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♪ ♪
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- Here we are
at the cache smokehouse,
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just pure elation.
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I mean, this is such a gift.
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- I heard a grouse behind me.
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Yep. Yep, I see another one.
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That's three grouse.
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- Something is not right.
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I have some kind
of gut parasite.
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- Kind of in a pissy mood.
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I'm just really hungry.
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Here, fishy, fishy, fishy.
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Look. Oh, my God.
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Get on the shore! Whew, nice!
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13, 14 inches. Oh, my God.
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- Around the bend
is where the beaver dam is.
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♪ ♪
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Where are you?
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If I didn't hit it well,
it's gonna just tear me up,
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but I guess
I could have missed.
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♪ ♪
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- I can't wait to have
this place try and break me.
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For the first time
on "Alone,"
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10 participants fight
to survive
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in the hunting ground
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of the world's largest
land predator.
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- Oh, my God, where'd he go?
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Those are bear.
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- I heard a big animal.
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- Hey, bear.
- Oh, no. *bleep*.
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Sometimes, you eat the bear.
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Sometimes, the bear eats you.
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Battling merciless conditions.
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- This is some
hard-core bushwhacking.
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- Why does it have to be
such a struggle every night?
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- I hit it.
I hit it. I hit it.
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- Feel more alive
every day I'm out here.
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- Here comes the rain again.
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- Labrador, you're not gonna
make it easy for us, are you?
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In complete isolation...
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- The most dangerous
thing out here is myself.
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- Look at that!
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- The cold ground
is just pulling
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all the warmth from me.
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- How many days can this go on?
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- Very, very hungry.
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- I feel like
I'm hitting a wall.
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Last one standing wins.
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- Only gonna get harder
the longer you stay out here.
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♪ ♪
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♪ ♪
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- ♪ They say that
on the "Alone" show ♪
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♪ The food is mighty fine ♪
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♪ Well, how the heck
would I know? ♪
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♪ I can't find much of mine ♪
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♪ They say that
on the "Alone" show ♪
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♪ The beverage mighty fine ♪
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♪ My water
looks like tannic acid ♪
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♪ And tastes
like turpentine ♪
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Yuck!
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♪ ♪
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♪ They say that
on the "Alone" show ♪
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♪ Your image mighty fine ♪
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♪ Now I look like
Flat Stanley ♪
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♪ And walk like Frankenstein ♪
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♪ I'm getting very skinny ♪
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♪ But I don't want to go ♪
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♪ No ♪
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No!
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All right, that sounded awful.
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My voice sounds awful.
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I sound like a horse,
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but no disrespect to horses.
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I just figured we ought
to have some fun this morning.
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We're gonna call that
a wrap on the skit.
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A wrap.
Boy, that sounds fantastic.
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So does a gyro.
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All right,
I'm ready to switch gears.
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♪ ♪
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All right, got our beaver hide
from the smokehouse cache,
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so I'm just going to get
all the hunks of fat
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from this incredible animal,
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which there is a tremendous
amount still on here.
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And I want to stretch the hide,
dry the hide to preserve it
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and just to make sure that
it is sanitized, if you will.
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♪ ♪
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And we're gonna start with
these big, beautiful chunks
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of incredible, edible fat.
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I'm eating
substantially more of it today
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than I did yesterday,
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and I ate substantially
more yesterday
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than I did the day before that.
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I mean, I ate
most of the beaver
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in the last 10 days,
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and we're gonna run out
of jerky
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before we run out of fat,
the way I've been eating it
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just to keep the stomach
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somewhat able
to handle the fat.
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But I'm just aware
that I'm deteriorating,
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so I got to throw everything
at this weight loss.
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Does it make survival sense?
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Probably not.
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But it's the way
my body operates,
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and we've got
to respect the body
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the best we can out here.
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I think it's very important
to be self-aware.
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That's one reason I really
enjoy pushing myself.
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How do you know
how far you can push
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if you haven't reached it?
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And I come
to the finish line...
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I do not want my vehicle
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to be immaculate and clean
and scar-free.
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I want to come
wheels falling off,
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engine missing, throwing fuel
and smoke and flame,
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and I want to skid across
the finish line sideways.
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♪ ♪
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Such a magnificent hide.
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Finally got it fleshed out
sufficiently.
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We've got some wire here,
a couple holes from the Aero.
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Just work on getting it
roughly hung
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so it has better air
circulation, dries better.
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Put the lid on everything,
cover it really well
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with spruce boughs to try
to keep any moisture off.
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We're gonna work our way
back towards camp,
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get a flame going,
and then get an ember.
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We'll come back
and put some smoke to it.
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All right, well, there it is.
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Not forgetting to smile
over that, I tell you.
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♪ ♪
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- That's nice.
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Looking good.
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I just finished
all the water I had
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in the pot from last night.
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The water cache
looks pretty full.
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Release the line,
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keep holding the line...
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get pot approximately where
I think water might drain.
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It's working.
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I'm getting this.
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Sweet.
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Yay, water cache!
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♪ ♪
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So now I'm gonna be,
basically, filling in walls.
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Just want to keep drafts
from coming in.
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♪ ♪
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There's more to do, it seems.
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But hodgepodge will get done
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when hodgepodge
is supposed to get done.
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♪ ♪
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Kinda fit in there.
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As a kid, I had a lot
of emotional suffering.
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My mom is an incredibly
loving, wonderful woman,
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but part of it was me trying
to create the perfect image
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and just be a good girl,
do what you're told.
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And that quitting never
really even entered my mind.
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You can go right here.
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And now
you're in the wilderness.
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You're in the middle
of nowhere.
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You can curl up and die,
or you can keep going.
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More debris.
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You just gotta keep going.
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♪ ♪
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All good?
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Getting enough debris to fill
in that many cubic feet
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is a lot, so I need
to be more conservative
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and just not try
to do things fast.
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I just gotta push
through the suffering,
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and eventually, it'll be okay.
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Maybe I'm too optimistic,
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but I'm very hopeful,
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and I feel like I have
the skills and the ability
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to win it.
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And that's my goal.
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Here's the whole wall.
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That whole stretch.
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It's about 12 feet.
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Hodgepodge walls being finished
is within reach.
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We're getting close.
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Without challenge,
there's no growth.
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There's no black
without white.
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And there's something
that comes
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on a spiritual level
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when we're stripped down
to our basic self,
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when all the masks,
all the convenience,
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all of that is stripped away,
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and I feel like that's
when I'm the most alive.
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What kind of animal
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Jesse might be
cooking up tonight?
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It's a squirrel!
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However, this one is unusual
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'cause when I went
up to the snare,
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he just looked so bedraggled.
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♪ ♪
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But the poor little guy, like,
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I was going to, like,
skin him out,
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and, like, literally
his head fell off.
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Like, that's how hard
something was really trying
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to get ahold of this guy.
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There's all these little
teeth marks in it.
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Something else came
and, like, was able to yank
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hard enough to snap the wire.
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It's gotta be a fox.
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I don't think
I've ever eaten fox.
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I've eaten coyote.
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I don't mind
eating the canines.
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Don't worry,
your pets are safe with me.
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♪ ♪
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- What we have here
is a collection
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of deep fried beaver fat bits.
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I'm just trying to pick out
the crispy bits that are meat.
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Oh, yeah.
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So I'm gonna try and mix some
bits with the rendered fat.
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And you got
the melt-in-your-mouth fat.
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You got
the bacon bit-esque crunch.
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I know I'm losing
more than a pound a day,
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but I'm losing it a lot slower.
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I'm definitely getting
enough fat in,
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enough of it that your stomach
is like, "Okay..."
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"That's enough at this point."
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You know,
I can palm a basketball,
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and I'm eating
more rendered fat
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than would fit
in the palm of my hand.
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1/2 to 3/4 of an inch deep.
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I mean, I eat that
a couple times a day right now.
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Ever since I got this beaver,
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I've had such a responsibility
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to preserve it in every way,
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and that's the project
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that takes
all of my waking moments,
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other than attempting
to keep up with hydration.
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But I am acutely aware
that this is not the way
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you sustain yourself
long-term.
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I just feel lethargic.
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Like, as goofy as it sounds,
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it almost feels like
my blood's thick.
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So I need to focus on hunting
and fishing
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and things of such natures.
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♪ ♪
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- Come on, man.
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That was a grouse.
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*bleep*.
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♪ ♪
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Just gotta keep my eye open.
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Should come down to feed
eventually.
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♪ ♪
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There we go.
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♪ ♪
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♪ ♪
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Oh, man.
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♪ ♪
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Hell yeah.
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♪ ♪
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Just like that,
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sometimes your dinner
wanders into camp
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while you're cutting wood.
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My stomach feels better.
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That was really draining me
for a while there.
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Already got a grouse.
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I'm feeling nothing
but good vibes today.
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Oh, holy *bleep*.
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There's a second one.
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♪ ♪
264
00:15:04,731 --> 00:15:06,422
Perfect. Perfect.
Perfect.
265
00:15:06,526 --> 00:15:07,458
Stay right on that one.
266
00:15:07,561 --> 00:15:10,461
♪ ♪
267
00:15:11,565 --> 00:15:13,257
Holy *bleep*.
268
00:15:13,360 --> 00:15:15,293
Oh, my God.
269
00:15:19,919 --> 00:15:22,680
Oh, thank you,
sweet little bird.
270
00:15:24,854 --> 00:15:28,168
♪ ♪
271
00:15:28,272 --> 00:15:30,688
Two birds,
272
00:15:30,791 --> 00:15:32,690
without even leaving
the front yard.
273
00:15:32,793 --> 00:15:36,659
♪ ♪
274
00:15:36,763 --> 00:15:37,764
What a day.
275
00:15:37,867 --> 00:15:39,593
♪ ♪
276
00:15:39,697 --> 00:15:43,218
Okay, we're gonna go down
to the river and pluck.
277
00:15:43,321 --> 00:15:44,633
♪ ♪
278
00:15:44,736 --> 00:15:46,324
Very curious to know
if I'm the only one
279
00:15:46,428 --> 00:15:49,120
that's been so lucky
with these grouse.
280
00:15:49,224 --> 00:15:51,019
I mean, I say lucky.
281
00:15:51,122 --> 00:15:54,505
I've been working my ass off
as well.
282
00:15:54,608 --> 00:15:55,989
What do they say?
283
00:15:56,093 --> 00:15:58,164
Luck is where preparation
and opportunity meet.
