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Sorry, everything's a
bit cold this morning.
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Thanks to Jodi Arias,
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I've had my life
threatened repeatedly,
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I've been attacked.
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I lost my job and my family.
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For a while, I was the second
most-hated person in America.
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Marked by the devil herself.
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I think I'm okay with a bit of cold.
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Let's start with your name.
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Donavan Bering.
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D-O-N...
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A-V-A-N...
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I thought being sent to
jail was my rock bottom.
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Now I know, it wasn't even close.
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My plan was simple:
to survive.
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Take one day at a time
and just get through it.
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What wasn't in the plan?
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Falling in love.
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Watch out for Rosie today.
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She's looking for someone to punish.
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Well, she's always been nice to me.
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Nobody's nice in here.
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You understand that, right?
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Okay.
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Babe, trust me.
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The ones that aren't getting out,
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they've got nothing to lose.
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If I hadn't met you,
I don't think I would have made it.
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Yeah, but you did.
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And you will.
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Stay by my side, I got you.
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Y'all hear what's for lunch today?
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Prime ribs with baby baked
potatoes and grilled asparagus.
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Or a chunk moldy bread
Arpaio found in a dumpster.
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No.
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Lemon meringue pie for dessert.
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Seriously, shut up.
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Or...
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- Chocolate fudge cake.
- Oh, yeah.
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- You see what you started?
- Yup.
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Warm raspberry crumble with
vanilla ice cream just melting on top.
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That's the one.
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Meeting Tracy made jail survivable.
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Now I, we, had a new plan.
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Do our time, live happily ever after.
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And then,
Jodi Arias walked through the door.
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Yeah...
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None of us had access to the news.
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While the rest of the world
knew her as the woman
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who'd soon be on trial for
murdering her boyfriend,
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all we knew was she didn't
look like she belonged here.
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Snitch.
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She won't last long.
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There's only one empty bunk that way.
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Hell no!
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Brown... Brown!
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There's no way I'm
bunking with a snitch!
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- Get out!
- Hey!
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This ain't summer camp, Brown.
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You don't get to choose
who you bunk with.
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You want to get written up?
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Hey!
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Got a new girlfriend, Brown?
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I guess they're not even trying
to disguise snitches anymore.
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God, it's like dropping a
baby bunny into a coyotes' den.
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I know, right.
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A snitch can get your charges upped,
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get you sent to the hole.
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- But we haven't done anything.
- It doesn't matter!
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Never forget where you are.
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I won't, I promise.
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Goodnight.
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Did she say anything?
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What is she doing in there all day?
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Drawing, writing.
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"Dear diary, I'm starting to
reconsider my life as a snitch."
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I know how we can find out for sure.
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Ask her to do something illegal.
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So you never thought about it?
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Tattoos?
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You'd be good at it.
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- Well, how would we...
- There are ways.
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You in?
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Can I do the first one on you?
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Sure.
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Getting your hands on the stuff
you need to do jail tattoos is easy.
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But tattooing is a major infraction,
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right up there with
doing drugs or fighting.
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If you're caught, you could lose all
your privileges and end up in solitary.
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No snitch would take the risk.
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You need it to be a fine powder.
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- Thanks.
- For what?
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Trusting me to do this.
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I felt so alone coming here,
this means...
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It means a lot.
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Now, shampoo.
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Just a drop.
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Alright.
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You know what happens if
you get caught, right?
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Can I ask you a question?
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You mean "the" question?
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How'd I end up here?
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You don't have to answer.
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Same as everybody.
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Bad choices.
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I was with a guy who tied somebody up,
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beat him, left him for dead.
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I thought he was gonna kill me too.
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I was high and...
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I don't trust cops.
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I got charged like I did it.
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I'm not going home for a long time.
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And your... girlfriend?
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Did you know her before?
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No. Met here...
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day she arrived.
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And her bad choice?
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She trusted somebody that burned a
business down for insurance money.
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She found out about it,
didn't snitch.
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So, they put in her
in maximum security?
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She's from Alaska.
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They thought she was a flight risk.
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I'm so sorry for what
you've both gone through.
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It doesn't seem fair.
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What about you?
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I'm not supposed to talk about it.
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Is this hurting?
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It looks like it would.
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It's fine.
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There was so much blood.
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Sorry...
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It's just that...
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Travis, my boyfriend...
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he was murdered.
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Stabbed and shot
right in front of me.
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What do you think so far?
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You'll get better with practice.
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It'll be great when it's done.
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Trust me.
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Hey...
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I finally got a crystal
they can't take from me.
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So, she's okay?
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Yeah, I think so...
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Hey!
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This is Donavan.
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I'm Jodi.
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Initials of my niece and nephew.
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And now I appreciate
the skill those took.
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I have another one on my
back and a Buddha on my leg.
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- You're Buddhist?
- Since I was 22.
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I asked my mom to send me books.
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There's one about
Buddhism on my list.
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I'll share it with you.
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I'm actually Mormon now.
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I converted for my boyfriend,
Travis.
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For me, really, for us.
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But I'm fascinated by all religions.
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Tracy's Wiccan.
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When I was younger, I had
a boyfriend who was Wiccan,
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so it was a big
part of my life too.
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What I love most both about
Buddhism and Wicca
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is the emphasis on nature.
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When you strip everything else away,
all the stuff that doesn't matter,
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that's what we have left, nature.
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And love...
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Sorry, sometimes I talk
too much about subjects
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I'm really passionate about.
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That's okay.
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I think it's beautiful that
you two found each other.
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Here, of all places.
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I think it was
Anne Frank who wrote,
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"I don't think of all the misery,"
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"but of the beauty that still remains."
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Does anybody want this?
I don't need it.
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I'll take it.
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Of course we liked her.
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She was smart, she was interesting.
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And she wasn't like
anybody else we'd ever met.
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"Pernicious."
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You realize none of this
is sinking in, right?
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Okay well, how about a
word from yesterday then?
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"Duress."
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We're being forced to
learn words under duress.
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See?
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"Pernicious."
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No clue.
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"Causing great harm or damage in a
way that is not easily seen or noticed."
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Let's do another one.
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Mom, I just miss you...
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Thank you so much.
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What was that about?
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Nothing.
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She needed to call her family,
but she couldn't afford it.
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You put money on
her phone account?
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Do you even know her?
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She needed her mom.
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There's this one or...?
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I want something to
symbolize my love for Tracy.
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My boyfriend Travis used to do that.
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He wouldn't even have to say anything.
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He'd just look at me and I knew.
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More than anything else,
that's what I miss.
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He was murdered.
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The police think I did it,
that's why I'm here.
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As if I could ever
kill somebody I loved.
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Crazy, right?
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Not everybody liked her.
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Hey...
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They're making a plan to get Jodi.
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Who?
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Who do you think?
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Today.
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What am I going to do?
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You want to get to Arias...
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you gotta go through me.
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Everybody got that?!
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Got it?
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Do you...
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hear me?!
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During the day, Jodi
stuck to us like glue.
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But nights were another story.
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Hey, where were you?
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I've been doing TV interviews.
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It's going to help my case.
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People get to know me,
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see that I'm smart and articulate,
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hear my side of the story.
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Yeah, I'm sure there are
hundreds of women
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who would love to tell their
side of their story.
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Why you?
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It's not my fault that
people are interested in me.
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Be careful.
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Always.
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Jodi did endless interviews.
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While everybody on the
outside was seeing this...
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I'd be shaking in
my boots right now
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if I had to answer to God
for such a heinous crime.
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I'm very grateful that this is one
thing I'll never have to answer to.
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I did not kill Travis.
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All we were seeing was this...
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And these pastries will
be the apple of your eye.
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I'm gonna call you
Songbird from now on.
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That's what you remind me of.
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Goodnight, Songbird.
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Goodnight.
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Until my dying day, that song
will never bring me comfort.
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Thanks to Jodi,
it's burned in my memory
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as something I was too naive
to realize at the time...
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the sound of the devil
singing us to sleep.
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Prison crushes you.
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Makes you less than you are.
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But Tracy gave me hope.
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Hope I could survive it.
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We were a team facing it together.
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It didn't take long for us to realize that
there was one set of rules for Jodi Arias,
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and one set of rules for
everybody else.
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- This is gonna look so good, Donovan.
- Can't wait.
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Guard.
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This ain't your cell, Brown.
Clear out.
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Where were you yesterday,
Officer Bricker?
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We missed you.
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You need to wrap this up in here.
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Since you asked so nicely.
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Love the new haircut,
by the way.
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There are benefits to being
nice to them, you know.
266
00:23:21,206 --> 00:23:22,573
You can do what you want.
267
00:23:22,969 --> 00:23:25,296
- I'm no badge bunny.
- So you don't want one then?
268
00:23:25,828 --> 00:23:26,828
Nope.
269
00:23:46,427 --> 00:23:49,039
- Oh, my God.
- Mm, right?
270
00:23:52,211 --> 00:23:54,924
The lady who lived next door to
us made these when I was little.
271
00:23:57,243 --> 00:23:59,796
She'd see me sitting
outside and call me over.
272
00:24:02,478 --> 00:24:04,995
Sometimes it was all
I had to eat that day.
273
00:24:06,228 --> 00:24:07,588
Where was your family?
274
00:24:09,675 --> 00:24:11,058
I lived with my grandmother.
275
00:24:12,158 --> 00:24:13,158
Yeah...
276
00:24:15,024 --> 00:24:16,237
She hated me.
277
00:24:17,531 --> 00:24:18,531
Or...
278
00:24:19,894 --> 00:24:21,061
That's how it felt.
279
00:24:21,382 --> 00:24:22,628
I'm sure she didn't.
280
00:24:25,056 --> 00:24:27,582
My grandmother carried around
a wooden spoon with her.
281
00:24:30,092 --> 00:24:34,206
She would beat me with
it every single day.
282
00:24:36,479 --> 00:24:38,565
Sometimes she would
beat me so hard...
283
00:24:38,899 --> 00:24:40,265
it would break in half.
