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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:07,475 --> 00:00:10,411 ( music ) 2 00:02:25,012 --> 00:02:28,816 ( male ) Welcome to the mormon Visitor's center diorama room. 3 00:02:28,916 --> 00:02:31,885 We're happy to receive you And we hope you will benefit 4 00:02:31,985 --> 00:02:34,188 From what you are About to see. 5 00:02:34,288 --> 00:02:36,257 Sit back, relax. 6 00:02:36,357 --> 00:02:38,426 In just a moment Our show will begin. 7 00:02:38,526 --> 00:02:43,831 Please refrain from smoking, And food and drink... 8 00:02:43,931 --> 00:02:48,269 ( male voice becomes garbled ) 9 00:02:48,369 --> 00:02:51,171 ( tape winding ) 10 00:02:52,873 --> 00:02:55,042 There's something wrong With the machinery. 11 00:02:55,142 --> 00:02:56,610 ( crunching ) 12 00:02:56,710 --> 00:02:59,280 I thought we agreed. You weren't going to-- 13 00:02:59,380 --> 00:03:01,749 The main dummy, The big daddy dummy, 14 00:03:01,849 --> 00:03:03,351 He looks Just like joe. 15 00:03:03,451 --> 00:03:06,220 ( mother pitt ) We agreed that you would Stop eating in here. 16 00:03:06,320 --> 00:03:08,556 Fix the thing, Make him talk, You'll see. 17 00:03:08,656 --> 00:03:10,591 It's an incredible Resemblance. 18 00:03:10,691 --> 00:03:13,627 You can't believe a word That comes out of his mouth, 19 00:03:13,727 --> 00:03:15,929 But the sound of him Is reassuring. 20 00:03:16,029 --> 00:03:17,265 ( crunching ) 21 00:03:17,365 --> 00:03:19,132 He's got a tale To tell, the dummy. 22 00:03:19,233 --> 00:03:20,434 The exodus ? 23 00:03:20,534 --> 00:03:22,202 The great salt lake ? 24 00:03:22,303 --> 00:03:24,104 That's the joke Of course. 25 00:03:24,204 --> 00:03:26,006 They drag you on Your knees through hell 26 00:03:26,106 --> 00:03:29,410 And then when you get there The water is undrinkable. 27 00:03:29,510 --> 00:03:31,345 Salt ! 28 00:03:31,445 --> 00:03:34,114 Promised land, alright, but What a disappointing promise. 29 00:03:34,214 --> 00:03:36,350 Harper, you Have got to-- 30 00:03:36,450 --> 00:03:39,052 Can I ask you A question ? 31 00:03:39,152 --> 00:03:40,588 ( crunching ) 32 00:03:40,688 --> 00:03:42,390 What ? 33 00:03:42,490 --> 00:03:44,124 It's something that's Always bothered me. 34 00:03:44,224 --> 00:03:46,059 Everyone thinks The angel's name was mormon. 35 00:03:46,159 --> 00:03:47,361 No. 36 00:03:47,461 --> 00:03:49,463 The name Of the angel-- 37 00:03:49,563 --> 00:03:51,265 I know, I went To sunday school. 38 00:03:51,365 --> 00:03:54,535 Moroni. Right. 39 00:03:54,635 --> 00:03:57,237 The angel moroni. Right. 40 00:03:57,338 --> 00:03:59,239 So why don't we call Ourselves morons ? 41 00:03:59,340 --> 00:04:02,009 You should leave. 42 00:04:02,109 --> 00:04:04,278 It's a visitor's center, I'm visiting. 43 00:04:04,378 --> 00:04:08,449 For serious visitors, It's a serious religion. 44 00:04:10,017 --> 00:04:12,152 This is a favor. 45 00:04:12,252 --> 00:04:14,822 They let me work here As a favor. 46 00:04:14,922 --> 00:04:17,325 Just so we have some place We can go each day. 47 00:04:17,425 --> 00:04:21,061 It's for your sake, But you keep on making scenes. 48 00:04:21,161 --> 00:04:23,030 Look at this mess. 49 00:04:23,130 --> 00:04:24,498 It's a garbage scow. 50 00:04:24,598 --> 00:04:25,933 They don't Have any lines, 51 00:04:26,033 --> 00:04:27,668 The sister And the mother dummy. 52 00:04:27,768 --> 00:04:30,904 And only his face moves. It's not really fair. 53 00:04:31,004 --> 00:04:32,205 ...Day after day 'til... 54 00:04:32,306 --> 00:04:34,475 Well, 'til what ? 55 00:04:34,575 --> 00:04:35,876 You sound Just like him. 56 00:04:35,976 --> 00:04:37,645 You even grind your teeth In your sleep like him. 57 00:04:37,745 --> 00:04:39,212 If I could get him To come back, 58 00:04:39,313 --> 00:04:40,981 I would go back To salt lake tomorrow. 59 00:04:41,081 --> 00:04:42,450 You can't go back To salt lake. 60 00:04:42,550 --> 00:04:44,552 You sold your house. I know my duty when I see it-- 61 00:04:44,652 --> 00:04:46,554 My mother-in-law, She sold her house. 62 00:04:46,654 --> 00:04:48,622 Her son calls, tells her he's A homo and what does she do ? 63 00:04:48,722 --> 00:04:51,959 She sells her house ! And she calls me crazy ! 64 00:04:52,059 --> 00:04:54,462 You have less of a place In this world than I do, 65 00:04:54,562 --> 00:04:57,398 If that's possible. 66 00:05:04,271 --> 00:05:07,875 I call and call. 67 00:05:07,975 --> 00:05:10,978 He won't answer. 68 00:05:11,078 --> 00:05:15,849 I tried to Discuss it with... 69 00:05:15,949 --> 00:05:18,251 The bishop. 70 00:05:18,352 --> 00:05:23,624 He said they think it's Mothers who are too close 71 00:05:23,724 --> 00:05:25,959 To their sons That cause this. 72 00:05:26,059 --> 00:05:32,366 Well, guess we disproved That theory, you know. 73 00:05:36,003 --> 00:05:38,539 I'm not sure this is The best place for you. 74 00:05:38,639 --> 00:05:42,242 I'd leave, you know, 75 00:05:42,342 --> 00:05:43,644 But I always Wind up back here. 76 00:05:43,744 --> 00:05:45,813 Or at some place Just like this. 77 00:05:45,913 --> 00:05:51,051 Alone in the dark, Waiting for the dummy. 78 00:05:52,553 --> 00:05:55,222 So you'll Just sit here. 79 00:05:55,322 --> 00:05:56,223 Yep. 80 00:05:56,323 --> 00:05:58,859 ( crunching ) Stuck ! 81 00:05:58,959 --> 00:06:00,027 Yep. 82 00:06:00,127 --> 00:06:01,862 Til... ? 83 00:06:01,962 --> 00:06:04,432 His wife, His mute wife. 84 00:06:04,532 --> 00:06:07,300 I'm waiting For her to speak. 85 00:06:07,401 --> 00:06:12,072 Bet her story Is not so jolly. 86 00:06:12,172 --> 00:06:14,274 The winter atlantic, Wow, huh ? 87 00:06:14,374 --> 00:06:16,343 Ferocious. 88 00:06:16,444 --> 00:06:18,812 It's freezing, What are we-- 89 00:06:18,912 --> 00:06:20,781 There used to be guys in The dunes even when it snowed. 90 00:06:20,881 --> 00:06:24,685 Nothing deterred us From the task at hand. 91 00:06:24,785 --> 00:06:26,186 Which was ? 92 00:06:26,286 --> 00:06:27,555 Exploration. 93 00:06:27,655 --> 00:06:29,690 Across an Unmapped terrain. 94 00:06:29,790 --> 00:06:31,892 The body of The homosexual human male. 95 00:06:31,992 --> 00:06:36,163 Here, the ramble, the scrub Pines on fire island, 96 00:06:36,263 --> 00:06:37,998 Or the st. Mark's baths. 97 00:06:38,098 --> 00:06:39,399 Hardy pioneers. 98 00:06:39,500 --> 00:06:41,969 Like your ancestors. Not exactly. 99 00:06:42,069 --> 00:06:43,937 Ah, and many have Perished on the trail. 100 00:06:44,037 --> 00:06:47,107 I fucked around A lot more than he did. 101 00:06:47,207 --> 00:06:49,142 No justice. 102 00:06:49,242 --> 00:06:53,046 Remember when You can get to places 103 00:06:53,146 --> 00:06:54,682 And see what It used to be. 104 00:06:54,782 --> 00:06:57,284 The whole country Was like this once. 105 00:06:57,384 --> 00:06:59,286 A paradise. 106 00:06:59,386 --> 00:07:00,588 Ruined now. 107 00:07:00,688 --> 00:07:02,289 No, it's still A great country. 108 00:07:02,389 --> 00:07:04,324 Best place on earth. 109 00:07:04,424 --> 00:07:06,660 Best place to be. 110 00:07:10,397 --> 00:07:11,532 What am I doing With you ? 111 00:07:11,632 --> 00:07:13,801 With anyone ? 112 00:07:13,901 --> 00:07:16,003 I should be exterminated But, uh, with you. 113 00:07:16,103 --> 00:07:20,541 Married, probably bisexual, Mormon, republican closet-case. 114 00:07:20,641 --> 00:07:24,377 I mean, I really Like you a lot, but... 115 00:07:24,478 --> 00:07:28,949 So, the fruity underwear You wear, the... 116 00:07:29,049 --> 00:07:30,818 Temple garment. 117 00:07:30,918 --> 00:07:31,819 Oh, my god. 118 00:07:31,919 --> 00:07:33,854 What's it for ? 119 00:07:33,954 --> 00:07:35,155 Protection. 120 00:07:35,255 --> 00:07:36,990 A second skin. 121 00:07:37,090 --> 00:07:38,792 I can stop Wearing it if-- 122 00:07:38,892 --> 00:07:40,393 How can you stop Wearing it if it's a skin ? 123 00:07:40,494 --> 00:07:42,963 Your past, Your beliefs. 124 00:07:43,063 --> 00:07:47,367 And in bed you're so sweet And I don't see how you 125 00:07:47,467 --> 00:07:49,169 Believe the stuff You do. 126 00:07:49,269 --> 00:07:51,004 I don't wanna fight now, Stop attacking me, louis. 127 00:07:51,104 --> 00:07:53,340 Yeah, but, I mean, You make no sense. 128 00:07:53,440 --> 00:07:54,808 The republican party ? 