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shh.
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Rachel, rachel.
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It's okay.
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It's okay...
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It's just me.
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Shh. Be still.
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Shh. Rachel, rachel, rachel.
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Shh.
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♪ schlaf, kindlein, schlaf ♪
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♪ der vater hüt die shaf ♪
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♪ die mutter schüttelts bäumelein ♪
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♪ da fällt herab ein träumelein ♪
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-Ow!
-Shh, shh, shh.
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♪ schlaf, kindlein, schlaf... ♪
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shh. Rachel.
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Rachel, rachel, rachel...
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rachel albrecht,
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Do you believe
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In the one true, eternal,
almighty god?
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Yes.
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Do you believe
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That jesus christ
is the only savior of mankind?
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Yes.
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Do you promise
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To commit yourself to christ,
his word, and his church,
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And to abide in the same
for the rest of your life?
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Yes.
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Rachel, upon confession
of your faith
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And commitment to god
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In front of these witnesses,
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We baptize you
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In the name of the father...
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...And in the name of the son...
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...And in the name
of the holy spirit.
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May this baptism wash you clean.
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♪ wondrous love ♪
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♪ vast as the ocean ♪
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♪ loving-kindness
as the flood ♪
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♪ when the prince of life
our ransom ♪
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♪ shed for us
his precious blood ♪
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♪ who his love
will not remember ♪
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♪ who can cease
to sing his praise ♪
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♪ he can never be forgotten... ♪
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god bless you.
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her name's grace.
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She's an amazing photographer.
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yeah, well, anyone
who can make you look good.
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You know, she was there
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Just taking photos
of amish people,
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But there are some mennonites
who lied to get their photo.
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Put it away.
It's wrong. It's worldly.
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I made a promise to god
just 20 minutes ago--
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I know.
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I'm sorry.
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I know
how important today was.
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Yeah.
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only the most important
day of your entire life.
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So... Do you feel different?
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I do.
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I feel...
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Responsible.
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I don't know if I'm ready.
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It's like going through a door
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That you can never
go back through.
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I can see my whole life now.
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Family, church, god...
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You can get married now.
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You know what,
maybe I should get baptized.
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what?
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You're not done
running around yet.
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You love rumspringa too much.
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I do, okay?
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No, you're not ready.
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You love worldly things
too much.
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-And you love yourself too much.
-Junky car.
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If you got baptized,
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You'd do something
or say something the first week
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And you'd be shunned,
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And then it would be
goodbye, nate.
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Straight to hell.
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Maybe you're right.
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You're idling.
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No, it's...
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-It's just that--
-what?
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There's something.
Look.
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It's perfect.
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Those beans
are getting cold.
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Yes, mem.
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dat!
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Dat!
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what is it, bb?
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What happened?
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A splinter.
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Well, let's see what we can do.
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Whoa. Easy now, bb.
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I would never hurt you.
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Never.
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You know,
I once heard a story
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About a little boy
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Who had a splinter
in his finger,
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Just like you,
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And he did not take it out.
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And it became an apple tree!
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And when
he would clap his hands,
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Apples would fall down
everywhere!
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There! It's out!
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I'll plant it
and we'll have apple pie!
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Now, go on.
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The unbroken thread,
my daughter.
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You are now a part of it.
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We have an obligation
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To those who came before
and to those who come after.
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"I know that the lord
will maintain
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The cause of the afflicted."
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"and will execute justice
for the needy."
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Baptism is not the end
of something.
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It is the beginning.
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A marriage, a home, a family.
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A man to serve.
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Yes, I know.
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God has a plan for you.
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You don't want
to let him down.
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Yes, mem.
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Mem?
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Do you remember
when I had scarlet fever?
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Mm-hmm.
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I liked that fever.
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I liked the way
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Everything swam around
and changed color.
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I wasn't scared.
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I tried to tell you.
Do you remember?
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I still look for
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That fever beauty
in this world.
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And sometimes, just--
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Sometimes, I see it
and it makes me cry.
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Genesis, exodus,
leviticus, numbers...
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hello.
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Does anyone live here?
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Iddo! Uncle iddo's here!
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I'm looking for lucas!
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ha-hah! There he is!
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Where's your brother?
Come, come, come!
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Oh, you're so strong now.
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rachel! Rachel!
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look what I brought.
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Don't show your dad.
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uncle iddo is here!
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and now
I'm behind this truck--
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And the driver's
giving me the wave.
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He wants me to pass him!
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And I'm shouting,
"hello! I'm driving a horse!"
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A tired horse!
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Rachel.
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Rachel, say hello
to your uncle iddo.
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Hello.
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He brought you a present.
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do you want
to give it for me?
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Come on, open it!
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forgive me for missing
your baptism, rachel.
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I had an emergency at the shop
and I just couldn't get away.
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I'll always regret
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Not seeing you enter
the kingdom of heaven.
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Seeing you reach your hand
from one world into the next.
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That flower will wither
in a few days,
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But your soul will shine forever
in the eyes of heaven.
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You made god happy today.
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Amen.
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are you spending
the night?
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no. I wanted to stop by.
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Such an important day.
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But I have to be
at the shop in the morning.
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Come on, uncle iddo!
Please stay!
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another time!
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Please! Please!
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I promise!
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-Bye!
-Goodbye!
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Bye, uncle iddo!
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Come back soon!
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Bye, uncle iddo!
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be good to your mem.
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And don't forget
to say your prayers.
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I'll be checking next week.
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I'll see you then.
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we'll miss you.
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okay, goodbye.
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bye, uncle iddo!
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Bishop.
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Neighbors.
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I...
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I need to confess a sin.
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I had...
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I was inappropriate...
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With my daughter's friend,
anna lapp.
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Several times.
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In our house.
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I was weak...
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...And I fell.
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I recognize
the error of my ways
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And...
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I accept your judgement.
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This transgression
cannot go unpunished.
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As always,
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We look to the words
of jesus christ for guidance.
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We also look
into our own hearts
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And ask ourselves,
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"who are we?
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What do we stand for?
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What is it that sets us apart?"
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As the lord has forgiven you,
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So you must also forgive.
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Anna, can you find it
in your heart
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To forgive this man?
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I forgive you.
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if this young woman
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Can find forgiveness
in her heart,
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Then we have no choice
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But to follow her
toward the grace of god.
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Malachi stoltzfus,
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You will be put on proving
for six weeks.
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If we are satisfied
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As to the earnestness
of your penance,
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You will be forgiven.
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You may sit.
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I think malachi did well.
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Poor girl.
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But she probably tempted him.
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Daughters of eve.
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Have fun in hell!
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It's okay.
I know it's...
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Isn't iddo a bit old for her?
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Leah was the youngest.
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Only 25
when she was in the accident.
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And iddo's what... Only 35?
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Of course, we would not
mention it to her
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Without your approval.
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He's a good man, though.
You're right about that.
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He's already
part of the family.
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He's good to everyone.
Such a big heart.
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He's doing very well
in his furniture business.
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And iddo is healthy.
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They could have
a big family.
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Eight, ten...
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He's a sober
and responsible man.
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And there's something else.
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The way he looks at her.
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He likes her.
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Sara, don't presume.
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You do not know what is
in someone else's heart.
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I know him.
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We can't force this.
We can only suggest it.
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Of course,
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But rachel is a practical girl
and she respects your opinion.
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It is her choice.
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Of course.
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We know that.
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Thank you, bishop.
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God, I need you right now.
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You need to help me.
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I can't do this.
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mem!
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Mem, are you--
are you okay?
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Yes, I'm fine.
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-Do you need water or something?
-Yes, some water.
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Okay.
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I'm-I'm just tired.
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Mem, I don't think you look
like you're doing okay.
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I'm fine, liebchen.
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Okay.
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Here.
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Now you're taking care of me.
It's funny.
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I'm feeling better.
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My mother used to get these.
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She would have to sit down
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00:14:01,749 --> 00:14:03,341
And everybody
would take care of her.
275
00:14:04,736 --> 00:14:06,344
She used to call them
her little vacations.
276
00:14:08,682 --> 00:14:10,239
Mem...
277
00:14:10,258 --> 00:14:11,474
I need to talk to you
about something.
278
00:14:12,744 --> 00:14:14,102
What is it?
279
00:14:15,522 --> 00:14:17,096
It's about iddo.
280
00:14:17,190 --> 00:14:19,765
Oh, I forgot to tell you.
He's... He's here.
281
00:14:19,860 --> 00:14:20,917
What?
282
00:14:21,010 --> 00:14:22,026
He came over.
He's spending the night.
283
00:14:23,254 --> 00:14:24,587
Where is he?
284
00:14:24,606 --> 00:14:25,512
Do you know he fixed that chair
in the living room.
285
00:14:25,607 --> 00:14:26,823
-One, two, three.
-Where is he now?
286
00:14:28,851 --> 00:14:29,993
He's upstairs
putting bevin to sleep.
287
00:14:36,525 --> 00:14:41,045
♪ die mutter schüttelts bäumelein ♪
288
00:14:41,272 --> 00:14:46,700
♪ da fällt herab ein träumelein ♪
289
00:14:46,794 --> 00:14:51,038
♪ schlaf, kindlein, schlaf ♪
290
00:14:51,132 --> 00:14:55,894
♪ der vater hüt die shaf ♪
291
00:14:57,138 --> 00:14:58,730
Shh.
292
00:15:15,323 --> 00:15:17,332
We've hardly had a chance
to talk since your baptism.
293
00:15:19,661 --> 00:15:21,252
I've always had a special place
in my heart for you.
294
00:15:23,239 --> 00:15:24,238
You know
you can always count on me.
295
00:15:24,257 --> 00:15:25,673
Right, rachel?
296
00:15:28,153 --> 00:15:29,260
Yes.
297
00:15:30,822 --> 00:15:32,488
Everyone's watching.
298
00:15:32,507 --> 00:15:33,932
You can't make a mistake.
299
00:15:36,327 --> 00:15:37,602
You don't want them to know
who you really are.
300
00:15:38,921 --> 00:15:41,272
The way you've tempted me.
301
00:15:41,499 --> 00:15:43,191
Can you imagine what they'd say
if they saw us?
302
00:15:47,430 --> 00:15:48,613
You want me
to keep your secrets.
303
00:15:50,433 --> 00:15:52,508
Let me take care of you...
304
00:15:52,527 --> 00:15:53,952
The way I've always done.
305
00:15:57,273 --> 00:15:59,290
I know the wicked thoughts
of your black little heart.
306
00:16:01,186 --> 00:16:03,294
I see you the way
no one else does.
307
00:16:05,799 --> 00:16:07,382
You're broken, rachel.
308
00:16:08,802 --> 00:16:13,638
A filthy, broken, ugly child.
309
00:16:14,808 --> 00:16:16,215
iddo! Chocolate's ready!
310
00:16:16,309 --> 00:16:17,725
The kind you love!
311
00:16:21,222 --> 00:16:22,772
I can save you.
312
00:16:56,257 --> 00:16:58,332
have you been
drinking the tea?
313
00:16:58,426 --> 00:16:59,600
Morning and evening.
314
00:17:01,187 --> 00:17:03,521
There are tests, sara.
315
00:17:03,672 --> 00:17:04,772
We can take you into town.