284
00:24:41,412 --> 00:24:42,918
Then she'd use the belt.
285
00:24:44,661 --> 00:24:47,201
I had so many bruises and
welts on my body that
286
00:24:47,533 --> 00:24:51,131
I had to wear a longsleeved shirt
and pants to school just to hide them.
287
00:24:54,028 --> 00:24:56,948
At the end of her life,
my grandmother apologized.
288
00:24:59,921 --> 00:25:01,748
I sat by her side for a week.
289
00:25:04,576 --> 00:25:07,509
She just kept saying it over and over.
290
00:25:13,960 --> 00:25:17,228
There's not enough apologies
in this world for being a monster.
291
00:25:26,936 --> 00:25:28,223
I'm so sorry.
292
00:25:33,804 --> 00:25:35,162
I can't imagine.
293
00:25:36,844 --> 00:25:38,497
My parents weren't perfect,
294
00:25:38,874 --> 00:25:40,884
but my childhood was pretty much ideal.
295
00:25:47,252 --> 00:25:49,232
You're such a beautiful person.
296
00:25:49,772 --> 00:25:51,392
You didn't deserve that.
297
00:25:53,295 --> 00:25:54,375
Nobody does.
298
00:26:00,034 --> 00:26:02,781
Anybody that hurts a kid
299
00:26:03,594 --> 00:26:04,907
deserves to suffer.
300
00:26:05,874 --> 00:26:07,455
Every last one of them.
301
00:26:14,618 --> 00:26:17,700
Well, I'm sure the sugar will
help us sleep like babies tonight.
302
00:26:17,753 --> 00:26:18,753
Yeah.
303
00:26:19,034 --> 00:26:20,034
Hey?
304
00:26:21,709 --> 00:26:24,589
I hope you dream of...
something better.
305
00:26:26,286 --> 00:26:29,202
Yeah... Thanks.
306
00:26:42,153 --> 00:26:44,319
Donavan has her court case today.
307
00:26:44,684 --> 00:26:46,912
Judge will decide how
much longer she's here.
308
00:26:47,766 --> 00:26:49,408
What do you think
is going to happen?
309
00:26:49,890 --> 00:26:52,608
In my experience, nothing good.
310
00:26:54,475 --> 00:26:55,723
She's so scared.
311
00:26:56,910 --> 00:26:58,276
I have to do something.
312
00:26:58,803 --> 00:26:59,903
She'll be fine.
313
00:27:03,818 --> 00:27:05,931
If I could just make her laugh,
314
00:27:06,803 --> 00:27:08,697
I know it would make her feel better.
315
00:27:11,729 --> 00:27:12,729
Donovan!
316
00:27:36,264 --> 00:27:37,918
Brown, Arias.
317
00:27:38,563 --> 00:27:39,563
Show's over.
318
00:27:41,082 --> 00:27:42,082
Arias!
319
00:27:45,875 --> 00:27:47,834
I love you more than unicorns!
320
00:27:55,074 --> 00:27:56,201
Don't worry.
321
00:28:00,040 --> 00:28:01,726
She doesn't deserve to be here.
322
00:28:02,393 --> 00:28:03,753
But if she goes home...
323
00:28:04,078 --> 00:28:07,064
- You don't want to lose her.
- I could be here for ten years.
324
00:28:08,444 --> 00:28:09,830
I can't ask her to wait.
325
00:28:10,417 --> 00:28:11,917
I don't think you have to.
326
00:28:12,638 --> 00:28:14,691
She loves you and you love her.
327
00:28:15,669 --> 00:28:18,115
It's worth doing whatever
it takes to hang on to that.
328
00:28:19,346 --> 00:28:20,346
Sure.
329
00:28:20,795 --> 00:28:21,795
Listen to me.
330
00:28:23,117 --> 00:28:25,511
You can't let anybody take
that love away from you.
331
00:28:26,045 --> 00:28:27,045
Ever.
332
00:28:27,843 --> 00:28:29,058
Thanks, Songbird.
333
00:28:30,343 --> 00:28:32,749
And a sexy dance every
now and then never hurts.
334
00:28:34,963 --> 00:28:36,216
Always happy to help.
335
00:28:47,422 --> 00:28:49,518
Five months, minus time served.
336
00:28:49,521 --> 00:28:50,956
The Judge wished
he could give me less,
337
00:28:50,958 --> 00:28:52,275
doesn't think I
should be here at all.
338
00:28:52,277 --> 00:28:53,550
Yeah, he's right.
339
00:28:59,987 --> 00:29:03,321
So, what, you could be out
of here in a couple weeks?
340
00:29:04,436 --> 00:29:05,436
I could.
341
00:29:06,813 --> 00:29:10,280
Hey look,
it doesn't matter where we are.
342
00:29:10,745 --> 00:29:11,939
We're still together.
343
00:29:12,916 --> 00:29:14,719
- I love you.
- I love you too.
344
00:29:19,653 --> 00:29:21,539
Sorry to interrupt.
345
00:29:22,342 --> 00:29:23,732
I had an idea.
346
00:29:33,730 --> 00:29:34,859
It wasn't real...
347
00:29:35,826 --> 00:29:37,192
You look so beautiful.
348
00:29:37,347 --> 00:29:39,940
...but it was as close as
we could get at the time.
349
00:29:41,389 --> 00:29:43,298
And it felt real to us.
350
00:29:44,095 --> 00:29:48,712
Fate, karma and destiny
have brought
351
00:29:48,715 --> 00:29:52,618
Tracy and Donavan
together in a marriage
352
00:29:52,621 --> 00:29:56,001
of two faiths and two
beautiful souls.
353
00:29:56,516 --> 00:30:00,428
We had no idea that the hand
that blessed our marriage
354
00:30:00,546 --> 00:30:03,549
was the same hand that,
just five months earlier,
355
00:30:03,642 --> 00:30:07,122
stabbed Travis Alexander
as many as 29 times,
356
00:30:07,381 --> 00:30:08,701
shot him in the head,
357
00:30:08,949 --> 00:30:11,739
and sliced his throat
with so much force
358
00:30:12,215 --> 00:30:14,220
that it just about decapitated him.
359
00:30:39,752 --> 00:30:40,752
You okay?
360
00:30:41,789 --> 00:30:45,796
Yeah, just, weirdest dream.
361
00:30:46,569 --> 00:30:48,533
Hm, I get those a lot too.
362
00:30:49,833 --> 00:30:53,437
All I saw was you, alone...
363
00:30:54,220 --> 00:30:57,468
like, wearing a white dress.
364
00:30:58,335 --> 00:30:59,562
Like floating.
365
00:31:00,229 --> 00:31:03,389
I mean, it was beautiful, but...
366
00:31:05,099 --> 00:31:06,552
something about it...
367
00:31:08,989 --> 00:31:10,335
It was a prophecy.
368
00:31:14,543 --> 00:31:15,736
What do you mean?
369
00:31:16,223 --> 00:31:18,790
If I'm found guilty,
I'm going to kill myself.
370
00:31:19,102 --> 00:31:20,229
Songbird!
371
00:31:22,234 --> 00:31:25,661
Don't worry about it,
no jury will convict me.
372
00:31:43,562 --> 00:31:46,256
- Hey, hey, possible incoming.
- Who is it?
373
00:31:46,486 --> 00:31:49,347
- It's the new guy, Schmidt.
- Don't worry about him.
374
00:31:51,425 --> 00:31:52,685
Did you flash him?
375
00:31:54,014 --> 00:31:56,101
I can neither confirm nor deny.
376
00:31:57,367 --> 00:31:58,507
Oh my God.
377
00:31:59,414 --> 00:32:00,572
You're the worst.
378
00:32:01,014 --> 00:32:02,634
We do what we have to do.
379
00:32:05,546 --> 00:32:07,226
Mind if I sign my name to it?
380
00:32:13,924 --> 00:32:15,910
I want you to have
something to remember me by.
381
00:32:21,919 --> 00:32:24,760
Songbird, please don't.
382
00:32:28,101 --> 00:32:30,634
I told the police everything
that happened that night.
383
00:32:31,477 --> 00:32:34,171
I was there when two intruders broke in.
384
00:32:35,449 --> 00:32:37,129
One male, one female.
385
00:32:38,166 --> 00:32:40,473
Dressed in black, wearing masks.
386
00:32:42,204 --> 00:32:43,830
I saw them kill Travis.
387
00:32:45,628 --> 00:32:48,395
I thought they were going to
kill me too, but I got away.
388
00:32:52,860 --> 00:32:55,586
As long as I'm in here,
do you think they're even bothering
389
00:32:55,588 --> 00:32:57,105
to look for the real murderers?
390
00:33:07,496 --> 00:33:09,229
I just thought, when I'm gone,
391
00:33:09,689 --> 00:33:11,496
at least my name will
still be with you.
392
00:33:12,958 --> 00:33:15,338
Maybe knowing I'm at peace
will bring you peace too.
393
00:33:19,542 --> 00:33:21,268
Never mind, it's a silly idea.
394
00:33:27,124 --> 00:33:28,124
No...
395
00:33:28,962 --> 00:33:29,962
I mean...
396
00:33:30,485 --> 00:33:32,009
Sure, why not?
397
00:33:38,166 --> 00:33:40,192
When Jodi tattooed
her name on Tracy,
398
00:33:40,312 --> 00:33:42,107
it seemed innocent enough.
399
00:33:45,752 --> 00:33:48,619
Up until that day, the three
of us had been inseparable.
400
00:33:49,682 --> 00:33:51,016
That was about to change.
401
00:33:51,089 --> 00:33:52,529
No!
402
00:33:53,166 --> 00:33:55,572
Somebody reported your
relationship with Donavan Bering.
403
00:33:56,087 --> 00:33:57,400
You know how this works.
404
00:33:57,627 --> 00:33:58,940
We have to separate you.
405
00:33:59,031 --> 00:34:01,091
This isn't right and you know it!
406
00:34:03,004 --> 00:34:04,658
Please let her stay, please.
