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=Lost You Forever S1=

=Episode 39=

Alright, put me down.

I can do it.

Come on.

Put me down.

Alright.

You better leave.

You...

You saw Jing today.

Well,

do you really

get over him?

Yes.

I wish

I could do it.

I wish I could forget everything.

Today,

I did it on purpose.

I chatted and laughed
as usual in front of him.

When he looked sad,

I was actually very happy.

If he was like me today,

chatting and laughing,
as if nothing happened,

I guess I would feel very upset.

I always say things that I don't mean.

I said we should be strangers,

but in my heart,

I do not want him

to forget me so quickly.

I can pretend not to care,

but I won't allow him not to care.

If he really

forgets about me soon,

I guess I would hate him.

Xuan.

What's wrong with me?

You're fine.

You've really fallen for him.

I regret it now.

If I hadn't intended

to have Tushan Jing's support,

none of this would have happened today.

Have you forgotten?

I was the one who saved him.

I already knew him.

But you didn't have real feelings
for him then.

I gave him the opportunity

to approach you step by step

and walk into your heart.

Alright.

You may leave.

It's something between me and Jing.

Besides,

I've never regretted liking him.

Why should you blame yourself?

Don't worry about me.

Time will heal everything.

I just need a little more time

to forget the past.

Xiaoyao.

Alright.

You have to remember

that many people depend on you now.

You must always stay clear-headed.

Understand?

Okay.

Have an early rest.

Don't worry.

I've never been too harsh

on myself.

Go.

I'm leaving.

On hearing that Your Majesty is unwell,

the clans from the Central Plains

have offered spiritual medicine.

Wish you a speedy recovery,
Your Majesty.

I'm too old

to be healed.

I'm already on borrowed time.

Father has the blessings of Xiyan.

No need to worry too much.

You must have a long

and healthy life.

Fifth King is right.

Even so,

it's time to hand over the state affairs

to the younger generation.

I made a trip to the east

to honor the heavens
on the Chenrong Mountain.

The ceremony should be grand and solemn.

Deyan.

Yes.

You will be in charge.

Yes.

You must prepare carefully.

This ceremony, for you,

is of great significance.

I will announce an important matter

after the ceremony.

I will definitely not let you down.

That's good.

Uncle.

Sorry for the late welcome.

Please forgive me.

Father asked me
to prepare for the ceremony.

You and your people not only can't help,

but are a hindrance.

For the sake of the ceremony,

you should move out of Zijin Peak today.

Yes.

Back off.

Princess.

A message form Miss Xinyue.

She invites you to the Chenrong Mansion.

Xinyue?

Since the trip of my grandfather,

she has been living a secluded life,

even avoiding Cang Xuan.

Why would she want to see me?

Sit.

Where is Xinyue?

Actually, I'm the one looking for you.

You're looking for me?

What's the matter?

Just say it.

No need to beat around the bush.

Xiaoyao,

let's get married.

I've always wanted to marry you,

and you should know it.

I thought

you had long regarded me as a friend.

I feel relaxed with you,

so I think marrying you is a good idea.

Don't you mind what happened

between Chief Tushan and me?

Why?

Good things are desired by all.

I just hate that he won you over first.

Unfortunately, you two are not destined.

I don't like to beat around the bush.

I told Jing before I came to ask you.

What did he say?

It's clear that Jing is upset.

But as long as I am sincere to you,

he is willing to bless us.

Why do you want to marry me?

You're pretty,

with a good temper.

And you can drink with me.

Any girl

in entertainment places

can do that.

You...

You surprised me.

I didn't expect to hear that.

Tell me

the real reason you want to marry me.

I heard that you have moved here.

Without people leading the way,

I couldn't find here.

Thanks for coming.

You seem calm.

His Majesty will announce Deyan

as the Crown Prince at the ceremony

That news has spread everywhere.

Clans of the Central Plains are
in a flurry.

Except for my family,
the other five major clans

have already sided

with the Fifth King.

