All language subtitles for Our.Italian.Christmas.Memories.2022.1080p.WEBRip.x264.AAC5.1

Hey, R.J.!

You keep doing that and Santa'll
turn his sleigh right around.

Why do you smell
like my cologne?

It's frankincense.

Goof ball.

That's Mary and
that's baby Jesus.

But where's Jesus's dad?

He's taking the picture,
of course.

Nonno!

It's Christmas Eve, why aren't
you kids looking for the pickle?

Come on!

Donata!

Can you see anything?

Hey.

The wise men are
on the porch now.

They probably
smelled your sugo.

Oh.

Your sauce is that good,
but it's probably

just the neighborhood kids
playing around.

Ok, what can I help with?

You can start the pasta.

Hm.

Oh!

Try it.

So?

Tastes like home.

The moment I first sampled
your sugo,

I knew you were the one.

And the moment I first heard
you say "yes, dear"

I knew you were the one.

Yes, dear!

Ok, the paste.

You know, I wish
just one of the them

would show some interest
in cooking.

Even if they did, you'd still
do everything yourself.

Oh, no, I wouldn't.

Yes, you would.

More salt.

Hey, more dancing.

Ok, back to the sauce.

Oh, you need a little
help here?

Yes.

Oh, let me help you.
Come on.

Ah!

Ah!

My mother aways said, family's
where you act the worst

but are loved the best.

She was only joking, somewhat.

But, remember, family is not
just the most important thing,

it's everything!

So Buon Natale!

Buon Natale!

And I found the pickle!

Good job.
A year of luck to you.

Oh, what a feast.
Look at this.

Who wants to start
with the pasta?

Hello?

You're still asleep?

I overslept.

I just got in from
LA last night.

I'm jet-lagged.

Ok, but Mom's called me like
a million times

asking if you're on
your way yet.

She wants us all to have dinner
before she leaves.

I know, and I'll be there.

I just have to figure out what
box my winter clothes are in.

Anna, it's time to unpack.

You've lived there
for six months.

Yeah, and I've been away
for five of them.

So, no uh, Christmas decorating
for your apartment?

I meant to, but the decorations
are in a box

with my winter clothes,
which I think I just found.

Oh, no, just a box of miniature
hotel toiletries.

Ok, just get in the car.
I will lend you clothes.

Said like a true big sister.
But wait, I'm the big sister.

Oh, you are.
Then act like it.

Ok, Papa, a list of
your prescriptions

and what to take when

and a list of all your
appointments with times, addresses.

I have copies for Anna too.

Madeline, relax.
I'll be ok while you're gone.

Maybe I shouldn't go.
The kids are all here.

Which is exactly why
you can go.

This trip is a Christmas gift
from your kids,

not a punishment.

Maui in December.

Sun, surf, open bar,
tiki drinks.

You can have that Tropical
Itch you like.

Oh, you're terrible.

Hello!

Oh, here they are!

Hi!

Hey, Mom.

Hello.

How's my great grandchild?

It's good to see you.

Oh, he's comfortable,
don't worry about him.

Me, on the other hand.

Well, take a seat.

Where's Anna?

Oh, uh...

Oh!

There she is!

Mom.

Sweetie.

The prodigal daughter returns.

Look at you!
You're glowing.

No, I'm sweating,
but thank you.

Oh, my Anna.

Nonno.

I missed you so much.
How long's it been?

Like a year, what?

No, Papa, Anna was just here
in October for your birthday.

Oh. Yeah.
Of course.

I saw the wise men
are on the move again.

Oh, these neighborhood kids.

All these years later,

we're sticking to the
neighborhood kid theory?

Well what can you say?
The kids are committed.

Are you excited to be
roommates for a week?

Oh, overjoyed.

Now, will you fill me in on
all your work adventures?

Did you just get in from Cairo?

Um, no, Cairo was
two years ago, Nonno.

I've been at UCLA lately.

Yeah.

Guess who's here?

Well the house just
got substantially louder,

so it must be R.J.

R.J!

I come bearing gifts.

Frankincense and myrrh?

Better. Orange chicken
and fried rice.

The modern magi.

Well, I got dinner, so
who's setting the table?

Oh, I have to move
the wise men back.

Well then, I'm off the clock.

I have to grab more Christmas decorations.

What she said.

It would be my pleasure.

What's with the labels?

So he knows where
everything is.

He's starting to forget more.
The labels minimize confusion.

It's a lot of work for you.

It's the definition of family.

Hey, forget about setting
the table.

How bout we eat
in the living room

so I can at least finish
decorating the tree with
everyone before I go.

Sure.

La Befana.
Nonna's Christmas Witch.

She loved this ornament.

This is making me
not want to go.

It's just a week.

You've been wanting to take
this trip forever.

And it's high season
for whale watching.

Plus, you'll be back
for Christmas Eve.

Speaking of, where are we
getting Christmas Eve dinner

from this year?

Uh, we could do Forbeeces.

Nah, their pasta's overcooked.
Sauce is too sweet.

Pasta.

Wait, isn't there a big Italian
fish dinner on Christmas Eve?

I'm allergic to seafood.

Feast of the seven fishes.

Used to scare poor Donata
half to death

when Madeline was a kid.

And that's how sugo became our
own special family tradition.

Oh, what I wouldn't give

for one more spoonful
of Donata's sugo.

Mm. Oh.

It always, it always
tasted like, uh...

Like, um...

Like home.

Si si, like home.

You know, I just realized
we haven't had

a home-cooked Christmas Eve
dinner since Nonna passed.

That's ten years of take out.
That's a little sad.

Maybe this year we can cook?

Ok, I could whip something up.

- No!
- No, no.

No, you'll be exhausted.
R.J can make something.

Thank you for volunteering me.
But yes, I can cook.

And we can help you.

I love this idea.
And look what I just found.

Remember no looking for it
before Christmas Eve.

You know where Papa's
prescriptions and schedules are

and there's a backup
on the fridge.

