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Are you sure you're ready for this?
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Well, I'd quit this place if I could,
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but I can't.
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So if being an ER doctor is
no longer an option for me,
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I'll... I'll take being
a hospital chaplain.
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I appreciate the opportunity.
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The new meds don't work, huh?
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Have you given any
more thought to surgery?
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- Deep Brain Stimulation?
- Mm-hmm.
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Yes, yes, I've given
it a lot of thought.
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Especially the risks.
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I-I could lose my memory.
I could lose my life.
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Or it could be life-changing, Rollie.
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Fields says you're a
good candidate for it.
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But you may not be for much longer.
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Yes, I know. I know.
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I really think you should...
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reconsider this because it...
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Looks like we got a big one coming in.
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Apartment fire.
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Listen, I heard what
you said, Dr. Campbell.
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It's just that I've made my decision.
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All right.
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Well, there's rules
for your new position.
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- Yes.
- You can provide counsel or comfort
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to those who request
it, but you cannot...
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I can't tend to patients.
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And no doctoring. Understood.
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First ambulance on the
ramp in two minutes.
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Okay, thanks. Hey, guys!
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30 to 40 patients on their way in.
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Expect smoke inhalation, burns, trauma.
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Second-years, what are
the burn victim pearls?
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Intubate early.
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For any signs of airway burns.
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And expect a fluid deficit.
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Hey, Rollie. Good to see you.
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- Good to see you, too, Leanne.
- Dr. Guthrie.
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No, no. It's just
Rollie now, young squire.
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Oh, come on. You're still a doctor.
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It's better that I don't
confuse the patients.
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I'm just here to support now.
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I'm glad you are.
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Leighton, Pineda,
Savetti, get out there now.
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There will be distraught
families coming in.
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Yeah, I'll be there.
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- What do you got?
- 55-year-old male.
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Smoke inhalation and
shortness of breath.
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Complains of 10 out of 10 chest pain.
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Lola? Lola?
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- His daughter.
- Lola!
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Lost her balance getting him
out the window onto the ladder.
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- Fell two stories.
- She ride in with you?
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- No. Another rig.
- What do you got?
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28-year-old female. Second degree
burns to the chest and neck.
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Diffuse wheezes from smoke inhalation.
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Okay, why is she restrained?
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Acute agitation, totally incoherent.
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I suspect altered mental
status secondary to hypoxia.
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My daughter. She saved me.
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Let's get him to Center Stage.
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That's Arabic. She's saying
something about a baby.
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Did we get a baby in here?
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There might be a baby on
one of those ambulances.
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- Let's check.
- Eloise, go to dispatch.
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Find out if there's an unattended
infant to be brought in.
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And get a translator down here, please.
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Center Stage!
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It's full. You'll have
to put him in sides.
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Where is he? Where's the kid?
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Sir, I just need you to sit back.
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- I just need you to breathe.
- Kid? Your kid?
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No. The little bastard who did this.
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He started the fire. He
burned down my building.
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Breathe with me. Breathe.
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Calm, calm, calm.
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Her wheezing's getting worse.
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Let's start her on a
breathing treatment.
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And 5 of Haldol IV push, please.
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- What do you got?
- 26-year-old female, unconscious,
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blunt trauma to her
abdomen with guarding
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and bilateral lower extremity fractures.
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- Couldn't palpate a pulse.
- Okay, confirm with a doppler.
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On it! Let's go.
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I need to know how my daughter is.
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Where's Lola?
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My chest. It's hurtin'.
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I'm giving you some pain meds right now.
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He's gonna need the cath lab.
It looks like a heart attack.
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Cath lab's not gonna cut
it. You see the ST depression
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in leads I and II and
the elevation in AVR?
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- Left main infarction.
- Yep. He's gonna need a bypass.
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Call the OR. Get it dialed up right now.
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No blood flow to the foot.
We need to reduce this.
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- Dr. Willis?
- On my way.
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Thank you. Ready?
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You get the foot? Ready?
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- Daddy?
- One, two, three...
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Aah!
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Dr. Willis, he's arresting.
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Go. I'll check the pulse and re-splint.
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Starting CPR.
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Daddy?
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Daddy, I'm right here.
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We gotta get him out of here now.
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Dad?
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Daddy? Daddy, I love you.
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- Daddy!
- You need to sit still, okay?
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- Your ankle's unstable.
- Lola? Lola,
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your father's had a heart attack.
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We're taking him to the OR.
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We're gonna take care of him.
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All right, good blood flow to the foot.
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She needs to get an abdominal
CT as soon as she's splintered.
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Meds are in.
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Okay. Uh, Kerlix and Silvadene, please.
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Got it.
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I got a 4-month-old male here.
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Minor first and second degree burns.
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Sats are good.
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Look there. They found your baby.
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- He's safe.
- Sami!
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I need to get him up to NICU.
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Let her see him, please.
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She can't hold him because of her burns.
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Please.
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- Here we go. Quickly.
- Okay? Calm down.
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Yeah. Huh?
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He'll be okay. I need to treat him now.
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Adira!
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- He'll be right over there.
- It's okay. They found him.
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No, no, no.
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Something is not right.
Something is not right.
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- She said "babies."
- What?
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Babies. Not baby. Babies.
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Hold on. Are there two?
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You have two babies?
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There's two of them. They're twins.
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Synced and corrected by Aaronnmb
www.addic7ed.com
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Hey. Hey, hey, hey.
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Tell that driver to
turn off the damn siren
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in the ambulance bay.
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Okay, all right.
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I said they're twins.
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You only brought us one.
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We brought a couple
of vics to St. Joe's.
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I called St. Joe's.
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Okay, I'll check around. Description?
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Approximately 6 months old, a female...
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Do I really have to
describe an infant to you?
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Tell you what, just bring
me whatever babies you find.
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How's that?
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I need to see my father.
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Please?
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Can any... can anyone hear me?
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- Is there a doctor around?
- Whoa, whoa, whoa.
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- Someone who can...
- Hey, what's going on here?
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I'm trying to see my father
and nobody is taking me,
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no one will tell me anything.
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Because you have two broken
legs and a lacerated liver.
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So you can't go anywhere right now.
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Plus, he's still in surgery.
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Whoa, hey. Hey. Hey.
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Do I have to put you in restraints?
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You don't understand.
We were fighting and...
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I said something.
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Fathers and daughters
fight all the time.
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What I said to him cannot
be the last thing he hears.
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I have to tell him I'm sorry.
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Okay, well, when he is out of surgery,
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- I'll try and take you up.
- When?
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Hey, Risa. Wanna give
me an update on Emanuel?
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- Okay.
- No.
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You need to do this.
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This cannot wait.
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You need to tell him I'm sorry.
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Please.
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That's crazy. Rollie
Guthrie won the lottery here.
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Not everybody's a
candidate for the surgery.
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Okay. Sew the graft
distal to the blockage.
