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( music )
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( male )
Welcome to the mormon
Visitor's center diorama room.
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We're happy to receive you
And we hope you will benefit
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From what you are
About to see.
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Sit back, relax.
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In just a moment
Our show will begin.
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Please refrain from smoking,
And food and drink...
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( male voice becomes garbled )
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( tape winding )
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There's something wrong
With the machinery.
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( crunching )
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I thought we agreed.
You weren't going to--
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The main dummy,
The big daddy dummy,
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He looks
Just like joe.
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( mother pitt )
We agreed that you would
Stop eating in here.
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Fix the thing,
Make him talk,
You'll see.
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It's an incredible
Resemblance.
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You can't believe a word
That comes out of his mouth,
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But the sound of him
Is reassuring.
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( crunching )
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He's got a tale
To tell, the dummy.
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The exodus ?
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The great salt lake ?
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That's the joke
Of course.
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They drag you on
Your knees through hell
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And then when you get there
The water is undrinkable.
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Salt !
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Promised land, alright, but
What a disappointing promise.
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Harper, you
Have got to--
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Can I ask you
A question ?
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( crunching )
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What ?
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It's something that's
Always bothered me.
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Everyone thinks
The angel's name was mormon.
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No.
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The name
Of the angel--
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I know, I went
To sunday school.
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Moroni.
Right.
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The angel moroni.
Right.
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So why don't we call
Ourselves morons ?
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You should leave.
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It's a visitor's center,
I'm visiting.
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For serious visitors,
It's a serious religion.
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This is a favor.
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They let me work here
As a favor.
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Just so we have some place
We can go each day.
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It's for your sake,
But you keep on making scenes.
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Look at this mess.
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It's a garbage scow.
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They don't
Have any lines,
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The sister
And the mother dummy.
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And only his face moves.
It's not really fair.
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...Day after day 'til...
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Well, 'til what ?
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You sound
Just like him.
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You even grind your teeth
In your sleep like him.
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If I could get him
To come back,
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I would go back
To salt lake tomorrow.
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You can't go back
To salt lake.
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You sold your house.
I know my duty when I see it--
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My mother-in-law,
She sold her house.
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Her son calls, tells her he's
A homo and what does she do ?
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She sells her house !
And she calls me crazy !
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You have less of a place
In this world than I do,
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If that's possible.
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I call and call.
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He won't answer.
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I tried to
Discuss it with...
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The bishop.
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He said they think it's
Mothers who are too close
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To their sons
That cause this.
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Well, guess we disproved
That theory, you know.
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I'm not sure this is
The best place for you.
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I'd leave, you know,
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But I always
Wind up back here.
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Or at some place
Just like this.
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Alone in the dark,
Waiting for the dummy.
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So you'll
Just sit here.
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Yep.
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( crunching )
Stuck !
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Yep.
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Til... ?
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His wife,
His mute wife.
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I'm waiting
For her to speak.
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Bet her story
Is not so jolly.
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The winter atlantic,
Wow, huh ?
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Ferocious.
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It's freezing,
What are we--
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There used to be guys in
The dunes even when it snowed.
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Nothing deterred us
From the task at hand.
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Which was ?
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Exploration.
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Across an
Unmapped terrain.
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The body of
The homosexual human male.
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Here, the ramble, the scrub
Pines on fire island,
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Or the st. Mark's baths.
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Hardy pioneers.
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Like your ancestors.
Not exactly.
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Ah, and many have
Perished on the trail.
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I fucked around
A lot more than he did.
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No justice.
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Remember when
You can get to places
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And see what
It used to be.
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The whole country
Was like this once.
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A paradise.
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Ruined now.
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No, it's still
A great country.
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Best place on earth.
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Best place to be.
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What am I doing
With you ?
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With anyone ?
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I should be exterminated
But, uh, with you.
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Married, probably bisexual,
Mormon, republican closet-case.
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I mean, I really
Like you a lot, but...
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So, the fruity underwear
You wear, the...
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Temple garment.
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Oh, my god.
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What's it for ?
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Protection.
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A second skin.
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I can stop
Wearing it if--
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How can you stop
Wearing it if it's a skin ?
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Your past,
Your beliefs.
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And in bed you're so sweet
And I don't see how you
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Believe the stuff
You do.
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I don't wanna fight now,
Stop attacking me, louis.
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Yeah, but, I mean,
You make no sense.
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The republican party ?
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The republican
Party is...
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I mean I hate the democrats,
Too, but the republicans,
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Half religious zealots
Wanting to control every breath
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Every citizen takes,
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And half ego-anarchist
Libertarian cowboys
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Shrilling for
No government.
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Mccarthyism,
Watergate.
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Pat buchanan,
Jesse helms.
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Barry goldwater,
George will.
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George bush,
Newt gingrich.
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Objectively speaking
A rum bunch.
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Responsible for everything
Bad and evil in the world.
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Throw reagan on the pile
And you're not far off.
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If people like you didn't have
President reagan to demonize,
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Where would you be ?
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If he didn't have me
To demonize where would he be ?
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Upper right-hand square
On the hollywood squares.
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I'm not your
Enemy, louis.
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I never said
You were my enemy.
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Can't you be,
I don't know, happy ?
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No one is happy.
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You, you...
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You believe the world
Is perfectible.
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No, I--
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Yes, you do, and so
You find it unsatisfying.
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You have to reconcile
Yourself to the world's...
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Unperfectability.
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And be in the world,
But not of the world.
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That's what
Being a mormon is.
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That's what being
A schizophrenic is.
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Republican,
Democrat, it's...
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Life.
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Time is conservative,
It moves slow.
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Accept that,
Don't be tragic.
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Accept as rightfully yours the
Happiness that comes your way.
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I have no idea what
You're talking about.
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What you did when you walked
Out on him was hard to do.
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The world may not
Understand it or approve,
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But you did what
You needed to do.
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And I consider you
Very brave.
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Nobody does what
I did, joe, nobody.
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Maybe many want to.
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Hey, hear what
I'm saying.
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Free from politics.
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You are in yourself
A good, good man.
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And I admire you,
I believe in you, I do.
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I know you do.
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You seem to be able
To live with what you've done.
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You abandoned your wife
And you're not all torn up
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And guilty about it
Either, you...
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You've blossomed,
And that's terrible.
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But you're not
A terrible person.
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You're a decent, caring man
And it's just not possible,
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But looking at you,
It seems to be.
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You do seem free.
Yes.
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I am.
And happy.
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And at night
You sleep peacefully.
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You don't have these
Terrible, terrible, awful,
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Horrible dreams.
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No, I never have
Any dreams at all.
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Oh, you're...
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Oh, you're, louis.
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Louis, I...
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I'm just stressed.
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No dreams at all.
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Well, that
Would be amazing.
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I really think
I love you.
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I wanna see
Prior again.
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You, uh, wanna
Go back to--
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I just need
To see him again.
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I miss him, don't--
You must wanna see your wife ?
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Well, I want
More to be with--
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I have to... See him.
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It's been a month,
I'm worried, I just...
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Oh please don't
Look so sad.
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Do you understand what--
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Do you wanna
See me anymore ?
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No, I, I...
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Louis, anything.
What ?
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Anything,
Whatever you want.
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I can give up anything,
My skin.
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00:11:08,936 --> 00:11:11,504
What are you doing ?
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Do-- uh...
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Oh, come on.
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It's freezing !
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Someone will see us.
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D-d--
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It's not
A nude beach !
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I'm flayed.
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No past now, I could
Give up anything.
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Maybe in what we've been doing,
Maybe I'm even infected !
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No !
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I don't wanna be,
I wanna live now !
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00:11:38,565 --> 00:11:43,203
I can be anything I need to be,
And I wanna be with you !
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God...
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( groaning )
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God.
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Y-you have
A good heart.
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The good thing is to be
Guilty and kind always,
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But it's not always
Kind to be gentle
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And soft.
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There's a genuine
Violence in softness,
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And weakness, and sometimes
Self-interested is the--
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Is the most generous
Thing you can be.
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You oughtta
Think about that.
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I will...
Think about it.
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You oughtta-- oughtta think
About what you're doing to me.
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I'm, no, I mean,
What you need.
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Think about
What you need.
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Be brave.
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And then you'll
Come back to me.
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Then you'll
Come back to me.
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Bitter lady
Of the plains,
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Talk to me.
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Tell me what to do,
I'm stuck.
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My heart's
An anchor.
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Oh, wow.
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Look.
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The magic of
The theater,
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Or something.
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Look at you.
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So perfect in place.
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The desert, the mountains,
The previous century.
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Maybe I could've
Believed in you then.
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Maybe we should
Never have moved east.
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00:14:09,116 --> 00:14:12,252
Was it a hard thing to do,
Crossing the prairies ?
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00:14:12,352 --> 00:14:14,922
You ain't stupid,
So don't ask stupid.
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Ask something
For real.
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In your experience of the world,
How do people change ?
258
00:14:24,231 --> 00:14:28,068
Well, it has something
To do with god,
259
00:14:28,168 --> 00:14:30,237
So it's not very nice.
260
00:14:30,337 --> 00:14:34,774
God splits the skin
With a jagged thumbnail
261
00:14:34,874 --> 00:14:37,310
From throat to belly
262
00:14:37,410 --> 00:14:41,448
Then plunges a huge
Filthy hand in.
