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RESSLER: That's how
she's gonna prove to the world

that she's seizing control
of his empire.

- She's gonna kill him.
- (MONITOR BEEPING)

She's making a mistake.

I need to stop her!

This won't end well.

I can't do it.

That's all right.

I don't want to.

I understand.

(GUNSHOT)

No. No!

DEMBE: Raymond, we must.
I'm sorry.

(INAUDIBLE)

No! (GRUNTS)

- Stop! Stop!
- (HORN HONKS)

Stop. I'm an FBI agent.

I'm in pursuit
of a murder suspect.

- Get out of your car! I need your car!
- Really?

Come on!
Get out of the car!

Call the police!
He just hijacked my car!

DEMBE: We have company.

It's Ressler.

Lose him.

(HORN BLARES)

(CELL PHONE RINGS)

He killed her!

COOPER:
I know what you wanna do.

He may not have
pulled the trigger.

But she's dead
because of him.

Yes, probably, but killing him
will only make it worse.

Donald, listen to me.

You're in no condition
to drive.

Don't do this.

(HORN HONKS)

(HORN BLARES)

*THE BLACKLIST*
Season 09 Episode 07

Aired on:
January 06, 2022.

Episode Title:
"Between Sleep and Awake"

(KNOCK ON DOOR)

Hey.

COOPER: Hard to believe
it's been two years.

Feels like 200.

How's Agnes holding up?

Amazingly well.

She wants the anniversary
to be a celebration

of Elizabeth's life,
not a mourning of her death.

So that's what
we're doing tonight.

You're welcome to join us.

Oh, I appreciate that,
but I, uh,

just came in to see if I
could get the morning off.

Take the day. I insist.

Thank you.

We've been going through
photo albums recently

and found this.

Agnes wanted you to have it.

I'm around if you need me.

(MONITOR BEEPING,
INDISTINCT CHATTER)

ER NURSE: Shortness of breath.
Decreased breath sounds.

Tracheal deviation.
I think it's a tension pneumothorax.

And it looks like the area's
already been damaged.

ER DOCTOR: We need to do
a needle decompression.

(MONITORS BEEPING)

(POP)
(EXHALES SLOWLY)

(BEEPING ECHOING)

ER NURSE: BP is 80 and dropping.
Heart rate is 120.

Oxygen saturation is low.

TRAUMA SURGEON:
Put him on a non-rebreather.

His lung is putting pressure
on his heart.

He needs a chest tube now!
Let's go, people!

COOPER: I understand. I know
the driver of the car he hit is in surgery

and you need
to talk to him.

But he's my agent.
He's hurt.

And I don't appreciate
you going in there

and cuffing him like
he's a common criminal.

You're surprisingly popular.

RESSLER:
How's the woman I hit?

Better. Healing.

In time she should be fine.

"Should be." And this?

Am I free, or is this
a stay of execution?

That depends
on the outcome

of the Bureau's disciplinary
committee hearing.

They're holding it
as soon as you get out.

What they decide will go
a long way in determining

whether the D.A.
files charges or not.

Do they know I was in pursuit?

They do.
And that you were DUI.

Reddington. Where is he?

Gone.

Disappeared without a trace.
His lines are dead.

All major law-enforcement
agencies

have been alerted,

and nothing's come back.

It's only a matter of time
before his immunity agreement

is revoked
and the task force disbanded.

Good. Then we can start
hunting him again.

Elizabeth had a will.

She designated me and Charlene
as Agnes' legal guardians.

I think she'd want us
to look forward, not back.

I'm gonna try to do that.

My hope is you can, too.

TRAUMA SURGEON: I've put in
your discharge papers.

Your job now
is to rest and do PT.

I'll see you in my office
in a week.

In the meantime, I want to talk with you
about pain management.

Oh, I'm good.
I know from your chart

that you had a dependency issue
in the past.

I was an addict, yes.

But, uh, I don't plan
on being one again.

And we'll do whatever
we can to help you.

But you're going to be
in pain for a while.

I'm fine.

Taking what I'm offering,
the pills and the advice,

is better than the alternative,
which is to wait

until in your suffering
you find yourself on the street

looking to buy
whatever you can.