129 00:07:54,908 --> 00:07:56,810 The republican Party is... 130 00:07:56,910 --> 00:07:58,812 I mean I hate the democrats, Too, but the republicans, 131 00:07:58,912 --> 00:08:02,382 Half religious zealots Wanting to control every breath 132 00:08:02,482 --> 00:08:03,751 Every citizen takes, 133 00:08:03,851 --> 00:08:06,687 And half ego-anarchist Libertarian cowboys 134 00:08:06,787 --> 00:08:09,389 Shrilling for No government. 135 00:08:09,489 --> 00:08:12,392 Mccarthyism, Watergate. 136 00:08:12,492 --> 00:08:14,695 Pat buchanan, Jesse helms. 137 00:08:14,795 --> 00:08:16,564 Barry goldwater, George will. 138 00:08:16,664 --> 00:08:19,432 George bush, Newt gingrich. 139 00:08:19,533 --> 00:08:20,901 Objectively speaking A rum bunch. 140 00:08:21,001 --> 00:08:22,736 Responsible for everything Bad and evil in the world. 141 00:08:22,836 --> 00:08:25,272 Throw reagan on the pile And you're not far off. 142 00:08:25,372 --> 00:08:28,275 If people like you didn't have President reagan to demonize, 143 00:08:28,375 --> 00:08:30,043 Where would you be ? 144 00:08:30,143 --> 00:08:33,180 If he didn't have me To demonize where would he be ? 145 00:08:33,280 --> 00:08:35,282 Upper right-hand square On the hollywood squares. 146 00:08:35,382 --> 00:08:36,950 I'm not your Enemy, louis. 147 00:08:37,050 --> 00:08:38,686 I never said You were my enemy. 148 00:08:38,786 --> 00:08:40,420 Can't you be, I don't know, happy ? 149 00:08:40,520 --> 00:08:43,323 No one is happy. 150 00:08:43,423 --> 00:08:44,592 You, you... 151 00:08:44,692 --> 00:08:46,359 You believe the world Is perfectible. 152 00:08:46,459 --> 00:08:47,661 No, I-- 153 00:08:47,761 --> 00:08:49,763 Yes, you do, and so You find it unsatisfying. 154 00:08:49,863 --> 00:08:53,300 You have to reconcile Yourself to the world's... 155 00:08:53,400 --> 00:08:55,502 Unperfectability. 156 00:08:55,603 --> 00:08:59,172 And be in the world, But not of the world. 157 00:08:59,272 --> 00:09:02,342 That's what Being a mormon is. 158 00:09:02,442 --> 00:09:03,911 That's what being A schizophrenic is. 159 00:09:04,011 --> 00:09:06,146 Republican, Democrat, it's... 160 00:09:06,246 --> 00:09:07,715 Life. 161 00:09:07,815 --> 00:09:09,516 Time is conservative, It moves slow. 162 00:09:09,617 --> 00:09:11,084 Accept that, Don't be tragic. 163 00:09:11,184 --> 00:09:15,088 Accept as rightfully yours the Happiness that comes your way. 164 00:09:15,188 --> 00:09:17,257 I have no idea what You're talking about. 165 00:09:17,357 --> 00:09:19,593 What you did when you walked Out on him was hard to do. 166 00:09:19,693 --> 00:09:22,596 The world may not Understand it or approve, 167 00:09:22,696 --> 00:09:24,732 But you did what You needed to do. 168 00:09:24,832 --> 00:09:27,334 And I consider you Very brave. 169 00:09:27,434 --> 00:09:29,269 Nobody does what I did, joe, nobody. 170 00:09:29,369 --> 00:09:31,672 Maybe many want to. 171 00:09:31,772 --> 00:09:34,374 Hey, hear what I'm saying. 172 00:09:34,474 --> 00:09:36,610 Free from politics. 173 00:09:36,710 --> 00:09:39,947 You are in yourself A good, good man. 174 00:09:40,047 --> 00:09:44,652 And I admire you, I believe in you, I do. 175 00:09:44,752 --> 00:09:46,253 I know you do. 176 00:09:46,353 --> 00:09:50,057 You seem to be able To live with what you've done. 177 00:09:50,157 --> 00:09:52,760 You abandoned your wife And you're not all torn up 178 00:09:52,860 --> 00:09:55,095 And guilty about it Either, you... 179 00:09:55,195 --> 00:09:57,497 You've blossomed, And that's terrible. 180 00:09:57,597 --> 00:10:00,433 But you're not A terrible person. 181 00:10:00,533 --> 00:10:04,772 You're a decent, caring man And it's just not possible, 182 00:10:04,872 --> 00:10:07,340 But looking at you, It seems to be. 183 00:10:07,440 --> 00:10:10,043 You do seem free. Yes. 184 00:10:10,143 --> 00:10:11,078 I am. And happy. 185 00:10:11,178 --> 00:10:12,846 And at night You sleep peacefully. 186 00:10:12,946 --> 00:10:14,982 You don't have these Terrible, terrible, awful, 187 00:10:15,082 --> 00:10:16,449 Horrible dreams. 188 00:10:16,549 --> 00:10:18,418 No, I never have Any dreams at all. 189 00:10:18,518 --> 00:10:21,388 Oh, you're... 190 00:10:21,488 --> 00:10:25,659 Oh, you're, louis. 191 00:10:25,759 --> 00:10:27,995 Louis, I... 192 00:10:29,897 --> 00:10:33,767 I'm just stressed. 193 00:10:33,867 --> 00:10:35,468 No dreams at all. 194 00:10:35,568 --> 00:10:37,337 Well, that Would be amazing. 195 00:10:37,437 --> 00:10:38,806 I really think I love you. 196 00:10:38,906 --> 00:10:40,273 I wanna see Prior again. 197 00:10:40,373 --> 00:10:43,677 You, uh, wanna Go back to-- 198 00:10:43,777 --> 00:10:45,345 I just need To see him again. 199 00:10:45,445 --> 00:10:47,981 I miss him, don't-- You must wanna see your wife ? 200 00:10:48,081 --> 00:10:49,649 Well, I want More to be with-- 201 00:10:49,750 --> 00:10:51,484 I have to... See him. 202 00:10:51,584 --> 00:10:53,453 It's been a month, I'm worried, I just... 203 00:10:53,553 --> 00:10:55,856 Oh please don't Look so sad. 204 00:10:55,956 --> 00:10:58,291 Do you understand what-- 205 00:10:58,391 --> 00:10:59,993 Do you wanna See me anymore ? 206 00:11:00,093 --> 00:11:01,829 No, I, I... 207 00:11:01,929 --> 00:11:03,797 Louis, anything. What ? 208 00:11:03,897 --> 00:11:06,666 Anything, Whatever you want. 209 00:11:06,767 --> 00:11:08,836 I can give up anything, My skin. 210 00:11:08,936 --> 00:11:11,504 What are you doing ? 211 00:11:11,604 --> 00:11:15,275 Do-- uh... 212 00:11:15,375 --> 00:11:18,411 Oh, come on. 213 00:11:18,511 --> 00:11:20,113 It's freezing ! 214 00:11:20,213 --> 00:11:24,084 Someone will see us. 215 00:11:24,184 --> 00:11:26,586 D-d-- 216 00:11:26,686 --> 00:11:28,621 It's not A nude beach ! 217 00:11:28,722 --> 00:11:29,923 I'm flayed. 218 00:11:30,023 --> 00:11:32,192 No past now, I could Give up anything. 219 00:11:32,292 --> 00:11:35,562 Maybe in what we've been doing, Maybe I'm even infected ! 220 00:11:35,662 --> 00:11:36,830 No ! 221 00:11:36,930 --> 00:11:38,465 I don't wanna be, I wanna live now ! 222 00:11:38,565 --> 00:11:43,203 I can be anything I need to be, And I wanna be with you ! 223 00:11:43,303 --> 00:11:45,338 God... 224 00:11:45,438 --> 00:11:46,539 ( groaning ) 225 00:11:46,639 --> 00:11:48,275 God. 226 00:11:48,375 --> 00:11:50,610 Y-you have A good heart. 227 00:11:50,710 --> 00:11:56,049 The good thing is to be Guilty and kind always, 228 00:11:56,149 --> 00:11:58,718 But it's not always Kind to be gentle 229 00:11:58,819 --> 00:12:01,889 And soft. 230 00:12:01,989 --> 00:12:03,857 There's a genuine Violence in softness, 231 00:12:03,957 --> 00:12:07,761 And weakness, and sometimes Self-interested is the-- 232 00:12:07,861 --> 00:12:09,629 Is the most generous Thing you can be. 233 00:12:09,729 --> 00:12:11,098 You oughtta Think about that. 234 00:12:11,198 --> 00:12:13,033 I will... Think about it. 235 00:12:13,133 --> 00:12:14,567 You oughtta-- oughtta think About what you're doing to me. 236 00:12:14,667 --> 00:12:18,005 I'm, no, I mean, What you need. 237 00:12:18,105 --> 00:12:21,674 Think about What you need. 238 00:12:21,775 --> 00:12:22,943 Be brave. 239 00:12:23,043 --> 00:12:27,180 And then you'll Come back to me. 240 00:12:36,123 --> 00:12:40,160 Then you'll Come back to me. 241 00:13:05,418 --> 00:13:08,188 Bitter lady Of the plains, 242 00:13:10,657 --> 00:13:14,127 Talk to me. 243 00:13:14,227 --> 00:13:17,197 Tell me what to do, I'm stuck. 244 00:13:19,399 --> 00:13:21,234 My heart's An anchor. 245 00:13:26,907 --> 00:13:29,109 Oh, wow. 246 00:13:29,209 --> 00:13:30,710 Look. 247 00:13:30,810 --> 00:13:35,248 The magic of The theater, 248 00:13:35,348 --> 00:13:37,450 Or something. 249 00:13:50,797 --> 00:13:52,933 Look at you. 250 00:13:53,033 --> 00:13:54,868 So perfect in place. 251 00:13:54,968 --> 00:13:58,371 The desert, the mountains, The previous century. 252 00:14:00,373 --> 00:14:04,244 Maybe I could've Believed in you then. 253 00:14:04,344 --> 00:14:07,014 Maybe we should Never have moved east. 254 00:14:09,116 --> 00:14:12,252 Was it a hard thing to do, Crossing the prairies ? 255 00:14:12,352 --> 00:14:14,922 You ain't stupid, So don't ask stupid. 