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[slow music]
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[Sean] I think what I was
searching for was family.
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Like human connection,
that emotional connection,
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that family, that community,
it's all the same thing to me.
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It's that yelling
into the void
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and hoping someone like-minded
likes the same stuff
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that you do to make you feel
like you're not alone
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in the world.
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[crowd cheering]
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[Sean] So I just wanted
someone to listen to me.
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[crowd] We want Jack!
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We want Jack!
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We want Jack!
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We want Jack!
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We want Jack!
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We want Jack!
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[Sean] The kid who grew up here
never thought I could come this far.
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I'll never quantify it.
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The more I think about it,
the more it's gonna be like,
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yeah, why are people here?
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I don't know. [laughs]
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I'd like to think they're here
for the same reasons I am.
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[thrilling music]
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- [whip cracking]
- Top of the morning to you, laddies,
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my name is Jacksepticeye
and welcome.
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People used to say to me,
and what does he do?
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And I said I don't know
what he's doin'.
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I said, "You may just look up
YouTube and find out."
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[Sean] 24 million people.
[laughs]
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I can't stop smiling.
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[Jack Black] Oh my God,
it's Jacksepticeye!
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Jacksepticeye,
ladies and gentleman.
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- [crowd clapping]
- He's a YouTube personality.
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Oh, okay.
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Thanks for havin' me
on your show.
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Well, you've got your
rectangular screen,
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there's a game, he's playing it,
and he's commenting.
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Oh, this has fuckin'
"Bad News Bears"
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written all over it.
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[Malcolm] And they go,
"I still don't get it.
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He plays video games
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and people watch him
in the billions?" Yeah.
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Who even needs a tour?
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- You do.
- [upbeat piano music]
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[Brent] Live shows and
touring, at it's core,
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is the ultimate combination of
business and story
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and themes and drama and
excitement and fandom,
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and it's just this train
that's on a track,
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and there's no stopping it,
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and truly,
the show must go on.
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And if something is
not working...
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- Check, check.
- ...failure is not an option,
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you just have to sort of
figure it out,
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and that's terrifying and
exciting at the same time.
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[luggage crashing]
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- [people clapping]
- [Sean laughing]
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[upbeat piano music]
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[Sean] We are in
beautiful Copenhagen!
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- In Denmark.
- [whistling]
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Spooky shit, huh?
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[Sean]
This is my favorite venue.
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Not only is the stage huge to
fit an entire orchestra on it,
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but it also has the coolest
general aesthetic,
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but it's angled
a different ways.
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That's nice to be able to like
pick sight lines
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and be active and
walk back and forth
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across the stage all the time.
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So fuckin' cool!
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[man] What are you the most
excited about for the show?
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I would say everything.
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[women laughing]
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I learned how to do it once
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and you kinda just
get the rhythm.
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- Everybody in!
- [man] Everybody in.
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[Sean] Everybody in!
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You guys are the best,
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and you guys make
this show much easier
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than it ever would be.
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And I love you all and I'm very
happy that we're all here
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and you're all very hard workers
and I'm proud of you.
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[crowd] We want Jack!
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- Let's have a good show!
- We want Jack!
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We want Jack!
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We want Jack!
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We want Jack!
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- We want Jack!
- [announcer] Ladies and gentlemen,
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introducing the How Did
We Get Here live show tour.
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Starring Jacksepticeye.
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[crowd cheering]
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[announcer]
Also starring Jacksepticeye.
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Written & directed by
Jacksepticeye.
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And for the first time ever,
Jacksepticeye.
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So sit back,
strap yourselves in,
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and finish your conversations.
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Yes, I do mean you two there
in the middle row.
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Yeah, stop talking,
and get ready
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for a night full of laughs,
tears, happiness.
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[crowd cheering]
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[clears throat] Oh!
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Um...
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Hi. Um...
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- Why did it cut to me?
- [crowd laughs]
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What happened to
the rest of the video?
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What?
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What are we gonna do now?
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Do we... do we have a backup?
Can we...
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can we get it rollin' again?
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Oh, God, um...
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Okay, hold on!
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- Look.
- [keys jingling]
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- Shiny keys!
- [crowd laughing]
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Shiny key...
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No? Fine.
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What about this guy?
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- [pig snorting]
- [crowd laughing]
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He's good, right? [laughs]
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- [pig snorting]
- [laughs] I love him.
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No?
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- Tough crowd.
- [trumpet playing]
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[crowd cheering]
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How to entertain
a live audience.
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Create the illusion of
direct eye contact?
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[crowd laughing]
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Is it working?
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Okay, I'm gonna start
drawin' a picture,
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and you guys have to
guess what it is.
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[crowd laughing]
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Okay, none of these...
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None of these things
are workin',
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and we're not gettin'
the video back up.
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So let's make a deal, okay?
How about this?
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If you come out from
behind your screens,
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I'll come out
from behind mine.
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- Deal?
- [crowd cheering]
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Okay!
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Let's do this thing then!
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- [rock music]
- [crowd cheering]
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Top of the mornin' to you,
laddies!
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[crowd cheering]
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Oh, you know I had to do
it immediately.
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- [crowd laughing]
- Had to get one in.
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Pander to the audience, check,
done already.
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- [crowd laughing]
- Oh, man.
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Jesus Christ, this place
is fuckin' nuts!
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- [crowd laughing]
- There's people everywhere!
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[chuckles] Welcome, everybody,
to the How Did We Get Here tour.
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[crowd cheering]
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How's everyone doin'?
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[crowd cheering]
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Okay, no, not all at the same
time, Jesus, okay.
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How are you doing?
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- Hungry.
- [crowd laughing]
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Okay, weird answer.
How are you doin'?
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- Tired.
- [crowd laughing]
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Okay, Jesus, all right.
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Well, how about I try and perk
you up a little bit, shall I?
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[crowd cheering]
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So this show,
How Did We Get Here,
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it's gonna be a journey
through my life.
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It's gonna be a journey
of life itself.
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From the start of my life to
whatever the fuck this is.
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[crowd laughing]
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But it's not just
gonna be my story.
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It's not just gonna
be my journey.
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It's gonna be all of
our journey,
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because we're all in
this together.
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Kind of like
High School Musical.
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[crowd laughing]
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[upbeat music]
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[Sean] The tour itself took on
a life of its own
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and became a journey as well.
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When we go around America,
each state is different,
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and everyone has their own
accent and their own way of life,
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but everything still feels
like quintessentially American.
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Everybody thinks of America
as being large,
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but you get there, you realize
how absolutely massive it is.
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You have bigger places,
you have bigger cities,
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you have bigger personalities,
you have bigger people.
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You're just all about being
the best at everything.
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As we got out on the road,
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we went to visit so many
different places,
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and make so many new friends.
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We hit East coast and then
Midwest and then West coast.
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[crowd laughing]
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V-man!
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And we got a good bunch of
people on this trip,
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which is very, very important
if anyone's gonna tour,
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I think, because it's
between the shows
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that most of everything
on tour happens.
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Oh, no! Oh, no, that's worse
than Hotmail.
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[Sean] If you have a good
bunch of people with you,
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they'll energize you like
a good battery.
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One of my favorite moments is
actually in New Orleans
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when we were all outside
the bus in the evening
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'cause we had the day off,
was that our first day off?
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And New Orleans is
the most bizarre town
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I've ever been in.
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[jazzy music]
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[Sean] You go from like super
old school into the new,
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and that was the day when
everyone kind of relaxed
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and got to know each
other a bit better.
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Oh, good food!
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[music continues]
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[Sean] We came back and Vernon
was going around on a city bike
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just circling the bus.
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And Justin and JP
and I were all just out
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throwing a football around.
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And there was just somethin'
about that experience
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where I was just kinda sittin'
there goin' yeah, this is fun.
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This is cozy and nice,
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and everyone's gettin'
along very well.
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And when we get back
onto the bus,
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everyone just hangs out and
gets to know each other
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and talks about each
other's lives.
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Yeah, it can be hard
to make friends
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when I'm just workin' at
home all the time.
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Tour kind of flipped
that on its head.
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I got to step out of
my cave for a bit,
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and really
get to know everyone.
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Oh, where is it?
Put me in, Coach!
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- Oh!
- [men laughing]
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- [man] Get in there.
- Beanie Babies?
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Oh, that's horrifying!
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[Sean] Let's go all the way
back to the very beginning.
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Billions and billions
of years ago,
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the universe was formed when...
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- I'm just jokin'.
- [crowd laughing]
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28 years ago, I burst forth
into the universe!
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[crowd laughing]
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I was born into
a pretty big family.
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So there's seven people
in my family.
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I have my two parents,
I have two older brothers,
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and two older sisters.
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Which makes me the baby
of the family.
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[crowd awwing]
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Thanks, guys, I tried real
hard to come last.
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[crowd laughing]
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[dog barking]
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This is where I grew up.
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This is where I was born into,
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and lived for 16 years?
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This is so weird, I don't even
know what I'm looking at.
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And now,
it's a veterinary clinic.
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What is this place?
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Um, this used to be
my parent's room,
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and then this is my room.
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Because it was a big family
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and everyone was trying to get
a word in all the time,
250
00:10:47,173 --> 00:10:49,475
everyone was always talking
over each other,
251
00:10:49,508 --> 00:10:52,211
talking in my family was like
an Olympic sport.
252
00:10:52,244 --> 00:10:53,746
[crowd laughing]
253
00:10:53,779 --> 00:10:56,215
- And I was goin' for Gold.
- [crowd laughing]
254
00:10:56,248 --> 00:10:57,283
This wall was never here,
255
00:10:57,316 --> 00:10:59,818
and then our bunk bed
was there goin' that way,
256
00:10:59,852 --> 00:11:01,987
and there was another bed
here goin' this way.
257
00:11:02,021 --> 00:11:04,123
He grew up in a room
where it was just me
258
00:11:04,156 --> 00:11:05,891
and my younger brother, Simon.
259
00:11:05,925 --> 00:11:08,260
We were talking all the time
and talking about life,
260
00:11:08,294 --> 00:11:10,796
and we had this thing where
I would lie on my back
261
00:11:10,829 --> 00:11:12,131
and then kick the mattress up,
262
00:11:12,164 --> 00:11:13,933
and he would fly
through the air.
263
00:11:14,166 --> 00:11:16,068
And the entire wall was
covered in Pearl Jam
264
00:11:16,101 --> 00:11:18,437
and Nirvana posters
and Alice in Chains
265
00:11:18,470 --> 00:11:19,905
and all this weird stuff.
266
00:11:20,439 --> 00:11:23,175
[slow music]
267
00:11:24,176 --> 00:11:26,011
Because I was the youngest
growing up in the family
268
00:11:26,045 --> 00:11:28,881
and seeing so much hardship
go through and my family,
269
00:11:28,914 --> 00:11:30,916
dealing with so many
different things,
270
00:11:30,950 --> 00:11:33,452
I was the knife that cut
the tension every time.
271
00:11:34,086 --> 00:11:35,955
That's why I'm so extroverted
272
00:11:35,988 --> 00:11:37,289
and I'm so jokey all the time,
273
00:11:37,323 --> 00:11:40,192
because whenever tensions
would rise in my household
274
00:11:40,226 --> 00:11:42,394
and people would argue
or you could sense
275
00:11:42,562 --> 00:11:44,396
how much people didn't want
to talk to each other,
276
00:11:44,430 --> 00:11:47,066
I was the one who
was in the middle making jokes
277
00:11:47,099 --> 00:11:48,801
and making people feel at ease
278
00:11:48,834 --> 00:11:50,302
and trying to level
everything out.
279
00:11:50,336 --> 00:11:52,071
Oh, this is bizarre!
280
00:11:54,306 --> 00:11:55,774
It's a good change.
281
00:11:56,008 --> 00:11:58,143
Each day when I would
come from school,
282
00:11:58,177 --> 00:12:00,446
I would run down the field at
the back of my house,
283
00:12:00,479 --> 00:12:02,014
and I would climb this tree.
284
00:12:03,515 --> 00:12:05,084
That big tree is the tree.
285
00:12:05,117 --> 00:12:06,218
The tall one down there.
286
00:12:06,252 --> 00:12:08,954
- I loved this tree.
- [crowd laughing]
287
00:12:08,988 --> 00:12:10,823
I would have married
this tree if I could.
288
00:12:10,856 --> 00:12:12,124
[crowd laughing]
289
00:12:12,157 --> 00:12:14,026
I checked, it's not legal.
[laughs]
290
00:12:15,027 --> 00:12:18,063
And it is way smaller
than I remember.
291
00:12:18,097 --> 00:12:19,331
The reason I loved
this tree so much
292
00:12:19,365 --> 00:12:21,300
was because I had a rope on it,
293
00:12:21,333 --> 00:12:22,835
and I threw the rope up as high
294
00:12:22,868 --> 00:12:24,336
as I could get it to
go at that age,
295
00:12:24,370 --> 00:12:27,973
and I swung back and forth
all day, every day.
296
00:12:29,508 --> 00:12:31,510
This is so fun! [laughs]
297
00:12:32,111 --> 00:12:33,979
See, to some people,
this is nothin'.
298
00:12:34,847 --> 00:12:37,149
But to me, this is life.
299
00:12:39,885 --> 00:12:41,253
Yeah, I would climb this.
300
00:12:41,987 --> 00:12:43,122
This is happy memories.
301
00:12:44,189 --> 00:12:45,824
This is the good part
of my childhood,
302
00:12:45,858 --> 00:12:49,562
'cause this is pre-internet,
pre-mobile phones and everything.
303
00:12:49,995 --> 00:12:52,398
You had to come outside
and go down into the field
304
00:12:52,431 --> 00:12:54,033
and play to actually have fun.
305
00:12:55,401 --> 00:12:57,269
Jesus, I miss this.
306
00:12:59,305 --> 00:13:02,441
I dunno, it's nice that
I'm actually out here
307
00:13:02,474 --> 00:13:04,910
doing it finally, and I don't
have to sit at home
308
00:13:04,943 --> 00:13:06,412
wondering how things are
gonna go anymore
309
00:13:06,445 --> 00:13:07,580
because we're in
the middle of it,
310
00:13:07,614 --> 00:13:09,315
and it's super fun to do
and I love doing...
311
00:13:09,348 --> 00:13:10,883
We sure are, me.
312
00:13:10,916 --> 00:13:12,384
...having a great time,
time of my life.
313
00:13:12,418 --> 00:13:14,953
[piano music]
314
00:13:16,221 --> 00:13:21,126
[JP] There's this sense of
equality and comradery.
315
00:13:21,160 --> 00:13:22,161
What the fuck?
316
00:13:23,730 --> 00:13:26,899
[JP] And there's no prima
donnas, there's no diva behavior.
317
00:13:26,932 --> 00:13:28,834
Everybody's agreeable.
318
00:13:29,068 --> 00:13:30,537
- [fart sound]
- [men laughing]
319
00:13:30,570 --> 00:13:32,004
[JP]
I think it's important in life
320
00:13:32,037 --> 00:13:34,206
to like, not take shit
so seriously.
321
00:13:34,239 --> 00:13:35,240
Picture please.
322
00:13:36,141 --> 00:13:37,876
And have fun and be
light and playful,
323
00:13:37,910 --> 00:13:41,380
but also when something
needs to get done,
324
00:13:41,413 --> 00:13:44,651
or there's a specific task that
needs to be accomplished,
325
00:13:44,684 --> 00:13:49,388
then you switch gears
and you just do it
326
00:13:49,421 --> 00:13:50,422
and deal with it.
327
00:13:51,558 --> 00:13:52,991
And you do a good job at it.
328
00:13:53,025 --> 00:13:55,361
[drumming music]
329
00:14:06,505 --> 00:14:08,340
You explain to somebody that
you're goin' on tour
330
00:14:08,374 --> 00:14:10,242
with a YouTuber and
they think it's bullshit.
331
00:14:10,275 --> 00:14:11,443
Yeah, it's definitely
different
332
00:14:11,477 --> 00:14:15,080
than a traditional rock
show or music tour.
333
00:14:15,114 --> 00:14:17,449
Anybody that can get up on
stage in front of 3,000 people
334
00:14:17,483 --> 00:14:19,985
and hold their attention for
an hour and a half
335
00:14:20,018 --> 00:14:21,220
and get laughs,
336
00:14:21,253 --> 00:14:23,255
you can't do it unless
you worked really hard.
337
00:14:23,389 --> 00:14:26,191
I swear to God, I'm gonna have
to take out this balcony.
338
00:14:26,225 --> 00:14:27,259
[crowd laughing]
339
00:14:31,063 --> 00:14:34,366
I grew up in a very small town
in Ireland called Cloghan.
340
00:14:35,134 --> 00:14:37,069
- Yeah, exactly.
- [crowd laughing]
341
00:14:37,102 --> 00:14:39,371
No one ever reacts when
I say Cloghan.
342
00:14:40,205 --> 00:14:42,675
I know what you're thinkin',
because it sounds weird, doesn't it?
343
00:14:43,142 --> 00:14:44,611
Cloghan.
344
00:14:44,644 --> 00:14:47,614
Sounds like the sound an old man
makes when he sneezes.
345
00:14:47,647 --> 00:14:49,515
[crowd laughing]
346
00:14:49,549 --> 00:14:53,085
But since you're all gonna be
honorary Irish people
347
00:14:53,118 --> 00:14:54,253
here tonight with me...
348
00:14:54,286 --> 00:14:57,122
[crowd cheering]
349
00:14:59,258 --> 00:15:02,127
You can all try saying it
with me, okay?
350
00:15:02,161 --> 00:15:04,196
- Cloghan.
- [crowd] Cloghan.
351
00:15:04,229 --> 00:15:07,299
- God bless you.
- [crowd laughing]
352
00:15:07,667 --> 00:15:10,002
In the town of Cloghan,
it was so small,
353
00:15:10,035 --> 00:15:13,172
there was only 600 people
in the entire town.
354
00:15:13,205 --> 00:15:14,574
Really, really small place,
355
00:15:14,607 --> 00:15:16,475
so everybody kind of
knew everybody.
356
00:15:16,676 --> 00:15:19,278
You saw the same faces
over and over again
357
00:15:19,311 --> 00:15:21,280
when you were going around town.
358
00:15:21,313 --> 00:15:25,284
So each weekend in our house,
20 drunk Irish people
359
00:15:25,317 --> 00:15:26,418
would show up.
360
00:15:26,452 --> 00:15:28,053
[crowd laughing]
361
00:15:28,086 --> 00:15:29,656
All sittin' around
the kitchen table,
362
00:15:29,689 --> 00:15:32,090
and me being 10 years old
in the middle like.
363
00:15:33,158 --> 00:15:35,461
[crowd laughing]
364
00:15:35,494 --> 00:15:36,495
This is great!
365
00:15:38,030 --> 00:15:39,498
Everyone here is best friends.
366
00:15:40,432 --> 00:15:42,000
They weren't,
they were just really drunk.
367
00:15:42,034 --> 00:15:43,035
[crowd laughing]
368
00:15:43,068 --> 00:15:45,003
We had a table but we didn't
have chairs at it,
369
00:15:45,037 --> 00:15:46,706
we had like a bench either side.
370
00:15:47,206 --> 00:15:49,374
So people would just show up and
there'd be like four people here,
371
00:15:49,408 --> 00:15:51,644
four people there, and a whole
bunch of others all around it.