(PILLS RATTLING)

You don't wanna
give me those.

No, I don't.

But I can't let you walk
out of here without them.

Do you have someone
who can help you manage this?

Sure. Tons of people.

I'm prescribing oxycodone.

COOPER: I just got off the phone
with Rebecca Hagens,

head of the FBI
disciplinary committee.

She's been sitting
at your hearing for a half-hour.

She says you haven't
shown up.

I encouraged her to give you
the benefit of the doubt

after everything you've done
for your country

and allow
for a little more time,

but I can only do so much.

Where are you?

I'm looking forward,
not back.

Five minutes away? Ten?

You said this is what
Keen would want.

What she'd want is for you
to look forward to clearing your name.

Which you can still do
if you can get there soon enough.

- I'm not going.
- Donald.

They'll take your badge.
They can have it.

I left it at my apartment,
along with my service weapon.

So that's it?
You're done?

Yeah, I am.

Look, if I stay,
I'll hunt for him.

I'll become obsessed
with him and her.

You've worked too hard
to let it end this way.

Yeah, I have.

Donald, we can help you
get through this.

We can help each other.
We're all struggling.

We need to be here
for each other.

I know. I'm sorry.

(PHONE BEEPS)

(VEHICLE APPROACHES)

(BRAKES SQUEALING)

(BRAKES HISS)

Hey, buddy.
You gettin' on?

I don't got all day.

(ELECTRONIC BELL CHIMES)

BARBER: Hi, there.
Take a seat.

- So what are we doin' today?
- A trim? Clean it up?

- Take it off.
- You sure?

Looks like you've been
growing it a while.

It's a real statement
if you ask me.

Trust me. It's time.

Hey.
Welcome to Liberty Falls.

Yeah, thanks. It seems like
a nice little town.

Well, it's
definitely... little.

Room for tonight?
That should work. Yeah.

THEODORE: Mom! The craziest thing
just happened!

Honey.
I'm helping someone.

Captain Hook just captured Wendy
and the other Lost Boys!

And he took them
to the pirate ship.

But Peter Pan's asleep,
so he doesn't know!

And they're gonna poison...

Theodore!
I said not now.

- THEODORE: You're gonna wanna hear this.
- LAUREN: I know.

And I will.
In a minute. Okay?

(SIGHS) Geez. Fine.

I'm sorry. He has
a very active imagination.

RESSLER: It's all right.
He sometimes does his homework out here,

but he's usually quiet
as a mouse.

It's really okay.
Uh, about that room...

can I pay?

Yeah, sure.
Uh, that'll be $45.

All right. Ah.

Room 5.
Best room in the place.

It even has a pool view

if you're looking out
the bathroom window.

Ah. I'd really like
to get to my room.

Thank you.

Right. Of course.

(SIGHS)

(DOOR OPENS, BELL JINGLES)

(DOOR CLOSES)

(SNIFFLES)

(GROANS SOFTLY)

(ON MY TERMS PLAYING)

Whiskey on ice.
Hold the ice.

Thanks.
Can I open a tab?

Why not? I'm easy.

I don't think you're allowed
to say that anymore.

Maybe not where you come from,
but around here,

people pride themselves
on being behind the times.

This sounds like
my kind of a place.

Believe me, this ain't
nobody's kind of place.

Where are you from?

Hmm. Where the grass
is greener.

Trust me, it's brown.

Soon as I can afford to,
I'm heading to L.A.

Gonna be a makeup artist.

I got my own YouTube channel.
You should check it out.

Wow. That was fast.
Another one?

You know where
I can get something

a little, uh, stronger?

I-I try and stay away
from that kind of stuff.

I got it.
I'll take another one.

♪♪ But if I do,
it's gonna be on my terms

♪♪ Yeah, if I do♪♪

You're $75 all-in.

(CHUCKLES)

Well, uh,

keep the change.

Thanks.

(OMINOUS MUSIC PLAYS)

Hey, there.

Vivian tells me
you're looking for a hookup.

Well, Vivian's
a very helpful lady.

Meet me in the back room.

