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♪Once I was adrift on the boundless sea♪

♪I looked up but didn't see
the stars or the moon♪

♪No one cared who I was♪

♪Stuck in the long dark night
I stumbled around♪

♪Once I went through a lot♪

♪Beside me, you smiled♪

♪When we talked about dreams back to back♪

♪All the regrets became precious♪

♪So, however cold, dark♪

♪Or disappointing it is♪

♪However hard, difficult
or confused I feel♪

♪You're the answer and my eternal faith♪

♪I want my own light and fly up with you♪

♪Where you can hear the pounding of clouds♪

♪I want my own light
and even if the future is checkered♪

♪I'll always be there with you♪

♪Toward the light♪

[Be Your Own Light]

[Episode 20]

Let's drink together.

Sure.

We toast together.

Right.

Let's toast together for
the future of DaDi Real Estate!

Okay.

To the future of DaDi Real Estate!

Cheers.

Future.

Alright, bottoms up!

Bottoms up!

Thank you, everyone.

Great.

Well said.

Are you happy now?

Yes, I'm so touched.

Ms. Bai.

Do you remember me?

Yes, Mr. Fan.

Do you know?

Last time Ms. Bai

was so good at pretending.

It's such a pity

that you're not an actress.

A producer
who doesn't want to be an actress

is not a good reporter.

Well, well.

No discord, no concord.

My toast to you.

Here, Mr. Fan.

I'll drink this shot for her.

I come here to drink with Ms. Bai.

Why are you talking about, Mr. Fan?

I'm very close to her.

I'm her and she's me.

Let's do it this way.
I'll finish this shot.

I'll finish first.

You.

Done.

Okay.

Pour one more shot.

Enough, enough.

You go there to toast to Mr. Ren.

Have more food.

-Mr. Ren.
-Are you okay?

Let me toast to you.

Ms. Bai.

Speaking of the exposé,

let me tell you.

We, DaDi Real Estate,
will thoroughly reform ourselves.

We need your supervision.

According to Mr. Ren, they will

completely support us.

But you don't have to.

Ms. Bai, it's enough

for you to just supervise us.

You must supervise me throughout.

Supervise, right?

Yeah, supervise.

Okay.

Then my toast to you.

You know, I have a habit.

I fell because of you,

then I need to climb up
while thinking of you.

Mr. Tang.

Brother.

Mr. Tang.

You need to stand firm.

I will drink for her.

Why you?

It's her shot.

Listen, if she didn't kick start,

we wouldn't befriend each other.

Don't you think I should drink this?

He's right.

That's right.

Then let's three have a toast.

Come on.

Come on, cheers.

The three of us.

Aren't we three here?

-Let's have a toast.
-Yeah.

Let's drink.

How about this?

Anyways, from today on,

I'm gonna ta... take you as my brothers.

Ms. Bai, we will be friends.

I'm not a well-educated man.

If, by any chance,

there's anything that I didn't do well,

you certainly should supervise us.

But you know, you gotta support us.

Support me.

Mr. Tang, rest assured.

Since we're all friends,

we'll certainly help each other.

Good.

Your business will be my business.

Come on.

Good!

Cheers.

Cheers.

Ms. Bai, what are you...

Change your drinks.

Come on, change it.

Brother, how about this?

I'm gonna chug it.

And you finish this.

Doesn't have to be liquor.

Come on.

That won't do.

I... I gotta chug one, too.

Right?

Come on, chug it.

Come on.

-Come on, together.
-To friendship.

To friendship.

-Come on, chug it.
-To friendship.

-Cheers.
-Bottoms up.

-Come on.
-Cheers.

Good.

Alright, be careful. Mind your head.

-Bye, Mr. Tang.
-Okay.

See you.

Okay, be careful on the road.

See you.

-Okay, brother.
-Bye, Mr. Fan, Mr. Wu.

I'll see you around.

See you.

I've never seen her drink so much liquor.

She did this for me.

But drinking a little isn't bad. Look.

How cute she is.

Can you drive her home?

Of course, I'd be worried
if you drove her home.

You can say that again.

Did you call a designated driver?

I already did.

Bye.

Where is everybody?

Gone.

Where are we?

At the restaurant entrance.

What are we doing?

Waiting for the designated driver.

