All language subtitles for I Am The Years You Are The Stars_18

♪The left bank lights♪

♪Are still faintly lit♪

♪The dream you mentioned♪

♪Is still bumpy♪

♪Don't know much about love
when we were young♪

♪Don't have to be perfect♪

♪My heart is warm when you're with me♪

♪We talk and walk together♪

♪The moment I exchange stories with you♪

♪Watching you, waiting for you♪

♪Makes me happy too♪

♪How many people have come♪

♪How many people have left♪

♪Perhaps only by appreciating our love♪

♪Will it become silent and leave a mark♪

♪We once loved♪

=I Am The Years You Are The Stars=

=Episode 18=

(Mu City Municipal Central Hospital
Outpatient Building)

I've gotten used to

seeing Jin Xiaoyu now.

Sometimes when I don't see her at home,

I even feel strange.

The dishes she cooks are fine.

To you, accepting the changes

does take some time.

This is the first time in a decade
that you made a new friend.

How do you feel?

She's not a friend yet.

To you, what is a friend?

A person who shares adversities together.

Are we friends?

We are now

sharing some difficulties.

No.

There are some things that I cannot tell you.

As friends,

honesty, trust, and sharing are essential.

But honesty and trust can't be built in your heart

because you're afraid to be hurt.

Which I can understand.

We can take our time. There's no rush.

Chief Fan.

You've been telling me
not to rush things for a decade.

The pain that some people have

can never

be cured.

Qian Cheng,

are we friends?

We are.

Qian Cheng,

thank you for protecting me.

I miss you.

But

I may never come back again.

Maybe what I miss isn't you,

but the past.

Back then, I was quite healthy.

We were both fine.

Sorry

that I caused you trouble.

Sorry

that I didn't protect you.

We'll both get better.

Right?

Perhaps.

Qian Cheng,

I hope you get better.

You should have a new life,

and new friends.

I now have a new friend.

Her name is Jin Xiaoyu.

♪For a moment♪

♪It's like a long time ago♪

♪The wind blows your clothes♪

♪Framing the scene♪

♪I don't recognize♪

♪Your delicate face♪

Mr. Qian.

What a coincidence.

Hello.

My lab is
in the First Central University next door.

Why are you here?

I got a cold.

It is the flu season lately.

I suggest you put on a mask when going out.

Let me have a look.

I happen to have some.

Consider this my gratitude

for your generous support
to the First Central University.

Oh, right. Professor Lin.

Excuse me but I'd like to ask.

Do you have a good friend?

A good friend?

You mean in China?

I guess Jin Xiaoyu is one.

Also...

I see you as a friend, too, Mr. Qian.

Me?

Yeah.

You seem like an honest and good person.

Though your facial expressions don't change a lot.

I'll take it as a compliment.

All right.

Let's have some drinks someday.

I don't drink in private.

See?

Like I said, Mr. Qian is honest.

I was being courteous.

I don't drink, either.

How about coffee, then?

Sure.

Then

let's work to become friends.

Friends.

(Medical Mask)

I think Jin Xiaoyu's on duty today.

(Emergency Department)
Are you here to see Su Jiafan?

I'm here to visit Officer Su,

but I really am not the mistress.

My friend is the coordinator
of the Organ Donation Association.

If you don't believe me, you can ask her.

Do you know about the boy?

I've seen many girls like you.

I suddenly feel a sense

of familiarity.

Could you please tell me what your occupation is?

A middle school teaching director.

A teaching director?

Please tell me, Director,

what if someone had a child outside the family?

There's no need for what if.

You...

You know about the boy?

You think I got suspicious

only based on a phone call?

I found him suspicious long ago.

I took a group of students
to a summer camp during the vacation.

When I came home, I found many problems.

There were strange tissues at home.

Strange tissues?

They were tissues for children only.

There was even an extra set

of tableware for children.

On the spoon, there were also bitemarks.

Hair was not only on the floor,

but also on the lint roller.

It seems the kid came often.

Little girl.

Married women are extra sensitive.

You didn't say anything
despite all that you noticed?

I thought you were the mistress,

so I wanted to trick you.

So you pretended to be mean, right?

If you were the mistress,

I would have given you a good beating.

Oh, I'm so scared.

How has my girlfriend offended you?

The coquettes nowadays

are all this lousy?

You? The two-timer?

Qian Cheng,

what are you doing here?

You are not needed here.