316
00:17:06,526 --> 00:17:08,267
Levi wouldn't like that.
317
00:17:08,361 --> 00:17:10,445
I really am doing much better.
318
00:17:13,274 --> 00:17:15,992
This is the fifth child
you've lost?
319
00:17:20,022 --> 00:17:21,205
Forgive me, sara,
if I've embarrassed you.
320
00:17:23,526 --> 00:17:25,376
Why can't I have
any more children, eli?
321
00:17:27,438 --> 00:17:28,954
Hello, eli.
322
00:17:29,049 --> 00:17:30,214
Levi.
323
00:17:34,295 --> 00:17:36,471
We have two boys here who think
teasing animals is funny.
324
00:17:44,731 --> 00:17:45,730
So...
325
00:17:48,476 --> 00:17:49,642
bevin,
326
00:17:49,794 --> 00:17:51,235
Did uncle iddo put you to bed
the other night?
327
00:17:51,462 --> 00:17:52,812
yes.
328
00:17:52,906 --> 00:17:54,313
what did he do?
329
00:17:54,465 --> 00:17:55,907
what do you mean?
330
00:17:56,058 --> 00:17:57,483
I don't know.
Was he nice?
331
00:17:57,635 --> 00:17:59,893
iddo's always nice.
332
00:17:59,987 --> 00:18:02,471
I mean, did he, like,
I don't know.
333
00:18:02,490 --> 00:18:04,140
What did he do?
334
00:18:04,233 --> 00:18:06,250
He told me a story
and sang me a song.
335
00:18:06,477 --> 00:18:08,494
What was the story?
336
00:18:08,646 --> 00:18:09,662
It was about
this bad little girl
337
00:18:09,814 --> 00:18:11,214
Who didn't obey
and got punished forever.
338
00:18:14,260 --> 00:18:18,988
♪ by his passion we can plead ♪
339
00:18:19,081 --> 00:18:25,511
♪ god has born
all mortal anguish ♪
340
00:18:25,663 --> 00:18:31,442
♪ surely
he will know our need. ♪
341
00:18:31,669 --> 00:18:34,946
♪ amen ♪
342
00:18:49,354 --> 00:18:51,945
I think I'm failing.
343
00:18:51,965 --> 00:18:53,038
I have thoughts.
344
00:18:53,133 --> 00:18:55,207
All women do.
345
00:18:55,360 --> 00:18:56,759
I'm not in god's grace.
346
00:18:59,046 --> 00:18:59,929
You will find your way back.
347
00:19:04,552 --> 00:19:05,560
I tempted iddo.
348
00:19:07,555 --> 00:19:09,147
I don't know what do to, mem.
I'm so wicked.
349
00:19:10,150 --> 00:19:11,983
Marry him.
350
00:19:13,561 --> 00:19:14,727
Mem?
351
00:19:14,821 --> 00:19:16,545
And then he will be your husband
352
00:19:16,564 --> 00:19:18,381
And it will be all right
in god's eyes.
353
00:19:18,399 --> 00:19:20,216
Not that.
I couldn't.
354
00:19:20,234 --> 00:19:21,400
Rachel,
355
00:19:21,494 --> 00:19:23,552
A woman makes choices
356
00:19:23,571 --> 00:19:24,904
And they are always hard.
357
00:19:24,998 --> 00:19:26,497
We want things we can't have.
358
00:19:27,742 --> 00:19:29,408
We make plans
that will never happen.
359
00:19:29,560 --> 00:19:33,062
We accept and we submit
360
00:19:33,155 --> 00:19:35,006
And we build our ladder
to heaven.
361
00:19:36,901 --> 00:19:39,068
We do things
behind closed doors
362
00:19:39,086 --> 00:19:40,511
That...
363
00:19:46,244 --> 00:19:48,077
Trim your wick, daughter.
364
00:19:48,170 --> 00:19:51,414
Cut away what is charred
and defiled
365
00:19:51,432 --> 00:19:56,110
So that your flame can be
clean and clear and steady.
366
00:19:57,530 --> 00:19:59,155
They are done.
367
00:20:04,019 --> 00:20:05,494
It's late.
368
00:20:07,598 --> 00:20:09,123
What are you doing out here?
369
00:20:10,877 --> 00:20:12,543
I love the lilacs.
370
00:20:12,695 --> 00:20:14,712
Your mother planted those.
371
00:20:17,866 --> 00:20:19,942
One for each of the children.
372
00:20:20,035 --> 00:20:21,844
They bloom for a few days
and then they're gone.
373
00:20:25,874 --> 00:20:27,725
Did you leave
that lantern in the barn?
374
00:20:27,952 --> 00:20:29,134
no.
375
00:20:29,287 --> 00:20:31,712
Well, burn the place down
that way.
376
00:20:31,806 --> 00:20:33,022
I'll get it, dat.
377
00:20:34,625 --> 00:20:36,192
You're a good girl, rachel.
378
00:20:55,646 --> 00:20:57,088
I didn't mean to scare you.
379
00:20:59,150 --> 00:21:00,174
Please stay.
380
00:21:06,324 --> 00:21:07,598
Will you help me
collect some eggs?
381
00:21:12,939 --> 00:21:15,439
That's all I want.
382
00:21:15,591 --> 00:21:17,275
I promise.
383
00:21:30,272 --> 00:21:31,622
That's it.
384
00:21:48,533 --> 00:21:49,974
A few more, please.
385
00:22:00,394 --> 00:22:02,445
Bring them to me.
386
00:22:25,236 --> 00:22:26,469
Rachel...
387
00:22:27,847 --> 00:22:30,014
...This one's cracked.
388
00:22:43,604 --> 00:22:46,489
I want you to ask me for it.
389
00:23:02,773 --> 00:23:04,382
Rachel.
390
00:23:04,609 --> 00:23:05,958
Rachel?
391
00:23:06,052 --> 00:23:07,802
What happened?
392
00:23:09,280 --> 00:23:10,629
It was iddo!
393
00:23:10,723 --> 00:23:11,889
Iddo?
Where is he?
394
00:23:12,116 --> 00:23:14,392
He... He...
395
00:23:15,544 --> 00:23:16,727
What?
What did he do?
396
00:23:18,213 --> 00:23:19,230
I feel so dirty.
397
00:23:21,067 --> 00:23:22,625
He ripped my dress open,
398
00:23:22,643 --> 00:23:24,402
But I think I can sew it.
399
00:23:28,908 --> 00:23:30,699
Dat...
400
00:23:32,578 --> 00:23:34,136
He did that to me.
401
00:23:34,155 --> 00:23:35,663
He did that to me, dat.
402
00:23:38,251 --> 00:23:39,417
Did you tempt him?
403
00:23:41,754 --> 00:23:42,995
What?
404
00:23:43,089 --> 00:23:44,755
You tempted him.
405
00:23:45,983 --> 00:23:48,408
What...
406
00:23:48,428 --> 00:23:49,835
What?
407
00:23:49,987 --> 00:23:51,411
Your mother told me.
408
00:23:51,431 --> 00:23:52,763
No...
409
00:23:55,843 --> 00:23:57,584
You must understand
that I do not do this in anger.
410
00:23:57,603 --> 00:24:00,104
Dat...
411
00:24:00,331 --> 00:24:03,274
I am in control
of my emotions and my thoughts.
412
00:24:06,337 --> 00:24:09,095
"he that spareth his rod
hateth his son..."
413
00:24:09,115 --> 00:24:11,615
Dat...
414
00:24:11,842 --> 00:24:15,911
"...But he who loveth him
chasteneth him promptly."
415
00:24:21,276 --> 00:24:23,127
Come to me, child.
416
00:24:47,987 --> 00:24:50,154
What did you say to him?
417
00:24:51,991 --> 00:24:53,157
What did you show him?
418
00:24:54,977 --> 00:24:57,161
What did you do?
419
00:24:57,312 --> 00:24:58,120
What did you do?
420
00:25:02,576 --> 00:25:03,149
run away?
421
00:25:03,244 --> 00:25:04,835
Where would you go?
422
00:25:04,987 --> 00:25:05,669
I don't know.
423
00:25:05,821 --> 00:25:07,396
Somewhere.
424
00:25:07,414 --> 00:25:08,731
You need money.
425
00:25:08,824 --> 00:25:10,490
How would you
support yourself?
426
00:25:10,510 --> 00:25:11,583
I can sell things.
427
00:25:11,736 --> 00:25:12,659
Someone will give me a job.
428
00:25:12,678 --> 00:25:14,160
I can count change.
I can do that.
429
00:25:14,180 --> 00:25:16,162
okay.
What about rent, or groceries?
430
00:25:16,182 --> 00:25:17,089
Or getting around?
431
00:25:17,183 --> 00:25:18,924
Everything costs money
out there.
432
00:25:19,018 --> 00:25:21,410
You have no idea.
433
00:25:21,428 --> 00:25:23,354
There's money in the house.
434
00:25:23,505 --> 00:25:25,247
The fruit money.
435
00:25:25,266 --> 00:25:26,098
You're going to steal ?
436
00:25:26,192 --> 00:25:28,417
I don't know.
437
00:25:28,510 --> 00:25:30,010
I have to get out.
I have to think.
438
00:25:30,029 --> 00:25:31,270
What if you got sick?
439
00:25:31,422 --> 00:25:32,345
Or something happened to you?
440
00:25:32,439 --> 00:25:33,922
I'm not going to get sick.
441
00:25:33,941 --> 00:25:35,699
you'll be shunned.
442
00:25:35,851 --> 00:25:37,034
Hey, do you want
to give up your family?
443
00:25:38,929 --> 00:25:40,037
I don't know
what else to do.
444
00:25:43,191 --> 00:25:45,117
People here
help each other.
445
00:25:45,211 --> 00:25:46,451
Out there,
446
00:25:46,604 --> 00:25:48,212
There's not going to be
anyone to protect you.
447
00:25:50,198 --> 00:25:52,216
There's no one
to protect me here.
448
00:25:52,367 --> 00:25:53,884
Was it really so bad?
449
00:26:01,802 --> 00:26:02,560
Please help me.
450
00:26:09,126 --> 00:26:09,900
Okay.
451
00:26:12,071 --> 00:26:14,387
I have a friend who might
let you stay at her place.
452
00:26:14,407 --> 00:26:15,364
Grace, the photographer.
453
00:26:16,650 --> 00:26:17,891
I'll call her and set it up.
454
00:26:17,985 --> 00:26:19,392
When do you want to go?
455
00:26:19,412 --> 00:26:21,036
Now. Tonight.
456
00:26:33,484 --> 00:26:35,426
Mem?
457
00:26:51,444 --> 00:26:54,019
Oh, rachel, I need you
to run to the store for me.
458
00:26:54,171 --> 00:26:57,506
I need flour, sugar, cinnamon,
and some coffee.
459
00:26:57,599 --> 00:26:58,690
The donnermeyers
are coming over
460
00:26:58,843 --> 00:27:00,433
And I'm going to make
my sour cream cake.
461
00:27:00,453 --> 00:27:02,244
We're not running a tab
there anymore.
462
00:27:12,280 --> 00:27:13,689
Your father doesn't like debt.
463
00:27:13,707 --> 00:27:15,040
Yes, mem.
464
00:27:15,192 --> 00:27:16,282
Rachel...
