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♪ ♪
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- The bird trap was triggered.
No birdie.
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If I go another week
without catching anything,
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it's gonna be
really freaking hard.
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- *bleep*.
That was way over there.
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I don't know what to do
about my shot,
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but it's gotta change
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or I don't have
much time left.
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- I just need to last
a day longer
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than the other contestants.
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You don't have to outrun
the bear.
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You just have to outrun
your friends.
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My plan right now basically is
to fast for 20 more days.
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Isn't that insane?
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- Any other day
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that spruce grouse
would be dinner,
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and he's gonna get away with it
'cause we're going home.
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I came out here to burn
my candle down to the wick,
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and I got 52 days out of it.
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I'm pretty proud of that.
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♪ ♪
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- I can't wait to have
this place try and break me.
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For the first time on "Alone,"
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Ten participants fight
to survive
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in the hunting ground
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of the world's
largest land predator...
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- Oh, my God, where'd he go?
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Those are bear.
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- I heard a big animal.
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- Hey, bear.
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- Oh, no. *bleep*
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- Sometimes you eat
the bear...
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- Sometimes the bear eats you.
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Battling
merciless conditions...
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- This is some hard-core
bushwhacking.
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- Why does it have to be
such a struggle every night?
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- I hit it.
I hit it. I hit it.
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- I feel more alive
every day I'm out here.
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Ahh.
- Here comes the rain again.
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- Labrador, you're not gonna
make it easy for us, are you?
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In complete isolation.
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- The most dangerous thing
out here is myself.
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- Look at that!
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- The cold ground
is just pulling
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all the warmth from me.
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- How many days can this go on?
- Very, very hungry.
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- Feel like I'm hitting
a wall.
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Last one standing wins.
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- Only gonna get harder
the longer you stay out here.
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♪ ♪
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- Oh, no way.
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Got another one.
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Rungu, I'm grateful
for you, bud.
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Now that's what I call
a good frickin' morning.
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This looks like a male,
a decent-sized one as well.
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So I'm still in the game,
still in the game.
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All right, let's gut
this little guy.
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Here we go,
in between his shoulders.
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Rungu did it again.
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Brings back all
those good memories.
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This Rungu is
the first one I've made.
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The two that I've had
prior to this
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was when I was
living with a Maasai
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and they were gifted to me.
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You got some tough skin, buddy.
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When I first dropped in Kenya,
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I spent every moment
with the Maasai.
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I traded my clothes,
traded my shoes,
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got rid of everything.
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Got my machete,
had my goat-herding stick,
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and I went full on in
and they taught me.
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There you go.
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I felt something magical
run through me
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when practicing
those traditions.
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♪ ♪
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So one of the biggest reasons
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why I want to do
what I want to do,
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not only take care of people--
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but being a bridge
between the medical world
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and the traditional world is
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to give back
to Indigenous communities.
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When we looked at communities
of people who got the bad deal
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out of every single country
that was colonized,
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it's the native people there.
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And they deserve
a louder voice.
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They deserve better care.
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All right,
you sweet little guy...
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Want to make sure I'm getting
all the brains and stuff.
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Don't want to waste that part.
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♪ ♪
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And much-deserved
painting of Rungu.
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Here you go, buddy.
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Warpaint.
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♪ ♪
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They've changed my life
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on multiple
different levels.
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It's only right to give back.
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♪ ♪
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All right, Rungu
all painted up with his kill.
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Thank you.
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♪ ♪
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A
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♪ ♪
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- I just have to do this.
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♪ ♪
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Angels on Blueberry Hill.
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It's wintertime.
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Whoo-hoo!
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♪ ♪
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I think we're gonna get
colder
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and more snow
in the next few days,
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so I definitely want
to button up the shelter.
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Here we go.
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Karie Lee's excavation service.
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Oh, wow.
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I want to build a cob oven
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because there's
dry grass here, clay.
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There's even a little sand.
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Okay, I think that's good.
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Let's make the form.
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Got some rotten pieces of wood
for the clay to stick to.
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So I'm gonna bundle up
a bunch of wood
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and then pile the cob
up all around it
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and light it on fire.
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And the fire will dry it
in place.
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I feel the cob oven
would be really important
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because the clay is gonna be
able to hold heat.
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And because it's enclosed
I could burn fur,
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which is really sparky,
but it has a high BTU rate.
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Ooh, yes, it's gonna be
a cold night tonight.
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♪ ♪
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So what we do,
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we take the cob,
make little patties,
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and we're just gonna
pat it on.
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I want to stay a long time
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because I want to see
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how spiritually deep
I can connect with the Earth.
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Ah, jeez.
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But you spend
so much time out here
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taking care
of your survival needs--
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the shelter, the fire,
the food--
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the time that you have
to actually just be
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is very limited.
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This is taking
longer than I thought.
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I'm getting there.
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♪ ♪
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Here's my chimney.
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♪ ♪
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Instead of going
out a wall,
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I'm just gonna have
the chimney come
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straight up
out of the ground.
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Hopefully it'll
draft correctly.
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Not too close to the shelter,
standing upright.
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Ready or not,
let's cob it up.
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♪ ♪
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I've actually done a brain
test of the four quadrants,
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and I discovered
I'm a frontal-brain thinker.
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My strongest point is
visionary creative,
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but my other hat,
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which is totally
the other side of the brain,
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is I'm also very analytical.
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♪ Mmm mmm mmm ♪
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I'm gonna be so happy to
have a wall
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so it can retain
some of the heat in here.
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♪ ♪
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And I'm discovering
with myself
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that when my logical brain
takes over and I think,
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"Okay, now this morning
I need to do this,
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I need, I need, I need,"
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things don't go as smoothly.
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Yes, the clay is
perfectly packable.
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♪ ♪
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♪ ♪
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Whew.
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I did a good job
layering in that wood.
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I can hear the clay sizzling.
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Oh, we have breakthrough.
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♪ ♪
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See, we got a total
blow-out down there.
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♪ ♪
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The cob oven is falling apart.
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My problem now is I'm gonna
have to get more clay,
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but the clay is dry.
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It's not gonna stick.
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I'm gonna have to haul up
some water and get it wet.
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And it's gonna take
more energy and more time
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when I should be
out getting food.
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♪ ♪
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I should probably
just tear it down.
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♪ ♪
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A lot of work.
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That was a *bleep*
waste of time.
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♪ ♪
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- I'm dressing inside
my sleeping bag.
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I know it's exaggerated,
but why not stay warm,
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preserve calories?
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And also, dressing up
inside a sleeping bag
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gets your blood flowing,
that's for sure.
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It's my yoga.
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Because I'm fasting,
I need to be
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extremely strategic
about my energy
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♪ ♪
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and maximize the return
of my effort.
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♪ ♪
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Almost done, almost done.
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♪ ♪
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But it's all a big bet.
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First drink water.
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♪ ♪
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So this is wet snow.
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As soon as it touches
your body,
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it turns into water.
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Perfect hypothermia weather.
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I'm not gonna spend
too much time outside.
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I'm just gonna
grab some water.
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Just seeing the snow
makes you feel colder.
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It's like, oh, *bleep*.
It's getting real.
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It's gonna be
quite challenging.
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♪ ♪
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Survival is brutal,
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but it doesn't have
to crush you down.
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We can do unbelievable feats
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when our mind and our body
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and our soul are
working together,
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and when we just have
that willingness
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to give it all
for our families.
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It's so powerful.
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I'm gonna put
some sticks on my roof
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because I don't want
a huge snowfall to come
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and my tarp to sag too much.
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But that's it,
not gonna do too much.
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I like to work with the
weather, not against it.
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I think you should do
like the animals
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and just hunker down.
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♪ ♪
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When you're in survival mode,
it's so easy to understand
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what is
truly important in life
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and how simple life can be.
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♪ ♪
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And then it teaches you
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the importance
of being present,
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enjoying the moment,
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even if it's
really challenging.
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♪ ♪
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Because if you cannot do
that,
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mentally, you're not gonna be
able to survive.
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♪ ♪
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All right,
work is finished here.
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It's way better.
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But right now
the calm before the storm.
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♪ ♪
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- Just wanted to show you
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how on the outside this shelter
looks pretty big,
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but really it's just
the 1 to 2 feet of insulation.
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So this is all I get.
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Everything's pretty compact,
but very functional.
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It's a lot colder
than yesterday.
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Just looking at, like, places
that I can pack some more moss.
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So let's see what's
in the outside--outside world.
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♪ ♪
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Plan for today,
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I'm gonna grab
some spruce boughs
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for the front of the shelter.
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I want to bolster this side.
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00:15:30,930 --> 00:15:32,828
The wind comes this way.
266
00:15:32,932 --> 00:15:35,348
There's a draft
that comes this way.
267
00:15:35,451 --> 00:15:38,178
So let's make this better.
268
00:15:38,282 --> 00:15:42,527
It's been dreadfully
hard to poop.
269
00:15:42,631 --> 00:15:45,151
It's a bittersweet
experience being
270
00:15:45,254 --> 00:15:46,738
the first physician out here.
271
00:15:46,842 --> 00:15:49,949
I'm more aware
of what my body's doing.
272
00:15:50,052 --> 00:15:53,538
Like, just constipation
out here can be
273
00:15:53,642 --> 00:15:56,196
very, very difficult.
274
00:15:56,300 --> 00:15:58,612
And just forcing
that crap out of you--
275
00:15:58,716 --> 00:16:02,202
know what you can do
out here for a hemorrhoid,
276
00:16:02,306 --> 00:16:05,067
that's helpful
because the pain of that
277
00:16:05,171 --> 00:16:06,758
could take someone out.
