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Earlier at yours I went too far.

I wanted to discuss it
during dinner but I couldn't.

No idea why I walked

over to your bed.

I could feel you looking at me,

I rushed back to you
but the harm had been done.

My apartment is more like a large studio,

so the bed is immediately obvious,
even if it's hidden by the curtain.

You wanted to show me you liked it.

True. I was happy to see you
and your home.

But it wasn't right
to walk around like a landlord.

You wanted to know how I lived,

and if many of us lived there or not.

There might have been, say,
lots of photos of kids.

You're screwing with me.
It's really unkind of you.

Do you really think I'm an inquisitor?

No, I don't know you that well.

I mean, you chose to head
to the restaurant right away.

Even if I forget your name,
I'll always remember that scared look,

your judging gaze.

You need to stop rambling.

You can't leave my apartment be,
it's a real obsession.

It's your fault.
You won't discuss yourself.

Tell me about yourself,

and you'll see I can be quiet and alert.

I was meant to be brilliant.
I'm not joking.

So having the ability to analyze myself
in an okay way drives me crazy.

Previously I believed everything
I experienced was exceptional,

that everything I would live
and do would always be exceptional.

Now, I find myself unremarkable.

Sometimes I'm happy with that,
and other days I can't stand it.

I like it when you hold my hand,
but I don't want you to kiss me.

I knew you weren't single.

I didn't want to know,
but to feel the thrill.

As it's not often
let me enjoy the thrill briefly?

A touch of humor.

You need not spend your days
hanging out with me.

When I met you,
you can't imagine how happy I was.

That's all I wanted to tell you.

It would have been a stroke of luck

if you'd have been between relationships.

But with a girl like you
that was unlikely.

It could have happened.

I'm with someone
I've only known for six months.

Before that
things didn't happen as I wanted.

As is often the case.

Put your hands away.

Hide your mouth and turn your head
so I no longer see your gaze.

He must be a great guy for you
to have given up your exceptional life.

Or else he's brilliant,
someone who writes beautiful things.

Yes, you must be right.

There's one brilliant guy
and you had to come across him.

It's disheartening.

Extremely disheartening.

For my birthday,
we visited the Mont Saint-Michel.

It seems stupid but it was so great.

It was also to find out
if we both wanted a child.

Why not have a child while we're at it?

I've always hated the Mont Saint-Michel.

To his health.

You don't get to toast his health.

You can't be happy about that.

You can't be happy about anything.

Who wants the child?

You invented it to stop
anything happening, to dishearten me.

When I was little,
I was obsessed with Buddha.

I was skinny but I had a pot belly.

My dad's nasty comments about my belly

made me love Buddha even more.

I wasn't convinced by Christ
suffering martyrdom on his cross.

It scared me.

I remember when my dad caught me

sticking my tongue out
at a Christ hanging on my bed.

It was in a clinic
after being operated on for appendicitis.

He thought it was funny.
My father, not Christ.

If I have this child
I think my head will become lighter.

I'll put on weight, like Buddha.

One's head isolates
and alienates from others.

- It makes them seem small.
- Nonsense.

Measure my head using your fingers.

I'm three times smaller in your eyes.

You've shortened me. You're a decapitator.

You take us as we are
and then reduce us to nothing.

When I kissed you,
I was the right size. Not anymore.

I've felt lightweight this evening.

I hadn't felt that light for centuries.

I felt good too.

I want to know who wants the kid,
since it makes a difference.

Pick the answer that suits you.

He doesn't trust you
so he wants the kid to hold on to you.

You like the idea.
It proves he wants to stay with you.

It's crazy
how little self-confidence you have.

Actually, no. You want the child for him.

He sees it as an act of love.
He's not against it.

I don't feel as if he wants a kid.

The one time I get to see you
you're no fun.

Listen, I'm not angry at you.

I have a great guy in my life,
it is what it is.

I don't live far away, I'll walk home.

Go for it, dismiss me,
now that I'm hooked.

You probably didn't kiss me
for fear the hook might rip your mouth.

You shouldn't have tried to bite.

Other girls will unhook you. I trust you.

I didn't feel the hook.

You're nothing but a seducer,
but I'd already guessed that.

You're empty.

You're not likely to get pregnant.
Your only big feature is your head.

- You could undress me.
- If you're playing the girl,

you would get undressed under the covers.

You're even lovelier when you're so thin.

You've lost weight. You were already
lovely, now you've upped your game.

It's not great for my breasts.
They've decamped, I miss them.

It's nice boobs or a big ass.

A big ass and nice boobs.

Will you give me a baby?
That way you'll have both.

I want a kid.

In your absence
that was all I could think of.

Knowing you,
that's something you've just made up.

- To bother me with.
- No, it's not true.

I'm going to take a bath. Come?

We're too young. I'm still too little.
Stop your nonsense.

My parents are useless.
They wouldn't look after it.

They don't measure up.

Look at me.

I dodged a bullet.

Very funny.

On TV I saw a woman
who had had three loves in life.

And three kids.

The men she loved the most
weren't the kids' fathers.

If I could choose, I would want
to have kids with the men I loved.

I've already failed once.

So now you're regretting the kids
you didn't want.

Obviously. I didn't know
that we would break up one day.

I'd rather you failed to have kids again.

Then I'll think you loved me
almost as much as him.

He'd be less good as you.

He would be like me,
it will be a disaster.

I'm not joking,
I want to have a kid with you.

I'm serious.

What's going on?

There were two of us before I left for
a week. Now there are almost three of us.

Can you explain that?

Is one person not enough?

Or you're pregnant
and it's your weird way of saying?

I'm not pregnant.

Are you relieved?

Does that make you feel better?

It's odd it was all you
thought of while I was away.

When did it start?

How did it happen?

Maybe it was last night,
without me being aware of it.

What did you do? Who did you see?

I did nothing. I interviewed a guy

about a movie for the newspaper.

In a café? Here?

- Where?
- At his hotel bar.

- Did you see him after the hotel?
- No, he came to pick me up.

Did he come here?

- Was it you who decided to see him here?
- Yes.

- What does he look like?
- Not bad.

- Not bad?
- His movie is great.

We didn't stay here,
we went out for dinner.

Did you think he liked you?

I don't know. I suppose so.

I hope so.

The talk is moving away
from the baby, no?

Go figure.

Did you come back here?