407
00:34:04,661 --> 00:34:06,857
Arias, step outside, step outside.
408
00:34:11,398 --> 00:34:13,900
- What's happening!?
- They're moving her to Tower B.
409
00:34:14,299 --> 00:34:15,299
No!
410
00:34:15,302 --> 00:34:17,545
Don't make this harder than
necessary, Brown. Let's go.
411
00:34:19,146 --> 00:34:20,246
This is bullshit!
412
00:34:21,886 --> 00:34:23,726
The one good thing
I have in my life.
413
00:34:26,191 --> 00:34:29,372
Songbird, you and Donavan
have to take care of each other.
414
00:34:29,637 --> 00:34:32,083
No, no, no,
I can't do this without you.
415
00:34:32,330 --> 00:34:33,811
- I love you.
- I love you too.
416
00:34:33,814 --> 00:34:34,999
It's gonna be okay.
417
00:34:35,002 --> 00:34:36,035
- Let's go.
- No!
418
00:34:36,042 --> 00:34:37,434
- Brown, let's go!
- I'm not going!
419
00:34:37,437 --> 00:34:40,077
- Let's go!
- Tracy!
420
00:34:40,306 --> 00:34:41,306
Stay back!
421
00:34:42,227 --> 00:34:43,227
Tracy!
422
00:34:44,387 --> 00:34:46,956
Tracy! Tracy!
423
00:34:47,036 --> 00:34:49,569
Tracy! Stop, you're hurting her!
424
00:34:49,613 --> 00:34:51,979
Lock down, back to your cells!
425
00:35:03,689 --> 00:35:05,562
Come on,
you don't want to get in trouble.
426
00:35:12,228 --> 00:35:14,342
After Tracy was moved to solitary...
427
00:35:15,048 --> 00:35:16,295
Jodi was scared.
428
00:35:18,303 --> 00:35:19,336
So was I.
429
00:35:22,097 --> 00:35:23,503
Tracy kept us safe.
430
00:35:23,985 --> 00:35:25,690
And now,
no matter where we were,
431
00:35:25,806 --> 00:35:28,999
locked down or not,
anything could happen.
432
00:35:31,598 --> 00:35:35,190
And there were new arrivals
who had seen plenty of Jodi on TV.
433
00:35:38,153 --> 00:35:40,390
They figured they'd get
their 15 minutes of fame
434
00:35:40,393 --> 00:35:42,799
by being the one to
kill Jodi Arias.
435
00:35:48,672 --> 00:35:51,412
On the outside, I may have
looked like I could protect Jodi.
436
00:35:52,104 --> 00:35:55,098
But on the inside, I knew I couldn't.
437
00:36:02,295 --> 00:36:04,089
And I missed my wife.
438
00:36:23,091 --> 00:36:25,704
I really don't want to lose
touch with you after you leave.
439
00:36:26,262 --> 00:36:27,262
Me either.
440
00:36:27,907 --> 00:36:30,227
Hey, remember that first
day when I met you?
441
00:36:30,545 --> 00:36:32,808
I knew you came into
my life for a reason.
442
00:36:33,671 --> 00:36:35,094
Our bond of sisterhood,
443
00:36:35,096 --> 00:36:37,522
it makes me feel like
I can survive anything.
444
00:36:37,524 --> 00:36:39,049
That's all thanks to you.
445
00:36:39,587 --> 00:36:40,587
Me?
446
00:36:41,214 --> 00:36:42,942
When are you going to start
believing people
447
00:36:42,945 --> 00:36:45,245
when they tell you how
awesome you are?
448
00:36:47,076 --> 00:36:50,194
Hey, maybe you can help me
with my social media,
449
00:36:50,197 --> 00:36:52,416
so I can get the word
out about my innocence.
450
00:36:52,761 --> 00:36:54,695
I need somebody I trust
to help me with that.
451
00:36:54,698 --> 00:36:57,798
You know I trust you more
than anyone, even my family.
452
00:36:58,742 --> 00:37:00,402
Sure, whatever you need, yeah.
453
00:37:04,454 --> 00:37:05,929
I got a note from Tracy.
454
00:37:05,932 --> 00:37:08,342
She told me to act out so
they put me in the hole too.
455
00:37:09,275 --> 00:37:10,749
You're not going to do it,
are you?
456
00:37:10,869 --> 00:37:13,282
- I have to.
- No, you don't.
457
00:37:13,309 --> 00:37:15,879
It's the last chance I have
to see her before I'm released.
458
00:37:15,882 --> 00:37:18,458
When I'm out, I'll be on probation,
it's not like I can go visit.
459
00:37:18,825 --> 00:37:20,938
I can't wait years to see her again.
460
00:37:21,078 --> 00:37:23,086
But you'll be abandoning me!
461
00:37:25,159 --> 00:37:27,406
Either way,
I'm getting out soon.
462
00:37:28,033 --> 00:37:29,486
I can't protect you forever.
463
00:37:30,062 --> 00:37:32,981
If you do this,
I will never forgive you.
464
00:37:32,984 --> 00:37:34,507
- Songbird...
- Ever!
465
00:37:48,536 --> 00:37:49,536
Lock down!
466
00:37:57,758 --> 00:38:00,364
I warned the guards that I
wasn't going to lock down.
467
00:38:01,222 --> 00:38:02,278
They knew why.
468
00:38:10,959 --> 00:38:13,779
They had no choice but
to send me to the hole.
469
00:38:14,596 --> 00:38:16,672
- They knew I'd go willingly.
- Bering.
470
00:38:19,438 --> 00:38:20,438
Bering!
471
00:38:29,224 --> 00:38:30,517
I hope she's worth it.
472
00:38:32,679 --> 00:38:33,679
Let's go.
473
00:38:35,628 --> 00:38:37,988
Arias! Back to your cell.
474
00:38:43,747 --> 00:38:45,270
Protective custody.
475
00:38:45,679 --> 00:38:46,679
"The Hole".
476
00:38:58,340 --> 00:39:00,340
No communication with humans,
477
00:39:01,142 --> 00:39:04,662
no privileges, no humanity.
478
00:39:34,289 --> 00:39:36,857
Just one second of every
day made it worth it.
479
00:40:09,449 --> 00:40:12,748
Before long, letters from
Jodi started appearing.
480
00:40:20,018 --> 00:40:25,338
"My dearest Donavan,
I miss you so much."
481
00:40:26,407 --> 00:40:28,381
"Somewhere in time
I must have done"
482
00:40:28,384 --> 00:40:30,345
"an enormous amount
of good deeds"
483
00:40:30,449 --> 00:40:32,861
"to have been rewarded
with such wonderful"
484
00:40:32,864 --> 00:40:35,004
"and selfless friends as you two."
485
00:40:38,223 --> 00:40:40,709
"I just don't know what
I'll do without you."
486
00:40:56,812 --> 00:40:58,678
"Hello, my lovely friend."
487
00:41:00,246 --> 00:41:03,689
"I'm so grateful that you've offered
to help me when you get out."
488
00:41:09,248 --> 00:41:13,055
"I'm more determined than ever to
clear my name and gain my freedom."
489
00:41:13,627 --> 00:41:15,586
"You can help me make that happen."
490
00:41:21,014 --> 00:41:23,286
"I'd like to know what is
being posted online"
491
00:41:23,289 --> 00:41:26,205
"on some specific personal
social media pages."
492
00:41:26,518 --> 00:41:30,199
"I will send you a list of names,
including Travis' family members."
493
00:41:33,008 --> 00:41:35,547
"I'd definitely like to know
if any of them mention"
494
00:41:35,550 --> 00:41:37,767
"that they're in favor of
the death penalty."
495
00:41:38,370 --> 00:41:41,109
"A true Christian should
never favor death."
496
00:41:41,547 --> 00:41:43,280
"That is God's place to say."
497
00:41:45,940 --> 00:41:47,452
"My Dearest Tracy..."
498
00:41:47,902 --> 00:41:50,161
"I know that times are
tough for you right now"
499
00:41:50,164 --> 00:41:51,725
"but don't you dare give up."
500
00:41:51,871 --> 00:41:53,413
"Love you and miss you."
501
00:41:53,947 --> 00:41:55,200
"Your Songbird."
502
00:41:57,027 --> 00:41:59,989
"Thinking of what good
friends you are makes me cry,"
503
00:41:59,992 --> 00:42:02,589
"and crying is something
I don't do often anymore"
504
00:42:02,769 --> 00:42:07,068
"as I've gone numb since being hit
with one traumatic event after another."
505
00:42:11,984 --> 00:42:13,237
Yeah, get her!
506
00:42:16,123 --> 00:42:17,456
Yeah, get her!
507
00:42:18,381 --> 00:42:19,381
Rosie!
508
00:42:22,957 --> 00:42:23,964
One word...
509
00:42:26,156 --> 00:42:28,096
One word...
510
00:42:30,239 --> 00:42:31,533
you're both dead.
511
00:43:06,571 --> 00:43:08,364
Brown, roll up, you're moving out.
512
00:43:09,430 --> 00:43:13,163
After Tracy's sentencing, she was
transferred to Perryville prison
513
00:43:13,167 --> 00:43:15,333
to serve out the
remainder of her ten years.
514
00:43:15,630 --> 00:43:17,273
Let me say goodbye to Donavan.
515
00:43:18,778 --> 00:43:19,778
Let's go.
516
00:43:22,985 --> 00:43:26,891
I knew there was a good chance I wasn't
going to be able to see her for years.
517
00:43:28,828 --> 00:43:30,534
I love you, Donavan Bering!
518
00:43:30,957 --> 00:43:32,294
I love you too!
519
00:43:55,115 --> 00:43:57,188
Not long after, they released me.
520
00:43:57,562 --> 00:43:59,342
But I would never be the same.
521
00:44:00,729 --> 00:44:02,002
Jail changed me.
522
00:44:02,249 --> 00:44:03,675
It didn't make me feel remorse
523
00:44:03,677 --> 00:44:05,722
for failing to report a
crime when I should've.