465
00:27:16,302 --> 00:27:18,118
You've--
466
00:27:18,137 --> 00:27:20,804
You've just not
been yourself lately.
467
00:27:22,549 --> 00:27:23,474
I know that.
468
00:27:27,129 --> 00:27:28,604
You're going to be spending
more time at church now.
469
00:27:30,966 --> 00:27:32,316
I think it's time
we make you a new dress.
470
00:27:34,136 --> 00:27:35,377
People notice.
471
00:27:35,396 --> 00:27:36,654
Yes, mem.
472
00:28:02,239 --> 00:28:04,348
oh! Rachel albrecht,
what's your secret?
473
00:28:06,852 --> 00:28:08,911
I'm sorry, what?
474
00:28:08,929 --> 00:28:11,188
I heard you got top marks
in your bible class.
475
00:28:12,766 --> 00:28:15,083
Oh. Yes.
Thank you.
476
00:28:15,102 --> 00:28:17,027
I expect you'll be joining
the wanderers now.
477
00:28:18,698 --> 00:28:20,346
Yes. I'd like to.
478
00:28:20,366 --> 00:28:21,773
You know we've been needing
another soprano.
479
00:28:21,867 --> 00:28:22,925
Tuesday night.
480
00:28:22,943 --> 00:28:23,775
You know where.
481
00:28:23,869 --> 00:28:25,202
All right.
482
00:28:25,353 --> 00:28:26,278
Thank you.
483
00:28:26,430 --> 00:28:27,204
Rachel?
484
00:28:28,432 --> 00:28:29,765
Yes?
485
00:28:29,858 --> 00:28:31,041
It's good
to have you among us.
486
00:28:40,368 --> 00:28:41,385
What are you doing?
487
00:28:51,638 --> 00:28:53,288
What's this?
488
00:28:53,307 --> 00:28:54,306
I was wondering
489
00:28:54,400 --> 00:28:55,899
What it would be like
if I had a watch,
490
00:28:56,051 --> 00:28:57,067
To tell what time it is.
491
00:28:58,404 --> 00:28:59,886
I forgot to wash it off.
492
00:28:59,980 --> 00:29:00,738
You have to be careful.
493
00:29:00,965 --> 00:29:02,388
Mem and dat wouldn't like this.
494
00:29:02,408 --> 00:29:04,649
It's jewelry. It's vain.
495
00:29:04,802 --> 00:29:06,151
I know.
I forgot.
496
00:29:06,303 --> 00:29:07,227
You can't forget anymore.
497
00:29:07,246 --> 00:29:08,895
You're a big girl now.
498
00:29:08,914 --> 00:29:10,080
Okay.
499
00:29:13,235 --> 00:29:14,643
You can't let anyone
be mean to you
500
00:29:14,661 --> 00:29:15,902
Or treat you bad ever again.
501
00:29:15,921 --> 00:29:17,329
Okay?
502
00:29:17,481 --> 00:29:19,664
Who's going
to treat me bad?
503
00:29:19,759 --> 00:29:21,091
People.
504
00:29:21,318 --> 00:29:22,926
Why?
505
00:29:24,579 --> 00:29:25,837
I love you, little bb.
506
00:29:25,990 --> 00:29:27,264
You're squeezing me.
507
00:29:29,268 --> 00:29:30,267
Sorry.
508
00:29:35,165 --> 00:29:36,106
Rachel?
509
00:29:36,258 --> 00:29:37,775
What time is it?
510
00:29:39,612 --> 00:29:41,278
It's late.
511
00:30:08,808 --> 00:30:10,790
Isabel.
512
00:30:10,810 --> 00:30:13,459
What are you doing here?
513
00:30:13,554 --> 00:30:15,646
I'm sorry.
514
00:30:29,328 --> 00:30:30,661
Child...
515
00:30:38,579 --> 00:30:39,962
Let us help you, child.
516
00:30:46,570 --> 00:30:48,587
we're taking you to a place
517
00:30:48,739 --> 00:30:52,074
Where they help girls
who've lost their way.
518
00:30:52,167 --> 00:30:54,476
Everything can be forgiven
in time.
519
00:30:57,690 --> 00:30:58,689
Rachel.
520
00:30:58,840 --> 00:31:00,765
Welcome to bright haven.
521
00:31:00,860 --> 00:31:03,485
We are so happy
that you've come to join us.
522
00:31:04,679 --> 00:31:06,196
Would you please
remove your shoes?
523
00:31:07,867 --> 00:31:11,869
Life skills
from 5:00 a.M. Until to 7:00.
524
00:31:13,372 --> 00:31:15,664
We take you through harvest
all the way to canning.
525
00:31:17,376 --> 00:31:20,952
And then bible study
from 7:30 until noon.
526
00:31:21,105 --> 00:31:22,713
Then lunch.
527
00:31:22,864 --> 00:31:25,549
And then bible study
from 1:00 p.M. Until 5:00.
528
00:31:26,886 --> 00:31:28,777
Yeah.
529
00:31:28,795 --> 00:31:31,513
And then from 5:00 until 5:30,
free time.
530
00:31:33,784 --> 00:31:35,392
We like to think of this
as our--
531
00:31:35,543 --> 00:31:37,636
As our house of love.
532
00:31:37,788 --> 00:31:39,879
We want to help you prepare
533
00:31:39,899 --> 00:31:41,231
For your roles
534
00:31:41,383 --> 00:31:44,050
As wives and mothers
in the world
535
00:31:44,069 --> 00:31:46,645
And instill values
536
00:31:46,797 --> 00:31:48,739
That will admit you
into the kingdom of heaven.
537
00:31:50,634 --> 00:31:53,485
Our goal is to fill your heart
with light
538
00:31:53,637 --> 00:31:57,063
And the joy that can be found
in the divine love of god.
539
00:31:57,157 --> 00:32:02,235
Only girls accompanied by staff
can leave the building.
540
00:32:02,254 --> 00:32:04,880
Rooms are locked at 7:00 p.M.
541
00:32:08,502 --> 00:32:11,153
"wives, be subject to your husbands,
542
00:32:11,171 --> 00:32:13,321
As to the lord,
543
00:32:13,340 --> 00:32:18,101
Without spot or wrinkle or any such thing,
544
00:32:18,253 --> 00:32:22,255
That you might be holy and without blemish.
545
00:32:22,274 --> 00:32:25,442
For the husband is head of the wife
546
00:32:25,669 --> 00:32:28,070
As christ is head of the church."
547
00:32:29,856 --> 00:32:33,675
Now, this is our struggle.
548
00:32:33,694 --> 00:32:35,118
The individual.
549
00:32:35,270 --> 00:32:37,103
The unsatisfied mind.
550
00:32:37,197 --> 00:32:39,514
God has given us rules.
551
00:32:39,533 --> 00:32:43,460
All that we need to do
is follow them without question.
552
00:32:45,022 --> 00:32:49,800
God is judging our every move,
our every thought.
553
00:32:50,027 --> 00:32:53,786
I know that each one of you
has sinned,
554
00:32:53,806 --> 00:32:58,124
Even in your tiniest,
most private moment.
555
00:32:58,143 --> 00:32:59,884
Perhaps spending
a little too much time
556
00:33:00,037 --> 00:33:02,370
In front of the mirror,
557
00:33:02,389 --> 00:33:06,299
For a split second thinking
that you might be pretty.
558
00:33:06,393 --> 00:33:09,152
You are not pretty.
559
00:33:09,304 --> 00:33:12,138
You are vain and weak.
560
00:33:12,232 --> 00:33:15,975
You are wicked and dirty.
561
00:33:15,995 --> 00:33:19,387
You disappoint god
a million times every day
562
00:33:19,406 --> 00:33:21,665
With your carnal thoughts
and your dark desires.
563
00:33:24,336 --> 00:33:26,837
You have forgotten
that god loves you.
564
00:33:33,846 --> 00:33:35,570
Seven o'clock!
565
00:33:35,589 --> 00:33:37,347
Be at peace!
566
00:33:40,019 --> 00:33:42,093
She's not that bad, you know.
567
00:33:42,246 --> 00:33:43,762
She's helped a lot of girls.
568
00:33:43,914 --> 00:33:45,313
She understands what it's like.
569
00:33:46,583 --> 00:33:47,691
I think she had
some trouble in her past.
570
00:33:49,177 --> 00:33:50,676
I heard she was married.
571
00:33:50,696 --> 00:33:52,029
I heard he died.
572
00:33:52,180 --> 00:33:55,198
No, no, she ran away,
573
00:33:55,350 --> 00:33:58,443
Then came back,
and then he died.
574
00:33:58,595 --> 00:34:00,945
I ran away.
575
00:34:01,040 --> 00:34:02,931
Or I tried to.
576
00:34:02,949 --> 00:34:04,524
We all did.
577
00:34:04,543 --> 00:34:05,767
That's why we're here.
578
00:34:05,786 --> 00:34:07,936
Not me.
579
00:34:07,954 --> 00:34:08,953
I stayed.
580
00:34:09,106 --> 00:34:11,048
I tempted my cousin
581
00:34:11,199 --> 00:34:12,440
And then I tried
to blame it on him.
582
00:34:12,459 --> 00:34:14,051
What did he do?
583
00:34:15,554 --> 00:34:16,386
It's what I did.
584
00:34:18,115 --> 00:34:19,222
I told everyone about us.
585
00:34:20,300 --> 00:34:22,450
I guess I...
586
00:34:22,544 --> 00:34:23,393
Thought I deserved
to be heard.
587
00:34:25,046 --> 00:34:27,289
Anyway, what good
is running away?
588
00:34:27,307 --> 00:34:28,231
Where would we go?
Who would want us?
589
00:34:53,333 --> 00:34:55,241
they don't open.
590
00:34:55,260 --> 00:34:57,577
I just wanted to get some air.
591
00:34:57,671 --> 00:35:00,079
It's so we're not tempted.
592
00:35:00,099 --> 00:35:01,723
It only gets
really bad in here in August.
593
00:35:03,327 --> 00:35:04,226
How long have you been here?
594
00:35:05,753 --> 00:35:06,770
This is my third time.
595
00:35:14,429 --> 00:35:16,596
he would say,
"you're not trying hard enough,"
596
00:35:16,615 --> 00:35:19,174
And...
597
00:35:19,192 --> 00:35:21,601
"your brain
looks like a messy closet,"
598
00:35:21,620 --> 00:35:22,619
And that I should clean it up.
599
00:35:24,197 --> 00:35:25,455
If he ever spoke to me.
600
00:35:26,625 --> 00:35:28,125
Thank you, ruth.
601
00:35:31,112 --> 00:35:34,131
Rachel, what would god
say to you?
602
00:35:35,876 --> 00:35:37,617
He would say...
603
00:35:37,636 --> 00:35:39,970
"why, rachel?"
604
00:35:43,625 --> 00:35:44,975
"why can't you just be good?"
605
00:35:47,888 --> 00:35:49,813
He would say...
606
00:35:49,964 --> 00:35:51,815
"why do I waste my time
with you?"
607
00:35:55,228 --> 00:35:56,444
"all you do
is make the wrong choices."
608
00:36:00,475 --> 00:36:01,283
"now you get
what you deserve...
609
00:36:04,237 --> 00:36:05,495
...Nothing."