278
00:16:06,862 --> 00:16:08,105
♪ ♪
279
00:16:08,208 --> 00:16:10,417
Got these big boys.
280
00:16:10,521 --> 00:16:13,765
And the body consumes
on a priority basis.
281
00:16:13,869 --> 00:16:16,561
There are preferences
for energy.
282
00:16:16,665 --> 00:16:18,874
I've burnt through
the blood sugar,
283
00:16:18,978 --> 00:16:21,428
burned through
the liver stores of sugar,
284
00:16:21,532 --> 00:16:22,843
burnt through all the fat,
285
00:16:22,947 --> 00:16:26,088
'cause I can just feel skin
on my stomach.
286
00:16:26,192 --> 00:16:28,780
And organ fat,
that's probably very depleted
287
00:16:28,884 --> 00:16:30,299
'cause I can suck in now.
288
00:16:30,403 --> 00:16:32,370
Before I couldn't even
do that.
289
00:16:32,474 --> 00:16:36,443
All righty, add a little more.
290
00:16:36,547 --> 00:16:39,343
I think we're pretty golden.
291
00:16:39,446 --> 00:16:42,415
But I'm very grateful
that I know what I know.
292
00:16:44,279 --> 00:16:48,352
It's been helpful to not only
evaluate a true emergency,
293
00:16:48,455 --> 00:16:50,975
but to take care of all the
small things that's happened.
294
00:16:52,528 --> 00:16:54,599
I wouldn't have been able
to do that if I didn't have
295
00:16:54,703 --> 00:16:56,118
the training, the knowledge,
and the skills
296
00:16:56,222 --> 00:16:58,051
that I have gained
over the years.
297
00:16:59,225 --> 00:17:04,161
There are some boughs there,
too, that I want to get.
298
00:17:04,264 --> 00:17:07,129
♪ ♪
299
00:17:07,233 --> 00:17:09,028
I'm gonna use you guys.
300
00:17:11,064 --> 00:17:17,001
♪ ♪
301
00:17:17,105 --> 00:17:19,348
Some nice long boughs.
302
00:17:19,452 --> 00:17:26,355
♪ ♪
303
00:17:26,459 --> 00:17:27,632
Okay.
304
00:17:29,013 --> 00:17:32,258
Let's see if I can get
this guy.
305
00:17:32,361 --> 00:17:34,156
♪ ♪
306
00:17:34,260 --> 00:17:35,261
Whoa--
*bleep*
307
00:17:35,364 --> 00:17:38,298
♪ ♪
308
00:17:45,926 --> 00:17:49,965
♪ ♪
309
00:18:08,363 --> 00:18:09,881
Let's not do that again.
310
00:18:09,985 --> 00:18:12,953
♪ ♪
311
00:18:13,057 --> 00:18:17,820
Getting weaker and
balance is getting off.
312
00:18:17,924 --> 00:18:20,202
The mind's not as sharp.
313
00:18:20,306 --> 00:18:23,895
My body is kind of declining,
you know?
314
00:18:23,999 --> 00:18:31,040
♪ ♪
315
00:18:49,714 --> 00:18:51,475
Too far for me.
316
00:18:52,269 --> 00:18:59,276
♪ ♪
317
00:19:01,761 --> 00:19:04,626
All right, I just need
to take a break.
318
00:19:06,593 --> 00:19:08,285
A long break.
319
00:19:09,458 --> 00:19:12,012
Oh, that feels better.
320
00:19:13,669 --> 00:19:18,950
Who knew breaking some twigs
with my hands
321
00:19:19,054 --> 00:19:23,817
and some boughs in that's--
322
00:19:23,921 --> 00:19:26,199
that's a day for me, you know?
323
00:19:26,303 --> 00:19:29,754
That's all I can do today.
324
00:19:31,031 --> 00:19:32,792
That's what it feels like.
325
00:19:32,895 --> 00:19:37,452
♪ ♪
326
00:19:40,455 --> 00:19:42,215
Mmm.
327
00:19:42,319 --> 00:19:44,286
I think it's tough
for anyone out here
328
00:19:44,390 --> 00:19:47,116
that has
a limited food supply.
329
00:19:47,220 --> 00:19:48,842
♪ ♪
330
00:19:48,946 --> 00:19:52,881
I have a winter's worth
of reindeer moss,
331
00:19:52,984 --> 00:19:55,642
a handful of cranberries,
332
00:19:55,746 --> 00:19:58,542
and there's one piece
of grouse left.
333
00:19:58,645 --> 00:20:02,028
But I've been saving that
for American Thanksgiving.
334
00:20:02,131 --> 00:20:04,341
That's gonna give me
a huge, huge boost
335
00:20:04,444 --> 00:20:06,205
for the mental game.
336
00:20:09,622 --> 00:20:12,452
Crazy, you know?
337
00:20:12,556 --> 00:20:15,352
♪ ♪
338
00:20:15,455 --> 00:20:17,423
Body is constantly changing...
339
00:20:17,526 --> 00:20:19,390
♪ ♪
340
00:20:19,494 --> 00:20:22,048
Telling me what I can
and cannot do.
341
00:20:22,151 --> 00:20:23,601
♪ ♪
342
00:20:23,705 --> 00:20:28,019
I think one activity a day is
343
00:20:28,123 --> 00:20:30,298
all I'm gonna be doing
from now on, you know?
344
00:20:30,401 --> 00:20:31,885
♪ ♪
345
00:20:31,989 --> 00:20:36,096
You don't need to push
every single day.
346
00:20:37,166 --> 00:20:38,961
That's what I need to kind
of hammer in,
347
00:20:39,065 --> 00:20:42,586
'cause I'm pushing hard,
you know?
348
00:20:42,689 --> 00:20:46,728
♪ ♪
349
00:20:46,831 --> 00:20:48,177
Too hard.
350
00:20:52,423 --> 00:20:59,396
♪ ♪
351
00:21:13,686 --> 00:21:17,345
- Oh, my gosh, a gorgeous day.
352
00:21:17,448 --> 00:21:18,691
Frigid.
353
00:21:18,794 --> 00:21:21,383
It snowed more last night.
354
00:21:21,487 --> 00:21:25,422
I was just about to fall
asleep, and I heard this...
355
00:21:27,355 --> 00:21:30,875
Actually it was a--
like that.
356
00:21:30,979 --> 00:21:33,084
♪ ♪
357
00:21:33,188 --> 00:21:37,917
And then there was like--
that's not a bear, is it?
358
00:21:38,020 --> 00:21:40,678
The sound sounded like
it was very, very large,
359
00:21:40,782 --> 00:21:43,025
but I don't know.
360
00:21:43,129 --> 00:21:44,199
It's hard to say.
361
00:21:44,303 --> 00:21:46,684
I don't see any footprints
in the snow,
362
00:21:46,788 --> 00:21:50,205
but I wish I knew what it was.
363
00:21:50,309 --> 00:21:54,036
Anyway, the cob oven's
not working,
364
00:21:54,140 --> 00:21:56,591
so I'm going to set
that aside.
365
00:21:56,694 --> 00:22:00,629
But I'm amazed
how much energy I have
366
00:22:00,733 --> 00:22:03,149
just running off
of berries.
367
00:22:03,252 --> 00:22:07,015
This piece of fruit
leather here is
368
00:22:07,118 --> 00:22:09,604
at least a quart of berries.
369
00:22:09,707 --> 00:22:12,331
I can carry this in my pocket
when I'm walking around
370
00:22:12,434 --> 00:22:14,091
and just nibble on it all day.
371
00:22:16,162 --> 00:22:19,890
So this is really super
nutritious and, like I said,
372
00:22:19,993 --> 00:22:21,823
I can walk around
with it in my pocket.
373
00:22:21,926 --> 00:22:24,619
♪ ♪
374
00:22:24,722 --> 00:22:28,208
But just eating berries
is not enough
375
00:22:28,312 --> 00:22:30,383
for you to win "Alone,"
376
00:22:30,487 --> 00:22:32,903
so I'm gonna go
check my traps
377
00:22:33,006 --> 00:22:35,664
and maybe see some
snowshoe hare tracks.
378
00:22:35,768 --> 00:22:36,803
Please, please, please!
379
00:22:36,907 --> 00:22:39,772
♪ ♪
380
00:22:39,875 --> 00:22:43,189
I'm so excited to, like,
get this far in the journey.
381
00:22:43,292 --> 00:22:44,604
It's hard work.
382
00:22:44,708 --> 00:22:46,192
But this is where
my drive just keeps
383
00:22:46,295 --> 00:22:48,228
pushing me to go forward.
384
00:22:48,332 --> 00:22:50,541
In the past few seasons,
385
00:22:50,645 --> 00:22:52,612
the person who won is
386
00:22:52,716 --> 00:22:55,166
the person
who gets the big game.
387
00:22:55,270 --> 00:22:57,962
And here the only big game
that we're allowed to hunt
388
00:22:58,066 --> 00:22:59,205
is the bear.
389
00:22:59,308 --> 00:23:01,587
I'm prepared
and ready to do that,
390
00:23:01,690 --> 00:23:03,174
but I haven't even seen
a bear.
391
00:23:03,278 --> 00:23:06,523
I'm just setting all these
traps and wandering around.
392
00:23:06,626 --> 00:23:11,666
This is about as close as I
can get to hunting a bear.
