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[Squeals].
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Sit here. Okay. I want you to sit up
for a second. I'm going to ask you a
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few questions, okay?
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My birthday coming up. Right now?
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My birthday coming up today?
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Today is your birthday.
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It's my birthday.
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And how old are you?
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Two years old.
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Okay.
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Oh yeah.
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Hi.
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Hi.
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[Laughs]
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Test, test, test, test, test, test, test.
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Testing one, two, three.
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Is today your birthday?
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Yeah.
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Not two months old.
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Two months old, it's little.
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I think now.
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[Sighs].
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I want you to ask another question, okay?
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Yeah.
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What do you want to do?
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[Laughs]
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Ella, can I ask you a question?
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How do you feel about our
relationship, you and me?
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It's good. That's not good.
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It feels good?
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Yeah.
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It feels good to me too.
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The reason, my favorite food is a treat.
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And what's your favorite treat?
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Lollipops.
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What do you want to do when you grow up?
Do you know?
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Put on makeup and eat gum.
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Is that all you want to do?
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Is there anything you
want to do when you
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grow up in terms of
the kind of work you do?
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I want to put makeup on.
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What are dreams?
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Dreams are when you see alligators
climbing all over you and bite them.
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What is power? Do you know what power is?
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No.
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You have no idea what power?
What does the word power mean?
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It's for this.
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For what?
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For vaginas.
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That's what power means to you?
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Yeah.
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Okay.
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Just leave that alone. You don't have
to touch that. Don't worry about that.
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Don't touch it. Please don't touch it.
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No, it's not good.
I'm going to have to take it off then.
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Take it off?
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Are we done yet?
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Let's talk about two other things.
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No. I'm too tired.
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What would you like to do when you grow up?
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But first I need to have my lollipop.
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I want to be a grown-up when I grow up.
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What do you want to do when you grow up?
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Um, be a mommy.
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What are you most afraid of?
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Dragons and monsters.
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What is power?
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I don't know.
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What do you think it means?
What does power mean?
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Power means... I don't know.
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Feel my muscles.
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See, they're big.
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Ah!
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I have another question for you.
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What?
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What are dreams?
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I know what dreams are.
You sleep and think at the same time.
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What are nightmares?
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Um, you think something is happening
when it's dark, but it's not really
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happening.
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I'm too bored.
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Why are you so bored?
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Because I'm not fun.
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What's not fun?
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This.
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You keep wanting to get older and older.
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How come you're in a hurry?
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Because I'm gonna grow up.
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Don't you like being four?
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No, I like being five.
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I used to be four, but now I'm five.
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This is the last time
I even have to say it.
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Goodbye, goodbye, my own self-five.
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Hello, hello, my own self-five.
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I don't like when I go to bed at
nighttime, because sometimes I think when
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you guys leave me alone,
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it looks like witches are
peeking out of the door like this.
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I know what they mean, the side of
the door holding the hand on it, and I'm
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looking like that.
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And that's what I'm afraid of.
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What's your favorite thing that you eat?
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Sweets. You eat sweets.
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What sweets are you favorite?
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Um, lollipops.
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Because, you know, sometimes I grab
a stick with the lollipop with the ball
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on it, you know what I mean?
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And I bite this, I
pull it off with my
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teeth, the ball, and
then I chew on it.
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That's how it makes it food.
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And there's also juice when I chew on it.
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How do you feel about me and you?
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I like being together.
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You do?
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Uh-huh.
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We don't need that.
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I talk loud!
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I talk very, very loud!
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Muscles.
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Strong.
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Power.
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How would you use the word in a sentence?
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I'm powerful.
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What are nightmares?
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They're scary dreams.
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What are dreams?
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Not scary nightmares.
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Tell me what you're most afraid of.
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You.
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Really?
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No, seriously.
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Are you really most afraid of me?
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Why'd you say that?
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I don't know.
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It's okay.
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I don't know what I mean.
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Are you afraid of me at all?
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You are?
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Like, wow.
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I don't know.
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You scare me.
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When?
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I don't want to answer that.
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What is your favorite thing in life?
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My birthday.
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Daddy?
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Daddy?
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What?
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My eyes?
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Daddy, my eyes?
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I want to be a singer.
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A singer?
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And make films.
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Really?
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Yes.
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They can kill you.
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They bite you and they can kill you.
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Are you afraid of being killed?
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Not exactly.
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What do you like most in life?
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My life.
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Friends and family.
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And Hannah Montana.
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I want to have a cat.
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A kitten.
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And more friends.
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A cat, a kitten, and more friends.
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I want to be more...
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Excited about today.
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Okay, that's good.
So you're not that excited?
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I'm not excited, but I want
to be excited and I'm not.
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Okay.
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Last year was the best year ever.
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It was?
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What was the best thing
that happened last year?
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I liked Hannah Montana and I got into it.