610
00:37:09,061 --> 00:37:12,637
♪ all things
wise and wonderful ♪
611
00:37:12,789 --> 00:37:17,400
♪ the lord god
made them all ♪
612
00:37:17,552 --> 00:37:20,979
♪ each little flower
that opens... ♪
613
00:37:21,073 --> 00:37:23,222
Rachel.
614
00:37:23,242 --> 00:37:24,299
We've come to visit you.
615
00:37:24,317 --> 00:37:27,318
If you do not want
to speak to me,
616
00:37:27,471 --> 00:37:28,536
At least speak to your mother.
617
00:37:42,261 --> 00:37:46,096
♪ all things
bright and beautiful ♪
618
00:37:46,247 --> 00:37:51,326
♪ all creatures
great and small ♪
619
00:37:51,344 --> 00:37:55,663
♪ all things
wise and wonderful ♪
620
00:37:55,757 --> 00:37:59,834
♪ the lord god
made them all ♪
621
00:37:59,853 --> 00:38:00,735
He hasn't eaten in three weeks.
622
00:38:04,449 --> 00:38:05,507
He's living in shame
over what you did.
623
00:38:05,525 --> 00:38:07,509
Just look at him.
624
00:38:07,527 --> 00:38:08,785
I'm sorry.
625
00:38:08,936 --> 00:38:10,120
Do you know we might be
asked to leave the church?
626
00:38:12,182 --> 00:38:13,290
Do you know what hell is?
627
00:38:13,517 --> 00:38:16,751
It's pain and regret
for eternity.
628
00:38:19,464 --> 00:38:20,797
You have brought us
all to the brink, rachel.
629
00:38:22,450 --> 00:38:23,466
Accept your life.
I accepted mine.
630
00:38:28,790 --> 00:38:29,639
Find your way, rachel.
631
00:38:31,310 --> 00:38:32,534
They will help you here,
632
00:38:32,552 --> 00:38:34,144
And then when you come home,
633
00:38:34,371 --> 00:38:36,037
Everything can go back
to the way it was.
634
00:38:36,056 --> 00:38:38,106
But, mem, iddo...
635
00:38:45,382 --> 00:38:47,115
careful with the roots there.
636
00:38:50,662 --> 00:38:52,070
You want to make sure
637
00:38:52,222 --> 00:38:54,222
That you've got
the whole package
638
00:38:54,315 --> 00:38:56,224
Before you put it
into the earth.
639
00:38:56,242 --> 00:39:00,003
The roots are so strong
and yet they are so fragile.
640
00:39:02,415 --> 00:39:03,565
Those rows are not straight.
641
00:40:47,837 --> 00:40:49,671
Carl, listen to me.
642
00:40:49,689 --> 00:40:51,448
You're not going to hang
any of my photos
643
00:40:51,599 --> 00:40:54,008
Unless I am standing
in that gallery,
644
00:40:54,027 --> 00:40:55,743
Pointing to where
I want them to be hung.
645
00:40:57,956 --> 00:41:00,181
Well, don't give me
"that's how they do it."
646
00:41:00,200 --> 00:41:01,516
That's not how I do it--
you know that.
647
00:41:01,534 --> 00:41:02,625
but you remember what--
648
00:41:02,852 --> 00:41:04,794
You remember what happened
at drexel, right?
649
00:41:06,465 --> 00:41:07,613
Yeah, exactly.
650
00:41:07,632 --> 00:41:08,948
It was not fine.
651
00:41:08,967 --> 00:41:09,874
It wasn't fine at all.
652
00:41:10,026 --> 00:41:11,134
You even said that.
653
00:41:11,285 --> 00:41:13,118
The eyeline was wrong,
the storytelling was wr--
654
00:41:13,138 --> 00:41:14,471
Wrong.
655
00:41:15,548 --> 00:41:16,806
Oh!
656
00:41:18,626 --> 00:41:19,550
No, I'm still here.
657
00:41:19,703 --> 00:41:20,626
No, my boyfriend just--
658
00:41:20,720 --> 00:41:22,053
You know what, never mind.
659
00:41:22,205 --> 00:41:24,222
Don't do anything without me...
660
00:41:24,374 --> 00:41:25,648
There.
661
00:41:29,212 --> 00:41:30,394
Can you--
carl, hold on a second.
662
00:41:30,489 --> 00:41:31,488
Don't hang up.
663
00:41:40,147 --> 00:41:40,997
Is that...
664
00:41:44,169 --> 00:41:45,651
Hey! Hey!
665
00:41:45,670 --> 00:41:46,836
Are you nate's friend?
666
00:41:54,754 --> 00:41:56,070
Hey, are you...
667
00:41:56,089 --> 00:41:57,071
Are you rachel?
668
00:41:57,090 --> 00:41:58,906
-Yeah?
-Yes.
669
00:41:58,925 --> 00:42:00,666
Hey, you made it.
670
00:42:00,760 --> 00:42:01,851
Give me one second.
671
00:42:03,021 --> 00:42:04,854
Not the best of neighborhoods.
672
00:42:08,843 --> 00:42:09,984
I was kind of expecting you,
like, three weeks ago.
673
00:42:11,363 --> 00:42:12,270
I gave up on you.
674
00:42:12,364 --> 00:42:13,363
I'm sorry.
675
00:42:15,425 --> 00:42:16,181
Is it okay that I'm here?
676
00:42:16,201 --> 00:42:17,925
Yeah, of course.
677
00:42:17,944 --> 00:42:18,868
Welcome to the grace place!
678
00:42:21,931 --> 00:42:23,206
Oh.
679
00:42:23,357 --> 00:42:24,207
I'm sorry.
680
00:42:24,358 --> 00:42:25,767
It's okay.
681
00:42:25,785 --> 00:42:26,784
I...
682
00:42:26,878 --> 00:42:28,211
You know what--
683
00:42:28,438 --> 00:42:30,046
-No, really--
-no, listen, it's me.
684
00:42:30,197 --> 00:42:32,382
I can be
very overbearing sometimes.
685
00:42:32,609 --> 00:42:33,699
How about we start
all over, okay?
686
00:42:33,718 --> 00:42:34,942
Okay.
687
00:42:34,961 --> 00:42:36,460
My name is grace,
688
00:42:36,555 --> 00:42:38,888
And, uh...
689
00:42:40,374 --> 00:42:41,849
...Welcome to my home.
690
00:42:43,395 --> 00:42:44,802
Come in.
691
00:42:44,954 --> 00:42:46,062
Okay.
692
00:43:00,579 --> 00:43:01,536
Come in.
693
00:43:03,898 --> 00:43:05,230
Carl, are you still there?
694
00:43:05,250 --> 00:43:06,991
Great.
695
00:43:07,143 --> 00:43:09,085
Tell them to wait for me
until I get there, okay?
696
00:43:11,648 --> 00:43:12,830
Okay, great.
697
00:43:12,982 --> 00:43:15,166
Well, then I will see you
tomorrow.
698
00:43:15,318 --> 00:43:17,485
Yeah. Okay, great.
Yeah. Bye.
699
00:43:17,503 --> 00:43:21,055
Alexa, play something cool.
700
00:43:23,935 --> 00:43:26,269
Yeah.
701
00:43:42,178 --> 00:43:44,120
Everything here
makes so much noise.
702
00:43:44,271 --> 00:43:45,363
I'm not used to it.
703
00:43:45,457 --> 00:43:48,791
Well, gosh, toto,
we're not in kansas anymore.
704
00:43:51,112 --> 00:43:53,112
No, I'm from here,
in pennsylvania.
705
00:43:53,131 --> 00:43:54,279
Yeah--
706
00:43:54,299 --> 00:43:55,423
It's--
707
00:43:56,860 --> 00:43:57,800
Never mind.
708
00:43:58,953 --> 00:44:00,637
This is so kind.
709
00:44:00,788 --> 00:44:02,138
I'm sorry--
I didn't know where to go,
710
00:44:02,289 --> 00:44:04,882
Or what was next, or--
711
00:44:05,034 --> 00:44:06,125
If I should even
come here, and--
712
00:44:06,144 --> 00:44:07,551
Don't worry about it.
713
00:44:07,704 --> 00:44:08,770
You can stay here until
you get yourself set up, okay?
714
00:44:10,390 --> 00:44:11,964
I've got an extra bedroom--
715
00:44:12,058 --> 00:44:13,374
More of a storage closet.
716
00:44:13,467 --> 00:44:15,968
I'm afraid we're going
to have to share a bathroom
717
00:44:15,987 --> 00:44:18,154
Because my landlord refuses
to fix the other one.
718
00:44:19,899 --> 00:44:22,808
I can grab you a tap card...
719
00:44:22,902 --> 00:44:24,143
Maybe some new clothes,
720
00:44:24,162 --> 00:44:25,828
And...
721
00:44:27,557 --> 00:44:29,791
Oh, my god,
do you have no shoes?
722
00:44:31,152 --> 00:44:32,985
No. I had to leave them.
723
00:44:33,004 --> 00:44:34,003
Do you have anything?
724
00:44:35,489 --> 00:44:38,232
Okay, yeah. You know what,
don't worry about it.
725
00:44:38,251 --> 00:44:39,008
I got stuff you can borrow.
726
00:44:39,235 --> 00:44:40,659
Um...
727
00:44:40,679 --> 00:44:41,660
And...
728
00:44:41,754 --> 00:44:43,495
I can help you get a job.
729
00:44:43,515 --> 00:44:44,422
I've got some friends
730
00:44:44,574 --> 00:44:45,831
That can give you
some gig work.
731
00:44:45,850 --> 00:44:46,683
Do you have
a social security card?
732
00:44:46,910 --> 00:44:48,518
No.
733
00:44:48,669 --> 00:44:50,687
I.D.? Like a passport?
State I.D.?
734
00:44:52,524 --> 00:44:54,339
Oh, hey, hey.
735
00:44:54,359 --> 00:44:57,026
Listen. We don't have to do
anything today, okay?
736
00:44:57,178 --> 00:44:58,528
Why don't you take a seat?
737
00:45:00,031 --> 00:45:01,439
Drink coffee,
738
00:45:01,533 --> 00:45:03,199
Talk...
739
00:45:05,370 --> 00:45:06,703
...Or not.
740
00:45:08,206 --> 00:45:09,706
Listen, man, just do whatever
feels comfortable, okay?
741
00:45:10,950 --> 00:45:13,042
-Okay.
-Okay.
742
00:45:24,964 --> 00:45:26,556
-Oh, my.
-What?
743
00:45:28,059 --> 00:45:29,058
This is the best thing
744
00:45:29,285 --> 00:45:31,394
That I've ever tasted
in my whole life.
745
00:45:40,964 --> 00:45:42,572
Hey, hey.
746
00:46:07,098 --> 00:46:08,506
you scared
the shit out of me!
747
00:46:08,658 --> 00:46:09,824
babe, what's going--
748
00:46:09,917 --> 00:46:11,917
Oh, shoot, get back in here!
Put your pants on.
749
00:46:11,936 --> 00:46:14,270
Rachel, are you okay?
750
00:46:14,497 --> 00:46:17,589
Yes.
751
00:46:17,609 --> 00:46:19,108
that was just
my boyfriend, cleve.