393
00:23:11,769 --> 00:23:15,566
So it snowed in the trees,
394
00:23:17,085 --> 00:23:18,811
which is awesome for tracking.
395
00:23:19,846 --> 00:23:24,920
Except when you want
to check your traps.
396
00:23:26,301 --> 00:23:31,133
There's my ribbon for one,
but where the heck is my trap?
397
00:23:35,621 --> 00:23:38,555
And this one's a trail,
398
00:23:38,658 --> 00:23:40,419
and it's way in there,
399
00:23:40,522 --> 00:23:42,213
and there's no squirrel.
400
00:23:44,630 --> 00:23:45,527
Super challenging.
401
00:23:45,631 --> 00:23:47,149
There's three traps right here.
402
00:23:48,806 --> 00:23:50,187
No squirrels.
403
00:23:50,290 --> 00:23:52,361
That gives you an idea
what I'm up against.
404
00:23:52,465 --> 00:23:55,606
Like, oh, my gosh,
traps are getting buried.
405
00:23:58,022 --> 00:23:59,092
All righty.
406
00:23:59,196 --> 00:24:06,168
♪ ♪
407
00:24:06,272 --> 00:24:09,206
Here's one, and no squirrel.
408
00:24:09,309 --> 00:24:12,451
♪ ♪
409
00:24:12,554 --> 00:24:14,038
Okay, let's go on.
410
00:24:14,142 --> 00:24:16,800
♪ ♪
411
00:24:16,903 --> 00:24:20,010
I'm keeping my eyes
out for polar bears.
412
00:24:20,113 --> 00:24:21,701
I don't want to be surprised.
413
00:24:21,805 --> 00:24:24,497
♪ ♪
414
00:24:24,601 --> 00:24:25,912
This is mine.
415
00:24:26,016 --> 00:24:27,845
This is site two.
416
00:24:28,501 --> 00:24:29,951
But where's the trap?
417
00:24:36,751 --> 00:24:41,134
Hey, chickadees, can you
tell me where my traps are?
418
00:24:41,238 --> 00:24:43,551
♪ ♪
419
00:24:43,654 --> 00:24:45,553
The snow in places
is over my knees
420
00:24:45,656 --> 00:24:49,522
and it's a lot of work
to move through the snow.
421
00:24:49,626 --> 00:24:51,041
Okay.
422
00:24:52,318 --> 00:24:55,494
I think I just have
to move slower.
423
00:24:55,597 --> 00:24:58,635
♪ ♪
424
00:24:58,738 --> 00:25:00,257
I'm looking for my ribbons.
425
00:25:00,360 --> 00:25:02,190
♪ ♪
426
00:25:02,293 --> 00:25:04,710
They're probably buried
under the snow.
427
00:25:04,813 --> 00:25:08,507
♪ ♪
428
00:25:08,610 --> 00:25:11,855
Ah, there it is.
It's buried in the snow.
429
00:25:11,958 --> 00:25:13,546
Okay.
Gotta fix this one.
430
00:25:13,650 --> 00:25:15,168
♪ ♪
431
00:25:16,618 --> 00:25:19,483
It's discouraging
and it's frustrating.
432
00:25:19,587 --> 00:25:21,312
♪ ♪
433
00:25:21,416 --> 00:25:23,936
But I don't know where it is.
434
00:25:24,039 --> 00:25:25,731
Because one squirrel
is another day
435
00:25:25,834 --> 00:25:28,216
that I'm able to be here.
436
00:25:30,494 --> 00:25:33,083
Ah, damn.
437
00:25:33,186 --> 00:25:35,706
I think that's it.
438
00:25:35,810 --> 00:25:37,881
Okay, I'm gonna go back
439
00:25:37,984 --> 00:25:39,296
'cause my hands are frozen.
440
00:25:39,399 --> 00:25:41,436
♪ ♪
441
00:25:41,540 --> 00:25:43,921
I'm feeling like
I'm not good enough
442
00:25:44,025 --> 00:25:48,547
to come home with a meal,
and that's embarrassing.
443
00:25:51,860 --> 00:25:58,867
♪ ♪
444
00:26:00,213 --> 00:26:02,077
I think I'm kind of over
the squirrel trapping.
445
00:26:02,181 --> 00:26:04,183
It's a lot of energy
446
00:26:04,286 --> 00:26:06,668
and it's not really
producing much.
447
00:26:06,772 --> 00:26:10,776
And the snow's--the snow
is covering most of them.
448
00:26:10,879 --> 00:26:13,123
♪ ♪
449
00:26:13,226 --> 00:26:14,331
I guess it's a challenge
to see
450
00:26:14,434 --> 00:26:16,333
how long we can live
on berries.
451
00:26:16,436 --> 00:26:17,990
I mean, I got
a lot of berries.
452
00:26:19,647 --> 00:26:21,303
We'll see
what tomorrow brings.
453
00:26:22,788 --> 00:26:25,273
I'm a little discouraged,
yes, for sure.
454
00:26:25,376 --> 00:26:26,343
Still hopeful.
455
00:26:26,446 --> 00:26:28,656
♪ ♪
456
00:26:28,759 --> 00:26:30,519
The snow is beautiful.
457
00:26:30,623 --> 00:26:33,384
The moon's out--
at least it was.
458
00:26:36,387 --> 00:26:39,321
So I think it's gonna get
really, really cold.
459
00:26:41,116 --> 00:26:43,463
So that's why I'm racing
to find food.
460
00:26:43,567 --> 00:26:45,051
I can't quit trying.
461
00:26:46,950 --> 00:26:50,022
So I'll see you in the morning.
462
00:26:52,162 --> 00:26:53,853
Okay, have a good night.
463
00:27:03,587 --> 00:27:06,590
♪ ♪
464
00:27:19,292 --> 00:27:23,055
- This is the view from my
window inside my shelter.
465
00:27:24,988 --> 00:27:29,095
As you can see,
it's pretty stormy outside.
466
00:27:34,204 --> 00:27:37,414
Wet, cold, and windy.
467
00:27:38,829 --> 00:27:40,624
It's a trifecta.
468
00:27:42,833 --> 00:27:43,834
There's this saying,
469
00:27:43,938 --> 00:27:46,423
"There's no such thing
as bad weather."
470
00:27:47,182 --> 00:27:50,427
Well, today is
the exception of that saying.
471
00:27:52,463 --> 00:27:54,327
Today is bad weather.
472
00:27:54,431 --> 00:27:57,089
No matter what
clothes you wear,
473
00:27:58,297 --> 00:28:00,609
this is not
a good day to be out.
474
00:28:00,713 --> 00:28:03,543
♪ ♪
475
00:28:03,647 --> 00:28:05,269
Right.
I'm gonna do it.
476
00:28:05,373 --> 00:28:06,754
♪ ♪
477
00:28:06,857 --> 00:28:09,032
I'm gonna go out
and get water.
478
00:28:15,072 --> 00:28:17,696
Really crazy weather.
479
00:28:23,356 --> 00:28:26,428
Man, I keep thinking that
there's not many people left.
480
00:28:28,258 --> 00:28:29,293
I don't know.
481
00:28:31,882 --> 00:28:36,197
The landscape has
considerably changed.
482
00:28:36,300 --> 00:28:40,063
All this snow has
made travel difficult.
483
00:28:40,166 --> 00:28:43,273
♪ ♪
484
00:28:43,376 --> 00:28:46,794
This is a harsh place
for survival.
485
00:28:47,726 --> 00:28:49,037
Harsh place.
486
00:28:51,971 --> 00:28:58,978
♪ ♪
487
00:29:06,917 --> 00:29:09,748
- I have to do the inevitable.
488
00:29:11,439 --> 00:29:13,199
I have to go pee.
489
00:29:16,064 --> 00:29:18,549
And I might as well get water
while am at it.
490
00:29:21,587 --> 00:29:23,451
Ooh.
Oh, my.
491
00:29:24,452 --> 00:29:27,075
♪ ♪
492
00:29:27,179 --> 00:29:28,283
You know,
I have to say
493
00:29:28,387 --> 00:29:30,527
that wind is not
my favorite element.
494
00:29:31,839 --> 00:29:34,220
Wet, slippery snow.
495
00:29:34,324 --> 00:29:35,843
Wow, look at those trees.
496
00:29:35,946 --> 00:29:37,603
♪ ♪
497
00:29:37,706 --> 00:29:39,674
Yeah, snowing sideways.
498
00:29:40,951 --> 00:29:43,609
It's getting harder
to get around.
499
00:29:44,506 --> 00:29:46,267
It's getting
a bit overwhelming.
500
00:29:47,924 --> 00:29:54,931
♪ ♪
501
00:30:05,355 --> 00:30:06,632
- In the military,
502
00:30:06,735 --> 00:30:08,530
this is the weather
that I'm trained in.
503
00:30:08,634 --> 00:30:10,739
Cold weather warfare is
504
00:30:10,843 --> 00:30:13,742
the bread and butter
of the Canadian force.
505
00:30:13,846 --> 00:30:15,503
Gotta learn
how to thrive in it,
506
00:30:15,606 --> 00:30:17,470
gotta learn how to defend it.
507
00:30:17,919 --> 00:30:20,059
Ooh. Check it out.
508
00:30:20,163 --> 00:30:22,406
I got a little walking stick
509
00:30:22,510 --> 00:30:26,031
that'll be good firewood
for our journey up the hill.
510
00:30:27,239 --> 00:30:32,692
Call me crazy, but I swear
I'm hearing grouse flapping.