256 00:14:15,022 --> 00:14:18,258 Ask something For real. 257 00:14:21,194 --> 00:14:24,131 In your experience of the world, How do people change ? 258 00:14:24,231 --> 00:14:28,068 Well, it has something To do with god, 259 00:14:28,168 --> 00:14:30,237 So it's not very nice. 260 00:14:30,337 --> 00:14:34,774 God splits the skin With a jagged thumbnail 261 00:14:34,874 --> 00:14:37,310 From throat to belly 262 00:14:37,410 --> 00:14:41,448 Then plunges a huge Filthy hand in. 263 00:14:43,283 --> 00:14:47,054 He grabs hold of Your bloody tubes 264 00:14:47,154 --> 00:14:49,189 And they slip To evade his grasp 265 00:14:49,289 --> 00:14:50,823 But he squeezes hard, He insists. 266 00:14:50,924 --> 00:14:54,794 He pulls and pulls, 267 00:14:54,894 --> 00:14:56,829 'til all your innards Are yanked out. 268 00:14:56,930 --> 00:15:00,867 And the pain... 269 00:15:00,968 --> 00:15:05,372 Can't even Talk about that. 270 00:15:07,207 --> 00:15:09,809 And then he Stuffs 'em back. 271 00:15:09,909 --> 00:15:11,678 Dirty, tangled... 272 00:15:11,778 --> 00:15:13,813 Torn. 273 00:15:13,913 --> 00:15:17,284 It's up to you To do the stitching. 274 00:15:17,384 --> 00:15:20,287 And get up... 275 00:15:20,387 --> 00:15:24,624 And walk around. 276 00:15:24,724 --> 00:15:26,659 Just mangled guts Pretending. 277 00:15:26,759 --> 00:15:28,395 Yeah. 278 00:15:30,998 --> 00:15:33,600 That's how People change. 279 00:15:37,971 --> 00:15:41,408 ( phone ringing ) 280 00:15:41,508 --> 00:15:44,444 ( panting and coughing ) 281 00:15:54,754 --> 00:15:56,523 Prior ? 282 00:16:03,430 --> 00:16:05,698 Prior, it's lou. 283 00:16:05,798 --> 00:16:09,136 I wanna see you. 284 00:16:09,236 --> 00:16:11,371 ( heavy breathing ) 285 00:16:17,510 --> 00:16:20,047 ( door opening ) 286 00:16:35,962 --> 00:16:37,330 It's five a.M. 287 00:16:44,837 --> 00:16:47,174 You ought to Change that shirt, 288 00:16:47,274 --> 00:16:49,076 It's startin' to smell. 289 00:16:49,176 --> 00:16:51,478 You're tellin' me. 290 00:16:57,184 --> 00:17:01,421 At first it Can be very hard 291 00:17:01,521 --> 00:17:03,223 To accept how... 292 00:17:03,323 --> 00:17:08,261 Disappointing Life is, harper. 293 00:17:08,361 --> 00:17:12,365 But that's what it is And you have to accept it. 294 00:17:15,368 --> 00:17:19,872 And with faith And time and hard work 295 00:17:19,972 --> 00:17:21,441 You do get to a point 296 00:17:21,541 --> 00:17:24,877 Where the disappointment Doesn't hurt so much, 297 00:17:24,977 --> 00:17:30,550 And it gets actually Easier to live with. 298 00:17:30,650 --> 00:17:33,786 Quite easy. 299 00:17:35,588 --> 00:17:40,127 Which is in its own way A disappointment. 300 00:17:42,495 --> 00:17:43,596 But... 301 00:17:43,696 --> 00:17:45,565 I'm not like you. 302 00:17:47,467 --> 00:17:50,703 Strange things happen to me All the time, mother pitt. 303 00:17:52,705 --> 00:17:53,973 Maybe I'm a witch. 304 00:17:54,073 --> 00:17:56,143 Oh, you're Not a witch. 305 00:17:56,243 --> 00:17:58,811 I could be a witch, Why not ? 306 00:17:58,911 --> 00:18:00,380 I married a fairy. 307 00:18:03,716 --> 00:18:06,353 Anything can happen. 308 00:18:08,054 --> 00:18:10,857 Any awful thing. 309 00:18:15,061 --> 00:18:19,166 Oh, it's raw Out there. 310 00:18:20,867 --> 00:18:23,236 You put this on. 311 00:18:24,537 --> 00:18:25,572 My mother... 312 00:18:25,672 --> 00:18:31,778 Used to open up every window Mid-winter mornings. 313 00:18:31,878 --> 00:18:33,880 Cold fresh air, Wake up the dead. 314 00:18:33,980 --> 00:18:37,817 Oh, it gave me No end of nightmares 315 00:18:37,917 --> 00:18:43,190 And an implacable Hatred of winter. 316 00:18:56,068 --> 00:18:58,205 ( rap music playing on radio ) 317 00:19:31,571 --> 00:19:35,708 Oh, this is gonna be so much Worse than I'd imagined. 318 00:19:43,683 --> 00:19:45,885 Hello. 319 00:19:45,985 --> 00:19:48,955 Fuck you, You little shitbag. 320 00:19:49,055 --> 00:19:51,023 If you want The smoke and puffery 321 00:19:51,123 --> 00:19:53,960 Then you'll listen to kissinger And schultz and those guys. 322 00:19:54,060 --> 00:19:58,565 But if you wanna Look at the heart of Modern conservatism, 323 00:19:58,665 --> 00:20:00,066 You look at me. 324 00:20:00,166 --> 00:20:02,302 Everyone else has Abandoned the struggle. 325 00:20:02,402 --> 00:20:06,038 Everything nowadays just Sipping tea with nixon and mao. 326 00:20:06,138 --> 00:20:08,941 That was disgusting, Did you see that ? 327 00:20:09,041 --> 00:20:10,543 Were you born yet ? 328 00:20:10,643 --> 00:20:13,246 Of course I was. 329 00:20:13,346 --> 00:20:14,914 My generation, We had clarity. 330 00:20:15,014 --> 00:20:18,785 Unafraid to look Deep into the miasma 331 00:20:18,885 --> 00:20:20,753 At the heart Of the world. 332 00:20:20,853 --> 00:20:22,822 What a pit. 333 00:20:22,922 --> 00:20:25,592 What a nightmare Is there. 334 00:20:25,692 --> 00:20:26,793 I have looked. 335 00:20:26,893 --> 00:20:30,997 All my life I searched For absolute bottom, 336 00:20:31,097 --> 00:20:34,634 And I found it, Believe me. 337 00:20:34,734 --> 00:20:36,969 Stygian. 338 00:20:38,838 --> 00:20:40,340 How tragic, 339 00:20:40,440 --> 00:20:44,844 How brutal And short life is. 340 00:20:44,944 --> 00:20:48,415 Sinful people are. 341 00:20:48,515 --> 00:20:50,383 The immutable heart Of what we are 342 00:20:50,483 --> 00:20:52,719 That bleeds through Whatever we might become. 343 00:20:52,819 --> 00:20:55,922 All else is vanity. 344 00:20:58,090 --> 00:21:00,827 I don't know The world anymore. 345 00:21:00,927 --> 00:21:04,364 ( coughing ) 346 00:21:15,074 --> 00:21:18,077 After I die, they're gonna say I did it for the money 347 00:21:18,177 --> 00:21:20,279 And the headlines. 348 00:21:20,380 --> 00:21:22,982 I never did it For the money. 349 00:21:23,082 --> 00:21:27,820 It's the moxie That counts. 350 00:21:29,389 --> 00:21:31,824 I never wavered. 351 00:21:31,924 --> 00:21:33,025 You remember. 352 00:21:33,125 --> 00:21:37,296 I will, roy. 353 00:21:37,397 --> 00:21:39,699 I was afraid you Wouldn't want to see me. 354 00:21:39,799 --> 00:21:42,869 If you'd forgive me For letting you down. 355 00:21:44,937 --> 00:21:46,339 Forgiveness. 356 00:21:48,641 --> 00:21:50,109 You seen a lady Around here ? 357 00:21:50,209 --> 00:21:53,312 Dumpy lady with a... 358 00:21:53,413 --> 00:21:57,216 Stupid hat ? 359 00:21:57,316 --> 00:21:59,619 She-- oh, boy. 360 00:21:59,719 --> 00:22:02,455 Oh, boy. 361 00:22:02,555 --> 00:22:06,258 No, she's off Watchin' the hearings. 362 00:22:06,359 --> 00:22:10,296 Treacherous bitch. 363 00:22:10,397 --> 00:22:11,931 Who ? 364 00:22:15,902 --> 00:22:17,136 You, uh... 365 00:22:17,236 --> 00:22:21,273 Did you get a blessing from Your father before he died ? 366 00:22:21,374 --> 00:22:23,275 A blessing ? 367 00:22:23,376 --> 00:22:25,144 Yeah. 368 00:22:25,244 --> 00:22:26,613 No. 369 00:22:26,713 --> 00:22:31,918 Oh, you should've Done that. 370 00:22:32,018 --> 00:22:34,721 Life, that's what They're supposed to bless. 371 00:22:34,821 --> 00:22:36,989 Life. 372 00:22:49,502 --> 00:22:51,904 Roy, I-I need to Talk to you about-- 373 00:22:52,004 --> 00:22:53,039 Shush, schmendrick. 374 00:22:53,139 --> 00:22:55,074 Don't fuck up The magic. 375 00:22:55,174 --> 00:22:59,378 ( mumbling ) 376 00:23:07,386 --> 00:23:09,221 You don't even have To trick it out of me 377 00:23:09,321 --> 00:23:11,824 Like what's his name In the bible ? 378 00:23:11,924 --> 00:23:13,359 Jacob. 379 00:23:13,460 --> 00:23:15,394 That's the one. 380 00:23:17,497 --> 00:23:19,966 Ruthless motherfucker. 381 00:23:20,066 --> 00:23:22,735 Some bald runt, but he Laid hold of his birthright 382 00:23:22,835 --> 00:23:25,404 With his claws And his teeth. 383 00:23:25,505 --> 00:23:28,641 Wha-- jacob's father, What was the guy's name ? 384 00:23:28,741 --> 00:23:30,543 Isaac. 385 00:23:30,643 --> 00:23:34,146 Yeah, the sacrifice. 386 00:23:34,246 --> 00:23:36,348 That jerk. 387 00:23:36,449 --> 00:23:39,786 My mother used to Read me those stories. 388 00:23:39,886 --> 00:23:43,422 See this scar On my nose ? 389 00:23:45,091 --> 00:23:47,627 When I was three months old I had a bony spur. 390 00:23:47,727 --> 00:23:50,463 She made them operate, Shave it off. 391 00:23:50,563 --> 00:23:53,232 They said I was too young For surgery, I'd outgrow it. 392 00:23:53,332 --> 00:23:55,602 But she insisted. 