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You said the pain was intense?
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Yeah, it was sharp on both sides.
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And it didn't last long?
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Just a few minutes.
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And nothing in the 24 hours since then?
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Mnh-mnh. My O.B. said it was
probably round ligament pain.
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Yeah, that's basically growing pains.
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Your uterus is expanding.
So do your ligaments.
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Normal fetal heart rate and movement.
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Your B.P. is perfect.
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Everything seems normal.
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Complications and miscarriage
are also normal.
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Lea's O.B. did not consider
every possibility.
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Which is why we're here.
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Shaun made a list.
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And I'm pretty sure
he's not going to sleep
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until every possibility is ruled out.
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I categorized every medical complication
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that could negatively
impact Lea or the baby
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and sorted by Case Fatality Risk.
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I'll get started on the tests.
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ASHER: Shortness of breath, pulse
ox and respiratory rate are dropping.
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She needs oxygen.
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Maxine Stanley, 87 years young.
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She passed out on the dance floor
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at a cocktail fundraiser
for the Art Deco Society.
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(GASPING FOR BREATH)
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Art... Art Nouveau.
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Oh!
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(MONITOR ALARM BEEPING)
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She's in v-fib.
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Getting the crash cart.
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No, look at her bracelet.
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The vintage Lalique? It's stunning.
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Other wrist. Her medical bracelet.
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She signed a DNR.
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If we don't do anything,
she's gonna go asystolic.
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I know.
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- But can't we just...
- No.
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Epinephrine?
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Epinephrine doesn't qualify as
extraordinary lifesaving measures.
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She has a DNR for a reason.
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(ALARM CONTINUES)
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(FLATLINE)
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Time of death,
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- two twe...
- (MONITOR BEEPING)
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She still has no heartbeat,
but her pressure is rising.
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- Could the machines be screwing up?
- All of them?
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Her oxygen levels
are climbing to over 90.
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I'm hearing blood flow.
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(GASPS)
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Oh.
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I'm alive?
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Which one of you bozos did this?
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(SIGHS)
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Synced & corrected by -robtor-
www.addic7ed.com
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(KNOCK ON DOOR)
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Debbie asked me
to bring this for the baby.
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Stuffed toys aren't safe for
infants under 12 months old.
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They increase the risk of suffocation.
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I'll tell her you said thank you.
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You should be at work.
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Yeah.
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But you're not.
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So you must be here for a reason.
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Claire must have called you.
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She's worried about Lea.
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You got some of that right.
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Except that Lea is fine.
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You're not.
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Shaun, you gotta relax.
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N-No one expecting a baby should relax.
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There are many things
that could go wrong.
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Okay, so after the baby's born,
then you can relax?
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N-No.
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The baby will be helpless,
need us for everything.
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So, once the baby learns how
to feed itself and dress itself,
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- then you can relax?
- No.
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Is my point becoming at all obvious?
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That I'm never going to
relax ever again?
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Kinda, yeah.
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Shaun, this should be the most
amazing moment of your life.
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Every parent'll tell you the same thing.
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If you blink, you're gonna miss it,
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and you're blinking.
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You're... You're... You're
nervous and you're scared
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when you s-should be excited.
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No signs of preterm labor,
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and tests on your liver
ruled out obstetric cholestatis,
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and it's not twin-twin transfusion,
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because you're officially
not having twins. (CHUCKLES)
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Turns out having a baby with a
medical genius has a downside.
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But if there is a problem,
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I'd rather be here than anywhere else.
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Gotta take care of this little girl.
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Is the transducer secure?
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I just checked it. Why?
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Baby's heart rate is mildly bradycardic.
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Um, heart rate fluctuates with activity,
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and you've been
off your feet for awhile.
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But if Shaun were here,
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he would check
a transvaginal ultrasound.
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Let's get it set up.
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Good news.
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The arrhythmia didn't
do a lot of damage...
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Three things I can't tolerate,
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lactose, cargo pants,
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and my wishes being ignored.
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Mrs. Stanley, I can assure you,
we did not disregard your DNR.
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- Then who did?
- It wasn't a "who."
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You were treated for
lung cancer recently?
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Didn't work. (SCOFFS)
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All chemo did was make me
puke up any decent meal I ate.
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You also had a lobectomy
to remove the tumors.
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They implanted a cardiac device.
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A pacemaker.
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So I wouldn't die on the table.
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It's not a pacemaker.
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It's basically a miniature
pump inside your heart,
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and if your heart stops, it takes over.
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Can you turn it off?
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(SIGHS)
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Then take it out.
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Mm, I love it.
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It's too big for an infant to swallow,
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which means it's only
moderately hazardous.
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Most good things in life are.
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Someday we'll tell our daughter
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how Dr. Ted and Dr. Dad
both kept her safe.
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(KNOCKS ON DOOR)
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We have found something.
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You have Type 2 vasa previa.
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It's when the fetal blood
vessels run across the cervix,
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making them extremely vulnerable.
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(INHALES DEEPLY)
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Now, they could rupture at any time,
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definitely when your water breaks,
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but also under other added stress.
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And if that were to happen,
how bad would it be?
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We...
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Would lose the baby.
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♪ ♪
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There's a small,
secondary placental lobe
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and multiple vessels at risk.
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Gestational age?
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22 weeks. Two weeks short of viability.
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C-section is not an option.
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I suggest fetoscopic laser ablation
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to stabilize the vessels and
avoid fetal exsanguination.
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It's very risky, but has
the highest potential
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to avoid elective prematurity.
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I wrote a preliminary surgical plan.
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Should we review it?
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- Well, I'm familiar with the procedure.
- Good.
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Since you're the head of surgery,
you can take the lead.
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I will assist.
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And Claire showed excellent judgment
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ordering the ultrasound,
so I would like her to join us.
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Also, Jordan has
a calming bedside manner.
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This is a good team.
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I don't disagree.
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Except you can't be on it.
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Y-Yes, I can.
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I reviewed the rules.
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It is a conflict of interest
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for doctors to operate
on family members.
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Lea and I are not married,
so, mm... is no conflict.
