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There's some things I
never told you about Maria.
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Save the details till after
the honeymoon, homeboy.
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She has some problems.
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Daddy, I think there's a snap undone.
Would you take a look?
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I don't think so, honey.
Are you sure?
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- I'm not feeling very well.
- Of course you don't.
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You're getting married.
Get used to it.
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Here we go.
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She's a bit compulsive.
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Maybe I should say
compulsive and neurotic.
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Yeah, I know.
She's Maria.
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She sleeps with a flyswatter.
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Hell, if I looked like Maria,
I'd sleep with a bazooka.
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So you guys got some issues.
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It's called modern romance.
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If you need it, there's an ice
chest under your mother's seat.
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I'm okay.
I feel better now.
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Careful of your dress, dear.
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She, uh... She cleans the house
twice a day on her day off.
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Yeah, well, at least she works.
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We get to go to all those
great magazine parties.
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Hey, remember Claudia from
the "Elle" party? Oh, man.
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She's always locking
the bathroom door.
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She gets suicidal
from time to time.
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All women get suicidal
from time to time.
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God, I love her.
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So how long have you
known all of this?
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They just sort of creep up on
you, you know? One by one.
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- And before you know it...
- I say, don't panic.
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It's probably just a phase.
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IT IS.
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You guys are awfully late.
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We're supposed to be late.
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- Mom, you got my train?
- I got it, dear.
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- Come on, Dottie.
- I still think that dress is too tight.
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I require and charge you both as you
will answer on the Day of Judgment...
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...when the secrets of all
hearts will be disclosed...
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...that if either of you
know any impediment...
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...why you may not be lawfully
joined together in matrimony...
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...do now confess it.
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SIX MONTHS LATER
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- How much do you love me?
- Oh, a thousand.
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Only a thousand?
That's not very much.
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I can even count to a thousand.
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- One, two, three, four...
- Okay, a hundred thousand million billion.
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That's better.
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We're gonna be late for Alfred.
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Yeah, but I love the reason.
Besides, my Juliet...
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...wilt thou leave me so unsatisfied?
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How much satisfaction can'st
thou get in... 11 minutes?
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I'll be nicer in therapy.
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How about the issues we
were discussing last time?
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Things are still the same.
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He's not nice to my
friends or my parents.
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He's cheap. He flirts,
and he has a terrible temper.
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But I'm a loving,
tolerant woman, so...
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Oh, that feels so good.
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She keeps bugging me to build
another room on to the house.
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- We don't have any money, so...
- It would, of course...
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...put his car out in the driveway
for a couple of months.
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Okay, okay.
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Yes. Yeah.
Right there!
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Oh, right there.
Right there. Yes.
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Maria, why is this new addition
to the house so important to you?
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Because I wanna have a baby.
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Go deeper.
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With all this talk about a baby,
how's the sex?
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You go first.
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- You want me to?
- Sure. Why not?
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Okay.
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I have a confession to make.
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I fake my orgasms.
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Oh! Oh! Oh!
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- You what?
- I didn't wanna tell you.
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I didn't want to hurt you.
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You're telling me you've
never had an orgasm?
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Not with you.
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Joseph, it's important
you appreciate the risk...
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...Maria's taking in
communicating this to you.
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Joseph?
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Maria?
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Do you think I'm a lousy lover?
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Hmm?
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Joseph?
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I love you, you know.
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Whoa!
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Tell the balcony crew
those doors are in.
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Yo, Nick, you must
have fucked up big.
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We is humbled by youse
royal presence, Sir Suits.
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Relax, Carlos.
Yo, Nick...
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...I go out on a limb to get
you this job, like I always do...
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I wouldn't work without you,
Joseph, my white patron saint.
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Well, thank you, Nick, but the problem
is we're about four months behind-
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- after two months on the job.
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You geniuses made the schedule...
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- ...I just took the job.
- Hey, Nick, what's this?
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- Oh, yeah, go ahead, Tanner.
Take a look. - Yeah?
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It's a little discovery of Carlos's.
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- Every hour on the hour.
- Hey Nick! - Holy shit! Oh, man!
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This is unbelievable.
You gotta check this out.
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- This is unbelievable.
- Must be the redhead.
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Oh, man.
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Mm-hmm!
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Ooh!
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You guys are perverts.
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Are you kiddin'?
This guy's a national treasure.
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One of a kind.
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Holy shit!
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- What do you mean?
- This guy has anywhere from-
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- four to six women a day,
one after the other.
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And word has it he
pleases every one of 'em.
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- Joseph, take a look.
- No, I can see just fine.
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Oh, my God!
Here comes another one.
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I don't believe it. They just
passed each other and said hi.
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They said hi to each other.
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Oh, Jesus.
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- Tanner.
- Yeah?
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- Let's check out the site.
- All right, Joseph, I am.
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I am.
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Tanner!
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- It's gotta be an implant.
- An implant?
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Yeah, an implant, you know.
A lot of guys got 'em.
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It comes with a pump.
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You just pump it up...
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...and it just stays there...
you know, whenever you need it.
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Sounds like a good idea.
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Yeah, I gotta talk to that guy.
That redhead was to die for.
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Oh, man, I wanna die.
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- Tanner?
- Yeah?
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Does Vicky have orgasms?
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- What?
- You know, does she...
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Does she come when you're
doin' it, or does she fake it?
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What? No!
Of course she has orgasms.
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I mean, man, she goes crazy.
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How do you know?
I mean, she could be fakin' it.
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You can tell. I mean,
they quiver all over.
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Believe me, they quiver all over
even when they're fakin' it.
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Shut the fuck up, would ya?
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Come on, Freddie,
you little bugger.
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Would you help me
with my tie, sweetheart?
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Out, baby. Get out.
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Maria, we're gonna be late.
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Freddie listened to me.
He just flew out the window.
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How do you know it's a he?
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Because it bugs me, darling,
so it must be a he.
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How do I look?
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Do I have lipstick on my tooth?
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Honey, every time we
come see your parents-
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- you obsess over the way you look.
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Is my dress, okay? Do I need
to pull it down or anything?
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You look fine.
Did you hear me?
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Joseph, your tie is a mess.
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Well, hello.
And how are the newlyweds?
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- Hi, Dottie.
- Hi Mom. We've been married-
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- almost seven months.
- Yes, dear.
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Come on in.
Your father's in the living room.
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Staff...
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- Joseph, what are we...
- Surprise!
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I'd say she's excited.
What would you say, hmm?
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On a scale of one to ten...
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...about a four.
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- Martini time.
- Yeah.
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How are you?
Oh, my gosh! Look at you!
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Why is it when we go to parties
I always have to track you down-
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- with a homing device?
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If you loved me, you'd get in that British
fantasy of yours and drive me to Vegas.
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Okay...
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Let's play "If you love me," shall we?
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- Go on. You start.
- Okay.
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If you loved me, you'd take me
to Paris on our second honeymoon.
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If you loved me, you wouldn't miss
your appointments with Alfred.
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You'd buy us a house
in Briarwood...
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...with a big pool and
a little froufrou dog.
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And you would stop
rearranging my... closets.
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A baby girl...
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...and an air-conditioned garage for
my 1974 Ferrari Daytona convertible.
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- I love you, Maria.
- Shut up. It's still my turn.
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It can always be
your turn, sweetheart.
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- Oh, baby, is that so?
- Mm-hmm.
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It's your turn now.
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Honey, that's enough.
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Oh, we'll both know
when it's enough, darling.
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Joseph, even though
I can't have an orgasm...
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...I still enjoy making love to you.
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Sometimes I wonder
if he loves me.
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I feel he always avoids me.
He never returns my calls.
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His secretary, Connie,
is always apologizing for him.
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That's not true.
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- You're distorting things again.
- Just let me finish, okay?
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Connie is embarrassed every time I call...
because he won't pick up the phone.
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She practically admits
you're avoiding me.
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She calls seven or eight times a day.
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- Seven or eight?
- Yes, you do!
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And you embarrass me in front of
my secretary and my associates.
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Connie doesn't know how
to handle her because...
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...half the time you call,
you're hysterical.
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I just need to connect with
you during the day, okay?
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Just once or twice.
Is that too much to ask?
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Just listen to her, Joseph.
Just listen to what she's saying.
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- You gotta be kidding me.
- Why are you so afraid of being close?
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Why in the hell are you
always focusing on me?
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I'm just tryin' to do my job,
for Christ's sakes...
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...and all we ever do in here is
talk about her problems with me.
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What I do, what I don't do...
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...who I am or who I'm not,
that she has an issue with.
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I just... I can't handle it
when he gets so angry.
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Joseph, what is it you want?
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I want a good marriage...
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...a supportive wife.
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And I wanna work
all these things out...
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...so that we can have the
baby that she wants so much.
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Joseph, Maria's doing so much
better the past few months.
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She's standing up for herself.
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- It's wonderful.
- I know.
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But she's still very fragile
with you at this point.
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This kind of confrontation can't work.
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- You're right.
- I know.
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It's just that I feel like I have
to stay on top of the situation-
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- or it'll fall apart.
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She'll fall apart.
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Hello? Tanner!
No.
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No, I'll meet you at the site.
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- Joseph!
- You got a sick patient here, Alfred.
