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Eat up!
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One day you'll never
see me again.
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That's right, Charlie.
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The farm life may be it for you,
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but it sure ain't for me.
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I'm special.
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Mama's gonna feel real stupid
when she finds out, won't she?
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One day, the whole world's
gonna know my name.
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You agree, don't you, Mary?
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Oh. Why, thank you.
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I do love a good audience.
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Y'all see me
for who I really am.
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A star.
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What are you doing in here,
Mr. Goose?
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Theda!
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Go on, girl.
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Take it.
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You aren't to indulge
in any more such foolishness.
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It's just dancing, Mama.
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It's selfish is what it is.
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With all the farmhands gone,
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I can't do everything
around here myself.
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I help.
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Anything
for me in the post today?
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No.
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It says the Allies
have taken control of France.
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You can read it after supper.
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But, Mama, this could
mean the end of the war!
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Do as I ask, Pearl.
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I don't want to hear about any
more dead Germans tonight.
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Supper's ready, Daddy.
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Bless us, O' Lord,
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and these thy gifts
which we are about
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to receive from thy bounty
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through Christ
our Lord. Amen.
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Amen.
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"My precious Pearl.
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"It feels as if it has been
an eternity without you.
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"All we do is walk, it seems.
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"I never know if we'll get to
where they say we're going.
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"They have us chew
on bouillon cubes
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"so we don't notice
the pains in our feet.
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"I find it most frightening
at night in the trenches.
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"The mortar shells
are deafening.
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"Many soldiers have
gone mad with the fear.
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"Carnage from the gas
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"has shown me things
I won't soon forget,
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"and thinking of you
has been my only reprieve.
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"I will always be proud
to serve my country,
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"but one thing
this war has made clear
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"is that I cannot wait
to return home
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"and begin our life together.
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"I never want to be away
from you again.
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"Till death do us part.
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"Your loving husband,
Howard."
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I'll go to town tomorrow.
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Pick up more medicine.
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Which means I get
to stop by the pictures.
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Just don't tell Mama.
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They show all the best
dancers at the pictures.
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I could be on the line
with those girls one day.
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I know I could.
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Pearl.
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I didn't want to waste
the hot water.
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The money for his medicine
is on the kitchen table.
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Remember to cover your face.
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And don't linger close
to anyone.
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Papers are warning
of a lethal resurgence.
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God forbid sickness
returns to our home.
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The time is now...
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Two-bits, please.
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Did you enjoy the picture?
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Cigarette?
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Oh, go on.
I don't have the bug.
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You like the movies?
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I like dancing.
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Oh, a future Tiller Girl.
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I can see it now.
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I wish.
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Why not?
You're pretty enough.
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On account of a husband,
I gather?
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He's overseas,
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but my father's infirmed,
so I have to help at home.
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I'm sorry to hear that.
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You want to come
watch the second show?
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Free admission.
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I'm the projectionist.
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I need to get going.
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Mama's expecting me,
but I appreciate the, um...
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Stay there for just
one minute, would you?
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Okay.
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From what you just saw.
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Aren't you showing it again?
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Ah... Sure,
but it's only one frame.
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Nobody will notice once
I splice it back together.
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You know, caring for your family
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during these times is admirable.
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You ought to take pride in that,
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but don't forget to live
your life, too.
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I wouldn't mind seeing you
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up on that screen
one day, missus...
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Pearl.
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Well, if you come back,
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knock on this door.
I'm always here, and,
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well, I can run the pictures
as much as I like.
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Thank you.
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I will.
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May I have this dance?
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I'm married!
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Shh...
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What took you so long?
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It's a far ride, Mama.
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What is on your head?
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Found it along the road.
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Do not bring it inside.
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It may be covered in germs.
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Wash your hair.
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If you're lucky,
it's only full of lice.
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When you finish,
your father needs changing.
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Don't let him sit in his mess.
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I saw a new picture today.
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You'd have liked it.
The girls were all flawless.
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There's no room
for even the tiniest
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lack of precision
in a troupe like that.
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It takes absolute perfection.
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What a charmed life it
must be to star in the movies.
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Are you still in there?
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Bless us, O' Lord,
and these thy gifts
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which we are about to
receive from thy bounty
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through Christ
our Lord. Amen.
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Amen.
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Where is the rest of
the money I lent you?
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- There was none.
- I can count, Pearl.
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There are eight cents missing.
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I may have gotten some
hard candy for the trip home.
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That is enough, then.
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You ate the candy,
that was your supper.
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The food I worked hard
to prepare alone is not.
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But, Mama, I rode all
that way. I'm starving.
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You may have what's
left of it in the morning.
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- Where are you going?
- To bed!
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I did not excuse you
from the table.
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I know that.
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And I am careful.
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Good.
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Please, Lord,
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make me the biggest star
the world has ever known
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so that I may get far,
far away from this place.
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Amen.
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Afternoon, Pearl!
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Hi, Mitsy!
I like your dress.
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Oh, thank you.
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00:26:44,739 --> 00:26:46,675
It feels wonderful
to finally be able to
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don something pretty again.
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It's the first time
we've left home in weeks.
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Mother is so afraid
of getting ill.
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Mama, too.
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Well, we were a bit worried
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about the both of you
being out here all alone,
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so we brought some food.
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That's very kind.
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How have you been getting on?
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Any new letters from Howard?
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- Uh-uh.
- Oh, well...
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Mother has been
riddled with worry.
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They say no news
is good news, though.
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If only his pride
hadn't gotten him
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involved in this dreadful war.
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You know we had a doctor
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willing to declare him
ineligible?
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Anyone would've taken
that opportunity.
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Not Howard.
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First, he runs off
to become a farmer.
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Now, the army.
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The lengths my brother will
go to just to spite his father.
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All this isolation
has been enough
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to make one mad, hasn't it?
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It really has.
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No, we don't accept charity.
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Oh, for God's sake, Ruth.
It's just a pig.
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Can I share
a secret with you, Pearl?
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Mother would throttle me
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if she knew I was
planning on attending.
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But there's a dance audition
this Saturday at our church
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for a Christmas chorus line
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to bring merriment to folks
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throughout the state
during the holidays.
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Word is, they're putting
together a troupe
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and will be touring
seven different cities
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before the year ends.
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Don't that sound exciting?
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I would love so much
to be a part of it.
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So would I.
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We should go together then.
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But you can't tell a soul.
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I would never.
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Splendid.
It'll be our secret.
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Mitsy!
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I better skedaddle.
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00:28:28,176 --> 00:28:31,346
We got three more pigs
to drop off this afternoon.
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Saturday at 11:00.
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Okay.
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00:28:36,384 --> 00:28:38,353
Sister-in-laws have to
stick together, right?
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Mitsy!
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- Time to go!
- See you later, Pearl.
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Bye, Mitsy!
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Charlie, this could be it.
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Pearl?
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Pearl!
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Well,
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I didn't expect to see you
again this soon.
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Have a seat.
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00:32:36,057 --> 00:32:37,325
I can't believe you get to see
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the pictures every day for free.
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Yeah, not a bad gig, huh?
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00:32:46,234 --> 00:32:48,269
Thank you.
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00:32:50,238 --> 00:32:51,707
So, to what do I owe
this pleasure?
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00:32:53,776 --> 00:32:55,276
I've been thinking a lot about
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what you said to me
the other day
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about not forgetting
to live my life,
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and, well,
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there's a dance audition
coming up at the church.
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Oh, I like the sound of that.