263
00:14:43,283 --> 00:14:47,054
He grabs hold of
Your bloody tubes
264
00:14:47,154 --> 00:14:49,189
And they slip
To evade his grasp
265
00:14:49,289 --> 00:14:50,823
But he squeezes hard,
He insists.
266
00:14:50,924 --> 00:14:54,794
He pulls and pulls,
267
00:14:54,894 --> 00:14:56,829
'til all your innards
Are yanked out.
268
00:14:56,930 --> 00:15:00,867
And the pain...
269
00:15:00,968 --> 00:15:05,372
Can't even
Talk about that.
270
00:15:07,207 --> 00:15:09,809
And then he
Stuffs 'em back.
271
00:15:09,909 --> 00:15:11,678
Dirty, tangled...
272
00:15:11,778 --> 00:15:13,813
Torn.
273
00:15:13,913 --> 00:15:17,284
It's up to you
To do the stitching.
274
00:15:17,384 --> 00:15:20,287
And get up...
275
00:15:20,387 --> 00:15:24,624
And walk around.
276
00:15:24,724 --> 00:15:26,659
Just mangled guts
Pretending.
277
00:15:26,759 --> 00:15:28,395
Yeah.
278
00:15:30,998 --> 00:15:33,600
That's how
People change.
279
00:15:37,971 --> 00:15:41,408
( phone ringing )
280
00:15:41,508 --> 00:15:44,444
( panting and coughing )
281
00:15:54,754 --> 00:15:56,523
Prior ?
282
00:16:03,430 --> 00:16:05,698
Prior, it's lou.
283
00:16:05,798 --> 00:16:09,136
I wanna see you.
284
00:16:09,236 --> 00:16:11,371
( heavy breathing )
285
00:16:17,510 --> 00:16:20,047
( door opening )
286
00:16:35,962 --> 00:16:37,330
It's five a.M.
287
00:16:44,837 --> 00:16:47,174
You ought to
Change that shirt,
288
00:16:47,274 --> 00:16:49,076
It's startin' to smell.
289
00:16:49,176 --> 00:16:51,478
You're tellin' me.
290
00:16:57,184 --> 00:17:01,421
At first it
Can be very hard
291
00:17:01,521 --> 00:17:03,223
To accept how...
292
00:17:03,323 --> 00:17:08,261
Disappointing
Life is, harper.
293
00:17:08,361 --> 00:17:12,365
But that's what it is
And you have to accept it.
294
00:17:15,368 --> 00:17:19,872
And with faith
And time and hard work
295
00:17:19,972 --> 00:17:21,441
You do get to a point
296
00:17:21,541 --> 00:17:24,877
Where the disappointment
Doesn't hurt so much,
297
00:17:24,977 --> 00:17:30,550
And it gets actually
Easier to live with.
298
00:17:30,650 --> 00:17:33,786
Quite easy.
299
00:17:35,588 --> 00:17:40,127
Which is in its own way
A disappointment.
300
00:17:42,495 --> 00:17:43,596
But...
301
00:17:43,696 --> 00:17:45,565
I'm not like you.
302
00:17:47,467 --> 00:17:50,703
Strange things happen to me
All the time, mother pitt.
303
00:17:52,705 --> 00:17:53,973
Maybe I'm a witch.
304
00:17:54,073 --> 00:17:56,143
Oh, you're
Not a witch.
305
00:17:56,243 --> 00:17:58,811
I could be a witch,
Why not ?
306
00:17:58,911 --> 00:18:00,380
I married a fairy.
307
00:18:03,716 --> 00:18:06,353
Anything can happen.
308
00:18:08,054 --> 00:18:10,857
Any awful thing.
309
00:18:15,061 --> 00:18:19,166
Oh, it's raw
Out there.
310
00:18:20,867 --> 00:18:23,236
You put this on.
311
00:18:24,537 --> 00:18:25,572
My mother...
312
00:18:25,672 --> 00:18:31,778
Used to open up every window
Mid-winter mornings.
313
00:18:31,878 --> 00:18:33,880
Cold fresh air,
Wake up the dead.
314
00:18:33,980 --> 00:18:37,817
Oh, it gave me
No end of nightmares
315
00:18:37,917 --> 00:18:43,190
And an implacable
Hatred of winter.
316
00:18:56,068 --> 00:18:58,205
( rap music playing on radio )
317
00:19:31,571 --> 00:19:35,708
Oh, this is gonna be so much
Worse than I'd imagined.
318
00:19:43,683 --> 00:19:45,885
Hello.
319
00:19:45,985 --> 00:19:48,955
Fuck you,
You little shitbag.
320
00:19:49,055 --> 00:19:51,023
If you want
The smoke and puffery
321
00:19:51,123 --> 00:19:53,960
Then you'll listen to kissinger
And schultz and those guys.
322
00:19:54,060 --> 00:19:58,565
But if you wanna
Look at the heart of
Modern conservatism,
323
00:19:58,665 --> 00:20:00,066
You look at me.
324
00:20:00,166 --> 00:20:02,302
Everyone else has
Abandoned the struggle.
325
00:20:02,402 --> 00:20:06,038
Everything nowadays just
Sipping tea with nixon and mao.
326
00:20:06,138 --> 00:20:08,941
That was disgusting,
Did you see that ?
327
00:20:09,041 --> 00:20:10,543
Were you born yet ?
328
00:20:10,643 --> 00:20:13,246
Of course I was.
329
00:20:13,346 --> 00:20:14,914
My generation,
We had clarity.
330
00:20:15,014 --> 00:20:18,785
Unafraid to look
Deep into the miasma
331
00:20:18,885 --> 00:20:20,753
At the heart
Of the world.
332
00:20:20,853 --> 00:20:22,822
What a pit.
333
00:20:22,922 --> 00:20:25,592
What a nightmare
Is there.
334
00:20:25,692 --> 00:20:26,793
I have looked.
335
00:20:26,893 --> 00:20:30,997
All my life I searched
For absolute bottom,
336
00:20:31,097 --> 00:20:34,634
And I found it,
Believe me.
337
00:20:34,734 --> 00:20:36,969
Stygian.
338
00:20:38,838 --> 00:20:40,340
How tragic,
339
00:20:40,440 --> 00:20:44,844
How brutal
And short life is.
340
00:20:44,944 --> 00:20:48,415
Sinful people are.
341
00:20:48,515 --> 00:20:50,383
The immutable heart
Of what we are
342
00:20:50,483 --> 00:20:52,719
That bleeds through
Whatever we might become.
343
00:20:52,819 --> 00:20:55,922
All else is vanity.
344
00:20:58,090 --> 00:21:00,827
I don't know
The world anymore.
345
00:21:00,927 --> 00:21:04,364
( coughing )
346
00:21:15,074 --> 00:21:18,077
After I die, they're gonna say
I did it for the money
347
00:21:18,177 --> 00:21:20,279
And the headlines.
348
00:21:20,380 --> 00:21:22,982
I never did it
For the money.
349
00:21:23,082 --> 00:21:27,820
It's the moxie
That counts.
350
00:21:29,389 --> 00:21:31,824
I never wavered.
351
00:21:31,924 --> 00:21:33,025
You remember.
352
00:21:33,125 --> 00:21:37,296
I will, roy.
353
00:21:37,397 --> 00:21:39,699
I was afraid you
Wouldn't want to see me.
354
00:21:39,799 --> 00:21:42,869
If you'd forgive me
For letting you down.
355
00:21:44,937 --> 00:21:46,339
Forgiveness.
356
00:21:48,641 --> 00:21:50,109
You seen a lady
Around here ?
357
00:21:50,209 --> 00:21:53,312
Dumpy lady with a...
358
00:21:53,413 --> 00:21:57,216
Stupid hat ?
359
00:21:57,316 --> 00:21:59,619
She-- oh, boy.
360
00:21:59,719 --> 00:22:02,455
Oh, boy.
361
00:22:02,555 --> 00:22:06,258
No, she's off
Watchin' the hearings.
362
00:22:06,359 --> 00:22:10,296
Treacherous bitch.
363
00:22:10,397 --> 00:22:11,931
Who ?
364
00:22:15,902 --> 00:22:17,136
You, uh...
365
00:22:17,236 --> 00:22:21,273
Did you get a blessing from
Your father before he died ?
366
00:22:21,374 --> 00:22:23,275
A blessing ?
367
00:22:23,376 --> 00:22:25,144
Yeah.
368
00:22:25,244 --> 00:22:26,613
No.
369
00:22:26,713 --> 00:22:31,918
Oh, you should've
Done that.
370
00:22:32,018 --> 00:22:34,721
Life, that's what
They're supposed to bless.
371
00:22:34,821 --> 00:22:36,989
Life.
372
00:22:49,502 --> 00:22:51,904
Roy, I-I need to
Talk to you about--
373
00:22:52,004 --> 00:22:53,039
Shush, schmendrick.
374
00:22:53,139 --> 00:22:55,074
Don't fuck up
The magic.
375
00:22:55,174 --> 00:22:59,378
( mumbling )
376
00:23:07,386 --> 00:23:09,221
You don't even have
To trick it out of me
377
00:23:09,321 --> 00:23:11,824
Like what's his name
In the bible ?
378
00:23:11,924 --> 00:23:13,359
Jacob.
379
00:23:13,460 --> 00:23:15,394
That's the one.