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I suggest we talk in private.
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Come here, Alfred.
I have a few questions for you.
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Joseph, what's going on here now?
You're scaring me.
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That's good,
'cause you know what?
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I'm not totally in control
of myself right now.
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Sit down, Alfred.
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What does the name
"Baltazar" mean to you?
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You're gonna tell me everything...
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...and you're gonna
start with this doctor.
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Do you know him?
Did you refer her to him?
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No, no.
I don't know him.
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All I know is, he's a sex therapist
that practices on the edge of the law.
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They tried to shut him down,
but nobody will testify against him.
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Can you tell me
why she does this?
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Forget the bullshit psycho-babble.
Okey, I need to understand!
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All I can tell you, Joseph,
is that Maria exhibits-
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- most of the symptoms... of what
is called a borderline personality.
241
00:20:52,502 --> 00:20:54,504
By that I mean she
has no real identity.
242
00:20:55,797 --> 00:21:00,343
She has to look outside of herself,
every moment, for assurance, comfort, love.
243
00:21:03,388 --> 00:21:05,515
She can find no sustenance within.
244
00:21:11,521 --> 00:21:14,232
- Shouldn't I have been told this?
- Oh, come on, Joseph.
245
00:21:15,525 --> 00:21:19,029
You've witnessed this for years.
I mean, her heightened personality...
246
00:21:19,112 --> 00:21:23,733
...her need for control at any cost...
the fly obsession, the phone calls.
247
00:21:26,495 --> 00:21:28,613
Joseph, you lived it.
248
00:21:29,664 --> 00:21:31,099
You're the expert.
249
00:21:41,802 --> 00:21:44,137
Most borderlines are incurable, Joseph.
250
00:21:46,056 --> 00:21:48,850
They need to be totally reparented.
251
00:22:01,905 --> 00:22:04,199
One of our construction
sites is on Hinton Street.
252
00:22:13,041 --> 00:22:14,584
I know about Baltazar.
253
00:22:17,671 --> 00:22:19,172
It's not what you think.
254
00:22:19,881 --> 00:22:22,509
Oh, really?
What is it then?
255
00:22:23,677 --> 00:22:25,387
Do you come with Baltazar?
256
00:22:25,470 --> 00:22:28,223
- Is that why you go? To learn how to come?
- It's not about that.
257
00:22:28,306 --> 00:22:30,158
- It's not about that.
- Then what it is about?
258
00:22:32,185 --> 00:22:33,603
You know what? You're a lie!
259
00:22:34,646 --> 00:22:36,147
Our whole marriage is a lie.
260
00:22:36,231 --> 00:22:37,482
Fuck you.
261
00:22:37,774 --> 00:22:39,526
You wanna tell me why?
262
00:22:40,026 --> 00:22:42,237
I don't feel very close
to you right now.
263
00:22:42,320 --> 00:22:45,156
Ah, you don't feel very
close to me right now?
264
00:22:45,574 --> 00:22:47,325
You're paying some guy
to fuck you...
265
00:22:47,409 --> 00:22:49,661
...and you don't feel very
close to me right now?
266
00:22:50,579 --> 00:22:52,289
I'm your husband, for Christ's sakes...
267
00:22:52,372 --> 00:22:53,415
I don't care who you are.
268
00:23:22,152 --> 00:23:23,528
The door is open.
269
00:23:47,469 --> 00:23:48,762
Come in. Sit down.
270
00:24:03,652 --> 00:24:04,903
Listen...
271
00:24:04,986 --> 00:24:06,571
Ah, you must be Joseph.
272
00:24:07,739 --> 00:24:10,492
I've been expecting you.
Maria's husband.
273
00:24:11,576 --> 00:24:13,119
She's a very special woman.
274
00:24:16,873 --> 00:24:20,418
Look, I don't know who you are
or what you think you do...
275
00:24:20,502 --> 00:24:23,546
...but I need you to do me a kind
favor and stay away from my wife.
276
00:24:24,964 --> 00:24:26,132
She's not a well woman.
277
00:24:26,716 --> 00:24:29,419
I agree.
That's why she came to see me.
278
00:24:32,472 --> 00:24:35,558
Obviously someone would have to be very
disturbed to come here seeking health.
279
00:24:38,520 --> 00:24:39,938
You don't understand, my friend.
280
00:24:43,441 --> 00:24:45,110
You understand this, Dr. Fuck!
281
00:24:47,278 --> 00:24:48,947
You stay away from my wife, okay?
282
00:24:50,281 --> 00:24:52,409
I know what goes on in here,
'cause I was here.
283
00:24:52,492 --> 00:24:55,787
And it wasn't love or therapy.
It wasn't even sex!
284
00:24:56,329 --> 00:24:57,789
It was sadistic abuse.
285
00:25:02,460 --> 00:25:03,962
I hope I've made myself clear.
286
00:25:04,546 --> 00:25:06,039
It's over. Now.
287
00:25:21,104 --> 00:25:22,272
Cup of tea?
288
00:25:30,321 --> 00:25:34,284
I'm a therapist, Joseph.
There's a reason for everything I do.
289
00:25:37,328 --> 00:25:40,165
Acting out her abuse fantasy
is what enables Maria...
290
00:25:40,248 --> 00:25:43,209
...to get past the guilt and
anxiety of being intimate.
291
00:25:46,045 --> 00:25:49,632
If we don't express these fantasies,
they run our lives insidiously.
292
00:25:50,925 --> 00:25:55,305
When she stops asking for abuse,
her need for it will be gone.
293
00:26:00,810 --> 00:26:01,978
This is insane.
294
00:26:03,980 --> 00:26:07,084
I'm insane, I'm sitting here having tea
with the doctor who's fucking my wife...
295
00:26:07,108 --> 00:26:09,148
...and trying to convince
me that it's good for her.
296
00:26:10,153 --> 00:26:12,489
Don't you get it, man?
She needs medical help.
297
00:26:13,865 --> 00:26:17,911
Maria's been in traditional therapy
for seven years. Three therapists.
298
00:26:18,870 --> 00:26:21,414
Which therapy do you think
will work at this point?
299
00:26:29,339 --> 00:26:31,382
Do you know what a
"borderline personality" is?
300
00:26:32,425 --> 00:26:35,386
They told you there was no cure,
and they were right.
301
00:26:35,762 --> 00:26:38,097
There is no psychoanalytic cure.
302
00:26:39,224 --> 00:26:43,686
The mind...
cannot change the mind.
303
00:26:44,270 --> 00:26:46,523
Real change is not a mental process.
304
00:26:50,819 --> 00:26:54,781
Let me guess.
You think sex...
305
00:26:55,949 --> 00:26:59,285
...your sex, in particular...
will heal Maria, is that it?
306
00:26:59,369 --> 00:27:02,163
Yes and no. I hold no
dominion over my teachings.
307
00:27:02,247 --> 00:27:03,498
I only know they work.
308
00:27:04,249 --> 00:27:09,337
But, yes, conscious sex
that achieves bliss...
309
00:27:09,420 --> 00:27:11,130
...is the greatest healer there is.
310
00:27:13,091 --> 00:27:15,009
So the way to heal the
woman is to fuck her?
311
00:27:15,093 --> 00:27:20,306
No. Conscious sex, physically
and emotionally integrated...
312
00:27:20,890 --> 00:27:22,600
...is one way to heal
a human being.
313
00:27:23,434 --> 00:27:25,186
Ecstasy heals the unconscious.
314
00:27:27,063 --> 00:27:28,606
A woman can heal a man as well.
315
00:27:30,024 --> 00:27:31,985
Well, I hope you
don't mind, Doctor...
316
00:27:32,068 --> 00:27:34,312
...but I'm gonna try some
other approaches at this point.
317
00:27:34,654 --> 00:27:36,322
I know you love Maria, Joseph.
318
00:27:36,948 --> 00:27:38,783
I'm not here to take
that away from you.
319
00:27:41,786 --> 00:27:43,580
Just don't make me
take this any further.
320
00:27:47,876 --> 00:27:49,252
I am not the enemy.
321
00:27:52,380 --> 00:27:53,548
I don't know what you are.
322
00:31:03,321 --> 00:31:06,282
Oh, hi, sweetheart.
I'm almost done with the kitchen.
323
00:31:09,660 --> 00:31:13,247
- What are you doin'?
- What does it look like I'm doing?
324
00:31:14,207 --> 00:31:17,210
The entire house
is infested with bugs.
325
00:31:18,211 --> 00:31:21,839
First I spray with the Raid
to kill any eggs, and then I seal.
326
00:31:22,632 --> 00:31:27,136
Maria, we discussed the fact that
flies do not lay eggs in the house.
327
00:31:27,220 --> 00:31:29,555
Ants, Joseph. Ants!
328
00:31:29,639 --> 00:31:31,557
The waste basket was
full of them this morning.
329
00:31:37,021 --> 00:31:38,314
Maria, we've gotta talk.
330
00:31:39,732 --> 00:31:43,277
Okay. Just let me
finish the kitchen first.
331
00:31:44,237 --> 00:31:46,423
And if you wanna help, you can
start cleaning the bathroom.
332
00:31:46,447 --> 00:31:47,865
Just go through your drawers, okay?
333
00:32:08,845 --> 00:32:09,862
Hi.