372
00:15:51,678 --> 00:15:53,178
Some people in the sittin' room.
373
00:15:53,212 --> 00:15:56,381
But when this would happen,
because I was so small,
374
00:15:56,415 --> 00:15:59,017
all the drunk people would try
and get a rise out of me.
375
00:15:59,051 --> 00:16:01,053
They would try and make fun
of me all the time.
376
00:16:01,086 --> 00:16:02,387
So they'd come up to me,
shit faced,
377
00:16:02,421 --> 00:16:06,559
like, "How are you, Seany?
378
00:16:08,293 --> 00:16:10,329
You're fuckin' small,
aren't ya?"
379
00:16:10,362 --> 00:16:12,197
[crowd laughing]
380
00:16:12,231 --> 00:16:14,433
And I'd just stand there goin',
"Bitch!"
381
00:16:14,701 --> 00:16:16,736
[crowd laughing]
382
00:16:17,302 --> 00:16:20,640
I was fast. I knew how to turn
it around on them immediately,
383
00:16:20,673 --> 00:16:23,075
and I think being that age
was the first time
384
00:16:23,108 --> 00:16:26,178
I ever remember making a room
full of people laugh.
385
00:16:26,211 --> 00:16:28,480
- I wanted more.
- [crowd laughing]
386
00:16:28,615 --> 00:16:31,316
During New Years, after...
sometimes after we would do the thing
387
00:16:31,350 --> 00:16:33,185
on the roundabout, a bunch of
people would just come back
388
00:16:33,218 --> 00:16:35,187
here for like a house party
and continue drinkin'
389
00:16:35,220 --> 00:16:36,488
'cause the pubs'd close.
390
00:16:37,824 --> 00:16:39,324
I never had the drive to like
as soon as I turned 18,
391
00:16:39,358 --> 00:16:40,392
go out and get hammered.
392
00:16:41,493 --> 00:16:43,495
I have, but it wasn't a thing
of I need to go out
393
00:16:43,530 --> 00:16:44,764
every weekend like they did,
394
00:16:44,797 --> 00:16:47,567
because I knew how
dangerous it could be.
395
00:16:47,767 --> 00:16:48,801
I knew how scary it could be.
396
00:16:49,936 --> 00:16:51,704
I knew how much misery it could
bring into a household,
397
00:16:51,738 --> 00:16:55,407
and how much emotion
it could drive.
398
00:16:55,808 --> 00:16:59,211
My dad had been, like,
swore off drink and cigarettes
399
00:16:59,244 --> 00:17:01,648
from when I was very,
very young.
400
00:17:01,681 --> 00:17:03,850
It wasn't until I was much
older that I understood why,
401
00:17:03,883 --> 00:17:06,051
that he was
an alcoholic as well.
402
00:17:06,451 --> 00:17:10,757
But I never saw my dad like
that, I came much later.
403
00:17:10,790 --> 00:17:12,524
With Malcolm and Simon,
I think they've both
404
00:17:12,559 --> 00:17:15,828
gone through severe
alcoholism and thankfully,
405
00:17:15,862 --> 00:17:17,697
both gotten out of it now.
406
00:17:18,163 --> 00:17:21,166
It's just like blinking
through life,
407
00:17:21,333 --> 00:17:23,268
and their life is just
flying past them
408
00:17:23,302 --> 00:17:24,837
because they're never
sober through it,
409
00:17:25,304 --> 00:17:27,406
and both of them have dealt
with suicidal thoughts,
410
00:17:27,439 --> 00:17:29,576
and Malcolm tried to go
through with it.
411
00:17:49,829 --> 00:17:51,798
I would have felt
my life growing up
412
00:17:51,831 --> 00:17:54,299
was kind of tough now,
413
00:17:54,601 --> 00:17:57,637
um, and that's left it's own
scars on me too,
414
00:17:57,670 --> 00:17:58,838
but maybe he learned from us,
415
00:17:58,871 --> 00:18:00,707
and maybe he learned what to do
416
00:18:00,740 --> 00:18:02,709
and maybe what not to do,
you know?
417
00:18:02,742 --> 00:18:04,611
Maybe it's not all negative,
you know?
418
00:18:09,514 --> 00:18:11,116
- [Sean] This is the church.
- [calm music]
419
00:18:11,149 --> 00:18:14,319
[Sean] Every Saturday,
half the town would show up for church
420
00:18:14,353 --> 00:18:15,454
including my family.
421
00:18:16,623 --> 00:18:17,857
Every Sunday morning, the rest
of the town would show up
422
00:18:17,890 --> 00:18:18,891
and go to church.
423
00:18:19,859 --> 00:18:21,226
I'm actually curious
if we can go into it.
424
00:18:21,259 --> 00:18:24,363
So everybody in the town saw
God at least once that week.
425
00:18:24,396 --> 00:18:26,264
[crowd laughing]
426
00:18:29,535 --> 00:18:31,269
[Sean]
Being a 10 year old in church,
427
00:18:31,671 --> 00:18:33,405
you kind of get a bit bored.
428
00:18:33,606 --> 00:18:35,307
This is so bizarre.
429
00:18:35,340 --> 00:18:38,711
So I decided, I'm gonna
spice things up a bit.
430
00:18:38,745 --> 00:18:41,881
- [crowd laughing]
- I'm gonna become an altar boy.
431
00:18:41,914 --> 00:18:44,751
[crowd groaning]
432
00:18:44,784 --> 00:18:46,619
Oh no, not that type of story!
433
00:18:46,819 --> 00:18:48,588
[crowd laughing]
434
00:18:48,621 --> 00:18:49,689
Jesus.
435
00:18:49,722 --> 00:18:52,725
You have to pay a lot more
money to see that show.
436
00:18:52,759 --> 00:18:55,360
- [crowd laughing]
- [bell ringing]
437
00:18:55,394 --> 00:18:57,396
Those are the exact same bells
that I would ring
438
00:18:57,429 --> 00:18:58,430
when I was 10.
439
00:18:59,732 --> 00:19:00,667
I'll paint you a little
picture of what it was like.
440
00:19:01,567 --> 00:19:02,835
Weird.
441
00:19:02,869 --> 00:19:06,304
This is the priest,
a very short priest.
442
00:19:06,338 --> 00:19:07,707
[crowd laughing]
443
00:19:07,740 --> 00:19:10,375
We would be kneeling down
as altar boys,
444
00:19:10,409 --> 00:19:12,277
me and one of my best friends.
445
00:19:12,310 --> 00:19:15,682
Me here, best friend,
and then two guys over there.
446
00:19:15,715 --> 00:19:18,685
[Padraig] Two pairs of altar boys
are at each side of the altar,
447
00:19:18,718 --> 00:19:20,385
but what that means is that
while the priest
448
00:19:20,553 --> 00:19:22,922
is on the altar talking,
you're facing each other,
449
00:19:22,955 --> 00:19:24,557
and if you look up,
you're looking straight at
450
00:19:24,590 --> 00:19:25,625
the other person unobstructed.
451
00:19:25,658 --> 00:19:27,927
So if they're already
struggling to hide a laugh
452
00:19:28,293 --> 00:19:29,962
and you see that in the middle
of what's supposed to be
453
00:19:29,996 --> 00:19:31,931
a very serious context,
it's the most difficult thing
454
00:19:31,964 --> 00:19:33,800
in the world to try and
not laugh yourself.
455
00:19:33,966 --> 00:19:35,702
You could just see like,
the shoulders goin' up and down,
456
00:19:35,735 --> 00:19:36,869
laughin' their asses off.
457
00:19:36,903 --> 00:19:39,672
During communion, the collection
plates would go around.
458
00:19:39,839 --> 00:19:42,675
You know, collect money,
keep the church running,
459
00:19:42,709 --> 00:19:44,977
keep the lights on,
keep God happy.
460
00:19:45,011 --> 00:19:48,581
[crowd laughing]
461
00:19:48,614 --> 00:19:51,450
And I've seen this done
a million times.
462
00:19:51,483 --> 00:19:53,318
I knew exactly what
had to happen,
463
00:19:53,351 --> 00:19:55,320
I knew where
the collection plates were.
464
00:19:55,353 --> 00:19:58,891
They were always over in this
area on the baptismal font.
465
00:19:59,559 --> 00:20:01,527
Kind of where these people are,
hi.
466
00:20:01,561 --> 00:20:02,795
[crowd cheering]
467
00:20:02,829 --> 00:20:04,797
A baptismal
font doesn't fuckin' wave!
468
00:20:04,831 --> 00:20:07,332
[crowd laughing]
469
00:20:08,000 --> 00:20:09,969
The priest looked at me,
it was my time
470
00:20:10,002 --> 00:20:11,436
to go get the collection plates.
471
00:20:12,572 --> 00:20:14,473
He looked at me and said,
"You got this, my child."
472
00:20:16,341 --> 00:20:18,010
Got you, fam. [laughs]
473
00:20:18,410 --> 00:20:19,579
And then comin' over
474
00:20:19,612 --> 00:20:20,980
and realizing that there
was nothing there.
475
00:20:21,446 --> 00:20:23,549
- Oh shit!
- [crowd laughing]
476
00:20:23,750 --> 00:20:24,751
They're not there!
477
00:20:25,685 --> 00:20:26,953
Where did they go?
478
00:20:26,986 --> 00:20:28,855
But every seat was full,
479
00:20:29,622 --> 00:20:31,490
and everybody was lookin' at
me and laughin'.
480
00:20:32,024 --> 00:20:35,628
All of a sudden,
my sister's husband's father,
481
00:20:36,028 --> 00:20:38,698
that's right,
came all the way up to the front
482
00:20:38,731 --> 00:20:40,533
with the collection
plate in his hand.
483
00:20:40,566 --> 00:20:42,835
Now, I have no idea
where he got these.
484
00:20:42,869 --> 00:20:43,970
[crowd laughing]
485
00:20:44,436 --> 00:20:45,671
He must've pulled them
out of his arse.
486
00:20:45,705 --> 00:20:46,739
[crowd laughing]
487
00:20:46,973 --> 00:20:48,708
And do you know what
his name was?
488
00:20:49,441 --> 00:20:50,475
Jimmy Christy.
489
00:20:51,077 --> 00:20:52,477
J Christy.
490
00:20:53,012 --> 00:20:55,313
Jesus Christ himself came
down to help me!
491
00:20:55,480 --> 00:20:57,750
[crowd cheering]
492
00:21:04,624 --> 00:21:06,993
[laughing]
493
00:21:07,026 --> 00:21:09,361
[Sean] Bus life is good.
I love bus life.
494
00:21:09,394 --> 00:21:10,730
I love hangin' out with
people on the bus,
495
00:21:10,763 --> 00:21:11,898
and I love being on tour.
496
00:21:13,065 --> 00:21:14,233
You look like one of the guys
from West Coast Customs.
497
00:21:14,267 --> 00:21:15,968
[in American accent] This is
Justin, he's on carburetors.
498
00:21:16,434 --> 00:21:17,804
This is Arin, he's on paint.
499
00:21:18,638 --> 00:21:19,705
[calm music]
500
00:21:21,274 --> 00:21:22,642
[Sean] Because you share such
a small space with everybody,
501
00:21:23,843 --> 00:21:25,845
you end up forming these
really great bonds,
502
00:21:25,878 --> 00:21:27,880
and you're kind of forced to
hang out with each other
503
00:21:27,914 --> 00:21:29,615
and talk to each other,
which I love.
504
00:21:29,749 --> 00:21:31,017
Everyone's a small
little family.
505
00:21:31,784 --> 00:21:33,820
This is so cool!
506
00:21:34,486 --> 00:21:36,388
[Sean] I don't know much about
American history,
507
00:21:36,421 --> 00:21:37,924
but I think it's awesome,
508
00:21:38,490 --> 00:21:40,126
'cause this is stuff that
we only see in movies.
509
00:21:40,159 --> 00:21:41,861
It's one of the first times
that I've seen buildings
510
00:21:41,894 --> 00:21:43,996
in person where they
not only look nicer,
511
00:21:44,030 --> 00:21:45,932
but they also look bigger
than I thought they were.
512
00:21:57,543 --> 00:22:02,615
But this is gigantic
and it's awesome!
513
00:22:02,982 --> 00:22:05,952
Wow, it's lookin' real good
out here, guys. Real good.
514
00:22:05,985 --> 00:22:07,954
Primo Jacksepticeye signature.
515
00:22:07,987 --> 00:22:10,923
That should be worth...
that should be worth nothing.
516
00:22:10,957 --> 00:22:13,793
People were getting like Darth Maul
tattoos before the movie came out
517
00:22:13,826 --> 00:22:15,661
because they're like
this is the new Vader!
518
00:22:15,695 --> 00:22:17,395
And then they killed him
in the first episode.
519
00:22:17,429 --> 00:22:18,831
[Sean]
Darth Maul's still badass, man.
520
00:22:18,865 --> 00:22:22,001
"Killing younglings." The line
that Ewan McGregor couldn't deliver
521
00:22:22,034 --> 00:22:23,803
without laughing so he had
to cover his mouth.
522
00:22:23,970 --> 00:22:27,006
- [man] Really?
- "Killing younglings!" Like he... [laughs]
523
00:22:27,039 --> 00:22:28,406
It's so funny.
524
00:22:28,574 --> 00:22:29,842
There's a nice shot right here.
525
00:22:30,142 --> 00:22:31,143
Good one.
526
00:22:34,981 --> 00:22:36,414
[man] I just remember there
being a weird sense
527
00:22:37,683 --> 00:22:38,284
of when you start to walk in
you're like this looks
528
00:22:38,317 --> 00:22:39,619
so fuckin' familiar.
529
00:22:39,652 --> 00:22:41,087
[man 2] Oh yeah,
that happened to me [indistinct].
530
00:22:42,021 --> 00:22:43,022
- [man] What the hell?
- [calm music]
531
00:22:43,055 --> 00:22:45,124
This is touring.
If you don't do this stuff...
532
00:22:45,157 --> 00:22:46,259
Well, yeah. You're like...
533
00:22:46,292 --> 00:22:48,127
When am I ever gonna be
in Dallas again?
534
00:22:52,999 --> 00:22:54,967
Can I have one American
cheeseburger?
535
00:22:55,201 --> 00:22:58,571
[man] Can I get a seven layer
burrito with chicken, I guess?
536
00:23:00,640 --> 00:23:03,609
- Thank you, bud.
- [Sean] We ordered a half a town's worth of food.
537
00:23:03,776 --> 00:23:06,012
You look like
Jacksepticeye from YouTube.
538
00:23:06,045 --> 00:23:07,914
- Nah, I hate that guy.
- [man laughing]
539
00:23:09,081 --> 00:23:10,783
[Sean] Last night,
we were in Philly.
540
00:23:10,816 --> 00:23:12,685
The biggest show of
the entire tour.
541
00:23:12,919 --> 00:23:14,519
[crowd cheering]
542
00:23:14,921 --> 00:23:16,756
Well, this leg of
the tour anyway.
543
00:23:16,789 --> 00:23:17,857
Oh, hi!
544
00:23:18,658 --> 00:23:20,192
Some of the jokes that
I told during that one
545
00:23:20,226 --> 00:23:23,029
have killed in Philly more
than they ever have
546
00:23:23,062 --> 00:23:25,497
in any of the other venues
which is so bizarre,
547
00:23:25,531 --> 00:23:27,499
but fascinating to me at
the same time.
548
00:23:27,934 --> 00:23:31,737
The Durham show, that was
a huge crowd as well.
549
00:23:31,771 --> 00:23:33,139
There was just like
three mezzanines
550
00:23:33,172 --> 00:23:34,874
and all the way up to the top.
551
00:23:34,907 --> 00:23:37,043
[crowd cheering]
552
00:23:38,044 --> 00:23:39,312
This group of fans on
Tumblr and Twitter
553
00:23:39,345 --> 00:23:41,881
started handing out green
slips of paper at shows
554
00:23:42,048 --> 00:23:43,182
for people's phones.
555
00:23:44,482 --> 00:23:45,718
It made the audience look like
a sea of green stars.
556
00:23:45,751 --> 00:23:48,520
That blew me away every time
I walked out on stage.
557
00:23:49,889 --> 00:23:53,759
Look at all the beautiful little green
lights out here tonight, I love it!
558
00:23:53,926 --> 00:23:55,493
[crowd cheering]
559
00:23:55,528 --> 00:23:59,031
[Sean] And now we're in DC,
which has one of the smallest shows
560
00:23:59,065 --> 00:24:00,232
of the entire tour.
561
00:24:01,834 --> 00:24:03,769
Cloghan also had a dark side.
562
00:24:04,236 --> 00:24:05,671
[crowd gasping]
563
00:24:05,705 --> 00:24:07,239
A seedy underbelly.
564
00:24:08,641 --> 00:24:11,978
Each year in Cloghan,
the biggest night of the year,
565
00:24:12,011 --> 00:24:14,714
every year, was New Year's Eve.
566
00:24:15,214 --> 00:24:17,750
But in Cloghan,
we had a bit of a ritual.
567
00:24:18,017 --> 00:24:19,185
Do you know what
a roundabout is?
568
00:24:19,552 --> 00:24:20,920
[scattered voices] Yeah!
569
00:24:20,953 --> 00:24:23,789
Okay, some of you are
with me for now.
570
00:24:23,823 --> 00:24:25,124
[crowd laughing]
571
00:24:25,157 --> 00:24:28,828
The roundabout in Cloghan
was called "The Square."
572
00:24:28,861 --> 00:24:31,697
[crowd laughing]
573
00:24:34,800 --> 00:24:35,968
I don't know why.
574
00:24:36,869 --> 00:24:38,671
You'll understand as
the night goes on,
575
00:24:38,838 --> 00:24:40,139
Irish people make no sense.
576
00:24:40,573 --> 00:24:41,807
[crowd laughing]
577
00:24:41,841 --> 00:24:45,244
On this "Square,"
there were five roads,
578
00:24:45,778 --> 00:24:47,713
and that was the joke
about Cloghan.
579
00:24:47,747 --> 00:24:50,049
The best thing about Cloghan
were the five roads
580
00:24:50,082 --> 00:24:52,051
that took you away from Cloghan.
581
00:24:52,218 --> 00:24:53,886
[crowd laughing]
582
00:24:54,220 --> 00:24:55,855
We would take two pitchforks.
583
00:24:56,122 --> 00:24:58,924
[crowd laughing]
584
00:24:59,892 --> 00:25:02,261
Two lads would stand on
this roundabout
585
00:25:02,294 --> 00:25:03,863
with sods of turf.
586
00:25:03,896 --> 00:25:05,197
Do you know what turf is?
587
00:25:05,631 --> 00:25:06,999
[scattered voices] Yeah!
588
00:25:07,033 --> 00:25:08,034
Really?
589
00:25:08,200 --> 00:25:09,902
[crowd murmuring]
590
00:25:10,169 --> 00:25:12,304
Turf is what you dig
out of a bog
591
00:25:12,338 --> 00:25:14,073
to burn in your fire for winter.
592
00:25:14,306 --> 00:25:15,775
[crowd chattering]
593
00:25:15,808 --> 00:25:16,909
Oh!
594
00:25:16,942 --> 00:25:18,711
[crowd laughing]
595
00:25:18,744 --> 00:25:20,146
You didn't fuckin' know, did ya?