524
00:44:06,335 --> 00:44:09,682
I carried plenty of remorse
long before I was put behind bars.
525
00:44:14,594 --> 00:44:18,387
Jail made me mistrust a
system that treats people like us
526
00:44:18,968 --> 00:44:21,401
way differently than the
Sheriff's rich hunting buddies.
527
00:44:22,895 --> 00:44:24,180
More than anything,
528
00:44:24,743 --> 00:44:27,663
jail made me want to
hold those I loved close
529
00:44:28,127 --> 00:44:30,216
and fight for them
with everything in me.
530
00:44:47,375 --> 00:44:48,841
It's lies, all of it.
531
00:44:49,919 --> 00:44:52,062
I know her,
Jodi's a good person.
532
00:44:52,065 --> 00:44:54,078
She would never...
You don't know her!
533
00:45:18,063 --> 00:45:19,063
Hello?
534
00:45:19,066 --> 00:45:23,027
You have a call from the Arizona
Department of Corrections, Estrella Jail.
535
00:45:23,421 --> 00:45:27,201
To accept the call from inmate
Jodi Arias, press 2.
536
00:45:28,982 --> 00:45:30,395
This call is being recorded.
537
00:45:31,030 --> 00:45:32,042
Songbird!
538
00:45:32,473 --> 00:45:34,733
Oh, I really wish I
could hug you right now!
539
00:45:35,430 --> 00:45:37,333
It's unbearable without you!
540
00:45:39,787 --> 00:45:42,593
I sent some letters to your house,
did you get them?
541
00:45:44,779 --> 00:45:45,779
Probably.
542
00:45:46,315 --> 00:45:48,321
I saw you on magazines,
on tabloids,
543
00:45:48,356 --> 00:45:50,135
there are so many of them.
You're everywhere.
544
00:45:50,257 --> 00:45:51,357
How did I look?
545
00:45:52,493 --> 00:45:54,079
The things they're saying are awful.
546
00:45:54,737 --> 00:45:57,124
Are there any pictures
of me when I was blond?
547
00:45:58,349 --> 00:46:00,163
Travis loved my hair that way.
548
00:46:01,582 --> 00:46:03,276
When I found out I
was gonna be arrested,
549
00:46:03,279 --> 00:46:04,849
I had to dye it back to my natural.
550
00:46:05,383 --> 00:46:06,996
No way I was just gonna let
it grow out
551
00:46:06,999 --> 00:46:08,629
and end up with a two-tone mess.
552
00:46:09,283 --> 00:46:11,462
Can you imagine me doing
interviews like that?
553
00:46:13,068 --> 00:46:14,168
I guess not.
554
00:46:14,727 --> 00:46:16,328
Look for the first letter I sent.
555
00:46:16,521 --> 00:46:17,861
I drew a songbird on it.
556
00:46:24,291 --> 00:46:25,391
Oh, I got it.
557
00:46:25,926 --> 00:46:28,104
I need you to get in touch
with some people for me.
558
00:46:34,251 --> 00:46:36,064
- Who are they?
- Friends!
559
00:46:36,414 --> 00:46:37,644
People who can help.
560
00:46:47,606 --> 00:46:49,593
Jodi never told me
how she knew them.
561
00:46:49,852 --> 00:46:51,767
I thought they were
old friends of hers.
562
00:46:57,478 --> 00:46:58,478
They weren't.
563
00:47:00,936 --> 00:47:04,436
They were new friends, like me,
who believed in her innocence
564
00:47:04,439 --> 00:47:06,311
and were willing to help her prove it.
565
00:47:06,714 --> 00:47:07,895
Hello, is this Lukas?
566
00:47:08,561 --> 00:47:10,995
Lukas was a computer
genius in Germany.
567
00:47:11,203 --> 00:47:13,409
He'd written a program that
had made him enough money
568
00:47:13,412 --> 00:47:15,196
to spend his time on his hobbies,
569
00:47:15,493 --> 00:47:18,700
like helping an accused American
murderer prove her innocence.
570
00:47:19,121 --> 00:47:21,914
Whatever Jodi needed researched,
he was her guy.
571
00:47:22,697 --> 00:47:24,361
There was a lawyer from Miami
572
00:47:24,484 --> 00:47:26,822
who I only knew by his
last name, Olek.
573
00:47:27,291 --> 00:47:30,861
Whenever Jodi wasn't sure her own
lawyers were making the best decisions,
574
00:47:30,940 --> 00:47:33,626
Olek came to the rescue
with his legal expertise.
575
00:47:33,976 --> 00:47:35,720
There were the Becks in New York.
576
00:47:36,045 --> 00:47:38,712
They were great at drumming
up even more supporters.
577
00:47:38,874 --> 00:47:40,565
Whenever Jodi needed anything,
578
00:47:40,646 --> 00:47:42,925
all it took was one call
and they'd be there.
579
00:47:43,166 --> 00:47:45,786
That was just the
beginning of Team Arias.
580
00:47:46,668 --> 00:47:49,515
All of us dedicated to saving Jodi.
581
00:47:51,073 --> 00:47:54,607
When you were released from prison
and you began working for Jodi Arias,
582
00:47:54,921 --> 00:47:58,214
did you believe she was innocent
of the murder of Travis Alexander?
583
00:47:58,603 --> 00:47:59,603
Yes.
584
00:48:02,944 --> 00:48:04,044
Was she innocent?
585
00:48:05,060 --> 00:48:06,060
Hell no.
586
00:48:20,164 --> 00:48:22,478
While I was trying to restart my life,
587
00:48:23,077 --> 00:48:26,463
Tracy was facing a new,
much tougher prison.
588
00:48:28,410 --> 00:48:30,049
And she was doing it alone.
589
00:48:40,399 --> 00:48:43,592
For me, helping Jodi was
becoming my whole world.
590
00:48:46,332 --> 00:48:48,545
My new job was finding a
publisher for the book
591
00:48:48,548 --> 00:48:50,105
Jodi had been writing
about herself
592
00:48:50,389 --> 00:48:52,862
and getting her own words out
there on social media.
593
00:48:54,042 --> 00:48:56,783
I am so grateful for every letter,
594
00:48:56,852 --> 00:48:59,768
comma, postcard, comma...
595
00:48:59,982 --> 00:49:01,182
Are you getting this?
596
00:49:02,138 --> 00:49:06,404
"Every letter, comma, postcard..."
597
00:49:06,750 --> 00:49:08,409
It's my name, Donavan.
598
00:49:08,870 --> 00:49:11,676
No spelling errors,
no missing punctuation.
599
00:49:11,833 --> 00:49:15,007
If you make any mistakes,
I'm the one that looks like an idiot.
600
00:49:15,320 --> 00:49:17,327
I cannot look stupid.
601
00:49:17,873 --> 00:49:19,899
Ever. Understand?
602
00:49:20,100 --> 00:49:21,712
I'm being careful, I promise.
603
00:49:21,932 --> 00:49:25,976
At first, the posts were harmless,
and I was happy to help my friend.
604
00:49:26,167 --> 00:49:28,896
Pretty soon she was calling me
with instructions every day.
605
00:49:29,959 --> 00:49:32,612
Then twice a day, sometimes more.
606
00:49:36,125 --> 00:49:38,592
Hello?
This is Donavan.
607
00:49:39,875 --> 00:49:41,339
Yes, I know Jodi Arias.
608
00:49:42,261 --> 00:49:44,521
Yep, 4PM, I can.
609
00:49:51,672 --> 00:49:53,106
They want to interview me.
610
00:49:54,056 --> 00:49:55,056
Who?
611
00:49:55,153 --> 00:49:57,613
One of the news stations.
I don't want to be on TV.
612
00:49:57,770 --> 00:50:01,211
Think about how much it'll help
my case for people to hear the truth.
613
00:50:01,869 --> 00:50:03,063
I don't know, I'm not like you.
614
00:50:03,065 --> 00:50:04,735
I'm not comfortable
in front of a camera.
615
00:50:04,793 --> 00:50:06,075
Oh, you'll be great.
616
00:50:06,720 --> 00:50:10,369
I thank God for you every day,
you know that, right?
617
00:50:14,888 --> 00:50:17,974
Jodi is smart, she's generous.
618
00:50:18,360 --> 00:50:20,600
She wouldn't hurt a fly,
let alone someone she loved.
619
00:50:21,567 --> 00:50:23,920
She told me that intruders
in black masks
620
00:50:23,923 --> 00:50:26,403
broke into his house,
a male and a female.
621
00:50:27,035 --> 00:50:30,963
I'm not sure if they were there
as a robbery gone wrong,
622
00:50:31,156 --> 00:50:33,854
or if they intended to hurt
him for whatever reason.
623
00:50:34,352 --> 00:50:37,012
Luckily, Jodi escaped without
them killing her, too.
624
00:50:39,574 --> 00:50:43,507
People see the front page of
the tabloids and they assume
625
00:50:43,510 --> 00:50:45,810
they know what happened,
but they don't.
626
00:50:46,473 --> 00:50:47,473
I know Jodi.
627
00:50:47,843 --> 00:50:50,956
Everything about her
is love and not hate.
628
00:50:52,111 --> 00:50:53,211
Fired for what?
629
00:50:56,103 --> 00:50:59,606
Going on TV, supporting someone
who's innocent until proven guilty?
630
00:51:02,285 --> 00:51:03,865
You know I work hard here.
631
00:51:04,833 --> 00:51:05,958
This isn't fair.
632
00:51:14,816 --> 00:51:16,669
- Hey.
- What are you doing, Dov?
633
00:51:17,477 --> 00:51:19,135
You're defending murderers now?
634
00:51:19,242 --> 00:51:21,455
- No, I...
- We saw you on TV!
635
00:51:21,567 --> 00:51:24,300
- Mom did too.
- Jodi's my friend.
636
00:51:24,303 --> 00:51:27,100
- I know that she didn't do any...
- How can you still be so gullible?