334
00:32:11,889 --> 00:32:12,890
What time is it?
335
00:32:15,351 --> 00:32:16,978
It's 05:45 AM.
336
00:32:18,062 --> 00:32:22,358
- You busy?
- No. No. Of course not.
337
00:32:24,110 --> 00:32:25,695
Well, I guess we'll
have some breakfast.
338
00:32:33,327 --> 00:32:34,704
Maria's gettin' worse.
339
00:32:37,498 --> 00:32:39,417
I'm sure she's very frightened.
340
00:32:43,004 --> 00:32:44,297
Therapy isn't working.
341
00:32:51,179 --> 00:32:52,805
I want you to teach
me what you do.
342
00:32:55,016 --> 00:32:56,476
You want to learn from me?
343
00:32:57,268 --> 00:32:58,769
I wanna learn how to heal my wife.
344
00:33:00,438 --> 00:33:01,522
That's not possible.
345
00:33:08,321 --> 00:33:09,489
You fascinate me.
346
00:33:10,364 --> 00:33:14,226
First you want to destroy me.
Now, you want to become my acolyte.
347
00:33:19,123 --> 00:33:20,883
Do you play a musical instrument?
348
00:33:23,002 --> 00:33:24,261
No.
349
00:33:29,717 --> 00:33:33,971
Do you think you have the ability
to put aside your rage and listen?
350
00:33:34,096 --> 00:33:35,765
Look, the rage is gone, okay?
351
00:33:36,766 --> 00:33:39,860
The only thing that's important
to me now is helping Maria.
352
00:33:41,562 --> 00:33:42,830
If I agree to help you...
353
00:33:43,481 --> 00:33:46,534
...you must understand
it means precisely that.
354
00:33:47,318 --> 00:33:48,769
I'm helping you.
355
00:33:50,530 --> 00:33:52,331
Maria has her own path.
356
00:33:53,658 --> 00:33:54,817
I understand.
357
00:33:55,201 --> 00:33:56,944
I'm not sure you do.
358
00:33:57,620 --> 00:33:59,405
And you have to promise me...
359
00:34:00,456 --> 00:34:02,258
...that you'll never see Maria again.
360
00:34:03,668 --> 00:34:05,753
Ah! Is that what you're
really doing here, Joseph?
361
00:34:06,212 --> 00:34:09,790
- Preventing me seeing your wife?
- Do we have a deal or not?
362
00:34:12,510 --> 00:34:14,220
I doubt the rage is gone.
363
00:34:15,555 --> 00:34:17,306
But we can put it to good use.
364
00:34:18,808 --> 00:34:20,017
And I agree with you.
365
00:34:20,685 --> 00:34:22,895
As I teach you the ways of love...
366
00:34:23,938 --> 00:34:26,857
...it would not be
my place to see Maria.
367
00:34:31,320 --> 00:34:32,989
I saw you at the symphony
the other night.
368
00:34:34,156 --> 00:34:36,993
- I followed you there.
- I'm the substitute.
369
00:34:37,702 --> 00:34:40,705
I'd like to play more, but I don't
have the time to devote myself.
370
00:34:41,956 --> 00:34:43,624
So, we have a deal.
371
00:34:44,625 --> 00:34:48,087
You can choose to leave at any time,
and I may ask you to leave.
372
00:34:48,796 --> 00:34:53,175
But the work and our relationship
must remain strictly confidential.
373
00:35:03,519 --> 00:35:04,604
Joseph?
374
00:35:07,565 --> 00:35:09,317
Do you really love Maria that much?
375
00:35:16,365 --> 00:35:17,533
Too bad for you.
376
00:35:20,494 --> 00:35:21,629
Okay...
377
00:35:21,996 --> 00:35:24,290
...describe to me how you
make love to a woman.
378
00:35:26,667 --> 00:35:28,794
And tell me, in detail...
379
00:35:28,878 --> 00:35:30,296
...when and how you make love.
380
00:35:33,299 --> 00:35:34,299
Well...
381
00:35:36,844 --> 00:35:38,763
...one of us starts
kissing the other one...
382
00:35:39,972 --> 00:35:41,572
...usually at night before we go to bed.
383
00:35:43,559 --> 00:35:48,481
Then I kiss her breasts for a while.
384
00:35:48,564 --> 00:35:50,066
- How?
- How?
385
00:35:56,906 --> 00:35:59,075
I kiss...
386
00:36:01,077 --> 00:36:02,077
...I suck...
387
00:36:05,456 --> 00:36:06,749
...twirl my tongue.
388
00:36:09,794 --> 00:36:10,795
How does it feel?
389
00:36:12,505 --> 00:36:14,131
Aroused.
390
00:36:14,215 --> 00:36:17,551
Like I want her.
391
00:36:19,970 --> 00:36:23,307
Then... kiss her tummy for a while.
392
00:36:27,103 --> 00:36:29,855
Turn her over sometimes
and kiss her bottom...
393
00:36:31,148 --> 00:36:34,418
- ...I like to do that.
- How does she feel?
394
00:36:35,861 --> 00:36:39,365
I don't know.
395
00:36:49,583 --> 00:36:50,818
Then...
396
00:36:52,670 --> 00:36:55,297
Then I usually kiss her
down there for a while.
397
00:36:55,381 --> 00:36:56,424
Down there?
398
00:36:57,174 --> 00:36:58,709
You mean, her vagina?
399
00:37:00,177 --> 00:37:01,211
Yeah?
400
00:37:02,471 --> 00:37:05,391
- Go on.
- And...
401
00:37:07,101 --> 00:37:11,713
...sometimes I...
use my fingers... I...
402
00:37:12,773 --> 00:37:14,333
...so I can hold her while we...
403
00:37:17,194 --> 00:37:18,270
You know.
404
00:37:27,037 --> 00:37:30,032
Then I get inside her...
405
00:37:32,251 --> 00:37:33,335
...and we make love...
406
00:37:34,879 --> 00:37:36,472
like normal, I guess.
407
00:37:38,048 --> 00:37:39,767
Anything else?
408
00:37:43,387 --> 00:37:44,722
Sometimes she cries.
409
00:37:51,812 --> 00:37:55,099
Does Maria ever have an orgasm?
410
00:37:56,150 --> 00:37:57,334
No, I guess not.
411
00:37:58,152 --> 00:38:01,322
- Not with me anyway.
- Not with anyone, Joseph.
412
00:38:02,156 --> 00:38:03,849
Maria is frigid.
413
00:38:06,035 --> 00:38:08,820
- Do you make love to yourself?
- Hmm?
414
00:38:09,497 --> 00:38:13,751
- Do you masturbate?
- No. No. Not...
415
00:38:13,834 --> 00:38:16,253
Rarely when I'm in a relationship.
416
00:38:16,879 --> 00:38:18,547
Well, we'll have to change that.
417
00:38:20,299 --> 00:38:24,186
How can you make love to someone else...
if you, can't make love to yourself?
418
00:38:29,433 --> 00:38:31,769
So, Joseph, what are you
doing to help Maria?
419
00:38:32,645 --> 00:38:34,647
I do what I can, you know, I...
420
00:38:34,730 --> 00:38:37,130
- ...I try to make her go to therapy...
- Only do what I say.
421
00:38:38,108 --> 00:38:40,644
I don't want you to make love
to her until I say otherwise.
422
00:38:41,904 --> 00:38:45,482
I want you to hold her
and talk to her in bed...
423
00:38:46,325 --> 00:38:48,227
...about intimate things...
424
00:38:48,786 --> 00:38:51,230
...the most intimate
feelings you're having.
425
00:38:51,997 --> 00:38:53,290
When to sleep...
426
00:38:54,750 --> 00:38:58,203
...spoon her.
Right side to the bed.
427
00:38:59,672 --> 00:39:03,300
We call this the "nurturing position".
428
00:39:58,439 --> 00:39:59,732
Come on in, Joseph.
429
00:40:00,190 --> 00:40:01,609
Go into the room on your left...
430
00:40:01,692 --> 00:40:03,819
...and take off all your
clothes except your shorts.
431
00:40:27,718 --> 00:40:29,803
ONLY HERE AND NOW CAN WE TRULY LOVE
432
00:40:30,888 --> 00:40:33,098
YOU ARE NOT YOUR BODY
433
00:40:34,391 --> 00:40:37,603
SEX DOES NOT EQUAL ORGASM
434
00:41:01,251 --> 00:41:02,711
Nick!
435
00:41:08,884 --> 00:41:10,094
Naw, forget it.
436
00:41:14,056 --> 00:41:16,517
Ah, Joseph...
437
00:41:18,310 --> 00:41:19,436
Come and stand over here.
438
00:41:21,063 --> 00:41:24,274
I want you to look in the mirror
and tell me what you see.
439
00:41:24,900 --> 00:41:26,318
Tell me about your body.
440
00:41:27,361 --> 00:41:28,612
You're jokin', right?
441
00:41:30,447 --> 00:41:33,784
Okay then.
Is this as far as we go?
442
00:41:42,251 --> 00:41:44,878
I guess I'm a bit too thin.
443
00:41:47,506 --> 00:41:49,258
My legs are definitely too skinny.
444
00:41:53,554 --> 00:41:54,674
I don't know.