Oh, and uh, Papa's medications

are in the advent calendar
for each day.

Festive meets type A.
I like it.

Oh, it's like no one
in this family

appreciates me
over-thinking for them.

You better go, you car's here.

I don't know.
Maybe I shouldn't go.

No, Mom, you're going.

You take care of Nonno.
You take care of everyone.

Just go, have fun.

All your worries will still be
here when you return.

Well thanks for that.

Ah.

Thank you, honey.

I love you.

I love you too.

Ok.

- Bye.
- Bye.

Call me when you get there.

Yeah, I will.

Who wants to play
a game of gin?

Sorry, my Anna, I'm tired.

Night, Nonno.

Goodnight, Nonno.

I am pregnant.

I don't want to.

Well I'm down.

Should I make some eggnog?

Like you had to ask.

So, I heard you have
a girlfriend.

I mean, kind of, I guess.

When am I gonna meet her?

She's coming to decorate
the farm with us.

Perfect.

So, before that,
tell me everything.

Well, her name's Monica.

Her dad's the chef
and owner where I work.

I was delivering produce
for Ella and I walked in

and saw Monica and yeah,
that was it for me.

And then we were chatting
and she said her dad

was looking for help and so
I asked for an application.

You would have jumped
at any job

that aloud you to see
more of her.

Definitely.

Of course, I didn't know at
the time that she was just

home for the year while
she studies for her LSATs.

She sounds amazing.

She is.

So I have no idea what
she's doing with me.

I mean, she thinks I'm a chef
and not a college drop out

or a failed business owner
or any of my other quirks.

R.J, you're the best.

So what about you?
Where're you teaching next?

I'm waiting on a call
from Tafts

And then I don't know.

The adjunct professor life is a
lot of not knowing what's next.

Isn't it hard, always being
a stranger?

Never feeling home.
Or maybe that's easier for you.

Gin.

You got lucky.

Double or nothing?

You're on.

Well. What do we have here?

Well, Chef schooled
me the other day,

so I was just practicing.

Whipped up the dish
poulet Francais

with parmesan risotto
and rainbow carrots.

Thought maybe you'd taste test.

I'm not really hungry.

Said by me never.
Come on.

Thank you.

Mmmhm.

That is incredible.

Thank you.
But the risotto is a little...

Distracting my wait
staff again?

Uh yeah, but Dad,
it's worth it.

You've gotta come try this.

No. It's really not ready.

Hm.

Mm. Mm.

Chicken is strong.
The risotto is overdone.

Yeah, I thought so.

He's tough, but the dish
is good.

You are good.

You really don't have
to be here with me.

Sorry, Mom said I did.
Marching orders.

Yeah, but I feel like a kid.

Well, then I'll get you
a lollipop at the end.

If you're good.

Make it a red one, please.

Vincent, good to see you again.

Hey, Doc.

And whom do we have
with you today?

Uh, this is my granddaughter, Anna.

Oh, the sociologist.

You're grandfather brags
about you all the time.

Said you were teaching
in Cairo?

I was teaching in Cairo,
two years ago.

Lucky you.
I loved it there.

I visited years ago to see
the pyramids at first light

before the crowds got in.

Ah, the pyramids.

There's no words.
It's just this feeling.

Like you're somehow living

in the past and the present
at the same time.

Exactly.

Who's getting examined here?

You are. Right, thank you
for reminding me.

Alrighty.

Alright, senior Colluccia.

I'm gonna ask you a few
of the questions

I asked last time you visited.

Do you remember when that was?

Hard to remember.
Seems like I'm always here.

Well, do you know
what year it is?

Well, I'm partying
like it's 1999.

But in fact it is 2022.

Very good.
And when's your birthday?

October 18th, 1944.

Day after, which God, having
witnesses perfection, rested.

How many nickels
are in 60 cents.

Oh. Uh...

That's ok.

It's pretty early in
the morning for math.

And last time you were here,
I asked you to remember

a sentence and repeat it back
to me the next time you came in.

Oh.

Can you remember what it was?

That's alright.
Don't worry about it.

Alright, do you mind if I take
your blood pressure quickly?

Ah, yeah.

Ellen, can you please schedule

Mr. Colluccia's
next appointment?

Of course.
Right this way, Mr. Colluccia.

I'll be right there.

You looked surprised in there.

I was.

I didn't realize
it was this bad.

My mom said it's early
stage Alzheimers.

It was, but based on
what I've been seeing

for the past two months,

I'm sorry to say he's moving
into middle stage.

So what can we do?

What you're already doing.

Make sure he takes his meds,
try to keep his mind engaged.

But, is there a way
to slow it down?

No. I'm sorry.

There's an inevitability
to his condition.

Look, I'm not gonna mince words,

this is hard for everyone, but
it's especially hard for him.

It's like what you said
about the pyramids.

That's how he feels,

like he's living in the past and
the present at the same time.

Is there a timeline?

No.
Everyone's different.

But, like I told your mother,

your family should start

discussing care plans
for Vincent.

What do you mean?

Well, he's gonna need
full-time care either at home

or at a facility that
specializes in the care

for people with Alzheimers.

I'm sorry, I know it's a lot.

If you or anyone in your family
needs someone to talk to,

I'm here.

I appreciate that.
Thank you.

- Hey.
- Hey.

Thank you.

Don't worry, I'm fine.

I mean, Dr. Graham wants me
to remember a sentence

he told me a month ago.

Who can do that?

I can't even remember what I
had for breakfast this morning.

You had three biscotti,
eaten standing over the sink.

See? I still got it.

Come on, I want to show
you something.

It's beautiful, Nonno.

The most beautiful
parking lot ever.

This isn't just any
parking lot,

this is where Donata and
I had our first apartment.

Really?

Yeah, used to be a big
brick building here.

Apartment wasn't much,
walls were so thin

you could hear
the neighbors fart.

Nonno!

I mean cough, sorry.
Oh, but we were so happy.