752
00:46:19,260 --> 00:46:20,610
Babe, say hi.
753
00:46:20,761 --> 00:46:22,111
hi, rachel.
754
00:46:22,263 --> 00:46:25,356
Hi, cleve.
755
00:46:25,508 --> 00:46:26,407
nice to meet you.
756
00:46:28,269 --> 00:46:29,285
Nice to meet you, too.
757
00:46:35,276 --> 00:46:36,626
I'm coming
out of the bedroom.
758
00:46:38,538 --> 00:46:39,778
I'm walking down the hall.
759
00:46:39,872 --> 00:46:40,963
I'm fully dressed.
760
00:46:44,135 --> 00:46:45,468
I'm here.
761
00:46:45,695 --> 00:46:46,803
Hi.
762
00:46:49,307 --> 00:46:51,032
Let's...
763
00:46:51,050 --> 00:46:52,700
Let's make this
our first official meeting.
764
00:46:52,718 --> 00:46:53,476
I'm cleve.
765
00:46:55,872 --> 00:46:57,313
I'm rachel.
766
00:46:58,483 --> 00:46:59,941
So we're good?
767
00:47:01,394 --> 00:47:02,652
Yes, cleve, we're good.
768
00:47:04,322 --> 00:47:06,564
All right.
769
00:47:06,716 --> 00:47:07,824
Can I make you something to eat?
770
00:47:09,643 --> 00:47:10,551
I can do it, it's--
771
00:47:10,570 --> 00:47:11,476
No, no.
772
00:47:11,496 --> 00:47:12,829
You sit.
I got this.
773
00:47:17,743 --> 00:47:18,576
Are you sure? I--
774
00:47:18,670 --> 00:47:19,985
I live for this.
775
00:47:20,079 --> 00:47:21,486
When you taste this,
776
00:47:21,506 --> 00:47:23,155
You are going to have
a mouth orgasm.
777
00:47:23,174 --> 00:47:24,732
a mouth orgasm?
778
00:47:24,750 --> 00:47:26,658
And under any circumstances,
779
00:47:26,678 --> 00:47:29,995
Do not let grace cook for you.
780
00:47:30,014 --> 00:47:32,239
Anything she makes
tastes like dryer lint.
781
00:47:32,258 --> 00:47:33,641
Dryer lint?
782
00:47:35,411 --> 00:47:36,811
You're kind of
fresh off the truck, aren't you?
783
00:47:38,414 --> 00:47:39,188
Kind of.
784
00:47:43,769 --> 00:47:44,694
So you cook?
785
00:47:44,921 --> 00:47:46,437
Yeah.
786
00:47:46,589 --> 00:47:48,272
I do everything around here.
787
00:47:48,366 --> 00:47:49,348
I'm the neat one.
788
00:47:49,367 --> 00:47:50,441
Grace...
789
00:47:50,535 --> 00:47:52,184
Grace is a slob.
790
00:47:52,278 --> 00:47:53,870
Look at this place.
791
00:47:54,021 --> 00:47:56,539
I mean,
no organizational skills.
792
00:47:56,690 --> 00:47:57,781
Never rinses a dish,
793
00:47:57,934 --> 00:47:58,933
Just leaves it out in the open
794
00:47:59,026 --> 00:48:00,101
Like I'm expected
to clean up after her.
795
00:48:00,119 --> 00:48:01,452
I hate that.
796
00:48:01,604 --> 00:48:03,695
Yeah. The food gets stuck on
and it gets all crusty.
797
00:48:03,715 --> 00:48:04,714
And then you have to work
twice as hard.
798
00:48:06,533 --> 00:48:08,050
I think we're gonna
get along great.
799
00:48:09,278 --> 00:48:10,386
I mean...
800
00:48:10,537 --> 00:48:13,389
You already know more about me
than most people.
801
00:48:16,469 --> 00:48:17,894
Alexa, play something
to wake me up.
802
00:48:21,382 --> 00:48:23,065
Well, good morning, sunshine.
803
00:48:34,137 --> 00:48:34,911
Careful.
804
00:48:42,645 --> 00:48:46,213
So, I think these will fit.
805
00:48:47,759 --> 00:48:48,666
What do you think?
806
00:48:48,760 --> 00:48:50,075
No. I couldn't.
807
00:48:50,169 --> 00:48:52,595
Oh, I know it's not exactly
the height of fashion.
808
00:48:52,822 --> 00:48:55,156
I just keep them around
for the models.
809
00:48:55,174 --> 00:48:56,674
You don't understand.
I can't take off my--
810
00:48:56,768 --> 00:48:57,916
Don't worry. I can just go
into the other room.
811
00:48:57,936 --> 00:48:58,768
No, it's not that.
812
00:49:00,438 --> 00:49:03,272
My dress, my kapp ,
813
00:49:03,499 --> 00:49:04,565
It's a conversation
between me and god.
814
00:49:06,277 --> 00:49:08,945
Oh, I didn't realize.
815
00:49:09,096 --> 00:49:10,279
It wouldn't matter
anyway, though.
816
00:49:11,841 --> 00:49:12,782
Why?
817
00:49:12,933 --> 00:49:14,408
I'd still be ugly.
818
00:49:17,680 --> 00:49:18,913
Wow.
819
00:49:21,017 --> 00:49:22,458
They really did a number
on you, didn't they?
820
00:49:27,190 --> 00:49:29,356
Look, um...
821
00:49:29,375 --> 00:49:30,691
Nate...
822
00:49:30,710 --> 00:49:33,636
Didn't tell me why
you were coming to stay with me.
823
00:49:34,973 --> 00:49:36,213
As a survivor,
824
00:49:36,307 --> 00:49:39,033
I can only assume
that someone was hurting you.
825
00:49:39,051 --> 00:49:40,309
Someone you knew.
826
00:49:42,463 --> 00:49:43,813
Someone you trusted.
827
00:49:45,875 --> 00:49:47,108
Did someone hurt you, rachel?
828
00:49:50,137 --> 00:49:50,894
You don't understand.
829
00:49:51,047 --> 00:49:51,970
No, I do.
830
00:49:52,064 --> 00:49:54,115
I really, really do.
831
00:49:57,478 --> 00:49:58,661
Do you know
that I hate cinnamon?
832
00:50:01,407 --> 00:50:02,665
I can't stand
the smell of it.
833
00:50:04,393 --> 00:50:05,317
Mem was baking
in the kitchen
834
00:50:05,336 --> 00:50:06,335
And the house
smelled of cinnamon.
835
00:50:08,231 --> 00:50:09,672
I sat at the table
coloring with the other kids.
836
00:50:12,585 --> 00:50:13,801
Uncle iddo sat next to me.
837
00:50:16,088 --> 00:50:16,846
It was daytime.
838
00:50:20,018 --> 00:50:21,017
There were people around,
but he didn't care.
839
00:50:26,098 --> 00:50:27,356
He reached under the table.
840
00:50:29,252 --> 00:50:31,268
It hurt,
841
00:50:31,362 --> 00:50:33,362
But I couldn't let anyone know
what was happening.
842
00:50:36,534 --> 00:50:37,700
I was so afraid.
843
00:50:39,445 --> 00:50:40,536
Afraid it was my fault.
844
00:50:44,450 --> 00:50:46,116
How old were you?
845
00:50:46,269 --> 00:50:47,376
Eight.
846
00:50:49,213 --> 00:50:51,005
That was the first time.
847
00:50:58,964 --> 00:51:01,348
You are out of there now
and you are never going back.
848
00:51:03,302 --> 00:51:05,302
You have a new life here.
849
00:51:05,454 --> 00:51:07,563
I'm going to make it happen
for you, I promise.
850
00:51:09,067 --> 00:51:10,191
Do you think so?
851
00:51:12,219 --> 00:51:13,736
I know so.
852
00:51:15,981 --> 00:51:17,222
I don't think that can work.
853
00:51:17,241 --> 00:51:18,699
Why not?
854
00:51:19,911 --> 00:51:21,243
I want to go home.
855
00:51:22,321 --> 00:51:23,204
Why?
856
00:51:24,898 --> 00:51:25,873
Because it's home.
857
00:51:37,095 --> 00:51:38,335
after six years,
858
00:51:38,429 --> 00:51:39,595
Will this top predator recognize his friend?
859
00:51:42,916 --> 00:51:45,101
Come here, you sexy amish boy!
860
00:51:48,439 --> 00:51:50,514
Uh...
861
00:51:50,666 --> 00:51:51,565
This one's homesick.
862
00:51:53,002 --> 00:51:55,111
...An alpha male breaks through the others.
863
00:51:56,856 --> 00:51:58,005
He hesitates, then...
864
00:51:58,023 --> 00:52:00,116
-Hey.
-Wait.
865
00:52:00,267 --> 00:52:01,117
Watch how he lets the lion
jump on him.
866
00:52:03,103 --> 00:52:04,528
The lion loves him.
They're friends.
867
00:52:04,680 --> 00:52:06,697
...Six years melt away,
868
00:52:06,849 --> 00:52:09,458
And once again, this 600-pound--
869
00:52:11,520 --> 00:52:12,586
I talked to your parents today.
870
00:52:14,632 --> 00:52:15,780
How are they?
871
00:52:15,800 --> 00:52:17,358
Yeah.
872
00:52:17,376 --> 00:52:18,467
They talked to me
873
00:52:18,694 --> 00:52:20,285
About how shunning
is the final act of love,
874
00:52:20,304 --> 00:52:22,363
And...
875
00:52:22,381 --> 00:52:24,473
They want me to bring you back
so they can show you it.
876
00:52:25,718 --> 00:52:26,642
How are bevin and the twins?
877
00:52:28,053 --> 00:52:29,311
Bevin thinks you're working.
878
00:52:32,483 --> 00:52:33,607
How do I live?
879
00:52:36,395 --> 00:52:37,820
Nobody knows me, and I...
880
00:52:39,490 --> 00:52:41,115
I don't have a family anymore.
881
00:52:42,809 --> 00:52:44,385
I'm like those people
on the screen--
882
00:52:44,403 --> 00:52:46,495
Moving and talking,
but trapped behind glass.
883
00:52:46,647 --> 00:52:47,554
But you're not alone.
884
00:52:47,573 --> 00:52:48,622
You don't know.
885
00:52:50,817 --> 00:52:51,667
I mean, you can go back.
886
00:52:51,818 --> 00:52:53,127
You still have a choice.
887
00:52:54,413 --> 00:52:55,504
I'm living with strangers.
888
00:52:55,656 --> 00:52:57,339
I don't understand
half the things they say.
889
00:52:57,491 --> 00:52:59,800
-Rachel--
-no, nate, you have to go.
890
00:53:02,162 --> 00:53:04,087
This is too hard.
I can't do this.
891
00:53:04,240 --> 00:53:05,014
Okay.
892
00:53:10,021 --> 00:53:12,021
Will you at least walk me out?
893
00:53:17,344 --> 00:53:19,753
I'm sorry.
894
00:53:19,772 --> 00:53:20,863
Thank you for coming today.
895
00:53:21,014 --> 00:53:22,089
It's okay.
896
00:53:22,107 --> 00:53:23,032
I wanted to come.
897
00:53:24,610 --> 00:53:26,260
God's gonna look after you
no matter what you do, rachel.