Just step aside.

Really?

You're on duty today.

You dealing with her would be a waste.

I'll be quick.

I'm not afraid of fights.

I won't cower if we do fight.

But I reckon

you're a smart woman.

I don't think you'll do anything to the kid.

Have you seen the kid?

Daddy,

what are you going to donate?

Daddy is going to donate his eyes.

If something happens to me,

you'll have my eyes

so that you can see the world.

This is why your husband

called me at the critical moment.

He planned well.

He's already severely injured.

Even if he did cheat on you,

he was punished.

But the boy is innocent.

Can you...

No.

Director Wen.

I shouldn't have said that, should I?

What?

"The boy is innocent".

If you can't aim, maybe calibration is off center.

Face the controller down to reset it.

Oh, I see the door.

This is it.

Where is Xiaoyu?

I don't know.

Maybe she's spending her time
in the lab thinking about her life.

I went to pick her up earlier
at the Second Hospital

and saw the wife of the policeman

giving her trouble.

Giving her trouble?

Oh, right.

Mrs. Su even thought that she was the mistress.

Simply put,

married women are monsters.

Don't worry.

No one will marry you.

Oh.

How is she doing?

She?

Not good.

But if you give me some money,

I'll teach you how to cheer your girlfriend up.

For real?

Of course.

Try it on me first.

I'll think about how much I'm going to pay.

This move of mine

always works.

You know what I'm saying?

Young Master.

You need to pay for the lesson!

Young Master!

Though I've seen many deaths,

I still feel sorry for Officer Su.

Regardless of his moral quality,

he, after all, had the accident
when chasing a criminal.

Organ donation was his last wish.

How come even death cannot resolve the hate?

You're back.

I heard from Qian Cheng that

you ran into Mrs. Su.

Don't mention it.

The fact that he got
an illegitimate son was exposed.

And his wife might have known
about it a long time ago.

But it's confirmed after his death.

Now the organ donation is not going to happen.

Come here.

Can you give me

Su Jiafan's medical report?

It's the patient's private information.

I mean,

you're not his doctor, right?

Take it as you heard about it accidentally

and happen to talk about it

with someone irrelevant.

I refuse.

Just do me this favor.

Seriously.

This is so difficult.

I don't even know what to do.

Wait! Wait a minute!

Button up.

Don't try to seduce me.

It's Cheng Weilan's patient.

What if anything goes wrong?

It would be too much of a responsibility for her.

I just wanted to help with

the special drug case.

Instead of spending time on this,

you should think about

how to make them sign the donation paper, okay?

I've got a solution.

What?

In the middle of the night,

I'll sneak in, and...

You know...

I just feel like

he's dying,

she should be over it
no matter how much she hates him.

But some relationships are just like this.

The more things are like this,
the more she hates him.

My life...my life is so hard.

If I found out that

my dying husband cheated on me,

I wouldn't even dig into it.

He's dead. His organs were donated.

She can move on.

Just remember the good stuff.

These bad memories aren't worth it, you know?

Let me ask you.

Do you know what marriage means?

Making babies.

And?

How to make babies.

I'll teach you a lesson.

Listen to me carefully.

Marriage

is the subtlest bond in this world.

Two people that are not blood related,

yet they are going to make a bloodline.

The two are the closest,

but

they can also be betrayed
by the spouse at any time.

In a marriage,

time is insignificant.

Because ten years,

even twenty years
might pass in the blink of an eye.

Yet it is also these moments

that may change their whole lives.

Su Jiafan!

Over here!

How did you get out?

I walked, obviously.

Bring the watermelon back. It's for everybody.

W-What are you doing?

I'm going to eat the watermelon.

Like this?

Share with them?

I'm not up for that.

Let's share it.

How long is your training going to last?

I'll be training the whole summer vacation.

You didn't get caught by the teacher, did you?

Even if they do see me,

they can't catch up with me.

Bragging.

Once you choose marriage,

you've chosen to share all of your secrets

with your partner.

Though you can

do the same with your friends,

they can't continue your lineage.

You and your partner can share wealth.

It means

the partner you choose

represents the future you'll have.

You're so cheesy.

You're making me cringe.

When they approve my marriage leave,

we'll go take wedding photos.

Forget it.

When you get your marriage leave,

let's go on our honeymoon.

I don't even want a wedding.

That's too much trouble.

No.

Wedding is the happiest moment

in a man's life.

