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PREVIOUSLY ON

Jenny.

Jenny, Jenny!

Because I'm not covering
for you, no more.

What are you talking
about covering for me?

You froze on that
shout this morning!

We think maybe you went
back to work a bit too soon?

"We" is it?

The man on the phone,
how much do you owe him?

It's ten thousand pounds.

No... no, no!

BETTER LUCK NEXT TIME BALANCE:

Jenny! Jenny you're a
paramedic, help her!

SESSION EXPIRED WIN/LOSS
AMOUNT: -£11,400

Chris don't look at that!

Will you say something, please?

So everything's gone,

the savings, the rainy day pot?

What about Rosie's college fund?

I'm sorry.

Will you stop saying that.

And I knew something was up.

The other night, I haven't
seen you like that since...

No Chris, that's
not what this is.

- It's completely different.
- The only difference

is it's Rosie lying there
and not you, for a change.

- I wish it was me.
- So do I.

God, Jenny.

What the hell were you thinking?

I wasn't.

I don't know how to
describe it to you.

It's just that when I'm doing
it feels like it's not me.

So who is it then,
Father Christmas?

How long?

A couple of months.

It took off in earnest
after the crash.

I suppose I wasn't doing
as well as I thought I was,

as well as you
thought that I was.

- So it's my fault.
- No I didn't say that Chris.

How could you not hear her fall?

Or hear the glass smashing?

God knows how long
she'd been lying there.

Any other bombs
you wanna to drop?

Because now would be the time.

No.

Good.

Then maybe...

then maybe it's
best if you go now.

- What?
- I...

- I need to focus on Rosie.
- So do I, I'm her Mother

Yeah and look where
that's got her...

You promised me, Jen.

The day she was
born you promised...

Just go home.

Probably gamble that away too.

Excuse me, could I have
a cigarette please.

Sure.

Thank you, sorry to bother
you, it's been a long night.

Your alright Love.

Thank you.

YOUR FIRST INSTALLMENT
IS NOW OVERDUE

Alright.

Tell me about this
plan of yours then.

Come on.

Jenny, would you sit down
please you're making me anxious.

So how much can this
Nurse Flo get me?

What?

I don't know, just depends on
how much you give her I suppose.

That's the problem isn't it.

I mean everything
I've got on the wagon

it's worth peanuts
on the street.

And the ketamine, maybe but even so,
she'd have to be moving a lot of it

and charging a fortune
to make a profit.

She does, believe me.

If I do it, how soon
do I get me cut?

I don't know Jenny.

Is it days?

Weeks? Months?

- How long before I get me cut?
- I don't know. I said I don't know.

Ok. So can you call her?

Can you call her for me
and ask her for an advance?

Tell her you know me.
Tell her I'm good for it.

God I wish I'd just
never brought this up.

Your right. Crazy idea.

No, no it's not.
It's not crazy.

You can make it
work Sasha, please.

Chris doesn't even realise
you've got a loan does he.

Look...

the compensation money,
it's due anytime now,

I just need to survive
the next few days.

If I can give these people
something tomorrow morning,

then Chris never needs
to know about the loan...

My kids in the
Hospital, because of me.

And the man that I love is
in pieces because of me.

And everything that we've got

and everything that we
have ever dreamed about

is gone...

because of me,

and if I don't give these people

something tomorrow morning
then something awful

is going to happen
because of me.

Now I'm not fighting for myself,

whatever's coming,
I can deal with it,

I can,

but I can't lose my family
Sasha, do you understand me?

I can't lose my family...

Let me do the
talking ok? Come on.

You're not an easy lady to
get in touch with Jenny.

You've had plenty of
warning about this,

this whole thing has
been most inconvenient.

That being said, Miss
Bertam, we were thinking,

a week's grace, perhaps two.

See it's just a simple
cash flow problem.

Annoying? Yes.

Inconvenient?
Definitely, for everyone.

Not for everyone
dear, just for me.

Well, it's only a week.

It always is,

but time is money, you see.