It's fine. Why?
445
00:41:56,348 --> 00:41:59,768
Well, you stand as if
you don't like your body.
446
00:42:00,728 --> 00:42:04,565
I like your body.
It's lean... strong.
447
00:42:07,943 --> 00:42:10,279
Capable hands, well-defined feet.
448
00:42:11,905 --> 00:42:13,591
Of course, you could
change it if you wanted...
449
00:42:13,615 --> 00:42:15,951
...but it's better to change
how you feel about it.
450
00:42:18,829 --> 00:42:22,875
Anyone that doesn't totally accept their
body... can never experience ecstasy...
451
00:42:24,710 --> 00:42:27,087
...can never enable
another to experience it.
452
00:42:29,339 --> 00:42:31,508
What do you think about your penis?
453
00:42:36,430 --> 00:42:38,098
Well, to be honest, I like it.
454
00:42:38,182 --> 00:42:40,642
It's... large and powerful.
455
00:42:41,310 --> 00:42:44,188
Good.
I want you to feel that way.
456
00:42:44,646 --> 00:42:45,898
I'm sure it's true.
457
00:42:46,732 --> 00:42:50,611
Later on, I can give you some exercises...
to further increase its size.
458
00:42:51,236 --> 00:42:53,238
Good for you.
Good for Maria.
459
00:42:54,281 --> 00:42:57,701
Now, every night
before you go to sleep...
460
00:42:59,203 --> 00:43:03,874
I want you to practice what I call...
"The Bliss" Carezza."
461
00:43:06,794 --> 00:43:08,587
Barely touching Maria...
462
00:43:09,421 --> 00:43:13,425
...tenderly stroke her body
from head to toe with your hand.
463
00:43:17,554 --> 00:43:19,473
We are sensitizing her body...
464
00:43:22,226 --> 00:43:24,561
...awakening her ecstatic responses.
465
00:43:27,648 --> 00:43:30,943
Then, her hand on you.
466
00:43:36,156 --> 00:43:40,702
Imagine life energy...
flowing through her hands.
467
00:43:46,875 --> 00:43:48,710
Feel the electricity.
468
00:44:09,064 --> 00:44:11,024
I promised Joseph
I wouldn't come here.
469
00:44:14,736 --> 00:44:18,615
I don't want to hurt him... or us.
470
00:44:23,495 --> 00:44:24,495
It's just...
471
00:44:26,456 --> 00:44:28,292
...sometimes, I get scared.
472
00:44:38,844 --> 00:44:40,179
Would you like to dance?
473
00:44:45,100 --> 00:44:46,977
I always wanted to be
a ballroom dancer...
474
00:44:47,728 --> 00:44:50,981
...you know, the kind that
dons a tux every night and...
475
00:44:51,982 --> 00:44:53,734
...dances the world.
476
00:45:30,854 --> 00:45:32,397
Did you enjoy the dance?
477
00:45:35,108 --> 00:45:36,108
Yes.
478
00:45:37,444 --> 00:45:40,447
As did I... very much.
479
00:45:41,949 --> 00:45:44,100
And if you enjoy the dance, Maria...
480
00:45:46,536 --> 00:45:48,613
Then the dance is enough.
481
00:45:51,750 --> 00:45:53,060
I promise.
482
00:45:56,088 --> 00:45:59,091
- Have a cigar. They're very mild.
- Oh, no. No, thank you.
483
00:45:59,174 --> 00:46:00,174
Have one anyway.
484
00:46:16,108 --> 00:46:18,568
Most men fear
women's power, Joseph.
485
00:46:20,320 --> 00:46:24,282
A sexually conscious woman is as
powerful as any being on the planet.
486
00:46:25,993 --> 00:46:27,536
We are entering a new era.
487
00:46:28,620 --> 00:46:31,832
It will be the resurgence
of the divine feminine spirit.
488
00:46:32,666 --> 00:46:34,084
We must honor that spirit...
489
00:46:34,751 --> 00:46:38,296
in ourselves... and in others.
490
00:46:41,925 --> 00:46:44,970
You have to suck on it once in a while.
Otherwise, it goes out.
491
00:47:00,152 --> 00:47:04,865
The goal of sex is not orgasm,
Joseph... but ecstasy.
492
00:47:07,117 --> 00:47:11,580
Maria's satisfaction will give
you ecstasy. Nothing else.
493
00:47:14,332 --> 00:47:17,335
There are nine levels...
movements, I call them...
494
00:47:17,419 --> 00:47:18,670
...to a woman's orgasm.
495
00:47:19,629 --> 00:47:25,343
Now, most lovers only achieve,
level four... the ultimate release...
496
00:47:26,503 --> 00:47:28,180
...but it's just the threshold.
497
00:47:29,097 --> 00:47:33,351
Between movements five and nine...
is where true healing occurs.
498
00:47:35,062 --> 00:47:36,813
To reach these movements...
499
00:47:37,731 --> 00:47:41,068
...you must practice with
diligence the exercises I give you.
500
00:47:41,151 --> 00:47:45,655
One of their purposes... is to make
orgasm and ejaculation a voluntary act.
501
00:47:46,782 --> 00:47:49,618
- I thought they were the same thing.
- Most people do.
502
00:47:50,744 --> 00:47:53,580
In truth, both orgasm and
ejaculation are governed...
503
00:47:53,663 --> 00:47:57,000
...by different
neurological mechanisms.
504
00:47:59,294 --> 00:48:02,631
You must learn to separate
and control each at will.
505
00:48:05,217 --> 00:48:06,217
What do you mean?
506
00:48:06,635 --> 00:48:10,722
The only way to really satisfy a woman
and yourself... is to have control...
507
00:48:12,140 --> 00:48:14,601
...complete control
over your ejaculation.
508
00:48:17,813 --> 00:48:20,482
Then you are no longer
led around by your penis.
509
00:48:22,984 --> 00:48:26,947
This has far-reaching implications
in all areas of life... don't you think?
510
00:48:33,286 --> 00:48:36,039
Well, sir, are you saying that
I'm never supposed to come?
511
00:48:36,957 --> 00:48:38,375
When you choose.
512
00:48:39,126 --> 00:48:41,503
That way, you don't
dissipate your life force.
513
00:48:42,087 --> 00:48:44,047
Don't you feel tired
after you've made love?
514
00:48:47,509 --> 00:48:49,970
I will teach you how to "injaculate"...
515
00:48:51,596 --> 00:48:55,016
...so you can have many orgasms
without losing your power.
516
00:48:56,393 --> 00:48:59,688
Yes, I will teach you and Maria...
517
00:48:59,771 --> 00:49:02,107
...a greater pleasure than
you imagine possible.
518
00:49:04,234 --> 00:49:06,069
Go on. Let's see how you do.
519
00:49:28,466 --> 00:49:32,220
I can go a lot further.
I just got some lungs in my water.
520
00:49:37,475 --> 00:49:41,438
Okay, using your left hand,
close your left nostril...
521
00:49:41,521 --> 00:49:45,317
and breathe in through your
right nostril to a count of seven.
522
00:49:46,359 --> 00:49:50,864
Then close both nostrils...
and hold for a count of 14.
523
00:49:51,323 --> 00:49:55,952
Open the left nostril...
and breathe out through a count of seven.
524
00:49:56,536 --> 00:50:01,082
Close the right nostril...
and hold for a count of 14.
525
00:50:01,875 --> 00:50:06,379
Keeping the left nostril open...
breathe in to a count of seven.
526
00:50:07,631 --> 00:50:10,082
Close both nostrils...
527
00:50:10,106 --> 00:50:13,406
Two, three, four, five.
528
00:50:16,181 --> 00:50:17,974
Why would anybody wanna do this?
529
00:50:22,896 --> 00:50:25,106
Okay, Joseph,
I'm ready to come down.
530
00:50:28,401 --> 00:50:29,486
Joseph, come on.
531
00:50:35,116 --> 00:50:38,828
No sex without condoms.
No booze, no drugs.
532
00:50:39,371 --> 00:50:41,206
Now you tell me
I can't even come?
533
00:50:43,166 --> 00:50:45,168
I know.
It's depressing, isn't it?
534
00:50:45,252 --> 00:50:46,461
Boy is!
535
00:50:53,426 --> 00:50:54,678
- Hey.
- Hey.
536
00:50:54,761 --> 00:50:56,656
I just have to run an errand.
I'll be right back.
537
00:50:56,680 --> 00:50:58,390
- Okay.
- Done your exercises?
538
00:51:00,225 --> 00:51:02,394
Well, I tried, but...
539
00:51:03,061 --> 00:51:06,106
Well I just can't do it.
I can't just think of myself.
540
00:51:06,189 --> 00:51:08,024
I need to fantasize.
541
00:51:09,526 --> 00:51:11,027
Go to the white room, Joseph.
542
00:51:11,987 --> 00:51:13,021
Try again.
543
00:51:13,530 --> 00:51:16,032
Concentrate on your own sexual power.
544
00:51:16,116 --> 00:51:17,784
Don't throw it away on fantasy.
545
00:51:19,452 --> 00:51:21,579
You don't want me to take
you through them, do you?
546
00:51:24,624 --> 00:51:25,658
No.
547
00:52:13,840 --> 00:52:15,675
Maria remains a mystery.