393 00:23:55,702 --> 00:24:00,139 I figure she wanted To toughen me up. 394 00:24:00,239 --> 00:24:03,810 It worked, I am tough. 395 00:24:05,044 --> 00:24:08,748 It's taking a lot To dismantle me. 396 00:24:08,848 --> 00:24:10,316 Look, don't waste energy Beating up on me, okay ? 397 00:24:10,416 --> 00:24:12,218 I'm already Takin' care of that. 398 00:24:12,318 --> 00:24:13,753 I don't see any bruises. 399 00:24:13,853 --> 00:24:14,887 Inside. 400 00:24:14,987 --> 00:24:17,724 You are one Noble guy, inside. 401 00:24:17,824 --> 00:24:19,225 Don't flatter Yourself, louis. 402 00:24:19,325 --> 00:24:24,063 So, it's your Tea party, talk. 403 00:24:26,065 --> 00:24:28,100 It's good to see you again, I missed you. 404 00:24:28,200 --> 00:24:29,736 Talk. 405 00:24:29,836 --> 00:24:32,404 I wanna try To make up. 406 00:24:32,505 --> 00:24:33,439 Make up ? 407 00:24:33,540 --> 00:24:34,574 Yes, but... 408 00:24:34,674 --> 00:24:36,375 You don't have To be so hostile. 409 00:24:36,475 --> 00:24:40,580 Don't I get any points For trying to arrive At a resolution ? 410 00:24:40,680 --> 00:24:42,749 Maybe what I did Isn't forgivable, but-- 411 00:24:42,849 --> 00:24:43,816 It isn't. 412 00:24:43,916 --> 00:24:46,185 But, I-I'm trying To be responsible. 413 00:24:46,285 --> 00:24:48,555 Prior, there are Limits, boundaries. 414 00:24:48,655 --> 00:24:50,189 You have To be reasonable. 415 00:24:50,289 --> 00:24:52,825 Why are you Dressed like that ? 416 00:24:52,925 --> 00:24:54,794 You were saying something About being reasonable ? 417 00:24:54,894 --> 00:24:56,829 I've been giving This a lot of thought. 418 00:24:56,929 --> 00:24:59,599 Yes, I fucked up, That's obvious. 419 00:24:59,699 --> 00:25:02,001 But maybe you Fucked up, too. 420 00:25:02,101 --> 00:25:03,235 You never trusted me. 421 00:25:03,335 --> 00:25:05,705 Never gave me a chance to Find my footing, not really. 422 00:25:05,805 --> 00:25:07,540 You were so quick To attack. 423 00:25:07,640 --> 00:25:09,475 And I think maybe... 424 00:25:09,576 --> 00:25:12,011 Just too much of A victim, finally. 425 00:25:12,111 --> 00:25:13,479 Passive, dependent. 426 00:25:13,580 --> 00:25:16,082 And what I think is that People do have a choice 427 00:25:16,182 --> 00:25:17,550 About how They handle-- 428 00:25:17,650 --> 00:25:20,019 You wanna Come back, why ? 429 00:25:20,119 --> 00:25:21,453 Atonement, Exoneration ? 430 00:25:21,554 --> 00:25:25,992 I didn't say I wanted to come back. 431 00:25:29,128 --> 00:25:30,429 Oh. 432 00:25:30,529 --> 00:25:32,031 No, you didn't. 433 00:25:32,131 --> 00:25:33,499 I can't... 434 00:25:33,600 --> 00:25:35,034 Move in again, Start all over again. 435 00:25:35,134 --> 00:25:38,470 I moved. I don't think It'd be any different. 436 00:25:38,571 --> 00:25:40,039 You're seeing Someone else. 437 00:25:40,139 --> 00:25:41,507 What ? 438 00:25:41,608 --> 00:25:45,945 No. You are. 439 00:25:46,045 --> 00:25:47,847 I'm not. 440 00:25:47,947 --> 00:25:50,583 Well-- occasionally, I-- he's a... 441 00:25:50,683 --> 00:25:52,218 Just a pick up... 442 00:25:52,318 --> 00:25:54,787 God damn, Ask me how I knew. 443 00:25:54,887 --> 00:25:56,022 How ? 444 00:25:56,122 --> 00:25:57,289 Threshold of revelation. 445 00:25:57,389 --> 00:25:59,626 What ? Fuck you ! I'm a prophet. 446 00:25:59,726 --> 00:26:01,761 Reasonable, limits ?! 447 00:26:01,861 --> 00:26:04,230 Tell it to My lungs, stupid. 448 00:26:04,330 --> 00:26:05,598 Tell it to my lesions. 449 00:26:05,698 --> 00:26:09,001 Tell it to the cotton-woolly Patches in my eyes. 450 00:26:09,101 --> 00:26:11,971 Oh, prior, I haven't Seen him for days now... 451 00:26:12,071 --> 00:26:15,574 I'm going, I have limits, too. 452 00:26:26,819 --> 00:26:30,990 ( breathing heavily ) 453 00:26:39,932 --> 00:26:42,068 I... 454 00:26:46,873 --> 00:26:48,474 ( in raspy voice ) You cry... 455 00:26:48,574 --> 00:26:50,743 You endanger nothing In yourself. 456 00:26:50,843 --> 00:26:53,045 It's like the idea Of crying when you do it. 457 00:26:53,145 --> 00:26:56,783 Or the idea of love. 458 00:27:06,959 --> 00:27:08,661 ( female on hospital intercom ) Attention, attention. 459 00:27:08,761 --> 00:27:10,329 Visiting hours Are now over. 460 00:27:10,429 --> 00:27:14,400 Visiting hours are now over. 461 00:27:19,571 --> 00:27:22,641 Now you have to go. 462 00:27:32,885 --> 00:27:35,521 I left my wife. 463 00:27:35,621 --> 00:27:37,423 I needed to tell you. 464 00:27:37,523 --> 00:27:39,491 Oh. 465 00:27:39,591 --> 00:27:42,661 Too late. 466 00:27:45,064 --> 00:27:46,565 It happens. 467 00:27:46,665 --> 00:27:51,704 I've been staying with someone Else for a whole month now. 468 00:27:51,804 --> 00:27:55,742 It happens. 469 00:27:55,842 --> 00:27:57,676 How can I Say this, uh... 470 00:27:57,777 --> 00:28:01,180 With a, uh... 471 00:28:01,280 --> 00:28:03,382 Man. 472 00:28:03,482 --> 00:28:06,853 I'm with a... 473 00:28:08,687 --> 00:28:11,190 A man ? 474 00:28:11,290 --> 00:28:14,060 Yes. 475 00:28:15,427 --> 00:28:17,629 You're with a man ? 476 00:28:17,730 --> 00:28:21,400 Yes, I... 477 00:28:21,500 --> 00:28:25,337 ( heavy breathing ) 478 00:28:33,145 --> 00:28:34,046 I gotta... 479 00:28:34,146 --> 00:28:36,615 What, the, uh, Bathroom, or... 480 00:28:36,715 --> 00:28:39,051 Ah ! What ? 481 00:28:39,151 --> 00:28:40,586 No, no, no, No, no, no, roy. 482 00:28:40,686 --> 00:28:42,054 Roy, what are You doing ? 483 00:28:42,154 --> 00:28:42,922 No, roy ! 484 00:28:43,022 --> 00:28:45,124 Oh, no, no, no, Hold on. 485 00:28:45,224 --> 00:28:47,894 Um, wait, uh, Keep your hand up. 486 00:28:47,994 --> 00:28:49,495 Oh, my god, um... 487 00:28:49,595 --> 00:28:51,063 Um, help please. 488 00:28:51,163 --> 00:28:53,699 He, uh, he pulled the, uh... Oh, holy shit. 489 00:28:53,800 --> 00:28:56,335 Get the fuck away from me. No, no, no, roy. 490 00:28:56,435 --> 00:28:57,669 Roy, please, please Just get back in your room ! 491 00:28:57,770 --> 00:28:59,505 Shut up ! You listen to me. 492 00:28:59,605 --> 00:29:01,941 Get your ass-- Shut up, I said ! 493 00:29:02,041 --> 00:29:04,543 Now you listen Carefully. 494 00:29:04,643 --> 00:29:07,313 I want you home With your wife. 495 00:29:07,413 --> 00:29:10,082 Whatever else you Got going, cut it dead. 496 00:29:10,182 --> 00:29:12,284 No, I can't, roy, I need to be with-- 497 00:29:12,384 --> 00:29:15,187 Listen to me ! 498 00:29:15,287 --> 00:29:17,756 Do what I say, Or you will regret it. 499 00:29:17,857 --> 00:29:21,160 And don't talk To me about it... 500 00:29:21,260 --> 00:29:23,963 Ever again. 501 00:29:26,032 --> 00:29:28,634 I never saw That coming. 502 00:29:28,734 --> 00:29:30,636 You kill me ! 503 00:29:30,736 --> 00:29:31,938 Get somewhere you can Take off that shirt 504 00:29:32,038 --> 00:29:33,205 And throw it out and Don't touch the blood. 505 00:29:33,305 --> 00:29:34,841 Well, I-- why ? I don't understand... 506 00:29:34,941 --> 00:29:37,776 Out, out ! I already Gave you my blessing ! 507 00:29:37,877 --> 00:29:39,946 What more do you Want from me ?! 508 00:29:40,046 --> 00:29:41,380 Get the fuck Outta here. 509 00:29:41,480 --> 00:29:42,815 Alright, roy, Please, I-- ! 510 00:29:46,618 --> 00:29:51,190 What, you wanna stay And watch this ? 511 00:29:51,290 --> 00:29:52,691 No. 512 00:29:52,791 --> 00:29:54,861 Well, fuck you, too ! 513 00:29:56,762 --> 00:29:58,097 So, your New lover... 514 00:29:58,197 --> 00:30:00,066 He's not my lover. Tell me where you met him. 515 00:30:00,166 --> 00:30:01,367 In the park. 516 00:30:01,467 --> 00:30:02,534 Well, first at work. 517 00:30:02,634 --> 00:30:04,503 He's a lawyer Or a judge ? 518 00:30:04,603 --> 00:30:06,638 Lawyer. A gay lawyer. 519 00:30:06,738 --> 00:30:08,707 Yes. Republican, too. 520 00:30:08,807 --> 00:30:11,410 A gay republican lawyer, Louis... 521 00:30:11,510 --> 00:30:13,112 But he's sort of, I... 522 00:30:13,212 --> 00:30:14,847 I don't know if The word would be... 523 00:30:14,947 --> 00:30:17,783 Well, in a way, Sensitive. 524 00:30:17,884 --> 00:30:20,252 Ah, sensitive Gay republican. 525 00:30:20,352 --> 00:30:21,353 He's just company. 526 00:30:21,453 --> 00:30:22,721 Companionship. 527 00:30:22,821 --> 00:30:24,456 Companionship. 