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So do I...
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But I've never really danced
in front of anyone before.
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What if I'm not perfect?
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You can do anything
if you want it bad enough.
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I want it.
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00:33:21,236 --> 00:33:23,304
Then don't let anything
stand in your way.
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00:33:25,440 --> 00:33:27,208
What would you like to see?
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Palace Follies.
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Oh, come on.
You saw that already.
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00:33:32,146 --> 00:33:33,414
How about something
different tonight?
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00:33:33,448 --> 00:33:34,683
How about...
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00:33:38,386 --> 00:33:41,456
How about a film
nobody else has seen?
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Okay.
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I picked this one up while
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I was in the service in France.
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Do you live in here?
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I lay my head on that pillow
from time to time,
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but I wouldn't say I live
anywhere in particular.
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I'm what more civilized people
refer to as bohemian.
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I don't know what that is.
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00:34:09,685 --> 00:34:13,221
It means I can pack up
and leave whenever I want to.
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Sounds like a dream.
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Just as long
as I can keep from waking up.
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What is this?
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Just watch.
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00:35:19,688 --> 00:35:22,591
Never seen anything like
that before now, have you?
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00:35:24,492 --> 00:35:26,494
There are all kinds of
underground stag films
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like this out there.
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00:35:29,497 --> 00:35:30,766
Is it legal?
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00:35:30,799 --> 00:35:33,535
Doing it, yeah.
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Filming it, no.
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Not here, anyway.
It will be eventually.
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00:35:40,509 --> 00:35:44,178
People would pay an arm
and a leg to see this.
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Pictures like this are going
to revolutionize the industry
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and I, for one, plan on
capitalizing early.
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00:35:51,219 --> 00:35:53,354
It's reality.
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00:35:53,388 --> 00:35:56,391
There's no denying
we all share a fascination
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00:35:56,424 --> 00:35:59,327
in seeing people
as they truly are.
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I don't like reality.
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00:36:05,901 --> 00:36:07,435
Where I live, I mean.
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So leave.
265
00:36:17,478 --> 00:36:19,280
It's not that easy.
266
00:36:19,313 --> 00:36:20,415
Well, sure it is.
267
00:36:20,448 --> 00:36:21,449
There's a road
right out front there
268
00:36:21,482 --> 00:36:23,418
that'll take you all the
way to New York City.
269
00:36:25,020 --> 00:36:27,589
One day my mother and father
will be gone.
270
00:36:29,357 --> 00:36:31,325
I can do what I want then.
271
00:36:31,359 --> 00:36:32,728
What if that's too late?
272
00:36:34,495 --> 00:36:36,264
The fact and truth
of the matter is, Pearl,
273
00:36:37,298 --> 00:36:39,635
you only get
one take at this life.
274
00:36:39,668 --> 00:36:42,004
And if you don't make the
most of it when you're young,
275
00:36:42,037 --> 00:36:43,872
you don't get a second chance.
276
00:36:46,942 --> 00:36:49,277
If only they would just die.
277
00:36:53,582 --> 00:36:54,583
Pardon?
278
00:36:57,986 --> 00:36:59,220
Nothing.
279
00:37:03,659 --> 00:37:06,995
It's real nice to be able to
talk to someone for a change.
280
00:37:07,029 --> 00:37:09,531
Been cooped up
on that farm for so long
281
00:37:09,565 --> 00:37:11,600
sometimes I worry that maybe
282
00:37:11,633 --> 00:37:14,268
I'm not the same
as other people.
283
00:37:15,436 --> 00:37:18,406
Why would you ever want
to be like everybody else?
284
00:37:20,075 --> 00:37:21,409
I don't know.
285
00:37:23,612 --> 00:37:26,849
Sometimes it just seems
more peaceful, I guess.
286
00:37:37,826 --> 00:37:39,895
Did you mean what you said?
287
00:37:39,928 --> 00:37:42,330
About wanting to see me
up on that screen?
288
00:37:43,799 --> 00:37:45,000
Sure, I did.
289
00:37:45,968 --> 00:37:47,936
I'd do anything to be up there.
290
00:37:49,738 --> 00:37:51,073
Well, then,
you ought to go overseas
291
00:37:51,106 --> 00:37:52,808
when this pandemic ends.
292
00:37:52,841 --> 00:37:54,442
That's what I'm doing.
293
00:37:54,475 --> 00:37:56,812
The arts are so much more
alive in Europe.
294
00:37:56,845 --> 00:37:58,781
You can be whoever
you want to be there.
295
00:37:59,915 --> 00:38:01,382
Really?
296
00:38:01,415 --> 00:38:02,985
You could even be
in pictures like this.
297
00:38:04,385 --> 00:38:05,621
I know I'd watch you.
298
00:38:12,094 --> 00:38:13,595
I should go now.
299
00:38:17,465 --> 00:38:18,466
Thank you.
300
00:38:19,467 --> 00:38:20,969
What for?
301
00:38:21,003 --> 00:38:22,538
For seeing me tonight.
302
00:39:48,123 --> 00:39:49,591
What are you staring at?
303
00:40:32,167 --> 00:40:33,869
Theda!
304
00:40:43,912 --> 00:40:45,479
I'm leaving soon.
305
00:40:50,752 --> 00:40:53,088
I can't stay here any longer.
306
00:40:54,890 --> 00:40:56,959
Howard was supposed
to take me away.
307
00:40:59,728 --> 00:41:00,963
It'd be easier for me
308
00:41:00,996 --> 00:41:03,497
if I didn't feel like
I was abandoning you.
309
00:41:05,734 --> 00:41:06,802
You understand that?
310
00:41:12,941 --> 00:41:15,844
I love you, Daddy, but
this is no way to live.
311
00:41:19,915 --> 00:41:21,183
Pearl?
312
00:41:23,151 --> 00:41:24,619
What are you doing?
313
00:41:26,221 --> 00:41:28,023
Talking with Daddy.
314
00:41:31,693 --> 00:41:33,595
We need to get him
back to the house.
315
00:41:36,698 --> 00:41:38,133
Why do you hate me, Mama?
316
00:41:42,004 --> 00:41:43,972
I only want what's best.
317
00:41:46,842 --> 00:41:48,543
When do I get what I want?
318
00:41:51,947 --> 00:41:53,015
One day you'll understand
319
00:41:53,048 --> 00:41:56,051
that getting what you want
isn't what's important.
320
00:41:58,587 --> 00:42:00,622
Making the most
of what you have is.
321
00:42:01,857 --> 00:42:04,893
Life rarely turns out
how you expect.
322
00:42:04,926 --> 00:42:06,228
You need to be prepared for that
323
00:42:06,261 --> 00:42:07,996
if you ever want to be happy.
324
00:42:09,865 --> 00:42:11,099
Come back inside.
325
00:42:28,950 --> 00:42:30,652
Where are you?
326
00:43:44,793 --> 00:43:47,362
Stop staring at me.
327
00:44:48,957 --> 00:44:50,926
How'd you find that?
328
00:44:50,959 --> 00:44:54,095
I am not blind to
what goes on around here.
329
00:44:54,129 --> 00:44:56,464
Take your dinner.
Stay in the bunkhouse.
330
00:44:56,498 --> 00:44:58,133
But it's freezing out there!
331
00:44:58,166 --> 00:45:00,936
You should've thought of that
before putting me at risk.
332
00:45:00,969 --> 00:45:03,972
Isolate yourself until
we know you're not ill.