No, we went for a drink.

You told him you wanted to have my child.
That it's eating away at you.

I told him that we'd decided
to have a kid together.

Maybe you liked him and that scared you.
It was a way of making it stop.

How did you guess?

I'm sure it didn't dissuade him
Did he bring you back here?

No, I put him in a taxi.

I could have gone back to his hotel.
He wouldn't have said no.

Are you coming?

Stay standing
and tell me your story again.

Tell it differently.

Embellish it a bit.

Right now it's not very exciting.

I was waiting for you.

I could have had him for you.

Actually, not for you. It would have been
no one or every one, but not you.

He would have become a no-one.

Sleeping with him
wouldn't have had anything to do with you.

I want to hear what's next.

Do you want a long story or not?

You can have whichever you want.

I think I want a long version.
I want to believe it.

He kisses me in the street
and then we go to a hotel.

- Do you take a taxi?
- Yeah.

- Which hotel?
- The Lotti.

Stop.

Stop. I told you,
I want to see you like this.

Do you kiss in the taxi?

Obviously.

Does he touch your breasts too?

If you want.

Does he touch them?

Yes, he slips his hand under my T-shirt
while hugging me against him.

That way the driver can't see.

Nothing happened.
You're making me invent stories.

You're annoying.

I don't want a kid.

Especially not with you.

Men have kids with girls
that make them feel safe.

Yes, such girls do exist.

I'll have kids with Edith
or a girl I don't love.

Not with you.

If you want him, call him.

I asked you to come
so you'll promise not to see me again.

I just want to see him.

He thinks something happened between us.

I told him I saw you last night
and he got his wires crossed.

He left and didn't come back.

So I don't want to see you again.

How can you expect him to be at ease?

Men will inevitably fall in love with you.
Obviously, he's scared.

I'll stop seeing you,
but it'll never be over between us.

You must understand him.
His trying to escape is normal.

Now he doesn't know how to return.

He's not aware,
but that's how to keep you.

He's an intelligent guy
who is scared of you.

Before he met you,
he probably had a good life.

You don't know him,
so you're talking crap.

I know him.

I can talk about him, you can't.

I don't get where you're coming from.

You don't sound like you love me.

It's becoming completely absurd.

I can't think, I can't do anything.

Do you realize you're not
giving me any room?

You're giving me no room to exist.

You call me, I come.
Then you say you don't want to see me.

What does that make me?

I talk in order to exist a little.

I was just trying to suss him out,
but you're right, it's nonsense.

I am right about one thing.
He's afraid of you.

He's not afraid of me, that's not true.

I don't want him to fear me.

I can talk to him.

I can say he's imagining things,
that it's stupid.

Do you know where I might find him?

Nothing happened, except in my head.

What happens in my head is
not your concern.

Your boyfriend is annoying.

He imagines the same things as you.

He think I'm capable
of having an affair with you.

He's less stupid than you.

- Did you bore him with the baby stuff?
- You're the annoying one.

Were you following me?
Do you want to slit my throat in my room?

- Are you talking to me?
- Yeah.

I know what you want to know
and I'll tell you.

Yeah, I kissed her.

But I surprised her.

But she said no as she loves another guy.

You're that other guy.

I don't know you.

If we're talking about the same girl
you've no right to be mad.

I may look soft
but I'll rip out your balls and eyes.

Can you calm down?

You'll need a good reason
to rip my balls off.

Could she not have avoided being kissed?

In my opinion, no.

If you don't want a thing
you can avoid it.

Oh yeah?

Listen, I'll tell you a story

and I'll talk to you
or you can talk to me

but let's stop fighting, okay?

A guy is very much in love
with his friend's wife.

They end up sleeping together,

then the guy goes to see her husband

and says, "Making love to her,
is a bit like making love to you."

- Your story is ridiculous.
- I like it.

For a start, I didn't sleep with her.
Secondly, I'm not your friend.

So it's true that my story makes no sense.

I wouldn't have told you
if I didn't like you.

I don't give a shit if you like me.
I don't like you at all.

Your story is shit.

If you don't like stories,
do you just want a factual report? Fine.

She wouldn't let me go on after the kiss.

She told me not to kiss her.
When someone says stop, I stop.

You needn't worry.

She told me about you both.

I held her hand too,
since you seem to want to know.

Holding hands is not a tragedy.

If you put your hand on hers
it makes me sick.

You don't get to tell me
if it's a tragedy.

You speak on my behalf. It's very useful.

Anything else you'd like to do for me?

I was the one stroking her hand,
not the opposite.

She let it happen
but her fingers were emotionless.

It wasn't that fun for me
when you think about it.

She's in love with you.

That makes her limp hand a tragedy for me.

Her having lifeless fingers
proves nothing.

Maybe she loved it
but didn't want you to know.

What do I know?

Listen, she doesn't think
you'll be at the party tonight.

In other words she's not expecting you.

In other words, she's expecting you.

If you go there will be no more issues.

But you must step back
or she might seek revenge

with any old bastard. Like me.

I just saw her. She discussed you
and said she didn't want to see me.

And you're off to the party despite that?

If I don't go, I swear

I'll eventually be back,
even if I have no chance.

I'm tired of your nonsense.

I don't enjoy
spending time alone in hotel rooms.

I'll go whether you like it
or not, and cause no trouble.

Do you play chess?

Yeah.

It's all that calms me.

If you lose you'll piss off, okay?

Okay, if I lose, I'll vamoose.
I'm leaving tomorrow anyway.

- You should call her.
- Don't tell me what to do.

- How are you?
- Fine and you?

A friend. Your sister's friend.

His name is Paul.

- Hey.
- I'm Juliette.

- Is Marie here?
- I thought you were coming together.

He complicated things.

- But it doesn't matter.
- You should call her, no?

Shall I call her now?

I consult him about everything,
since he's friend of your sister, get it?

- No, you don't get it.
- It seems complicated.

Shall I go?

Why don't I know you
and why is Marie not here?

She's sulking but she's on her way.

He's worrying about minor things.

I'm a friend of your sister
but she may not be one of mine.

We'll soon find out.

Luckily you came.
That way I don't need to fetch you.

I came.

We both came.

He's pretending to have fun.

I thought you'd come.
In fact I didn't thought nothing.

I called you earlier.

But you had left already.

Your baby talk drove me crazy.

The band isn't going well.
That's partly why it annoyed me.