I can still remember
Donata here.

Dancing with me,
pregnant with your mother.

Always laughing,
always fixing something.

Always cooking.

Her sugo.

Oh, every Sunday
and Christmas Eve.

See Anna, I'm not losing it.
I can still remember so much.

I'm ok. See?

Yeah, I see.

I see.

Uh, they got a mind
of their own.

Do they?

I'm going for my walk.
Gotta get my steps in.

It's Dr. Greg.

It's Anna Colluccia calling.

Hi, Anna.

I guess I do have a few
more questions.

Yeah, of course.
I'm glad you reached out.

So, what can I help you with?

Um, I was thinking about
what you said about engaging

my grandfather's mind.

What exactly did you mean
by that?

Well, I mean, keep him involved
in the things he loves.

What brings him joy.

Well, not to be too clichéd
Italian, but, food.

Well I'm not Italian
and I feel the same.

Um, but food, that's good.

Smell is the closest sense
linked to memory.

Taste not too far behind,

so maybe he could have
a cooking project?

Some recipe he loves.

That's a great idea.
Thank you, this was so helpful.

Of course.

And please, feel free
to call me whenever.

Really.

Thank you, Dr. Greg.

How about just Greg?

Ok, just Greg.

Take care.

Bye.

What are you doing?

Oh, just plumbing the annals
of Colluccia history.

Working through Nonna's stuff.

Hoping there was a recipe
notebook or something in here.

Well, I can help.
What have you found so far?

I've got boxes labeled Donata
one, two and three of four,

but I can't find the fourth.

Oh, wow.
Look what I found?

Oh. All the hideous jewelry
we made her as children.

She was always so proud of them.

She was either a perfect saint
or a great liar.

Or both.

I'm gonna call Mom.

Hi, honey.
How's it going?

Good, I'm just here with R.J.

Hi, Mom!

Hi, honey!

How's your trip?

Oh, just lounging by the pool.

Drinking a pineapple mango
smoothie, so it's amazing.

That sounds nice.

Quick question for you,

do you happen to know
Nonna's sugo recipe?

Sadly I don't.

Did she write it down anywhere,
do you know?

I'm not sure.

I know there were a few
recipes she did write down,

but most recipes were
just memorized.

I've never been a good cook.

She warned me, "when I'm gone,
the ziti will be gone with me."

Why, what's up?

I was just considering a
cooking project for Nonno,

but I'll figure it out.

Anna, I gotta run.
I have a massage soon.

Wow, Mama.

Yeah, I'm never coming home.

Have fun. Bye.

Hey.

How was your walk?

Got my 10,000 steps in.
What are you two up to?

Going through Nonna's stuff.

But we should probably
get to the farm.

Monica's already on her way.

Oh, Monica?

Please, get it out of your
system before you see her.

I'll try. But you know,
I am getting forgetful.

We did this to ourselves.
Oh my gosh.

Look who's already here!

There she is.

- Hi.
- Hi.

Hi, Mr. Colluccia.

Oh, Vincent, please.

And Monica, this is Anna.

So nice to meet you.

Ella and Natalie were telling
me all about

your big Christmas party
that you have here.

Oh, yep, every year since
we bought the place in 1954.

Wow.

Uh, 74', Nonno.

Hm?

But, uh, yeah.

Every year we throw a big
party for the town

and invite everyone.

Good food, good drinks,
good company.

- What more could you ask for?
- Mmhm.

And it's been 48 years of it.

And here's to 48 more, right?

Ah!

Um, we'll just go grab
the snacks.

Oh, it's not a Colluccia
gathering without food.

Alright.

Honey, you have to tell them.

I know, I just, I think
I should wait

until after the holidays.

At first it was Labor Day,
and then it was Thanksgiving,

and now it's Christmas.

You know pushing this off
isn't gonna make it any easier.

I know.

And your mom already
gave you her blessing.

I know, it's just the farm
means so much to my family

and selling it is gonna be
a blow.

Well, I'm not pushing you.
It's your choice.

It's whatever you wanna do.

I just wanna make sure
you aren't living your life

trying to please your family.

Nat, you're a really
great therapist,

but I just need you
to be my wife.

My wife was sad she couldn't
get the tomatoes

they have in Italy so I just
said, then we'll grow 'em!

And that's why we bought
this farm.

That's amazing.

So, I guess R.J gets
that from you.

When he decides to do something,
he just does it.

Like, he was washing dishes
at my dad's restaurant

and decided to teach himself
how to cook.

Soon enough, he'll be
Chef de Cuisine.

Or at least a sous chef.

He made this pan seared chicken
with a parmesan risotto.

It was nothing.

It was not nothing.
It was delicious.

You guys should come by
the restaurant.

See him in action.

We'd love that.

Sounds good.
I'm gonna check on the lights.

Uh, Monica, can I show
you something?

Yeah.

Ella, the place looks incredible.

It's so special, you carrying
this tradition on.

Forty-eight years.

Yeah, yeah, 48 years.

So, I wanted to pitch
you guys something.

Dr. Greg said that we should
engage Nonno's mind

and I was thinking, you know,
how much he misses Nonna

and how much he misses her sugo.

So, maybe he could make it
for our Christmas Eve dinner.

It would be a great
little project for him.

You know, keep his mind active?

Anna, I know that you like
to solve problems,

but pasta sauce isn't gonna
cure Nonno.

I know that,

but he's progressing faster
than I thought.

Faster than Mom let on and
I realized that this might be

the last Christmas
that he remembers,

so we should make it a Christmas
to remember.

The lights are ready!

Alright, Nonno!
Do the honors.

Here we go.

Count it down.

Three, two, one!

Bella! Molto bella!

Nonno?

Buongiorno!

Oh, while you slept late
I got my morning walk in.

Oh, I noticed you
brought these in.

Look at this.

Our plane tickets back
to Italy for our honeymoon.

She kept everything.

What are you doing with these?