284
00:15:58,267 --> 00:16:01,995
♪ ♪
285
00:16:02,099 --> 00:16:04,964
All right,
we'll start on this guy.
286
00:16:05,067 --> 00:16:06,655
Just keep sending them,
Labrador.
287
00:16:08,105 --> 00:16:09,244
Ooh.
288
00:16:10,452 --> 00:16:13,455
Cold winds.
289
00:16:13,558 --> 00:16:15,491
A portent of things to come.
290
00:16:15,595 --> 00:16:17,528
♪ ♪
291
00:16:17,631 --> 00:16:20,013
I love it out here.
292
00:16:20,117 --> 00:16:24,190
I'm looking forward to seeing
the landscape covered in snow.
293
00:16:24,293 --> 00:16:26,537
I feel that coming soon.
294
00:16:26,640 --> 00:16:31,093
But I miss my family terribly.
295
00:16:31,197 --> 00:16:35,304
Plucking chickens back home,
I drop them in hot water first.
296
00:16:35,408 --> 00:16:37,720
Makes the feathers
come out easier.
297
00:16:39,205 --> 00:16:40,965
When you're on "Alone,"
298
00:16:41,069 --> 00:16:43,312
you have no way of knowing
299
00:16:43,416 --> 00:16:47,040
your family is okay
or not okay,
300
00:16:47,144 --> 00:16:49,594
and that does weigh
on your mind.
301
00:16:49,698 --> 00:16:51,320
♪ ♪
302
00:16:51,424 --> 00:16:53,771
But I'm not lonely.
303
00:16:53,874 --> 00:16:56,498
I don't care to be
around just anybody
304
00:16:56,601 --> 00:16:59,121
for the sake of having
other human beings around me.
305
00:16:59,225 --> 00:17:01,882
And, ironically, I feel
306
00:17:01,986 --> 00:17:04,471
much closer to my loved ones.
307
00:17:04,575 --> 00:17:07,198
It will not be a reason
for me to tap out.
308
00:17:07,302 --> 00:17:09,028
♪ ♪
309
00:17:09,131 --> 00:17:10,960
All right.
310
00:17:11,064 --> 00:17:13,929
We're gonna mosey on back
to the house.
311
00:17:19,866 --> 00:17:20,763
What the hell was that?
312
00:17:20,867 --> 00:17:27,184
♪ ♪
313
00:17:27,287 --> 00:17:28,357
What the *bleep*?
314
00:17:28,461 --> 00:17:30,221
♪ ♪
315
00:17:30,325 --> 00:17:31,567
Oh, my God.
316
00:17:31,671 --> 00:17:34,467
♪ ♪
317
00:17:34,570 --> 00:17:36,676
Holy *bleep*.
318
00:17:42,199 --> 00:17:47,549
♪ ♪
319
00:17:55,350 --> 00:17:57,490
Check... look at this.
320
00:18:00,320 --> 00:18:02,736
That's a chunk
of floating dock.
321
00:18:04,428 --> 00:18:06,361
You know how useful
that could be?
322
00:18:08,501 --> 00:18:12,988
I mean, my... my mind's already
flooded with possibilities.
323
00:18:13,092 --> 00:18:15,266
Let's go take a look.
324
00:18:15,370 --> 00:18:17,717
I think I can come in
from the other side.
325
00:18:17,820 --> 00:18:19,201
♪ ♪
326
00:18:19,305 --> 00:18:20,823
So I've been here a month,
327
00:18:20,927 --> 00:18:24,689
and I haven't found
any man-made anything,
328
00:18:24,793 --> 00:18:26,105
and I was truly
starting to think
329
00:18:26,208 --> 00:18:30,799
that I was in a pure,
untouched wilderness.
330
00:18:30,902 --> 00:18:32,766
And then suddenly, I find
331
00:18:32,870 --> 00:18:35,079
one of the most useful
pieces of trash
332
00:18:35,183 --> 00:18:37,806
that I could ever think
about finding.
333
00:18:37,909 --> 00:18:40,878
Man, I am one lucky SOB.
334
00:18:42,224 --> 00:18:47,195
♪ ♪
335
00:18:47,298 --> 00:18:48,782
I know what some of you
are thinking.
336
00:18:48,886 --> 00:18:51,130
Stick that sucker
back out onto the river,
337
00:18:51,233 --> 00:18:53,235
and you got yourself
a boat or a dock
338
00:18:53,339 --> 00:18:55,064
that you could fish off of.
339
00:18:57,101 --> 00:18:58,275
Mm-mm.
340
00:18:59,414 --> 00:19:02,175
As a sailor and a boat builder,
341
00:19:02,279 --> 00:19:04,281
this thing ain't gonna float.
342
00:19:04,384 --> 00:19:08,147
But the universe
has handed a carpenter
343
00:19:08,250 --> 00:19:10,563
a bunch of boards and nails.
344
00:19:12,461 --> 00:19:14,670
Oh, I'm so stoked.
345
00:19:14,774 --> 00:19:17,259
Labrador delivering again.
346
00:19:17,363 --> 00:19:20,642
We'll take a couple boards home
now.
347
00:19:20,745 --> 00:19:22,816
I don't feel like
the dock could have landed
348
00:19:22,920 --> 00:19:24,818
on a better shore.
349
00:19:24,922 --> 00:19:26,889
I've got the imagination,
and I got the skills
350
00:19:26,993 --> 00:19:28,995
to put them good use.
351
00:19:29,098 --> 00:19:31,791
Oh, man,
some good nails in here.
352
00:19:31,894 --> 00:19:33,413
♪ ♪
353
00:19:33,517 --> 00:19:37,659
Immediately, I'm thinking,
okay, I'm far from home.
354
00:19:37,762 --> 00:19:39,902
I want to be able
to make my site feel
355
00:19:40,006 --> 00:19:42,491
as homey as possible.
356
00:19:42,595 --> 00:19:46,288
Moss House is about
to level up, y'all.
357
00:19:46,392 --> 00:19:48,014
♪ ♪
358
00:19:48,117 --> 00:19:50,499
Couldn't ask
for a better present,
359
00:19:50,603 --> 00:19:52,363
other than maybe
everybody else tapping out
360
00:19:52,467 --> 00:19:54,676
and me winning
half a million dollars.
361
00:19:54,779 --> 00:19:57,265
♪ ♪
362
00:19:57,368 --> 00:19:58,714
But this is a good second.
363
00:19:58,818 --> 00:20:05,859
♪ ♪
364
00:20:27,295 --> 00:20:29,538
- So I'm making a lamp
365
00:20:29,642 --> 00:20:31,437
'cause it gets dark in here.
366
00:20:31,540 --> 00:20:34,025
And I know that sounds silly,
367
00:20:34,129 --> 00:20:35,786
but just bear with me.
368
00:20:35,889 --> 00:20:37,753
You gotta be real gentle
with this mushroom
369
00:20:37,857 --> 00:20:39,755
because anywhere you
bruise it on the underside,
370
00:20:39,859 --> 00:20:41,032
it turns brown,
371
00:20:41,136 --> 00:20:43,587
and I need it white
to reflect the light.
372
00:20:43,690 --> 00:20:50,559
♪ ♪
373
00:20:50,663 --> 00:20:52,389
I wouldn't be doing this
if it wasn't dark
374
00:20:52,492 --> 00:20:53,700
and I could be doing
something else
375
00:20:53,804 --> 00:20:55,115
like working on the shelter.
376
00:20:55,219 --> 00:20:58,429
♪ ♪
377
00:20:58,533 --> 00:21:01,674
Headlamp, she sits in here.
378
00:21:04,884 --> 00:21:06,230
Look at that.
379
00:21:08,301 --> 00:21:09,337
Yes.
380
00:21:09,440 --> 00:21:10,683
I'm gonna turn the infrared off
381
00:21:10,786 --> 00:21:13,099
just so you can see
the difference.
382
00:21:15,964 --> 00:21:17,655
Look, you can see me.
383
00:21:19,450 --> 00:21:21,901
How about that *bleep*
right there?
384
00:21:22,004 --> 00:21:24,041
Isn't that so much nicer
for you all to look at
385
00:21:24,144 --> 00:21:26,975
than the crazy psycho vision?
386
00:21:27,078 --> 00:21:29,909
That stuff is just
so spooky, man.
387
00:21:30,012 --> 00:21:35,190
♪ ♪
388
00:21:40,057 --> 00:21:41,748
I'm awfully hungry,
389
00:21:41,852 --> 00:21:43,647
but I'm a little bit concerned
390
00:21:43,750 --> 00:21:47,029
about the shelter
'cause it just goes so slow.
391
00:21:47,133 --> 00:21:48,721
I wonder if that's
gonna be enough.
392
00:21:50,067 --> 00:21:52,172
Let's see how far they go.
393
00:21:52,276 --> 00:21:55,210
So try to put some
shelter worries behind me,
394
00:21:55,314 --> 00:21:58,317
and then I can focus
more on the hunts
395
00:21:58,420 --> 00:22:00,767
'cause I don't want to get
tired trying to do both.
396
00:22:00,871 --> 00:22:01,906
Yoink.
397
00:22:03,667 --> 00:22:07,636
If I trip over this rock one
more time without moving it...
398
00:22:13,711 --> 00:22:15,403
All right, we're gonna do
399
00:22:15,506 --> 00:22:18,751
weaving and stuffing piles.
400
00:22:18,854 --> 00:22:20,408
I'd always rather hunt,
401
00:22:20,511 --> 00:22:23,549
but it's probably
the right thing to do.
402
00:22:23,652 --> 00:22:25,516
I know it goes something
like that.
403
00:22:26,345 --> 00:22:28,416
♪ ♪
404
00:22:28,519 --> 00:22:31,280
Trying to be a grown-up.
405
00:22:31,384 --> 00:22:33,282
But I don't feel
like a grown-up out here,
406
00:22:33,386 --> 00:22:37,528
I feel like Tom Sawyer
and Huck Finn combined.
407
00:22:37,632 --> 00:22:39,875
Okay, that'll do.
408
00:22:39,979 --> 00:22:42,844
That part of this experience
has been pretty awesome,
409
00:22:42,947 --> 00:22:46,261
the freedom,
the lack of worry,
410
00:22:46,365 --> 00:22:51,646
the break from things like
work and bills and emails.
411
00:22:54,338 --> 00:22:58,446
I feel made whole
by this experience.
412
00:22:58,549 --> 00:23:01,172
♪ ♪
413
00:23:01,276 --> 00:23:04,590
This is the original
human lifestyle.