I wanted to talk to you about that.
You only talked about the baby.

She wants to enjoy the version she likes.

She buys a bottle of water.

She cuts the plastic of the bottle

to create a vase.

She carries her flowers.

Is the guy in love with her?

I think she neither knows nor wants to.

She walks so much that

she sips the water in the vase.

She ends up drinking it all

and the flowers are wilted
when she eventually gets there.

Why am I telling you this?

As the girl with flowers is in love,

but above all does not want to be loved.

I've decided definitively

not to understand that mad behavior.

I get it even if it's not
happening to me now.

Unless the guy is to die for.

Are you sure she doesn't want to be loved?

How did you meet him?

He came to Paris to present a movie.

- Is it good?
- Not bad.

A story about a woman with a kid.

- Can I ask you something?
- Yeah, go for it.

- Don't go out with him.
- Are you not in love with Antoine anymore?

I am, but I don't want you
to go out with Paul.

Fine, but it's not convenient.

- You'll have to explain.
- There's nothing to explain.

I don't like love when it's pure.
It's phony.

I thought it was possible
and more classy, even.

In love or not, if the girl agrees,
it's best not to be classy for long.

And if the girl you love
doesn't want to love you back?

All the more reason.

You need to fight to make her
like you and sleep with you.

That way you'll know
where you both stand.

I'm off to a bad start.
I fear I'll be classy for ages.

Being classy is fine as a teenager,
but it becomes outdated very quickly.

So that means
being purely sentimental is frowned upon?

Even if she's not game,

the girl will end up blaming you.

A purely sentimental guy isn't reassuring.

My sister doesn't want us to go out,
so don't waste your time on me.

- Something happened with him.
- No, nothing happened.

- Is that why he's hanging around?
- He isn't, it's over.

If it's over there must have been a start.

It ended without starting.
Nothing happened, okay?

That guy is tough. He'd scare me.

Can you talk about something else?

- You won't stop looking at him on the sly.
- I'm not.

I'm not seeing things straight.

You're right.
If he's talking or wants to chat

with a girl or your sister,
it means nothing. It's normal.

He's pretending you don't exist.
I don't like it.

I wonder if I was right to invite him.

Let's go home. That way you'll let it go.

We're having a good time, we're staying.

I'm going home.

We're going. It's for the best,
or he'll get wasted.

I don't like it when he's like that.

Okay.

By the way, go out with who you want.
It's none of my business.

- Really?
- Yeah.

I don't want you
to have a kid behind my back.

Antoine.

Did you see what was
above the bathroom basin?

A box of contraceptive pills.

You're meant to take one every day.
You don't take one every day.

It proves that I act
in good faith, that I forget.

Otherwise I'd chuck them in the toilet,
and you wouldn't know.

I'm not accountable for emotions.

If I can't rely on you,
I won't sleep with you.

It happened before
and I didn't become pregnant.

But you forget all the time.

It's the same if I'm not there.

When you're not there
I think of it even less. It's normal.

Are you trying to say that if I had slept
with a guy, I might be pregnant?

Is that it? Is that what you're scared of.

You could have said, "If you had slept
with him, you might be pregnant."

- I didn't say that.
- Anyway, that would be better.

If I were to sleep with a guy
it wouldn't be just for sex.

- I want to use condoms.
- It's disgusting.

This conversation is disgusting.
We never used them before.

Do you realize what you're suggesting?

No, I don't think you realize.

Give me one good reason
to want a kid. Just one.

Bastard!

I swallowed all the pills I'd missed.

I'm sick of your reproaches.

And I'm sick of the pill.

It's not risky. I'll maybe feel
a bit sick, but you don't give a shit.

I wanted to say
I screwed a girl two months ago.

You see, I can be a whore like you.

Wondering if it's true?

Do you believe me or not?

You want my babies,
but spit them out in the basin?

It just shows how much you love them
and how much you'll look after them.

Do they still make you feel sick?

By the way, this is your place.

If you want me to leave, just tell me.

Hey.

- Did it finish late?
- four or five in the morning.

- How did it go with Antoine?
- He's jealous of everything.

He doesn't want to have a child with me.

- Do you want tea?
- Yeah, please.

You could secretly make a baby.

Pretend to take the pill and spit it out.

No, that's not good.

That's dark. It will end everything.

It would mean I forced him.
Even if he's happy when the baby arrives,

it would always be on our minds.

I don't like that idea at all.

- Make him realize he wants one.
- So I need to persuade him?

You need to talk to him.

Tell him it's normal,

that it's nothing serious,
that his attitude is normal.

It's true.
It's not serious as it's normal.

It's normal for a girl to want a child.

It doesn't have to be about having a baby,
it could be about wanting to be pregnant.

And it's normal
for a boy to not want a child.

For him, it's not about being pregnant,
it's about having a kid.

In that case, the kid doesn't exist

and you can't want something
which doesn't exist.

You can't want nothing.

So it's normal that he doesn't want one.

It's also not possible
to say you don't want one.

He can not want one,
but he can't not want one either.

Exactly.

I'll make him change his mind.

I'll make him say, for example,
"If we have one, great,

and if we don't, that's great too."

If I get him to say that,

I'll get him to have sex
like when you're making a baby.

Otherwise you refuse to sleep with him.

Tell him you want both.

Sex for pleasure
and sex to have a kid.

Say it's the same,
that one can't happen without the other.

- What if I can't persuade him?
- Full abstinence, as we said.

Even if he's still refusing?

Then I don't know.

I'll threaten him. I'll tell him
I'll have a baby with the other guy.

I'll tell him that
the other guy wants one.

- The previous guy or the new one?
- The future new one.

I'll make him think
the other guy wants to screw me

for pleasure and for a baby.

You could say you're seeing the other guy
and make him wildly jealous.

Or you could tell him
you want a life with both.

That your friends experienced it

and that you want to experience it.

No, those aren't my values
and he knows that.

And it's dangerous.

If I see yesterday's guy again,
I could end up falling for him.

It was going that way the first day
and Antoine felt it.

Yeah, but this pregnancy plan
doesn't stack up.

Because Antoine won't sleep with you
if the other guy is still around.

Do you like the other guy?

Why?

- Did he sleep here?
- Yeah.

Did you have sex?

- You said I could, as you left.
- How did you have sex with him?

I don't understand.