380
00:23:17,497 --> 00:23:19,966
Ruthless motherfucker.
381
00:23:20,066 --> 00:23:22,735
Some bald runt, but he
Laid hold of his birthright
382
00:23:22,835 --> 00:23:25,404
With his claws
And his teeth.
383
00:23:25,505 --> 00:23:28,641
Wha-- jacob's father,
What was the guy's name ?
384
00:23:28,741 --> 00:23:30,543
Isaac.
385
00:23:30,643 --> 00:23:34,146
Yeah, the sacrifice.
386
00:23:34,246 --> 00:23:36,348
That jerk.
387
00:23:36,449 --> 00:23:39,786
My mother used to
Read me those stories.
388
00:23:39,886 --> 00:23:43,422
See this scar
On my nose ?
389
00:23:45,091 --> 00:23:47,627
When I was three months old
I had a bony spur.
390
00:23:47,727 --> 00:23:50,463
She made them operate,
Shave it off.
391
00:23:50,563 --> 00:23:53,232
They said I was too young
For surgery, I'd outgrow it.
392
00:23:53,332 --> 00:23:55,602
But she insisted.
393
00:23:55,702 --> 00:24:00,139
I figure she wanted
To toughen me up.
394
00:24:00,239 --> 00:24:03,810
It worked, I am tough.
395
00:24:05,044 --> 00:24:08,748
It's taking a lot
To dismantle me.
396
00:24:08,848 --> 00:24:10,316
Look, don't waste energy
Beating up on me, okay ?
397
00:24:10,416 --> 00:24:12,218
I'm already
Takin' care of that.
398
00:24:12,318 --> 00:24:13,753
I don't see any bruises.
399
00:24:13,853 --> 00:24:14,887
Inside.
400
00:24:14,987 --> 00:24:17,724
You are one
Noble guy, inside.
401
00:24:17,824 --> 00:24:19,225
Don't flatter
Yourself, louis.
402
00:24:19,325 --> 00:24:24,063
So, it's your
Tea party, talk.
403
00:24:26,065 --> 00:24:28,100
It's good to see you again,
I missed you.
404
00:24:28,200 --> 00:24:29,736
Talk.
405
00:24:29,836 --> 00:24:32,404
I wanna try
To make up.
406
00:24:32,505 --> 00:24:33,439
Make up ?
407
00:24:33,540 --> 00:24:34,574
Yes, but...
408
00:24:34,674 --> 00:24:36,375
You don't have
To be so hostile.
409
00:24:36,475 --> 00:24:40,580
Don't I get any points
For trying to arrive
At a resolution ?
410
00:24:40,680 --> 00:24:42,749
Maybe what I did
Isn't forgivable, but--
411
00:24:42,849 --> 00:24:43,816
It isn't.
412
00:24:43,916 --> 00:24:46,185
But, I-I'm trying
To be responsible.
413
00:24:46,285 --> 00:24:48,555
Prior, there are
Limits, boundaries.
414
00:24:48,655 --> 00:24:50,189
You have
To be reasonable.
415
00:24:50,289 --> 00:24:52,825
Why are you
Dressed like that ?
416
00:24:52,925 --> 00:24:54,794
You were saying something
About being reasonable ?
417
00:24:54,894 --> 00:24:56,829
I've been giving
This a lot of thought.
418
00:24:56,929 --> 00:24:59,599
Yes, I fucked up,
That's obvious.
419
00:24:59,699 --> 00:25:02,001
But maybe you
Fucked up, too.
420
00:25:02,101 --> 00:25:03,235
You never trusted me.
421
00:25:03,335 --> 00:25:05,705
Never gave me a chance to
Find my footing, not really.
422
00:25:05,805 --> 00:25:07,540
You were so quick
To attack.
423
00:25:07,640 --> 00:25:09,475
And I think maybe...
424
00:25:09,576 --> 00:25:12,011
Just too much of
A victim, finally.
425
00:25:12,111 --> 00:25:13,479
Passive, dependent.
426
00:25:13,580 --> 00:25:16,082
And what I think is that
People do have a choice
427
00:25:16,182 --> 00:25:17,550
About how
They handle--
428
00:25:17,650 --> 00:25:20,019
You wanna
Come back, why ?
429
00:25:20,119 --> 00:25:21,453
Atonement,
Exoneration ?
430
00:25:21,554 --> 00:25:25,992
I didn't say
I wanted to come back.
431
00:25:29,128 --> 00:25:30,429
Oh.
432
00:25:30,529 --> 00:25:32,031
No, you didn't.
433
00:25:32,131 --> 00:25:33,499
I can't...
434
00:25:33,600 --> 00:25:35,034
Move in again,
Start all over again.
435
00:25:35,134 --> 00:25:38,470
I moved. I don't think
It'd be any different.
436
00:25:38,571 --> 00:25:40,039
You're seeing
Someone else.
437
00:25:40,139 --> 00:25:41,507
What ?
438
00:25:41,608 --> 00:25:45,945
No.
You are.
439
00:25:46,045 --> 00:25:47,847
I'm not.
440
00:25:47,947 --> 00:25:50,583
Well-- occasionally,
I-- he's a...
441
00:25:50,683 --> 00:25:52,218
Just a pick up...
442
00:25:52,318 --> 00:25:54,787
God damn,
Ask me how I knew.
443
00:25:54,887 --> 00:25:56,022
How ?
444
00:25:56,122 --> 00:25:57,289
Threshold of revelation.
445
00:25:57,389 --> 00:25:59,626
What ?
Fuck you ! I'm a prophet.
446
00:25:59,726 --> 00:26:01,761
Reasonable, limits ?!
447
00:26:01,861 --> 00:26:04,230
Tell it to
My lungs, stupid.
448
00:26:04,330 --> 00:26:05,598
Tell it to my lesions.
449
00:26:05,698 --> 00:26:09,001
Tell it to the cotton-woolly
Patches in my eyes.
450
00:26:09,101 --> 00:26:11,971
Oh, prior, I haven't
Seen him for days now...
451
00:26:12,071 --> 00:26:15,574
I'm going,
I have limits, too.
452
00:26:26,819 --> 00:26:30,990
( breathing heavily )
453
00:26:39,932 --> 00:26:42,068
I...
454
00:26:46,873 --> 00:26:48,474
( in raspy voice )
You cry...
455
00:26:48,574 --> 00:26:50,743
You endanger nothing
In yourself.
456
00:26:50,843 --> 00:26:53,045
It's like the idea
Of crying when you do it.
457
00:26:53,145 --> 00:26:56,783
Or the idea of love.
458
00:27:06,959 --> 00:27:08,661
( female on hospital intercom )
Attention, attention.
459
00:27:08,761 --> 00:27:10,329
Visiting hours
Are now over.
460
00:27:10,429 --> 00:27:14,400
Visiting hours are now over.
461
00:27:19,571 --> 00:27:22,641
Now you have to go.
462
00:27:32,885 --> 00:27:35,521
I left my wife.
463
00:27:35,621 --> 00:27:37,423
I needed to tell you.
464
00:27:37,523 --> 00:27:39,491
Oh.
465
00:27:39,591 --> 00:27:42,661
Too late.
466
00:27:45,064 --> 00:27:46,565
It happens.
467
00:27:46,665 --> 00:27:51,704
I've been staying with someone
Else for a whole month now.
468
00:27:51,804 --> 00:27:55,742
It happens.
469
00:27:55,842 --> 00:27:57,676
How can I
Say this, uh...
470
00:27:57,777 --> 00:28:01,180
With a, uh...
471
00:28:01,280 --> 00:28:03,382
Man.
472
00:28:03,482 --> 00:28:06,853
I'm with a...
473
00:28:08,687 --> 00:28:11,190
A man ?
474
00:28:11,290 --> 00:28:14,060
Yes.
475
00:28:15,427 --> 00:28:17,629
You're with a man ?
476
00:28:17,730 --> 00:28:21,400
Yes, I...
477
00:28:21,500 --> 00:28:25,337
( heavy breathing )
478
00:28:33,145 --> 00:28:34,046
I gotta...
479
00:28:34,146 --> 00:28:36,615
What, the, uh,
Bathroom, or...
480
00:28:36,715 --> 00:28:39,051
Ah !
What ?
481
00:28:39,151 --> 00:28:40,586
No, no, no,
No, no, no, roy.
482
00:28:40,686 --> 00:28:42,054
Roy, what are
You doing ?
483
00:28:42,154 --> 00:28:42,922
No, roy !
484
00:28:43,022 --> 00:28:45,124
Oh, no, no, no,
Hold on.
485
00:28:45,224 --> 00:28:47,894
Um, wait, uh,
Keep your hand up.
486
00:28:47,994 --> 00:28:49,495
Oh, my god, um...
487
00:28:49,595 --> 00:28:51,063
Um, help please.
488
00:28:51,163 --> 00:28:53,699
He, uh, he pulled the, uh...
Oh, holy shit.
489
00:28:53,800 --> 00:28:56,335
Get the fuck away from me.
No, no, no, roy.
490
00:28:56,435 --> 00:28:57,669
Roy, please, please
Just get back in your room !
491
00:28:57,770 --> 00:28:59,505
Shut up !
You listen to me.
492
00:28:59,605 --> 00:29:01,941
Get your ass--
Shut up, I said !