It's unfavorable for you.

Since my parents died,

I have never been in good times.

No matter what happens,

find a way to deal with it.

Cang Xuan

has reached a critical point
of life and death.

Yes.

The Chishui Family is top
of Four Great Clans.

It can influence the position
and decision of other clans.

Yes.

I want to help Cang Xuan.

But I must become the clan leader

to mobilize the Chishui Family.

Grandfather and other elders want me

to experience more.

But I can't wait any longer.

I want to be
the clan leader immediately.

Marrying you is the fastest way.

You want to marry me

because I'm Princess of Haoling, right?

It's not entirely like that.

I really

like your straightforwardness.

In that case,

I won't be coy either.

Did Cang Xuan tell you

about the conditions for marrying me?

He said if I want to marry you,

I should have no other women.

Xiaoyao,

you should know

what kind of person I am.

I swear.

As long as you marry me,

I'll only have you
as my woman in this life.

♪Waiting for the dawn light and breaking
the icy river at the darkest moment♪

♪I suppressed down
the remaining turmoil of this life♪

You didn't reject me outright,

which means I have a chance.

♪I mended the bumpy road with a mortal's heart♪

Others propose marriage
with romantic feelings.

But we two

are like doing a business.

That's why we're a good match.

To be honest,

I've always resisted getting married.

But if I marry you,

I feel that no matter what happens,

we can sit down

and discuss it calmly.

I think it's not bad to have a wife.

It's too sudden.

After all, it's about my marriage.

Let me think about it.

Okay.

I'll wait for your news.

Rest assured.

Everything is going well.

- Then we...
- Your Highness.

For the ceremony,

His Majesty

has mobilized 100,000 troops

to cordon off 100 miles
around Chenrong Mountain.

Deyan's people

have already controlled Zijin Peak.

His Majesty turns a deaf ear to it.

We have 20,000 elite soldiers.

They can either attack to win

or ensure your safe withdrawal.

Okay.

My people and I will be on our guard

and die for Your Highness.

Long time no see.

Is Cang Xuan doing well lately?

Given the current situation,

I can't say he's very well.

But he looks the same

as usual.

Occasionally after dinner,

he would take Shuhui

for a walk along the mountain stream.

If you want to help Cang Xuan,

you better marry my brother.

I know.

You're mocking me in your heart.

If I really want to help Cang Xuan,

why don't I marry him?

I grew up in Xiyan Town.

I seem to have a noble status,

but in the eyes of those Xiyan nobles,

I am the descendant of the defeated,

just a hostage used

to restrain my father and grandfather.

Do you know what it's like
to be a hostage?

I don't know,

but Cang Xuan has been a hostage

in Haoling for 200 years.

I think he should understand.

At one time,

I prayed every night before I slept.

I prayed that my father would not rebel,

because I didn't want

to be tortured to death by King of Xiyan

and hung atop the city wall.

I didn't want

to be chopped off limbs.

I know

you think I'm too calculating.

Even my brother thinks

I'm excessively scheming.

But I can't be

as carefree as Nian.

When I was in Xiyan Town

I made a vow

that I would never

live that kind of life again.

I must stand at the highest point.

Xinyue,

you don't need to explain it to me.

This is between you

and Cang Xuan.

And Cang Xuan

never blamed you.

Really?

I am a descendant
of the Chenrong royal family.

If Cang Xuan wants to marry me,

he must have the ability

to give me the grandest wedding.

This isn't just because I want it.

It's what the Xiyan must give

to the Chenrong Family.

Xiaoyao,

do you understand?

I am not just me.

I represent

a defeated royal family

and all the clans in the Central Plains.

You and Nian can marry anyone you like

because behind you

is the prosperous Haoling Kingdom.

People will only praise your freedom.

But I can't.

My simplicity and casualness

will only let people think

of my failure and shame.

Maybe at first I didn't understand,

but now I do.

I think Cang Xuan

will understand better than I do.