I'm guessing he's a guy
loaded with condoms.

I've got some in my bag.

- How did it happen?
- You're pissing me off.

I can't remember, I was drunk.

If you can't remember,
that means you didn't use protection.

- I hope he's not still here.
- He's sleeping.

Do you make a movie to kiss
as many girls as you can?

The man who loved women, that's trash.

You sleep with all the girls,
and fall in love if they resist.

My sister lost in that case.
You should have told her the rules.

You sister isn't any old person
and I was angry with you.

She's your sister,
which is better than any old girl.

Do you realize how stupid you sound?

Did you enjoy the taste of incest?

Now I'm certain
of the love I have for you.

It would be hard to fall in love
with your sister.

Luckily I visited my sister

for a chat earlier,
or I might never have known.

It's easy to mock me.

I don't sleep with people I dislike.

It saves me from being mocked.

In theory, me too.

The difference is that
I always love them a bit.

I said that as an aside

so people can't taunt me
on what I just said.

Was the "in theory" as an aside?

You said in theory
you don't sleep with girls you don't like.

I just want to be sure
you have principles.

You'll always criticize me as you please,
it's an easy game.

If that's a reproach,

it's from a girl who forbids
all, also to herself.

I can't kiss you,
your sister wasn't allowed to approach me,

and your guy comes to my hotel
to forbid me to.

- What are you doing beside me?
- I'm not forbidding anything, you are.

Can we walk more slowly?

I don't mind leaving for ever
but I want to marry you.

How fanciful.

It's stupid, above all.

When you're left high and dry
do you always suggest marriage?

It's the first time.

We can marry in secret.

And then I'll leave you alone.

No one will ever know, but I will know.

I dislike the idea of marriage,
but with you I wouldn't mind it.

That's a bad seduction plan.

I hate guys like you.

I was sincere.

It doesn't matter.
Your marriage idea is crazy.

What's the point?
To tell me you won't ever leave me.

That's stupid, as we'll split up
immediately after.

Guys like you always leave girls.

Is it because you know I don't trust you?

Is it so I stop fearing you?
It's to reassure me, right?

No, it's so I know we have a connection
no one else knows of.

It's a way of leaving you
while telling you I don't want to.

If you agree I won't see your sister
again, nor look at the others.

I can't leave Antoine.
I'll never be able to leave him.

I love him.
I can't forbid you from doing anything.

You're right, you can do what you want.

I want you.

I liked the idea of marrying you,
and I still do.

I didn't want to persecute you

or sleep with you.
That wasn't the idea.

I know you won't leave him.

If I'm not leaving him, what's the point?

You're not listening to me.

Is there someone in Marseille?

- No one.
- Liar.

No one who means as much as you.

Everyone and no one is waiting for me.

Everyone and no one.

If I needed reassuring,
you would find the right words.

You never kissed me. I kissed you once.

Yes, once. Did you already forget?

True but I wasn't expecting it.

That kiss does count,
but it doesn't count for much.

It was a deceitful one to confuse me

and to get me in the taxi quicker.

Do you believe I saw it the first time?

I'd like you to kiss me.

I'd like you to do it before I ask again.

Why? Now that you've asked,
do you want it less?

Yes, a bit less.

Go on.

No, not like that.

Do you need me to want it?

I don't want anything.

Fine, you don't want to kiss me.
I don't care.

I'm leaving.

If I enter a building it's for you
to join me on the first landing.

Why do you care if I kiss you or not?

Is it so you don't finish last?

I can't leave you like this.

I can't do it in the road
in daylight like this.

Shit, why can't you understand that?

Take Éric.

He had seduced Valérie
and she fell in love with Pierre.

But he had tried hard to seduce her.

You do have to admit
that Éric is a seduction expert.

He was sulking.
Yet he'd never been in love with Valérie.

But he liked that
she was in love with him.

You're right, I have no right over him.

I'm probably not in love with him.
Not as much as one would expect.

Carry on sleeping with him.

He's not trying to be disagreeable.

You chucked him out. Don't get revenge
by turning it into casual sex.

Are you sure
he still wants to sleep with you?

- No, I'm not.
- Did you not ask yourself the question?

Yes, I did ask myself the question
but you're a bitch for asking it.

When he says he loves me,
I don't fully believe him.

I don't believe he's as in love
as he says he is.

He wouldn't have slept with you
if it were so.

Maybe he's like Éric.

Or maybe like me,
as you think I'm a cock-tease.

If he's sincere,
I can't forbid him from loving me.

I think we'll stop meeting.

I told him that already.

He was lying earlier.
You shouldn't believe him.

I want Antoine. I only want him.

I went to the pharmacy.

I bought what you asked me too.

I spoke to my sister about the baby.

She told me not to annoy you
with that all the time.

It wasn't all the time. It was just once.

We established that you have
no reason not to want a kid.

I'll be careful about taking the pill.

You're telling me
as if I'm the one who wanted it.

No, you're mistaken.

Will you leave the condoms here

or keep them on you
so you can screw who you want?

Put them where you want,
it's not my business.

You're crazy to want a kid with me.

People have kids to tie someone down,
or when they are no longer in love.

It's an extra person.
I don't want you to love an extra person.

You've not got a valid reason
to not want a kid. Don't be annoying.

You'd only have bad reasons.

If you want, I agree.
I'll have a child with you.

Don't try to please me.

You can't want a child,
so forget the child.

What? Because of that guy?

That guy has gone to your head.
That's why you see him everywhere.

Yes, it's me. Your son.

I wanted to ask you for advice.

You're my mom. Just listen five minutes.

She wants a kid.

What do you mean, "Who?!"
Marie, of course.

Yes, with me.

I'm not calling to ask
if you agree or not.

No, she's not pregnant
but she wants to be.

She doesn't see
how a guy could sleep with a girl

without wanting to have a kid with her.

Well, now she gets it
but doesn't want a kid.

But do girls always have more

reasons to want a child than guys do?

I can reply to your question.

You're making me seem like a pain.

Can you hold on a minute?

I think the answer

is that guys can have
wrong reasons for wanting a child.

Why?

If it's for wrong reasons,
then it's the same ones as girls.

No, maybe girls have something
that guys don't have.

They don't need a reason to want a kid.

They just want one, that's the way it is.
That's just the way it is.

And what are the wrong reasons?

We're scared?

We're frightened of losing our wives?