511
00:30:32,796 --> 00:30:34,936
♪ ♪
512
00:30:38,457 --> 00:30:40,252
I've been
in complete whiteouts
513
00:30:40,355 --> 00:30:41,736
in the subarctic before
514
00:30:41,840 --> 00:30:44,049
where you can't really see
in front of your face.
515
00:30:44,152 --> 00:30:45,602
♪ ♪
516
00:30:45,705 --> 00:30:47,052
It can be pretty scary.
517
00:30:47,155 --> 00:30:49,640
♪ ♪
518
00:30:49,744 --> 00:30:52,264
Three steps uphill
and I need a break.
519
00:30:55,750 --> 00:31:02,861
♪ ♪
520
00:31:08,280 --> 00:31:09,315
- Survival.
521
00:31:09,419 --> 00:31:11,110
♪ ♪
522
00:31:11,214 --> 00:31:13,009
The party goes on.
523
00:31:14,873 --> 00:31:18,531
It's crazy how long
this has been going on.
524
00:31:18,635 --> 00:31:20,948
And it just hasn't stopped.
525
00:31:22,639 --> 00:31:24,986
All the trees--
everything is moving
526
00:31:25,090 --> 00:31:27,195
so strongly with the wind.
527
00:31:28,921 --> 00:31:30,647
Pretty dangerous.
528
00:31:30,750 --> 00:31:36,032
You better practice your
resilience or just tap out.
529
00:31:36,135 --> 00:31:38,034
There's no *bleep* up here.
530
00:31:39,311 --> 00:31:43,349
Pretty much staying in my--
my shelter the whole day.
531
00:31:47,457 --> 00:31:50,322
You know what
would really suck?
532
00:31:50,425 --> 00:31:53,014
If your shelter collapsed.
533
00:31:53,118 --> 00:31:54,326
♪ ♪
534
00:31:54,429 --> 00:31:58,088
That would *bleep* suck.
535
00:31:58,192 --> 00:32:05,130
♪ ♪
536
00:32:11,584 --> 00:32:13,345
- That's a strong wind.
537
00:32:13,448 --> 00:32:17,038
♪ ♪
538
00:32:17,142 --> 00:32:21,456
Everything's more complex
when it's this cold.
539
00:32:23,872 --> 00:32:24,977
Just looking at the roof,
540
00:32:25,081 --> 00:32:27,635
the structural boughs
I added--
541
00:32:29,740 --> 00:32:32,019
It's strong.
It's doing its job.
542
00:32:34,883 --> 00:32:39,405
On the beach, the wind
down there is whipping.
543
00:32:39,509 --> 00:32:45,342
Whoever is beach side or,
like, close to the water, man,
544
00:32:45,446 --> 00:32:47,931
I do not envy you.
545
00:32:49,553 --> 00:32:51,486
I'm really happy to be
deep in the forest.
546
00:32:51,590 --> 00:32:58,597
♪ ♪
547
00:33:01,772 --> 00:33:03,050
- I decided I'm gonna
spend the day
548
00:33:03,153 --> 00:33:04,879
just getting firewood.
549
00:33:04,983 --> 00:33:07,675
'Cause, really, that's
all I need to hunker down.
550
00:33:07,778 --> 00:33:10,712
♪ ♪
551
00:33:10,816 --> 00:33:13,267
Yeah, we like wood
that breaks easy.
552
00:33:13,370 --> 00:33:16,304
Oh, my gosh, it's deep.
553
00:33:16,891 --> 00:33:20,964
♪ ♪
554
00:33:21,068 --> 00:33:23,001
You just don't know
what's underneath your feet.
555
00:33:23,104 --> 00:33:26,901
♪ ♪
556
00:33:27,005 --> 00:33:28,351
Okay.
557
00:33:28,454 --> 00:33:33,149
♪ ♪
558
00:33:33,252 --> 00:33:36,290
Yay.
It's free.
559
00:33:36,393 --> 00:33:37,877
♪ ♪
560
00:33:37,981 --> 00:33:39,258
Man, this is a workout.
561
00:33:39,362 --> 00:33:41,019
♪ ♪
562
00:33:45,333 --> 00:33:47,370
It is definitely
getting chillier.
563
00:33:47,473 --> 00:33:49,165
The wind has picked up.
564
00:33:49,268 --> 00:33:50,787
I gotta get this wood inside
565
00:33:50,890 --> 00:33:53,169
or it's gonna be
buried by tomorrow.
566
00:33:53,272 --> 00:33:56,344
Defeat the whole purpose
of getting it today.
567
00:33:56,448 --> 00:33:58,001
♪ ♪
568
00:34:03,765 --> 00:34:05,008
*bleep*
569
00:34:05,112 --> 00:34:08,115
♪ ♪
570
00:34:08,218 --> 00:34:10,151
I think I'm gonna call it
a day.
571
00:34:11,532 --> 00:34:15,674
I think I'm gonna make
a fire...
572
00:34:18,780 --> 00:34:20,092
And just rest.
573
00:34:22,508 --> 00:34:23,578
Whoa.
574
00:34:24,579 --> 00:34:29,032
♪ ♪
575
00:34:29,136 --> 00:34:30,275
You all right?
576
00:34:30,378 --> 00:34:32,380
♪ ♪
577
00:34:32,484 --> 00:34:35,625
Told you, winds are coming.
578
00:34:44,599 --> 00:34:51,641
♪ ♪
579
00:34:57,405 --> 00:35:00,236
- Well, good morning, everyone.
580
00:35:01,582 --> 00:35:03,273
Still snowing pretty hard.
581
00:35:04,723 --> 00:35:06,518
Feeling it.
582
00:35:06,621 --> 00:35:09,314
I'm really cold
and really hungry.
583
00:35:09,417 --> 00:35:10,694
♪ ♪
584
00:35:10,798 --> 00:35:13,318
I'm boiling moss today.
585
00:35:13,421 --> 00:35:18,599
Right now I'm relying on moss
to get me through for food.
586
00:35:18,702 --> 00:35:21,533
And I think that's only
gonna go so far.
587
00:35:23,500 --> 00:35:24,708
Coming out.
588
00:35:26,434 --> 00:35:30,611
But since you have to boil it
several times,
589
00:35:30,714 --> 00:35:32,544
I think I might as well use
that trash water,
590
00:35:32,647 --> 00:35:37,411
the oxalic acid water,
to freeze up the outside.
591
00:35:39,067 --> 00:35:41,760
Oh, yeah, soak it in.
592
00:35:41,863 --> 00:35:43,486
Soak it in, fellas.
593
00:35:45,626 --> 00:35:48,215
Make this a moss ice castle.
594
00:35:48,318 --> 00:35:50,217
♪ ♪
595
00:35:50,320 --> 00:35:51,494
In the military,
596
00:35:51,597 --> 00:35:53,944
to increase insulation
and protection
597
00:35:54,048 --> 00:35:56,015
we made our shelters
out of big logs,
598
00:35:56,119 --> 00:35:59,122
filled it with gravel,
debris, all sorts of stuff,
599
00:35:59,226 --> 00:36:00,227
but then at the end,
600
00:36:00,330 --> 00:36:01,435
when we packed
all the snow in,
601
00:36:01,538 --> 00:36:03,678
we would throw
water on top of it
602
00:36:03,782 --> 00:36:05,059
to freeze everything together.
603
00:36:05,163 --> 00:36:06,612
♪ ♪
604
00:36:06,716 --> 00:36:08,925
Yeah, get on there.
605
00:36:09,028 --> 00:36:10,789
In Arctic warfare,
we make things
606
00:36:10,892 --> 00:36:13,171
that stop heavy weight,
like, artillery rounds,
607
00:36:13,274 --> 00:36:14,965
basically bazookas.
608
00:36:15,069 --> 00:36:17,175
So I'm gonna do
the same thing here.
609
00:36:17,278 --> 00:36:20,764
'Cause it's no joke
running into a black bear,
610
00:36:20,868 --> 00:36:21,972
especially over here.
611
00:36:22,076 --> 00:36:23,974
They're at least
two times my weight,
612
00:36:24,078 --> 00:36:27,668
more aggressive and hungry,
just like I am.
613
00:36:27,771 --> 00:36:31,982
♪ ♪
614
00:36:32,086 --> 00:36:33,363
It's really hard.
615
00:36:33,467 --> 00:36:38,851
Just down to the creek, 15,
20 feet, and coming back
616
00:36:38,955 --> 00:36:41,233
is difficult.
617
00:36:41,337 --> 00:36:45,133
So kind of tells you
where I'm at.
618
00:36:47,929 --> 00:36:49,931
Keep going.
619
00:36:50,035 --> 00:36:53,349
This is an incredibly
personal journey for me.
620
00:36:54,384 --> 00:36:55,937
Like, the past seven years
621
00:36:56,041 --> 00:36:58,664
I haven't stopped pushing
for one goal,
622
00:36:58,768 --> 00:37:00,010
to become a doctor,
623
00:37:00,114 --> 00:37:02,565
and that requires
a lot of sacrifice.
624
00:37:02,668 --> 00:37:04,498
You study, you do research,
625
00:37:04,601 --> 00:37:06,465
try to impress
people on clinical rounds.
626
00:37:06,569 --> 00:37:08,916
So you show early,
you stay late.
627
00:37:09,019 --> 00:37:11,539
You feel
like nothing else matters.
628
00:37:11,643 --> 00:37:15,785
You sacrifice your own
health, mental and physical,
629
00:37:15,888 --> 00:37:17,718
spiritual sometimes.
