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Ah that's the decay of civilization

Ah that's the decay of civilization
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I mean there's all this for all

I mean there's all this for all
politicians

politicians

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always annoying to you

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tell you what to be who to feel what to

tell you what to be who to feel what to
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how to hate

how to hate
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with the Roy's

with the Roy's
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a far-right politics again

a far-right politics again
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there is a rise in neo-fascism you see

there is a rise in neo-fascism you see
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it's spreading like wildfire

it's spreading like wildfire
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it's left us oppressed confused

it's left us oppressed confused
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frightened scared divided not only women

frightened scared divided not only women
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oral warned us against the love of power

oral warned us against the love of power
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oh here are being lied too

oh here are being lied too
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constantly over and over are being loyal

constantly over and over are being loyal
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we the people must fight back

we the people must fight back
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take back what's ours we have the power

take back what's ours we have the power
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we the people must fight back

we the people must fight back
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the revolution

the revolution
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will not be televised

will not be televised
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I don't know what's gonna happen

I don't know what's gonna happen
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but I

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I feel a beat in the street as I look at

I feel a beat in the street as I look at
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we were labeled violent for only asking

we were labeled violent for only asking
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governments to justify I legitimate

governments to justify I legitimate
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their decisions

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breaking the box of communities

breaking the box of communities
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education unions prisons

education unions prisons
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we measure people's value and worth by

we measure people's value and worth by
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well I'll go a few

well I'll go a few
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if you ain't called scars

if you ain't called scars
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me more raised me alone ever since my

me more raised me alone ever since my
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when they got married I moved to Ireland

when they got married I moved to Ireland
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I woke up one morning in the barn we

I woke up one morning in the barn we
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lived in

lived in
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hondoi

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we remember

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I told you not to

I told you not to
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I told you not to

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that you were no where you were come

that you were no where you were come
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from what was not an easy family

from what was not an easy family
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do you have any money

do you have any money
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I'm just living on the street so I need

I'm just living on the street so I need
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some money

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It's never enough

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it doesn't matter what I do what I say

it doesn't matter what I do what I say
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is never enough

is never enough
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I'm sorry it's a choice I made okay so

I'm sorry it's a choice I made okay so
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why do you think I am the way I am then

why do you think I am the way I am then
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oh come on every time you get a phone

oh come on every time you get a phone
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call from me you're like what's wrong

call from me you're like what's wrong
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now all you think is I'm shy that's all

now all you think is I'm shy that's all
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I know we've been here before I fail but

I know we've been here before I fail but
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every time it's hard strange from

every time it's hard strange from
everyone

everyone

everyone
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just a bomb to them

just a bomb to them
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it's important to remember your roots

it's important to remember your roots
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but all I ever [ __ ] get is judgment

but all I ever [ __ ] get is judgment
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I'm gonna find your soul I wanna know

I'm gonna find your soul I wanna know
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what it feels like

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to be her to have that Mother's

to be her to have that Mother's
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nurturing touch I'm gonna find your soul

nurturing touch I'm gonna find your soul
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my mom is coming to visit me

my mom is coming to visit me
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I haven't seen her in a while

I haven't seen her in a while
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foreign

foreign
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how do I tell her who I am

how do I tell her who I am
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she always seems so certain of things

she always seems so certain of things
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where are you going just got a meeting

where are you going just got a meeting
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consider the weird ones

consider the weird ones
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but for me

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I call it the shuffle

I call it the shuffle
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you can slide [ __ ] get high come true be

you can slide [ __ ] get high come true be
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you without judgment doesn't matter who

you without judgment doesn't matter who
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foreign

foreign
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will she understand that I struggle with

will she understand that I struggle with
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I want to hold her forever

I want to hold her forever
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foreign
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you know really curious to come and meet

you know really curious to come and meet
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you really

you really
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you know your show

you know your show
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it means a lot to me you know oh wow

it means a lot to me you know oh wow
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thank you that means a lot to me that

thank you that means a lot to me that
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means a lot to you very nice to hear so

means a lot to you very nice to hear so
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I'm angry by the way nice to meet you

I'm angry by the way nice to meet you
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I'm Judy

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um I'm not bothering you am I no no not

um I'm not bothering you am I no no not
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at all

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it's kind of nice I will fire the guy

it's kind of nice I will fire the guy
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that lets you in but no need to do that

that lets you in but no need to do that
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I promise I won't do it again nah it's