414
00:23:04,693 --> 00:23:07,972
I want people to get outside
and just be humbled by it.
415
00:23:09,664 --> 00:23:11,700
Will that work?
416
00:23:11,804 --> 00:23:15,670
I'm so lucky to have this time
in this beautiful place.
417
00:23:15,773 --> 00:23:17,361
Just that mindset,
418
00:23:17,465 --> 00:23:19,743
I'm gonna keep that
when I go home.
419
00:23:21,986 --> 00:23:23,643
Super nice.
420
00:23:24,713 --> 00:23:27,820
Thank you for spending
the morning with me.
421
00:23:27,923 --> 00:23:30,719
I feel like I just started
the "Mr. Rogers Show."
422
00:23:30,823 --> 00:23:32,238
"Hello, neighbor."
423
00:23:33,342 --> 00:23:35,034
No neighbors out here, man.
424
00:23:35,137 --> 00:23:42,075
♪ ♪
425
00:23:42,628 --> 00:23:47,391
15 squirrel,
19 trout, 5 grouse,
426
00:23:47,495 --> 00:23:50,187
1 rabbit, 1 whisky jack.
427
00:23:51,395 --> 00:23:53,017
That's what I've eaten.
428
00:23:53,121 --> 00:23:56,711
And about a bazillion
bunchberries
429
00:23:56,814 --> 00:23:58,747
and some mushrooms.
430
00:23:58,851 --> 00:24:00,818
41 critters.
431
00:24:00,922 --> 00:24:03,407
That's 82 eyeballs.
432
00:24:03,511 --> 00:24:06,375
It's really not
enough calories.
433
00:24:06,479 --> 00:24:09,378
It's total feast or famine,
and I'm living hand to mouth.
434
00:24:09,482 --> 00:24:12,485
I'm living paycheck
to paycheck, if you will.
435
00:24:12,589 --> 00:24:13,935
You know,
I'm getting a piece of food,
436
00:24:14,038 --> 00:24:15,833
and I'm just immediately
cooking and eating it.
437
00:24:15,937 --> 00:24:20,320
♪ ♪
438
00:24:20,424 --> 00:24:23,082
I'm getting skinny,
but I'm getting beast.
439
00:24:23,185 --> 00:24:26,361
My legs from walking
these hills, man,
440
00:24:26,465 --> 00:24:28,328
I got legs like a cyclist.
441
00:24:31,366 --> 00:24:32,678
Just heard a squirrel.
442
00:24:35,059 --> 00:24:36,647
Where are you,
you little bugger?
443
00:24:42,895 --> 00:24:48,003
♪ ♪
444
00:24:55,286 --> 00:24:58,082
♪ ♪
445
00:25:10,163 --> 00:25:12,234
Iced that sucker.
446
00:25:12,338 --> 00:25:13,857
Good grief.
447
00:25:15,065 --> 00:25:18,862
That was a good shot,
I'd say so myself.
448
00:25:18,965 --> 00:25:25,800
♪ ♪
449
00:25:25,903 --> 00:25:27,422
Hm, more food.
450
00:25:27,526 --> 00:25:30,149
♪ ♪
451
00:25:30,252 --> 00:25:32,254
I guess I'll graze
my way on home.
452
00:25:34,671 --> 00:25:40,987
♪ ♪
453
00:25:42,989 --> 00:25:45,129
Hang on a second.
454
00:25:45,233 --> 00:25:46,372
I heard a grouse.
455
00:25:46,475 --> 00:25:47,822
♪ ♪
456
00:25:47,925 --> 00:25:50,065
They're so difficult to spot.
457
00:25:50,169 --> 00:25:52,896
♪ ♪
458
00:25:52,999 --> 00:25:54,863
There he is right there
459
00:25:54,967 --> 00:25:56,244
on the ground.
460
00:25:56,347 --> 00:26:00,662
♪ ♪
461
00:26:10,154 --> 00:26:11,673
Yes, sir.
462
00:26:13,157 --> 00:26:16,126
Can't tell you
how impatient I am
463
00:26:16,229 --> 00:26:18,369
to get these cooked.
464
00:26:18,473 --> 00:26:25,514
♪ ♪
465
00:26:28,828 --> 00:26:31,210
I'm excited about food.
466
00:26:33,350 --> 00:26:36,111
I'm sure this looks so gross
to everybody back home,
467
00:26:36,215 --> 00:26:38,044
but I'm telling you,
468
00:26:38,148 --> 00:26:40,737
I've tasted them
three different ways.
469
00:26:40,840 --> 00:26:42,393
This is the way.
470
00:26:42,497 --> 00:26:44,499
♪ ♪
471
00:26:44,603 --> 00:26:46,328
See, you're not
eating the hair.
472
00:26:46,432 --> 00:26:48,296
♪ ♪
473
00:26:48,399 --> 00:26:49,711
The hair is gone.
474
00:26:49,815 --> 00:26:51,989
♪ ♪
475
00:26:52,093 --> 00:26:53,335
Or it will be gone
476
00:26:53,439 --> 00:26:55,234
by the time
the squirrel is done.
477
00:26:55,337 --> 00:26:56,994
♪ ♪
478
00:26:57,098 --> 00:26:58,789
I'm not lonely out here.
479
00:26:58,893 --> 00:27:00,342
There's so much life
around me.
480
00:27:00,446 --> 00:27:02,966
There's so much to do
and think about.
481
00:27:03,069 --> 00:27:05,831
I find myself to be
really content out here
482
00:27:05,934 --> 00:27:10,525
and thinking about how special
my childhood really was.
483
00:27:10,629 --> 00:27:13,217
And when the skin
starts to crack
484
00:27:13,321 --> 00:27:16,945
like a hog on a spit,
485
00:27:17,049 --> 00:27:18,982
it's done.
486
00:27:19,085 --> 00:27:20,708
Taking the things
that I learned in Africa
487
00:27:20,811 --> 00:27:24,470
and adapting them to Labrador
is really fascinating to me.
488
00:27:24,573 --> 00:27:26,645
Wild places are vanishing,
489
00:27:26,748 --> 00:27:29,855
so it's important to focus
on the ethics of hunting.
490
00:27:29,958 --> 00:27:32,858
I want to create a more modern
day image of the hunter,
491
00:27:32,961 --> 00:27:34,618
the hunter that cares
about conservation,
492
00:27:34,722 --> 00:27:36,102
the hunter that honors
the game
493
00:27:36,206 --> 00:27:38,967
with the way that he cooks
and presents the food.
494
00:27:39,071 --> 00:27:40,520
They're full of cartilage.
495
00:27:40,624 --> 00:27:42,591
♪ ♪
496
00:27:42,695 --> 00:27:46,285
Oh, yeah, when the joint
just pops like that,
497
00:27:46,388 --> 00:27:47,458
you know it's done.
498
00:27:47,562 --> 00:27:49,081
♪ ♪
499
00:27:49,184 --> 00:27:50,945
Fortunately,
we're moving into a movement
500
00:27:51,048 --> 00:27:53,844
where hunters are chefs.
501
00:27:53,948 --> 00:27:55,018
Hunters are white collar guys
502
00:27:55,121 --> 00:27:57,020
looking to escape
their lifestyle
503
00:27:57,123 --> 00:27:59,160
and get more connected
to the land.
504
00:28:00,644 --> 00:28:02,197
It's cooked to perfection.
505
00:28:05,097 --> 00:28:12,138
♪ ♪
506
00:28:28,292 --> 00:28:29,846
- Good morning!
507
00:28:36,611 --> 00:28:38,889
Gotta go a little lower.
508
00:28:45,378 --> 00:28:49,313
I've got berry butt!
509
00:28:53,386 --> 00:28:54,663
I'm making my fruit leather,
510
00:28:54,767 --> 00:28:57,977
and I did want to share
the process.
511
00:28:58,081 --> 00:28:59,668
♪ ♪
512
00:28:59,772 --> 00:29:02,395
I keep checking my traps
and trying to hunt
513
00:29:02,499 --> 00:29:04,087
and coming home with nothing,
514
00:29:04,190 --> 00:29:06,123
so to preserve these berries,
515
00:29:06,227 --> 00:29:07,573
I'm making fruit leather
516
00:29:07,676 --> 00:29:09,230
so it will carry on
to the wintertime.
517
00:29:09,333 --> 00:29:11,232
I'll have those berries
when it gets cold
518
00:29:11,335 --> 00:29:12,889
and there are no berries.
519
00:29:12,992 --> 00:29:15,132
It's going rather well.
520
00:29:16,202 --> 00:29:18,998
So it's just on a slow simmer,
which, yeah, is a process.
521
00:29:19,102 --> 00:29:21,069
♪ ♪
522
00:29:21,173 --> 00:29:23,554
Look how red that is.
523
00:29:23,658 --> 00:29:25,833
And this is my berry masher.
524
00:29:25,936 --> 00:29:27,731
You don't want any chunks
525
00:29:27,835 --> 00:29:29,284
'cause they're really
hard to dry.
526
00:29:29,388 --> 00:29:34,427
I just want as much puree
as possible.
527
00:29:35,601 --> 00:29:37,637
To make the fruit leather
is a full day process,
528
00:29:37,741 --> 00:29:38,949
so it's a commitment.
529
00:29:39,053 --> 00:29:40,537
When I cook the berries,
530
00:29:40,640 --> 00:29:41,883
I have to cook them down
531
00:29:41,987 --> 00:29:44,196
as thick
as it possibly can get.
532
00:29:44,299 --> 00:29:48,338
All the water moisture content
out so it's thicker than jam.
533
00:29:48,441 --> 00:29:49,891
Okay, back on the stove.
534
00:29:49,995 --> 00:29:53,792
♪ ♪
535
00:29:53,895 --> 00:29:56,449
To be out here
is a little more hardcore,
536
00:29:56,553 --> 00:29:57,692
but at the same time,
537
00:29:57,796 --> 00:29:59,280
it's what I do at home
in the fall.
538
00:29:59,383 --> 00:30:01,109
I'm putting up food.
539
00:30:01,213 --> 00:30:05,251
I'm making fruit leather,
making fruit jam.
540
00:30:05,355 --> 00:30:07,322
If you leave the lid off,
then the water can start
541
00:30:07,426 --> 00:30:09,083
evaporating out of there.
542
00:30:09,186 --> 00:30:12,741
And at home, I'm alone a lot.
543
00:30:12,845 --> 00:30:14,847
I live alone. I work alone.