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You got into that? How do you like that?
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What was one of the things
you didn't like about last year?
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You didn't let me watch Hannah Montana.
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Okay.
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My name is Ella and
I'm training eight today.
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To be smart.
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Okay. Do you feel you are?
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Yeah.
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So you have what you want?
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But I want to be smarter.
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You're good.
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I want to be on TV.
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You do?
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Yes, I do.
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You want... Singing.
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You want to sing on TV?
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Yes.
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Well, I don't have to be on television,
but yeah, I want to be singing.
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You want to be singing. And why?
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I love to sing.
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She said whoever could memorize
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dormi-frasolati dough
forwards and backwards
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would get a treat.
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And I could... I can do it.
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And she gave me a treat.
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You want to do it?
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Okay. Dormi-frasolati
dough dough tilasofami reido.
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Excellent.
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Five hundred twenty-five
thousand six hundred minutes.
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How do you measure her?
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Measure her year.
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How would you describe yourself?
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Fun.
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Bunny.
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Jokeful.
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Loving.
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Peaceful sometimes.
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Hyper.
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Cool.
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And... Kind.
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Sometimes.
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Most of the time. A lot.
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What's the most important thing to you?
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My family.
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Does my dog count as my family?
And my friends?
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Sure.
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I'm afraid of being different, not
fitting in and being made fun of.
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Are you a popular kid?
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Yes.
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I want to use the time that I have
doing things that matter to me.
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I think power can also not have something
to do with like physical, like how
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strong you are, but
also how brave you are
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if you're willing to
stand up for someone.
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What do you want to say to
your older self? So imagine
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yourself like twenty-one or
twenty-five. What would you like...
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What would the nine-year-old
Ella like to say to your older self?
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I hope that you'll be alive by
the time I look at this, right?
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I hope so.
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If my dad's alive, I hope by the
time you see this that you'll still be
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filming me on my birthday.
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You'll still be filming
yourself, which is
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me, on my... I'm
talking to myself, right?
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Right.
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On my birthday.
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Here's my dad.
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Okay.
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All the single ladies, all the single
ladies, all the single ladies, all the
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single ladies, now put your hands
up, up in the club club, just broke up up,
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doing my own little thing.
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Be an artist or be a comedian.
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To be a good person and
learn, but not be perfect.
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Let's talk about you and me for a second.
Any feelings, thoughts about our
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relationship?
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No.
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It's time to try defying gravity.
Kiss me goodbye after defying gravity, and
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you won't bring me down.
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Who's this?
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This is my dog.
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Bye.
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Bye. See you next year.
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What are you most afraid of?
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Life.
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I'm afraid of living.
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Because there's twists and turns that
you don't expect, and it can be rough.
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And I don't want to go through that.
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I couldn't tell you
for sure, but if I had
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to think off the spot,
I would probably...
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...animal rights activist.
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Power is being able to stand
up for what you believe in.
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Power is being yourself.
That takes a lot of power.
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Our relationship has been tough
this past year. I think it's gotten worse
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the past few months.
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Well, actually not worse, just a little
more difficult, because we've been
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fighting a lot.
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I don't know. But we always make up
and forgive each other in the end, so I
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feel pretty good about it.
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What does your 11-year-old self
want to say to your 25-year-old self?
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Hi. You probably sound like a real
dork right now, because you're going to
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think I'm much cooler than I am right now.
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And I hope that
you still like you, or
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I still like me, or
whatever you'd say.
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Hi. How are you? My name is E-L-L-A.
I love sign language, but I'm not deaf.
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I'm a crazy, funny, weird 12-year-old
girl who just is experiencing life.
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I think I want... that's so hard.
If what I like to do now is what I like to
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do when I grow up,
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then I want to either work
with animals, sing, or do art.
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We fight a lot, but
that's just because
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that's what people
do. They fight. I.
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don't know what to say.
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I need people to love me, and I need
to love them back, and I need support,
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and...
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Time stands still, beauty in all she is.
I will be brave, I will not let
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anything take
away, but standing in
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front of me every
breath... Oh, nevermind.
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Can you talk about this past
year and some of the highlights?
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I became a vegan. I... that's
like the biggest thing, and
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I had my bat mitzvah last
week. It's just a good life.
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What does a good life mean to you?
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To be loved and happy
and live, like actually live.
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What would that mean to actually live?
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Just don't...
I don't know, take risks and be yourself.
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Why do you think we fight so much?
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Because we disagree, because like...
I don't know, I don't know, just like
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the same reason anybody fights.
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Let's say you're 25 year old, so if
you're watching this in 12 years, what
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would you like to say?
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Like why would you want to
watch this, I guess? I don't...
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this is... I don't see why
I'd want to watch this, so...
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What do you like most in life?
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Sleeping.
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Can you tell me some
other things that you like?
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You said "most", which means one thing.
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Can you tell me a few
things you like in your life?