I was hoping to find some
of Nonna's recipes.

Hm.

Specifically her sugo recipe.

Mmhm.

I was thinking that you could
make it on Christmas Eve.

Me? Cook Donata's sugo?

Come on, it'll be fun.
I can be your sous chef.

Do you have the recipe?

Not yet, but we'll find it.

So, what's on the schedule
for today?

Today I play cards at
the senior centre.

You should see me wipe
the floor with the boys.

I might be losing my mind but
I'm still winning at cards.

Ok, well, I'll be back
in an hour.

Have fun.

- Hey.
- Hey.

I almost didn't recognize you

without the white coat
and the halo.

I think my patients think
I live at the office.

I definitely did think that, yeah.

So, did I ruin the mystique?

No, the mystique
is still alive.

I just picked something up
from the gift shop.

What are you up to?

I was gonna go shopping

while my Grandpa finishes
his card game.

Well, I was just about
to go grab an eggnog,

you want to join?

Yeah.

- Here you are.
- Thank you.

You're welcome.

So, you grew up here, right?

Yeah. I went to high school
just down the street.

And Vincent says you've
taught at universities

all over the world.

Yeah, I'm a sociology adjunct,
so I go where I'm needed.

Sometimes abroad.

Sounds like you like change.

Yeah, I guess I do.

I don't know, maybe
growing up here

gave me the stability
to be ok with change.

Or maybe I'm just running away
from my family.

Well, you wouldn't be
the first.

I am slightly guilty of that.

Yeah?
Where did you grow up?

Chicago and then I went
to college in Cambridge.

But then after med school I got
a residency in a small town

and I liked that life
and I found my way here.

And what do you think?

I love it.

It was pitched to me as a great
place to raise a family.

Which I'm sure it is,
but it's just me right now.

Great. I'm sure Nonno is done
with his game by now.

This was fun.

Yeah, it was.
Thank you.

Maybe you've heard, my family
has a farm outside of town?

We have a party every year.

Hot cider, cannoli.

It's Thursday if you want
to come.

You're probably heading out of
town for the holidays by then.

Oh, no, no, I'm actually
covering for the other doctors,

so, I'm here.

Both my parents remarried,

so it's easier for me to just
sit out the holiday season.

So I'd love to come.

Great.

Hello Rocco, hey guys.

Hi!

Donata!

It's Anna.

What did I say?

Don't worry about it.

Anna, it is so good
to have you home!

And just in time.

Gin.

And the butcher strikes again.

Wait, you were Nonna's butcher, right?

Yeah.

Donata put my babies
through college

with all the meat
she bought from me.

Especially for her sugo,
every Sunday.

Straight from church to me.

Do you happen to remember
the order?

Of course I do.

One pound beef ribs,
cut two inches.

One second.

Ok.

Two pounds of ground beef.
One pound ground pork.

Every Sunday the same thing.

Your Nonna was a creature
of habit.

A creature of habit.

Maybe if we can't find
the recipe

we can figure
it out instead.

See you boys next week.
Rocco's on a roll.

Bye, guys.

- I think we picked a good one.
- Yeah, it looks good.

Hey, is that what
I think it is?

A ceppo!
We haven't done a ceppo since...

Since Nonna passed, yeah.

But we thought this was
the year to bring it back.

Absolutely.

So this is like the Italian
version of a Yule log?

Or more like the Italian elf
on the shelf.

No, Natalie, this is a special
age-old tradition

the ceppo is the tree of light.

It symbolizes our many gifts in
life and uh, Donata loved it so.

There is, uh, something
I wanted to tell you guys.

I've decided to sell the farm.

And, there's a buyer
that's already interested.

You know the Hooper family?
Mimi and Travis.

They always said if we wanted
to sell, they would buy it.

They meant it.

Well, Ella, you know you have
my blessing.

Thank you, Nonno.

Hm.

Now look, we really love
this place,

but with the baby coming, we
just, we need something smaller.

But shouldn't this be
a family decision?

I mean, this is a family property.

It belongs to all of us.

Well, actually it belongs
to Nonno.

Even if it did belong
to all of us,

why am I the only one
taking care of it

for the last five years?

Ella...

No, I'm awake at 4:00AM
every day to devote my life

to this place while you've been
who knows where,

doing what you want to do.

Ok, that's fair.

But I still don't think
that we should sell.

Well, if you don't want us
to sell it,

maybe you should take it over.

I can't believe you
knew already.

Why didn't you tell me?

Ella's been on the fence.

She asked me to keep it a
secret while she decided.

Since when has anyone in this
family been able

to actually keep a secret?

Honey, I know it's a big change
and you're upset,

but understand, this was
a hard decision for Ella.

But it's not just her decision.
It should be all of ours.

Well, what was
Nonno's reaction?

He was supportive.

Nonno just wants the best
for each of you.

We'll get through this, together.

Very Mom, putting medicine
in the advent calendar.

Two espressos, coming up.

There you go.

Thank you.
For you.

Thank you.

Nonno?

Hm?

I want to talk to you about
Ella selling the farm.

Oh.

You have no idea the work
that goes into that land.

The farm is like me, it requires
constant upkeep, constant worry.

But still, it's bound
to fall apart.

Nonno.

No, just kidding, kind of.

But, Ella and your mom,
they're tired.

They need a break.

So Ella has my blessing.

And when I become too much to
take care of for your mother,

she'll have my blessing too.

You know, I've been thinking
about the sugo.

It's a good idea.

- Really?
- Yeah!

Ok, great.

I see they're on
the move again.

Still looking for
the fourth box?

Yeah. No luck.

But we did find all
of Donata's cookbooks.

Maybe there's something there.

Let's go.

These have ten sugo
recipes each.

How are we supposed to know
which one it is?

Well, sugo is regional

and Nonna probably
learned it from her mom.

Where was Nonna's mom from?

Well, that's hard to say.

Her family was Italian,
but living in France.