544
00:30:14,951 --> 00:30:18,506
And I'm constantly go, go, go
and never rest.
545
00:30:18,609 --> 00:30:20,577
Now, that's some awesome sauce.
546
00:30:20,680 --> 00:30:22,475
I'm always doing something,
547
00:30:22,579 --> 00:30:26,031
and I was feeling like, "I'm
not gonna do that anymore."
548
00:30:26,134 --> 00:30:28,274
I want to spend more time
with my friends
549
00:30:28,378 --> 00:30:31,208
and not isolate myself
so much.
550
00:30:31,312 --> 00:30:33,348
♪ ♪
551
00:30:33,452 --> 00:30:35,834
On the sides
where it's getting dry...
552
00:30:37,421 --> 00:30:38,906
you have fruit leather.
553
00:30:39,009 --> 00:30:40,148
I don't know how long
554
00:30:40,252 --> 00:30:42,081
one can survive
on just berries,
555
00:30:42,185 --> 00:30:44,428
but if I don't start
getting some meat...
556
00:30:46,361 --> 00:30:48,191
Okay, back on the fire.
557
00:30:55,232 --> 00:30:58,615
♪ ♪
558
00:31:09,522 --> 00:31:11,973
- Got myself a good little
sitting spot here.
559
00:31:18,566 --> 00:31:20,568
I feel like I'm waiting
for a bus.
560
00:31:25,090 --> 00:31:27,955
All right,
next item on the agenda.
561
00:31:28,058 --> 00:31:29,680
♪ ♪
562
00:31:29,784 --> 00:31:32,097
Moss House is gonna get
a proper door.
563
00:31:32,200 --> 00:31:38,344
♪ ♪
564
00:31:38,448 --> 00:31:41,037
So the plan is,
565
00:31:41,140 --> 00:31:43,280
keep these four rigid,
566
00:31:43,384 --> 00:31:45,662
this cross beam,
567
00:31:45,765 --> 00:31:49,217
and connect them together
568
00:31:49,321 --> 00:31:50,839
with the smaller ones.
569
00:31:50,943 --> 00:31:52,427
♪ ♪
570
00:31:55,879 --> 00:31:57,605
I'm not going
for something fancy.
571
00:31:57,708 --> 00:31:59,779
I'm going for something solid.
572
00:31:59,883 --> 00:32:02,196
That means
I don't need hinges.
573
00:32:02,299 --> 00:32:04,577
It's just gonna be something
that I can slip into place
574
00:32:04,681 --> 00:32:07,097
in the evenings
to keep them warmth in
575
00:32:07,201 --> 00:32:11,170
and to potentially
keep bears out as well.
576
00:32:11,274 --> 00:32:13,034
I'm building a door
that would slow them down
577
00:32:13,138 --> 00:32:15,312
enough for me to blast them
from the window.
578
00:32:17,590 --> 00:32:18,867
Huh, nice.
579
00:32:20,628 --> 00:32:23,838
Don't want to lose
any of these precious nails.
580
00:32:27,117 --> 00:32:31,535
For me, this is such
a psychological necessity.
581
00:32:31,639 --> 00:32:33,261
♪ ♪
582
00:32:33,365 --> 00:32:34,504
I miss home.
583
00:32:34,607 --> 00:32:37,093
But riding the emotional
ups and downs,
584
00:32:37,196 --> 00:32:39,474
that's an aspect of survival.
585
00:32:39,578 --> 00:32:41,131
♪ ♪
586
00:32:41,235 --> 00:32:44,617
That, my friends,
is a back country door.
587
00:32:44,721 --> 00:32:46,378
We're gonna keep on going,
588
00:32:46,481 --> 00:32:48,967
see how far
this train's gonna take us.
589
00:32:49,070 --> 00:32:52,349
Hopefully all the way
to Moneyville, USA.
590
00:32:53,557 --> 00:32:56,664
And I couldn't be happier
with my shelter.
591
00:32:56,767 --> 00:32:58,148
It's cozy. It's warm.
592
00:32:58,252 --> 00:33:01,220
It feels safe,
and it feels sturdy enough
593
00:33:01,324 --> 00:33:03,671
to keep me in the game
594
00:33:03,774 --> 00:33:05,293
when the skinny ones
have tapped.
595
00:33:05,397 --> 00:33:10,505
♪ ♪
596
00:33:10,609 --> 00:33:13,129
Okay, so the door
is pretty much done.
597
00:33:34,357 --> 00:33:38,050
Old dock door
on old Moss House.
598
00:33:38,154 --> 00:33:39,983
Hell yeah.
599
00:33:40,087 --> 00:33:47,094
♪ ♪
600
00:33:51,995 --> 00:33:54,101
- That's so cool.
601
00:33:54,204 --> 00:33:57,242
Right above me here,
there's some species of bird
602
00:33:57,345 --> 00:33:58,726
I've never seen before,
603
00:33:58,829 --> 00:34:02,971
never heard,
don't recognize at all.
604
00:34:03,075 --> 00:34:05,457
Let's see
if I can find it here.
605
00:34:07,459 --> 00:34:08,805
Where you at?
606
00:34:10,082 --> 00:34:12,498
Ah, there we go, perfect.
607
00:34:12,602 --> 00:34:14,500
Well, thanks a lot
for cooperating.
608
00:34:14,604 --> 00:34:15,915
♪ ♪
609
00:34:16,019 --> 00:34:18,953
I love seeing new wildlife,
new birds.
610
00:34:19,057 --> 00:34:22,646
Super excited.
That is absolutely fantastic.
611
00:34:22,750 --> 00:34:23,647
♪ ♪
612
00:34:23,751 --> 00:34:25,270
Hi, little bird.
613
00:34:25,373 --> 00:34:26,685
Hope you're having a great day.
614
00:34:26,788 --> 00:34:28,790
I sure appreciate you
gracing me with your presence.
615
00:34:30,240 --> 00:34:36,419
♪ ♪
616
00:34:36,522 --> 00:34:39,456
We're going to try
to slowly work our way down
617
00:34:39,560 --> 00:34:42,010
to the river,
618
00:34:42,114 --> 00:34:44,668
set up there at the first place
we caught a fish
619
00:34:44,772 --> 00:34:46,463
on location.
620
00:34:46,567 --> 00:34:48,810
♪ ♪
621
00:34:48,914 --> 00:34:52,366
We can be so blessed,
lucky, and fortunate.
622
00:34:52,469 --> 00:34:54,092
My clothing's fitting looser.
623
00:34:54,195 --> 00:34:56,508
I need to put
another hole in the belt.
624
00:34:56,611 --> 00:35:01,996
Even my hat is fitting looser,
which is a trip to me.
625
00:35:02,100 --> 00:35:05,827
But I am still confident
that I can stay
626
00:35:05,931 --> 00:35:07,726
for an appreciable
amount of time.
627
00:35:07,829 --> 00:35:09,831
♪ ♪
628
00:35:09,935 --> 00:35:11,971
I think I got a couple
teeny, tiny, little strips
629
00:35:12,075 --> 00:35:13,249
of jerky left.
630
00:35:13,352 --> 00:35:15,078
I say we could use
some protein.
631
00:35:15,182 --> 00:35:20,911
♪ ♪
632
00:35:21,015 --> 00:35:23,293
It's a wonderful, wonderful day
to be fishing.
633
00:35:23,397 --> 00:35:24,984
The two best times
are when it's raining
634
00:35:25,088 --> 00:35:26,227
and when it's not,
635
00:35:26,331 --> 00:35:29,644
so any day is the right day
to go fishing.
636
00:35:29,748 --> 00:35:35,719
♪ ♪
637
00:35:35,823 --> 00:35:38,964
Really feeling the hunger,
the thunger.
638
00:35:39,067 --> 00:35:41,932
Feeling the thunger,
the thirsty-hungry.
639
00:35:42,036 --> 00:35:44,487
♪ ♪
640
00:35:44,590 --> 00:35:46,937
I'm still so thankful
to be out here,
641
00:35:47,041 --> 00:35:50,355
but I am noticing
my body changing.
642
00:35:50,458 --> 00:35:54,048
My stamina? Way, way lower.
643
00:35:54,152 --> 00:35:56,326
I'm constantly thirsty,
644
00:35:56,430 --> 00:35:58,363
and if I stand up
a little too fast,
645
00:35:58,466 --> 00:36:01,676
I get really lightheaded.
646
00:36:01,780 --> 00:36:03,333
I can barely even walk.
647
00:36:03,437 --> 00:36:06,957
I get really weak and shaky.
648
00:36:07,061 --> 00:36:09,270
Sure didn't fish very long.
649
00:36:09,374 --> 00:36:10,685
But I've just gotta
be careful,
650
00:36:10,789 --> 00:36:14,137
so I'm gonna do it in slow,
short, little increments.
651
00:36:14,241 --> 00:36:21,248
♪ ♪
652
00:36:23,457 --> 00:36:25,528
I just want to go sit
653
00:36:25,631 --> 00:36:28,220
and just be.
654
00:36:32,293 --> 00:36:34,122
My stomach has sharper pains,
655
00:36:34,226 --> 00:36:38,265
as well as just the nausea
and the queasiness.
656
00:36:38,368 --> 00:36:42,027
I've got a feeling dehydration
is a big part of it,
657
00:36:42,130 --> 00:36:44,754
but so is starvation.
658
00:36:44,857 --> 00:36:48,171
Even with all that fat,
but honestly,
659
00:36:48,275 --> 00:36:51,623
I think it's necessary
to feel pain and discomfort.
660
00:36:51,726 --> 00:36:54,350
I think that we're fed
this narrative
661
00:36:54,453 --> 00:36:56,835
we're meant to seek comfort.
662
00:36:56,938 --> 00:36:59,182
I don't think that's right.
663
00:36:59,286 --> 00:37:03,531
I think it robs determination
from the soul.
664
00:37:03,635 --> 00:37:07,673
I think it robs strength
from the mind.
665
00:37:07,777 --> 00:37:10,849
You know, it's not like
I'm purposefully seeking out
666
00:37:10,952 --> 00:37:12,195
an upset stomach,
667
00:37:12,299 --> 00:37:14,266
but I do put myself
in situations
668
00:37:14,370 --> 00:37:16,510
where that is an outcome.
669
00:37:16,613 --> 00:37:19,444
But I still think it's a gift.
670
00:37:19,547 --> 00:37:22,895
I think it can give
perspective.
671
00:37:22,999 --> 00:37:27,279
So to be here
is a true, true privilege.
