All language subtitles for Angst.1983.720p.BluRay.x264-KG [PublicHD]

The fear in her eyes and
the knife in the chest

That's my last memory of my mother

That's why I had to go
to prison for four years

Even though she survived it

After that it went good for a while

Until I met that 70 year old

"Oh my god" were her last words

Then she was dead

I didn't know her and I didn't steal anything

That damned idea was suddenly there

I just had to

I couldn't explain it

So I went to prison for 10 years

Then the psychologists got interested
in my inner life

When they asked me about my dreams,
I told them about flowers

Flowers

Always just flowers

Apart from that, I could fantasize
in my mind whatever I wanted

It helped me control this urge to...

Just let it all out

Prison exists so one
can better oneself

But that urge to torture a human,
that's one thing I never could get rid of

If you sum everything up

Then I've been behind bars more than
half of my life

Only, I never commited a crime
out of pure joy

There was always a little something,
that was added to it

I knew, It will happen again

It has to

But this time they won't get me

Nobody came to pick me up

No family, Nothing

I would've been too excited anyway

I couldn't sleep the whole last night

Finally free

I already had a concrete plan

The details were all fixed

Now it was only neccesary to find somebody

But I didn't know where I was

I've lived in this town for 10 years

Only, behind bars you can't get
to know a city

My first question was: Where to?

I thought: Where can you meet somebody?

So I went to the first Caf� that was open

There were two attractive girls
sitting in there

They were still pretty young

But that would've worked

I felt a bit awkward, dressed as I was

But after 10 years of prison,
you can't be dressed modern

They stared at me

I was on it immediately

They literally provoked me

My fantasy immediately began to go wild

I wondered how I could approach them

That excited me enormously

I immediately imagined the greatest things

But it would've caused too much
attention in the Caf�

Everyone would have heard us

That wasn't a good opportunity

It was absolutely neccesary to find
a quiet place

and everything would've gone on well

Then a coincidence helped me

- Where to?

Straigt ahead, please

The opportunity in the Taxi was great

It wouldn't be a robbery,
I wasn't interested in money

That woman reminded me of my
first girlfriend, Anna-Marie

A real whore

I was 14 at the time, and she was
significantly older than me

She nearly could've been my mother

We sat on a bench in the park

I had to remove a shoe

She took the shoe away from me...
- What are you doing?

she only would return it to me

...if I gave her a kiss
- What are you doing there?

Anna-Marie then took me home with her

She seduced me

That's when I was able to get active
for the first time

First I tied her up, then sealed
her mouth shut...

Then I hit her

With a belt and later with a real whip

She couldn't get enough

I really enjoyed it

I became Anna-Marie's slave,
and it really excited me

Hey What are you doing !!

Nobody had followed me

Where to and how long I'd run, I don't know

I didn't know that area

I'd never been there

The house seemed desolate to me

I wasn't sure if somebody lived in there

I noticed no one

and didn't hear anything

No human soul around

I thought, that's a paradise for me

The house was well protected
by the park and the trees

I didn't have to be afraid of neighbours here

The locatin was perfect

No danger of being spotted here

I could hardly breathe

I was incredibly excited

The opportunity to meet someone in here...

nearly made me go mad

I thought I couldn't take it much longer

I was sure someone lived in here

My victims

I was afraid

Daddy?

Not of the law

I was in a state of mind that excluded
every kind of logic

I was afraid of myself

Already earlier in my life,
I had been in great fear

For example, as a child it was impossible for
me to be alone in a room

My grandmother once locked me alone in a
dark room for a whole night

I thought she was trying to kill me

That I'd die of fear

The only thing that helped me
were those sounds

What luck I had

What luck I had

This house was perfect for me

My plan would work

Mommy

Daddy is here

Don't be stupid, he's long been dead

As a child, I always had to fear for my life

First my mother threw out my father

Then she lived with another man

My stepfather

And she tried to kill me

She wrapped me in wet diapers

and put me in front of
the open window

So I should get cold at the window
and freeze to death

Sylvia!

Sylvia...

Sylvia...

I was never safe with my mother

She hated boys

For my mother, I was only an attempt
to get a girl

She didn't want a boy like me

She developed a real infatuation
for my sister

I didn't exist for her

My sister could do with me
whatever she wanted

My mother always just laughed

But one time, I caught my sister alone

I really gave it to her then

I wanted to hit her until she was dead

In her eyes I saw that she was afraid of me

That excited me enormously

Because my mother didn't want me,
I grew up at my grandmother's

But she always just said that she
had to be ashamed of me

That I was a shame for the whole family

Because I was an illegitimate child

She was incredibly religious

...and to purge the guilt,
she sent me to a convent

I didn't want to

But I had to become a priest

We students lived in that convent

...and the nuns and priests had a farm there

There were all kinds of animals there

One afternoon, I secretly snuck into the barn

...and used a knife until the blood gushed

It was a pig

It was afraid of me and squeaked so loudly
that the nuns came and caught me

After this incident I had to leave
the convent

For my grandmother, a world collapsed

She was so religious...