During World War I
became refugees in Italy

and then settled in Sardinia.

So maybe we're looking for
a Sardinian inspired sugo.

Although that feels like
a wild goose chase.

Well, we are getting somewhere.

We know the exact amount
and cuts of meat she used.

We know the tomatoes.

Oh, San Marzano
from our greenhouse.

But what about the rest
of the ingredients?

Where did she shop?

Rightmans Grocery on
the outskirts of town.

Is that grocery store
still there?

Last I heard, the original
owner, William,

had passed away but his son
Daniel took over.

Then let's go.

Unfortunately, I'm gonna have
to sit this expedition out.

I can't be late for work.

Chef.

R.J. Sweetie.

I wanted to review the specials
for the rest of the week.

We are making a change
to Friday.

Poulet Francais with parmesan
risotto and rainbow carrots.

Mhmm.

This is my dish.

And you're gonna be responsible
for it from prep to the table.

Got it?

Yes, Chef.

And we have a full house
on Friday.

So absolutely no pressure.
Got it.

And thank you, Chef.

You're welcome.

I'm so proud of you!

I don't know.

Do you think he's just doing
this because we're dating?

Oh, absolutely not.
If anything, it is the opposite.

Then why is he doing this?

Because he believes in you.

So do I.

I'm recalling vague memories
of Nonna bringing us here.

She always said they had
the best produce.

Actually, she first said that
about Ortello's Market

then they raised the price
of olive oil

and she never went back.

Nonna had opinions.

Oh, her opinions had opinions.

Oh, excuse me?

Are you finding
everything alright?

Mr. Colluccia!

Daniel!
I almost didn't recognize you.

How's your mother doing?

Oh, healthy, happy,
retired in Florida.

Wow. It's great to have you
back in.

Well, actually my granddaughter
is on a bit of a mission.

I'm wondering if my grandma
had any standing orders

with you back when
she shopped here.

Wow, that would be some time.

Unfortunately, we purged
all our inactive orders

when we went digital.

Can I ask why?

We're trying to recreate
her sugo

by figuring out the ingredients.

Oh, well I won't be much
help there.

Actually, there is one thing
I remember.

There was an ingredient my dad
used to stock only for her

and when they discontinued it,

he looked everywhere
for a replacement.

Uh... Cultured Alice?
Something like that.

I know it came in an ornate
glass bottle.

It was an amber liquid.

I'm sorry I couldn't be
more helpful.

No, that was very helpful,
thank you.

Cultured Alice?

Culture of Alice?
Alice's culture?

No, no, no.
Uh, colatura de...

Wait. Colatura di alici!
Anchovy oil.

Of course, she put anchovy oil
in the sugo.

She put anchovy oil
in the sugo?

Gross.

No, it was delicious!
It gave it an extra layer.

It was meaty, rich, complex.

Ok, see?
We're getting somewhere.

We're like the Sherlock Holmes
and Watson of pasta sauce.

Where are you going?

To the car.

Oh, but the car's down there.

No, I parked around the corner.

No, I specifically remember

parking in front of
the dry cleaners.

Nonno, the dry cleaner
isn't there anymore.

Of course it is.

I remember parking right
in front of it.

I know cause I curbed my wheel.

Nonno, I drove.

No, I drove.

And I know where I parked.
I'm not stupid.

Nonno.

Where is it?
Where's the car?

I...

I... I'm sorry. I...

It's ok.

I know, I...

It's ok.

I forget where I parked
all the time.

Yeah. I, uh... Well...

ay ]

No walk this morning?

Already done!
I woke up early.

Now, I'm working
on operation sugo.

I called the butcher
for the meat

and I'm ordering
the colatura di alici.

It'll be here Friday.

Great!

I'm gonna figure this out.

I have no doubt.

Don't forget, we have the
Christmas party this afternoon.

I won't forget.

That never stops being funny.

I'm gonna go to the garage

to see if I can find
Nonna's fourth box.

Great.

Hm.

Look what I just found.

Oh, my goodness.

It still smells like her.
And a little bit like garage,

Ah.

Who's this woman?

She's in a lot of pictures
with Nonna.

Yeah, that's uh,
that's Diana Rose.

She was Donata's best friend.

Weird, I don't remember her.

Well you were just
a little girl.

Those two were inseparable.

Walks every Monday,
lunch every Wednesday.

But then, uh, Diana
broke her heart.

She did this thing every time
they ate out.

Every lunch, right before
the check would come,

Diana would excuse herself
from the table.

Then the check would come,
it would sit there,

then the waiter would come by
once, twice, three times.

Donata was getting
so embarrassed

that she would finally just pay.

Oh, it annoyed Donata so much

so I encouraged her to bring it
up and uh, finally, she did.

Then what happened?

Ah.

Diana never talked to her again.

Really?
Over a lunch bill?

Well, more over pride.
And shame.

No one wants to be told what
they should or shouldn't do.

Those are the things
that get in the way.

So don't let them.

You mean with Ella?

Yeah.

Oh, my gosh.

What a rager.

Yeah, yeah, thanks.
It's a good one.

Why does this feel awkward,
Ell?

I love you.

Whatever decision you make,
I'll respect it.

I'm glad to hear that.

So, what else has
been going on?

How do you feel about becoming
a mom so soon?

Oh, wow.

You're coming in hard
with the big questions.

Um, I'm excited.
I'm nervous.

Everything just feels out of
control but in the best way.

Sometimes I'm just,
I am so scared.

Like a few weeks ago I had to
rush Natalie to the hospital.

We were worried that she might
have preeclampsia,

which, thankfully, she didn't.

I'm so sorry.
I didn't know.

Why didn't you call me?

I did call you.

You didn't answer, and you
didn't call me back,

but, you never call me back.

I do get the odd text
or two though.

I'm sorry.

We should go say hello
to Monica.

Hey, here you go!
Curtesy of my dad.

He wishes he could be here

but he had to stay at
the restaurant.

It looks delicious!