672
00:37:27,383 --> 00:37:29,212
It has just brought me
so much joy,
673
00:37:29,316 --> 00:37:32,491
and the clarity, and the focus
you can achieve out here.
674
00:37:35,114 --> 00:37:37,116
So with that,
675
00:37:37,220 --> 00:37:40,361
let's slowly, slowly
676
00:37:40,465 --> 00:37:43,433
work our way back to camp.
677
00:37:43,537 --> 00:37:45,573
Sure not forgetting to smile.
678
00:37:47,368 --> 00:37:48,749
We may not feel our best,
679
00:37:48,852 --> 00:37:51,683
but we came out here
expecting that.
680
00:37:58,690 --> 00:38:05,800
♪ ♪
681
00:38:13,394 --> 00:38:16,570
- Nobody likes
a lackluster fire.
682
00:38:16,673 --> 00:38:17,778
Think it's complaining
683
00:38:17,881 --> 00:38:19,642
'cause it's already done
its job for the day,
684
00:38:19,745 --> 00:38:21,954
made tea early this morning.
685
00:38:26,994 --> 00:38:29,755
You don't have any coals
underneath you.
686
00:38:29,859 --> 00:38:31,447
I see.
687
00:38:31,550 --> 00:38:33,172
Why didn't you just say so?
688
00:38:34,001 --> 00:38:36,106
♪ ♪
689
00:38:36,210 --> 00:38:38,350
I can feel the fatigue.
690
00:38:38,454 --> 00:38:39,903
I'm eating a lot,
691
00:38:40,007 --> 00:38:42,423
but I'm still getting
real thin,
692
00:38:42,527 --> 00:38:48,222
so, you know, we gotta get
more food in somehow.
693
00:38:48,326 --> 00:38:51,570
♪ ♪
694
00:38:54,677 --> 00:38:57,507
I hear my whisky jack.
695
00:38:57,611 --> 00:38:59,440
I got a theory about my trap.
696
00:38:59,544 --> 00:39:01,615
♪ ♪
697
00:39:01,718 --> 00:39:04,480
I'm employing
an Ojibwe bird snare.
698
00:39:04,583 --> 00:39:07,310
These birds are just
making a fool of me,
699
00:39:07,414 --> 00:39:09,174
and there's this one
in particular
700
00:39:09,277 --> 00:39:11,176
that's exceptionally smart.
701
00:39:11,279 --> 00:39:13,558
He triggers it repeatedly.
702
00:39:13,661 --> 00:39:18,148
Folks, none of these traps work
if you don't adapt them
703
00:39:18,252 --> 00:39:20,634
to the animal
or the environment.
704
00:39:20,737 --> 00:39:22,118
That's the thing.
705
00:39:22,221 --> 00:39:27,019
The noose was falling away
from under his feet,
706
00:39:27,123 --> 00:39:29,090
so I'm trying to get it to...
707
00:39:30,782 --> 00:39:32,024
sit up.
708
00:39:36,339 --> 00:39:37,513
We're gonna try it.
709
00:39:39,377 --> 00:39:41,655
♪ ♪
710
00:39:41,758 --> 00:39:43,622
The beaver tanked me
for, like, a week,
711
00:39:43,726 --> 00:39:45,935
and it really messed me up
out here.
712
00:39:46,038 --> 00:39:47,902
After that,
I had a really bad week
713
00:39:48,006 --> 00:39:50,042
where I think
I only shot two things,
714
00:39:50,146 --> 00:39:52,735
so that doesn't work for me.
715
00:39:52,838 --> 00:39:55,496
I just set the trap,
and it's way better.
716
00:39:57,187 --> 00:39:59,638
If he steps in the noose,
I think we got him.
717
00:39:59,742 --> 00:40:06,611
♪ ♪
718
00:40:06,714 --> 00:40:10,166
All right, we're off
to stagger, stumble, and trip
719
00:40:10,269 --> 00:40:12,686
through the woods.
720
00:40:12,789 --> 00:40:14,032
Adventure.
721
00:40:14,135 --> 00:40:17,725
♪ ♪
722
00:40:17,829 --> 00:40:21,039
We are on the lookout for...
723
00:40:21,142 --> 00:40:23,869
clean Icelandic moss.
724
00:40:23,973 --> 00:40:27,114
Clean witch's hair,
725
00:40:27,217 --> 00:40:33,223
grouse, squirrels,
bunchberries,
726
00:40:33,327 --> 00:40:34,673
what have you.
727
00:40:36,572 --> 00:40:39,333
Here's pretty clean stuff
right there.
728
00:40:42,819 --> 00:40:45,097
Still frozen.
It's kind of hard to...
729
00:40:47,134 --> 00:40:49,136
peel up when it's frozen.
730
00:40:49,757 --> 00:40:56,799
♪ ♪
731
00:40:57,731 --> 00:41:00,492
All right, back to home.
732
00:41:00,596 --> 00:41:02,667
Found nothing else.
733
00:41:02,770 --> 00:41:04,841
Head on down the mountain.
734
00:41:06,947 --> 00:41:08,845
I try to zig zag down to camp
735
00:41:08,949 --> 00:41:10,468
a different way each time,
736
00:41:10,571 --> 00:41:12,918
hoping to stumble
across something.
737
00:41:13,022 --> 00:41:14,506
♪ ♪
738
00:41:14,610 --> 00:41:16,750
We're triggered on our trap.
739
00:41:16,853 --> 00:41:18,545
♪ ♪
740
00:41:18,648 --> 00:41:20,788
I don't see
a whisky jack, though.
741
00:41:20,892 --> 00:41:22,652
♪ ♪
742
00:41:22,756 --> 00:41:24,343
I see what happened.
743
00:41:24,447 --> 00:41:26,656
♪ ♪
744
00:41:26,760 --> 00:41:29,797
Noose didn't tighten up.
745
00:41:29,901 --> 00:41:32,904
This damn knot stopped it.
746
00:41:33,007 --> 00:41:34,630
The sad thing is...
747
00:41:36,942 --> 00:41:38,116
he's crushing me at the game,
748
00:41:38,219 --> 00:41:40,394
and he doesn't even know
he's playing.
749
00:41:41,913 --> 00:41:44,743
So it continues.
750
00:41:44,847 --> 00:41:51,888
♪ ♪
751
00:41:59,758 --> 00:42:03,106
- All you Canadians out there
and people who love Canada,
752
00:42:03,210 --> 00:42:05,799
just follow the rock.
753
00:42:05,902 --> 00:42:08,526
Normal rock, follow it.
754
00:42:08,629 --> 00:42:09,630
Goes up.
755
00:42:17,120 --> 00:42:20,020
I couldn't bring
the Canadian flag with me,
756
00:42:20,123 --> 00:42:23,748
but I got the next best thing.
757
00:42:23,851 --> 00:42:25,335
Ta-da!
758
00:42:25,439 --> 00:42:28,062
So I got a little Canadian flag
for my shelter.
759
00:42:30,478 --> 00:42:33,861
And let's spruce it up,
shall we?
760
00:42:39,246 --> 00:42:40,592
Oh, Canada.
761
00:42:42,387 --> 00:42:45,286
Beautiful, beautiful,
beautiful country.
762
00:42:46,943 --> 00:42:48,738
Would you look at that?
763
00:42:48,842 --> 00:42:51,292
I think that completes it.
764
00:42:51,396 --> 00:42:52,362
I don't know.
That's pretty cool.
765
00:42:52,466 --> 00:42:53,605
I like that.
766
00:42:53,709 --> 00:42:55,987
It's gonna boost my spirits,
767
00:42:56,090 --> 00:42:58,368
and...
768
00:42:58,472 --> 00:43:02,200
We're just about ready
for that late morning hunt.
769
00:43:02,303 --> 00:43:04,858
So let me put on my quiver.
770
00:43:04,961 --> 00:43:06,514
♪ ♪
771
00:43:06,618 --> 00:43:08,102
In the coming weeks,
I think food
772
00:43:08,206 --> 00:43:11,209
is gonna be
a little scarce, so...
773
00:43:11,312 --> 00:43:13,107
every day is a hunting day now.
774
00:43:13,211 --> 00:43:14,592
♪ ♪
775
00:43:15,696 --> 00:43:16,766
There's a squirrel.
776
00:43:19,044 --> 00:43:20,598
All right.
777
00:43:21,737 --> 00:43:25,361
So we got one up here,
778
00:43:25,464 --> 00:43:28,053
one over there.
779
00:43:28,157 --> 00:43:30,055
I'm just gonna get
these guys ready.
780
00:43:33,645 --> 00:43:35,095
Right here, right here.
781
00:43:35,198 --> 00:43:41,619
♪ ♪
782
00:43:41,722 --> 00:43:43,517
Right there.
783
00:43:44,932 --> 00:43:46,244
*bleep*.
784
00:43:46,347 --> 00:43:48,280
♪ ♪
785
00:43:48,384 --> 00:43:51,801
He went up the tree,
but he's coming down.
786
00:43:51,905 --> 00:43:58,912
♪ ♪
787
00:44:00,292 --> 00:44:03,226
Nope, still moving.
788
00:44:03,330 --> 00:44:08,784
♪ ♪
789
00:44:08,887 --> 00:44:10,095
Come down.
790
00:44:10,199 --> 00:44:11,510
That's it. Come down.
791
00:44:12,788 --> 00:44:13,858
*bleep*.
792
00:44:19,898 --> 00:44:21,106
Here it is.
793
00:44:25,455 --> 00:44:27,492
We got a squirrel, finally.
794
00:44:27,595 --> 00:44:28,735
Look at that.
795
00:44:30,288 --> 00:44:32,911
We're eating squirrel tonight.
796
00:44:33,015 --> 00:44:35,086
Let's get some stuff ready,
go to the beach,
797
00:44:35,189 --> 00:44:36,535
gut this guy out...
798
00:44:39,228 --> 00:44:41,092
And yeah.
799
00:44:41,195 --> 00:44:45,268
♪ ♪
800
00:44:45,372 --> 00:44:46,925
All right, to the beach.
801
00:44:47,029 --> 00:44:49,445
♪ ♪
802
00:44:49,548 --> 00:44:51,896
When I first signed up
for this challenge,
803
00:44:51,999 --> 00:44:54,968
I thought it was
to challenge myself.
804
00:44:55,071 --> 00:44:56,797
The more that I think about it
805
00:44:56,901 --> 00:44:59,489
and how much
I want to push myself,
806
00:44:59,593 --> 00:45:01,733
I couldn't do this
if it was just for me.