596
00:25:20,179 --> 00:25:22,148
[crowd laughing]
597
00:25:22,314 --> 00:25:24,283
We would take these sods of turf
598
00:25:24,316 --> 00:25:25,951
and put them on the pitchforks.
599
00:25:27,219 --> 00:25:28,287
[crowd laughing]
600
00:25:28,654 --> 00:25:30,022
And then light them on fire.
601
00:25:30,056 --> 00:25:32,058
[crowd laughing]
602
00:25:32,658 --> 00:25:34,860
Two lads with
flaming pitchforks.
603
00:25:34,894 --> 00:25:36,062
[bagpipes playing]
604
00:25:36,095 --> 00:25:38,197
[Sean] One guy next to him
playing a fiddle.
605
00:25:38,664 --> 00:25:40,166
[crowd cheering]
606
00:25:40,199 --> 00:25:42,201
[Sean] Jesus Christ was back
playing the accordion,
607
00:25:43,669 --> 00:25:46,772
and the entire town of Cloghan
would line up behind them,
608
00:25:46,806 --> 00:25:49,809
walking down each of these
five streets singing songs.
609
00:25:50,676 --> 00:25:53,079
Now, I used to think
this was normal.
610
00:25:53,312 --> 00:25:55,081
[crowd laughing]
611
00:25:55,681 --> 00:25:58,184
Until we started writing
material for this show
612
00:25:58,217 --> 00:26:00,252
and I thought, hold on.
613
00:26:01,954 --> 00:26:04,356
How batshit crazy must
that have looked?
614
00:26:04,690 --> 00:26:06,358
[crowd laughing]
615
00:26:06,725 --> 00:26:08,727
If you were driving through
Cloghan that night
616
00:26:09,728 --> 00:26:12,898
and you saw 600 people all
standing around a roundabout
617
00:26:12,932 --> 00:26:14,233
they called "The Square,"
618
00:26:15,201 --> 00:26:17,069
with flaming pitchforks
in their hands,
619
00:26:17,103 --> 00:26:18,904
hands held together,
singing kumbaya
620
00:26:18,938 --> 00:26:20,639
like they're about to summon
the fuckin' antichrist
621
00:26:20,673 --> 00:26:24,009
- out of the ground.
- [crowd laughing, cheering]
622
00:26:26,679 --> 00:26:28,747
There's no fuckin'
roundabout anymore!
623
00:26:28,948 --> 00:26:30,916
We keep talkin' in the show
about this roundabout
624
00:26:30,950 --> 00:26:33,953
in the joke about Cloghan
and the ritual we used to do,
625
00:26:33,986 --> 00:26:36,021
and the roundabout used to
be right there.
626
00:26:36,956 --> 00:26:39,358
Right in the middle of town
for the five roads.
627
00:26:40,159 --> 00:26:42,094
Is it weird that
everything's smaller?
628
00:26:42,695 --> 00:26:44,363
We would all stand around here,
629
00:26:44,697 --> 00:26:45,998
all around the roundabout.
630
00:26:46,031 --> 00:26:47,700
Like completely encircled.
631
00:26:48,868 --> 00:26:50,636
Oh, Cloghan, never change.
632
00:26:50,970 --> 00:26:52,071
Actually wait, do.
633
00:26:52,104 --> 00:26:53,139
That's fuckin' weird.
634
00:26:53,305 --> 00:26:54,773
[crowd laughing]
635
00:26:54,940 --> 00:26:56,709
[slow music]
636
00:26:56,942 --> 00:26:58,711
[Sean]
My brain overthinks.
637
00:26:58,744 --> 00:27:00,880
So being in some areas where
I can turn my brain off
638
00:27:00,913 --> 00:27:02,314
is very, very important to me.
639
00:27:03,682 --> 00:27:06,852
Like me doing YouTube videos
is when my brain turns off
640
00:27:06,886 --> 00:27:09,655
and I just get to be like
completely free-form.
641
00:27:09,989 --> 00:27:11,991
I get to do what I want.
I'm not overthinking myself.
642
00:27:12,024 --> 00:27:13,225
I just do.
643
00:27:13,259 --> 00:27:15,995
There's times when
I'm in kind of a shitty mood,
644
00:27:16,028 --> 00:27:16,996
and I'll start
recording the games
645
00:27:18,164 --> 00:27:19,732
and I'm like, "Oh, do I have to
record somethin' today?"
646
00:27:19,765 --> 00:27:21,767
And then like five
minutes into it,
647
00:27:21,800 --> 00:27:26,138
I'm completely turned around because
it's just, that's my happy place.
648
00:27:26,172 --> 00:27:28,307
That's where I feel like
I operate best.
649
00:27:31,043 --> 00:27:32,478
What your brain wants is
something different
650
00:27:32,511 --> 00:27:34,313
than what your heart
wants to do.
651
00:27:36,015 --> 00:27:39,018
Your brain wants to just
stay in work mode
652
00:27:39,051 --> 00:27:40,853
and do what it needs to do,
653
00:27:40,886 --> 00:27:43,189
but your heart always
wants to explore,
654
00:27:43,222 --> 00:27:45,424
and your heart wants to enjoy
whatever you're doing.
655
00:27:45,457 --> 00:27:47,459
Your heart is where
the art is, I think,
656
00:27:48,227 --> 00:27:49,929
and then your body wants
something else
657
00:27:49,962 --> 00:27:51,297
completely separate
from those.
658
00:27:51,330 --> 00:27:53,766
So it's all about finding
the balance between all three.
659
00:27:54,500 --> 00:27:55,834
Instagram livestream.
660
00:27:57,102 --> 00:27:59,104
There's not one thing that
everyone wants to do.
661
00:28:01,941 --> 00:28:04,843
You change like every three
to five years anyway.
662
00:28:04,877 --> 00:28:06,946
So maybe you're trying to
find several versions
663
00:28:06,979 --> 00:28:07,980
of yourself.
664
00:28:09,982 --> 00:28:12,218
[music continues]
665
00:28:15,387 --> 00:28:18,257
There's so many, so many people.
So many fans.
666
00:28:19,091 --> 00:28:20,826
- [fans squealing]
- They socialize, they talk about the show,
667
00:28:20,859 --> 00:28:22,461
they talk about material
that's online,
668
00:28:22,828 --> 00:28:24,797
and they develop
friendships that last
669
00:28:24,830 --> 00:28:26,332
longer than just that show.
670
00:28:26,999 --> 00:28:29,368
[crowd shouting]
671
00:28:32,838 --> 00:28:34,006
Selling merch.
672
00:28:34,506 --> 00:28:35,808
The most important job.
673
00:28:36,408 --> 00:28:37,409
Everyone knows that.
674
00:28:38,545 --> 00:28:41,380
There's only one shirt,
a tour t-shirt, poster, beanie.
675
00:28:44,883 --> 00:28:46,385
It's a very dangerous job.
676
00:28:46,986 --> 00:28:48,153
I'm gonna get some
fans to help me.
677
00:28:48,854 --> 00:28:50,022
[indistinct chattering]
678
00:28:51,123 --> 00:28:53,025
You're big, you can probably
lift this whole thing up, right?
679
00:28:56,996 --> 00:28:58,397
[box smashing]
680
00:28:58,897 --> 00:29:01,166
It's absolutely insane.
681
00:29:01,867 --> 00:29:04,203
Every single person
buys merch.
682
00:29:04,537 --> 00:29:07,139
No one has ever complained
about waiting in line.
683
00:29:07,172 --> 00:29:09,241
Well, there's always
the tired fathers,
684
00:29:09,275 --> 00:29:11,010
but I mean, I just give 'em
one of those.
685
00:29:11,043 --> 00:29:12,311
Like, "You're a good man."
686
00:29:13,512 --> 00:29:14,380
Before the show they're
excited for the show.
687
00:29:14,413 --> 00:29:17,016
I have never seen
anybody live before!
688
00:29:17,049 --> 00:29:19,451
His excitement just makes me
extremely happy.
689
00:29:19,485 --> 00:29:21,387
After the show,
they're high from the show.
690
00:29:21,420 --> 00:29:24,023
He uplifted us and encouraged us
to follow our dreams.
691
00:29:24,056 --> 00:29:26,859
I like how he ended the show
with his message,
692
00:29:26,892 --> 00:29:27,926
keep pushing forward.
693
00:29:27,960 --> 00:29:30,195
- [cork popping]
- [people cheering]
694
00:29:30,630 --> 00:29:33,432
[crowd cheering]
695
00:29:36,201 --> 00:29:38,003
[Sean]
In my secondary school days,
696
00:29:38,170 --> 00:29:40,906
that's when the name
Jacksepticeye was born.
697
00:29:40,939 --> 00:29:43,809
[crowd cheering]
698
00:29:44,143 --> 00:29:46,011
Welcome to my school!
699
00:29:46,613 --> 00:29:48,147
Or at least, what was my school.
700
00:29:48,180 --> 00:29:49,281
It's not a school anymore.
701
00:29:49,315 --> 00:29:52,284
Because in school, I had
a friend. A friend named Paul.
702
00:29:52,484 --> 00:29:54,987
I may or may not have
kissed a girl
703
00:29:55,020 --> 00:29:56,522
at the back of this classroom.
[laughs]
704
00:29:56,889 --> 00:29:59,458
And he found out that my
mother called me Jack,
705
00:30:00,159 --> 00:30:03,128
because I don't know,
Jack and Sean go together?
706
00:30:03,295 --> 00:30:04,830
[crowd laughing]
707
00:30:05,497 --> 00:30:07,232
Because Sean is Irish for John
708
00:30:07,266 --> 00:30:09,068
and John and Jack go together?
709
00:30:10,336 --> 00:30:12,539
Yeah, I told ya Irish people
make no sense.
710
00:30:12,572 --> 00:30:13,972
[crowd laughing]
711
00:30:15,542 --> 00:30:16,743
One day, we were out on the
playground playing football.
712
00:30:16,776 --> 00:30:20,212
None of this stuff was here,
this was all completely open.
713
00:30:20,245 --> 00:30:22,147
There was a set of goals
down that side,
714
00:30:22,181 --> 00:30:23,583
there was a set of
goals this side.
715
00:30:23,616 --> 00:30:27,252
Great day,
sun beaming in the sky.
716
00:30:27,687 --> 00:30:30,422
- [in deep voice] It wasn't.
- [crowd laughing]
717
00:30:30,456 --> 00:30:31,558
[in normal voice]
Everybody in the school
718
00:30:31,591 --> 00:30:33,125
came out
to watch us play football.
719
00:30:33,158 --> 00:30:34,493
Even the teachers.
720
00:30:34,526 --> 00:30:36,596
- [in deep voice] They didn't.
- [crowd laughing]
721
00:30:36,995 --> 00:30:40,099
- [in normal voice] The fuck?
- [crowd laughing]
722
00:30:40,366 --> 00:30:43,869
The ball went up into the air
and I saw goals in my eyes.
723
00:30:44,036 --> 00:30:45,270
I wanted to impress everybody.
724
00:30:45,437 --> 00:30:50,142
So I launched myself
into the air after the ball.
725
00:30:50,175 --> 00:30:52,911
Fun fact, this is when the Irish
space program was born.
726
00:30:53,580 --> 00:30:56,014
And I went up to like hit it
and hit it down
727
00:30:56,048 --> 00:30:58,317
towards these goals
to like, score.
728
00:30:58,350 --> 00:31:01,920
As I went up into the air,
my 14-year-old muscles
729
00:31:01,954 --> 00:31:06,992
bristling under my shirt,
testosterone fueling my body,
730
00:31:07,493 --> 00:31:09,495
my long blonde hair
flowing in the wind.
731
00:31:09,529 --> 00:31:10,630
[crowd laughing]
732
00:31:10,663 --> 00:31:12,498
When I went up to header it,
733
00:31:12,532 --> 00:31:14,366
some other dude
was comin' up this way.
734
00:31:14,400 --> 00:31:17,236
I should mention, this person
was wearing a pair of glasses.
735
00:31:17,269 --> 00:31:19,204
[crowd groaning]
736
00:31:19,238 --> 00:31:23,342
And I'm not a scientist,
but I'm pretty sure that mass
737
00:31:23,509 --> 00:31:26,211
times acceleration plus really
sharp pair of glasses
738
00:31:26,245 --> 00:31:28,213
to my eye
equals really fuckin' bad.
739
00:31:28,247 --> 00:31:29,248
[crowd laughing]
740
00:31:30,516 --> 00:31:32,384
And when I went like that and
he also like, came towards me,
741
00:31:32,418 --> 00:31:34,486
so I like, I was...
742
00:31:34,520 --> 00:31:37,423
I was the fuckin' motion that
actually hit my own head.
743
00:31:37,690 --> 00:31:39,626
And when I hit him, I saw stars
744
00:31:39,659 --> 00:31:41,528
and my vision went
black for a second.
745
00:31:41,561 --> 00:31:44,963
Red went everywhere like
a human jam donut.
746
00:31:44,997 --> 00:31:45,931
[crowd groaning]
747
00:31:45,964 --> 00:31:48,467
Coming down my face,
streaking half my vision
748
00:31:48,500 --> 00:31:50,936
like a pair of old,
shitty 3D glasses.
749
00:31:51,470 --> 00:31:53,238
Then I was brought down
into the main building
750
00:31:53,272 --> 00:31:55,608
to get fixed, but when I was
walking down past everyone,
751
00:31:55,642 --> 00:31:57,376
they were all like, "Oh, fuck!"
752
00:31:57,409 --> 00:31:59,111
'Cause there was blood
all over my face.
753
00:31:59,144 --> 00:32:01,513
Some people on
the sidelines gasped.
754
00:32:01,548 --> 00:32:03,315
[crowd gasping]
755
00:32:03,683 --> 00:32:05,384
Some people cried.
756
00:32:05,417 --> 00:32:07,419
[crowd crying]
757
00:32:07,453 --> 00:32:10,155
The older kids said,
"Who the fuck is that again?"
758
00:32:10,189 --> 00:32:12,024
[crowd laughing]
759
00:32:12,057 --> 00:32:14,460
The teacher bandaged me up
and I was sent home
760
00:32:14,493 --> 00:32:16,629
because I was too scary to look
at for the rest of the kids.
761
00:32:18,363 --> 00:32:20,533
And after about two weeks
had passed,
762
00:32:20,567 --> 00:32:24,470
I came back to school but my
wound hadn't healed up fully.
763
00:32:24,771 --> 00:32:27,740
I came back and I had this big,
gross, green lump
764
00:32:27,774 --> 00:32:29,576
- over my eye.
- [crowd gasping]
765
00:32:29,742 --> 00:32:32,144
My friend, Paul,
said he would take liberty
766
00:32:32,177 --> 00:32:36,014
and extend the Jack name further
into Jacksepticeye.
767
00:32:36,048 --> 00:32:38,350
[crowd cheering]
768
00:32:42,421 --> 00:32:44,189
Oh, he thought that was great.
769
00:32:44,223 --> 00:32:46,024
He thought it'd be fun
to get everybody
770
00:32:46,058 --> 00:32:47,459
to call me Jacksepticeye.
771
00:32:47,493 --> 00:32:49,762
He even tried to get my
teachers to call me it.
772
00:32:51,096 --> 00:32:52,431
Who's laughing now, Paul?
773
00:32:52,699 --> 00:32:55,568
[crowd cheering]
774
00:32:59,338 --> 00:33:00,640
God, 12 years ago.
775
00:33:02,140 --> 00:33:03,141
Jesus.
776
00:33:04,243 --> 00:33:05,344
[upbeat music]
777
00:33:05,377 --> 00:33:06,746
[Sean] The show we did
last night in LA,
778
00:33:06,779 --> 00:33:10,215
was the first show back after
two months of doing the tour.
779
00:33:10,249 --> 00:33:11,350
First show of leg three.
780
00:33:11,383 --> 00:33:12,752
I'm excited to see you.
781
00:33:13,620 --> 00:33:15,822
[Sean] I know like,
7,000 people in LA.
782
00:33:15,855 --> 00:33:17,322
I'll find you in the crowd.
783
00:33:17,657 --> 00:33:18,725
Lock eyes with me!
784
00:33:19,726 --> 00:33:21,026
Let's bounce.
785
00:33:22,394 --> 00:33:25,063
I do the show better now since
the first leg of the tour,
786
00:33:25,230 --> 00:33:26,231
I think.
787
00:33:27,165 --> 00:33:28,568
- [woman] Break a leg.
- I'll break both.
788
00:33:28,601 --> 00:33:29,702
You got this.
789
00:33:29,736 --> 00:33:31,236
Supposed to get your
adrenaline goin'
790
00:33:31,270 --> 00:33:33,438
or your testosterone or
some bullshit.
791
00:33:34,106 --> 00:33:36,576
This is the most friends that
have been at a show so far.
792
00:33:36,776 --> 00:33:38,143
[crowd cheering]
793
00:33:38,176 --> 00:33:41,480
This one, it's more just like
anxiety, but it's a good one.
794
00:33:41,513 --> 00:33:44,049
Like butterflies where
I'm so excited to do it.
795
00:33:44,516 --> 00:33:46,251
Top of the mornin' to ya!
796
00:33:46,285 --> 00:33:48,520
[crowd cheering]
797
00:33:48,555 --> 00:33:50,222
[Sean] It's nice to know
the material well enough
798
00:33:50,255 --> 00:33:53,292
that now, if I meander off
into an improv part,
799
00:33:53,325 --> 00:33:54,561
when I come back,
I'm not lost.
800
00:33:55,227 --> 00:33:56,529
- How you doin'?
- [woman cheering]
801
00:33:56,763 --> 00:33:58,230
I didn't fuckin' ask you!
802
00:33:58,430 --> 00:34:00,299
[crowd laughing]
803
00:34:00,465 --> 00:34:01,634
This is our moment.
804
00:34:03,302 --> 00:34:04,837
The audience is there just to
have a good time,
805
00:34:04,871 --> 00:34:06,839
you just have to lead 'em in
the right direction.
806
00:34:08,440 --> 00:34:10,543
[Robin] I'm... I'm really happy
with how things have gone.
807
00:34:10,577 --> 00:34:12,579
I'm really proud of how
he's handling it,
808
00:34:12,612 --> 00:34:15,548
and how the community as
a whole support each other.
809
00:34:15,582 --> 00:34:17,215
[man over speakers] Please welcome
to the stage, Jacksepticeye!
810
00:34:17,584 --> 00:34:19,686
[crowd cheering]
811
00:34:19,719 --> 00:34:22,555
[Robin] Even in the relatively
small Q&A sections
812
00:34:22,589 --> 00:34:24,456
here on the tour
before the shows,
813
00:34:24,489 --> 00:34:26,525
some people when they get up
to ask the questions
814
00:34:26,559 --> 00:34:28,293
and they're really nervous
and they might
815
00:34:28,327 --> 00:34:30,563
not get the words out
that they want to say,
816
00:34:31,196 --> 00:34:34,299
not only does Sean encourage
them and say take their time,
817
00:34:34,333 --> 00:34:36,268
take a deep breath,
but you can hear other people
818
00:34:36,301 --> 00:34:39,137
in the crowd just sort of
shout, "It's okay,
819
00:34:39,304 --> 00:34:41,306
you can do it,
take your time!"