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Off the left anterior descending?
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- Yeah.
- Got it.
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You told him that the
window's closing, right?
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That he's not gonna
be a candidate forever.
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- He knows.
- That's insane.
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- Have you asked him why?
- Excuse me?
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Of course not. Try asking why
he doesn't want the surgery.
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Maybe he has a good reason.
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Adira...
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She says the baby was in the bathroom.
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Adira is her name.
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She's going really fast.
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I understand. I understand.
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Not your words, but I understand
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what you're going through. Okay?
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Dr. Rorish.
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They found the baby. She's
just a few minutes out.
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What's her status?
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Alive, but non-responsive.
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Do you want me to tell her?
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No. Not yet.
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Are you still in pain?
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We can give you more.
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That's him. That's him.
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He burned down my building.
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Sir, you need to stay
in your bed, all right?
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Jared. Oh, thank God.
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Can you hear me? Jared?
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He... he's my son. Is he okay?
Why... why isn't he responding?
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Your son suffered second degree burns
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to his chest and abdomen.
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Oh. Look who finally shows up.
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What? Larry.
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Twice a week, I go
down to your apartment
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and I turn off your smoke alarm
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because your kid is burning his dinner.
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He likes to cook.
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He has to cook 'cause
you're never around.
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I blame you.
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Your neglect burned down that building
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and everybody inside of it!
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I didn't do it, Dad. I swear.
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- Okay, you just keep that on.
- I didn't do it.
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If my son said he didn't
do it, he didn't do it.
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- Call the cops!
- Hey, stay away from him.
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- This is on you!
- Get your hands off me.
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- That's enough. Get him out of here.
- I got him.
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- Come on. Back to bed.
- You left him alone!
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Those people are dead!
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This is on you, Devon!
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- Dr. Rorish!
- Excuse me. What do you got?
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30-year-old female. Minor
burns. Severely bradycardic.
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Hypotensive from smoke inhalation.
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Okay, Center Stage is full.
Let's get her into sides.
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Her son, Jack.
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Hi, Jack. We're gonna take
good care of your mom, okay?
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Eloise is gonna take care of you.
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All right, let's go.
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She's gonna need some high flow O2.
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Let's go. Okay.
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All right, ready? One, two, three.
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Pulse check, Malaya.
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- Heart rate's down in the 20s.
- The atropine isn't working.
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Should we get dopamine before she codes?
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Firemen found this in
her bedroom next to her.
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Atenolol.
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This is a beta blocker overdose.
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Dopamine won't work.
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- She needs glucagon.
- I'm losing her pulse.
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Starting CPR.
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Dr. Willis. You wanted to see me?
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I'm trying to check on Emanuel Johnson.
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Still unconscious, but stable. Why?
254
00:10:25,327 --> 00:10:26,638
I have to give him a
message from his daughter.
255
00:10:26,663 --> 00:10:28,830
When he wakes up, page me.
256
00:10:29,276 --> 00:10:31,610
Dr. Willis. It's Lola.
257
00:10:31,612 --> 00:10:33,178
What happened?
258
00:10:33,180 --> 00:10:34,599
She tried to get up to see her father,
259
00:10:34,624 --> 00:10:35,950
and her pressure crashed.
260
00:10:35,975 --> 00:10:37,714
We got a baby over here.
261
00:10:39,443 --> 00:10:40,775
Is that the other twin?
262
00:10:40,800 --> 00:10:42,631
Paramedics just found her. No burns.
263
00:10:42,656 --> 00:10:44,055
She was trapped, found unconscious
264
00:10:44,057 --> 00:10:45,490
in a room full of smoke.
265
00:10:45,492 --> 00:10:47,959
Heart rate's 160, decreased cap refill.
266
00:10:47,961 --> 00:10:49,928
Dr. Dixon, what do you see?
267
00:10:49,930 --> 00:10:51,363
Retinal hemorrhages.
268
00:10:51,365 --> 00:10:53,538
Plus cherry-red skin.
269
00:10:53,563 --> 00:10:55,396
This is carbon monoxide poisoning.
270
00:10:59,069 --> 00:11:00,916
- Mommy?
- I'm sorry, he ran off.
271
00:11:00,941 --> 00:11:03,408
Let's get him out of here now.
272
00:11:04,254 --> 00:11:07,022
- Glucagon is in.
- Please work.
273
00:11:12,981 --> 00:11:14,981
Looks like she opened
that liver laceration.
274
00:11:15,006 --> 00:11:17,640
- We gotta stop the bleed.
- Her abdomen's filled with blood.
275
00:11:17,665 --> 00:11:19,303
Center Stage. Let's go.
276
00:11:19,328 --> 00:11:21,804
We've gotta get her to
a hyperbaric chamber.
277
00:11:21,829 --> 00:11:23,178
She needs high-pressure oxygen
278
00:11:23,203 --> 00:11:25,303
to displace carbon
monoxide in the hemoglobin.
279
00:11:25,328 --> 00:11:27,061
- I'll get an attending.
- No, no.
280
00:11:27,086 --> 00:11:28,998
There's nobody else but you right now.
281
00:11:29,023 --> 00:11:30,178
Wait, what?
282
00:11:30,203 --> 00:11:32,122
I got four ambulances
about to hit the ramps.
283
00:11:32,124 --> 00:11:33,382
Rollie, you're gonna
have to go in with him.
284
00:11:33,407 --> 00:11:34,530
No, no, no. I can't treat patients.
285
00:11:34,555 --> 00:11:36,397
Look, you'll be outside the
chamber. No time to argue.
286
00:11:36,422 --> 00:11:38,514
You gotta get her there now. Go!
287
00:11:38,539 --> 00:11:39,780
Let's go.
288
00:11:45,219 --> 00:11:47,586
- Jesse!
- Yo!
289
00:11:47,588 --> 00:11:50,088
Good. Get me 2 units running wide open.
290
00:11:50,871 --> 00:11:52,240
You got it.
291
00:11:52,955 --> 00:11:54,521
BP is 64 systolic.
292
00:11:54,546 --> 00:11:57,414
It looks like it's
posterior. Probably the IVC.
293
00:11:57,620 --> 00:11:59,153
Let's try a pringle.
294
00:11:59,233 --> 00:12:01,433
Buy us some time till
we get her up to the OR.
295
00:12:03,937 --> 00:12:05,300
Bleeding's slowing down.
296
00:12:05,325 --> 00:12:07,616
BP's coming up. She's
not out of the woods yet.
297
00:12:07,641 --> 00:12:09,274
All right, let's get her up to the OR.
298
00:12:09,276 --> 00:12:11,579
Her oxygen levels are plummeting.
299
00:12:11,604 --> 00:12:12,931
You have to intubate.
300
00:12:12,956 --> 00:12:14,846
I've never intubated a baby.
301
00:12:14,848 --> 00:12:16,414
Dr. Dixon, listen to me.