Five minutes.

MAX: So...

What are you after?

Oh. Oxy, Norco.

I'm an equal-opportunity
offender.

Isn't that a coincidence?

So are we.

"We"?

Look, come on.
I'm not looking for any trouble.

It's a little late
for that.

(LAUGHS) You're making
this too easy, man!

(GRUNTING)

(KICKS LANDING)

Hey.
He's got an iPhone, too.

Take everything.

(GROANS, COUGHS)

BARBER: You sure shine up
like a new penny.

Where you off to?
Somewhere special?

Something like that.

You all right, son?
You look like you've seen a ghost.

Not a ghost. Just...

Someone I used to know.

Are you okay, mister?

(GASPS) Oh, my God.
What the hell are you doing, kid?

Um, well, I didn't want
to touch a dead person with my hand.

Well, I'm not dead, so...

Why are you sleeping
in the hallway?

(GROANS)

Hey. You know your face
is bleeding?

My mom has a first-aid kit
in the office.

(GROANS) Oh, you
got to be kidding me.

What?

They robbed me.

Who? Burglars? Pirates?

That's so cool!

You should call the cops, though.
They can help.

(GROANS) Trust me, wherever
the pirates took my stuff,

it's not coming back.

So it was pirates!

You know, I'm reading this book
Peter Pan and...

I really gotta go, bud.

Are you sure you're okay?

I really think my mom
can help you.

Look, I don't need your mom
or a first-aid kit or a phone.

Look, I just...
I need to be alone.

Understand?

I said get outta here!

(ICE RATTLING)

What the hell do you think
you're doing?

Um... getting ice.

You know what
I'm talking about.

My kid said he found you
passed out in the hallway.

Well, since you're here,
I, uh...

I actually lost my key.

Hey. I wasn't really planning
on entertaining, but...

Are you listening
to anything that I'm saying?

What you did out there
was not okay.

I don't want my son
seeing stuff like that.

Look. No offense, lady,
but this place isn't exactly the Ritz.

You know, I'm sure
he's seen plenty of, uh, unsavory things.

At least most people
keep to themselves.

What happened to you, anyway?
You're a mess.

Look. I paid for my room.
I'll keep to myself.

Are we done here?

Actually, you owe me
for tonight.

I'm not sure if your son
told you, but, uh, I got robbed.

And I'd love to pay you,
but at the moment,

I've got nothing.

I'm sorry. Really.

But I can't let you stay
if you can't pay.

Okay. I get it.
All right.

I'll be out in half an hour.

(SIGHS)

Look. Willy down at Liberty Auto has been
looking for someone

to help out
around the garage.

Garage.
As in, like, a mechanic?

More like a janitor.

Unless that's beneath you.

At this point,
nothing's beneath me.

Then I suggest
you go see him.

Okay. Great.
Thanks. Um...

But do you know a doctor
I could see?

(SIGHS)

(DOOR OPENS, BELL JINGLES)

(DOOR CLOSES)

- Shopping for someone special?
- I am.

I'd love to help.

We have a beautiful selection
of roses that just came in.

Top of the line.

I'm actually looking
for carnations.

Oh. Honey.
I think we can do better.

If you ask me,

carnations are the sad flower
of weddings past.

Well, sad or not,
they're her favorite.

She always said that people
underestimate their beauty.

Okay. Understood.
Did you have a color in mind?

The pink and the red
are both so lovely.

She likes the purple.

Ah!

Is she impulsive?
Unpredictable?

If it's all the same to you,
I'm in a bit of a hurry.

Of course.
This'll just be a minute.

She's impulsive
and unpredictable.

I'm... I'm the opposite.

I've been thinking about what
I'm about to do for two years.

What am I gonna wear,
what should I say.

Uh, didn't mean
to be short with you.

I'm just a little nervous.

Well, it sounds like
she is about the luckiest woman alive.

To have someone give so much
thought and attention

to a moment like this.

You... You really see her.

And if she has no more sense
than a titmouse,

she's gonna say yes.

Oh, this isn't...
I'm not gonna, uh...

Is she expecting it?
I hope not.