Now I was no longer allowed to become a priest

After the incident at the convent,
my mother said

that my family had to be afraid of me

For her, I now was a monster

She punished me by not letting
me back to my grandmother

That was because my stepfather decided
to take over my upbringing

But he hated me

He was always good to my sister

But He couldn't stand me

She was never treated badly

One time, he hit me so hard, that I had
to crawl on the floor

My mother and my sister just stood there
and laughed at me

I wanted to take revenge on my stepfather

I wanted to kill him, out of rage

Daddy

But I was too weak

So I had to run away from home

I slept in the park

There I observed a swan

First I strangled it

Then I cut off its head

It was expelled from the flock and
didn't go back with them in the water

It lived all by itself in a corner
of the park

It liked humans very much

But it was afraid of me

I imagined, that I was taking my revenge then

Everything went wrong

Everything happened to fast

I had it imagined totally differently

Much much more dramatic

At least now I wanted to stick to my plan

First the mother should visit her dead son

She should observe very carefully

...how he no longer could move

That would teach her some respect

But...she wasn't moving anymore herself

I thought she was playing a trick on me

Like a fox that pretends to be dead

I really thought she was pretending

Then I noticed, there was really
something wrong with her

Nobody can act that well

That's impossible

But she shouldn't be unconscious

She had to experience every phase
very thoroughly

I had lost control

A catastrophe!

That couldn't happen to me

What are you doing?

Mother is ill

She needs her medicine...

In the kitchen

- She could help me
- Please

The old one had to stay concscious
no matter what

I wanted to strangle her after all

And the daughter should watch
how her mother slowly died

She should see what it meant to die

The young one tried to get me

Either she liked me that much or she
was just trying to rescue herself

But that didn't matter, she just
didn't know it yet

I had planned something very special for her

She would take the most, that was obvious

The thing with her is going to be
very special

In the kitchen I had already noticed
various tools

With her, I'll do it in the most
precise manner

Exactly what I had always imagined

But first I had to wake up the old one

She had to gain consciousness again

After all, she was supposed to
whimper and be afraid of me

Then the daughter would have to watch
how she would die

She can't give up

Just like that

I finished her

Now only the girl was left to me

You!

You

You

You

You... You

I didn't want to leave the corpses in
the house like that

I decided to take the family with me

The thought that I could have the corpses
with me all the time

...excited me tremendously

In no case would I leave without them

I had my plans with the corpses

I was determined that this all was only
the beginning

I wanted to live out my fantasies

At that moment, I didn't care where that
would lead

I didn't think about it at all

I wanted to get new victims
as soon as possible

I was crazy about it

I made a new plan

I wanted to show the corpses to
the new victims

I was convinced that I could really scare
them with that

I had the idea that I would lock the new
victims together with the corpses

That would scare them enormously

Some would surely die of fear

They couldn't stand being tortured that way

And then I would finish them off

After the act I felt very well

My head felt lighter

Also my whole body felt lighter

I thought that everything I did was
easier now

As if I was floating

I was in a bright, yes even cheerful mood

Of course I knew that this state of mind...

...this relief, wouldn't last long

That the urge would return

Hey!

Hey!

Hey, get out of there!

Get out of there already!

Hey!

Come on!

I can't pity the victims

I wanted to continue to murder

I already had a perfect plan

The two girls were sitting there again

I was on it immediately

My fantasy immediately began to go wild

It was irresistible

Just fantastic

I thought...

How could I approach them?

Then I decided...

I'll take them all

I'll take all four of them
right now, right here

Show me your registration

I don't have anything to do it with!

The registration!

I got the car from someone else,
I don't know how that happened

- I don't care, show me your registration!
- I...

What now?

- Do you have a registration or don't you?
- It's not my fault, that's not my car...

I don't care, show me your registration

The moment was very thrilling

It really excited me

- But I don't have anything to do with it!
- Open up the trunk!

Now everybody's going to be scared to death

Now everybody is afraid of me

I'm famous

It's a pity about those girls, though...

That would've been a nice tango

Excerpt from the psychiatric opinion

The patient planned and commited
the crime consciously

to gain physical satisfaction

His personality is liable and perverse

The worst mental disorder is a pronounced
sadism

However mental illness wasn't the diagnoses

That by hurting somebody and by
using violence...

on other people, he could get
sexually excited

this was known to the patient since
early childhood

His relation to society is severely disturbed

This is because as a baby he was
abandoned by the mother

and later would never know a stable family

The patient is one hundred percent
responsible

but one cannot speak of guilt in
the common sense with this case

The prospect of punishment didn't stop
him from murdering

Sentence on behalf of the people:

Imprisonment for life