333
00:45:04,005 --> 00:45:05,273
That is what's right.
334
00:45:09,411 --> 00:45:12,013
There's a dance audition
in town tomorrow.
335
00:45:15,183 --> 00:45:16,918
I'm going to it.
336
00:45:16,952 --> 00:45:18,453
No, you're not.
337
00:45:18,486 --> 00:45:21,223
- Yes, I am.
- Why?
338
00:45:22,390 --> 00:45:24,292
Find out if I'm good enough.
339
00:45:25,293 --> 00:45:26,995
Good enough for what, Pearl?
340
00:45:32,033 --> 00:45:34,135
Something more than this.
341
00:45:37,806 --> 00:45:40,875
Where does all this
ungratefulness stem from?
342
00:45:40,909 --> 00:45:44,045
How is it you find our life
so beneath you?
343
00:45:44,079 --> 00:45:46,047
You've always had
a roof over your head,
344
00:45:46,081 --> 00:45:48,183
food in your belly.
345
00:45:48,216 --> 00:45:50,352
Do you not think that came
at great sacrifice
346
00:45:50,385 --> 00:45:52,320
from your father and I?
347
00:45:52,354 --> 00:45:55,457
Or do you think we are
beneath you, too?
348
00:45:55,490 --> 00:45:57,292
If I'm meant to live out
the rest of my days
349
00:45:57,325 --> 00:45:59,094
with you and Daddy on this farm,
350
00:45:59,127 --> 00:46:00,228
then so be it.
351
00:46:00,262 --> 00:46:02,931
But I'm only young once.
352
00:46:02,964 --> 00:46:05,834
If I go to this audition
and I don't get picked,
353
00:46:05,867 --> 00:46:07,068
then I'll come home
354
00:46:07,102 --> 00:46:10,338
and I'll never speak
of it again, I swear.
355
00:46:10,372 --> 00:46:12,073
But I have to know that I tried
356
00:46:12,107 --> 00:46:13,942
or I'm gonna regret it
for the rest of my life.
357
00:46:13,975 --> 00:46:16,811
Please, Mama. You have
no idea what I'm capable of.
358
00:46:18,581 --> 00:46:20,048
Oh, yes, I do.
359
00:46:21,483 --> 00:46:24,486
I've seen the things
you've done in private,
360
00:46:25,554 --> 00:46:27,222
when you believe
no one is watching.
361
00:46:28,624 --> 00:46:31,527
You think others won't notice?
362
00:46:31,560 --> 00:46:35,297
You can't keep your true
self hidden forever, Pearl.
363
00:46:35,330 --> 00:46:38,333
They will notice eventually,
and they will be frightened,
364
00:46:39,367 --> 00:46:40,802
just as I am.
365
00:46:42,304 --> 00:46:45,440
- You're wrong.
- Am I?
366
00:46:45,473 --> 00:46:49,444
Then what a
fine woman you hope to become,
367
00:46:49,477 --> 00:46:51,146
leaving your mother alone to rot
368
00:46:51,179 --> 00:46:54,215
so you can dance with
a bunch of city whores.
369
00:46:54,249 --> 00:46:57,085
Let alone the illness you may
contract and spread.
370
00:46:57,118 --> 00:46:59,020
You've seen what it does
to your father.
371
00:46:59,054 --> 00:47:01,056
That's what you want
for yourself and others?
372
00:47:01,089 --> 00:47:03,592
And maybe that is what
you wish for me.
373
00:47:03,626 --> 00:47:06,261
- Of course not.
- Stop lying!
374
00:47:06,294 --> 00:47:08,363
I can't stand
the sound of it anymore!
375
00:47:08,396 --> 00:47:12,000
It's almost as abhorrent
as your sinful behavior!
376
00:47:12,033 --> 00:47:15,236
You are not well, Pearl!
377
00:47:15,270 --> 00:47:17,906
It's only a matter of time
before you hurt someone else.
378
00:47:17,939 --> 00:47:22,210
Malevolence is festering
in you, I see it.
379
00:47:22,243 --> 00:47:24,379
And I will not,
in good conscious,
380
00:47:24,412 --> 00:47:26,281
let you leave this farm again.
381
00:47:27,449 --> 00:47:29,217
You can't stop me.
382
00:47:29,250 --> 00:47:30,919
Oh, yes, I can.
383
00:47:30,952 --> 00:47:33,622
You don't want to know
what I could do to you.
384
00:47:33,656 --> 00:47:37,660
I shoulder a burden
you will never understand,
385
00:47:37,693 --> 00:47:39,628
spend my days feeding
and wiping the snot
386
00:47:39,662 --> 00:47:41,930
off the face of the man
I married.
387
00:47:41,963 --> 00:47:45,266
You dare sit there and
talk to me about regret?
388
00:47:45,300 --> 00:47:48,370
I was supposed to be
his wife, not his mother!
389
00:47:48,403 --> 00:47:51,106
Don't you ever speak
that way to me again!
390
00:47:51,139 --> 00:47:52,474
Do you hear me?
391
00:47:53,408 --> 00:47:55,443
- I'm sorry.
- No! You're not!
392
00:47:55,477 --> 00:47:57,312
Or you would stop all this!
393
00:47:57,345 --> 00:47:58,947
Here! Take it!
394
00:47:58,980 --> 00:48:02,050
That's what you
really desire, isn't it?
395
00:48:02,083 --> 00:48:04,620
Perhaps I should
kill him for you?
396
00:48:04,653 --> 00:48:07,122
That way you don't have to
care for him any longer.
397
00:48:07,155 --> 00:48:10,125
Would that suit
your selfish dreams better?
398
00:48:10,158 --> 00:48:12,293
Then we can both
go to the dance audition!
399
00:48:12,327 --> 00:48:14,697
Your husband is gone.
So is mine.
400
00:48:14,730 --> 00:48:16,498
Why should we be saddled
with caring for them
401
00:48:16,532 --> 00:48:18,133
or the work of this farm?
402
00:48:18,166 --> 00:48:21,035
What about us
getting what we want?
403
00:48:29,077 --> 00:48:31,246
I won't suffer for you
any longer.
404
00:48:31,279 --> 00:48:34,482
You want to leave? Go.
405
00:48:34,517 --> 00:48:36,084
But when you fail...
406
00:48:37,485 --> 00:48:39,220
And you will fail...
407
00:48:40,556 --> 00:48:42,625
I want you to remember
what it feels like
408
00:48:44,092 --> 00:48:48,963
because that's how I feel
every time I look at you.
409
00:48:48,997 --> 00:48:53,067
Nearly everything I ever had
has been taken from me, Pearl.
410
00:48:55,303 --> 00:48:57,706
What more do you want?
411
00:48:57,740 --> 00:49:00,743
I just don't want to end up
like you, is all.
412
00:49:13,054 --> 00:49:15,356
I hate you!
413
00:49:17,325 --> 00:49:19,127
You harlot!
414
00:49:19,160 --> 00:49:21,463
I won't let you flaunt
your arrogance in my face!
415
00:49:21,496 --> 00:49:24,567
- You are not better than me!
- Yes, I am!
416
00:49:24,600 --> 00:49:26,735
I'm going to be a star!
417
00:49:26,769 --> 00:49:29,505
The whole world
is going to know my name!
418
00:52:06,595 --> 00:52:09,197
Where are you going?
It's not even 6:00 a.m. yet.
419
00:52:09,230 --> 00:52:10,833
I have to practice my routine.