A proposal's so much better
when it's a surprise.

Well, trust me.
After everything that's happened

in the past two years,

me just showing up
is gonna be a huge surprise.

DR. SUTTON: Well,
looks like we're dealing with

a couple of broken ribs
and a lacerated kidney.

Folks in this town sure know
how to roll out the red carpet.

Then beat you over the head with it.
(CHUCKLES)

On a scale of 1 to 10,
how much pain are you in?

I may look like
that green smiley face,

but I feel like the red devil
bawling his eyes out.

(CHUCKLES)

A while back, I got
into a car accident.

Doc offered to
prescribe me oxycodone,

but I turned him down.

I didn't wanna risk
getting hooked.

So I gutted out the pain
on Tylenol and rest.

Nearly killed me.

I'm not sure
I could do that again.

I don't think you should.

But oxycodone is
a powerful narcotic.

You have to be very careful
not to overuse or abuse it.

But you seem to be, uh,
more concerned about that than most,

so... I'm comfortable writing you
a prescription for it.

Janie will give you
four pills to tide you over

till you can
get to a pharmacy.

I appreciate that.

(SNIFFLES)

(EXHALES)

WILLY: So, we got the break
room, storage facility,

the office, and, of course,
the garage floor.

My wife wants me to
spruce the place up a bit.

And what Helen wants,
Helen gets.

(CHUCKLES)
Which is where you come in.

I need someone to do
basically all the crap

I don't wanna do.

Sweeping, mopping, toilets.

Dusting, unloading boxes,
inventory.

That a '72 Chevy Nova?
That thing's a beauty.

Do not bring Layla
into this.

Oh.
She's got a name, huh?

She sure does.
Pain in my ass, though.

She's got potential.

Engine doesn't need
to be rebuilt.

Suspension's solid.
Everything else is surface rust.

You know cars?

I didn't have
much of a choice.

I grew up watching
my dad restore

anything he could
get his hands on.

Spent my childhood
scouring the Detroit junkyards with him.

A Detroit boy.
That explains it.

Would be sacrilegious
not to know your stuff.

Ah. To be honest,
I wasn't looking for a job.

But I got robbed,
I owe money on my room,

and, well, it's not like
I got anywhere else to be.

Plus, I love cars,
I know how to fix them,

and, well, at one time

I was told I was
a pretty responsible guy.

Fair enough.

I'll tell you what.

You help me with Layla
in addition to the other work,

and I'll pay you up front.

I've been trying to
restore her for months,

and she's just
stubborn as hell. (LAUGHS)

What do you say?

Sounds like a plan.

(BELL JINGLES)

Hey. That should cover me
till Wednesday.

So... it all worked out?

Sure did.

In fact, I even
got a promotion.

I'm working
on the cars now.

Thank you for your help.
Really.

If there's something I can do
to pay you back...

Theo. Get up.
Theo. Now!

- What's going on?
- It's him!

You want to pay me back?
Don't let him find us.

(BELL JINGLES)

Hey.
You looking for a room?

I'm looking
for these two.

I'm from downstate.

We got a tip
she's working at a motel

along this stretch
of highway.

What seems
to be the problem?

The problem is that
I can't find them.

No. Uh, I'm sorry.

What I mean is, uh,
why are you looking for them?

What'd they do?

What happened
to your face?

Put it somewhere
it didn't belong?

The photo.
Have you seen them?

(SIGHS)
I can't say that I have.

Hey, you need
something else?

If you see them,
give me a call.

(BELL JINGLES)

(LAUREN EXHALES SHARPLY)

Please. Don't ask.

Tell me who you are
and why the police are looking for you.

LAUREN: I really don't want
to talk about this.

RESSLER: And normally
I wouldn't insist,

but I lied to
a police officer for you.

I'm not a criminal if that's
what you're worried about.

Well, you sure
acted like one.

Come on.
Why was he looking for you?

He's my husband.

Why are you running
from him?

This is from when he threw me
into our glass coffee table.

It shattered, and I ended up
with 40 stitches.

Oh, and...

This was a fun one.

One morning, we got into a fight
because I stayed out

later than expected
with a girlfriend at dinner.