I promise I won't do it again nah it's
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all good how long you been performing in

all good how long you been performing in
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drag yeah for about two years now

drag yeah for about two years now
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you're such a natural though wow

you're such a natural though wow
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thank you but I practice you know it

thank you but I practice you know it
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doesn't no no nothing Perfect come with

doesn't no no nothing Perfect come with
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no effort you need to work for it

no effort you need to work for it
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if you'd have seen the first time that I

if you'd have seen the first time that I
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was in Dragon

was in Dragon
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that was not cute I was kind of curious

that was not cute I was kind of curious
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about a couple things

about a couple things
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and Inspirations that lead you to

and Inspirations that lead you to
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you don't quite fit into where you're

you don't quite fit into where you're
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I guess the courage to do what you do

I guess the courage to do what you do
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uh I don't think I have much options

uh I don't think I have much options
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I cannot really like

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I think it takes lots more courage

I think it takes lots more courage
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what's courage

what's courage
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yeah you know just a choice then you

yeah you know just a choice then you
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need to make a choice I could stay where

need to make a choice I could stay where
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I was born and could have

I was born and could have
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do whatever I needed to do just to fit

do whatever I needed to do just to fit
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in fit in where

in fit in where
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doing what what's the point

doing what what's the point
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what stops you

what stops you
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fear of what

fear of what
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but you are belonging somewhere aren't

but you are belonging somewhere aren't
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you

you
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I'm starting to feel that way yeah you

I'm starting to feel that way yeah you
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cannot fear of not belonging anywhere

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because if you fear of not belonging

because if you fear of not belonging
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anywhere belonging somewhere which

anywhere belonging somewhere which
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you're afraid to lose right it's not

you're afraid to lose right it's not
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that easy sometimes

that easy sometimes
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nothing is easy hiding away it's harder

nothing is easy hiding away it's harder
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I think

I think
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the only thing you need to realize that

the only thing you need to realize that
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we all made of the same thing we're all

we all made of the same thing we're all
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going through the same [ __ ] every

going through the same [ __ ] every
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some can cry for their

some can cry for their
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Lover's laws and some can cry for broken

Lover's laws and some can cry for broken
makeup

makeup

makeup
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who am I to judge

who am I to judge
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yeah well

yeah well
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you're a strong spirit and you stand up

you're a strong spirit and you stand up
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there and give people hope and spread

there and give people hope and spread
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love and make people laugh and smile

love and make people laugh and smile
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what if people around you don't accept

what if people around you don't accept
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it what if people don't accept it don't

it what if people don't accept it don't
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try to fake it when no one else if you

try to fake it when no one else if you
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want to fake it for anybody do it for

want to fake it for anybody do it for
yourself

yourself

yourself
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so you're telling me so

so you're telling me so
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I hope the people I love the most

I hope the people I love the most
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understand what you do

understand what you do
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should they should understand what

should they should understand what
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that you don't feel like you belong or

that you don't feel like you belong or
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that you don't find yourself in the

that you don't find yourself in the
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gender boundary Latin but I don't find

gender boundary Latin but I don't find
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myself in the gender boundaries but that

myself in the gender boundaries but that
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sometimes what people perceive it's

sometimes what people perceive it's
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about you

about you
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but they perceive about your image it's

but they perceive about your image it's
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what you're giving them

what you're giving them
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just imagine that so you're hosting

just imagine that so you're hosting
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everyone for dinner

everyone for dinner
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what you serve it's what they're gonna

what you serve it's what they're gonna
eat

eat

eat
okay

okay

okay
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simple as that if you want to make a

simple as that if you want to make a
fancy

fancy

fancy
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they'll eat it

they'll eat it
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as long as you feel it

as long as you feel it
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You Feel Complete that's it

You Feel Complete that's it
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since I started coming to your show I

since I started coming to your show I
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feel like I have a new family and

feel like I have a new family and
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being in Berlin I'm moving here

being in Berlin I'm moving here
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that's amazing to hear because this is

that's amazing to hear because this is
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how I got to do drag I got myself a new

how I got to do drag I got myself a new
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family in a drag show

family in a drag show
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and then I decided I want to do it

and then I decided I want to do it
myself

so just imagine if you can transfer the

so just imagine if you can transfer the
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like we all play character at some point

like we all play character at some point
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and you have courage don't tell me you

and you have courage don't tell me you
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don't have courage

don't have courage
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you just came into my dressing room with

you just came into my dressing room with
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no invitation

no invitation
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so it takes a lot of Courage let me tell

so it takes a lot of Courage let me tell
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you this

you this
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it's hard at first but now that I've met

it's hard at first but now that I've met
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you I'm

you I'm
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kind of feel like I belong somewhere at

kind of feel like I belong somewhere at
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I'm gonna be here for a while that's