Thank you for today.

You're welcome.

I just don't wanna lose to Ren Jie.

Ren Jie is actually a nice man.

You don't have an eye for people.

Alright.

I'm sorry.

What are you talking about?

I cursed you.

When we were at the cafe.

It's okay. I already forgot.

After having some alcohol,

I suddenly realized
that your life wasn't easy.

But mine wasn't, either.

Yeah, we both did this for work.

We both suffered.

Then did we get the money today?

There's a two million budget
for this campaign.

We got 300 thousand.

Ren Jie got the rest?

How's that possible?
He got 300 thousand too.

What about the rest?

900 thousand was shared by other media.

The remaining 500 thousand

went to the influencer.

Which one?

The one who can't even talk fluently?

For what?

For they got millions of followers.

So what? We are the TV station!

But they got clout.

So what?

Nothing, it's just clout.

Looking for the user
whose cell number ends in 0736!

Here!

The designated driver is here.

Why?

Huan?

What are the odds!

What's going on with you?

What's going on with you? Are you drunk?

Why didn't you let me join you?

You don't need to do this.

What do you mean?
It's just a part-time job.

What?

You can tell me if you need money.

Why should I tell you?

I'm perfectly able to earn it by myself.

Yeah, but this job is too hard for you.

There's no easy job.

Enough talking.

Come on. I'll drive you home.

Hop in.

Come on, get in the car.

When did you start working part-time?

A couple of days ago.

Is it because of
the delayed payment of salary?

Not exactly.

I couldn't sleep anyway.
And it pays after all.

I can even drive others' cars.

Isn't this nice?

If I hadn't exposed Dadi Real Estate,

would you be a little better off?

Ms. Bai, you become
a nicer person after drinking.

You even started to reflect on yourself.

So I did the wrong thing.

You didn't.

I support your dream
of being a good journalist.

You support her?

I not only support her,
but also admire her.

I got nothing for you to admire.

You're able to fight for your dream.

This is worth looking up to.

Not everybody can do that.

Yes.

Reveal the truth and pass on the faith.

We used to work hard

for our dream of journalism.

Back then, He Huan was literally shining.

Don't you think that

she's even brighter now?

No, she's faded ever since

she married Ou Kaige.

What's wrong with you?

I just complimented you for being nice.

Can't you just say something nice?

She wouldn't be Bai Yang

if she said nice things.

Huan, let me report to you.

I have just realized my dream.

Wow, awesome.

Zhou Jiaqi proposed to me.

Do you have to be so happy?

Of course I do.

I've tried so hard so years.

He's finally gonna marry me.

Isn't it worth feeling happy for?

It's just a man.

How can he be compared to my dream?

He's my happiness for the rest of my life.

But it's still a little dangerous

if a woman bases her happiness

on a man and her marriage.

Why do you say so?

I'm a living example.

Still haven't heard from Ou Kaige?

Who's Ou Kaige?

Cool!

Huan, you have my respect.

I got nothing for you to respect.

I literally have nothing now.

You can put down your vanity

and work as a designated driver.

Just by this,

you've outdone most people.

That's because
money matters more than vanity.

Survival matters more than dignity.

But I think you are now more glorious

than when you were Ou Kaige's wife.

Ou Kaige's wife

bathed in the reflected glory of Ou Kaige.

But now,

I'm my own light.

He Huan,

I'm gonna conquer Ren Jie.

No problem. You have already succeeded.

And I'm gonna defeat those personal media.

You can do it.

And I'm gonna make

News in Progress great again!

You can do these all.

And I'm gonna...

You're gonna sleep now.

You're gonna do nothing except sleep.

Go to sleep.

Sleep.

-I put water in here.
-I'm gonna sleep.

Your phone's on the nightstand.

Have a good sleep.

Huan,

Ms. Bai actually has this kind of bag.

This is simply adorable!

I never thought
she would have such a small bag.

This bag used to be mine.

What do you mean?

Previously I sold all of my

expensive bags online.

Someone purchased without bargaining.

I was curious back then.

Turns out it's her.

Huan,

there's another thing

that Ms. Bai doesn't want me to tell you.

But I think you should know.

Remember when I bought your car,

I transferred to you 150 grand more?

I will always remember that.