420
00:52:10,866 --> 00:52:13,468
I need to be perfect
for my audition today.
421
00:52:16,437 --> 00:52:18,574
You still think
I'm pretty enough?
422
00:52:18,607 --> 00:52:20,909
Oh, not much has changed
in the last 24 hours.
423
00:52:20,943 --> 00:52:22,511
Yes, it has.
424
00:52:22,544 --> 00:52:25,380
Oh. You forgot this
last time.
425
00:52:26,982 --> 00:52:28,684
I'm glad you came back.
426
00:52:31,587 --> 00:52:33,522
So am I.
427
00:52:38,927 --> 00:52:40,663
Let me at least drive you home.
428
00:52:53,842 --> 00:52:55,443
Somebody you know?
429
00:52:58,614 --> 00:53:00,348
I'm not really sure.
430
00:53:01,016 --> 00:53:03,384
Well...
431
00:53:03,418 --> 00:53:04,920
It's hard to know
who anyone is nowadays
432
00:53:04,953 --> 00:53:06,822
with all these masks
people are wearing.
433
00:53:37,753 --> 00:53:38,854
Wait here a minute.
434
00:54:01,810 --> 00:54:03,946
Daddy, I'm so sorry.
435
00:54:25,399 --> 00:54:27,368
I'm going to get you
cleaned up real soon, okay?
436
00:54:27,401 --> 00:54:28,637
I just have a guest right now.
437
00:54:28,670 --> 00:54:30,539
Shh!
438
00:54:42,684 --> 00:54:44,787
Ah. Ah.
439
00:54:59,433 --> 00:55:00,434
Okay, come in!
440
00:55:18,821 --> 00:55:19,955
This is my father.
441
00:55:24,059 --> 00:55:25,594
Pleased to meet you, sir.
442
00:55:33,836 --> 00:55:35,604
Want to go up to my bedroom now?
443
00:55:42,410 --> 00:55:44,478
I want off this farm forever.
444
00:55:45,981 --> 00:55:48,083
I don't know.
It doesn't seem so bad.
445
00:55:49,718 --> 00:55:51,053
It is.
446
00:55:52,154 --> 00:55:55,123
What was that?
447
00:55:55,157 --> 00:55:57,626
Nothing.
448
00:55:57,659 --> 00:56:00,028
Tell me more about Europe.
449
00:56:00,896 --> 00:56:02,130
When can we go?
450
00:56:03,999 --> 00:56:06,001
Don't
you think you should go check?
451
00:56:07,002 --> 00:56:08,103
No.
452
00:56:10,606 --> 00:56:11,974
All right.
I'm sorry.
453
00:56:12,641 --> 00:56:13,675
Whatever that is,
454
00:56:13,709 --> 00:56:15,409
we can't just ignore it.
455
00:56:15,443 --> 00:56:16,912
It could be your father,
for Christ's sake.
456
00:56:16,945 --> 00:56:18,780
It's not my father.
457
00:56:18,814 --> 00:56:21,683
Please don't go.
458
00:56:23,218 --> 00:56:24,452
What's the matter with you?
459
00:56:25,954 --> 00:56:27,522
Nothing.
460
00:57:18,140 --> 00:57:20,075
It's our dog.
461
00:57:20,108 --> 00:57:21,910
She made a mess in the
kitchen while I was away,
462
00:57:21,944 --> 00:57:23,245
so I put her in the root cellar.
463
00:57:26,114 --> 00:57:27,616
I want to show you something.
464
00:57:34,656 --> 00:57:36,024
That's Charlie!
465
00:57:36,858 --> 00:57:39,127
She's always hungry.
466
00:57:39,161 --> 00:57:41,663
We can't afford to feed her
like we used to.
467
00:57:41,697 --> 00:57:44,733
And over here, this is Mary.
468
00:57:44,766 --> 00:57:46,034
Ain't she a dish?
469
00:57:46,568 --> 00:57:47,836
Mmm.
470
00:57:48,770 --> 00:57:50,238
This is Francis.
471
00:57:51,540 --> 00:57:53,241
They're my best audience.
472
00:57:53,275 --> 00:57:57,145
I named each of them after
my favorite picture stars.
473
00:57:57,179 --> 00:58:00,749
I've put on so many shows
for them over the years.
474
00:58:00,782 --> 00:58:02,818
It'll be sad to say goodbye,
but like they say,
475
00:58:02,851 --> 00:58:04,186
"If you're not moving forward
in show business,
476
00:58:04,219 --> 00:58:05,486
"you're moving backwards."
477
00:58:06,588 --> 00:58:08,590
We used to have
many more animals,
478
00:58:09,624 --> 00:58:10,826
but they all died.
479
00:58:11,994 --> 00:58:13,528
What about your dog?
480
00:58:13,562 --> 00:58:15,163
Huh?
481
00:58:15,197 --> 00:58:17,799
- What's its name?
- We don't have a dog.
482
00:58:19,568 --> 00:58:21,903
I thought you said you, uh, did?
483
00:58:21,937 --> 00:58:23,505
In the cellar?
484
00:58:24,740 --> 00:58:25,741
Oh.
485
00:58:26,842 --> 00:58:30,846
Right. Yeah.
486
00:58:30,879 --> 00:58:34,916
Yeah, well, um...
487
00:58:35,884 --> 00:58:38,553
Oh, boy.
488
00:58:38,587 --> 00:58:40,756
Oh, I better be getting back,
you know?
489
00:58:43,291 --> 00:58:44,926
- What?
- Oh, I've got to go
490
00:58:44,960 --> 00:58:46,094
and screen the matinee,
you know,
491
00:58:46,128 --> 00:58:47,729
but you gotta practice,
remember?
492
00:58:47,763 --> 00:58:49,264
You gotta get those
dance moves perfect.
493
00:58:50,232 --> 00:58:51,266
Now's not the time to be
494
00:58:51,299 --> 00:58:53,001
resting on your laurels, is it?
495
00:58:55,270 --> 00:58:56,905
Nice seeing you, Pearl.
496
00:59:00,275 --> 00:59:02,711
Did I do something wrong?
497
00:59:04,746 --> 00:59:05,747
No.
498
00:59:07,315 --> 00:59:09,785
Then why did you
just go cold on me?
499
00:59:12,020 --> 00:59:13,722
I don't know what you mean.
500
00:59:14,222 --> 00:59:15,891
What did you see?
501
00:59:17,092 --> 00:59:18,660
I didn't see anything.
502
00:59:20,862 --> 00:59:22,864
You're lying.
503
00:59:22,898 --> 00:59:25,033
- No, I'm not.
- Yes, you are.
504
00:59:26,768 --> 00:59:29,671
I know because I
feel things very deeply.
505
00:59:31,139 --> 00:59:32,808
Look, I've got to get back
to work, all right?
506
00:59:32,841 --> 00:59:34,242
- I'll... I'll see you later.
- When?
507
00:59:34,276 --> 00:59:36,711
- What?
- When will I see you?
508
00:59:36,745 --> 00:59:37,779
I don't know, Pearl.
It's just an expression.
509
00:59:37,813 --> 00:59:39,147
You're not going to take
me to Europe, are you?
510
00:59:39,181 --> 00:59:40,182
Tell me the truth.
511
00:59:42,818 --> 00:59:44,152
What did I do wrong?
512
00:59:44,186 --> 00:59:45,353
- Nothing. Calm down.
- No!
513
00:59:45,387 --> 00:59:48,123
Why are you leaving me if
I didn't do anything wrong?