493
00:29:02,041 --> 00:29:04,543
Now you listen
Carefully.
494
00:29:04,643 --> 00:29:07,313
I want you home
With your wife.
495
00:29:07,413 --> 00:29:10,082
Whatever else you
Got going, cut it dead.
496
00:29:10,182 --> 00:29:12,284
No, I can't, roy,
I need to be with--
497
00:29:12,384 --> 00:29:15,187
Listen to me !
498
00:29:15,287 --> 00:29:17,756
Do what I say,
Or you will regret it.
499
00:29:17,857 --> 00:29:21,160
And don't talk
To me about it...
500
00:29:21,260 --> 00:29:23,963
Ever again.
501
00:29:26,032 --> 00:29:28,634
I never saw
That coming.
502
00:29:28,734 --> 00:29:30,636
You kill me !
503
00:29:30,736 --> 00:29:31,938
Get somewhere you can
Take off that shirt
504
00:29:32,038 --> 00:29:33,205
And throw it out and
Don't touch the blood.
505
00:29:33,305 --> 00:29:34,841
Well, I-- why ?
I don't understand...
506
00:29:34,941 --> 00:29:37,776
Out, out ! I already
Gave you my blessing !
507
00:29:37,877 --> 00:29:39,946
What more do you
Want from me ?!
508
00:29:40,046 --> 00:29:41,380
Get the fuck
Outta here.
509
00:29:41,480 --> 00:29:42,815
Alright, roy,
Please, I-- !
510
00:29:46,618 --> 00:29:51,190
What, you wanna stay
And watch this ?
511
00:29:51,290 --> 00:29:52,691
No.
512
00:29:52,791 --> 00:29:54,861
Well, fuck you, too !
513
00:29:56,762 --> 00:29:58,097
So, your
New lover...
514
00:29:58,197 --> 00:30:00,066
He's not my lover.
Tell me where you met him.
515
00:30:00,166 --> 00:30:01,367
In the park.
516
00:30:01,467 --> 00:30:02,534
Well, first at work.
517
00:30:02,634 --> 00:30:04,503
He's a lawyer
Or a judge ?
518
00:30:04,603 --> 00:30:06,638
Lawyer.
A gay lawyer.
519
00:30:06,738 --> 00:30:08,707
Yes. Republican, too.
520
00:30:08,807 --> 00:30:11,410
A gay republican lawyer,
Louis...
521
00:30:11,510 --> 00:30:13,112
But he's sort of, I...
522
00:30:13,212 --> 00:30:14,847
I don't know if
The word would be...
523
00:30:14,947 --> 00:30:17,783
Well, in a way,
Sensitive.
524
00:30:17,884 --> 00:30:20,252
Ah, sensitive
Gay republican.
525
00:30:20,352 --> 00:30:21,353
He's just company.
526
00:30:21,453 --> 00:30:22,721
Companionship.
527
00:30:22,821 --> 00:30:24,456
Companionship.
528
00:30:24,556 --> 00:30:26,292
Hmm.
529
00:30:26,392 --> 00:30:28,861
You know, just when I think
He couldn't possibly
530
00:30:28,961 --> 00:30:31,563
Say anything to make
It worse, he does.
531
00:30:31,663 --> 00:30:33,365
Companionship.
532
00:30:33,465 --> 00:30:34,666
How good.
533
00:30:34,766 --> 00:30:35,902
How good.
534
00:30:36,002 --> 00:30:37,970
I wouldn't want
You to be lonely.
535
00:30:38,070 --> 00:30:41,640
There are thousands of gay men
In new york city with aids,
536
00:30:41,740 --> 00:30:45,912
And nearly everyone of them is
Being taken care of by a friend,
537
00:30:46,012 --> 00:30:48,180
Or by a lover
Who has stuck by them
538
00:30:48,280 --> 00:30:52,318
Through things
Worse than my...
539
00:30:52,418 --> 00:30:55,054
So far.
540
00:30:55,154 --> 00:30:58,757
Everyone got that,
'cept me.
541
00:30:58,857 --> 00:31:01,327
I got you.
542
00:31:01,427 --> 00:31:03,896
Why ?
543
00:31:03,996 --> 00:31:07,366
What's wrong
With me ?
544
00:31:09,468 --> 00:31:11,503
Louis, are you really
Bruised inside ?
545
00:31:11,603 --> 00:31:13,039
I can't have
This talk any--
546
00:31:13,139 --> 00:31:15,274
Oh, the list of things
You can't do, so fragile.
547
00:31:15,374 --> 00:31:17,977
Answer me, inside, bruises ?
Yes.
548
00:31:18,077 --> 00:31:19,545
Come back to me
When they're visible.
549
00:31:19,645 --> 00:31:21,713
I wanna see black and blue,
Louis, I wanna see blood.
550
00:31:21,813 --> 00:31:23,815
'cause I can't believe you
Even have blood in your veins,
551
00:31:23,916 --> 00:31:25,717
'til you
Show it to me.
552
00:31:25,817 --> 00:31:28,054
So don't come
Near me again
553
00:31:28,154 --> 00:31:30,189
Unless you've got
Something to show.
554
00:31:48,407 --> 00:31:52,678
Every goddamn thing I ever
Wanted they've taken from me.
555
00:31:52,778 --> 00:31:56,482
Mocked and reviled
All my life.
556
00:31:56,582 --> 00:31:59,451
Join the club.
557
00:31:59,551 --> 00:32:02,154
I don't belong
To any club
558
00:32:02,254 --> 00:32:06,325
You could get through
The front door of.
559
00:32:11,430 --> 00:32:12,864
What's your name ?
560
00:32:12,965 --> 00:32:15,667
Norman arriaga.
561
00:32:15,767 --> 00:32:17,236
Belize to my friends,
562
00:32:17,336 --> 00:32:20,539
But you can call me
Norman arriaga.
563
00:32:20,639 --> 00:32:25,077
Tell me something,
Norman,
564
00:32:26,678 --> 00:32:28,714
You ever hire a lawyer ?
565
00:32:28,814 --> 00:32:30,582
No, roy, I never did.
566
00:32:30,682 --> 00:32:32,985
Hire a lawyer,
Sue somebody.
567
00:32:33,085 --> 00:32:34,920
It's good
For the soul.
568
00:32:35,021 --> 00:32:40,792
Lawyers are the
High priests of america.
569
00:32:40,892 --> 00:32:43,862
We alone know the words
That made america.
570
00:32:43,962 --> 00:32:48,267
Out of thin air.
571
00:32:48,367 --> 00:32:51,303
And we alone know
How to use the words.
572
00:32:51,403 --> 00:32:54,073
The law...
573
00:32:54,173 --> 00:32:56,042
The only club I ever
Wanted to belong to.
574
00:32:56,142 --> 00:33:01,947
Before they take
That from me,
575
00:33:02,048 --> 00:33:05,451
I'm gonna die.
576
00:33:06,885 --> 00:33:09,355
( gagging )
577
00:33:10,689 --> 00:33:13,159
God !
578
00:33:20,999 --> 00:33:23,635
Shh...
579
00:33:23,735 --> 00:33:28,674
Oh, look who's back.
580
00:33:31,043 --> 00:33:33,745
Who ?
581
00:33:33,845 --> 00:33:37,283
Nobody with me now...
582
00:33:39,051 --> 00:33:42,054
But the dead.
583
00:33:52,631 --> 00:33:55,667
( prior )
Hi, chief justice
Wilson's office, please.
584
00:33:55,767 --> 00:33:59,738
Thank you very much.
585
00:34:05,677 --> 00:34:06,745
Clerk...
586
00:34:06,845 --> 00:34:09,715
Joe pitt.
587
00:34:17,856 --> 00:34:19,591
Yeah, it's
His office.
588
00:34:19,691 --> 00:34:21,860
This is stupid.
Go home if you're chicken.
589
00:34:21,960 --> 00:34:23,295
You're the one
Who should be home.
590
00:34:23,395 --> 00:34:24,763
I have a hobby now
Haunting people.
591
00:34:24,863 --> 00:34:25,997
Fuck home.
592
00:34:26,098 --> 00:34:29,601
Wait here, I wanna
Meet my replacement.
593
00:34:33,705 --> 00:34:36,542
Oh, oh, god.
594
00:34:36,642 --> 00:34:39,845
Yes, can I...
What ?
595
00:34:39,945 --> 00:34:42,881
Do you need something ?
No, no.
596
00:34:42,981 --> 00:34:44,650
Could you--
I'm a prophet.
597
00:34:44,750 --> 00:34:45,884
Prophet ! Prophet !
What ?
598
00:34:45,984 --> 00:34:48,019
I prophecy,
I have sight, I see !
599
00:34:48,120 --> 00:34:50,222
What do you do ?
I'm a clerk.
600
00:34:50,322 --> 00:34:52,391
Oh big deal, a clerk ?!
You, what, you file things ?
601
00:34:52,491 --> 00:34:54,393
You better be keepin' a file
On the hearts you break.
602
00:34:54,493 --> 00:34:56,128
That's all that
Counts in the end.
603
00:34:56,228 --> 00:34:57,996
You'll have bills to pay
In the world to come.
604
00:34:58,096 --> 00:34:59,698
You and your friend,
The whore of babylon.
605
00:34:59,798 --> 00:35:02,067
Sorry, wrong room.