When they believe they want a kid,
it's to replace something.

A guy wants kids based on weakness.

Because his job isn't going well,

or because the girl he's living with
previously had a kid with another guy.

Or maybe because the girl he ditched

has since had a child with a another guy.

What can I do?

- Just tell me you want it.
- I told you five minutes ago.

You weren't saying it like that.

You must tell a girl, "As you wish."

Without an after-thought.
Without thinking at all.

Did you hear?

She thinks guys wants kids
because of weaknesses.

She thinks it's normal I don't

but that I mustn't make a fuss.

Wait. Let me hand her over.

The starting point is that
if I sleep with a guy

it's for pleasure and not only pleasure.

I find having sex just
for the sake of it horrible.

She thinks I'm as reactionary
as that stupid pope.

Tell her you're a saint

and could be seeing two guys at once.

I'm making a fuss about the other guy.

I don't care about the kid.

- I don't give a shit about the kid.
- You can tell her yourself.

I'll hand him back, he wants a word.

Mom, I'm coming. Don't move. Okay?

- Why are you alone?
- I've come to get hit on.

- It's not a bad idea.
- Yeah, but it's not working.

- Do you not like me?
- No, it's me.

- I like you.
- That's not enough.

Did you know there were more crazies
like you than one might expect?

Each time I meet a girl
she's fallen on her head.

In that case, go back home to your guy.

First, I don't have one guy. I have two.

And your flirting doesn't impress me.

Tell me,

if I were nicer,
could I be your third guy?

- No, no chance.
- Shame.

- Bye.
- Bye.

- Is he here?
- Yes.

Sleeping in the back bedroom.

I'd like to speak to him.

You may.

I'd like to speak to you.

Even if you've come to say bad things

I'm happy to see you.

I didn't come for that.

You want me to tell you
why you've come?

Yeah.

We'll find a reason, don't worry.

I was sad and not very happy with myself.

So let's say you've come
because you were sad.

Sad because I didn't keep my promise.

- We didn't have any promises.
- No, it's not a commitment to you.

It's a promise to myself.

When my father died,

I realized that
even though he was often very anxious,

he still managed to have a good laugh.

I decided that my life would be happier.

Deep down,
I don't think I could change much.

I'm quite a dark person.

I thought that I would cope better

with my father's spirit.

I had known
this young guy a long time.

I let myself be loved by him.

I was right.

Well, my father was right.

I didn't come to tell you this.

I don't know why, but I like secrets.

Especially yours.

I had an argument with him.

As soon as we argue, he decamps.

- I know.
- Yes, I had forgotten.

I'm kinda the same,
I don't like arguments.

He noticed that
so now he decamps just before I do.

If you're here,
it means you kinda left too.

I didn't really go far,
I'm at my sister's.

I didn't know you'd still be here.

He'll be back.

Yeah.

Did you also want
to know if I was here?

Yeah.

If I want to embrace you. Must I ask you?

- Yeah.
- Would your dad be okay with that?

I don't know. I suppose so.

I can't decide for you.

No.

Can I embrace you, despite your father?

No, if it happens it has to come from me.

I don't want to be forced.
I don't want an excuse.

My father doesn't decide everything.

I'm leaving tomorrow.

You'll be left in peace.

Maybe I love you too.

Even though you're not serious.

Even though you screw lots of girls.

I don't want to talk now.

And I don't want sex.

I'd have liked to be a girl
who is capable of living alone.

I'm not capable of anything like that.

Being alone doesn't mean
not meeting anyone. On the contrary.

For me, it just means carrying on.

Especially not knowing which way to go.

Instead of being scared
of all that will happen.

I like that in you.

I mustn't worry about Antoine.

That doesn't mean I don't worry.

Can I sleep with you?

Are you asking me for permission?

You're here.

I was back before but as no one was in

I didn't think it was worth waiting.

There was no one to wait for.

Did you come back to tell me how it went?

Are you going to give details?

If you say you screwed him
you'll have taught me nothing new.

I'm not stupid enough
to think nothing happened.

Not this time.

You're a real whore.

I don't want to see you again.

The baby thing was complex,
but in this case it's simple.

I see the guy prowling around you,
I warn you but you ask for it.

You're not hiding from it. Admit it.

Tell me nicely.

Call the guy so he can kick me out.

If I could I'd hit your heads together.

What were you thinking?

How did it make you feel?

Were you pleased before, during and after?

Did you sleep normally?

Better? Worse?

You must tick the boxes to know
if you're three-quarters whore or more.

Did you share the bed
or manage to kick him out?

Did you kiss him afterwards?

Did you manage to kiss him afterwards?

Is the sulking just for me?

To discourage me?

I won't ever hurt you again.

I wasn't planning on cheating.

What you say means nothing.

There's nothing left.

That's a horrible thing to say.

What I said was crap

as I'm thinking about us,
the other guy inside you.

I can't sleep with you
after you slept with him.

He's contaminated you,
do you realize that.

There's nothing left inside me.

It's impossible as I don't want it.

Not wanting it
is more powerful than anything else.

Nothing will be left inside me.

If one has stayed inside,
I'll bash it's head in.

It will fall like a stone.

You really are an idiot.

Do you want me?

Do you want me?

When he screwed you,
was it as fun as this?

No need to reply.

I don't need to know
if you got off or not.

I've never heard you speak like that.

Do you prefer "come"? "Orgasm"?

Do you want scientific terms?
Do you want the dictionary terms?

Where are you going?

I'm the one leaving.

My babies will win.
They won't ever leave again.

They will win.

I'm going to close you up completely.

There's a cork in one
of these bloody drawers.

Stop.

He's in the café and won't come up.

I won't come down,
I don't want to talk to him.

He's making me crazy
and he's making himself ill.

- Is Antoine here?
- No.

I need to go. If you tell him,
he'll probably listen.

Call me this evening?

I don't want to see you.

You're seeing me anyway.

I came down because of my sister.

She's sick of seeing you,
you're a bastard in her eyes.

- Do you not want to sit?
- What does it matter if I sit?

It doesn't change much

but you'd sit to discuss your sister?

I don't want us to talk about me.

You need to go.

For your sister or for you?

If I tell you it's for me, will you go?

Yes.

- Say it then.
- I already have.

But with an "if" and a question mark.

That's not how I want to hear it.

You heard me.
Just remove "if" and the question mark.