898
00:53:26,278 --> 00:53:28,520
I believe that.
899
00:53:28,614 --> 00:53:29,538
I want to believe that.
900
00:53:31,100 --> 00:53:31,949
You know, I don't think
901
00:53:32,043 --> 00:53:33,209
I've ever had the chance
to say this,
902
00:53:33,436 --> 00:53:35,878
But...
903
00:53:36,029 --> 00:53:38,272
I admire you, rachel.
904
00:53:38,290 --> 00:53:39,048
I really do.
905
00:53:42,053 --> 00:53:43,385
Have you ever been
to the ocean before?
906
00:53:44,947 --> 00:53:46,388
No.
907
00:53:46,615 --> 00:53:48,224
Why?
908
00:53:48,375 --> 00:53:49,950
My mother talked about it
sometimes,
909
00:53:49,969 --> 00:53:51,393
But I don't think
she's actually been.
910
00:53:52,897 --> 00:53:55,472
It seems like a place
where you can really breathe.
911
00:53:55,624 --> 00:53:56,623
Where you can feel right.
912
00:53:56,642 --> 00:53:57,900
Hmm.
913
00:54:00,980 --> 00:54:02,554
You know,
I've been thinking about it,
914
00:54:02,573 --> 00:54:04,815
I don't think I'm going
to get baptized after all.
915
00:54:04,967 --> 00:54:05,741
Really?
916
00:54:05,968 --> 00:54:06,909
Yeah.
917
00:54:07,060 --> 00:54:08,410
Keep my options open.
918
00:54:12,232 --> 00:54:13,140
Good night, rachel.
919
00:54:13,158 --> 00:54:14,750
Good night, nate.
920
00:54:22,334 --> 00:54:24,093
I'm coming
out of the bedroom.
921
00:54:27,598 --> 00:54:29,056
Going to the bathroom.
922
00:54:31,418 --> 00:54:33,176
almost done.
923
00:54:33,329 --> 00:54:34,495
Grace, I...
924
00:54:34,513 --> 00:54:36,254
I can't keep living
off of your generosity.
925
00:54:36,274 --> 00:54:37,756
Eating your food and everything.
926
00:54:37,775 --> 00:54:38,607
so you'll work for me.
927
00:54:41,186 --> 00:54:42,427
What do you want me to do?
928
00:54:42,521 --> 00:54:44,446
well, actually,
929
00:54:44,673 --> 00:54:46,173
I'm starting
a big project tomorrow.
930
00:54:46,191 --> 00:54:47,524
You'll help.
931
00:54:47,676 --> 00:54:49,285
I'll show you what to do.
It'll be really interesting.
932
00:54:50,788 --> 00:54:52,195
Okay.
933
00:54:52,290 --> 00:54:53,680
Thank you.
934
00:54:53,699 --> 00:54:54,456
mm-hmm.
935
00:54:56,352 --> 00:54:57,942
Name and address.
Contact information here.
936
00:54:57,962 --> 00:54:59,369
Don't forget to sign
the release form.
937
00:54:59,522 --> 00:55:00,537
There's instructions
938
00:55:00,689 --> 00:55:02,781
On how to sign up
for the download account.
939
00:55:02,800 --> 00:55:03,590
That's how you'll get
your pictures.
940
00:55:05,970 --> 00:55:06,877
hey, everyone.
941
00:55:07,029 --> 00:55:07,803
I just wanted to say
942
00:55:08,030 --> 00:55:10,714
Thank you so much
for participating
943
00:55:10,866 --> 00:55:12,808
And for your trust.
944
00:55:14,370 --> 00:55:15,202
So, this is what it's about.
945
00:55:15,220 --> 00:55:16,703
As you know,
946
00:55:16,722 --> 00:55:19,631
I've been photographing people
the world sees as a group,
947
00:55:19,650 --> 00:55:22,376
And I want to humanize
the individual.
948
00:55:22,394 --> 00:55:24,561
You know, whether you're trans,
or black,
949
00:55:24,655 --> 00:55:25,654
Or amish,
950
00:55:25,806 --> 00:55:26,880
Or an immigrant,
951
00:55:26,899 --> 00:55:28,490
I want to know who you are.
952
00:55:32,721 --> 00:55:34,237
You know,
I learned a long time ago
953
00:55:34,390 --> 00:55:36,390
That portrait is a dialogue,
954
00:55:36,408 --> 00:55:38,483
So tell me,
955
00:55:38,502 --> 00:55:40,002
How do you want
the world to see you?
956
00:55:41,413 --> 00:55:42,504
Gorgeous.
957
00:55:42,731 --> 00:55:43,964
Yeah, stay there,
stay there, stay there.
958
00:55:45,751 --> 00:55:47,343
I need to get real close.
I need to get real close.
959
00:55:49,588 --> 00:55:52,473
And how do you think
the world actually sees you?
960
00:55:56,837 --> 00:55:58,428
We're not getting any younger.
961
00:55:58,581 --> 00:56:00,338
you know
this isn't easy for me.
962
00:56:00,358 --> 00:56:01,415
yeah, well, sometimes,
963
00:56:01,433 --> 00:56:02,841
You just gotta rip
the band-aid off.
964
00:56:02,860 --> 00:56:04,026
I don't know
what that means.
965
00:56:06,179 --> 00:56:07,321
I'm coming out of the bedroom.
966
00:56:09,533 --> 00:56:10,491
I'm walking down the hallway.
967
00:56:12,595 --> 00:56:13,535
I'm coming into the living-room.
968
00:56:19,935 --> 00:56:20,876
I...
969
00:56:21,027 --> 00:56:22,211
I've never had
trousers on before.
970
00:56:25,457 --> 00:56:26,289
Is this a mistake?
971
00:56:26,384 --> 00:56:27,441
It feels like it.
972
00:56:27,459 --> 00:56:28,675
Do I look stupid?
973
00:56:31,964 --> 00:56:32,846
One thing...
974
00:56:35,451 --> 00:56:36,225
I'll do it.
975
00:57:26,669 --> 00:57:29,352
You...
976
00:57:29,447 --> 00:57:30,946
Are so beautiful.
977
00:57:34,009 --> 00:57:35,075
I could cry.
978
00:58:14,975 --> 00:58:16,825
What do I think about?
979
00:58:18,645 --> 00:58:19,953
think about who you are.
980
00:58:23,892 --> 00:58:25,501
My mother once said
you're not yourself.
981
00:58:27,079 --> 00:58:28,170
And she was right.
982
00:58:29,565 --> 00:58:30,506
I don't know
983
00:58:30,657 --> 00:58:31,840
What it would feel like
to be myself.
984
00:58:33,493 --> 00:58:34,843
Or who that would even be.
985
00:58:36,255 --> 00:58:37,971
someone strong.
986
00:58:39,575 --> 00:58:40,849
Brave.
987
00:58:48,359 --> 00:58:49,358
chin up.
988
00:58:49,509 --> 00:58:50,417
it's nate.
989
00:58:50,435 --> 00:58:51,193
Don't let him in!
990
00:58:52,938 --> 00:58:54,696
hey, come in.
How's it going, nate?
991
00:58:58,777 --> 00:58:59,851
uh...
992
00:58:59,945 --> 00:59:02,020
Is everything okay?
993
00:59:02,114 --> 00:59:03,539
Rachel? Is that you?
994
00:59:22,618 --> 00:59:23,559
M'lady.
995
00:59:30,067 --> 00:59:31,641
But don't come opening night.
996
00:59:31,794 --> 00:59:32,693
Come on, like, the second week
when we work out all the kinks.
997
00:59:33,962 --> 00:59:34,978
I get one free comp,
998
00:59:35,072 --> 00:59:37,297
So you guys are gonna
have to fight it out
999
00:59:37,316 --> 00:59:38,982
Or come on different days,
1000
00:59:39,134 --> 00:59:40,242
You know?
1001
00:59:40,393 --> 00:59:42,469
ahem.
1002
00:59:42,487 --> 00:59:43,970
Ah. Um, so,
1003
00:59:43,989 --> 00:59:45,080
Good night.
1004
00:59:47,142 --> 00:59:47,991
Hello.
1005
00:59:48,143 --> 00:59:49,585
I learned
a new tune today.
1006
00:59:49,736 --> 00:59:51,494
did you?
1007
00:59:51,647 --> 00:59:52,713
staying in the bedroom!
1008
01:00:01,098 --> 01:00:02,246
What?
1009
01:00:02,266 --> 01:00:03,098
Nothing.
1010
01:00:09,773 --> 01:00:12,107
Um...
1011
01:00:12,258 --> 01:00:14,092
I got a job today.
1012
01:00:14,111 --> 01:00:15,444
-You did?
-Mm-hmm.
1013
01:00:17,022 --> 01:00:18,113
I park cars.
1014
01:00:18,340 --> 01:00:19,263
Okay.
1015
01:00:19,283 --> 01:00:21,450
Yeah.
1016
01:00:21,601 --> 01:00:22,451
It's good.
1017
01:00:24,270 --> 01:00:25,528
People just--
1018
01:00:25,681 --> 01:00:26,788
They tip me.
1019
01:00:38,952 --> 01:00:40,135
I've wanted to do that
for a while.
1020
01:00:41,546 --> 01:00:42,929
Me too.
1021
01:01:04,553 --> 01:01:05,827
I think--
1022
01:01:05,979 --> 01:01:06,569
I think we should--
1023
01:01:06,722 --> 01:01:07,996
It's okay, it's okay.
1024
01:01:08,148 --> 01:01:09,831
It's okay.
1025
01:01:11,243 --> 01:01:12,316
Nate, no.
1026
01:01:12,336 --> 01:01:13,727
Hey...
1027
01:01:13,745 --> 01:01:14,819
Hey.
1028
01:01:14,913 --> 01:01:15,987
I love you, rachel.
1029
01:01:16,006 --> 01:01:17,172
-I love you.
-Please.
1030
01:01:18,400 --> 01:01:19,341
Please.
1031
01:01:23,180 --> 01:01:24,495
Stop.
1032
01:01:24,515 --> 01:01:26,014
It's okay, it's okay.
1033
01:01:27,259 --> 01:01:29,017
Nate! I said, no!
1034
01:01:30,020 --> 01:01:31,019
No, nate.
1035
01:01:33,582 --> 01:01:35,649
I said, no.
1036
01:01:37,269 --> 01:01:38,193
hey.
1037
01:01:38,344 --> 01:01:39,194
Is everything all right?
1038
01:01:40,939 --> 01:01:41,697
Yeah, yeah, we were just--
1039
01:01:41,848 --> 01:01:42,864
I was asking rachel.
1040
01:01:46,278 --> 01:01:47,035
Good night, nate.
1041
01:01:52,025 --> 01:01:52,874
I'm sorry.
1042
01:02:16,549 --> 01:02:17,791
I mean, they're the most
honest subjects our there.
1043
01:02:17,809 --> 01:02:20,293
They don't actually pose,
they just--
1044
01:02:20,312 --> 01:02:22,145
-They just exist, right?
-Yeah.
1045
01:02:22,297 --> 01:02:23,964
Hey, rachel.
1046
01:02:24,057 --> 01:02:25,407
Looks like one of your peeps.
1047
01:02:31,323 --> 01:02:33,231
he looks lost.