My money and this money is due.

Would you like to
say anything Jenny?

You were rather more
verbose last time we met.

When you were begging,
pleading with me to help you.

I can't give you
what I haven't got.

So this... large sum you
said you were expecting.

It's coming... it is.

I hope so because I'm the one
taking all the risks here!

No credit checks, no collateral.

I've taken you at your word
Jenny, something I never do.

Don't make me
regret my decision.

Thank you Jimmy dear.

Perhaps these will
convince Mr. Langley

to honour our agreement.

See to it will you?

People and their secrets.

Hello again.

How's your little girl doing?

Is something wrong Jenny?

No, I'm fine.

Oh I don't think you are.

Remember to breathe.

Look Miss Bertram you
must be very busy,

actually, may I call you Connie?

You may not.

Well then let's cut straight
to the chase shall we.

Jenny cannot pay you today.

An agreement is an agreement,

a deadline is a deadline.

And a threat is a threat,
yes, she knows that.

Oh, you mean Jimmy?

More a friendly reminder service,
but working yourself into a state

isn't going to
help anybody is it?

And I suppose us girls do
have to stick together.

I'll grant you an extension.

Thank you, an extra week?

- An extra hour.
- An hour?

What's she gonna
do with an hour?

I'm sure you will
think of something.

That guy upstairs, the man, Jimmy,
he was outside the hospital.

-Jenny, you just got to calm down.
-No! You don't understand,

they've been following me!

Oh god this is a nightmare

- I've got an idea.
- What?

Tara had many bad qualities,

but she excelled at
collecting rich admirers,

mainly at airports,

this is from fiancee no.4,

this is from number five, or
was it, was it number six?

I don't remember, I don't know.

I'm gonna' sell them.

Sasha you can't do that.

Well haven't you got
any better ideas?

You heard the
godfather up there!

Oh god! Rosie's gonna be
waking up any minute now.

Ok, you go, I'll
sort everything out.

Go to the hospital, now, go.

I... look I've,

I spent every penny in my wallet
getting over to yours last night.

Alright... it's okay.

That's okay.

You... take this.

- No...
- It's fine, it's fine.

Oh and, Tara, she used to
always wear one of these,

especially on her bad
days, she used to twang it,

and it would zap
her back into focus.

I don't know, maybe it'll help?

Why are you helping me?

I don't know.

Guilty conscience?

I always felt I could
have done more for Tara,

especially at the end, but...

Well you really,

really remind me of her,
and maybe I could help you.

I don't know.

You go.

-Thank you.
-You're alright. You're alright!

Where is she?

Sorry I'm Rosie Challoner's mum.

She's gone home.

- When?
- Earlier this morning.

Okay, thank you.

Oh baby.

When I got to the hospital and you
weren't there for a minute I...

Why didn't you ring me?

He did... five times.

What are you doing here?

I called her, we'll
need covering at school.

Why didn't you call me Jenny?

Is she okay? What did they say?

She'll be seeing stars
for a week or so, but...

as long as we keep
an eye on her.

Keep an eye on her?

Feel like I'm never gonna
let her out me sight again.

Jenny, we should talk.

I'll stay with Rosie.

You take as long as you need.

What the hell, Jen...

I don't even know what
to say to you right now.

Then do me a favour...

don't say anything.

Did you tell Ali everything?

- All my business?
- Where have you been?

You've obviously not been here!

Out walking, mostly.

All night?

I didn't go sprint to
the nearest Casino,

if that's what
you and Ali think.

Nothing you do would
shock me anymore.

See that?

That's everything I've
got left in the world

and I had to borrow that from...

From? From who? Go-on tell me!

Oh d'you know what
I don't even care!

Sort yourself out before you go
into work, you look a right state.

I'm not going into work.

I'm staying here to
look after Rosie.

Until I can figure out how to fix
the mess that you've got us in, Jen,

We're gonna need every
penny we can get.

Now get that cleaned
up, and go to work!