Thank you.

So, did R.J tell you
the big news?

My dad is putting one of
the dishes that R.J created

on the Friday special menu.

- Oh!
- What? R.J!

Get it, boy.

Well done, son.

It's really not a big deal.

Oh no, but it kind of is.

It's gonna be R.J's big night
to shine.

Well then we have to be there.

Oh, yeah.

Really, you don't.

I think we're actually
fully booked.

I can probably squeeze you in. Possibly.

- Awesome
- Good stuff.

So, your family does
this every year?

Just for the last 48.

Oh, just.
Barely a record.

It's really great.
It seems like a lot of work.

Yeah, I've barely contributed
the last couple years

but it is a lot of work.

And a lot of family time,
a lot of drama.

Ah, the messy beauty of family.

It's something, isn't it?

I mean, my family's
my everything

yet I've always tried to live
far away from them.

Why do you think that it?

I don't know.

Sometimes I feel like I can't
breathe around them.

You know?

But more often I feel like
I can't breathe without them.

I get that.

I was raised by two parents,
two step parents,

a million aunties,
a million uncles.

So, I had community
up the wazoo.

But, what I wanted was privacy.

But, now that I live alone,

getting taken care of doesn't
sound so bad.

And you?

I don't know.

My dad left when
I was really young

and I helped raise my siblings.

Sometimes I think
that that's enough for me.

Or maybe I'm just an alone
person, you know?

Someone who's better off alone.

There's nothing wrong
with being alone.

Oh, these are the cannoli,
the Christmas cannoli.

They are the best dessert
on the planet.

Sorry, no, that would be

my mother's Ukrainian
snowball cookies.

I'm actually making them
for the bake sale

at the children's
parade tomorrow.

Oh! Nonno and I were
gonna go to that.

We'll come by your booth,

sample these magical
cookies of yours.

Or, if you like, you could
help me bake them.

I've got the day off tomorrow.

But you, oh, you're probably
working. Yeah.

No, I'm off.
Winter hiatus.

Perks of being a professor.

So, you want to bake?

Fair warning though,

my kitchen is kind of sad
in a bachelor way.

Well you should just come
to Nonno's.

We have all the culinary toys.

That sounds great.

Can I have everyone's
attention?

First of all, Merry Christmas!

Merry Christmas!

Thank you all for being here.

As many of you know,

our family has been throwing
this party for 48 years.

Which is why it
is so hard to, uh, to say

that this is the last year the
Colluccia's will be hosting.

But, not to worry, we will make
sure that the new owners

have the same love
and appreciation

that our grandparents did
for this community

when they started this farm
all those years ago.

So, from my family to yours.

Buon Natale!

Buon Natale!

Good morning.

What's on the schedule
for today?

Cards again with Rocco
and the gang.

Want to join?
We could be a team.

Card sharking your friends
with you sounds very fun

but I am actually helping Dr.
Greg with his bake sale today.

Oh, his bake sale, huh?

You can drop the quotation
marks, thank you very much.

Anna, I might be old
and slightly deaf

and increasingly senile
but I know one when I see one.

You and the good doctor
are having a little thing.

We're not having a thing.

Oh, no, it's good.
I like him.

I support it.

And he did eat four cannoli
last night.

You counted how many
cannoli he ate?

Also, is love of cannoli
a virtue?

No. No, not a virtue,
more a sign of character.

I mean, you can't trust someone
that doesn't eat.

True, true.

Wow. You're already here.

Gotta practice my dish,

especially now that
my family's coming.

It's tricky to pan sear
the right texture...

Babe, don't stress.

You are a great chef
and they're your family.

I know, I just...
I want to make them proud.

I want to make your dad proud.

These seem like pretty
standard snowball cookies.

Except with a Ukrainian flair.
It's the pecans.

Oh.

So, I've been meaning
to ask you.

What made you pick neurology?

Well, I've always been
fascinated by people,

by behavior, by connection.

And neurology is a lot
of connection

in the physiological sense,
of course.

But, also the emotional,

my patients connection
to their loved ones.

Their past.
Their futures.

That's a really interesting way
of looking at it.

And why'd you pick sociology?

Actually for somewhat
similar reasons.

I've always been fascinated
by humans, behaviors,

interaction, connections.

You know, what makes
people tick?

But from a bird's eye view.

Yeah, without all the messy
trappings of human emotion.

Yeah.

I'm excited to try
these cookies.

You gonna give me some
for helping?

Oh, if you want these cookies,

you're gonna have to work
for them.

- How are you doing?
- One box, right?

Nice.

Ladies and gentleman!

Would you like to try the most
delicious cookie in the world?

They're amazing.

A cookie a day keeps
the doctor away.

Diana?

Diana!

Diana.

Vinnie Colluccia.

Diana Rose, as I live
and breath.

It's so strange, but my
granddaughter, Anna, and I

were just talking about you
the other day.

Well, I'll assume not good
things, but I'll be hopeful.

No, very good things.

I just found a photo album
of you and my Nonna.

She was my best friend.

An absolute riot and hands
down the best cook I ever met.

Oh.

Her sugo.

Oh, oh.

One taste, never try
pasta sauce again.

She tried to teach me.

Wait, my Nonna taught you
her sugo recipe?

No, she tried.

It was complicated,

but I do remember her secret
was her soffritto.

Holy trinity of carrot
and onion and celery.

You leave it to cook
until it caramelizes.

You didn't, by any chance,
write the recipe down, did you?

No. I wish I did.

Big regret.
I have other regrets too.

I wish that I had seen her
before she passed

and I wish that I had told her
how much I loved her,

but I was embarrassed.

She never stopped loving you.

I'll grab us a couple
hot chocolates

and I'll see you back
at the booth.

Ok.

Hey, what was that?

My grandpa just ran
into an old friend.

Oh, nice.

Well, this has been
going really well.

We've raised more than
$1,000 so, thank you.

This has been a lot of fun.

Yeah.
It was a really great day.