548
00:52:17,093 --> 00:52:20,638
It's hard for me to determine the
roots of her sexual dysfunction...
549
00:52:21,222 --> 00:52:23,558
...or the extent ofher childhood trauma.
550
00:52:24,726 --> 00:52:26,019
There have, to date,
551
00:52:26,102 --> 00:52:29,230
- been no repressed-memory flashes,
or nightmares...
552
00:52:30,065 --> 00:52:33,735
...yet she lives in a constant
state of suppressed paranoia.
553
00:52:36,905 --> 00:52:39,324
Maria is oddly protective of Joseph.
554
00:52:41,034 --> 00:52:42,660
He seems to be a good person...
555
00:52:43,536 --> 00:52:45,622
...captured by Maria's intense passion...
556
00:52:45,705 --> 00:52:48,792
...which often springs forth to
surprise me at any moment...
557
00:52:49,959 --> 00:52:52,754
...captured by her beauty
and seductive charms...
558
00:52:53,296 --> 00:52:58,009
...and, most likely,
captured by his own need...
559
00:52:58,093 --> 00:53:00,970
...to suck love from those who
are too wounded to give it freely.
560
00:53:04,599 --> 00:53:06,142
I know this man.
561
00:53:21,908 --> 00:53:27,163
Finally.
Hera: Trials of the Goddess Obscura.
562
00:53:27,831 --> 00:53:29,916
First published in 1908.
563
00:53:30,667 --> 00:53:32,710
It's been out of print since 1932.
564
00:53:34,045 --> 00:53:35,755
You have yet to let me down, Eva.
565
00:53:37,924 --> 00:53:40,844
I find the combination
of charm and intelligence...
566
00:53:42,387 --> 00:53:44,264
...a rare union these days.
567
00:53:51,771 --> 00:53:53,648
Maria will take time.
568
00:53:54,190 --> 00:53:57,193
She is in the darkness
before self-realization.
569
00:53:58,194 --> 00:54:02,574
She needs to feel free... to express her
self in ways she cannot with her husband.
570
00:54:03,199 --> 00:54:05,910
She needs to be released
from the burdens...
571
00:54:05,994 --> 00:54:07,287
...of her shame and self-hatred.
572
00:54:08,538 --> 00:54:09,789
I will try.
573
00:54:18,923 --> 00:54:20,717
How are the exercises going?
574
00:54:23,761 --> 00:54:28,308
Fine.
Everything's going fine.
575
00:54:28,391 --> 00:54:30,393
I want you to do them
three times a day.
576
00:54:31,444 --> 00:54:34,748
Draw the energy up to the heart chakra...
and then progress to the third eye...
577
00:54:34,790 --> 00:54:37,233
...as we discussed.
578
00:54:37,775 --> 00:54:39,110
I work all day.
579
00:54:41,154 --> 00:54:43,156
Then I suggest you close your door.
580
00:54:45,658 --> 00:54:47,285
Can you explain it to me?
581
00:54:49,162 --> 00:54:52,332
Well, Joseph, you know,
the construction supervisor...
582
00:54:52,415 --> 00:54:56,044
...is talking about chakras,
reads books about Hinduism.
583
00:54:56,127 --> 00:54:58,671
My Joseph is talking about chakras.
584
00:54:59,005 --> 00:55:01,485
I think that Joseph's discovery
that his relationship with you-
585
00:55:01,549 --> 00:55:04,135
- is not what he thought it was
has had a profound effect on him.
586
00:55:04,219 --> 00:55:07,422
It's like...
he has this inner life that I...
587
00:55:11,684 --> 00:55:12,769
What?
588
00:55:14,562 --> 00:55:18,908
Nothing.
I just had a bizarre thought.
589
00:55:23,071 --> 00:55:24,305
Anyway... Umm...
590
00:55:25,281 --> 00:55:30,578
...last night, we just...
sat in bed and talked...
591
00:55:31,746 --> 00:55:32,822
...sort of.
592
00:55:34,082 --> 00:55:35,116
Tell me.
593
00:55:36,125 --> 00:55:37,752
I can't. I can't.
594
00:55:42,507 --> 00:55:43,541
Okay.
595
00:55:47,178 --> 00:55:50,890
He sat me down in front of a mirror...
and he asked me to masturbate for him.
596
00:55:52,934 --> 00:55:57,480
He wanted me to show him step-by-step...
how I like to be touched.
597
00:55:59,399 --> 00:56:01,067
He wanted to know how to please me.
598
00:56:03,695 --> 00:56:04,904
How did that feel?
599
00:56:05,321 --> 00:56:07,532
I wouldn't do it at first.
I was too embarrassed.
600
00:56:09,993 --> 00:56:11,119
Then he did it.
601
00:56:13,913 --> 00:56:18,585
I learned so much about
him by watching him...
602
00:56:20,545 --> 00:56:21,838
...how he touched himself.
603
00:56:25,675 --> 00:56:26,751
Then I did it.
604
00:56:30,179 --> 00:56:32,056
Do you feel you got
closer to an orgasm?
605
00:56:33,391 --> 00:56:36,811
Oh, God, no!
I was far too self-conscious.
606
00:56:37,812 --> 00:56:38,846
But this is good.
607
00:56:41,983 --> 00:56:43,443
Before we end, though, Maria,
608
00:56:43,526 --> 00:56:44,753
- I would like to encourage you...
609
00:56:44,777 --> 00:56:46,771
...to return to therapy with
a greater commitment.
610
00:56:47,238 --> 00:56:48,272
I don't know.
611
00:56:50,658 --> 00:56:52,118
I worry too much when I see you.
612
00:56:53,494 --> 00:56:57,248
- I try to control my thoughts.
- We are what we think, Maria.
613
00:56:57,790 --> 00:56:59,830
Life is learning to come to
terms with our thoughts.
614
00:57:01,127 --> 00:57:03,254
The terms of my thoughts
are unreasonable, Alfred.
615
00:57:06,215 --> 00:57:07,884
It's just as well
I leave them alone.
616
00:57:10,511 --> 00:57:12,221
Start by using your ring finger.
617
00:57:13,765 --> 00:57:16,809
Slip it in gently and curl it...
618
00:57:16,893 --> 00:57:19,938
...so your fingertip is touching
the ceiling of the Yoni.
619
00:57:20,813 --> 00:57:22,065
Go as deep as you can.
620
00:57:23,107 --> 00:57:25,610
Then slide your finger
down until you feel it.
621
00:57:28,237 --> 00:57:31,574
- How will I know?
- Most likely, she'll tell you.
622
00:57:31,658 --> 00:57:33,159
She'll feel it if you don't.
623
00:57:35,411 --> 00:57:37,080
When you find the sacred spot...
624
00:57:37,956 --> 00:57:39,832
...never break eye contact with Maria.
625
00:57:45,713 --> 00:57:46,873
Does it hurt?
626
00:57:48,299 --> 00:57:51,844
- It's just sensitive.
- Is it too much?
627
00:57:53,388 --> 00:57:55,932
It feels raw...
628
00:57:57,725 --> 00:57:59,310
...almost like it's burning.
629
00:58:04,482 --> 00:58:07,193
The first few times the
sacred spot is touched...
630
00:58:09,028 --> 00:58:10,530
...it can be frightening.
631
00:58:10,613 --> 00:58:12,365
She may experience pain.
632
00:58:14,075 --> 00:58:15,518
- Stay with me.
- Joseph.
633
00:58:16,244 --> 00:58:17,996
- I'm scared, Joseph.
- It's okay.
634
00:58:19,122 --> 00:58:20,456
Just keep stroking.
635
00:58:21,374 --> 00:58:23,167
The sensation will change.
636
00:58:26,504 --> 00:58:28,089
Now use your thumb...
637
00:58:29,007 --> 00:58:31,676
...to gently stroke the
pleasure spot and labia.
638
00:58:49,402 --> 00:58:53,406
- Stay with me, okay?
- I love you too.
639
00:59:01,873 --> 00:59:04,584
Stay with her for only
30 seconds or so...
640
00:59:05,543 --> 00:59:07,211
...and then slowly withdraw...
641
00:59:07,795 --> 00:59:09,547
...but hold her very closely.
642
00:59:11,299 --> 00:59:14,510
You are assuming the role
of healer in this act, Joseph.
643
00:59:16,637 --> 00:59:21,517
All Maria's abuse and psychic hurts...
reside in this sacred spot.
644
00:59:22,894 --> 00:59:24,604
It will take time to release them.
645
01:00:58,030 --> 01:00:59,031
Baltazar!
646
01:01:04,579 --> 01:01:06,164
A bit late, aren't you, Joseph?
647
01:01:06,706 --> 01:01:10,793
I a... feel it, you know,
what you've been talking about.
648
01:01:10,877 --> 01:01:14,046
I've been doing the exercises,
and I feel it.
649
01:01:15,715 --> 01:01:17,008
Describe this feeling.
650
01:01:20,011 --> 01:01:22,054
It's like this, you know, this sadness-
651
01:01:22,138 --> 01:01:24,932
- that I've been carrying around...
has just, you know... It's lifted.
652
01:01:25,016 --> 01:01:27,977
And I feel...
I just feel, I feel the love.