That money

was actually from Ms. Bai.

Okay then, I'll see you at half past six.

Zhao Yuanyuan.

Ms. Bai.

Do me a favor.

Sure, name it.

I wanna lend some money to He Huan

in your name.

What do you mean?

She needs money urgently.

Then why don't you just lend it to her?

She blacklisted me.

What happened?

Best friends having a fight?

Just tell me if you'll do it.

Sure. No trouble at all.

I'll send you my account number.

Don't tell her it's me.

Just tell her you did it.

She can repay it any time.

Aren't you afraid that
I'll keep the money myself?

Are you so stupid as to do that?

I know why she blacklisted you.

I'm gonna blacklist you next time.

I didn't know her enough before.

I used to think that

she was the definition of mean.

Now I know she isn't.

She looks super mean on the outside,

but she's actually super gentle inside.

Let me drive you home.

Thanks, Ms. He.

Hi, Jiaqi.

Hi, Yuanyuan.

Have you finished your business?

Me, Dafei and Kevin

are going to Xingui Corner.

Come here if you're done.

But I gotta put on makeup

and be at the studio tomorrow at 7 a.m.

What can be more important than me?

No excuses. I'll be waiting for you.

Fine.

Where to?

Zhou Jiaqi told me
to meet him at Xingui Corner.

Hop in.

Thank you, Huan.

Are you really gonna marry Zhou Jiaqi?

Of course.

But you don't love him so much.

Love is irrelevant.

For someone like me

who is still fighting to survive,

love is just like the bag

that Ms. Bai bought from you.

It's a luxury.

I can't afford it.

Love isn't a luxury. It's a necessity.

You just haven't run into it yet.

When you do,

you'll regret your choice today.

Trust me. It's true.

Honestly, Yuanyuan,

I think this road you're walking down

is quite risky.

But what if I've thought it through

and am willing to take the risks?

Then as your friend,

I may not be able
to pull you back to reality.

I can only wish you the best.

Huan,

please drive me home.

Okay.

[Jiangdu TV Station]

Okay, I'll wait for your plan.

Have a seat.

Alright, so it shall be.

So? Did you drink a lot last night?

I'm having a stomach ache.

Then why are you still here?

Go to a hospital now.

Because there's something more important.

What is it?

Well, I can't
get my head around one thing.

Honestly, in my opinion,

personal media don't have

good presenters or content.

But I just don't see why

they would have such an impact on us

like nothing did before.

You were shocked last night?

Quite a shock actually.

We've been talking about
"embracing new media".

And we registered
our official Weibo account

and our Weixin Channels.

We have our own online platform too.

But why aren't they working?

That's a good question.

Mr. Huang.

Mr. Huang.

Take a look at this.

Sit.

Please sit.

As you mentioned,

we've also established
various types of media,

but why aren't they working?

That's because

we're still in the primary stage

of media integrative development.

Primary stage?

We've only

done the integration physically.

We only managed to build an all-media.

What we need to do next

is to complete the integration chemically.

What does "chemically" mean?

We need to promote

the integration of
traditional media with new media.

Become one,

and transform as a whole.

Do you mean that

we were only putting two things together?

But now, we need
to integrate the two into one?

Correct.

We must stick to the direction
of integration.

Advance from
the current stage of "media addition"

to the stage of "media convergence".

Integration.

Then what should we do, exactly?

To achieve integration,

we need to know each other.

For example.

Do we have a clear view of
our current public opinion ecology,

the media paradigm,

and means of distribution?

Have we had a clear idea of all these?

How many advanced techs have we mastered?

How is our talent pool being maintained?

Have we studied

new media in depth?

Compared with them,

what are our advantages?

What shortcomings do we have?

Yes.

We've only been working hard these years

but forgot to look ahead.

Now is exactly the time to look ahead.

Life is the best school.

Practice is the best textbook.

People are our best teachers.

As long as we stick to
the correct direction of public opinion,

be good at studying,
be open to challenges,

and dare to take action,

I believe that

we'll definitely be able to

find the right path and direction.

I've remembered what you said just now.

But to find the answer,

I'm afraid I'll need some time.

I'd like to do
in-depth research on all levels

and write a report
to submit to the station.

Please go on with your discussion.

I'm gonna go out now.