514
00:59:48,156 --> 00:59:50,192
I don't understand!
I thought you liked me!
515
00:59:50,225 --> 00:59:53,328
- I do like you. I just...
- Tell me the truth!
516
00:59:53,361 --> 00:59:54,896
Why are you leaving me?
What did you see?
517
00:59:54,930 --> 00:59:55,997
Why did you change?
518
00:59:56,031 --> 00:59:57,866
You're scaring me, Pearl.
519
00:59:58,934 --> 01:00:00,168
Okay?
520
01:00:02,270 --> 01:00:04,873
I wish you the best of luck
with your audition.
521
01:00:04,906 --> 01:00:06,108
Sincerely.
522
01:00:29,030 --> 01:00:31,066
You're not gonna leave me here!
523
01:00:31,099 --> 01:00:34,002
I'm not staying on this farm!
524
01:00:36,872 --> 01:00:39,774
Nothing's going to keep me here!
525
01:00:47,983 --> 01:00:50,819
You hear me?
526
01:00:51,720 --> 01:00:53,922
Nothing!
527
01:00:57,125 --> 01:00:59,461
Not you! Not Howard!
528
01:00:59,494 --> 01:01:02,297
Not Mama! Nobody!
529
01:01:10,906 --> 01:01:12,440
No. No.
530
01:01:31,960 --> 01:01:34,229
I want you to remember
what it feels like.
531
01:01:37,065 --> 01:01:39,935
'Cause that's how I felt
every time you looked at me.
532
01:01:46,241 --> 01:01:48,343
Okay, Daddy.
533
01:01:48,376 --> 01:01:50,011
Let's get you cleaned up.
534
01:02:20,576 --> 01:02:23,311
I wish you wouldn't
look at me like that.
535
01:02:57,245 --> 01:02:58,413
What do you think?
536
01:03:28,644 --> 01:03:30,979
Thank you for everything.
537
01:03:32,447 --> 01:03:35,317
I know you'll look down
on me proudly.
538
01:03:42,891 --> 01:03:44,426
You are loved.
539
01:04:05,380 --> 01:04:08,316
Au revoir, poor Johnny!
540
01:04:50,091 --> 01:04:52,327
Oh, thank goodness you came.
541
01:04:52,360 --> 01:04:54,262
I was beginning to think
you weren't going to show.
542
01:04:54,295 --> 01:04:55,997
Sorry.
543
01:04:56,030 --> 01:04:58,199
I had some chores to do
around the house.
544
01:04:58,233 --> 01:05:00,935
Well, I've been in
such a flap all by myself.
545
01:05:00,969 --> 01:05:02,470
I feel worse
than I imagine I would
546
01:05:02,505 --> 01:05:04,607
had I contracted that awful flu.
547
01:05:06,307 --> 01:05:08,176
What's in the suitcases?
548
01:05:08,209 --> 01:05:10,412
All my things I need
for going on the road.
549
01:05:10,445 --> 01:05:12,648
Wow.
You're confident.
550
01:05:14,583 --> 01:05:18,153
Rumor has it they may only be
taking one gal per town.
551
01:05:20,188 --> 01:05:21,456
It has to be me.
552
01:05:24,993 --> 01:05:28,196
I don't think you meant
to say that out loud, Pearl.
553
01:05:28,229 --> 01:05:31,232
Well, if it's not me, then
I hope it's you, right?
554
01:05:31,767 --> 01:05:33,268
It has to be me.
555
01:05:38,473 --> 01:05:39,708
Next.
556
01:05:52,387 --> 01:05:54,022
That's Dorothy Collins.
557
01:05:57,225 --> 01:05:59,461
Can't say I'm too
saddened for her.
558
01:05:59,494 --> 01:06:03,064
Some people just think
they're God's gift, you know?
559
01:06:03,097 --> 01:06:05,701
But they always get what's
coming to them eventually.
560
01:06:09,471 --> 01:06:11,272
I feel bad saying that,
actually.
561
01:06:11,306 --> 01:06:13,374
She's a nurse.
562
01:06:13,408 --> 01:06:15,744
I don't know how to do
something like that.
563
01:06:15,778 --> 01:06:18,179
Oh, Pearl.
I'm so nervous.
564
01:06:18,213 --> 01:06:20,081
What if they laugh me
right off stage?
565
01:06:20,114 --> 01:06:21,717
I don't think
I could handle that.
566
01:06:24,285 --> 01:06:25,754
How are you not scared?
567
01:06:28,223 --> 01:06:30,659
I guess I'm just more
used to the feeling.
568
01:06:36,331 --> 01:06:37,499
Next.
569
01:06:53,616 --> 01:06:55,149
Oh, Lord.
570
01:07:04,158 --> 01:07:06,094
Switch places with me.
571
01:07:06,127 --> 01:07:08,229
I don't think I can do this.
I'm too frightened.
572
01:07:08,263 --> 01:07:10,164
- What?
- Come on, Pearl.
573
01:07:10,198 --> 01:07:12,668
Switch before they open
the doors again.
574
01:07:13,636 --> 01:07:16,070
Come on. Move.
575
01:07:20,676 --> 01:07:22,511
Thank you.
576
01:07:23,444 --> 01:07:25,046
You're a good friend.
577
01:07:30,184 --> 01:07:31,352
Am I?
578
01:07:33,722 --> 01:07:35,089
Of course you are.
579
01:07:41,462 --> 01:07:43,699
Sister-in-laws have to
stick together, right?
580
01:08:12,193 --> 01:08:13,361
Next.
581
01:08:14,262 --> 01:08:16,130
Your turn, Pearl.
582
01:08:16,164 --> 01:08:18,567
Time to show them
what you can do.
583
01:08:18,601 --> 01:08:20,234
I'm gonna show them all.
584
01:08:20,936 --> 01:08:22,403
Break a leg.
585
01:09:25,601 --> 01:09:26,935
Ready, miss?
586
01:11:25,120 --> 01:11:26,622
Thank you.
587
01:11:28,557 --> 01:11:29,958
But it's gonna be a no.
588
01:11:45,641 --> 01:11:47,910
Pardon?
589
01:11:47,943 --> 01:11:50,879
Sorry, you're just not
what we had in mind.
590
01:12:00,055 --> 01:12:02,524
Well, that was the best
dancing I've ever done.
591
01:12:03,926 --> 01:12:06,995
Yes, it was very nice.
592
01:12:07,029 --> 01:12:10,699
But we already have plenty
of gals like you in the troupe.
593
01:12:10,732 --> 01:12:13,669
We're looking for
something different today.
594
01:12:13,702 --> 01:12:18,140
You know?
More all-American,
595
01:12:18,173 --> 01:12:19,875
younger and blonde.
596
01:12:21,543 --> 01:12:23,411
Someone with X factor.
597
01:12:26,949 --> 01:12:28,050
What?
598
01:12:30,786 --> 01:12:31,920
Next!
599
01:12:37,893 --> 01:12:39,427
Come on.
600
01:12:40,062 --> 01:12:41,429
- Come on.
- No.
601
01:12:42,496 --> 01:12:45,167
I'm afraid so.
602
01:12:45,200 --> 01:12:47,703
Come on, miss.
Time to go.
603
01:12:52,708 --> 01:12:54,843
Please.
604
01:12:54,877 --> 01:12:56,979
You don't understand.
I need this.
605
01:12:57,012 --> 01:13:00,448
Next in line, please.