630
00:37:17,821 --> 00:37:19,858
Let's go.
631
00:37:19,961 --> 00:37:23,413
You sacrifice relationships
that should mean more to you,
632
00:37:23,517 --> 00:37:25,173
but you don't even see it
633
00:37:25,277 --> 00:37:28,211
because of how hard
and how long you've worked
634
00:37:28,315 --> 00:37:31,663
and how that turns
into a habit.
635
00:37:31,766 --> 00:37:33,527
All righty, one to two more.
636
00:37:33,630 --> 00:37:34,838
♪ ♪
637
00:37:34,942 --> 00:37:37,876
So after seven years,
I come home,
638
00:37:37,979 --> 00:37:40,223
I don't even know
my family members.
639
00:37:40,327 --> 00:37:41,949
♪ ♪
640
00:37:42,052 --> 00:37:44,469
Forget about the friends
that I used to have.
641
00:37:44,572 --> 00:37:46,885
I don't know where I fit in.
642
00:37:46,988 --> 00:37:48,680
That's not right.
643
00:37:48,783 --> 00:37:50,302
Almost there.
644
00:37:50,406 --> 00:37:54,962
Being out here, I realize
I can't be that selfish.
645
00:37:55,065 --> 00:37:57,447
It has to be
about people I care about.
646
00:37:57,551 --> 00:37:59,415
♪ ♪
647
00:37:59,518 --> 00:38:05,386
Got a nice full pot
of moss right here.
648
00:38:05,490 --> 00:38:09,252
So after this, I'm hoping
to right some wrongs
649
00:38:09,356 --> 00:38:11,427
and be a better me.
650
00:38:14,361 --> 00:38:21,333
♪ ♪
651
00:38:33,656 --> 00:38:34,829
- Oy.
652
00:38:36,590 --> 00:38:37,970
Ha.
653
00:38:39,317 --> 00:38:41,733
I just fell through
the ice a little bit.
654
00:38:43,493 --> 00:38:44,874
No worries.
655
00:38:51,329 --> 00:38:53,607
♪ ♪
656
00:38:53,710 --> 00:38:57,058
We just passed
this crazy storm.
657
00:38:57,162 --> 00:38:59,302
I don't think I've
ever experienced
658
00:38:59,406 --> 00:39:02,547
so much continuous wind ever.
659
00:39:02,650 --> 00:39:04,169
♪ ♪
660
00:39:04,272 --> 00:39:08,898
There was so much wind that
some snow got into my shelter.
661
00:39:15,939 --> 00:39:19,909
Right now I need to hydrate--
never-ending yeoman task.
662
00:39:28,020 --> 00:39:30,747
I make an effort to drink
sketchy water
663
00:39:30,851 --> 00:39:32,646
during my everyday life.
664
00:39:32,749 --> 00:39:34,302
♪ ♪
665
00:39:34,406 --> 00:39:36,926
Man, I'm thirsty.
666
00:39:37,029 --> 00:39:39,653
And I've been drinking
water straight
667
00:39:39,756 --> 00:39:42,932
for 10 years
in the wilderness.
668
00:39:43,035 --> 00:39:44,554
So I feel quite confident
669
00:39:44,658 --> 00:39:47,661
that even if
my immune system is down,
670
00:39:47,764 --> 00:39:49,835
I can still keep
some immunity.
671
00:39:51,285 --> 00:39:56,290
Think I didn't bring enough
water last night on my pot
672
00:39:56,394 --> 00:39:58,603
for the night and the morning.
673
00:39:58,706 --> 00:39:59,983
♪ ♪
674
00:40:00,087 --> 00:40:01,744
Because I'm not boiling water,
675
00:40:01,847 --> 00:40:04,125
I don't need
to make fires daily.
676
00:40:04,229 --> 00:40:05,541
That's part of my strategy.
677
00:40:05,644 --> 00:40:08,371
I'm trying to be as
efficient as possible.
678
00:40:10,097 --> 00:40:14,135
It's funny because everyone
is like, "You need a fire."
679
00:40:14,239 --> 00:40:16,310
but I did
100 days in the winter
680
00:40:16,414 --> 00:40:19,451
and I realized you cannot
sustain a fire all the time.
681
00:40:19,555 --> 00:40:21,936
So you're gonna be
cold at night anyways.
682
00:40:22,799 --> 00:40:25,492
The Inuit have barely any fire
683
00:40:25,595 --> 00:40:28,840
because they only use oil
in some small lamps.
684
00:40:28,943 --> 00:40:30,220
♪ ♪
685
00:40:30,324 --> 00:40:32,326
So I decided
not to have any fires
686
00:40:32,430 --> 00:40:34,501
unless I need
to cook anything.
687
00:40:34,604 --> 00:40:38,608
♪ ♪
688
00:40:38,712 --> 00:40:41,922
I'm gonna go
before my stomach explodes
689
00:40:42,025 --> 00:40:44,165
from drinking so much water.
690
00:40:47,548 --> 00:40:54,555
♪ ♪
691
00:40:56,695 --> 00:40:59,698
I think today I'm gonna
patch up my door, man.
692
00:40:59,802 --> 00:41:01,286
It's so open.
693
00:41:03,495 --> 00:41:05,532
And then after that, the walls.
694
00:41:07,119 --> 00:41:08,845
Right now,
I don't mind it too much
695
00:41:08,949 --> 00:41:10,295
because my shelter is cold.
696
00:41:10,398 --> 00:41:11,676
♪ ♪
697
00:41:11,779 --> 00:41:13,781
But once I really
start using my stove,
698
00:41:13,885 --> 00:41:15,507
I want to trap the heat.
699
00:41:15,611 --> 00:41:17,302
♪ ♪
700
00:41:17,405 --> 00:41:18,372
Pretty good.
701
00:41:18,476 --> 00:41:20,201
♪ ♪
702
00:41:20,305 --> 00:41:24,412
Now I'm gonna patch
the holes in the walls.
703
00:41:24,516 --> 00:41:27,036
I know about this 80/20 rule.
704
00:41:27,139 --> 00:41:31,696
You can get 80% of the benefit
from 20% of the input.
705
00:41:34,561 --> 00:41:37,011
Okay, I'm gonna put
a little bit more.
706
00:41:37,115 --> 00:41:38,772
I try to follow that rule,
707
00:41:38,875 --> 00:41:40,843
but because I'm fasting,
708
00:41:40,946 --> 00:41:45,882
my body is getting slower,
so everything is just harder.
709
00:41:50,853 --> 00:41:52,337
I'm getting tired.
710
00:41:53,200 --> 00:41:54,373
So I'm gonna
drink some water.
711
00:41:54,477 --> 00:41:57,066
♪ ♪
712
00:41:57,169 --> 00:41:59,206
It's not easy.
713
00:41:59,309 --> 00:42:03,900
Today I did a considerable
amount of work
714
00:42:04,004 --> 00:42:08,664
for a person that's starving
and not eating at all.
715
00:42:10,113 --> 00:42:12,599
Every calorie counts.
716
00:42:12,702 --> 00:42:18,121
I need to be very, very
strategic and efficient.
717
00:42:18,225 --> 00:42:21,262
You should be
resting and sleeping.
718
00:42:21,366 --> 00:42:28,269
♪ ♪
719
00:42:28,373 --> 00:42:30,996
It's not good.
It's not good.
720
00:42:38,866 --> 00:42:44,562
♪ ♪
721
00:42:46,909 --> 00:42:49,567
- Looks like
a beautiful wintry day.
722
00:42:55,089 --> 00:42:58,748
And this is how I get rid
of all the ice on my pot.
723
00:42:58,852 --> 00:42:59,956
Just bang it.
724
00:43:01,579 --> 00:43:02,752
Just bang it.
725
00:43:03,822 --> 00:43:05,099
Just bang it.
726
00:43:06,825 --> 00:43:13,832
♪ ♪
727
00:43:22,289 --> 00:43:26,258
Today, four fingers,
but this ice is weak.
728
00:43:26,362 --> 00:43:28,226
It's not clear blue ice.
729
00:43:29,434 --> 00:43:32,092
Not as strong as,
like, pure clear ice.
730
00:43:39,133 --> 00:43:40,341
Four fingers.
731
00:43:40,445 --> 00:43:43,103
Let's see how much that is
in my multi-tool.
732
00:43:46,106 --> 00:43:48,833
A little under 3 inches.
733
00:43:49,592 --> 00:43:52,526
Maybe in a couple days
it's gonna be 4 inches.
734
00:43:52,630 --> 00:43:54,424
And once it's 4 inches,
735
00:43:54,528 --> 00:43:57,531
I'm gonna start
walking on it for sure.
736
00:43:57,635 --> 00:44:00,085
I could walk on it already,
I think, but...
737
00:44:03,054 --> 00:44:04,193
we're not gonna risk it.
738
00:44:04,296 --> 00:44:07,058
And I need an ice chisel, so--
739
00:44:08,680 --> 00:44:10,717
Every season has
its advantages.
740
00:44:10,820 --> 00:44:14,721
And when you have ice,
walking is so easy.
741
00:44:14,824 --> 00:44:16,654
I could go to different spots
in my side
742
00:44:16,757 --> 00:44:19,380
and burn less calories.
743
00:44:19,484 --> 00:44:23,212
I'm trying to choose a good
pole for my ice chisel.
744
00:44:23,315 --> 00:44:24,731
It has to have good weight,
745
00:44:24,834 --> 00:44:27,768
but at the same time
it shouldn't weigh too much.