302
00:12:16,596 --> 00:12:20,251
You are her only chance.
Do you understand?
303
00:12:21,455 --> 00:12:23,103
You can do this.
304
00:12:24,791 --> 00:12:28,260
A baby's relatively bigger
head causes the neck to flex.
305
00:12:28,262 --> 00:12:31,080
Put a towel roll under her
shoulders to improve your view.
306
00:12:31,105 --> 00:12:32,197
Okay.
307
00:12:32,199 --> 00:12:33,798
Good, good.
308
00:12:34,120 --> 00:12:36,988
Okay, keep it steady. Keep it steady.
309
00:12:37,946 --> 00:12:39,371
Tell me what you see.
310
00:12:39,373 --> 00:12:40,853
Uh...
311
00:12:42,193 --> 00:12:45,477
nothing. I mean, the
cords. They're too anterior.
312
00:12:45,479 --> 00:12:47,189
All right. Switch to a Miller blade.
313
00:12:47,214 --> 00:12:49,014
It'll help lift the epiglottis.
314
00:12:51,681 --> 00:12:53,451
Focus, Dr. Dixon.
315
00:12:53,453 --> 00:12:55,520
It's just you and your patient.
316
00:12:59,962 --> 00:13:02,527
- I can't see.
- All right, all right.
317
00:13:02,529 --> 00:13:05,547
Then pull up and see if
you can push past the tube.
318
00:13:09,104 --> 00:13:11,618
She's flatlining. I need help.
319
00:13:11,643 --> 00:13:13,242
I can't open the door.
320
00:13:13,473 --> 00:13:16,041
It's pressurized. Elliot,
start compressions.
321
00:13:33,824 --> 00:13:35,391
Check for a pulse.
322
00:13:44,824 --> 00:13:46,410
Damn it!
323
00:13:47,238 --> 00:13:49,838
How long has she been asystolic?
324
00:13:50,293 --> 00:13:52,011
32 minutes.
325
00:14:00,348 --> 00:14:01,847
Call it.
326
00:14:03,487 --> 00:14:04,902
No.
327
00:14:05,558 --> 00:14:07,156
No, I can keep going.
328
00:14:07,158 --> 00:14:10,326
Dr. Dixon, you've done
everything you can.
329
00:14:10,328 --> 00:14:13,628
You have to be the one to call it.
330
00:14:13,653 --> 00:14:15,396
I can't.
331
00:14:37,542 --> 00:14:40,586
Time of death... 11:01 P.M.
332
00:14:45,777 --> 00:14:47,856
Please get me out of here.
333
00:14:50,038 --> 00:14:51,871
I can't.
334
00:14:54,674 --> 00:14:57,878
We have to decompress the chamber first.
335
00:14:58,883 --> 00:15:00,516
How long?
336
00:15:02,035 --> 00:15:03,634
About an hour.
337
00:15:05,743 --> 00:15:07,979
I'm sorry, son.
338
00:15:09,298 --> 00:15:11,832
I wish I could've helped you.
339
00:15:19,288 --> 00:15:20,780
Hey.
340
00:15:23,179 --> 00:15:25,046
That the pastor's daughter?
341
00:15:25,048 --> 00:15:26,647
Lola.
342
00:15:26,649 --> 00:15:28,449
Dr. Pinkney and I slowed the bleeding,
343
00:15:28,451 --> 00:15:29,950
but she's got a deep hepatic injury
344
00:15:29,952 --> 00:15:32,853
and a possible IVC fracture.
345
00:15:32,855 --> 00:15:34,989
Well, as long as the
vascular supply is intact,
346
00:15:34,991 --> 00:15:36,729
I'm sure we can save most of the liver.
347
00:15:36,754 --> 00:15:40,459
Yeah, she wanted me to tell
her father something important,
348
00:15:40,631 --> 00:15:42,857
- but he's not awake.
- She's bleeding again.
349
00:15:42,882 --> 00:15:45,700
Heading in.
350
00:15:45,702 --> 00:15:48,569
We didn't save Emanuel just
to let his daughter die.
351
00:15:48,571 --> 00:15:51,238
Do you mind if I scrub in for this one?
352
00:15:51,240 --> 00:15:53,207
See you in there.
353
00:16:00,116 --> 00:16:02,049
Rima, I am so sorry.
354
00:16:03,414 --> 00:16:05,515
The doctors did everything
they could, but...
355
00:16:06,862 --> 00:16:08,598
they were unable to save your baby.
356
00:16:37,471 --> 00:16:40,020
How many people died in the fire?
357
00:16:42,972 --> 00:16:44,705
You know, Jared, uh...
358
00:16:47,463 --> 00:16:49,363
we see some pretty
terrible things in here
359
00:16:49,365 --> 00:16:50,831
just about every day.
360
00:16:50,833 --> 00:16:52,800
Terrible accidents.
361
00:16:52,802 --> 00:16:54,091
But...
362
00:16:56,249 --> 00:16:58,465
they are accidents.
363
00:17:02,678 --> 00:17:05,571
I was playing with some
firecrackers on the roof.
364
00:17:06,368 --> 00:17:09,383
Just some poppers, a few M-80s.
365
00:17:09,385 --> 00:17:11,634
I was just having some fun.
366
00:17:12,288 --> 00:17:14,822
One of them sparked up
367
00:17:15,026 --> 00:17:17,456
and fell into the drainage pipe.
368
00:17:18,284 --> 00:17:19,827
I was scared to say anything.
369
00:17:19,829 --> 00:17:21,729
I wasn't supposed to be up there.
370
00:17:21,731 --> 00:17:25,198
I didn't think they'd hurt anyone.
371
00:17:29,005 --> 00:17:32,907
All these people are hurt because of me.
372
00:17:37,747 --> 00:17:39,947
They're dead because of me.
373
00:17:58,014 --> 00:18:00,048
How much longer is he in there?
374
00:18:01,637 --> 00:18:03,537
37 minutes.
375
00:18:05,298 --> 00:18:07,741
Dr. Guthrie, the pastor they brought in
376
00:18:07,743 --> 00:18:09,875
is looking for the hospital chaplain.
377
00:18:10,519 --> 00:18:12,085
Go.
378
00:18:13,519 --> 00:18:15,719
I'll stay here with Elliot.
379
00:18:18,087 --> 00:18:19,537
Okay.
380
00:18:32,952 --> 00:18:35,451
Hey, Tracy. How you feelin'?
381
00:18:43,939 --> 00:18:46,457
I sent your son Jack
down to the cafeteria
382
00:18:46,482 --> 00:18:48,549
with one of our nurses.
383
00:18:48,551 --> 00:18:51,301
But he wasn't very hungry.
384
00:18:53,523 --> 00:18:56,751
Don't worry. I'll make
sure that he eats something.
385
00:18:57,326 --> 00:18:58,948
He's better off without me.