653
01:01:28,060 --> 01:01:30,813
I feel in love with myself.
654
01:01:43,034 --> 01:01:44,160
So...
655
01:01:44,785 --> 01:01:46,078
...what's on for today?
656
01:01:46,746 --> 01:01:48,414
Nothing's on for today, Joseph.
657
01:01:49,415 --> 01:01:51,250
I have a very busy evening...
658
01:01:51,334 --> 01:01:53,920
...a performance and a date.
659
01:01:54,670 --> 01:01:55,838
You have a date?
660
01:01:57,131 --> 01:01:58,257
Indeed.
661
01:01:59,050 --> 01:02:00,384
And so do you.
662
01:02:01,594 --> 01:02:03,304
It's time for you and
Maria to make love.
663
01:02:08,893 --> 01:02:10,102
Now remember...
664
01:02:11,395 --> 01:02:12,980
...make love from the heart...
665
01:02:13,606 --> 01:02:14,607
...nowhere else.
666
01:02:15,399 --> 01:02:16,692
Keep your eyes open...
667
01:02:17,526 --> 01:02:19,779
...move extremely slowly...
668
01:02:20,446 --> 01:02:21,989
...and, most importantly...
669
01:02:23,074 --> 01:02:25,701
...with love and adoration.
670
01:02:28,537 --> 01:02:31,249
What about the
nine levels of orgasm?
671
01:02:31,332 --> 01:02:34,293
Later. Don't concern
yourself with orgasm.
672
01:02:35,127 --> 01:02:37,171
For Maria, it will take much time.
673
01:02:38,089 --> 01:02:40,049
For you, it's forbidden.
674
01:02:50,726 --> 01:02:52,186
I feel the love.
675
01:02:55,273 --> 01:02:56,357
I love myself.
676
01:02:57,858 --> 01:02:59,498
- I love myself.
- Congratulations, buddy.
677
01:03:03,030 --> 01:03:04,532
I love myself three times a day.
678
01:03:05,533 --> 01:03:06,567
I feel the love.
679
01:03:28,491 --> 01:03:31,691
Okay. I'll talk to you later.
Bye.
680
01:03:52,038 --> 01:03:54,874
- Hello.
- What's so funny?
681
01:03:57,585 --> 01:03:59,211
How did you know I was laughing?
682
01:04:00,421 --> 01:04:03,299
Ah, I just know...
683
01:04:04,759 --> 01:04:08,721
...I've been learning more...
and more about you every day.
684
01:04:11,474 --> 01:04:13,142
So I see.
685
01:04:15,186 --> 01:04:17,897
- When are you coming home?
- Soon.
686
01:04:19,023 --> 01:04:22,443
When I do...
do you wanna make love?
687
01:04:27,948 --> 01:04:30,201
I thought you wanted to wait.
688
01:04:32,536 --> 01:04:35,790
I mean,
are you sure you're ready?
689
01:04:42,671 --> 01:04:44,173
Under one condition.
690
01:04:47,426 --> 01:04:48,427
What's that?
691
01:04:49,804 --> 01:04:51,472
We do it my way.
692
01:04:54,725 --> 01:04:57,603
Hon, maybe we should just,
you know, hold each other first.
693
01:04:58,396 --> 01:04:59,438
Shut up.
694
01:05:02,983 --> 01:05:03,983
Mary?
695
01:05:16,664 --> 01:05:17,790
Why are you doing this?
696
01:05:19,041 --> 01:05:20,543
'Cause I love your toes...
697
01:05:22,044 --> 01:05:23,504
...and it excites me.
698
01:05:39,103 --> 01:05:40,229
Don't move.
699
01:05:51,000 --> 01:05:53,000
- Hon!
- Huh?
700
01:06:02,209 --> 01:06:03,586
It hurts!
701
01:06:41,624 --> 01:06:44,502
I love you
so deep inside me, Joseph.
702
01:06:47,922 --> 01:06:51,175
Oh, God, I feel you so...
so deep inside.
703
01:07:00,142 --> 01:07:01,435
Not so fast.
704
01:07:03,437 --> 01:07:05,523
- No, I'm not supposed to come.
- Huh?
705
01:07:05,606 --> 01:07:07,733
- I'm not supposed to...
- What?
706
01:07:07,757 --> 01:07:08,986
I'm not supposed to...
707
01:07:09,610 --> 01:07:11,490
- I can't hear you.
- Don't make me come. - Why?
708
01:07:17,993 --> 01:07:19,920
Too bad, motherfucker.
709
01:07:48,148 --> 01:07:49,733
Did you like it?
710
01:07:52,069 --> 01:07:53,904
I guess she surprised us, huh?
711
01:07:53,988 --> 01:07:55,197
Yeah.
712
01:07:55,948 --> 01:07:57,366
I felt...
713
01:07:58,200 --> 01:07:59,243
Scared?
714
01:08:01,203 --> 01:08:03,664
A woman's anger
can be very scary.
715
01:08:04,999 --> 01:08:07,418
Most don't feel they have
the right to express it.
716
01:08:09,420 --> 01:08:13,257
Maybe we should encourage Maria
to vent hers more often.
717
01:08:13,340 --> 01:08:15,509
- In bed?
- Why not?
718
01:08:18,637 --> 01:08:22,057
Repressed anger...
719
01:08:22,725 --> 01:08:24,268
...chokes us, closes us down.
720
01:08:29,148 --> 01:08:32,401
Are you sure it was Maria's
anger that scared you?
721
01:08:32,484 --> 01:08:33,485
What do you mean?
722
01:08:34,653 --> 01:08:36,071
How did it feel to be fucked?
723
01:08:38,198 --> 01:08:39,241
Out of control.
724
01:08:40,743 --> 01:08:42,286
How did you feel?
725
01:08:45,831 --> 01:08:47,207
Fear.
726
01:08:59,345 --> 01:09:01,930
I was over on Hinton Street
the other day.
727
01:09:17,905 --> 01:09:19,698
Does he make you feel safe?
728
01:09:20,908 --> 01:09:22,242
Maria, I...
729
01:09:30,834 --> 01:09:33,003
Does he love you no matter what?
730
01:09:39,134 --> 01:09:40,344
So do I.
731
01:09:48,310 --> 01:09:49,395
Follow closely.
732
01:09:51,897 --> 01:09:53,399
Let me into your subconscious.
733
01:10:21,301 --> 01:10:25,180
Touch her like a harmonic...
gently, Yin...
734
01:10:33,814 --> 01:10:36,233
...but sure, definitive.
735
01:11:16,815 --> 01:11:18,466
Look at me.
736
01:11:20,000 --> 01:11:22,000
Look at me.
737
01:13:16,101 --> 01:13:19,021
Now movements five to nine.
738
01:13:20,355 --> 01:13:22,316
Support her neck with your hand...
739
01:13:22,858 --> 01:13:25,819
...precisely at the fourth and
fifth cervical vertebrae.
740
01:13:28,447 --> 01:13:29,781
Begin your toning...
741
01:13:30,115 --> 01:13:32,784
...and breathe into her
neck through your hand.
742
01:13:35,162 --> 01:13:37,748
Energy follows consciousness.
743
01:13:55,390 --> 01:13:58,268
Maria... Maria!?
744
01:13:59,937 --> 01:14:01,496
Are you okay?
745
01:14:02,200 --> 01:14:04,200
Hon? Hon!
746
01:14:05,484 --> 01:14:07,486
Maria?
747
01:15:06,670 --> 01:15:08,463
- Joseph?
- Yes, I'm Joseph.
748
01:15:10,924 --> 01:15:14,594
- Do you mind if my friends...
- Anyone you want.
749
01:15:16,138 --> 01:15:19,474
Okay.
When Maria first arrived...
750
01:15:20,100 --> 01:15:22,394
...her throat was almost swollen shut.
751
01:15:22,728 --> 01:15:25,480
We injected the throat with
a strong anti-inflammatory.
752
01:15:25,564 --> 01:15:28,650
We also administered her a
sedative so she would rest.
753
01:15:30,444 --> 01:15:32,779
Now, to your knowledge...
754
01:15:32,863 --> 01:15:35,532
...has anything like this
ever happened before?
755
01:15:35,615 --> 01:15:37,617
- No.
- Is she allergic to anything?
756
01:15:37,701 --> 01:15:41,329
- Any medication she might have taken?
- Not that I know of.
757
01:15:41,413 --> 01:15:43,874
What were you doing
when this occurred?
758
01:15:48,211 --> 01:15:49,880
We were making love...
759
01:15:51,089 --> 01:15:52,924
...and she started crying...
760
01:15:54,259 --> 01:15:55,539
...and then she started choking.
761
01:15:56,845 --> 01:15:59,431
She's been under a lot
of abnormal stress lately.
762
01:16:00,932 --> 01:16:02,225
She had a severe breakdown.
763
01:16:03,351 --> 01:16:04,603
She had a body memory.
764
01:16:05,687 --> 01:16:09,107
Maria has endured some form
of repeated child abuse.
765
01:16:09,691 --> 01:16:12,235
She shows almost all
the external symptoms...
766
01:16:12,319 --> 01:16:13,839
...but it's locked
in her subconscious.
767
01:16:14,863 --> 01:16:16,782
Now she can begin
the road to recovery.