CHRIS: FIVE MISSED CALLS

SASHA: GOT THE £1K PAID TO CONNIE,
SHE SAYS SHE'LL SEE YOU NEXT WEEK?

Do I have to drag
you home myself?

It's a short shift,
I've taken enough

time off already this
year don't you think?

No-one in their right mind

would expect you to come in
today anyway, it's sorted.

You look like hell.

I bet you've hardly
slept have you?

I can't have a tired paramedic!

I'm Fine!

Rosie's fine! She just needs to
rest and the last thing she needs

is for me clucking around
her like a headless chicken.

That's exactly what she needs.

What are you trying to prove?

Is it that you're worried
that this might spoil

your chances with
the AP position,

that you might look... l
don't know... unreliable?

Emergencies happen Jenny,

if they didn't we'd both be
out of a job wouldn't we.

I said I'm fine,

I wanna work.

Jenny, we're up.

Thanks boss.

Listen...

I wanted to say thank
you for last night,

you were absolutely amazing.

Yeah, I'm a superhero, remember?

Certainly are... it
was just so insane,

it's mad to be on the
other side of it you know?

Like, I never thought I'd react like
that in a million years, I just...

my head went, I
completely lost it.

I feel awful that you
had to restrain me.

I just, every impulse
was to run to Rosie.

I just wanted to pick
her up and hold her.

You didn't though.

You didn't hold her.

You ran right past her.

We have an adult male,
in a minor collision.

An 07TG, on Stenfold road.

I need you to bend
this knee for me.

It's alright, it's
alright. And this one.

Don't look so worried. It's alright,
we'll take good care of him.

Get up nice and gently
alright. Good, good, good.

On to the bus and get you
something for the pain alright?

-What's you're name again? Lexi?
-Lexi.

Lexi, alright well
listen, don't you worry.

Now if you just grab
this yellow bar.

Nice and slowly, good man.

Slowly does it. Right
take a seat on here.

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Right two secs, I'll
grab you something.

Good stuff, what shall
we do for the arm?

I mean, he needs an
x-ray doesn't he?

Yeah but shall I get
an IV access now?

No listen, you drive and I'll jump in
the back and give him some entonox.

- Jenny, he's in agony.
- He's a drama queen.

Come on, you can
do the nee naws!

Thank you!

Alright, how ya doing?

Alright... Are ya ready Raj?

Hi, you've reached Sasha Santoto,
and I'm not around right now...

Five, six, seven, forty eight.

Listen mate, why don't
you go home early?

- I'll finish this.
- No, I'll be alright.

You should be the one
rushing home anyway.

C'mon I haven't just
finished a double shift.

I've got the car, I'll be
back earlier than you anyway.

Go on, that's an order.

Fine... if you insist.

- See you tomorrow.
- Bye.

Raj.

I...

I meant what I said before,

with Rosie I'm really
glad it was you.

I appreciate it, thank you.

You actually did it?

It looks like it yeh.

How's Rosie?

-She's in one piece, thankfully.
-Oh good...

How did it feel?

- Fucking terrifying.
- I bet.

I've gotta be honest, I don't
know how many more ticking clocks

I can keep in the air,

they ordered the
stockroom every fortnight,

if I don't get
caught before then?

Did you speak to the solicitor?

No. Well then let's hope no
news is good news, right?

So how much am I
looking at for it?

Ah, I paid a hundred.

A Hundred?

I'm gonna need ten times that!

A hundred each, I
paid a hundred each.

Oh.

- Okay, okay!
- Yeah.

-Well that could work couldn't it?
-Yeah.

Hey...

What's all this?

Ground zero.

Last night I was so
so angry with you.

You had every right to be.

But you know what
I actually felt?

The moment I found out...

Relief.

Because at least it meant
you weren't having an affair.

You think I don't see you tensing
every time your phone goes off?

What was I supposed to think?

At least now I know who it was.

That's how they keep you
hooked, gifts, bonuses, anything

that keeps you playing, they're...
they're absolute leeches, Jen.

But you still got sucked
in, you of all people!