Hey, here.

Ah, thank you.

Dr. Greg, I was just thinking,
if you don't have plans

for Christmas Eve, maybe
you'd like to join us?

We're having sugo, hopefully.

You should come.
We would love it.

- Yeah?
- Yeah.

Ok. Sure.
That sounds great.

Yeah.

He's a good man.
And a doctor.

Nonno, stop.

I won't be here forever

and I'd like to know
that you're loved.

I am loved.

No, you know what I mean.
Life is short.

Love is a gift.

Come on.

What are you guys doing?

Mom's Christmas gift
came early.

Go put it on.

If we have to wear it, Anna,
you have to wear it.

Well where's Nonno's?

Oh, luckily your mother knows
better than to give me one.

Plus, I helped her pick
them out.

You kids have fun.

Good night.

Night.

This is ridiculous.

But it brings mom so much joy!

Mom's not even here.

But it brings us so much joy.
Don't pretend it doesn't.

Put it on!

Put it on! Put it on!

You ok, Nonno?

Don't worry, I dropped something.

So, how's he been doing?

I think he's really enjoying
our hunt

for the great sugo recipe.

Yeah. He seems like he is.

Do you think that's helpful?

What do you mean?

I mean, do you think
it's a good idea for him

to be spending so much time
focusing on the past?

It might be more helpful
for him

to be doing something practical.

Like what?

Like making all the decisions
he needs to make

before he can't anymore.

Well, I think it's good for him
to have fun and have hope.

For all of us to have hope.

Right, but its also good for us
to be realistic.

Um, maybe we should
call it a night.

It's getting kind of late and
I have my big night tomorrow.

Yeah, we're excited
to be there

Please make extra.
I'm eating for two.

You ok here?

- Yeah, I'll clean up.
- Ok.

- Night.
- Night.

Ok, thank you, R.J, two more
of your specials.

Yes, Chef!

Let's plate this, R.J,
let's plate this. Let's go!

Yes, Chef!

How we doing, R.J?

We're almost there.

Thank you. Beautiful.

Thank you.

Behind! Alright.

Let's move these specials!

They look great.

Thank you, everybody.
Good work.

We want two Bolognese.

Yes, Chef!

Oh!

Best seats in the house.

How is R.J doing?

Crushing it.

We are going to sell out
of the special.

I'm just so proud of him.

Us too.

I'll be back with some water.

But, uh, what about Donata?

What, Nonno?

Well, there's no chair for
Donata, where's she gonna sit?

Nonno.
Nonna's not here.

Oh yeah.
Yeah, of course.

R.J, your family's here.
Fire up four more specials.

Heard, thanks.

Get out of your head, R.J.

Nonno, I think that we need
to have a conversation.

Ella, I don't think tonight's
the time

to have that conversation.

Well when is the right time,
Anna?

After you leave?

Mom should be here if we're
gonna talk about this.

Maybe we could just try to enjoy
being together tonight.

Or we can stop sweeping this
under the rug

and have a real conversation

that allows us to make plans
for the future.

Move on, R.J.
Start again.

Ow!

Come here.
Keep going.

No, I can't do this.

No, you've got it, R.J.

No, I'm just messing it up.

I can't do it.

Wait, what happened?

I choked.

It's ok.
It happens to everyone.

Not like me.

Why are you so angry with me?

I'm not angry with you.

You know what, it's ironic
that you study people

and yet you understand them
so little.

Or, actually, it makes
a lot of sense.

Stop fighting!

Bravo, Chef! Bravo!

- It looks delicious.
- Yeah, great job.

Thanks, but I, uh, I didn't
cook your food.

I'm actually heading home early.

Hey.

Morning.

How're you doing?

Uh, you know.

Just confirmation of what
I already knew.

R.J.

You're great. You don't have
to prove yourself.

It wasn't only about
proving myself.

It was that cooking
is the first thing

that I've ever really loved.

First thing that felt right,
that felt like it could be mine.

And you're great at it.

You can't expect to be perfect
straight out of the gate.

Well, we can't all be you, right?

What does that mean?

It's always been hard to be
your little brother.

To stand in your shadow.

You were always so smart
and everything came easy

and you got a full ride to
college and meanwhile,

I just had every teacher

asking why I wasn't
more like you.

Why didn't you ever
tell me that?

I don't know.

And I know you have
all your stuff too.

That you're not always living
the dream,

but have trouble admitting it.

Right.
A lot of the time I feel lost.

Lost to you guys,
lost to myself.

I think that's why I'm so
preoccupied with Nonno

because part of me understands
what he's going through.

That feeling of slipping away
from yourself.

Or slipping away from the people
you love.

I don't think it's random,
you becoming a chef.

I think it's destiny.

You inherited Nonna's gift
and meeting Monica

just helped you realize that.

I think you're right.

Nonno's usually back by now.

Maybe he went
for a longer walk?

Yeah, maybe.

Or maybe he's at Ella's.

Yeah, I'll call her.

Hello?

Hey, is Nonno there?

No, why would he be?

I don't know.

Um, he is usually back
from his walk by now.

Maybe he's playing cards?

Yeah, he usually goes
there later.

I'll check.

Ok, just let me know.

Bye.

He might be at
the senior centre.

I'm gonna go look for him there.

Ok, I'll stay here in case
he comes back.

Ok.

Rocco, hey.

Anna.

Have you seen my grandpa?

Today?
No, I haven't seen him.

Ok thanks.

Hi, has Vincent Colluccia
been in here this morning?

I don't think so, but let me
double check.

Thank you.

Hey.

Hey. We don't have an
appointment today, do we?

No, I'm looking for my grandpa.

He went for his walk this
morning, or, I assume he did.

He's usually gone before I get
up, but he hasn't come back yet.

How late is he?

An hour, an hour and a half.

It's not much, but his schedule
is usually like clockwork.

I said I'm worried

but I don't know if I'm worried
about nothing.