820
00:34:42,274 --> 00:34:44,711
Of all the other panels and
shows I've been to,
821
00:34:44,744 --> 00:34:46,278
it's very rare.
822
00:34:46,445 --> 00:34:48,313
[crowd cheering]
823
00:34:49,582 --> 00:34:50,783
[Sean] It's not just
this magical thing
824
00:34:50,817 --> 00:34:52,819
that suddenly you're an adult
and you know exactly
825
00:34:52,852 --> 00:34:54,453
what's going on and what
you're doing. It's like...
826
00:34:54,486 --> 00:34:55,855
you have to get through
those rough years
827
00:34:55,888 --> 00:34:57,657
as a teenager to figure
out who you are
828
00:34:57,690 --> 00:34:59,458
and what you want to do and
where you're goin'.
829
00:35:00,525 --> 00:35:03,128
We're all still tryin' to
figure it out even as adults.
830
00:35:05,598 --> 00:35:07,499
Oh, I don't like this at all.
831
00:35:07,533 --> 00:35:08,635
Hi, Jimmy!
832
00:35:08,668 --> 00:35:10,168
All the way up here.
833
00:35:10,202 --> 00:35:11,838
- [Jimmy] Wow!
- [Sean] This is terrifying.
834
00:35:12,371 --> 00:35:15,541
Life's obstacles suck,
but you can overcome them.
835
00:35:15,742 --> 00:35:16,743
I don't like it. [laughs]
836
00:35:18,077 --> 00:35:18,678
You can still work hard
and you can have fun with it,
837
00:35:19,846 --> 00:35:21,246
and you can chase a dream
if you have it.
838
00:35:21,279 --> 00:35:22,615
Doesn't have to be YouTube,
839
00:35:22,649 --> 00:35:24,684
but as long as
you're passionate about it
840
00:35:24,717 --> 00:35:26,218
and you're trying to
work towards
841
00:35:26,251 --> 00:35:27,754
the best version of yourself,
842
00:35:27,787 --> 00:35:29,187
then that's what's important.
843
00:35:29,221 --> 00:35:30,923
She just said it's
the throne of God!
844
00:35:30,957 --> 00:35:32,659
[crowd laughing]
845
00:35:33,291 --> 00:35:34,594
[crowd chanting indistinctly]
846
00:35:34,761 --> 00:35:36,829
Oh, that's how you kill culture.
847
00:35:36,863 --> 00:35:38,698
[indistinct chattering]
848
00:35:40,465 --> 00:35:42,334
[Sean] 'Cause everyone thinks touring is gonna
be like, sex, drugs, rock 'n roll, baby.
849
00:35:43,603 --> 00:35:46,673
Not that any of us ever do that,
but it's that kind of boisterous
850
00:35:46,706 --> 00:35:48,340
kind of environment
that people think
851
00:35:48,373 --> 00:35:49,709
is gonna be hectic or crazy.
852
00:35:50,610 --> 00:35:52,645
Did you find someone?
Oh, yes!
853
00:35:52,679 --> 00:35:54,914
There's a lot of hurry up
and wait energy on tour,
854
00:35:55,380 --> 00:35:57,349
'cause you get in in the mornings
and everything's like go, go, go,
855
00:35:57,382 --> 00:35:59,384
and then you get at the venue
and it's like go, go, go,
856
00:35:59,418 --> 00:36:00,452
and then you sit there
it's like,
857
00:36:01,621 --> 00:36:02,588
"Well, what do we do for
three hours now?"
858
00:36:03,956 --> 00:36:05,124
I dunno though.
859
00:36:05,158 --> 00:36:06,826
I think everyone on tour
got a little closer
860
00:36:06,859 --> 00:36:08,427
when we were waitin' around.
861
00:36:12,832 --> 00:36:13,900
[drum music]
862
00:36:13,933 --> 00:36:16,501
[Sean] The first time I heard
someone play drums,
863
00:36:16,536 --> 00:36:18,303
I thought they were too loud.
864
00:36:18,336 --> 00:36:20,940
[crowd laughing]
865
00:36:22,608 --> 00:36:24,242
[laughs]
866
00:36:24,276 --> 00:36:25,712
Then he kinda got into
the music scene,
867
00:36:25,745 --> 00:36:27,613
that was kind of
through Malcolm, and
868
00:36:28,313 --> 00:36:29,682
started learnin' to
play the drums.
869
00:36:29,716 --> 00:36:31,416
I would walk past
the bedroom window
870
00:36:31,584 --> 00:36:33,318
and there was my brother
playing drums.
871
00:36:33,351 --> 00:36:34,987
More hair than man.
872
00:36:35,021 --> 00:36:36,055
[crowd laughing]
873
00:36:36,089 --> 00:36:38,858
Playing drums like Animal
from the Muppet like.
874
00:36:39,726 --> 00:36:42,427
[crowd cheering]
875
00:36:42,461 --> 00:36:45,263
So when I was older
in my teenage years,
876
00:36:45,297 --> 00:36:47,567
after giving up on
guitar a small bit,
877
00:36:47,600 --> 00:36:51,971
I was watching MTV, remember
when MTV played music videos?
878
00:36:52,004 --> 00:36:54,306
[crowd cheering]
879
00:36:54,339 --> 00:36:57,543
And one day,
Green Day came on TV.
880
00:36:57,577 --> 00:36:59,912
[crowd cheering]
881
00:36:59,946 --> 00:37:01,748
I think Green Day was
the biggest thing
882
00:37:01,781 --> 00:37:03,348
that sticks out in
my head with Sean.
883
00:37:03,381 --> 00:37:04,483
The "Boulevard
of Broken Dreams,"
884
00:37:04,516 --> 00:37:05,417
that was probably one
of the first...
885
00:37:05,752 --> 00:37:07,987
- Oh, my God!
- ...ones he ever played on.
886
00:37:08,020 --> 00:37:11,356
[Sean] This room was purpose-built
just for my drum kit.
887
00:37:11,758 --> 00:37:14,459
[Simon] He got into a band and
like most of his childhood friends
888
00:37:14,493 --> 00:37:16,328
were in the band with him.
889
00:37:16,361 --> 00:37:17,395
[Susan]
Yeah, so that was cool.
890
00:37:17,429 --> 00:37:19,732
Every house party that was
ever had at our house,
891
00:37:19,766 --> 00:37:20,767
everyone ended up
out in the shed
892
00:37:20,800 --> 00:37:22,769
- listenin' to Seany on the drums.
- Yeah.
893
00:37:22,802 --> 00:37:24,871
I'd have the drum kit down
here in the corner
894
00:37:26,005 --> 00:37:27,006
playin' away.
895
00:37:28,141 --> 00:37:31,309
And I played those big bad
bongos all day, every day.
896
00:37:31,343 --> 00:37:33,512
Oh my god, the same poster's
still here. [laughs]
897
00:37:33,880 --> 00:37:35,915
It's a 3D picture of
the moon landing.
898
00:37:35,948 --> 00:37:37,850
But it was at this
moment in my life
899
00:37:37,884 --> 00:37:40,318
it took its biggest turn ever,
900
00:37:40,352 --> 00:37:43,455
because I'd been going to
college for about two years
901
00:37:43,488 --> 00:37:44,891
for music production,
902
00:37:44,924 --> 00:37:48,594
and my family decided it
was time to move.
903
00:37:48,628 --> 00:37:51,329
So we ended up moving to a place
called Ballycumber
904
00:37:51,363 --> 00:37:53,766
to a log cabin
in the middle of the woods.
905
00:37:54,432 --> 00:37:57,804
As an 18 year old, not the best
environment for me,
906
00:37:57,837 --> 00:38:00,405
and when I was goin' to
college for two years,
907
00:38:00,573 --> 00:38:03,843
I realized that I wasn't
really able to keep up.
908
00:38:03,876 --> 00:38:06,546
Everybody else in my course
was phenomenal at it.
909
00:38:06,579 --> 00:38:08,380
They were all super
good at music,
910
00:38:08,413 --> 00:38:11,083
they were all able to pick up
the projects we were given,
911
00:38:11,117 --> 00:38:12,785
they were able to do
the music theory,
912
00:38:12,819 --> 00:38:16,488
and do everything fantastically,
but I wasn't able to.
913
00:38:16,521 --> 00:38:18,057
And because I was so
embarrassed,
914
00:38:18,090 --> 00:38:20,593
I was too afraid to admit
that I was too dumb
915
00:38:20,626 --> 00:38:24,130
to be able to do this so I ended
up leaving college,
916
00:38:24,163 --> 00:38:25,798
and I went back to
this log cabin
917
00:38:25,832 --> 00:38:28,100
and completely lost myself.
918
00:38:28,134 --> 00:38:30,670
I had no idea who I was anymore.
919
00:38:30,837 --> 00:38:32,939
I became very heavily depressed.
920
00:38:32,972 --> 00:38:35,141
I didn't know
where I was gonna go in life.
921
00:38:35,174 --> 00:38:38,410
All these goals and aspirations
and things that I thought
922
00:38:38,443 --> 00:38:40,646
were supposed to happen
were all gone.
923
00:38:41,113 --> 00:38:42,682
What I thought I was
gonna do in life
924
00:38:42,715 --> 00:38:44,817
was that I would start off
in a small town,
925
00:38:44,851 --> 00:38:46,853
I would go to a slightly
bigger town for school,
926
00:38:46,886 --> 00:38:49,421
make some friends,
start playing drums,
927
00:38:49,589 --> 00:38:52,424
move off to the city for
college, and become a success,
928
00:38:52,725 --> 00:38:54,392
but that didn't happen.
929
00:38:54,426 --> 00:38:56,529
And I moved away from
all of my friends
930
00:38:56,696 --> 00:38:58,865
and people always say that's
fine if you move away
931
00:38:58,898 --> 00:39:01,399
from your friends 'cause you're
gonna make new friends,
932
00:39:01,767 --> 00:39:03,870
but that wasn't even
a possibility where I was living
933
00:39:03,903 --> 00:39:05,638
because we lived near nobody.
934
00:39:05,671 --> 00:39:06,772
I was completely alone.
935
00:39:06,806 --> 00:39:08,908
It was just me and
my family together,
936
00:39:09,041 --> 00:39:13,779
and all I had to occupy my time
was video games and drums,
937
00:39:13,813 --> 00:39:15,147
and I didn't even want
to play those
938
00:39:15,181 --> 00:39:17,482
because I was just so miserable
939
00:39:17,515 --> 00:39:19,752
because I didn't know what else
to do with myself.
940
00:39:20,186 --> 00:39:22,655
[wind blowing]
941
00:39:23,789 --> 00:39:26,926
[slow music]
942
00:39:30,196 --> 00:39:31,764
[Sean] How are ya keepin'?
943
00:39:34,499 --> 00:39:35,534
[Sean]
You're above the ground,
944
00:39:35,801 --> 00:39:36,802
that's a good way to be.
945
00:39:38,037 --> 00:39:39,005
It's nice and warm.
946
00:39:40,106 --> 00:39:41,607
[Sean] Mother said
she'd be back soon.
947
00:39:42,642 --> 00:39:44,610
He's 82 and a couple
of years ago,
948
00:39:44,644 --> 00:39:46,178
he was diagnosed with
Parkinson's.
949
00:39:46,913 --> 00:39:49,481
He's just deteriorated so fast,
950
00:39:49,649 --> 00:39:52,785
and he's always been very active
my entire life growing up.
951
00:39:52,818 --> 00:39:53,920
He was always outside,
952
00:39:55,121 --> 00:39:56,055
he was always workin' with
his hands, he was very strong.
953
00:39:57,156 --> 00:39:57,790
I would always ask to see
his muscles and everything
954
00:39:58,791 --> 00:40:00,626
'cause he was so cool,
and he worked so hard,
955
00:40:00,660 --> 00:40:03,062
but moving to that cabin
probably made him
956
00:40:03,095 --> 00:40:04,664
more depressed
than it made me.
957
00:40:06,532 --> 00:40:07,867
This wasn't good.
958
00:40:07,900 --> 00:40:09,936
Nothing in my life will ever
get as dark as that time,
959
00:40:10,169 --> 00:40:12,470
because that was
extreme isolation.
960
00:40:12,504 --> 00:40:13,773
That was extreme loneliness.
961
00:40:14,173 --> 00:40:16,008
We got this after like
a year of livin' here
962
00:40:16,042 --> 00:40:18,044
because when I would be
here during winter,
963
00:40:18,510 --> 00:40:20,780
the ice would come in
on the walls up to about here.
964
00:40:21,180 --> 00:40:23,616
So all the inside of the cabin
would all be frozen,
965
00:40:24,050 --> 00:40:27,086
and the walls are literally
like as thin as that.
966
00:40:28,020 --> 00:40:30,623
So this is the thickness of
the whole cabin.
967
00:40:30,790 --> 00:40:32,191
[knocking on wood]
968
00:40:32,224 --> 00:40:33,759
The whole way around.
969
00:40:33,793 --> 00:40:35,493
This is where my
recording setup was.
970
00:40:35,528 --> 00:40:39,532
So my bed was that way,
but I didn't have a bed frame.
971
00:40:39,565 --> 00:40:41,534
I had two mattresses just
lying on the ground,
972
00:40:41,834 --> 00:40:44,203
and my desk was here and
you can even still see
973
00:40:44,236 --> 00:40:48,074
the foam on the walls from
when I would record here.
974
00:40:48,841 --> 00:40:51,509
I used to use tacks
all the away around
975
00:40:51,544 --> 00:40:53,179
to put a black bed sheet
behind me,
976
00:40:53,913 --> 00:40:55,781
but it also segregated the cabin
977
00:40:55,815 --> 00:40:57,750
so that if I wanted to heat up
here at nighttime,
978
00:40:57,783 --> 00:40:59,785
I could just pull the bed sheet
down and keep the heat in.
979
00:41:00,119 --> 00:41:03,589
In like 2009, I think, we had
a really, really bad inter here,
980
00:41:03,622 --> 00:41:05,523
and all the pipes froze,
981
00:41:05,691 --> 00:41:07,960
because it's all like,
just under the ground.
982
00:41:07,994 --> 00:41:09,962
So all the water froze,
we had no water
983
00:41:09,996 --> 00:41:11,163
for two and a half weeks.
984
00:41:11,197 --> 00:41:12,631
When the water came back,
985
00:41:12,665 --> 00:41:14,734
the pipes up here all burst,
986
00:41:14,767 --> 00:41:17,536
and all the water came down
through the boards here
987
00:41:17,570 --> 00:41:19,238
onto my computer and
my desk and everything.
988
00:41:19,772 --> 00:41:22,208
I like, caught it in time and
told them to turn it off again.
989
00:41:23,242 --> 00:41:24,577
Not a way to live.
990
00:41:26,712 --> 00:41:28,047
That's where it all started.
991
00:41:29,315 --> 00:41:30,983
And as you can see, you can
scream all you want out here.
992
00:41:32,651 --> 00:41:33,919
No one fuckin' knows.
993
00:41:33,953 --> 00:41:35,087
No one hears.
994
00:41:36,322 --> 00:41:37,289
[Malcolm] I think,
essentially, it was a release
995
00:41:37,323 --> 00:41:39,625
because he would have
gone crazy.
996
00:41:39,658 --> 00:41:42,194
He'd come home, cook
my folks dinner every day,
997
00:41:42,361 --> 00:41:44,196
he was the model son,
and then he would go
998
00:41:44,230 --> 00:41:46,032
and he would record
these videos.
999
00:41:46,665 --> 00:41:50,336
Hello, all you beautiful
people out there!
1000
00:41:50,369 --> 00:41:54,073
My name is Jacksepticeye
and in this video,
1001
00:41:54,106 --> 00:41:56,308
I'm gonna talk about
horror games.
1002
00:41:56,342 --> 00:41:58,778
[Malcom] And I came back and my
mother said, "Oh, the other night
1003
00:41:58,944 --> 00:42:00,780
I heard him and he was
screaming and shouting,
1004
00:42:00,813 --> 00:42:02,048
I thought he was
being murdered."
1005
00:42:02,681 --> 00:42:04,316
But he was in the cabin
next door at midnight,
1006
00:42:04,350 --> 00:42:05,985
shouting at some horror game.
1007
00:42:06,018 --> 00:42:07,086
[screams]
1008
00:42:08,654 --> 00:42:09,321
- [Malcolm] I think he forgot about the outside world.
- [groans]
1009
00:42:10,256 --> 00:42:11,457
I think he was so
immersed in this thing,
1010
00:42:11,490 --> 00:42:15,628
it was like his little secret
that he could come home to.
1011
00:42:15,661 --> 00:42:18,030
It was like he stepped out
of the mundanity
1012
00:42:18,064 --> 00:42:21,267
of every day life and the
mundanity of living in the woods,
1013
00:42:21,300 --> 00:42:24,203
with this captivating pastime.
1014
00:42:24,937 --> 00:42:26,772
I think that's why YouTube
means so much to me,
1015
00:42:26,806 --> 00:42:29,775
because I literally had nothing,
1016
00:42:30,042 --> 00:42:32,611
and then this thing
comes along that makes me
1017
00:42:32,645 --> 00:42:34,146
actually want to work.
1018
00:42:34,180 --> 00:42:36,782
It makes me happy and
passionate about something
1019
00:42:36,816 --> 00:42:40,753
that I hadn't had before, and
had other people to talk to.
1020
00:42:40,786 --> 00:42:42,321
There was an unhealthiness
to it,
1021
00:42:42,354 --> 00:42:45,991
because it's that like, idea of
a parasocial relationship,
1022
00:42:46,025 --> 00:42:49,195
that you latch onto these people
because you want friends,
1023
00:42:49,228 --> 00:42:52,164
but back then, I was like,
very heavily dependent on that audience
1024
00:42:52,198 --> 00:42:53,666
to get me through my days,
1025
00:42:54,066 --> 00:42:55,835
because it was the only people
I had to talk to.
1026
00:42:57,303 --> 00:42:58,737
I had no job.
1027
00:42:58,771 --> 00:43:01,307
There was no available
jobs around.
1028
00:43:01,340 --> 00:43:03,309
I don't think I could have
gotten one if I did have,
1029
00:43:03,342 --> 00:43:05,311
'cause I didn't drive,
I didn't have a car.
1030
00:43:05,344 --> 00:43:07,379
So even if I got a job,
I couldn't get to it.
1031
00:43:08,080 --> 00:43:10,382
And there's no possibility of
gaining new friends here.
1032
00:43:10,416 --> 00:43:12,618
Everybody in Ballycumber's
slightly older than me.
1033
00:43:13,085 --> 00:43:15,121
So there was nobody to
hang around with.
1034
00:43:15,354 --> 00:43:16,455
Another thing about here,
1035
00:43:16,489 --> 00:43:18,691
the wind would just
come across the bog,
1036
00:43:18,724 --> 00:43:20,226
and the whole place
would shake.
1037
00:43:20,426 --> 00:43:22,928
Like, you'd be in bed and
your bed would shake.
1038
00:43:22,962 --> 00:43:24,130
Because the walls are so flimsy,
1039
00:43:24,163 --> 00:43:26,065
the whole place would shake,
1040
00:43:26,098 --> 00:43:27,800
and then my dad was so
paranoid that the roof
1041
00:43:27,833 --> 00:43:30,402
would just fly off someday
because they're not,
1042
00:43:30,436 --> 00:43:33,239
like... everything's flimsy.