Okay.

Take a look at this document.

Sorry for keeping you waiting.

I've only just arrived.

Last time you said

your mom felt good after taking this drug.

I told my friend to prepare some more.

Thank you.

No need to say that to me.

How's your mom now?

She's been doing targeted therapy.

But after taking that drug,

she's getting better.

We'll need to see what the recheck says.

Then when can you get the result?

I'm heading to the hospital now.

Let me give you a lift.

Are you going in that direction too?

Absolutely. Come on.

Thank you.

To the hospital.

How are you doing lately?

Not bad.

How is Kaige doing after coming back?

Kaige is back?

You... You don't know yet?

Where?

Well, I was having dinner

with some fund managers
a couple of days ago.

They said someone saw Kaige.

When did they see him?

Recently.

Where was he seen?

I didn't ask.

Then who saw him?

They just said someone.

But I don't know who specifically.

Would you ask them for me, please?

The more specific, the better.

Sure. I'll do it.

You're still looking for him?

Of course.

There are a lot of things,

including his debts.

Things can only work out
with him showing up.

Then did he call you lately

or text you?

Never did.

He doesn't even care about his son?

Maybe he already
forgot about me and his son.

He doesn't strike me

as such a heartless man.

Maybe you don't know him well.

I don't, either.

I've arrived.

I'll wait here for you.

You don't have to.

I don't have anything else to do.

I'll drive you home later.

Thank you.

This is taken before using the drug.

This is after.

We can clearly see
that the focus has shrunk.

Seems like

this targeted therapy worked very well.

That's great news.

I suggest that your mother

continue using the targeted drug.

Okay, thank you, Dr. Tong.

But we also need to observe closely.

If she's experiencing drug resistance,

she must be treated timely.

No problem. I understand.

Dr. Tong, please go take a look.

My dad is not gonna make it.

Okay. Let's go.

Hurry.

My dad is having trouble breathing.

Okay.

Zheng Xuejian.

You are Zheng Xuejian.

I don't know you.

You don't know me, but I do.

I don't know what you're talking about.

Where's Ou Kaige?

I don't know an Ou Kaige.

Where's Ou Kaige?

You left with him.

You don't know where he is?

I don't know what you're talking about.

You don't know?

Where is Ou Kaige? Where is he?

Let him show himself.

Let go of me.

I can let you be together.

But you have to let him show up.

He has to settle our marriage

and all his debts personally.

If you keep doing this,

I'm gonna call security.

You think security works with us?

Even the police won't work.
Let Ou Kaige out.

Go ahead and call security.

Xuejian, what happened to your dad?

Mom, as soon as you left,

dad's condition suddenly got worse.

Wasn't he just fine a moment ago?

-Mom, don't worry.
-Why is he suddenly dying?

-Zheng!
-Dr. Tong is already rescuing him.

Don't worry.

Nothing's gonna happen to dad.

He's gonna be alright.

How long has Dr. Tong been in there?

For a while.

You don't need to worry.

Dr. Tong is here.

Just leave.

Who is she?

She's my coworker.

We're very close.

She's here, especially to visit dad.

But why did I see you fight just now?

-W...we...
-Hi, Mrs. Zheng.

I wanted to gift something to Mr. Zheng,

but she insisted not.

Wish he could recover soon.

Thank you.

Dr. Tong, how's my dad now?

He's stable for now.

Thank god.

But he has serious organ failures.

As his family members,

you should be mentally prepared.

-These may be his last days.
-What...

Why is this happening?

How can it be like this?

How is this possible?

Don't be like this. Quiet.

Dad is still in there.

The patient has recovered consciousness.

You better spend more time with him.

Thank you.

If you really wanna thank me,

let Ou Kaige show himself up and see me.

I really don't know where he is.

You left with him, and you don't know?

Ou Kaige and I aren't what you think.

Then what exactly is it?

You've heard it too.

My dad only has a few days left.

When I see him off,

I'll tell you everything.

I'll give you my number.

One, eight, six...

Seems like Ou Kaige deliberately

blocked He Huan outside.

But why would he do that?

Maybe it's to protect

his image in He Huan's eyes.

Ms. He!

I'll call you later.

Ms. He!

Drive.

The doctor said that

my dad wouldn't need this drug.