Originally, I just wanted
to persuade you to marry my brother,

but somehow,

I started to talk about me.

I think it's quite nice.

We haven't chatted like this
for a long time.

Xiaoyao,

everyone knows

that you and Cang Xuan are close,

so your future husband

will definitely support Cang Xuan.

And my brother's status is delicate.

Although he is from the Chishui Family,

he also has the bloodline
of the Chenrong Family.

If you marry him,

Cang Xuan will get the support

of the Chishui and Chenrong clans
at the same time.

I understand.

I will consider carefully.

Time is pressing.

What did Xinyue tell you?

Why are you here alone?

She explained to me

why she can't marry you for now

and hoped I could tell you

not to blame her.

She said...

I fully understand what she said.

Do you?

Or you never had expectations for her?

If there are no expectations,

no matter what she does,

you won't be disappointed

or blame her.

I told you.

Don't have yourself hopes,

and you will never be disappointed.

Xinyue doesn't know

she has missed the only chance

to gain your trust

and expectation.

It's her only chance.

But perhaps even if she knows,

maybe she simply doesn't care.

At this critical juncture,

Xinyue couldn't only invite you over

to talk about this.

What else did she say?

I met Fenglong.

He proposed to me.

Cang Xuan,

what do you think

about me marrying Fenglong?

Do you want to marry him?

I do.

Is he good enough for you?

He swore to me
that he would be good to me

and only have one wife

for his entire life.

Actually, that's all

a woman wants.

♪You are in my mind but not hold my hand♪

♪You were here yesterday,
but you are not here tomorrow♪

Why aren't you speaking?

Didn't you always wish

that I would give him a chance?

Even so,

you don't have to marry him.

♪You have tears in your eyes♪

Fenglong is a good man.

He's good-looking,

from a good family,

and talented.

He is devoted to me.

In Dahuang, can I

find a better man

than him?

♪You appear at the end of the river
but disappear as clouds rise♪

Indeed,

you can't find
a better man than Fenglong.

He will

be my right-hand man.

With me by your side,

he wouldn't dare to treat you poorly.

♪You appear in the snow
but disappear in the flowers♪

Okay.

I've decided to marry him.

I'll write to my father right away.

He'll receive the news tomorrow.

♪You come and go without noticing♪

♪But you're everywhere♪

♪You come and go without noticing♪

♪I miss the droop of your hair,
but you're not there♪

♪You come and go without noticing♪

Heng,

do you allow Xiaoyao

to marry Chishui Fenglong?

Never mind.

I'll agree to Xiaoyao's request.

If she's unhappy in the future,

as long as I'm here,

there's always a way
to turn things around.

Didn't you promise me

to be with me for a lifetime,

always by my side.

Xiaoliu.

I'm sorry.

I'm not qualified
to be Ye Shiqi anymore.

I can't be with you for a lifetime.

Xiaoliu.

Shouldn't you be at

the succession ceremony
of the Chief Chishui?

How do you have time

to do calculations?

You were saying numbers.

Xiaoyao and Fenglong are engaged.

The news should be spread

throughout the Dahuang soon.

How can it be Fenglong?

In terms of
family background and talent,

Fenglong is impeccable.

If Xiaoyao doesn't choose him,

should she choose me,

an unfaithful scoundrel,

or you...

What?

You really are a scoundrel.

If Xiaoyao cared
about family background,

there would

be no Ye Shiqi in this world.

(Chenrong Mansion)

When Deyan
and Cang Xuan argued on the court.

Deyan said he would

rely on the old clans of Xiyan

but divide our Central Plains clans.

But Cang Xuan said
he would treat our clans

and the old clans of Xiyan equally.

What I just said is all true.

Chief Tushan can testify.

Indeed,

I was there at the time

and heard it.

The Four Great Clans
have never been involved in disputes,

but now the crisis
we are facing is comparable

to the one
that Xiyan soldiers opened our gates.

If Deyan ascends the throne,

based on his strategic governance,

I'm afraid the clans of Central Plains

will live in suspicion

and never be in peace.