I'm gonna be here for a while that's
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amazing you're always welcome you know

amazing you're always welcome you know
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you're just what I imagined no thank you

you're just what I imagined no thank you
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well you're nice so otherwise I would

well you're nice so otherwise I would
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have kicked your tiny ass but that makes

have kicked your tiny ass but that makes
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no mistake huh I don't want to cross the

no mistake huh I don't want to cross the
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street either no you don't I'm good and

street either no you don't I'm good and
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tell your friends you know I will the

tell your friends you know I will the
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revolution just started

revolution just started
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and maybe I'll sit a little bit closer

and maybe I'll sit a little bit closer
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to the front this time yes do so do so

to the front this time yes do so do so
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I'm addicted to you don't you know

I'm addicted to you don't you know
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this is our headquarters where we stay

this is our headquarters where we stay
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off the grid and monitor the fascists

off the grid and monitor the fascists
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take it upstairs let me know if you find

take it upstairs let me know if you find
it

We Gather we organize

We Gather we organize
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we're not going to let the system drag

we're not going to let the system drag
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us down you understand yeah but because

us down you understand yeah but because
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this place they're only here to protect

this place they're only here to protect
capitalism

capitalism

capitalism
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and if we're gonna have Justice we're

and if we're gonna have Justice we're
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gonna demand it I'm gonna have to take

gonna demand it I'm gonna have to take
it

it

it
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so when you hack that system

so when you hack that system
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the risings here

the risings here
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can you do this for me of course good

can you do this for me of course good
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that's what I'd like to hear that's a

that's what I'd like to hear that's a
brother

brother

brother
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it's a character

it's a character
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Lily go

Lily go
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what

what
what you've<00:28:38.460> been<00:28:38.640> up<00:28:38.760> to

what you've been up to

what you've been up to
you

No don't touch me no go to the blonde

No don't touch me no go to the blonde
girl

girl

girl
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what I'm here go no don't touch me what

what I'm here go no don't touch me what
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do you want Oh what's wrong I'm here no

do you want Oh what's wrong I'm here no
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what do you do who do you think you are

what do you do who do you think you are
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some kind of no no okay don't just don't

some kind of no no okay don't just don't
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love is a mystery

love is a mystery
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see the a

see the a
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the hip beat hideouts or safe spaces in

the hip beat hideouts or safe spaces in
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kreuzberg fleetestrein and now you can

kreuzberg fleetestrein and now you can
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I like to say they're in a polyamorous

I like to say they're in a polyamorous
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enemy

enemy
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I need you

I need you
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it's you it's you it's you

it's you it's you it's you
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it's you that I need

it's you that I need
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to do what I want

to do what I want
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ctors

ctors
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thank you

thank you
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the devil made me

the devil made me
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fully hope to become

fully hope to become
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Berlin is a goddess City

Berlin is a goddess City
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a Child Is Waiting lost and confused and

a Child Is Waiting lost and confused and
the<00:34:16.859> Silent<00:34:17.220> Wind

the Silent Wind

the Silent Wind
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the howling cold Echo brings death and

the howling cold Echo brings death and
rebirth

rebirth

rebirth
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everything passes

everything passes
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anybody

anybody

anybody
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searching for you The Echoes I can't

searching for you The Echoes I can't
hide

hide

hide
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through the rippled patterns and the

through the rippled patterns and the
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silent sounds in my mind

silent sounds in my mind
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she appears in a dream

she appears in a dream
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from the root to the fruit she sets me

from the root to the fruit she sets me
free

free

free
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Mother Earth Glides her into your

Mother Earth Glides her into your
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heart's desire

heart's desire
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their life screams

their life screams
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keep me alive

keep me alive
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keep me safe before I die

keep me safe before I die
lonely

lonely

lonely
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[Music]