I'm going to marry you in the coolest fashion.

I'll make every man in the world envy me.

Su Jiafan,

the hell with you.

Su Jiafan,

go to hell!

So at this time,

if you're betrayed,

other than the hate for your partner,

you actually hate yourself more.

Because this is a complete denial

and trampling over yourself.

Fine.

Let's put Officer Su aside

and whether he has

betrayed his partner.

The fact that he woke up
during emergency treatment

and told Cheng Weilan that

he had to donate his corneas to his son,

shows that it means a lot to him.

I just feel bad for the patients.

Because

I know all too well
about a dying person's despair.

Maybe, at the time, he was like you.

He just wanted to save someone.

Yes.

I can't force anyone,

nor use morals to persuade them.

It's good that you know.

So?

Want to work with me?

How?

I'll get his family to sign the papers,

and you help me get his medical report.

I really want to know what happened

the night he had the accident.

The medical report has all the details.

No.

No?

Without me,

you can never get his family to sign the papers.

It's still a no.

You don't believe me?

Go have a try.

Wanna bet?

Bring it on.

Wen Xin.

Director Wen.

Tie up your hair.

I didn't bring a hair band.

Watch your appearance next time.

Okay.

Bye, Director Wen.

Director Wen.

What?

The mistress came to visit me at my workplace?

If I were the mistress,

I would get a portion
of the family property, right?

I need to head to a class.

What do you want?

About organ donation...

Goodbye.

Director Wen!

Director Wen!

I...

You're the newest on the team.

Unlike Liu and the other old dogs,

I trust you more.

Be honest with me.

Have you ever met the woman?

Mrs. Su,

I really don't know
what woman you're talking about.

And about Captain Su,

I'm too low-ranked to know.

I want you to help me investigate something.

Would you agree?

Mrs. Su,

I won't break the law.

If you want me to obtain
another person's personal information,

I'm afraid I can't do it.

I haven't even said anything.

How do you know what I want?

Previously, you asked
Captain Liu and Zhou for help,

they turned you down.

It wasn't because they were covering for anybody,

it's simply against the law.

Sorry, but I can't help you.

Hi.

You're starting to annoy me, you know?

But I still want to try.

Your husband's organs
can at least save four people.

Will the recipients

know that they received the organs from a man
that has cheated on his wife?

All information about the donor and the recipient

is classified.

But I won't let him get what he wants.

As for that illegitimate son of his,

it's best that he stays blind forever.

Organ needs to be paired.

Sometimes, even the father and the son

don't pair up.

- And...
- If you keep talking,

I won't be civil with you!

Please hear me out...

before you walk away.

Though

it's not right to differentiate
women by their marital status,

I still have to say

that a girl can't beat a married woman.

Why is that?

I don't accept it.

Even marriage didn't scare her,

what else can possibly scare her?

Chief Zhang,

how is the patient looking?

He's out of danger for now.

But it still doesn't look good.

You go find his family.

Thank you, Chief Zhang.

Another operation?

My life feels so dark.

Professor Lin is so handsome.

My life is full of joy.

Your attitude towards life

changes quite quickly.

Xiaoyu,

why are you here at the surgical department?

(No Smoking)
A friendly visit.

Professor Lin, what are you doing here?

(Quiet Please)
I'm taking the doctors in my lab

to this meeting.

Once the papers are signed,

it means in a day,

there will be four organ donation operations.

Four.

All right. Just relax.

What we can do now is

make sure that everything is ready,

even if she signs the papers in the last second.

Hurray for the medical workers.

Okay.

Guys, here comes the wife.

Be prepared.

OK.

This is his wife.

Their relationship is extremely complicated.

When I told her about the illegitimate son,

it turned out she already knew

and she tried to trick me
by pretending to be a shrew.

She's a tough opponent.

What do you mean?

We're involved in

the patient's personal business.

It's okay. Leave her to me.

A cute girl and a coquette.

What kind of a combination is this?

A combination that can beat you up.

Will you beat me up

if I don't sign the paper?

Hello.

I'm in charge of the Organ Donation Association.

Can we have a talk?

You brought a new negotiator?

This way, please.

This way, please.

(Duty Room)

What are you guys doing here?

We came to bring you home.

Really?

You guys came to get information, right?

Don't downplay our love for you.

We came specifically to bring you home.

Alright, let's go.

Wait.

We're here already, might as well

wait a bit longer.