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Shaun, Lea is carrying your child.
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We aren't operating on the child.
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You're citing technicalities.
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I am citing the rules.
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And why are those rules in place?
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So that people with emotional
conflicts don't get...
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Then the rule should have said that.
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It doesn't. It just says...
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Shaun.
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I care about you and Lea too much
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to put your baby's life at risk
just to make you feel useful.
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You are the president of the hospital.
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You can overrule Dr. Lim.
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I agree with Lim.
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Everyone, including you,
is always telling me
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I'm not emotional enough,
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and now you are saying
that I am too emotional?
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Are you not angry right now, Shaun?
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Are you not scared?
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You're as emotional as anyone.
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Maybe you don't have access to it,
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maybe you don't understand...
Well, nobody understands it.
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It's just that that's not the issue.
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If I hadn't been scared,
we wouldn't be here.
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I wouldn't have ordered the tests,
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and Lea would have lost the baby.
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My emotion helped.
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(SIGHS)
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Dr. Lim made the right call.
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Considering Maxine's age,
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stopping her heart
and placing her on bypass
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is way too risky.
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What about robotic-assisted surgery?
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Adapt the approach
used in cardiac tumors
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to remove the device while
her heart's still beating.
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I'm sorry, but should we really
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be operating on this woman at all?
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A DNR is one thing,
but now we're considering
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an experimental elective
surgery for the sole purpose
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of facilitating the patient's death.
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The patient agreed to
the device to save her life,
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not prolong her death.
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Is that what we're doing when
we treat terminally ill patients?
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She's making a mistake.
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She's making a choice.
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Which is hers to make.
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But it doesn't make sense.
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She's more full of life
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than any patient
I've treated this month.
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So talk to her.
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Make her change her mind.
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Or maybe she'll change yours.
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(SIGHS SOFTLY)
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I love you, too.
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Pong.
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I've been waiting for that Red Dragon.
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You're ready for your close-up,
Ms. Stanley.
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A "Sunset Boulevard" reference.
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And you were born, what, 10 years ago?
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(CHUCKLES) I've never seen it,
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but my Bubbe... Uh, grandmother,
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used to say it all the time.
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She's the one who taught me Mah Jong.
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Well, was she as naive
as you think I am?
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You have better things to do, young man.
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And at this point in my life,
I don't need any new friends.
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Do you want to die?
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(CHUCKLING) Something
only the young would ask.
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Thinking there's actually an option.
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Well, sometimes, if you're lucky,
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there's a choice about when.
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And sometimes, if you're really lucky,
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there's a choice about how.
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I want to die on the dance floor
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with a song in my heart,
drink in my hand.
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You want me to die a few months later,
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in pain, not knowing
who I am or where I am.
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Forgive me for not saying
thanks for the opportunity.
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Ah!
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Mah jongg.
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(MONITOR BEEPING)
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MORGAN: Feels weird, right?
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Watching other people do your job
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is like being the understudy
in a Broadway show.
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Or a couple college musicals.
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Basically the same thing.
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I should be part of the surgical team.
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I have studied every aspect of
this surgery extensively.
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You know, I never expected to
take you seriously as a surgeon.
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I never saw you as competition
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until that aortic dissection
our second year.
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There was surprise clotting
in the false lumen.
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Which you performed flawlessly.
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That's when I realized
I'd underestimated you.
262
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Just like Dr. Lim
is underestimating me now.
263
00:12:14,425 --> 00:12:15,964
No, Shaun.
264
00:12:15,998 --> 00:12:17,565
You didn't become a better doctor
265
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because of that surgery with Melendez.
266
00:12:19,802 --> 00:12:22,804
I became less of an idiot
and finally realized
267
00:12:22,838 --> 00:12:26,074
I wasn't the only person here
capable of doing great work.
268
00:12:27,777 --> 00:12:29,277
Lea's in good hands.
269
00:12:29,312 --> 00:12:31,359
Even if they're not your hands.
270
00:12:46,523 --> 00:12:48,191
(BIRDS CHIRPING)
271
00:12:48,258 --> 00:12:49,826
(MONITOR BEEPING,
FETAL HEARTBEAT WHOOSHING)
272
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The baby is fine.
273
00:12:56,945 --> 00:12:59,080
Dr. Lim did an excellent job.
274
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So did Claire and Dr. Allen.
275
00:13:01,753 --> 00:13:04,926
The vessel is healing,
but still vulnerable.
276
00:13:04,950 --> 00:13:08,786
Also, the baby needs steroids
to speed lung development.
277
00:13:08,821 --> 00:13:11,923
We will recheck the ultrasound
in 24 and 48 hours.
278
00:13:11,957 --> 00:13:14,959
Until then, all we can do
is watch and wait.
279
00:13:14,993 --> 00:13:16,794
(SIGHS)
280
00:13:16,829 --> 00:13:21,576
At least I know the password
to the good Wi-Fi.
281
00:13:26,004 --> 00:13:27,905
(KEYS CLICKING)
282
00:13:30,224 --> 00:13:32,820
- You okay?
- If you're researching
283
00:13:32,854 --> 00:13:34,146
which steroid is most effective...
284
00:13:34,180 --> 00:13:35,279
I'm not.
285
00:13:35,314 --> 00:13:37,114
I'm trying to take my mind
off of the baby
286
00:13:37,149 --> 00:13:38,850
and what can go wrong
287
00:13:38,917 --> 00:13:41,144
and all the other things
I can do nothing about
288
00:13:41,178 --> 00:13:44,822
and focus on something
I can do well... my job.
289
00:13:45,808 --> 00:13:46,924
(SIGHS)
290
00:13:50,875 --> 00:13:52,809
Is that helping?
291
00:13:53,965 --> 00:13:54,998
It could be.
292
00:14:05,678 --> 00:14:07,038
Go do your job.
293
00:14:22,007 --> 00:14:23,842
ANDREWS: Robotic-assisted left anterior
294
00:14:23,867 --> 00:14:26,969
thoracoscopic removal
of a cardiac device.