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I don't know.
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Which means one thing.
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Can you tell me a few
things you like in your life?
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Netflix, my phone, laughing, and sleeping.
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The most important thing is to be happy.
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Are you happy?
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Not really.
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But I'm working on it.
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Alrighty.
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Yeah, if you like
start already... I am
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starting, I'm gonna
get the questions out.
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Did you add any stupid ones?
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There's no like one thing, I just
enjoy activities that make me or the
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people around me happy.
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And I think that's nice, and I like
anything like involving animals, and I
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like hanging out with my family sometimes.
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Well, it's not really like a highlight
or a low point, but it's just like a
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new experience was
like going into high school.
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And the work was definitely like a
challenge, but I met like so many great
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people who now I like consider
my best friends and who like...
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I've been in so many parts of my
life, and it's just weird that I've only
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known them for like what like five
months because it feels like it's been a
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lot longer.
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And just like changed
who I am like having
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these people like
with me. It's like...
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been good.
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I'm afraid that like somebody like
really important to me is gonna die.
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Not like anyone specific, but like
that would just be like really bad.
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And I don't like want to deal with that.
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[silence].
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Any feelings about turning 16?
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No, I don't know why everyone thinks...
I don't... I think it's really
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arbitrary. I get 18 or
21. There's like things
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that come with it, but I
don't really understand.
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Can we just go a little faster after this?
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Try.
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Okay. The things I like most in
life are my friends, family, and TV.
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In that order?
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No.
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What order?
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Family, friends, TV.
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Okay, I'm glad TV wasn't first.
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Depends on the day.
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I need to be happy.
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Or just like not
that I'm not, but I...
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or I need to even
when I'm sad, like.
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see the benefit in it.
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Like I want all my emotions to make sense.
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Thank you for doing
this each year. I know.
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I know it's a bit
of a drag of times.
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No, it's not. It's
more just because
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I'm just stressed out
about the program.
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Yeah, I know, but then each year
there's something and I understand it.
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Was there?
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They're just... I'm sorry.
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Sorry, but I don't want you to
think it's a burden because I'm really
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grateful that we do this.
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No, I understand. I'm just so happy
that you agreed to do it. And like I
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said, I think my feeling is that
we'll probably go to your 18.
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Yeah.
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I really feel sick. I don't think a
caffeine agrees with me. My head hurts.
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I'm sorry.
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It's okay. Can we start?
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Yeah, we're going to start.
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Okay, let's start.
Oh my God, I look so bad.
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Why you so obsessed with me?
Boy, I want to know.
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You should have done it every year
where you also had me stand so you could
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just see what I looked like as a
whole person instead of just my face.
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Sometimes just in my life being my
age and you know what I'm doing where I
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am, I feel like I don't have power.
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And, um, but I do feel like in other
ways I do. I feel like I have friends
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and family who listen to me and
respect me and that's a form of power or
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like agency in some way.
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And I feel like my
education and my
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knowledge gives me
power and opportunity.
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No, say that again. I can't.
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Every year me and dad film together.
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Oh yes, for your birthday.
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Yeah, so that's what we're just doing.
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Oh, so that's what you were doing.
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Yeah.
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That's nice. That's really nice. Beautiful.
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Yeah.
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Beautiful.
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[Sighs].
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And it's breaking my
heart, you're leaving me.
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You beat me.
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Now that I've answered everything to you.
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So what do you think of this birthday
ritual that we've done for the past 17
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years ever since you were two years old?
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I love it. I love rituals, like in general.
I love, I love traditions. Like
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just for myself.
And this one's really nice.
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What do you love about it?
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Just like I love seeing how when you
Mark something annually you can see the
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way it stays the same
or changes and I like that.
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Yeah, I mean it's sad. It shows, it's
like in addition to me moving out, in
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addition to me going to college,
it's another reminder that things are
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changing, that this tradition's ending.
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You don't like how it is?
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No, I like how we do it. I love that
we do this. I love it. But I think I'm
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not putting this on you. I'm putting
this on me. I think my questions are
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really not great.
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So I just thought maybe this last
one, you want to talk about something a.
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little more deeper, intimate.
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I just love you a lot.
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(sighs).
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I'll miss you when I go to college.
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I'm really glad you do these kinds of
things, these traditions. It makes me
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really happy and just reminds me
how much you love me, but I don't really
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need a reminder because you show
it a lot in everything that you do for me.
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(sighs).
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I'm not leaving yet.
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I know.
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(sighs).
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(singing)
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(singing)
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(singing)
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(singing)
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(singing)
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(singing)
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(singing)
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(singing)
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00:28:19,001 --> 00:28:21,000
(singing)
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(singing)
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(singing)
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00:28:25,001 --> 00:28:27,000
(singing)
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00:28:27,001 --> 00:28:29,000
(singing)
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(singing)
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measure a year.
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