1048
01:02:33,250 --> 01:02:34,416
Might need your help.
1049
01:02:39,089 --> 01:02:41,572
-Hey...
-You okay?
1050
01:02:41,592 --> 01:02:42,924
Do you--do you know him?
1051
01:02:45,929 --> 01:02:48,004
Okay.
1052
01:02:48,156 --> 01:02:50,432
I'll be right back.
1053
01:02:50,583 --> 01:02:52,434
is that him?
1054
01:02:52,661 --> 01:02:53,602
Okay.
1055
01:03:12,956 --> 01:03:15,123
What did he say?
1056
01:03:15,275 --> 01:03:16,750
Rachel, your mom's
in the hospital.
1057
01:03:18,462 --> 01:03:19,944
She's very sick.
1058
01:03:19,963 --> 01:03:21,129
She's asking for you.
1059
01:03:24,709 --> 01:03:26,042
dr. Thompson to radiology.
1060
01:03:26,194 --> 01:03:27,302
Dr. Thompson to radiology.
1061
01:03:28,713 --> 01:03:29,971
excuse me, nurse?
1062
01:03:36,629 --> 01:03:37,979
Which room is she in?
1063
01:03:42,653 --> 01:03:43,652
Dat, which room?
1064
01:04:06,418 --> 01:04:08,659
I know you don't want
to talk to me.
1065
01:04:08,679 --> 01:04:10,403
I don't blame you.
1066
01:04:10,422 --> 01:04:12,681
I know when I left,
it caused you a lot of pain.
1067
01:04:15,853 --> 01:04:17,310
That probably made you sicker.
1068
01:04:22,417 --> 01:04:24,025
Remember when I told you
about that fever beauty?
1069
01:04:26,254 --> 01:04:27,270
How you can see things in a way
1070
01:04:27,364 --> 01:04:28,679
That are so...
1071
01:04:28,699 --> 01:04:30,181
Clear and shocking
1072
01:04:30,200 --> 01:04:31,349
And...
1073
01:04:31,368 --> 01:04:32,868
Right?
1074
01:04:34,037 --> 01:04:35,853
That's you, mem.
1075
01:04:35,873 --> 01:04:37,539
That's the part of you
that is in me.
1076
01:04:47,217 --> 01:04:50,443
I know you're supposed
to shun me right now...
1077
01:04:50,462 --> 01:04:51,887
And I know it's out of love.
1078
01:04:55,875 --> 01:04:57,225
But I'm going to stay here
1079
01:04:57,377 --> 01:04:58,727
And I'm going
to take care of you
1080
01:04:58,878 --> 01:04:59,802
Until you're better.
1081
01:04:59,955 --> 01:05:02,397
I will make it up to you,
I promise.
1082
01:05:05,627 --> 01:05:07,218
Rachel...
1083
01:05:07,237 --> 01:05:09,237
What is it, mem?
1084
01:05:11,483 --> 01:05:12,632
I see you.
1085
01:05:12,651 --> 01:05:14,392
I'm sorry.
I can change--
1086
01:05:14,411 --> 01:05:15,911
I see...
1087
01:05:17,656 --> 01:05:18,580
...Who you are.
1088
01:05:21,752 --> 01:05:22,876
Strong...
1089
01:05:25,313 --> 01:05:26,254
...And true.
1090
01:05:29,834 --> 01:05:31,259
You are the best of us.
1091
01:05:33,505 --> 01:05:35,096
You are the one who can fly.
1092
01:05:39,603 --> 01:05:40,936
It was never your fault.
1093
01:05:43,106 --> 01:05:44,514
Never.
1094
01:05:44,666 --> 01:05:45,774
None of it.
1095
01:05:51,189 --> 01:05:52,280
Rachel...
1096
01:05:55,601 --> 01:05:57,601
...The sea...
1097
01:05:57,621 --> 01:05:59,621
Knows.
1098
01:07:59,150 --> 01:08:01,467
♪ this world is not my home ♪
1099
01:08:01,486 --> 01:08:04,654
♪ I'm just a-passing through ♪
1100
01:08:04,806 --> 01:08:10,827
♪ my treasures are laid up
somewhere beyond the blue ♪
1101
01:08:10,979 --> 01:08:16,407
♪ the angels beckon me
from heaven's open door ♪
1102
01:08:16,501 --> 01:08:22,764
♪ and I can't feel at home
in this world anymore ♪
1103
01:08:22,915 --> 01:08:28,845
♪ o lord, you know
I have no friend like you ♪
1104
01:08:28,939 --> 01:08:34,776
♪ if heaven's not my home
then, lord, what will I do? ♪
1105
01:08:35,003 --> 01:08:40,431
♪ the angels beckon me
from heaven's open door ♪
1106
01:08:40,525 --> 01:08:46,287
♪ and I can't feel at home
in this world anymore ♪
1107
01:08:48,458 --> 01:08:51,459
♪ they're all expecting me ♪
1108
01:08:51,611 --> 01:08:55,130
♪ and that's one thing I know ♪
1109
01:08:55,281 --> 01:09:01,452
♪ my savior pardoned me
and now I onward go ♪
1110
01:09:01,546 --> 01:09:06,699
♪ I know he'll take me through
though I am weak and poor ♪
1111
01:09:06,718 --> 01:09:12,230
♪ and I can't feel at home
in this world anymore ♪
1112
01:09:23,568 --> 01:09:25,326
I weep for you, rachel.
1113
01:09:27,313 --> 01:09:28,830
Thank you.
1114
01:09:30,500 --> 01:09:32,292
It is you who have died.
1115
01:09:34,913 --> 01:09:37,964
You we have buried today.
1116
01:09:42,161 --> 01:09:43,920
I'll pray for you, rachel.
1117
01:09:44,072 --> 01:09:46,639
Pray that you find
your way back to god.
1118
01:09:48,910 --> 01:09:51,352
Pray that it's not too late.
1119
01:10:37,959 --> 01:10:39,625
thank you, ladies.
That was wonderful.
1120
01:10:39,644 --> 01:10:40,960
I'll put the lamb up.
1121
01:10:40,979 --> 01:10:42,362
They can have that
for supper tonight.
1122
01:10:52,082 --> 01:10:53,164
Rachel, where did
your mother keep--
1123
01:10:54,417 --> 01:10:57,159
Oh. I'll find it.
1124
01:10:57,254 --> 01:10:59,495
I think
we brought too much bread.
1125
01:10:59,647 --> 01:11:03,499
I'll take some loaves home
and bring fresh on Wednesday.
1126
01:11:03,593 --> 01:11:05,885
sara's canning
was always so organized.
1127
01:11:07,989 --> 01:11:11,415
She was a wonderful mother
to her children.
1128
01:11:11,434 --> 01:11:12,267
I will miss her.
1129
01:11:14,012 --> 01:11:15,845
I remember when my mother died.
1130
01:11:15,997 --> 01:11:17,438
There was so much
I wish I had done for her.
1131
01:11:19,759 --> 01:11:22,092
It took me many years
to forgive myself
1132
01:11:22,112 --> 01:11:23,853
And realize...
1133
01:11:24,005 --> 01:11:25,446
I had done my best.
1134
01:11:28,359 --> 01:11:29,600
Mothers and daughters--
1135
01:11:29,694 --> 01:11:31,286
It's always bumpy
1136
01:11:31,437 --> 01:11:33,955
And the conversation
is always left unfinished.
1137
01:11:36,351 --> 01:11:37,625
I think about friends
1138
01:11:37,777 --> 01:11:41,020
Who will reach out their hands
and their hearts to me,
1139
01:11:41,039 --> 01:11:42,538
No matter what I've done.
1140
01:11:42,632 --> 01:11:44,799
Always there with guidance
when we need them.
1141
01:11:46,210 --> 01:11:48,970
In these difficult times.
1142
01:12:06,047 --> 01:12:06,946
Amen.
1143
01:12:22,154 --> 01:12:23,896
Children, go upstairs.
1144
01:12:23,915 --> 01:12:25,506
Yes, dat.
1145
01:12:34,684 --> 01:12:36,684
Rachel, sit down.
1146
01:12:42,025 --> 01:12:44,192
Here with me.
1147
01:12:56,206 --> 01:12:57,872
Much has changed
since we last spoke.
1148
01:12:59,358 --> 01:13:01,117
Many things have...
1149
01:13:01,269 --> 01:13:03,211
Happened.
1150
01:13:03,362 --> 01:13:06,622
We have...
1151
01:13:06,774 --> 01:13:10,385
We have both made choices
that we will have to live with.
1152
01:13:11,871 --> 01:13:12,553
I spoke with the bishop.
1153
01:13:15,950 --> 01:13:17,350
You may be forgiven.
1154
01:13:19,787 --> 01:13:21,954
You must earn your way
back into the church.
1155
01:13:21,973 --> 01:13:24,148
It will be hard work,
but it can be done...
1156
01:13:25,718 --> 01:13:28,903
...And we can live together
again in the sight of god.
1157
01:13:30,240 --> 01:13:31,531
You will find
a nice young man in church...
1158
01:13:32,984 --> 01:13:34,133
...Someone to care for,
1159
01:13:34,152 --> 01:13:35,701
And it needn't be iddo.
1160
01:13:40,658 --> 01:13:41,749
Bevin and the boys
need their sister.
1161
01:13:44,812 --> 01:13:47,004
This house
needs to be cared for.
1162
01:13:49,408 --> 01:13:51,167
Stay with us, rachel.
1163
01:13:51,319 --> 01:13:53,669
Here...
1164
01:13:53,763 --> 01:13:55,263
You are loved.
1165
01:14:18,288 --> 01:14:19,912
Dat says I'm not
supposed to talk to you.
1166
01:14:21,349 --> 01:14:23,124
I know.
1167
01:14:23,351 --> 01:14:25,126
But I guess
I'm already talking.
1168
01:14:26,354 --> 01:14:27,628
I guess so.
1169
01:14:30,449 --> 01:14:31,949
What are you doing?
1170
01:14:31,968 --> 01:14:33,951
I'm looking through
mem's hope chest.
1171
01:14:33,970 --> 01:14:35,803
It was a gift
for her 16th birthday,
1172
01:14:35,955 --> 01:14:37,046
And she put things in it
1173
01:14:37,198 --> 01:14:38,473
For the day she'd be married.
1174
01:14:38,624 --> 01:14:39,599
Things she'd need.
1175
01:14:41,035 --> 01:14:41,809
so it's full of her hope?
1176
01:14:42,036 --> 01:14:43,385
Yes.
1177
01:14:43,480 --> 01:14:44,812
Full of her hope.
1178
01:14:51,488 --> 01:14:52,737
Bevin, do you know why I left?
1179
01:14:55,992 --> 01:14:57,733
Because I did something wrong.
1180
01:14:57,885 --> 01:14:59,401
What?
1181
01:14:59,496 --> 01:15:01,737
No. Why would you think that?
1182
01:15:01,831 --> 01:15:02,997
I don't know.
1183
01:15:03,148 --> 01:15:03,998
Oh, bevin!
1184
01:15:05,651 --> 01:15:06,575
You did nothing wrong.
1185
01:15:06,669 --> 01:15:08,419
You are perfect.
1186
01:15:09,989 --> 01:15:11,088
Then why did you go?