746
00:44:27,872 --> 00:44:28,907
♪ ♪
747
00:44:29,011 --> 00:44:30,115
The ice chisel really lets
748
00:44:30,219 --> 00:44:33,049
you test the ice as you walk,
749
00:44:33,153 --> 00:44:36,708
every step
or every several hundred feet.
750
00:44:36,812 --> 00:44:39,746
If you cannot break the ice
easily with an ice chisel,
751
00:44:39,849 --> 00:44:41,264
then it's safe.
752
00:44:42,127 --> 00:44:44,785
This one seems all right.
753
00:44:50,204 --> 00:44:55,313
♪ ♪
754
00:44:55,416 --> 00:44:57,764
Having a strong
hunger pang right now.
755
00:44:57,867 --> 00:45:00,214
♪ ♪
756
00:45:00,318 --> 00:45:03,148
I'm fasting,
but my strategy is
757
00:45:03,252 --> 00:45:05,875
I'm just gonna hunt, trap
and fish if I can
758
00:45:05,979 --> 00:45:07,325
because it will be easy
to preserve.
759
00:45:07,428 --> 00:45:09,051
You just freeze it.
760
00:45:09,154 --> 00:45:11,053
So I'm gonna save
all that protein
761
00:45:11,156 --> 00:45:12,433
for when I'm gonna eat.
762
00:45:13,918 --> 00:45:16,679
So I'm so excited to make
my ice chisel.
763
00:45:16,783 --> 00:45:17,853
♪ ♪
764
00:45:17,956 --> 00:45:20,062
That's good.
765
00:45:20,165 --> 00:45:23,203
When I was six months in
the forest with my partner,
766
00:45:23,306 --> 00:45:26,654
it was a struggle just to get
into the wilderness.
767
00:45:26,758 --> 00:45:28,933
It would be nice
if I could finish it today.
768
00:45:29,036 --> 00:45:30,486
♪ ♪
769
00:45:30,589 --> 00:45:33,558
And because I feel very
responsible for other people,
770
00:45:33,661 --> 00:45:36,561
I was taking a lot
of the workload on myself.
771
00:45:36,664 --> 00:45:40,634
So by the time we were at our
spot, I was already spent.
772
00:45:41,324 --> 00:45:45,708
It's hard to work with
partially frozen clothes.
773
00:45:45,812 --> 00:45:47,330
We had rations,
774
00:45:47,434 --> 00:45:49,505
but very, very quickly
775
00:45:49,608 --> 00:45:52,232
I got to, like, POW skinny.
776
00:45:52,335 --> 00:45:56,512
One day I fainted twice and
that really scared my partner.
777
00:45:56,615 --> 00:45:57,893
♪ ♪
778
00:45:57,996 --> 00:46:01,137
So I learned that nature
can rip your head off.
779
00:46:01,241 --> 00:46:03,933
And now if I could
sum up my strategy,
780
00:46:04,037 --> 00:46:07,040
it would be to not bring
a knife to a gunfight.
781
00:46:07,143 --> 00:46:08,317
♪ ♪
782
00:46:08,420 --> 00:46:11,941
And these opportunities
are so scarce.
783
00:46:12,045 --> 00:46:13,943
So I'm gonna honor that
784
00:46:14,047 --> 00:46:16,704
by giving it all I have
to stay in the fight.
785
00:46:16,808 --> 00:46:20,778
♪ ♪
786
00:46:20,881 --> 00:46:21,986
Moving on.
787
00:46:22,089 --> 00:46:23,228
♪ ♪
788
00:46:23,332 --> 00:46:26,059
So here's the
genius of this axe.
789
00:46:26,162 --> 00:46:28,786
The chisel's gonna go
through here.
790
00:46:28,889 --> 00:46:32,755
I want this to look like this.
791
00:46:32,859 --> 00:46:36,345
♪ ♪
792
00:46:36,448 --> 00:46:37,898
So I made a hole.
793
00:46:38,002 --> 00:46:39,486
♪ ♪
794
00:46:39,589 --> 00:46:41,557
We are getting there.
Very close.
795
00:46:41,660 --> 00:46:43,352
♪ ♪
796
00:46:43,455 --> 00:46:46,873
So now my axe goes
all the way through.
797
00:46:46,976 --> 00:46:49,876
♪ ♪
798
00:46:49,979 --> 00:46:53,638
This is a nail that I found,
and I use it for leverage.
799
00:46:54,639 --> 00:46:55,605
Okay.
800
00:46:55,709 --> 00:46:59,955
♪ ♪
801
00:47:00,058 --> 00:47:01,439
And that's that.
802
00:47:01,542 --> 00:47:02,820
♪ ♪
803
00:47:02,923 --> 00:47:05,098
It's done.
804
00:47:05,201 --> 00:47:06,547
It's looking good.
805
00:47:06,651 --> 00:47:08,722
Yeah, I like it.
806
00:47:11,104 --> 00:47:18,111
♪ ♪
807
00:47:26,015 --> 00:47:30,537
- The bottoms of my pants
808
00:47:30,640 --> 00:47:33,574
are frozen shut.
809
00:47:36,232 --> 00:47:38,786
I can't get my feet in them.
810
00:47:49,452 --> 00:47:50,350
Okay.
811
00:47:50,453 --> 00:47:52,076
♪ ♪
812
00:47:52,179 --> 00:47:54,837
I only have so much
really dry firewood,
813
00:47:54,941 --> 00:47:57,288
so it's hard to start a fire.
814
00:47:58,013 --> 00:48:00,981
What I need is some pitch.
815
00:48:01,085 --> 00:48:05,503
♪ ♪
816
00:48:05,606 --> 00:48:07,091
Slow and steady.
817
00:48:09,162 --> 00:48:12,510
I have a history
of adrenal exhaustion.
818
00:48:12,613 --> 00:48:16,307
That happens a lot
for people who go, go, go, go.
819
00:48:16,410 --> 00:48:18,343
And it's like a bank.
820
00:48:18,447 --> 00:48:20,311
You use up energy,
you have to restore it.
821
00:48:20,414 --> 00:48:24,694
♪ ♪
822
00:48:24,798 --> 00:48:28,215
So this tree here has
a bunch of pitch on it.
823
00:48:28,319 --> 00:48:30,700
♪ ♪
824
00:48:30,804 --> 00:48:35,291
And when you exhaust that,
your life is hell.
825
00:48:35,395 --> 00:48:37,259
♪ ♪
826
00:48:37,362 --> 00:48:39,330
That was just dust.
827
00:48:39,433 --> 00:48:41,642
I'm very aware
of when I'm pushing that edge
828
00:48:41,746 --> 00:48:43,334
because I've pushed it
a number of times
829
00:48:43,437 --> 00:48:45,163
and backed off.
830
00:48:46,268 --> 00:48:49,650
And so now I'm taking
things slow and steady,
831
00:48:49,754 --> 00:48:51,583
kind of like the
tortoise and the hare.
832
00:48:51,687 --> 00:48:53,931
And we're gonna
get to the very end.
833
00:48:58,797 --> 00:48:59,833
Oh, hey.
834
00:48:59,937 --> 00:49:05,390
♪ ♪
835
00:49:05,494 --> 00:49:06,874
Stay there for a moment.
836
00:49:06,978 --> 00:49:13,881
♪ ♪
837
00:49:13,985 --> 00:49:18,024
Oh, I see him.
He's--he's under a big log.
838
00:49:18,127 --> 00:49:24,927
♪ ♪
839
00:49:38,320 --> 00:49:42,600
♪ ♪
840
00:49:44,843 --> 00:49:50,677
♪ ♪
841
00:49:50,780 --> 00:49:52,403
Oh, my gosh.
842
00:49:52,506 --> 00:49:54,508
Oh, oh, oh, oh.
843
00:49:54,612 --> 00:49:56,441
Oh, my God.
844
00:49:56,545 --> 00:49:57,925
Oh, my God.
845
00:50:03,448 --> 00:50:05,278
I got a squirrel.
846
00:50:06,727 --> 00:50:09,316
This is the first squirrel
I've actually shot.
847
00:50:11,215 --> 00:50:13,941
He's gonna look cuter
roasting on my fire.
848
00:50:15,426 --> 00:50:17,842
I got a squirrel!
849
00:50:17,945 --> 00:50:18,843
Holy *bleep*.
850
00:50:18,946 --> 00:50:23,951
♪ ♪
851
00:50:24,055 --> 00:50:25,884
It's been a good day.
852
00:50:25,988 --> 00:50:27,783
I love squirrel.
853
00:50:27,886 --> 00:50:28,784
Mmm.
854
00:50:28,887 --> 00:50:30,130
♪ ♪
855
00:50:30,234 --> 00:50:31,131
I'm in heaven.
856
00:50:31,235 --> 00:50:32,512
♪ ♪
857
00:50:32,615 --> 00:50:34,031
This is part of my dream,
858
00:50:35,342 --> 00:50:38,035
to be thriving
859
00:50:38,138 --> 00:50:41,969
in a primitive shelter
that you built...
860
00:50:42,073 --> 00:50:43,626
♪ ♪
861
00:50:43,730 --> 00:50:46,043
Eating food
that you killed.
862
00:50:47,251 --> 00:50:51,496
♪ ♪
863
00:50:51,600 --> 00:50:54,189
Next to a warm
fire that you made,
864
00:50:54,292 --> 00:50:57,364
collected the wood,
everything off the land.
865
00:50:57,468 --> 00:51:04,268
♪ ♪
866
00:51:04,371 --> 00:51:05,545
Yeah.