637
00:51:27,145 --> 00:51:29,558
You've already been to jail
for trusting the wrong person.
638
00:51:30,265 --> 00:51:32,574
- Didn't you learn a thing?
- This is different.
639
00:51:32,577 --> 00:51:33,741
Damn right it is!
640
00:51:33,846 --> 00:51:35,883
Do I need to call your
probation officer to
641
00:51:36,082 --> 00:51:37,603
save you from yourself?
642
00:51:37,606 --> 00:51:39,516
But I haven't
done anything wrong.
643
00:51:39,683 --> 00:51:41,119
Jodi's not a convicted felon,
644
00:51:41,122 --> 00:51:43,819
I'm allowed to talk to her
without violating my probation.
645
00:51:43,947 --> 00:51:47,631
Do you have any idea
how much she's hated?
646
00:51:48,667 --> 00:51:50,827
You seriously want to be on
the receiving end of that?
647
00:51:53,027 --> 00:51:55,544
I've been on the receiving
end of hate my whole life!
648
00:51:55,547 --> 00:51:57,290
"Freak! Dyke!"
649
00:51:57,576 --> 00:51:59,298
And what, when the kids
were coming after you,
650
00:51:59,300 --> 00:52:02,254
you didn't mind me standing
up to the bullies then, did you?
651
00:52:02,257 --> 00:52:03,998
That's not the same
thing and you know it.
652
00:52:04,034 --> 00:52:06,657
It is to me, Jodi is a victim too.
653
00:52:10,292 --> 00:52:11,885
Look, I love you,
654
00:52:12,386 --> 00:52:14,745
but you're choosing Jodi Arias
over your family.
655
00:52:15,184 --> 00:52:16,579
Oh, please.
656
00:52:16,906 --> 00:52:18,931
I've got to watch
out for my kids, Dov.
657
00:52:19,571 --> 00:52:22,791
Don't call me, don't call Mom.
658
00:52:24,140 --> 00:52:26,490
We didn't want this,
but we're done.
659
00:52:26,993 --> 00:52:29,443
We're just done.
660
00:52:46,539 --> 00:52:49,107
Life was about to
get harder for Tracy, too.
661
00:52:58,000 --> 00:52:59,754
Does that say, "Jodi Arias"?
662
00:53:10,436 --> 00:53:11,829
Open 7-1-3.
663
00:53:15,834 --> 00:53:17,311
What's going on?
What are you doing?
664
00:53:17,314 --> 00:53:18,994
Turn around!
Hands behind your back!
665
00:53:22,948 --> 00:53:24,360
Tell me,
just tell me what's happening!
666
00:53:24,362 --> 00:53:27,155
I didn't do anything!
Please, I didn't do anything!
667
00:53:27,301 --> 00:53:28,728
Where are you taking me?
668
00:53:43,112 --> 00:53:44,348
Why am I here?
669
00:53:45,030 --> 00:53:47,717
When was the last time you
communicated with Donavan Bering?
670
00:53:48,665 --> 00:53:49,945
What is this about?
671
00:53:50,161 --> 00:53:52,601
Are you gonna answer the question
or am I gonna write you up?
672
00:53:53,518 --> 00:53:56,518
When was the last time you
communicated with Donavan Bering?
673
00:53:58,398 --> 00:54:01,178
She was on the approved visitors list.
674
00:54:02,210 --> 00:54:03,664
Then she got removed.
675
00:54:04,111 --> 00:54:06,124
I guess you'll have to see
her like the rest of us,
676
00:54:06,483 --> 00:54:07,483
on TV.
677
00:54:10,403 --> 00:54:12,223
Let's talk about your tattoos.
678
00:54:13,334 --> 00:54:14,994
I had them all when I got here.
679
00:54:15,067 --> 00:54:17,108
What about the one with
the murderer's name on it?
680
00:54:29,770 --> 00:54:32,357
This facility operates under my rules.
681
00:54:33,570 --> 00:54:34,997
And only my rules.
682
00:54:36,756 --> 00:54:38,950
Whatever plans you're putting
in place for Jodi Arias,
683
00:54:38,953 --> 00:54:40,873
abandon them now and save yourself.
684
00:54:41,065 --> 00:54:42,811
I'm not planning anything.
685
00:54:43,618 --> 00:54:45,664
When was the last time
Arias contacted you?
686
00:54:46,490 --> 00:54:48,591
- She sends me letters.
- About what?
687
00:54:48,594 --> 00:54:52,511
I don't know. Pep talks,
"hang in there," that kind of stuff.
688
00:54:52,598 --> 00:54:54,036
What does she ask
you to do for her?
689
00:54:54,039 --> 00:54:56,321
- Nothing!
- You call her Songbird?
690
00:54:57,109 --> 00:54:58,856
She sings a lot.
691
00:55:00,066 --> 00:55:01,812
Who else does she know here?
692
00:55:01,973 --> 00:55:03,126
I don't know!
693
00:55:03,348 --> 00:55:05,174
We know what she's up to at Estrella.
694
00:55:05,744 --> 00:55:07,617
And she's not gonna
get away with it here.
695
00:55:13,225 --> 00:55:14,428
Oh my God,
696
00:55:15,970 --> 00:55:18,504
you're actually afraid of Jodi Arias.
697
00:55:24,027 --> 00:55:26,694
You best think about how many
years you got left in here.
698
00:55:27,673 --> 00:55:29,582
How hard do you want them to be?
699
00:55:30,418 --> 00:55:31,771
If she's sending
you instructions,
700
00:55:31,774 --> 00:55:34,098
if she's laying the groundwork
for an escape attempt,
701
00:55:34,314 --> 00:55:35,752
we will find out about it.
702
00:55:36,373 --> 00:55:38,193
And as God as my witness, Brown,
703
00:55:38,299 --> 00:55:41,592
you'll regret the day you ever
heard the name Jodi Arias.
704
00:55:42,129 --> 00:55:44,455
Or had it permanently
etched in your skin.
705
00:55:51,083 --> 00:55:54,652
The Jodi I know would
never have harmed Travis.
706
00:55:55,002 --> 00:55:58,924
While Jodi sits in jail,
the intruders are free to murder again.
707
00:55:59,325 --> 00:56:01,172
Why are you not talking about them?
708
00:56:01,561 --> 00:56:04,041
I'd spent months doing Jodi's bidding.
709
00:56:04,669 --> 00:56:06,315
Posting whatever she wanted.
710
00:56:07,018 --> 00:56:09,051
Getting messages to Team Arias.
711
00:56:09,686 --> 00:56:11,446
And coordinating with Jodi's mom.
712
00:56:11,981 --> 00:56:14,114
By the time I finally met
her parents in person,
713
00:56:14,318 --> 00:56:16,618
I'd spent so much time
talking to them on the phone,
714
00:56:16,621 --> 00:56:18,056
they already felt like family.
715
00:56:18,059 --> 00:56:19,226
At last!
716
00:56:26,876 --> 00:56:28,121
Come on in, hun.
717
00:56:30,579 --> 00:56:31,579
Donavan...
718
00:56:32,758 --> 00:56:34,444
Oh, no, no, no, it's okay.
719
00:56:38,617 --> 00:56:41,963
Thank you for everything
you're doing for us.
720
00:56:42,884 --> 00:56:44,671
They haven't found us here yet.
721
00:56:45,812 --> 00:56:49,826
- Who?
- Oh, you know, all of them.
722
00:56:50,803 --> 00:56:53,683
We had to shut down our
restaurant for good.
723
00:56:54,198 --> 00:56:55,711
Every week, more...
724
00:56:56,498 --> 00:56:58,624
broken windows, more threats.
725
00:56:59,028 --> 00:57:00,682
They found my mother's house.
726
00:57:00,795 --> 00:57:03,862
Told her they were going do
to her what was done to Travis.
727
00:57:04,438 --> 00:57:06,829
She's in her 80s, it's just not right.
728
00:57:06,832 --> 00:57:09,285
It doesn't matter if we
change our phone number.
729
00:57:10,153 --> 00:57:13,307
They find us.
I don't know how.
730
00:57:14,649 --> 00:57:16,022
We live in fear.
731
00:57:16,768 --> 00:57:18,662
Fear that their threats are real.
732
00:57:19,273 --> 00:57:22,818
Fear that they're gonna find our
daughter guilty and sentence her to...
733
00:57:26,837 --> 00:57:30,005
Jodi's difficult, we know.
734
00:57:31,475 --> 00:57:33,628
- We're not blind to who she is.
- Bill...
735
00:57:36,231 --> 00:57:37,521
She's no angel.
736
00:57:40,107 --> 00:57:41,841
But she's still our child.
737
00:57:46,717 --> 00:57:48,631
You know I'm here to
help any way I can.
738
00:57:49,552 --> 00:57:50,861
I'm not going anywhere.
739
00:57:52,497 --> 00:57:54,769
After my own family had disowned me,
740
00:57:55,128 --> 00:57:57,654
I needed Jodi's parents
as much as they needed me.
741
00:58:01,900 --> 00:58:03,940
They were afraid of Jodi Arias.
742
00:58:05,146 --> 00:58:07,583
- What are you looking for?
- Tracy paid the price.
743
00:58:16,159 --> 00:58:17,693
Oh, hey, that's my wife!
744
00:58:18,312 --> 00:58:21,498
Please don't, please,
please don't, please, it's all I have.
745
00:58:33,919 --> 00:58:34,919
Hello?
746
00:58:34,922 --> 00:58:37,012
Tracy needs to talk to you,
I'll put her through.
747
00:58:38,029 --> 00:58:40,303
Donavan, you need to stop helping Jodi.
748
00:58:40,785 --> 00:58:42,265
What's going on, are you okay?
749
00:58:42,492 --> 00:58:44,145
They keep searching my cell.
750
00:58:44,318 --> 00:58:45,455
They won't stop.
751
00:58:46,482 --> 00:58:48,222
They're looking for anything from Jodi.
752
00:58:48,225 --> 00:58:50,058
Tell her to stop writing to me.