1043
00:43:36,275 --> 00:43:39,245
So it's easy to look back
and remember this
1044
00:43:39,812 --> 00:43:42,014
and then be like yeah,
don't... don't become an asshole.
1045
00:43:42,715 --> 00:43:44,817
Don't get used to that
lifestyle too much
1046
00:43:44,850 --> 00:43:47,953
or don't like, fly away or
become egotistical,
1047
00:43:47,987 --> 00:43:50,756
because [laughs]
the kid who grew up here
1048
00:43:51,423 --> 00:43:54,226
would absolutely hate me
if I did that
1049
00:43:54,260 --> 00:43:55,995
because I have more now
than I ever have
1050
00:43:56,028 --> 00:43:57,863
my entire life,
and I'm very, very lucky
1051
00:43:57,897 --> 00:43:59,098
that I got anywhere.
1052
00:44:00,232 --> 00:44:01,300
And I think that's why
I don't talk about it, 'cause...
1053
00:44:02,935 --> 00:44:05,204
I'm not one to throw
a pity party for myself.
1054
00:44:10,776 --> 00:44:12,778
[man] I'm right with him.
[chuckles]
1055
00:44:16,482 --> 00:44:18,884
[Sean] Mental health was never
talked about in Ireland
1056
00:44:18,918 --> 00:44:20,019
when I was growing up.
1057
00:44:23,422 --> 00:44:25,157
I don't like it. [laughs]
1058
00:44:26,425 --> 00:44:28,861
It's getting a lot better
but back then,
1059
00:44:28,894 --> 00:44:30,930
it was really, really hard to
talk to anybody about it.
1060
00:44:30,963 --> 00:44:32,131
That's why I left college,
1061
00:44:32,164 --> 00:44:34,466
'cause I couldn't
admit to people
1062
00:44:34,500 --> 00:44:36,468
that I wasn't able to
do somethin.
1063
00:44:36,502 --> 00:44:38,404
I couldn't admit to myself that
I wasn't able to do it
1064
00:44:38,437 --> 00:44:41,006
because that made you seem
weak and stupid
1065
00:44:41,040 --> 00:44:42,341
and embarrassed and everything.
1066
00:44:43,677 --> 00:44:46,078
My family never emotionally
opening up to each other
1067
00:44:46,111 --> 00:44:48,747
and ever saying I love you
to one another,
1068
00:44:48,914 --> 00:44:51,450
just not being able to talk
about what was going on
1069
00:44:51,483 --> 00:44:53,018
inside your head.
1070
00:44:53,052 --> 00:44:53,986
I feel like
that's the umbrella
1071
00:44:54,019 --> 00:44:55,821
where everything else
falls under.
1072
00:44:56,422 --> 00:44:58,958
We weren't good vocalizers
of our feelings,
1073
00:44:59,191 --> 00:45:01,794
and it was weird and it was
cringey and it was awkward.
1074
00:45:01,827 --> 00:45:03,195
You just didn't want to do it.
1075
00:45:03,229 --> 00:45:06,332
As kids, we're not taught,
you know, coping mechanisms.
1076
00:45:06,365 --> 00:45:08,467
We're not taught how to kinda
communicate our feelings.
1077
00:45:08,500 --> 00:45:10,769
- [Sean] Yeah.
- A lot of men especially are taught like, nah,
1078
00:45:10,803 --> 00:45:12,838
you should be macho and
hyper-masculine
1079
00:45:12,871 --> 00:45:14,440
and all that stuff,
and you kind of, uh,
1080
00:45:14,473 --> 00:45:16,208
You can kinda quickly...
that's a slippery slope.
1081
00:45:16,242 --> 00:45:17,509
You can kinda
quickly lose yourself
1082
00:45:17,544 --> 00:45:18,978
because you're silent
about things.
1083
00:45:20,512 --> 00:45:21,380
[Sean] Not being able to
verbalize what's going on with you
1084
00:45:22,014 --> 00:45:23,949
is a very big issue.
1085
00:45:23,983 --> 00:45:25,851
It sounds dumb on paper,
1086
00:45:26,118 --> 00:45:27,820
but people need to be
able to talk about
1087
00:45:27,853 --> 00:45:29,121
what's actually going
on with them,
1088
00:45:29,154 --> 00:45:30,322
even if it sounds dumb
to some people.
1089
00:45:30,356 --> 00:45:32,224
You need to be able
to open up to somebody.
1090
00:45:32,258 --> 00:45:33,359
[Ryan Reynolds]
Not to get too sentimental,
1091
00:45:33,392 --> 00:45:35,261
but the worst feeling
on the planet
1092
00:45:35,294 --> 00:45:37,496
- is feeling like you're the only one, you know?
- Yeah.
1093
00:45:37,530 --> 00:45:39,231
If you're having somethin'
that's goin' on
1094
00:45:39,265 --> 00:45:41,367
that you feel just absolutely
devastated about,
1095
00:45:41,400 --> 00:45:42,636
you can't move through it,
you always think
1096
00:45:42,669 --> 00:45:44,470
"I'm the only person on Earth
who feels like this,"
1097
00:45:44,503 --> 00:45:46,338
and that's the worst
feeling on Earth.
1098
00:45:46,372 --> 00:45:47,406
The truth is you're not.
1099
00:45:48,708 --> 00:45:50,809
[Sean] And it's only now,
in hindsight as a grown man,
1100
00:45:50,843 --> 00:45:52,144
that I can actually
admit that yeah,
1101
00:45:53,379 --> 00:45:54,947
I was sad, I was depressed,
I was dealing with
1102
00:45:54,980 --> 00:45:57,116
a lot of stuff that I just
wasn't talking to anybody about.
1103
00:45:59,852 --> 00:46:01,186
It's like
quintessential Ireland.
1104
00:46:01,220 --> 00:46:02,788
It's like,
there is nothing else,
1105
00:46:03,155 --> 00:46:05,291
And you kinda just make the most
about what you have,
1106
00:46:06,325 --> 00:46:08,460
but there's no ambition
to go any further.
1107
00:46:10,195 --> 00:46:11,830
That's why I knew
I couldn't stay here.
1108
00:46:12,164 --> 00:46:14,400
It's grown a lot in
the last 10 years.
1109
00:46:14,900 --> 00:46:16,569
It's just that this part
of the country
1110
00:46:16,935 --> 00:46:17,903
has not at all.
1111
00:46:18,304 --> 00:46:19,572
Which has its charm.
1112
00:46:21,273 --> 00:46:24,310
And there's something very sort of
archaic and ritualistic about it.
1113
00:46:27,479 --> 00:46:30,416
I was more just a product
of my surroundings,
1114
00:46:30,449 --> 00:46:32,084
and my environment
and the people in it.
1115
00:46:33,720 --> 00:46:36,488
I was drifting. I was trying
to figure out what I had to do.
1116
00:46:41,293 --> 00:46:45,130
Luckily one day, my family
decided to get the internet
1117
00:46:45,164 --> 00:46:47,366
in these log cabins,
and I looked into a website
1118
00:46:47,399 --> 00:46:49,068
called YouTube.
1119
00:46:49,101 --> 00:46:51,904
[crowd cheering]
1120
00:46:55,441 --> 00:46:57,443
And the thing about YouTube
at the time, for me,
1121
00:46:57,476 --> 00:47:00,112
was I had no idea it could
become a job for people.
1122
00:47:00,145 --> 00:47:02,114
I had no idea people did it
as their living.
1123
00:47:02,147 --> 00:47:04,183
It was a very
different time for me.
1124
00:47:04,216 --> 00:47:06,218
I just liked video games a lot.
1125
00:47:06,352 --> 00:47:08,454
So I ended up looking
up let's players
1126
00:47:08,487 --> 00:47:10,623
who were playing a lot of
Battlefield 3,
1127
00:47:11,123 --> 00:47:13,959
and I landed on a YouTuber
called Level Cap Gaming.
1128
00:47:14,226 --> 00:47:16,295
Here was this guy playing
a game he loved.
1129
00:47:16,328 --> 00:47:18,330
He was super
passionate about it,
1130
00:47:18,364 --> 00:47:21,333
but all these other people
showed up to watch him play.
1131
00:47:21,367 --> 00:47:23,636
They were all there
together watching him,
1132
00:47:23,670 --> 00:47:25,471
sharing opinions,
and sharing thoughts
1133
00:47:25,638 --> 00:47:28,474
on video games together,
and I finally felt like
1134
00:47:28,507 --> 00:47:30,109
I had a place where I belonged,
1135
00:47:30,142 --> 00:47:32,344
because nobody knew
what that felt like
1136
00:47:32,378 --> 00:47:34,113
more than I did at that time.
1137
00:47:34,380 --> 00:47:35,481
To feel like a failure.
1138
00:47:35,514 --> 00:47:36,949
To feel like an outcast.
1139
00:47:36,982 --> 00:47:39,118
To feel like you had
nowhere else to turn.
1140
00:47:39,151 --> 00:47:41,153
Nobody else understood
who you were.
1141
00:47:41,487 --> 00:47:44,990
So I wanted to make a community
for people who felt like that.
1142
00:47:45,023 --> 00:47:47,359
Who felt like they needed a
place where they could hang out,
1143
00:47:47,493 --> 00:47:49,361
have fun, not feel judged.
1144
00:47:49,529 --> 00:47:51,930
They could all just come around
and laugh together
1145
00:47:52,097 --> 00:47:53,700
and enjoy video games together.
1146
00:47:53,733 --> 00:47:55,635
The first time of my life
that I actually chose
1147
00:47:55,668 --> 00:47:58,337
to move somewhere else
myself was to Athlone
1148
00:47:58,370 --> 00:48:00,272
and that was thanks to
YouTube stuff.
1149
00:48:00,540 --> 00:48:03,676
[upbeat rock music]
1150
00:48:04,343 --> 00:48:06,145
[Sean] Once I found that thing
that I wanted to do,
1151
00:48:06,278 --> 00:48:08,414
it felt like okay,
this is the path, go,
1152
00:48:08,447 --> 00:48:10,149
and run as far as you
can with it.
1153
00:48:10,282 --> 00:48:14,520
Inksane. That's where I got
my Bloodborne tattoo.
1154
00:48:14,554 --> 00:48:16,422
I dunno, it kinda had
a professional look about it.
1155
00:48:17,089 --> 00:48:18,323
M-O-H-H.
1156
00:48:18,357 --> 00:48:20,025
I went in there and
got my hair dyed green
1157
00:48:20,058 --> 00:48:21,093
for the first time,
1158
00:48:22,294 --> 00:48:23,095
and I was worried that they
wouldn't have green hair dye
1159
00:48:24,229 --> 00:48:26,298
because no one else ever
would dye their hair green.
1160
00:48:27,634 --> 00:48:29,968
Except me, of course,
'cause I'm an idiot YouTuber.
1161
00:48:30,135 --> 00:48:31,671
- [whip cracking]
- Top of the mornin' to ya, laddies!
1162
00:48:31,704 --> 00:48:34,506
My name is Jacksepticeye and I have a
few things to talk about in this vlog,
1163
00:48:34,541 --> 00:48:36,241
but the first thing that you're
probably gonna notice,
1164
00:48:36,275 --> 00:48:38,678
from the high five,
is that I got a tattoo!
1165
00:48:39,144 --> 00:48:41,146
Can you see it? I... I... wait,
I don't know if you can see it.
1166
00:48:41,180 --> 00:48:42,381
You can probably see
it better now.
1167
00:48:42,414 --> 00:48:44,316
Yeah, we can see the front
of it up this way.
1168
00:48:45,417 --> 00:48:49,388
I think the channel was at
like 60,000 subs
1169
00:48:49,421 --> 00:48:50,422
when I moved in here?
1170
00:48:51,156 --> 00:48:52,524
And then by the time I left,
1171
00:48:52,559 --> 00:48:56,195
the channel was
at mid-teen millions.
1172
00:48:57,362 --> 00:48:59,064
In the space of a few years.
1173
00:48:59,097 --> 00:49:01,433
[Arin] That spot to be in
as a YouTuber,
1174
00:49:01,768 --> 00:49:05,504
is such an interesting spot because
that's like, the big shift, right?
1175
00:49:05,538 --> 00:49:09,007
That's the shift where you see
there is an audience
1176
00:49:09,041 --> 00:49:11,510
that completely validates
what you're doing,
1177
00:49:11,544 --> 00:49:13,278
and it's the all-in moment.
1178
00:49:13,312 --> 00:49:15,447
This is it,
this is all there is. You know?
1179
00:49:15,481 --> 00:49:20,118
Nothing else in my life gives
me what this is giving me.
1180
00:49:20,152 --> 00:49:23,088
People see the millions and
they see the subscriber count
1181
00:49:23,121 --> 00:49:25,257
and they see the Instagram
and the Twitter,
1182
00:49:25,290 --> 00:49:30,295
but he was lonely, and he was
workin' 15 hours a day.
1183
00:49:30,597 --> 00:49:32,665
And even when I wanted to
see him back home,
1184
00:49:32,699 --> 00:49:33,733
I had to make an appointment,
1185
00:49:33,766 --> 00:49:37,570
and I thought this is good
but it's all one way.
1186
00:49:37,737 --> 00:49:39,137
[Arin] It's a parasocial
relationship.
1187
00:49:39,171 --> 00:49:42,341
People are enjoying the stuff
that you're putting out there,
1188
00:49:42,508 --> 00:49:45,812
but there's not a flow between
you and the audience,
1189
00:49:45,845 --> 00:49:48,447
and there's not a real
understanding of like,
1190
00:49:48,715 --> 00:49:51,149
you as a person and who you are.
1191
00:49:51,183 --> 00:49:53,051
It's the content that you're
putting out there,
1192
00:49:53,352 --> 00:49:55,153
but it's very intoxicating.
1193
00:49:55,187 --> 00:49:59,559
For me at least, it gives me
something that I never got.
1194
00:49:59,592 --> 00:50:02,394
To have a bunch of people
come in and accept you,
1195
00:50:02,629 --> 00:50:04,597
I mean,
that's tremendously powerful.
1196
00:50:04,631 --> 00:50:06,331
I was here alone for
a long time,
1197
00:50:06,365 --> 00:50:07,634
and I just stuck my head down
1198
00:50:07,667 --> 00:50:11,738
and just face to
the grindstone as I used to say
1199
00:50:11,771 --> 00:50:13,338
in the show, but that
joke made no sense
1200
00:50:13,372 --> 00:50:16,041
so I had to change it. [laughs]
Um...
1201
00:50:16,643 --> 00:50:19,077
But this is where I would work
all day, every day,
1202
00:50:19,111 --> 00:50:21,513
on YouTube, and never,
ever take any breaks,
1203
00:50:21,548 --> 00:50:22,549
and never go outside.
1204
00:50:23,716 --> 00:50:25,284
Only to get groceries and stuff,
'cause I didn't need to.
1205
00:50:26,451 --> 00:50:30,489
Other than that, I'd just sit at
home and record and work.
1206
00:50:31,456 --> 00:50:32,825
[upbeat music]
1207
00:50:32,859 --> 00:50:36,128
[Sean] YouTube itself is kind
of a social media platform.
1208
00:50:36,428 --> 00:50:38,297
The fact that it's so
accessible and it's free
1209
00:50:38,330 --> 00:50:40,700
and anybody can have
their comment be seen,
1210
00:50:40,733 --> 00:50:43,135
it gives me a nice open
connection with everybody.
1211
00:50:43,168 --> 00:50:45,772
They're all super nice and
they're all very supportive
1212
00:50:45,805 --> 00:50:47,540
of each other,
but at the same time,
1213
00:50:47,574 --> 00:50:48,775
I have no idea who they are.
1214
00:50:50,342 --> 00:50:52,244
I just see usernames and profile
pictures and things like that.
1215
00:50:53,478 --> 00:50:55,548
But whenever I record stuff and
I'm looking into a camera, and
1216
00:50:56,248 --> 00:50:58,183
even at a home
recording let's plays,
1217
00:50:58,216 --> 00:51:00,152
it still feels like
someone's there,
1218
00:51:00,185 --> 00:51:02,689
and I think having that open
access to each other
1219
00:51:02,722 --> 00:51:05,324
and giving each other feedback
all the time is really important.
1220
00:51:05,357 --> 00:51:09,696
It's not a conversation,
but I think it's close enough
1221
00:51:09,729 --> 00:51:12,297
that's it still
very encouraging,
1222
00:51:12,331 --> 00:51:14,299
and it feels like
he really is there.
1223
00:51:14,333 --> 00:51:15,802
It bridges a very big gap.
1224
00:51:15,835 --> 00:51:18,470
There's always somebody
out there willing to listen,
1225
00:51:18,938 --> 00:51:21,173
and willing to open up
about their own life.
1226
00:51:21,206 --> 00:51:23,810
So it's fascinating. [laughs]
1227
00:51:23,843 --> 00:51:26,411
It's so much more of a community
1228
00:51:26,445 --> 00:51:31,316
than people who are fans
of a TV show or fans of a band.
1229
00:51:32,317 --> 00:51:36,556
And this is sometimes their
only interaction
1230
00:51:36,589 --> 00:51:39,324
with people who share
the same interest
1231
00:51:39,358 --> 00:51:41,293
outside of the internet.
1232
00:51:41,326 --> 00:51:43,863
So it really feels
like they live
1233
00:51:43,896 --> 00:51:46,431
in this sort of
virtual existence,
1234
00:51:46,465 --> 00:51:50,435
and this is a real life,
three-dimensional way
1235
00:51:50,469 --> 00:51:52,572
for them to experience that.
1236
00:51:52,605 --> 00:51:54,707
It's always seeking a family.
1237
00:51:54,741 --> 00:51:56,709
That's... that's what it's
all about, man.
1238
00:51:56,743 --> 00:51:58,343
It's always seeking a family.
1239
00:51:59,746 --> 00:52:00,647
[man] It's awesome to be able
to find other nerdy people
1240
00:52:00,680 --> 00:52:02,381
that are all into
the same things you are
1241
00:52:02,414 --> 00:52:03,583
and just be instant friends.
1242
00:52:03,616 --> 00:52:06,619
I made about five friends
just here right now, you know?
1243
00:52:06,653 --> 00:52:07,920
Never really had friends
growin' up,
1244
00:52:07,954 --> 00:52:09,622
so he's my go-to all the time.
1245
00:52:09,656 --> 00:52:11,156
So I love watching him.
1246
00:52:11,356 --> 00:52:13,525
[crowd cheering]
1247
00:52:13,559 --> 00:52:14,761
College defeated me.
1248
00:52:14,794 --> 00:52:17,396
College was my huge obstacle,
1249
00:52:17,429 --> 00:52:19,498
but I decided I'm not gonna
let that happen.
1250
00:52:19,766 --> 00:52:21,400
I'm not gonna sit in
this log cabin,
1251
00:52:21,433 --> 00:52:22,602
I'm not gonna waste away,
1252
00:52:22,635 --> 00:52:24,871
I'm not gonna lose myself
anymore.
1253
00:52:24,904 --> 00:52:28,608
So I got back up on the horse
and I went back to college
1254
00:52:28,775 --> 00:52:31,376
for my true passion in life.
1255
00:52:31,410 --> 00:52:32,879
[crowd laughing]
1256
00:52:32,912 --> 00:52:34,479
Hotel management.