295
00:14:27,099 --> 00:14:28,600
Who wants to write the paper with me?
296
00:14:31,555 --> 00:14:33,556
(CHUCKLES) Assuming it works.
297
00:14:35,541 --> 00:14:36,775
Shaun.
298
00:14:36,809 --> 00:14:38,443
Wasn't aware you'd be joining us.
299
00:14:38,477 --> 00:14:41,246
This surgery is interesting
and very complicated,
300
00:14:41,280 --> 00:14:43,481
and I don't care
about the patient at all.
301
00:14:43,506 --> 00:14:45,440
It seems like an excellent distraction.
302
00:14:46,986 --> 00:14:49,120
Can always use another set of eyes.
303
00:14:49,155 --> 00:14:51,556
I'm sorry about Lea.
If there's anything I can do...
304
00:14:51,590 --> 00:14:52,924
No, you can't.
305
00:14:52,959 --> 00:14:54,592
As a first-year resident,
306
00:14:54,627 --> 00:14:57,062
you're one of the
least-qualified doctors here.
307
00:14:57,096 --> 00:14:58,763
There's more scarring around the device
308
00:14:58,798 --> 00:15:00,231
than the imaging showed.
309
00:15:00,266 --> 00:15:02,634
We're gonna need to free it
before we can remove it.
310
00:15:02,668 --> 00:15:04,302
Clamp is loaded.
311
00:15:04,337 --> 00:15:06,404
Let's begin with the outflow cannula.
312
00:15:06,439 --> 00:15:08,006
We'll see if our patient
can tolerate it.
313
00:15:08,074 --> 00:15:09,975
(MACHINE WHIRRING)
314
00:15:16,182 --> 00:15:18,083
Vitals are stable.
315
00:15:18,117 --> 00:15:19,360
EKG is good.
316
00:15:20,025 --> 00:15:22,526
EKG is good. This is excellent.
317
00:15:22,655 --> 00:15:24,656
I am completely focused,
318
00:15:24,690 --> 00:15:27,452
not thinking about Lea or
how we could lose the baby.
319
00:15:31,743 --> 00:15:33,577
Fetal heart rate is 125.
320
00:15:33,602 --> 00:15:36,470
Mom's B.P. is 110 over 60.
Vitals are normal.
321
00:15:36,495 --> 00:15:39,497
There was some fluid leakage,
so Dr. Allen checked for PROM.
322
00:15:39,522 --> 00:15:41,692
Negative, and no contractions.
323
00:15:41,717 --> 00:15:43,082
LIM: Let's confirm it's amniotic fluid,
324
00:15:43,107 --> 00:15:44,674
then test for an L&S ratio
325
00:15:44,699 --> 00:15:47,067
to see how the lungs are
responding to the steroids.
326
00:15:48,080 --> 00:15:49,514
How do you feel?
327
00:15:49,539 --> 00:15:51,740
I don't speak "doctor,"
but if I were a car,
328
00:15:51,765 --> 00:15:55,100
fluid leakage would be a problem.
329
00:15:55,388 --> 00:15:58,223
Amniotic fluid can leak
slightly after surgery.
330
00:15:58,290 --> 00:15:59,524
It's just something
for us to keep an eye on.
331
00:15:59,558 --> 00:16:00,959
Right.
332
00:16:01,812 --> 00:16:03,237
Wait and see.
333
00:16:06,518 --> 00:16:09,354
Where is Dr. Ted? Who?
334
00:16:09,379 --> 00:16:11,213
The toy Shaun brought for
the baby. It was right here.
335
00:16:11,238 --> 00:16:13,472
What kind of mother loses
her baby's first teddy bear?
336
00:16:13,497 --> 00:16:14,658
Lea, it's fine. One of
the nurses probably...
337
00:16:14,683 --> 00:16:15,998
- No, it's not.
- It's fine,
338
00:16:16,022 --> 00:16:17,142
it's just... He's right here.
339
00:16:17,176 --> 00:16:18,209
(EXHALES SHARPLY)
340
00:16:19,879 --> 00:16:21,079
Thank you.
341
00:16:27,153 --> 00:16:30,989
Being in the hospital
trying to protect your child
342
00:16:31,023 --> 00:16:34,685
is a terrifying, awful, lonely feeling,
343
00:16:34,710 --> 00:16:37,745
and there's nothing as a
doctor I can say to make it better.
344
00:16:37,770 --> 00:16:39,415
But as your friend,
345
00:16:39,440 --> 00:16:42,402
I can let you know you're not alone.
346
00:16:44,469 --> 00:16:47,365
ANDREWS: Isabel and I have
been trying to have a family.
347
00:16:48,199 --> 00:16:51,101
I've almost lost track of
how many IVF cycles.
348
00:16:51,277 --> 00:16:54,946
People come over and ask how it's going.
349
00:16:55,014 --> 00:16:57,708
We say, "Getting close,"
whatever that means.
350
00:16:57,770 --> 00:16:59,771
Mostly, it's just an answer designed
351
00:16:59,796 --> 00:17:02,296
to get people to stop asking questions.
352
00:17:02,888 --> 00:17:04,923
CLAIRE: I've been scared
since I was a kid.
353
00:17:04,957 --> 00:17:08,526
If I could just be better,
354
00:17:08,561 --> 00:17:10,596
a better... Better daughter,
355
00:17:10,937 --> 00:17:12,637
better student, a better doctor,
356
00:17:12,662 --> 00:17:15,697
then I could stop bad things
from happening.
357
00:17:15,935 --> 00:17:20,565
But when Melendez died,
I finally realized
358
00:17:20,833 --> 00:17:23,943
that life is not something
you're supposed to control.
359
00:17:25,723 --> 00:17:28,392
It's something you're supposed to share.
360
00:17:28,547 --> 00:17:29,781
PARK: Eight months pregnant,
361
00:17:29,815 --> 00:17:31,576
Mia and I had everything planned.
362
00:17:31,601 --> 00:17:34,403
Bags packed, alternate
routes to the hospital.
363
00:17:34,606 --> 00:17:37,290
Mia's water breaks at the mall.