807
00:45:01,837 --> 00:45:03,252
I want to do it for the people
808
00:45:03,355 --> 00:45:05,772
that I love at home,
specifically my mom.
809
00:45:07,774 --> 00:45:11,122
I just want it to open nicely
so I can...
810
00:45:13,227 --> 00:45:14,297
Savor it.
811
00:45:14,401 --> 00:45:17,749
♪ ♪
812
00:45:17,853 --> 00:45:21,788
It's pretty funny what you
think of when you're out here.
813
00:45:21,891 --> 00:45:25,067
I was remembering
a moment in my childhood.
814
00:45:25,170 --> 00:45:28,208
I remember riding
in my mom's black Acura,
815
00:45:28,311 --> 00:45:30,693
and she asked me, "What do you
want to do when you grow up?"
816
00:45:30,797 --> 00:45:33,247
And I said, "I want to be
like Indiana Jones
817
00:45:33,351 --> 00:45:35,456
or like a modern day pirate."
818
00:45:35,560 --> 00:45:37,769
And I remember what she said.
819
00:45:37,873 --> 00:45:39,046
"That's great, son.
820
00:45:39,150 --> 00:45:40,772
"No matter what you choose,
821
00:45:40,876 --> 00:45:43,568
"as long as
you're happy with it,
822
00:45:43,671 --> 00:45:45,743
I'll be proud of you."
823
00:45:45,846 --> 00:45:48,780
Just catch all the squirrel
in the area,
824
00:45:48,884 --> 00:45:51,645
hopefully run into some grouse,
825
00:45:51,749 --> 00:45:53,198
and we're golden.
826
00:45:53,302 --> 00:45:57,133
My mom, she would fight
for me no matter what.
827
00:45:57,237 --> 00:45:58,790
If something was wrong,
828
00:45:58,894 --> 00:46:01,241
if something needed
to be done,
829
00:46:01,344 --> 00:46:04,658
I could always count
on her being there,
830
00:46:04,762 --> 00:46:09,732
and I remember her being such
a powerful, courageous woman.
831
00:46:09,836 --> 00:46:12,977
Incredibly kind,
and she always puts people
832
00:46:13,080 --> 00:46:16,014
in front of herself,
even strangers.
833
00:46:16,118 --> 00:46:20,398
But over the years,
I've seen life beat her down.
834
00:46:20,501 --> 00:46:23,504
Unhealthy relationships,
six figures of debt
835
00:46:23,608 --> 00:46:25,161
for over 30 years,
836
00:46:25,265 --> 00:46:29,096
an insurmountable amount of
responsibilities and pressure.
837
00:46:29,200 --> 00:46:31,719
That's done.
838
00:46:31,823 --> 00:46:35,965
And I've watched her health
go down the drain.
839
00:46:36,069 --> 00:46:38,830
And she's one
of the main reasons
840
00:46:38,934 --> 00:46:40,176
I wanted to be a doctor,
841
00:46:40,280 --> 00:46:43,939
to figure out
how I could help her.
842
00:46:44,042 --> 00:46:46,596
It takes an incredible
amount of strength
843
00:46:46,700 --> 00:46:48,288
to do what she has done,
844
00:46:48,391 --> 00:46:52,430
and I want to remind her
of that.
845
00:46:52,533 --> 00:46:54,432
I'll sun that.
846
00:46:54,535 --> 00:46:57,849
Because everything I do
out here, how hard I push,
847
00:46:57,953 --> 00:47:00,818
that's just a fraction
of what she's taught me,
848
00:47:00,921 --> 00:47:05,581
so it's time for me to stop
trying to be a good doctor...
849
00:47:05,684 --> 00:47:08,032
♪ ♪
850
00:47:08,135 --> 00:47:12,484
And I need to try
to be a better son.
851
00:47:12,588 --> 00:47:14,728
And she deserves
852
00:47:14,832 --> 00:47:16,764
to fight for a life
853
00:47:16,868 --> 00:47:19,077
that is better
than what she has.
854
00:47:19,181 --> 00:47:21,804
♪ ♪
855
00:47:21,908 --> 00:47:24,634
And if this journey of mine
856
00:47:24,738 --> 00:47:26,222
can inspire her,
857
00:47:26,326 --> 00:47:28,846
that would be worth
more than the money.
858
00:47:30,019 --> 00:47:31,572
That's why I'm here.
859
00:47:31,676 --> 00:47:34,127
That's why I'll stay.
860
00:47:41,617 --> 00:47:44,965
♪ ♪
861
00:47:51,523 --> 00:47:54,768
- Today is my mom's birthday,
whoo!
862
00:47:54,872 --> 00:47:58,841
I've been counting down
the days.
863
00:48:01,809 --> 00:48:03,397
Oh, wait, I got
a piece of birthday cake.
864
00:48:03,501 --> 00:48:04,709
Hang on.
865
00:48:06,297 --> 00:48:08,299
It's fudge pudding cake
866
00:48:08,402 --> 00:48:11,992
with lichen birthday candles
on it.
867
00:48:14,408 --> 00:48:15,927
Ah.
868
00:48:16,031 --> 00:48:17,722
Make a wish, Mom.
869
00:48:26,834 --> 00:48:28,250
Happy birthday.
870
00:48:28,353 --> 00:48:30,148
I love you, and I miss you.
871
00:48:30,252 --> 00:48:32,633
And I hope you and Dad
are doing well.
872
00:48:32,737 --> 00:48:34,152
And...
873
00:48:35,947 --> 00:48:37,224
I just wanted to let you know
874
00:48:37,328 --> 00:48:40,089
I've been thinking about you
a lot.
875
00:48:40,193 --> 00:48:42,160
And when I do,
I just feel warm hugs,
876
00:48:42,264 --> 00:48:44,714
and I just wanna... I'm so
grateful for all the support
877
00:48:44,818 --> 00:48:45,819
that you've given me
878
00:48:45,923 --> 00:48:48,201
and for all the wild,
crazy stuff
879
00:48:48,304 --> 00:48:51,859
that I do that,
you know...
880
00:48:54,724 --> 00:48:56,554
Whether you understand
what I do or not,
881
00:48:56,657 --> 00:48:58,245
you still support me
and love me.
882
00:48:58,349 --> 00:49:00,040
And I really feel that.
883
00:49:06,667 --> 00:49:10,223
♪ ♪
884
00:49:10,326 --> 00:49:11,569
I'm gonna go check my traps
885
00:49:11,672 --> 00:49:13,433
if I want some dinner tonight,
886
00:49:13,536 --> 00:49:14,882
hopefully get some.
887
00:49:14,986 --> 00:49:16,746
♪ ♪
888
00:49:16,850 --> 00:49:19,784
I really need
to focus on getting food.
889
00:49:19,887 --> 00:49:22,269
I mean, I would love
to catch something for dinner
890
00:49:22,373 --> 00:49:24,340
for my mom's birthday.
891
00:49:24,444 --> 00:49:27,171
♪ ♪
892
00:49:27,274 --> 00:49:30,553
My mom,
she and I are very opposite,
893
00:49:30,657 --> 00:49:35,144
but she's the quiet,
shy, soft-spoken, very sweet,
894
00:49:35,248 --> 00:49:37,802
very compassionate,
and I love her.
895
00:49:44,671 --> 00:49:46,776
Oh, my God,
896
00:49:46,880 --> 00:49:48,192
I got one.
897
00:49:49,434 --> 00:49:51,781
Holy *bleep*, it worked.
898
00:49:51,885 --> 00:49:54,819
Oh, my God, after
all that frustration, wow.
899
00:49:54,922 --> 00:49:56,994
♪ ♪
900
00:49:57,097 --> 00:49:58,236
*bleep*.
901
00:50:00,307 --> 00:50:03,655
Look, Mom!
902
00:50:03,759 --> 00:50:07,280
I got a squirrel
for your birthday dinner!
903
00:50:07,383 --> 00:50:09,489
♪ ♪
904
00:50:09,592 --> 00:50:11,663
I can't believe it.
905
00:50:11,767 --> 00:50:18,808
♪ ♪
906
00:50:20,914 --> 00:50:23,365
It seems to be the theme here.
907
00:50:23,468 --> 00:50:24,849
For every frustrating day,
908
00:50:24,952 --> 00:50:27,196
something exciting happens too.
909
00:50:27,300 --> 00:50:28,853
I'm very determined.
910
00:50:28,956 --> 00:50:30,751
When I have something
in my mind
911
00:50:30,855 --> 00:50:33,133
that this is what
I'm gonna do, I do it.
912
00:50:33,237 --> 00:50:35,066
♪ ♪
913
00:50:35,170 --> 00:50:38,552
Mmm, oh, my God.
914
00:50:38,656 --> 00:50:43,281
I don't plan on coming out
unless I'm taken out...
915
00:50:43,385 --> 00:50:45,352
or I win.
916
00:50:45,456 --> 00:50:48,804
Mmm, I love squirrel.
917
00:50:48,907 --> 00:50:50,116
Wow.
918
00:50:51,772 --> 00:50:55,673
It's amazing, amazing they
don't sell squirrel in stores.
919
00:50:55,776 --> 00:50:57,571
Mmm.
920
00:50:57,675 --> 00:50:59,884
Now, this is gonna make
my body strong.
921
00:51:01,299 --> 00:51:03,715
Again, happy birthday, Mom.
922
00:51:03,819 --> 00:51:05,614
Bon appétit.
923
00:51:05,717 --> 00:51:07,581
Hope you ate as well as I did.
924
00:51:07,685 --> 00:51:09,273
I hope you enjoyed
the birthday cake.
925
00:51:10,860 --> 00:51:17,867
♪ ♪
926
00:51:31,053 --> 00:51:32,917
- Good morning.
927
00:51:33,020 --> 00:51:35,506
I got the message
that today's med check,
928
00:51:35,609 --> 00:51:39,268
and since I've got
this big fire,
929
00:51:39,372 --> 00:51:42,685
the biggest fire
I've had in here,
930
00:51:42,789 --> 00:51:44,929
and it's warmer
than it usually is,
931
00:51:45,032 --> 00:51:47,034
I haven't seen myself
for a while,
932
00:51:47,138 --> 00:51:49,761
and I probably should not
be doing this,
933
00:51:49,865 --> 00:51:52,557
but I just gotta know.
934
00:51:52,661 --> 00:51:53,800
I'm so weak.
935
00:52:01,290 --> 00:52:03,361
It hurts.