Between Cang Xuan and Deyan,

which side should we support?

Isn't it obvious?

Fenglong,

you're being alarmist.

The Fifth King is very generous

and values the clans of Central Plains.

(Chief of Fan Clan)
He is...

Fan Bin, what are you doing?

Deyan pretends value us

because he's been trying

to suppress Cang Xuan.

What he said before His Majesty

are his heartfelt words.

Father, don't make a mistake.

If Cang Xuan succeeds,

our family still has a future.

Once Deyan succeeds,

our family won't be accepted by Xiyan

nor by the Central Plains clans,

stranded in Dahuang.

Fan Bin has a long-term vision,

better than your narrow-minded brother

filled with hatred.

I've gained the support
of the elders in the clan.

I'm taking over the position
of the clan leader.

Guards.

The Chishui Family is willing

to support Prince Cang Xuan

for the Central Plains,

and for my own bright future.

The Tushan Family
will support Prince Cang Xuan.

I will stand with Chief Chishui,

supporting Prince Cang Xuan.

We will support Prince Cang Xuan.

Greetings, Your Majesty.

Everyone,

why have you

come together?

I've heard that Your Majesty is going
to announce the Crown Prince.

I have something to say.

Go ahead.

Prince Cang Xuan is of noble bloodline,

virtuous and diligent.

Since he came to the Central Plains,

he has been conscientious

and loved by the people.

Not only the old ministers of Xiyan

but also clans of the Central Plains

deeply believe

that he is the best candidate
for the Crown Prince.

That's people's expectation.

Please think carefully, Your Majesty.

Please think carefully, Your Majesty.

Please rise.

Cang Xuan is indeed good.

But over the years,

Deyan has helped me

with state affairs.

He is more mature

and thoughtful than Cang Xuan.

The selection of the Crown Prince

must be taken seriously.

Don't worry too much.

I

will make my own decision.

These Central Plains clans

are really despicable.

They openly joined forces

to nominate Cang Xuan
as the Crown Prince.

Uncle, don't be angry.

Grandfather has decided
to let you succeed.

They can't stir up any waves.

Cang Xuan has always been a big worry.

Should we get rid of him first?

Be patient.

After I ascend to the position
of the Crown Prince tomorrow,

it's not too late to deal with him.

Your Highness,

although Deyan controls the Zijin Peak,

we have secret tunnels

and ambushes.

We can catch them off guard.

You proclaim yourself a king.

If we don't take action now,

once Deyan becomes the Crown Prince,

we will be at his disposal.

Deyan will definitely kill you.

This is our only chance.

Your Highness.

I've made up my mind.

We don't take action now.

You guys may leave.

Yes.

What are you really thinking?

We've been fighting side by side

in life-and-death moments?

We should toast

to each other

for never leaving each other.

I wish we could turn a crisis

into a success as usual.

But our grandfather

made it so clear.

Xuan.

Why are you hesitating?

Anyway,

aren't you ready

to accompany me?

Well,

you're getting better at coaxing people.

Xuan.

You...

Xiaoyao.

I don't want you

to accompany me this time.

If we part today,

we might be separated forever.

If I die,

this flower will be like me,

accompanying you forever.

♪You come and go without noticing♪

The Ruoshui Clan
will follow your commands

and protect you.

♪You come and go without noticing♪

Miao Pu.

Your Highness.

Send princess away
through the secret passage.

Yes.

♪You come and go without noticing♪

The ceremony begins.

First bow to the heaven.

Second bow to the earth.

Third bow to the mountains of Chenrong.

Finished.

You have heard the news

before you came.

After today's ceremony,

I will announce an important thing,

the appointment of the Crown Prince.

You got the wrong news.

Today,

I won't announce the Crown Prince.

Instead, I will announce

who becomes the king of Xiyan Kingdom.

In this lifetime,

I used to engage in warfare,

bringing peace and happiness to people,

and bringing separation

and pain to people.