753
00:58:50,354 --> 00:58:52,280
You should stop helping her too.
754
00:58:53,578 --> 00:58:56,604
Trust me,
you need to walk away from this.
755
00:58:59,818 --> 00:59:00,818
I can't.
756
00:59:10,824 --> 00:59:12,244
This call is being recorded.
757
00:59:13,213 --> 00:59:14,213
Songbird.
758
00:59:14,725 --> 00:59:16,364
I need to ask you a favor.
759
00:59:16,722 --> 00:59:17,722
Okay.
760
00:59:17,732 --> 00:59:19,691
I know you believe in
the power of prayer.
761
00:59:20,134 --> 00:59:22,746
And I'm sure you pray for me
each and every day and
762
00:59:22,749 --> 00:59:24,989
I'm endlessly grateful for that.
763
00:59:29,995 --> 00:59:32,528
As you know, my trial is coming up.
764
00:59:34,041 --> 00:59:36,490
I'm asking that you set
aside a special day
765
00:59:36,493 --> 00:59:39,173
for the purpose of praying
and fasting for me.
766
00:59:45,865 --> 00:59:47,278
Can you do that for me?
767
00:59:49,026 --> 00:59:50,026
Donavan?
768
00:59:50,804 --> 00:59:52,017
Sure, of course.
769
01:00:26,351 --> 01:00:28,691
They're threatening us!
Do something!
770
01:00:40,436 --> 01:00:41,710
On that first day,
771
01:00:41,973 --> 01:00:44,573
I didn't care about anything
the prosecution said.
772
01:00:45,156 --> 01:00:47,716
It was their job to prove Jodi's guilt.
773
01:00:48,388 --> 01:00:49,468
We knew that.
774
01:01:01,139 --> 01:01:04,099
But when Jodi's own lawyer
gave her opening statement,
775
01:01:04,198 --> 01:01:07,109
it took everything in me
not to stand up and scream.
776
01:01:07,112 --> 01:01:10,872
Jodi Arias killed Travis Alexander.
777
01:01:13,790 --> 01:01:15,730
There is no question about it.
778
01:01:19,046 --> 01:01:20,899
The million-dollar question...
779
01:01:21,642 --> 01:01:25,146
it's, what would have forced her to do it?
780
01:01:26,352 --> 01:01:28,765
And throughout this trial,
you will hear
781
01:01:29,089 --> 01:01:32,022
that Jodi was indeed forced.
782
01:01:32,169 --> 01:01:33,990
I didn't hear anything else.
783
01:01:44,662 --> 01:01:48,596
You have a call from the Arizona
Department of Corrections, Estrella Jail.
784
01:01:48,599 --> 01:01:52,475
To accept the call from inmate
Jodi Arias, press 2.
785
01:01:57,962 --> 01:01:59,528
This call is being recorded.
786
01:02:00,285 --> 01:02:01,285
Donavan?
787
01:02:07,202 --> 01:02:09,395
I know you're probably
angry right now.
788
01:02:09,568 --> 01:02:10,948
And I can't blame you.
789
01:02:12,774 --> 01:02:16,956
I need you to know that I didn't tell
you everything because I was ashamed.
790
01:02:18,715 --> 01:02:22,295
And I didn't want you,
of all people, to think less of me.
791
01:02:23,975 --> 01:02:27,111
I was worried that if I told you
what really happened, I'd lose you.
792
01:02:28,567 --> 01:02:30,801
And I can handle a lot, but not that.
793
01:02:32,971 --> 01:02:36,551
All my life,
whenever I heard a story of
794
01:02:36,564 --> 01:02:39,117
some woman whose
husband was abusive,
795
01:02:40,195 --> 01:02:42,808
I could never understand
why she wouldn't just leave.
796
01:02:44,461 --> 01:02:47,294
How she could suffer through
that kind of abuse and then,
797
01:02:47,855 --> 01:02:51,142
get into bed with him at the end
of the day and cry herself to sleep.
798
01:02:52,823 --> 01:02:54,416
I never understood it...
799
01:02:56,786 --> 01:02:59,193
until the one crying
herself to sleep was me.
800
01:03:00,769 --> 01:03:03,502
If it was up to me, none of
this would be coming out now.
801
01:03:04,698 --> 01:03:06,684
I don't want people
to think less of him.
802
01:03:07,875 --> 01:03:09,961
And I don't want people
to see that I was weak,
803
01:03:10,293 --> 01:03:14,113
that I let that happen to me,
let it get that far.
804
01:03:16,160 --> 01:03:17,160
But...
805
01:03:18,350 --> 01:03:22,090
my lawyers tell me that the only
way to save my life is to tell the truth.
806
01:03:24,068 --> 01:03:27,303
When Jodi dropped the intruder
theory and claimed self-defense,
807
01:03:27,664 --> 01:03:30,437
I had to accept that she was
capable of murder after all.
808
01:03:31,461 --> 01:03:34,303
I was shocked, I was angry,
809
01:03:35,017 --> 01:03:37,470
but I knew one thing from
my own experience.
810
01:03:37,557 --> 01:03:40,370
When somebody tells you they're
a victim of domestic abuse...
811
01:03:40,995 --> 01:03:42,328
you believe them.
812
01:03:45,434 --> 01:03:50,134
I was back on Team Arias,
believing Jodi, supporting her parents.
813
01:03:50,741 --> 01:03:53,383
But the details of the
crime would test us all.
814
01:03:54,269 --> 01:03:56,094
He was stabbed so many times,
815
01:03:56,097 --> 01:03:58,215
the coroner couldn't even
make sure of the count.
816
01:03:59,090 --> 01:04:02,337
Then a shot to the head,
and a final cut to the throat.
817
01:04:02,847 --> 01:04:07,609
As one of the experts described it,
she had killed Travis three times.
818
01:04:08,735 --> 01:04:12,698
One minute it was horrific autopsy photos,
and the next...
819
01:04:13,070 --> 01:04:14,170
a sex tape.
820
01:04:15,934 --> 01:04:19,634
Oh, Travis...
You make me feel so dirty.
821
01:04:24,996 --> 01:04:27,749
They'd spent months
harassing Tracy about Jodi,
822
01:04:27,872 --> 01:04:29,611
writing her up for no good reason.
823
01:04:31,792 --> 01:04:36,051
Locked down 23 hours a day,
no phone calls, no visitors.
824
01:04:36,265 --> 01:04:38,957
All for what, knowing Jodi Arias?
825
01:04:40,558 --> 01:04:44,485
I need you to Tweet that Travis liked
looking at little boys in their underwear.
826
01:04:45,205 --> 01:04:46,305
I don't know.
827
01:04:46,850 --> 01:04:49,870
It'll help my case if people
know what kind of person he was.
828
01:04:50,526 --> 01:04:51,731
I can't post that.
829
01:04:52,096 --> 01:04:53,196
Sure you can.
830
01:04:56,441 --> 01:04:59,180
Fine, say it's a rumor then.
831
01:05:01,162 --> 01:05:03,841
I designed a domestic
abuse survivor t-shirt.
832
01:05:04,078 --> 01:05:05,944
We can sell them on
one of my supporter pages
833
01:05:05,947 --> 01:05:08,051
and donate the proceeds
to a women's charity.
834
01:05:08,921 --> 01:05:10,883
I need you to find
one we can work with.
835
01:05:11,564 --> 01:05:15,470
Also, talk to Lukas and see
who's running this website
836
01:05:15,473 --> 01:05:16,940
"Justice for Travis."
837
01:05:18,596 --> 01:05:20,640
I sent you a list of some of
the people supporting
838
01:05:20,643 --> 01:05:23,112
that we need to make sure
look blocked on all my pages.
839
01:05:24,272 --> 01:05:26,918
Oh, and get that list to the Becks,
they can check them out.
840
01:05:27,700 --> 01:05:29,133
We need to go after them.
841
01:05:31,150 --> 01:05:32,746
Oh, and talk to my mom,
842
01:05:32,749 --> 01:05:34,969
and tell her to put more
money on my phone.
843
01:05:35,327 --> 01:05:36,520
And commissary.
844
01:05:37,024 --> 01:05:38,590
I'm dying for some chocolate.
845
01:05:41,764 --> 01:05:43,579
I should've listened to Tracy,
846
01:05:45,223 --> 01:05:47,606
but I still believed Jody was a victim.
847
01:05:54,955 --> 01:05:59,761
Did you kill Travis Alexander
on June 4th, 2008?
848
01:06:03,186 --> 01:06:04,379
Yes, I did.
849
01:06:05,863 --> 01:06:06,863
Why?
850
01:06:08,064 --> 01:06:10,711
The simple answer is
that he attacked me,
851
01:06:10,852 --> 01:06:12,352
and I defended myself.
852
01:06:12,580 --> 01:06:14,408
After sticking
with Jodi so long,
853
01:06:14,448 --> 01:06:16,329
she must've thought there
was nothing she could say
854
01:06:16,331 --> 01:06:18,523
or do that would make me
change my mind about her.
855
01:06:19,285 --> 01:06:20,345
She was wrong.
856
01:06:20,415 --> 01:06:23,934
Let's back it up a little and talk
about your immediate family.
857
01:06:26,330 --> 01:06:29,826
My mom began to carry a
wooden spoon in her purse.
858
01:06:30,207 --> 01:06:31,687
She would beat me with it.
859
01:06:34,138 --> 01:06:36,105
Every single day.
860
01:06:37,466 --> 01:06:39,091
It was a wooden kitchen spoon
861
01:06:39,093 --> 01:06:41,781
that she would carry in her
purse and if we were misbehaving,
862
01:06:41,784 --> 01:06:43,104
she would use it on us.
863
01:06:43,528 --> 01:06:45,569
When you say, "use it"?
864
01:06:47,419 --> 01:06:48,878
She would hit us with it.
865
01:06:50,147 --> 01:06:52,363
It felt pretty hard,
it left welts.
866
01:06:52,970 --> 01:06:55,096
Sometimes she would beat me so hard,
867
01:06:55,363 --> 01:06:56,716
it would break in half.