936
00:52:03,465 --> 00:52:05,122
It hurts to breathe.
937
00:52:09,022 --> 00:52:11,956
♪ ♪
938
00:52:12,059 --> 00:52:13,889
Oh, my goodness.
939
00:52:13,992 --> 00:52:21,034
♪ ♪
940
00:52:22,587 --> 00:52:25,659
I should be four times this.
941
00:52:25,763 --> 00:52:28,731
I have...
942
00:52:28,835 --> 00:52:31,113
I've never been able
to do that.
943
00:52:31,217 --> 00:52:34,254
I've never seen this.
944
00:52:34,358 --> 00:52:39,190
I feel like I can see
the bone structure.
945
00:52:39,294 --> 00:52:41,365
I am very concerned
946
00:52:41,468 --> 00:52:43,229
about the amount
of weight I'm losing,
947
00:52:43,332 --> 00:52:45,300
but I can slow it down.
948
00:52:45,403 --> 00:52:46,611
♪ ♪
949
00:52:46,715 --> 00:52:49,442
The last 10 years,
I have had the privilege
950
00:52:49,545 --> 00:52:51,133
of pushing my body,
951
00:52:51,237 --> 00:52:54,412
and every once in a while,
it pushes back.
952
00:52:54,516 --> 00:52:59,245
I survived a plane crash
in the Amazon.
953
00:52:59,348 --> 00:53:02,731
I fell through the ice
ice-fishing, 20 below zero.
954
00:53:02,834 --> 00:53:05,527
Pulled myself out,
hiked out 11 miles
955
00:53:05,630 --> 00:53:09,393
to drive myself
two hours to the hospital.
956
00:53:09,496 --> 00:53:11,602
So not to sound arrogant,
957
00:53:11,705 --> 00:53:16,227
but I would not label this
as hard for me.
958
00:53:16,331 --> 00:53:19,196
I think I'll be out here
for quite a while.
959
00:53:19,299 --> 00:53:22,406
♪ ♪
960
00:53:22,509 --> 00:53:24,925
Gotta keep going.
961
00:53:25,029 --> 00:53:32,070
♪ ♪
962
00:53:39,216 --> 00:53:40,562
- Step on.
963
00:53:53,885 --> 00:53:55,301
- Just to walk
10 or 20 steps,
964
00:53:55,404 --> 00:53:56,854
are you completely
out of breath?
965
00:53:56,957 --> 00:54:01,099
- No, but I get light-headed
if I bend over too quickly.
966
00:54:02,894 --> 00:54:04,102
- Any nausea at all?
967
00:54:04,206 --> 00:54:06,760
- Yeah, and then
some sharp pains as well.
968
00:54:06,864 --> 00:54:07,761
Like, sharp.
969
00:54:07,865 --> 00:54:08,935
- Okay.
970
00:54:11,662 --> 00:54:13,215
Oh, that was
a little painful there.
971
00:54:13,319 --> 00:54:14,389
Oh.
972
00:54:15,597 --> 00:54:16,839
- Thank you.
973
00:54:16,943 --> 00:54:23,984
♪ ♪
974
00:54:39,345 --> 00:54:46,317
♪ ♪
975
00:55:04,784 --> 00:55:08,097
- Terry, we're concerned
about your condition.
976
00:55:08,201 --> 00:55:09,513
The biggest concern
977
00:55:09,616 --> 00:55:11,929
is you're showing significant
signs of dehydration.
978
00:55:12,032 --> 00:55:13,586
You're having some fever,
979
00:55:13,689 --> 00:55:16,727
abdominal pains that indicate
a parasitic infection.
980
00:55:16,830 --> 00:55:20,040
Signs are showing
dramatic decline physically.
981
00:55:20,144 --> 00:55:24,113
You could put yourself
in some serious risk.
982
00:55:24,217 --> 00:55:27,669
It's just not being safe
for you to operate out here.
983
00:55:27,772 --> 00:55:29,360
I'm gonna have to extract you
from the field
984
00:55:29,464 --> 00:55:31,155
for medical reasons.
985
00:55:33,640 --> 00:55:34,917
- So soon.
986
00:55:37,023 --> 00:55:41,061
So much still
to experience and...
987
00:55:43,167 --> 00:55:44,617
Learn.
988
00:55:47,689 --> 00:55:52,383
♪ ♪
989
00:55:52,487 --> 00:55:53,764
Sorry to everybody.
990
00:55:53,867 --> 00:55:57,250
I don't feel that I represented
991
00:55:57,354 --> 00:55:59,217
hunters or fishers,
992
00:55:59,321 --> 00:56:03,049
and I'm sorry to Alaskans
and West Virginians.
993
00:56:03,152 --> 00:56:04,291
I, uh...
994
00:56:04,395 --> 00:56:09,435
♪ ♪
995
00:56:09,538 --> 00:56:11,885
As bad as I hate to admit it,
996
00:56:11,989 --> 00:56:13,922
yeah, I hit my edge.
997
00:56:14,025 --> 00:56:15,682
I hit the limit.
998
00:56:15,786 --> 00:56:19,997
I, uh... I could have changed
so many things.
999
00:56:20,100 --> 00:56:22,448
I should have foraged far more.
1000
00:56:22,551 --> 00:56:25,968
I didn't hunt for the first
eight days I was here.
1001
00:56:26,072 --> 00:56:27,901
When I harvested the beaver,
1002
00:56:28,005 --> 00:56:32,250
I got so concerned
with preserving it
1003
00:56:32,354 --> 00:56:35,046
that I didn't hunt
anything else.
1004
00:56:35,150 --> 00:56:36,634
But I didn't,
1005
00:56:36,738 --> 00:56:40,500
and I wouldn't change
one of those decisions now
1006
00:56:40,604 --> 00:56:44,677
because this has been such
an experience of a lifetime.
1007
00:56:44,780 --> 00:56:47,887
And if I change
any of those decisions,
1008
00:56:47,990 --> 00:56:50,752
the entire experience
is different.
1009
00:56:53,927 --> 00:56:56,240
I've been super blessed,
lucky, and fortunate
1010
00:56:56,343 --> 00:57:00,520
to have
such an incredible experience.
1011
00:57:00,624 --> 00:57:03,868
10 years ago,
after quite a severe accident,
1012
00:57:03,972 --> 00:57:05,801
I was drawn to Alaska.
1013
00:57:05,905 --> 00:57:08,597
And this is absolutely
1014
00:57:08,701 --> 00:57:10,806
another turning point
in my life.
1015
00:57:10,910 --> 00:57:13,119
Through the pain,
through the suffering,
1016
00:57:13,222 --> 00:57:15,362
I was thankful to be out here,
1017
00:57:15,466 --> 00:57:17,054
and I'm leaving Labrador
1018
00:57:17,157 --> 00:57:20,160
with the clarity
that everything you need
1019
00:57:20,264 --> 00:57:23,267
is right in front of you.
1020
00:57:23,370 --> 00:57:27,271
So now I want to go home,
consolidate,
1021
00:57:27,374 --> 00:57:29,273
and get everything
that I'm not using
1022
00:57:29,376 --> 00:57:30,723
to people that would benefit,
1023
00:57:30,826 --> 00:57:32,725
and then appreciate
every day to the fullest,
1024
00:57:32,828 --> 00:57:35,831
and live it to the fullest,
and pursue my passions
1025
00:57:35,935 --> 00:57:38,489
and just hunt and fish
and travel all the time.
1026
00:57:39,766 --> 00:57:41,250
That's a reason to smile,
1027
00:57:41,354 --> 00:57:43,390
and there's much
to be thankful for.
1028
00:57:43,494 --> 00:57:50,501
♪ ♪
1029
00:58:02,927 --> 00:58:03,928
- Look at this.
1030
00:58:10,210 --> 00:58:13,213
I counted the rings
on this tree.
1031
00:58:13,317 --> 00:58:15,319
This tree is 48 years old.
1032
00:58:18,391 --> 00:58:21,256
Hardest two sets
of woodpecker lips,
1033
00:58:21,359 --> 00:58:23,672
48 years old.
1034
00:58:23,776 --> 00:58:25,156
Pretty awesome.
1035
00:58:25,260 --> 00:58:30,783
♪ ♪
1036
00:58:30,886 --> 00:58:33,233
The thing right now
is just to finish...
1037
00:58:33,337 --> 00:58:35,788
finish the damn shelter.
1038
00:58:35,891 --> 00:58:38,791
We are trying
to tighten this up
1039
00:58:38,894 --> 00:58:40,413
so that I can lay...
1040
00:58:40,517 --> 00:58:42,553
'cause we're trying
to get to the roof.
1041
00:58:42,657 --> 00:58:43,692
Before I get to the roof,
1042
00:58:43,796 --> 00:58:46,833
I need to lay one
from here up there.
1043
00:58:46,937 --> 00:58:49,180
It's gotta be sturdy.
1044
00:58:49,284 --> 00:58:50,975
Not finishing the shelter
1045
00:58:51,079 --> 00:58:53,909
stops me from being active
and doing the things
1046
00:58:54,013 --> 00:58:55,221
that I want to be doing,
1047
00:58:55,324 --> 00:58:56,912
like going out
and getting food.
1048
00:58:59,156 --> 00:59:01,503
I've always appreciated food,
you know,
1049
00:59:01,607 --> 00:59:03,643
growing up without
a lot of money,
1050
00:59:03,747 --> 00:59:07,923
but I will have a newfound
appreciation for food
1051
00:59:08,027 --> 00:59:09,407
after this.
1052
00:59:10,788 --> 00:59:12,756
It's a really positive thing
1053
00:59:12,859 --> 00:59:18,244
to, like, think
about how fortunate you are
1054
00:59:18,347 --> 00:59:19,625
to have what you have.
1055
00:59:21,454 --> 00:59:24,561
♪ ♪
1056
00:59:24,664 --> 00:59:25,941
Getting sturdy.
1057
00:59:26,045 --> 00:59:30,636
♪ ♪
1058
00:59:34,778 --> 00:59:37,988
Whoa, *bleep*.
1059
00:59:38,091 --> 00:59:39,230
*bleep*.
1060
00:59:44,546 --> 00:59:45,720
Mm.
1061
00:59:57,179 --> 00:59:58,249
Whoa.
1062
01:00:03,669 --> 01:00:06,119
All right, get up, boy.
1063
01:00:06,223 --> 01:00:12,643
♪ ♪
1064
01:00:12,747 --> 01:00:14,058
Ugh!