1187
01:15:14,010 --> 01:15:15,301
Hope, I guess.
1188
01:15:33,938 --> 01:15:35,087
look, it's mem!
1189
01:15:35,106 --> 01:15:37,031
She looks so beautiful.
1190
01:15:37,182 --> 01:15:38,282
Did she make this?
1191
01:15:52,440 --> 01:15:53,381
all the things
she dreamed about.
1192
01:15:56,052 --> 01:15:57,718
All the things
she could have been.
1193
01:16:07,730 --> 01:16:09,063
"the sea knows"
1194
01:16:10,900 --> 01:16:13,693
The sea knows.
1195
01:16:15,054 --> 01:16:16,295
"in the countless blue drops
1196
01:16:16,314 --> 01:16:19,632
Of her restless heart
1197
01:16:19,650 --> 01:16:22,225
In the splash and the salt
1198
01:16:22,245 --> 01:16:25,988
She knows the possibilities of each and every drop
1199
01:16:26,082 --> 01:16:27,564
Who they are
1200
01:16:27,584 --> 01:16:31,234
And how they magnify each other
1201
01:16:31,254 --> 01:16:32,670
How they keep their secrets..."
1202
01:16:36,500 --> 01:16:37,833
"the sea knows everything
1203
01:16:37,927 --> 01:16:39,385
Except herself."
1204
01:16:44,659 --> 01:16:45,841
Mem was a poet and an artist
1205
01:16:45,993 --> 01:16:47,268
All these years ago.
1206
01:16:50,255 --> 01:16:51,689
But why did she stop?
1207
01:17:44,886 --> 01:17:46,719
♪ through the floodgates
of god's mercy ♪
1208
01:17:46,737 --> 01:17:50,998
♪ flowed a vast
and gracious tide ♪
1209
01:17:51,150 --> 01:17:56,003
♪ grace and love
like mighty rivers ♪
1210
01:17:56,155 --> 01:18:01,734
♪ poured incessant from above ♪
1211
01:18:01,752 --> 01:18:06,514
♪ heaven's peace
and perfect justice ♪
1212
01:18:06,665 --> 01:18:12,353
♪ kissed a guilty world
in love ♪
1213
01:18:14,582 --> 01:18:16,023
Bishop.
1214
01:18:19,678 --> 01:18:21,445
I know I have no voice in here,
but I have a confession.
1215
01:18:24,367 --> 01:18:25,682
I need a place to talk to god
1216
01:18:25,702 --> 01:18:28,119
And a place
to maybe find some hope.
1217
01:18:29,613 --> 01:18:31,280
I've been told there's a chance
for me to come back,
1218
01:18:31,432 --> 01:18:32,289
And...
1219
01:18:33,525 --> 01:18:34,783
...Maybe you'll find it
in your heart
1220
01:18:34,936 --> 01:18:35,960
To allow me to speak.
1221
01:18:37,271 --> 01:18:38,879
Please. Come in, rachel.
1222
01:18:53,788 --> 01:18:56,138
I have been weak...
1223
01:18:56,290 --> 01:18:57,690
And selfish.
1224
01:19:00,069 --> 01:19:01,694
I have made a lot of mistakes.
1225
01:19:05,483 --> 01:19:07,158
I need your help
to get right with god.
1226
01:19:09,579 --> 01:19:11,036
I believe what I've learned
in this church.
1227
01:19:13,082 --> 01:19:14,156
"I know that the lord
1228
01:19:14,250 --> 01:19:16,584
Will maintain
the cause of the afflicted
1229
01:19:16,735 --> 01:19:17,918
And will execute justice
for the needy."
1230
01:19:21,499 --> 01:19:22,923
I've learned that in here
and at home.
1231
01:19:26,320 --> 01:19:27,720
It's a good lesson.
1232
01:19:29,432 --> 01:19:31,223
That's why I love this church.
1233
01:19:38,441 --> 01:19:39,607
I'm confessing a sin.
1234
01:19:41,778 --> 01:19:42,943
I ran away in secret,
1235
01:19:43,170 --> 01:19:44,520
And it was cowardly,
1236
01:19:44,672 --> 01:19:46,688
And...
1237
01:19:46,841 --> 01:19:48,908
It's a sin that goes against
everything that I was taught.
1238
01:19:56,517 --> 01:19:57,291
So I will tell you now
1239
01:19:57,442 --> 01:19:59,868
That I am...
1240
01:20:00,021 --> 01:20:01,687
I'm leaving the church
1241
01:20:01,780 --> 01:20:02,963
And my family and my home.
1242
01:20:05,450 --> 01:20:07,026
And it will break my heart
1243
01:20:07,044 --> 01:20:08,360
And it will be lonely
and difficult,
1244
01:20:08,379 --> 01:20:10,221
But I will do it
with my head held high.
1245
01:20:11,623 --> 01:20:12,789
It is the only way
1246
01:20:12,809 --> 01:20:14,033
I can take responsibility
for what I believe.
1247
01:20:14,051 --> 01:20:15,717
Rachel! Be still!
1248
01:20:15,870 --> 01:20:16,977
I will not be still!
1249
01:20:21,375 --> 01:20:23,300
I came to you for protection
1250
01:20:23,319 --> 01:20:24,485
And you beat me.
1251
01:20:28,991 --> 01:20:30,407
You have nothing to say to me.
1252
01:20:33,312 --> 01:20:35,554
I will miss you
every day of my life,
1253
01:20:35,573 --> 01:20:36,555
But I do not trust you.
1254
01:20:36,574 --> 01:20:38,082
You destroyed that trust.
1255
01:20:42,505 --> 01:20:43,462
I have learned something else.
1256
01:20:46,491 --> 01:20:47,508
Something my mother
has taught me.
1257
01:20:52,756 --> 01:20:54,515
I think I'm starting
to understand who I am.
1258
01:20:57,002 --> 01:20:59,144
There's this other rachel
who needs my protection.
1259
01:21:00,690 --> 01:21:02,106
Who needs a safe place to grow.
1260
01:21:05,695 --> 01:21:10,589
No matter how hard that is...
1261
01:21:10,682 --> 01:21:12,658
I have to give her a chance.
1262
01:21:16,097 --> 01:21:17,496
And one other thing.
1263
01:21:19,041 --> 01:21:20,165
I'm not gone for good.
1264
01:21:21,435 --> 01:21:23,002
I will be visiting.
1265
01:21:25,715 --> 01:21:30,792
And if I hear that anyone
touched my little sister...
1266
01:21:30,887 --> 01:21:34,722
Or was...
1267
01:21:34,949 --> 01:21:37,224
"inappropriate"
with any other woman...
1268
01:21:39,803 --> 01:21:41,286
...I will have
the police here so fast,
1269
01:21:41,380 --> 01:21:42,229
You won't know what hit you.
1270
01:21:46,977 --> 01:21:47,860
Rachel!
1271
01:22:39,455 --> 01:22:40,621
how long
1272
01:22:40,772 --> 01:22:42,681
Do you think you're going
to stay at grace's?
1273
01:22:42,700 --> 01:22:44,625
She'll let me stay
until I find a job.
1274
01:22:47,779 --> 01:22:48,921
Maybe we could
park cars together?
1275
01:22:50,299 --> 01:22:51,448
I don't think so.
1276
01:22:51,467 --> 01:22:54,543
Why not?
1277
01:22:54,695 --> 01:22:55,711
I got fired.
1278
01:22:55,863 --> 01:22:58,288
You'll find another job.
1279
01:22:58,307 --> 01:23:00,215
Look, rachel,
1280
01:23:00,309 --> 01:23:01,892
I'm just going to move
back in with my parents.
1281
01:23:04,538 --> 01:23:05,980
Things aren't working out
for me out there,
1282
01:23:06,207 --> 01:23:07,606
So I'm just gonna start
my baptism classes.
1283
01:23:10,394 --> 01:23:11,402
-Are you sure?
-Yeah.
1284
01:23:16,383 --> 01:23:17,324
Where are we going?
1285
01:23:19,644 --> 01:23:21,403
There's something
I want you to do.
1286
01:23:21,497 --> 01:23:22,496
I think you...
1287
01:23:22,647 --> 01:23:23,572
I think...
1288
01:23:23,666 --> 01:23:25,907
You know what,
1289
01:23:26,060 --> 01:23:27,251
There's something
you need to do.
1290
01:23:28,395 --> 01:23:29,169
For you.
1291
01:23:37,346 --> 01:23:39,680
Um...
1292
01:23:39,831 --> 01:23:41,181
I don't think I'm going
to see you after today.
1293
01:23:43,352 --> 01:23:44,601
I understand.
1294
01:24:23,559 --> 01:24:25,225
Give her a minute.
1295
01:24:35,129 --> 01:24:36,695
Show them who you are.
1296
01:24:47,232 --> 01:24:48,990
dear bevin,
1297
01:24:49,085 --> 01:24:52,586
What do you think of the drawings I sent you?
1298
01:24:52,813 --> 01:24:53,995
I think I'm getting better every day,
1299
01:24:54,090 --> 01:24:55,981
But...
1300
01:24:55,999 --> 01:24:57,666
I have a long way to go.
1301
01:24:59,929 --> 01:25:00,886
Got you!
1302
01:25:02,489 --> 01:25:04,323
okay, ready?
1303
01:25:04,416 --> 01:25:05,599
You're it!
1304
01:25:09,163 --> 01:25:09,937
it's time.
1305
01:25:12,775 --> 01:25:13,923
okay.
1306
01:25:14,017 --> 01:25:14,591
I'm not gone
for good, you know?
1307
01:25:14,685 --> 01:25:15,758
I'm going to visit.
1308
01:25:15,778 --> 01:25:16,568
I know.
1309
01:25:18,021 --> 01:25:19,020
But, bevin,
I want you to know that--
1310
01:25:19,173 --> 01:25:20,072
I know all this stuff.
1311
01:25:23,101 --> 01:25:24,118
Don't worry.
1312
01:25:28,290 --> 01:25:29,623
Here.
1313
01:25:34,371 --> 01:25:35,963
It's you.
1314
01:25:47,868 --> 01:25:50,293
I'm finding that mem was right.
1315
01:25:50,387 --> 01:25:53,221
The sea knows.
1316
01:25:53,374 --> 01:25:56,057
It knows how to be calm and sure.
1317
01:25:56,152 --> 01:25:58,393
It knows when to be fierce.
1318
01:25:58,545 --> 01:26:00,571
It knows where it belongs.
1319
01:26:02,641 --> 01:26:04,158
I think maybe I can learn from it.
1320
01:26:05,386 --> 01:26:07,310
I'm trying anyway.
1321
01:26:07,329 --> 01:26:09,312
Mem would like that.
1322
01:26:09,406 --> 01:26:11,406
I'm so excited
1323
01:26:11,500 --> 01:26:12,916
That you're coming to visit me next week.
1324
01:26:14,336 --> 01:26:16,411
I'll show you where I live.
1325
01:26:16,505 --> 01:26:17,504
I'll take you to the beach,
1326
01:26:17,656 --> 01:26:19,423
And we'll walk, and we'll swim...
1327
01:26:21,251 --> 01:26:22,676
...And we'll see what happens next.
1328
01:26:24,087 --> 01:26:27,014
All my love, me.
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