- No, you need to say it.
- What difference does it make?

I'll hear you turn me away,
as I'm worth something.

You're too dangerous for me.

Now, you must leave.

I won't come back. Unless I can help it.

It depends whether you let me live

or whether you'll eat away at my brain.

I never known this before.

Not to this extent, never.

Forgive me.

Leave. You can't stay.

You're not honest.

We both exist and you won't admit it.

I admitted it.

You need to go.

Get out of here.

Get out of here.

- Bye.
- Bye.

I've changed my mind.

I'd rather you return it to him.
I don't want to read it.

Maybe he doesn't want anything.
Is that what you're afraid of?

That's not funny.

Is it less personal if I read it to you?

Come on, I'll open it.

As you wish.

There's a plane ticket.

That's a good start.

"The first days were such a relief,
but it didn't last."

"These days, I spend my life with you,

most of the day, the evening

and part of the night. It's a lot."

"After a while I felt very sad."

"Have you felt the sadness too
or didn't you even think of it?"

I didn't feel it.
I don't feel those kind of things.

I don't want to see him again.

"You made me a promise.
I want you to keep it."

"I'll be waiting for you
at Montreal airport in two days."

"I'll leave that same day."

I'm not going. That guy is crazy.

What promise was it?

He agreed to disappear on one condition.

It was that I would marry him in secret.

- Personally, I wouldn't have said no.
- It's completely mad.

It'll get out one day

and it'll hurt Antoine.
It will be more than hurtful.

I don't want to live two love lives.

That's what he says.

"You'll say your heart is too small
to love two boys at once. You're a moron."

"The hearts of lovers are never
too small."

He's a poet.

"Why do you not ask me
if I'm sick of being sad because of you?"

"Yes. And that's why
I want you to keep your promise."

What's the point.
He'll be even sadder afterwards.

I don't know. Go figure.

If you have no heart
and you can't keep promises, that's a lot.

Oh thanks.

Are you afraid for Antoine or yourself?

Who are you protecting?

Antoine and me. Both of us.

It's the first time
we've both slept with the same guy.

Just think of the comparisons he's making.

Don't say stuff like that.

When we're old,
I hope we'll be able to talk about it.

We'll be able say things about him.
We'll have forgotten everything.

We should write a journal.

Canada would amount to two diary volumes.

Think of our future.

Can you not see
that his idea is romantic bullshit?

Some bullshit is nice.

I'd have stayed with him.

Exactly. It's a trap.

He's proposing a crap marriage,

but in actual fact
his plan is to grind me down.

Check the ticket.
Is the return the same day?

Yes, that evening.

See, it's to reassure me.
It shows he's cunning.

I've never seen you
as put off as with him.

- Why fear him, if you don't care?
- I don't fear him.

You're shaking inside.

Be careful. Don't pretend to live,
that's all I'll say to you.

I'm not a romantic like you.

You decide to live
with the one who doesn't make you crazy.

- You're thinking on a small scale.
- Possible.

Let's go see Irina.
She reads cards, it'll be fun.

- I'm not having my cards read.
- We'll find out everything about him.

I wonder if I'm not pregnant.

Is that a problem for you?

Not at all, except it's the only time

I've ever slept with two guys.

What do your conjectures tell you?

Nothing.

I looked in my notebook,
I can't find the date of my last period.

I've never been late.

I've not had them for ages.

What do you think?

- That I'm pregnant.
- But who's the dad?

I often change opinion.

Irina will soon tell us.

One, we are vibrations.

We emit vibrations.

We receive vibrations, okay?

Two, I could be talking bullshit.

It's not my job, so be wary.

Three, we ask questions.

If the pendulum moves this way,
it's positive.

If it just oscillates like this,
it's negative.

And if it doesn't move,

if there are no vibrations,
then it doesn't want to answer.

It doesn't want to give the answer/

That's not usually a great sign.

- Shall we start?
- Yeah.

Which one of us kisses better?

No, stupid.

That's not a yes or no question.

Do I kiss better than my sister?

- You're setting it in motion.
- No, I'm not setting it in motion.

Even if I do it'll oscillate.

It will be negative,
if it needs to be negative.

I always set it in motion.

It's not going crazy, but it's a yes.

How stupid.

Who screws better?

Sorry,
I mean do I screw better than her?

- There.
- Yes.

Will one of us have kids?

Ask if you're pregnant.

Am I pregnant?

It's quite a weak answer

but I think it's more yes than no.

It's a yes.

- Is this the father?
- Where did you find that?

- I cut it out of a newspaper.
- And you carry it on you?

He's not the only one.

It's refusing to answer.

But it's not a no.

It replies at its own convenience.

Not at all.

- Ask about the marriage.
- No, let's stop.

- Do you want some tea?
- Yeah, I would like some.

No, thanks.

First, he's the father. Then it's not a no
but it doesn't want to reply.

He's better in real life.
He's not very photogenic.

What do you think?

I screw better than you.

You can ask him when you see him.
I would be surprised.

That's why he preferred me.
It's the only reason.

Is it just this month
you've decided you're pregnant?

There were twice as many chances.

Have you decided on which father?

I went to see a fortune teller.

She told me you were the father.

The clairvoyant decided?

That's great, idiot.

I didn't see a clairvoyant.

It's a shame the dad can't be both.

I suppose you'd have liked a nice mix.

What do you plan on doing?

- I don't know.
- You don't know?

I know.

I wanted a kid with you,

so why have your kid with another guy?

The child is yours.

I don't feel any change inside me
that allows me to say that.

If you don't want it
I'll choose the guy who does.

I don't like your plan
to go with the other guy.

- I'll never be able to agree to it.
- You know very well it's over.

Why do you leave his newspaper photo
lying around the kitchen?

Every day I expect you to see

that that shitty photo hurts me.

But the paper is still there.

Each time I go to put sugar in my tea,
I see his ugly mug.

As a result, I no longer like sweet tea.
I've given up sugar.

He's useful for dieting.

He's so self-satisfied in the photo.

That ugly mug
trying not to smile too much, and

seeming not to like its photo taken.

You know that paper is there.

You know seeing his face makes me mad.

However much you say
that if it's not hidden it doesn't count.

Do you hope I'll get used to it?

It's clear he's saying
"I love you" in the photo.

When I look at him
I can see his eyes on you.

He's not looking at me.
He's not saying anything to me.