1257
00:52:34,513 --> 00:52:37,315
[crowd cheering]
1258
00:52:39,518 --> 00:52:41,988
- I don't know why. [laughs]
- [crowd laughing]
1259
00:52:42,021 --> 00:52:43,656
But when I went back to college,
1260
00:52:43,690 --> 00:52:46,291
it was the next stage
of my life.
1261
00:52:46,659 --> 00:52:48,460
Adulthood.
1262
00:52:48,493 --> 00:52:50,763
- [crowd oohing]
- Oh yeah.
1263
00:52:50,997 --> 00:52:52,932
You think adults know
what we're doing?
1264
00:52:53,432 --> 00:52:54,734
[crowd] No!
1265
00:52:54,767 --> 00:52:55,902
Nope.
1266
00:52:55,935 --> 00:52:57,469
We just have the rest
of you tricked
1267
00:52:57,502 --> 00:52:59,972
- into thinking we do.
- [crowd laughing]
1268
00:53:00,006 --> 00:53:01,440
When I was going
back to college,
1269
00:53:01,473 --> 00:53:02,842
I gave YouTube a try.
1270
00:53:02,875 --> 00:53:05,812
I really tried hard at it,
and even back then,
1271
00:53:05,845 --> 00:53:08,614
I was trying to upload two
videos every single day.
1272
00:53:08,748 --> 00:53:11,851
And after doing it for about
a year and a half,
1273
00:53:11,884 --> 00:53:13,820
people actually
started to show up,
1274
00:53:14,352 --> 00:53:16,823
and that's when stuff really
started to take off.
1275
00:53:16,856 --> 00:53:19,892
[crowd cheering]
1276
00:53:22,562 --> 00:53:24,630
And I remember this
milestone vividly
1277
00:53:24,664 --> 00:53:27,299
because it was the first time
I ever met anyone
1278
00:53:27,332 --> 00:53:28,868
from the channel in real life.
1279
00:53:29,468 --> 00:53:31,571
I was going through
a grocery store in Ireland
1280
00:53:31,604 --> 00:53:32,605
called Tesco.
1281
00:53:33,606 --> 00:53:34,941
Tesco's right there and
my apartment's there.
1282
00:53:34,974 --> 00:53:37,844
I'd used to go all the way up and
around town to get down to it.
1283
00:53:38,310 --> 00:53:39,979
And as I was goin'
through Tesco,
1284
00:53:40,012 --> 00:53:42,815
two boys came up to me and
tapped me on the shoulder
1285
00:53:42,982 --> 00:53:44,817
and said,
"Are you Jacksepticeye?"
1286
00:53:45,618 --> 00:53:46,986
I'll show you exactly
where I met them.
1287
00:53:47,019 --> 00:53:49,889
And as I was standin' there
with a basket in my hand
1288
00:53:50,455 --> 00:53:52,625
full of baked beans and
instant noodles...
1289
00:53:52,859 --> 00:53:54,727
- [crowd laughing]
- There's the baked beans I had.
1290
00:53:55,628 --> 00:53:57,462
And the two boys came up
to me right here.
1291
00:53:57,764 --> 00:53:59,331
I think it was right here.
1292
00:53:59,364 --> 00:54:00,566
The pictures are still
on my Instagram.
1293
00:54:00,900 --> 00:54:02,367
And I thought, oh shit!
1294
00:54:02,400 --> 00:54:03,603
[crowd laughing]
1295
00:54:03,636 --> 00:54:04,737
They found me!
1296
00:54:09,508 --> 00:54:11,911
[wind rushing]
1297
00:54:13,946 --> 00:54:15,648
- [woman] We made it.
- [man] Made it!
1298
00:54:17,216 --> 00:54:17,984
[Sean] People were speaking Dutch,
people were speaking French,
1299
00:54:18,017 --> 00:54:18,985
people were speaking German,
1300
00:54:19,018 --> 00:54:20,920
people were
speaking Norwegian,
1301
00:54:20,953 --> 00:54:21,954
tonight
they're speaking Danish,
1302
00:54:21,988 --> 00:54:22,722
tomorrow they're
speaking Swedish,
1303
00:54:22,755 --> 00:54:23,823
then they're speaking English,
1304
00:54:23,856 --> 00:54:26,525
so it's like seven
different languages
1305
00:54:26,559 --> 00:54:27,760
that we've gone through.
1306
00:54:28,995 --> 00:54:30,663
By and large, it still kind
of feels the same
1307
00:54:30,696 --> 00:54:32,430
'cause it's still
doing a tour.
1308
00:54:33,766 --> 00:54:36,035
But it's definitely been a lot
colder here. [laughs]
1309
00:54:36,501 --> 00:54:39,005
We landed on the plane and
it was actually snowing here
1310
00:54:39,038 --> 00:54:40,907
and I'm like come on,
that's fake.
1311
00:54:40,940 --> 00:54:42,842
[crowd laughing]
1312
00:54:43,843 --> 00:54:45,077
[Justin]
Today was pretty difficult.
1313
00:54:46,012 --> 00:54:47,379
I threw up on an airplane.
1314
00:54:48,548 --> 00:54:49,347
Twice.
1315
00:54:50,550 --> 00:54:52,484
Everyone in Amsterdam
is really nice,
1316
00:54:52,919 --> 00:54:56,055
and I just feel like an asshole.
1317
00:54:57,156 --> 00:54:59,058
- [JP] Hey, Vernon?
- [Vernon] Yes, sir!
1318
00:54:59,424 --> 00:55:00,860
Could you come here for
a second, please?
1319
00:55:00,893 --> 00:55:01,894
[Vernon] Got it.
1320
00:55:03,129 --> 00:55:04,096
Hey I'm Vernon Shaw and this
is how to put together a chair.
1321
00:55:04,997 --> 00:55:06,498
Please stop filming me.
That's step one.
1322
00:55:06,766 --> 00:55:08,500
We have two fortune cookies,
1323
00:55:08,835 --> 00:55:13,405
and me and John Peter here
are gonna dink and sink them,
1324
00:55:13,438 --> 00:55:16,876
and whatever comes out
in our... in our fortune
1325
00:55:17,043 --> 00:55:19,477
is gonna dictate
the rest of the tour.
1326
00:55:19,511 --> 00:55:22,915
Mine says, "Keep calm and
focus on the positive."
1327
00:55:24,617 --> 00:55:26,018
- [man imitating Sean] "Cam"?
- [man 2] All right.
1328
00:55:26,819 --> 00:55:28,087
[Sean] Do you wanna
fuck back to Canada?
1329
00:55:28,120 --> 00:55:33,693
Mine says
[speaking Dutch poorly].
1330
00:55:35,761 --> 00:55:37,129
[crunching]
1331
00:55:38,130 --> 00:55:39,999
[piano music]
1332
00:55:40,032 --> 00:55:41,534
[man]
What's your favorite thing
1333
00:55:41,701 --> 00:55:43,636
that you enjoy most about
Jack's channel?
1334
00:55:43,936 --> 00:55:45,571
Well, the scary games.
1335
00:55:45,605 --> 00:55:47,673
I really love that. [laughs]
1336
00:55:47,707 --> 00:55:49,742
Yeah, I really love
Detroit: Become Human,
1337
00:55:49,775 --> 00:55:50,910
- it's so good.
- Yeah, same.
1338
00:55:50,943 --> 00:55:52,979
[woman] Like, Jack always
makes me laugh.
1339
00:55:53,179 --> 00:55:54,113
No matter what.
1340
00:55:54,146 --> 00:55:57,817
I can just want to die
and then I start up
1341
00:55:57,850 --> 00:56:00,485
a Jacksepticeye video and
then my stomach hurts
1342
00:56:00,518 --> 00:56:01,621
from laughing too much.
1343
00:56:02,088 --> 00:56:03,089
[Sean] Europe's weird.
1344
00:56:04,156 --> 00:56:05,558
European audiences are
way more timid.
1345
00:56:05,791 --> 00:56:07,159
Like they want to make noise
1346
00:56:07,193 --> 00:56:08,493
and you can tell that
they're excited
1347
00:56:08,526 --> 00:56:09,896
'cause you can see it on
their faces and everything,
1348
00:56:11,163 --> 00:56:12,265
but they just don't want to
interrupt anything.
1349
00:56:12,298 --> 00:56:13,532
They're so used to just
being so polite,
1350
00:56:13,566 --> 00:56:17,536
but it's... once they get
into it, they're on board.
1351
00:56:20,673 --> 00:56:22,642
This old lady looks like
she wants to fight me,
1352
00:56:23,175 --> 00:56:24,644
and I'm not okay with it.
1353
00:56:25,510 --> 00:56:27,647
"You want a knuckle sandwich,
kid?"
1354
00:56:28,080 --> 00:56:31,150
It's really hard to get
comedians,
1355
00:56:31,516 --> 00:56:34,053
English-speaking comedians
to Germany because, uh,
1356
00:56:34,687 --> 00:56:35,955
probably they're not
gonna buy tickets
1357
00:56:37,422 --> 00:56:38,357
because they're just scared that they
don't get the jokes or something.
1358
00:56:38,391 --> 00:56:41,193
Yeah, no one thinks
German people can laugh.
1359
00:56:41,227 --> 00:56:43,996
Well, that's probably
another reason.
1360
00:56:44,030 --> 00:56:45,798
[both laugh]
1361
00:56:45,831 --> 00:56:47,934
[calm music]
1362
00:56:48,534 --> 00:56:49,769
[Sean] Are you from Berlin?
1363
00:56:49,802 --> 00:56:52,071
No, no, no, no,
I live close to Cologne.
1364
00:56:52,772 --> 00:56:53,940
[Sean]
Hey, Cologne's a cool town.
1365
00:56:54,640 --> 00:56:55,608
[Martin] Cologne is quite nice
1366
00:56:56,876 --> 00:56:57,543
because it's more like
a bigger village to be honest.
1367
00:56:59,145 --> 00:57:00,846
- [Sean] Yeah.
- [Martin] But the people are really cool.
1368
00:57:00,880 --> 00:57:03,249
Really open
and really tolerant,
1369
00:57:03,282 --> 00:57:07,519
not so stiff as you're probably
used to from the Germans.
1370
00:57:07,687 --> 00:57:10,222
[Sean laughs] Yeah,
'cause even the live shows that we did,
1371
00:57:10,256 --> 00:57:11,924
'cause we did Cologne
and then here,
1372
00:57:12,091 --> 00:57:15,194
and they were way nicer than
people made them sound.
1373
00:57:15,227 --> 00:57:16,228
Right.
1374
00:57:20,833 --> 00:57:22,134
[woman] We're one third of
the way through.
1375
00:57:22,935 --> 00:57:24,270
It feels like we've been
on the road forever.
1376
00:57:24,303 --> 00:57:25,604
It does.
1377
00:57:25,638 --> 00:57:26,839
[man] What's your full name,
Vernon?
1378
00:57:26,872 --> 00:57:28,140
Oh, no, we're not doin'
an interview.
1379
00:57:28,174 --> 00:57:31,711
- [man] We've got our two cameras ready.
- Nice fuckin' try!
1380
00:57:31,877 --> 00:57:34,647
- Hey, family.
- [Sean] A clatter and a gobshite.
1381
00:57:34,680 --> 00:57:36,115
That's all that's on this bus.
1382
00:57:36,148 --> 00:57:38,651
[man] You're just lyin' to us.
You're just makin' up words.
1383
00:57:38,684 --> 00:57:41,020
I'm not tellin' you no fibs!
1384
00:57:41,220 --> 00:57:42,722
I don't know,
it's the usual thing.
1385
00:57:42,755 --> 00:57:43,856
It's just tomfoolery and japes.
1386
00:57:44,290 --> 00:57:46,192
You spend a lot of time together
with a bunch of people,
1387
00:57:46,225 --> 00:57:48,194
and this is a very nice
group of people
1388
00:57:48,227 --> 00:57:50,930
with a sense of humor,
so it's just funny.
1389
00:57:50,963 --> 00:57:52,064
I enjoy it very much.
1390
00:57:52,098 --> 00:57:54,300
[Sean] JP's ready
to fuckin' hang 10.
1391
00:57:54,333 --> 00:57:56,168
[Dominik] I enjoy it when
it's a nice group of people
1392
00:57:56,202 --> 00:57:58,037
and there's a good
internal dynamic.
1393
00:57:58,804 --> 00:58:00,973
And everybody's funny apart
from Stella.
1394
00:58:01,007 --> 00:58:02,808
- [Stella laughs]
- [chuckles]
1395
00:58:03,209 --> 00:58:04,944
- I'm outta here! I quit!
- [Dominik laughing]
1396
00:58:06,345 --> 00:58:08,681
[calm music]
1397
00:58:16,155 --> 00:58:17,890
[Dominik] Jack's an
entertainer and I think that,
1398
00:58:18,657 --> 00:58:21,193
whether it's YouTube or
the radio or TV or podcast
1399
00:58:21,327 --> 00:58:23,996
or whatever, I think he'd get
his personality across.
1400
00:58:25,031 --> 00:58:28,267
And it's his personality and it's
his genuine sort of relationship
1401
00:58:28,300 --> 00:58:31,871
with his audience that people
are coming to experience.
1402
00:58:32,805 --> 00:58:35,775
[Sean] I know what people go
through when they find a YouTuber
1403
00:58:35,808 --> 00:58:36,942
and what it means to...
1404
00:58:36,976 --> 00:58:38,177
'Cause watching a YouTuber
is not the same
1405
00:58:38,210 --> 00:58:39,612
as watching TV.
1406
00:58:39,645 --> 00:58:40,880
You watch TV
to be entertained,
1407
00:58:41,047 --> 00:58:43,182
but most times,
people watch YouTubers
1408
00:58:43,215 --> 00:58:46,318
because they like the person
or they like the personality,
1409
00:58:46,352 --> 00:58:49,221
and they want to just be
involved in that friendship.
1410
00:58:50,089 --> 00:58:51,223
[crowd] Bye!
1411
00:58:52,091 --> 00:58:53,092
Bye.
1412
00:58:54,326 --> 00:58:55,227
[Dominik] It was eye-opening
to meet the crowd
1413
00:58:56,462 --> 00:58:57,730
and meet the people that were
coming to the shows.
1414
00:58:58,831 --> 00:59:01,133
I found it really, it was quite
emotional actually,
1415
00:59:01,667 --> 00:59:04,770
because it really feels like
a safe space for some people,
1416
00:59:04,804 --> 00:59:07,640
and I was really touched by
how... how sincere they were.
1417
00:59:07,673 --> 00:59:09,075
You know, they're very,
very sincere.
1418
00:59:15,714 --> 00:59:17,783
The channel had been
doing so well,
1419
00:59:17,817 --> 00:59:20,119
and it'd suddenly become
the most subscribed channel
1420
00:59:20,152 --> 00:59:21,320
in Ireland.
1421
00:59:21,353 --> 00:59:24,156
[crowd cheering]
1422
00:59:29,228 --> 00:59:32,998
So a newspaper decided
they were gonna do an article.
1423
00:59:33,032 --> 00:59:36,969
An article about the top 10 most
influential Irish people.
1424
00:59:37,203 --> 00:59:39,371
[crowd laughing]
1425
00:59:40,206 --> 00:59:42,942
At number 10
on this prestigious list
1426
00:59:43,943 --> 00:59:45,010
was the president.
1427
00:59:45,211 --> 00:59:47,346
[crowd laughing]
1428
00:59:47,379 --> 00:59:49,081
[crowd clapping]
1429
00:59:57,289 --> 01:00:00,226
At number nine,
was Bono from U2.
1430
01:00:00,359 --> 01:00:02,361
[crowd cheering]
1431
01:00:02,828 --> 01:00:05,364
At number eight, was your boy.
1432
01:00:05,731 --> 01:00:08,634
[crowd cheering]
1433
01:00:13,706 --> 01:00:15,841
Nothing like this had ever
happened before.
1434
01:00:15,975 --> 01:00:18,377
Never had anything like this
ever happen again,
1435
01:00:18,844 --> 01:00:20,813
but I try not to get too
far ahead of myself
1436
01:00:20,846 --> 01:00:22,982
because it was
a tabloid newspaper
1437
01:00:23,015 --> 01:00:25,317
and I didn't how many people
were actually gonna read it
1438
01:00:25,351 --> 01:00:26,819
or take it seriously.
1439
01:00:27,486 --> 01:00:29,989
But one day, the news called me.
1440
01:00:30,022 --> 01:00:32,958
[crowd oohing]
1441
01:00:33,292 --> 01:00:35,461
The national news of
Ireland called me
1442
01:00:35,494 --> 01:00:37,930
because they had gotten
wind of the article.
1443
01:00:37,963 --> 01:00:40,065
It's what they do,
they're the fuckin' news.
1444
01:00:40,099 --> 01:00:41,367
[crowd laughing]
1445
01:00:41,400 --> 01:00:44,703
A man with the most Irish
name on planet Earth,
1446
01:00:45,104 --> 01:00:46,772
named Kieran Malooly.
1447
01:00:46,972 --> 01:00:48,974
[crowd laughing]
1448
01:00:49,008 --> 01:00:51,277
Kieran sounds like
an Irish Kermit the frog.
1449
01:00:53,312 --> 01:00:54,980
So he called me and asked,
1450
01:00:56,248 --> 01:00:58,083
[imitating Kermit]
"How are ya, Seany?"
1451
01:00:58,117 --> 01:01:00,286
[crowd laughing]
1452
01:01:00,419 --> 01:01:02,454
"Saw the article
you did in the paper
1453
01:01:02,488 --> 01:01:03,889
and thought it was great.
1454
01:01:04,990 --> 01:01:07,226
Just wonderin' if you wanted to
do an old interview
1455
01:01:07,259 --> 01:01:08,360
for the news."
1456
01:01:08,394 --> 01:01:09,596
[crowd laughing]
1457
01:01:09,629 --> 01:01:11,897
[in normal voice] I said no
problem, Kermit, I'd love to.
1458
01:01:11,931 --> 01:01:14,033
[crowd laughing]
1459
01:01:14,066 --> 01:01:16,101
Again, cool opportunity.
1460
01:01:16,135 --> 01:01:17,870
Take it on board,
nothing to lose,
1461
01:01:17,903 --> 01:01:19,271
let's see what happens.
1462
01:01:19,305 --> 01:01:22,141
Now, where we were living
at the time in Athlone,
1463
01:01:22,308 --> 01:01:25,744
in Ireland, it had been
raining so badly
1464
01:01:25,778 --> 01:01:27,947
that the river Shannon
I lived next to
1465
01:01:27,980 --> 01:01:31,817
got so full of water it said
hey, bro, I'm too full,
1466
01:01:31,850 --> 01:01:34,787
I'm just gonna burst my bank
and flood the town, cool?
1467
01:01:34,954 --> 01:01:36,155
[crowd laughing]
1468
01:01:36,188 --> 01:01:37,823
[Sean] No, not fuckin' cool!
1469
01:01:38,490 --> 01:01:40,159
We decided we'd meet
outside a place
1470
01:01:40,326 --> 01:01:41,961
called Sean's Bar.
1471
01:01:42,294 --> 01:01:45,097
[crowd cheering]
1472
01:01:46,899 --> 01:01:48,834
I told ya there was more of us.