364
00:17:38,177 --> 00:17:40,751
Nothing went the way
it was supposed to go.
365
00:17:41,240 --> 00:17:43,842
And it was the best day of my life.
366
00:17:43,995 --> 00:17:47,031
JORDAN: I thought I was ready,
but when I lost Junior...
367
00:17:48,815 --> 00:17:50,983
It took a long time for me
to stop blaming myself.
368
00:17:53,405 --> 00:17:55,140
A year later, I got a cat.
369
00:17:55,174 --> 00:17:56,350
That helped.
370
00:17:56,729 --> 00:17:59,397
You... You lost a child,
and you got a cat?
371
00:17:59,745 --> 00:18:00,979
Junior was my tortoise.
372
00:18:01,013 --> 00:18:02,413
Oh.
373
00:18:02,448 --> 00:18:04,015
First pet I ever owned.
374
00:18:04,083 --> 00:18:06,317
(LAUGHTER) That should've
been at the beginning of the story,
375
00:18:06,352 --> 00:18:07,639
Dr. Allen.
376
00:18:07,676 --> 00:18:09,454
I wasn't the one who left the gate open.
377
00:18:10,228 --> 00:18:11,699
Your tortoise ran away?
378
00:18:13,692 --> 00:18:17,762
(LAUGHTER)
379
00:18:20,148 --> 00:18:22,316
Your amniotic fluid levels are stable.
380
00:18:22,350 --> 00:18:23,584
That is good.
381
00:18:23,651 --> 00:18:26,353
We need a plan in case
your water breaks at the mall.
382
00:18:26,387 --> 00:18:28,989
I take it that's a specific
concern you heard about from...?
383
00:18:29,023 --> 00:18:30,764
Dr. Park says his wife...
384
00:18:30,820 --> 00:18:32,526
Stop talking to people.
385
00:18:33,262 --> 00:18:34,494
Okay.
386
00:18:34,529 --> 00:18:38,365
There are three surgeries I'm
thinking of using to distract me next.
387
00:18:38,399 --> 00:18:39,933
- One is a gallbladder removal...
- (BREATHES DEEPLY)
388
00:18:40,001 --> 00:18:42,171
...which sounds very boring, but it...
Shaun.
389
00:18:42,206 --> 00:18:44,538
(GASPS) Wha... What...?
390
00:18:44,572 --> 00:18:46,206
(GASPING)
391
00:18:49,410 --> 00:18:51,712
Lower extremity swelling
and shortness of breath
392
00:18:51,746 --> 00:18:53,180
are symptoms of a pulmonary embolism.
393
00:18:53,214 --> 00:18:54,825
Page Dr. Browne!
394
00:18:58,753 --> 00:19:01,188
Congratulations, Mrs. Stanley.
395
00:19:01,222 --> 00:19:02,723
The surgery was a success.
396
00:19:02,757 --> 00:19:05,759
(CHUCKLES) Success feels like
I've been run over by a truck.
397
00:19:05,793 --> 00:19:07,861
Surgery takes a toll.
398
00:19:07,895 --> 00:19:10,063
You'll get a set of
instructions for post-op care.
399
00:19:10,098 --> 00:19:12,432
Healthy food choices,
limiting activities...
400
00:19:12,467 --> 00:19:14,601
And I can throw those instructions
401
00:19:14,636 --> 00:19:16,770
in the trash for you,
or you can do that yourself.
402
00:19:16,804 --> 00:19:19,039
We'll give you something for
the pain and some antibiotics
403
00:19:19,073 --> 00:19:20,974
for a small infection
around the surgical site.
404
00:19:21,042 --> 00:19:22,542
Then you'll be back to the dance floor,
405
00:19:22,577 --> 00:19:24,689
low blood pressure and erratic
heart rhythm be damned.
406
00:19:28,856 --> 00:19:30,590
(SIGHS)
407
00:19:33,961 --> 00:19:35,128
Let me.
408
00:19:36,630 --> 00:19:39,799
I-I don't turn over Rouge Dior
to just anyone.
409
00:19:41,796 --> 00:19:44,250
Thank you for the vote of confidence.
410
00:19:55,923 --> 00:19:57,056
Mm.
411
00:19:57,081 --> 00:19:58,749
Nice job.
412
00:19:58,774 --> 00:20:00,008
Same bubbe.
413
00:20:00,033 --> 00:20:01,033
(LAUGHS)
414
00:20:04,050 --> 00:20:06,186
So, Dr. Wolke,
415
00:20:06,254 --> 00:20:07,988
what's on your agenda this time?
416
00:20:08,022 --> 00:20:09,589
This time...
417
00:20:09,891 --> 00:20:11,525
I just like you.
418
00:20:12,093 --> 00:20:13,627
So, what are you gonna do?
419
00:20:13,661 --> 00:20:15,929
You gonna keep going to
Art Nouveau parties?
420
00:20:15,963 --> 00:20:17,764
You say that like it's a bad thing.
421
00:20:17,799 --> 00:20:18,932
It's not a bad thing.
422
00:20:18,966 --> 00:20:21,601
It's just not a... meaningful thing.
423
00:20:24,205 --> 00:20:27,585
My bubbe died when I was in med school.
424
00:20:27,922 --> 00:20:30,504
I can't tell you what I'd give
for a little more time with her.
425
00:20:33,260 --> 00:20:35,295
May her memories be a blessing.
426
00:20:38,429 --> 00:20:40,196
(SIGHS)
427
00:20:40,221 --> 00:20:41,655
Family is important.
428
00:20:43,524 --> 00:20:45,770
I have a favorite nephew.
429
00:20:46,479 --> 00:20:48,939
It'll be nice to
spend more time with him.
430
00:20:51,452 --> 00:20:53,186
And a few others.
431
00:20:57,572 --> 00:20:59,506
CLAIRE: There.
432
00:20:59,540 --> 00:21:02,676
The clot is in the lower
right pulmonary artery.
433
00:21:02,710 --> 00:21:03,910
JORDAN: It's small.
434
00:21:03,978 --> 00:21:05,746
Could we use TPA to dissolve it?