He threw
a cup of coffee at me,

and it splashed
all over my foot,

giving me
third-degree burns.

That's unforgivable.

And yet...
I always forgave him.

He'd apologize after,

bring me flowers.

I always thought the next time
would be different,

that I could help him
be better.

If he'd stayed away
from Theodore,

I probably
would've stayed.

But once
after a bad day at work

he came home
and wanted it quiet at dinner.

Theodore was chatty,

asking all about
this and that.

Being a normal kid.

And Shane just...

Snapped.

Backhanded him
across the face.

He didn't even cry,
he was so shocked.

We left the next morning
and never looked back.

And you
didn't go to the police

because he was the police.

Shane's a powerful man
where we're from.

Everyone told me I couldn't
just run from my problems,

but I didn't see
another way out.

Hey. No judgment here.

I'm the poster child
for running away from mine.

But if he's as bad as you say
he is, he'll be back.

I just need to figure out
our next move.

Gather up some cash
so we can head out again.

(GIGGLES)

Theodore's a really
special kid.

With such an open heart.

I won't let anyone
take that from him.

(WRENCH CLICKING)

(AMERICAN DREAM PLAYING)

♪♪ Whoo!♪♪

What a cool car!

Do these work?

Hey. Hey! Easy!
(GROANS)

THEODORE: I'm sorry.

Where's your mom at,
anyway?

Huh?
What are you doing here?

I got bored,
so I rode my bike.

Then you need
to ride right back.

I can't. My tire broke.

Well, then we're gonna
have to call your mom

and have her come
and get you.

Come on.
I won't bother you.

♪♪ Yeah, and I've worked
real hard since I was 17

Don't touch anything.

♪♪ And this is where
the good times start

RESSLER: Yeah.

♪♪ Living the American,
living the American

What do you mean, you...

♪♪ Living the American dream♪♪

All right.
(BEEP)

Well, it looks like you're gonna be
hanging out here for a while.

(CHANNELS TUNING) Hey,
didn't I tell you not to touch anything?

I've always wanted
one of these.

Well, I suggest
you get one of your own.

(STATIC CRACKLING)

Just so you know,
I don't need a babysitter.

Good, 'cause your mother
said you got to read

or do some homework.

I don't have any homework.
And my book's at home.

And your bike tire's busted,

so you can't ride back
and get it.

Great.

I know how to use
a socket wrench. Please?

- I'll be your best friend.
- Fine.

Whatever.
We're not friends.

♪♪ And we will never be apart

♪♪ Living the American,
living the...♪♪

My mom doesn't
let me drink soda.

Come on.
Live a little.

I'm not even gonna ask
what you're doing.

How do you know
so much about cars?

I used to work on them
with my dad.

You don't anymore?

No, no. My pops died
a long time ago.

My dad died, too.

I thought that was your dad
at the motel.

Who? Shane?

No. He's not my dad.
He's my stepdad.

My real dad had
a pulmonary embolism.

Whatever that means.

I'm sorry.

Sometimes I think
I can still see him.

Like... at the grocery store
or the park.

And for a second,
I just forget.

And at night,
I meet him at the place

between sleep and awake.

The what?

You know the place where you
can still remember dreaming?

It's from Peter Pan!

(CHUCKLES) You really like
that book, don't you?

- Mmm-hmm.
- I had a friend,

she used to read it
to her daughter all the time.

She loved it.

Probably 'cause
it's really good. Duh.

Anyway, I'd meet
my dad at night,

and we'd go on adventures.

And they're the best adventures
any two people could ever go on.

We climb mountains,
explore new galaxies.

And it's awesome...
even if it's in my head.

Everyone says I have to move on,
but I don't know how to.

Can't you talk
to your mom?

It would just
make her worried.

She just wants me to be okay,
so I pretend like I'm okay.

I'm really good
at pretending.

Everyone is
when they're hurt.

I mean, I certainly am.

You just pretend you're okay
until one day, well, you are.

It just takes time.

At least that's what
I keep telling myself.

Me too.

(HORN HONKS)

Uh-oh.

Thanks for lunch.