386
00:18:58,973 --> 00:19:00,400
That's not true.
387
00:19:01,364 --> 00:19:03,864
You don't know me.
388
00:19:03,866 --> 00:19:05,666
You're right.
389
00:19:05,668 --> 00:19:07,401
I saw the scars on your wrists.
390
00:19:07,403 --> 00:19:10,137
You've been down this road before.
391
00:19:11,421 --> 00:19:13,447
A couple of times.
392
00:19:15,533 --> 00:19:17,044
You have a son.
393
00:19:17,046 --> 00:19:18,946
You don't think I know that?
394
00:19:18,948 --> 00:19:20,948
We can make some calls,
get you some help.
395
00:19:20,950 --> 00:19:24,793
Only help I need is for
someone to take that boy.
396
00:19:30,126 --> 00:19:31,926
He needs a good home.
397
00:19:31,951 --> 00:19:33,684
No, but you are his mother.
398
00:19:33,709 --> 00:19:37,277
Stop talking to me like
you know me. You don't.
399
00:19:37,302 --> 00:19:39,746
You don't know what I've been through.
400
00:19:42,204 --> 00:19:44,204
Where is his father?
401
00:19:45,641 --> 00:19:47,876
He... left.
402
00:19:49,378 --> 00:19:51,645
Just took off one day.
403
00:19:52,648 --> 00:19:54,331
I am so sorry.
404
00:19:54,884 --> 00:19:56,753
He left me all alone
405
00:19:57,820 --> 00:20:00,370
when I needed him the most.
406
00:20:01,624 --> 00:20:03,534
Tracy, listen to me.
407
00:20:04,762 --> 00:20:07,496
The pills that you took
slowed your breathing
408
00:20:07,663 --> 00:20:10,275
so that you ingested less smoke.
409
00:20:11,100 --> 00:20:13,867
As strange as it is to say,
your trying to kill yourself
410
00:20:13,869 --> 00:20:16,604
actually saved your life.
411
00:20:17,673 --> 00:20:21,208
This is a second chance
if I have ever seen one.
412
00:20:27,518 --> 00:20:28,776
Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
413
00:20:28,801 --> 00:20:29,838
You can't be moving around like that.
414
00:20:29,863 --> 00:20:32,283
We just repaired a lacerated liver.
415
00:20:32,488 --> 00:20:34,154
Did you get the message to my dad?
416
00:20:34,156 --> 00:20:36,729
Not yet. He's still
unconscious from the surgery.
417
00:20:36,754 --> 00:20:38,619
But he's recovering. He's doing well.
418
00:20:38,644 --> 00:20:39,869
He should be up soon.
419
00:20:39,894 --> 00:20:41,738
In the meantime, I'm
concerned about you.
420
00:20:42,385 --> 00:20:44,264
You have some healing to do of your own.
421
00:20:44,266 --> 00:20:46,354
"Some healing to do."
422
00:20:46,969 --> 00:20:49,103
That's my father's line.
423
00:20:49,105 --> 00:20:51,789
Pops up all the time
in his Sunday sermons.
424
00:20:52,475 --> 00:20:56,578
Well, there's a fine line
between faith and medicine.
425
00:20:58,039 --> 00:21:00,814
Are you a man of faith, Dr. Willis?
426
00:21:02,048 --> 00:21:03,517
I have faith in medicine.
427
00:21:04,963 --> 00:21:07,021
My dad would have
something to say about that,
428
00:21:07,023 --> 00:21:09,312
as he does about everything.
429
00:21:09,525 --> 00:21:11,258
You two are close?
430
00:21:11,283 --> 00:21:13,750
When he's not breathing down my neck.
431
00:21:14,296 --> 00:21:16,130
He can't accept the
fact that I'm an adult,
432
00:21:16,132 --> 00:21:18,524
that I can make my own decisions.
433
00:21:18,549 --> 00:21:21,899
Well, sometimes it's hard to
let go of the people you love.
434
00:21:22,125 --> 00:21:24,071
I wasn't asking him to let go,
435
00:21:24,073 --> 00:21:26,640
just let me go to New York.
436
00:21:27,039 --> 00:21:29,109
What's in New York?
437
00:21:29,375 --> 00:21:30,611
Broadway.
438
00:21:30,613 --> 00:21:31,923
Oh.
439
00:21:31,948 --> 00:21:33,747
Are you a dancer?
440
00:21:33,749 --> 00:21:35,602
Singer.
441
00:21:36,585 --> 00:21:38,552
I've been in the church
choir since I can remember,
442
00:21:38,554 --> 00:21:40,665
but when I was 12,
443
00:21:40,956 --> 00:21:42,956
I saw "Les Mis."
444
00:21:42,958 --> 00:21:44,992
He always says, "If you wanna
find God, you go to church."
445
00:21:44,994 --> 00:21:48,704
Well, if you wanna
sing, you go to New York.
446
00:21:48,998 --> 00:21:50,931
Is that what you fought about?
447
00:21:52,187 --> 00:21:55,936
He said I was turning my back
on him, on the church, on God.
448
00:21:55,938 --> 00:21:58,739
I told him I didn't
care. It was a bad fight.
449
00:21:58,741 --> 00:22:00,607
I yelled at him, "To hell with God."
450
00:22:00,609 --> 00:22:03,587
The look on his face, I may
as well have spit on him.
451
00:22:04,110 --> 00:22:05,846
He has to know that
452
00:22:05,848 --> 00:22:07,648
I didn't mean any of that.
453
00:22:07,884 --> 00:22:12,142
He needs to know that I
love him and I'm sorry.
454
00:22:12,915 --> 00:22:15,656
How 'bout I take you up there
and you tell him yourself?
455
00:22:15,912 --> 00:22:17,858
I just have to check on a patient.
456
00:22:17,860 --> 00:22:19,793
I'll be back in 10 minutes.
457
00:22:29,106 --> 00:22:33,640
Rima, I know how
difficult this is for you.
458
00:22:36,278 --> 00:22:38,378
And believe me, there
are no words of comfort
459
00:22:38,380 --> 00:22:40,114
anyone can give to you.
460
00:22:44,559 --> 00:22:47,527
But Sami's still here.
461
00:22:54,756 --> 00:22:56,139
He's going to be all right.
462
00:22:58,134 --> 00:22:59,654
You still have him.
463
00:23:01,003 --> 00:23:02,350
You have each other.
464
00:23:16,606 --> 00:23:19,471
"No. I don't wanna see him."
465
00:23:19,496 --> 00:23:21,897
No, Rima. Please, he's your son.
466
00:23:23,793 --> 00:23:26,283
"No, I don't wanna see him."
467
00:23:27,273 --> 00:23:28,873
"I don't wanna see him."
468
00:23:31,834 --> 00:23:33,119
"I don't want to see him.
469
00:23:33,144 --> 00:23:35,411
"My daughter is dead.
My daughter is dead."