1473
01:01:49,835 --> 01:01:52,271
Fun fact, Sean's Bar
once got an award
1474
01:01:52,304 --> 01:01:54,273
for being the oldest
pub in Europe.
1475
01:01:54,807 --> 01:01:57,810
[crowd cheering]
1476
01:01:58,844 --> 01:02:01,981
It dates back to
the year 900 AD.
1477
01:02:02,214 --> 01:02:03,949
[crowd cheering]
1478
01:02:03,983 --> 01:02:06,218
Yeah, trust the fuckin' Irish
to keep a pub alive
1479
01:02:06,252 --> 01:02:07,386
- for that long.
- [crowd laughing]
1480
01:02:07,419 --> 01:02:09,121
My apartment is down there,
1481
01:02:10,022 --> 01:02:12,258
and when I decided I was gonna
do the interview,
1482
01:02:12,491 --> 01:02:14,526
we said we'd meet here because
it was like a...
1483
01:02:14,893 --> 01:02:16,228
it's a historical landmark.
1484
01:02:16,262 --> 01:02:18,531
It's not just like, famous for the
town, it's famous for Ireland.
1485
01:02:18,565 --> 01:02:20,232
But because
the weather was so bad
1486
01:02:20,266 --> 01:02:21,300
and the place was flooded,
1487
01:02:21,333 --> 01:02:23,536
I decided I'm gonna put on
me little welly boots,
1488
01:02:24,970 --> 01:02:28,073
I'm gonna grab my umbrella
or my short priest.
1489
01:02:28,107 --> 01:02:30,876
[crowd laughing]
1490
01:02:31,377 --> 01:02:33,379
And I'm gonna wait
outside Sean's Bar.
1491
01:02:33,512 --> 01:02:38,484
When I came down, this
whole section was all in water.
1492
01:02:38,517 --> 01:02:40,219
So I was standin' here
like, in wellies
1493
01:02:40,386 --> 01:02:41,854
with water up to my ankles.
1494
01:02:42,087 --> 01:02:43,956
Standin' with a fuckin'
umbrella in my hand,
1495
01:02:44,123 --> 01:02:46,091
waitin' for Kieran to show up.
1496
01:02:46,258 --> 01:02:47,393
I wonder what he drives?
1497
01:02:48,662 --> 01:02:49,295
I wonder when he's gonna get here?
I wonder where he is?
1498
01:02:49,328 --> 01:02:50,963
I wonder what he looks like?
1499
01:02:50,996 --> 01:02:52,865
We decided to meet at
two o'clock,
1500
01:02:53,399 --> 01:02:54,833
but two o'clock came,
1501
01:02:54,867 --> 01:02:56,536
- Kieran didn't show up.
- [scattered oohing]
1502
01:02:57,002 --> 01:02:58,370
No, it's fine.
1503
01:02:58,404 --> 01:03:00,973
Bad weather, he's probably stuck
in traffic somewhere.
1504
01:03:01,641 --> 01:03:04,310
2:15 came, no sign of Kieran.
1505
01:03:04,611 --> 01:03:06,145
[crowd awwing]
1506
01:03:06,178 --> 01:03:08,380
2:30 came, no Kieran.
1507
01:03:08,615 --> 01:03:11,116
[crowd awwing]
1508
01:03:11,150 --> 01:03:14,953
Three PM came and I said
fuck this, I'm not gettin' wet.
1509
01:03:14,987 --> 01:03:16,556
[crowd laughing]
1510
01:03:16,589 --> 01:03:18,924
So I went back inside
and I gave Kieran
1511
01:03:18,957 --> 01:03:20,292
the benefit of the doubt.
1512
01:03:20,326 --> 01:03:21,527
He's probably dead.
1513
01:03:21,894 --> 01:03:23,996
[crowd laughing]
1514
01:03:24,430 --> 01:03:25,864
Only logical explanation.
1515
01:03:25,898 --> 01:03:28,067
Bad weather,
tsunami probably killed him.
1516
01:03:28,100 --> 01:03:30,002
[crowd laughing]
1517
01:03:30,169 --> 01:03:32,171
But just in case, I decided
to call the number
1518
01:03:32,204 --> 01:03:35,074
that he called me from,
and a lady picked up the phone,
1519
01:03:36,108 --> 01:03:38,277
and I asked her is Kieran here?
1520
01:03:38,444 --> 01:03:39,912
Did he come to do the interview?
1521
01:03:39,945 --> 01:03:41,480
I was waiting outside.
1522
01:03:41,513 --> 01:03:44,416
And she said, "Oh yeah,
Kieran drove down.
1523
01:03:44,450 --> 01:03:48,588
Kieran's in town, but he decided
to not do that interview,
1524
01:03:48,621 --> 01:03:50,956
and went instead to do
a story about a lady
1525
01:03:50,989 --> 01:03:52,891
whose garden got flooded."
1526
01:03:52,925 --> 01:03:55,527
[crowd laughing]
1527
01:03:59,164 --> 01:04:00,933
- All right.
- [woman] How dare he?
1528
01:04:01,100 --> 01:04:04,236
So you called me,
blowin' smoke up my ass,
1529
01:04:04,269 --> 01:04:07,206
telling me I'm the eighth most
influential Irish person,
1530
01:04:07,239 --> 01:04:10,042
and you ditch me to do a story
about the fuckin' rain?
1531
01:04:10,075 --> 01:04:12,378
[crowd laughing]
1532
01:04:12,411 --> 01:04:15,214
That is the most Irish thing
that has ever happened to me.
1533
01:04:15,381 --> 01:04:19,084
[crowd laughing, clapping]
1534
01:04:19,251 --> 01:04:20,919
Even if he came or we met here,
1535
01:04:20,953 --> 01:04:22,521
where was I gonna do
the interview?
1536
01:04:22,555 --> 01:04:24,022
In my apartment, here?
1537
01:04:25,391 --> 01:04:28,227
I'll talk about
my budding YouTube career
1538
01:04:28,260 --> 01:04:31,230
standin' out in
the fuckin' rain. [laughs]
1539
01:04:31,263 --> 01:04:33,031
The channel was just
doing so well.
1540
01:04:33,065 --> 01:04:35,602
I was just having so much fun
doing this YouTube thing.
1541
01:04:35,968 --> 01:04:38,103
I was doing it all day,
every day.
1542
01:04:38,504 --> 01:04:40,239
But there was one game
on the channel
1543
01:04:40,272 --> 01:04:42,141
that was doing better
than anything else.
1544
01:04:42,642 --> 01:04:45,511
A game that I've done
more episodes of
1545
01:04:45,545 --> 01:04:46,979
than any other game.
1546
01:04:47,012 --> 01:04:49,649
[crowd cheering]
1547
01:04:53,285 --> 01:04:58,123
That game, of course,
being Happy Wheels!
1548
01:04:58,290 --> 01:05:00,225
- [crowd cheering]
- Oh, baby!
1549
01:05:03,429 --> 01:05:05,431
We're gonna pick out
three people to play.
1550
01:05:07,032 --> 01:05:08,668
Even the time when
we played video games,
1551
01:05:08,701 --> 01:05:10,603
cool, fun,
entertaining distraction,
1552
01:05:10,637 --> 01:05:12,971
but there's an actual
reason they're in it.
1553
01:05:13,005 --> 01:05:14,072
Okay, who wants to play?
1554
01:05:14,406 --> 01:05:17,209
[crowd cheering]
1555
01:05:17,710 --> 01:05:20,245
[upbeat music]
1556
01:05:20,279 --> 01:05:22,281
You get to see what it's like
to be a YouTuber.
1557
01:05:22,414 --> 01:05:25,017
Oh, we have somebody.
Come on down!
1558
01:05:25,050 --> 01:05:27,252
You get to practice it,
you get to shout yourself out
1559
01:05:27,286 --> 01:05:28,420
if you want to.
1560
01:05:28,454 --> 01:05:29,722
[crowd cheering]
1561
01:05:30,189 --> 01:05:31,390
What's your name?
1562
01:05:31,423 --> 01:05:32,958
- Kayley.
- Kayley?
1563
01:05:33,158 --> 01:05:34,259
Everyone say, "Hi, Kayley."
1564
01:05:34,293 --> 01:05:36,228
[crowd] Hi, Kayley!
1565
01:05:36,462 --> 01:05:38,665
- Was that scary?
- No.
1566
01:05:38,698 --> 01:05:40,567
[Sean] People often don't take
kids seriously.
1567
01:05:40,767 --> 01:05:42,134
So we wanted to give them
the limelight
1568
01:05:42,167 --> 01:05:45,337
and to give them a chance to
like, be heard and be seen,
1569
01:05:45,705 --> 01:05:47,540
and even the audience
who doesn't know anything
1570
01:05:47,574 --> 01:05:50,710
about this, can actually
get to see what it's like
1571
01:05:50,743 --> 01:05:51,811
and see why people like it
1572
01:05:51,845 --> 01:05:53,278
and see why it's such
a communal thing,
1573
01:05:53,312 --> 01:05:54,714
it's such an energetic thing.
1574
01:05:54,747 --> 01:05:56,248
The people who are
into it already
1575
01:05:56,281 --> 01:05:57,550
get so much more out of it.
1576
01:05:58,283 --> 01:05:59,686
Everyone say, "Hi, Roman."
1577
01:05:59,719 --> 01:06:02,087
- [crowd] Hi, Roman!
- Hi!
1578
01:06:02,120 --> 01:06:04,223
[Sean] Roman, do you have
a YouTube name?
1579
01:06:04,256 --> 01:06:06,358
- Yes.
- What's your YouTube name?
1580
01:06:06,391 --> 01:06:07,493
Fart. [laughs]
1581
01:06:07,526 --> 01:06:10,362
[crowd laughing]
1582
01:06:11,230 --> 01:06:12,464
[crowd cheering]
1583
01:06:12,632 --> 01:06:14,433
Did you just come up with
that right now?
1584
01:06:14,466 --> 01:06:17,135
- No.
- Your YouTube name is Fart?
1585
01:06:17,169 --> 01:06:18,270
[crowd laughing]
1586
01:06:18,303 --> 01:06:19,639
Is that actually your
YouTube name?
1587
01:06:20,573 --> 01:06:22,642
- I think you're lying.
- [crowd laughing]
1588
01:06:22,842 --> 01:06:26,078
[Sean] You know what? I love it
anyway, sorry, parents.
1589
01:06:26,245 --> 01:06:27,312
[Roman giggles]
1590
01:06:27,346 --> 01:06:29,147
Corrupting the youth, okay.
1591
01:06:29,515 --> 01:06:31,618
We're all just gonna chant fart.
1592
01:06:31,651 --> 01:06:33,051
[crowd laughing]
1593
01:06:33,085 --> 01:06:37,322
[all chanting] Fart! Fart! Fart!
Fart! Fart!
1594
01:06:37,356 --> 01:06:40,693
- Louder!
- [all chanting] Fart! Fart! Fart! Fart! Fart!
1595
01:06:40,727 --> 01:06:44,229
- Fart! Fart! Fart! Fart! Fart!
- [Sean] Oh!
1596
01:06:44,697 --> 01:06:47,065
Okay, click on play now
and let's go.
1597
01:06:47,099 --> 01:06:48,267
You know how to play, right?
1598
01:06:48,300 --> 01:06:49,702
Okay, go forwards.
1599
01:06:49,736 --> 01:06:51,771
- Go forward, here we go!
- [crowd cheering]
1600
01:06:52,237 --> 01:06:53,205
Oh!
1601
01:06:53,740 --> 01:06:55,407
That's okay, that's fine.
1602
01:06:55,440 --> 01:06:57,142
Slow start.
1603
01:06:57,175 --> 01:07:00,312
Okay, just remember,
speed is key!
1604
01:07:00,345 --> 01:07:02,715
- [crowd cheering]
- [Sean] Go!
1605
01:07:04,316 --> 01:07:06,553
We'll give it one more try,
how does that sound?
1606
01:07:06,586 --> 01:07:09,187
Go, Fart, go!
You got this, buddy!
1607
01:07:09,221 --> 01:07:11,156
[crowd cheering]
1608
01:07:11,624 --> 01:07:13,225
Yes, yes!
1609
01:07:14,459 --> 01:07:15,460
Yes!
1610
01:07:15,595 --> 01:07:17,129
[cheering continues]
1611
01:07:17,162 --> 01:07:18,463
Go, Fart!
1612
01:07:29,709 --> 01:07:30,710
What?
1613
01:07:31,644 --> 01:07:33,546
- [Roman giggling]
- [cheering continues]
1614
01:07:38,718 --> 01:07:40,218
Go, Fart, go!
1615
01:07:41,219 --> 01:07:42,722
Okay, okay, I don't like this!
1616
01:07:43,723 --> 01:07:46,358
[crowd cheering]
1617
01:08:00,540 --> 01:08:02,542
[slow music]
1618
01:08:03,208 --> 01:08:04,644
[Sean] Paris was a cool one.
1619
01:08:09,616 --> 01:08:10,750
Because my brother
lives there,
1620
01:08:12,517 --> 01:08:13,185
it's always been a place that I've
kind of wanted to go and hang out,
1621
01:08:14,319 --> 01:08:15,320
and he's been there
so long at this point
1622
01:08:15,354 --> 01:08:17,456
that he knows
the place inside out
1623
01:08:17,624 --> 01:08:18,725
and he loves it so much.
1624
01:08:18,758 --> 01:08:20,727
San Michel is down there.
1625
01:08:20,760 --> 01:08:23,462
So tomorrow we're gonna
cruise down there,
1626
01:08:23,495 --> 01:08:25,230
and we'll go over here
to the Louvre.
1627
01:08:27,199 --> 01:08:30,770
Tonight, we're a few hours
away from the first time
1628
01:08:30,803 --> 01:08:33,806
I'm gonna see the How Did
We Get Here show.
1629
01:08:33,840 --> 01:08:35,742
So havin' worked on
ideas together,
1630
01:08:35,908 --> 01:08:37,509
I'm super stoked to actually
see what the thing
1631
01:08:37,677 --> 01:08:38,678
is gonna be like.
1632
01:08:39,846 --> 01:08:43,650
My kid brother is in
a thousand-seater venue
1633
01:08:43,683 --> 01:08:47,219
in one of the most
touristic parts of Paris,
1634
01:08:47,252 --> 01:08:49,187
and he's gonna
headline a show.
1635
01:08:49,221 --> 01:08:50,389
There's all these
fans outside,
1636
01:08:50,422 --> 01:08:53,191
rabid to even get a picture
taken with him.
1637
01:08:53,225 --> 01:08:54,594
Thank you so much!
1638
01:08:54,761 --> 01:08:56,461
- Oh!
- How do you say that?
1639
01:08:56,629 --> 01:08:59,464
A piece of home.
It's a clover, yeah.
1640
01:08:59,498 --> 01:09:00,600
Just talking to them
outside and everything
1641
01:09:02,267 --> 01:09:05,303
I'm like okay, yeah, there's gonna be a
language barrier for a lot of these jokes.
1642
01:09:05,337 --> 01:09:06,572
- Just pace it.
- Yeah.
1643
01:09:06,606 --> 01:09:08,407
Yeah, it was weird
'cause some of the stuff
1644
01:09:08,440 --> 01:09:10,977
from last night, like, some of
the Amsterdam crowd
1645
01:09:11,010 --> 01:09:12,845
they were into some of it
and then other parts
1646
01:09:12,879 --> 01:09:16,582
it was like, really subdued
and they didn't like sustain
1647
01:09:16,749 --> 01:09:18,618
as long as like an American
crowd did.
1648
01:09:18,851 --> 01:09:19,952
It was like they
started cheering
1649
01:09:21,186 --> 01:09:22,555
and then all of a sudden it was
like yeah okay, we're done.
1650
01:09:22,588 --> 01:09:24,957
It'll be interesting to see if
some of the jokes land or not,
1651
01:09:24,991 --> 01:09:27,526
because it's a lot of
like, Irish humor,
1652
01:09:27,560 --> 01:09:29,562
and I don't know if it's gonna
translate very well.
1653
01:09:30,462 --> 01:09:32,397
I don't know, part of the fun
of doing a live show
1654
01:09:32,431 --> 01:09:33,833
and touring and
figuring things out.
1655
01:09:33,866 --> 01:09:34,867
It's a challenge.
1656
01:09:35,868 --> 01:09:36,869
I enjoy it.
1657
01:09:37,770 --> 01:09:39,739
Are you guys excited
for Jacksepticeye?
1658
01:09:39,972 --> 01:09:41,974
[crowd cheering]
1659
01:09:42,340 --> 01:09:43,341
[Malcolm]
Because he's so famous,
1660
01:09:44,677 --> 01:09:45,878
I think he could come out
on stage and do anything.
1661
01:09:46,946 --> 01:09:47,680
He just wants to push
the boundaries.
1662
01:09:48,480 --> 01:09:50,550
My wife, we were
dating at the time
1663
01:09:50,583 --> 01:09:51,718
and she was living in Germany,
1664
01:09:51,751 --> 01:09:53,586
and she sent me
this video and said,
1665
01:09:53,853 --> 01:09:55,755
"You've gotta see what
your brother is doing."
1666
01:09:57,757 --> 01:09:59,859
When we went back, if I wanted
to have a coffee with him
1667
01:09:59,892 --> 01:10:01,961
or go out, people were
just turnin' up
1668
01:10:01,994 --> 01:10:03,295
to get selfies.
1669
01:10:03,596 --> 01:10:04,697
Yeah, it was unbelievably good.
1670
01:10:04,731 --> 01:10:06,966
Unbelievably good.
And the French, man,
1671
01:10:06,999 --> 01:10:08,300
they surprised me.
1672
01:10:08,333 --> 01:10:09,334
Yeah, they loved that.
1673
01:10:10,335 --> 01:10:11,204
The secret is that you have
to drop your mic
1674
01:10:11,236 --> 01:10:12,705
from your mouth after
you tell a joke,
1675
01:10:12,872 --> 01:10:14,640
'cause they were like
oh, I clap now?
1676
01:10:14,674 --> 01:10:15,742
Cool. [laughs]
1677
01:10:16,809 --> 01:10:18,678
It's been fun to watch him
grow from a distance,
1678
01:10:18,711 --> 01:10:21,714
but at the same time,
we've remained really close
1679
01:10:21,748 --> 01:10:22,749
throughout the years.
1680
01:10:25,718 --> 01:10:26,986
[slow music]
1681
01:10:54,714 --> 01:10:56,082
[indistinct chattering]
1682
01:10:57,850 --> 01:11:00,720
[Sean] I think Paris is one of
the most historically dense
1683
01:11:00,753 --> 01:11:02,354
cities on the entire planet,
1684
01:11:02,387 --> 01:11:04,489
and the fact that we had
somebody who knew
1685
01:11:04,523 --> 01:11:05,691
some of the background
to these places
1686
01:11:05,725 --> 01:11:08,493
and it felt like we were on
this personally
1687
01:11:08,628 --> 01:11:10,763
private guided tour of Paris.
1688
01:11:12,497 --> 01:11:14,600
And then we all just got to
recharge our batteries,
1689
01:11:14,634 --> 01:11:17,036
and stuff like that is just
really, really nice.
1690
01:11:17,937 --> 01:11:20,573
But the fact that we get to
go there on tour
1691
01:11:20,773 --> 01:11:23,709
all as a group,
made it so much better,
1692
01:11:24,644 --> 01:11:27,379
and it's gonna be hard to top
those kinds of moments.