435
00:21:05,813 --> 00:21:09,216
Anticoagulants are too risky
during pregnancy.
436
00:21:09,250 --> 00:21:11,218
Maybe we just keep an eye on the clot
437
00:21:11,252 --> 00:21:13,520
and hope it breaks up on its own.
438
00:21:13,554 --> 00:21:16,056
Bed rest increases
the likelihood of more clots.
439
00:21:16,090 --> 00:21:18,592
I think we should insert an IVC filter.
440
00:21:18,617 --> 00:21:20,785
That would trap future clots
before they get to the lungs.
441
00:21:20,862 --> 00:21:22,162
It's hard to know what the stress
442
00:21:22,196 --> 00:21:23,663
of another procedure will do,
443
00:21:23,698 --> 00:21:25,810
but I think we should risk it.
444
00:21:27,001 --> 00:21:28,854
Shaun, what do you think?
445
00:21:32,407 --> 00:21:34,040
I...
446
00:21:34,075 --> 00:21:35,736
Trust your judgment.
447
00:21:40,381 --> 00:21:41,681
Hey.
448
00:21:41,716 --> 00:21:43,183
Have you seen Dr. Andrews?
449
00:21:43,217 --> 00:21:44,851
I want to see if he'll talk
to our oncology group
450
00:21:44,886 --> 00:21:46,620
about enrolling Mrs. Stanley
into a clinical trial.
451
00:21:46,687 --> 00:21:49,083
What happened to dancing
and drinking until she dies?
452
00:21:50,224 --> 00:21:52,959
Well, I think I sold her
on a little pain
453
00:21:53,027 --> 00:21:54,127
for a little more life.
454
00:21:54,195 --> 00:21:56,129
That's... great.
455
00:21:56,197 --> 00:21:58,231
Which one of your patients
rented the gourmet taco truck
456
00:21:58,266 --> 00:22:00,033
that's blocking the clinic entrance?
457
00:22:00,067 --> 00:22:02,471
If they're serving carnitas, I want in.
458
00:22:03,070 --> 00:22:05,939
(FRANK SINATRA'S "I'M GONNA
LIVE TILL I DIE" PLAYS)
459
00:22:05,973 --> 00:22:09,376
♪ I'm gonna live till I die ♪
460
00:22:09,410 --> 00:22:12,712
♪ I'm gonna laugh 'stead of cry ♪
461
00:22:12,747 --> 00:22:16,650
♪ I'm gonna take the town
and turn it upside down ♪
462
00:22:16,717 --> 00:22:19,920
Doctors, welcome to
my going-away soiree.
463
00:22:19,954 --> 00:22:21,455
If you want some beads,
464
00:22:21,489 --> 00:22:22,923
you're going to have to show a little...
465
00:22:22,957 --> 00:22:24,157
Not happening, Maxine.
466
00:22:24,225 --> 00:22:26,059
And as much as we understand your desire
467
00:22:26,093 --> 00:22:27,727
to get back to partying,
we have hospital rules about...
468
00:22:27,762 --> 00:22:29,296
Oh, sue me.
469
00:22:29,330 --> 00:22:31,264
Or, more accurately, sue my estate.
470
00:22:31,299 --> 00:22:32,799
(CHUCKLES)
471
00:22:32,834 --> 00:22:35,936
I am sorry about your
grandmother, Asher,
472
00:22:35,970 --> 00:22:38,271
but what you missed isn't more time.
473
00:22:38,306 --> 00:22:39,840
It was a chance to say goodbye.
474
00:22:39,907 --> 00:22:41,675
♪ I'll be a devil... ♪
475
00:22:41,742 --> 00:22:44,277
Thank you for giving me that chance.
476
00:22:44,312 --> 00:22:46,346
I've decided to refuse the antibiotics.
477
00:22:46,414 --> 00:22:48,515
♪ Gonna dance ♪
478
00:22:48,583 --> 00:22:51,017
Without antibiotics,
you'll develop sepsis
479
00:22:51,042 --> 00:22:53,731
and be in cardiogenic shock
in as little as 24 hours.
480
00:22:56,657 --> 00:22:58,358
I don't understand.
481
00:22:58,426 --> 00:22:59,693
Why are you doing this?
482
00:22:59,760 --> 00:23:02,195
Because it's my life.
483
00:23:02,263 --> 00:23:03,530
All of it...
484
00:23:05,366 --> 00:23:07,345
Including the ending.
485
00:23:07,369 --> 00:23:10,639
♪ ♪
486
00:23:11,832 --> 00:23:13,699
(BEEPING STEADILY)
487
00:23:15,402 --> 00:23:17,329
(BREATHES DEEPLY)
488
00:23:17,353 --> 00:23:21,255
Placing an IVC filter
is a safe procedure
489
00:23:21,290 --> 00:23:23,491
with a very low complication rate,
490
00:23:23,525 --> 00:23:26,180
and Claire is an excellent doctor.
491
00:23:28,510 --> 00:23:29,843
Shaun.
492
00:23:31,500 --> 00:23:33,646
It's okay to be scared.
493
00:23:35,004 --> 00:23:37,805
But it's not helpful.
494
00:23:37,840 --> 00:23:40,069
I want to make things better.
495
00:23:42,291 --> 00:23:43,823
I don't know how.
496
00:23:50,866 --> 00:23:51,966
Look.
497
00:23:54,529 --> 00:23:56,168
That's going to be us.
498
00:23:58,039 --> 00:24:00,060
You don't need to fix things, Shaun.
499
00:24:00,087 --> 00:24:04,368
Just believe with me that
we're gonna get through this
500
00:24:04,393 --> 00:24:06,728
and that the three of us are going home.
501
00:24:10,386 --> 00:24:12,553
(BABY FUSSING)
502
00:24:19,394 --> 00:24:22,096
GLASSMAN: Somebody needs to
check your oxygen, young lady,
503
00:24:22,121 --> 00:24:23,331
because you're not making any sense.
504
00:24:23,372 --> 00:24:24,465
I told you.