Why didn't you just
come talk to me?

Like you talk to me?

I can't believe you thought
that I was having an affair.

Truth?

I really thought that
I could win it all back

and I'd never have to tell you.

It's not about the money,

you know it isn't.

You, me, Rosie, we could all live
together in a tent for all I care,

as long as we're together.

But you know what
you're like, Jen.

You know you're
susceptible to certain...

God, I don't know, behaviours.

And that's what hurts,
that you hid it,

and then you lied about it.

I know about the re-mortgage,

both of them.

So I've got to ask,

what else have you
forged my signature on?

It's fraud, Jenny.

Prison, once a month visits,

and Rosie getting ghosted
in the school yard.

And if I keep quiet
then I'm guilty too.

Do you have any idea the amount
of shit you landed us in?

Are you gonna' tell the bank?

Is that all you can think about?

Are you gonna' tell the bank?

No. No, I'm not.

And it's not for
you, it's for Rosie.

Because she's suffered
enough, don't you think?

I'm gonna need your phone.

I don't trust you
on the internet.

See if your sim
fits any of these.

I'm gonna need your cards,
debit, credit, store cards,

all the ones I know about
and all the ones I don't...

If you need money for
anything, you ask me.

Shopping, petrol, a bar of
fucking chocolate, you ask me.

-Chris, please don't make me ask...
-No I don't care, I don't care.

Your passwords, passwords,
everything, you write them all down.

Everything.

If we are to have any chance Jenny,
then this is the way it has to be.

You have your courage now Lion,

so the shadows can't hurt you,

they can't hurt you anymore.

I won't let them.

She'll be alright,
it's just a nightmare.

I'll wait for her
to get settled in,

and then I'll go into the spare.

I'll go into the spare,
you shouldn't have to go.

No. It's easier if it's me.

I'll wake up early, tomorrow,

and come back here
before she wakes up.

Ok, I'll let you get on with it.

Was it really the crash,

that triggered all this...

or was it me?

Did I do something?

I don't want you to think that.

I just need it to make sense,
because right now, it doesn't.

What is it?

You.

That mind of yours...

everything's so straight
forward in there isn't it?

No, nothing about
this straight-forward.

That bunch of papers downstairs,
I can make some sense of that.

It's just numbers, but, in here?

It's terrifying isn't it?

When things seem
so out of control?

You've always been
the same, y'know?

Something's broken
and you wanna' fix it,

because that's what you do,

because you're a fixer,
it's what you're good at.

What's your point?

What if I'm the
thing that's broken?

I don't think you can fix that,

not this time.

FINAL DEMAND FOR PAYMENT

It's as I said in the
letter, Mrs. Challoner.

We can't finalise your claim

until the inquest verdict
has been ratified.

So what's the hold up?

- It's a legal issue.
- What does that mean, exactly?

I'm afraid I can't
go into details.

The inquest ruled it was
an accident though right?

Well this should all be over now
I had to relive every detail,

we all did, in
front of strangers.

I understand how
upsetting it must be.

No, you don't.

We need to move on,

the verdict is the verdict.

I need to move on, my
family needs to move on...

- Mrs. Challoner...
- No, I need the money!

I shouldn't be telling you this,

but a relative of one of the
deceased is challenging the verdict.

Believes the train
company is culpable.

They have a right of appeal
and that appeal must be heard.

This could take weeks,
months... I'm sorry.

I've taken two hundred,

so that I can get the ring back,

or at least if they still have it,
so that should leave a thousand,

so you're safe,
for another week,

just eight more to go.

Correction, one more.

If they ordered that stock room

before the compensation
money comes in,

I'm gonna lose more
than me kneecaps.

So why don't you
just go for broke

and stick it all on a horse?

Sorry, that's...
actually not very funny.

Behave Sasha,
change the subject.

So...

So what're you gonna do
for Rosie's birthday,

- that's on saturday right?
- Yeah.

She's still feeling a bit
fragile to be honest so,

just something
small in the house,

a couple of her little
friends come over.