606
00:35:02,168 --> 00:35:04,636
He's the marlboro man.
607
00:35:04,736 --> 00:35:06,004
Oooh.
608
00:35:06,104 --> 00:35:08,774
I wanna see.
609
00:35:11,877 --> 00:35:14,546
Sacred heart of jesus.
What is--
610
00:35:14,646 --> 00:35:16,848
What, you're roy's nurse,
I recognize you, you're--
611
00:35:16,948 --> 00:35:18,484
No, you don't.
612
00:35:18,584 --> 00:35:19,985
No, you're from the hospital,
You're roy cohn's nurse.
613
00:35:20,085 --> 00:35:21,887
No, I'm not,
Not a nur-- nurse,
614
00:35:21,987 --> 00:35:23,455
Uh, we all
Look alike to you.
615
00:35:23,555 --> 00:35:25,257
You all look alike to us,
It's a mad, mad world.
616
00:35:25,357 --> 00:35:27,893
Home on the range.
617
00:35:27,993 --> 00:35:29,195
Chaps and spurs.
618
00:35:29,295 --> 00:35:30,662
Now, girl, we gotta
Get you home and--
619
00:35:30,762 --> 00:35:33,131
Mega-butch, he made me
Feel beyond nelly.
620
00:35:33,232 --> 00:35:37,068
Like little wispy daisies
Are sprouting out my ears.
621
00:35:37,169 --> 00:35:39,037
Run !
622
00:35:39,137 --> 00:35:41,507
Wait !
623
00:35:41,607 --> 00:35:43,342
What game are
You playing ?
624
00:35:43,442 --> 00:35:46,845
This is a federal courthouse,
You said something about...
625
00:35:46,945 --> 00:35:49,448
Who are you ?
I'm nothing !
626
00:35:49,548 --> 00:35:51,016
I'm a mental patient,
He's my nurse.
627
00:35:51,116 --> 00:35:52,618
Not his nurse,
I'm not--
628
00:35:52,718 --> 00:35:54,620
We're here 'cause my will
Is being contested.
629
00:35:54,720 --> 00:35:56,087
What's that called when
They challenge your will ?
630
00:35:56,188 --> 00:35:58,390
Competency ? But this is
An appellate court.
631
00:35:58,490 --> 00:36:00,125
And I'm appealing
To anyone !
632
00:36:00,226 --> 00:36:02,394
Anyone in the universe who will
Listen to me for some charity.
633
00:36:02,494 --> 00:36:06,465
Some people are so greedy,
Such pigs, they have everything.
634
00:36:06,565 --> 00:36:08,834
Health, everything.
Still they want more.
635
00:36:08,934 --> 00:36:13,138
Look, you--you said something
About my friend and...
636
00:36:13,239 --> 00:36:16,475
Look, is this about louis ?
Is he, uh...
637
00:36:16,575 --> 00:36:18,644
Is he what,
Sad, hot, happy ?
638
00:36:18,744 --> 00:36:20,679
Talk to him yourself,
Bullwinkle !
639
00:36:20,779 --> 00:36:22,748
What do I look like,
A marriage counselor ?
640
00:36:22,848 --> 00:36:24,983
Oh, nursey dear,
Fetch the medication,
641
00:36:25,083 --> 00:36:26,818
I'm starting to rave.
642
00:36:26,918 --> 00:36:28,854
Pardons, monsieur l'avocat,
Nous sommes absolument desole.
643
00:36:28,954 --> 00:36:31,390
Behave yourself,
Cherie,
644
00:36:31,490 --> 00:36:33,091
Or nanny will have
To use the wooden spoon.
645
00:36:33,191 --> 00:36:36,228
Ah !
646
00:36:43,269 --> 00:36:46,405
( thunder )
647
00:37:24,075 --> 00:37:25,311
Nice angel.
648
00:37:25,411 --> 00:37:27,579
What angel ?
649
00:37:30,081 --> 00:37:31,182
Bethesda.
650
00:37:31,283 --> 00:37:32,751
What's she
Commemorate, louis ?
651
00:37:32,851 --> 00:37:33,885
I'll bet you know.
652
00:37:33,985 --> 00:37:36,154
Naval dead of
The civil war.
653
00:37:36,254 --> 00:37:38,290
The civil war,
I knew you'd know.
654
00:37:38,390 --> 00:37:40,359
You are nothing
If not well informed.
655
00:37:40,459 --> 00:37:42,328
This is prior's
Favorite place in the park.
656
00:37:42,428 --> 00:37:46,298
Listen, I saw him...
657
00:37:46,398 --> 00:37:48,300
Prior.
Prior's upset.
658
00:37:48,400 --> 00:37:49,501
Is he okay ?
He seemed...
659
00:37:49,601 --> 00:37:51,670
Well, not himself,
He seemed...
660
00:37:51,770 --> 00:37:52,804
Crazy ?
661
00:37:52,904 --> 00:37:54,706
Is he having--
Is he delusional, or...
662
00:37:54,806 --> 00:37:56,842
Well, with a little help
From his friends.
663
00:37:56,942 --> 00:38:00,312
Listen, this guy I'm seeing,
I'm not seeing him now.
664
00:38:00,412 --> 00:38:02,314
Prior misunderstood,
He jumped to--
665
00:38:02,414 --> 00:38:03,515
Oh yeah, your new beau.
666
00:38:03,615 --> 00:38:04,816
Prior and me went
To the courthouse.
667
00:38:04,916 --> 00:38:05,984
Scoped him out.
668
00:38:06,084 --> 00:38:07,285
You had no right
To do that.
669
00:38:07,386 --> 00:38:09,120
Oh, did we violate
Your rights ?
670
00:38:09,220 --> 00:38:11,523
What'd you call me
Down here for, louis ?
671
00:38:11,623 --> 00:38:14,292
I don't have time for you.
You walk out on your lover.
672
00:38:14,393 --> 00:38:16,495
Days don't pass before
You're out on the town
673
00:38:16,595 --> 00:38:17,963
With somebody new,
But this...
674
00:38:18,063 --> 00:38:19,931
I am not out on the town,
I want you to tell prior--
675
00:38:20,031 --> 00:38:24,269
... Sharing your dank and dirty
Bed with roy cohn's buttboy.
676
00:38:24,370 --> 00:38:26,405
Come again ?
677
00:38:26,505 --> 00:38:30,141
Doesn't that
Bother you at all ?
678
00:38:30,241 --> 00:38:31,443
Roy cohn ?
679
00:38:31,543 --> 00:38:32,778
What the fuck
Are you--
680
00:38:32,878 --> 00:38:34,380
I'm not sharing
My bed with roy--
681
00:38:34,480 --> 00:38:35,614
Your little friend
Didn't tell you, huh ?
682
00:38:35,714 --> 00:38:37,215
Joe pitt is not
Roy cohn's...
683
00:38:37,315 --> 00:38:39,751
Joe's a very moral man.
684
00:38:39,851 --> 00:38:42,187
He's not even
That conservative.
685
00:38:42,287 --> 00:38:43,622
Or, well-- not that
Kind of a conserv--
686
00:38:43,722 --> 00:38:46,658
And I don't wanna continue this.
B'bye.
687
00:38:49,495 --> 00:38:51,363
It's not my fault that
Prior left you for me.
688
00:38:51,463 --> 00:38:55,166
I beg your pardon ?
689
00:38:55,266 --> 00:38:57,503
You have always hated me 'cause
You are in love with prior,
690
00:38:57,603 --> 00:39:00,406
And you were when I met him
And he fell in love with me.
691
00:39:00,506 --> 00:39:02,207
And so now you
Cook up this...
692
00:39:02,307 --> 00:39:05,377
I mean...
How do you know this ?
693
00:39:05,477 --> 00:39:07,078
That joe
And roy cohn...
694
00:39:07,178 --> 00:39:08,580
Well, I don't know whether
Mr. Cohn has penetrated
695
00:39:08,680 --> 00:39:10,582
More than his
Spiritual sphincter.
696
00:39:10,682 --> 00:39:12,651
All I'm saying is, you better
Hope there's no g.O.P. Germ,
697
00:39:12,751 --> 00:39:14,886
Louis, 'cause if there is,
You got it.
698
00:39:14,986 --> 00:39:16,021
I don't believe you.
699
00:39:16,121 --> 00:39:17,389
Not roy cohn !
700
00:39:17,489 --> 00:39:19,224
He's like...
701
00:39:19,324 --> 00:39:22,494
The polestar
Of human evil !
702
00:39:22,594 --> 00:39:25,330
He's like the worst
Human being who ever lived !
703
00:39:25,431 --> 00:39:26,665
He's not human even !
704
00:39:26,765 --> 00:39:30,602
Give me credit
For something, please ?
705
00:39:30,702 --> 00:39:32,404
I'm horribly,
Horribly unhappy.
706
00:39:32,504 --> 00:39:35,340
I'm lost.
I hate myself.
707
00:39:35,441 --> 00:39:38,109
So totally, so fucking
Totally and completely,
708
00:39:38,209 --> 00:39:39,711
But still...
709
00:39:39,811 --> 00:39:42,648
I wouldn't-- I wouldn't
Go around sleeping with some--
710
00:39:42,748 --> 00:39:47,152
Someone who's
Roy cohn's...
711
00:39:47,252 --> 00:39:49,855
Buttboy.