768
01:16:17,449 --> 01:16:18,450
That's possible.
769
01:16:19,284 --> 01:16:23,038
Her memory could've triggered a
spontaneous regression to some incident.
770
01:16:23,121 --> 01:16:26,083
Oral sex is one of the most
common forms of infant abuse.
771
01:17:30,814 --> 01:17:34,484
It's more about acceptance
than forgiveness for me.
772
01:17:36,236 --> 01:17:37,946
I got a letter a year later.
773
01:17:39,364 --> 01:17:42,075
Now she denies that
anything ever happened.
774
01:17:44,411 --> 01:17:45,453
That's all.
775
01:17:56,965 --> 01:17:58,216
My name is Maria...
776
01:17:59,759 --> 01:18:03,972
...and I'm a survivor of
child sexual abuse and incest.
777
01:18:09,936 --> 01:18:11,021
- Hey.
- Hi.
778
01:18:11,104 --> 01:18:12,564
It's Maria's mother on the phone.
779
01:18:21,531 --> 01:18:22,532
Hello, Dottie?
780
01:18:28,371 --> 01:18:30,266
I support her, and I am
doing as best as I can...
781
01:18:30,290 --> 01:18:34,211
...as her husband in this situation...
782
01:18:34,461 --> 01:18:36,121
...but does it really
matter what I think?
783
01:18:38,340 --> 01:18:41,343
I realize that you think she's ill.
She is getting help.
784
01:18:50,393 --> 01:18:52,229
Because I've seen her suffer.
785
01:18:54,481 --> 01:18:55,982
Well, I'm sorry, too, Dottie.
786
01:19:15,460 --> 01:19:18,140
- Honey, it's the fifth time today
you've taken... - Leave me alone.
787
01:19:19,005 --> 01:19:21,049
We have to talk about this, Maria.
788
01:19:22,509 --> 01:19:23,885
I just needed a shower.
789
01:19:34,396 --> 01:19:36,773
The other night, when you got
up to go to the bathroom...
790
01:19:38,525 --> 01:19:39,651
...I knew it was you...
791
01:19:40,944 --> 01:19:44,614
...but what I saw was
him standing there...
792
01:19:46,741 --> 01:19:47,826
...naked...
793
01:19:49,494 --> 01:19:50,912
...ready to come to my bed.
794
01:19:53,498 --> 01:19:56,418
We need to separate, Joseph.
I know I'm going crazy.
795
01:19:57,502 --> 01:19:59,170
You have to let me inside.
796
01:20:00,213 --> 01:20:01,589
You have to let me
try to help you.
797
01:20:02,257 --> 01:20:04,009
I don't feel comfortable around you.
798
01:20:04,509 --> 01:20:07,762
- The things that you do frighten me.
- Just tell me what I can do.
799
01:20:07,846 --> 01:20:10,348
When you touch me, I feel numb.
800
01:20:17,188 --> 01:20:20,567
I'm gonna sleep in the guest bedroom
until you find another place to stay.
801
01:20:41,171 --> 01:20:45,216
Living room, bar, kitchen...
if you wanna call it that.
802
01:20:45,675 --> 01:20:49,304
Closets. Clean towels,
fresh linens every other day.
803
01:20:49,846 --> 01:20:51,264
Any questions?
804
01:21:20,043 --> 01:21:22,545
Not your most confident stride,
Joseph.
805
01:21:30,845 --> 01:21:32,305
Maria asked you to leave.
806
01:21:36,434 --> 01:21:39,312
Listen, if you know everything
that's gonna happen in my life...
807
01:21:39,396 --> 01:21:41,207
...for the next two years,
why don't you let me know...
808
01:21:41,231 --> 01:21:44,192
...so I can plan my vacations and know
when to put my house on the market.
809
01:21:46,027 --> 01:21:47,195
Tell me what happened.
810
01:22:03,628 --> 01:22:05,505
It's what Maria's going through.
811
01:22:07,966 --> 01:22:09,634
What has to do with you...
812
01:22:11,094 --> 01:22:12,512
...has to do with you.
813
01:22:18,518 --> 01:22:19,811
What's that supposed to mean?
814
01:22:22,105 --> 01:22:25,483
You married a scarred and
emotionally dysfunctional woman.
815
01:22:26,776 --> 01:22:29,154
Has it ever occurred to you
to ask yourself why?
816
01:22:30,071 --> 01:22:33,032
Why you put up with so
much in return for so little?
817
01:22:33,792 --> 01:22:35,910
Because I'm in love
with her, okay?
818
01:22:36,870 --> 01:22:40,623
And because I believed in you.
I believed that we could help her!
819
01:22:40,707 --> 01:22:44,127
Our relationship has never
been about Maria. Never.
820
01:22:45,170 --> 01:22:48,339
You don't love Maria, Joseph.
You want to mold her.
821
01:22:48,882 --> 01:22:50,925
You want to make her
something for Joseph.
822
01:22:51,968 --> 01:22:55,096
And you've only ever proven to me,
that you'd do anything...
823
01:22:55,180 --> 01:22:58,224
- ...to make that happen.
- What do you know about love? Huh?
824
01:23:01,394 --> 01:23:03,897
Love is being there when
they hate your fucking guts!
825
01:23:04,272 --> 01:23:05,948
Love is being there
when they bleed.
826
01:23:06,900 --> 01:23:11,704
I mean... have you ever been with a
woman for more than one hour? Ever?
827
01:23:23,917 --> 01:23:27,670
Wendy takes small steps every
day to make herself attractive.
828
01:23:28,171 --> 01:23:31,716
She eats. Then she eliminates
through the esophagus, mind you.
829
01:23:31,799 --> 01:23:34,844
That's when she's not taking
the latest laxative on the market.
830
01:23:36,221 --> 01:23:40,475
A beautiful woman, Leslie.
God made her 5'5"...
831
01:23:40,558 --> 01:23:42,560
...and a voluptuous 128 pounds.
832
01:23:43,394 --> 01:23:45,730
But sometime, probably
when she was a teenager...
833
01:23:45,813 --> 01:23:48,316
...she got the idea that
she wasn't so beautiful.
834
01:23:48,399 --> 01:23:49,943
Maybe it was because her friends...
835
01:23:50,026 --> 01:23:52,070
...Debbie and Connie...
were getting all the boys.
836
01:23:52,570 --> 01:23:55,156
But she started a program
of repetitive surgery...
837
01:23:55,240 --> 01:23:57,742
...to suck all the
fat from her body.
838
01:23:57,825 --> 01:24:00,620
She started with her hips,
her thighs, her tummy.
839
01:24:00,703 --> 01:24:03,915
Next month, unless
we do something to help her...
840
01:24:03,998 --> 01:24:06,334
...she'll continue with
her arms and her ankles.
841
01:24:06,417 --> 01:24:07,535
They always do.
842
01:24:08,253 --> 01:24:13,258
Candy's had four implants.
She just can't get it quite right.
843
01:24:14,717 --> 01:24:18,555
Evelyn injects her face with
cow fat six times a year.
844
01:24:19,973 --> 01:24:24,936
Jane: Two hours on the StairMaster...
an hour on a treadmill, daily.
845
01:24:26,813 --> 01:24:30,316
They dress to flaunt this,
to hide that.
846
01:24:30,858 --> 01:24:33,194
They cover their faces with poisons.
847
01:24:33,278 --> 01:24:37,782
You're right. They do bleed, Joseph.
And do you know why?
848
01:24:39,409 --> 01:24:42,412
Because they're desperate
to sell what men buy.
849
01:24:43,496 --> 01:24:46,583
Desperate to be what
they're not, to be loved.
850
01:24:47,542 --> 01:24:48,626
Like Maria.
851
01:24:51,170 --> 01:24:55,592
Have you ever thought that
maybe your focus on Maria...
852
01:24:56,134 --> 01:24:59,596
...is a distraction from your
own fear of abandonment?
853
01:25:01,848 --> 01:25:05,143
Your own emptiness?
Your own life?
854
01:25:08,104 --> 01:25:11,482
You want to be a healer?
Heal yourself.
855
01:25:33,713 --> 01:25:35,548
This'll be painless.
I promise.
856
01:25:36,382 --> 01:25:38,176
You're a deceptive asshole, you know that?
857
01:25:38,301 --> 01:25:39,761
All you gotta do is meet her.
858
01:25:40,887 --> 01:25:43,056
She just got divorced.
She was married for two years.
859
01:25:43,139 --> 01:25:44,423
You guys got a lot in common.
860
01:25:45,892 --> 01:25:50,271
Now... she's a little bit flat
upstairs but Nancy tells me...
861
01:25:50,355 --> 01:25:53,107
...she has a bodacious ass
and is not afraid to use it.
862
01:25:55,234 --> 01:25:58,196
Tanner... do me a favor, okay?
863
01:25:58,696 --> 01:26:00,740
Never talk to me about
a woman like that again.
864
01:26:03,910 --> 01:26:05,161
What is wrong with you?
865
01:26:22,595 --> 01:26:24,097
Joseph, are you with me?
866
01:26:24,180 --> 01:26:26,974
Hmm?
Yeah. Sorry.
867
01:26:28,017 --> 01:26:30,770
Okay. Arthur wants you to take
a meeting with the Kensor group.