Love can disappear, right?

Aren't you a volunteer?

Why didn't you go in there?

I'm neither a doctor

nor a volunteer coordinator.

I'm not qualified to stay in the hospital,

nor am I qualified to negotiate with his family.

If so,

you going to her school

was harassment, right?

Go away. We'll break up if you keep this up.

Wait.

I won't sign it! I won't sign it!

I just won't!

Let's go.

Mrs. Su,

I hope you can reconsider.

Doctor,

for the last time,

if you keep pushing me,

I'll send his parents home.

Next time when there's an emergency,

I, the only family member,

will refuse to sign the papers.

Professor Lin,

don't feel bad.

The hardest thing in the world

is to make a woman say "I will".

I'm going to make my preparations.

How about

we talk to Officer Su's parents.

I tried.

Though they respect their son's will,

they want their daughter-in-law
to sign the papers.

And they don't know

about their ruined relationship yet.

If the illegitimate son was exposed,

there would sure be a drama.

True.

If they knew about their grandson,

they'd take him home.

Gosh.

I can't even think about it.

Will you try again?

I'll think about it.

I'm off.

I'll bring her home.

You keep a look out.

Yes, sir.

(Outdoor Parking)

I think humans

are the most emotional creature in the world.

I don't believe anyone can be so heartless.

Some people like to
keep their emotions to themselves.

It looks like you've reached a dead end.

You have no idea

how dreadful it is once a married woman

finds out that her husband has cheated on her.

Now a short lifespan is a good thing.

Because you don't have to experience
all the pointless vicissitudes of life.

I'd rather trade twenty years of my life

for those pointless vicissitudes of life.

Well? Do you want to trade with me?

I devote myself to medicine! I love my country!

I'm loyal to the people, abide by medical ethics,
respect my teachers, and follow the rules!

I shall study diligently, tirelessly,
and pursue perfection

and overall development!

I decide to exert all my efforts
to relieve human of sicknesses,

and aim for perfect health!

I uphold the holiness and glory of medicine!

I shall save the sick
despite all hardships! I shall persevere!

For the development
of China's medical and healthcare services,

and the physical
and mental health of the entire human race,

I shall work hard all my life.

Cheng Weilan!

You...

- William.
- D-D-Don't

jump from the roof.

I tell you what, don't do this to yourself!

I'll pay you however much the hospital owes you!

Just don't jump!

Don't come close! I'm going to commit suicide.

You...

It's very dangerous!

I'm going to kill myself!

Come die with me!

I won't jump with you!

It's so high!

If I have to jump,

I want the entire hospital to jump with me!

I was pulling your leg.

(Stay True Remember Missions)

You know what?

It's quite a view.

Yeah.

Before my mother retired,

she was the chief
of the emergency department of the hospital.

She found

this place.

Every time something troubled her,

she would come here to think about stuff.

Back then when my family was trying to name me,

she would come here when she was too stressed.

And then...

And then you were named Cheng Weilan.
[*Weilan means the color of the clear blue sky.]

Correct.

Nice name.

You bet.

I heard your colleagues call
your mother Chief Cheng.

You took your mother's family name?

Yeah.

My father and my mother

met each other in this hospital.

My dad had appendicitis,

my mother was the doctor on duty
in the emergency department.

They fell in love at first sight.

And then,

my dad repaid my mother

with himself.

So

I took the family name on my mother's side.

So romantic.

Yeah.

What's wrong?

A stomachache.

I'll push you off the roof. Try me.

You're quite smart.

Master,

you wanted to speak to me?

Xiaoyu and Cheng Weilan

have been troubled

because of Officer Su.

I can't disturb them, can I?

You think she'll talk back to you, right?

Why ask when you already know!

As your beloved apprentice,

I'll help you.

What nasty ideas have you got in mind?

I got some information from Cheng Weilan,

and I'll give it to you for free.

It can be your weapon against Xiaoyu.

Xiaoyu won't be happy if she knows.

I heard from Cheng Weilan

that Xiaoyu's boyfriend is a costume designer.

A costume designer?

A clothes-maker?

There are different levels.

The one who runs a small shop
near your home is called a tailor.

The one works in Qing'ai Building
is called a designer.

Would it be possible that he likes guys

and is only using Xiaoyu as his front?

Master,

don't make wild guesses.

Cheng Weilan told me that

he's very nice to Xiaoyu.

He's very thoughtful.