You and I have some things
to talk about, mister.

In the car. Now.

(ENGINE SHUTS OFF)

(RESSLER GRUNTS)

I can give you cash.
Oh, no. No, really.

No. Let me.
It's on me.

Well, I'm sorry
you had to watch him.

I promise
it won't happen again.

Really, it's...

Turns out babysitting's
not that bad after all.

Come on, Jokers.

Joker! Joker!

Whoa!

(CHEERS AND APPLAUSE ON TV)
Whoo!

(KNOCK ON DOOR)

Aren't you gonna
open the door?

(SIGHS) I'm in the middle
of something, kid. What's up?

I wanted to invite you
to my birthday party.

It's on a Saturday.

In our room.
3:00 p.m. sharp.

It's also
Peter Pan -themed.

You don't have to dress up
or anything.

I really don't think
I can make it.

There's gonna be cake.
I can't.

Well, if you
change your mind...

Look, I know you had fun
at the garage,

but you're a kid
and I'm an adult,

and like I said,
we're not friends.

You're the only person
I know here.

I think we're friends.

Trust me. You don't wanna be
friends with someone like me.

All right? Bad things happen
to people I get close to and...

I don't want that for you.
Understand?

Hey. Uh...

I, uh...

(SOBS)

I...

Oh, Jesus.

I'll just take
a seat here.

And Dembe's an agent.

Aram walked away
from a tech fortune.

(CHUCKLES)
Reddington shaved his head,

and his new lover's
a shaman.

Park had a cancer scare

because I borrowed her urine
for a drug test

and it came back
with elevated hormone levels.

But I passed
and got reinstated,

even though my old issue
with the pain meds

is back for
an encore performance

after I punctured this
and broke that in a car crash

while I was trying
to chase down

and kill Reddington
right after you died.

So I'm working
with him again.

We all are.

Because we think
it's what you'd want.

FYI, he's just
as insufferable as ever,

so if it's not
what you want,

please, you feel free
to tell me,

and I'll happily go back
to being a mechanic.

Don't laugh.

That's exactly what I was
doing for a while.

After everything fell apart.

After I fell apart.

Did I mention I fell apart?
Yeah.

I hit rock bottom.

This little town
called Liberty Falls.

I was... beat up
and broke,

angry at myself
and the world.

Then I got this job
fixing this car.

(WRENCH CLICKING)

(CHUCKLES)

I didn't know it
at the time,

but that car wasn't
the only thing I was fixing.

You got a minute?

Hold on.
What's up?

I gotta call you back.

(LAUGHING)

(ENGINE RUMBLING)

I mean, when I started,
it was... it was broken.

Nothing about it worked.
It was...

It was dead to the world.

But when I finished,

I looked at that car,
I thought...

Well, I didn't think anything.

I just...

I felt something.

Something I hadn't felt
in a long time.

(ENGINE RUMBLING)

I felt like I could feel...

Good.

LAUREN:
♪♪ Happy birthday to you

♪♪ Happy birthday to you

♪♪ Happy birthday,
dear Theodore

♪♪ Happy birthday to you ♪♪

Make a wish.

Do I have to?

(SIGHS)

(LAUGHS)

Well?
What'd you wish for?

You're not
supposed to tell.

Fair enough.

Should I cut you
the first slice?

Sure.

You know,

it won't always
be like this.

One day,
whatever you wished for...

I know it'll come true.

I thought he'd come.

Oh, honey.
He has a lot going on.

I'm sure he really
wanted to be here.

If he really wanted to,
he would have come.

I wish we never moved.
I have no friends.

You don't let us go anywhere.
I hate it here!

(KNOCK ON DOOR)

He came!

Teddy! Ha!
That's not my name.

(DOOR CLOSES)

You don't need to
be afraid of me, son.

I know your mom's been
filling your head with a bunch of garbage.

So you'd really rather live
in this dump than come home?

Pathetic. Even for you.

What are you doing here?

Can't I come see my wife?

I'm gonna call the cops.
I really wouldn't do that.

(RECEIVER CLATTERS)

Stop!
Get out of here, son.

This is
an adult conversation.