505
00:24:24,500 --> 00:24:26,601
I am not delirious, Dr. Glassman.
506
00:24:26,635 --> 00:24:28,636
I just happen to have my own opinion.
507
00:24:28,671 --> 00:24:29,971
It's not a matter of opinion.
508
00:24:30,005 --> 00:24:31,906
It's a matter of absolute fact.
509
00:24:31,941 --> 00:24:34,776
Ted Williams was the greatest
baseball player of all time.
510
00:24:34,810 --> 00:24:36,144
End of discussion, full stop.
511
00:24:36,178 --> 00:24:37,912
Ted Williams was good.
512
00:24:37,947 --> 00:24:39,774
Not exactly a hot take,
513
00:24:39,819 --> 00:24:43,479
but John Paciorek beat
Ted Williams like a drum.
514
00:24:43,553 --> 00:24:47,255
Only player to bat a thousand
in Major League Baseball.
515
00:24:47,289 --> 00:24:49,090
- Now you're gonna say...
- I am.
516
00:24:49,124 --> 00:24:50,132
..."But John Paciorek
517
00:24:50,156 --> 00:24:51,259
- only played one game."
- Played one game!
518
00:24:51,293 --> 00:24:52,694
- That's right.
- And I'm gonna say,
519
00:24:52,719 --> 00:24:56,255
baseball wasn't fully
integrated until 1959,
520
00:24:56,280 --> 00:24:58,214
a year before Williams retired.
521
00:24:58,239 --> 00:25:00,307
Numbers aren't everything, Dr. Glassman.
522
00:25:00,436 --> 00:25:02,437
More does not mean better.
523
00:25:02,471 --> 00:25:04,839
Not in life, not in baseball,
524
00:25:04,873 --> 00:25:06,911
maybe in tacos.
525
00:25:06,945 --> 00:25:09,944
Alright, why are we talking
baseball and tacos?
526
00:25:09,979 --> 00:25:11,546
Have you had one?
527
00:25:11,613 --> 00:25:13,147
- I've had four, and they're wonderful.
- Mm.
528
00:25:13,182 --> 00:25:14,584
And you would make an excellent lawyer.
529
00:25:14,608 --> 00:25:15,550
(LAUGHS)
530
00:25:15,575 --> 00:25:17,176
You know, I haven't had
this much tongue in my mouth
531
00:25:17,286 --> 00:25:18,959
since Woodstock.
532
00:25:19,801 --> 00:25:21,969
Well, some of us think that
you might be a little crazy.
533
00:25:22,124 --> 00:25:23,565
A little.
534
00:25:23,644 --> 00:25:24,978
Some people can't tell the difference
535
00:25:25,003 --> 00:25:27,171
between crazy and happy.
536
00:25:27,282 --> 00:25:28,982
Either way, you're perfectly capable
537
00:25:29,007 --> 00:25:30,374
of making your own decision.
538
00:25:30,532 --> 00:25:33,167
Now, I'm gonna leave this lovely party.
539
00:25:33,202 --> 00:25:34,802
Excuse me.
540
00:25:35,843 --> 00:25:37,577
Just do me one favor, will you?
541
00:25:37,602 --> 00:25:39,079
Keep the volume down.
542
00:25:42,344 --> 00:25:44,579
It was a pleasure to meet you.
543
00:25:44,604 --> 00:25:46,005
Pleasure to meet you.
544
00:25:58,601 --> 00:26:00,565
Are those Maxine's new ABG results?
545
00:26:00,596 --> 00:26:02,030
No.
546
00:26:07,870 --> 00:26:08,891
If you want to talk...
547
00:26:08,918 --> 00:26:12,554
Why are you so upset about
Mrs. Stanley refusing treatment?
548
00:26:13,321 --> 00:26:16,723
She has terminal cancer. She is dying.
549
00:26:16,818 --> 00:26:18,435
Doctors can't fix that.
550
00:26:22,944 --> 00:26:24,311
I know my family loved me,
551
00:26:24,336 --> 00:26:27,111
but they didn't... see me.
552
00:26:28,924 --> 00:26:31,006
Except my grandmother.
553
00:26:31,031 --> 00:26:33,550
She'd catch my eye at Shabbat dinner
554
00:26:33,695 --> 00:26:35,969
and make some ridiculous face
555
00:26:35,994 --> 00:26:37,961
so I'd laugh and get sent to my room,
556
00:26:37,986 --> 00:26:39,753
and that's where I'd find it.
557
00:26:40,069 --> 00:26:42,334
A book or music
558
00:26:42,359 --> 00:26:46,839
or something verboten
she thought I'd like.
559
00:26:49,111 --> 00:26:51,079
She passed away a few years ago.
560
00:26:52,567 --> 00:26:54,856
More time would've meant...
561
00:26:57,300 --> 00:26:58,528
everything.
562
00:27:00,989 --> 00:27:02,771
Time is hope.
563
00:27:03,092 --> 00:27:07,095
(FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING)
564
00:27:07,129 --> 00:27:09,597
ABG results for Mrs. Maxine Stanley.
565
00:27:17,940 --> 00:27:19,607
(DOOR OPENS)
566
00:27:30,586 --> 00:27:32,787
(SIGHS)
567
00:28:11,727 --> 00:28:13,794
(SIGHS)
568
00:28:28,177 --> 00:28:30,378
Right before inserting the IVC filter,
569
00:28:30,412 --> 00:28:33,080
I ordered a non-stress test
570
00:28:33,148 --> 00:28:35,850
to make sure the baby could
tolerate the procedure.
571
00:28:35,884 --> 00:28:37,385
That's when I noticed the heart rate
572
00:28:37,419 --> 00:28:39,987
had been getting progressively slower.
573
00:28:40,022 --> 00:28:42,757
So, after we implanted the filter,
574
00:28:42,824 --> 00:28:46,494
I ordered a Doppler ultrasound.
575
00:28:46,528 --> 00:28:48,563
The tracing of the umbilical artery
576
00:28:48,597 --> 00:28:50,898
was dampened with flow reversal.