Handsome, rich, talented, and faithful?

And treats Xiaoyu nicely?

Yes.

I guess Xiaoyu has traded her lifespan

for this boyfriend.

Director Wen.

What do you want?

Su Jiafan was investigating

an illegal drug case.

How much do you know?

How do you know this?

I saw some messages on his phone
about you and the case.

Do you know anything about it?

I only provided him with some information.

He didn't tell me much about the case.

And now that he's had an accident,

the case has been turned over to someone else.

Director Wen,

about the organ donation...

No.

I will never agree to it.

And he can't donate.

Just forget about it.

Director Wen.

You said he can't donate.

This is the real reason
why you refuse to sign the papers, right?

It's not that you don't want to.

It's because he can't.

Though you make a big deal
out of the mistress incident,

it just constantly eats at me.

As the wife of a police officer,

it shouldn't be hard for you
to find a mistress, right?

You tried to ask Officer Su's men for help.

I heard your conversation.

He's a rookie.

Why didn't you go to the

senior officers?

I don't believe

they'd cover for him anymore at this point.

I think

you're bluffing.

What are you hiding?

Officer Su and I barely know each other,

but my gut feeling tells me

that he's a decent person.

That he wouldn't cheat on you.

I don't believe

he has moral flaws.

I don't want to believe it even more than you do.

We were classmates in high school.

We dated for eight years.

The man who I've been with for so long

suddenly turns into a different person.

Do you know how it feels?

Marriage means you'll

share all of your secrets with your partner.

You can choose to be friends,

but then you cannot continue your lineage.

On the other hand,
a couple can have a common descendent.

You're choosing your own future.

You need to be confident.

Hello?

Have you seen this drug before?

I haven't,

but I think I know what it is.

You know it?

He found the evidence,

but he didn't turn it in.

You mean...

He may have a relationship

with the seller.

You're right.

I am doing my best to protect him.

I got a phone call.

The seller threatened me

and wanted me to give them
all the information about the case.

They even said
they would expose his illegitimate son.

It wasn't until then

did I know in order to keep a mistress,

he was colluding with the drug seller.

If this gets exposed,

his image would be tarnished,

so will our family's

and the reputation of the police.

That's why you made a big deal
out of the mistress thing.

I didn't make a scene in the police station.

I want to find the woman on my own.

Maybe she knows about it, too.

Besides,

I'd rather expose the matter myself

than let them threaten me with it.

This is personal, not a public matter.

Have you ever thought that

maybe someone might have framed Officer Su?

If you had given the evidence

to the police station earlier,

the truth would have come to light.

I didn't dare take the risk.

The odds are 50/50.

He took the drug with him,
but didn't turn it in to the police.

And the child.

What if it's true?

Then everything would be over.

Then...

About the organ donation,

will you...

If he took the drug,

then his organs are abnormal

and cannot be donated.

But you won't be able to find out the truth

without any help.

Then I'll let the matter pass.

His colleagues will take over the case.

And he'll die as a hero.

I also heard that

the drug came from abroad.

It might take years to solve it.

If that's true,

I don't know what to do.

(Buwenzhong)

Get it out of here! Get it out of here!

What?

Are you scared?

I don't want it to be around me.

Here.

Officer Su's profile.

You admit defeat?

(Portfolio)
Then it's the power of love.

It's the power of organs.

I tell you what,

the mistress isn't the only reason

why Wen Yu refuses to sign the papers.

(Su Jiafan Personal Information)
The drug seller reached out to her,

telling her that Officer Su was working with them.

Also, she found the special drug

in Officer Su's pocket.

Firstly, she doesn't want the reputation
of the police force to be damaged.

Secondly,

she's worried that Officer Su
did do something bad.

So the mistress thing is just a smoke screen.

She just wants to find out

who the drug seller really is.

I don't think girls

should be involved in such things.

It should be a job for men.

I'm not in the mood

to listen to an old man talk about equal rights.

I've told you the story

and I've given you the profile.

Thanks.

You

look terrible.

What happened?

Tell me about it.

Nothing.

I'm just a bit upset.

Upset?

Well, why don't we...

What?

Watch a movie.

What were you thinking?

You...

What was on your mind?

Nothing.

It took a look at me.

No, it didn't.

It did. It really did.

It didn't.

It looked at me with a side glance.

(Su Jiafan Personal Information)

(Had a good fame in 10 years as a police officer)
These people are crazy.