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okay<00:38:23.720> hey

oh man it's been so long I can't believe

oh man it's been so long I can't believe
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you're here I mean you're in Berlin oh

you're here I mean you're in Berlin oh
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it's [ __ ] amazing look what I found

it's [ __ ] amazing look what I found
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the other day I stole it from you when

the other day I stole it from you when
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we were in school remember and this this

we were in school remember and this this
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book changed my [ __ ] life it's my

book changed my [ __ ] life it's my
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favorite right oh man I've been on the

favorite right oh man I've been on the
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road ever since

road ever since
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it's so amazing it's so good to see you

it's so amazing it's so good to see you
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where is it going it's going well you

where is it going it's going well you
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know you know ups and downs and that but

know you know ups and downs and that but
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you know I really love being here you

you know I really love being here you
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know how long you're here I don't know

know how long you're here I don't know
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yet I'll just staying open to it I don't

yet I'll just staying open to it I don't
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know it's amazing though [ __ ] it's good

know it's amazing though [ __ ] it's good
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to see you well it must have been like

to see you well it must have been like
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four or five six years now it's it's

four or five six years now it's it's
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been a while how long have you been

been a while how long have you been
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living here well I'm here since three

living here well I'm here since three
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get it back to you I felt so bad for

get it back to you I felt so bad for
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keeping it for so many years and then

keeping it for so many years and then
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when I reached out to you and you said

when I reached out to you and you said
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you're in Berlin I thought it was meant

you're in Berlin I thought it was meant
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to be thank you thank you

to be thank you thank you
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it's really beautiful it's like a piece

it's really beautiful it's like a piece
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but I've noticed this in Berlin it's a

but I've noticed this in Berlin it's a
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lot of people are in a polyamorous

lot of people are in a polyamorous
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relationship or they're not always

relationship or they're not always
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you know um we're in an open

you know um we're in an open
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relationship and I was wondering if you

relationship and I was wondering if you
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were someone who was

were someone who was
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do you have that understanding with your

do you have that understanding with your
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partner that you're that it's okay to

partner that you're that it's okay to
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see other people because there have been

see other people because there have been
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times where I've you know reached out

times where I've you know reached out
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and been curious about other things and

and been curious about other things and
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and felt like I couldn't tell her that

and felt like I couldn't tell her that
well

well

well
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right we are in a relationship with my

right we are in a relationship with my
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partner as well and you know I think

partner as well and you know I think
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it's it's a wonderful thing also like

it's it's a wonderful thing also like
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especially here in Berlin you know when

especially here in Berlin you know when
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it's so so open and most of the people I

it's so so open and most of the people I
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know are actually in an open

know are actually in an open
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relationship yeah and I think it's

relationship yeah and I think it's
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wonderful because it's like you cannot

wonderful because it's like you cannot
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own the other person feel like if I was

own the other person feel like if I was
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to be honest with her and tell her how I

to be honest with her and tell her how I
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really feel at times and

really feel at times and
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how I don't believe in gender and I I

how I don't believe in gender and I I
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think it's [ __ ] stupid and

think it's [ __ ] stupid and
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how I've been with other partners you

how I've been with other partners you
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I think she would leave I don't think

I think she would leave I don't think
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she'd understand and it scares me to be

she'd understand and it scares me to be
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honest with her and to let her know how

honest with her and to let her know how
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I really feel inside and it doesn't make

I really feel inside and it doesn't make
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me love her less it's just there's so

me love her less it's just there's so
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much I want to express and so much I

much I want to express and so much I
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want to explore about myself and I feel

want to explore about myself and I feel
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if I'm upfront with her she won't she'll

if I'm upfront with her she won't she'll
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just she'll judge me

just she'll judge me
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why just be honest as you know

why just be honest as you know
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hey I I know you from the past I don't

hey I I know you from the past I don't
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know who you are really

know who you are really
but

but

but
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I know that you've always been very

I know that you've always been very
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honest and I think if you treat it with

honest and I think if you treat it with
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this and if you follow your heart and

this and if you follow your heart and
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just listen to the voice of Your Love

just listen to the voice of Your Love
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all right like you know it's Love is

all right like you know it's Love is
Easy

Easy

Easy
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it's just that humans like to make it

it's just that humans like to make it
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complicated but I'm never stopping

complicated but I'm never stopping
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myself from expressing who I am and from

myself from expressing who I am and from
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being who I am and just like you know

being who I am and just like you know
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letting my partner know

letting my partner know
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who I am and what I need and what I want

who I am and what I need and what I want
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listen don't you get jealous or upset if

listen don't you get jealous or upset if
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someone's saying you know that's the

someone's saying you know that's the
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thing it's like

thing it's like
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yeah of course I get jealous and there's

yeah of course I get jealous and there's
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so much I'm discovering here about

so much I'm discovering here about
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myself and about

myself and about
people

people

people
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I wanted to be part of it I wanted to