He also said that
it was extremely expensive.

I guess you must need it.

So I'll just return it to you.

Thank you.

Thank you so much.

[Sorry,]

[the subscriber you dialed is busy now.]

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[10th Anniversary]

[Lindu]
Mr. Liu said he's not in.

I just need to say a few words to him.

Yuanyuan!

Where did you get this?

I just need one minute.

Yuanyuan, I really can't do it.

It's fine. Thank you.

[Designed by Liu Lindu]

A complaint?

Yes.

Isn't that
the After-sales Department's job?

That customer said it was a design flaw.

She wouldn't let them handle it.

She insisted on meeting the designer.

What? Is my design flawed?

No.

No?

Maybe... I guess... Could be one...

Is there one?

Mr. Liu, please just meet her.

Then you'll see if there's one.

Mr. Liu.

Mr. Liu.

It's you.

We've met at last.

May I ask what's wrong with my design?

Not generous enough.

Where exactly?

A designer's work

is closely related to his personality.

You've been refusing to accept my apology.

Your armchair is a little stingy.

Nonsense.

I'm sorry!

I was just joking with you.

It's just a joke.

You spent over 8,000

just to crack a joke?

Of course not.

I just want to apologize to you again

in person.

You think an apology works?

I've also brought a lavish gift.

I don't like gifts.

2,000 finished houses

plus three sets of
out-of-print Haruki Murakami's collection.

Really?

Mr. Liu.

Mr. Tang is here. Let's get in.

Do we have to have this dinner?

Sure.

Does it have to be me? Won't Mr. Wang do?

It'll do if you let Mr. Wang
take your place

as the president.

Let's go!

What...

What do you mean?

I risked being eaten alive

by Tang Shaohuai

to put you guys together.

It's okay.

It's fine if you don't mind my hard work.

But what about yourself?

Business worth hundreds of millions!

You're just gonna let it slip?

Mr. Liu, stop being a baby, okay?

I just don't like socializing.

You've got social phobia?

Who said that?

Rest assured. You got me.

Let's go.

I can walk by myself.

Mr. Liu, you gotta drink more today.

Well, Mr. Liu,

to be honest,

I so envy old money like you.

Your parents
already paved your future path.

What are you talking about, Mr. Tang?

Mr. Liu, Mr. Tang
is quite straightforward.

He talks like that with anyone.

Please don't take it to heart.

It's okay.

They're not bad people.

They're just uneducated.

Mr. Liu, you are drunk.

Wait.

What do you mean by that?

Should I take that as an insult?

To reciprocate is a social etiquette.

Liu Lindu,
you don't want to make money, huh?

I do.

But an upright man
prefers death to humiliation.

Mr. Tang, please sit down.

He's just joking with you.

What joke?

I'm telling you. I'm the employer.

You're just a...

Liu Lindu, one more word from you

and I'm gonna throw myself on you.

Never have I seen
such an arrogant contractor!

Would you be quiet too, Mr. Tang?

You can't just say whatever you like

simply because you're the employer.

Could you just
stand in the other party's shoes?

You only care about your own feelings.

And you!

You're just a contractor.

Just smile at the employer.

Do you have a problem?

Is it so hard?

You two guys own billions

if added up.

Why are you being so childish?

What?

Both of you are standing up. Wanna fight?

Come on, do it.

Here's a bottle of wine.

Smash it onto his head!

Whoever dares not is a coward!

I was so stupid

to put you two together.

I thought we were gonna have a win-win.

Win what?

I'm such an imbecile.

Let's call it a day, shall we?

I'll pay the check.

Waiter, check!

Hi, may I ask who's paying the check?

Check my foot.

Stop interrupting.

Ge... get out.

Okay.

Um, Yuanyuan...

I... I was actually complimenting him.

He's an educated man,
and can't understand me.

Mr. Tang, don't do that
if you're bad at it.

Mr. Liu, did you hear that?

Mr. Tang admits that
he's complimenting you.

You misunderstood him.

He wasn't trying to mock you.

Why were you so worked up?

You've really misunderstood him.

Mr. Tang.

Outrageous.

If I've really misunderstood you,

I apologize.

If you really want to apologize,

give me a lower price.

For every square meter.

What do you mean?