712
00:39:49,955 --> 00:39:51,523
Ugh !
713
00:39:53,358 --> 00:39:56,595
I'm so fucking wet
And miserable !
714
00:39:56,695 --> 00:39:57,863
I want everything
To go back.
715
00:39:57,963 --> 00:39:59,498
I want everything to go
Back the way it was.
716
00:39:59,598 --> 00:40:01,767
Well, wouldn't that
Be convenient and all.
717
00:40:01,867 --> 00:40:04,603
You know what your
Problem is, louis ?
718
00:40:04,703 --> 00:40:08,273
Your problem is that you are
So full of piping hot crap
719
00:40:08,373 --> 00:40:11,076
That the mention of
Your name draws flies.
720
00:40:11,176 --> 00:40:13,344
You don't know thing one
About this guy, do you ?
721
00:40:13,445 --> 00:40:16,147
Well, ain't
That pathetic.
722
00:40:16,247 --> 00:40:17,616
And just so
The record's straight...
723
00:40:17,716 --> 00:40:20,318
I love prior, but I was
Never in love with him.
724
00:40:20,418 --> 00:40:22,721
I have a man, uptown,
And I have since
725
00:40:22,821 --> 00:40:26,324
Long before I first laid eyes
On the sorry ass sight of you.
726
00:40:26,424 --> 00:40:29,595
I didn't know
That you had a--
727
00:40:29,695 --> 00:40:32,764
No, because you
Never bothered to ask.
728
00:40:32,864 --> 00:40:34,299
Up in the air,
Just like that angel.
729
00:40:34,399 --> 00:40:36,301
Too far off the earth
To pick out the details.
730
00:40:36,401 --> 00:40:37,669
Louis and
His big ideas.
731
00:40:37,769 --> 00:40:40,739
Big ideas are
All you love.
732
00:40:40,839 --> 00:40:43,675
America is
What louis loves.
733
00:40:43,775 --> 00:40:45,511
So what ?
734
00:40:45,611 --> 00:40:47,378
Maybe I do,
You don't know what I love.
735
00:40:47,479 --> 00:40:48,714
You don't.
736
00:40:48,814 --> 00:40:50,749
I hate america, louis,
I hate this country.
737
00:40:50,849 --> 00:40:55,220
Nothing but a bunch of big ideas
And stories and people dying,
738
00:40:55,320 --> 00:40:57,455
And then people
Like you.
739
00:40:57,556 --> 00:40:58,624
The white cracker who
Wrote the national anthem
740
00:40:58,724 --> 00:41:00,191
Knew what he was doing.
741
00:41:00,291 --> 00:41:02,360
He set the word "Free" to a note
So high nobody could reach it.
742
00:41:02,460 --> 00:41:03,862
That was deliberate.
743
00:41:03,962 --> 00:41:05,864
Nothin' on earth sounds
Less like freedom to me.
744
00:41:05,964 --> 00:41:08,900
You come with me to room 1013
Over at the hospital, louis,
745
00:41:09,000 --> 00:41:13,505
I'll show you america.
Terminal, crazy and mean.
746
00:41:13,605 --> 00:41:16,575
I live in america,
Louis.
747
00:41:16,675 --> 00:41:18,844
I don't have to love it.
You do that.
748
00:41:18,944 --> 00:41:21,947
Everybody's gotta
Love somethin'.
749
00:41:23,915 --> 00:41:27,152
Everybody does.
750
00:41:27,252 --> 00:41:29,154
( distant sirens )
751
00:41:49,775 --> 00:41:52,911
A mormon ?
He's a mormon ?
752
00:41:53,011 --> 00:41:54,512
How is she ?
753
00:41:54,613 --> 00:41:57,448
Nothin' surprising.
754
00:41:57,549 --> 00:41:59,017
Thank you, ma'am.
755
00:41:59,117 --> 00:42:00,552
Is she okay ?
756
00:42:00,652 --> 00:42:04,623
Well, that would be
Surprising, wouldn't it ?
757
00:42:04,723 --> 00:42:07,559
I couldn't go home,
Ma, to see her.
758
00:42:07,659 --> 00:42:08,894
I'm afraid...
759
00:42:08,994 --> 00:42:11,563
Three whole weeks ?
Has it been three--
760
00:42:11,663 --> 00:42:13,531
Afraid of what ?
761
00:42:13,632 --> 00:42:16,201
I didn't come to
New york to volunteer.
762
00:42:16,301 --> 00:42:17,703
I thought you did.
763
00:42:17,803 --> 00:42:19,971
Oh, don't be
A fat head.
764
00:42:20,071 --> 00:42:21,607
I'm not.
765
00:42:21,707 --> 00:42:23,875
Oh-ho, in your way,
You always were.
766
00:42:23,975 --> 00:42:26,712
Then why ?
767
00:42:26,812 --> 00:42:28,479
My motives are
A mystery to me.
768
00:42:28,580 --> 00:42:30,816
I have a theory
About you, though.
769
00:42:30,916 --> 00:42:32,784
There's no possible thing
I can imagine you doing, ma.
770
00:42:32,884 --> 00:42:34,586
You shouldn't have come.
771
00:42:34,686 --> 00:42:36,254
Well, you made that
Clear as day.
772
00:42:36,354 --> 00:42:37,555
For a month now.
773
00:42:37,656 --> 00:42:39,157
Can't even return
A simple phone call.
774
00:42:39,257 --> 00:42:41,326
A phone call from you
Is not so simple.
775
00:42:41,426 --> 00:42:43,128
Just so I'd have
Somethin' to tell her.
776
00:42:43,228 --> 00:42:44,630
This insanity.
777
00:42:44,730 --> 00:42:47,565
Your wife left like a loony
In a room full of mannequins,
778
00:42:47,666 --> 00:42:49,968
And you living on some
Rainy rooftop for all I know.
779
00:42:50,068 --> 00:42:51,402
I call you at work
780
00:42:51,502 --> 00:42:54,039
Just so I can have
Somethin' to say to her.
781
00:42:54,139 --> 00:42:56,942
You can't talk on the phone,
And you won't call me back.
782
00:42:57,042 --> 00:42:58,443
Like I'm poison.
783
00:42:58,543 --> 00:43:00,178
And you call that,
What do you call it ?
784
00:43:00,278 --> 00:43:01,512
Vitality ?
785
00:43:01,613 --> 00:43:04,582
It'd be pathetic
If it weren't so ugly.
786
00:43:04,683 --> 00:43:07,052
It's cruel.
Not intended to be.
787
00:43:07,152 --> 00:43:08,620
You sure
About that ?
788
00:43:08,720 --> 00:43:11,022
I'm taking her home.
789
00:43:11,122 --> 00:43:13,191
You think that's best for her ?
Do you think that she can--
790
00:43:13,291 --> 00:43:15,160
I know what
I'm doing !
791
00:43:15,260 --> 00:43:16,561
I think you
Have no clue.
792
00:43:16,662 --> 00:43:19,497
But that's only
Typical of you.
793
00:43:19,597 --> 00:43:20,932
You're a man.
794
00:43:21,032 --> 00:43:22,668
You botch up,
It's not such a big deal.
795
00:43:22,768 --> 00:43:24,135
Oh, yeah, just being
A man doesn't--
796
00:43:24,235 --> 00:43:26,404
Being a woman
Is harder.
797
00:43:26,504 --> 00:43:28,907
Look at her.
798
00:43:29,007 --> 00:43:31,710
It's a big deal, ma,
Botching up.
799
00:43:31,810 --> 00:43:34,145
I could use some...
800
00:43:34,245 --> 00:43:36,514
I migrated across
801
00:43:36,614 --> 00:43:38,917
The breadth of the continent
Of north america,
802
00:43:39,017 --> 00:43:41,319
I ran all this way
To get away from...
803
00:43:41,419 --> 00:43:43,421
Is she...
804
00:43:43,521 --> 00:43:45,056
She's not here.
805
00:43:45,156 --> 00:43:47,292
But she's not at
The apartment, I...
806
00:43:47,392 --> 00:43:49,227
Then she escaped.
807
00:43:49,327 --> 00:43:51,129
( chuckle )
Good for her.
808
00:43:51,229 --> 00:43:53,932
Ask yourself, what it was
You were runnin' from.
809
00:43:54,032 --> 00:43:55,701
It's about time
You did.
810
00:43:55,801 --> 00:43:58,369
Not from me.
I was nothin'.
811
00:43:58,469 --> 00:44:00,605
But from what ?
812
00:44:00,706 --> 00:44:05,977
And what are you
Runnin' from now ?
813
00:44:06,077 --> 00:44:09,815
You have a responsibility
To your wife.
814
00:44:09,915 --> 00:44:11,382
You cannot
Wish it away.
815
00:44:11,482 --> 00:44:13,919
I want to--
816
00:44:14,019 --> 00:44:15,453
I don't know
Anymore what I want.
817
00:44:15,553 --> 00:44:16,855
What you want,
What you want.
818
00:44:16,955 --> 00:44:18,957
Well, that shifts
With the breeze.
819
00:44:19,057 --> 00:44:22,761
How can you steer your life
By what you want ?
820
00:44:22,861 --> 00:44:25,296
Hold to what
You believe.
821
00:44:25,396 --> 00:44:27,565
You and me...
822
00:44:27,665 --> 00:44:29,935
It's like we're
In salt lake again.