528 00:30:24,556 --> 00:30:26,292 Hmm. 529 00:30:26,392 --> 00:30:28,861 You know, just when I think He couldn't possibly 530 00:30:28,961 --> 00:30:31,563 Say anything to make It worse, he does. 531 00:30:31,663 --> 00:30:33,365 Companionship. 532 00:30:33,465 --> 00:30:34,666 How good. 533 00:30:34,766 --> 00:30:35,902 How good. 534 00:30:36,002 --> 00:30:37,970 I wouldn't want You to be lonely. 535 00:30:38,070 --> 00:30:41,640 There are thousands of gay men In new york city with aids, 536 00:30:41,740 --> 00:30:45,912 And nearly everyone of them is Being taken care of by a friend, 537 00:30:46,012 --> 00:30:48,180 Or by a lover Who has stuck by them 538 00:30:48,280 --> 00:30:52,318 Through things Worse than my... 539 00:30:52,418 --> 00:30:55,054 So far. 540 00:30:55,154 --> 00:30:58,757 Everyone got that, 'cept me. 541 00:30:58,857 --> 00:31:01,327 I got you. 542 00:31:01,427 --> 00:31:03,896 Why ? 543 00:31:03,996 --> 00:31:07,366 What's wrong With me ? 544 00:31:09,468 --> 00:31:11,503 Louis, are you really Bruised inside ? 545 00:31:11,603 --> 00:31:13,039 I can't have This talk any-- 546 00:31:13,139 --> 00:31:15,274 Oh, the list of things You can't do, so fragile. 547 00:31:15,374 --> 00:31:17,977 Answer me, inside, bruises ? Yes. 548 00:31:18,077 --> 00:31:19,545 Come back to me When they're visible. 549 00:31:19,645 --> 00:31:21,713 I wanna see black and blue, Louis, I wanna see blood. 550 00:31:21,813 --> 00:31:23,815 'cause I can't believe you Even have blood in your veins, 551 00:31:23,916 --> 00:31:25,717 'til you Show it to me. 552 00:31:25,817 --> 00:31:28,054 So don't come Near me again 553 00:31:28,154 --> 00:31:30,189 Unless you've got Something to show. 554 00:31:48,407 --> 00:31:52,678 Every goddamn thing I ever Wanted they've taken from me. 555 00:31:52,778 --> 00:31:56,482 Mocked and reviled All my life. 556 00:31:56,582 --> 00:31:59,451 Join the club. 557 00:31:59,551 --> 00:32:02,154 I don't belong To any club 558 00:32:02,254 --> 00:32:06,325 You could get through The front door of. 559 00:32:11,430 --> 00:32:12,864 What's your name ? 560 00:32:12,965 --> 00:32:15,667 Norman arriaga. 561 00:32:15,767 --> 00:32:17,236 Belize to my friends, 562 00:32:17,336 --> 00:32:20,539 But you can call me Norman arriaga. 563 00:32:20,639 --> 00:32:25,077 Tell me something, Norman, 564 00:32:26,678 --> 00:32:28,714 You ever hire a lawyer ? 565 00:32:28,814 --> 00:32:30,582 No, roy, I never did. 566 00:32:30,682 --> 00:32:32,985 Hire a lawyer, Sue somebody. 567 00:32:33,085 --> 00:32:34,920 It's good For the soul. 568 00:32:35,021 --> 00:32:40,792 Lawyers are the High priests of america. 569 00:32:40,892 --> 00:32:43,862 We alone know the words That made america. 570 00:32:43,962 --> 00:32:48,267 Out of thin air. 571 00:32:48,367 --> 00:32:51,303 And we alone know How to use the words. 572 00:32:51,403 --> 00:32:54,073 The law... 573 00:32:54,173 --> 00:32:56,042 The only club I ever Wanted to belong to. 574 00:32:56,142 --> 00:33:01,947 Before they take That from me, 575 00:33:02,048 --> 00:33:05,451 I'm gonna die. 576 00:33:06,885 --> 00:33:09,355 ( gagging ) 577 00:33:10,689 --> 00:33:13,159 God ! 578 00:33:20,999 --> 00:33:23,635 Shh... 579 00:33:23,735 --> 00:33:28,674 Oh, look who's back. 580 00:33:31,043 --> 00:33:33,745 Who ? 581 00:33:33,845 --> 00:33:37,283 Nobody with me now... 582 00:33:39,051 --> 00:33:42,054 But the dead. 583 00:33:52,631 --> 00:33:55,667 ( prior ) Hi, chief justice Wilson's office, please. 584 00:33:55,767 --> 00:33:59,738 Thank you very much. 585 00:34:05,677 --> 00:34:06,745 Clerk... 586 00:34:06,845 --> 00:34:09,715 Joe pitt. 587 00:34:17,856 --> 00:34:19,591 Yeah, it's His office. 588 00:34:19,691 --> 00:34:21,860 This is stupid. Go home if you're chicken. 589 00:34:21,960 --> 00:34:23,295 You're the one Who should be home. 590 00:34:23,395 --> 00:34:24,763 I have a hobby now Haunting people. 591 00:34:24,863 --> 00:34:25,997 Fuck home. 592 00:34:26,098 --> 00:34:29,601 Wait here, I wanna Meet my replacement. 593 00:34:33,705 --> 00:34:36,542 Oh, oh, god. 594 00:34:36,642 --> 00:34:39,845 Yes, can I... What ? 595 00:34:39,945 --> 00:34:42,881 Do you need something ? No, no. 596 00:34:42,981 --> 00:34:44,650 Could you-- I'm a prophet. 597 00:34:44,750 --> 00:34:45,884 Prophet ! Prophet ! What ? 598 00:34:45,984 --> 00:34:48,019 I prophecy, I have sight, I see ! 599 00:34:48,120 --> 00:34:50,222 What do you do ? I'm a clerk. 600 00:34:50,322 --> 00:34:52,391 Oh big deal, a clerk ?! You, what, you file things ? 601 00:34:52,491 --> 00:34:54,393 You better be keepin' a file On the hearts you break. 602 00:34:54,493 --> 00:34:56,128 That's all that Counts in the end. 603 00:34:56,228 --> 00:34:57,996 You'll have bills to pay In the world to come. 604 00:34:58,096 --> 00:34:59,698 You and your friend, The whore of babylon. 605 00:34:59,798 --> 00:35:02,067 Sorry, wrong room. 606 00:35:02,168 --> 00:35:04,636 He's the marlboro man. 607 00:35:04,736 --> 00:35:06,004 Oooh. 608 00:35:06,104 --> 00:35:08,774 I wanna see. 609 00:35:11,877 --> 00:35:14,546 Sacred heart of jesus. What is-- 610 00:35:14,646 --> 00:35:16,848 What, you're roy's nurse, I recognize you, you're-- 611 00:35:16,948 --> 00:35:18,484 No, you don't. 612 00:35:18,584 --> 00:35:19,985 No, you're from the hospital, You're roy cohn's nurse. 613 00:35:20,085 --> 00:35:21,887 No, I'm not, Not a nur-- nurse, 614 00:35:21,987 --> 00:35:23,455 Uh, we all Look alike to you. 615 00:35:23,555 --> 00:35:25,257 You all look alike to us, It's a mad, mad world. 616 00:35:25,357 --> 00:35:27,893 Home on the range. 617 00:35:27,993 --> 00:35:29,195 Chaps and spurs. 618 00:35:29,295 --> 00:35:30,662 Now, girl, we gotta Get you home and-- 619 00:35:30,762 --> 00:35:33,131 Mega-butch, he made me Feel beyond nelly. 620 00:35:33,232 --> 00:35:37,068 Like little wispy daisies Are sprouting out my ears. 621 00:35:37,169 --> 00:35:39,037 Run ! 622 00:35:39,137 --> 00:35:41,507 Wait ! 623 00:35:41,607 --> 00:35:43,342 What game are You playing ? 624 00:35:43,442 --> 00:35:46,845 This is a federal courthouse, You said something about... 625 00:35:46,945 --> 00:35:49,448 Who are you ? I'm nothing ! 626 00:35:49,548 --> 00:35:51,016 I'm a mental patient, He's my nurse. 627 00:35:51,116 --> 00:35:52,618 Not his nurse, I'm not-- 628 00:35:52,718 --> 00:35:54,620 We're here 'cause my will Is being contested. 629 00:35:54,720 --> 00:35:56,087 What's that called when They challenge your will ? 630 00:35:56,188 --> 00:35:58,390 Competency ? But this is An appellate court. 631 00:35:58,490 --> 00:36:00,125 And I'm appealing To anyone ! 632 00:36:00,226 --> 00:36:02,394 Anyone in the universe who will Listen to me for some charity. 633 00:36:02,494 --> 00:36:06,465 Some people are so greedy, Such pigs, they have everything. 634 00:36:06,565 --> 00:36:08,834 Health, everything. Still they want more. 635 00:36:08,934 --> 00:36:13,138 Look, you--you said something About my friend and... 636 00:36:13,239 --> 00:36:16,475 Look, is this about louis ? Is he, uh... 637 00:36:16,575 --> 00:36:18,644 Is he what, Sad, hot, happy ? 638 00:36:18,744 --> 00:36:20,679 Talk to him yourself, Bullwinkle ! 639 00:36:20,779 --> 00:36:22,748 What do I look like, A marriage counselor ? 640 00:36:22,848 --> 00:36:24,983 Oh, nursey dear, Fetch the medication, 641 00:36:25,083 --> 00:36:26,818 I'm starting to rave. 642 00:36:26,918 --> 00:36:28,854 Pardons, monsieur l'avocat, Nous sommes absolument desole. 643 00:36:28,954 --> 00:36:31,390 Behave yourself, Cherie, 644 00:36:31,490 --> 00:36:33,091 Or nanny will have To use the wooden spoon. 645 00:36:33,191 --> 00:36:36,228 Ah ! 646 00:36:43,269 --> 00:36:46,405 ( thunder ) 647 00:37:24,075 --> 00:37:25,311 Nice angel. 648 00:37:25,411 --> 00:37:27,579 What angel ? 649 00:37:30,081 --> 00:37:31,182 Bethesda. 650 00:37:31,283 --> 00:37:32,751 What's she Commemorate, louis ? 651 00:37:32,851 --> 00:37:33,885 I'll bet you know. 652 00:37:33,985 --> 00:37:36,154 Naval dead of The civil war. 653 00:37:36,254 --> 00:37:38,290 The civil war, I knew you'd know. 654 00:37:38,390 --> 00:37:40,359 You are nothing If not well informed. 655 00:37:40,459 --> 00:37:42,328 This is prior's Favorite place in the park. 656 00:37:42,428 --> 00:37:46,298 Listen, I saw him... 657 00:37:46,398 --> 00:37:48,300 Prior. Prior's upset. 