I wanted to be part of it I wanted to
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understand and let me be me

understand and let me be me
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and you you are in the right place to do

and you you are in the right place to do
it

it

it
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and you you are in at the right time in

and you you are in at the right time in
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the right moment to do it

the right moment to do it
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you should just express yourself as you

you should just express yourself as you
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are and find a person that's gonna love

are and find a person that's gonna love
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you no matter what

you no matter what
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now if this girl does not love you

now if this girl does not love you
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that means there will be another person

that means there will be another person
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we're free at the old airport all right

we're free at the old airport all right
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exactly we're now looking at so much

exactly we're now looking at so much
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love and with so much height at one

love and with so much height at one
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point hey thank you black thanks again

point hey thank you black thanks again
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be honest be yourself okay

be honest be yourself okay
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follow your heart

follow your heart
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Lord love

Lord love
me

you too

you too
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I should tell you hey

I should tell you hey
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Evelyn I've named that part of me

Evelyn I've named that part of me
Evelyn

I want to know who is she

I want to know who is she
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down you

down you
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I have

I have
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just have to be honest with her

just have to be honest with her
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why

why
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I don't know I just fell

I don't know I just fell
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is that you what is this I mean are you

is that you what is this I mean are you
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are you like gay or something no I'm not

are you like gay or something no I'm not
gay

gay

gay
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I just so you want to be a woman no he's

I just so you want to be a woman no he's
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just barged that's all what I was bored

just barged that's all what I was bored
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I never

I never
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um

um

um
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look it's not a big deal or anything

look it's not a big deal or anything
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no I I just never been whipped with

no I I just never been whipped with
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someone who wants to be a woman actually

someone who wants to be a woman actually
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you know and I thought that you are I

you know and I thought that you are I
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don't necessarily want to be a woman but

don't necessarily want to be a woman but
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maybe sometimes I just want to be a

maybe sometimes I just want to be a
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woman a play dress-up or I don't know I

woman a play dress-up or I don't know I
was

was

was
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no I mean I don't want to make you feel

no I mean I don't want to make you feel
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uncomfortable I mean that's

uncomfortable I mean that's
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it's okay it's too late for that

it's okay it's too late for that
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what no I mean it's just you make me

what no I mean it's just you make me
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feel uncomfortable it's too right okay

feel uncomfortable it's too right okay
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I'm sorry for that but it's just I come

I'm sorry for that but it's just I come
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here and it's duh

here and it's duh
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why I didn't know that about you

why I didn't know that about you
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like you could have told me

like you could have told me
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then I would have known and

then I would have known and
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but I mean we can

but I mean we can
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watch what an assault Last of Me

watch what an assault Last of Me
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no of course not

no of course not
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it's I mean you have to understand me

it's I mean you have to understand me
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it's just I come in and

it's just I come in and
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this is what I found you know

this is what I found you know
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it's fine it's just you have to explain

it's fine it's just you have to explain
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no just try to understand

no just try to understand
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I'm talking to you

I'm talking to you
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it's fine just I didn't know that of

it's fine just I didn't know that of
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course I'm surprised just tell me tell

course I'm surprised just tell me tell
me

that so that's a thing from you and I

that so that's a thing from you and I
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I don't feel like I could tell you

I don't feel like I could tell you
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that's fine but but that's

that's fine but but that's
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a problem if you feel that way

a problem if you feel that way
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I want you to trust me

I want you to trust me
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you can't trust me you can tell me that

you can't trust me you can tell me that
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I mean

I mean
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why you cannot no you cannot go now

why you cannot no you cannot go now
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it's super childish stop it yep no you

it's super childish stop it yep no you
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have to explain it to me I'm fine with

have to explain it to me I'm fine with
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it no I'm not giving you a [ __ ] I'm

it no I'm not giving you a [ __ ] I'm
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walking on the streets like this I don't

walking on the streets like this I don't
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I feel like you're barely knowing