Sorry, I didn't do it on purpose.

I may be a moron but I also wanted
to tell you that you've grown.

It's not funny.

I swear you've grown. Come take a look.

Come here.

Stand up tall.

Move.

It must be five feet six inches.

Seen how happy you are
when you edge away from me?

I've not moved an inch, you can check.

It'll be a problem if you grow
half an inch each time you meet a guy.

You don't seem surprised to see me.

I'm surprised you're not surprised.

I believed it but I wasn't sure.

Could you not seem
a little happy to see me?

It's good, you'll like it.

You want to win me over with a book?

Yeah. If it's a good book,
it's worth more than you are.

I knew it wouldn't be a piece of cake.

I just want the book.

I've been panicking for an hour.

In Roissy you were like a fly.

Each time you appeared,
I tried to swat you.

I told myself, "Don't think about him."

"Don't think about him,
or else you won't board the plane"

I hoped you wouldn't be there
when I arrived. I hung on to that hope.

Then I hoped the plane would crash
during landing.

It was the best thing to do.

Will you find me less interesting
as I came?

No, but had I thought about it
I wouldn't have expected you to come.

When you wrote I was mad at you.

I'd also have been mad
if you hadn't written.

There was no chance I wouldn't be mad.

Can I tell you something else?

Say it.

Later. I can't now.

I have to tell you.

Where are you taking me?

You mean "Where are we going?"

"Where are you taking me?"

sounds as if you are scared of coming.

Can you take me to your hotel?

Are we not doing what we planned?

I need to say something first.

I'm not in a hotel.
A friend lent me his apartment.

I'm starting to think of him again,
do you think it's normal?

It's normal to be mad at you, right?

How far do you go with the other girls?

Do you get somewhere where you aren't sad?

I don't feel like other girls.

What are you trying to tell me?

I'm expecting Antoine's kid.

You came here to tell me that?

That's handy. So you get to dodge it all.

You'd not have slept with me
if you were pregnant.

What proves he's the father and not me?

- The date's not right for it to be you.
- That's too vague.

You know nothing.

If you knew he was the dad,
you'd never have met me here.

I want you to find me a clinic.

I don't want to marry you
pregnant with his kid.

I can't do anything if I'm pregnant.

Do you want me to say you should keep it?

Do you want to hear me say
that I agree to the child?

You want me to say I think I'm the dad.

You believe it too, that's why you came.

- I don't believe it.
- Yes, that's why you came.

Kiss me.

I like you.

You're wrong to think I'm yours.

Wait until I've got my strength back.
You'll see.

I need to call him.

What's do I dial?

011331 and then the number.

The address?

42-11 Esplanade.

It's me.

You were right, I went to meet him.

You need to come and fetch me.

It's him. He's vile. I can't do it.

I can't break away from him.

He wants the kid, even if it isn't his.

I want you to come.

If I can't do it, you need to come.

I'm at 42-11 Esplanade in Montreal.

It was the answerphone.

Why is he not in?

- Do you want me to leave?
- I don't know.

It doesn't change my feelings for you.

We can marry but we'll have to divorce
if there's a kid.

We're not getting married,
it makes no sense.

It was stupid of me to make you come
and to scare you.

I wanted to steal you
but you're not up for it.

- Did he agree to the kid?
- He didn't want to.

Are you sure it's his?

No, it could be yours.

I want you to keep the kid.

I can't promise you that.

What time was it scheduled for?

The time is almost up.

- But we could have, just like that?
- Yes.

With a passport and a birth certificate.

I got a friend
to call city hall for yours.

It's not very lawful, but it worked.

It's a Protestant church,
nothing annoying.

They wanted to meet
to know why we're marrying.

That's all.

Did we need wedding bands?

They aren't the best. But, mine aside,
they weren't designed to be worn.

- Can I see if it fits?
- I asked the sales assistant to try it.

I didn't like seeing her
put it on her finger.

Marry the sales assistant,
I've got big mitts.

It stinks that I came.
For him and for you.

The danger is over.
You're not cut out for this.

Do you think? The opposite is true,
I'm worth more than you are.

Do you want to sleep with me? I want to.

Will you keep our kid?

Yes.

Let's do what we said we'd do.

I'll wait for you outside,
I'll find a taxi.

- Is it here?
- Yeah.

I was going to say, it's probably best
if one of us is Protestant.

You can be the Protestant.

I said no to an organist.
I didn't think you'd like it.

I can't do it.

Shall we take a look at the church?
It's not pretentious.

See the effect it has on you.

Go see the pretty little tombs.

Behind. It will be more positive.

I asked them to keep it short.

There'd have been
a speech at city hall too.

Don't forget, it's a commitment
which is made before God.

You won't succeed in making me laugh.

- Do we really have an appointment?
- I'm afraid so.

I'm starting to believe you.

I don't even want to see
the pretty little tombs anymore.

Would it help if we held hands?

No.

- Hello.
- Hello.

- I'm sorry, we're a bit late.
- No matter. Sit down.

- Hello.
- Hello.

Right. This interview will focus
on the promises and the words

that you are about to exchange.

It's not to please me as a pastor,

especially since you barely know me.
The purpose of this meeting is to find out

what this marriage means to you.

I want to find out your reasons

and, of course,
where you're at with faith.

I suppose we seek the same God,
even if we call him different names.

I don't know what to say.

The meaning of marriage,

is complicated for me.

It's true I had promised to marry him.

The promises you are about to exchange,
this commitment

needs to be as true as possible.

I'm telling you this
because you seem quite vague

about the commitment
you're making before God.

I'm being vague for complex reasons.

They are very private matters between us.

If you're trying to tell me
that you are refusing to talk to me,

you're putting us
in a very awkward situation

especially since you don't belong to
the parish and I know nothing about you.

What do you want me to say?

I promised to marry him but I hate him

because he's trying to rip me away
from another boy that I love.

She decided to marry today,
nobody made her.

I'm getting married
and then I will go find the other boy.

- Do you not see yourself living together?
- No.

I do. But I accept her reasons.

Is there an obligation to live together?

You want to get married
and not live together?

Correct.

Why not get married at the law courts?
They won't ask questions there.

He thinks I'm pregnant with his child.
It's for the baby's sake.

You are pregnant?

Yes, but it might be the other boy's.

You're putting me in
an impossible situation.