They even harmed a police officer.

Officer Su had been in charge

of the bus case.

Xiaoyu knows him well.

She says he's decent and kind.

After all those deaths you've seen,

it's rare to see you like that.

He sacrificed himself for the lives of others.

(Su Jiafan Personal Information)

If he were not a policeman,

it wouldn't have had anything to do with him.

Hold on.

An illegitimate son?

December 7, there was a campaign
in the Central University.

Su Jiafan brought a boy
who is suspected to be his illegitimate son.

to the campaign.

The policeman has and illegitimate son?

Still in question.

If we find the boy,

it may be helpful.

The campaign was in a university.

All roads on the campus have surveillance cameras.

I'll look it up.

What's on your mind?

You scared me.

Something feels wrong.

What?

Give me a pen.

Look.

Su Jiafan brought a boy
who is suspected to be his illegitimate son.

to the campaign.

And he had a car accident that very night.

When Wen Yu withdrew the money,

she found a large amount of money.

At the same time, she noticed her husband

had been making a monthly transfer
to a certain bank account.

Then Wen Yu got a phone call that threatened her.

It was related to the case.

Putting all the pieces together...

Cheng Weilan, Jin Xiaoyu.

What are you doing?

Dummy, what are you doing here?

I'm here to befriend my love rival.

I wish I could be as cheerful as you are.

What were you doing?

Can I have a look?

What is this?

This is about what happened

to a poor lady after her husband

had a car accident.

Car accident. Found a large amount of money.

Her husband had been making a monthly transfer
to a certain bank account.

A mistress in question?

A phone call that threatened her?

She learned that her husband
might have broken the law?

Knowing so many secrets

after her husband's accident

would drive a woman crazy.

Yes.

Yes, it would.

As far as I know,

some policemen,

for example, narcotics police,

are very strict
at keeping their personal information

classified.

They fear the criminals might want revenge.

I get it.

Let's say Su Jiafan committed a crime,

then why was the money

transferred to his bank account after his death?

To comfort an accomplice?

Do you think everyone's nice like you?

Even if they are,

why did they

call Wen Yu to threaten her

to hand over all the information
about the case to them?

Why would her wife have any information
about the case?

Is his wife a police officer, too?

See? Even a fool knows something's off.

Hey, was that supposed to be a compliment?

The point is, how come Wen Yu

had the information about the case?

I think

that phone call meant to tell Wen Yu,

"Your husband is having an affair."

What kind of a criminal

would do such a thing

after transferring so much money
to the man's bank account?

Like you said,

who would be so nice?

No one would believe it.

From a third-person perspective,

what's your opinion?

I think the wife is lying.

The policeman colluded with the criminals,

his wife was afraid of exposing it,

so she lied.

She said she got a phone-call,

who was there with her?

That's right.

Throughout the whole thing,

the only thing that really exists

is the money in the bank account.

Nothing backs Wen Yu's words.

People will only assume
that Su Jiafan is the bad guy.

They wanted to frame Su Jiafan.

One important thing
is the information about the case.

If Su Jiafan is a suspect,

then his credibility decreases.

And his case will be transferred to someone else.

In that case,

the progress would become much slower.

Sir.

What?

Are you hungry?

I'm warning you,

don't even think about doing anything to my pet.

Give yourself a break.

How about this?

You get another pet.

I'll give you a llama.

No need.

You keep it to yourself.

Here's the information.

The whole thing

(Su Jiafan Personal Information)
is easier than we thought.

But it may also be more complicated
than we expected.

♪For a moment, it's like a long time ago♪

♪The wind blows your clothes,
framing the scene♪

♪I don't recognize your delicate face♪

♪You're still young and my hair is still long♪

♪Who can tell if the dream
is an obsession or a lie?♪

♪If it's still there after so long,
it'll come true♪

♪If we part in this life,
we'll meet again one day♪

♪But I don't know what year it is♪

♪I'm too sensitive by nature♪

♪I hide my anxiety,
so you won't see through it♪

♪If you're hiding it on purpose♪

♪Why should I try?♪

♪It's hard to deal with
a neither-right-nor-wrong answer♪

♪Memories are fading away♪

♪Only a sense of vision leaves in my mind♪

♪I've been walking slowly♪

♪But you're not catching up♪

♪I'm just afraid that the road ahead
is not far enough♪

♪And I'll finish it soon♪