I feel like you're barely knowing
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and that's not my problem I mean I don't

and that's not my problem I mean I don't
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if if I don't I don't I really don't

if if I don't I don't I really don't
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understand why I'm so pissed off right

understand why I'm so pissed off right
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now you're being so childish I just

now you're being so childish I just
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don't know that about you and you don't

don't know that about you and you don't
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tell me and you just react like

tell me and you just react like
yeah

yeah

yeah
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okay so I'm the one who [ __ ] up now

okay so I'm the one who [ __ ] up now
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okay because I was surprised

okay because I was surprised
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and asking you if you're gay if you want

and asking you if you're gay if you want
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to be a woman okay nothing to do about

to be a woman okay nothing to do about
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it yeah

it yeah
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why does it matter what gender you are

why does it matter what gender you are
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who you are what does it matter so much

who you are what does it matter so much
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all these rules and Society is [ __ ]

all these rules and Society is [ __ ]
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[ __ ] that's what it is

[ __ ] that's what it is
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you know what I mean it shouldn't be an

you know what I mean it shouldn't be an
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idea if you came in a [ __ ] laughing

idea if you came in a [ __ ] laughing
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that's my problem you just came in there

that's my problem you just came in there
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laughing at me

laughing at me
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why would I want to tell anything to

why would I want to tell anything to
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somebody who just walks in laughing like

somebody who just walks in laughing like
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I'm a [ __ ] joke or something I'm

I'm a [ __ ] joke or something I'm
sorry

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yeah you don't know what she told well

yeah you don't know what she told well
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you didn't think you just judge like

you didn't think you just judge like
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everybody else does I'm not gonna stick

everybody else does I'm not gonna stick
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around for you to judge me I did I'm

around for you to judge me I did I'm
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sorry but you're my boyfriend and I'm in

sorry but you're my boyfriend and I'm in
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love with you well I didn't seem like

love with you well I didn't seem like
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love to me that wasn't at all that's

love to me that wasn't at all that's
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what it was just

what it was just
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I didn't know it was something you were

I didn't know it was something you were
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serious about I thought it's a joke or

serious about I thought it's a joke or
something

what do you think it was I didn't know I

what do you think it was I didn't know I
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thought you were playing

thought you were playing
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dress-up why do you react that way

dress-up why do you react that way
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because you know that I think

because you know that I think
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no why you would have never told me that

no why you would have never told me that
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it's a thing from you how could I know

it's a thing from you how could I know
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that you're not playing you're I don't

that you're not playing you're I don't
know

know

know
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why do you react that way you have no

why do you react that way you have no
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reason to react that way seriously I

reason to react that way seriously I
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apologize for laughing I'm sorry

apologize for laughing I'm sorry
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yeah I'm sorry I didn't know it it it's

yeah I'm sorry I didn't know it it it's
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it's a thing that comes out of you and

it's a thing that comes out of you and
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it's fine I don't care

it's fine I don't care
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I don't care about this we can't dress

I don't care about this we can't dress
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up together I I really don't care I love

up together I I really don't care I love
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you I love you

you I love you
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and I'm sorry that I loved it was just

and I'm sorry that I loved it was just
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new for me you know I'm sorry

new for me you know I'm sorry
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I'm sad I said why are you can just

I'm sad I said why are you can just
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explain it to me

explain it to me
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I I'm not judging you I don't think

I I'm not judging you I don't think
you're

you're

you're
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I'm really sorry I just said I need to

I'm really sorry I just said I need to
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I suppose

I suppose
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what do you mean by people man or I mean

what do you mean by people man or I mean
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doesn't matter

doesn't matter
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isn't just love sometimes at the same

isn't just love sometimes at the same
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time oh [ __ ]

time oh [ __ ]
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laughs

laughs
so

so

so
um

um

um
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why why well why did you tell me like

why why well why did you tell me like
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your love leaves everything because it

your love leaves everything because it
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okay he was just like

okay he was just like
foreign

foreign

foreign
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[ __ ] other people and they just

[ __ ] other people and they just
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coming coming back to me and just

coming coming back to me and just
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pretend like no nothing happened or what

pretend like no nothing happened or what
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that I'm okay

that I'm okay
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like did you use the condom or

like did you use the condom or
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oh yeah what

oh yeah what
you<00:55:00.359> didn't

disgusting you just come back to me here

disgusting you just come back to me here
after<00:55:08.460> this

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okay

okay

okay
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I'm so I can't believe it okay