823
00:44:30,035 --> 00:44:34,139
You sort of bring
The desert with you.
824
00:44:49,687 --> 00:44:51,990
Are you...
825
00:44:52,090 --> 00:44:53,725
Don't cry.
826
00:44:53,825 --> 00:44:56,061
Oh, if I ever do.
827
00:44:56,161 --> 00:44:57,896
( chuckle )
828
00:44:57,996 --> 00:45:02,233
I promise you, you'll not
Be privileged to witness it.
829
00:45:03,701 --> 00:45:05,403
It was a mistake.
830
00:45:05,503 --> 00:45:07,472
I should never have
Called you, ma.
831
00:45:07,572 --> 00:45:10,308
You should never
Have come.
832
00:45:10,408 --> 00:45:13,078
I can't imagine
Why you did !
833
00:45:26,557 --> 00:45:30,195
( doorbell )
834
00:45:35,600 --> 00:45:37,268
That man who
Was just here ?
835
00:45:37,368 --> 00:45:40,171
We're closed.
Go away.
836
00:45:40,271 --> 00:45:41,406
Is he your son ?
837
00:45:41,506 --> 00:45:44,609
You know him,
That man ?
838
00:45:44,709 --> 00:45:46,344
How do you know--
839
00:45:46,444 --> 00:45:49,180
( door buzzer )
840
00:45:53,051 --> 00:45:54,652
My ex-boyfriend,
He knows him now.
841
00:45:54,752 --> 00:45:57,055
I wanted to warn your son
About later when his hair goes,
842
00:45:57,155 --> 00:46:00,358
And there's hips and jowls
And all that human stuff.
843
00:46:00,458 --> 00:46:02,493
That poor slob there is
Just gonna wind up miserable,
844
00:46:02,593 --> 00:46:04,062
Fat, frightened
And alone.
845
00:46:04,162 --> 00:46:06,998
'cause louis,
He can't handle bodies.
846
00:46:07,098 --> 00:46:10,468
Are you a h-homosexual ?
847
00:46:10,568 --> 00:46:11,736
Oh, is it
That obvious ?
848
00:46:11,837 --> 00:46:14,705
Yes, I am.
What's it to you ?
849
00:46:14,806 --> 00:46:18,609
Would you say you are
A typical homosexual ?
850
00:46:18,709 --> 00:46:21,880
Me ? Oh,
I'm stereotypical.
851
00:46:21,980 --> 00:46:23,949
What, you mean like
Am I a hairdresser or...
852
00:46:24,049 --> 00:46:26,017
Are you
A hairdresser ?
853
00:46:26,117 --> 00:46:29,054
It would be your lucky day
If I was, 'cause frankly...
854
00:46:30,989 --> 00:46:33,691
I'm sick, I'm sick.
855
00:46:33,791 --> 00:46:34,692
It's expensive.
856
00:46:34,792 --> 00:46:38,129
( sniffling )
Shit.
857
00:46:38,229 --> 00:46:41,699
Now I won't be able to stop,
Now it's started.
858
00:46:41,799 --> 00:46:43,501
I feel really
Terrible.
859
00:46:43,601 --> 00:46:44,903
Do I have a fever ?
860
00:46:45,003 --> 00:46:48,539
Do I have a fever ?!
861
00:46:48,639 --> 00:46:50,942
Oh, yes.
How high ?
862
00:46:51,042 --> 00:46:52,577
Oh, it's, uh...
863
00:46:52,677 --> 00:46:54,079
Maybe there's
A thermometer somewhere.
864
00:46:54,179 --> 00:46:55,746
It's very high,
Very high.
865
00:46:55,847 --> 00:46:59,284
Could you get me to a cab to--
I think I'm...
866
00:46:59,384 --> 00:47:02,120
Don't be alarmed,
It's worse than it looks.
867
00:47:02,220 --> 00:47:03,688
I mean...
868
00:47:03,788 --> 00:47:05,323
You should, get--
869
00:47:05,423 --> 00:47:07,092
Can you stand ?
870
00:47:07,192 --> 00:47:10,361
No, let me see if there's
Anyone back here...
871
00:47:10,461 --> 00:47:11,897
Shh-shh-shh.
872
00:47:11,997 --> 00:47:14,799
( heavy breathing )
873
00:47:14,900 --> 00:47:17,035
Echo-breath, it's...
874
00:47:17,135 --> 00:47:19,604
I overdid it,
I'm in trouble again.
875
00:47:19,704 --> 00:47:21,739
Take me to
St. Vincent's hospital,
Take me to--
876
00:47:21,839 --> 00:47:24,175
I mean, help me
To a cab, to the...
877
00:47:24,275 --> 00:47:25,576
Here, here.
878
00:47:25,676 --> 00:47:27,245
Can you stand ?
879
00:47:27,345 --> 00:47:28,880
No, don't,
Just call me a c--
880
00:47:28,980 --> 00:47:30,615
It's alright,
I'm useless here.
881
00:47:30,715 --> 00:47:32,817
That's it.
Ah.
882
00:47:32,918 --> 00:47:35,586
Please, if you're
Trying to convert me,
883
00:47:35,686 --> 00:47:37,722
This isn't
A good time.
884
00:47:37,822 --> 00:47:38,823
Ohh.
885
00:47:38,924 --> 00:47:42,560
Look at it out there,
Pitch black.
886
00:47:42,660 --> 00:47:46,164
We'd better move.
887
00:47:52,703 --> 00:47:54,940
Are you alright ?
888
00:48:06,617 --> 00:48:09,487
Where are they
All going ?
889
00:48:14,025 --> 00:48:16,861
( door opening )
890
00:48:16,962 --> 00:48:19,897
( seagulls squawking )
891
00:48:36,747 --> 00:48:39,217
The end of the world
Is at hand.
892
00:48:40,918 --> 00:48:42,287
Hello, paleface.
893
00:48:44,455 --> 00:48:46,391
Nothing like storm clouds
Over manhattan
894
00:48:46,491 --> 00:48:48,693
To get you in the mood
For judgment day.
895
00:48:48,793 --> 00:48:50,195
It's freezing.
896
00:48:50,295 --> 00:48:52,930
It's starting to rain,
Where are your shoes ?
897
00:48:53,031 --> 00:48:54,732
I threw them
In the river.
898
00:48:54,832 --> 00:48:57,402
The judgment day.
899
00:48:57,502 --> 00:48:59,170
Everyone will think
They're crazy now.
900
00:48:59,270 --> 00:49:01,439
Not just me,
Everyone will see things.
901
00:49:01,539 --> 00:49:04,542
Sick men
Will see angels.
902
00:49:04,642 --> 00:49:08,046
Women who have houses
Will sell their houses.
903
00:49:08,146 --> 00:49:11,416
Dime store dummies will
Rear up on their wood putty legs
904
00:49:11,516 --> 00:49:13,918
And roam the land
Looking for brides.
905
00:49:14,019 --> 00:49:16,521
Let's go home.
Where is that ?
906
00:49:20,258 --> 00:49:21,759
You wanna buy
An island ?
907
00:49:21,859 --> 00:49:26,864
It's going
Out of business.
908
00:49:26,964 --> 00:49:29,767
You can have it for
The usual cheap trinkets.
909
00:49:29,867 --> 00:49:32,437
Fire sale,
The prices are insane.
910
00:49:32,537 --> 00:49:33,871
Harper...
911
00:49:33,971 --> 00:49:36,441
Joe.
912
00:49:36,541 --> 00:49:39,844
Did you miss me ?
913
00:49:39,944 --> 00:49:41,879
I've come back.
914
00:49:41,979 --> 00:49:44,215
Oh, I know.
915
00:49:49,987 --> 00:49:52,590
Here's why I wanted
To stay in brooklyn.
916
00:49:52,690 --> 00:49:55,760
The view.
917
00:49:58,363 --> 00:50:00,765
Water won't ever
Accomplish the end
918
00:50:00,865 --> 00:50:02,500
No matter
How much you cry.
919
00:50:02,600 --> 00:50:07,638
Flood's not the answer,
People just float.
920
00:50:10,608 --> 00:50:12,043
Let's go in.
921
00:50:12,143 --> 00:50:14,445
Fire's the answer.
922
00:50:14,545 --> 00:50:19,016
The great and
Terrible day, at last.
923
00:50:21,052 --> 00:50:23,188
Mira, it was on last night
When I got home.
924
00:50:23,288 --> 00:50:25,223
It's called "She"
And I'm tellin' you,
925
00:50:25,323 --> 00:50:27,958
Hand to my heart,
The greatest movie ever made.
926
00:50:28,059 --> 00:50:30,061
There's this fabulous chick
Who's called
927
00:50:30,161 --> 00:50:32,330
"She who must
Be obeyed",
928
00:50:32,430 --> 00:50:33,864
And she lives
On this hill with--
929
00:50:33,964 --> 00:50:35,333
Excuse me.
930
00:50:35,433 --> 00:50:38,603
Uh...
931
00:50:38,703 --> 00:50:39,770
I beg your pardon.
932
00:50:39,870 --> 00:50:41,206
I gotta get
Outta here.
933
00:50:41,306 --> 00:50:43,841
I gotta
Get outta here.
934
00:50:43,941 --> 00:50:45,976
I know, I know,
935
00:50:46,077 --> 00:50:49,280
But first we have
To make you better.