606
01:13:00,481 --> 01:13:01,950
I can make it better.
607
01:13:01,984 --> 01:13:03,085
Come on now, darling.
608
01:13:03,118 --> 01:13:06,021
You don't want to make a scene
and spoil everything.
609
01:13:06,054 --> 01:13:09,024
Please! Just give me
one more chance.
610
01:13:10,491 --> 01:13:11,994
- Come on, now.
- No.
611
01:13:12,928 --> 01:13:14,495
I'm a... I'm a star.
612
01:13:15,731 --> 01:13:18,567
Come on.
Come on, miss. I'm sorry.
613
01:13:18,600 --> 01:13:20,836
- It's time to go.
- No, I'm a star!
614
01:13:20,869 --> 01:13:21,937
Come on.
615
01:13:23,772 --> 01:13:28,442
Please! I'm a star!
616
01:13:28,476 --> 01:13:30,112
I'm sorry. It's time to go.
617
01:13:30,145 --> 01:13:32,547
Please, somebody help me!
618
01:13:32,581 --> 01:13:36,084
Please! Help me!
Help me!
619
01:13:37,686 --> 01:13:39,420
No!
620
01:14:17,192 --> 01:14:18,492
Pearl?
621
01:14:20,929 --> 01:14:22,064
Pearl?
622
01:14:26,835 --> 01:14:28,603
How about I take you home?
623
01:14:58,233 --> 01:14:59,868
Is that our pig?
624
01:15:18,587 --> 01:15:20,088
Should I go
and fetch your mother?
625
01:15:21,623 --> 01:15:23,058
No.
626
01:15:29,297 --> 01:15:31,867
How about I get you
something nice to drink?
627
01:15:34,836 --> 01:15:36,204
Mama was right.
628
01:15:38,340 --> 01:15:40,575
I'm never getting off this farm.
629
01:15:41,710 --> 01:15:43,078
And where would you want to go?
630
01:15:44,379 --> 01:15:46,214
- Europe.
- Europe?
631
01:15:46,248 --> 01:15:48,717
What on earth for?
632
01:15:48,750 --> 01:15:49,885
It'll be in ruins
633
01:15:49,918 --> 01:15:52,220
and you'll never get Howard
back there, I'll tell you.
634
01:15:54,790 --> 01:15:56,158
Oh, come on, now.
635
01:15:56,191 --> 01:15:57,159
I know you're disappointed,
636
01:15:57,192 --> 01:15:59,828
but there's no sense
in taking it this hard.
637
01:15:59,861 --> 01:16:02,130
It's just a lousy
old church group.
638
01:16:02,164 --> 01:16:04,666
Those old dolts,
639
01:16:04,699 --> 01:16:08,804
they don't know the first
thing about quality dancing.
640
01:16:09,871 --> 01:16:11,907
You don't understand.
641
01:16:11,940 --> 01:16:13,308
What don't I?
642
01:16:13,975 --> 01:16:15,110
Come on, Pearl.
643
01:16:15,977 --> 01:16:17,145
What's really the matter?
644
01:16:20,382 --> 01:16:22,117
I don't feel
645
01:16:23,418 --> 01:16:24,786
well.
646
01:16:27,656 --> 01:16:29,357
You're not coming down
with something, are you?
647
01:16:29,391 --> 01:16:30,926
No.
648
01:16:30,959 --> 01:16:32,194
It's nothing like that.
649
01:16:32,227 --> 01:16:33,795
Oh, thank goodness.
650
01:16:33,829 --> 01:16:35,130
If I snuck out of the house
651
01:16:35,163 --> 01:16:38,033
and ended up bringing home
nothing but the germ,
652
01:16:38,066 --> 01:16:40,836
my mother and father
would just kill me.
653
01:16:42,938 --> 01:16:44,806
I'm worried there
may be something
654
01:16:44,840 --> 01:16:46,775
real wrong with me, Mitsy.
655
01:16:48,977 --> 01:16:50,011
How do you mean?
656
01:16:51,213 --> 01:16:53,715
Seems like there's
something missing in me
657
01:16:53,748 --> 01:16:55,784
that the rest of the world has.
658
01:16:57,319 --> 01:16:58,820
Have you told Howard?
659
01:17:00,689 --> 01:17:04,426
I've never spoken about it
out loud to anyone.
660
01:17:04,459 --> 01:17:07,362
So afraid of
what people might think.
661
01:17:07,395 --> 01:17:08,763
Pearl...
662
01:17:10,232 --> 01:17:12,134
Howard's your husband.
663
01:17:13,401 --> 01:17:15,170
He adores you.
664
01:17:15,203 --> 01:17:17,873
You shouldn't be afraid
to tell him how you feel.
665
01:17:19,141 --> 01:17:21,710
I'm scared of what I might say.
666
01:17:21,743 --> 01:17:24,112
Well, practice
on me first, then.
667
01:17:24,813 --> 01:17:26,281
Pretend I'm Howard,
668
01:17:26,314 --> 01:17:29,117
and you just say
whatever's on your mind.
669
01:17:29,151 --> 01:17:31,052
- I can't.
- Yes, you can.
670
01:17:32,120 --> 01:17:33,188
Go on. Get it all out.
671
01:17:35,023 --> 01:17:37,259
- Really?
- Yes.
672
01:17:37,959 --> 01:17:38,994
Trust me.
673
01:17:51,740 --> 01:17:52,774
Howard...
674
01:17:59,314 --> 01:18:00,448
Go ahead, Pearl.
675
01:18:07,289 --> 01:18:09,925
I hate you so much
for leaving me here,
676
01:18:09,958 --> 01:18:11,893
sometimes I hope you die.
677
01:18:15,096 --> 01:18:17,432
I'm sorry.
678
01:18:17,465 --> 01:18:20,435
I feel awful admitting that,
but it's the truth.
679
01:18:23,438 --> 01:18:24,806
I was curious
680
01:18:26,107 --> 01:18:27,309
about other men.
681
01:18:29,177 --> 01:18:30,812
I'm sure you don't
want to hear about
682
01:18:30,845 --> 01:18:32,447
a stranger satisfying your wife,
683
01:18:32,480 --> 01:18:34,382
and I swear it was only once.
684
01:18:35,050 --> 01:18:36,985
It was a mistake.
685
01:18:37,018 --> 01:18:39,988
It wasn't him that I
wanted. I know that now.
686
01:18:40,021 --> 01:18:41,756
And I wish things
could just go back
687
01:18:41,790 --> 01:18:43,191
to the way they were before,
688
01:18:43,225 --> 01:18:45,060
but I don't see how they could,
689
01:18:46,995 --> 01:18:48,964
not after the things I've done.
690
01:18:52,568 --> 01:18:55,170
What else have you done, Pearl?
691
01:18:55,203 --> 01:18:57,172
Oh, Howard.
692
01:18:57,205 --> 01:18:59,508
I realize
how this all must sound.
693
01:19:00,976 --> 01:19:03,078
Honestly, there was a time
I was flattered
694
01:19:03,111 --> 01:19:06,081
to have someone as
handsome as you pine over me.
695
01:19:06,114 --> 01:19:08,250
You're such a good person.
I know that.
696
01:19:09,552 --> 01:19:12,487
I made sure to always be
mindful with your heart.
697
01:19:12,521 --> 01:19:15,023
I never wanted you
to feel jealous.
698
01:19:16,358 --> 01:19:18,493
It's an awful feeling
like a rot,
699
01:19:18,527 --> 01:19:22,430
the way it just twists
and turns at your insides.
