so I took you to Jade Mountain.

Madam Jade treated your wounds with the Jade Water Pool.

You were then able to slowly recover.

After some things happened, you were confined in Jade Mountain for five years.

In the end, I personally came to get you out of Jade Mountain.

So many people were pursuing you back then.

Chi Yun and Sheng Lun,

those two men had outstanding talents.

It's a pity,

everything they had for you was fake.

It was all fake!

Later on, you married me and moved to Ling Yun.

You selflessly taught the sericulture and weaving techniques

to the people of Ling Yun.

The people of Ling Yun were very grateful to you.

If you return back to Ling Yun with me,

they would be very happy.

What happened when you first came to Ling Yun,

you didn't forget, did you?

If I really was going to use force, what use would that dagger be?

If you didn't stab him at that time,

what would've happened then?

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❝ Peach Blossom Promise ❞
Lyricist: Zhang Ying - Composer: Luo Kun - Singer: Deng Ziqi

♫ At first sight, the feeling is so familiar ♫

♫ Yet an oath is like the wind blowing away the clouds ♫

♫ In the river of time, I wonder what year this is ♫

♫ Like minded, I hope we'll persistently reincarnate time after time ♫

♫ In a heartbeat, how many times the flowers bloom and fall through the fingers? ♫

♫ The intertwining of this life has touched my heartstrings ♫

♫ I wonder if we'll meet again in the next life ♫

♫ Leave a peach blossom as commemoration to resolve the fate of this life ♫

♫ My whole face gives telltale signs that I miss you ♫

♫ Every inch of land, every year the tree lives ♫

♫ Every flower, and every tree represents my desire for you ♫

♫ Passion is a kind of adoration that goes astray from the original intention ♫

♫ Forget the future, forget the past ♫

♫ Forget my heart, forget you, and forget how we began ♫

♫ The blossoms stain the path of loving you ♫

♫ I pray piously for my long-cherished wish that in our next life ♫

♫ We could have an outcome as simple as the peach blossom ♫

♫ On the thought that the time will start to repeat itself ♫

♫ Listen to the rain lamenting, look at the Heavenly Lake rippling ♫

♫ In the human world, only very few emotions are difficult to tell ♫

♫ Memories scatter on the path of loving you ♫