867
00:51:05,648 --> 00:51:07,167
Now, if I could just get
a squirrel every day.
868
00:51:07,271 --> 00:51:09,169
♪ ♪
869
00:51:10,274 --> 00:51:11,585
♪ ♪
870
00:51:11,689 --> 00:51:14,105
Yeah, then I'd
really be thriving.
871
00:51:14,209 --> 00:51:16,521
♪ ♪
872
00:51:16,625 --> 00:51:19,835
Proud of myself because
of what I've accomplished
873
00:51:19,938 --> 00:51:26,083
and what I've learned and, you
know, what I set out to do.
874
00:51:26,186 --> 00:51:30,708
♪ ♪
875
00:51:30,811 --> 00:51:33,814
Survival is not just
about the skills.
876
00:51:33,918 --> 00:51:37,473
It's about the attitude,
the positive mindset,
877
00:51:37,577 --> 00:51:39,648
being in a place of gratitude.
878
00:51:39,751 --> 00:51:41,546
And while I'm out there,
879
00:51:41,650 --> 00:51:45,481
I use those things
primarily for my survival.
880
00:51:45,585 --> 00:51:46,896
♪ ♪
881
00:51:47,000 --> 00:51:50,452
I'm thinking, "Two more weeks,
two more weeks."
882
00:51:50,555 --> 00:51:54,973
And then, "Keep going.
Two more weeks."
883
00:51:55,077 --> 00:51:57,493
but I'm gonna need
more food.
884
00:51:57,597 --> 00:51:58,736
Yeah.
885
00:52:02,015 --> 00:52:09,056
♪ ♪
886
00:52:22,380 --> 00:52:25,072
- I'm gonna clip
my toenails right now.
887
00:52:31,113 --> 00:52:33,495
So important to take
care of your feet.
888
00:52:33,598 --> 00:52:34,910
So important.
889
00:52:36,360 --> 00:52:37,602
Look at that.
890
00:52:38,258 --> 00:52:42,331
They look like I need
to go for some pedicure.
891
00:52:42,435 --> 00:52:44,782
But I bet if I went
for some pedicure,
892
00:52:44,885 --> 00:52:48,717
the person would be like,
"Um, we're gonna have
893
00:52:48,820 --> 00:52:50,443
to charge you triple."
894
00:52:51,927 --> 00:52:58,934
♪ ♪
895
00:53:05,561 --> 00:53:09,600
I'm gonna put more snow
up in the sides
896
00:53:09,703 --> 00:53:12,844
because the snow
really, really insulates well.
897
00:53:12,948 --> 00:53:19,989
♪ ♪
898
00:53:22,164 --> 00:53:25,167
You can see
that it's quite well-covered.
899
00:53:25,271 --> 00:53:27,238
There's some ice, too.
900
00:53:27,342 --> 00:53:30,137
Because of the wet snow,
it started to freeze.
901
00:53:30,241 --> 00:53:35,281
But inside it's, like, almost
entirely covered in snow.
902
00:53:35,384 --> 00:53:37,075
And look at the sides,
903
00:53:37,179 --> 00:53:40,458
the bottom is
pretty well-insulated.
904
00:53:40,562 --> 00:53:42,149
Nature will do the rest.
905
00:53:44,082 --> 00:53:46,740
Basically no wind will come
through there.
906
00:53:48,225 --> 00:53:52,608
Yeah, it's basically, like,
90% airtight right now.
907
00:53:56,163 --> 00:53:59,581
♪ ♪
908
00:54:02,791 --> 00:54:08,417
♪ ♪
909
00:54:08,521 --> 00:54:10,488
The shelter is staying
a little bit warmer,
910
00:54:10,592 --> 00:54:12,801
I think, than the outside,
911
00:54:12,904 --> 00:54:14,699
even though I don't have
912
00:54:14,803 --> 00:54:17,909
absolutely any source of heat,
913
00:54:18,013 --> 00:54:19,980
except my body heat,
I guess.
914
00:54:20,947 --> 00:54:23,501
I feel confident enough
with no fire right now.
915
00:54:23,605 --> 00:54:25,469
♪ ♪
916
00:54:25,572 --> 00:54:27,954
I apply some lateral
thinking to survival
917
00:54:28,057 --> 00:54:31,406
and I try to combine
all these strategies
918
00:54:31,509 --> 00:54:33,270
from different
Indigenous peoples.
919
00:54:33,373 --> 00:54:34,512
♪ ♪
920
00:54:34,616 --> 00:54:36,411
I dry all the things
I need to dry
921
00:54:36,514 --> 00:54:38,309
inside my sleeping bag
with my own body heat.
922
00:54:38,413 --> 00:54:39,759
♪ ♪
923
00:54:39,862 --> 00:54:42,382
I've found ways
to be without fires
924
00:54:42,486 --> 00:54:44,004
for long periods of time.
925
00:54:44,108 --> 00:54:46,800
♪ ♪
926
00:54:46,904 --> 00:54:50,010
And I just follow
my intuition.
927
00:54:50,114 --> 00:54:52,496
♪ ♪
928
00:54:52,599 --> 00:54:56,085
Feel content
with the work that I did.
929
00:54:56,189 --> 00:54:59,226
Feels like I'm really
improving my shelter.
930
00:54:59,330 --> 00:55:01,298
♪ ♪
931
00:55:01,401 --> 00:55:05,923
It's almost as if I am the
subject of my own experiment.
932
00:55:06,026 --> 00:55:08,512
I'm not afraid...
933
00:55:08,615 --> 00:55:12,309
But everything is
a struggle here.
934
00:55:12,999 --> 00:55:14,656
It's tough.
935
00:55:14,759 --> 00:55:19,005
I'm just curious about
how far can humans go?
936
00:55:20,593 --> 00:55:23,527
Um, who knows?
937
00:55:37,299 --> 00:55:39,819
♪ ♪
938
00:55:44,479 --> 00:55:46,273
- I did a thing, guys.
939
00:55:49,276 --> 00:55:50,312
See that?
940
00:55:52,659 --> 00:55:55,213
Right there.
941
00:55:55,317 --> 00:55:57,250
Kind of, like, in the middle.
942
00:55:57,354 --> 00:55:59,045
It's like an upside down U now.
943
00:56:00,909 --> 00:56:02,807
I didn't fall down
and knock it out.
944
00:56:02,911 --> 00:56:06,052
I was just chewing
on a bone the wrong way.
945
00:56:07,364 --> 00:56:11,022
I think one
of the weird thing is
946
00:56:11,126 --> 00:56:13,231
is if it falls out because you
hit it or something--
947
00:56:13,335 --> 00:56:15,682
Like, let's say if
you're a hockey player
948
00:56:15,786 --> 00:56:18,720
or if you just fall down and
it hits just the right way
949
00:56:18,823 --> 00:56:20,687
that it pops out,
950
00:56:20,791 --> 00:56:23,310
you can actually
put it back in.
951
00:56:23,414 --> 00:56:27,314
So it's kind of like
a dislocated bone, in a sense.
952
00:56:27,418 --> 00:56:29,558
You don't want
to put it in water.
953
00:56:29,662 --> 00:56:31,491
What water does is
it kind of destroys
954
00:56:31,595 --> 00:56:34,183
all the cells in the tooth.
955
00:56:34,287 --> 00:56:37,670
So I'm lucky it was just
a little superficial ding.
956
00:56:38,809 --> 00:56:40,120
A little souvenir.
957
00:56:40,949 --> 00:56:47,058
♪ ♪
958
00:56:47,162 --> 00:56:51,511
All right, we are out, ready.
Flag is up.
959
00:56:51,615 --> 00:56:54,376
♪ ♪
960
00:56:54,480 --> 00:56:58,069
And let's check some snares.
961
00:56:58,173 --> 00:56:59,381
♪ ♪
962
00:56:59,485 --> 00:57:02,522
I'm just gonna take it
one step at a time,
963
00:57:02,626 --> 00:57:03,834
go really slow.
964
00:57:03,937 --> 00:57:08,114
♪ ♪
965
00:57:08,217 --> 00:57:09,633
Don't see any tracks?
966
00:57:09,736 --> 00:57:12,463
♪ ♪
967
00:57:12,567 --> 00:57:13,809
Nothing really there.
968
00:57:13,913 --> 00:57:15,708
♪ ♪
969
00:57:15,811 --> 00:57:16,778
Okay.
970
00:57:16,881 --> 00:57:18,296
♪ ♪
971
00:57:18,400 --> 00:57:20,195
I still have a grouse.
972
00:57:20,816 --> 00:57:25,994
Challenge for me is if
these new limits on my body
973
00:57:26,097 --> 00:57:29,066
will affect my
ability to get food.
974
00:57:29,722 --> 00:57:31,689
Taking, like,
baby steps right now.
975
00:57:32,345 --> 00:57:33,657
♪ ♪
976
00:57:33,760 --> 00:57:35,175
All I can handle.
977
00:57:35,279 --> 00:57:38,593
♪ ♪
978
00:57:38,696 --> 00:57:39,801
All right.
979
00:57:39,904 --> 00:57:42,459
♪ ♪
980
00:57:42,562 --> 00:57:44,840
A little short
of breath right now.
981
00:57:44,944 --> 00:57:46,877
♪ ♪
982
00:57:46,980 --> 00:57:50,156
Just gotta wait
till it passes a little bit.
983
00:57:50,259 --> 00:57:52,296
♪ ♪
984
00:57:52,399 --> 00:57:53,849
Oh.