I'm so I can't believe it okay
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um

um

um
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sorry no no you're not sorry stop lying

sorry no no you're not sorry stop lying
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why did you even make the

why did you even make the
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to to save your love and you want to be

to to save your love and you want to be
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with me like how how sick are you in

with me like how how sick are you in
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your [ __ ] mind

your [ __ ] mind
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like what is wrong with you you look me

like what is wrong with you you look me
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in the eye don't don't play like a baby

in the eye don't don't play like a baby
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you're not a 10 year old boy

you're not a 10 year old boy
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stop doing that look look me and yeah

stop doing that look look me and yeah
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I just

I just
what

oh I'm so confused I don't know what I

oh I'm so confused I don't know what I
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am yeah [ __ ] you you know I mean it's

am yeah [ __ ] you you know I mean it's
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not like you haven't seen another people

not like you haven't seen another people
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making out with two girls while I was

making out with two girls while I was
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drunk I'm sorry and you saw it I I

drunk I'm sorry and you saw it I I
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didn't I wasn't hiding it or anything

didn't I wasn't hiding it or anything
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I have nothing done behind your back

I have nothing done behind your back
nothing

I didn't want you to see anyone

I didn't want you to see anyone
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or be with someone because I love I was

or be with someone because I love I was
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I was in love with you I was

I was in love with you I was
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and you were not because otherwise you

and you were not because otherwise you
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wouldn't like to [ __ ]

wouldn't like to [ __ ]
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several people you know not only men

several people you know not only men
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because you're gay also

because you're gay also
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what are you okay

what are you okay
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oh you're not you're not [ __ ] someone

oh you're not you're not [ __ ] someone
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in the ass and then you're you're not

in the ass and then you're you're not
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gay you just like a whole hole doesn't

gay you just like a whole hole doesn't
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matter or it sounds like you haven't

matter or it sounds like you haven't
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been with women not worse yeah but I've

been with women not worse yeah but I've
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never slept with a girl I just kissed

never slept with a girl I just kissed
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with girls that's something different

with girls that's something different
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you know

you know
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if you kiss someone with wow why am I

if you kiss someone with wow why am I
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explaining that to you I just I just

explaining that to you I just I just
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yes

yes
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you slept with people you slept with

you slept with people you slept with
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several people and you just use a condom

several people and you just use a condom
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don't look like a puppy

don't look like a puppy
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innocent I'm not I'm confused [ __ ] you

innocent I'm not I'm confused [ __ ] you
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sorry

sorry
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no no just go Ruby

no no just go Ruby
baby

balances

balances
bonuses

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foreign

foreign

foreign
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but I can't remember what happened

but I can't remember what happened
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dying rose

dying rose
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blow soul

blow soul
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is that your spirit free

is that your spirit free
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her beauty in the Moonlight

her beauty in the Moonlight
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a dream

a dream
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within a dream

within a dream
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I feel my heartbeat is racing through my

I feel my heartbeat is racing through my
veins

veins

veins
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I hate coming down

I hate coming down
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I Miss Angie

I Miss Angie
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I wish I was with her

I wish I was with her
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I want to hold her

I want to hold her
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is

Angie I'm sorry I lied to you

Angie I'm sorry I lied to you
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is the world

is the world
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his pessimism privilege

his pessimism privilege
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sometimes I feel like I just want to

sometimes I feel like I just want to
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[ __ ] disconnect

[ __ ] disconnect
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a movement whispering in the dark

a movement whispering in the dark
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yeah

yeah
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foreign

foreign
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foreign

foreign

foreign
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you're a coward

you're a coward
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who<01:05:58.380> is<01:05:58.500> she

who is she

who is she
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that's<01:06:28.799> for<01:06:29.039> you<01:06:29.220> baby

I think it goes good with the dress

I think it goes good with the dress
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makes me look like a queen

makes me look like a queen
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does he still love me

does he still love me
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you're a dreamer living in a fantasy

you're a dreamer living in a fantasy
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always breaking the law and getting in

always breaking the law and getting in
trouble

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I thought it burned me up

I thought it burned me up
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each<01:09:52.560> and<01:09:52.679> every<01:09:52.859> one<01:09:53.100> of<01:09:53.219> you

each and every one of you

each and every one of you
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I would like to start the second half of