The original standards remain the same.

Ten percent less for every square meter.

Ten percent?

How about this?

Let's sit down and continue talking.

Yeah, of course.

Have a seat.

It was my bad.

Harmony brings wealth.

Right?

Mr. Tang, I'm gonna level with you, too.

I actually quite envy you.

Wait, what do I have for you to envy?

I'm uneducated.

You built everything with your own hands.

Wherever you go,

you can hold your head high.

But me?

No matter how well I did,

people would say,

I inherited everything from my mother.

But frankly,

this deal has nothing to do
with your family.

You've earned it totally by yourself.

Yes, that's why
I was willing to apologize.

If you really mean it,

the price, you know...

We've already offered you
the lowest price.

A competitor's price
is just one-third of yours.

But our quality and reputation

will help you promote

your enterprise's image.

How about this?

Just give me another five percent.

Don't let me lose too much.

Well...

Don't tell me you can't even decide

on a five percent discount?

You're daring me?

No.

I wasn't daring you.

I'm gonna be honest with you.

Just a few days ago,

I had a major setback.

I can't even make ends meet now.

I was not daring you.

I'm begging you. Please do me this favor.

But in terms of payment method,

I have to explain to my mother.

Then you give me another two percent.

One at most.

Okay, that's a deal.

Come on, that's a deal.

Deal.

Deal.

Don't just clap. Cheers.

I'm not drinking.

My head hurt by your quarreling just now.

We apologize to you.

I was wrong.

I'm sorry.

Please forgive me.

Mr. Liu.

By the way, the publicity fee.

Would you mind paying me a portion?

Brother, the contract...

Tomorrow.

Tomorrow it is.

Take care.

-Bye, Mr. Tang!
-Tomorrow!

Don't you think you should thank me?

I forgive you, alright?

Without me,
you can't even walk in this lobby.

Without you,

my shopping festival
will be more successful.

You're a big boss,

but why can't you just
let go of small things?

Then what do you want?

I want a full-year cooperation with you.

Tomorrow. Call Mr. Wang.

Thank you, Mr. Liu!

Zhao Yuanyuan.

I was just messing with you.

Bye.

Bye.

[Inpatient Department]

Yes?

I've asked the fund managers.

They said

they mistook someone else for him.

So still no news from Ou Kaige?

No.

Thanks.

I'll let you know if I have news.

Okay, bye.

Hi. May I ask where the patient
who used to be here is?

They've already left.

When was that?

A few days ago.

Thanks.

Is someone in?

Mrs. Zheng.

You're that friend of Xuejian's.

Yes, Mrs. Zheng.

Is Xuejian in?

She went out.

Where did she go?

The company sent her out for business.

Well...

She's on a trip
right after Mr. Zheng passed?

Something happened in the company.

They have to let her solve it personally.

This company is too strict with her.

No choice.
Having a job is already a blessing.

Come on in. Take a seat.

Thank you, Mrs. Zheng.

You're welcome.

By the way,

which company is she working at?

I'm not clear.

She said it's related to wine.

Then where did she go for this trip?

No idea.

You didn't even ask her?

I did.

She said that

the company assigned her

to a classified project.

She didn't tell me

what it was, or where she would go.

So how do you contact each other?

She will call me.

She won't ask the phone if I call her.

No wonder she didn't answer my phone

when I called her today.

Young people nowadays

have it hard.

Is her boyfriend

okay with her busy schedule?

She has a boyfriend?

Why didn't she tell me?

I heard it from someone.

Was it recent?

It's been quite some time.

What does he do?

♪Like how the sun shines
through the dark clouds♪

♪Over the bottom of the city♪

♪How many random meetings
can burn into memories?♪

♪Or do they just pop out occasionally?♪

♪Why do we hesitate
when traveling together?♪

♪You're like the sun and also the rain♪

♪The story continues and stops♪

♪The ending glimmers too♪

♪Misunderstandings pull us apart♪

♪Dreams make us expect♪

♪If love can be requited♪

♪I'll forget who I was yesterday♪

♪Then could I make you♪

♪Feel the way I feel♪

♪The sympathy♪

♪Drifts through the tough life♪

♪It's lucky enough to meet each other♪

♪If happiness takes longer, that's fine♪

♪To love anyway♪