1693
01:11:53,706 --> 01:11:55,407
[man] Oh my God, look at that.
1694
01:11:55,440 --> 01:11:56,642
[Sean] It's all of
my thumbnails...
1695
01:11:56,809 --> 01:11:57,944
[man] Oh, come on!
1696
01:11:59,712 --> 01:12:00,913
- [man 2] From his videos.
- [Sean] And the videos they've watched and quotes from them.
1697
01:12:01,781 --> 01:12:03,381
[both] Holy shit!
1698
01:12:03,415 --> 01:12:04,617
She showed it to me outside.
1699
01:12:05,918 --> 01:12:07,452
- It's fuckin' incredible.
- [Dominik] Lovely dude.
1700
01:12:07,485 --> 01:12:09,387
Genuinely very nice guy,
1701
01:12:09,421 --> 01:12:12,625
and he's in a strange position
because I've never seen
1702
01:12:12,658 --> 01:12:16,829
an artist have that much
weight put on him,
1703
01:12:16,863 --> 01:12:18,965
because people expect
a lot from him.
1704
01:12:18,998 --> 01:12:22,568
It's like, "You've helped me,
you've saved me."
1705
01:12:22,602 --> 01:12:25,370
He takes it in his stride and
he does really well, I think.
1706
01:12:25,571 --> 01:12:26,873
Oh my God, I'm gonna cry!
1707
01:12:27,039 --> 01:12:28,841
All good performance
is a collusion
1708
01:12:28,875 --> 01:12:30,710
between the artist and
the audience.
1709
01:12:30,743 --> 01:12:32,778
Oh no, it's not workin'!
Oh, good!
1710
01:12:32,945 --> 01:12:34,412
[crowd cheering]
1711
01:12:35,681 --> 01:12:36,481
[Dominik] If you put
the artist and the audience
1712
01:12:36,514 --> 01:12:38,818
in the best possible
frame of mind,
1713
01:12:38,985 --> 01:12:40,686
you sometimes get these
really nice moments.
1714
01:12:40,720 --> 01:12:41,721
Yes!
1715
01:12:43,189 --> 01:12:45,558
Jeff, you had the courage
1716
01:12:45,725 --> 01:12:47,425
to do exactly
what you wanted to do.
1717
01:12:47,459 --> 01:12:48,961
Do you feel accomplished?
1718
01:12:48,995 --> 01:12:50,062
I do, almost.
1719
01:12:50,096 --> 01:12:51,964
There's one other thing
I'd like to do.
1720
01:12:52,865 --> 01:12:53,933
What do you want to do, Jeff?
1721
01:12:55,902 --> 01:12:57,970
If that girl could come
up to the stage,
1722
01:12:58,004 --> 01:13:00,740
- she knows who she is.
- [crowd cheering]
1723
01:13:00,773 --> 01:13:04,143
[Dominik] And that's why live
performance is endlessly fascinating
1724
01:13:04,176 --> 01:13:05,878
because you never know
what's gonna happen.
1725
01:13:05,912 --> 01:13:08,180
[crowd cheering]
1726
01:13:17,924 --> 01:13:19,524
Edinburgh.
1727
01:13:24,063 --> 01:13:25,898
[Justin] The thing I love most
about this tour
1728
01:13:25,932 --> 01:13:27,199
is... is truly just kind of
the bus.
1729
01:13:28,935 --> 01:13:31,503
- [man] ♪ Sunday, Sunday... ♪
- [man 2] ♪ Monday, happy days! ♪
1730
01:13:32,805 --> 01:13:34,040
[Sean] What a lovely day.
1731
01:13:35,274 --> 01:13:36,175
[Justin] There's not a bad
attitude in the bunch,
1732
01:13:37,343 --> 01:13:38,711
and it's also just
the communal experience
1733
01:13:38,744 --> 01:13:41,614
of seeing different countries
together with your friends.
1734
01:13:41,647 --> 01:13:43,582
Seeing the fans' reactions
to all this stuff
1735
01:13:43,616 --> 01:13:44,884
has been amazing.
1736
01:13:46,052 --> 01:13:46,919
I will remember it
for the rest of my life.
1737
01:13:47,485 --> 01:13:49,789
[indistinct chattering]
1738
01:13:51,958 --> 01:13:53,192
I don't know,
it just reminds me of like,
1739
01:13:54,760 --> 01:13:56,195
it's all the stuff you take for granted
as a kid when you like walk around,
1740
01:13:57,797 --> 01:14:01,934
and you just walk across like, graveyards
and fields and trees and everything,
1741
01:14:01,968 --> 01:14:06,272
but it's only when you get
older you see somebody
1742
01:14:06,305 --> 01:14:08,541
when you live in a city
or a town or something,
1743
01:14:08,574 --> 01:14:09,942
and you don't get to see
that stuff anymore,
1744
01:14:09,976 --> 01:14:11,210
and then when you
come back to it,
1745
01:14:11,243 --> 01:14:13,713
it just reminds me of
being a kid again.
1746
01:14:15,915 --> 01:14:18,117
I've never been one to have much
patriotism for Ireland
1747
01:14:18,150 --> 01:14:23,089
but... I don't know, now that
I have some distance from it
1748
01:14:23,122 --> 01:14:24,522
I actually miss it a lot.
1749
01:14:26,292 --> 01:14:29,595
I've spent so long just
working and figuring things out
1750
01:14:29,628 --> 01:14:32,198
that I haven't taken the time
to actually figure out
1751
01:14:32,231 --> 01:14:35,835
who I am 100 percent
and I'm excited to do that
1752
01:14:36,002 --> 01:14:38,871
rolling into like,
my early 30's.
1753
01:14:39,739 --> 01:14:40,940
[indistinct chattering]
1754
01:14:40,973 --> 01:14:43,242
A lot of people use
an audience and fame
1755
01:14:43,275 --> 01:14:46,612
and growth to patch over
those holes in their life.
1756
01:14:46,645 --> 01:14:48,881
Maybe I was doing that for
a long time as well myself, but
1757
01:14:50,616 --> 01:14:54,020
you have to find what makes
you just base level content
1758
01:14:54,587 --> 01:14:55,588
at the end of the day.
1759
01:14:56,722 --> 01:14:59,025
And no amount of like,
popularity or anything like that
1760
01:14:59,058 --> 01:15:00,525
is ever gonna do that for you.
1761
01:15:01,927 --> 01:15:03,996
I hear a lot of stories from
people who are as depressed
1762
01:15:04,030 --> 01:15:05,664
if not more than
I was back then,
1763
01:15:06,165 --> 01:15:07,767
who are just trying to
find themselves,
1764
01:15:07,800 --> 01:15:09,201
they're trying to figure out
what they want to do,
1765
01:15:09,802 --> 01:15:11,737
so to just show them like,
it's okay,
1766
01:15:11,771 --> 01:15:13,139
you're allowed to feel this way.
1767
01:15:13,906 --> 01:15:16,075
I felt this way at this
point in my life.
1768
01:15:16,909 --> 01:15:18,778
A lot of people in this room
here with you right now
1769
01:15:18,811 --> 01:15:20,279
are feeling
the exact same thing,
1770
01:15:21,147 --> 01:15:23,816
but like a video game,
you fight the badness
1771
01:15:24,350 --> 01:15:26,018
and then you get
the experience in your life
1772
01:15:26,052 --> 01:15:27,686
and you move onto
the next part.
1773
01:15:29,822 --> 01:15:31,924
[gentle music]
1774
01:15:38,898 --> 01:15:40,800
[Sean] I haven't really
thought about the end of it.
1775
01:15:41,200 --> 01:15:44,770
It will be really sad when
we have to retire the show,
1776
01:15:45,905 --> 01:15:50,042
but it will be kind of cool to
just end the show in Dublin
1777
01:15:50,076 --> 01:15:51,077
and leave it there.
1778
01:15:52,812 --> 01:15:53,813
It's strange.
1779
01:15:55,181 --> 01:15:56,782
I think it's more strange
because of the fact
1780
01:15:56,816 --> 01:15:57,950
it's in a college.
1781
01:15:57,983 --> 01:16:02,988
A lot of the story in the show
revolves around college
1782
01:16:03,022 --> 01:16:05,057
and failing college and
not knowing what
1783
01:16:05,091 --> 01:16:07,093
you're gonna do with yourself,
and then to come back here
1784
01:16:07,126 --> 01:16:08,394
to have one of the final...
1785
01:16:08,427 --> 01:16:10,830
to have the final show here
surrounded by people
1786
01:16:10,863 --> 01:16:12,631
who are all going through that
transitional period
1787
01:16:12,832 --> 01:16:14,100
- in their life.
- Thanks.
1788
01:16:15,401 --> 01:16:16,435
[Sean] And how many of them
are actually gonna end up
1789
01:16:16,469 --> 01:16:18,804
doing what they're studying,
and how many of them
1790
01:16:18,838 --> 01:16:19,939
are actually gonna go on
1791
01:16:19,972 --> 01:16:21,340
and do something
completely different.
1792
01:16:23,109 --> 01:16:25,344
How many other YouTubers
are out here? [laughs]
1793
01:16:26,345 --> 01:16:28,080
Also nice to hear Irish
accents again.
1794
01:16:28,714 --> 01:16:30,082
My one's gonna start gettin'
thicker now
1795
01:16:30,216 --> 01:16:31,217
as we go through here.
1796
01:16:32,418 --> 01:16:34,954
[gull squawking]
1797
01:16:34,987 --> 01:16:37,990
[men laughing]
1798
01:16:38,023 --> 01:16:39,225
Comin' straight for me!
1799
01:16:43,996 --> 01:16:45,331
[Sean] It turned into
a better show
1800
01:16:45,364 --> 01:16:46,765
than I thought
it was going to.
1801
01:16:48,000 --> 01:16:49,135
We spent so long making it
and I'm so proud of it
1802
01:16:49,168 --> 01:16:52,138
and I've been blown away
by everybody else
1803
01:16:52,171 --> 01:16:54,874
backstage who's been able to
keep it running and everything.
1804
01:16:55,141 --> 01:16:57,343
The fact that I got to go
out and meet so many
1805
01:16:57,376 --> 01:17:00,246
of the people from the channel,
like the community itself,
1806
01:17:00,279 --> 01:17:01,347
and not just at a convention,
1807
01:17:02,616 --> 01:17:03,583
but actually being able to see
them in front of you
1808
01:17:03,617 --> 01:17:05,718
and react to
the thing you're doing
1809
01:17:05,751 --> 01:17:08,020
that you're always kind of
doing live,
1810
01:17:08,053 --> 01:17:09,255
was such a huge thing for me.
1811
01:17:09,288 --> 01:17:12,024
That filled me with so much
joy and happiness,
1812
01:17:12,057 --> 01:17:14,393
but also being able to be on
a bus with people
1813
01:17:14,426 --> 01:17:17,863
and create proper, life-long,
close-bonded friendships
1814
01:17:17,897 --> 01:17:18,898
with people.
1815
01:17:20,199 --> 01:17:21,200
How did we get here?
1816
01:17:21,467 --> 01:17:22,668
It's a journey.
1817
01:17:22,701 --> 01:17:25,204
It's a journey through life
and its obstacles
1818
01:17:25,237 --> 01:17:28,974
and achieving greatness
above those obstacles.
1819
01:17:29,975 --> 01:17:32,077
[crowd cheering]
1820
01:17:32,111 --> 01:17:33,412
[Florrie] It doesn't make
any difference to me,
1821
01:17:33,445 --> 01:17:36,148
he's still Sean to me and
whatever he has, he has,
1822
01:17:36,182 --> 01:17:38,450
and I'm just happy for him.
1823
01:17:38,817 --> 01:17:41,153
He's my brother.
I don't look at him as this big star or...
1824
01:17:41,187 --> 01:17:42,254
Yeah, same.
1825
01:17:42,288 --> 01:17:44,690
I'm just very proud of him
and what he's achieved.
1826
01:17:45,524 --> 01:17:47,459
[Malcolm]
He takes time for everybody
1827
01:17:47,493 --> 01:17:49,862
and that's what
his heart beats for.
1828
01:17:49,895 --> 01:17:51,363
It's okay, I'll just stay
holdin' onto him.
1829
01:17:51,764 --> 01:17:54,767
It beats for the people
and that's just rare,
1830
01:17:54,800 --> 01:17:55,968
I think, in this world.
1831
01:17:57,069 --> 01:17:59,238
Exactly the same now as you
were 15-20 years ago.
1832
01:17:59,505 --> 01:18:01,507
Just keep being
who you are and you'll get to
1833
01:18:01,541 --> 01:18:02,942
where you actually want to be.
1834
01:18:03,543 --> 01:18:05,744
[music continues]
1835
01:18:13,485 --> 01:18:16,355
[Sean] Sadly, we've come to
the end of our show.
1836
01:18:16,388 --> 01:18:18,857
[crowd groaning]
1837
01:18:19,391 --> 01:18:20,893
You guys had fun, right?
1838
01:18:21,126 --> 01:18:24,129
[crowd cheering]
1839
01:18:25,965 --> 01:18:26,966
Thank God!
1840
01:18:28,000 --> 01:18:30,102
I see Vernon over
there going no.
1841
01:18:30,269 --> 01:18:32,004
- [crowd laughing]
- [laughs]
1842
01:18:32,871 --> 01:18:35,074
But as I said at
the start of the show,
1843
01:18:35,107 --> 01:18:36,475
we were gonna go
through a journey,
1844
01:18:36,508 --> 01:18:39,812
and now you have seen various
aspects of my life
1845
01:18:39,845 --> 01:18:41,247
through different
periods of my life.
1846
01:18:41,280 --> 01:18:43,215
From the very beginning
all the way up to
1847
01:18:43,249 --> 01:18:44,950
whatever the fuck this is.
1848
01:18:44,984 --> 01:18:46,518
[crowd laughing]
1849
01:18:46,885 --> 01:18:49,088
And I asked you guys one
simple question
1850
01:18:49,121 --> 01:18:50,522
which was how did we get here?
1851
01:18:51,257 --> 01:18:52,992
And the reason that we are here,
1852
01:18:53,025 --> 01:18:56,228
the reason that I am up here
doing any of this right now,
1853
01:18:56,262 --> 01:18:58,264
is because of all of you
lovely people.
1854
01:18:58,297 --> 01:19:01,166
[crowd cheering]
1855
01:19:08,608 --> 01:19:10,476
There is no way that I
would be able
1856
01:19:10,509 --> 01:19:13,279
to do this kind of thing or
even do YouTube at all
1857
01:19:13,445 --> 01:19:15,514
or be half the person I am today
1858
01:19:15,948 --> 01:19:17,850
if it wasn't for everybody who
watches the channel.
1859
01:19:18,050 --> 01:19:20,352
So whether you're here in
this room tonight,
1860
01:19:20,620 --> 01:19:23,455
whether you're at home, whether
you came to the channel
1861
01:19:23,489 --> 01:19:26,058
and left at some point, even if
you came to the channel
1862
01:19:26,091 --> 01:19:28,294
and hated it, at least you
gave it a chance,
1863
01:19:28,460 --> 01:19:30,597
and for that, I am
forever grateful,
1864
01:19:30,630 --> 01:19:32,431
and I can never thank
you all enough.
1865
01:19:32,464 --> 01:19:34,500
Thank you so much.
1866
01:19:34,534 --> 01:19:37,336
[crowd cheering]
1867
01:19:46,011 --> 01:19:47,547
[woman in audience]
I fucking love you!
1868
01:19:47,580 --> 01:19:50,349
[crowd cheering]
1869
01:19:54,286 --> 01:19:55,487
When I was in that log cabin,
1870
01:19:55,521 --> 01:19:57,389
I became so depressed
that I didn't know
1871
01:19:57,423 --> 01:20:00,359
what I was gonna do with the
rest of my life,
1872
01:20:00,392 --> 01:20:01,894
but that does not matter.
1873
01:20:01,927 --> 01:20:04,597
What matters is that you
keep fighting,
1874
01:20:04,631 --> 01:20:06,566
is that you keep
pushing forward,
1875
01:20:06,599 --> 01:20:08,568
because we all go
through our problems.
1876
01:20:08,934 --> 01:20:11,437
We all have problems whether it
be small or large,
1877
01:20:11,470 --> 01:20:14,206
it does not matter, we're all
going through it,
1878
01:20:14,239 --> 01:20:15,608
and the thing about all of this
1879
01:20:15,642 --> 01:20:18,578
and the reason that I got up
here to tell this story,
1880
01:20:18,611 --> 01:20:20,946
specifically my story,
was to show you
1881
01:20:20,979 --> 01:20:23,583
that I did not come from
anywhere special.
1882
01:20:23,616 --> 01:20:26,553
I did not come from a
very popular place
1883
01:20:26,586 --> 01:20:28,020
or anything like that.
1884
01:20:28,053 --> 01:20:29,521
But that doesn't matter either.
1885
01:20:29,556 --> 01:20:31,223
It doesn't matter where
you come from.
1886
01:20:31,256 --> 01:20:32,991
Doesn't matter what
you look like.
1887
01:20:33,025 --> 01:20:34,526
It doesn't matter what
gender you are.
1888
01:20:34,561 --> 01:20:36,895
It doesn't matter if you're
straight, gay, bi,
1889
01:20:36,929 --> 01:20:38,531
or anything in between.
1890
01:20:38,565 --> 01:20:41,333
[crowd cheering]
1891
01:20:45,638 --> 01:20:48,040
And I know I'm
literally talking down
1892
01:20:48,073 --> 01:20:51,944
to a lot of you, but I hope that
it never feels like that,
1893
01:20:51,977 --> 01:20:53,979
because the thing I take away
from doing YouTube
1894
01:20:54,012 --> 01:20:55,981
each time, the thing
that I've learned
1895
01:20:56,014 --> 01:20:57,983
over the five years
of doing this,
1896
01:20:58,016 --> 01:20:59,652
is that we are all people.
1897
01:20:59,686 --> 01:21:01,387
The humanity behind it all.
1898
01:21:01,420 --> 01:21:03,455
The community behind it all.
1899
01:21:03,489 --> 01:21:05,324
We may look different
on the outside,
1900
01:21:05,357 --> 01:21:08,193
we may act different, we may
sound different,
1901
01:21:08,227 --> 01:21:10,195
but on the inside,
we're all the same.
1902
01:21:10,229 --> 01:21:11,163
We're all people.
1903
01:21:12,231 --> 01:21:13,465
We're all going through our
struggles together.
1904
01:21:13,499 --> 01:21:16,969
So it's about time we started
treating each other that way.
1905
01:21:17,202 --> 01:21:18,137
Building each other up.
1906
01:21:19,338 --> 01:21:20,640
Helping each other out instead
of tearing each other down
1907
01:21:20,673 --> 01:21:22,207
all the time.
1908
01:21:22,241 --> 01:21:24,977
So what I want people
to do is go out
1909
01:21:25,010 --> 01:21:27,946
and be the heroes of
your own stories.
1910
01:21:27,980 --> 01:21:29,214
Thank you.
1911
01:21:29,248 --> 01:21:32,050
[crowd cheering]
1912
01:21:32,084 --> 01:21:34,554
[upbeat music]
1913
01:22:22,541 --> 01:22:27,541
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