I want all the people of Xiyan

to live in peace and contentment.

I want all the races of Dahuang

to freely choose their own life.

I want the Central Plains clans

to admire me
like the clans of the northwest

and the southwest.

I want the son

of the lowly

to have a chance to become a great hero.

But,

I am getting old,

and Xiyan Kingdom
is moving towards prosperity.

It needs a new king.

This king

should have a great ambition,

a keen mind,

a broad heart,

and vigorous energy.

Only such a king

can lead Xiyan Kingdom

to create a new history

and glory.

I have already cultivated the best king

for Xiyan.

So,

I choose to abdicate,

and let the new king

fulfill my unfulfilled wishes.

Deyan.

Father.

You did a good job.

Thank you, Father.

You arranged

a good ceremony.

The new king ascends,

demonstrating his power.

Cang Xuan,

come here.

From today,

Xiyan Cang Xuan is the king
of Xiyan Kingdom.

Perhaps you think I'm not being serious.

After all, this ceremony

is not grand enough.

It doesn't look like the coronation

of a king at all.

But remember,

people won't remember a king

because of a grand ceremony.

People will only

remember a king

because of what he did.

Grandfather.

Greetings, Your Majesty.

Greetings, Your Majesty.

Greetings, Your Majesty.

(Daming Hall)

Everyone, please rise.

Thank you, Your Majesty.

Let's go.

I will support you.

Just now,

I didn't see you during the ceremony.

I thought

Cang Xuan had sent you away

for your safety.

He thought the same as you again.

But,

he is the grandson

of King of Xiyan and Lady Xiezu.

I'm half of it.

I pretended to fall into his trap

to let him

do his own thing.

Don't worry about me.

Why are you dressed like this?

I will kill Deyan

as soon as you announce him

as the Crown Prince.

You're actually my granddaughter.

Grandfather,

you really played a trick

on everyone today.

Sometimes being an emperor is boring,

I have to have some fun for myself.

But grandfather,

since you already decided

to pass the throne to Cang Xuan,

why didn't you tell him?

What if he...

Aren't you afraid

that he will...

You mean,

Cang Xuan

hid the elite troops
in Chenrong Mountain?

So,

you knew it.

If he launched a coup
to seize the throne,

it would mean he is much like me.

He will be a good and decisive king.

But he didn't.

He's kinder than me.

I hope

he can bring more peace

to the world.

Grandfather,

where are you planning

to live in the future?

Are you going back to Xiyan Mountain?

Cang Xuan just ascended the throne.

The clans in the north

and the west
are not yet wholly convinced.

If I return to Xiyan Mountain,

it will make people think
that there are two kings in one country.

I will stay in Chenrong Mountain

until Cang Xuan

has won over all the clans.

After that, I will consider
whether to return to Xiyan Mountain.

We stay in Chenrong Mountain

and watch

how Cang Xuan becomes a good king.

♪I prefer mortal life,
enjoying abundant blossoms♪

♪I offered up my prayers in this life♪

♪For forever accompanying you♪

♪I brewed eternal yearning in wines♪

♪Walking in the mortal with you♪

♪I offered up my prayers
in the next life♪

♪For our permanent love to continue♪

♪Let momentary sorrow and joy fly♪

♪Till the end of the world,
I'll hold you♪

♪The fate brought us to here♪

♪I almost forgot about
the first time I met you♪

♪The destiny brought us together♪

♪I would drink with you
in our limited life♪

♪Under a crescent moon,
I felt empty and emotional♪

♪Afraid I would lost you forever
with mixed feelings♪

♪Hope your eyes remain pure and warm
and our country splendid♪

♪I prefer mortal life,
enjoying abundant blossoms♪

♪Under a crescent moon,
I felt empty and emotional♪

♪Afraid I would lost you forever
with mixed feelings♪

♪Hope your eyes remain pure and warm
and our country splendid♪

♪I prefer mortal life,
enjoying abundant blossoms♪