700
01:19:22,464 --> 01:19:24,533
I know that aching so well.
701
01:19:25,133 --> 01:19:27,369
I feel it.
702
01:19:27,402 --> 01:19:30,939
Whenever I see others
whose lives come easy
703
01:19:32,340 --> 01:19:35,210
because the truth is,
I'm not really a good person.
704
01:19:36,512 --> 01:19:37,680
Pearl, I think I should just...
705
01:19:37,713 --> 01:19:40,415
The reason I kept my eyes to
the ground around other men
706
01:19:40,448 --> 01:19:42,217
was never to avoid hurting you.
707
01:19:44,319 --> 01:19:46,488
It's because I understood
how lucky I was
708
01:19:46,522 --> 01:19:48,890
to have your attention.
709
01:19:48,923 --> 01:19:52,460
I may be a poor farm girl,
Howard, but I'm not stupid.
710
01:19:52,494 --> 01:19:56,164
I spotted you the moment
you came to live with us.
711
01:19:56,197 --> 01:19:58,300
You worked hard
like the other farmhands,
712
01:19:58,333 --> 01:20:00,068
but you were different.
713
01:20:00,101 --> 01:20:02,137
You're from somewhere.
714
01:20:02,170 --> 01:20:03,905
A nice, comfortable place
715
01:20:03,938 --> 01:20:06,308
that you could return to
whenever you wanted.
716
01:20:08,577 --> 01:20:10,912
I'm so desperate to have that.
717
01:20:12,881 --> 01:20:15,016
All my life,
I've wanted off this farm
718
01:20:15,050 --> 01:20:16,985
and you were my ticket out.
719
01:20:18,253 --> 01:20:19,854
So...
720
01:20:19,888 --> 01:20:23,258
I made sure to never let you
see who I really was.
721
01:20:23,291 --> 01:20:25,860
It worked like a charm, too.
722
01:20:25,894 --> 01:20:28,263
Then when you finally
brought me back
723
01:20:28,296 --> 01:20:30,065
to your home
to meet your family,
724
01:20:30,098 --> 01:20:31,534
it was just as I hoped.
725
01:20:33,335 --> 01:20:35,403
A life straight
out of the pictures.
726
01:20:37,272 --> 01:20:39,407
At least that's what
it felt like to me.
727
01:20:42,043 --> 01:20:43,211
And you didn't want it.
728
01:20:46,549 --> 01:20:48,316
You just wanted
to stay here on our farm,
729
01:20:48,350 --> 01:20:50,185
and that made me so angry.
730
01:20:51,319 --> 01:20:52,655
How could you?
731
01:20:52,688 --> 01:20:55,890
I'm certain you knew
I hated it, you must've.
732
01:20:55,924 --> 01:20:57,992
How could you be
so selfish and cruel
733
01:20:58,026 --> 01:21:00,061
after all I've done
to make you happy?
734
01:21:05,433 --> 01:21:08,136
I was even pregnant
with your baby.
735
01:21:12,941 --> 01:21:16,277
I never wanted to be a mother.
736
01:21:16,311 --> 01:21:19,981
I loathed the feeling of it
growing inside me.
737
01:21:20,014 --> 01:21:21,584
It felt like sickness.
738
01:21:23,652 --> 01:21:27,556
Pulling and sucking on me like
some needy animal in a barn.
739
01:21:29,324 --> 01:21:31,594
How could I be responsible
for another life?
740
01:21:32,561 --> 01:21:34,462
Life terrifies me.
741
01:21:34,496 --> 01:21:37,332
It's harsh, and bleak,
and draining.
742
01:21:39,602 --> 01:21:42,070
I was so relieved when it died.
743
01:21:42,103 --> 01:21:44,038
It was one less weight
keeping me trapped here,
744
01:21:44,072 --> 01:21:46,509
but then the war came
and you left me, too.
745
01:21:47,510 --> 01:21:49,645
Why did you leave me, Howard?
746
01:21:56,217 --> 01:21:58,052
I hate feeling like this.
747
01:21:58,621 --> 01:22:01,022
So pathetic.
748
01:22:01,055 --> 01:22:03,425
Do people like you
ever feel this way?
749
01:22:04,159 --> 01:22:05,293
I figure you don't.
750
01:22:05,326 --> 01:22:07,462
You seem so perfect
all the time.
751
01:22:07,495 --> 01:22:10,131
Lord must've been
generous to you.
752
01:22:10,165 --> 01:22:12,568
He never answers
any of my prayers.
753
01:22:12,601 --> 01:22:15,103
I don't know why.
What did I do?
754
01:22:15,136 --> 01:22:17,205
What is wrong with me?
755
01:22:17,238 --> 01:22:19,441
Please, just tell me
so maybe I can get better.
756
01:22:19,474 --> 01:22:21,042
I don't want to end up
like Mama.
757
01:22:21,075 --> 01:22:22,745
I want to be dancing up
on the screen
758
01:22:22,778 --> 01:22:24,979
like the pretty gals
in the pictures.
759
01:22:26,314 --> 01:22:29,017
I want what they have so badly,
760
01:22:29,050 --> 01:22:30,586
to be perfect,
761
01:22:30,619 --> 01:22:33,288
to be loved from
as many people as possible
762
01:22:33,321 --> 01:22:36,057
to make up for all my time
spent suffering.
763
01:22:38,761 --> 01:22:40,729
Sometimes I wake
in the middle of the night
764
01:22:40,763 --> 01:22:43,699
and the fear washes over me,
'cause what if this is it?
765
01:22:46,067 --> 01:22:47,703
What if this is
right where I belong?
766
01:22:53,441 --> 01:22:54,610
I'm a failure.
767
01:22:56,044 --> 01:22:57,178
I'm not pretty
768
01:22:58,681 --> 01:23:01,115
or naturally pleasant,
or friendly.
769
01:23:01,717 --> 01:23:03,184
I'm not smart,
770
01:23:03,819 --> 01:23:05,621
or funny, or confident.
771
01:23:08,056 --> 01:23:10,458
I'm exactly what Mama said
I was, weak.
772
01:23:11,794 --> 01:23:14,195
I don't know why.
What did I do?
773
01:23:14,229 --> 01:23:16,064
Why wasn't my family like yours?
774
01:23:16,097 --> 01:23:19,133
I hate what it feels like
to be me and not you.
775
01:23:19,167 --> 01:23:21,102
I'm so scared that
when you finally come home,
776
01:23:21,135 --> 01:23:22,403
you'll see me and be frightened
777
01:23:22,437 --> 01:23:24,172
like everyone else is.
778
01:23:27,442 --> 01:23:29,477
I know what I've done,
779
01:23:29,512 --> 01:23:30,713
the bad things,
780
01:23:31,747 --> 01:23:36,150
terrible, awful,
murderous things.
781
01:23:36,184 --> 01:23:38,621
I regret them now,
but I liked how they felt.
782
01:23:38,654 --> 01:23:40,488
I wish I didn't, but I did.
783
01:23:42,290 --> 01:23:45,426
At first, it was only animals
smaller than myself.
784
01:23:46,361 --> 01:23:47,462
Nothing with feelings.
785
01:23:47,495 --> 01:23:49,063
Nothing that could hurt me back.
786
01:23:50,298 --> 01:23:51,399
It felt good.