470
00:23:36,900 --> 00:23:39,000
Okay, okay.
471
00:23:51,287 --> 00:23:55,589
Hi. I'm Rollie Guthrie.
I'm the hospital chaplain.
472
00:23:55,591 --> 00:23:57,224
You wanted someone to pray with?
473
00:23:57,226 --> 00:23:59,593
I was just praying for my daughter.
474
00:23:59,595 --> 00:24:01,428
Yes, of course.
475
00:24:05,886 --> 00:24:09,770
I must confess, it's my
first day as a chaplain.
476
00:24:09,772 --> 00:24:13,507
I'm not exactly qualified
in a traditional sense.
477
00:24:13,509 --> 00:24:15,075
I'm a doctor by trade.
478
00:24:15,077 --> 00:24:17,895
- Do you know your Bible?
- I do.
479
00:24:17,920 --> 00:24:19,520
That's a good start.
480
00:24:23,452 --> 00:24:24,907
What's troubling you?
481
00:24:24,932 --> 00:24:27,759
No, I'm here for you, Father.
482
00:24:28,057 --> 00:24:31,191
It helps me if I can help you.
483
00:24:34,457 --> 00:24:37,356
I watched a child die tonight.
484
00:24:38,426 --> 00:24:40,860
And it made you question God.
485
00:24:41,265 --> 00:24:42,453
No, no. I...
486
00:24:42,478 --> 00:24:44,039
You're human.
487
00:24:44,707 --> 00:24:47,274
And humans want answers.
488
00:24:47,601 --> 00:24:49,344
The answers you need
489
00:24:49,440 --> 00:24:53,740
don't come with photographic evidence.
490
00:24:54,325 --> 00:24:57,851
They require that you believe
in something you can't see.
491
00:24:57,853 --> 00:24:59,474
Hmm.
492
00:24:59,499 --> 00:25:03,513
After all, that's why we
call it faith, isn't it?
493
00:25:04,888 --> 00:25:07,160
Otherwise, we'd call it proof.
494
00:25:08,585 --> 00:25:10,943
My daughter and I, we've been at odds
495
00:25:10,968 --> 00:25:13,769
with each other lately,
and I was just asking
496
00:25:14,103 --> 00:25:16,365
God for guidance.
497
00:25:17,168 --> 00:25:18,968
And did you get an answer?
498
00:25:19,921 --> 00:25:23,289
He said if raising children were easy,
499
00:25:23,314 --> 00:25:24,874
he might've had another.
500
00:25:27,116 --> 00:25:28,649
You have children, Rollie?
501
00:25:28,651 --> 00:25:30,546
Yes. A son.
502
00:25:31,387 --> 00:25:33,528
Sadly, we're not close.
503
00:25:34,156 --> 00:25:36,270
I've been trying to reach him.
504
00:25:36,992 --> 00:25:39,247
I'm facing a very difficult decision,
505
00:25:39,272 --> 00:25:42,419
and I need to talk to him first.
506
00:25:43,254 --> 00:25:45,187
I'm... I'm sorry.
507
00:25:49,143 --> 00:25:51,303
I'm scared, Father.
508
00:25:51,407 --> 00:25:53,554
You believe in God, son?
509
00:25:53,579 --> 00:25:55,112
Yes.
510
00:25:55,244 --> 00:25:57,444
Then there's nothing to fear.
511
00:26:02,482 --> 00:26:04,118
Emanuel? Emanuel?
512
00:26:08,350 --> 00:26:09,873
Emanuel?
513
00:26:15,653 --> 00:26:17,208
His lungs are filled with fluid.
514
00:26:17,233 --> 00:26:20,037
Loud diastolic murmur. He
ruptured his aortic valve.
515
00:26:20,062 --> 00:26:21,115
Pulse is weak.
516
00:26:21,140 --> 00:26:23,407
We need to get him back
to the OR right now.
517
00:26:32,593 --> 00:26:34,226
- Hey.
- Hey.
518
00:26:34,228 --> 00:26:36,507
I'm taking Lola up to see her father.
519
00:26:36,757 --> 00:26:38,140
You didn't hear?
520
00:26:39,008 --> 00:26:40,475
Hear what?
521
00:26:43,446 --> 00:26:45,580
He had a catastrophic
aortic valve rupture.
522
00:26:45,582 --> 00:26:48,094
We tried an emergent repair, but, uh,
523
00:26:49,039 --> 00:26:51,252
he was too far into cardiogenic shock.
524
00:26:51,254 --> 00:26:52,711
- He died?
- Yeah.
525
00:26:56,055 --> 00:26:57,992
I told her I would bring
her up in 10 minutes.
526
00:26:59,165 --> 00:27:00,726
An hour ago.
527
00:27:05,887 --> 00:27:08,421
She didn't wanna see her baby?
528
00:27:09,072 --> 00:27:11,739
Grief isn't logical.
529
00:27:12,842 --> 00:27:14,377
No, it's not.
530
00:27:15,512 --> 00:27:17,631
We're lucky we were
able to save the one.
531
00:27:17,656 --> 00:27:19,068
I know.
532
00:27:19,983 --> 00:27:22,950
But she's consumed by
the death of the other.
533
00:27:23,404 --> 00:27:25,779
That little boy needs her right now.
534
00:27:25,804 --> 00:27:27,770
And she needs him.
535
00:27:35,383 --> 00:27:36,444
- Whoa, whoa.
- I wanna see him.
536
00:27:36,469 --> 00:27:37,665
- Shh, shh, shh.
- I wanna see him!
537
00:27:37,667 --> 00:27:38,933
Shh, shh.
538
00:27:38,935 --> 00:27:40,274
Did you tell him I was sorry?
539
00:27:40,299 --> 00:27:43,067
I tried. When I did, he was asleep.
540
00:27:43,173 --> 00:27:44,939
Okay? I tried.
541
00:27:45,961 --> 00:27:49,096
Then you should've checked again!
542
00:27:51,414 --> 00:27:53,081
You promised!
543
00:27:53,083 --> 00:27:55,507
You told me you would tell him for me.
544
00:27:55,532 --> 00:27:57,685
Then you said you would
take me to go see him,
545
00:27:57,687 --> 00:27:59,312
and you were too busy.
546
00:27:59,337 --> 00:28:01,204
And now he's gone.
547
00:28:01,229 --> 00:28:03,395
You said you'd be right back.
548
00:28:05,720 --> 00:28:08,413
Now my father will never
know how much I loved him.
549
00:28:08,438 --> 00:28:10,148
That is just not true.
550
00:28:10,173 --> 00:28:11,773
You don't know that.
551
00:28:11,798 --> 00:28:13,460
You don't know anything.
552
00:28:15,796 --> 00:28:16,797
Lola...
553
00:28:16,822 --> 00:28:19,460
Please, just leave.
554
00:28:38,628 --> 00:28:40,194
I feel so bad for him.