I'm not asking you again!
Get out!

It's okay, sweetie.

I'll be okay. Go.

(DOOR OPENS)

(DOOR CLOSES)
(EXHALES)

Hey, bud. Happy birthday.
Sorry I'm late.

What's going on?

He found us! He's here!

Aah! Let go of me!

(SQUISH)

(GROANS) Oh! What the hell?
You crazy bitch!

(GRUNTS)

(SCREAMS)
Now what are you gonna do?

Huh? Think you're gonna
be able to pull that again?

You don't have it in you!
You're weak!

Always have been!

(LAUREN SOBBING)

Get away from her!

(GRUNTS)

(GUNSHOT)

(PANTING)

RESSLER: So that's what
I've been up to.

I'd move
every couple weeks.

To stay distracted,

keep from thinking
about what happened,

keep from thinking
about you.

I tried to mind
my own business, but...

(CHUCKLES)
Yeah. You know me.

That wasn't always possible.

(POLICE RADIO CHATTER)

How are you doing?

LAUREN: I'm okay.
Shaken up.

How's Theodore?

He finally fell asleep.
Thank God.

We're waiting on the M.E.'s report,
but from every indication

it's clear
this was self-defense.

I told the officer
about your husband,

and, uh,
the story checks out.

Turns out he was pretty open
about coming for you, how mad he was.

Agent Ressler also told us
about what he'd done to you.

And with your permission,
we'd like to reach out to county hospital

and just verify the extent
of the injuries.

"Agent" Ressler?

Ex-agent.

Well, ex or not, this man
is a decorated FBI agent.

He had a distinguished career.
You don't say.

You were very lucky to have him
in your corner when you did.

You're gonna need
to sign a release

to give him
the medical records.

Yeah, once we get them
and the M.E.'s report,

we'll have
everything we need.

Ma'am. Sir.

Why didn't you
tell me anything?

It's a long story.

You were
a decorated agent,

now you work
in a small-town garage.

However long that story takes
to tell, I'd like to hear it.

Well, I appreciate it,

but, uh, it's not
a story I can tell.

Not yet, anyway.

I understand.
Whenever you're ready.

I'm not
who you think I am.

Maybe. But you're more
than you think you are.

He was right. I was lucky
to have you in my corner.

But...
maybe you're lucky, too.

'Cause I'm in yours.

Look. I got a lot of luck.
It's just... It's never good.

Then maybe
it's about to change.

If you're looking
for a fresh start, so am I.

Is it crazy to think
we could look together?

It's not crazy.

It's just...

It's not something
I can do right now.

Alone is hard.

You helped me
confront my past.

Let me help you
confront yours.

(KNOCK ON DOOR)

THEODORE: Mr. Ressler?
Are you in there?

(KNOCK ON DOOR)

Mr. Ressler?

I know there are good people
out there.

People I could connect with.

People I should
connect with.

But I don't. I can't.

Not yet, anyway.

Theodore?

You were right.
He was a bad guy.

No. I wasn't.

You were right.

You saw the good in him
when I couldn't.

And he saved us.

If he's so good,
then why'd he just walk away?

I know it might be hard
for you to understand,

but he's in a lot of pain.

Do you think
he'll ever come back?

Honestly?

I don't know.

(SIGHS)

♪♪ Carry me home

♪♪ To where I belong ♪♪

I'm glad you're
here with Tom.

I mean, I used
to hate you, no offense,

but there's no point
in denying it.

(CHUCKLES) Still...

I'm happy you're not alone.

You know, I told Harold
that I was coming tonight,

and he said that Agnes
wants today to be

a celebration of your life,
not a memory of your death.

Smart kid you two made.

Strong. Wise.

(INAUDIBLE)

She's dealing in a way
I still haven't figured out yet.

For now, I'm stuck in the place
between sleep and awake...

The place where you can
still remember dreaming.

Maybe we can meet there

sometime...

Go on adventures together.

Climb mountains...
explore galaxies.

I'd like that.

(INHALES SHARPLY)

♪♪ On the right trail

More than you could
possibly know.

♪♪ Carry me

♪♪ Home