I understand. We aren't ready.

Excuse us.

I'm sorry. Forgive us.

You had a lucky escape.
Are you happy? You're such an idiot.

You're an idiot.

If you'd have done the church trick

with just a "yes" needed and music I like,

you'd have seen me in tears
and it would have worked.

Even if that's true,
you'd have made me pay for it.

You'd not have cared, since I'm leaving.

I'll get José and his witnesses to go.

You'd organized a wedding reception too?

- Why? Are you hungry?
- Yeah, I'm hungry.

I'm sorry.

Why did you want to get married in church?

It's eight miles from the airport
and it's quite a nice spot, right?

Would you rather have married
at the city hall or synagogue?

The synagogue would have impressed me.
I'd not have played the fool.

- Shall we eat in Montreal?
- No, you're going to the airport.

I want to go to the apartment,
because I like you.

Do you really not want to marry?

No, I don't want to.

- How much was all of this?
- It's none of your business.

- Can you not get the money back?
- With difficulty.

For 150 dollars
I would have been rid of you.

Plus the travel expenses.
I'm worth more than that.

I don't want Antoine to come.

If he does, leave
and don't try to see me again.

You're leaving.

It's you playing with me.
You're using me, without realizing.

It's getting too hard for me.
I don't want to love you anymore.

I'll leave afterwards.

No, I'll drop you off at the airport now.

I'm struggling to leave

and you're just throwing me on a plane.
You've got nerve.

It's the church questionnaire.
Where you just outdid yourself.

- Shall I ask you the questions?
- I don't give a shit about them.

If it had been a written
you'd have easily got the oral.

I'll read it. "My life."
In brackets, "me".

"I'm at the end of my life,
looking back at it."

I'm not at the end and I don't want
to look back. It's too ugly right now.

"I want to see",
then there's a dotted line for the answer.

I'm not answering this nonsense.

"I'm at the end of my life
and looking back. I want to see..."?

- Not you.
-"Not you."

It's a debatable answer
but an answer nonetheless.

- Next, "I would have liked to have done"?
- Nothing.

I fear you won't get great
written results.

"I want to find" something "that allows me
to say, I succeeded in life."

It's making me want to cry.

I'd rather you cried,
because sulking drives me nuts.

An even more difficult question.
"You and me."

There's reason to cry with this one.

"I picture my life with you as"?

- As being bad, impossible with you.
- Thanks.

Do you see what you're like?

You want to be able
to get me back when you want.

I know what I'm going to do.

I'm going to seduce a pretty, astute girl

and that way you'll come back
begging for more.

"Who will do what?"

"In our married life, what will you do?"

I'll prevent you from thinking
about other girls by living with Antoine.

-"Who will do what? I will..."
- Seduce girls.

No, I need to reply.

Let's see if you can come up
with another answer.

I really wanted to marry you.

I liked the idea.

I did too.

I liked it less but didn't manage it.

I never trusted you.

You were going to make movies,
you were going to travel.

You'd have met people and other girls.

I couldn't trust you.

Do you know how much that scared me?

I couldn't fight that.

He's coming tomorrow.

I'm crazy for staying with you.

I don't like your opinion of me.

I don't like it when you say
I used you, I'm cruel and all that.

You use others.

Can you imagine
if he were to see me kiss you?

You came back
because you're still hoping he won't come.

I think he'll come.

Do you hope he'll come?

I don't know anymore.

Yes, he'll come.

But it's all over.

I lost some blood
and it wasn't the same as usual.

I won't have a child with you.

Everything you do is against me.

It proves my life is with Antoine.

Except if it were his
it'd prove the opposite.

I'm hollow.

At my age you can always get pregnant
if you're not careful.

You're regretting it.

No, I don't regret it.

It's better if I have a kid with him.

Now I'm sure he'll come.

He doesn't want a kid with you.

He hates you because you're with me.
You know he won't come.

He'll come.

If we don't want to be sad, it's easy.

We can pretend you're a virgin

and you can get pregnant
with who you want.

I don't want a kid anymore.

I only wanted it
if he was going to be there.

The kid couldn't be his and mine.

Now it'll be mine.

No, we won't have sex again.

I can't.

I don't want to
and all this blood loss isn't over.

I really wanted a child.

If he doesn't come, maybe we'll manage.

- Where is she?
- Waiting for you.

- She was over there earlier.
- I want to see her.

- I don't want to talk to you.
- Go find her.

- Do you want to witness the reunion?
- Yeah.

- Are you pleased?
- Of course I'm pleased.

The girl I love leaves with a bastard
and then asks me to fetch her.

We were never alone.

You've always been between us.
A real nightmare.

While we wait for her to return
I should beat you up.

You're the angry one?

- I want to see her. Where is she?
- I don't know.

She's obviously scared of you.

Do you understand?

Maybe she wants to see us together?

Haven't you persuaded her
you're better than me yet?

Piss off.

I'm sick of waiting for her.

- What are you waiting for?
- Nothing. I'm waiting for us to find her.

Do you want the child?

No.

Are you saying that to please me?

Sure you don't want a kid with her?

No. She said she's not pregnant anymore.

Maybe she never was, I don't know.

You know a thing or two.

I came but I shouldn't have.

Are you sure you don't want him?

I was waiting for you for ages.

- Do you have no regrets?
- Who cares about regrets.

We can't leave him. Put him in a taxi.

We can tell him not to stay
if you want that.

I didn't know if you would come.

If I hadn't come
would you have stayed here?

No, I would have gone even further.

With him?

I don't know. Yeah.

Not for long.

- You're not pregnant anymore?
- No, it's over.

Are you sad?

I don't know.

Did you mainly turn to him for the kid?

Yeah.

Not only, though.

No, not only.

Are you pleased to see us together,
him and me?

Not like that.

We didn't sleep together.

Shall we walk?

We're going to walk.

- Did anyone ask you to leave?
- Do you want to shake hands?

I was worried you'd run
after the first to leave.

He doesn't need me so we don't need him.

He abandoned us.

Having two lovers
at the same time was stupid.

We won't miss him.

Even with no baby
do you still want anything to do with me?

We'll think about it.

Yeah, we'll have a think.

It's all thought out, isn't it?

Yeah, it's all thought out.

Shit, I left a book in the house.

We'll find another one.

Yeah, it doesn't matter.

Subtitle translation by: Ginger Clark