1065
01:00:14,162 --> 01:00:18,891
*bleep*. Son of a *bleep*.
1066
01:00:23,792 --> 01:00:25,345
That was a bad fall.
1067
01:00:32,214 --> 01:00:35,217
I'm gonna have to be
real careful from here on out.
1068
01:00:38,704 --> 01:00:40,188
That slowed me down a ton.
1069
01:00:41,810 --> 01:00:44,364
Maybe if we walk it off,
it'll feel a little better.
1070
01:00:48,714 --> 01:00:54,858
♪ ♪
1071
01:00:56,549 --> 01:01:03,625
♪ ♪
1072
01:01:04,005 --> 01:01:06,559
Ooh, gosh.
1073
01:01:06,663 --> 01:01:08,734
My back is on fire.
1074
01:01:10,459 --> 01:01:14,671
I'm at, like,
a pain level seven, probably,
1075
01:01:14,774 --> 01:01:17,846
and I don't say that easily.
1076
01:01:17,950 --> 01:01:21,954
Maybe just stay in bed all day
tomorrow and rest this back,
1077
01:01:22,057 --> 01:01:26,165
but without food,
I will not get better.
1078
01:01:26,268 --> 01:01:28,512
Without rest,
I will not get better.
1079
01:01:28,615 --> 01:01:32,412
So what's it gonna be?
1080
01:01:38,487 --> 01:01:45,529
♪ ♪
1081
01:01:50,223 --> 01:01:53,917
I cannot find a position.
1082
01:01:54,020 --> 01:01:56,264
♪ ♪
1083
01:01:56,367 --> 01:01:58,922
And I'm exhausted,
but I can't sleep
1084
01:01:59,025 --> 01:02:01,856
more than 10,
20 minutes at a time.
1085
01:02:01,959 --> 01:02:03,720
♪ ♪
1086
01:02:03,823 --> 01:02:09,587
And then my leg falls asleep,
and my hip starts burning up.
1087
01:02:11,693 --> 01:02:15,110
♪ ♪
1088
01:02:15,214 --> 01:02:18,458
This is brutal.
1089
01:02:18,562 --> 01:02:20,978
I'm not gonna lie.
It's pretty brutal.
1090
01:02:23,636 --> 01:02:24,637
♪ ♪
1091
01:02:24,741 --> 01:02:25,914
I'm not ready to leave.
1092
01:02:26,018 --> 01:02:28,814
I'm not ready to call it,
you know?
1093
01:02:28,917 --> 01:02:30,194
You can push your mind,
1094
01:02:30,298 --> 01:02:33,715
but your body
doesn't negotiate with you.
1095
01:02:33,819 --> 01:02:35,234
It is what it is.
1096
01:02:35,337 --> 01:02:37,132
♪ ♪
1097
01:02:37,236 --> 01:02:39,445
That's the situation, folks.
1098
01:02:39,548 --> 01:02:42,724
♪ ♪
1099
01:02:42,828 --> 01:02:44,381
- Trick or treat!
1100
01:02:44,484 --> 01:02:47,591
Wow, you look so cute!
1101
01:02:47,694 --> 01:02:52,492
Does this whole thing
make me seem totally insane?
1102
01:02:53,770 --> 01:02:55,530
- Got it.
1103
01:02:55,633 --> 01:02:56,669
Yes!
1104
01:02:58,084 --> 01:02:59,465
- *bleep*.
1105
01:02:59,568 --> 01:03:01,018
- Stomach doesn't feel good.
1106
01:03:02,364 --> 01:03:05,885
I will not hit the button,
ever.
1107
01:03:05,989 --> 01:03:10,338
♪ ♪
1108
01:03:11,580 --> 01:03:15,653
♪ ♪
1109
01:03:19,209 --> 01:03:21,867
Yeah. Dizzy.
Way lightheaded.
1110
01:03:23,075 --> 01:03:24,283
Ah.
1111
01:03:25,422 --> 01:03:27,079
I hear the boat
1112
01:03:27,148 --> 01:03:29,288
Today's med check.
1113
01:03:29,357 --> 01:03:30,876
I don't feel good.
1114
01:03:30,945 --> 01:03:33,464
And I don't feel good
about this.
1115
01:03:34,672 --> 01:03:35,812
- Ready?
1116
01:03:37,710 --> 01:03:40,161
- I really feel like
I'm getting to the edge
1117
01:03:40,230 --> 01:03:43,543
of massive weight loss.
1118
01:03:43,612 --> 01:03:46,995
I can tell by my interactions
with the production team
1119
01:03:47,064 --> 01:03:48,790
what they say,
how they say it,
1120
01:03:48,859 --> 01:03:51,034
and their body language
when they say it.
1121
01:03:51,103 --> 01:03:52,898
- It shows he's dehydrated.
1122
01:03:52,967 --> 01:03:56,280
He's been vomiting...
- There's concerns.
1123
01:03:56,349 --> 01:03:58,627
I think they're just seeing
the effects
1124
01:03:58,696 --> 01:04:03,115
of my body deteriorating
and eating itself.
1125
01:04:03,184 --> 01:04:05,980
- I am worried about
his dizziness with standing up
1126
01:04:06,049 --> 01:04:08,154
and the diarrhea
and the feeling chill
1127
01:04:08,223 --> 01:04:10,916
could be the early start
of a parasitic
1128
01:04:10,985 --> 01:04:12,400
or bacterial infection.
1129
01:04:13,919 --> 01:04:16,749
- Terry, the concern is that
if you pass out,
1130
01:04:16,818 --> 01:04:18,164
you could pass out
into the river
1131
01:04:18,233 --> 01:04:21,236
or in a way
that leaves you in danger.
1132
01:04:21,305 --> 01:04:22,893
Could be a sign
of something worse.
1133
01:04:22,962 --> 01:04:24,584
Could be a parasite,
could be something else.
1134
01:04:24,653 --> 01:04:27,518
Obviously the inability
to keep anything down.
1135
01:04:27,587 --> 01:04:29,313
All of this
is concerning to us.
1136
01:04:29,382 --> 01:04:31,074
I'm gonna have to extract you
from the field
1137
01:04:31,143 --> 01:04:33,386
for medical reasons.
1138
01:04:33,455 --> 01:04:35,423
Is this how you saw yourself
leaving?
1139
01:04:35,492 --> 01:04:36,769
- No.
1140
01:04:36,838 --> 01:04:40,462
This is not how
I saw myself leaving.
1141
01:04:40,531 --> 01:04:42,706
I just didn't think
It'd be so soon.
1142
01:04:42,775 --> 01:04:44,950
'Cause I'm just not
ready to leave.
1143
01:04:45,019 --> 01:04:47,504
Mentally, I'm not ready.
1144
01:04:47,573 --> 01:04:50,610
And it hurts me,
and it will hurt me
1145
01:04:50,679 --> 01:04:52,578
for the rest of my life,
I expect.
1146
01:04:54,235 --> 01:04:58,377
But I'm so thankful
for the time I have had here
1147
01:04:58,446 --> 01:05:02,519
and the things I've seen
and experienced and felt.
1148
01:05:07,834 --> 01:05:11,321
♪ ♪
1149
01:05:11,390 --> 01:05:14,980
I'm absolutely unprepared
and very saddened
1150
01:05:15,049 --> 01:05:17,603
at the thought
of leaving Labrador.
1151
01:05:17,672 --> 01:05:21,745
I'm too stubborn
for my own good.
1152
01:05:21,814 --> 01:05:24,644
I could have done more.
I could've hunted more.
1153
01:05:24,713 --> 01:05:26,163
I could've fished more.
1154
01:05:26,232 --> 01:05:28,994
Could've hydrated more
the entire time.
1155
01:05:29,063 --> 01:05:31,375
But when I harvested
the beaver,
1156
01:05:31,444 --> 01:05:35,172
I just got so caught up
in just preserving it
1157
01:05:35,241 --> 01:05:37,174
that I didn't hunt
anything else.
1158
01:05:37,243 --> 01:05:38,451
I should've balanced.
1159
01:05:38,520 --> 01:05:41,040
♪ ♪
1160
01:05:41,109 --> 01:05:43,560
I do believe that I am
the type of person
1161
01:05:43,629 --> 01:05:48,289
that will push myself further
than I should.
1162
01:05:48,358 --> 01:05:50,877
But in life,
1163
01:05:50,947 --> 01:05:52,707
there is no tap out button.
1164
01:05:52,776 --> 01:05:54,019
That's not an option.
1165
01:05:54,088 --> 01:05:57,091
So I don't view
pain or suffering
1166
01:05:57,160 --> 01:05:58,816
in the outdoors
as a negative thing.
1167
01:05:58,885 --> 01:06:01,612
I think it's a growth,
an opportunity.
1168
01:06:01,681 --> 01:06:04,581
♪ ♪
1169
01:06:04,650 --> 01:06:08,033
Staying 42 days, I feel like
I lived two lifetimes
1170
01:06:08,102 --> 01:06:09,517
in that time out there.
1171
01:06:09,586 --> 01:06:11,070
I, of course,
had ambitions
1172
01:06:11,139 --> 01:06:12,623
of staying far longer,
1173
01:06:12,692 --> 01:06:16,731
but 42 days is the longest
solo trip I've conducted.
1174
01:06:16,800 --> 01:06:20,528
So I'm really proud of that.
1175
01:06:20,597 --> 01:06:23,772
This experience was enjoyable
and enriching,
1176
01:06:23,841 --> 01:06:26,120
and I'm so thankful for it.
1177
01:06:26,189 --> 01:06:29,295
And I did achieve some goals
while I was out there
1178
01:06:29,364 --> 01:06:32,298
that I won't ever forget.
1179
01:06:32,367 --> 01:06:35,198
Through the pain,
through the suffering,
1180
01:06:35,267 --> 01:06:38,408
I was able to learn more
about this incredible place
1181
01:06:38,477 --> 01:06:40,927
and what I'm capable of
1182
01:06:40,997 --> 01:06:43,447
and just learn things
that I hope
1183
01:06:43,516 --> 01:06:45,242
I can navigate
the rest of my life
1184
01:06:45,311 --> 01:06:46,623
in a better way with.
1185
01:06:46,692 --> 01:06:49,971
Though, physically far weaker,
far smaller.
1186
01:06:50,040 --> 01:06:53,733
Mentally, I will be
going home stronger.
1187
01:06:53,802 --> 01:06:57,703
♪ ♪
1187
01:06:58,305 --> 01:07:58,369
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