658 00:37:48,400 --> 00:37:49,501 Is he okay ? He seemed... 659 00:37:49,601 --> 00:37:51,670 Well, not himself, He seemed... 660 00:37:51,770 --> 00:37:52,804 Crazy ? 661 00:37:52,904 --> 00:37:54,706 Is he having-- Is he delusional, or... 662 00:37:54,806 --> 00:37:56,842 Well, with a little help From his friends. 663 00:37:56,942 --> 00:38:00,312 Listen, this guy I'm seeing, I'm not seeing him now. 664 00:38:00,412 --> 00:38:02,314 Prior misunderstood, He jumped to-- 665 00:38:02,414 --> 00:38:03,515 Oh yeah, your new beau. 666 00:38:03,615 --> 00:38:04,816 Prior and me went To the courthouse. 667 00:38:04,916 --> 00:38:05,984 Scoped him out. 668 00:38:06,084 --> 00:38:07,285 You had no right To do that. 669 00:38:07,386 --> 00:38:09,120 Oh, did we violate Your rights ? 670 00:38:09,220 --> 00:38:11,523 What'd you call me Down here for, louis ? 671 00:38:11,623 --> 00:38:14,292 I don't have time for you. You walk out on your lover. 672 00:38:14,393 --> 00:38:16,495 Days don't pass before You're out on the town 673 00:38:16,595 --> 00:38:17,963 With somebody new, But this... 674 00:38:18,063 --> 00:38:19,931 I am not out on the town, I want you to tell prior-- 675 00:38:20,031 --> 00:38:24,269 ... Sharing your dank and dirty Bed with roy cohn's buttboy. 676 00:38:24,370 --> 00:38:26,405 Come again ? 677 00:38:26,505 --> 00:38:30,141 Doesn't that Bother you at all ? 678 00:38:30,241 --> 00:38:31,443 Roy cohn ? 679 00:38:31,543 --> 00:38:32,778 What the fuck Are you-- 680 00:38:32,878 --> 00:38:34,380 I'm not sharing My bed with roy-- 681 00:38:34,480 --> 00:38:35,614 Your little friend Didn't tell you, huh ? 682 00:38:35,714 --> 00:38:37,215 Joe pitt is not Roy cohn's... 683 00:38:37,315 --> 00:38:39,751 Joe's a very moral man. 684 00:38:39,851 --> 00:38:42,187 He's not even That conservative. 685 00:38:42,287 --> 00:38:43,622 Or, well-- not that Kind of a conserv-- 686 00:38:43,722 --> 00:38:46,658 And I don't wanna continue this. B'bye. 687 00:38:49,495 --> 00:38:51,363 It's not my fault that Prior left you for me. 688 00:38:51,463 --> 00:38:55,166 I beg your pardon ? 689 00:38:55,266 --> 00:38:57,503 You have always hated me 'cause You are in love with prior, 690 00:38:57,603 --> 00:39:00,406 And you were when I met him And he fell in love with me. 691 00:39:00,506 --> 00:39:02,207 And so now you Cook up this... 692 00:39:02,307 --> 00:39:05,377 I mean... How do you know this ? 693 00:39:05,477 --> 00:39:07,078 That joe And roy cohn... 694 00:39:07,178 --> 00:39:08,580 Well, I don't know whether Mr. Cohn has penetrated 695 00:39:08,680 --> 00:39:10,582 More than his Spiritual sphincter. 696 00:39:10,682 --> 00:39:12,651 All I'm saying is, you better Hope there's no g.O.P. Germ, 697 00:39:12,751 --> 00:39:14,886 Louis, 'cause if there is, You got it. 698 00:39:14,986 --> 00:39:16,021 I don't believe you. 699 00:39:16,121 --> 00:39:17,389 Not roy cohn ! 700 00:39:17,489 --> 00:39:19,224 He's like... 701 00:39:19,324 --> 00:39:22,494 The polestar Of human evil ! 702 00:39:22,594 --> 00:39:25,330 He's like the worst Human being who ever lived ! 703 00:39:25,431 --> 00:39:26,665 He's not human even ! 704 00:39:26,765 --> 00:39:30,602 Give me credit For something, please ? 705 00:39:30,702 --> 00:39:32,404 I'm horribly, Horribly unhappy. 706 00:39:32,504 --> 00:39:35,340 I'm lost. I hate myself. 707 00:39:35,441 --> 00:39:38,109 So totally, so fucking Totally and completely, 708 00:39:38,209 --> 00:39:39,711 But still... 709 00:39:39,811 --> 00:39:42,648 I wouldn't-- I wouldn't Go around sleeping with some-- 710 00:39:42,748 --> 00:39:47,152 Someone who's Roy cohn's... 711 00:39:47,252 --> 00:39:49,855 Buttboy. 712 00:39:49,955 --> 00:39:51,523 Ugh ! 713 00:39:53,358 --> 00:39:56,595 I'm so fucking wet And miserable ! 714 00:39:56,695 --> 00:39:57,863 I want everything To go back. 715 00:39:57,963 --> 00:39:59,498 I want everything to go Back the way it was. 716 00:39:59,598 --> 00:40:01,767 Well, wouldn't that Be convenient and all. 717 00:40:01,867 --> 00:40:04,603 You know what your Problem is, louis ? 718 00:40:04,703 --> 00:40:08,273 Your problem is that you are So full of piping hot crap 719 00:40:08,373 --> 00:40:11,076 That the mention of Your name draws flies. 720 00:40:11,176 --> 00:40:13,344 You don't know thing one About this guy, do you ? 721 00:40:13,445 --> 00:40:16,147 Well, ain't That pathetic. 722 00:40:16,247 --> 00:40:17,616 And just so The record's straight... 723 00:40:17,716 --> 00:40:20,318 I love prior, but I was Never in love with him. 724 00:40:20,418 --> 00:40:22,721 I have a man, uptown, And I have since 725 00:40:22,821 --> 00:40:26,324 Long before I first laid eyes On the sorry ass sight of you. 726 00:40:26,424 --> 00:40:29,595 I didn't know That you had a-- 727 00:40:29,695 --> 00:40:32,764 No, because you Never bothered to ask. 728 00:40:32,864 --> 00:40:34,299 Up in the air, Just like that angel. 729 00:40:34,399 --> 00:40:36,301 Too far off the earth To pick out the details. 730 00:40:36,401 --> 00:40:37,669 Louis and His big ideas. 731 00:40:37,769 --> 00:40:40,739 Big ideas are All you love. 732 00:40:40,839 --> 00:40:43,675 America is What louis loves. 733 00:40:43,775 --> 00:40:45,511 So what ? 734 00:40:45,611 --> 00:40:47,378 Maybe I do, You don't know what I love. 735 00:40:47,479 --> 00:40:48,714 You don't. 736 00:40:48,814 --> 00:40:50,749 I hate america, louis, I hate this country. 737 00:40:50,849 --> 00:40:55,220 Nothing but a bunch of big ideas And stories and people dying, 738 00:40:55,320 --> 00:40:57,455 And then people Like you. 739 00:40:57,556 --> 00:40:58,624 The white cracker who Wrote the national anthem 740 00:40:58,724 --> 00:41:00,191 Knew what he was doing. 741 00:41:00,291 --> 00:41:02,360 He set the word "Free" to a note So high nobody could reach it. 742 00:41:02,460 --> 00:41:03,862 That was deliberate. 743 00:41:03,962 --> 00:41:05,864 Nothin' on earth sounds Less like freedom to me. 744 00:41:05,964 --> 00:41:08,900 You come with me to room 1013 Over at the hospital, louis, 745 00:41:09,000 --> 00:41:13,505 I'll show you america. Terminal, crazy and mean. 746 00:41:13,605 --> 00:41:16,575 I live in america, Louis. 747 00:41:16,675 --> 00:41:18,844 I don't have to love it. You do that. 748 00:41:18,944 --> 00:41:21,947 Everybody's gotta Love somethin'. 749 00:41:23,915 --> 00:41:27,152 Everybody does. 750 00:41:27,252 --> 00:41:29,154 ( distant sirens ) 751 00:41:49,775 --> 00:41:52,911 A mormon ? He's a mormon ? 752 00:41:53,011 --> 00:41:54,512 How is she ? 753 00:41:54,613 --> 00:41:57,448 Nothin' surprising. 754 00:41:57,549 --> 00:41:59,017 Thank you, ma'am. 755 00:41:59,117 --> 00:42:00,552 Is she okay ? 756 00:42:00,652 --> 00:42:04,623 Well, that would be Surprising, wouldn't it ? 757 00:42:04,723 --> 00:42:07,559 I couldn't go home, Ma, to see her. 758 00:42:07,659 --> 00:42:08,894 I'm afraid... 759 00:42:08,994 --> 00:42:11,563 Three whole weeks ? Has it been three-- 760 00:42:11,663 --> 00:42:13,531 Afraid of what ? 761 00:42:13,632 --> 00:42:16,201 I didn't come to New york to volunteer. 762 00:42:16,301 --> 00:42:17,703 I thought you did. 763 00:42:17,803 --> 00:42:19,971 Oh, don't be A fat head. 764 00:42:20,071 --> 00:42:21,607 I'm not. 765 00:42:21,707 --> 00:42:23,875 Oh-ho, in your way, You always were. 766 00:42:23,975 --> 00:42:26,712 Then why ? 767 00:42:26,812 --> 00:42:28,479 My motives are A mystery to me. 768 00:42:28,580 --> 00:42:30,816 I have a theory About you, though. 769 00:42:30,916 --> 00:42:32,784 There's no possible thing I can imagine you doing, ma. 770 00:42:32,884 --> 00:42:34,586 You shouldn't have come. 771 00:42:34,686 --> 00:42:36,254 Well, you made that Clear as day. 772 00:42:36,354 --> 00:42:37,555 For a month now. 773 00:42:37,656 --> 00:42:39,157 Can't even return A simple phone call. 774 00:42:39,257 --> 00:42:41,326 A phone call from you Is not so simple. 775 00:42:41,426 --> 00:42:43,128 Just so I'd have Somethin' to tell her. 776 00:42:43,228 --> 00:42:44,630 This insanity. 