577
00:28:53,735 --> 00:28:56,571
There wasn't just one clot,
Shaun, there were two.
578
00:28:56,605 --> 00:28:57,939
One we couldn't see
579
00:28:58,006 --> 00:29:00,241
because it was lodged
in the umbilical artery.
580
00:29:03,011 --> 00:29:05,947
Maybe I made a mistake
or I missed something.
581
00:29:06,014 --> 00:29:09,717
I-I really, really want to
be wrong about this, Shaun.
582
00:29:10,686 --> 00:29:12,286
You aren't wrong.
583
00:29:16,024 --> 00:29:19,460
I saw the test results
on the amniotic fluid.
584
00:29:22,364 --> 00:29:24,565
The lungs aren't responding
to the steroids.
585
00:29:24,600 --> 00:29:25,733
The baby can't survive.
586
00:29:32,140 --> 00:29:33,541
I'm sorry.
587
00:29:35,911 --> 00:29:37,545
Did you talk to Lea?
588
00:29:37,946 --> 00:29:39,380
No.
589
00:29:44,219 --> 00:29:46,420
I couldn't protect Lea.
590
00:29:49,725 --> 00:29:54,795
The only thing I can do for
her now is give her more time...
591
00:29:57,165 --> 00:29:58,666
To hope.
592
00:30:02,504 --> 00:30:04,305
I don't think you're doing this for Lea.
593
00:30:06,108 --> 00:30:08,609
I think you're protecting yourself
594
00:30:08,644 --> 00:30:10,845
from the pain of watching her pain.
595
00:30:24,459 --> 00:30:25,760
Would you like me to be there?
596
00:30:30,966 --> 00:30:33,267
No. Thank you.
597
00:30:46,048 --> 00:30:48,683
(MONITOR BEEPING)
598
00:31:20,649 --> 00:31:24,852
(SOBBING)
599
00:31:58,738 --> 00:32:00,372
Crap.
600
00:32:01,853 --> 00:32:03,320
(SIGHS)
601
00:32:05,570 --> 00:32:06,937
(SWITCH CLICKS)
602
00:32:09,853 --> 00:32:11,687
There was nothing anyone could have done
603
00:32:11,721 --> 00:32:13,255
that would have made any difference.
604
00:32:14,758 --> 00:32:16,559
And nothing about this
affects your chances
605
00:32:16,593 --> 00:32:18,761
of having a healthy baby later.
606
00:32:23,333 --> 00:32:24,926
What do we do now?
607
00:32:27,804 --> 00:32:29,705
Medically, you have two choices.
608
00:32:29,739 --> 00:32:32,741
You can be sedated and have a D&C.
609
00:32:32,776 --> 00:32:35,110
Or some people decide to induce labor
610
00:32:35,145 --> 00:32:36,412
so they can hold their child.
611
00:32:38,715 --> 00:32:39,915
(EXHALES SHAKILY)
612
00:32:43,587 --> 00:32:46,222
Uh, c-could you give us a minute?
613
00:32:46,256 --> 00:32:47,723
Of course.
614
00:32:56,806 --> 00:33:00,342
Do you want to discuss
risks and benefits?
615
00:33:00,367 --> 00:33:01,968
No.
616
00:33:02,105 --> 00:33:04,216
I don't need any more information.
617
00:33:09,252 --> 00:33:10,652
We've lost her.
618
00:33:14,017 --> 00:33:15,698
We lost her,
619
00:33:15,733 --> 00:33:18,687
and this isn't about
medical questions anymore.
620
00:33:26,388 --> 00:33:29,724
I can't go into labor and
not leave here with our baby.
621
00:33:30,825 --> 00:33:32,425
(CRYING)
622
00:33:43,905 --> 00:33:45,306
PARK: Remarkable.
623
00:33:45,340 --> 00:33:47,808
Swelling's down, trends are improving.
624
00:33:47,843 --> 00:33:50,512
Your infection appears to
be clearing on its own.
625
00:33:51,398 --> 00:33:53,432
Apparently, life isn't done
with you yet.
626
00:33:57,853 --> 00:34:00,154
Yesterday was one of the,
627
00:34:00,188 --> 00:34:04,693
the best days I've had in a long time.
628
00:34:05,760 --> 00:34:07,761
Not because of the party.
629
00:34:08,795 --> 00:34:10,329
Because of the memories.
630
00:34:10,363 --> 00:34:11,730
(CHUCKLES)
631
00:34:11,798 --> 00:34:14,833
Midnight taco runs
with my college roommates.
632
00:34:14,868 --> 00:34:18,346
My sister messing up
the words to my favorite song.
633
00:34:18,371 --> 00:34:19,705
(LAUGHS)
634
00:34:19,739 --> 00:34:22,708
Arguing with my husband,
635
00:34:23,910 --> 00:34:26,178
who served the best margaritas.
636
00:34:27,580 --> 00:34:31,150
(VOICE BREAKING) I...
I've had a wonderful life
637
00:34:31,184 --> 00:34:34,753
and with wonderful people.
638
00:34:34,821 --> 00:34:37,389
Maxine, there's no reason
you can't have more of that.
639
00:34:40,160 --> 00:34:41,493
They're gone.
640
00:34:46,333 --> 00:34:48,400
And now I, uh...
641
00:34:50,356 --> 00:34:52,024
I have to go home alone.
642
00:34:54,674 --> 00:34:56,375
(BREATHES SHAKILY)
643
00:35:07,420 --> 00:35:10,189
Pretty incredible
that a woman of her age,
644
00:35:10,223 --> 00:35:12,391
ravaged by cancer,
645
00:35:12,425 --> 00:35:14,526
could fight off an infection overnight.
646
00:35:14,561 --> 00:35:16,562
If I were a religious man, I'd say,
647
00:35:16,596 --> 00:35:19,798
"Wow, that's... That's a miracle."
648
00:35:19,866 --> 00:35:22,534
So, either I should go join a
church or a temple or a mosque,
649
00:35:22,569 --> 00:35:26,572
or someone slipped antibiotics
into Maxine Stanley's I.V.,
650
00:35:26,606 --> 00:35:30,075
antibiotics which she specifically
asked us not to give her.