Why don't you... swing by.

Why on earth would
she want me there?

- Not for Rosie! For me!
- Oh right.

Honestly. I could do
with a friendly face.

The sack cloth I am wearing is
getting heavier, not lighter.

What are you giving me that for?

Well. I can't keep it!

And Chris is at home
all day, I can't move.

I don't want it,
I'm in deep enough!

I just wanna get
Tara's things back,

get you clear, then
that is it, the end.

- See ya later boss!
- Isn't Raj helping you?

This one's my responsibility,

besides, he's got a hot
date tonight allegedly.

It was him coming out of Lush.

Oh well maybe he'll pass some
of them shifts on to you now.

-Yeah, maybe -Is
Rosie's doing okay?

Yeah, she is, thanks to you.

Still the calmest
port in the storm, eh?

Did Jacks tell ya that
we trained together?

-They used to call us the dream team.
-They did.

I'll help you with the
inventory if you want?

- Be like old times?
- Ah, thank you, but...

I'm just, I wanna
crack on by myself,

I could do with the
peace and quiet.

Charming, so, who's up
for a spot for Karaoke?

- Boss? You and me?
- Oh! I'm late already.

- Ree?
- Gonna miss my bus.

- Lightweights.
- Listen, don't look at me.

Raj is the only one
with a hot date tonight!

I'm back in with Dr. Headfuck.

Blimey! They got you on a
lifetime subscription or what?

Wait can she sing?

- Dr Headfuck?
- Piss off Jacks.

-See you later. Have a good night.
-See ya.

I've been doing a little
bit of research on PTSD.

So, I read that sometimes,

it can cause addictive
tendencies in people,

or it can awaken tendencies
that were already there?

Is there something else
you'd like to discuss?

Well in your experience... Do you
think that's true, with some people?

Well, it's possible,

like most things in psychology,
that's pretty much the definition.

Okay so, say I was
a heroin addict,

I mean hypothetically speaking,
obviously I'm not, but...

say I was addicted to heroin and
I decided that I wanted to stop

and I stopped, I didn't
feel like taking heroin,

I never wanted to take it again.

I mean would that be the end of
it, because I've decided to stop,

or, or would I need
something else to replace it?

I mean not necessarily another
drug or anything like that, I just,

how would I know that the
need that I was experiencing

was chemical, physical, as opposed
to emotional or psychological?

I mean I was thinking what if, it
was the rush that I was cravin'?

Like however that was delivered,
what if that was the actual addiction

and that was something that
I've always known that I had.

Don't think I can sign
you off just yet Jenny.

I spy something
beginning with...

- Oh god I forgot the cake.
- It's under the stairs.

I asked Ali to pick
one up on the way over.

-How do you throw a party in space?
-Thank you.

- Same as last year.
- You plan it.

I'll get that.

Hi there, Deja-vu right?

Come in!

Thank you! We're
just through here.

Yes there you go,
it's ten points there.

Tell me.

I hate doing this, I
do it all the time...

And there's creases everywhere.

Been working today?

What is it you said you did?

I didn't.

Oh Jenny said
something about bags?

You got a website? I'd
love to have a browse.

Don't you work at the same
school as Chris, Alison?

- Yeah!
- Yes, Nice!

Ali introduced us!

Yes, for my sins.
And it is just 'Ali'.

Twenty years we've been friends!

That is frightening.

Anyone for any more!

Do you know what, I'd love
to but I probably shouldn't.

I'm off to see Dr. Headfuck.

And a carrot nose, yes!

- The counsellor.
- Didn't you see her yesterday?

Alright checking in on me.

I'd love another one
please, Alison, thanks.

Ali, sorry.

- Hospital! No, doctor! Doctor!
- Yes! Yes, nice one!

Counsellor?

Connie. I've gotta
go and see Connie.

-Right.-I mean it's
been terrible here.

- because I am undefeated, so...
-Ah, thanks.

- Cake time?
- Yeah! Sure!

Oh, no, no.