555
00:28:40,196 --> 00:28:42,497
His mom tried to commit suicide.
556
00:28:42,499 --> 00:28:44,656
I don't know what to say to him.
557
00:28:45,366 --> 00:28:47,500
Dr. Pineda, believe me,
558
00:28:47,525 --> 00:28:50,859
there is nothing you can say
to make it any better for him.
559
00:28:52,542 --> 00:28:54,469
We reached his father in New York.
560
00:28:54,494 --> 00:28:57,896
He's flying back, but
won't land for a while.
561
00:28:59,716 --> 00:29:01,349
Maybe you could talk to him.
562
00:29:01,351 --> 00:29:03,384
No. I can't.
563
00:29:03,846 --> 00:29:05,579
Why not?
564
00:29:06,189 --> 00:29:07,989
Because I can't.
565
00:29:16,867 --> 00:29:18,343
Jared?
566
00:29:19,936 --> 00:29:22,437
Dr. Savetti said you had
something you wanted to tell me.
567
00:29:22,757 --> 00:29:25,072
It's okay. You're doing the right thing.
568
00:29:26,125 --> 00:29:28,309
I was too afraid to tell you earlier.
569
00:29:28,662 --> 00:29:30,144
Tell me what?
570
00:29:32,849 --> 00:29:35,037
That I... I did it.
571
00:29:35,725 --> 00:29:37,718
I set the building on fire.
572
00:29:38,670 --> 00:29:39,826
- What?
- It was stupid.
573
00:29:39,851 --> 00:29:41,608
I was playing around
with some firecrackers.
574
00:29:41,633 --> 00:29:43,933
- Firecrackers? Inside?
- It was on the roof.
575
00:29:43,958 --> 00:29:46,559
No, I-I don't care where it was.
576
00:29:47,108 --> 00:29:48,373
What is wrong with you?
577
00:29:48,398 --> 00:29:50,298
- Let's just hold up a minute, all right?
- No. People died.
578
00:29:50,323 --> 00:29:52,110
- Dad, I'm sorry.
- You're sorry?
579
00:29:52,135 --> 00:29:53,576
Yeah.
580
00:29:54,963 --> 00:29:57,069
I'm gonna have to get a lawyer.
581
00:29:57,245 --> 00:29:58,803
No, you don't.
582
00:29:58,928 --> 00:30:00,343
He didn't do it.
583
00:30:01,913 --> 00:30:03,242
Tell him.
584
00:30:03,378 --> 00:30:05,328
Fire began down in the basement.
585
00:30:05,532 --> 00:30:06,711
What?
586
00:30:07,267 --> 00:30:09,539
It was faulty wiring.
587
00:30:10,094 --> 00:30:13,735
It was my fault, not yours.
588
00:30:19,074 --> 00:30:22,507
I-I am sorry for those things I said.
589
00:30:22,532 --> 00:30:24,532
I was wrong.
590
00:30:25,969 --> 00:30:27,953
Okay.
591
00:30:46,349 --> 00:30:48,296
He's still pretty shell-shocked.
592
00:30:50,293 --> 00:30:51,947
Let me talk to him.
593
00:31:05,542 --> 00:31:09,143
I used to... I used
to lay awake at night,
594
00:31:09,145 --> 00:31:13,114
scared of what it might
feel like to lose a patient.
595
00:31:15,285 --> 00:31:17,084
I never thought that I would lose...
596
00:31:17,086 --> 00:31:18,875
I-I know, I know, I know.
597
00:31:19,455 --> 00:31:22,570
Losing a child, especially a baby, is...
598
00:31:22,595 --> 00:31:26,227
it's about the hardest thing
you're gonna experience in this job.
599
00:31:26,229 --> 00:31:28,529
Then I don't want it anymore.
600
00:31:31,434 --> 00:31:32,799
I quit.
601
00:31:34,151 --> 00:31:35,713
What?
602
00:31:36,322 --> 00:31:39,338
I'm sorry, I can't... I can't do this.
603
00:31:40,268 --> 00:31:42,127
Elliot, listen to me.
604
00:31:42,946 --> 00:31:45,269
Do you know why you're good at it?
605
00:31:45,949 --> 00:31:48,480
Because they're not your patients.
606
00:31:48,949 --> 00:31:50,433
They're you.
607
00:31:51,354 --> 00:31:53,145
Do you understand what I mean?
608
00:31:53,170 --> 00:31:54,488
No.
609
00:31:54,513 --> 00:31:55,762
Sympathy...
610
00:31:56,793 --> 00:32:00,256
is something that almost everybody has.
611
00:32:00,538 --> 00:32:04,932
But empathy, that gift
that allows you to feel
612
00:32:04,934 --> 00:32:06,944
what other people are feeling,
613
00:32:07,350 --> 00:32:09,570
you got that locked down.
614
00:32:09,572 --> 00:32:11,932
So you don't leave.
615
00:32:13,002 --> 00:32:16,205
Because this is not your job, son.
616
00:32:16,546 --> 00:32:18,518
It's your calling.
617
00:32:19,544 --> 00:32:21,471
If you quit,
618
00:32:22,318 --> 00:32:25,096
you'll regret it for
the rest of your life.
619
00:32:25,655 --> 00:32:28,356
Believe me, son. I know.
620
00:32:32,662 --> 00:32:35,392
Now pick your head up, Dr. Dixon.
621
00:32:40,169 --> 00:32:42,169
Yeah.
622
00:32:42,171 --> 00:32:43,705
Hallelujah.
623
00:32:47,910 --> 00:32:50,511
Okay, Tracy, so it looks like...
624
00:32:50,869 --> 00:32:52,791
No, no, no, no. Dr. Rorish!
625
00:32:53,673 --> 00:32:55,189
Dr. Rorish!
626
00:32:57,253 --> 00:32:59,086
Oh, my God.
627
00:32:59,088 --> 00:33:00,903
Okay, Center Stage, please.
628
00:33:03,993 --> 00:33:05,747
Out of the way, out of the way.
629
00:33:08,601 --> 00:33:10,234
Look out. Coming through, people.
630
00:33:10,259 --> 00:33:11,481
Watch your backs. Watch your backs!
631
00:33:11,506 --> 00:33:12,524
Watch out.
632
00:33:12,902 --> 00:33:15,339
Need a suture tray, please, and a 4-O.
633
00:33:15,364 --> 00:33:17,515
Standing by for gauze.
634
00:33:17,540 --> 00:33:19,340
Spread it out. Spread it out.
635
00:33:19,365 --> 00:33:21,506
- How much blood has she lost?
- At least three liters.
636
00:33:21,531 --> 00:33:23,600
- I'm gonna start a central line.
- Airway first.
637
00:33:23,625 --> 00:33:25,178
Intubate her.
638
00:33:25,616 --> 00:33:27,772
There's too much blood.
I can't access the artery.
639
00:33:27,797 --> 00:33:28,780
What have we got?