651
00:35:30,110 --> 00:35:32,144
Don't say anything. Not a word.
652
00:35:33,279 --> 00:35:35,714
(SIGHS)
653
00:35:35,749 --> 00:35:37,883
Say something stupid like a confession,
654
00:35:37,917 --> 00:35:40,219
and I'm gonna have to
fire you right on the spot.
655
00:35:40,253 --> 00:35:41,920
Not to mention fending off a lawsuit,
656
00:35:41,955 --> 00:35:45,288
which we would, and most
certainly should, lose.
657
00:35:48,495 --> 00:35:51,508
More importantly, none of this
helps Maxine, does it?
658
00:35:53,266 --> 00:35:55,000
So what happens now?
659
00:35:55,068 --> 00:35:56,346
(SCOFFS LIGHTLY)
660
00:35:56,370 --> 00:35:57,803
I don't know.
661
00:36:01,241 --> 00:36:04,610
Let's just say for the sake
of it that you know this doctor.
662
00:36:05,979 --> 00:36:09,181
Would they feel at all guilty?
663
00:36:11,537 --> 00:36:12,704
Yes.
664
00:36:12,872 --> 00:36:14,272
Why?
665
00:36:14,954 --> 00:36:16,989
Because she's a good woman, and...
666
00:36:20,627 --> 00:36:22,428
It was her decision.
667
00:36:22,462 --> 00:36:23,929
You knew it was her decision.
668
00:36:23,963 --> 00:36:25,364
You were told it was her decision.
669
00:36:25,432 --> 00:36:27,166
You didn't listen.
670
00:36:27,200 --> 00:36:29,368
What makes you think next time
will be any different?
671
00:36:29,436 --> 00:36:31,437
Because I saw her this morning,
and for the first time,
672
00:36:31,471 --> 00:36:36,041
I saw... Her pain.
673
00:36:46,632 --> 00:36:47,766
Okay.
674
00:36:52,358 --> 00:36:54,112
You're gonna have to make this right.
675
00:36:59,799 --> 00:37:01,967
(INSTRUMENTS CLINKING)
676
00:37:41,841 --> 00:37:43,075
Hey.
677
00:38:16,809 --> 00:38:19,447
I'm sorry things didn't
turn out like you wanted.
678
00:38:20,880 --> 00:38:22,080
That's okay.
679
00:38:23,956 --> 00:38:28,039
Lots of great books have
final lousy chapters.
680
00:38:33,559 --> 00:38:36,094
This is an aid-in-dying request.
681
00:38:37,096 --> 00:38:39,398
There are procedures that allow you
682
00:38:39,432 --> 00:38:42,734
to end things when you
want to end things.
683
00:38:44,534 --> 00:38:46,335
It can be complicated.
684
00:38:46,369 --> 00:38:48,727
Quite a few regulatory hoops.
685
00:38:51,842 --> 00:38:53,576
I'll get you through them.
686
00:39:07,090 --> 00:39:09,091
(ZIPPER CLOSES)
687
00:39:14,030 --> 00:39:17,032
(BETH ORTON'S "OOH CHILD" PLAYS)
688
00:39:37,554 --> 00:39:40,356
♪ Ooh-ooh, child ♪
689
00:39:40,390 --> 00:39:45,361
♪ Things are gonna get easier
690
00:39:45,395 --> 00:39:47,129
♪ Ooh-ooh, child ♪
691
00:39:47,197 --> 00:39:49,765
♪ Things'll be brighter ♪
692
00:39:52,602 --> 00:39:55,638
♪ Ooh-ooh, child ♪
693
00:39:55,705 --> 00:40:00,276
♪ Things are gonna get easier ♪
694
00:40:00,310 --> 00:40:01,810
♪ Ooh-ooh, child ♪
695
00:40:01,878 --> 00:40:04,446
♪ Things'll get brighter ♪
696
00:40:07,417 --> 00:40:10,452
♪ Someday, yeah ♪
697
00:40:10,487 --> 00:40:14,823
♪ We'll put it together
and we'll get it undone ♪
698
00:40:14,891 --> 00:40:19,328
♪ Someday when your head is much lighter
699
00:40:21,965 --> 00:40:24,900
♪ Someday, yeah ♪
700
00:40:24,935 --> 00:40:29,738
♪ We'll walk in the rays
of a beautiful sun ♪
701
00:40:29,773 --> 00:40:33,676
♪ Someday when the world
is much brighter ♪
702
00:40:51,361 --> 00:40:52,969
Did I ever tell you about
the day Kellan was...
703
00:40:53,051 --> 00:40:54,129
You did.
704
00:40:54,164 --> 00:40:55,598
♪ Ooh-ooh, child ♪
705
00:40:55,632 --> 00:40:57,099
But tell me again.
706
00:40:57,133 --> 00:41:01,003
♪ Things are gonna get easier ♪
707
00:41:01,037 --> 00:41:03,038
♪ Ooh-ooh, things'll be brighter ♪
708
00:41:03,106 --> 00:41:04,506
Hey, Deb...
709
00:41:05,442 --> 00:41:08,408
No, I-I'm not gonna be late.
710
00:41:10,266 --> 00:41:11,933
I just, um...
711
00:41:14,284 --> 00:41:17,959
I just (CLEAR THROAT)
wanted to hear your voice.
712
00:41:22,792 --> 00:41:25,861
♪ Someday, yeah ♪
713
00:41:25,895 --> 00:41:30,499
♪ We'll walk in the rays
of a beautiful sun ♪
714
00:41:30,533 --> 00:41:34,637
♪ Someday when the world
is much brighter ♪
715
00:41:40,810 --> 00:41:43,746
(NEWS PLAYS ON TV)
716
00:41:46,850 --> 00:41:49,551
♪ Ooh-ooh, child ♪
717
00:41:49,586 --> 00:41:54,690
♪ Things are gonna get easier ♪
718
00:41:54,724 --> 00:42:01,363
♪ Ooh-ooh, things'll be brighter ♪
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