You stay and talk to Sasha,
me and Chris'll sort it.

Just checking Rosie
is your child, right?

Look, I know what
it looks like...

She can't have kids.

- Oh right.
- I mean,

it's all she's ever really wanted
and, you know she's amazing,

she's part of the family, we
couldn't do it without her.

Rosie adores her, so what if she
fantasises every now and again

that Rosie's her little
girl, who am I to judge?

As long as that's not
all she fantasises about?

Happy birthday to you!

Happy birthday to you!

Happy birthday dear...

Peanut!

Happy birthday to you!

Make a wish and blow them out.

There's one more!

An there's one more little present
for you to open young lady!

- No way!
- Is it the one you wanted?

Exactly. Thank you Auntie Ali!

Actually hun, it's from
all of us. Mum, Dad and me.

- And Sasha?
- No, not Sasha.

Best Birthday ever.

You know when you're not wanted.

Have a good session.

Thank you. Thanks
so much for coming!

-Bye.-Right see you
guys... Take care.

You'll be back before she
goes to bed, won't ya?

I'll do my best.

Did you know about the present?

- No. No, of course not.
- What's she tryna' do?

Does she not understand
what that looks like?

- You're overthinking it.
- Am I?

-Yeah, yeah you are.
-No, I already feel like shit Chris.

She didn't have to rub
my bloody nose in it!

And why would she do that?
Ali's your best friend!

Did you see her face
when she opened it?

Well, she has been pestering
us for months about it

-so course she's going to be happy.
-I meant Ali.

Look, maybe it was
a bit tactless.

But Rosie is the happiest and
brightest we've seen her in days,

so who gives a shit who got
her the bloody present or why.

- I give a shit!
- Just be grateful

that Ali was able to do that.

Cause we sure as hell weren't.

A thousand.

Same time next week then.

You're short!

It should be twelve hundred.

-Since when?
-The terms were clear Jenny love.

A thousand the first week,
twelve hundred the next,

- fourteen the next.
- For ten weeks?

That's nineteen grand!

I only borrowed ten!

Standard interest!

Hang on a minute you
were the one that told me

I didn't need a credit check!

You were the one that said
I didn't need a guarantor

and I wouldn't need
any collateral!

If I'd have known that those
were the terms I wouldn't ha...

Really Jenny?

Where do you expect me
to get nineteen grand?

The same place you found that.

-No.-What about your
mystery windfall?

Still no sign of that I suppose?

You sneaky cow. I see
what's happening here.

This is... this is, some kind
of... I don't know, like a...

A shakedown, yes dear, it is.

Come back with the
correct amount.

I'm only paying what I owe!

You done?

It's okay Jenny love,
you're allowed a bad day.

It happens to us all doesn't it.

Mr Langley had a bad day once.

He did didn't he?

But now it's gone.

Your one bad day.

Wouldn't advise a second.

Good girl.

Is it really?

Oh Jimmy, I'm gonna
miss my program.

I like you Jenny, I do.

So I'm giving you the extra week

to come up with the
rest of that instalment.

Bring it with the next.

Okay.

- Two thousand six hundred...
- Eight hundred.

Interest on the extra week.

I... can't find it.

Unless you think that's
unreasonable too?

Heavens, just a
moment Jenny love.

I nearly forgot.

Here.

- What's this?
- It isn't for you.

I hope she had a lovely
day despite everything.

Ah, it's every mother's
nightmare isn't it?

Something happening
to her child.

So, you really need to cherish
these years when they're young

because, just like that...

they can be gone.

TO ROSIE

Rosie.

The only proof that our
hospital has of anything Jenny

is the information
that we give them,

if that information is
wrong then people die!

No I'm not dealing drugs.

That's exactly what you are
doing, that's what we're doing.

If they are having an affair

you have to think
where that leaves you.

Yeah it's probably
'bout the missing drugs.

What're you doin!

See, I knew you were
up to something.

Your key!

- It's about Sasha, is she in?
- No she's not, neither am I.

She is not who she says she is.