640
00:33:28,805 --> 00:33:30,851
Patient cut her wrist.
Severe blood loss.
641
00:33:30,853 --> 00:33:32,412
It's probably residual
swelling from the fire.
642
00:33:32,437 --> 00:33:33,576
Put in the fiber optic.
643
00:33:33,624 --> 00:33:35,309
We're gonna need to slow this bleeding.
644
00:33:35,334 --> 00:33:36,491
Let's push hard. Got it?
645
00:33:36,493 --> 00:33:38,192
Dr. Guthrie.
646
00:33:38,194 --> 00:33:39,560
I need your hands.
647
00:33:39,562 --> 00:33:41,262
Get in here, Rollie. Come on.
648
00:33:41,287 --> 00:33:43,731
I-I can't cross the orange line.
649
00:33:43,756 --> 00:33:45,223
Rollie, open your eyes.
650
00:33:45,248 --> 00:33:47,044
What? What do you mean?
651
00:33:47,069 --> 00:33:48,950
Rollie, open your eyes.
652
00:33:48,975 --> 00:33:50,256
Rollie, open your eyes. Come on.
653
00:33:50,281 --> 00:33:52,358
- Open your eyes.
- Open your eyes.
654
00:33:52,383 --> 00:33:54,600
That's right, Rollie.
655
00:33:54,602 --> 00:33:56,444
Come on back to us now.
656
00:33:56,520 --> 00:33:58,499
Good. Good.
657
00:33:58,524 --> 00:33:59,903
Yes. Open your eyes.
658
00:34:06,139 --> 00:34:08,039
Rollie, you're in the OR.
659
00:34:09,006 --> 00:34:10,639
We've got you in a twilight sleep.
660
00:34:10,642 --> 00:34:12,217
That's why you're a little disoriented.
661
00:34:12,810 --> 00:34:15,371
I'm not ready for the surgery yet.
662
00:34:15,396 --> 00:34:17,280
That's not what you said a week ago.
663
00:34:17,282 --> 00:34:20,037
You're in here about four
hours. You're doing great.
664
00:34:20,154 --> 00:34:23,419
Rollie, we're gonna continue
with the questions now.
665
00:34:23,421 --> 00:34:24,754
What questions?
666
00:34:24,756 --> 00:34:28,129
We asked you to fill out a
few pages of personal questions
667
00:34:28,154 --> 00:34:31,494
so I don't venture in areas
of your brain I shouldn't.
668
00:34:31,496 --> 00:34:33,770
♪ When you feel so tired ♪
669
00:34:33,795 --> 00:34:35,248
I love this song.
670
00:34:35,506 --> 00:34:37,233
- Go ahead with the next question.
- Okay.
671
00:34:38,044 --> 00:34:40,966
♪ Stuck in reverse ♪
672
00:34:40,991 --> 00:34:43,425
Rollie, where did you go to med school?
673
00:34:43,912 --> 00:34:46,862
Um, NYU.
674
00:34:46,864 --> 00:34:48,193
Very good.
675
00:34:49,099 --> 00:34:50,666
Okay.
676
00:34:51,201 --> 00:34:53,316
Where'd you do your residency?
677
00:34:53,341 --> 00:34:55,841
♪ In love to let it go ♪
678
00:34:55,866 --> 00:34:57,499
Angels.
679
00:34:57,808 --> 00:34:59,741
How many children do you have?
680
00:34:59,743 --> 00:35:01,347
♪ But if you never try ♪
681
00:35:01,372 --> 00:35:02,816
I have a son.
682
00:35:04,483 --> 00:35:05,535
Cole.
683
00:35:05,560 --> 00:35:09,573
♪ Just what you're worth ♪
684
00:35:09,620 --> 00:35:11,051
Rollie?
685
00:35:11,789 --> 00:35:13,121
Yeah?
686
00:35:13,589 --> 00:35:15,655
What was your father's name?
687
00:35:15,736 --> 00:35:18,470
- ♪ The lights will guide... ♪
- Man: Humans want answers.
688
00:35:18,495 --> 00:35:20,662
But the kind of answers you need
689
00:35:20,687 --> 00:35:23,566
don't come with photographic evidence.
690
00:35:23,591 --> 00:35:26,468
They require that you
believe in something
691
00:35:26,470 --> 00:35:27,769
that you can't see.
692
00:35:27,771 --> 00:35:29,239
Emanuel.
693
00:35:30,507 --> 00:35:32,137
He was a pastor.
694
00:35:32,224 --> 00:35:35,025
Give me the nitroglycerin,
IV push. 50 MCG's.
695
00:35:38,710 --> 00:35:40,895
That's why we call it faith.
696
00:35:40,920 --> 00:35:43,895
Otherwise, we'd call it proof.
697
00:35:45,889 --> 00:35:47,223
So what do you think about it?
698
00:35:47,248 --> 00:35:48,547
I guess it's okay.
699
00:35:48,572 --> 00:35:51,254
It's okay? It's just okay?
700
00:35:51,279 --> 00:35:52,995
I'm scared, Father.
701
00:35:52,997 --> 00:35:55,535
- You believe in God, son?
- Yes.
702
00:35:55,560 --> 00:35:57,666
Then there's nothing to fear.
703
00:35:58,969 --> 00:36:00,410
Emanuel?
704
00:36:00,435 --> 00:36:02,314
Daddy?
705
00:36:10,781 --> 00:36:13,185
Now you pick up your head, Dr. Dixon.
706
00:36:13,210 --> 00:36:14,783
Why do you keep calling me that?
707
00:36:14,785 --> 00:36:17,286
My name is Rollie. Rollie Guthrie.
708
00:36:31,236 --> 00:36:33,948
♪ Tears stream ♪
709
00:36:33,973 --> 00:36:36,675
♪ Down on your face ♪
710
00:36:36,991 --> 00:36:39,778
♪ When you lose something ♪
711
00:36:39,803 --> 00:36:43,237
♪ You cannot replace ♪
712
00:36:44,774 --> 00:36:47,362
♪ Tears stream ♪
713
00:36:47,531 --> 00:36:50,550
They said "babies." Not baby. Babies.
714
00:36:50,575 --> 00:36:52,242
There's two of them. They're twins.
715
00:36:52,267 --> 00:36:54,347
This is carbon monoxide poisoning.
716
00:36:55,459 --> 00:36:58,277
We're lucky we were
able to save the one.
717
00:36:58,857 --> 00:37:01,724
But she's consumed by
the death of the other.
718
00:37:01,749 --> 00:37:05,317
He left me all alone when
I needed him the most.
719
00:37:05,342 --> 00:37:06,635
Maybe you could talk to him.
720
00:37:06,637 --> 00:37:08,269
- I can't.
- Why not?
721
00:37:08,294 --> 00:37:11,028
Because I'm on a plane
right now. I wasn't here.