868
01:06:58,051 --> 01:07:00,140
What happened when you
were ten years old?
869
01:07:06,940 --> 01:07:09,933
I think that's the first year
my dad started to use a belt.
870
01:07:10,853 --> 01:07:13,407
I had so many bruises
and welts on my body...
871
01:07:15,119 --> 01:07:18,785
that I had to wear a longsleeved shirt
and pants to school just to hide 'em.
872
01:07:19,460 --> 01:07:20,900
Did he leave welts?
873
01:07:22,556 --> 01:07:25,009
He didn't leave welts
as often as my mom.
874
01:07:26,568 --> 01:07:28,161
She also used the belt.
875
01:07:35,490 --> 01:07:37,363
My dad was very intimidating,
876
01:07:38,175 --> 01:07:40,006
so I don't think he had to hit us
877
01:07:40,009 --> 01:07:41,916
quite as hard to get the point across.
878
01:07:42,359 --> 01:07:44,772
My mom didn't carry that
fear factor with her,
879
01:07:44,775 --> 01:07:46,456
so I think she used more force.
880
01:07:47,273 --> 01:07:50,413
So, you loved them, and they hit you?
881
01:07:51,478 --> 01:07:52,478
Yes.
882
01:07:54,051 --> 01:07:57,189
At the time, I didn't know
she was stealing Tracy's story.
883
01:07:58,038 --> 01:08:00,599
But I did know that what was
coming out of Jodi's mouth...
884
01:08:00,888 --> 01:08:01,915
was a lie.
885
01:08:02,474 --> 01:08:04,693
I was lucky,
my childhood was ideal.
886
01:08:04,824 --> 01:08:08,037
Growing up, my childhood
was pretty much ideal.
887
01:08:09,754 --> 01:08:12,254
And her lies were hurting
people I cared about.
888
01:08:13,760 --> 01:08:14,821
I didn't...
889
01:08:15,502 --> 01:08:16,544
I know.
890
01:08:18,207 --> 01:08:19,474
I wasn't perfect...
891
01:08:21,578 --> 01:08:22,905
but I would never.
892
01:08:24,896 --> 01:08:26,296
She's my little girl.
893
01:08:27,962 --> 01:08:29,128
We know the truth.
894
01:08:47,151 --> 01:08:48,244
What you got?
895
01:08:50,435 --> 01:08:51,563
What you need?
896
01:09:00,306 --> 01:09:02,153
Inmate down, inmate down!
897
01:09:09,836 --> 01:09:13,076
A-Pod 7-1-3.
Inmate down and unresponsive!
898
01:09:13,346 --> 01:09:14,694
We need an ambulance!
899
01:09:15,874 --> 01:09:18,681
Come on, Brown,
come on, stay with us!
900
01:09:33,238 --> 01:09:35,267
- Yeah?
- Donavan Bering?
901
01:09:35,564 --> 01:09:36,746
Who's asking?
902
01:09:36,749 --> 01:09:39,778
I'm an Officer at Perryville,
this call is off the record.
903
01:09:40,136 --> 01:09:41,172
Is Tracy okay?
904
01:09:41,175 --> 01:09:43,958
She's okay,
but she attempted suicide.
905
01:09:45,400 --> 01:09:48,141
I have to see her, I'll come right...
I'll come down right away.
906
01:09:48,144 --> 01:09:49,804
You know that's not possible.
907
01:09:50,066 --> 01:09:51,666
You're not official next of kin.
908
01:09:51,847 --> 01:09:54,406
I shouldn't be making this call,
but if it was me...
909
01:09:56,003 --> 01:09:58,183
Can I talk to her? Please, please.
910
01:10:01,428 --> 01:10:02,648
It's Donavan.
911
01:10:08,124 --> 01:10:09,370
Babe, are you there?
912
01:10:11,735 --> 01:10:12,975
I'm sorry.
913
01:10:13,564 --> 01:10:15,601
If you die, I'm going too,
you hear me?
914
01:10:16,045 --> 01:10:18,295
I did everything I'm supposed to do.
915
01:10:18,775 --> 01:10:20,276
They won't leave me alone.
916
01:10:22,780 --> 01:10:24,160
It's all 'cause of Jodi.
917
01:10:24,904 --> 01:10:28,024
And they're taking it out on me.
918
01:10:29,502 --> 01:10:31,148
They're not even hiding it.
919
01:10:35,454 --> 01:10:38,207
I can't live like this anymore.
920
01:10:39,761 --> 01:10:41,807
I promise you, it'll get better.
921
01:10:43,689 --> 01:10:46,349
I'll write the Warden, I'll call,
do whatever it takes...
922
01:10:46,933 --> 01:10:48,133
Get them to stop.
923
01:10:49,557 --> 01:10:50,557
I'm sorry.
924
01:10:52,945 --> 01:10:55,954
I'm so sorry it took me so
long to see who Jodi really is.
925
01:10:56,473 --> 01:10:58,313
That everything out of
her mouth is a lie.
926
01:11:04,408 --> 01:11:06,348
She's taken so much from us.
927
01:11:09,709 --> 01:11:10,709
No more.
928
01:11:12,969 --> 01:11:13,969
No more.
929
01:11:32,008 --> 01:11:33,588
I changed the passwords.
930
01:11:34,188 --> 01:11:36,261
Social media was Jodi's lifeline.
931
01:11:36,780 --> 01:11:37,953
I cut it off.
932
01:12:05,290 --> 01:12:08,443
I'm gonna continue using the
media coverage that I've been given.
933
01:12:09,533 --> 01:12:11,153
But not to help Jodi.
934
01:12:12,811 --> 01:12:13,872
To defend you.
935
01:12:14,334 --> 01:12:16,315
You're my family now, both of you.
936
01:12:18,846 --> 01:12:20,877
That's why I'm gonna
keep my mouth shut
937
01:12:20,879 --> 01:12:24,844
about what a despicable
human being I think she really is.
938
01:12:33,023 --> 01:12:34,417
We're gonna be late.
939
01:12:45,994 --> 01:12:47,387
From very early on,
940
01:12:47,405 --> 01:12:50,307
Jodi was completely
obsessed with Travis.
941
01:12:50,455 --> 01:12:52,805
I started seeing things
about her that were...
942
01:12:53,185 --> 01:12:54,185
disturbing.
943
01:12:55,312 --> 01:13:00,085
I said, "Travis, I'm afraid we're gonna
find you chopped up in her freezer."
944
01:13:27,728 --> 01:13:29,339
How do you know her?
945
01:13:29,474 --> 01:13:31,148
I saw that you were
looking at her...
946
01:13:31,548 --> 01:13:33,595
bikini, sitting by the pool.
947
01:13:33,809 --> 01:13:35,035
Who is she?
948
01:13:37,589 --> 01:13:39,334
You still haven't
answered my question.
949
01:13:39,337 --> 01:13:40,396
Who is she?
950
01:13:56,436 --> 01:13:58,582
Without me to post her lies,
951
01:13:59,769 --> 01:14:03,574
without me to post her attacks
on anybody who criticized her,
952
01:14:04,090 --> 01:14:06,810
without me to give
instructions to Team Arias,
953
01:14:07,784 --> 01:14:09,084
she had nothing.
954
01:14:18,476 --> 01:14:20,436
But nobody leaves Jodi Arias.
955
01:14:21,622 --> 01:14:24,282
Ask Travis Alexander how
that worked out for him.
956
01:14:45,831 --> 01:14:47,791
They all came after me at once.
957
01:14:51,038 --> 01:14:52,364
Lukas in Germany,
958
01:14:52,366 --> 01:14:55,625
the computer genius who helped Jodi
by finding anything and everything online,
959
01:14:55,939 --> 01:14:59,306
was now hacking into sites to
find personal information about me,
960
01:14:59,528 --> 01:15:01,514
ruining my life in any way possible.
961
01:15:03,767 --> 01:15:06,176
Olek, the lawyer, as it turns out,
962
01:15:06,179 --> 01:15:08,594
his best connections were
with people who didn't mind
963
01:15:08,597 --> 01:15:10,466
breaking the law on his behalf.
964
01:15:10,779 --> 01:15:13,383
And they had plenty of time
on their hands to come after me.
965
01:15:13,386 --> 01:15:15,690
I was already hated enough
for supporting Jodi.
966
01:15:16,081 --> 01:15:18,842
The Team Arias attacks
were so much worse.
967
01:15:18,938 --> 01:15:22,179
They humiliated me online,
hacked my accounts,
968
01:15:22,332 --> 01:15:26,292
falsely reported I'd committed crimes
that could send me to prison for years.
969
01:15:26,407 --> 01:15:30,184
They contacted my friends and
family and started going after them too.
970
01:15:30,509 --> 01:15:34,002
I was terrified, for myself,
and everyone I cared about,
971
01:15:34,635 --> 01:15:36,396
but every time I called
the cops they'd just say
972
01:15:36,398 --> 01:15:39,907
it was my own fault for associating
with people like Jodi Arias.
973
01:15:42,226 --> 01:15:44,266
I sit in bonded captivity
974
01:15:44,268 --> 01:15:48,156
in the filth of a dark and artificial
environment, while someone else,
975
01:15:48,570 --> 01:15:52,390
who has nothing to gain or lose
whether I live or die, fights for me.
976
01:15:53,213 --> 01:15:55,825
We may both have people
that pray for us to live,
977
01:15:56,041 --> 01:15:59,402
but the difference is I also have
people that pray for me to die.
978
01:16:00,444 --> 01:16:02,544
When everyone else was
turning their backs on me
979
01:16:02,547 --> 01:16:04,480
during the darkest time of my life,
980
01:16:04,904 --> 01:16:08,471
you claimed to be a solid and
immovable rock in my support,
981
01:16:09,065 --> 01:16:13,491
but it is you that has shown me the
facade that our friendship really was.