777 00:42:44,730 --> 00:42:47,565 Your wife left like a loony In a room full of mannequins, 778 00:42:47,666 --> 00:42:49,968 And you living on some Rainy rooftop for all I know. 779 00:42:50,068 --> 00:42:51,402 I call you at work 780 00:42:51,502 --> 00:42:54,039 Just so I can have Somethin' to say to her. 781 00:42:54,139 --> 00:42:56,942 You can't talk on the phone, And you won't call me back. 782 00:42:57,042 --> 00:42:58,443 Like I'm poison. 783 00:42:58,543 --> 00:43:00,178 And you call that, What do you call it ? 784 00:43:00,278 --> 00:43:01,512 Vitality ? 785 00:43:01,613 --> 00:43:04,582 It'd be pathetic If it weren't so ugly. 786 00:43:04,683 --> 00:43:07,052 It's cruel. Not intended to be. 787 00:43:07,152 --> 00:43:08,620 You sure About that ? 788 00:43:08,720 --> 00:43:11,022 I'm taking her home. 789 00:43:11,122 --> 00:43:13,191 You think that's best for her ? Do you think that she can-- 790 00:43:13,291 --> 00:43:15,160 I know what I'm doing ! 791 00:43:15,260 --> 00:43:16,561 I think you Have no clue. 792 00:43:16,662 --> 00:43:19,497 But that's only Typical of you. 793 00:43:19,597 --> 00:43:20,932 You're a man. 794 00:43:21,032 --> 00:43:22,668 You botch up, It's not such a big deal. 795 00:43:22,768 --> 00:43:24,135 Oh, yeah, just being A man doesn't-- 796 00:43:24,235 --> 00:43:26,404 Being a woman Is harder. 797 00:43:26,504 --> 00:43:28,907 Look at her. 798 00:43:29,007 --> 00:43:31,710 It's a big deal, ma, Botching up. 799 00:43:31,810 --> 00:43:34,145 I could use some... 800 00:43:34,245 --> 00:43:36,514 I migrated across 801 00:43:36,614 --> 00:43:38,917 The breadth of the continent Of north america, 802 00:43:39,017 --> 00:43:41,319 I ran all this way To get away from... 803 00:43:41,419 --> 00:43:43,421 Is she... 804 00:43:43,521 --> 00:43:45,056 She's not here. 805 00:43:45,156 --> 00:43:47,292 But she's not at The apartment, I... 806 00:43:47,392 --> 00:43:49,227 Then she escaped. 807 00:43:49,327 --> 00:43:51,129 ( chuckle ) Good for her. 808 00:43:51,229 --> 00:43:53,932 Ask yourself, what it was You were runnin' from. 809 00:43:54,032 --> 00:43:55,701 It's about time You did. 810 00:43:55,801 --> 00:43:58,369 Not from me. I was nothin'. 811 00:43:58,469 --> 00:44:00,605 But from what ? 812 00:44:00,706 --> 00:44:05,977 And what are you Runnin' from now ? 813 00:44:06,077 --> 00:44:09,815 You have a responsibility To your wife. 814 00:44:09,915 --> 00:44:11,382 You cannot Wish it away. 815 00:44:11,482 --> 00:44:13,919 I want to-- 816 00:44:14,019 --> 00:44:15,453 I don't know Anymore what I want. 817 00:44:15,553 --> 00:44:16,855 What you want, What you want. 818 00:44:16,955 --> 00:44:18,957 Well, that shifts With the breeze. 819 00:44:19,057 --> 00:44:22,761 How can you steer your life By what you want ? 820 00:44:22,861 --> 00:44:25,296 Hold to what You believe. 821 00:44:25,396 --> 00:44:27,565 You and me... 822 00:44:27,665 --> 00:44:29,935 It's like we're In salt lake again. 823 00:44:30,035 --> 00:44:34,139 You sort of bring The desert with you. 824 00:44:49,687 --> 00:44:51,990 Are you... 825 00:44:52,090 --> 00:44:53,725 Don't cry. 826 00:44:53,825 --> 00:44:56,061 Oh, if I ever do. 827 00:44:56,161 --> 00:44:57,896 ( chuckle ) 828 00:44:57,996 --> 00:45:02,233 I promise you, you'll not Be privileged to witness it. 829 00:45:03,701 --> 00:45:05,403 It was a mistake. 830 00:45:05,503 --> 00:45:07,472 I should never have Called you, ma. 831 00:45:07,572 --> 00:45:10,308 You should never Have come. 832 00:45:10,408 --> 00:45:13,078 I can't imagine Why you did ! 833 00:45:26,557 --> 00:45:30,195 ( doorbell ) 834 00:45:35,600 --> 00:45:37,268 That man who Was just here ? 835 00:45:37,368 --> 00:45:40,171 We're closed. Go away. 836 00:45:40,271 --> 00:45:41,406 Is he your son ? 837 00:45:41,506 --> 00:45:44,609 You know him, That man ? 838 00:45:44,709 --> 00:45:46,344 How do you know-- 839 00:45:46,444 --> 00:45:49,180 ( door buzzer ) 840 00:45:53,051 --> 00:45:54,652 My ex-boyfriend, He knows him now. 841 00:45:54,752 --> 00:45:57,055 I wanted to warn your son About later when his hair goes, 842 00:45:57,155 --> 00:46:00,358 And there's hips and jowls And all that human stuff. 843 00:46:00,458 --> 00:46:02,493 That poor slob there is Just gonna wind up miserable, 844 00:46:02,593 --> 00:46:04,062 Fat, frightened And alone. 845 00:46:04,162 --> 00:46:06,998 'cause louis, He can't handle bodies. 846 00:46:07,098 --> 00:46:10,468 Are you a h-homosexual ? 847 00:46:10,568 --> 00:46:11,736 Oh, is it That obvious ? 848 00:46:11,837 --> 00:46:14,705 Yes, I am. What's it to you ? 849 00:46:14,806 --> 00:46:18,609 Would you say you are A typical homosexual ? 850 00:46:18,709 --> 00:46:21,880 Me ? Oh, I'm stereotypical. 851 00:46:21,980 --> 00:46:23,949 What, you mean like Am I a hairdresser or... 852 00:46:24,049 --> 00:46:26,017 Are you A hairdresser ? 853 00:46:26,117 --> 00:46:29,054 It would be your lucky day If I was, 'cause frankly... 854 00:46:30,989 --> 00:46:33,691 I'm sick, I'm sick. 855 00:46:33,791 --> 00:46:34,692 It's expensive. 856 00:46:34,792 --> 00:46:38,129 ( sniffling ) Shit. 857 00:46:38,229 --> 00:46:41,699 Now I won't be able to stop, Now it's started. 858 00:46:41,799 --> 00:46:43,501 I feel really Terrible. 859 00:46:43,601 --> 00:46:44,903 Do I have a fever ? 860 00:46:45,003 --> 00:46:48,539 Do I have a fever ?! 861 00:46:48,639 --> 00:46:50,942 Oh, yes. How high ? 862 00:46:51,042 --> 00:46:52,577 Oh, it's, uh... 863 00:46:52,677 --> 00:46:54,079 Maybe there's A thermometer somewhere. 864 00:46:54,179 --> 00:46:55,746 It's very high, Very high. 865 00:46:55,847 --> 00:46:59,284 Could you get me to a cab to-- I think I'm... 866 00:46:59,384 --> 00:47:02,120 Don't be alarmed, It's worse than it looks. 867 00:47:02,220 --> 00:47:03,688 I mean... 868 00:47:03,788 --> 00:47:05,323 You should, get-- 869 00:47:05,423 --> 00:47:07,092 Can you stand ? 870 00:47:07,192 --> 00:47:10,361 No, let me see if there's Anyone back here... 871 00:47:10,461 --> 00:47:11,897 Shh-shh-shh. 872 00:47:11,997 --> 00:47:14,799 ( heavy breathing ) 873 00:47:14,900 --> 00:47:17,035 Echo-breath, it's... 874 00:47:17,135 --> 00:47:19,604 I overdid it, I'm in trouble again. 875 00:47:19,704 --> 00:47:21,739 Take me to St. Vincent's hospital, Take me to-- 876 00:47:21,839 --> 00:47:24,175 I mean, help me To a cab, to the... 877 00:47:24,275 --> 00:47:25,576 Here, here. 878 00:47:25,676 --> 00:47:27,245 Can you stand ? 879 00:47:27,345 --> 00:47:28,880 No, don't, Just call me a c-- 880 00:47:28,980 --> 00:47:30,615 It's alright, I'm useless here. 881 00:47:30,715 --> 00:47:32,817 That's it. Ah. 882 00:47:32,918 --> 00:47:35,586 Please, if you're Trying to convert me, 883 00:47:35,686 --> 00:47:37,722 This isn't A good time. 884 00:47:37,822 --> 00:47:38,823 Ohh. 885 00:47:38,924 --> 00:47:42,560 Look at it out there, Pitch black. 886 00:47:42,660 --> 00:47:46,164 We'd better move. 887 00:47:52,703 --> 00:47:54,940 Are you alright ? 888 00:48:06,617 --> 00:48:09,487 Where are they All going ? 889 00:48:14,025 --> 00:48:16,861 ( door opening ) 890 00:48:16,962 --> 00:48:19,897 ( seagulls squawking ) 891 00:48:36,747 --> 00:48:39,217 The end of the world Is at hand. 892 00:48:40,918 --> 00:48:42,287 Hello, paleface. 893 00:48:44,455 --> 00:48:46,391 Nothing like storm clouds Over manhattan 894 00:48:46,491 --> 00:48:48,693 To get you in the mood For judgment day. 895 00:48:48,793 --> 00:48:50,195 It's freezing. 896 00:48:50,295 --> 00:48:52,930 It's starting to rain, Where are your shoes ? 897 00:48:53,031 --> 00:48:54,732 I threw them In the river. 898 00:48:54,832 --> 00:48:57,402 The judgment day. 899 00:48:57,502 --> 00:48:59,170 Everyone will think They're crazy now. 900 00:48:59,270 --> 00:49:01,439 Not just me, Everyone will see things. 901 00:49:01,539 --> 00:49:04,542 Sick men Will see angels. 902 00:49:04,642 --> 00:49:08,046 Women who have houses Will sell their houses. 903 00:49:08,146 --> 00:49:11,416 Dime store dummies will Rear up on their wood putty legs 904 00:49:11,516 --> 00:49:13,918 And roam the land Looking for brides. 905 00:49:14,019 --> 00:49:16,521 Let's go home. Where is that ? 906 00:49:20,258 --> 00:49:21,759 You wanna buy An island ? 907 00:49:21,859 --> 00:49:26,864 It's going Out of business. 908 00:49:26,964 --> 00:49:29,767 You can have it for The usual cheap trinkets. 909 00:49:29,867 --> 00:49:32,437 Fire sale, The prices are insane. 