936
00:50:49,380 --> 00:50:53,118
Ohh...
937
00:50:54,685 --> 00:50:55,720
What ?
938
00:50:55,820 --> 00:50:57,122
Hmm ?
939
00:50:57,222 --> 00:51:01,159
Oh, the bogeyman
Is here.
940
00:51:01,259 --> 00:51:05,196
Lookit, ma,
A schwarze toytenmann.
941
00:51:05,296 --> 00:51:09,334
Come in,
Sweetheart.
942
00:51:09,434 --> 00:51:11,302
What took you
So long ?
943
00:51:11,402 --> 00:51:14,472
You're flying, roy,
It's morphine.
944
00:51:14,572 --> 00:51:17,408
They put morphine
In the drip.
945
00:51:17,508 --> 00:51:18,909
Ohh...
946
00:51:19,009 --> 00:51:20,145
You awake ?
947
00:51:20,245 --> 00:51:22,313
Can you see
Who I am ?
948
00:51:22,413 --> 00:51:23,848
Yeah.
949
00:51:23,948 --> 00:51:27,152
You came for
My mama years ago.
950
00:51:27,252 --> 00:51:31,156
Wrap your arms
Around me now.
951
00:51:31,256 --> 00:51:36,060
Squeeze the bloody life
From me, okay ?
952
00:51:36,161 --> 00:51:38,796
Uh, no,
It's not okay.
953
00:51:38,896 --> 00:51:42,367
You're stoned, roy.
954
00:51:42,467 --> 00:51:46,404
Dark strong arms,
Take me like that.
955
00:51:46,504 --> 00:51:51,041
Deep and sincere
But not too rough,
956
00:51:51,142 --> 00:51:55,180
Just open me up
To the end of me.
957
00:51:55,280 --> 00:51:58,716
Who am I, roy ?
958
00:51:58,816 --> 00:52:00,985
( chuckling )
959
00:52:01,085 --> 00:52:04,555
Ah, the negro
Night nurse.
960
00:52:04,655 --> 00:52:07,258
My negation.
961
00:52:07,358 --> 00:52:11,896
Come to escort me
To the underworld.
962
00:52:11,996 --> 00:52:13,831
Come on.
963
00:52:13,931 --> 00:52:16,901
You want me, roy ?
964
00:52:17,001 --> 00:52:20,738
You want me to
Take you away ?
965
00:52:20,838 --> 00:52:24,609
Oh, god, I'm ready.
966
00:52:26,244 --> 00:52:28,546
I'll be comin'
For ya soon.
967
00:52:30,248 --> 00:52:34,151
Everything I want
Is in the end of you.
968
00:52:38,523 --> 00:52:41,659
Can I ask you
Something, sir ?
969
00:52:41,759 --> 00:52:43,060
Sir ?
970
00:52:43,160 --> 00:52:48,599
What's it like after ?
971
00:52:48,699 --> 00:52:51,602
After... ?
972
00:52:51,702 --> 00:52:55,673
This misery ends.
973
00:52:57,908 --> 00:53:00,010
Hmm ?
974
00:53:00,110 --> 00:53:03,581
Hell or heaven ?
975
00:53:11,188 --> 00:53:13,123
Like san francisco.
976
00:53:13,224 --> 00:53:15,526
A city.
977
00:53:15,626 --> 00:53:18,263
Good.
978
00:53:18,363 --> 00:53:21,732
I was worried
It'd be a garden.
979
00:53:21,832 --> 00:53:24,702
I hate that shit.
980
00:53:24,802 --> 00:53:27,738
Mm, big city.
981
00:53:27,838 --> 00:53:33,711
Overgrown with weeds,
But flowering weeds.
982
00:53:33,811 --> 00:53:34,979
On every corner...
983
00:53:35,079 --> 00:53:37,448
A wrecking crew
984
00:53:37,548 --> 00:53:40,418
And something new
And crooked going up
985
00:53:40,518 --> 00:53:42,953
Cattycorner to that.
986
00:53:45,390 --> 00:53:50,160
Windows missing in every
Edifice like broken teeth.
987
00:53:50,261 --> 00:53:52,196
Gritty wind,
988
00:53:52,297 --> 00:53:56,133
And a gray high sky
Full of ravens.
989
00:53:56,233 --> 00:53:59,370
Isaiah.
990
00:53:59,470 --> 00:54:02,673
Prophet birds, roy.
991
00:54:02,773 --> 00:54:05,075
Piles of trash,
992
00:54:05,175 --> 00:54:09,714
But lapidary
Like rubies and obsidian.
993
00:54:09,814 --> 00:54:12,249
And diamond-colored
Cowspit streamers in the wind,
994
00:54:12,350 --> 00:54:17,021
And voting booths.
995
00:54:17,121 --> 00:54:21,659
And everyone in balenciaga
Gowns with red corsages,
996
00:54:23,994 --> 00:54:25,963
And big dance palaces
997
00:54:26,063 --> 00:54:29,834
Full of music and lights
998
00:54:29,934 --> 00:54:33,438
And racial impurity
And gender confusion.
999
00:54:33,538 --> 00:54:36,106
And all the deities...
1000
00:54:36,206 --> 00:54:39,810
Are creole,
1001
00:54:39,910 --> 00:54:43,047
Mulatto,
1002
00:54:43,147 --> 00:54:45,750
Brown as the mouths
Of rivers.
1003
00:54:47,117 --> 00:54:53,223
Race, taste and history
1004
00:54:53,324 --> 00:54:55,826
Finally overcome.
1005
00:54:59,063 --> 00:55:01,466
And you ain't there.
1006
00:55:06,704 --> 00:55:09,374
And heaven ?
1007
00:55:09,474 --> 00:55:12,677
That was heaven, roy.
1008
00:55:14,979 --> 00:55:17,948
The fuck it was.
1009
00:55:22,019 --> 00:55:25,289
Who are you ?
1010
00:55:25,390 --> 00:55:28,158
Your negation.
1011
00:55:28,258 --> 00:55:32,129
Oh, I know you.
1012
00:55:32,229 --> 00:55:34,732
You're nothing.
1013
00:55:36,333 --> 00:55:37,835
Stom--
1014
00:55:37,935 --> 00:55:42,373
Stomach grumble
Wakes you in the night.
1015
00:55:42,473 --> 00:55:45,843
Been nice
Talkin' to you.
1016
00:55:47,645 --> 00:55:49,880
Go to sleep
Now, baby.
1017
00:55:56,286 --> 00:55:58,723
I'm just the shadow
On your grave.
1018
00:56:05,896 --> 00:56:08,899
( thunder )
1019
00:56:17,207 --> 00:56:19,143
( banging sounds )
1020
00:56:58,816 --> 00:57:02,620
Why do you keep
Your eyes closed ?
1021
00:57:04,722 --> 00:57:05,956
I don't.
1022
00:57:06,056 --> 00:57:07,224
You always do.
No.
1023
00:57:07,324 --> 00:57:09,727
You can say why,
I already know the answer.
1024
00:57:12,096 --> 00:57:14,799
Then why do I have to...
You imagine things ?
1025
00:57:14,899 --> 00:57:18,435
Imagine men ?
1026
00:57:20,437 --> 00:57:21,639
Yes.
1027
00:57:21,739 --> 00:57:26,243
Imagining,
Just like me.
1028
00:57:26,343 --> 00:57:29,246
'cept the only time
I wasn't imagining
1029
00:57:29,346 --> 00:57:30,748
Is when
I was with you.
1030
00:57:30,848 --> 00:57:35,085
You, the only part
Of the real world
1031
00:57:35,185 --> 00:57:37,087
I wasn't
Allergic to.
1032
00:57:37,187 --> 00:57:38,322
Please don't.
1033
00:57:38,422 --> 00:57:41,859
But I only thought
I wasn't dreaming.
1034
00:57:45,930 --> 00:57:51,802
Oh, oh, back in brooklyn,
Back with joe.
1035
00:57:54,138 --> 00:57:57,207
I'm going out.
1036
00:57:57,307 --> 00:57:59,577
I have to get some stuff
I left behind.
1037
00:58:15,425 --> 00:58:17,494
Look at me.
1038
00:58:17,595 --> 00:58:20,197
Look at me.
1039
00:58:20,297 --> 00:58:22,299
Look at me !
1040
00:58:22,399 --> 00:58:25,202
Here,
Look here at me !
1041
00:58:25,302 --> 00:58:26,871
What ?!
1042
00:58:26,971 --> 00:58:30,307
What do you see ?
What do I--
1043
00:58:30,407 --> 00:58:32,142
What do you see ?
1044
00:58:32,242 --> 00:58:34,078
Nothing, I--
1045
00:58:35,813 --> 00:58:37,548
Nothing.
1046
00:58:37,648 --> 00:58:40,718
I see nothing.
1047
00:58:42,887 --> 00:58:44,555
Thank you.
1048
00:58:44,655 --> 00:58:46,423
For what ?
1049
00:58:46,523 --> 00:58:47,925
Finally...
1050
00:58:48,025 --> 00:58:49,927
The truth.
1051
00:58:51,128 --> 00:58:54,932
I'm going... Out.
1052
00:58:55,032 --> 00:58:57,301
Just... Out.
1053
00:59:00,204 --> 00:59:04,008
Goodbye.
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