787
01:23:52,467 --> 01:23:54,269
Killing's easier than you think,
788
01:23:55,671 --> 01:23:57,105
till recently with Mama
789
01:23:57,138 --> 01:23:58,541
and the boy
from the picture house.
790
01:23:58,574 --> 01:23:59,642
They were different.
791
01:24:00,441 --> 01:24:02,277
They were more meaningful.
792
01:24:02,310 --> 01:24:04,145
I hurt them
so they too might know
793
01:24:04,178 --> 01:24:05,280
what it feels like to suffer,
794
01:24:05,313 --> 01:24:06,782
but poor Daddy
didn't deserve that.
795
01:24:06,815 --> 01:24:09,083
I wish I hadn't done what I did.
796
01:24:11,720 --> 01:24:13,221
Mama meant well.
797
01:24:14,389 --> 01:24:16,659
She had a hard life.
798
01:24:16,692 --> 01:24:18,493
She only wanted a home
to feel safe in.
799
01:24:18,527 --> 01:24:19,628
I can see that.
800
01:24:20,495 --> 01:24:21,564
I thought I hated her,
801
01:24:21,597 --> 01:24:23,364
but I just want to
feel safe, too.
802
01:24:28,336 --> 01:24:29,404
Lord...
803
01:24:30,673 --> 01:24:33,542
I made such a mess of things.
804
01:24:34,743 --> 01:24:36,812
I don't know how much more
I can take.
805
01:24:38,681 --> 01:24:40,181
I need to clean this up.
806
01:24:41,316 --> 01:24:43,552
All of it.
807
01:24:43,586 --> 01:24:46,522
I need to make things right
before you see me again.
808
01:24:48,222 --> 01:24:49,858
Maybe if I can turn this farm
809
01:24:49,892 --> 01:24:51,627
into a home for us
like you wanted,
810
01:24:51,660 --> 01:24:53,494
things will finally
be different.
811
01:24:53,529 --> 01:24:56,264
I can forgive.
812
01:24:57,165 --> 01:24:58,767
I can be who you want me to be
813
01:24:59,635 --> 01:25:01,369
if you'll just stay with me.
814
01:25:02,771 --> 01:25:04,506
Would you do that, please?
815
01:25:07,375 --> 01:25:09,344
I can't be
all by myself anymore.
816
01:25:09,377 --> 01:25:10,445
It's too hard.
817
01:25:14,917 --> 01:25:16,752
We can love each other.
818
01:25:16,785 --> 01:25:18,721
I'll do that for you
819
01:25:18,754 --> 01:25:21,890
if you really meant all that
"till death do us part."
820
01:25:24,192 --> 01:25:25,426
It'd be enough,
821
01:25:27,428 --> 01:25:30,298
just you and me
here on this farm.
822
01:25:36,905 --> 01:25:39,273
All I really want
is to be loved.
823
01:25:42,911 --> 01:25:45,614
I'm having such a hard time
without it lately.
824
01:26:22,518 --> 01:26:25,319
I should probably get going now.
825
01:26:25,353 --> 01:26:28,356
Mother will be wondering
where I am if I'm not home soon.
826
01:26:37,298 --> 01:26:38,767
Are you frightened of me?
827
01:26:40,836 --> 01:26:41,837
No.
828
01:26:44,973 --> 01:26:46,307
Of course not, Pearl.
829
01:26:49,878 --> 01:26:51,479
Do you think I'm sick?
830
01:26:53,582 --> 01:26:54,583
No.
831
01:26:56,819 --> 01:26:57,820
Thank you.
832
01:27:01,724 --> 01:27:03,391
I'm happy for you.
833
01:27:06,695 --> 01:27:08,296
What?
834
01:27:08,329 --> 01:27:09,497
For getting the part
835
01:27:10,532 --> 01:27:12,668
in the dance troupe.
You deserved it.
836
01:27:14,837 --> 01:27:17,606
- I didn't get the part.
- It's okay.
837
01:27:18,774 --> 01:27:20,008
You don't have to
pretend anymore.
838
01:27:20,042 --> 01:27:21,610
My feelings won't be hurt.
839
01:27:23,011 --> 01:27:25,246
If it wasn't me, I'm glad
it was you, right?
840
01:27:28,483 --> 01:27:30,552
- But, Pearl, I...
- Please...
841
01:27:32,020 --> 01:27:33,421
Don't lie to me.
842
01:27:40,095 --> 01:27:42,931
Well, yes.
843
01:27:45,501 --> 01:27:46,668
Thank you.
844
01:27:49,671 --> 01:27:51,573
It's going to be real swell,
845
01:27:52,641 --> 01:27:54,643
dancing around the state.
846
01:27:57,846 --> 01:28:01,449
I hope you can come
see the show sometime.
847
01:28:05,087 --> 01:28:07,321
You always get
everything you want.
848
01:28:09,758 --> 01:28:11,827
You're younger and more blonde.
849
01:28:14,029 --> 01:28:16,665
I have to go now.
850
01:28:20,636 --> 01:28:22,938
You're not gonna
say anything, are you?
851
01:28:24,673 --> 01:28:25,841
No.
852
01:28:32,514 --> 01:28:34,750
I really do love Howard.
853
01:28:37,586 --> 01:28:38,754
I know.
854
01:28:39,922 --> 01:28:41,489
Nobody has to know.
855
01:28:42,524 --> 01:28:43,792
I can fix things.
856
01:28:45,426 --> 01:28:47,596
It can be our secret, Mitsy.
857
01:29:38,647 --> 01:29:39,915
Help!
858
01:29:41,116 --> 01:29:42,450
Help me!
859
01:29:43,218 --> 01:29:45,654
Somebody, please help!
860
01:29:45,687 --> 01:29:47,623
No!
861
01:29:48,123 --> 01:29:49,591
No, please.
862
01:29:49,625 --> 01:29:51,727
Help! Help!
863
01:30:03,505 --> 01:30:05,439
Help!
864
01:30:08,043 --> 01:30:09,811
Help me, please!
865
01:30:09,845 --> 01:30:11,647
Help!
866
01:30:20,756 --> 01:30:22,791
Please, no! No!
867
01:30:23,558 --> 01:30:24,860
I won't tell anyone!
868
01:30:24,893 --> 01:30:26,460
Please, I swear!
869
01:30:26,828 --> 01:30:28,563
No!
870
01:30:28,597 --> 01:30:32,100
Please! I'll do anything
you want.
871
01:30:32,134 --> 01:30:35,203
It's not about
what I want anymore, Mitsy.
872
01:30:35,237 --> 01:30:36,171
Please.
873
01:30:36,204 --> 01:30:38,907
It's about making the best
of what I have.
874
01:30:38,941 --> 01:30:41,777
No! No!
875
01:30:42,945 --> 01:30:44,713
No!
876
01:33:50,398 --> 01:33:52,767
Bless us, O' Lord,
877
01:33:52,801 --> 01:33:55,437
and these thy gifts
878
01:33:55,470 --> 01:33:59,207
which we are about to receive
from thy bounty,
879
01:34:01,042 --> 01:34:02,944
through Christ our Lord.
880
01:34:04,312 --> 01:34:05,747
Amen.
881
01:34:45,754 --> 01:34:47,055
So long, y'all.
882
01:35:05,140 --> 01:35:06,274
Pearl?
883
01:35:12,515 --> 01:35:13,748
Pearl?
884
01:35:35,937 --> 01:35:36,938
Howard?
885
01:35:40,175 --> 01:35:42,511
I'm so happy you're home.
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