982
01:16:14,274 --> 01:16:18,668
I have to accept what is so blatantly
obvious and staring me in the face:
983
01:16:18,966 --> 01:16:22,672
It was a false sense of hope, strength,
and support you instilled in me.
984
01:16:22,912 --> 01:16:23,912
False!
985
01:16:24,503 --> 01:16:26,076
You're either helping Jodi...
986
01:16:26,759 --> 01:16:28,356
or you're lying awake at night
987
01:16:28,393 --> 01:16:31,462
wondering which one of
your loved ones we'll find next.
988
01:16:37,269 --> 01:16:38,742
Your choice, Bering.
989
01:16:41,471 --> 01:16:43,677
You may say "goodbye" if you wish.
990
01:16:44,904 --> 01:16:45,904
Many have.
991
01:16:47,452 --> 01:16:50,107
But it is too painful
for me to say it back.
992
01:17:02,451 --> 01:17:03,451
Hello?
993
01:17:03,976 --> 01:17:07,845
You have a call from the Arizona
Department of Corrections, Estrella Jail.
994
01:17:07,975 --> 01:17:11,867
To accept the call from inmate
Jodi Arias, press 2.
995
01:17:16,550 --> 01:17:18,130
This call is being recorded.
996
01:17:19,646 --> 01:17:21,006
Donavan!
997
01:17:22,552 --> 01:17:25,026
I missed talking to you so much.
998
01:17:26,032 --> 01:17:29,138
You know, when you changed
my social media passwords
999
01:17:29,141 --> 01:17:31,127
and wouldn't answer your phone,
1000
01:17:31,477 --> 01:17:32,910
I was so mad.
1001
01:17:35,732 --> 01:17:38,752
I did feel like you betrayed me.
1002
01:17:40,137 --> 01:17:42,743
But it's in the past now and I love you.
1003
01:17:44,972 --> 01:17:47,844
Everything you said about your
parents in court, how they beat you?
1004
01:17:48,364 --> 01:17:49,635
Don't worry about that.
1005
01:17:49,808 --> 01:17:51,862
It's all my lawyers,
they think it'll help.
1006
01:17:52,185 --> 01:17:54,042
What about Travis liking little boys?
1007
01:17:54,045 --> 01:17:55,349
Is that a lie too?
1008
01:17:55,451 --> 01:17:57,404
Ignore all that stuff.
1009
01:17:57,775 --> 01:17:59,810
They're just trying to save my life.
1010
01:17:59,897 --> 01:18:01,537
You understand that, right?
1011
01:18:02,195 --> 01:18:05,247
Can you pretty please
change my passwords back
1012
01:18:05,249 --> 01:18:06,951
and post something for me?
1013
01:18:29,720 --> 01:18:32,400
So, you ready for the verdict?
1014
01:18:33,603 --> 01:18:35,909
I guess so.
How are things over there?
1015
01:18:35,986 --> 01:18:37,513
- Any better?
- Yeah.
1016
01:18:38,568 --> 01:18:39,806
Thanks to you.
1017
01:18:40,409 --> 01:18:42,299
How many complaints did you file?
1018
01:18:42,926 --> 01:18:44,440
Hm, about a dozen.
1019
01:18:46,802 --> 01:18:48,308
Got my privileges again.
1020
01:18:48,841 --> 01:18:52,561
And, looks like I'm getting
my old job back at Programs.
1021
01:18:53,413 --> 01:18:56,213
My old supervisor there is
putting in a good word for me.
1022
01:18:57,432 --> 01:18:59,432
After Jodi's sentenced
and moved over there,
1023
01:18:59,434 --> 01:19:00,986
they won't put her in your unit,
right?
1024
01:19:01,170 --> 01:19:02,436
No, no.
1025
01:19:03,515 --> 01:19:05,109
She won't be anywhere near me.
1026
01:19:05,355 --> 01:19:07,642
- Don't worry.
- I can't help it.
1027
01:19:08,425 --> 01:19:12,839
Babe, once the verdict is read,
it's over.
1028
01:19:13,691 --> 01:19:15,799
She'll have nothing
left to lose or gain.
1029
01:19:15,919 --> 01:19:18,966
And her puppets have
nothing left to fight for.
1030
01:19:19,991 --> 01:19:22,258
Songbird will either be caged or killed.
1031
01:19:23,442 --> 01:19:26,848
Either way, you'll be free.
1032
01:19:27,631 --> 01:19:28,631
I know.
1033
01:19:29,763 --> 01:19:31,949
- Hey.
- What?
1034
01:19:32,831 --> 01:19:34,791
I love you more than unicorns.
1035
01:19:38,474 --> 01:19:39,474
Me too.
1036
01:19:46,963 --> 01:19:49,157
The jury couldn't come to a consensus.
1037
01:19:49,680 --> 01:19:52,074
Some thought Jodi deserved
the death penalty.
1038
01:19:52,384 --> 01:19:53,384
Others didn't.
1039
01:19:54,519 --> 01:19:57,653
Even knowing what she had
done and how she had done it,
1040
01:19:58,043 --> 01:20:00,206
some of them were still conned by her.
1041
01:20:00,265 --> 01:20:01,719
Thank you, Donavan.
1042
01:20:02,533 --> 01:20:04,806
You know I'm here for
you no matter what, okay.
1043
01:20:05,675 --> 01:20:07,188
Jodi Arias...
1044
01:20:15,037 --> 01:20:17,514
The court finds, as the jury found,
1045
01:20:18,518 --> 01:20:20,646
the crime is especially cruel.
1046
01:20:20,836 --> 01:20:23,800
The offense was committed
with at least two deadly weapons.
1047
01:20:24,006 --> 01:20:26,179
A gun and at least one knife.
1048
01:20:27,041 --> 01:20:30,677
The crime involved substantial
planning and preparation.
1049
01:20:31,830 --> 01:20:34,963
The defendant did not
render aid to the victim.
1050
01:20:35,481 --> 01:20:38,254
The defendant destroyed
evidence at the crime scene.
1051
01:20:38,841 --> 01:20:42,567
The defendant went to great lengths
to conceal her involvement in the crime.
1052
01:20:43,971 --> 01:20:46,326
The court has also
considered the defendant's
1053
01:20:46,328 --> 01:20:49,400
childhood, background,
family history,
1054
01:20:50,029 --> 01:20:51,721
and her expressed remorse.
1055
01:20:52,141 --> 01:20:55,681
The court finds that a natural
life sentence is appropriate.
1056
01:20:58,637 --> 01:21:01,133
It is ordered the defendant
shall be incarcerated
1057
01:21:01,136 --> 01:21:02,906
in the Department Of Corrections
1058
01:21:03,414 --> 01:21:05,074
for the rest of her natural life,
1059
01:21:05,696 --> 01:21:07,530
with no possibility of parole.
1060
01:21:29,434 --> 01:21:32,870
It felt wrong to wish Jodi Arias
would die in an execution chamber.
1061
01:21:33,736 --> 01:21:34,736
But I did.
1062
01:21:35,480 --> 01:21:39,006
Jodi Arias claimed no jury
would ever convict her,
1063
01:21:39,009 --> 01:21:42,455
but she will spend the rest
of her natural life behind bars.
1064
01:21:52,564 --> 01:21:55,797
There's one word Jodi
would never say and mean...
1065
01:21:56,732 --> 01:21:57,732
Sorry.
1066
01:22:05,864 --> 01:22:07,957
I'm not Jodi Arias.
1067
01:22:09,294 --> 01:22:11,121
I'm sorry for believing her.
1068
01:22:11,280 --> 01:22:13,718
I'm sorry for all the things
I did on her behalf.
1069
01:22:13,933 --> 01:22:16,762
The Alexanders didn't deserve
how she vilified them,
1070
01:22:16,848 --> 01:22:20,461
and I will go to my grave
feeling remorse for my part.
1071
01:22:20,721 --> 01:22:24,335
A polygraph wouldn't clear the names
of the ones Jodi took down with her,
1072
01:22:24,765 --> 01:22:28,182
but it was the only thing left I could do
to bring the truth into the light.
1073
01:22:28,734 --> 01:22:30,736
I did it for the memory
of Travis Alexander,
1074
01:22:30,904 --> 01:22:34,697
for Bill and Sandy Arias,
and for Tracy and me.
1075
01:22:35,454 --> 01:22:37,334
The press wanted the inside scoop,
1076
01:22:37,567 --> 01:22:39,219
so I gave it to them.
1077
01:22:39,479 --> 01:22:41,632
Did Jodi Arias tell you that
she falsely accused
1078
01:22:41,635 --> 01:22:44,346
Travis Alexander of being
a child molester?
1079
01:22:44,784 --> 01:22:45,784
Yes.
1080
01:22:47,690 --> 01:22:51,317
Did Jodi Arias tell you she lied
about being abused by her parents?
1081
01:22:51,990 --> 01:22:52,990
Yes.
1082
01:22:58,800 --> 01:22:59,988
Let me guess...
1083
01:23:00,821 --> 01:23:02,298
No deception detected?
1084
01:23:03,435 --> 01:23:04,959
No deception detected.
1085
01:23:17,344 --> 01:23:19,884
I will never be
as trusting again,
1086
01:23:20,303 --> 01:23:24,579
but I won't stop loving and
caring for those who deserve it.
1087
01:23:30,183 --> 01:23:32,664
Jodi Arias took a lot from us.
1088
01:23:36,712 --> 01:23:38,409
But she didn't take everything.
1089
01:24:37,304 --> 01:24:38,393
Is that Hebrew?
1090
01:24:40,619 --> 01:24:41,831
It's beautiful.
1091
01:24:49,868 --> 01:24:51,976
I dated a guy once who was Jewish.
1092
01:24:53,123 --> 01:24:55,777
I'm actually Mormon now.
I converted for my boyfriend.
1093
01:24:56,705 --> 01:24:58,558
But I'm fascinated by all religions.
1094
01:25:02,926 --> 01:25:05,535
Do you want this?
I'm not going to eat it.
1095
01:25:18,629 --> 01:25:19,656
I'm Jodi.
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