910 00:49:32,537 --> 00:49:33,871 Harper... 911 00:49:33,971 --> 00:49:36,441 Joe. 912 00:49:36,541 --> 00:49:39,844 Did you miss me ? 913 00:49:39,944 --> 00:49:41,879 I've come back. 914 00:49:41,979 --> 00:49:44,215 Oh, I know. 915 00:49:49,987 --> 00:49:52,590 Here's why I wanted To stay in brooklyn. 916 00:49:52,690 --> 00:49:55,760 The view. 917 00:49:58,363 --> 00:50:00,765 Water won't ever Accomplish the end 918 00:50:00,865 --> 00:50:02,500 No matter How much you cry. 919 00:50:02,600 --> 00:50:07,638 Flood's not the answer, People just float. 920 00:50:10,608 --> 00:50:12,043 Let's go in. 921 00:50:12,143 --> 00:50:14,445 Fire's the answer. 922 00:50:14,545 --> 00:50:19,016 The great and Terrible day, at last. 923 00:50:21,052 --> 00:50:23,188 Mira, it was on last night When I got home. 924 00:50:23,288 --> 00:50:25,223 It's called "She" And I'm tellin' you, 925 00:50:25,323 --> 00:50:27,958 Hand to my heart, The greatest movie ever made. 926 00:50:28,059 --> 00:50:30,061 There's this fabulous chick Who's called 927 00:50:30,161 --> 00:50:32,330 "She who must Be obeyed", 928 00:50:32,430 --> 00:50:33,864 And she lives On this hill with-- 929 00:50:33,964 --> 00:50:35,333 Excuse me. 930 00:50:35,433 --> 00:50:38,603 Uh... 931 00:50:38,703 --> 00:50:39,770 I beg your pardon. 932 00:50:39,870 --> 00:50:41,206 I gotta get Outta here. 933 00:50:41,306 --> 00:50:43,841 I gotta Get outta here. 934 00:50:43,941 --> 00:50:45,976 I know, I know, 935 00:50:46,077 --> 00:50:49,280 But first we have To make you better. 936 00:50:49,380 --> 00:50:53,118 Ohh... 937 00:50:54,685 --> 00:50:55,720 What ? 938 00:50:55,820 --> 00:50:57,122 Hmm ? 939 00:50:57,222 --> 00:51:01,159 Oh, the bogeyman Is here. 940 00:51:01,259 --> 00:51:05,196 Lookit, ma, A schwarze toytenmann. 941 00:51:05,296 --> 00:51:09,334 Come in, Sweetheart. 942 00:51:09,434 --> 00:51:11,302 What took you So long ? 943 00:51:11,402 --> 00:51:14,472 You're flying, roy, It's morphine. 944 00:51:14,572 --> 00:51:17,408 They put morphine In the drip. 945 00:51:17,508 --> 00:51:18,909 Ohh... 946 00:51:19,009 --> 00:51:20,145 You awake ? 947 00:51:20,245 --> 00:51:22,313 Can you see Who I am ? 948 00:51:22,413 --> 00:51:23,848 Yeah. 949 00:51:23,948 --> 00:51:27,152 You came for My mama years ago. 950 00:51:27,252 --> 00:51:31,156 Wrap your arms Around me now. 951 00:51:31,256 --> 00:51:36,060 Squeeze the bloody life From me, okay ? 952 00:51:36,161 --> 00:51:38,796 Uh, no, It's not okay. 953 00:51:38,896 --> 00:51:42,367 You're stoned, roy. 954 00:51:42,467 --> 00:51:46,404 Dark strong arms, Take me like that. 955 00:51:46,504 --> 00:51:51,041 Deep and sincere But not too rough, 956 00:51:51,142 --> 00:51:55,180 Just open me up To the end of me. 957 00:51:55,280 --> 00:51:58,716 Who am I, roy ? 958 00:51:58,816 --> 00:52:00,985 ( chuckling ) 959 00:52:01,085 --> 00:52:04,555 Ah, the negro Night nurse. 960 00:52:04,655 --> 00:52:07,258 My negation. 961 00:52:07,358 --> 00:52:11,896 Come to escort me To the underworld. 962 00:52:11,996 --> 00:52:13,831 Come on. 963 00:52:13,931 --> 00:52:16,901 You want me, roy ? 964 00:52:17,001 --> 00:52:20,738 You want me to Take you away ? 965 00:52:20,838 --> 00:52:24,609 Oh, god, I'm ready. 966 00:52:26,244 --> 00:52:28,546 I'll be comin' For ya soon. 967 00:52:30,248 --> 00:52:34,151 Everything I want Is in the end of you. 968 00:52:38,523 --> 00:52:41,659 Can I ask you Something, sir ? 969 00:52:41,759 --> 00:52:43,060 Sir ? 970 00:52:43,160 --> 00:52:48,599 What's it like after ? 971 00:52:48,699 --> 00:52:51,602 After... ? 972 00:52:51,702 --> 00:52:55,673 This misery ends. 973 00:52:57,908 --> 00:53:00,010 Hmm ? 974 00:53:00,110 --> 00:53:03,581 Hell or heaven ? 975 00:53:11,188 --> 00:53:13,123 Like san francisco. 976 00:53:13,224 --> 00:53:15,526 A city. 977 00:53:15,626 --> 00:53:18,263 Good. 978 00:53:18,363 --> 00:53:21,732 I was worried It'd be a garden. 979 00:53:21,832 --> 00:53:24,702 I hate that shit. 980 00:53:24,802 --> 00:53:27,738 Mm, big city. 981 00:53:27,838 --> 00:53:33,711 Overgrown with weeds, But flowering weeds. 982 00:53:33,811 --> 00:53:34,979 On every corner... 983 00:53:35,079 --> 00:53:37,448 A wrecking crew 984 00:53:37,548 --> 00:53:40,418 And something new And crooked going up 985 00:53:40,518 --> 00:53:42,953 Cattycorner to that. 986 00:53:45,390 --> 00:53:50,160 Windows missing in every Edifice like broken teeth. 987 00:53:50,261 --> 00:53:52,196 Gritty wind, 988 00:53:52,297 --> 00:53:56,133 And a gray high sky Full of ravens. 989 00:53:56,233 --> 00:53:59,370 Isaiah. 990 00:53:59,470 --> 00:54:02,673 Prophet birds, roy. 991 00:54:02,773 --> 00:54:05,075 Piles of trash, 992 00:54:05,175 --> 00:54:09,714 But lapidary Like rubies and obsidian. 993 00:54:09,814 --> 00:54:12,249 And diamond-colored Cowspit streamers in the wind, 994 00:54:12,350 --> 00:54:17,021 And voting booths. 995 00:54:17,121 --> 00:54:21,659 And everyone in balenciaga Gowns with red corsages, 996 00:54:23,994 --> 00:54:25,963 And big dance palaces 997 00:54:26,063 --> 00:54:29,834 Full of music and lights 998 00:54:29,934 --> 00:54:33,438 And racial impurity And gender confusion. 999 00:54:33,538 --> 00:54:36,106 And all the deities... 1000 00:54:36,206 --> 00:54:39,810 Are creole, 1001 00:54:39,910 --> 00:54:43,047 Mulatto, 1002 00:54:43,147 --> 00:54:45,750 Brown as the mouths Of rivers. 1003 00:54:47,117 --> 00:54:53,223 Race, taste and history 1004 00:54:53,324 --> 00:54:55,826 Finally overcome. 1005 00:54:59,063 --> 00:55:01,466 And you ain't there. 1006 00:55:06,704 --> 00:55:09,374 And heaven ? 1007 00:55:09,474 --> 00:55:12,677 That was heaven, roy. 1008 00:55:14,979 --> 00:55:17,948 The fuck it was. 1009 00:55:22,019 --> 00:55:25,289 Who are you ? 1010 00:55:25,390 --> 00:55:28,158 Your negation. 1011 00:55:28,258 --> 00:55:32,129 Oh, I know you. 1012 00:55:32,229 --> 00:55:34,732 You're nothing. 1013 00:55:36,333 --> 00:55:37,835 Stom-- 1014 00:55:37,935 --> 00:55:42,373 Stomach grumble Wakes you in the night. 1015 00:55:42,473 --> 00:55:45,843 Been nice Talkin' to you. 1016 00:55:47,645 --> 00:55:49,880 Go to sleep Now, baby. 1017 00:55:56,286 --> 00:55:58,723 I'm just the shadow On your grave. 1018 00:56:05,896 --> 00:56:08,899 ( thunder ) 1019 00:56:17,207 --> 00:56:19,143 ( banging sounds ) 1020 00:56:58,816 --> 00:57:02,620 Why do you keep Your eyes closed ? 1021 00:57:04,722 --> 00:57:05,956 I don't. 1022 00:57:06,056 --> 00:57:07,224 You always do. No. 1023 00:57:07,324 --> 00:57:09,727 You can say why, I already know the answer. 1024 00:57:12,096 --> 00:57:14,799 Then why do I have to... You imagine things ? 1025 00:57:14,899 --> 00:57:18,435 Imagine men ? 1026 00:57:20,437 --> 00:57:21,639 Yes. 1027 00:57:21,739 --> 00:57:26,243 Imagining, Just like me. 1028 00:57:26,343 --> 00:57:29,246 'cept the only time I wasn't imagining 1029 00:57:29,346 --> 00:57:30,748 Is when I was with you. 1030 00:57:30,848 --> 00:57:35,085 You, the only part Of the real world 1031 00:57:35,185 --> 00:57:37,087 I wasn't Allergic to. 1032 00:57:37,187 --> 00:57:38,322 Please don't. 1033 00:57:38,422 --> 00:57:41,859 But I only thought I wasn't dreaming. 1034 00:57:45,930 --> 00:57:51,802 Oh, oh, back in brooklyn, Back with joe. 1035 00:57:54,138 --> 00:57:57,207 I'm going out. 1036 00:57:57,307 --> 00:57:59,577 I have to get some stuff I left behind. 1037 00:58:15,425 --> 00:58:17,494 Look at me. 1038 00:58:17,595 --> 00:58:20,197 Look at me. 1039 00:58:20,297 --> 00:58:22,299 Look at me ! 1040 00:58:22,399 --> 00:58:25,202 Here, Look here at me ! 1041 00:58:25,302 --> 00:58:26,871 What ?! 1042 00:58:26,971 --> 00:58:30,307 What do you see ? What do I-- 1043 00:58:30,407 --> 00:58:32,142 What do you see ? 1044 00:58:32,242 --> 00:58:34,078 Nothing, I-- 1045 00:58:35,813 --> 00:58:37,548 Nothing. 1046 00:58:37,648 --> 00:58:40,718 I see nothing. 1047 00:58:42,887 --> 00:58:44,555 Thank you. 1048 00:58:44,655 --> 00:58:46,423 For what ? 1049 00:58:46,523 --> 00:58:47,925 Finally... 1050 00:58:48,025 --> 00:58:49,927 The truth. 1051 00:58:51,128 --> 00:58:54,932 I'm going... Out. 1052 00:58:55,032 --> 00:58:57,301 Just... Out. 1053 00:59:00,204 --> 00:59:04,008 Goodbye. 71971

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