It might be nothing, but
we should call the police.

I really hope he's ok.

I just checked in
with the police again.

Nothing yet.

What if something
happened to him?

He's ok, I know it.

He could be anywhere.

He could be, he could be lost
in the woods.

He could be hurt.

You were supposed to be
watching him.

He likes to go walking
by himself.

Mom said that that was ok.

I'm not saying
it's your fault,

I'm just saying that

maybe you should have spend
a little more time on Nonno

and a little less time
on a pasta sauce.

It's not about the sauce, Ella!

Then what is it about?

It's about us!
Our family.

Our history.

How to hold onto that,

how to record that because
once it's gone, it's gone!

Nonno?

Mom?

Aloha!

Mom, what are you...
I was supposed to come get you.

I took an earlier flight.
I wanted to surprise you.

What's happened?
What is it?

Nonno went for his walk this
morning and he didn't come home.

That... He could be lost.

He might not find his way home.

What if he thinks he is
already home?

What?

I think I know where he is.

Wait, I'm coming with you.

I'll hold the fort down.

Ok.

Nonno! Are you alright?

Oh, si, si, I'm alright.

What happened?

I don't know.

I, I went for my morning
walk and then...

I can't remember.

It's like a page is ripped out
of the book.

And I, I couldn't find my phone.
I didn't have my wallet.

I didn't, I didn't know how
to get home.

It's alright, Nonno.
We've got you.

- Ok.
- Yeah.

Let's get you out
of the cold, ok?

Ok.

You want to tell me why
you didn't call me back?

I'm sorry.

There was an incident
with Nonno yesterday.

He's ok, but it was scary.

And also, I didn't call
you back

because I didn't know
what to say.

I failed and it
was embarrassing.

Listen, I apologized to your dad
and I also want to say,

I really like you.

Of course I do.
You're amazing.

And the problem is?

Problem is, honestly,
you're too good for me.

I think you think
I'm someone I'm not.

But really, I'm just,
I don't know.

I'm me.

But I don't think that you're
somebody that you're not.

I know you're you.

And I love you, for you.

You love me?

Of course.

Wow. Ok. I mean...

...ditto.

R.J! You cannot ditto that.

I love you too.

R.J.

I want to discuss the New Years
menu with you.

I want another special from ya.

Yes, Chef.

Oh, you're back.

Where were you off to
so early this morning?

Last minute Christmas
gift idea.

Oh.

I was suddenly inspired.

Nice.

Thank you so much
for taking care of Papa.

Well, you're off duty now.
I've got him from here.

But I don't want to be
off duty.

I don't want to leave all
of this on your shoulders.

It's ok, love.
It's not a burden.

It's family.

And family means sharing
the burden.

How you feeling?

Oh, I'm fine, really.
You don't need to dote on me.

We're not doting.
We love you and we were worried.

Oh yeah?
Me too.

Merry Christmas!

Oh! There they are!

Hi, hi.

Merry Christmas.

How are you?

Merry Christmas.

Hey, Merry Christmas.

Merry Christmas!

Merry Christmas.

Hey.

- Hi.
- Hi.

So, what's the plan
for Christmas dinner?

Are we still making sugo?

No, I haven't figured out
the recipe.

Well that's ok.
We'll do, we'll do Chinese?

Actually, could I give you all
your Christmas presents now?

Did you know about this, Mom?

I know nothing.

Nonno?

What is this?

Who's is who's?

- They're all the same.
- Ok.

Then I want the red one.

- Thank you.
- Thanks.

Go on, open them.

Oh!

Oh my, Anna.
The recipe!

How, how did you...

Where did you find it?

In the pocket of her cardigan.

And I have all the ingredients
right there.

Ah.

So I guess my only
question is,

why are we still sitting here?

Sure I can't help?

No!

Maybe you can set the table?

Ok.

How's it going there, Nonno?

Oh, you know.

No matter how hard we try,
it's not gonna be the same.

Doesn't have to be the same.

All that matters is that
it's done together.

Okie dokie, artichoke-ie.

Oh, I forgot something.

Can you take over for me?

Of course.

I'm sorry that I left.

It's not that you left.
I wanted you to leave.

Or, I wanted you to live
your life.

It's ok that you left, I just,
I felt like you left me.

And I needed you.
I still need you.

You're my big sister.

I'm gonna act like it.

Ok, no crying in the food.
It's salty enough.

Looks like Dr. Greg
just pulled up.

Best behavior, everyone.

Mmhmm.

No promises!

Hi.

- Merry Christmas.
- Merry Christmas.

I made pierogis.

In Ukrainian we call
them varenyky.

I grew up on 'em.

I can't wait to try them.

Nonno?

Oh. Got me.

It was you all along.

Our little secret.

Oh! Wow.
Table looks beautiful.

Momma did it.
I guess we all have our talents.

I got that for you.

- Thank you.
- Mmhm.

Can I get you a drink?

Yeah, sure. Thanks.

I've been thinking
and I realized

that I'm actually not
an alone person.

I was never an alone person.

Anna! Back in the kitchen!

I'll be right back.

♪ Whoa yeah ♪

♪ We've hung the ornaments
with care ♪

♪ It's Christmas time, my dear ♪

♪ You can feel it in the air ♪

It looks pretty good!

♪ We put our cookies
for St. Nick. ♪

♪ The snow is falling down ♪

Hey!

Hey!

Nonno, do you mind
if I go first?

Please.

Someone wise once told me
that life is short

and love is a gift.

That someone wise was me.

It's true.

And I don't want a life
without you all.

So, I've decided to move home.

I've already reached out
to the local university

about a teaching position.

Now is the time.

My mother once said
that family is uh,

when you act the worst
but are loved the best.

She was joking, somewhat.

But remember, that family

is not just the most
important thing,

it's everything!

So Buon Natale!

Buon Natale!

Go ahead, Nonno.

How does it taste?

It tastes like home!

Wait! We forgot something.

The pickle!

Found it!