985
00:57:53,953 --> 00:57:57,094
I'm pushing past my limit
each and every day.
986
00:57:57,197 --> 00:57:58,440
♪ ♪
987
00:57:58,544 --> 00:58:02,444
And, clinically,
I know that I'm declining.
988
00:58:03,100 --> 00:58:06,586
Structural integrity
will go eventually.
989
00:58:06,690 --> 00:58:09,278
It's just
a simple calculation.
990
00:58:09,382 --> 00:58:12,212
So I really gotta get
more food.
991
00:58:13,248 --> 00:58:16,216
Any squirrelies?
Nope.
992
00:58:17,010 --> 00:58:18,425
Phew.
993
00:58:23,085 --> 00:58:24,190
Nothing.
994
00:58:27,538 --> 00:58:28,746
Whoop.
995
00:58:28,850 --> 00:58:30,368
♪ ♪
996
00:58:30,472 --> 00:58:32,025
That was close.
997
00:58:32,129 --> 00:58:34,441
♪ ♪
998
00:58:34,545 --> 00:58:36,685
All right, I think that's it.
999
00:58:36,789 --> 00:58:39,516
I can't afford
an injury right now.
1000
00:58:39,619 --> 00:58:41,207
♪ ♪
1001
00:58:41,310 --> 00:58:44,003
Let's go back to the bear hang
1002
00:58:44,106 --> 00:58:45,694
and get the last of the food.
1003
00:58:45,798 --> 00:58:46,868
The last of the grouse.
1004
00:58:46,971 --> 00:58:54,013
♪ ♪
1005
00:58:54,807 --> 00:58:56,774
All right, almost there.
1006
00:58:56,878 --> 00:58:58,845
♪ ♪
1007
00:58:58,949 --> 00:59:00,467
Let's go home.
1008
00:59:03,850 --> 00:59:10,132
♪ ♪
1009
00:59:10,236 --> 00:59:12,134
It's not
American Thanksgiving,
1010
00:59:12,238 --> 00:59:16,173
but I'm gonna have to eat
the last piece of grouse.
1011
00:59:16,276 --> 00:59:19,417
Hopefully this gives
us enough energy
1012
00:59:19,521 --> 00:59:21,592
and morale to keep pushing on.
1013
00:59:22,662 --> 00:59:26,735
And super important,
the last wishbone.
1014
00:59:27,564 --> 00:59:28,599
Mmm.
1015
00:59:30,221 --> 00:59:34,053
These guys are
so precious to me.
1016
00:59:34,156 --> 00:59:37,850
Every time I make a wish,
I get animal protein.
1017
00:59:37,953 --> 00:59:40,611
So these guys,
I swear, are magical.
1018
00:59:42,164 --> 00:59:44,857
But today I don't
want to ask for food.
1019
00:59:44,960 --> 00:59:47,342
I don't want to ask
for animal protein.
1020
00:59:47,445 --> 00:59:49,137
Um...
1021
00:59:49,240 --> 00:59:51,933
I want to ask for
something much, much more.
1022
00:59:52,036 --> 00:59:55,971
I wish that sharing this
experience with my mom
1023
00:59:56,075 --> 00:59:57,939
brings us closer together.
1024
00:59:59,354 --> 01:00:01,701
I love her so much.
1025
01:00:01,805 --> 01:00:05,015
Even though she probably
thinks I love her,
1026
01:00:05,118 --> 01:00:06,637
I know that she
doesn't necessarily
1027
01:00:06,741 --> 01:00:08,708
feel it all the time
1028
01:00:08,812 --> 01:00:09,985
because of how absent
I've been.
1029
01:00:10,089 --> 01:00:11,366
♪ ♪
1030
01:00:11,469 --> 01:00:15,542
I've had excuses--
medical school, work,
1031
01:00:15,646 --> 01:00:18,338
but it's all BS.
1032
01:00:18,442 --> 01:00:21,134
Could at least call her
every day, you know?
1033
01:00:21,928 --> 01:00:23,378
Look at that.
1034
01:00:23,481 --> 01:00:26,484
With the grouse in there
and some reindeer moss,
1035
01:00:26,588 --> 01:00:28,452
look at how much food that is.
1036
01:00:28,555 --> 01:00:29,695
♪ ♪
1037
01:00:29,798 --> 01:00:32,042
As a doctor, I saw
that her health
1038
01:00:32,145 --> 01:00:34,561
was headed
in a wrong direction
1039
01:00:34,665 --> 01:00:36,149
and I wanted to fix that.
1040
01:00:36,253 --> 01:00:40,464
So I got frustrated,
angry at times,
1041
01:00:40,567 --> 01:00:45,020
and I just stopped caring.
1042
01:00:45,124 --> 01:00:47,436
Because if that's the way
she wanted to live,
1043
01:00:47,540 --> 01:00:49,473
that's the way
she wanted to live.
1044
01:00:49,576 --> 01:00:50,957
♪ ♪
1045
01:00:51,061 --> 01:00:54,029
But what she is going
through is something
1046
01:00:54,133 --> 01:00:57,446
that I went through
when I was living in my car.
1047
01:00:57,550 --> 01:00:59,172
That's being truly alone.
1048
01:01:00,933 --> 01:01:04,212
And that's--that's on me.
1049
01:01:04,315 --> 01:01:05,627
♪ ♪
1050
01:01:05,731 --> 01:01:08,250
I still have a few
handfuls of this.
1051
01:01:08,354 --> 01:01:10,356
Might last me till tomorrow.
1052
01:01:10,459 --> 01:01:11,357
♪ ♪
1053
01:01:11,460 --> 01:01:12,841
Mmm.
1054
01:01:12,945 --> 01:01:16,603
When my mom sees this,
I hope she can forgive me.
1055
01:01:16,707 --> 01:01:17,984
♪ ♪
1056
01:01:18,088 --> 01:01:20,435
The journey will
be complicated,
1057
01:01:20,538 --> 01:01:22,955
but she's never gonna
be alone,
1058
01:01:23,058 --> 01:01:24,128
not from now on.
1059
01:01:24,232 --> 01:01:25,474
♪ ♪
1060
01:01:25,578 --> 01:01:27,476
I have been so grateful
1061
01:01:27,580 --> 01:01:30,514
for how this experience
has changed me.
1062
01:01:30,617 --> 01:01:33,034
I want to take that
and light the world on fire
1063
01:01:33,137 --> 01:01:34,656
with the same juice.
1064
01:01:34,760 --> 01:01:38,418
That half million dollars
won't fix everything,
1065
01:01:38,522 --> 01:01:40,489
but it will get me close.
1066
01:01:40,593 --> 01:01:41,594
♪ ♪
1067
01:01:41,698 --> 01:01:43,458
My stomach is full.
1068
01:01:43,561 --> 01:01:47,324
My heart is full
with good wishes
1069
01:01:47,427 --> 01:01:49,602
to everyone, especially my mom.
1070
01:01:49,706 --> 01:01:52,156
♪ ♪
1071
01:01:52,260 --> 01:01:54,503
So, wishbone, you're
going into my pocket.
1072
01:01:54,607 --> 01:01:55,953
I'm gonna keep you safe.
1073
01:01:56,057 --> 01:01:58,093
♪ ♪
1074
01:01:58,197 --> 01:01:59,508
I love you, Mom.
1075
01:01:59,612 --> 01:02:02,546
♪ ♪
1076
01:02:02,649 --> 01:02:04,030
And I'm gonna be
right next to you
1077
01:02:04,134 --> 01:02:05,756
every step of the way,
1078
01:02:05,860 --> 01:02:07,931
no matter which direction
you go.
1079
01:02:08,034 --> 01:02:09,104
I'll be there.
1080
01:02:09,208 --> 01:02:14,282
♪ ♪
1081
01:02:14,385 --> 01:02:15,628
How much is enough?
1082
01:02:15,732 --> 01:02:17,630
I think everyone's
asking that question.
1083
01:02:17,734 --> 01:02:20,840
- Am I just gonna hunker down
and conserve my energy
1084
01:02:20,944 --> 01:02:23,843
or push myself and
go out and get food?
1085
01:02:24,533 --> 01:02:25,603
*bleep*
1086
01:02:25,707 --> 01:02:26,846
Don't cry, don't cry.
1087
01:02:27,433 --> 01:02:28,675
- This is my life now.
1088
01:02:28,779 --> 01:02:31,678
I get water and
then I do nothing.
1089
01:02:31,782 --> 01:02:33,439
- Every day I'm pushing,
and I feel
1090
01:02:33,542 --> 01:02:35,234
like I've been walking a line.
1091
01:02:35,337 --> 01:02:36,822
Let's go!
1092
01:02:36,925 --> 01:02:38,444
But right here--
1093
01:02:38,547 --> 01:02:40,998
right here...
1094
01:02:41,102 --> 01:02:42,689
I can push with that.
1095
01:02:42,793 --> 01:02:44,208
- I'm not down for the count.
1096
01:02:44,312 --> 01:02:46,245
My body will tell
me when I'm done.
1097
01:02:46,348 --> 01:02:47,971
- Definitely reached the part
of my journey
1098
01:02:48,074 --> 01:02:50,905
when I'm just,
like, a little bit cuckoo.
1099
01:02:52,078 --> 01:02:55,081
♪ ♪
1100
01:02:55,185 --> 01:02:58,015
- Oh, my God, my heart's
just beating so fast.
1101
01:02:58,119 --> 01:03:01,708
♪ ♪
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