I would like to start the second half of
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the show with my very very first ever

the show with my very very first ever
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performed drag number

performed drag number
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I decided to perform this number one

I decided to perform this number one
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more time just to give you an

more time just to give you an
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explanation why I call

explanation why I call
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that show yes Mama

that show yes Mama
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why have I have chosen the art form of

why have I have chosen the art form of
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drag to express

drag to express
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what I have to express in this world the

what I have to express in this world the
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name of this piece allow me it's

name of this piece allow me it's
phenomenal<01:10:26.880> woman

phenomenal woman

phenomenal woman
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and it's dedicated for each and every

and it's dedicated for each and every
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woman in the house and outside because

woman in the house and outside because
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and our mothers are forced of nature

and our mothers are forced of nature
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and each and every biological or

and each and every biological or
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so the name is phenomenal woman and it's

so the name is phenomenal woman and it's
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dedicated to each and every one who ever

dedicated to each and every one who ever
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many people wonder where my secret lies

many people wonder where my secret lies
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I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion

I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion
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model size when I start to tell them

model size when I start to tell them
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they think I'm telling lies I say it's

they think I'm telling lies I say it's
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in the reach of my arms the span of my

in the reach of my arms the span of my
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hips The Stride of my step the curl of

hips The Stride of my step the curl of
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my lips I'm a woman phenomenally

my lips I'm a woman phenomenally
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now you understand just why my head's

now you understand just why my head's
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not bowed I don't shout or jump about or

not bowed I don't shout or jump about or
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have to talk real loud when you see me

have to talk real loud when you see me
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passing it ought to make you proud I say

passing it ought to make you proud I say
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it's in the click of my heels the bend

it's in the click of my heels the bend
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of my hair the palms of my hands the

of my hair the palms of my hands the
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need for my care

need for my care
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because I'm a woman

because I'm a woman
phenomenally

phenomenally

phenomenally
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phenomenal woman that's my mother and

phenomenal woman that's my mother and
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all your mothers and my grandmothers and

all your mothers and my grandmothers and
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your grandmothers and my

your grandmothers and my
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great-grandmothers and your greats and

great-grandmothers and your greats and
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my great greats and your and all you

my great greats and your and all you
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reminding myself of the warmth inside

reminding myself of the warmth inside
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but I like to know you're safe

but I like to know you're safe
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and where you are in the world

and where you are in the world
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come on

come on
SpongeBob

SpongeBob

SpongeBob
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Christmas

Christmas
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was it a party it must have been like 11

was it a party it must have been like 11
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years old but really

years old but really
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you know where I came from you kind of

you know where I came from you kind of
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suppressed that

suppressed that
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and you just kind of denied it to

and you just kind of denied it to
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yourself and then when I came to Berlin

yourself and then when I came to Berlin
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it was something it was just easy it was

it was something it was just easy it was
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natural yeah it's amazing about the city

natural yeah it's amazing about the city
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things I want to love

things I want to love
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and now everyone's going to come out and

and now everyone's going to come out and
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I'm just gonna slay

I'm just gonna slay
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so what does love mean to you

so what does love mean to you
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connection without judgment Sabrina is

connection without judgment Sabrina is
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we will not go silently into the end of

we will not go silently into the end of
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the night

the night
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we will not go silently Into the Night

we will not go silently Into the Night
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if the world were ever changed women

if the world were ever changed women
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must have equal power

must have equal power
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foreign

to fear

to fear
together

thank you

thank you
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thank you

thank you
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it's a whole new world women are

it's a whole new world women are
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fighting back you lead

fighting back you lead
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duh

duh

duh
do<01:23:16.620> I<01:23:16.800> forgive<01:23:17.219> you

do I forgive you

do I forgive you
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for running away

for running away
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I wish it never got the better of you

I wish it never got the better of you
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made to my Evelyn has taught me

made to my Evelyn has taught me
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you have to love people's hate

you have to love people's hate
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peace and truth will prevail and rise

peace and truth will prevail and rise
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out of the ashes

out of the ashes
surrender

surrender

surrender
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to love

to love
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us

us
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with me

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totalitarian ideas can spread like a

totalitarian ideas can spread like a
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virus like a poison or zest oppression

virus like a poison or zest oppression
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and tyranny

and tyranny
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this is going out to anyone who's

this is going out to anyone who's
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listening

listening
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don't let it happen

don't let it happen
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depends on you

depends on you
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