868
01:26:31,104 --> 01:26:32,238
Will you do it?
869
01:26:33,731 --> 01:26:35,432
No.
You know what?
870
01:26:35,458 --> 01:26:38,377
Cancel my 14:30 meeting
with Cruise, too, would you?
871
01:26:39,529 --> 01:26:41,948
- Where you going?
- Goin' out for a while.
872
01:27:29,579 --> 01:27:30,755
Hello?
873
01:27:33,458 --> 01:27:34,592
Yes, Doctor.
874
01:27:37,336 --> 01:27:38,921
No. No, I'll be there.
875
01:27:41,215 --> 01:27:42,375
15:00 Tuesday?
876
01:27:44,427 --> 01:27:47,346
Yes, ma'am.
Yes, I understand.
877
01:27:54,604 --> 01:27:56,773
They don't want to be alone
in their healing anymore.
878
01:27:57,607 --> 01:28:00,777
They want you to understand,
to be aware...
879
01:28:01,903 --> 01:28:02,903
...and to hear them.
880
01:28:04,197 --> 01:28:07,366
Beyond that,
there are no expectations.
881
01:28:09,327 --> 01:28:10,703
Are there any questions?
882
01:28:17,043 --> 01:28:20,046
Okay. Who would like to go first?
883
01:28:21,339 --> 01:28:22,340
I would.
884
01:28:30,890 --> 01:28:32,016
My name is Maria...
885
01:28:33,851 --> 01:28:36,813
...and my husband is Joseph.
886
01:28:44,779 --> 01:28:46,739
From the time I was a baby...
887
01:28:47,824 --> 01:28:49,304
...until I was about ten years old...
888
01:28:50,576 --> 01:28:53,120
...I loved my father
more than anything else.
889
01:28:54,038 --> 01:28:55,998
Nobody could say anything
bad about him to me.
890
01:28:57,166 --> 01:28:59,418
The world loved him too.
891
01:29:03,381 --> 01:29:07,009
I have recently remembered
a lot of things.
892
01:29:09,887 --> 01:29:12,306
I remembered that my
father's favorite thing...
893
01:29:13,266 --> 01:29:15,935
...was to kiss my vagina
when I was a baby.
894
01:29:18,312 --> 01:29:22,233
I remember I'd wake up in the middle
of the night sucking his penis.
895
01:29:24,443 --> 01:29:26,320
I didn't even know what it was.
896
01:29:30,157 --> 01:29:32,994
My mother went away on a trip
when I was five years old.
897
01:29:35,705 --> 01:29:38,249
This was the first time
he put his penis in me.
898
01:29:40,167 --> 01:29:41,460
I bled for days.
899
01:29:45,089 --> 01:29:48,342
He told me that's what
daddies and little girls do...
900
01:29:50,011 --> 01:29:51,470
...that it was our secret.
901
01:29:53,973 --> 01:29:57,810
He made me believe that every
father did that with their daughter.
902
01:30:00,688 --> 01:30:02,106
So I believed him...
903
01:30:08,571 --> 01:30:09,864
...and I became that.
904
01:30:14,035 --> 01:30:15,745
And I enjoyed it too.
905
01:30:19,540 --> 01:30:21,751
It seemed to stop when
I was about 11 or 12.
906
01:30:23,085 --> 01:30:24,754
I don't know why...
907
01:30:26,297 --> 01:30:27,715
...but I still loved him.
908
01:30:29,175 --> 01:30:30,259
I had no choice.
909
01:30:32,553 --> 01:30:34,972
I became the woman that
my father wanted me to be.
910
01:30:35,056 --> 01:30:36,766
I dressed how he told me to dress.
911
01:30:36,849 --> 01:30:40,978
I presented myself
as a happy, bubbly girl.
912
01:30:44,106 --> 01:30:45,282
Still do.
913
01:30:48,486 --> 01:30:50,571
It's the way that I block the feelings.
914
01:30:53,282 --> 01:30:55,660
It's the way that I block the pain.
915
01:31:02,416 --> 01:31:04,017
Joseph...
916
01:31:05,878 --> 01:31:07,972
...I know I've been away a long time.
917
01:31:11,467 --> 01:31:13,969
I had to confront my self-hatred...
918
01:31:14,762 --> 01:31:16,722
...and I am terrified of you...
919
01:31:19,642 --> 01:31:22,603
...but it's because you
make me feel so good...
920
01:31:24,855 --> 01:31:26,190
...like my father did.
921
01:31:28,192 --> 01:31:32,738
My father, who was supposed to keep
me safe from harm, was the harm.
922
01:31:36,075 --> 01:31:37,451
Can you understand?
923
01:31:43,999 --> 01:31:45,359
Do you?
924
01:31:54,510 --> 01:31:55,928
Look at the courage she has.
925
01:31:57,930 --> 01:32:01,183
So many people go the
other way, live as victims.
926
01:32:02,768 --> 01:32:07,231
They use their abuse as an excuse
to close down, to give in to life.
927
01:32:08,983 --> 01:32:09,984
How do you let it go?
928
01:32:11,944 --> 01:32:16,490
You look it straight in the eye...
and risk letting someone love you.
929
01:32:18,033 --> 01:32:19,493
Maria did that today.
930
01:32:24,749 --> 01:32:27,276
She's gonna be a different woman
when she gets through this.
931
01:32:30,296 --> 01:32:31,513
Yes.
932
01:32:47,354 --> 01:32:48,355
You know...
933
01:32:49,940 --> 01:32:52,109
...it's not good for you
to have so many orgasms.
934
01:32:52,193 --> 01:32:56,238
You need to learn to preserve your
Yang and, prolong your sexual activity.
935
01:32:56,322 --> 01:32:58,699
Good for you.
Good for your wife.
936
01:33:00,034 --> 01:33:03,162
- Okay. Thanks.
- Sure.
937
01:33:24,809 --> 01:33:26,811
I know.
I feel the same.
938
01:33:27,853 --> 01:33:30,314
Yeah.
That sounds good.
939
01:33:31,607 --> 01:33:35,277
Okay... Right... Yeah.
940
01:33:58,300 --> 01:34:00,261
- Hi.
- Hi.
941
01:34:04,390 --> 01:34:06,976
- Do you want to have a seat?
- Sure.
942
01:34:18,112 --> 01:34:19,864
Do you want to play
"If you love me"?
943
01:34:24,660 --> 01:34:25,678
Okay.
944
01:34:29,582 --> 01:34:30,624
Okay.
945
01:34:35,671 --> 01:34:37,456
If you love me...
946
01:34:38,424 --> 01:34:40,667
...you'll understand
that I needed time...
947
01:34:42,136 --> 01:34:44,963
...to separate you from my abuse.
948
01:34:48,809 --> 01:34:51,804
I still wake up every morning
with my memories...
949
01:34:54,231 --> 01:34:55,557
...my nightmares...
950
01:34:57,359 --> 01:34:59,036
...but I'm facing them.
951
01:35:02,031 --> 01:35:06,735
I can't help feeling ugly...
and ashamed.
952
01:35:15,669 --> 01:35:16,795
If you love me...
953
01:35:19,715 --> 01:35:21,058
...let me come home.
954
01:35:50,496 --> 01:35:51,838
Baltazar?
955
01:35:59,463 --> 01:36:01,799
- Hi. - Hi.
- I'm Eva.
956
01:36:03,926 --> 01:36:05,511
Are you here for a violin lesson?
957
01:36:06,011 --> 01:36:09,515
No... Yes.
Yes, yes, I am.
958
01:36:11,517 --> 01:36:14,895
I think I've got the wrong time,
so I'd probably better just...
959
01:36:18,023 --> 01:36:19,817
Eva, this is Joseph.
960
01:36:21,902 --> 01:36:22,902
We met.
961
01:36:24,738 --> 01:36:25,739
Bye, lover.
962
01:36:33,205 --> 01:36:34,289
I'll see you Friday...
963
01:36:35,582 --> 01:36:37,710
...unless you want
to drop by the library.
964
01:36:42,756 --> 01:36:43,882
Good night, Joseph.
965
01:36:52,933 --> 01:36:57,855
- Client?
- No. That's the healing room.
966
01:36:57,938 --> 01:36:59,314
This is my bedroom.
967
01:37:04,611 --> 01:37:05,863
A violin lesson, huh?
968
01:37:05,946 --> 01:37:07,281
Yes... No.
969
01:37:10,034 --> 01:37:12,870
I haven't exactly told
her what I do. I...
970
01:37:14,955 --> 01:37:16,331
...I need a bit more time.
971
01:37:22,254 --> 01:37:23,714
Isn't she glorious?
972
01:37:25,257 --> 01:37:26,759
And you don't have to heal her?
973
01:37:30,220 --> 01:37:31,705
Do you...
974
01:37:32,347 --> 01:37:35,258
...do you ever smell her fragrance
when she's nowhere around?
975
01:37:36,769 --> 01:37:38,186
And do you...
976
01:37:39,188 --> 01:37:42,524
...do you know what she's thinking
before she even begins to tell you?
977
01:37:44,443 --> 01:37:46,711
Do you dread all the
moments in between?
978
01:37:55,037 --> 01:37:57,280
Too bad for you.
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