722
00:37:11,053 --> 00:37:13,620
You left him alone.
And now people are dead!
723
00:37:13,645 --> 00:37:15,045
This is on you, Rollie.
724
00:37:15,070 --> 00:37:17,036
- No...
- ♪ Down on your face ♪
725
00:37:17,164 --> 00:37:22,234
♪ And I... ♪
726
00:37:25,850 --> 00:37:28,700
- ♪ Tears stream ♪
- ♪ Tears stream ♪
727
00:37:28,725 --> 00:37:31,948
- ♪ Down on your face ♪
- ♪ Down on your face ♪
728
00:37:31,973 --> 00:37:34,407
♪ When you lose something ♪
729
00:37:34,432 --> 00:37:38,215
♪ You cannot replace ♪
730
00:37:39,403 --> 00:37:42,437
- ♪ Tears stream ♪
- ♪ Tears streaming, yeah ♪
731
00:37:42,439 --> 00:37:44,451
♪ Down on your face ♪
732
00:37:44,476 --> 00:37:46,952
♪ And I... ♪
733
00:37:46,977 --> 00:37:52,310
♪ And I... ♪
734
00:37:53,144 --> 00:37:57,332
♪ Lights will guide ♪
735
00:37:57,388 --> 00:37:59,896
♪ You home ♪
736
00:38:00,032 --> 00:38:06,870
♪ And ignite your bones ♪
737
00:38:06,895 --> 00:38:10,830
♪ And I will try ♪
738
00:38:11,201 --> 00:38:13,902
♪ To fix you ♪
739
00:38:21,122 --> 00:38:22,855
Welcome back.
740
00:38:22,880 --> 00:38:26,119
Rollie, you did great.
741
00:38:29,509 --> 00:38:31,352
So none of it was real?
742
00:38:34,658 --> 00:38:36,103
I'm not the chaplain?
743
00:38:36,127 --> 00:38:37,477
Chaplain?
744
00:38:37,675 --> 00:38:39,985
We don't have a chaplain.
745
00:38:40,010 --> 00:38:43,465
You're a doctor, Rollie.
You always will be.
746
00:38:46,110 --> 00:38:49,137
Dr. Guthrie? Why are you crying?
747
00:38:49,139 --> 00:38:52,268
Cole. He never came.
748
00:38:53,665 --> 00:38:55,251
Dad?
749
00:38:55,276 --> 00:38:57,181
Dad, I'm right here.
750
00:39:02,217 --> 00:39:03,355
Cole.
751
00:39:03,380 --> 00:39:05,631
Yeah, I came last night. Remember?
752
00:39:06,757 --> 00:39:08,990
There's something I
need to tell you, son.
753
00:39:08,992 --> 00:39:10,733
Guys, come on.
754
00:39:10,758 --> 00:39:12,725
Look, rest, Dad. We got plenty of time.
755
00:39:12,750 --> 00:39:16,132
No, no, no. I need to tell you now.
756
00:39:21,524 --> 00:39:24,224
There's something you don't know, son.
757
00:39:26,102 --> 00:39:28,220
You had a twin, Cole.
758
00:39:28,439 --> 00:39:30,384
A sister. Her name was Lola.
759
00:39:30,409 --> 00:39:32,072
I...
760
00:39:32,097 --> 00:39:33,619
Okay, Dad, I need you to settle down.
761
00:39:33,644 --> 00:39:35,544
No. No, no, no. Listen, listen, listen.
762
00:39:35,786 --> 00:39:37,698
I have to tell you.
763
00:39:38,989 --> 00:39:41,713
She died when you were just 1 year old.
764
00:39:41,738 --> 00:39:43,470
We never told you.
765
00:39:43,495 --> 00:39:46,062
It was a terrible tragedy, Cole.
766
00:39:48,056 --> 00:39:51,510
I-I had come home
late from the hospital.
767
00:39:51,535 --> 00:39:54,155
And I went in to check on both of you.
768
00:39:55,451 --> 00:39:57,974
But neither one of you were breathing.
769
00:39:58,942 --> 00:40:01,834
It was a carbon monoxide leak.
770
00:40:01,859 --> 00:40:04,622
- Dad, now's not the time...
- No, no, no. Listen to me.
771
00:40:06,013 --> 00:40:08,583
I got the two of you
and your mother outside.
772
00:40:08,585 --> 00:40:11,162
I started CPR on you first.
773
00:40:11,922 --> 00:40:14,162
And then you finally woke up.
774
00:40:14,725 --> 00:40:18,569
But when I reached for Lola...
775
00:40:20,356 --> 00:40:23,071
she... she was ice cold.
776
00:40:24,247 --> 00:40:26,021
Cole, I tried to save her.
777
00:40:26,046 --> 00:40:27,879
I did. I did.
778
00:40:27,927 --> 00:40:29,529
But I was too late.
779
00:40:29,554 --> 00:40:32,188
No, no, Cole. Listen, listen to me.
780
00:40:32,213 --> 00:40:34,389
Your mother loved you, son.
781
00:40:34,414 --> 00:40:35,905
She loved you.
782
00:40:36,622 --> 00:40:40,904
But the loss of your sister was
just too much for her to handle.
783
00:40:40,929 --> 00:40:42,195
She...
784
00:40:46,118 --> 00:40:47,281
No.
785
00:40:48,825 --> 00:40:50,592
No.
786
00:40:50,594 --> 00:40:52,836
No, that wasn't the whole truth.
787
00:40:53,132 --> 00:40:55,710
We're lucky we were able to save one.
788
00:40:57,649 --> 00:41:00,335
I was consumed by the
death of the other.
789
00:41:00,337 --> 00:41:03,454
It... it was me, Cole.
790
00:41:05,562 --> 00:41:09,177
I was the one who
couldn't handle the loss.
791
00:41:11,415 --> 00:41:14,508
Your mother was
struggling, and I knew it.
792
00:41:14,533 --> 00:41:16,551
But I couldn't help her.
793
00:41:19,389 --> 00:41:22,040
Because I couldn't help myself.
794
00:41:24,561 --> 00:41:28,226
I'm so sorry, son. I'm so sorry.
795
00:41:28,251 --> 00:41:31,445
I love you more than anything, but...
796
00:41:31,945 --> 00:41:34,046
I failed you.
797
00:41:34,071 --> 00:41:35,971
I failed you.
798
00:41:35,973 --> 00:41:38,743
Oh, no. You didn't fail me, Dad.
799
00:41:39,276 --> 00:41:41,009
You didn't fail me.
800
00:41:43,840 --> 00:41:45,347
It's okay.
801
00:41:49,700 --> 00:41:51,333
I love you, too.
802
00:41:52,369 --> 00:41:54,387
And I'm here now.
803
00:41:55,527 --> 00:41:56,808
I love you, son.
804
00:41:56,833 --> 00:41:58,532
I love you, too.
805
00:42:03,763 --> 00:42:08,274
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